#no hate 2 selfshippers or anything

[chronicschmonic]

being in a fandom with no fandom content except for like a few odd pieces of fanart (most of them selfshipping w 1 of the characters) is painful like,, wheres the rest of the fandom!! the animatics!! the playlists!! where is it!! i need more!! augh!!

[the-transid-gacha]

(eden anon) no worries!!! i was just planning on requesting another alter so u get another funny guy to work on >:3

we'll prolly have them work with antis for us. add as much as you want, make them piss people off as long as they arent like lsd/basedqueer or xenosatanist stuff

Name(s): your choice!!

Gender(s): xenogender + whatever you choose!! feel free to list some of their xenogenders

Orientation(s): lesboy, gaybian, straightcian, objectum + xenosexualities & other stuff of your choice! make them piss people OFFFF

TransID(s): transhated, transmean, transnpd, trans(dis)abled, trisautistic, transjapanese + anything of your choice!

CisID(s): cisproblematic, cisannoying, CISRADICAL!!!! + any others!!!

Pronoun(s): she/they/he/sh3/h3/xe/ze + neos and xenos of your choice!

Species(s): whatever you want, but h3 MUST be anthropomorphic!!

Age(s): panage (if that exists)

Source(s): none, but if you have knowledge of regretevator or kaiju paradise you can take inspiration from 1-2 characters from either game!

Role(s): not sure what its called but ze will deal with antis and shit + whatever else you think would fit them!

Small bubble about appearance if you already have an idea: SCENE. very scene. blankqueer, transid, etc flags stitched to their whole outfit. hair highlights and a tail (can be fake or real) is all thats required, you can add anything else!

We can also add (Upon request): ANYTHING. make them problematic asf

Like(s): proshippers, darkshippers, radqueers, paraphiles, selfshippers, the internet, herself, + whatever you want!

Dislike(s): antis. + whatever you want!

Personality trait(s): annoying towards antis, sweet towards others. super good at arguing

Face claim(s): you can create!

Para(s): antiphile, 🍸, 🧸, 🐾, ⚰️, 🧵 + whatever u wnt!!!

Emoji Signoff(s): -💢🌈🍓, -💥👎

Names: Nicole, Emily, Or Jecka (All names from class of '09 cause it fits)

Genders: Xenogender, Catgender, Hypergender, Xenoaddict, Vampgender, Sketchgender, CringeXDCoric, Obsessivething, Gendershopping, & Abackroomlector

Orientations: Lesboy, Gaybian, Straightcian, Xenosexualities, Kinfrensexual, Encoresexual, Wilbursootsexual, & Genshinsexual

TransIDs: TransHated, TransMean, TransNPD, TransAbled, TrisAutistic, TransJapanese, TransADHD, TransIED (Intermittent explosive disorder), TransHarmful, PermaFaker, TransDID, TransSubsystem, TransSynesthesia, TransHarmed, TransSH, TransED, TransFashionFluid, TransDepression, TransAnxiety, TransLimp, TransWheelChairUser, TransArmCrutchUser, TransEDS (ehlers danlos syndrome), TransCaneUser, & TransMUDhoarder

CisIDs: Disorder faker, Dirty blond hair, Purple eyes, Tall, Chronically online, Drug addict, & (Pretty much the game Class of '09 as a person)

Pronouns: She/Her, They/Them, He//Him, Sh3/H3r, H3/H1m, Xe/Xim, Ze/Zim, Hate/Hate's, Rad/Rad's, Queer/Queer's, Chaos/Chaos's, Loud/Loud's, Chronically/Chronically's, Online/Online's, & Hyper/Hyper's

Species: Shapeshifter (Base form anthropomorphic sheep) (other common form human so she can dye his hair and dress comfortably in scene clothing)

Ages: PanAge

Source: N/A

Roles: Communicator, Blog runner, Hate manager, Anti holder, & Social alter

Likes: Proshippers, Darkshippers, Radqueers, Paraphiles, Selfshippers, The internet, Herself, Getting hated on, Arguing, Animals, Annoying antis, & Internet forums

Dislikes: Antis, Being called wrong, FDC (fake disorder cringe though when they get posted on there its hilarious to her), People denying her fun, & Being called a hypocondriac

Personality traits: Annoying towards antis, Sweet towards others, Super good at arguing, Problematic, Radical, Loud, Chaotic, Hyper, Creative, & Fixates on people and things very easily

Paras: Big 3, AAM, Plushophilia, Objectophilia, Antiphilia, Dacryphilia, Agonophilia, Anophelorastia, Hypoxyphilia, Enissophilia, Masochism, Mastigophilia, Sadism, Zelophilia, Hedonophilia, Acarophilia, & Agroikophilia

Emoji Signoffs: 💢🌈🍓Or 💥👎

Appearance:

Scene

Blankqueer & transid flags stitched to their whole outfit

Hair highlights

Tail

Here you go!!!!!!!!!!!

ENJOY

-Nina!

[carlosoliveiras-wife]

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ .ೃ࿐ ┈┈┈┈ : . . . . : ─ hola, qué pasa. i’m chloë [she/her], biromantic[?]/ace-spectrum hispanic [white/mex] ladee who enjoys masc titles. here’s my main selfship carrd [still in progress]. here’s my general f/o list. here's my fandom ref drive. please like this post once read!

the guys shown above are My Darlin's, my main F/Os that I have super bad brainrot about and who are just part of my main squad but with a fancier label. rubs eyes. in order, they are...

Carlos Oliveira; Resident Evil 3 [Remake]

Pavia; Reverse: 1999

Miguel O'Hara; Specifically ATSV's Version*

Charles Smith; Red Dead Redemption 2

Lúcio Correia dos Santos; Overwatch

Lee; Arknights

Rei Sakuma; Ensemble Stars!!

the asterisk is that i largely use comic lore in reference to Miguel. in case that needed to be said. i just needed to put that out there i guess??

my terms on sharing are that i'm not comfy, and if you're too lazy(/nm) to read below, the gist is dni if we share, and if you reblog from someone who shares my f/os of any status, i'll just softblock for my mental health because i. am a bitch when it comes to sharing. sorry.

in the same sense: if you share any of my friends' f/os, i either will block or not follow just for their sakes and i have a personal bias when it comes to my friends' stuff. if that makes sense. probably not. here's the link to the list, which can be updated at any time.

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˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ .ೃ࿐ ┈┈┈┈ : . . . . : ─ i’m specifically writing my new pinned to sound like i lack enthusiasm, because, y’know, i kinda feel that way a lot. don’t be intimidated, i don’t bite unless you give me a permit to do so, otherwise i’ll just stare at you from across the room. i’m not new to selfshipping in the slightest, and i’ve been doing this shit since i was a kid. i heavily love fictional characters and i see them as my bitches who should bow down to me. that’s a joke. i’m bowing down to them. sidenote: i put the question mark by biromantic because i have no idea if i’m aroace or not. sigh.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ .ೃ࿐ ┈┈┈┈ : . . . . : ─ i like a lot of things outside of fictional characters who make me wanna eat grass. i love to draw, i love to write, i love to design, i’d fucking love to not have seasonal allergies. i also really fucking love animals, however, don’t rely on me for knowledge because i obviously don’t know everything about anything. my faves are orcas and foxes! my favorite foods are salmon nigiri, tamales, and conchas. awkward thumbs up emoji.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ .ೃ࿐ ┈┈┈┈ : . . . . : ─ my dni and other stuff can be found on my main/introductory carrd. fandom-wise, you can find my info and trivia and all your need-to-knows on my ascendaries carrd.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ .ೃ࿐ ┈┈┈┈ : . . . . : ─ yes, i’m aware i have a rain theme going on. personal ties and i love the weather. shrug emoji.

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ .ೃ࿐ ┈┈┈┈ : . . . . : ─ yes, i'm aware a lot of my selfships have repetitive themes and tropes. those themes and tropes are very comforting and also largely stem from personal things which is why i indulge them. tldr: if you hate childhood friends to lovers, hooh, you're gonna hate me.

little tidbits about me, i suppose. a good chunk of these are taken from my old pinned.

- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ i quite literally use myself in all selfships, and prefer each fandom variation to not be called a "self insert". it's legit just me befitted for a fandom (usually a f/o, ie, if a f/o is an eldritch horror then fuck it i am too) 😔 ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌

- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ i have a lot of interests and tend to show an interest in a lot of things at once— while i may not know everything about a media, i do immediately go searching for character analyses as well as consume media as much as i can. i do have an attention problem which involves finding it hard to sit down and binge. but i will read the info as much as i can, i do tend to like reading more than watching/playing. ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌

- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ again, as previously stated, i am a hispanic selfshipper. however, i look whiter than one would assume, and kinda act it as well. while meals and pronunciations are a big deal to me[minus the joking mispronunciations which earn me 'oh she's white' stares; listen it's kinda funny], i'm not fluent in spanish [i know a few phrases…] nor do i have many experiences many others may have. i admire a lot of the traditions, however i did not grow up with them. i’d love to meet other hispanic selfshippers though, y’all are cool and i’m giving you all a little kiss. ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌

- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ yeah, it's actually spelled “Chloë”, in case you had to know. ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌

- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ i love to indulge my friends and mutuals as best as i can! my inbox is always open for rambles and such, so don't be afraid to talk to me. i also don't mind infodumps on any of my faves because you'd more than likely help me understand them more anyways, which is always welcome. ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌

- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ i do love to portray myself as the more affectionate one in any of my selfships— while everyone loves affectionate male/female f/o stuff, i like giving out more love and flustering my dumbasses. ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌

- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ unfortunately, i am a lady who is very not okay with sharing. if that bothers you, just please do not interact. i know non-sharing selfshippers seem silly and childish, but it's just how i am. similarly, i do not care to interact with anyone who selfships with faves on the friend DNI list, meaning that i prefer their selfships above all else. i know that ain’t gonna stop anyone, but oh well. that list doesn’t apply to anyone following before that list was updated, so! yeah. ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌

- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ i'm uncomfortable with nsfw and if you are a nsfw account, please do interact on a different account. while i do have nsfw humor, indulging in actual nsfw makes me uncomfy, so please keep that in mind. ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌

- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ don't be scared of interacting with me. i'm not gonna leap out of the water and bite your hand off. as long as we don't share f/os, i don't mind interacting. ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌

- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ i don't mind being tagged in things. i find it quite fun, actually! and i feel honored! hehehe ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌

- ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ fandom blogs PLEASE dni. there's nothing wrong with you guys...some of y'all, i mean. i'm just. i'd strongly prefer not to have fandom blogs follow me. likewise: ccxcc shippers for my f/os. sorry i'm still a person who's uncomfy w/sharing ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌

͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ edited last: 12/6/2023 — while this blog is by all means "private" (read: i have the settings that doesn't allow this blog to be searched up or something else), i don't think i'm too bothered by reblogs or stuff about my personal selfship content anymore. i had this rule in place initially so that way i did not burn a hole in my brain from too much attention, however, i will do my best in taking things easier so that way i don't hit that mark of burnout again, or at least, as fast. ❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌

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DNI

you fit basic DNI criteria, this includes being a zionist. i dont wanna see any proshippers or racists or pedos or lgbtphobes or islamophobes or anyone else who fits this bs criteria

if you share my f/os, this is just more of a comfort thing. im less likely to follow if you reblog from someone who does share my f/os just for my own comfort

if you associate with @/tealilii or @/glazelilii or whatever other handles she has. she's caused trauma for me and another friend of mine, and might still be doing harmful shit to my other friend.

you associate with @/lolthia. you can find posts on why you shouldnt associate with them.

javier escuella slanderers. i will throw you like a fucking dodgeball

people who like dark content, including but not limited to: yanderes, DD: DNE, noncon or dubcon, incest including stepcest, the glorification of abuse

see someone wearing certain things in fashion and immediately ask if theyre into nsfw things or why they're wearing "fetish gear". its weird, dont do that, esp not to me.

there's probably more but. hm. i'll update eventually

i don't know what else to add. glances to the side. so uh. yeahh. hi there guys...??

dividers are by @/cafekitsune!!

[computerillness]

ouhggy maybe tell us more about your selfship with chuck.... ⊂⁠(⁠´⁠･⁠◡⁠･⁠⊂⁠ ⁠)⁠∘⁠˚⁠˳⁠°

I haven’t really thought it out much but I got some stuff about it (im not THAT active of a selfshipper). So basically, Terry (my s/i) works in IT at HHM (mainly because that is where im most knowledgeable in real life and it also makes it more ironic that he likes Chuck). He is friends with Ernesto and wants to volunteer to do errands for Chuck since he wants to take the load of his friend. In the time talking to Chuck, he realizes he likes him, I mean really likes him. They both relate to each other in the fact they are ostracized for their mental illnesses (my s/i is autistic and Chuck is well… Chuck). Chuck also finds Terry endearing and enjoys talking to him, he doesn’t really realize he also likes him too though since he has trouble with relationships. They continue to progress into some sort of secret on and off thing where they are quite affectionate with each other, but it ONLY stays in Chuck’s house since Chuck is quite high profile and him being accused of homosexuality would be quite damming to his reputation (its 2002). They continue having on and off secret rendezvous off company time and really feel a connection. Sorta skipping around, when Chuck is launching his investigation on Jimmy for swapping numbers on documents, Terry is right by his side, Chuck describes him as a “confident” to Howard and the private detective. Terry is honestly pretty neutral to Jimmy though, he thinks he is trouble but doesn’t hate him personally, he just wants to help Chuck. When Chuck delivers his chicanery monologue, Terry can be seen with his head in his hands near Rebecca. Soon after, Chuck is ultimately the one who cuts things off with Terry, saying he “doesn’t need him anymore” and that he needs to get back to being a normal person. This devastated Terry very much, as he is kind of a gay infatuated loser and has no one else in his life he can say he loves. When Chuck dies, Terry is on the side of Howard in believing it is a suicide. He has to keep himself stoic while at Chuck’s funeral to not arise suspicion about their true relationship. Although, Terry can barely even function anymore at work and loses all passion he had for his job. He sometimes just stands completely still in front of that giant Chuck portrait and reminisces about what once was. When Howard dies a year later and HHM is downsizing, he quits, seeing no value in the company anymore. I haven’t really thought about anything with him afterwards, so he probably either gets a job and is unhappy living in monotony somewhere else, or isolates himself to the point he is almost completely withdrawn from society (a NEET perhaps). I’ve also thought about him just committing suicide in various ways, but I think it would be lazy just to write him off like that.

…Holy shit this is a wall of text. Sorry it got a little dark in the end, I just wanted time to adhere to canon as closely as possible. Anyway, that’s all I’ve got, really. The main reason I am into selfship is 1) I like conjuring up stories I can live vicariously through in my head and 2) I want to see Chuck with a errand-twink (Terry is 35, but whatever, still a twink to me lolll). Thanks for asking ^_^ !!

[ollyou]

ABOUT ME!!! (WILL BE EDITED OVER TIME)

Cereus | 20 (June 18th) | they/them

korean + white | ENG + JPN (少しだけ) | bpdhd

@/ollykami on Instagram | @/CereusDelirious on Twitter

My main fixation of 4 years is KING OLLY!

I like to draw, animate, voice act, sing, and write stories!

I’m inexperienced with tumblr, so forgive me if I struggle with anything related to it!

ORIGAMI SIBLINGS FANS PLEASE INTERACT (preferably no olly selfshippers/“simps” though)!

Art tag: #🎨 cereus’s art / #🎬 cereus’s animations

KO-FI/COMMISSIONS: https://ko-fi.com/kingolly

Click “Keep reading” to see my Interests, BYF, and DNI!

Interests:

Paper Mario (specifically The Origami King, but also Super Paper Mario!)

Ensemble Stars!!

Terraria

Fortnite

Kirby (modern games)

Pokémon

Madoka Magica

miHoYo/HoYoverse games

and more!

DNI

Basic criteria (anti-LGBT, any of those -isms, MAP, etc)

Zionists and antisemites

Proship/comship/profic/etc.

Under 13 or over 30 years of age (why would you be on tumblr if you’re under 13 anyway. Help) (If you’re 30+ and I follow you first then that’s fine!)

If you’re friends with people such as sound-hz/tentamissile-maestro and/or their close friends, etc (Stalking and harassment from them and their followers + spreading harmful misinformation about others)

BYF

DO NOT REPOST MY ART!! I’m SERIOUS! Reblogs ofc are fine, but do NOT save my art and upload it anywhere else. I WILL file DMCA takedown notices.

Anon asks are open most of the time, but any hate or drama put in my asks will result in an instant block! Also, please do not use my other askboxes outside of Tumblr for Tumblr-related asks!

Me and SegaDaKitKat/Jaded_Is_Jade on Twitter both have a ship between our Olly humanizations so if “selfcest” makes you uncomfortable (it’s literally not problematic at all and they’re technically different people though) please do not follow, or filter out the following tag: “💜OLLY^2!” (without the quotes).

I will gush over Olly a LOT. I have a weird obsession with him that has been going on since around the day PMTOK was first announced, so be prepared for that….

I call myself Olly’s #1 fan but I’m not like, delusional or anything LOL i just gatekeep him a lot and really think I’m one of the biggest fans of his out there (I have hundreds of drawings of him I made + I analyze his dialogue and character a lot + have several hcs and AU stuff for him)

Don’t talk about mlw Olly or wlm Olivia around or to me (I hc them both as gay and lesbian respectively)

I hc most of my favorite/comfort characters as GAY! (canon mspec characters excluded) I am uncomfortable seeing them in straight relationships!

I hc Olly and Olivia as around my age so please do not get the wrong idea about my love for them !!

I’m not fond of Olly fangirls/selfshippers/etc but like. Idk I probably won’t block you, just don’t talk about that around me (I get very defensive over Olly) (NORMAL FANS ARE FINE DW)

I’m super defensive and vocal about my fp, SegaDaKitKat/Jaded_Is_Jade, and will likely speak up if you post about her without our knowledge or consent

I’m pretty confrontational at times, so forgive me if I randomly pop up in your notifs telling you to take something down or the like (I won’t do this if you don’t post anything related to me or Sega, though. This is ONLY when people talk about us or post our art without consent). I promise I’m nice if you’re respectful, I just get very stressed at first!

I hope we can all get along !!!! Thank you for your time! ^_^

[unknown-ladies]

Introduction Post

Hi, everyone! My name is Azalea. I'm an adult Selfshipper who Selfships with three Background Characters and one Main Character. I go by She/Her pronouns Only, so please avoid using They for me in any context when talking about me

I am Proship and Anti-anti

This is my selfship sideblog, where I'll post and blog about my F/Os (Page 2 here)

I don't have a DNI and will block as required, I can be responsible for my own comfort. If I don't answer your ask, it is either because you are blocked, it contained hateful material or I did not have the energy to do so.

Of my selfships, 🔘 has more of a crafted backstory than 🔥 and 🔴, but I'm happy to answer asks about 🔥 and 🔴 just as much! Miyuki has a canonical backstory and I HEAVILY appreciate talking about her.

If you're curious about anything relating to me, I'm open about a lot, feel free to ask the blog runner, too! Thank you for your time.

If you're wondering what my icon currently is, it's Melffy Rabby from the Yu-Gi-Oh! Trading Card Game.

[ryan-shepard-writes]

A couple dozen Get To Know Ya How Ya Doin questions by @athenixrose !!! Tagging anyone who feels like doing them! If you want to answer them you should go to THIS POST HERE and either copy/paste or reblog directly from Athenixrose!

Since I'm shy and haven't really been active in the writeblr community, I'm going to make it my goal to answer ALL the questions!

How are you?

I'm... Here. Which I consider to be a good thing.

How's the writing going?

Not terribly, I think, but I have a bad kind of writer's block right now. I know what I want to happen, but I can't make myself WRITE it... I also kinda feel like I really want to delete and change a bunch of stuff. Idunno.

Do you read books?

A bit too often, yeah. I cycle through the same ones all over, y'know? I love reading, but I think my brain is using it as an excuse not to write.

Have you been focusing on plot or fluff/downtime in your WIPs where nothing happens really?

Attempting to do plot, which is probably my problem. I excel at dialogue and character interactions, but writing plot is... Rough for me.

What's the hardest part of writing for you?

Actually physically doing it. Especially when it comes to doing events and advancing plot.

Do you like making titles?

YES. I love coming up with titles and taglines.

Do you like making blurbs?

I'm not sure! I don't think I've ever precisely written a blurb before?

Do you make your own mock covers?

Yes and no. I designed my own header photo on my blog, if that counts?

Do you write fanfiction?

Yes. A lot. Probably too much. I'm a selfshipper.

Who was your first ever favourite character from any piece of media?

My first ever fave? Probably Mewtwo.

Who is your current favourite character from a piece of media?

All Might!

Favourite book?

Gods that's a hard question. Probably one of the books in the Protector of The Small Quartet by Tamora Pierce.

Favourite song?

Genuinely no clue. I have a lot!

Favourite film?

TREASURE PLANET!

Favourite TV series?

At the moment? My Hero Academia!

What has been the biggest influence that has shaped how you write or inspired you?

The dichotomous complexity of the human heart.

Have you ever written anything out of spite because you hated how another piece of media was written or produced/ acted out?

Ooooooooooh yes. Most definitely. I don't think it exists anymore, but I wrote a whole ass new ending for The Giver when I was in middle school.

Last fictional death you cried at?

Aunt may in Spider-Man 2018 :')

How many drafts do you complete before you consider a WIP finished?

Uh.... Hehehe.... Finish?

How long have you been writing?

I wrote my first "original story" when I was 9, but I daydreamed original stories before that.

What genres do you write for?

Science-Fantasy, romance, queer, cosmic horror... Usually all at once.

Do you like doing research and if so, are you researching for a WIP right now?

LOVE research. Catch me taking refresher courses on hawking radiation for 2 lines of dialogue.

How many abandoned WIPs do you have?

Only a few... I tend to keep writing things even years later.

How many completed WIPs?

Hehehehe... 1. An old Kingdom Hearts fanfic that I wrote in middle school.

How many WIPs in progress?

All of them.

How organised with everything, are you? Do you keep track of OCs with lists ect?

I'm the least organized person you have ever met. I have no character sheets. Everything is trapped in my brain. Please send help.

Has your own writing ever made you cry?

Oh yeah absolutely. Fate's Crystal Majesty has SEVERAL points that make me tear up.

[staarri]

❝ 　certain rules are applied in this blog, some may be unusual but this is all just to ensure the safety of the owner's time here.

— yes, i am genderfluid! use whatever pronoun you want with me, including neo's, i dont mind really. so long as its not offensive or done to make fun of me, atleast take it a little seriously !! meaning: use whatever pronoun you want on me but don't call me things like alpha/alphaself or sigma/sigmaself

— completely OK with tag games / inbox games, i just ask you send it to my primary blog : @aphrodict !! ( as for selfships, you can use either 20ra or aphrodict, i dont mind which one ) just not my writing blog

— minors ( people 17 and below ) who write nsfw and actively engage in it by reblogging or liking works, please do not interact with me at all. meaning: dont go in my ask box. dont ask me to be mutuals with you. dont interact with my primary blog either.

— i will kindly ask dark content writers & enjoyers, mdni blogs, nsfw accounts ( with no proper tagging system for me to block ) to leave. meaning: i am okay with you liking my posts, but do not ask to be mutuals or "act close" with me.

— if you are an nsfw + sfw account asking to be mutuals with me, i will only ask that you have a proper NSFW TAG i can block to not see any content i dont want to see on my dash. ( its still better if you have a seperate account for nsfw as it causes me less trouble scrolling on posts! )

— don't include me in any drama im not included in. don't bring drama to my account, and don't try to make one on my account.

— although i am an sfw blog, i ask that people only interact when they are 13 +

— dont abuse my kindness! i will let you vent into my inbox, but dont trauma dump out of the blue, and don't use my asks to send hate as anon.

— basic dni criteria + any ai users ( chatgpt, character ai, stable diffusion, etc ), below 13, mdni blogs, dark content blogs, anti-selfshippers, taylor swift anti's ( i understand if you dont like her music, but dont parade it around it's weird ) zionists, pedophiles, xenophobic, homophobic, transphobic, ableist, proshippers, racist ( heavy on this ), if you refer to filipino's as "pacific islanders", people with asian fetishes ( GET OUT ), don't force your religion into me ( meaning: dont send me asks or messages saying : "repent now before its too late!" ) minors who write nsfw

　　　 ℇ　　i write for 　 ｡

genshin impact 　　zhongli, neuvillette, scaramouche, thoma, tighnari, childe, xiao, kazuha, gorou, cyno, ga ming, kaveh, navia, wriothesley, hu tao, ei, wanderer

love and deepspace　　rafayel, zayne, xavier

haikyuu　　shoyo, kageyama, kenma, nishinoya, tsukishima

persona 5　　&　　final fantasy 15

fluff ╱ hurt comfort ╱ au + smau ╱ gn ! reader & fem ! reader

headcannons max 3 characters ╱ drabbles max 2 characters

　　　 ℇ　　i wont write for 　 ｡

pedophilia, incest, nsfw, anything -dere related, child!reader, toxic relationships, abuse, trauma, disorders & some diseases, character x oc & character x character

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“We can live like Jack and Sally if we want” - Blink 182

Ladies and gentlemen, nonbinaries and other genders in the SELF SHIP COMMUNITY- My name is Cosvin I had been a selfshipper on this hellsite since 2016 but Ive been on this hellsite beginning from 2015... BEFORE some of yall anti h3talians splash anon hate on me; GO WALK IN THE PARK PLS <3 it s HEALTHY- its GOOD FOR YOU IDC IF you’re gonna anon shit on me, ok boomer fine, but I will NEVER HIDE over my pasts. just know I already know my mistakes, and yet I moved on...even if i felt bad abt it- also haha hey give yourself the ENERGY to block me because... its not hard!! just 2 clicks/taps on your phone okay?

im just gonna give familiarity over my art excuse me

As half of maybe you all know, me for some specific art that i made, and as well my selfships... if you want to know through my art... well. half of f yall are familiar with these old drawings

I am 23 years old who works on a catering... studies culinary arts.. but i love to draw, and write sometimes- but yeah... this time on this acc itll be filled with half of funny suggestive- I’ll tag it as #tw funny suggestive a s a warning for yall okay?

Theres more if you look into my tag of #cosvin’s art

but yeah

ive been maybe halfly known through art, and if from qoutev, thats also me there too... if I can explain further, (ill edit this anyway so yeah)

but yea this acc will be mostly SFW- i only have a private nsfw tumblr acc thats only for adult mutuals... 

Interests

Hetalia

Stranger Things

Star Wars

MHA

Anything in gen- Theres more of my past interests in here if you wanna see

My main f/os

(and f/os i consider the same soul itself excuse me i have the multiverse theory hahahha yeah

Gilbert Bielschmidt 

Eddie Munson

Atsuhiro Sako

Tordsen Lark

here’s my list of f/os for more though... in here for Familiaral f/os mostly its my adopted fam : D 

an d yea thats all i have heres my dni... ig this is now a public acc for yall but i may not be too in there? but ill try to check every now and then- you dont have to follow the DNI i know there’s the important notes on the DNI but yeah. 

thats all ig what i have here... unless i update idk- 

again now im not afraid to show my love for my f.os- if anyone has a problem with it, i m so sorry with my impulse but thats your diddley darn problem just get yourself a walk in the park for fuckles sake and find whats comfortable for you- if you’re not comfortable with me just dni- thats all there is to it! as I said-

also hi fanbase? <3 fuck you (maybe) 

hi anti h3talians to give hate? <3 fuck you 

if you read this far and accepted this uh hi have a cookie! idk 🍪🍪🍪 I want to say thank you for reading an d i hope you have a good day-

im NOT AFRAID to show my love for Gilbert and Eddie anymore... and will fight my love for them idk (im not the TYPE to bash other ships i stg i wont send hate I just block too, no hard feelings hun 💖✌) and yeah if yall are lucky enough to be my mutual i can show you my most active b l o g i just gonna say yeah... im selective. still- 

as for final part... heres my selfship art with eddie or gil- hahah these are so far im prou d of 

[imagine-your-love-story]

Thank you for encouraging a safe space on Tumblr. It might seem like basic courtesy to leave people be, leave them their comfort and creative freedom, but apparently it's not. As someone who has very questionable self ship poly dynamics, it's.. nice not being scared of seeing "Don't interact if this- dont interact if that" and then in danger of harrassment.

Please keep spreading these vibes of comfort and love - you're a great person whom we need a lot more of in the world wide web

You're very welcome, lovely! :) :) :)

Hoo boy. I have...soooo many thoughts on like....ALL of this. And this post is gonna get LONG because I've opened the can of worms and I'm lettin' it all out :P

The amount of bullying and negativity I've seen in the selfshipping community lately is very painful and disappointing to watch. Tumblr and fandom has always been somewhat of a cesspool but I had hoped that selfshipping was a little better.

I'm not seeing a positive community on a large scale right now.

There are some people who are shining little stars out there of course! But there's more hate being spread around than I can stomach.

I've spent Y E A R S researching and unlearning and pushing back against the psychological and emotional effects of manipulative behaviors like: blame, guilt, shame, and harassment.

I absolutely 100000% believe you can speak to people civilly and state your reasons why you think their behavior is damaging. Without telling them, "You are wrong. You are a bad person." Or otherwise making them feel shitty about themselves.

And I also believe that you CAN allow that person to say, "I don't agree with what you're saying" and you can still have normal interactions with that person without immediately shunning them and labeling them as a terrible person.

People BLOSSOM when they are showered in love, acceptance, and understanding. People are MUCH more willing to listen and heed what you have to say when you give them SPACE to see your point of view (or disagree with you and still accept them).

This culture on social media where people jump STRAIGHT to, "You're a HORRIBLE person because you do something I disagree with!" is, frankly, horrifying and a little disgusting.

Does this mean I condone negative and damaging behaviors?

No. Absolutely not.

But there seems to be this loss of perspective on what is considered "negative and damaging behaviors".

1. It's fiction. Fiction has NEVER been "clean". It's a place of freedom to discuss EVERYTHING.

2. You don't have to feel comfortable with everything being discussed in fiction. I'm not. If I don't like a self-shipper's content because it hits some trigger buttons for me...I don't follow their blog. Because that's my boundary and I have every right to it.

Do I send them messages saying, "You're a toxic person!"

Nope.

Do I comment on their ship that they love and say, "This makes me uncomfortable!"

Nope.

It's not my business.

Also: it’s fiction and there are MUCH bigger problems that require my energy than whether or not I should correct someone’s fictional ship.

Go save the ocean.

Go save the rainforest.

Go save the planet you live and breath on.

Fiction should not be making you angry enough to send hate mail to someone else. Full stop. That should never ever be a priority.

3. Some people engage in selfshipping "negative behaviors" as a way to cope with their trauma. We have no idea what a person has been through and we have no right to tell them that they should stop what they're doing when we do not know where they are on their journey of healing.

It hurts my heart so, so much when I receive messages from selfshippers like you, dear anon, who are TERRIFIED to share their love stories with their characters because they're afraid of being labeled/attacked/harassed by the community.

That's the community letting you down. That should NOT be happening and I'm so sorry you're feeling that way, lovely.

The ENTIRE point of selfshipping was to ESCAPE the people who criticized for shipping yourself with a character that you love. The foundation of selfshipping is that ANYTHING is possible!!! You are limitless!!!

And now people are policing what you can do??? That's...that completely obliterates the point of selfshipping. That's WHY we escaped to our own community!

I don't know if this video is available outside of the U.S., but I highly recommend, the Crappy Childhood Fairy's Youtube video on Cancel Culture. It's a great listen when you're navigating the emotional turmoil of social media culture.

So, if you're still reading after ALL OF THAT :P here are some key points about this blog and my philosophy when it comes to selfshipping:

This blog will always be a judgment free zone

Of course I have opinions! Of course we may disagree on something! But I won't judge you for it. You're allowed to do your own thang! ;)

I will never have a DNI.

If I feel an interaction is crossing into territory that isn't appropriate or acceptable, I'll say so. And if that doesn't work, I'll block and report. But I will never have a DNI on this blog.

Yes, I am an adult. So if minors don't feel comfortable following my blog, it's okay if they don't! I understand!

But I don't have a problem talking with minors because they are human beings and they may need support. I worked in Youth Services at a library for over two years. I know sometimes kids just want someone to talk about cool books and movies with and I'm 100% down for that 24/7 :)

Because this blog is all-ages friendly, I will never post 18+ content because - just like IRL - I make sure that I am mindful of the people around me. I may post some suggestive content that is tagged, but I try not to get too explicit.

I also don’t really think a DNI is necessary for me personally. Of course if I feel threatened by someone, I won’t interact with that person. But if a shipper is into content that I don’t like???? I don’t feel the need to say, “I will never interact with you!” That’s....exhausting. Besides, there are plenty of other things we can chat about! :)

I will always share f/os.

I know some people don't like to share and that's their boundary they can draw if they want to (no shade here!), but I've found that if I don't share, it's a very lonely experience. So I always share and I’m happy to interact if we have the same f/o :)

DMs are always open if you need a shoulder to lean on

If you need to dump or vent or whatever, my DMs will always be open so you can chat! It can feel weird, and maybe you'll feel bad because you won't know what to say!!!

That's okay :)

Even if all you want to do is vent and never reply, I'm happy to listen and offer any words of encouragement and support you need to hear! :)

[servamp-week2021]

Time for the opening act, everyone! This will be the prompt list and rules for the 2021 edition of Servamp Week, which will also be available for handy checking on the blog pages! There are sixteen total prompts, a simple list and a more complex one for anyone who might be looking for more direction.

PROMPT LIST

Day 1-Sloth/Happy Birthday!

Day 2-Pride/Hospitality

Day 3-Envy/Siblings

Day 4-Wrath/Fight Like A Girl

Day 5-Greed/Fairytales

Day 6-Gluttony/Regrets

Day 7-Lust/Subclass

Day 8-Melancholy/Thank you!

ACCEPTABLE CONTENT

This is a list of what types of media you can submit to the tag! The simple answer is... Anything! Anything at all! Some examples of what I mean:

Art, across all mediums!

Fanfic

Edits

Videos

Cosplay

Icon Dumps

Colored Manga Pages

Headcanon Dumps

Meta Analysis

Crossovers

AUs

Self Insert/Self-shipping (Note: You must be respectful of anyone who happens to share your f/o! If anyone is being rude to you about being a selfshipper, please contact a mod with proof of harassment and we will take care of it!)

Shippy Content In General (Same as above! We have a zero tolerance policy towards anyone being harangued over fiction, but we also ask that you tag your ships. If someone is making content for your NOTP, blacklist or block and move on!)

RULES

1. All potentially triggering content MUST be tagged! This blog will use the ao3 Archive Warning system for broader tagging, but it falls on the poster to tag for more specific triggers! Do NOT use censors in your tagging, such as slashes or asterisks, as that makes it impossible for add-ons like Xkit or even Tumblr’s own filtering system to block the post.

If you censor your tag, we will message you to fix it, but if it’s not fixed within 24hrs, your entry will be SKIPPED.

The mods do not take responsibility for any triggers we may have missed tagging when reblogging if they weren’t already included in the tags of the post, HOWEVER, you can message a mod to add a trigger to a post for you by linking the post and specifying the trigger!

2. All potentially triggering content MUST be under a cut/read more! Again, if this rule is not followed, we will message the poster and give them 24hrs to fix their mistake. Once fixed, they can send a link to the post and we will reblog it to the blog.

3. NO CHARACTER BASHING. This event is a week of celebration! We have a zero tolerance policy for character hate on the blog! 

4. Participating posts must be tagged with “Servamp Week 2021″. This helps us find your content more easily! Tumblr only tracks the first five tags of a post, so please keep that in mind! 

5. If there’s a situation where a post is missed and doesn’t appear on the blog within 24hrs of being posted, please message a mod with a link to your post and an explanation! Tumblr does this whacky thing where sometimes it doesn’t show a new post in a tag, so if your post is missed, don’t panic! We promise it’s not on purpose ^_^

6. NSFW content is allowed, but MUST be tagged as such, under a readmore, and will not be put on the main blog! NSFW works will be reblogged to our sideblog, @servamp-week2021-after-dark instead. Not that we expect much, but I thought it would be nice to give the option ^_^;;

If you have any questions, please message the blog directly and a mod will get back to you at the earliest convenience.

The Event Goes Live Starting June 14th!

~Mod Wrath

[atomic-sludge]

I just was thinking and like... the popular style of drawing Gamzee as some tall skinny dude is almost completely synonymous with the characterization of him as like this... intimidating creep, at best every bad yaoi "dom uke" BS ever and at worst straight up abusive POS that both haters and fangirls* alike give him.

And ofc that isnt always the case, I've seen my fair share of soft and big gams, and i guess this could just be a case of "these are both really popular interpretations that dont conflict so ofc theres overlap" but like... I've actually never seen someone draw/describe Gamzee as anything other than tall and skinny and also characterize him in this extremely 2-dimentional way so... idk

Anyway it's nearly midnight and my brain is running like a 200 year old motor vehicle that's never been to a repair shop and since I have a septum piercing now I'm way bolder and just feel like posting every minute thought I have on the internet now ig so maybe this makes sense maybe it doesnt???

*fangirls is a pretty broad term and I dont mean any hate to selfshippers or girls who enjoy media and participate in fandom in general, I just say this to refer to the kind that romanticize abuse in the form of fictional men(which of course is a societal problem in and of itself given that most of them are fairly young children) but I digress

[neko-loogi]

♡︎𝙰𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝙼𝚎!♡︎

Get ta know a li'l bit about me :))

*Reading this is optional btw

( ♡︎𝙲𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚞𝚝!♡︎ )

°.♡┈┈∘*┈୨୧┈*∘┈┈♡.°

♡︎𝙽𝚊𝚖𝚎: You can call me Loogi or Loo Loo! ( Any nickname is acceptable, I don't really mind what you call me! So things like dude, sis, bro, buddy, pal, are fine! Call me anything except babe. I'm not okay with people calling me 'babe' unless we're dating or we're really close. )

♡︎𝙰𝚐𝚎: I am an adult don't worry-

♡︎𝙽𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚢: I'm Puertorican! ( Therefore I can speak Spanish! )

♡︎𝚉𝚘𝚍𝚒𝚊𝚌 𝚂𝚒𝚐𝚗: I'm a Sagittarius ( My B-day is on December 19 )

♡︎𝚂𝚎𝚡𝚞𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚢: I'm bisexual and polyamorous!

♡︎𝙶𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛 / 𝙿𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚜: I identify as non-binary! My pronouns are.. ( She/They ) ( in Spanish it's Ella/Elle )

♡︎𝙵𝚊𝚟𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝙲𝚘𝚕𝚘𝚛: I really like Green, Pink, Purple, Yellow and Black!

♡︎𝙻𝚒𝚔𝚎𝚜: Sleeping all day, drawing weird shit, eating a bunch, owning lots of plushies, dogs, cats, or any cute animals. Cute or neon aesthetics, video games, kid movies, etc. Occasionally I might like creepy things, but it's rarely tho-

♡︎𝙳𝚒𝚜𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎𝚜: Spiders ( or just gross bugs in general- ), drinking coffee ( at least if it's too strong and bitter ), heights, regular and social anxiety, math, and getting an artblock or a writer's block. I also hate people being a little too weird with me-

♡︎𝙲𝚞𝚛𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚕𝚢 𝚂𝚒𝚖𝚙𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚘𝚛.. Presentation Michael ( lmao Present Mic ) and Buggy The Clown

♡︎𝙻𝚒'𝚕 𝚎𝚡𝚝𝚛𝚊 𝚒𝚗𝚏𝚘♡︎

- I'm officially a college student, and my major is 3D animation and I have a minor on graphic design! I also want to study music, radio production and possibly how to start my own business!

- I'm actually really shy and timid, I have a bit of trouble talking to people ( both online and irl ) but I can be friendly! ( but I'm also kinda rude when I'm ticked off ).

- ^Side note to this, I'm an introvert. Therefore I don't mind going out to places but just know that my social battery can run out pretty quickly..-

- I really like to draw! ( I wouldn't consider myself an expert but my art is pretty decent )

- I like video games- if y'all wanna talk to me about 'em that would be fun! Or we can actually play together if that's cool too! ( Nintendo games are my favorite! :))

- I absolutely do NOT like to do RPs with people! ( I've had really bad experiences with it so it makes me very very uncomfortable when people ask me if I wanna RP, just keep in mind my answer will always be "no". )

- ^Also please don't randomly just DM and try to get all friendly with me out of nowhere, that shit is super awkward for me plus I can't just trust you right away. Things take time, okay?

- I'm really dumb sometimes, get used to it.

- ^In addition, I'm neurodivergent, I have dyslexia and ADHD..-

- I'm chubby and POC.. ( Latin American )

- I'm single and ready to mingle- ( but I also have trust issues, since people always seem to break my trust. Though I'm not looking for a relationship here, maybe on Insta perhaps- )

- I'm a selfshipper! So I ship myself with fictional characters. Please don't judge me for that ( especially since I'm literally not hurting anyone so you have no reason to be a dickhead )

°.♡┈┈∘*┈୨୧┈*∘┈┈♡.°

♡︎𝙵𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚘𝚖𝚜 𝙸'𝚖 𝚒𝚗:

• Undertale

• FNAF ( Five Nights of Freddy's )

• TLOZ ( The Legend of Zelda )

• Mario Bros. ( if that even counts as a fandom )

• MHA ( My Hero Academia )

• DBZ ( Dragon Ball Z )

• Miss Kobayashi Dragon Maid

• Pokémon

• Hazbin Hotel

• Steven Universe ( Not Steven Universe Future, that shit sucks )

• Marvel

• Spider-Man ( Spiderverse )

• Batman ( Arkhamverse )

• KNY ( Demon slayer )

• Cuphead

• Splatoon 1 & 3 ( personally I don't like the 2 game.. )

• Animal Crossing

♡︎𝚂𝚘𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕 𝙼𝚎𝚍𝚒𝚊♡︎

°.♡┈┈∘*┈୨୧┈*∘┈┈♡.°

♡︎𝙻𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚝.𝚛𝚎𝚎:

• @//NekoLoogi ( all my socials are in here, but I'm going to list them down below! )

°.♡┈┈∘*┈୨୧┈*∘┈┈♡.°

♡︎𝙿𝚊𝚝𝚛𝚎𝚘𝚗:

• @//Neko_Loogi ( it's semi-nsfw, beware )

°.♡┈┈∘*┈୨୧┈*∘┈┈♡.°

♡︎𝙸𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚐𝚛𝚊𝚖:

• @//neko_loogi ( this account is NSFW )

• @//clownie_arts ( this is my business account! )

♡︎𝚃𝚑𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚜:

• @//Neko_Loogi ( I barely use this but it's the equivalent of Twitter )

°.♡┈┈∘*┈୨୧┈*∘┈┈♡.°

♡︎𝚃𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛:

• @//Neko_Loogi ( this account is SFW but I barely post here )

°.♡┈┈∘*┈୨୧┈*∘┈┈♡.°

♡︎𝙳𝚒𝚜𝚌𝚘𝚛𝚍:

• @//Neko_Loogi#5917 ( I don't have a server yet sorry )

°.♡┈┈∘*┈୨୧┈*∘┈┈♡.°

♡︎𝚃𝚞𝚖𝚋𝚕𝚛:

• @neko-loogi ( you're right here lmao / it's NSFW-ish )

• @writer-loogi2 ( my second blog / it's also NSFW-ish )

• @loogi-selfships ( my selfship sideblog / it's kinda NSFW-ish )

°.♡┈┈∘*┈୨୧┈*∘┈┈♡.°

♡︎𝙰𝚍𝚍 𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝙽𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚘 𝚂𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚌𝚑!

• Friend code: SW-5153-9862-6221 ( it should appear as Neko_Loogi! )

• Animal Crossing Creator ID: MA-5374-8092-6969

• Happy Home Paradise (ACNH): RA-7750-5867-7934 (Legendary Designer!)

♡︎𝚃𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎! 💚

-𝙻𝚘𝚘𝚐𝚒 💕

°.♡┈┈∘*┈୨୧┈*∘┈┈♡.°

♡︎𝙼𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝙼𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝♡︎

[bajisfangs]

WHAT SHOULD WE WATCH !?

recommended

bang chan’s gf revealed # — tokyo revengers masterlist.

how 2 find ur soulmate (real) # — haikyuu masterlist.

stray kids “back door” m/v # — a3 masterlist.

bajisfangs studio guidelines

i have the right to refuse your request if i feel that it doesn’t comply with my writing rules and/or it makes me very uncomfortable.

if you’re a minor, please do not send in any nsfw requests. do not participate in any nsfw conversations in this blog as it makes me kind of uncomfortable.

if i find out you’re interacting with me and participating in nsfw related things and you’re a minor, you will be blocked. please don’t ask why.

don’t be rude to anyone in this blog. i also don’t respond to anon hate very well cause i don’t keep my mouth shut 🤝

don’t fucking recommend my works on tiktok or anywhere else, don’t repost it - anything, it’s common sense and learn how to respect content creators’ wishes.

i put disclaimers on my nsfw works (usually a 18+ and mdni on it) AND i put the read more feature on them. this is to ensure that my blog remains safe for everyone including minors! i don’t write that many nsfw content anyway but i do these precautionary measures to make sure that i provide a safe space for everyone who consumes the content i create for everyone to enjoy!

bajisfangs makes content for — ☆

i write for anyone in tokyo revengers except for taiju.

sfw and nsfw topics are welcome !

angst as well <3

bajisfangs does not make content for — ★

nsfw for keisuke baji, high school setting of haikyuu and minors of a3!

any kind of dark content

mental health & sexuality related topics ; i don’t feel comfortable writing something that i don’t understand

extreme kinks of any kind

chara x chara content. i’m an x reader writer and a selfshipper! i don’t feel comfortable talking about ships within the series i consume

anything romantic (?) with the tokyo revengers girls ! i don’t feel comfortable writing for them just yet but i would like to write stuff that’s like going to the mall with them or whatever <3

tiktok pranks or whatever tf they are please don’t request stuff that’s a trend from tiktok

smau / texting aus

[silverselfshippingchaos]

[dorky-self-shipper] 🎫 here’s a gush pass :3 feel free to gush about whichever f/o you want, however much you want, then send this ask to 3 other selfshippers

Oh, my friend!!! Ahhh thank you so much for sending this in!! I have been a bit iffy because some things in my life have been piling up, but!!! I am so excited to dig into this!!! I really need a good gushing session haha!

Today's target for gushing hours with your girl Ash is none other than Yaag Rosch!

This ended up being pretty long, and is a mix of lore, screaming, keyboard smashes, his gorgeous design, and more screaming.

Saying that this man lives in my head rent free is an understatement. He is all I think about it. Honestly, I think it's funny considering Yaag's role in FF13. He's only around in the first game, and shows up in like five cutscenes.

Also. We get crumbs of him in the novels. More on that later. Back to the game.

All he does is "hey yall suck" "your lives don't matter" "uhh i need to kill you guys" "oh wait no i'm not evil" "*dies*"

But!!! He's very cool!! His character is so interesting to me. He's so driven to do whatever it takes, but beneath his actions, there's always an edge of hesitation. He seems like he comes off as so sure of himself, but... I'm not sure about that. Now, I can't say anything for sure because the writers hate him, I really liked those few moments where we get to see his actual thoughts.

For example, "Do you think we want to Purge our own people?!" And things like that where you see him question his orders. I feel like there's a lot of underlying hatred, distrust, and overall fear of the system.

Also, his development from "They aren't people, they're targets." to "I'll trust in your humanity." Gets me every single time.

Also don't get me started on his "if this is my punishment... i accept it." when he's bleeding line.

I am here to gush, not analyze. But both are happening anyway.

I feel as though he puts a lot of thought into what he says and how he acts, and I really do admire that.

For context, Lieutenant Colonel Yaag Rosch is this military higher-up guy. I remember seeing him for the first time and my jaw simply dropping. I know that these games have a history with hot villains. After all, I am an FF7 fan. I have seen the SOLDIERS, I have seen the Turks, I've seen Rufus. They're all hot.

There. I said it.

This intro scene gave us some damn good food. Like??? The silver hair??? The ponytail??? The scar on his forehead??? The overly dramatic speech about how the protagonists need to be eliminated??AJKLFNAWKJFNAWKLJFNWILEN.

(Also, I'm beginning to see the resemblance he has to Felix. I am a very predictable woman, aren't I?)

I am actually going to scream. He’s so handsome!!! His jaw!! His eyes are such a pretty color too!!! I wanna give him a kiss ahhh!! Especially on his forehead scar!!! He's so... woah.

Also, he has a really, really nice voice. Like??? WOW. I want this man to like. narrate my life. Here, lemme find some clips of him talking.

Here. Enjoy.

This one is a fan favorite as well.

It's not a Rick roll. I promise.

..... Unless?

Anyways, as time went on, I realized that he's actually such a deep and interesting character?? He gets done dirty by the writers and the game, but the potential he has makes me so excited!! There's so much material to work off of!!! Truly one of the more interesting villains the trilogy has to offer. Honestly, it's kind of difficult going through the second game knowing that he isn't there.

However, it's also difficult going through the second game because I??? Can't beat?? The goddamn boss fight??? I'm also playing on easy mode. I didn't struggle this much during the first game either. What the hell, Ash.

Back to the actual topic.

I'm gonna start off with his design before we delve into s/i lore and fun tidbits.

(His coat is so cool... Do you think he'd let me wear it? I'd probably waddle around in it because he's pretty tall and I. I am not.

He's around 6'2 (around almost 188 cm..? I think?), but take into account his boots too. Which means that normally he's slightly taller. That means that he's about a foot taller than me. That means that I'm pretty much the perfect height to bury my face in his chest. *screams*)

Talk about a kickass design. He's really cool to look at. Not only, uhm, *blushes*, but because of how cool his outfit is too! It does a really good job of portraying that "heyyy i'm super importtanntttt" energy that he has. He carries himself like he's the shit. And you know what? He is.

He's pretty professional. Minus the times he gets kinda pissed. The novels say, and I quote,

"They said he was the most straitlaced man in PSICOM - if you put serious and stubborn in a military uniform, you'd get Colonel Rosch."

And yeah. That basically sums it up.

Also, there's this scene where he gets all pissed and pulls out his sword and I'm over here like *insert debby ryan hair thing here*. I'm telling you, it's always the sword boys that get me. I'm sure you've noticed that by now. I don't know what it is but. It's a thing.

Oh!!! Oh!!! Speaking of the *tucks hair behind ear*, there's this one scene where he's chasing the protagonists. And he goes, "Clever, aren't you?"

*SCREAMS*

That scene is truly a masterpiece. Thank you for the good food, Squeenix. I remember having to take a moment to just pause and regather myself. Actually, I had to do that the first time I saw him too-

I wasn't alone at the time when he was introduced so I was just silently like "ohmygodhellosir ajrfnaklwenjklwenjklrn" but oh my GOODNESS.

My s/i works with him! She's pretty much his right hand woman. She always has reports and intel on all their missions ready to go! I find it cute how well they work together, be it for mission-related matters, or just when they're relaxing together.

Just like pretty much all of my other s/is, she's a raging academic and total nerd. In the first game, they basically live on this human paradise called Cocoon. It ends up not being so great because the gods want to murder humanity but anyways! Education is pretty much free and you can study whatever you're passionate about. That's why she has studied just so many things.

She's not exactly the type who aspired to join the military, but alas! Things happened. I like to think of it as a "heyyyy y'all needed my help once and then once turned to twice and twice to thrice and then i never left" type thing.

Oh, and then she fell in love with Yaag while she was there.

Her cheery attitude is a direct opposite to his, but they're also able to have some very serious conversations with each other. I love their dynamic so much! Also, he can get a bit softer when he's opening up to her and,,, Soft Yaag??? Hoo boy.

Her motives and beliefs tend to align a bit more with the Cavalry branch, but i feel as though she fits in better with PSICOM. Also, the book describes the soldiers to be a bunch of dumbass dorks and just the thought of her smiling and cracking jokes with all of Yaag's men make me super happy.

Oh and she gets a cool uniform too! Because I said so.

Now, they've known each other for years by the time the end of the first game rolls around. They're happy together, maybe even engaged! It can go one of two ways here. He either dies or he doesn't.

I like adhering really closely to canon with my ships (*laughs in genesis angst*) but I also think it would be a blast if he were to survive.

In the novels after his death, some recordings of his are found. It's basically him talking about how the government sucks from the inside. A character finds these and reveals them to the public to get rid of the old government and an invite a newer one that actually cares about the people. However, it's never quite stated how he got those recordings. And that's where Ash steps in.

She brings them to his attention and helps him out, but then returns to live with the rest of the remaining soldiers in that camp they set up in the second novel. They all look up to her as a leader-type, which I find is really funny because she doesn't exactly have the qualifications? She worked with PSICOM, but was never exactly a soldier. But hey, it's right after the world (quite literally) fell apart, I don't think that anybody cares about that.

Also, there's another chapter where Snow ends up visiting, and she has a friendly chat with him!!! She helped out the protagonists a little bit near the end of the first game, so they have a slight idea of who each other are, but that doesn't exactly change the fact that she fell under the category of villain for a lot of it, despite not actually being a bad person. I also think that their dynamic would be fun. Snow also just makes me really happy LMAO.

I think that this version of Ash is really fun just because of how much the experience hardens her? She spends a lot of time grieving. Also!!! Whether or not she makes a cameo in 13-2 (maybe near the ruins early game?) is totallllyyyy up to you hehe! I think it would be neat for her to talk to the protagonists of that game, especially since Yaag was the one who orchestrated the Purge and at the ruins, there's a huge monument of the names of people who were killed there.

Also, whether or not she has a son here is up to you. I like to think of all my ideas all happening in alternate timelines so everything I want can happen without stepping on other events? I imagine their child to have Yaag's pretty silver hair with Ash's brown eyes.

Also, 13-2 is about time travel so like. The protagonists meeting their child in the future when he's all grown up? Good stuff.

But hey, in the main timeline she's alone after Yaag's death. She helps the other characters. I also think that in time, she does work for the Academy? I mentioned that she's pretty nerdy earlier, so that definitely helps out. She's super cool!!! Such a badass!!!

Now, on the flipside of things, what if he survived? Then what happens? shameless self promo

Yaag still has those recordings, and they do still reach Captain Rygdea. They both live in the small village that the remnants of PSICOM created. It's a sweet life. Are fankids a thing in their future? Yeah, probably.

I feel like Yaag would be a really good dad. I headcanon that he has a very strong relationship with his own father as well. He's caring and stern, but also knows when to turn down the serious scale. The novels also say that he likes kids!?!?!? I know I've screamed about this point like 24892 times on my blog. But.

It's so cute??? Who would expect this super serious and mean man who quite literally says that the protagonists aren't people, they're targets to like children of all things???? It really is my favorite thing ever just because of how cute it is. I also have a few tiny cousins in my family, so him playing with them makes me very soft too.

("Would you please stop tugging on my hair- Ash, this is not a laughing matter!" "Oh, but it so is.")

I think that detail really helps hint at him having a more gentle side? And I adore that.

Also, I mentioned how Snow pays a visit to the PSICOM camp after the events of the first game? I think that would be very interesting with Yaag there because before Yaag dies in canon, Snow says, "Stay alive. We'll see you when it's over."

And now he finally gets to see him. The conversation would get surprisingly deep and definitely dive into Yaag's motives and real thoughts about his actions in the game. I really enjoy the few interactions those two have in the game.

Anyways, now that we've gotten that out of the way, let's dig into the meat and potatoes of this ship.

In 13-2, they get a separate dlc side story just to themselves. Because I said so. I'm not sure how the plot of this works, but it's basically them exploring Gran Pulse together. Maybe to map things out? Maybe to get better acquainted with the world they thought was a hell their whole lives? Maybe there's some sort of big mission they have to do? We'll figure it out.

Basically, it's a whole side story of them exploring and kicking monster ass together. The combat is regular 13 combat.

Yaag has his sword along with some explosives (we see him carry some grenades at the end when he blew himself up). And Ash also has a sword because I like swords.

In the game, usually only l'Cie, or magic god slaves, can use magic. However, after the fal'Cie (magic gods) go poof at the end of the end of the first game, some normal humans can use magic? It makes no sense and exists only for plot convenience, but I'm not complaining because it makes my plot easier too.

My point is, Ash can use magic! Because A) she's quirky mage material B) we need a balanced team C) Every single version of Ash so far has been a mage. D) I like magic a lot. Would be my go-to as well.

Also, if you're interested in how they work in battle, roles divide up very nicely between them.

Yaag has: -Commando (physical attacks) -Sentinel (beefy tanks) -Sabuteur (debuffing enemies)

Ash has: -Ravager (magic goes brrr) -Medic (i think you know) -Synergist (buffing allies) -Commando (physical attacks)

Maybe Yaag could get medic too to balance off the load in battle? They're a blast in combat because they really do compliment each other.

Anyways, back to the adventure.

It's the two of them traveling around. The main focus of it is their conversations as they travel. There's a lot of fun banter. Ya know how like when you're walking around in Naughty Dog games and your characters are just chatting? Yeah. That.

Their conversations are super random and they cover pretty much every single topic ever. They go from really serious to them just being stupid. I love their friendly banter.

Also, when they set up camp and are about to sleep, we get to see sleepy Yaag in action. And do you know what that means?

It means we get to see Yaag with his hair done a bit looser, maybe even down!!! Yaag with his hair down is all I want to see. It's what we deserve. It's what we need. The day that I see Yaag with his hair down is the day i achieve true happiness LMAO.

It's what we need.

Ash playing with his hair??? Yes, I most definitely think so.

Oh and there is totally a "Yaag, I'm cold." "Allow me to help remedy that. *pulls her closer*" type moment because they're cute like that.

All in all, their travels are really fun. Maybe somewhere around there they run into the protagonists? Either from the first game or the second game. I think that would be a fun mess.

I feel like Yaag can show a softer side of him around her and that makes me really happy. He deserves to be happy and I love him very much.

I think about him all the time, and just the thought of him holding me makes me so happy. He really is just adorable.

Before I wrap this up, I have a few more things I want to speak about! Firstly, allow me to share one of my favorite pictures of him because oh. my. god.

*screams*

The urge to backhug him!!! Ahh!!! He's so cute!!!! I just wanna hold him aelajflanef.

One of my favorite pre-relationship moments from them is this one time where Yaag is pretty down in the dumps, and Ash is talking to him about it and offering her advice. And as she talks, she gently places a hand over his (they're seated side by side btw). He looks up at her in shock, and she takes back her hand is like, "O-oh! I'm so sorry, I should've asked first, I just thought tha-"

And then he just snatches her hand back and gently holds it. You can see the tips of his ears burning red haha! I think that they're pretty cute ajfwnjklef

She always tries her best to take care of him, too! He needs a hug, and she is more than happy to provide. She always tries to remind him to eat his meals on time and such, even if she can be questionable at following her own advice at times. She can also be a bit of a tease sometimes, so he can get pretty annoyed (not really, he thinks it's cute) sometimes.

However, he also does his best to take care of her. Would he pull the "that's an order." card after she refuses to rest, pulling several late-nighters for work? Yeah. Probably. He's very caring, even if he can come off as very serious and scary sometimes.

To wrap things up, I love Yaag Rosch.

Thank you for your time.

[vanityloves]

🎫 here's a gush pass! feel free to gush about whichever f/o you want, however much you want, then send this ask to 3 other selfshippers!

oh man, thank you jsjsj ive gotten a few of these but ive been too anxious to actually go off ab my f/o but, lets fucking gooooo!

can i talk ab the actual animation of the source material is that allowed?

they gave us this but we ended up with

WHICH LISTEN- I enjoy n love regardless. I just find the contrasts in phases fascinating and funny. I loved his appearance in phases 1 and 2; what a fucking iconic character design. The animation is so endearing and amazing- the thicker lines, the fluidity, the range. Like the first gif that shows the vibrations of the vehicle in his shoulders/shirt? The simplistic art style was nice and even if hes Hard On The Eyes, I'm like 🥴 ok ugly ❤.

Not like the newer mvs are any less quality content - its nice to see the use of thick and thinner lines and there's definitely a different feel to it - more child friendly or easy going? Idk how to explain it. Murdoc as a character is still very, Not Child Friendly, and Im always like :cursed emoji: when someone says that their 14 year old watches their videos like help, his dick is out in at least 3 dif vids (censored ofc but man).

They definitely lost me after the 4th phase though and many people argue that the band/music lost its meaning, which i can honestly agree with (esp when they didnt name officially name 4, 5 and 6. Im p sure ppl refer to 4 as We Are Still Humanz).

I was never an avid/active fan of keeping up with the characters and didnt really think they had any story anyways, i was like "feel good inc is sexy. melancholy hill's a banger" so honestly, finding out that these apes actually have lore was fun.

Murdoc being the given this tragic backstory made my eyes Zoom, and ofc I was like "oh youre funny looking and sad. I want you ♡." In a weird way, I take a lot of comfort that 'we both have shit parents' and 'no one really thought we'd amount to anything'. to be fair, i haven't accomplished anything yet, and even if hes a bunch of pixels who i know doesnt really exist, its kind of motivating bc he never gave up? A literal quote from him being "If there’s a dream in your heart, never let anyone tell you you’ve got no talent. Get out there, embarrass yourself, and prove to the world you’ve got no talent." With how many failures hes faced he never stopped trying to prove himself worthy of attention and fame and love, which is ambitious and kind of intimidating with how much confidnece he has.

Hes a complete bastard of a man and not even close to being a good person. He's definitely complicated but can be boiled down to "just an abusive asshole", which, hey, fair. I hate the way he treats 2D, its so toxic and terrible. Honestly, its inexcusable and he needs to apologize, grow and learn a LOT and god knows he needs therapy.

I think the most tragic thing ab his character is that he basically ended up like his father and to some extent, he acknowledges it. His bad habits and behaviors stem from abuse and neglect which doesnt excuse his actions but, "man hands on misery to man." I feel like theres a haunting part to his whole life - we don't know much about his mother and brother but from assuming things, I know they weren't innocent, clean, or soft spoken, let alone, kind. I think he has a "It runs in the family" mentality and gives into it bc there's no use in running from something so deeply engraved within him.

But as a man of contradiction, hes shown to care, despite "hating everything, including himself". To be short, his father was a failure and a man thats never worked for his own money, so he contradicts that and escapes that part of 'failure running in the family' by forming Gorillaz. I do think theres something way more ab his character in that regard. I think theres a lot that he needs to work on but he's escaped a part of that mindset, and his 'Plastic Beach'. I wonder what theyre gonna do with valley of the pagans thing.

I guess as a band, theyre not gonna show a lot of "behind the scenes" stuff like that. We wont know if he ever gets help, or apologizes, or even feels sorry - its up to us to decide which is a safe game to play on Their Behalf.

People are upset that hes actually cleaned up a bit and is shown to be nicer bc they miss having that disgusting, cruel man which again, I understand. He has always been the antagonist to the entire band. But as someone that likes to see people happier n mellow (or, boring) rather than doing shit and compensating for their depression, its nice to see that type of development (or downgrade, depending on how you see it).

This could be Their (read: jamie and damon) way of being lazy by making him 'mellow out w/ age' or whatever it is. It definitely seems to woobify his character and intentions but well, His Main Goal, Was To Blow Up. And Act Like He Dont Know Nobodaaayyy argargarg and guess what? He's already made it- he's successful, he's rich, he's famous, he's adored. Now what? Maybe this is just his way of taking it easy from here on out - who knows.

Gorillaz definitely took a turn after all the brand deals so it lost its meaning (since one of the phases had a 'fuck capitalism' message) and with that, Murdoc is no longer allowed to be the stank bitch hes was always meant to be, no more obvious sex and drugs, for the new gen 🥴 ironically a lot of songs 'today' are always complained ab being ab sex, drugs, and whatever, but they def needed to step on the breaks when Money/Companies got involved. So here we have The Wigglez 😌💕

ANYWAYS, I LOVE HIM LOTS, HAVING MANY THOUGHTS