#no space for the trinkets 😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩

[wc-m0ch4]

Silver the Hedgehog x gn! Reader Headcanons

This was self-indulgent lol I love Silver (and Shadow but we'll get to that 😏😈 )

⁂ He fucking adores you

⁂ Follows you around and asks about what you’re doing all the time

⁂ Pretty clingy but after Blaze talks to him he tries his best to give you some space when needed

⁂ Probably gets you little trinkets and what not, usually nature related (“Y/n, look! I found this cool rock on the beach earlier today! You can have it if you want.”)

⁂ You get him some packets of seeds and he goes bonkers

⁂ “Y/n! The lilies sprouted today! Which flower do you think will be next?”

⁂ There aren’t really any plants or greenery in the future... or anything alive, honestly

⁂ He already was fighting for a better future but now that he has you, he’s ten times more determined

⁂ “I’ll make sure our future is good, then, we can grow all the flowers we want, and everyone can come and look at them!”

⁂ Silver likes to borrow your clothes; they smell like you and they’re comfortable

⁂ Helps you around the house with chores and stuff using his telekinesis

⁂ You don’t want to sweep? He’s got it.

⁂ He likes physical touch and words of affirmation

⁂ Cuddling while you pet his head and compliment him 😩🙏🙏

⁂ He likes holding hands and just clinging to you in general. If you let him, he’ll sit in your lap or have you carry him around

⁂ If you’re a human you're like double his height so if you bend/crouch down to talk to him he gets super flustered

⁂ As much as he loves physical contact, he’s not a huge fan of PDA, social anxiety and all that

⁂ He’ll always hold your hand but if you see him glancing around, please don’t be offended. He loves you he’s just nervous someone will make some snide remark about him or, God forbid, you

⁂ On that note, he’ll capture anyone on the spot with his telekinesis if they insult/hurt you until they apologize

⁂ Silver is always ready to listen if you need to vent and try to make you feel better

⁂ Not the best if you want actual advice (You should probably go to Blaze for that) but will try to calm you down

⁂ Speaking of Blaze, Silver will be so nervous that she won’t like you. She’s a little cold at first, sticking to small talk and formalities for a while, but eventually she comes around. Once Blaze has given her stamp of approval Silver is so excited

⁂ He’ll plan out little friend outings with you three (and is even more excited if Blaze and you are laughing and chatting like real friends)

⁂ Of course, not every outing will include Blaze, but he does want to occasionally include her

⁂ Something I think would be funny is how you two would handle bugs

⁂ Silver would be terrified so either

A) You’re fine with them and he’ll ask you to catch them (not kill them cuz even tho he’s scared of them he still values their life) Or

B) You’re also terrified and it’s just you two screaming while you stand on the couch

⁂ You gotta introduce him to modern things, you just gotta

⁂ In the future, he doesn’t have social media, music, or just the internet in general

⁂ Any pop culture references go straight over his head

⁂ Introduce him to Tik Tok and he’ll be on that shit for HOURS

⁂ Definitely asks if you have games on your phone LMAOO (probably plays Candy Crush or something lol)

⁂ He gets insecure sometimes if you’re a human cuz he's a hedgehog so just reassure him that you’re not gonna leave him and give him a big hug

That's all I got for today, I lowkey forgot I had a Tumblr LMAO

Anyways, send in a request if you want something written (I mostly do headcanons for stuff, it's just easier)

I have a list of fandoms that I'm in/will write for so go nuts lol

[weebsinstash]

I saw that fairy ask and you know what would be insufferable actually?

Fairy! Gojo.

He sees a lil cute traveler who got lost from her group while taking a walk through the forest, decides he wants to mess with her a bit. Absolute piece of shit bully except now he’s a fairy (which… isn’t very different from how he usually is? lmao), altering her perception of time and space (or maybe altering the layout of the fucking forest. who knows) so she’s walking around in circles for what feels like a couple of hours when it’s actually been days, scaring her with creepy sounds of his laughter and pitter-patter of feet, to the point she’s so scared she breaks down crying.

Meanwhile he’s just laughing at his funny little pranks until he decides “you know what I want to keep her actually :3” so he just appears and starts trying to interact like everything is fine and dandy. Maybe he does this thing I saw in a folklore tale once where the fairy undressed herself and bathed by the river to seduce the guy she wanted except it’s Gojo and the last thing you want to see when you’re scared and lost in a forest is a naked uncanny grown ass man bathing in a river.

Or consider this: Unseelie Fairy! Sukuna. This one’s a menace.

Ok so the first thing coming in my head is, remember how he kept absolutely pestering the fuck out of Nanami and it was to give him a note and when Nanami finally opened it, it was just a drawing of a dick. He's such a fucking troll I can just, SEE a fae Gojo bugging you constantly and insisting you take some sort of gift from him and you keep turning him down either out of modesty and being humble or you just genuinely don't like him and when he finally cracks your patience and you take it just to get him to leave you alone, he just gets this shit eating grin "ok you accepted my special gift and that means we're married now~!" and he's being 500% serious like he did in fact not tell you he was basically doing his people's courting ritual and you have now basically accepted to like, be his spouse 💀

You open the gift or unwrap it and it's just a drawing of a dick or some other troll gift, he just needed you to accept period and NOW that you're "together" he can get you REAL gifts (that are also occasionally fucked up or twisted). Like imagine you turn him down so many times he eventually just offers you something so extremely small and minor it's like, ok is this all it takes to leave me alone? He gives you a little braided bracelet or like handcrafted trinket or like something handmade and humble and seemingly innocent and it's like Surprise Bitch That's Enchanted and you just touched it or even put it on 😩😩😩

Other classic dickhead fairy Gojo moments include "you're lost in the woods and he uses magic to distort the forest and make you walk in circles until you're literally crying and freaking out and he thinks it's really funny and adorable" like he's some kind of malicious ass Cheshire cat, constantly laughing at your struggles and teasing you. He'll tease you to tears and then kiss those tears away and say you're a cute silly little baby 🥰 (lmao I'm stoned and basically forgot that's literally what you said already so, same braincell haha)

He's like completely out of touch and not realizing that, he's not just interested in you, he's legitimately infatuated with you, until you're like at the local harvest festival or something similar and you go to dance with someone else and, wait a second why is he getting so tense watching someone else put their hands on you and look into your eyes and you're both smiling and laughing and--

he loses his temper and some magic bullshittery happens like it suddenly starts to storm or another person accidentally trips into your partner and they twist their ankle and can't dance anymore or even something falling on them or being blown by a sudden and specific gust of wind like gojo is canonically pretty sadistic imo like he had to be ordered not to kill someone and he's like "ok I'll just horrifically twist all their limbs then :)"

And he's, you know a fae and a weirdo so he doesn't even always need to traditionally spend time with you. You're ignoring him and refusing to come near him? Fine, he'll transform into a cat and suddenly you're rubbing his belly and giving his kisses and calling him a little scrunkly baby like, magic really does open all doors. Maybe his gifted bracelet or charm that you put on let's him track you and even read your thoughts and shit and of course you can't take it off

And on the subject of Sukuna, someone was asking if I saw the newest developments with him after we were discussing the recent manga developments, and it's like "oh you mean him being ugly now, yeah I saw 😒" 😂😂😂 Yuuji has some potential with him being a relatively idk nice and innocent boy and then he's got, you know, a mischievous ancient demon inside of him. Itadori over here "wow Reader is a really good sorceror and has a good heart, im lucky to have then as my friend ^^" and Sukuna chimes in "yeah that's why they would look so cute with their mouth on our cock :3"

[bealovesmarauders]

🧜🏻‍♀️mermaid - send me a description of yourself (personality-wise, hobbies, favorite things, physical characteristics, or all of the above, whatever you’re most comfy with!) and i’ll ship you with someone :) pls include gender preference and fandom!!

(every time i start writing this i get interrupted, this is my third try 😩)

umm, any gender and i don't want to say any fandom because i feel like that's too broad but literally whatever you pick i'll be happy with. Still, to narrow it down I’ll say marauders but if you think of another match i’ll love it no matter who you say<3

Personality: I'm a terribly anxious person, not to the point that it's like crippling or anything, just that like,yeah, anxiety be anxieting. So sometimes if i’m with people i’m not entirely comfortable with i just won’t talk, like i’m very very quiet at parties (also very quiet in general). I was recently described as a "Walking intrusive thought" which i'm actually ok with because her reasoning was sound. I'll either be very calm or very bonkers and off the wall (i know too many things so i must share them with the masses lest they go stale in my brain). I'm always worried that i'm too pretentious because i talk like i learned my vocabulary from a period drama. When anyone does even the littlest thing for me, I get so happy like aaahh you care about me (like yesterday i was very overwhelmed and I have tics and they have taken control of my hands so i was doing my land-synchronized swimming routine with my arms and then my friend was just like "Here just hold my hand" and i was like aaahhh you care about me🥰🥰🥰) I'm like, hella funny. I try to be humble but it's true so why deny it. it’s sort of a dry humor and it’s all about waiting for the opportune moment. and also great swaths of sarcasm… and my love languages of how i receive it is acts of service or physical touch (definitely physical touch) and how i show my love is definitely gift giving.

Hobbies: sewing (i’m making my prom dress), reading, writing, and learning anything i can about historical fashion<3 OH MY GOD I ALMOST FORGOT THE BUTTER i make butter often and frequently, sometimes i get fancy with it and make roasted garlic butter, black garlic, honey, lavender honey, cinnamon, and i Loooove giving it to people all the time. I also make stickers for people, and my typical gift is butter and stickers <3

Favorite things: the color burgundy, sea shanties, weighted blankets, 4XL sweatshirts, my dior lucky perfume my aunt gave me, collecting antique books, crystals, pre-raphaelite paintings, having deep philosophical conversations about ridiculous things, crystals, when my sister braids a piece of my hair when one of us is going away, pirate shirts, arctic moneys + the last shadow puppets, Western movies specifically with Sam Elliot, anything to do with pirates and 40s music

physical characteristics: Brownish-blondish hair depending on the lighting, blue eyes, vertically challenged (i’m 5’3 on a good day😭), and small enough to the point that if anyone needs to get something out of a tight space they call me (also small enough that random women think they can grab my waist and say “you’re so small omg”)

whenever, if ever you get to this i’m sure you’ll pick someone perfect and i’ll love whatever you come up with <3 no pressure ever and take all the time you need 💕💕 and congratulations again <3<3<3

hi my love! i ship you with remus!

obviously he definitely can relate to the anxiety part,,, i think you guys would meet at a party or something cause you both would be in the corner 😭 rem is such a voracious reader and i like to think he pics up vocabulary very easily so he's like the only one who understands when you use big words (the other marauders would probably tease you for it, albeit lovingly). he's probably not used to getting little gifts but he definitely loves trinkets and has a whole section of his bedside table dedicated to you<3

i think he'd also be really understanding about your tics. remus knows what it feels like to have all eyes on him, and since he picks up on details and body language really quickly i think he'd be pretty attuned to them. he'd probably be like your friend and hold your hand if you wanted<3 you'd also have conversations about anything and everything, especially philosophical (i hc that remus HATES david hume and loves mary wollstonecraft). he'd also be so in awe of your sewing, maybe you'd sew him something sometime and he'd wear it everywhere. you'd also share a love for antique books and he'd probably buy you a first edition of your favorite one for an anniversary or something.

and the height difference omg. since you love big sweaters he's constantly giving you his jumpers (or maybe you're stealing them, shhh) and his favorite thing would be to just see you all swallowed up in his comfy clothes. remus is also such a handholder, and i can definitely see you guys just being attatched physically one way or another literally all the time (it comforts both of you). i also think that remus is definitely all about the little things- opening the car door for you, walking on the outside of the sidewalk, holding the door open, etc. and again on the height difference, rem would 100% put things on the top shelf just so that you would need his help <3

i hope this is okay and that you like it<3

[ackerfics]

hellooo i love ur works sm <3 ! can you do reader decluttering her space then finding handwritten letters from her ex, erwin? i just wanted some angst today 😩

they stare at me like souvenirs — erwin smith

— erwin smith x female reader (modern au | college au)

— warnings: angst

— summary: you are starting over in a place. as you are packing your stuff away, you encounter a pile of letters that you never thought you'd open after cutting ties with the person who called you their 'one and only'.

— word count: 3.4k

— notes: ahhh thank you !! <3 this is my first time writing for erwin and i am excited tbh djwdnj i hope i capture the atmosphere of your request, anon. this is actually a very similar situation with my roommate back in senior year of high school and i can't help but miss those times when we'd buy drinks (if you know what i mean ;>>) from the convenience store so that she can vent and let loose in our room, just bc she saw the handwritten letters her partner gave her. with that little fun fact aside, happy reading !! <33

Graduating from college can be a bittersweet moment if you look deeper into it.

As much as you can finally breathe after stressing for four years, constant days of suffering from sleep deprivation and coffee palpitations; you can't also help but long for impromptu road trips, late-night Facetimes, and worrying over your grades with your best friends. They were moments that you want to rewind for the sake of experiencing them again. Your entire room shows so many trinkets that are connected to the memories that made your college years golden. As you are standing in the middle of the messy four-walled space, your eyes skim over the photographs pinned on the board positioned above your desk.

Large smiles of Hange shine through. The jaded expression of Levi looking at you in some of the pictures becomes a contrast to the rest of the friend group. Mike's corny poses which remind you of your dad.

And you, wrapped in the arms of a contented Erwin, caught in the middle of a hearty laugh.

You quickly look away, taking a deep breath while rolling the sleeves of your blouse to your elbows. Final days in the University of Paradis meant moving out of residences, your chosen field far away from the place you called home for four years. Final days meant saying goodbye to so many people that made you feel special and welcomed. No matter how much you prepare yourself from crying at the thought of moving away, you still feel that something is missing. Something that's in the shape of broad backs and tight embraces, of golden locks and azure jewels, of dancing to retro tunes in the kitchen and whispers of settling down in a newly-bought house. You didn't know it was getting hard to breathe until you feel your throat clog with the hundredth sob.

Nanaba will scold you if she sees you like this.

You shake your head in an attempt of anchoring yourself to the reality that Erwin's promise of being his 'one and only' was never for you. You didn't have hair that smelled like flowers at every whiff. You didn't have a smile that's akin to a siren's song. You didn't have a voice that sounded like a foreign, enrapturing melody.

Transparent flower petals glided on your cheeks, bouquets of cyclamens and yellow carnations making space in your chest. It is only a matter of time that they will overflow, the blossoming pain already spreading through every part of your body. Your hands clenched around some of your clothes, breaths becoming ragged as you tried to regain your bearings. You hate yourself for feeling this way --- how Erwin ruined anybody for you. Nobody can make you feel so alive the way Erwin did. Nobody can enlighten the cosmos for you the way he willingly did. Nobody can compare to him. Not even the people who admitted to having feelings for you way before you started your relationship with the blonde Adonis.

You can never love anybody as the intensity of emotions you feel for Erwin.

The huge suitcase is openly sitting beside your bed, already half-full with the clothes that you choose to bring to your destination. With your closet already done tidying (Levi should feel proud), you turn your attention to your desk. A dry chuckle came out of your lips when you picked up a pile of papers from the most bottom drawer, papers that you pour your sleepless nights to. You skim over every stapled document and full-on laughed when you flip on an annotated essay. It was a miracle how you passed that class. You are convinced that Shadis was a military general before becoming a college professor. Every single paragraph you wrote in sophomore year is marked with a bright red pen. You place them in a box meant for junk and unused supplies. Seeing some of your previous papers lifts your somber mood.

Until you come across a small glass jar filled with small pieces of paper inside the topmost drawer.

You know what's inside of that jar. Even Hange and Levi knew about it, being the ones who suggested it to Erwin.

With a tentative hand, you took the jar from its home, and brush your hand over its lid as if it can take you back to when it was given to you.

In your junior year, you were typing away on your laptop, the stress brought by an elective course visible on your face. You were alone in the confines of the library booth, having excused yourself from Hange in the most gentle way possible because you need to concentrate if you wanted to pass this class. Hange whined about it but if it wasn't for Levi's hard tone, they would have tagged along with you. With a small smile, you thanked Levi, waved goodbye to Hange, and went your merry way to one of the more modern-styled libraries in your university. The only exception to this jovial mood you had was the prospect of squeezing your brain to think about coming up with an exceptional essay. So, here you were, slumped on the plush armchair you picked, the soothing tunes in your earphones contrasting with your stressed-out face.

"I finally found you," the voice you always dreamed of waking up next to whisper in your ear.

You tilted your head to give Erwin a million-dollar smile. "Hey, where were you?"

He occupied the armchair in front of you and took out his reference book, alongside his binder and highlighters. "I was with a study group. You know, the one I told you about --- for Biochemistry." He flipped his binder open, his pen twirling in his dominant hand. "You should've come with me. There was this person that I'm sure you'd love being friends with. You two share this crazed love for sappy romances. I'm thinking it's a great bonding experience if ever you two become friends."

You chuckled. "Give me their number, then. If I'm free, I'm also thinking of giving this a shot and hang out with them."

"Okay, I'll ask her."

You slightly paused. Erwin made friends with a girl. You didn't think much about it since he's friends with Nanaba and a few others so you focused on your computer again.

"I have this idea."

"Hmm?"

Erwin looked at you with the most crystalline eyes, taking your breath away. "Okay, I admit that I didn't think on it by myself but it's the thought that counts, right?"

"Did Hange and Levi help you out?"

He scratched his head with a sheepish smile. "Yeah, you got me." Then, he cleared his throat. "Here goes nothing. For every day starting tomorrow, let's write something on a piece of paper about the things we love about one another, it doesn't matter if they're nonsense or if they're random things. We put these small letters in a small jar we will be picking up in the university mall later when we eat out for dinner. We do this until the day of our anniversary next year. And when that day comes, we exchange the jars. It's up to you if you read one letter per day or if you read them all in one sitting, as long as the messages reach you, that's all that matters to me."

His words ring in your head, the small jar on your lap. You're afraid of what you might find inside. You never opened it, no matter how hard and curious you are. Levi mentioned that if you really wanted to do it, you should but you also shouldn't push yourself. You took his advice and the small jar collected dust in your desk the moment Erwin broke up with you, which was the day after he gave the jar to you. You didn't open it, thinking it will protect yourself but it's inevitable all the same.

You pick one pastel yellow paper, your small heart immediately pinches with that familiar pain you associate with everything Erwin left behind.

--- Everything about you mesmerizes me. I don't know why but the moment you were introduced to me by Hange, you're instantly the captor of my heart.

("Erwin! Levi!" Hange shouted, pulling along a stranger to the said young men.

Levi scrunched his face in distaste, the source of his headache coming closer. "Oh, God, they're here. Bye, Erwin, I have something coming up---"

"Hold it right there, Levi! Sit down." Hange pointed his previously occupied seat, their grip on the person's hand still tight, never letting go, much to the black-haired man's displeasure.

"Stop talking to me like a dog."

Hange ignored Levi and turned to Erwin, who was glancing at the person behind their friend. It was only the start of the second semester but it looked like that Hange found someone they deemed worthy as a friend. Erwin chuckled at the thought that Hange was the designated social butterfly in their little trio. Beside him, Levi was grumbling about being late in his part-time job, which was working as a waiter in his mother's restaurant. Erwin shook his head and fixed their gaze on Hange, anticipation visible in his smile.

"So, care to introduce us to your new friend, Hange?"

The brown-haired person perked up, placing their hands on the stranger's shoulders, putting her in front of them. "This is [Name]! She's so kind, you guys. I invited her to lunch with us since she's been my sitting buddy in our class with Zackley. I know it's only been a week in the second semester but," they blew a raspberry that garnered a pretty laugh from you, "who cares about that. I think I found my platonic soulmate in her. And I almost forgot to mention, she's so pretty!" They all but gushed.

Your cheeks flamed, smile directed at the two men gawking at you. "Hi, I heard so much of you two. You're Levi, right?" The said man nodded with slightly wide eyes. "Nice to meet you." Then, the most beautiful blue eyes met with your curious ones. "Hello, Erwin."

Erwin breathed a dazed laugh. "Hi.")

The next letter came on a pink piece of paper.

--- I love how you place your hand on your chest every time you find something cute. If only you see your face, I think it's the most adorable thing I've ever seen. It looks so pretty on you, that delighted and awed look you got when you do it.

At the message, you purse your lips, your breath shaking as another memory plays in your mind. It's mocking you but you still let it replay. Because God damn it, you now know why that dog was given the name Sunshine. Everything comes back to the reason why Erwin broke up with you.

(You kneeled in front of the puppy with stars in your eyes. It wagged its tail at the attention, tongue peeking through its mouth as it tilted its head to the side, curious of the new person. You cooed at the golden fur and the flopped ears, your hand already reaching out to scratch the puppy's neck. It was a last-minute decision to adopt the dog, with Erwin impulsively turning back to the pet shop without a single word. You were puzzled when you followed him, of course, but when he presented the golden retriever puppy, snug in his chest, you were beaming.

Now, you were sitting on the floor of Erwin's newly-acquired apartment, eager to make acquaintances with the puppy he named Sunshine. You figured it was the perfect name since the dog seemed to embody everything positive with its energetic yet playful nature. You were being gentle with the puppy to make it get used to your presence, with your tactic working.

"Erwin! He's in my lap now!" you gushed in joy, the puppy looking at you with calm eyes. "Aw, look at you, you're such a good boy!" The puppy barked as if he agreed with your words, making you put your hand in your chest from the cuteness. "This is too much for my heart right now. Wait till Hange sees you, Sunshine."

Erwin smiled at the sight of you and his dog playing with each other. Sunshine was nuzzling his head in your neck, something the blonde man also loved doing. With a slight laugh, he called out, "Sunshine, don't take away my favorite person, okay? That's my spot right there you're laying your head right now." He walked to you, sitting behind you with his chest pressed against your back. He put his head on your other shoulder and inhaled your fruity scent. It's strawberries this time. "See, stop hogging my space, Sunshine."

His deep voice resonated on your back, making you tilt your head a little to meet his eyes. "Oh, come on, let Sunshine have his fun. You always nuzzle into my neck every time you see me."

"But he looks cozy there."

"How about this, why don't I stay over tonight so that you can have all my hugs instead, hmm?"

Erwin kissed your temple with a hum. "That's perfect.")

--- You are the personification of the butterflies going alive inside my body. You caused them and molded them into the shape of you. With that, I can't get you out of my mind because every single monarch fluttering its wing against my ribs is each little thing I love about you.

("Erwin, give me your hand."

He looked up at your random request. "Okay?" He still did it.

"Place it against mine."

You hovered your hand in between you, palm facing your boyfriend. He followed your instruction.

"I'm always amazed how big your hand is, Erwin." You giggled, making Erwin's cheek flush with a beautiful shade of rose. "It makes my heart warm for some reason, thinking you can cup both of my hands in yours." You noticed that Erwin was still staring at you with a funny look on his face, almost like he was feeling so many things at once. You laughed, shyly asking because of the intensity of his stare, "Why are you looking at me like that, Erwin?"

"You're so fucking beautiful, did you know that?"

Your face became warm at the compliment. "Oh, stop it. There are so many girls around campus who are leagues better than me."

"But they're not you, though."

"... Okay, what do you want, Erwin."

"I just want to compliment my girlfriend, that's all."

"... I hate you."

"I feel the opposite, darling.")

You crumple the small paper and pick another one.

--- You paint me with so many colors all at once. These colors signify what I feel for you. Color me all you want, [Name]. I want the rest of my life to be your canvas. Make me your masterpiece.

God, why is it that when Erwin says or writes something, flowers come out instead of words? Your jaw clenches at how easily this came from him. How can he casually write this when another person is beginning to worm their way into his heart? You read the small message again and you cover your mouth with your hand, the cries you carefully disguise as sharp breaths, coming out as you expect them to. There's no memory for this one because what he made you feel when you were together, until today, is the same as his message. You let him color you the way he wanted, too, and you didn't even know there was someone else in his mind the whole time he did it.

You feel cheated.

You furiously wipe the tears on your cheeks, choosing to torture yourself once again. As each message becomes crumpled on the spot beside you, your chest hurts so much. Why are you doing this to yourself? If your friends see you right now, they might never want anything to do with you. Here you are, crying your heart out to the messages Erwin left in this little jar, clutching on them like they're your lifeline.

--- You cradle me with so much care that I smile so wide even if I feel blue.

--- You are the most beautiful girl I know, now and forever.

--- Eternity is the word I think of when you come to my mind.

--- When you wear my clothes, it develops something warm in my chest. What would it be like to see you in our future kitchen together, dressed only in my shirt as you make your special breakfast? Just the thought of that sends me to celestial heights. I love you so much.

--- What would it be like to finally wake up beside you in our shared home? I've always dreamed of that ever since you said yes to me.

--- You're so kind.

Kind enough to let everything slide. Kind enough to be friends with the person he suggested, Marie. Kind enough to advise Marie on her unrequited love with a person you didn't know at that time.

--- I love the patience that you have.

You're so patient with Erwin, waiting for him to tell you the truth that he doesn't see you as his 'one and only' anymore. You waited so hard, looking at him with your star-filled eyes but he never said anything. You knew it from another one of Marie's friends, Carly Stratmann. How Erwin became even closer with Marie and how pitiful you look, like a kicked puppy because Carly mentioned that Erwin called Marie 'Sunshine' --- you also discovered that it inspired Erwin to name his dog that.

You didn't even know if what you felt was patience or denial at that point.

--- You have the biggest heart among the people I know.

You have the biggest heart that you forgave him and told him he did nothing wrong when he talked to you for the last time.

--- I don't know why but I ache at the thought of losing you.

He did.

Hange and Levi didn't know what to do and whose side to choose.

Hange chose to stay in the middle.

--- I'm sorry.

Were the words he said to you when he poured out that he started gaining feelings for Marie months after they started going together in this study group.

And it's the last piece of paper you read from the small jar.

The world outside you starts to pour. How fitting. Everything starts to become cold, seeping through the walls of your room until the chill reaches you, creeping through part of your body. You curse Erwin in your head for making you feel this way. However, you claw your chest when you realize that Marie doesn't deserve to have swords thrown at her. She has the biggest heart --- so kind, patient, caring, beautiful, and a girl worthy of the word eternity. It hurts so much that you can't be angry at such a sweet person. Instead, you direct your anger at yourself. You start blaming yourself for not breaking ties with Erwin sooner, knowing how much Marie became his object of adoration the moment he told you how she liked the same genre of books like him.

You don't know how long you've been crying.

It lasts until your eyes give out, only staring at the barren board you pinned your pictures on.

"I knocked on your door but you didn't answer." A tentative voice comes from the entrance of your room. "I just let myself in, if you don't mind."

You turn your head to Levi --- his declaration of having a crush on you during sophomore year echoing like a migraine.

"Hey," he murmurs, making his way to you and sitting on your bed. He wraps his arm around you, placing your head on his chest. "Let it out." Levi lets you cry again, hands clutching the fabric of his top, with him not caring if his sweater becomes stained with your tears. He gently leans his head on the top of your head as your sobs make him tightly close his eyes. "I don't care if I know Erwin first, seeing you hurting ... my mind's telling me to stay by your side instead. You shouldn't feel this way. If it were me --- fuck, what am I saying? You don't need this bullshit right now." He says in your hair the next moment, "I'm always here --- remember that, brat."

Cyclamens and yellow carnations slowly become delphiniums and proteas.

[azusaluvclub]

please... here after the hand post that got me weak 😩😩 can I please request how the Weak Hero characters bedrooms would be like?

weak hero headcanons ; bedrooms (eunjang + stephen)

a/n ; ahhhhh thank u for the request !!! i rlly enjoyed writing it ! id actually thought about doing this before , so ty for giving me a reason to lol :,)

anyways , i only did the eunjang boys this time , since i had the most in mind for them , but ! if there were others u wanted to see added , let me know ! hopefully this meets ur expectations ^ ^ enjoy !

wolf keum ver.

gray yeon / yeon sieun

⋆ very clean looking ! eggshell white sheets, medium-toned furniture + accents of other colors (like warm beiges and deep blues), with everything placed very orderly. looks like the staged rooms u see in furniture stores lmao

⋆ has a ton of books about misc topics and niche interests that hes accumulated over time, and he keeps them semi-organized on a big bookshelf beside his desk :) knows he needs to go through them eventually, bc there are plenty of books he doesnt need anymore, but he hasnt set aside the time for that yet-

⋆ doesnt do decor really ?? has a few school awards that he keeps on a shelf + a lil trinket that suho gave him that lives on his desk cries ! thats p much it tho ?? hes not too big on decoration in the first place, unless its got some sort of secondary purpose or sentimental value-

⋆ theres a tiny bit of clutter here and there (mainly in the form of things that werent put away™) but for the most part, he cleans regularly ! doesnt set aside a certain time to do it, but if he feels that his room is getting a bit too messy, or he has a guest coming over, he'll take a moment to give the room a good tidying up !

⋆ neatest area: his bed ! makes it every morning, if not first thing then right after he finishes his daily routine ! read somewhere that it makes your room look 1000x cleaner and took that seriously lmao

⋆ messiest area: surprisingly (?), his desk ! but its not that messy- bc he spends a good percentage of time there, he doesnt always take the time to carefully put away stuff like his books, stationary, random notes from lessons past, etc. etc. ;;; that being said, he tries to keep things somewhat manageable, but if hes busy studying for exams or tests or whatnot, then ... :,)

ben park / park humin

⋆ has a p small bedroom ! headcanon that hes an older brother (specifically to younger sisters) and they got the bigger room, both bc they needed the space and humin, being the loveable big bro he is, couldnt say no :,)

⋆ its still v nice and has all the necessities — just a bit cramped in the space lmao- lots of orange-toned woods and warm shades of primary colors !! so like orangey-reds, deeper green-blues and honey yellows ~

⋆ hes quite family + friend-oriented, so what he does have decor-wise is mainly things of sentimental value !! for example, above his desk he has a collage of pictures of his friends and family, and on his bookshelf (and other empty spaces) he keeps things made for him by his sisters or other items gifted to him by family ^ ^

⋆ generally tho his room is fairly neat ?? he doesnt keep it organized or super tidy or nothing, but he picks up after himself and sets aside time on the weekend to do laundry, clean the floor, etc. etc.- very responsible !

⋆ neatest area: the nightstand ! its p small, so there isnt much space to leave a lot of mess :,) keeps his phone, alarm clock, and a lil lamp there ~

⋆ messiest area: under the bed- it gets cleaned out at the end of the week, buttttt for the other 6 days it exists as a sort of vacuum that sucks up everything thats on the floor :,) dirty socks, trash, and such- once found a 2-week old unopened sandwich hiding under there (considered eating it ; fortunately, he did not)

alex go / go hyuntak

⋆ looks like a stock photo of some stereotypical teenage boys room- grody :/

⋆ ok not exactly But its fairly messy- not because he doesnt have the time to pick up, he just doesnt feel like it, and so a mess it remainsss- u can see the floor, at least, and he does do a general sweep of the room monthly, so :)))

⋆ lots of blues !! blue bedsheets n curtains, and his furniture is a lot of lighter wood shades or plain white ! has a blanket from when he was a toddler that he keeps at the edge of his bed — its also blue :) (used it as a security blanket thru elementary school, isnt ready to let go even tho its hanging on by a literal thread-)

⋆ not crazy in the decor department either ? has a couple posters of his favorite fanboy interests around the room, a picture of him and humin in elementary school that he keeps on the nightstand, and a plastic piggybank beside that :)

⋆ neatest area: above his desk is a shelf where he keeps a couple of his sports awards !! mainly soccer trophies that he dusts regularly, bc hes p proud of them, even if theyre from when he was little ^ ^

⋆ messiest area: his actual bed, lol- doesnt wash the sheets often , probably has week old crumbs nesting in there ,, nasty :// he always forgets to tidy it and tbh, he doesnt think it matters much ? his logic is if hes gonna mess it up later, why make it up in the first place- :,) might straighten the sheets if hes got someone coming over tho, lol

gerard jin / jin gayool

⋆ an overall simple color scheme + general look ! darker woods and accents of soft, but still warm earthy tones (like tans and shades of green) :))

⋆ not much for decor, but he has a few posters of his favorite bands that he keeps tacked up over the bed ^ ^ one is signed ; its his prized possession-

⋆ has a bunch of random objects from hobbies that he picked up !! a box of tarot cards + art supplies on his desk, sports equipment under the bed, hobby kits piled up in the closet, and such-

⋆ bc hes either at school, work, or hanging out w the rest of the boys, he doesnt get much of a chance to be in his own space — therefore, he isnt often home long enough to clean up, much less actually care to. so its veryyy messy, and while he keeps telling himself that he'll clean it one day, that day has yet to come- :)

⋆ clothes strewn on the floor, his bed is made but always haphardly and wrinkled, trash thats been sitting in the bin for weeks ;; all that among other piles of clutter that he never sifts thru that have p much become the damn floor

⋆ neatest area: between his door and desk, theres a small corner wherein he keeps the things he reaches for most often (school + work clothes, his backpack, guitar, etc) ;; bc its the only truly functional area, aside from his bed, its the only part he tries to keep somewhat tidy- :)

⋆ messiest area: literally everywhere the closet :( a wasteland where everything that isnt in the actual room goes and gets forgotten about- it barely closes at this point, but he somehow manages to find space for more stuff in there ?

eugene gale / seo juntae

⋆ nice, average room ! lots of soft colors like pale yellows, creams, sky blues, and blond / light-toned woods !

⋆ his bed is so .. comfy ;; headcanon that hes a bit picky about how he sleeps, so his sheets are super soft and cozy and hes got pillows that feel like putting ur head on a cloud .. also keeps a lil elephant plush on his bed, for cuddling purposes ofc :,) hides it when hes got guests tho bc he thinks its childish, rip-

⋆ doesnt clean as often as he knows he should, but he makes sure theres nothing on the floor ! however that just means any mess migrates to other places in the room-

⋆ very simple decor ! nothing crazy, but he has two plants on the windowsill that he cares for dearly~ other than that, and a few objects sprinkled around that he cant find proper space for, its p minimal ?

⋆ neatest area: the desk ! now that hes taking studying and school seriously, he decided he should probably keep his desk neat in order to have a better and less distracting space for studying :)

⋆ messiest area: the bookshelf- its a small one, right beside his desk, and because its so small he doesnt have a lot of space to put stuff on it- that being said, he still has it overflowing with random books (fiction, textbooks, notebooks), school supplies, stuff thats probably useless but he cant do away with ... since he doesnt often reach for anything on there, the clutter tends to be forgotten about :,)

rowan im / im juyang

⋆ fun bedroom ! a bit eclectic, lots of mismatched furniture and colors and patterns and such- the fact that his walls are a plain eggshell white helps break it up :,)

⋆ since hes only recently moved back to south korea, i imagine he hasnt had much time to unpack everything and really settle into the space ? so there are still unopened boxes in the closet that he keeps forgetting to go thru buttt- oh well :)

⋆ decor galore ! has a lot of souvenirs from his time in australia that he likes to show off, so he has them placed on shelves and his bookcase and whatnot, alongside other cool things hes collected over time- no real pictures or posters, but hes got those led striplights on the walls ! (only uses 3 of the colorways tho-)

⋆ fairly neat, but he doesnt always pick up after himself sooo- u can often find dirty laundry and empty cans/water bottles in different corners of the room- he'll get them out of there one day ...

⋆ neatest area: by default, the closet ! its mainly just unopened boxes, his school uniform + other clothes, and a skateboard that he knows he should make more use of, but consistently forgets he owns- very simple :)

⋆ messiest area: under his desk- a graveyard for wrappers, pencil shavings, "missing" assignments and other papers, things that missed the wastebin, etc... theres a weird stain under there that he cant identify and the longer it sits there, the worse it becomes- should probably clean there, chooses to ignore it instead :,)

teddy jin / taeoh jin

⋆ fairly average, another stock photo kinda room-

⋆ dark woods, mismatched bedsheets, and hes got blackout curtains ! has a small tv w a gaming system hooked up to it in the corner of his room, too very fancy ;) juyang routinely asks if he can come over and play video games together ; to this day, taeoh hasnt said yes-

⋆ his room isnt the cleanest overall, but certainly not the messiest- has some laundry piled up in its own special corner, coke cans that are overflowing in the wastebin, hair elastics n claw clips on the desk, and some cat toys littered around that he cant be bothered to put away-

⋆ not really a decor kinda person- has a couple of posters around the place and a rarely-used beanbag chair near his lil gaming setup, but thats about it ? has a hanging mirror on the back of his door and uses it for routine outfit checks :,)

⋆ neatest area: u know those clothing racks that have shelves at the bottom for ur shoes and shit ? yeah, hes got one of those where he stores all his very expensive, brand name possessions- clothes, shoes, his backpack (which is always placed perfectly on a part of the top rung that sticks out for ... y'know , ur bags . whatever it is lol) probably the only thing hes rlly fickle about, so he takes extra care so that his stuff doesnt get dirtied or wrinkled-

⋆ messiest area: is it a copout to say the floor ? lol ;; its not crazy messy, but theres definitely some dust bunnies growing in the corners of the room, and hes got random piles of mess sprinkled about- not baddd, but could be better :,)

stephen ahn / ahn suho

⋆ very nice, somewhat typical bedroom ! deeper wood tones for the furniture, has accents of light blue and cool grays, and creme-colored curtains (often closed for maximum deep sleep potential !)

⋆ minimal decor — think a painting or two above the bed, some kitschy trinkets, and a big, leafy plant on the desk ! headcanon that hes a not-so-secret kpop stan sooo- has a girl group poster on the back of his door and a few albums from his other favorite groups displayed proudly on his bookcase~

⋆ another one who dedicates time in the week to clean up ! his room is p neat already bc he does take care of stuff, but he tries to sweep/dust regularly-

⋆ has a candle on his desk (something sweet and warm, like vanilla or christmas cookie) that he lights sometimes, but never fails to nearly burn his thumb off doing so :(

⋆ neatest area: the bookcase ! its not a very large one, but he has stuff on there that he treasures, so hes a bit particular about keeping it tidy :,) merch, souvenirs, a few awards hes proud of~ doesnt really use the space to store books despite that being, y'know, in the name- but hes set aside the bottom shelf for textbooks, notebooks, and such !

⋆ messiest area: the closet / dresser- he tries to keep his clothes neatly stored — really ! but somehow, the moment he looks away, they become a crumpled, disorganized mess on the floor- can never find what hes looking for and, at this point, has given up trying ;;