#omnithiest

[nectarink]

Meditation is making me too level headed. I wanna be delulu.

[moons-cabin]

Selene came through today and wanted me to worship her. It is my first time meeting her and so this is the altar I have made for her. Thank you lady Selene 🌙

[cityscidewalks]

14., 21., and 32., :))))

14. what’s something you’ve always wanted to do but maybe been too scared to do?

I've always wanted to travel by myself for a while. I've never considered myself a bucket list type of person but that's the one thing I want to do while I still can. I really want to travel internationally but I'm also happy with a coast to coast kind of trip

21. are you a spiritual person?

Mmmm I would say so. I'm not religious but I consider myself to be an omnithiest. I used to practice witchcraft and was finding myself and my spirituality with that but I let life get in the way and fell out of it

32. how many tabs do you have open right now?

5 for phone tabs 😭

[cybrscreem]

PlotTober 3 - Scars

Before I get into this post, I would like to explain some lore to y'all! Beze'el and Bemphel are the oc's of me and my fiancé (@tortoiseshelf) and are demons from the 3rd(gluttony) circle of hell. Neither of us are Christian, but I enjoy giving my characters trauma so Beelzebub is depicted as an abusive jackass. As an omnithiestic person, I will say outright that Beelzebub is NOT an evil or abusive person/demon/thing and this is purely for storyline purposes.

With that, some explanation on these characters.

TWS for story AND character Info: occult shit, Beelzebub is portrayed as a super dick guy, parental/domestic abuse/violence, anxiety attacks, verbal/emotional abuse, physical abuse, oldest child syndrome lmfao, demons/demonology, son of Beelzebub x 3rd circle demon

Triggers start after this point, read at your own discretion!

Beze'el: Beze'el is the eldest son of Beelzebub. He has seven siblings; Lucielle, Macsen, Evangeline, Diego, Aurora, Judas, and Lilliana. Beze'el always took his siblings punishment, doing everything he could to protect them. He was raised being told his worth and purpose in life came from caring for his siblings and being an obedient son, and that was his only value in existence. Beze'el is missing part of a horn from when he was with his father at a meeting with the other crown demons (Lucifer, Satan, Belphegor, Mammon, Leviathan, and Asmodeus). During this, Beze'el spoke out of turn and was punished by having part of his horn snapped off. He was once aggressive towards beelzebub in defense of his youngest sister - and was punished by having his wings torn from his flesh - leaving him with large jagged scars where they had been attached.

Now, lets start this story!

Bemphel was infatuated with Beze’el, the demon who’d been shunned by the rest of circle 3 for abandoning his post as heir to the throne. He knew the truth, a story that was hidden from demons and angels alike. The truth that Beze’el leaving wasn’t an act of rebellion, it was his way of protecting his siblings. Bemphel knew very well that Beze’el had no self worth, the demon still viewed his only worth through the thriving of his siblings. Bemphel struggled with trying to get Beze’el to see his worth, but he wanted more than anything to be there when he was needed.

Beze’el had never taken his top off around Bemphel. As far as Bemphel knew, the only demon aside from Beelzebub to have seen Beze’el’s back after his wings, was Romeo - Beze’els old guard who remained by his side through the move to earth. This didn’t bother Bemphel, as he understood it was an awful memory for Beze’el that often left him sobbing in his arms even after showers or getting dressed.

It had been this way for years of their relationship, and Bemphel held no opposition as long as Beze’el was comfortable and happy. The farmer came back to their shared apartment one day after work, unaware that Beze’el was still in their room. He stepped into the bedroom, only to find himself frozen before the sight of Beze’el’s bare back - covered in jagged scars from what looked like bullwhips.. And the wings he’d never been able to see. He felt his breathing grow heavy with rage, the idea that the prince's father would do such a thing to his own son.

Beze’el promptly turned, eyes wide and body already trembling as if he was in the middle of a blizzard. The prince swiftly pulled his shirt on, taking a few steps back. “Bemphel- I’m so sorry you had to see that-” He tried to catch his breath, already feeling his panic move to new heights as he saw his lover's enraged expression. He began to hyperventilate despite his efforts to remain calm. “Please, please don’t be upset! I w-will keep it covered more strictly from now on, please..”

Bemphel was dumbfounded by Beze’els reaction, and he remembered vividly that Romeo had told him Beze’el spoke more formally when he was anxious, a habit he’d picked up under Beelzebubs command. Bemphel rushed forward and pulled his partner into a tight hug. “Beze’el, you are fucking divine. You never have to hide anything from me. I don’t care how disgusting you think you are, you’re my everything and I love every part of you. Every. Part.” Beze’el found himself tearing up, before beginning to sob loudly against Bemphels shoulder. “Thank you.”

[mars-marquess]

No one tagged me but here we go anyway.

1. Which category of alterhumanity do you belong to?: I’m otherkin.

2. What are your types?: Vampire, demon, fallen Angel.

3. Do you experience shifts?: Yes. My identity is constantly with me, but there are certainly times where I can feel myself slipping deep into my memories outside of this life, as well as times where I can feel my wings, fangs, and horns.

4. How do you experience your alterhumanity in everyday life?: It’s always with me, just like every other aspect of my identity. It’s just one piece of me, and I don’t consider myself defined by it. That being said, there are certainly times where it hits me hard that I’m merely an ethereal spectator of human affairs. It’s also sometimes challenging to remind myself that I need to go through the motions of a human, such as consuming food, when I feel as though I shouldn’t. It’s strange too when I’m out living my life and I get hit with memories of heaven or past lives.

5. What do you think of the community?: The community as a whole seems very open and understanding. I think there are definitely a lot of cases of alterhumans identifying as something they really identify with, but we all go through our own journeys to find ourselves; those alterhumans are just as valid as anyone else, even if they come to realize that the label of alterhuman isn’t right for them.

6. What are the things that make you the most comfortable and euphoric in your alterhumanity?: For me a big one is my fangs. I hope to get a more professional pair one day. I also wear a lot of clothes from the time periods that are the most important to my memories. There’s also little things, such as wearing blood themed jewelry, that make me feel more like myself.

7. Are you experiencing species dysphoria?: Yes, but I suppose that’s to be expected. I try to tell myself that I am disguising myself as a human. I suppose I am. I’m a bit like an anthropologist in that way, I’m simply observing what humans do and trying to emulate them. They are my favorite animal after all.

8. What advice would you like to say to a young alterhuman who has just awakened?: I don’t know if I’m the right demon to be giving advice. If you encounter trolls, bite them in the neck.

9. Do you have/want to have gear?: I have a pair of fangs, but that’s really it. I’ve been looking into getting horns and wings, but it would be difficult to hide them from my family.

10. Do you know/have any theories about the origin of your alterhumanity?: I’m omnithiestic, and I believe in reincarnation. I believe that in between lives, some people become spirit guides or they go to other planes. I was an angel, and I was supposed to remain one, but I lusted after dark human experiences. I fell back to earth in the 1830’s, and have since been repressing my dark desires. My past memories all seem to tie together, as if I wasn’t supposed to forget them, and that is where the vampire aspect of my identity comes from. I understand that I’ve only had this body for twenty years or so, but my demon soul has been with me for nearly two hundred years.

11. Tag someone to answer these questions: @adriannlily

If you are a alterhuman, reblog and answer these questions!

(don't be afraid to write a lot, do what you want ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯)

1/ Which category of alterhumanity do you belong to?

2/ What/who is/are your type(s)? (if you have any)

3/ Do you experience shifts? If so, can you tell us your most common shifts and your strangest cameo shift (if you've ever had a cameo shift)?

4/ How do you experience your alterhumanity in everyday life?

5/ What do you think of the community?

6/ What are the things that make you most comfortable and euphoric in your alterhumanity?

7/ Are you experiencing species dysphoria?

8/ What advice would you like to say to a young alterhuman who has just awakened?

9/ Do you have/want to have gears?

10/ Do you know/have any theories about the origin of your alterhumanity? If so, tell us! (all beliefs are legitimate)

11/ Tag someone/a creature to answer these questions!ㅤᵕ̈

[rollership]

We are living in the book star maker. Most sci fi stories are also in that book. As a matter of fact it could be a new bible.(omnithiest, athiest=no god, omnithiest= we're all gods ;) (wink)

[starr-bryte]

Middle names were given when a baby was christened or baptized so if evil beings (satan, demons, evil!witches etc.) asked for their name they could give their "god name" instead of their given one to protect their souls. What's even more interesting is that in the more modern Christianity once a child reaches a certain age they gain another name. This is when they confirm themselves as Christian so it's a double whammy of protection. It's one of those old traditions that are still practiced even if the real meaning has been lost to time~

Why do people never want to tell you their middle name like who gives a shit its not a nuclear launch code its your damn name

[nectarink]

Studying.

[moons-cabin]

Today's offerings for my female deities.

Athena: blue candle, gold candle, orange blossom oil, agate crystal, owl bracelet, black coffee, myrrh incense. 🦉📚⚔️

Hecate: lavender oil, black candle, blood red candle, garlic clove, myrrh incense. 🖤🕷🔮

Freya: carnelian crystal, pink candle, rose oil, blueberries, pink candle, cat statue, pink flower, butterfly ring. 🐗🐈🪶

Selene: white candle, light blue candle, jasmine tea, jasmine incense, jasmine oil, purple and blue flowers, selenite crystal, shells, a poem I wrote for her in class. 🌙🪽🐚

[nectarink]

Sometimes the good you do doesn’t come back from the places you gave, you will be blessed in return from many different places.

[nectarink]

Don’t just cry to God,

Laugh with God,

Chat with God,

Chill with God.

[nectarink]

I bless all paths.

[nectarink]

[nectarink]

I don’t know how I could have more faith, but I want to.

[moons-cabin]

I feel as though by worshipping Freya, I am also worshipping Aphrodite, Innana, and even Astarte as well. I just get this feeling. It's the same when I give offerings and worship Hecate; I feel as though I am also worshipping Ceridwen.

[moons-cabin]

If someone could answer this for me?

Yesterday I offered Apollo some feathers and either some ocean or rainwater scented incense (I can't remember which). I offered him the poem I wrote yesterday as well and drew a little sun and bow and arrow on it.

The poem asked for his affection and such to "wash over me". I wanted to feel his presence. Immediately after I started feeling very emotional.

I felt like crying and praising him out of nowhere. I felt like dancing to the music I played for him. I wanted to break out and fall to my knees.

I believe that was him answering me? I'm not sure, but it was an amazing experience.