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hands these to you
#slay the princess#stp#stp spoilers#stp the long quiet#stp princess#the long quiet#stp the voices#stp the hero#stp contrarian#uhhh not tagging all of them#of the voices the contrarian and hero show up the most here so theyre the only ones ill tag#my art#these are varying amounts old the first six being while i was still getting a handle on drawing the characters#andddd to clarify the voices:#paranoid is in 1 and 3#4 is opportunist cold and hero#5 is skeptic paranoid and hero#10 11 12 are contrarian and a bonus cheated#and 17 is hero :] i dont normally draw the voices w clothes but id thought it would be fun there#anyway this is a lot of tags. waves
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TWST Ask Game!!
General
1. Who's hand did you first grab? Why? Would you choose someone else if you could do it over again?
2. Who is on your homescreen?
3. What does your guest room look like?
4. Who is on your main team?
5. If you could have any unique magic / signature spell in the game, which would you choose and why?
6. First SSR? Most recent SSR?
7. Is there an SSR you really wanted but never got?
8. Is there any character who seems to follow you (i.e. they always seem to pop up when you're trying to summon someone else)?
9. What changes would you like to see implemented in the game?
Favorites and Least Favorites
10. Top five favorite characters?
11. Favorite character from each dorm?
12. Least favorite character from each dorm? 13. Favorite NRC staff member? 14. Favorite non-NRC character? 15. Favorite dorm?
16. Favorite character design?
17. Favorite overblot design?
18. Favorite dorm uniform?
19. Favorite event?
20. Favorite book from the main story?
21. Favorite R card that you own? Favorite SR? Favorite SSR?
22. Favorite relationships? (Romantic or platonic!!)
Personal
23. Which dorm would you be sorted into? 24. Which character(s) would you get along with the most? 25. Which character(s) would you actively avoid? 26. When did you start playing TWST? 27. What drew you into TWST? What made you stay? 28. What is the TWST related content that you've produced that you are most proud of?
Wild Card
29. What is your opinion on [any character you like!] 30. Make up your own question!
#thank you for 500 followers!!#i'd say a limit of 3 questions per ask just cause i tend to get a little wordy lmao#but tbh i wont be too strict on it#as long as someone doesn't just hit me with a 1-30 lol#i came up with the questions on my own but im sure there's overlap with other twst ask memes#i just wanted to make one with questions i felt comfortable answering lmao#disney twisted wonderland#disney twst#twisted wonderland#twst#twst ask game#cheekinrambles#ofc anyone else is free to use it if they want to play on their own blogs :)#just one ask and i'll consider this a win LMAO#im always so paranoid that i'll do stuff like this and get no interaction rip#okay sorry ill shut up
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🧶 knitting🧶
Color X Killer one shot
{Cozy, warm, affectionate, Tw gay ppl/jk, angst at the first half, comfort, can be interpreted as romantic or platonic}
{tw paranoid thoughts, hints to depression, isolation (? Maybe)}
pls tell me if u like my writing (through tags), not feeling the best about it!
Under continue reading!
Color sat in their room, the lights turned off and it being pitch black. They wanted to turn it on but..just can’t. It was like they were being held back. It felt uncomfortable but familiar.
They thought it was stupid how clingy they were to the darkness despite their fear of it. But it was so familiar. It felt so much like when they were in the void, just known as Sans, looking into the endless darkness with that presence behind them.
“i guess i really can’t let go, huh?”
Color whispered to themself, slowly lowering the rest of their body to the ground, the cold wooden grounds sending tiny shivers up Color’s spine.
They couldn’t see anything, and unease set into them. What if everything was..gone? Something was gone? They wouldn’t know at all. They can’t see anything.
What if someone took those photos of their family away? They desperately wanted to get up and check to see. Yet it felt like their body was glued to the floor. It was too familiar, yet too uncomfortable at the same time.
They couldn’t move. They couldn’t. It felt so straining to just move their body, to feel their bones shift and their legs touching the floor to hold their body up.
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After a while in the darkness, the light flickered on.
Color looked around tiredly, spotting the photos of their family. ‘phew’ Color thought. Looking up, they saw Killer at the door, holding yarn and knitting needles.
Killer starred at Color with his blank gaze, his fully black eyes peering down at Color. He tilted his head curiously, his usual smile present. After a moment of staring, Killer spoke.
“wanna knit?”
Color was taken aback for a moment, thinking for a moment. They did like knitting….
“…yeah.”
Color slowly stood up, their body still feeling heavy. They almost collapsed, before Killer caught them in his arms. Killer helped Color steady. Color immediately felt as if all the heaviness holding them down was gone, faded into a small nagging in the distance.
Killer slowly lead Color to the living room, the messy yet homey place highly contrasting the darkness Color was in earlier.
Color looked around. Everything was in place. Nothing was gone. They didn’t lose anything like they did in the void. It was all here.
Killer lead Color to the rocking chair, letting Color sit down before placing a blanket over Color’s lap, placing the yarn and knitting needles in their lap.
Color gently picked up the two things, looking at them with precision. The yarn was a nice multicolor, each Color reminding him of someone important in their life. Their family, the chromatic crew…and Color knew what to do. They wanted to make a scarf to always hold them close, even when they are far away.
Killer knelt down by Color’s side, laying his head upon Color’s lap while he sat in a bean bag. Color, slowly, began to knit, as Killer watched silently, the tv distantly playing some old vintage cartoons while the fireplace let out quiet roars from time to time.
Killer looked at the fireplace for a moment, before whispering to Color, his raspy yet calming voice breaking the absence of noise coming from them.
“y’know, you always reminded me of the fireplace.”
Color continued knitting, glancing at Killer with a smile. Their chest didn’t feel so heavy anymore. This felt familiar, but not uncomfortable or scary. It felt comforting. Not like a living space, but a home.
“i know why.”
#tw isolation (?)#Tw paranoid thoughts#tw hints to depression#killer!sans#killer sans#stage 1!killer#stage 2!killer#stage 3!killer#stage 4!killer#something new au#undertale something new#undertale: something new#undertalesomethingnew#color!sans#color sans#othertale#othertale sans#othertale au#othertale!sans#color spectrum duo#killer x color#color x killer#au sans#undertale multiverse#ut au#utmv#undertale au#sans au#sans aus#utmv fic
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the thing is. either they're doing it for real. or they just decided to double down on the queerbait. and that would be crazy. but crazier things have happened.
#thinking thinking thinking#can you tell the hat is on still?#i just dont want to be tricked into feeling overly disappointed by hit tv series 9-1-1 on abc#yes i am paranoid yes it is deeply annoying and fucks up my life on the regular <3#buddie#alex rambles
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Dare I say it. Invincible is more graphic than Attack on Titan.
#aot is brutal yet#but most of the deaths we see are from soldiers#invincible zeros in on the civilians' graphic injuries and deaths during battles#i'm still recovering from the train scene in season 1#then season 3 happened#mannnnn#i would be paranoid 24/7 if i lived in invincible universe#invincible#attack on titan
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Siege and Storm- Chapter 22 (Leigh Bardugo)
This would hit differently if:
a.) Alina's "Grisha" didn't mean barely a tenth of Ravkan Second Army. And that's just a small group in a single country.
b.) Remaining majority wasn't turned into a faceless mass of canon fodder as soon as they become "The Darkling's Grisha".
Out of these five mentions, only the last one requires specification to make a distinction between those following the Darkling and another group.
c.) Alina took time to get to know at least her tiny group, so her concern would seem more genuine. In other words- the story lacks build-up.
#Grishaverse#S&S Chapter 22#Alina Starkov#Second pseudoArmy#Grisha loyalists#Second Army#Siege of Os Alta#grishanalyticritical#self centred and paranoid#S&S Chapter 1#S&S Chapter 2#S&S Chapter 3#S&S Chapter 4#Siege and Storm#Grisha trilogy#V#books#quotes#Leigh Bardugo#anti Leigh Bardugo
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this convo hitting so different if ur a lolth drow like minthara
#ntm shri'iia's initial fear at the start (and what lead her to eventually break her oath (accidentally!!)) was her getting hatecrimed#bc she's a drow. bc she's been told how much the surfacers hate her kind and how they are the Enemy#like if surfacers are scared and wary of lolth drows bc of what they do up there i think they'd be scared and wary of surfacers too bc of#what they've been made to believe in. and the fact that kindness or anything Good generally does not Exist or is very scarce in their#society so getting treated better is something that doesn't come to mind (more so for shri'iia bc she was raised in the Braeryn where#the drow nobles go down there to terrorize the poor people. like i dont think she had that luxury or chance to experience goodwill UNTIL sh#was dropped off in the surface and was given the benefit of the doubt -> which is more than what she expected or what she was given before#but anyway that convo where minty says they begin to see you in the same light probably ‼️‼️ alarmed her#bc i think she's only starting to become comfortable and safe around other people. like this is early act 3 shri'iia too#it does take her a long time to get accustomed to other people and let her guard down. then minty says something like that and i think it'l#set her off. like she's gonna start getting paranoid again. then vampire abduction happens the next night she's like OUP.#takes the astral tadpole out of her own fear and paranoia bc she's had that belief that having power and strength will make her feel safe#(it does not.) it's the same reason why she took the tadpole in act 1 in the first place#since she takes it after breaking her oath and feeling like she's significantly weaker. shri'iia can't feel like she's lacking in anything#ever she needs that security net that she's strong enough or capable enough and she needs others to know that about herself too she's too#insecure. and i think having two instances where her paranoia gets ticked off will push her to take the astral tadpole. like its#really out of impulse. and i think part of her oathbreaker arc is her learning how to tame that paranoia too and just generally learning#how to feel comfortable and safe. but anyway. thats part of the reason why i like minty#to be the one who gets kidnapped hehe. second part is the toxic yuri of it all 🤤🤤🤤#shut up about bg3.
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[serious post] guys if you never remember your dreams but then suddenly have a really sad vivid dream about dying of some mysterious illness in a hospital but no one really cares and then the next night have the most disgusting horrible graphic dream where something seems really wrong but you can’t place it and then all your skin starts coming off your body and you wake up unable to stop thinking about it then what does any of that mean.
#guys. guys please i’m probably just being super paranoid but like. this is weird okay there is something Not Right here.#aside from these 2 i can only remember maybe like 1 other dream that i’ve had in my whole life and then all of a sudden out of nowhere#i start having these really vivid graphic nightmares like what the hell is that#someone come psychoanalyze me please <3#i’m scared send help#i don’t even wanna think about it because when i do i feel so sick i nearly throw up but i literally can not take my mind off it#☠️ dreams
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chapter 1 of reassassination's nearly done script-wise! hopefully the next chapters won't take like 6 months of on-and-off work to complete lol
#but i have GOOD REASON as to why it took so long#1. i had no clue how exactly to write the characters and they literally swapped characterisation with every scene#luckily now i've solidified krankenstein as a paranoid control freak#and octavia as a superficially cool girl with a sailor's mouth and zero social awareness#honestly its so hard to explain her chara. basically: character who seems stoic and cool and mysterious but is actually just super autistic#2. i had NO CLUE how and when to expose information#now chapter 1 only gives a superficial look at krank and octavia's characters and the most basic info about postmortem#and the “rules” of octavia (perfect pendant etc)#and 3. i was writing it like a standalone for a while#i had to put a lot of changes into the script in order to turn the chapter into the foundation for a few opening “mini-arcs”#of which will give a lot of characterisation and purpose into postmortem highschool characters#like onion and jaundice#rather than being kind of disconnected like before#anyway now that im nearly done all i need to do is FINALFINALFINALise the designs#(which will probably have a shit ton more changes to make em actually drawable over and over again)#and design environments and props (like krankenstein medical clinic and postmortem as a whole)#even so i only want to start releasing the comic when at least a quarter of the scripts are done and the story is 100% finalised#i have a lot of freedom being out of school right now so i want to write as much as possible#so i guess it will release around late 2025 or mid 2026 in the best case scenario assuming something insane doesnt happen to me
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started the process of getting on disability i feel unwell
#i deserve 1 william dollars just for being psychotic and paranoid#having to do a whole dance just so i can have like $3 dollars each month
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i hope the kid who kept knocking on my downstairs window and ringing the doorbell as a prank has warm pillows for the rest of their life.
#hush n shush wifi#not brainrot#wifi's daily life#IT IS NOT HALLOWEEN YET!!!!!!! SAVE THAT STUFF FOR HALLOWEEN PLEASE!!!!!!#why? 1. it's annoying#2. the doorbell isn't quiet#3. it scared the shit out of me. knocking on the door is one thing but knocking on the window is another#since i'm nervous and slightly paranoid all the time it made me think that something BAD was going to happen#also doing it repeatedly either means you're going to eventually get ignored or get caught. think about it#grah i was doing something too but my heart wouldn't stop pounding#we good now tho my cat helped#anyways that's how my evening has been going how about y'all#good evening
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google dot com how to tell if this customer at work is trying to date me .
#im a deeply paranoid person but really really try to be reasonabke but im . so stumped#because i need to completely stop being friendly if its a yes but also#i dont want to freak out for no fucking reason.#anyways. if anyone wants to tell me pls feel free.#points FOR 'he wants me':#1. will not stop calling me a beautiful girl#2. asked if i can cook#3. asked for my STAR SIGN???#4. really really nice to me.#5. said he ??? came to my work so that he could see me before going home ???????#points AGAINST 'he wants me':#1. we are complete strangers.#2. not really a point against but like. i am from most peoples perspectives a White Girl. he is a Black man. if he was white i wouldve star#ed running away n shit by now but like ???? is it not the whitest shit ever to freak out because a Black man is being nice to you.#anyways its like maybe my fault or something. i smile and say hi to people when they say hi to me.#oh. additional point against.#3. i panicked and lied and said i was still in highschool (i know this is a viable lie because i look like a fucking baby)#oh and additional point for. uh . 6. he somehow forgot ? that ?? even though its one of 3 pieces of info he had abt me at the time.#INPUT APPRECIATED PLSPLSPLSLSPLSPLSPLS#trying so hard to be normal.#rat.anderlore.tag#rat.op.tag
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—on the topic of psychotic Summers brothers, I only just caught up with six months of X-Men after stopping for six months the topic of Gabriel referring to the tags of my last X-Men post a month ago — but I was happy to see Scott's torture-induced psychosis didn't (definitively) turn out just to be that he'd calculated what others hadn't. Yes, the woman he'd accurately calculated would save him was Dr. Gregor, not Jean, but that doesn't change that he remained unsure if Jean was real (and thought she was alive) while the all-seeing Enigma knew on the contrary that Scott was delusional because Phoenix thus equally (an equivocation which casts further doubt of Scott's fiery visions ever being genuine, as Jean's dying mind had departed Scott well before Mother Righteous sacrificed Jean's dead fragmented self for Dominion, before Scott was tortured) Jean — were so utterly dead that Rachel and Hope had to cancel out death to reverse it. Yet Scott, hyper-vigilant traumatized autistic brain-damaged neurodivergent soldier that he is, seemingly accomplished all these strategic calculations while having a psychotic “break,” which is extremely in character for him—
#I know it still technically coulda been *intended* a shard of jeans unaware consciousness. mayhaps writers lost track with so many threads#but the narrative reads to me like Scotty is psychotic and as usual ignoring non-tactical distractions if they aren't actively impeding him#scott summers#and again- it wouldn't be like chronic psychosis (not just episodes) don't run in the Summers family (see: Gabriel)#it also wouldn't be like TBI doesn't often cause psychosis (“break” word only used by Dr Stasis' duressed psychiatrist anyways)#hence the “ ”. and lets not get it twisted- Scott can -at times- be v paranoid. which doesn't always work out for him#words by seaweed#the mini breakdown he has when he realizes Xavier is living people to the Orchis AIs in exchange for Krakoa *chefs kiss*#Scott is: 1) demonstrably hypervigilant 2) canonically traumatized 3) word-of-god autistic 4) canonically brain damaged#5) canonically neurodivergent bc TBI alone is neurodivergence according to someone I know with TBI#“Jean is the Phoenix and the Phoenix is Jean- now and forever. But they are like planets orbiting—#sometimes close- sometimes far away. In the time of the Phoenix’s birth they are as close as it gets.”#I have been IMMERSED UNDERWATER in x-men for days. im so relieved I caught up. now: reading six months of spidey comics!#I wanna see my overhated boy chasm#don't take this too seriously I know its just an interpretation. but it's one that Fall of the Powers of X left VERY open
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“actually ivy is CANON BISEXUAL in main continuity” and the “source” is 2 completely different continuities, a screenrant article citing a source that does not exist, and her “relationship” with her groomer
#bivy truthers i love u and i love bivy this isn’t about u 💗💗💗#annoying asses who call it bi erasure & harass lesbians & try to start infighting…start running#abuse mention tw#discourse for ts#'she's shown interest in men' and the interest in question is just her being objectified as the sexy femme fatale archetype#and manipulating and killing men#and i'm not saying that stuff CAN'T be proof or that a bi character can't have done and experienced the exact same things as her#but it's not proof enough to make it unmistakably canon#esp not to the point where u have to bother a lesbian about it#vice versa as well obv#also bc i'm paranoid about being misunderstood the fake sources references in this post are#1: interviews about thorns (graphic novel) and the hqtas (ivy's bi in both) (and we love that for her)#2: the claim that connor and palmiotti established her as bi when they confirmed harlivy (they did not lol)#and 3: woodrue taking advantage of her (the ickiness of which varies depending on the continuity) (but he's often depicted as her abuser)
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hey. hope this message doesn't bother you. I love you. I love your work. you are one of my favorite fic authors, I am absolutely obsessed with everything you write. reread everything ten times over, drarry or not, fluffy or angsty - even when it absolutely shatters my heart (e.g. for lack of wanting, SUCH a great fic btw i'm so obsessed with it). the four doors? life changing. two to lie and one to listen? engraved into my brain for eternity. what's mine is yours? what a ride holy shit, im VERY normal about it. wrapped? my comfort read. and so it goes.
if I could aggressively smother you with kudos and love I WOULD!!!
awhile ago you said that there's no such thing as "big deals" in fandom and I 100% agree but at the same time you are a big deal TO ME!!! not in the sense of any kind of hierarchy but purely based on the fact that I think you are such a cool person and your writing is amazing and poignant and your presence in fandom makes it so much better. it's been a pleasure following you here on tumblr and just reading your tags and posts.
idk I just think you rule. that's it. thank you for hanging with us. MWAH 💛
ahhhh anon sorry for leaving this message sitting in my inbox for a couple of days but !! i have zero idea how to react to this!! you're so kind!! thank you!! please discard any and all inclinations u have that i am a cool person bc i can assure you i am NOT!!
#tumblr tag essay time? tumblr tag essay time#why can't i do this in the main body of a post u ask? pure obnoxiousness ig idk#scarier when it's not greyed out and in a little whisper innit#1) anon i love and appreciate you + your kind words so so much but i rly cannot stress enough that literally nobody here is a big deal 😭#like i know u don't mean it in That Way but even so!!!#this is a hill i could write another 1k words about before i die on it again but i will spare u 😅#2) ur also v v kind to say the thing abt my presence in fandom#but unfortunately i'm coming to terms with the fact that my presence in fandom is v much on the sidelines#a non-presence#i'm embracing my role as the crotchety old hag who does not attend the functions#i have a hut in the woods and u can find me there (here in tumblr tags) muttering to myself#occasionally i'll wander into the town square (ao3) and present an unnerving thing i made from mud and twigs (a fic) and then i'll fuck off#that's about all i can handle in terms of group settings i think 😅#but the door to my hut (my DMs) is always open if u want to stop by!#3) i can't even begin to acknowledge all the nice things u said about my fics kjhsdf you are truly too generous 😭#let me smother YOU with love!!! cmere!!!#4) this is the second nice anon message i've had in the last couple weeks which is !!!!#anon(s) i'm kissing you wherever u consent to be kissed!!!#but ofc now i'm paranoid ppl will think i'm sending these to myself skdljf#can't stress enough how open my DMs are on here/twt/discord if ever u wanna chat in a way that i don't have to post publicly to reply to 😅#5) i'm soooo sorry about these tags#could have just said “thanks!” couldn't i#please put me right in the bin#anyway sorry again thank you again ilu very much ❤️
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I WILL POST ABOUT MY OCS
I WILL POST ABOUT MY OCS
I WILL POST ABOUT MY OCS
I WILL POST ABOUT MY OCS
I WILL POST ABOUT MY OCS
#shitpost#got like 3 groups of OCs I'd like to post about#1: Jeanne and Alexei (aka the girl who interacts with the supernatural and the paranoid ballet dancer)#2: Splatoon agents (Captain 3 the poor soul; Agent 4 the overlooked; Agent 8 the clone; and Neo 3 the child prodigy)#3: The Hollyhocks (band from Liverpool that gained popularity in the mid 60s)
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