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angelsarecomputers · 5 months

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Telling people to kill themselves because they decide to watch eurovision is hella cringe. Idc what your reasons are but telling people to commit suicide is not fucking okay, never.

3.) stick your dick and/or pussy into a meat-shredder, liberal

#oooh telling people to kill themselves is 'hella cringe' is it? ooh i'll make note of that boss #dont worry again you lovely heckin smol bean genocide enabler #watching eurovision is basically putting money in israel's pockets. if you're funding zionists i actually do think you deserve to die #or at the very least suffer horribly #now fuck off and stop bothering me

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umblrspectrum · 1 year

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mspaint is so fun when i've got no fucking idea what im doing

#honestly this was just like #my bf and a friend both use mspaint sometimes/always so i wanted to try it out #im not used to no stabilizer but its working i think #the fucking fill tool SUCKS though #where the FUCK is my ONE PIXEL WIDE GAP #but yea i like mspaint #just add layers and we're all cool #no im not even going to bother trying to shade this #i got so cocky after Those Two Drawings and i've now realizing i still have no fucking idea what im doing #anyways incase you haven't noticed im trying to incorporate a couple more curves into my style #instead of just pure sharp edges #i like it a lot more tbh #murder drones #murder drones n #serial designation n #mspaint #art #i feel like using the “artwork” tag is a bit pretentious of me for what are just sketches so im going to stop using it #if i feel especially bad later then i'll go through the rest of my posts and take it off there too #if i cannot replicate this style in clip then im just fucking moving to mspaint

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emmavakarian-theirin · 21 days

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#anaesthetic does wonders for my skin which has always been weird to me #now onto the shitty stuff because i woke up during the surgery TWICE and after the second time they didn't bother give me something to numb #-the pain because it was nearly over?#and they did procedures on me. 1 - grab samples to see how far the cancer has spread and then #2 - cut out said cancer based off the results #because the last 2 operations they didn't cut it all out #but the real kicker here is they didn't wait for results and operated anyway #and therefore they potentially didn't get it all again and i'll need surgery again and today was a waste #anyway i started crying on the surgery table and couldn't stop and i was so fucking angry and tired #how have i been fucked over and over again like this like what the actual fuck is happening #it's like there's no communication or plenty of miscommunication #not just between me but the doctors too #the last few months have been so surreal like i feel like it's all a dream and can be undone because wtf. I don't feel human

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bunnihearted · 4 months

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i dont know how why or when it happened but i dont like that i get so much activity on my blog :( i made this blog to vent, and now bc more ppl see it, it means more ppl report my posts and i cant post abt sh or mental illness without being scared my blog's gonna get nuked... like im a freak in a mental hospital why do normies have to perceive me and then get all uppity abt what i post abt and then report me like go awayyyyy leave me aloneeeee :(( it annoys me so much but sadly when that point is reached u cant revert it. ppl are just gonna see my posts and report it and it makes me so angryyyyyy like why are u even online if u are incapable of curating your own space (without forcefully removing someone else's safe space) and just learning how to ignore ppl........ like fuck off and leave ppl alone

#like oh im soryyyyyy does my sui ideations and sh bother u? boooohooooooooooooo #im not forcing u to look at my blog #but to remove the ONLY safe space i have just bc YOU get upset like a whiny little baby reading smth scawyyyyy :(((( is a major dick move #🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️#i just cant imagine reporting someone else's vent post #just go away? wtf is wrong with u... how can u even be online if u get that upset...#kay why ess ..... 🙄#yes i said it! i said kay why ess. is that scawyyyy fori? 😣#for u* im so irritated i cant even type #genuinely just fuck off !!!! >.<#im actually so annoyed like kayyyyy whyyyyyy essssssssssssss #yes im gonna speak in twitter speak now bc u cant run to daddy (tumblr) and report me for saying kay why ess #kay why ess could mean anythin!!! u dont know! cant prove it 🙄#ugh... this is how i get when other ppl ruin my safe space just bc they get uncomfyyyy :((( poor babies :(((( so scawyyy so sad :(#f... u. f u. fufufuufufufufufu.#ok i'll stop now. but yeah plz kay why ess

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randum-famdoms · 2 months

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GODS FUCKING DAMNIT WHY DID MY PARENTS DECIDE THAT A HOUSE LESS THAN 100 FEET AWAY FROM A HIGHWAY WAS A GOOD FUCKING IDEA

#I HAVE A FUCKING MIGRANE AND THE SEMITRUCKS AND MOTORCYCLES AND ASSHOLE BLARING BASE MUSIC SOUND LIKE THEYRE INCHES AWAY FROM MY EARS #IF THE NEIGHBORS START FAILING TO FIX THEIR DAMN BOAT OR BLARING MUSIC AGAIN I WILL TELL MY DAD TO GO SCREAM AT THEM #NORMALLY IM NICE BUT RIGHT NOW MY BRAIN IS TRYING TO KILL ME I DONT HAVE ENERGY FOR THIS BULLSHIT #but for now the neighbors are behaving it’s just the fucking highway I can’t move #FUCK a train better not go by tonight #we also live less than 100 feet from a major railway :)#I don’t know why my parents thought this house was the one to buy but I CANT FUCKING CHANGE THAT NOW CAN I #can’t wait to move out I swear to fuck #this is why I shouldn’t have chronic pain I become murderous when I’m hurting #silently screaming shaking with murderous intent at every little thing that bothers me #reaching for the nearest sharp object #but guess who has chronic pain from scoliosis and collapsed foot arches and neck problems that cause headaches and migraines?#THIS motherfucker right here; THATS who!#maybe I should stop ranting in the tags now and eat my chicken sandwich before the meds wear off #ooohh I should as my mom if it’s a good idea to take my loopy drugs #idk if they’re okay to mix with Tylenol or not #OH MY FUCKING GODS A TRAIN JUSF WENT BY #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #IM GOING TO FUCKING KILL SOMEONE #PROBABLY THE REALATOR WHO SAID THAT THESE TRACKS ARENT OPERATIONAL #anyway as I was saying I dunno if hydroxdezine (probably misspelled that) is okay to mix with Tylenol #but it’s great for when I don’t want to be conscious and rn that’s how I feel #imma stop now #randum thots

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whoblewboobear · 2 months

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The way I had every intention to be productive this weekend and did none of it bc I know I’m in for some shit the minute I walk into that stupid office

#I finished the t-shirt design for HR lady right and she came in twice about it (could’ve been an email truly)#then when she DID said an email she just forgot that we fully did discuss putting the gross 75th anni. Logo on it #so her email was just that #and I did forget to respond to the email- like I skimmed it and then went ‘we talked about this’ but I’m not allowed to be a smart ass over #email anymore because when sales reps were being especially rude and disrespectful to my coworker and I #I’d waste no time to put them in their place #it took two fucking years of complaining for them to not treat us like shit and to give us deadline that aren’t same day/next day #like two years of me forcing my bosses hand to actually stand up for us for him to tell them to back off #I stopped dealing with it #my coworker does now bc I can’t be bothered to argue with assholes anymore #anyway yeah I- I truly do not check my email often so by the time EOD rolled around I wasn’t checking #but I know HR lady will be in my inbox bright and early :/#but on the bright side I’ll have the art room to myself Monday+Tuesday bc my coworker is leaving~~~~~#so I’m gonna try and be productive Monday so I can rest and relax at my desk Tuesday #then pretend I’ve been productive when I meet with my gross awful boss Wednesday morning #ugh #I need a new job bad #I hate this one #it’s fine but god is it boring and not creative at all #I love graphic design I do I really do but when it’s just sign making with pre-made templates it’s soooo fucking boring #So this weekend I just got high and yesterday a lil tipsy to feel a lil crossfade #I truly haven’t done shit bc if I think about Monday I’ll scream #personal

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julilentille · 3 months

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#trying to make my coworkers understand that I’m perfectly ok with my desk facing a wall but them insisting and me being Like I can’t you #will fuck my concentration #so they propose some Kind of shield and me saying yes because I don’t want to Talk about it anymore. it will work but I’m going to have a #shit posture at my desk.#and I need to find a Poster or something to put on the old transparent COVID shield.#anyway!! god I miss my old coworker!! she really is an Angel.#I didn’t have to Go put of my way and didn’t Even know why I cluldn’t work Face to Face with a shot tone of cable and a moving coworker #in front of me.#and even now with autism diagnostic I feel like 90% of people just Like do a Little but just not to be label as a dick #I asked my new coworkers to down me lights half of them complained (I even told them I would freaking bring them desk lamps) I had #debilating migraine After a day of work.#they stop complaining and begun being careful after they saw my 340€ tinted glasses #Like you Are doing something so you are not lying #no you fucking fucker I’m not lying or faking my autism.#I Never needed them before because my colleague was a decent human being #so when I told her lights bother me she freaking turn off the big ligh and bough a freaking desk lamp #Anyway I missed venting in Tag here.

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emmebearpaw · 4 months

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Keeping my thoughts short as I find trying to write about my emotions just makes me feel them longer as I continue feeling them while writing about them. Do you ever find yourself wishing something upon yourself that would objectively make your life harder because “then it would be easier to make things make sense”. Like, no brain, having more symptoms of neurodivergence wouldn’t make things better except for in the very specific situation of diagnosis. It would just make our life harder the rest of the time. No dysphoria isn’t something to want either. Yes it would make it easier to parse out what the gender situation actually is. In both fronts we just have to be ok with never investigating and never getting an answer, because investigating is miserable due to how unhappy it makes me and without investigating I can’t get an answer. Now please stop thinking about myself and stop feeling the stomach void TM plus nausea.

#my post #Hi there irls I know you are probably not seeing this #I know it’s a running gag that I should see a psychiatrist and get diagnosed. I don’t meet enough criteria #I can’t give exact details as true to what I’ve mentioned I’ve banned myself from looking at the dsm for myself because it makes me miserab #There aren’t enough things to say I’m neurodivergent and something is… off about me or whatever that people can seem to clock there is #Something is but there isn’t enough and I’m going fucking insane about this again #Just sometimes my brain decides it can’t be a girl. That I need to fix it now. I have a binder. Put it on now. It screams as I am busy #And my binder is at home because I’m fucking fine most of the time. My current binder makes my chest too flat. I should get a shittier bind #It says. I don’t have opinions on pronouns except for when I do #oh hey they changed again.#Is my gender fluid? Do I just have dysphoria sometimes and not others? Why is my default state “idgaf” which is so hard to read #Pick a fucking lane me. Stop standing there #Except fucking moving means making myself miserable in the investigation process to pick a side #And so the easiest place to live is on the line between the lanes. I only get clipped by mirrors occasionally. It’ll take months of misery #To try to move again. So here I live.#In between.#I failed at keeping this short. I feel worse than when I started #Why do I bother writing out my emotions at all. It seems like distraction and then bed is always the best option.#Have a good (time of day)

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kittlyns · 4 months

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It is so insane to feel everyone getting sick of you. Like goddamn I'm sorry I'm going through what may be my worst year yet but you putting up with me is somehow equivalent to christ on the fucking cross all of a sudden.

#really just goes to show that ultimately people close to you may not care abt your mental health as soon as it starts to affect them #we can talk abt depression and burnout and exhaustion until the cows come home but the second you stop putting on a happy optimistic facade #no one gives a shit anymore and you should suck it up so you're not bothering others #which is crazy. cuz I try to keep my problems to myself. I internalize a lot of the anguish I feel on a daily basis so no one else has #to deal with it.#but I've had a really bad. really long. exhausting and excruciating few weeks. and then you tell me the one thing I've had to look forward #to isn't gonna happen bc of some stupid shit. like fine. whatever. the apathy is kicking in so I'll get over it faster.#but god forbid you sulk for a night.#god forbid you be sad and disappointed and stressed when literally everything in your life sucks at the moment.#guess I'll put those yucky emotions away and go back to being yout stupid fucking court jester or whatever #it's all rage now. can't use that one either tho.#they gotta do this shit on my one Saturday off this month too. god forbid I have one fucking day.

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louiswilliamtomlinsons · 11 months

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#well today i found out my adhd medication makes me more talkative #supposedly because i am able to organize my thoughts better and there’s a reduction in anxiety and all the constant stream of thoughts #i feel like i’ve talked A LOT today #i’m very sleepy but i still want to talk #it’s kinda funny i was already talkative but now it’s like i can’t stop #also being sleepy as a side effect #i guess it relaxes you?#but also the longer the day goes the medication wears off and it leaves you tired #yesterday i went to bed at 10 something pm #which is insane because i usually go from going to sleep from 2am to 5am #i’ve always had this anxiety about sleeping because it felt like i was missing real life #hmm something to discuss with my therapist next visit #but yeah i am able to organize my thoughts and my brain feels calmer #also happy to report intrusive thoughts haven’t bothered me!!! my brain is finally shutting the fuck up in regards to that #also i feel like i’m able to absorb information and understand better? before as much as i tried i just couldn’t #i really like that a lot #logan.txt #adventures in adhd

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bowithoutadaemon · 6 months

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There is ~drama~ between some people and I have accidentally put myself in the middle of it.

#Like two month ago I was like ''hey person A we basically haven't hung out yet outside of political work. Wanna hang out?''#Because idk they might be cool? But the first free day we could find was tomorrow #And then in the last month some stuff happened between person A and some peeps we work with #I was basically oblivious to how much it bothered those peeps and yesterday they told me that they actually want person A to fuck off #Like entirely fuck off and stop working with us. And now I KNOW that #Do I bail on hanging out? But they might be cool? Definitely shouldn't say anything #... this feels very much like the sort of bullshit that I got myself into back in high school lol

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sonknuxadow · 2 years

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i think it would be the plot twist of the century if rescuesonic3 and that one person who was sending weird graphic asks about sonic characters to everybody a while back were the same person

#i know i said before that i wouldnt say their url publicly but they deactivated that specific blog so i dont feel bad about it now #do people even remember the torture guy #if you dont remember or just werent into sonic at the time basically they were spamming random sonic fans with asks and dms #that were just long ass messages about how they would torture or kill certain sonic characters #and bad things that they wish would happen to them. it was So weird #and they had like a million different blogs because people kept blocking them and they wouldnt take that as a sign to fuck off #i remember they kept bothering me for months even after they stopped sending stuff to every single sonic blog ever #but rescuesonic3 seems to be targeting sonic movie blogs specifically rather than general sonic blogs #and also they dont really talk about the same characters that torture guy liked to focus on #so maybe they are different people. but i cant help but wonder because some of the stuff theyre saying has a similar vibe #they havent interacted with me at all but i feel like now that im saying something about it its gonna summon them LMAO

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trees-to-meet-you · 1 year

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In theory I love them but in practice they make me fucking insane. I’m going to fucking kill them.

#miraculous ladybug #mlb #marinette dupain cheng #adrien agreste #honestly i don’t wanna bother tagging every corner of the love square so just know no matter what they make me go batshit #i have been screaming at the tv nonstop. for like three hours.#STOP BEING GROSS AND LOVEY ITS BAD #stupid fucking adrien just saying marinette as he goes through his morning stupid fucking marinette trying to flirt with cat noir #shut the fuck up #die.#go back to finding out who hawk moth or monarch or w/e tf his name is now is #fuck off.#SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU ARE FOURTEEN YOU CANT DO SHIT #GROSS.

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lavender-femme · 10 months

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