#noneater

[owo-upsidedown]

I want to eat glass

[kinascum]

UNDER YOUR SKIN

stalker!Lee x noneater!reader

wc: 1.08k | summary: When does desire become destruction, and how far will you go to feel alive? | nav ♡ taglist

18+ MDNI. DEAD DOVE. blood/gore. sexual themes. violence. obsession/manipulation. dark themes. cannibalistic metaphor. stalking. infliction of pain. blood drinking.

You're standing in the rain, the droplets clinging to your eyelashes and making the world blurry. You can't feel the cold, not really, because every inch of your skin is alight with the memory of his touch. You remember the way his fingers traced your spine, the gentle pressure of his mouth against your neck, the warmth of his breath in your ear. Your heart races just thinking about it, your chest tightening, your breath hitching. It's been days since he last held you, but it feels like an eternity.

You know he's watching you from the shadows, his eyes burning with a hunger that's both terrifying and exhilarating. You've seen that look before, in the moments when he thinks you're not looking, when he thinks you can't see the yearning that consumes him. You know what he wants, what he craves. And even though it should repulse you, you find yourself leaning into the darkness, craving the taste of him, the feel of his teeth on your skin. You want to be consumed by him, to become a part of the very essence that makes him who he is.

The rain starts to come down harder, soaking your clothes, making them stick to your body. You shiver, but it's not from the cold. It's from the anticipation, the tension that coils in your stomach like a living thing. You're acutely aware of every inch of your body, every nerve ending singing with the promise of pain and pleasure. You want to call out to him, to tell him to come to you, but you don't. You don't need to. He's already moving, a silent predator in the night, drawn to the scent of your desire.

You feel his presence before you see him, a warmth that pierces through the chill. He's so close now, so close that you can almost feel his breath on your skin. You can smell the coppery scent of his craving, mingling with the musk of his arousal. It's intoxicating, a potent mix that sends your senses reeling. You don't dare to turn around, not yet. You know that when you do, there will be no going back. But you want this, you want him, in a way that defies logic, that defies everything you've ever known. You want to be devoured by him, to be a part of his twisted, beautiful obsession. And when he finally does touch you, when his hands slide around your waist and pull you against him, you know you're lost.

Lee's eyes are a fiery ember in the gloom, boring into yours with a ferocity that steals your breath away. He whispers your name, the sound a dark caress that sends shivers down your spine. His grip tightens, his teeth grazing the sensitive flesh of your neck. You gasp, the sound lost in the patter of the rain. You know he's fighting it, fighting the urge to sink his teeth in and claim you in the most primal way possible. But the battle is a silent one, a war raging just beneath the surface of his self-control. You can feel it in the tremor of his body, the way he's holding himself back. And you want to scream at him to let go, to give in to what he truly wants.

Your heart is racing now, a wild stallion in your chest, galloping towards the precipice of something you can't quite name. It's a feeling that's equal parts terror and ecstasy, a cocktail of emotions that's intoxicating and overwhelming. You lean back into him, arching your neck, silently begging for more. His breath hitches, and you know you've won. The hunger in his eyes is unmistakable now, the beast inside him straining at its leash. But instead of fear, you feel a strange thrill, a pulse of desire that matches the tempo of the rain.

His hand moves up to cradle your jaw, tilting your face towards his. His thumb traces the line of your bottom lip, and you can't help but part them slightly, inviting him in. His eyes flicker down to your mouth, and for a moment, you think he's going to kiss you. But instead, he leans in, his nose brushing against your skin as he inhales deeply. The scent of your blood fills his nostrils, and you can see the struggle in his eyes. He's torn between his love for you and his insatiable hunger. It's a battle that you want to end, a war you want to win. So you take the plunge, tilting your head to the side and exposing the delicate column of your throat. The invitation is clear, and Lee's eyes darken with a need that's so raw it's almost painful to witness.

Slowly, oh so slowly, his mouth descends, his teeth scraping lightly against your skin. You hold your breath, your eyes squeezed shut, waiting for the moment when he gives in. And when it comes, it's like a dam bursting, a flood of sensation that drowns out the world around you. His teeth sink into your flesh, and you cry out, the pain a white-hot spark that ignites the kindling of your desire. You feel his tongue swirl around the wound, lapping at the crimson liquid that wells up. And as your blood mixes with his saliva, a strange warmth spreads through you, a sense of belonging that's more profound than anything you've ever experienced. You're no longer just two separate beings; you're one, connected by a bond that's deeper than mere flesh and blood.

The rain continues to fall, a cacophony of whispers around you, as Lee drinks from you, each pull sending waves of pleasure rippling through your body. You feel lightheaded, your knees threatening to buckle, but his arms are there, supporting you, keeping you upright. This isn't just passion; it's obsession made manifest. And as the storm rages on, you know that you're ready to be consumed by it, to be devoured by the man who has become your everything. The metaphorical cannibalism is no longer a fantasy but a reality, a shared moment of depravity that somehow feels right. Your body responds in ways you never thought possible, every nerve alight with the intensity of his hunger. And as the rain washes away the evidence of your transgression, you know that nothing will ever be the same again. The line between love and obsession has blurred, and you've crossed it willingly, eagerly, into the abyss of his dark desires.

[dwellordream]

Our culture is one in which Oprah Winfrey, a dazzling role model for female success, has said that the most ''significant achievement of her life" was losing sixty-seven pounds on a liquid diet. (She gained it all back within a year.) It is a culture in which commercial after commercial depicts female eating as a furtive activity, properly engaged in behind closed doors, and even under those circumstances requiring restriction and restraint (see "Hunger as Ideology" in this volume). It is a culture in which my "noneating disordered" female students write in their journals of being embarrassed to go to the ice cream counter for fear of being laughed at by the boys in the cafeteria; a culture in which Sylvester Stallone has said that he likes his women "anorexic" (his then girlfriend, Cornelia Guest, immediately lost twenty-four pounds); a culture in which personal ads consistently list "slim," "lean," or "trim" as required of prospective dates. The anorectic thus appears, not as the victim of a unique and "bizarre" pathology, but as the bearer of very distressing tidings about our culture.

Susan Bordo, Unbearable Weight

[stephanleyhes]

Apparently all foods i eat are noneatable to others bc they keep removing them from shops

[urbandokkalfar]

TW: Snake Eating

Jörmungander wasn't feeling the munchies because he needed to peal but, here's my noodle eating dinner last night - noneatting photo for those who want to see him!

He scared the SHIT out of me.

[2moonandback]

I can't sleep but that means that I don't eat at night then wake up lateral and be more time noneating

[teachyourbabypl]

🇵🇱 Książka, która zmieniła nasze życie na lepsze 😍 Przede wszystkim potwierdziła wszystko, co podpowiadała intuicja. Babcie strzeżcie się!!! 😠 Temat jedzenia z pewnością doczeka się kolejnego artykułu. Podstawowym błędem było dopuszczanie innych do karmienia Mai, bo "głodzimy dziecko." Ogromna presja sprawiła że 10-miesieczna Maja była też zachęcana do jedzenia przez nas, przez babcię w wersji ekstremalnej. A maluszek nie był gotowy, chciał tylko mleko mamy. Kto nas spotyka od dawna wie, że Maja nieraz długie godziny mogła nic nie jeść, nawet nie zgłaszała głodu. Jako trzylatka bywało, że 2-3 h po przebudzeniu zjadała cokolwiek na śniadanie i nic np. do godziny 16, kiedy szła do babci. Gonzalez co prawda pisze, że dzieci niekoniecznie zaczną jeść więcej. Po prostu musimy zaakceptować to ile jedzą. Od kilku dni Maja je więcej!! Były rozmowy, nawet streszczenie Mai założeń książki (potem oskarżenia, że ja buntuje przeciwko babci), przyznanie się do błędów, przeprosiny i...Maja zaczęła jeść śniadanie od razu (zamienia moja większą porcję ze swoją) nagle odczuwa głód i go zgłasza, a przede wszystkim je zupełnie sama, bez żadnej presji 😍 🇬🇧 The book which has improved our life a lot 😍 The English version is "My Child Won't Eat: Enjoy Mealtime Without Worry." First of all, it confirmed all I felt. Grandmas - beware 😠 Our main mistake was letting others feed Maja being constantly accused of "starving our baby." The pressure pushed us to encouraging 10-month-old Maja to eat and letting grandma almost forcefeed her. My baby wasn't ready. She wanted just mum's milk. Those who have known us for a longer time know that Maja was able not to eat for hours. As a three-year-old she ate a birdie portion for breakfast (2-3 hours after waking up) and nothing else until 4 p.m. We have talked a lot about the contents of this book (I am accused of making her rebel against her granny), I apologized and...it's all perfect now 🥰 #mojedzieckoniechcejesc #mychildwonteat #carlosgonzalez #niejadek #noneater #dietadziecka #childdiet #childdevelopment #rozwojdziecka #dlamam #formother #macierzyństwo #motherhood #ciaza #pregnancy #swiadomyrodzic #awareparenting https://www.instagram.com/p/B8f6dYmJDNG/?igshid=ejax4xrg5y1d

[fleetwoodsushi]

Don't feel bad about not being productive. We're under global pandemic not productivity get away. Just as long as you manage to find some little joy here and there to feed yourself 💞

Thanks! I’m like this a lot like even during normal times if it’s a weekend and I end up not doing much I always feel so guilty?! I have a complex lmfao but I find it tenfold now but I’m trying to be chill and to take it day by day and listen to my body/mind, hard sometimes!

[arktrux]

Wild fruits #berries #noneatable #wild #autumn #autumnberries #saturdaywalk #bury #radcliffecanal #october2020 (at Bury) https://www.instagram.com/p/CGc8JfVpOz3/?igshid=17r3k77hasqne

[psi-king]

Only one of these is a positive one which is ironic considering Dove is the Chief of Optimism.

It's going to take me a while to make Dove's personal mental figures so I decided to roughly doodle how she appeared in the mind of her family and close friends. These are just quick concepts I'll refine them later.

Some Psychonaut's two spoilers are underneath so if you haven't played the game maybe avoid this post.

Miss Forgivi: The mental figure representation of Dove in Helmut's mind. She is the sense of emotion, emotional awareness in a way. She is seen as a band manager due to her job as a higher-up. The only difference is when the band splits up she tries to keep her positivity, something Helmut felt like Dove would have to make it through the psychic seven splitting, however, that wasn't the case in the real world as Dove's positivity was due to her suppressing and bottling negative emotions over time.

Dove Plant: The negative mental figure representation of Dove in Bob's mind, the boss plant figure. This figure is symbolism of how Bob thinks Dove sees him as an absolute failure of a father due to a bitter fight they had soon after Bob started using alcohol as a coping mechanism. This plant is always seen crying and saying Bob never truly cared about her, due to him leaving her to fight her demons alone. This plant is a part of the boss trio however she controls the currents instead of direct attacks, sending Razputin sailing backward instead of forwards.

Doe Fullgoat: The semi-negative mental figure representation of Dove in Compton's mind. Compton was always like a third father figure to Dove, and due to that, she appears as a non-boss judgmental goat entity. Even though she doesn't come off as judgmental like the others, she is a more serious representation of Dove's addiction to pills, as she can be seen eating noneatable items in the level to stop progression forward till dealing with her. She's the only goat in the level that would never touch a real food item.

[vajranam]

Response To A Logician

Response to a Logician

by Milarepa English version by Thupten Jinpa & Jas Elsner Original Language Tibetan

I bow at the feet of my teacher Marpa. And sing this song in response to you. Listen, pay heed to what I say, forget your critique for a while. The best seeing is the way of "nonseeing" -- the radiance of the mind itself. The best prize is what cannot be looked for -- the priceless treasure of the mind itself. The most nourishing food is "noneating" -- the transcendent food of samadhi. The most thirst-quenching drink is "nondrinking" -- the nectar of heartfelt compassion. Oh, this self-realizing awareness is beyond words and description! The mind is not the world of children, nor is it that of logicians. Attaining the truth of "nonattainment," you receive the highest initiation. Perceiving the void of high and low, you reach the sublime stage. Approaching the truth of "nonmovement," you follow the supreme path. Knowing the end of birth and death, the ultimate purpose is fulfilled. Seeing the emptiness of reason, supreme logic is perfected. When you know that great and small are groundless, you have entered the highest gateway. Comprehending beyond good and evil opens the way to perfect skill. Experiencing the dissolution of duality, you embrace the highest view. Observing the truth of "nonobservation" opens the way to meditating. Comprehending beyond "ought" and "oughtn't" opens the way to perfect action. When you realize the truth of "noneffort," you are approaching the highest fruition. Ignorant are those who lack this truth: arrogant teachers inflated by learning, scholars bewitched by mere words, and yogis seduced by prejudice. For though they yearn for freedom, they find only enslavement.

[mahayanapilgrim]

Response to a Logician

The best seeing is the way of "nonseeing"

the radiance of the mind itself.

The best prize is what cannot be looked for

the priceless treasure of the mind itself.

The most nourishing food is "noneating"

the transcendent food of samadhi.

The most thirst-quenching drink is "nondrinking"

the nectar of heartfelt compassion.

Oh, this self-realizing awareness

is beyond words and description!

The mind is not the world of children,

nor is it that of logicians.

Attaining the truth of "nonattainment,"

you receive the highest initiation.

Perceiving the void of high and low,

you reach the sublime stage.

Approaching the truth of "nonmovement,"

you follow the supreme path.

Knowing the end of birth and death,

the ultimate purpose is fulfilled.

Seeing the emptiness of reason,

supreme logic is perfected.

When you know that great and small are groundless,

you have entered the highest gateway.

Comprehending beyond good and evil

opens the way to perfect skill.

Experiencing the dissolution of duality,

you embrace the highest view.

Observing the truth of "nonobservation"

opens the way to meditating.

Comprehending beyond "ought" and "oughtn't"

opens the way to perfect action.

When you realize the truth of "noneffort,"

you are approaching the highest fruition.

Ignorant are those who lack this truth:

arrogant teachers inflated by learning,

scholars bewitched by mere words,

and yogis seduced by prejudice.

For though they yearn for freedom,

they find only enslavement.

[elysaamiya]

You have to eat to cook. You can't be a good cook and be a noneater. I think eating is the secret to be good cooking. -Julia Child . . . . . #jamurgorengtepung #crispymushroom #mushroom #jamurgoreng #cook #eat #quote #juliachild #snack #latepost https://www.instagram.com/p/CCgUJl3MgG8/?igshid=6587re2yjg3d

[wheremyscalesslither]

My ball has gone just over 2 months without pooping. I know they can go a long time without, but at what point do I start to be concerned? How long is too long? He is on prey that is 30-40g and he's around 400g.

edit: OMMMGGG Im so used to people sending me asks about eating i didn’t even realize this wasnt about food.

snakes poop when they poop. don’t be worried.

because he is 400 g you should be concerned.Hatchlings and underweight ball pythons do not go on feeding strikes.

90% of the time this is due to husbandry issues. please refere to my snake resources for the guide that helps you with a noneating ball python.

[changedlives]

Praise Report

1 year ago I was diagnosed COVID-19 and on my death 💀 🛌 of affliction for 3.5 weeks. I stayed connected with my home @harvest_cc and kept hearing the messages sleeping 💤 in and outs. I felt the prayers taken off of me and God spoke to me and said “pray what I did with Adam- God had to blow breath back into my body”. I am forever grateful for Bishop Kevin Foreman and Harvest Church for not shutting down thru this Pandemic 😷. [HALLELUJAH we’ve increased since within the Pandemic.] I am so honored to have a few friends that called texted and came by through it all and they know who they are‼️I am more healthy today than ever. #nonbreathing #lilthless #larthargic #noneating #nolife #energygone #antibiotics #probiotics #lifeinthewordofGod #faithcomesbyhearing #hearingbytheword #purposeinthislife #purposeforlife #bloodbought #doublegrace #finallytheforcefulnessofmanagement #mademeeatlittlebylittle #untilmystrengthstartedcomingback #GodspokeDEATHtoeverything

[kayla1993-world]

'It's torture': Is a mysterious marijuana-related illness underdiagnosed in Canada?

Regina Denney's 17-year-old son Brian called her in a panic; he couldn't stop throwing up.

It was April 7, 2018, and the Indianapolis teen asked her to take him to the emergency room — but doctors there couldn't figure out what was wrong.

He was critically thirsty and constantly vomiting.

"As we're sitting there talking, another doctor happens to walk by our room and she pokes her head in and she says, 'Do you smoke marijuana?'" Denney said.

"And he said yes. And she said, 'Does it get better with hot showers or hot baths?' And he said yes."

Brian Smith Jr. was told he had a disease, a rare condition called cannabinoid hyperemesis disease (CHS).

When his lab results came back, his mother said the teen's organs were shutting down and his liver wasn't functioning properly.

"It was just crazy," Denney said. "They were able to rehydrate him. And [the results] improved. So they released him the next day, but didn't give us any information about what CHS was, what causes it, what to look for."

He was a heavy marijuana smoker and his mother convinced him to stop, at least until they could see a gastroenterologist 45 days later.

Denney said he still had marks leading up to that appointment and thought if they were related to his marijuana use, he would have been marked free. So he started smoking again.

What they didn't know was CHS can present indications weeks or months after stopping marijuana use.

By October, Denney said her son had lost more than 40 pounds.

"You could see his bones. He looked sick," she said. "It's torture."

On the morning of Oct. 24, 2018, she woke up at 5 a.m. to find her son sitting on the couch in the family's home, grabbing his stomach.

He promised to his mother he was fine and told her to return to bed.

"So I went back to bed, got up later on in the morning, and he had said he was nauseated and then he started vomiting. I held the bucket for him, I got a washcloth, I fixed his pillows, I brought him drinks," she said.

"At one point Brian walked out of the room to go the bathroom and he said 'Mom, I can't do this anymore. I'm going to quit smoking.' and he laid back down and he grabbed his back."

Denney suspected organ damage, so she called 911.

"They said they were on their way. So I came back in and he looked at me and he said, 'Mom, I can't breathe.'" she said. "And I rolled him over and he had quit breathing."

Denney and a neighbour performed CPR until paramedics arrived, and they tried to restore him for 30 minutes.

"I said, 'Please just try a little longer. He's 17, just please try a little longer.' They tried for 45 minutes, there was nothing they could do," she said.

"So at 6:43 a.m. on Oct. 24, I lost my 17-year-old son. I didn't know what caused it."

Little is known about the exact cause of the condition or why it affects some heavy marijuana users and not others.

Health Canada says it's usually found in daily marijuana users who have signs of critical nausea, intestinal pain and episodes of constant vomiting that can last for hours or days and are relieved by hot showers.

Typical anti-nausea medicines like Gravol have little effect, and treatment recommendations include rehydration, stopping marijuana use completely and affective counselling.

Haldol, a mental drug that is used to decrease excitement in the brain, can have a positive effect, as can capsaicin lotion, which is taken from chilli peppers and can copy the hot shower effect.

One hypothesis on the cause of CHS relates to cannabinoid receptors in the brain, which could probably become overloaded due to heavy marijuana use causing them to fail.

"Marijuana does have some effect on nausea and so we know it has an effect on those receptors in the brain," said Dr. Atul Kapur, an Ottawa-based emergency room doctor and co-chair of the Canadian Association of Emergency Doctors' (CAEP) public affairs organization.

"So we think that's where this is transpiring, but the exact way of why it's having this effect I'm not aware of."

Dr. Taylor Lougheed, Ottawa family practitioner who works in sports, emergency and cannabinoid medicine, said there appears to be a link to marijuana strains with high levels of tetrahydrocannabinol (THC) but not cannabidiol (CBD).

"One of the hypotheses is that there could be an addition of THC in the body's fat," he said.

"So it's possible that during periods of stress, or during periods of relative non-eating, individually in the morning when someone's waking up, that they might feel nauseated because as we go through a period of noneating, our body starts to use some fat stores as a form of energy and so that could release the THC chemical."

Another approach is a common bug-killing chemical called neem oil, which could probably be used in the growing of marijuana.

"If you overdose with it, it can cause nausea and vomiting," said Dr. Ian Mitchell, an emergency surgeon and medicine-based helper professor at the University of British Columbia in Vancouver.

"But there's no sign that neem oil poisoning is related to having to take hot showers."

Reports in the Canadian Medical Association Journal and the Boston Globe this week thought whether CHS is underdiagnosed in Canada and the U.S., but a lack of data on the condition prevents a clear picture of how extensive it is.

Of the more determined 5.3 million Canadians who used marijuana this year, six per cent of those surveyed used it daily, according to the latest data from Statistics Canada.

Forty per cent of the 23,410 hospital stays for "harm caused by drug use" in 2017-18 were related to marijuana, according to the Canadian Institute for Health Information (CIHI), but special data for CHS is unavailable.

"It's a regular experience to be treating marijuana hyperemesis in our emergency department," said Dr. Eddy Lang, an ER surgeon and head of emergency medicine in Calgary.

"They come to us because they have continuous, nonstop vomiting going on for hours and hours. And that's very terrifying for patients."

Lang said of the 800 to 1,000 patients seen in Calgary emergency departments per day, it wouldn't surprise him if they were treating upwards of five to 10 cases of CHS.

"So it's small overall, it's under one per cent," he said. "But it's not irrelevant."

Kapur said ERs across the country saw an increase in the condition a few years ago, but it is much weaker than the harms from other drugs.

"People are recognizing this and it's remarkable. And we're glad that the word is getting out there," he said.

"But this is not our main problem, it's the pain-relieving drugs, it's the crystal meth, especially out west."

But for Denney, CHS is a very real threat.

"Yes, it's rare that death does transpire, but it happened and one person losing their life to this is too many," she said.

"And if there's some way that I can get this out there, and it saves another person, then Brian's memory continues to live on."