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oaklores · 2 years
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I’m feeling love, confusion, betrayal, sadness, and deep anger
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top-faye · 15 days
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I don't think I've ever encountered a lesbian couple as deranged as Wanpleng in fiction before like they really take the trophy for how toxic and messed up they are and they're only 17 right now! I just know it's gonna get so much worse 😭
but already we have absolutely insane levels of jealousy and codependency issues as well as fucking astronomical levels of romantic friendship intimacy and blatant gay denial. like they just took a casual bath together and Pleng gave her platonic bestie a massage while they were naked in a bath tub together like it was no big deal! Yes, Pleng has a "holy shit I'm gay" realization shortly after that but the fact that the bath even occured in the first place ... like how gay and oblivious do you have to be.
And like I know standards of skinship are different in a lot of Asian countries and these two characters in particular grew up together in the same household because one is the daughter of the maid and the other daughter of the rich ppl, but still!!! that shit ain't normal or typical!!!
and then there's the fact that they're so codependent attached that they're both fucking terrified of the idea of being "left behind" by the other but they both seem to think of it as inevitable. So, Wan semi-seriously semi-jokingky, I think, suggests that she should get a boyfriend before Pleng does. In Wan's mind, this is how she can combat the fear of losing Pleng. She quickly realizes this wouldn't work, of course, but not before Pleng realizes she's in love with Wan and that realization utterly terrifies her.
And she acts as any lesbian with extreme internalized homophobia would ... she runs away from her feelings. She avoids Wan, puts the distance up, and she decides to get Wan a boyfriend so that in her mind Wan isn't leaving her ... she's leaving Wan! 😭😭😭
These two lesbians are so fucking crazy.
And Wan, of course, sees Pleng acting insane about the whole boyfriend situation and rightly calls her out for it! She's ecstatic when Pleng is jealous, but utterly horrified and upset and heartbroken when Pleng tries to force her and Ek together.
That was probably the first time Wan had ever told Pleng that she hated her. Granted, I'm sure they probably had some toddlerhood spats but this was probably the first serious time in their young "adulthood" where that was said.
And Pleng reacts as any young lesbian who is desperately in love with her best friend who she is too intimately attached to would ... she tries to kill herself.
Like holy shit.
Wan says "I hate you" one time—after Pleng very smugly declared that Wan was basically incapable of being annoyed with Pleng after Pleng's extremely controlling behavior, like seriously look at this smug ass face no wonder everyone hates her
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this is the face of a girl who gets whatever she wants especially when it concerns her friend! the face of a girl used to always being in control!
but anyway! that's kind of the point isn't it? everyone hates her. her personality is kind of toxic and everyone, including her own parents, points it out to her. everyone hates her. except Wan (and her family ofc but they're not important rn). Wan doesn't hate her. and that relationship is so special to Pleng.
she wants to distance herself from Wan in an attempt to avoid her own feelings (and in effect avoid rejection from her feelings) but she also doesn't actually want distance or separation. not really. what she wants is to feel in control of herself and her feelings.
and Wan telling Pleng that she hates her—rejecting her when Wan is the ONLY person that sincerely loves and cares for Pleng—is fuckinh devastating and takes all that control away from her...
and she attempts to kill herself to escape that feeling and heartbreak.
like jfc these two girls are so messed up!
talk about your feelings goddammit!!! y'all can touch each other constantly and press your foreheads together and be naked in a tub together but you can't talk about your feelings???? fucking emotionally constipated lesbians
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w0rmm1lk · 8 months
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Hiiii
Can I request a Bakugo (Cuz let’s be honest, he is FINE AS HELL) x gn! Reader who’s very socially awkward?
Like, if anyone they don’t know tries to talk to them they’ll just be like🧍‍♂️and give them that classic awkward smile
yes!!!! i relate to this reader sm and also I 100% agree bakugo is so fucking fine like??????? he's a fucking 2d character from a style where theporportions arent even based on humans, he has unmanaged anger issues and will fucking explode and not in the joking sense and yet????/ like whoever made hi design TEL ME YOUR WAYS. he's so fucking pretty. but also as much as I love him jeanist did him so fucking dirty with that hair. jeanist looked at *THAT* and really said "I can fix him"??? bitch don't fucking fix him I like the explosive pomeranian bitch. but like that one scene when he was making fun of todoroki during the provisional license extras classes like bro I was watching with my siblings and had to aggressively hold back a fucking screach noise. AND I STILL DO WHENEVER I WACTH IT. he's a fucking anime character who is so damn unhealthy but if you cant tell by the length of this, I fucking love him.
reader: GN
characters: bakugo katsuki
summary: reader is a very much not people person so how the fuck are they dating bakuhoe out of all bitches
warnings: swearing if you couldnt tell. anxiety, mentions of anxiety attacks. bakugo being a bitch.
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💥- okay honestly, first day? didnt even know you were in the class.
💥- this mf too focused on beating everyone up to notice you.
💥- was forced to acknowledge you when you kiri and bakuhoe were in the same area during the usj attack.
💥- after yall beat the shit out of some ppl you were sweating a ton but not bc you just fought some bitches.
💥- your ass was panicked af, not only are you shoved in a small space with two extroverts, you're also being exxesivley complimented by Kirishima bc you punched someone and along with that the fucking usj is under attack.
💥- it was very obvious you were panicking tbh.
💥- like bakuhoe at this point doesnt give a shit about other peoples feelings at this point but even he could tell.
💥- you were just standing there with you r arms pinned to your sides staring into the distance as Kirishima was obsessing oever how you beat someone up.
💥- after the usj he started to notive you more often.
💥- he noticed hpw evenn when the whole class was close with each other, you were still extremely quiet.
💥- he noticed how awkward you were even when talking to your friends.
💥- he noticed how youd speak up if your friends were being rude to you but the moment someone like monoma said something you just shut down.
💥- he even noticed how panicked you were when you learned about the internships.
💥- during the sports festival you both fought one on one, that's when he truly noticed how awkward you were.
💥- like bro was beating the shit out of you while yelling shit like "say something damnit!"
💥- honestly even though he wouldve won anyways, the round ended faster due to your panic with him yelling n shit.
💥- bro was thinking about it more and was like "damn. but like why were they kinda cute."
💥- first thoughts?
💥- immediete denial.'
💥- bakugo thought his time would be something like loud and outgoging, someone whos super confident.
💥- then saw you who was about to have a fuckinh panic attack and was like:
💥- i want that one.
💥- honestly ur crush on him was not obvious at all, you were just your normal panicky self but this time with slightly more blush.
💥- honestly you guys didnt get together until someone had to word it to make it seem like they were challenging bakugo to confess.
💥- will fight someone for you.
💥- monoma insulted you? 3 days of house arrest for bakuhoe.
💥- someone judged you? explosions.
💥- cashier looked at you wrong? banned from the convenience store for the next 6 months.
💥- congrats on your new scary dog privledges.
💥- mf so fucking protective tbh
💥- its not that he doesnt think you cant fight for yourself, he knows you can beat anyone to a pulp. i mean like- you're in the hero course for gods sake man.
💥- more in the sense of, distant jealousy. you wont know he's jealous, but whoever is talking to you thats making him jealous will know.
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not my best work but i wanted to type something lol.
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dollivication · 1 month
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okay okay first time bringing up a concept so please dont shoot but….
i love thinking about dante in a resident evil universe (cause dmc is based off of re) but like…dante as a private investigator in a small town and you move next door to him or behind him….and he’s like a ultimate dilf…like personality wise very affirming for a reader with daddy issues but also has deep thoughts that r like “need her soft and delicate hands around my 🐓”…YK WHAT I MEAN…and then either he’ll be normal about her and take care of her by playing daddy and taking her in as his “daughter” or taking advantage and convincing her to be his dirty little secret and a dumb slut behind closed doors….IM JUST SAYING!!!!!! -🌷
WOULF NEVER SHOOT AT SONEONW WHO COOKS THIS FUCKINH HARD OHMUGOOOPODFDD
SHIT YEW NOT NY LEG IS BOUNCING UP AND DOWN RN IM BUZZING I LOVE THIS
HES SO ICKYHESSOOO NASTAY i lovehim…. i love pervert dante especially if he plays it off as ‘caring’!!! this made my pupils dilate vro… him taking advantage of reader’s troubles, knowing very well you’d fold at the softest warmest tone without question… it doesn’t even really take him long to get yu wrapped around his finger, poor thing!
i feel laik..,, he may try to manipulate yu into being obsessed with him… he’ll start off so sweetly, praising reader and giving reader pats on the head, affection he is aware that reader’s dad never gave. you’ll just crave more and more of it, that when you end up at dante’s doorstep offering urself to him—who’d say no to a cute face like yours? its not like he forced you!
so of couuuurse he’s gonna keep that daddy act up, letting you sit in his lap whilst he works on paperwork, spending days getting you drunk off the mere presence of a “kind” older man—so much so, that when he thinks it’s finally time to render you into nothing more than his personal cumdump, you’ll be too hung up on him to refuse!! and naturally, a dumb girl like you wouldn’t dream of telling on him.
just as dante had planned <333
WAAA HAI HELLO NEW FRIEND NEW FRIENF WELCONE TO THE FRIEBDS LIST!!! IM SO HAPPYYIGJGJ
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jullbnt · 9 months
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dhsksksj IM SO NORMAL ABOUT HOW YOU DRAW SHEIK LIKE THEY LOOK SO FUCKINH PRETTY AND GENDER AND I WANT IT DHSKSHDGSJAJA
thank you for bringing that into the world
Aww thank you I’m so happy!! :D
Sheik deserves so much love and I don’t draw them enough, that has to change 😗
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First thoughts on Trimax volume 1
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I appreciate eriks. Just like, generally. I love how scruffy he is lol.
I do wonder if he’d let his hair grow out like that if he wasn’t in hiding??? He’s had the same haircut since he was a kid though so idk. He’s very attached to his whole look, it seems.
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When and how did he replace his prosthetic? What was that like?
WHAT A FUCKING DUMBASS I LOVE HIM
YES INDEED, THAT WAS “FUCKIN STUPID” (Wolfwood says fuck guys omg good for him he deserves it)
I laughed out loud for real though I definitely woke up my roommate on accident oops
Oh god the hair. It’s fuckinh coming. The gut punch. (<- does not know the specifics)
Seeing him with the stubble AND the normal hair is doing something bad to my brain. Fix it. It doesn’t compute.
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THE GORLS!!!!
Her hair is. Not exactly bad but that’s not my Meryl.
New Miami, huh? I’m so excited to get absolutely no elaboration on this ever.
Shoutout to the little dude on page 84 who looks like fuckin Wallace
Oh. My god. How many times did he just get shot
OH MY GOD GOOD FOR THEM. God I love milly
Wolfwood is such a chickenshit.
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I wonder if Vash has conceptualized himself as human up to this point, and where he’s at with that now?
DAMN I wish I was that balanced
I uh. Man. Wow. I kind of want to make fun of him for doing the most Anime Shit Ever
[redacted]
Babygirl i promise you he knows how plants work lmao
Y’all really weren’t joking about the panty shots
Brad is ALSO a shit. We can’t win here.
Oh. My question is being answered. I don’t like it very much.
On the face of it, I'm pretty solidly in Nico's corner here.
5-
I love how clearly i can hear his little song in my head.
He’s full in monke mode. Just an absolute ape.
AGAIN WITH THE CROTCH SHOTS
love that nightow definitely just got sick of drawing the bullet holes in the coat
Actually looking at this a little harder he did simplify a lot of details. Good refinement, though i do miss the belts.
Vash who the fuck are you calling old. Is the old man in the room with us right now? (Yes)
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Oh fucking hell.
I wonder how vash looks at humanity specifically . Is it really something familial? Or is that changing as we progress? I do see how he could be operating from that angle.
My other real question is just how old is he, like, mentally? He really does seem to have the mindset of somebody in his 20s. Knives too? Maybe that’s a thing with them, but i’ll hold off on saying anything conclusive until later. Maybe i’m too quick to say they’re both immature.
I’m sorry it genuinely makes me happy to see characters swear like real people. Wolfwood is so much more fun here.
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I hate that I'm going to get through these so much quicker now, especially now that i’m especially hooked. I’m genuinely considering reading ahead but i think i’ll explode if i do. Time will tell.
I may not get around to coloring pages in the next two weeks and just go absolutely hog wild once my class is over. I have to make my own damn comic for once lmao. Ofc i have 0 impulse control so who knows.
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wank127 · 3 years
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sorry in advance if i’m spamming your notifications /gen!
i just remembered that denki existed and i’m craving [neurodivergent] headcanons and your blog kinda has a lot of good reblogs n posts of that so-
you’re not spamming at all, in fact i didn’t even see this till now since i don’t normally get any asks ! (thanks for the ask btw <3) i hope you enjoy !!
neurodivergent denki headcannons !
disclaimer: i, myself, am currently in the process of getting diagnosed with adhd/autism/whatever it is (i’m not self diagnosing but i did get 8/10 on an autism assessment given to me by a doctor so that must say something) so this is a wee bit of me projecting. my intentions for this post are not to offend anyone in the nd community nor spread any miss information. please correct me if i make any mistakes ! and apologies for it being so long i’m still trying to figure out the ‘read more’ thing !! now ! onto the head cannons !!
he has MAJOR sensory issues and issues with bad textures
his main ones are foods that are a mix between solid or liquid, like a soup that’s meant to be smooth but isn’t or like very wet bread, anything sticky and that one inside of a hoodie feel, like the one wear it’s like fleece but it feels like plastic and somehow creamy and just BLUGNXJSK y’know?
he has that not right kind of thing(iykyk) where he has to say a word/phrase again till it feels right, or touch the desk again, or hit the back of foot again to make it right
it gets really frustrating sometimes
he surprisingly likes velvet, fun to play with, cool to drag your finger around on
he has very bad memory problems
like really bad
they cause him to breakdown every time he has a test cause everything he tried to study was just,, gone,, no where to be found
he opens up to present mic about it and he’s a big help, gives him extra time for testing, helps him with study techniques, gives him more reminders, etc etc
mic and him are like that student-english teacher duo
(no bc they’re the same person just different sizes please)
he struggles with reading a lot too, he knows there’s words but his brain just won’t recognize what they are
word soup
his main special interests/hyperfixations are old english literature, true crime/psychology/criminal stuff, literally anything to do with art and physics(electricity stuff)
he has other ones like cars and how to annoy bakugo to the brink of tears
his most common stims are happy flappy hands, putting his hand into a thumbs up and squeezing, rocking back and forth and swinging his legs about
his like calm down stim is humming, having some form of pressure(weighted blanket !!) and rocking a little bit
he gets overwhelmed by questions a lot
like if he’s not prepared to answer one and he gets asked TWO he’ll just go ‘nope’
he’s nonverbal sometimes, especially when he gets overwhelmed
he zones out and daydreams for like,,, 70% of the day
his favorite texture for food is something like mash potatoes, like a doughy texture, one that just sits right in the mouth
(potato waffles are his go to food (british thing but they’re so good))
just enough chew but not too much, not too wet not too dry
speaking of dry food,, he hates it. dry biscuits(cookies) are a no go if he doesn’t have a bunch of water/juice with him, he also just doesn’t like hot drinks
he’s god fuckinh amazing at art, like painting, drawing, sketching, everything
he’s so good at it
he ‘doodles’ in all of his school work and books, most of the time it’s of aizawa or present mic (or,, *cough*his crush*cough*) and they’re super accurate
when he goes to sleep he has to have a small tea light candle lit, his over the ear headphones on and playing asmr and a hoodie (comfort hoodie, gifted to him by kiri) with the hood up and pressure on his feet(like just his blanket covering them is fine)
no other set up is allowed
he uses fidget (simple dimple pop) and sensory toys
they got taken away from him in class one time, he almost cried it was so sad
RAGE
so much rage
god
when he was younger he used to scream bloody murder when he had to put on sunscreen (same boo)
refused to wear it until his parents got him a spray on sunscreen (it was just like an oil/water based sunscreen that just,, wasn’t sticky, it was perfect) he still uses it to this day
he loves music, so much
it’s so cool
so many playlists
has like ten different ones that he made just for long car drives
like all the sounds and noises just make his brain so happy
he likes bo burnham cause he has very good lyrics and sounds that make him wanna share them with everyone so they can be happy too (especially ‘sexting’ , ‘oh bo’,’ words words words’, ’rant’, the kanye one, ‘we think we know you’, ‘channel 5 news: the musical’ and ‘bezos’ 1&2)
(omg channel 5 news is so good)
his number is 5
he’s kinda scared to do good in school bc his rank in class will go up and what if it lands on an ugly number??
he’s quite unintentionally restrictive with his food
he just forgets to eat or that he’s hungry
he’s working on it tho dw !
his accents are like typical british/english, australian and southern american
pop out at random times
like he’ll ask present mic to repeat the page number as a southern bell little lady
had a vocal stim that was opra singing “milly rock pick it up”
lil jon vocal stim
(YEAH)
his room is very messy and cluttered from all the failed hobbies and things he just forgot about
expect him to cook but DO NOT expect him to clean up afterwards
like iida will walk into the dorm kitchen in the morning and find this huge mess thinking someone broke in
and kiri is like: oh ig denki was hungry i wonder if he has leftovers
okay i think i’m gonna end this one here lol it’s getting kinda long ! i hope you liked it ! <3
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imjaslyn · 3 years
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It’s my very first time writing fanfic and also NSFW content tho. Tons of grammatical errors don’t judge 😭🤞
Nanami as your college professor (NSFW, 18+)
Prologue
It’s your first day of college and you didn’t want to be late, so you started your journey 3 hours in advance. While waiting for the bus, you sensed someone was staring at your bottom. You quickly use your taekwondo skill on that bitch who was trying to take pic of your panties. You see someone attempting to punch that mf too, too bad he was slow. When you looked up to see that man while restraining that pervert, that blonde hair with undercut man that wears spec has a very strong and confident aura, he wasn’t smiling but he doesn’t have the mean face, he seems to be a very serious person that nobody dares to fuck around. You were completed submerged in that man’s beauty then suddenly you hear the police car buzz. You two went to the police station together for the aftermath. After thanking him, you quickly take the taxi to your college. You looked at him once again, thinking you will never see such gentleman ever again.
You can’t believe you were almost late for your first day of college so you paced up to the class, you saw a familiar silhouette was walking towards your direction. It was him. That man who’re in his early 30s. You two were shook but smiled at each other. After entering the class hall, he introduced himself. His name is Nanami Kento. AND HE IS YOUR PROFESSOR.
Chapter 1
After class, you offered a drink as a thank you gift, to your surprised he agrees. You two went to your apartment for a drink as all the cafes including colleges only open half day due to special holiday. He politely took off his shoes while you were preparing the drink and some snack, you two had a friendly talk for a long night. Despite having a serious face, Mr Nanami is a very friendly and gold hearted guy.
Chapter 2
1 year after that accident, you two have a very tight bond, you two spend lots of time together and started to go out more often, he also offers to give you tuition after class. As usual, he goes over to your apartment for the tutor class, hours later you find him dozing off on the table, you take off his glasses, and touches his long eyelashes as you’ve been hoping to do it since forever. How could he be so manly but pretty at the same time. As you go nearer and nearer to his face, suddenly he opened his eyes. You were stunned but you quickly distanced yourself and suddenly you felt a warm hand pulling your petite body towards his.
“What are you trying to do? Y/N”
His hoarse voice makes you go HASIHJWISJDNBD. He sounds like he’s smirking when he said that.
You can felt your cheeks are burning, heart is racing.
“Anyways, I’m leaving, we’ll continue the remainings tomorrow”
Finally, your heartbeat goes back to normal. Then you remember tomorrow is his birthday.
Chapter 3
You made a chocolate and decided to give him as surprise in the class so you hide under the desk. Finally he came and he sees you , he smiled but all the students are swamping in, you both got so startled but you couldn’t just leave out of that desk, so you decided to stay under the desk until the class ends to be safe just like what Nanami suggested too. It’s very awkward when the only view you can see is his underbody. Then you see a bulge on his pant, you have the sudden urge to touch it, so you did. You touched it gently, he groaned softly and acted like nothing happened, he apologised to his 49 students sitting right in front of him and asked them to proceed doing the assignment in class in silent, everyone is so concentrated in their work that it was DEAD SILENT in the lecture hall. He was cute trying to act everything is normal, when he’s trying so hard to hold back his thirst. He then peeked at you with his blushed face.
You did something you didn’t know you could ever do, you didnt know there’s this version of you inside your body. You opened your leg wide apart and show him your panties, putting your middle finger into your mouth slowly and pulled it out slowly while sucking then shoved it into your pussy, gently. He was shocked at first, he sits there staring at you as you are feeling yourself, you touched his length using your leg, it was hard. His face shows it all, he was frustrated. He wrote something on his palm and showed it to you secretly
“I WILL destroy you, better be ready”
Those words turned you on even more, you grabbed your boobs and licked it in front of him while touching yourself. Again, he couldn’t do anything but being sexually frustrated.
“For fuck’s sake, y/n, if you don’t stop-” he said softly,
Chapter 4
He dismissed the class and waited everyone to leave IMPATIENTLY, he is frowning, shaking and sweating. He grabbed your wrist and pulled you up roughly, “playing a dangerous game eh? Miss y/n” he attempting to kiss you but you stopped him.
“Let’s not do it here, professor Na-na-mi😏”
He then grabbed your wrist and sprinted towards his Ferrari. Damn boy is impatient
Upon arriving his house, you two were already making out, finally reaches his bed. He pushed you down to his bed and started undressed himself then you, he unclasp your bra with one hand, you feel his big warm hand on your bare skin, you couldn’t help to squirt a bit. He started from your neck then slowly to your nipple, he sucked it like a straw, He circulated his tongue around your nipple and sucked it again. his saliva is all over your body , it feels so good that makes you moan.
Then he whispered to you “baby didn’t I say I will destroy you?” His sexy voice is always your weak point, you cummed a little bit. He unzipped his pants and reveal his manhood and shoved it into your tight hole. You asked him to wear protection but he disagrees
“Don’t worry, I’ll marry you after all” these words made you blushed and secured. “First time? I can already tell this is your first time, what a good girl” he then choked you softly and attempting to shove his dick into your pussy again, it was painful but you enjoy the pain. He pulled it out and pushed it in again and again, you both moan and you cried due to the pain but you don’t want it to stop.
He ejected inside of you, you both were painting, out of breath. You used your finger to scoop his cum and put it into your mouth like an ice cream.
He smirked “you do know how to arouse me don’t you?” He kisses you, you feel his tongue inside your mouth.
“Well, it’s time for my dinner, da-ddy” you kneeled down and grabbed his length, you licked the tip softly and gently while looking at his expression, he groaned in pleasure. You continued teasing him and he eventually got frustrated again, he grabbed your head with his both hands to push his manhood into your throat repeatedly
“ S t o p F u c k i n g T e a s i n g “ he said in an soft but impatient tone
Seeing him in pleasure kinda makes you proud, so you did it for real, you grabbed his dick, licked it from the roots finally to the tip and suck it for real, he smiled in pleasure once again. He then pulled you out of his manhood and started to eject on your face, you opened your mouth wide. After cumming, he spooned your face from above gently
“Do you know you’re so fuckinh gorgeous ?”
He he kisses both of your inner legs then finally to your pussy.
“Itadakimasu” he said naughtily.
He grabbed both of your boobies and started licking your clits, he is teasing, as a revenge. Finally you couldn’t take it anymore and grabbed his head to instruct him to lick your most sensitive part as you move your body up and down.
Both of you are seriously out of breathe, he falls and lays beside of you.
“I love you, very much, y/n”
“I love you, Nanami. I’m glad that I met you... you’re going to marry me right ??
You both chuckled. He kissed you. But this time it was out of pure love.
-END-
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andichoseyou · 2 years
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here are all my notes that i wrote while watching the last episode i cant believe this season is overrrr 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
ive had enough of this yuri fella hope he dies haha
WINONA BOOOOBS
I NEED JOUVE AND HOP TO FUCK
JOYCE IS HORNYYHYY
THEYRE KISSINDHDHJRJEJEJDJ OMG OMG YES
eddie and dustin r gonna be the heroes yup
el is the best i love her so much pls
jason does not look good lol
murray and enzo are besties
YES THE FLAMETHROWER!!!!!!
give the pizza guy that flimsy joint yassss
I LOVE EDDIE AND DUSTIN EEE
i hope eddie doesn’t dieeee
i would die for steve harrington!!!!!
steve loves her so much:(
lucas and max:((((( they are so🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺BABIES!!!! it’s giving you belong with me music video
god i LOVE you mike and el !!!!!! MY BABIES FRRR
jonathan and will talking!!!!!! YES MY BOYS
CALEB MCCLAUGLIN IS ACTINNNGGG YAS
THIS IS FUCKING EPIC FUCK YEAHHH EDDIE!!!!!
THIS GUITAR PLAYING SCENE IS SO FUCKINH DOPE
THE SNOW BALL
I LOVE DUSTIN AND EDDIE SO MUCH I CANYGSBDBDBDH THEY ARE SO CUTE
robin and nancy are GIRLFRIENDS!
baby max🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
fucking exploding blood balloons?????
JASON VS LUCAS SCENE LETS GO
oh hell no jim better not die again bruh
JOPPER JOPPER JOPPER KISSSSSSS JOPPER KISS!!!!!!!!!!
WDDIEENDNNDJDEXDIE EDDIE NOO EDDIE NODOEKDNDJNDNDJDJDJ
“normal’s just a raging psychopath” is the new “normal is boring”
GET HIS ASSS LUCASSBBDBD
YESHSHSHHDHD UESS YES ELEVENENJDJDJDJ YESSSDBHFBDHDB
“you.” “hi.” JNDJDJDJDJDJ THATS MY BITCH
MAX ANSD EL REUNION BDHDHD I LOVE YHEMMMDNNDJD
IF YOU TOUCH HER AGAIN I WILL KILL YOU AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!
VECNA VS EL BUT THERE IS STILL AN HOUR LEFT WHAT IS GONNA HAPPEND NDJD
NO NOT EL MOT MY BABEYYYY WWTFWTF
THE PARALLELS BETWEEN HENRY AND WILL’S DRAWINGS OF THE MINDFLYER
holy shit this is insane
el is so pure:( my baby:(
LUCAS EDDIE JIM ROBIN NANCY STEVE NOOOOOOOONKOODNNEEN
NOT MAX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MIKES SPEECH INSJDJEJDNBDBD IT WAS BEYGER YHAN I THOUGJY IT WAS GOING TO BE OMGDBBDBDBD
I THOUGHT MAX WAS DEAD
JIM I SOKAU LICAS IS OKAY ROBIN AND NANCY AND STEVE ARE OKAY
MURRAY YOU FKD KTMKRNRNDNDN YASSHHDHDHDHD
JIM WITH A DFU KING SWORD????!!!?
RUNNING UP THAT HILL REMIX
WHAT THE FUCK
I STOPPED WRITINH NOTES AFTER TGAT BUT I JUST FINISHED THE EPISODE
EDDIE DIED??? ???!!!!! MAX IS IN A COMA!!!?’bb ??!!!!!????? THE PARTICLES IN HAWKINS???????? FUCKING EDDIE IS DEAD AND DIED IN DUSTINS ARNS????? MAX SAYING SHE COULD SEE AND GHAT SHE WASNT READY TO DIE FUCK AND LUCAS JUST HELD HER IM SO BDJDJDNDNDB IM CRYINH GUYSGEBDHD THAT WAS INSANE EBDBDBDNEJEJSJEJ EDDIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
guys that was so fucking insane so fucking good i love this fucking show so fucking much oh my god
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sloppykyuu · 4 years
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Issei always wakes up to his gf riding him but now they always get disturbed by their new cat that just sits on his chest for attention and his gf stops to pick the cat up and pet her like a baby and Issei lays there with his hard dick in his gf waiting for her to continue but after ten minutes of waiting he takes the cat put of her arms and drops her next to the bed and turns his gf to her back and fucks into her but their cat isnt having any of it and paws at Isseis gf hair and she is about to stop Issei but he just pushed her legs apart and fucks her a bit harder to remind her of his existence and to establish dominance against the cat (◍•ᴗ•) At this point I dont even know what tf I'm writing here
This is so fuckinh adorable and something I would very much do lmao but seriously as much Issei loves your new cat he can’t but feel just a teensy bit jealous as he watches you coddle the fluffy animal to your chest and coo at how cute she looks. Normally it wouldn’t be a problem, but he really just wanted to feel you bounce up and down on his hard cock that was aching for his pretty girlfriend and your tight pussy. But he couldn’t feel that when you were obsessing over the tiny kitten, his cock sitting hard inside of you.
His hands rested on your hips as his patience wore thin, waiting for you to fuck him. “Babe, c’mon.” A soft sting was felt against your ass.
“Just a sec, ‘sei. Look, how cute this little baby is.” Your voice baby talking the cat. A ‘sec’ turned into 10 minutes before he took the cat out of your hands and placed her on the floor next to the bed and pushed you onto your back, slamming his hips into yours.
And he’s smooth sailing for awhile, your head’s thrown back and loud moans are tumbling from your lips as you press your nails into his bare back,
“Fuck! It’s so f-fucking good~”
Until, a there’s a soft tap on your shoulder. You turn your head, face blissed out as the fluffy grey cat looks down at you. Your about to stop Issei and he knows because he’s tossing a leg over shoulder and fucking into you even deeper sending you into an intense orgasm, forgetting all about the cat.
But he didn’t because his gaze is set on the cat, intense and almost challenging as if setting dominance, as his hips continue to slam into yours. You definitely tease him later for being jealous of her.
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sasarahsunshine · 4 years
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Alright folks strap in cause I had a wild ass dream last night and I wanna share. Trigger warning for snakes??? And also some nsfw sexy times that I woke up in the middle of.
Okay so, I was traveling to QUAN-TI-CO (lol) via bus from Montana (long drive y’all). At some point I remember seeing myself(?) sitting in one of the front seats, staring out the window. A guy got on and sat down next to me with a suitcase. I was upset because I did not want this man next to me. How rude of him to sit in my space, you know?
I didn’t say anything, I just kept looking out the window. At some point, like hours later, he stood up and left my seat but left his briefcase behind. I reached for it and heard some hissing?? And was super confused. Suddenly it opened, and out came a bunch of snakes (like, generic “scary” snakes, idk what kind). I was SPOOKED. Normally I like snakes so idk.
Anyways the driver crashed the freaking bus because of snakes. Snakes on a bus (insert Snakes on a plane joke here). I tried to climb out a broken window but bad snake man grabbed my ankle and told me that his plans must stay in motion for everything to work (idk my guys, this is a dream).
Fucking, Aaron Hotchner, the man himself, breaks another window and punches the bad guy. I’m freaking out and I remember being like, “Hotch??” And he was confused on how I knew him.
ANYWAYS Hotch gets me out of the bus (still filled with an obnoxious amount of snakes that realistically could not have fit into that briefcase now that I think about it). Bad guy gets bit by one of his snakes and is taken away in an ambulance. Hotch asks me if I’m okay, I say “yeah man,” cause I’m awkward as fuck.
I’m also not me??? But I’m me. You know how sometimes you look different in your dreams? Yeah anyways.
Derek’s there and gives me an applesauce pouch (thanks Derek I love these things).
There’s some piece missing next (damn dreams). Idk what it was but it had to have been important because then I was in Hotch’s bed??????????? And we were kissing???????? And I was like “I can’t believe this is happening all because of snakes-“
And then I woke up. I mean, there was a tiny bit more but I am not sharing that on my blog LMAO.
I woke up feeling weird af tho. I was like “where am I and what the fuck?”
Maybe I’m reading too much fanfiction? Idk guys.
Hope you enjoyed this fuckinh weird journey with me! LMAO.
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vyvesvi · 4 years
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I just really don't want people to sweep this 9evr the rug, I love rv but hearing how I WOULD be probably treated by one of my fave artists hurts The way someone's treats worked is the biggest tell of character some say So yeaj Also men are fuckinh awufl and we should talk about what they get away with but it is not the time I feel
i’m kind of torn on it, on the one hand i feel like this is a great opportunity to address double standards....but maybe i’m giving netizens too much credit in assuming that we can talk about more than one issue at once...you know what i probably am. the actions should definitely be the focus here (but tbh i really would love to talk about how sm released a statement about irene  vs. the current nct u guys offending an entire culture and sm saying nothing).
less related:
i also think the order of events in this issue is interesting and i wonder how it’s impacting people’s feelings about things. like in a normal situation it would go:
editor speaks out > someone discovers/reveals it’s irene > netizens are furious > sm releases a statement > irene apologizes
but how it actually went is:
editor speaks out > irene outs herself and apologizes > sm releases a statement > netizens are furious
like in the normal situation the apology is in response to the fury of netizens and is meant less to make amends with the offended party and more in response to backlash. now this is not, absolutely NOT to credit irene, i’m not gonna pat her on the back for doing the bare minimum after she fucked up lol. but i do think it’s interesting that, while normally the apology is the response and the anger dies down, the apology instead was tied to the accusation/revelation and now the only response that can be given to assuage netizen anger is something more severe than an apology. idk if this makes sense but i do think that the order of events here impacts netizen reactions.
here’s what i’ll say (echoing my earlier post a bit): if we lived in a society where the “punishment” for irene’s actions, no matter what it is, from a forced apology to being kicked out of the group, was equally levered on men and women, then okay. but here they actually have a situation where male idols are being let off easily happening at the exact same time, like it’s literally right in front of our faces and sm is showing nothing but their asses. this doesn’t mean not to punish irene, just that nct should be punished too.
tl;dr- i don’t have an opinion on what the result of this should be. she deserves to be condemned (i leave that vague on purpose) and i deeply respect those who dislike her. i’m not a reveluv so i don’t feel the sense of betrayal there, but i have been a service worker who was treated poorly by customers so the power dynamics implicated here make me kind of upset, remembering my own experience. at the same time, i’m not desi but I have experienced idols mock and disrespect my culture (i’m black) as well so the idea that the nct thing is completely irrelevant also leaves a bad taste in my mouth.
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anxiouslymalicious · 4 years
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hey selina! it's been so long,, i hope you're doing alright!! the whole virus thing is turning the world on its head and my lord it's annoying,, my bigass family is struggling to get groceries n such because people decided to panic buy entire stores and we're over here like 😐 anyway thankfully no one i know has gotten it (n i hope it stays that way) but yeah my family isn't freaking out that much over it cuz what's panicking gonna do? nothing. i just hope it settles soon -grace
Hiya Gracie! I missed ya!
I‘m doing quite alright I‘d say, yeah. It’s kind of bothering me that I‘m limited in my freedom (I mean we can’t really go out anymore and stuff, I really miss places like the bookstores and cinemas) but I‘ll survive. How are y‘all doing?
I hate those people. Grocery shopping is no fun anymore. Especially when you’re down to the last roll of tp and you really need one and have to literally wait at the store for an hour so we can actually get one of those packages that we need. I always imagined the apocalypse to be more fun but I never imagined that people would be so fuckinh worried about their toilet paper.
I don’t think anyone I personally know has caught the virus so far but we‘re literally living in the epicentre of the epidemic in Germany so that‘s kinda fun. We‘re limited in contact and going out and all that, I‘m currently kinda jobless and I don’t know when my next normal income will arrive so you are kind of forced to worry here. People always tell you not to but really how can you not when you can’t even live a normal life anymore? Every moment of our lives has something to do with this virus and it’s growing quite annoying.
I truly do hope things will calm down soon. I don’t want all my summer plans to be fucked up. Like the three concerts I bought tickets for or my plans of moving out. That would be so fuckinh sad.
I hope you‘re still doing well though, love. Stay safe in this crazy time!
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y0u-aint-shit-t0-m3 · 3 years
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Journal entries
December 11th 2018
I see no point in anything anymore, i am so lonely and sad. No one likes me and no one cares for me. I get myself into situations that i can't get out out of. I act out on the ones who love me, they shouldn't forgive me, but they do anyways.. 
I am just a big problem and i am misunderstood. No one knows how i feel half the time, it's so hard to describe. I feel like I couldn't be fixed even if i tired. 
I am so unmotivated and lazy, i try to get things done but i get to distracted and pulled into a cold spiral of depression or anxiety. It's hard to do anything now, i am so scared that i will never be good enough or i wont get into college or even get through this year alone.
I need to stop going to others for my own happiness and find it myself. I need to stop getting into relationships just to not feel lonely.  
My grades are dropping and i will never get anywhere, all my teachers and friends are disappointed in me and they also think i wont get anywhere either. 
Everyone is always worried about me because they think i will cut myself again or try and kill myself. I don't want to die i just want to be happy and be normal. 
I’m sick and tired of being so problematic and always sad or tired. But i am always sad and tired and i don't know what to do about it. 
I am always so paranoid and it's scary because sometimes i dont know whats real and whats not, sometimes i feel like i'm almost lucid dreaming or in a movie or something. I feel like i'm drifting and something is pulling me back and they won't let go. My mind gets all blurry and i can't focus, i feel like still things are moving on their own. 
I feel exhausted on days where i've had a good night's rest, i just dont want to feel like this anymore, it's a living hell. I want to be free from this feeling.. 
February 27th 2019
it’s a new year.. i thought things would get better but they have gotten worse. i’ve got a new therapist and she’s not helping. i’ve been cutting a lot lately and i’m very scared. sunday i cut very deep, there was a lot of blood. i felt nauseous and sick and the thing that scares me the most is that i thought i was done, i thought that i was gonna bleed out and hours later when it was about dinner time my parents would find me dead. but that didn’t happen i’m here and i’m alive. something that makes me terrified is that the one thing that i go to for release isn’t giving me that adrenaline and satisfaction that i’ve felt before and now i sit here and ask myself what am i gonna go to next, and i’m gonna go to hard drugs or even worse.. suicide.. i don’t want to die but the thing is that i black out when i cut and what if i was to cut to deep and actually bleed out and die. i don’t want that to happen.
while i type this i’m very scared and anxious, i’ve never thought that it would get like this. i would never think i would find myself in my room scared and out of control of my actions with harming myself. just one little accident and it would be all over. i could do it now but i don’t want to. i don’t want to ever die. i need to get my shit together, i know what i need to do to feel happy again but i don’t want to. saddens has consumed me and it’s so damn comfortable. i need to get my shit together, maybe tomorrow maybe in five years but i guess for now i will fake it.
2021 January 13th
I don't wanna do this anymore. I'm in such a deep depression I'm so tired and so exhausted and miserable. The only good thing I have going is my relationship and friends which I good but I want my home life to be okay. I could give a fuck less about school or anything really just so I can feel at home again so I can be happy. Its sucks because I  Rely so much on other people's emotions for my own. I can't be happy if everyone else isn't and i wanna fix it I wanna fix the way I feel but how do I do that when no body is listening. I'm 17, I don't have my license or a job, how am I suppose to find tools without having other tools. I need a therapist but they are so backed up even if I do put in an application for one ill be at the bottom of the list and it'll be probably a good month before I get one. I don't know what to do anymore.
February 22 2021 
I get it not everything is resolved around me, but what's it going to take for someone to notice I am so fucking alone, that I am constantly fighting with myself constantly fighting to stay alive, always wondering what I'm doing wrong always thinking everyone hates me. It fuckinh exhausting I am so fucking tired I let everyone walk all over me always taking advantage of my empathy. What is wrong with me what am I doing wrong for people to not like me, I hate the fake excuses to not talk to me, I hate the snarky comments and all the glares. I feel like im sinking and everyone else around me is swimming everyone else is floating along while I'm drowning I'm trying to hard to stay up above the water what I know how easy it would be to sink, I want to sink. But what's going to happen if I do sink, will I swim with the fish or will I be eaten up by the sharks. Will this ever end, will I ever stay afloat. Will I ever find the confidence or the strength or the tools to stay alive. 
April 11th 2021 
Yesterday you expressed to me that your not sure if you want to be with me and how I am pretty to much for you and your not sure if you want a relationship, we laid down and after a couple minutes I told you that 2 years ago today you first told me you loved me which was kinda ironic considering the circumstances. We then had sex, which I insisted only because I knew it would make everything better. You wanted me to go to a party that I really didn't wanna go to but I went because I knew if I didn't I had really lost you. You said so many different things that night how you know  you love me and how you care about me but how your mindset tells you otherwise and how you're not attached to me as much as I am to you. You left this morning and I texted you and asked how your day was and ypu ignored me. You said you are going to take me out to eat tonight but I just have this gut feeling that either 1 it's not going to happen or 2 it will and it'll be the last time I see you. I don't know if I can get past this, it hurts way to much. You're my best friend my person love I don't want to lose you I don't want to be alone I don't want to see you with other people. It's Hurts so much and I try and say it's my fault that it hurts so much because I overthink so much and that I just can't except love but I can but I say it's my fault so you won't leave. What else am I going to justify so you won't leave. I can't keep doing this. Maybe its just right person wrong timing, or maybe im just too fucked up to be loved by anyone. And the sad thing is If thinking about you and replaying our memories in my head is the closest thing to having you then I’ll do it no matter what . I’d drop everything to spend time with you but you wouldn’t do the same for me.
June 21st 2021 
God what has happened. I've repressed to my old feelings, old playlist, old memories etc.. suicide has been heavy on my brain the past few days, same with self harm and just leaving everything behind and leaving. I feel so lost and helpless and confused into why I am feeling like this again. I cried the other day, the same kind of cry a baby cries when it misses its mother. I have this thought in my head running back and forth of wether I'm okay or I'm not. I'm constantly catching myself spacing off into old memories, like 8th grade. The feeling of being so numb and so tired that nothing could ever fix this feeling like I am so comfortable and so certain that I'm going to feel like this forever. I feel like a zombie. I feel bored. I feel useless. I feel tired, not the sleep tired. Just tired. Tired of pushing and pulling. My brain feels like mush. My body feels heavy and weightless at the same time. My chest feels tight and my eyes feel heavy. I feel comfortably miserable. I miss when I never had to give a shit about anything like school and work and dissipating people. I've done so good lately and held my shit together so well and it's so surprising because deep down I am screaming and begging for a break for someone to say it's okay to feel like shit and have them not be disappointed in me for falling apart. I think about the day I'll let someone read these entries, I think about the day that I'm completely giving up and I release these all over social media. I know that sounds desperate but maybe someone would read these and think maybe there not alone. I feel like I would scare everyone if they knew how I felt. I wonder what I'm feeling is valid of bullshit or maybe its just my hormones or seasonal depression. Or maybe it's just my day to day life. Something I'm going to have to deal with for the rest of my life. (Keyword maybe means yes it's your everyday life) 
June 22nd 2021 
We're on a "break". I don't even know how to feel, I should be crying right now begging you to not leave and to love me and to just change. But I'm not, I'm so calm and unbothered and just numb. I'm so fucking numb. It's like I don't even care it's like im already over it. I guess I wasn't surprised. I don't really have much to say. But I can say this is going to hit me like a train. One little thing, and I think I'm going to snap. 
September 8th 2021
I don't think I can keep doing this anymore, I don't think I can keep fighting. I don't want to, I don't want to deal with these feelings. I can't remember the last time I actually felt okay. I want to feel normal again. I am losing myself. I am losing my mind and I am trying so fucking hard to hold on. I feel like a prop in some shitty movie. I feel like I'm just a background character, if that makes any sense. I am constantly scared, I am constantly having these thoughts of hurting myself. I keep dreaming of better days but everyday is just a nightmare. I  think of admitting myself somewhere, like sending myself away. Somewhere where I don't have to worry about this shit. Somewhere safe, somewhere there are people like me and understand me.
September 15 2021
I  find myself thinking about sending myself away, not because i need to just because i want to. I guess you could say “ need in one hand and want in the other and see which one fills up faster” but i honestly have come to the point where nothing feels real anymore, nothing feels good anymore. Everything hurts everything is scary and everything is unfair. Life is so unfair. Its even worse that i continuously have shitty things happen to me. I have so much untreated trauma that i think im coming to the point where i dont care anymore. I dont care about anything. I don't feel like existing, trying, dealing or fuckinh anything. I can't feel anything, I am so numb. Numb to my core. I am so desperate to feel better. I am going to feel like this forever, I am always going to be a broken person with a broken heart with a broken mindset. 
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raspberryjellies · 7 years
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High and low nights
On a whopper Wednesday After putting my sad leftover cold whopper into the fridge to be forgotten I Hat gotten drunk that night an devoured that cold leftover slightly moist and a little slimey burger down like it was the greatest food every tasted. That is how I have been kicking my fuvking shit ass anorexia/bulimic symptoms. Slowly I thought that that was a good idea, to save myself something that I love while high and drunk, you know, taking care of me. So I would do it once in a while when I could, like oh fuck yeah gonna get like six burgers that you'll force me into eating (my fucked up horder mother) fuck then I like have to force myself to stand up and be like, no I am not hungry now I'll try to eat it later (and that is so hard to do because she always fuvking shoots me with -well you'll never eat it later it's such a waste-) and I have to stand my fucking ground and tell her you know what it does actually matter if it does "get wasted" (most likely fed to the dog [yeah we give him scraps he's able to eat {basically not like onions or grapes or the other stuff they say is bad for dogs}]) and then I finally put it in the fridge and then get myself wasted so I can actually eat the stupid food later. Then I discovered that me getting high actually turns things that are completely fine and normal, but my brain turns everything into worse that it is and sometimes my brain tries to tell me things like I'm delusional and that what I can't see is that it's moldy and maggots are crawling through it, so my brain destroys all desire I have for food incase the edible food infront of m is actually an illusion, my brain shuts that off when I'm high. Like all food is undesirable, so I couldn't really tell which ones I liked enough to go through the bad things for. I didn't know I could like some enough to fight the bad things for that food. So I wouldn't discrimin against food but would eat a lot of fast food garbage simply because it didn't give me enough time to acknowledge it's presence and over analyze its existence. But when I get high, I realise, that I am allowed to eat things once undesirable but now I am able to recognize which of the good things I like. And I fuckinh hate most candy or chocolate bars. I have shit snack food all over. I hate the gross life style my mother forced me into. I fucking hate fast food. Unless it's in small snack quantities while running about with friends while having fun, you are allowed a fucking cheat snack day if you are just having tons of fun being active to the point you don't even realise you are doing all the good things in normal subconscious everyday life. I want to clean up Satan's cage and make sure he is okay then I want to get high make dinner for breakfast just incase I can eat at that time, and if I'm not much of a hungry mood (because my stomach is stretched and fucked and hella weird hungry levels are completely sporadic) but then I can put that food way for "leftovers for dinner". I'll then get up and do my normal things like get ready for the day and get properly dressed and like do basic grooming (maybe shower, wash face, maybe brush teeth and make sure to moisturize) and hen I want to do the cleaning things like clean my room up, put things away I forgot, bring any dishes downstairs, probably do them, then get on the laundry and then maybe watch a few shows or find something more productive to do like learn something amazing! Before getting dinner and settling down to rest and watch some shows. I'll rest later and do more calming productive things. This is my ideal day right now, functioning. I still also need to factor this around a job and the gym but I'm not ready to throw too much on my plate when I can't even eat a meal without being sick like calm down family I need to live first. But my ideal day is brushing my teeth, and showering and cleaning Satan's cage and making food and eating it. I can do this once every 4-8 days at a time. I have forced myself to have better days closer together instead of once ever 26 days. I would feel fake for 26 days and then one day I would break and become real, me, happy, and feeling things other than anxiety fueled emotions. I couldn't handle this, my depression had become my normal to the point I glitched out when I became happy. I had the worse day ever feeling joy and fun things. Because every day after was 100extra things to have anxiety over including "who am I and why does my whole life feel like a lie?" It's fucking weird to think I'm come this close to the best me ever but the risks to fall right now are equal to or greater than the good happy positive outcomes. Like, I'm almost down to Les bad days than good days, and I'm slowly but surely determined to grab it because I'm not letting my fear or anxiety stopping me from trying to grab it! Who cares it I don't reach that goal of functional? Because I can keep fuckinh reaching! I'm doing so much better already. I'm already somewhere up in the fucking stars from where I started. I'm gonna keep fucking going. Keep fucking doing the best I can. I'm gonna figure this shit out. I'm gonna fucking be an amazing adult. One day I'll be able to use high as an excuse to eat properly, and then after that, I won't need being high as an excuse. I want to be able to fucking live my life. I want to stand tall as an adult confident as fuck. I want to show the world me, and I'll fucking fight for my place in it. I will be able to function. One day, I'll wake up and I'll be off weed, I won't need it anymore unless it's for like a party or something lol I'll be able to get up and go to a job and live and have proper non abusive relationships with people that dont want destroy me. One day I will feel safe. One day I will feel pure joy and comfort. One day I know I'll get better if I don't pussy out and avoid my feelings. I gotta fucking hit this shit on head first. Face it like a fucking man. Take it on and dominate it with everything in my heart. Put in my all. I will fucking destroy myself that I am now. Because the me I look to in the future needs more room to grow.
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GOD BLESS YOUR SOUL1. you woke up naked to the last person you texted, what would you say?probably something along the lines of “sarah what the fuck”2. what’s going on between you and the last person you kissed?they asked me this! we are still very good friends3. if your bf or gf was into drugs, would you care?nah4. is your last name longer than six letters?it’s exactly six letters5. was your last kiss drunk or sober?sober, ive never been drunk6. have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up?idk, i mean that girl i asked out earlier this month hardcore rejected me so i guess technically i messed it up by asking her bc we aren’t friends anymore but she was kind of a dick so i don’t care7. what does your last received text say?“ur bio on tumblr is my old bio but with there must be added and ur info and that’s amazing good taste lad”8. how many times have you kissed the last person u kissed?idk i didn’t count and the last one was over a year ago so it’s been a while 9. where was your last kiss at?idk i think it was ur house??10. when is the last time you saw your sister?like fifteen minutes ago11. what do you drink in the morning?usually water, sometimes juice12. where did you sleep last night?my bed13. do you think relationships are hard? i mean, i suppose so. everything is pretty hard, especially when it involves love. but isn’t it supposed to be? if there aren’t hard parts or struggles, then how are the good parts any good? this is not to say that abusive relationships are any at all good, if your partner is hurting you a lot, physically or emotionally, then it’s not worth the good parts. 14. if you could go back and change something in the past five months, would you?nah, my past five months have been alright. i don’t really regret anything i did.15. you’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems?how many times do i have to tell you we are good friends no there are no problems16. would you rather it be sunny or rainy?depends, i don’t want all sunny or all rainy. but i love summer rain, so17. do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?no, i do know people who’s first name are my middle name18. are you wearing jeans, sweatpants, or pajama pants?leggings and a skirt bitch19. do you think you will be in a relationship three years from now?god i hope so20. does anyone like you?i know for a fact that at least one person does21. have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S?no, ive got multiple friends with s names though so which one of you wants to change that ;^)22. is the last person you kissed gay?oh you fuckinh bet23. is there a person you cannot stand?of course, donald trump24. have you ever considered getting a tattoo?of course! i actually do have a stick and poke25. in the past week have you cried?well this week just started, i did cry last week tho26. what breed was the last dog you saw?idk27. do you dry off in the shower or outside the shower?outside28. have you ever kissed a football player?nope29. do you think you’re old?im 14, so no30. do you like text messaging?yeah, its p cool31. what type of day are you having?alright, pretty gay32. have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?yeah, i def want piercings33. do you prefer warm or cold weather?i used to say cold, but warmer weather makes me so happy lately, it’s usually spring or summer when i fall hard for people so34. is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to youdan avidan35. would you prefer a relationship or a fling?relationship36. are you a simple or complicated person?i dont know37. what song are you listening to?when the day met the night by p!atd38. when you say you’re sorry do you mean it?yes39. is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?ah i’m confused about genders and stuff of my friends sometimes, ive got two really close friends, one is genderfluid so sometimes they’re a girl and they know pretty much everything about me, the other idk?? she calls herself a girl sometimes but i’m still unsure but she knows nearly everything40. what made you start liking the person you like now?idk. it really just kind of happened? i think it’s that they make me laugh, which is super important to me41. when did you last get a text message?maybe an hour ago??42. what is wrong with you right now?i’m afraid of my friends not liking me, not caring, fuckin it up :)43. how well do you know the last female you texted?GENDER IS CONFUSING SO IDK WHAT COUNTS AND WHAT DOESN’T44. does anyone disgust you?donald trump, mike pence45. would you date someone right now if they asked?depends46. are you in a good mood right now?i’m alright i guess47. who was the last person you talked to in person?my mom48. what color shirt are you wearing?navy blue kinda49. has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear?don’t think so50. anyone you’re giving up on?nah51. do you hate the person you fell the hardest for?no no no52. have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t?i once thought about giving up on a friendship, but couldn’t.53. do you like rain?no, i hate myself (i like the actual rain tho, especially in summer)54. do you care if your gf/bf drinks? so long as they aren’t getting hurt and it’s not unhealthy55. have you ever liked somebody and never told them?yep56. do you like to cuddle?YES, who wants to fucking cuddle i will give you forever love57. are you shy?i have social anxiety58. do you get along with girls?yes i love them59. have you dated the last person you texted?yes, actually because after the long time it took to answer all these the last person i texted is different from the last person i had texted when i started this. the last person i texted was the asker lol60. what do you carry with you at all times?my phone, chapstick, lipstick, and pads61. if you were paid 1 million dollars to spend one night in a supposed haunted house, would you?well i’m super paranoid and scared of the dark so i’d def need someone to come with me but for i million dollars, that so much money man so probably62. do you think you can last in a relationship for five months?yeah63. think back to october, were you in a relationship?no64. the person you like kissed you on the forehead, do you find this cute?YES FUCK ME UP65. did anything cute happen in the last week?person i have a crush on existed and they’re cute as hell so yes66. how old are the last three people you kissed?LOL IVE KISSED ONE PERSON they’re fifteen67. would you rather pay people to get your nails done or do them yourself?i always do them myself68. which do you like better, zebra print or leopard print?neither i don’t like animal print69(lol). do you have any stickers on your car?i don’t have a car, my mom’s has a bunch of bernie stickers tho70. would you rather listen to luke brian or lil wayne?yeah i don’t listen to either so no idea71. blackberry, andriod, or iphone?iphone72. when’s the last time you had a pizza from pizza hut?uhhhhh i was like 1173. do you like diet soda?never had it74. what color are the walls in your room?pink75. are you 16 or older?already said, i’m 14 so no76. do you watch pretty little liars?no77. do you have a job?nope78. what are your initials?REO (i haven’t written them out since my name change over a year ago, wild)79. did you ever have braces?no, i am missing an entire adult tooth tho80. are you from the south?nah81. what does your last status on facebook say?i don’t really use facebook, only for messaging and seeing drama club updates82. do you still talk to the first person you kissed? yeah did it today83. are you closer to your mom or dad?my dad died when i was eight so by default, my mom84. have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics?nope85. what’s the last movie you saw in theaters?i think it was the ghostbusters reboot86. do you smoke?nah87. would you rather wear heels or flip flops?heels88. is your phone touch screen?yeah89. do you normally wear your hair straight or curly?i don’t have hair, my head is shaved. i used to wear it straight, but if i had time i would’ve curled it every morning (curly hair makes me weak tbh)90. have you ever snuck out of your house?nah91. would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool?a pool92. have you ever made out in a car?i have kissed in a car, but it was not making out93. had sex in a car?never had sex anywhere94. are you single or in a relationship?single95. what were you doing last night at midnight?sleeping (wow me sleeping at a somewhat reasonable time?)96. when’s the last time you saw fireworks?probably on the fourth of july97. do you like the camera on your phone?it’s ok98. have you ever had a friend with benefits?if the benefit is their love then yes99. have you ever passed out from drinking?no100. are you friends with people on facebook you actually hate?i don’t really use facebook101. have you ever had a pregnancy scare?lol no i’ve never had sex102. name your fav kesha song:tik tok probably lol103. do you have any tan lines right now?it’s winter, no104. would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts?i rarely wear shorts, let alone cowboy boots
tysm for asking!!!!
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