#orchid talks

[orchidlikesgamez]

Hi guyz can you give me disabled sans headcanons or just any headcanons in general for any sans I'm in the hospital rn I need to cope

[orchidshroomgardenselfships]

sometimes I go “wait I can’t write this imagine it’s so hyper specific” before I realize “wait no. This is my blog. This is my blog and I can write what I want. Nothing stops me from making silly polls and writing very specific imagines”

Dni Proship

[foxgiove]

when i was 14 i decided that because nails are keratin same as hair, i made a really long post detailing my argument as to why saying medusa's pubes are snakes is old and boring, but saying that medusa's nails will also be snakes, albeit very dense ones, was new and exciting. i thought i was going to get tumblr famous but got about 4 notes

[bandofchimeras]

fuck it

i'm following a bunch of PDA blogs or blogs with people who have posts in the PDA autism tag. if that's you, hi! we can chat if you'd like, there isn't much of a community around this diagnosis (for kind of obvious reasons)

i'm tired of feeling so much shame and self-hatred around my disability and its effects, i am tired of masking and pretending to understand and engage with media/interests the same way as non-PDA people do, and i am tired of trying not to talk about the struggles of everyday life out of worry that it will drive people away

deciding to accept this part of myself for real is fucking scary and irritating. PDA is highly debilitating, although there are tricks and ways around our blockages.

i don't see many PDA people who are successful in a traditional sense. embracing this label in some ways feeling like giving up on all my dreams. but maybe that's okay - all those dreams and expectations were empty demands anyways. built for someone who isn't Me.

getting to the business of living in this body, this mind, and this Self is the only thing i really CAN do anyhow. with plenty of griping of course. as i find tips and tricks to navigate life with whatever-the-fuck-all is going on up there (I am stuck in the mire of navigating health systems to get an official diagnosis of ANY kind, but my suspicion is AuDHD, OCD/OCPD, dyslexia, dyspraxia, dyscalculia, anxiety and BPD or cPTSD, possibly schizoaffective) I will share those out. Most of my real life friends, which are few, are schizoaffective, bipolar, autistic and/or ADHD! not just from TikTok lol. as it is, i don't want to be totally defined by my disorders, but they are a huge part of why my life is the way it is (a disaster with glitter and lots of detritus from unstarted hobbies). I am determined to be more confident and start building on my strengths and skills instead of trying to be something i am not anymore.

welcome :)

[sunsetsandsunshine]

Today is my last day home before I go to boarding school yall jsbshsjsmw

[orange-orchid]

As a Bisexual Aromantic, I think we swapped orientations at some point lol

Maybe!! (Also, super nice to meet another person on the ace/aro spectrum!!!) Happy pride month :))

[kid0rchid]

Fun fact! When you get resurrected I to heaven, your missing body limbs will reappear, even if you didn't have them in the first place!

[wonderrosss]

Thalia and Grover hanging out years in the future.... 😁

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

He's sensitive about that

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[doinkmaster5000]

so there’s this sad old lady who lives in the woods and only hangs out with a ten year old

[orchidlikesgamez]

I hc Ink to have maladaptive daydreaming you cannot tell me that guy DOESN'T walk around doing silly things while being stuck in his imagination (I'm self projecting)

[orchidshroomgardenselfships]

btw putting proship dni and even just the word proshipper makes you appear in the tags. I was doing my annual sweep of the tag to block ppl and it put you among the ickies

Hi anon! Thank you so so much for letting me know! I’m rather inexperienced and fairly new to and with Tumblr, so I’m still confused admittedly on a lot of aspects of the platform! Genuinely, thank you so so much for letting me know! I really appreciate it! (: /gen I’m working on a banner to put at the bottom of my posts at the moment, so that should hopefully solve the issue!

[darklight-owl]

Mutuals I beg of you to talk about Venezuela and share news about what’s going on there. These next few days are crucial to determine the future of the country.

[bandofchimeras]

i am so fucking sick of playing the Bad Guy for people! who know fuck all about what it is like to live in this body and mind, or how much effort i have put into trying to be pleasant, kind, and caring, or how much persistence it takes just to get up every day and keep this circus going! i do not care if i'm doing everything All Wrong according to you, if you think i am weird, a freak, disrespectful, rude, etc, etc etc. quit projecting your issues onto me??? i simply do not have one ounce of energy left to give a fuck about anything except moving forward and learning from my actual mistakes, most of which are trusting manipulative, judgmental assholes.

[sunsetsandsunshine]

✨In case any of you guys are interested I will be making an Ao3 account✨

I’m thinking of maybe making it in late August or September- idk- just somewhere in between those months

[beausbugbiome]

happy birthday! have this orchid bee