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julykings · 9 months

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#autumn I love u ….. had such a nice night last night !!!#worked rlly hard at the gym + came home + smoked and walked Winston right around sunset it was sooo beautifulll walking around the #neighborhood looking at the little sliver of the moon hearing ppl’s band practice in their garage seeing the birds 😌#did laundry and packed for my bday trip this weekend!#then watched buffy and did a longggg stretch routine with all my pretty bedroom lights #it was the last ep of season 4 actually I really loved it..!!!!!!#today is going to be long as hell dude going to run and get a haircut before work then I’m in the lab alll dayyyy until 8 pm 😴#lecturing and demo-ing monotype in class today tho so I can be more hands on :-) yay #ok . this turned into a little diary entry hahaha #hope u have a wonderful day <3 #personal

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silusvesuius · 5 days

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nnnnnnnnnnnnno maa'am

#my want to draw traditionally literally split me open for the past week and leaves me literally depressed i'm so serious i can't even look -#- @ my art programs without wanting to throw up omfg should;ve never picked up those pencils #but it's ok i just needed a nap #something so relatable about them i think nelvas has something in it for everyone meanwhile eltl is secluded art museum.#it's very possible to walk around in neloth's and talvas' brains but eltl is off limits. they will NOT! get no drawings like this outta me #wtf r they thinking ........#< eltl not nelvas #something nobody on dis earth can understand ..........#talvas wants to live he likes living but neloth's presence is so strong that it overrides and deletes his will to live.#bruuuuuuuuh #i bet the feeling of neloff is in everything he does if they ever part ways he won't be able to fold clothes or anythign without wanting -#- 2 cry . for what reason . idk bc neloth once yelled at him for folding clothes like shit .what am i on rn #(talvas thoughts mode) I want this old man to hug meeee😢😢😢#NELOFF DO IT and smash him too before i do it first .#me and neloth are the same person tho so it doesn;t matter but w/e #i'm getting emotional over them right now this cannot be real #i love her .... (Skyr1m)#i opened the game for .5 minutes today to take pics of a character uight what a beautiful game.#Te/s having such extensive lore ruins the whole entire game and the franchise but whatever . skyr1m is an art piece that's just how i feel #also this might be a very hard pill to swallow for some people but t*lvas is literally a kin Vessel for young women that keep getting -#- hit on by men twice or thrice their age when they're just trying to live their life .#this feels so profound to me i need dis shit inmy discord bio right NOEW.#Talvas................................#(eyes watering) (holding palm out)#suicide //#just in case but this tag would've gone crazy with my drawings of ulfr*c from late 2022 where i drew him with slit wrists. very artsay #is it not. i didn't like neither of those drawings tho i need to revisit cus i can feel ulfr*c on a diffaraaant level #when will i run out of tags. the way you can tell i just LUH talvas look at me drawing his hair in that second pic 😑BRU #look at me also trying to replicate pencils digitally in the first.. hmmm i don't hate it #at least it soothes me and i don't have pencil withdrawal

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todayisafridaynight · 1 month

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#masadai #rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 2 #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza series #yakuza 7 #yakuza like a dragon #daigo dojima #masato arakawa #ryo aoki #snap sketches #my house had a black out until literally like three hours ago when i got home from running errands with my sister #and i was already almost done with this so i decided to finish it before bed #please take this half serious as most masadai things should be taken this was simply the funniest chart i saw #in tandem with the timing of my inbox this morning jlkvjaerlkjve #gonna direct people to this post whenever i get asked about masadai now #ok goodnight i have a busy day ahead of me in. an hour #sorry if you cant read my handwriting my friend's mom says i write really small cause im insecure and she's probably right #better bust out those magnifying glasses !!!! for now goodnight

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braceletofteeth · 1 year

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Get out! Get out of here!

#tale of the nine tailed 1938 #lee yeon #lee miho #and a bunch of extras #1x04 #gifset #*#//#true. the cinema is not a place for a crying baby. even when you're running from the police.#but also f*** all of you who have learned to cry on the inside and would rather everyone did the same. you're cowards.#especially the ones that are mean to kids about it #YOU HAVE NEVER CRIED BEFORE‚ HUH? NEVER FELT SCARED OR SAD OR HUNGRY‚ HUH?#GOOD FOR YOU.#ok maybe I'm too passionate about it suhdgdshdhd I loved this part and didn't find it anywhere to reblog so I had to make it myself 🥲#can't believe the first 1938 gifs I try to edit are from a dark scene inside a movie theater ushasinshchd I know it looks awful I'm sorry #but that's what we got for today (Crying Rights)

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zappedbyzabka · 3 months

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They’re fighting

#Lighting isn’t right but I use a free app ok #Dw they’ll hug it out later #and fuck it out #but not before Ruben runs off into the arms of more dangerous men and Chris has to find him without getting killed #They’re both under the impression that they’ve been broken up with. and Chris is at a loss to where Ruben could even be at first #But after the whump. there’s a bruised Chris gently rocking into a crying and guilty but relieved Ruby.#ruben x chris #Nah Chris was THIS 🤏 close to dead. Almost got stabbed with a kitana #He knows THEATER not shootfighting

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bonetrousledbones · 2 years

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do u ever think about how crazy it is that undertale came out with its insane amount of unambiguously queer characters in fucking 2015

#trousled rambles #undertale #MAYBE this is just the byproduct of my being 11 in 2015 but while i know things were still getting more normalized back then #i'm fairly certain queer stories weren't anywhere NEAR as accepted as they are now #steven universe was running but iirc it was only just starting to clearly show its gay shit.. its so wild to me idk #hell obergefell v. hodges was only passed 3 months before ut came out. 3 months!!!!!!#you could point at literally any NPC in this game and say that they use they/them pronouns and you'd be more likely to be right than wrong #listen its that time of year again where i start getting emotional about this game ok its just such a treasure man its so much to me!!!!!!!!#it was given a lot of credit for being groundbreaking when it came out for its story & battle system yeah and it def deserved it #but i haven't seen much recognition of this aspect which i think should also be appreciated!! so much!!!!!!

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mymarifae · 2 months

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stupid fucking titty window distracted me on my first few watches (don,xt talk to me ok) but he has his hand held behind his back here... clutching his chips for dear life.. hiding the way he's shaking.........

#oh kakavasha for a guy who actively risks his life in hopes that something will finally just fucking kill him #and who is so sure of the value of his life (nothing) you sure are very scared to die huh #think it's like. he wants to die because he doesn't want this life and given his track record it seems death is his only way out #but he wants A life #but he doesn't really believe that's possible at this point so he just gets more and more reckless #how far can he go until his lucky streak finally runs out...?#but he wants a life!!!!! why can't his luck ever give him the opportunity to claim his freedom and have A LIFE!!!!!#also he's just like. scared. natural fears #he doesn't want it to hurt. he doesn't want to suffer more right before he breathes his last breath #and he's scared of the unknown aspect of it. what's after this? where will his existence go? will anyone even remember him?#will anyone even care?#he seems to be more at peace with the unknown and the 'pointless' struggle against death after his conversation with acheron #now he just needs to finish surviving his last gamble.. and maybe he can have A life #ok brain turned off my blood sugar just dropped ibcan't finish this coherently #AVENTURINE. AUSGH

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mightbemod · 1 year

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ik Johnny's wheelchair doesn't show up in the manga a lot but GOD i wish we got his wheelchair with his figure I think it would be so cool.

Like Pol obviously got his, so they're fully capable of making wheelchairs! IT EVEN HAS A WORKING BREAK thats so nifty!!!

Tbh im genuinely considering buying the Polnareff figure to repaint his wheelchair and give it to Johnny, im sorry Pol </3 assuming their figures are about the same size that is. I'll have to check.

Surely someone's done that before already right? pleaaase share if so :]

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seventh-district · 1 month

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not even gonna tag this properly bc i don't wanna get Involved but i do have some Thoughts i need to get out into the void so here we go

(aaa quick edit: CW for mention/discussion of Boothill leaks)

#today's gone Badly and i'm upset but instead of venting abt it i'm gonna channel that energy into doing a bit of tag rambling abt Boothill #well. less abt Him and more abt uh. self-analyzing my anxiety surrounding contributing to fandoms. he's just today's catalyst #like. i know it's mostly a me thing. i'm hypersensitive to criticism and very conflict avoidant + socially anxious + perfectionistic etc.#so I'm the one that keeps myself from posting more stuff out of fear of being criticized or called-out for what i've made #bc inevitably Someone's gonna see it and think its OOC or a problematic take or they'll misread my intent. etc etc what have you #but like. that's inevitable. there's no way to communicate every single thing with all of the nuance required to avoid misunderstandings #and other times it's not a misunderstanding it's just a difference of opinions and that's Fine!! there's no accounting for personal taste #there's no accounting for several things actually. taste‚ bias‚ lore-knowledge‚ differing levels of chronic-online-ness‚ etc #so this isn't me complaining abt the state of fandom culture (although i do think. sometimes. ppl take shit a bit too seriously)#but anyways all of this is mostly just anxiety-fueled. it's not like i very often actually even receive negative feedback or anything #if anything ppl tend to tell me that i'm overthinking it and killing my own fun and worried that my stuff is more OOC than it is #which like. yeah. Yeah u right :) but that's just the way that i am! always losing the idgaf war i suppose #anyways what's Boothill got to do w this ur wondering. well. i've been thinking abt the quickly emerging concept that he's illiterate.#and it just. has me feeling a lot of ways. and watching ppl disagree over it has me feeling some Bad ways. bc it's def a loaded topic!#if you'll pardon the pun there. and i don't rlly have anything new to add other than that i'm conflicted abt it.#like yeah i saw the leaks days ago. of him mentioning 'not hitting the books' much as a child when we ask him why he sends voice messages #or voice Transcriptions ig. ykwim. and like. *braces for impact* ...i liked it? like. it doesn't feel right to call it endearing #i'm not trying to infantilize him. ok that's not the right word either but ugh. you know? what i mean?? who am i kidding even i don't know #it's not quite right to say that it feels like Representation either. but it's something close i guess #as a southern person myself who didn't receive a 'complete' education due to factors that weren't to do with my intelligence #the concept of seeing him as a capable force to be reckoned with and respected who also happens to have not received much formal education #i like that. i do. but there's so many issues w it at the same time. like. as i said‚ being southern myself has me Wary of the way Hoyo is-#writing him. as well as of the way that the fandom is taking the bits of his lore and running away w them. and i'm Very aware of how ppl-#will see a southern character and be All Too Eager to agree that they're lacking intelligence based on our Redneck™ stereotype #sigh. and before we even go too far with this. it's not even confirmed that hes completely illiterate. which is a valid criticism i've seen #there's Multiple reasons that could make him prefer voice to text. but regardless. i'm just worried that ppl will misconstrue my intentions #like. example: that edit i made the other day of him saying 'no thanks i can't read'. wasn't me playing into the stereotype of-#'haha dumb country boy can't read!' it was. in my eyes. something he'd say as a joke to make light of a potential insecurity #like. i think there's far more depth to Boothill's character if ppl could look past the surface. and i dont wanna contribute to the problem #but sometimes ppl Will have stereotypical traits and i wish the same could apply to characters as long as it's done Thoughtfully.

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blorbologist · 3 months

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tmw you think up the perfect April Fools CR shitpost fic the day after April Fools

#'Omg hey guys what if Vax and Vex actually leave right before the Conclave attack like Vax wants. New longass AU where-#SIKE JK Keyleth does her scry+tree trick once she has spellslots. Grog scruffs the twins Percy coaxes Trinket along. All proceeds as normal #critical role #Ok but if ONLY I could nerf Kiki. Bc the AU could genuinely be interesting. No twins at the Tomb. They run into Kynan (and Ripley?).#Walking tour of Tal’Dorei with two traumatized twins (faintly singed) until they get to Whitestone weeks later. Grog is wearing the Ward. V #tlovm

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dkettchen · 8 months

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me waking up in a cold sweat at 6:20am: "I should get evening classes to be a hair dresser & training to be a makeup artist to be my own hair/make-up person on photo/video shoots and defy industry's single-gender-dominated-and-not-improving department segregation system like the all-rounder online creator that I am 👀😤"

#I swear I don't have adhd or anything I am just having a professional existential crisis recently x'D #ok but hear me out right like how useful would it be if people could hire someone who's a one-person videographer AND hair/make-up person!#I could like double my asking rate!#you need to do one before you can do the other anyway so why have two people for it #other than that the hair/make-up women don't specialise in photography #and the videographer lads have never touched a cosmetic product let alone knowing how to use it to any level let alone a professional one #AND I'd be able to offer hiring me as either role OR both at once #I'd have more options for jobs to apply to #and I'd have full control over the look I want from my subjects #cause like I do my own hair & make-up for my videos #like I know how to cut my own hair & do my own make-up #but I wanna learn how to do ANYONE'S!!!#and I know you can do hair dressing college evening classes cause I remember that was one of the other evening classes running while I was #doing my electrician's level 2 #and I know there's make-up training places in the city I've seen them before while I was looking up other things #if you do professional hair/make-up you need to take pictures of it for your portfolio anyway #and if you professionally take pictures of people you need to do their hair/make-up anyway to get the look you want #SO WHY NOT BOTH for any reason other than gender roles prohibiting the cishets from learning both skills to the required level!!!#THIS IS MY LEG UP #THIS IS MY QUEER NONBINARY TRANS ADVANTAGE #*evil manic laughter*#edit: and smth smth the thing where women & afab ppl don't do their skills to a professional level #unlike cishet men making everything their job and therefore succeeding professionally even in trad-female dominated skills/industries #hence I should LEARN my matr skills to the level required for professional stuff rather than limit myself to patr skills #that I have a disadvantage with due to cishet male-dominated nature of this industry/tech department #AND it'll give me an opportunity to message my detrans previous hairdresser (as I live too far away from her now)#being like 'u were one of my inspirations for this I also wanna learn how to cut mullets real good hope ur doing well T^T' x'D #AND I could apply to screenskills' trainee finder in another department in a few years regardless of whether or not I get in this year #(I applied to the camera one this year)

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guideaus · 1 year

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LGBT manga I read this June i recommend 😊

(first row from left to right: Run Away With Me, Girl, My Love Mix-up, Until I Love Myself. 2nd: Until I Meet My Husband, What Did You Eat Yesterday?, The Summer Hikaru Died. 3rd: Doughnuts Under A Crescent Moon, X-Gender #2, and Wandering Son)

Runner-ups would be: Hello, Melancholic, Ohana Holoholo, and Still Sick :)

These are series I was able to read this month that i enjoyed for the most part and would recommend if you're interested in a series involving lgbt people. I think my favorite for fiction was Run Away With Me, Girl or The Summer Hikaru Died, and for non-fiction was Until I Love Myself.

#personal #lgbt #manga #im ngl i kinda cheated w this. i read hgsn right before wdyey in the end of may and x-gender 2 i felt was ok. i just wanted 9 pics fdhgfsd #also i dropped still sick bc i got bored. its probably not bad but it didnt satisfy me lol #this might be negative to add on but i wanted to mention the ones i didnt like too fdfhhsm #i wouldnt recommend boys run the riot/our dreams at dusk/is love the answer?#i also have opinions on other lgbt manga but these are just the ones i read recently.#the pics here have no set order but maybe a subconscious one lol

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alackofghosts · 4 days

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finished 6.1, only took me a little less than 2 years 👍

#right on track to being caught up before dawntrail -wheeze-#made ok progress in 6.2 because giving me extra steps to getting back to where i was is a good incentive #for me to not run away to do 492842 other things #zero is so tiny and squishable...

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lokh · 11 days

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oh my god. a manga where everyones actually wearing masks???

edit: NEVERMIND jumped the gun here it was just for one scene cos they were at a nail salon 😭

edit 2: hmm actually. depending on how recently this manga was drawn it could just be reflective of how not everyone wears masks. the customers are wearing masks in the salon but outside usually not but Sometimes. they are

edit 3: I WAS RIGHT??

#in an era where i feel like there was a VERY short period (in western fandom at least)#where masks and covid were even mentioned in fic and art #before it dropped off completely and all fiction lived in a fantasy universe without covid...#BRO I GOT TRICKED #hmm iirc wearing a mask in japan isnt required outside anymore. so that would track #but also maybe the artist just didnt want to draw masks all the time LMAO #ok ill be honest at this point i think i just misread the situation 😭 man it would be interesting for someone to like.#draw masks all the time..... the elusive artist that likes to draw masks more than faces #i should practice drawing people with masks...#MY HEART CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE LMAO #ok now im Really sure its just a case of wanting to show the main characters faces and not wanting to draw masks all the time #two characters have met outside for the first time and theyre both wearing masks #ok theres another bit where a character says 'good thing the flights are running again'#which i must assume is a reference to international travel being restricted at the beginning of covid #so wow.... i was right..................#idk when this was released but it must have been drawn closer to the beginning of the pandemic #the manga is internet love by urino kiko btw #hmmm it says released 2023.. thats the tankobon tho idk if it was serialised and when that happened #ok yeah serialised from late 2022... thats quite far into the pandemic actually. interesting

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last-flight-of-fancy · 2 years

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made myself emotional thinking about how smart sora actually is and how little credit he gets for it just because he struggles with stuff like math

#ITS RELATABLE OK #you can't math and everyone immidietly goes 'lol ur dumb'#'haha he counts on his fingers' yeah so do i. you gonna call me dumb too?#because i've heard it before and you're wrong. i'm unlearning that shit and i'm not dumb. i'm smart as hell actually #thirty years of thinking i was stupid i think i've earned the right to say 'nah yknow what. they were wrong. i'm not.'#the prioritizing of mathematical smarts over every other kind drives me nuts tbh #artistic intelligence? emotional intelligence? kinetic learners? there's so much more than just math #sora is SO GOOD at a lot of things!!#he's incredibly intuitive and emotionally intelligent #and he is probably a legit genius in terms of like... learning things on the fly #never gonna get over him learning lingering wills moves after fighting him (presumably) once #he learns to fly the gummiship- and probably would have done fine that first time if donald hadn't taken offence #(it also should be noted that i don't think sora's ever *wrong* in his numbers*. it just takes him a while to get there)#(* except six hearts but uh. there's probably more going on there. like memory loss. again)#stop talking to yourself flight #kingdom hearts #'he can't keep up with the plot' bitch WE as the audience can barely keep up with the plot and we have the benifit of seeing all of it #do remember that sora is running on about a third of the information we have at any given time #anyway sora isn't dumb he just has adhd and that's the hill i'm gonna die on

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tenitchyfingers · 2 months

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Literally almost cried watching Astarion break the cycle of abuse and be free

#the first time I tried he killed Cazador and then left my party #COULDN’T HAVE THAT! thank fuck I made a quick save before #and then the second time he made all the right choices and THANKED ME AUUAHRHRHAAG 😭😭😭😭#he said all that stuff about how I saw the real him and valued him for who he is #no babyyyyy oh my god #…wonder whether I could still maybe hope to get to fuck him #on this run I romanced lae’zel then shadowheart then the emperor #there’s time to sneak someone else in!#and I want it to be astarion #but if it doesn’t happen it’s like… yeah it’s fine #I’m so proud of him I love him #even if it gets nowhere farther #it’s ok I just need him to stay happy baby #…..but please just a kiss 😭#bg3

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