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dylantyler · 1 year
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im feeling incredibly smothered. not sure what to do..
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stuckinapril · 3 months
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I’m finally biting the bullet and contacting a therapist today after being ambivalent ab it for so long… this hellsite has its many disadvantages but one thing I can say is it has truly helped me be less scared of pursuing therapy. Silver lining etc etc
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skitskatdacat63 · 4 months
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"Non paeniteo potitus."
+ details & process
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And, process !!
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The jump btwn the second to last and last always surprise me whenever I make one of these because I always forget to take snapshots after I start painting. It's always like: oh yeah heres the lineart with some colors- BOOM fully finished✨️
What he's holding are the Austrian imperial scepter and orb, seen below:
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I was going to draw the crown too but decided I don't hate myself that much(maybe some other day), and gave him a golden laurel crown, bcs I'm obsessed with that as a motif, and also its very remincient of the boy king statue that started this whole thing!
There's some symbolism of this, both intentionally but also just historically. I love that the orb represents that the monarch is holding the world in their hand, basically every old monarchy has one of those, and I think it's very cool for symbolism. But also bcs of that, I was forced to basically draw catholic fanart so, you win some you lose some. The star halo above him head is both to reference those religious statues with star crowns(I saw them a lot in Europe and they imprinted onto my brain), as well as: his four championships of course!
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chiropteracupola · 8 months
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scavenged a little photoset of behind-the-scenes pictures off jason salkey's website...
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ballwizard · 3 months
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if shit continues to get worse here I'll probably be moving to my neocities full time . currently in the process of on-again, off-again revamping it but you can find me at
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ghostlyvelvetheart · 8 months
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Has anyone considered that the reason why Luis is so polite and lenient is because…
He just really wants a friend. Just chronically craving friendship and nothing more than friendship.
Tone just happened to get lost over text.
He has no idea anyone's lumped him into the "boyfriend zone", and he probably won't notice unless Nessie spells it out to him. In which case he'll pull the "I only see you as a friend" card.
He thinks that Nessie's in an abusive relationship and wants to get her out of it, not because he wants to get with her, but because he can't stand seeing his BFF hurt! He doesn't want to go for a coffee because it's a date, he wants to go because he wants to get to know his new BFF better!
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outstanding-quotes · 3 months
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My kitten baby a few summer ago, chillin on a copy of Mary Oliver’s Devotions
You and I will always be back then 💖
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giritina · 5 months
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Ibara poverty of speech schizotypal core
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lattehearted · 27 days
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what if i go reread one of the wildest aus I have ever written, the dystopian knock off h.unger g.ames au for the b.ig t.ime r.ush tv show
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boomerang109 · 7 months
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what if capitalism is making the one job i thought was possible for me feel unattainable not because i haven’t literally been doing it since age 13 but because it’s not well paid enough so until you get into a higher position you have to work multiple jobs and i knew that i always knew that but. fuck. why is adulting going to be so exhausting. what if this really is the best time of my life? being a depressed college student? what if it’s downhill from here?
#I love my quiet getting high nights cause they let me unlock my thoughts#i HATE my quiet getting high nights cause they let me unlock my thoughts#like bestie I was just watching critical role why did I pause it to write this down#anyway in other news I have a ten hour tech day and I’m ✨scared✨#technically it’s nine and a half though because they moved the call by a whole half hour#and honestly I’m going to get breakfast for meal swipes so I might end up being late cause breakfast doesn’t open until 10#but like fuck if I’m gonna try to make food here#I want to pack my bag tonight but also I just laid down after doing dishes and I’m exhausted#I’ve had such a long day too I had two normal classes (one of which I basically led the class. I interviewed two professionals in front of#the whole class. FUCK I probably need to send them a thank you email. that’s gonna be a tmrw issue or I might draft hifh but like not sendin#but anyway after that I had one hour for lunch and then three hour lab which was fun!! because we went ride pooling but like we walked a#shit ton and in the sun#oh and my roommates must’ve forgotten I come with today cause they left me behind (which is totally fine cause I didn’t get up but it did#mean I had to catch the on campus transport and that takes forever and so I was late to meet my friend for breakfast and dining hall was#closed so I had to get food elsewhere which literally cost the same as the dining hall in the morning which is dumb but it took waaay longer#anyway hifh boom takes tumblr diary entries too seriously idk why I channeled my whole life into this post lmao#i think it’s cause I’m self-isolating HARD (despite being fairly social at the moment? it’s a surprisingly cool balancing act im pulling off#quite well as a busy bee) so I felt the need to pretend to have human connection without actually breaking my self-imposed isolation lmao#boom blogs high
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milfjinart · 7 months
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hey just fyi if you’re an Andor fan but aren’t speaking out and taking action in response to the genocide Israel is committing in Palestine, I hope you know you’re a massive unserious hypocrite!
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cake-bread · 10 months
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Ik you said that you’re taking a break for the evening (which is a very good choice, i’m glad that you’re taking those steps to make sure this doesn’t negatively impact you) but I just wanted to say something.
I know it can be hard to do so but please try to ignore anyone saying rude or disgusting thinks in asks, ESPECIALLY anonymous hate. Keep taking care of yourself, even if this app can sometimes be less toxic than other social medias, there are still assholes and all you can do about it is block them (if not anon) and try to not let it get to you.
Hope the rest of your day goes well.
I have received a lot of anonymous hate before - and it's often amusing with how much a person can say when they feel comfort of you not being able to see their face.
Especially if they think we can't check the truth.
Thank you for telling me about blocking, because I forgot that is an option on other socials, it's good to know it's a part of this website, too.
It went well, thank you, kind anon.
May life be kind for you.
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snaoisean · 1 year
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hi, i hope this doesn't sound weird but i'm a little confused. i saw you're no longer following me, which is fine, but all evidence that you've ever interacted with my blog is gone, and our message history is gone too. i cant send messages to you either. if this is just me not taking a hint then feel free to ignore this, but i saw you were having blog issues and i've never seen something like this happen so i wanted to follow up
NO ITS NOT YOU BEING WEIRD i still follow you (from my perspective, anyway?) but yeah it seems like all my messages are gone, i dont seem to show up on posts when i leave tags, i cant reply to posts... i really have no clue why T_T ( @pions )
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how do you know professor bailey teak?
so theres this thing called having friends
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mintjeru · 1 year
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keeping myself busy by posting wip screenshots
#not counting this as an art post bc i'm gonna start rambling right now:#shaking crying the face album is dropping soon#set me free was already amazing like he did a full 180 and it was so cool! cannot wait for like crazy to premiere#n e ways. this past week has been. a rollercoaster#we had a mini crisis ordering zines but it's solved ish now. there is a plan in place#hmm my project is almost done.. just gotta finish asap so i can get it in for printing#though the organizers didn't email me back on a deadline or whether my specs are fine so i'm :// definitely not annoyed at that#uhh yeah and the mv from last week that dropped! my embarrassing story moment-#i was on the elevator w/ one other person and they saw my b.t21 hand sanitizer cover on my lanyard and pointed it out#and i was like yooo did you see the set me free mv#and they were like yeah the concept was so different from their usual style?? he did amazing#and i was like yeeaaAAHH except the last part kinda got louder?? and we were off the elevator by that point??#i swear i saw ppl turn to look at me auughghg but listen. i barely talk to a.rmys irl even though they're Everywhere#they seemed cool unfortunately i didn't get their name and idt ima see them again anytime soon LOL#it was a nice interaction in the middle of a busy week though#and 2 days ago i had a call w/ my friend which was really nice!! we ended up talking for 2h#we were talking about haha. spiraling in the abyss and weapon banners that would be worth my rolls among other topics#and then at one point he said smth like 'oh i couldn't talk about xyz with anyone so i went to you' and i was like. oh...#on one hand i was touched and on the other hand it was a reminder that i need to be more aware of my context when i talk lol#that's what my main blog is for! me yelling in the tags to the void#speaking of reining it in i was drawing for hours and had to drag myself away from this wip bc too much screentime!!#working through the ugly emotions by drawing a pretty kvh- exhibit a#spent at least 30min drawing lines that did not look good and now it's one of those wips that feels like i'm not skilled enough to finish#but we're going through with it bc i love the challenge and the image in my head is really nice so!!#this is also me being spiteful and proving myself wrong- that i can draw him well and that i don't need to compare myself to others#tmi of the day is i was looping j.iyuu no tsubasa as i was drawing this. and the song has. the complete opposite vibes hahaha#oh would you look at that the mv dropped as i was typing this up! time to stream the album for the next 48h#i will go focus on that now!! this is all i got chief#note
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