#person ive ever seen in my life and then i have to be like uhhhhh. ahahaha. heres my shit ass car with the elvira and snoopy

[bugmistake]

ive gotta. get it together a little bit i think. holy shit i really did not mean for the tags to get THAT long

[marstooth]

have my personal bnha sexuality headcanons:

dekusquad

deku: bisexual, he just wants to love and be loved

uraraka: also bi but gives like major Straight Girl Energy (SGE) so she just throws everyones gaydar off

todoroki: the gayest motherfucker ive ever seen. his gayness also pisses off endeavor so thats just icing on the pride flag we’re calling a cake! that being said he is asexual so sex is off the fuckin table, in fact, sex was never on the table

iida: im thinking bi with a pref for men, but idk i havent thought about this one a whole lot

tsu: uhhhhh bisexual again but with a pref for women. she just wants to love other girls.

bakusquad

bakugou: demisexual. does not give a flying fuck about gender but this bitch needs to trust you with his life before he will even tHINK about being intimate with you. also, eyeliner king

kirishima: gay gay gay gay gay gAy

kaminari: disaster bi. if it breathes, he will flirt with it. he can’t help it, it’s in his nature. his type: people who Are Not Interested. he likes a little challenge

mina: lesbian but like never had a “oh fuck, girls—pretty ahdgjs” phase, like she came out of the womb lesbian, and she thought it was universal! she was fucking s h o o k when she learned that heterosexuals existed

sero: pan but on the down-low. like he’s not gonna tell you unless you ask, its none of your damn business.

emosquad :)

jirou (yes shes part of the emosquad, fuck u): bisexual, but like a chill bisexual. doesn’t cuff her jeans or any of that shit, she just quietly likes both

tokoyami: aroace and non-binary. it wasn’t the plan, it just sort of happened when dark shadow and them had and argument about weather they were female or male, so now they’re enby ;)

shinsou: pansexual and touch starved as f u c k. someone give brainwash boy a hug, he desperately needs it

other lgbtq’s that idk what squad they belong to

momo: s a p p h i c

aoyama: this boy is g a y and not afraid if it, he says fuck toxic masculinity and does in fact do drag on special occasions

monoma: im also pegging this boy as gay, but in denial about it. (we love and support you monoma)

mei: aroace, we only ship her with being the smartest bitch in town

league of villians and some pro heros bc i said so

kurogiri: aroace and tired of you shit

shigaraki: pansexual and a trans boy, but if you ask him about it, he’ll end you

toga: a bysexshuall. do y’all remember all the scenes where she calls deku cute? you probably do. yall remember the scene where she calls uraraka cute? i do. yall remember twice? you fucking better. anyways, a bisexual

dabi: and angry bisexual. he’s just grrr all the time, yanno? traffic was slow? biphobia. starbucks employee was being a dick? biphobia. shigaraki is being more annoying than usual? b i p h o b i a

twice: he’s a hetero and i support him :’)

hawks: bisexual that knows what he likes. he knows his type (hot and dangerous) he knows what he looks like (hot) and he will exploit it at any given moment. pretty much a pro at flirting his way out of situations he doesn’t want to be in

miruko: pan with a plan, and we love her. why? shes hot as fuck.

endeavor: trump supporter and homophobic as fuck. we hate him and everything he stands for. his ‘redemption’ wasn’t even good! how dare you call yourself a hero

rei: hates men

there you go, have fun i guess. mt lady says love yourself and vote present mic for president 2024.

[xiaophobic]

WAIT JSKDCBHN I DIDN'T SIGN MY LAST ASK HSHSHSHSH I FORGOT IM SORRY,,, but you are right my love, the one that asked for domestic genshin teams was none other than i, sunflower anon ;) ngl that wouldn't have made much sense without context so i'm glad you were able to figure it out also yes i agree with beth slander, anemo cube go brr

DON'T BE SORRY FOR GOING TOO LONG ! READING YOUR ANSWER WAS SO FUN AND YOUR TEAM IS SO CUTE HELP,,, ESP THE ONE WHERE ZHONGLI & SUCROSE WEAVE FLOWERS INTO EACH OTHERS HAIR THAT WAS ADORABLE 😭 now *rubs my grubby little hands together* brain rot sharing time

For context my main team consists of albedo, venti, xingqiu, and keqing and I’ve grown too attached to every single one of them that I have zero clue on who to switch out when wishing for eula

Venti <- this bitch is my platonic soulmate and we’d most likely beg to share rooms

I get the feeling that albedo and xingqiu would share one, bigggg room that they evenly halved. Dont ask why it just felt right, and albedo is more often in some spare room that he turned into a lab so xingqiu can invite whoever and let them crash in his room

Keqings the only one with a single room and i dont think shes mad about that because her room is,,, so full of paperworks,,, neat and orderly yes but pAPERWORKS-

Alr ive assigned rooms now so onto whatever happens inside *stretches fingers*

I’d say we’re pretty even in terms of whos responsible and whos not, so unless albedo becomes in charge of watching klee there shall be no fire to be committed

Its funny how we have a god and a nonbeliever under one roof, so i think keqing would be skeptical around venti. But of course, ventis playful nature and fun demeanor would likely win her over, so now she treats him like family as well

Though that said, she’d also find herself scolding both me and venti on our uhhhhh tendencies to be lazy HSHSHSH she fr tells me to stop procrastinating in game every five seconds, so imagine if she was put with mr wine aunt barsibado?

Cute friendship between albedo and xingqiu because theyve made a book together and two educational boys,,, the amount of braincells in one room is ridiculous

Remember when I said keqing was happy she had a single room? Its because of her rex lapis dolls. Neither venti nor xingqiu ever let her live that down.

In terms of cooking, venti and i are never allowed for our own good. Venti isnt a bad cook but hes definitely a chaotic one and i physically cant make pancakes if my life depended on it. Albedo is on cooking duty most of the time but if hes busy, xingqiu will do it (though he will throw out the carrots) because keqings often too busy

HAVE YOU SEEN THE DESCRIPTION OF ALBEDOS SPECIAL DISH?? ITS A WHOLE FANFICTION OMG

Venti making everyone flower crowns mmmmmmmmmm and specific types of flowers for each person... aw

Whenever xingqiu reads a new history book, sometimes venti will just go “LIES. THATS NOT WHAT WENT DOWN. PUT THAT BOOK AWAY AND ALLOW ME TO TELL YOU WHAT REALLY HAPPENED-”

Albedo and Keqing both staying up really late because of work and venti having to sing them songs so theyll sleep i am SOFT

A recurring theme I find in this team is that we all look like responsible upkept high society people but behind the locked doors youll find keqing trying to get venti to get tf up, xingqiu and i raving about some fanfic, and albedo making something explode in his lab on accident

Bonus because ive run out of ideas:

(keqing THIS IS A CANON VOICELINE) Sleep well... me? Uh... I still have a handful of things on my to-do list, but I'll call it a night once they are done.

(xingqiu) lady keqing… please, it's too late in the evening. Mr Kreideprinz, the new concoction, if you would.

(venti, putting down a frying pan) oh… so we’re using the potion tonight?

Okay so the quality of whatever this is isnt guaranteed and its 100% crack barely any soft HELP HSHSH but im typing this in the middle of science class so pls forgive me. I wonder how you feel when you get a super long ask in your inbox…? I hope you still dont mind ( ´^｀) have a nice day dearest!! I’ll sign off twice now so I wont forget next time KESHEJ -🌻 anon

BAE I LIKE DIDNT SEE THIS???? WAH IM SORRY FOR MY LATE RESPONSE,,

HELP YOU MFS ARE SO CHAOTIC??? THE BONUS LITERALLY HAS ME DYING WHY IS VENTI FULLY PREPARED TO KNOCK HER OUT WAGSH(<\%[^{*}

your team definitely has “burnt out gifted kid” vibes ABSHAHSHA BUT IN A GOOD WAY OF COURSE they’re just all doing their best to be their best (with the possible exception of venti, though i’d argue that around such composed characters he’d experience his own slight code switch)

i’ll give you one of my own personal headcanons and apply it to your team a bit since i feel like it fits!!

venti knows everyone he comes across, or at least can connect their face to someone he’s seen in the milleniums he’s lived — a relative or something. he’s the god of wind and freedom, so naturally he’s traveled to all nations in order to be free and see the world as he pleases.

given this, he knows everyone on your team. he can connect their faces to at least one of their distant relatives that he’s known before. that is, except for albedo, who was born of chalk. the first person in a while who he sees and knows nothing of, so he FREAKS THE FUCK OUT. he spends half of his time stressing over who he could possibly be the offspring of but ends up coming up short every time.

he falls under the impression that albedo just must be klee’s older brother who was just never mentioned, until klee confesses that they’re not related biologically. it remains the subject he loses his mind over at the bottom of each bottle.

ABAHSHAHSH I JUST LIKE THE IDEA OF VENTI BEING SECRETLY WATCHING OVER THEM ALL YKNOW? HE CARES MAN 💔

anyway, i’m sorry this was so late and i’m happy you shared with me, this was rlly a pleasure to read <33 i hope you’re doing well, and please remember to take care of yourself, sweetpea ⸜(*ˊᗜˋ*)⸝

[luobingmeis]

Pls give us the AtLA rant, I have a mighty need!

askjskjsdkjdskj i copy and pasted my rant from last night bc imo the raw energy of “i am genuinely shocked and angry (in a good way)” is something i cannot recreate right now

so here is the rant i went on in my groupchat + the secret side conversation i had in DMs bc, in my 3 person gc, 2 of us are watching it for the first time and i already knew some stuff going in so i didn’t want to spoil

it’s all under the cut bc it’s long as fuck (like almost 2k words if not more) 

but basically i go into my own type of avatar-state while talking abt zuko!!!!

(I HAVEN’T STARTED BOOK 3 YET, PLEASE NO SPOILERS)

groupchat:

but i just finished book 2 and it took a completely different turn from what i thought it was going to like i am actually in shock and have officially reached my point of "zuko what the actual fuck" because the choice to do good was right there after everything he and iroh went through and after all that he saw and letting aang go multiple times and he was starting to be happy in this new life and saw that he and iroh could be free and he still went back to azula for his pride and honor, turning against aang and katara after he and katara could have finally reached a moment of understanding

but like what the fuck i am more mad at s2 zuko than i was at s1 zuko bc, in season 1, the avatar and his honor was the only thing he thought about, but in s2, he met people who had their lives ruined by the fire nation!! and he worked with them!!!! iroh was showing him what it was like to live completely free, doing what he wants!!!! and he was starting to understand!!!!! but im so pissed and so fucking shocked bc, this entire fucking time, i was like "oh yeah the end of s2 is going to be when zuko joins, right? bc i mean book 3 is fire, so zuko has to teach him fire bending" but no, he willingly chose to keep pursuing the avatar after fucking everything he has seen, after knowing how people were affected by the fire nation, after everything iroh did for him

and he knows what he did!! he knows!!!!! he told azula that he betrayed iroh!!!!!!! he fucking knows

when iroh showed up to fight both him and azula, i was fucking losing it bc iroh's love has been so unconditional for zuko, he supported zuko through everything and even helped him try to capture the avatar at times, but that was the final straw

zuko willingly walked into world domination. he doesn't even fucking trust azula! he never has! but she brought up his pride and honor, and she's powerful as all hell, and he sided with her! after everything!

i really thought he was learning that his quest for the avatar was fruitless! it's not going to bring him happiness! his life in the fire nation will never return to normal

aang has saved his life so many god damn times, him and katara were reaching a point of understanding! they fucking talked about how the fire nation took both of their mothers

and i'm so floored bc this was all willing

when zuko was exiled, he had no choice! it was either find the avatar or have no home. but he was finding a home! he finally seemed so happy with iroh! it really seemed like iroh's teachings were getting through to him! that he was learning what he really wanted (freedom)! but he still went back to the fire nation except this time he chose to. he looked at the people he was starting to understand, at the man who has been a better father than ozai ever could, and willingly chose to turn away for the sake of pillaging and conquering and "honor" in a family that doesn't care about him

at first, i was like "this has to be a trick, right? he's fighting them now so that he can backstab azula later, right?"

but when katara said to him "i thought you changed!" and he said "i have" i was fucking besides myself

im so angry but im also fucking exhilirated bc this i did not expect

i would've put so much money on there being a meaningful moment of zuko stepping up alongside aang

like, i was so sure this would happen

i was convinced

but holy shit

and fucking!!! zuko knows what iroh went through at ba sing se with the loss of his son (and probably the realization that what the fire nation was doing was fucked up) and zuko still turned against iroh

after everything iroh did for him! iroh was the only person who stood by zuko's side during everything. he pleaded zuko's case over and over, he seeked out the gaang bc he needed their help and he was so sure that zuko would make the right decision!!! he saw zuko let the avatar go before, but when zuko was faced w/ azula's assistance and the avatar right there, he just went back to his old ways except worse bc this is willing

and like

am i discounting the manipulations of azula and ozai? no!!!

that definitely had a hand in it, bc azula has been dangling honor and ozai's love in front of zuko the entire time

but i really thought that the end of s2 would be when zuko sees past all of that

except he turned back to the family that doesn't even love him, betraying the only person who truly cared for him and loved him unconditionally and wanted the best for him, and now he has a direct hand in the collapse of ba sing se and world domination

like okay let it be known that this is some of the best writing ive seen and im fucking obsessed and im living for this and it's so fucking good so my anger is fueled by excitement and shock

and also i fucking love negative character development

like. i love zuko. and literally i think that's part of this too bc i was so sure that he was going to make the right decision

and instead i had to face the dawning realization that he wasn't

and now he and azula are teaming up to end the earth kingdom

like i thought i knew where this was gonna go and now i'm genuinely lost (in a good way)

and like i haven't even touched upon aang's chakra being locked bc he went back to katara

(also don't even get me started on the painful irony of iroh telling aang that sometimes it's better to choose love and friendship over power)

(like really don't get me started because i'm about to combust)

after everything iroh did for zuko!!!

after the gaang has saved his life!!!!!!!

and the best thing is, it was shocking but still not out of character

that's the beautiful thing

this was always an option for zuko

it's the point of the crossroads!!! you can go either way!!!!!!!

i just thought he was gonna go...................... the other way

and like literally the fact that he sided with azula after obviously not liking her basically his entire life (or at least his adolescence) is so fucking telling for how he made this decision bc. unless there's some behind the scenes stuff, he saw the avatar and his pride and his honor so clearly, and he saw how powerful azula was becoming, and decided that he would still take it even in the face of azula's manipulations and violence

if that makes sense

if you can't tell, i'm kinda reeling right now

like, apparently zuko wants his honor/power so badly that he'll side with azula!!!

after they spent an entire season fighting her

but also....... azula finally gave him that option of working together. before, it was always azula vs. zuko

now, though, azula was offering a world dominating olive branch

so now like im thinking....... what if that happened earlier? would zuko always have turned? or is it just because everything he ever wanted was so close to him?

and it's wonderful bc it's still so in-character. like, even siding with azula, it's not bc he suddenly cares for his sister or whatever, but it's because he chose honor/pride/the fire nation over freedom/giving up what he always wanted. i don't think he was choosing azula, he was choosing his pre-written destiny over making his own

god is any of this making sense i am literally so fucking shocked

i literally need like 3 episodes solely on iroh at this point bc you know what probably fucking sucks??? losing his first son to the war in ba sing se, and then losing his nephew (who he saw as another son) to starting war in ba sing se

like? that has to feel like a fucking slap in the face ten times over

especially bc iroh left the fire nation with zuko (and probably for zuko), most likely giving up his full title there

and like? the fighting sequences are so cool but it was so fucking heartbreaking to hear iroh tell aang "you go on ahead! i will hold off both of them!" because like. iroh can't wait any longer! he thinks (and knows) that zuko is making the wrong choice, but he can't wait any longer! he can't stand by while zuko dominates an entire city and say "oh, he's really complicated, he's going through something"! because zuko did go through it and he came out of it and he still made that choice! iroh probably feels like all his patience, all his efforts, all his teachings and love, went to fucking waste! because it didn't get him anywhere!

like, iroh probably still loves zuko but he probably feels so fucking betrayed and hurt and disappointed because, after seeing zuko let the avatar go before and seeming so happy, he probably thought that zuko was changing for the better! and now, he has to fight his niece AND his nephew! this no longer is zuko insulting some other general or his crew that iroh can fix by explaining what happened w/ ozai and how zuko is very conflicted! this is a situation that zuko willingly walked in, even after hearing and knowing all of iroh's teachings!

anyways! poetic cinema

like also pls dont think im ignoring everything else in the episode, like aang's chakra being locked was fucking wild and that entire episode was so good, with the fight sequences and everything abt azula, and toph’s metal bending, just forgive me bc im a little uhhhhh distracted by a twist that i genuinely did not expect

i feel bad for how focused i am right now on zuko but also how can i not be bc that feels so connected to literally everything else

also tho on a brighter note, true serotonin was when appa finally returned :')

it's so wonderful that appa broke out by himself. he did it all on his own! no one else was there. at all :)

(im kidding that was actually a very important moment in zuko's character)

(or at least i thought it was going to be)

(well actually it still is, but it's come to the question of "you can always say what you're going to do in a situation, but what happens when you're actually faced with it?”)

DMs:

i know that zuko gets redeemed, right? like i know, in the end, they will all team up

but the fact that it didn't happen now

holy shit

like.......... a whiiiiiiile ago on tumblr, i saw a post that was like "zuko has a great redemption but he needed to work for it bc he did awful things" and like? tbh yeah i got that s1 zuko was the antag and he did shitty things but like...................... this feels so much more poignant

like zuko literally has a direct hand now in the collapse of the earth kingdom

literally not to be dramatic but this is like. taz-reveal levels of shocked right now.

i thought i knew the zuko arc

bc i know he gets redeemed!!

so, after watching this season, i was thinking "oh okay it's gonna be this season! makes sense!"

but.... deep down

deep down..............

a part of me was kinda like "so is season 1 zuko....... it? is that the end of his antagonisms? is season 2 meant to be his redemption? i dig it, but i thought it would be more...................... dramatic"

well!

got what i wished for!

and i am in the best kinds of hell

like i almost feel bad bc so much other stuff happened in the finale (like, for example, aang's chakra being locked, which i screamed at, it was so good) but like. i genuinely did not expect this.

like. holy fuck.

like, now i really understand why people say that zuko needed to really work for his redemption bc he and azula are tag teaming the end of the earth kingdom

[tillman]

Can you tell me more about gawain and lancelot in the arthurian myths? I really ship then in FGO and I heard that they are bestfriends

ok this is straight up going to be an essay without the revisions so just a stream of consciousness on my thoughts of how their relationship is handled in both fate and then the legends themselves since fate pulls a lot yet changes some key aspects that really makes their relationship what it is. it kinda goes from a one sided pinning for an idiot who doesnt comprehend love to a more. theyre just bros. which kinda makes me upset anyways. under the cut. im so sorry for hwo long this is gonna be i have a lot to say about gawain and lancelot. 

ok honestly i think fgo handles their relationship pretty well from what ive seen. they genuinely are just bros too stupid to realize the other is flirting with them in their own ways which is fucking hilarious. i think the only thing that bugs me about how fate actually likes. has them interact is they remove like. the greatest bit of their friendship and i think make it just about the war between them at the end. i cant say for certain but from what i can figure out i think they reduce gawain and lancelots conflict at the end of the main story to just completely them fighting and gawain dying via lancelots wound? but i dont know for certain dont quote me on this. this both a) removes all the REAL tragedy of this situation of both of them just being really fucked up over grief and regrets stirred by arthur in the first place and b) completely ignores one of the best bit of gawain characterization in le morte, gawain forgiving his literal best friend on his death bed and pleading for his return, to come back and mourn for him, to try to save whats left of the world they both helped build and protect. in an adaptation of le morte (which fate lore mostly is) i think gawains final letter is NEEDED to complete his arc and his like. entire character since malory (and then thus fate) spends more time focused on lancelot. 

like just pulling from their dialog w each other in the My Room things, gawain talks about his regret and immaturity over... not forgiving lancelot? what . and lancelot just offers to play chess which is extremely funny. (on another note hwy does fate gawain hate bors. i ltierally can not figure this out at all why is he so mean to his best friends cousin theyre bros.... theyre bros!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

anyways now onto the legends because this isnt about fate. fuck fate i hate fate all of my homies hate fate. im gonna focus MOSTLY on le morte since that connects to fates version more and pull some quotes from other legends i have memorized but there is absolutely more, and the vulgate delves into it a bit more but i havent ... gotten that far im so sorry the prose merlin is kicking my ass. 

the thing to note is gawain (excluding guenevere) was kinda the first person to show lancelot respect when he came to court. gawain kinda took him under his wing for a bit, and they end up VERY close. they have a relationship built off of respect and understanding for each other and it ends up being one of lancelots only Real friendships throughout most legends since he has issues w communication and understanding intention that i could (and will) rant about for hours so i wont delve too into it rn. but like. theyre arthurs best knights basically. troyes will say otherwise and say eric and yvaine are better than lancelot but troyes is fucking stupid and a whore, and most sources will tell you its gawain and lancelot (most sources favor lancelot over gawain due to the french influence on some later literature, and le morte is on the lancelot side due to being pulled a lot from the post vulgate, which pulls from the vulgate, aslo called the lancelot-graal cycle. its a whole thing)

but basically for a lot of the main legends you have two Absolute Best Bros who would literally do anything for the other, one being extremely horny and the other being so hopelessly inept when it comes to communication he doesnt understand how love works. theyre a wonderful pair :-) im kidding theyre so fukcing stupid watching them interact is like watching a car crash. its fucking disastrous and you want to yell at them to just beat the shit out of each other homoerotically and understand their feelings (which they do! wow! shout out to le morte!) anyways to keep this from getting too long lets go over some fun gawain quotes about his Best Friend. Who he thinks about a lot. but like... in a no homo way. he swears.

anwyays uhhhhh to keep this short heres a fun compilation of gawain being gawain. and a pretty good overview of how how gawain talks about his Best Friend in a totally not gay way. its straight if he says no homo. 

in gawains death note, which i think is the peak of gawains character in le morte 

“Sir Launcelot; for of a more nobler man might I not be slain. Also Sir Launcelot, for all the love that ever was betwixt us, make no tarrying...”“And I require thee, most famous knight of the world, that thou wilt see my tomb.“

and then. for equality since i skimmed all of knight of the cart for this, have some good lancelot lines. for context some idiot locked him in a tower for a year and lancelot just does this the entire time

anyways: tldr lancelot and gawain are in love even if both of them are too stupid to realize it. thats basically their entire relationship. everything goes to shit after lancelot accidently kills gareth and gaheris because lancelot too thinks of them as his brothers and is so torn up about it he lets everything happen. gawain starts a war with him because he would rather die than face the music. like its insane.... they should kiss. fate kinda gets this ok, but i think they should have had them just more homoerotic at every given moment because they Are. thanks for listening to my ted talk. im sorry im like this. 

find u a bro to have a homoerotic duel with and live your best life babey

[thewritingstar]

Ah well were all at home better ask all 200 questions g, don't really know much about u

200 QUESTIONS???? ALRIGHT HERE YA GO. 

hope you enjoy me spending an hour answering all of these :) 

200: My crush’s name is: N/A 199: I was born in: 2000 198: I am really: nice 197: My cellphone company is: idk 196: My eye color is: Hazel, can turn dark brown or light green sometimes 195: My shoe size is: 8 194: My ring size is: 7 I think 193: My height is: 5′3 192: I am allergic to: penicillin  191: My 1st car was: Toyota  190: My 1st job was: Baskin Robbins  189: Last book you read: Suicide Notes (highly recommend)  188: My bed is: galaxy bedding and is currently on the floor in my bed fram cause my friends broke it... 187: My pet: Black cockapoo and a white cockapoo named Abby and Molly 186: My best friend: is a hoe 185: My favorite shampoo is: herbal essence color me happy  184: Xbox or ps3: I perfer Wii, Wii U or Nintendo switch  183: Piggy banks are: cute, Mine is a ducktales cup  182: In my pockets: nothing rn 181: On my calendar: nothing rn 180: Marriage is: a good thing but not a necessity for a happy life 179: Spongebob can: get it  178: My mom: is a queen  177: The last three songs I bought were? i only buy cds for my car so: Lover, Hozier, Blink 182 176: Last YouTube video watched: The Office deleted scenes 175: How many cousins do you have? 8 but I only see four of them and two of them are adults with kids so i consider them more of aunt and uncle figures 174: Do you have any siblings? One older sister  173: Are your parents divorced? Nope  172: Are you taller than your mom? Nope 171: Do you play an instrument? Nope 170: What did you do yesterday? Sat on ass and watched youtube 

[ I Believe In ] 169: Love at first sight: ye why not 168: Luck: yes  167: Fate: yes 166: Yourself: kinda 165: Aliens: yes 164: Heaven: mmmm yes i guess 163: Hell: yes 162: God: uhhhhh yes and no, kinda indifferent 161: Horoscopes: yep 160: Soul mates: yesss 159: Ghosts: ye 158: Gay Marriage: WHO THE FUCK DOESNT BELIEVE IN THISS?? ITS REAL  157: War: think it does more harm than good 156: Orbs: ye 155: Magic: ye i wanna be a wizard 

[ This or That ] 154: Hugs or Kisses: hugs 153: Drunk or High: drunk, i dont do drugs and i dont drink yet but ill prob get drunk  152: Phone or Online: oo i use both but Online i guess 151: Red heads or Black haired: Black hair 150: Blondes or Brunettes: Brunettes 149: Hot or cold: HOT 148: Summer or winter: Summer 147: Autumn or Spring: Both 146: Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla  145: Night or Day: Day 144: Oranges or Apples: Oranges 143: Curly or Straight hair: I have straight hair but curly hair is also beautiful 142: McDonalds or Burger King: BURGER KING..I HATE MCDONALDS 141: White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate: MILK 140: Mac or PC: Pc 139: Flip flops or high heals:...High heels prob 138: Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor: SWEET AND POOR, IM ALREADY UGLY 137: Coke or Pepsi: NEITHER 136: Hillary or Obama: obama  135: Burried or cremated: cremated 134: Singing or Dancing: love both but maybe dancing rn 133: Coach or Chanel: Coach  132: Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks: idk who they are 131: Small town or Big city: Big city, i grew up in a small town 130: Wal-Mart or Target: TARGET 129: Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler: Adam 128: Manicure or Pedicure: Mani 127: East Coast or West Coast: West Coast 126: Your Birthday or Christmas: Christmas  125: Chocolate or Flowers: Chocolate 124: Disney or Six Flags: DISNEY  123: Yankees or Red Sox: eww sports 

[ Here’s What I Think About ] 122: War:....does more harm than good  121: George Bush:....dont know enough to say but im pretty sure he was an awful human  120: Gay Marriage: It should just be called marriage, just because you’re gay doesnt make it any less or any more, its equal to other marriages  119: The presidential election: 118: Abortion: Pro Choice, no one has the right to tell someone what to do with their body 117: MySpace: i never used it cause i was too young but i bet it was lit 116: Reality TV: its funny af  115: Parents: are nice if they care about their child but if they are abusive or horrible then they dont deserve respect  114: Back stabbers: should be stabbed  113: Ebay: its nice  112: Facebook: full of idiots and boomers  111: Work: a scam  110: My Neighbors: they fine 109: Gas Prices: A SCAM 108: Designer Clothes: a nice but really $200 for socks, no mama 107: College: SHOULD BE FREE 106: Sports: fun but no one needs to make that much money for throwing a ball 105: My family: i like them 104: The future: is wild and idk at this point 

[ Last time I ] 103: Hugged someone: my mom like a few days ago 102: Last time you ate: at 11 today! 101: Saw someone I haven’t seen in awhile:  100: Cried in front of someone: my mom after i yelled at her 99: Went to a movie theater: i saw Onward when we were allowed outside 98: Took a vacation: went to disneyland last October  97: Swam in a pool: like almost two years sadly  96: Changed a diaper: when i was like 8  95: Got my nails done: never got them done because my mom wouldnt take me cause i was a ‘tom boy’  94: Went to a wedding: never  93: Broke a bone: when i was three, my big toe 92: Got a piercing: my nose in January  91: Broke the law: i guess i sped the other day  90: Texted: literally as im doing this 

[ MISC ] 89: Who makes you laugh the most: my friend 88: Something I will really miss when I leave home is: the silence of being alone 87: The last movie I saw: Princess and the Frog 86: The thing that I’m looking forward to the most: Moving for college 85: The thing im not looking forward to:  84: People call me: Deanna (real name), Dean, Star (what yall call me) ton of others 83: The most difficult thing to do is: idk  82: I have gotten a speeding ticket: never 81: My zodiac sign is: Aries 80: The first person i talked to today was:  79: First time you had a crush: Ive had  78: The one person who i can’t hide things from: my best friends 77: Last time someone said something you were thinking: my friends over ft  76: Right now I am talking to: no one 75: What are you going to do when you grow up: hopefully being an animator  74: I have/will get a job: at disney  73: Tomorrow: doing nothing 72: Today: doing nothing  71: Next Summer: hopefully not on quarantine  70: Next Weekend: nothing special  69: I have these pets: 2 doggos 68: The worst sound in the world: ICE SCRAPING OR MOUTH BREATHING 67: The person that makes me cry the most is:  66: People that make you happy: my friends 65: Last time I cried: few days ago  64: My friends are: my world 63: My computer is: a Dell  62: My School: is a community college  61: My Car: it goes 60: I lose all respect for people who: are bigots, dehumanize people, republicans  59: The movie I cried at was: Onward had me sobbing  58: Your hair color is: Brown rn 57: TV shows you watch: theres too many 56: Favorite web site: tumblr or youtube 55: Your dream vacation: every disney park  54: The worst pain I was ever in was: i think when i cut my finger or when i went to the hospital for my chest  53: How do you like your steak cooked: Medium rare  52: My room is: disney themed and my safe zone 51: My favorite celebrity is: Tara Strong  50: Where would you like to be: Disneyland 49: Do you want children: ehh maybe  48: Ever been in love: nope 47: Who’s your best friend: my neighbor that ive known since i was 4 46: More guy friends or girl friends: more girl 45: One thing that makes you feel great is: making cake  44: One person that you wish you could see right now: my cousin 43: Do you have a 5 year plan: not really  42: Have you made a list of things to do before you die: ye 41: Have you pre-named your children: kinda 40: Last person I got mad at: my mom 39: I would like to move to: La 38: I wish I was a professional: animator

[ My Favorites ] 37: Candy: Kitkat 36: Vehicle: Cars 35: President: 34: State visited: California, Nevada, Texas, Hawaii,  33: Cellphone provider: 32: Athlete: n/a 31: Actor: Colin O'Donoghue 30: Actress: Lana Parrilla 29: Singer: Joe Jonas, Taylor Swift  28: Band: Big Time Rush 27: Clothing store: Hot topic, Ross,  26: Grocery store: Safeway  25: TV show: Once Upon A Time or PPG  24: Movie: Princess and the Frog and Ratatouille  23: Website: tumblr  22: Animal: elephant  21: Theme park: disneyland  20: Holiday: Halloween  19: Sport to watch: hockey  18: Sport to play:..i do not play  17: Magazine: i dont read mags  16: Book: Kingdom Keepers  15: Day of the week: Friday  14: Beach: one i went to in Hawaii  13: Concert attended: Jonas Brothers  12: Thing to cook: chowmein and strawberry shortcake  11: Food: Chowmein  10: Restaurant: my fav Chinese restaurant  9: Radio station: I don’t listen to the radio  8: Yankee candle scent: Vanilla  7: Perfume: Vanilla  6: Flower: Rose or Larkspur  5: Color: Black or blue  4: Talk show host: umm i dont watch many but i guess Jimmy Fallon  3: Comedian: Jaboukie Young-White or John Mulaney  2: Dog breed: Pomeranian  1: Did you answer all these truthfully? ye 

[b00bconnoisseur]

60 questions for @not-my-brain

1. selfie.......Ugghhhh ok. Imma take one rn

Ok here u go (yes thats a bmth shirt)

2. what would you name your future kids?.....Ooo hmmm well when i was a kid i really liked the names disney, and mesiah. I didn't know at the time that mesiah was another name for god i think lol. I liked it cause of handlers mesiah. I still do. Ooo and maybe Tj too

3. do you miss anyone?......Yeah. My friends on Pinterest from a year ago. My friend lucas. Stan lee. Bob ross. My cousin who died from cancer some years ago. Snape. Sirius. Lupin. Tonks. Dobby. *continues to name every unfortunate death in hp*

4. what are you looking forward to?.......SE-YA next month!! Its the south eastern young adult festival at this college. You can have meet n greets with authors and alot of stuff its the besstttt

5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?......DEFINATELY. @dirtysocke @mysisterlooksforthisaccountsobye @cristal-kyd1280 @sammchenry my friend lucas and @septembersbloom. ^^

6. is it hard for you to get over someone?..... What like...romantically? Or like a death? If romantically uhhh idk it took over a couple weeks but im ok now. Ive never had another relationship so idk. If death oof yeah idk maybe. Ig it depends on how much i knew them idk. Like when my nanny (great grandma) died i was sad for days (is that alot?)

7. what was your life like last year?.....Sucky af. Still is. But the highlights of my life last year was getting and making friends on tumblr, going to the tøp concert and going to warped tour, volunteering at the library, going to seya and meeting some of my favorite authors, reading, changing and improving my art, listening to all the bands i listen to now, getting into more fandoms, going to a friends house for the first time

8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?.......Yes lol. Some years ago when i couldn't find smtn id be so annoyed and pissed id start crying. I dont now but still lol

9. who did you last see in person?.......Hm ig family doesn't count....? Wait do u mean a friend? If so uhh my friends rebekah, anika, and Judah at a TAB meeting at the library sometime last month.

10. are you good at hiding your feelings?......I think so? Like i mean I can hide whenever i get my....time of the month from my mom (talking abt stuff like that with her makes me uncomfortable) and i hid a breakup. And other p big stuff too. So imma say yeah

11. are you listening to music right now?........*pops on earbuds after reading this* yee im listening to bitch lasagna by pewdiepie xD (do i have the best spotify playlist or what?)

12. what is something you want right now?.......To hug @mysisterlooksforthisaccountsobye but SOMEONE has to live so far away

13. how do you feel right now?........Happy that my earbud still works cause they got washed in the wash yesterday....oops. Its not my fault. I told my dad to remind me to take it out of my jacket pocket before they threw it in but noooooo he forgot

14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?.......Uhhhhh fuck idk it was probably from my lil 4 yr old bro sometime last week. Other than him (hes my favorite sibling) i dont let them hug me too much

15. personality description.......Nerdy. Fangirl. "Emo". Tomboy. Hotsause obsessed. Book lover. Music lover. Black. Blue. Harry potter. Introvert. Fall. Sports. Values friendship. Loyal. Uhhhh i cant think of much lol

16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t?.......*sigh* yes. Yes yes yes. Theres some things abt me, or my life really, that i havent told anyone on here or my irl friends that i sooooo want to so bad but i haven't cause i feel like they'd feel bad and pity me and i don't want that

17. opinion on insecurities........I dont really understand this one. Everyones insecure abt something. Is this askin like if i think its ok or not? I say its ok. Im insecure about literally everything about me. My face. My personality. My socialness. My art. What i do. What i say. Basically my whole body. The things i feel good abt are my books, music taste, and my friends (ily fuckers)

18. do you miss how things were a year ago?.........Hmm this time around a year ago....idk its sorta the same but all the stuff i mentioned abt my year from last year didn't happen yet so nah tho my life sucks rn its better than this time last year

19. have you ever been to New York?........Nooo but i want too soo baddd i wanna visit @septembersbloom !! Im coming for ya soon gramps *does the eye watching thing* my dads been to nyc before tho cause he does construction and he had a concrete job to do there. It was a 23 hr drive for him

20. what is your favourite song at the moment?........Uhhh idk!!! So hard! Maybe.....the whole thats the spirit album by bmth ;)

21. age and birthday?.....15 yrs of age and September 27th 2003 (whats yours brainy? I'll put it on my calendar)

22. description of crush......Its weird idk im not sure if its a genuine crush or not but uh....They like hp :).Thats all u get

23. fear(s).......Losing my best friend @dirtysocke and my other friends. Death. Failure. Momo chasing after me then killing me slowly keeping my eyes open to look her dead in the eyes while i die

24. height......5'6 call me short and I'll fuck u up with THIS *pulls out trusty potato peeler named now steve* dont test me boi

25. role model......Hhhhhhhh so many! But uh gosh one of them is @superraedizzle (youtuberrrr) and vexx and bob ross and da vinci and aaaaaaa so many

26. idol(s)......First person that immediately comes to mind is @sammchenry cause he's super cool and he's really nice and his art's reallyyy good (if u havent seen it w-w-what are u even doin with your life?) And he has a great sense of humor and *continues to ramble about why samms the best*

27. things i hate.......Dabs. Transphobes. Homophobic ppl. Basically any hate on the lgbtq+ community. Bullies. The ship starker. Umbridge. Snape haters

28. i’ll love you if….....U you'll eat pizza, draw, and rp harry potter with mee

29. favourite film(s)......Fantastic beasts. Every hp film. Twilight. The maze runner 1-2. The hunger games. Spiderman homecoming. Kingsman: secret service. Into the spideyverse tho i havent seen it yet

30. favourite tv show(s)......Inkmasterrrrr. B99. The mick. The middle. Uhhh idk mostly ink master xD

31. 3 random facts........Ive never had shrimp. I had a beta fish for over a year once. Im eating pizza crust rn

32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?.......G i r l s. I have all girl friends irl and one boy. And on tumblr it seems like i just meet girls? Likei agree with @cristal-kyd1280 its like alot more gals then dudes here. But i do have some guy friends on here too. But mostly girls

33. something you want to learn.......TO DRAW ANATOMY DAMMIT

34. most embarrassing moment........Every moment of my lifes an embarrassing moment. Idk of i can pick a "most" embarrassing one. But one time i i sent my crush (now ex bf) a hey fuckface and like some hearts or whatever for an ask game that meant like "i have a crush on u" "youre adorable" etc and said Hewo but i did it all anonymously. But he confronted me askin if i sent it cause im the only person he knows that actually says hewo lol. Then later on i finally admitted i really liked him and well y'all know the story after i think. Unless you're new

35. favourite subject.......A R TTTT OFC

36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?........meet my friends on tumblr. Get into mtsu (college i wanna go to) and study art. And go skydiving

37. favourite actor/actress........favorite actor uhhhhhh probably thomas brodie sangster or tom felton and my favorite actress? Hmmm idk maybe evanna lynch (luna lovegood)

38. favourite comedian(s).......probably kevin hart lol he's p funny

39. favourite sport(s)........basketballllllll and football

40. favourite memory........uhhhhh idk?? One oh my favorite memories was when we went to see tøp in concert

41. relationship status.....single as a pringle

42. favourite book(s)......harry potter and the order of the pheonix. Harry potter and the half blood prince. Simon vs the homo sapiens agenda. Divergent. Maze runner. Twilight. Fangirl. Fallen. Red queen

43. favourite song ever.......TOO HARD DONT MAKE ME CHOOSEEEEEE

44. age you get mistaken for.........16 and 17 sometimes lol

45. how you found out about your idol........i was watching someone on yt and superraedizzle always poped up in my feed and my mom turned on one of her vids cause she always saw her vids too now ive seen most of em i love her. Id heard of vexx but never watched him and i was watching a collab from anthony miller art and shrimpy and i checked out shrimpys channel and was lookin at comments and alot of ppl said his art is like vexxs so i checked out vexx. At first i was like eh ok. Now i cant click fast enough when he posts a vid. And i actually fpund out about bob ross from my grandpa on jan 20 2017 when trump was getting sworn in or whatever. We turned on pbs and my grampa told me to look and bob ross was on and i was IN. I loved it. I even started watching full episodes on YouTube of the joy of painting after that. Wonderful man. My first painting i ever did i think was when i followed one of his tutorials xD (i didnt know it was popular at the time)

46. what my last text message says......."ok your turn"

47. turn ons.....uhh nerds ig idk um book lovers, music lovers, art lovers, potterheads, idk and nice ppl

48. turn offs......jerks. Homophobia. Idk ig whatever i said in things i hate

49. where i want to be right now......uhhhh idk wait didn't i already answer this? Ok this ones different ig so uhh with my friend lucas

50. favourite picture of your idol.....oh shit...favorite? Idk xD i have a fave of vexx but not of rae or bob. But heres pics of them any way

51. starsign......a libraaaaa boiii

52. something i’m talented at......drawing and speed reading. Thats about it lol. Oh and procrastina

53. 5 things that make me happy.......ooooo art, my friends here on tumblr, books, harry potter, and music ^^

54. something thats worrying me at the moment.....if my friend thinks im being annoying

55. tumblr friends......hhhhh so manyyyyyy. @dirtysocke @mysisterlooksforthisaccountsobye @cristal-kyd1280 @chinesewaffles2 @kingantlion @queen-baelin @sammchenry @septembersbloom and more

56. favourite food(s)......green beans, pepperoni pizza, and vanilla madelines

57. favourite animal(s).......basically any reptile. Puppies. Cats. Any animal really but my #1 are snakes

58. description of my best friend.....well she's a tiny bean (5 feet) and she has dark hair, she wears glasses, she doesnt take shit, she's in love with Josh dun, she's awesome, funny, nice (YES youre nice jackie) and shes the best friend ive ever had. Oh. And she has a weird obsession with spaghetti

59. why i joined tumblr.......well i heard abt it on Pinterest over a year ago but didnt want it. Then @mrfastbass-deactivated20181231 on DeviantArt said he got tumblr so i made one then followed him and figured id just post art and that's it cause i thought tumblr was boring as hell when i first got it. Now im p much obsessed with it

60. ask me anything you want.......go ahead brainy shoot. Give me smtn good

[surprisings-remade]

things i love about: 💞💘 @agustwink  💞💘

like this post for one of these !

s - soft :( youre ..... hfkjfgh ok please youre SO soft .. for yoongi ! your moots ! literally gfhkgjhd all your tags and when you answer asks ???? 🥺💌💞💖💘💗💘💖💗💘💞💖💖💘💗 youre so cute and sweet it’s !!!!! very admirable how nice you are :< every time i see you on my dash im reminded of 🧸🧸 bc .... cute and nice and soft ghkjfh except ur way cuter than any plushie no offense 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

h - how ...... bc HOW are you so amazing vhjkfhfg how are you real ??? how do you effortlessly make everyone so happy.  . .  . .how do you have the whole world wrapped around your finger by just saying one (1) word.... HOW 😔💓💘💘 im ... asking that question and yet i think it’s obvious why in reality ! it’s bc youre an angel :(((( how could the world Not adore you to the edge of the galaxy and back ?????🌠🌃🌃 youre magical shivangi and i adore you so much :(

i - inspirational !!!! bc ..... shivangi if im being real i am Very inspired by you !! you light up my (and everyone else’s) every day and whole world and it’s amazing ! impressive ! astounding ! you’re marvelous and .... i really look up to you bc youre so nice and i hope that maybe just maybe i can learn to be a better, kinder person from you !!! 🥺💞💌 also ur love for yoongi ... an icon !

v - vote ... because you have my vote for anything :(( president ?? hell yeah shivangi 2020 !!! leader of the world ??? uhhhhh where do i sign my approval bc you have it !!!  honestly. ...  . you also have my vote for cutest yoongi stan no offense !!!!! ur just .... i have no words :( if you look up your name in the dictionary it just says as the def “cute” like ... it’s YOU .... it also has other defs that say “lovely” and “nice” and .. p much every good thing you can say abt someone ! trust me i checked 💗☀️📖👓

a - abloom !!! you’re ..... pretty like a flower :( and you remind me of springtime bc youre so sunny !!! ☀️🌸🌼 you make me think of hobi when he compares himself to flowers gfhjkfgh bc that’s you !! and you should recognize it >:o youre a flower and youre beautiful and we alll love you 💘💖💓 you remind me esp of cherry blossoms bc they represent the coming of spring and the beauty of life (which is undoubtedly more beautiful w you in it !!!!)

n - never-ending love ! i have already talked abt your love for others ... but now it is time to take about others’ love for you !!!!!!! licherally everyone loves you like it is impossible to know you and not be smitten !!!!!! 💘💖💗💖💖💓💗 youre such a nice and valued presence in my life i truly treasure you so so so much :((((((( i hope you realize how loved and appreciated and adored and admired you are bc you really deserve to know how great you are :( ☀️💌

g - glowing !!!! you ... glow more radiant than any of the stars ive ever seen :( but it’s not an overwhelming or painful kind of bright ! instead it’s a soft glow like when the sun is setting and it casts a golden glow over everything ? and it peaks through your curtains/blinds into your room .. .that’s you !!!! you always shine through no matter what and i appreciate it so so so so much :(

i - iconic ! i know i already said you were an icon but i Need to go more in depth like.... you’re truly The yoongi stan like .. he is really truly entirely SO lucky to have your love 🌸💞💗💖 and all of your moots are too like ..... we’re all blessed by an angel who is fairer than the most beautiful miracles nature has to offer !!!!! and it’s you :((( ilysm :(( 😔🥺

[gatedcommunityfish]

30 questions tag

Rules: Tag the person who tagged you, answer the questions and tag 20 people! @subarulesbian i am finally doing this wow also thank u for the excuse to air my shit ily

1. How tall are you? 5′6″...the same height as hugh jackman so

2. What color and style is your hair? like snape but light brown and not as greasy

3. What color are your eyes? brown baybeee

4. Do you wear glasses? yeee bitch theyre very cute

5. Do you wear braces? nope!

6. What is your fashion style? goth lite to full goth but everything's blue not black, always got my rings and my little bell necklace for wardin off bad spirits bc i value my life

7. Full name? thomas? maybe? idk thom is fine maybe i need a new name

8. When were you born? april 28th 1998 babes thats taurus sun gemini moon gemini rising

9. Where are you from and where do you live now? im from santa cruz california n i live in oakland now for school, also lol the other day i saw someone avoid so much info so that people didnt know where they lived on the internet and wow forgot people cared about that

10. What school do you go to? mills college which i love and also fucking hate but thats institutions folks

11. What kind of student are you? i work my ass off and pretend i dont but tbh i just dont like talking about grades like i loovveee to talk about philosophy or art but like lets be real school doesnt mean shit. tbh i just love learning so when school doesnt grate my brain bc mental illness i honestly love it an embarrasing amount

12. Do you like school? lol i kinda answered this but like yeah theoretically and ussually practically big nerd alert but also im lucky to have a parent that doesnt care that i study useless shit that makes me happy

13. What are your favourite school subjects? book arts bitch!! lets be honest....paper is sexy

14. Favorite TV shows? mmmm idk really i havent been watching ANYTHING and all the stuff i used to love im like eh, i guess the good place i like, oh and i love anne of green gables bc its cute and pretty and i have @molly-b-denum to talk about it with, oh, ya know what, i LOVED downten (??) abbey

16. Favorite books? the seed to harvest series by octavia butler, honestly all octavia butler, and annihilation by jeff vandermeer, and all about love by bell hooks

17. Favourite past-time? painting, makin books, n singing at the top of my lungs but like where do i find the space to do that someone please sing w me

18. Do you have any regrets? uhhhhh yeah but i dont blame myself for making the decisions i did at the time

19. Dream job? hermit that people make pilgrimage to for advice and discussion

20. Would you like to get married? mmmmm yeah i love to plan and decorate and to look cute so, i want a huge train and the fanciest outfit uve ever seen!! but also idk about it as an institution so who knows

21. Would you like to have kids someday? yep! i absolutely love kids and i think i would be a good parent

22. How many? four, both my mom and i have three siblings and its like the perfect amount of love and fuckery

23. Do you like shopping? hellllll yeah!!! i love fashion and getting dressed up for my everyday and finding something that makes me feel like a wizard, looking this cute takes work 

24. What countries have you visited? well im from the us, ive been to mexico and guatemala, n the uk n ireland

25. What’s the scariest nightmare you’ve ever had? i used to have reoccuring nightmares about my family being bodysnached, 

26. Do you have any enemies? theres people i fucking hate but we dont interact and i dont think about them so i dont think that counts

27. Do you have a s/o? yeeeeeeee shes cute always wanted a goth gf ya know

28. Do you believe in miracles? mmmm idk i feel like miracles implies a god and im more of a magic bitch myself

lol theres only 28 questions but tbh thats fine 

i tag: anyone who wants to do this like really tag me i love to snoop

[cconcerned]

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

My mom ;w;

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

shy

3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

Not rlly anyone-

4. Are you easy to get along with?

Depends. If work then no, if just hanging out then i think so

5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

‘‘I like’‘ friend: probaly. ‘‘I like’‘ crush: idk

6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

outgoing ppl and taht just like memes and gaming. Dont know really

7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

Nope

8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

my older, middle brother 

9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

little bit

10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

Mom

11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

Just some pics or text: 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

Musical songs. Mostly Heathers 

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

Not really. I have hair that is greasy 24/7. So the person would probaly be grossed out before they touch it

14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

Ye

15. What good thing happened this summer?

summer sucks so badly- but I guess.....I- dont know actually

16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

V i r g i n  l i p s. never kissed before 

17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

Nah

18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

nope, I told him and after years of being good/best friends we stopped talking

19. Do you like bubble baths?

absolutely

20. Do you like your neighbors?

dont have them. Or I just never talk to them

21. What are you bad habits?

This is kinda embarassing but thumb sucking. like a baby. Also nail biting

22. Where would you like to travel?

Japan or China

23. Do you have trust issues?

Eh, idk

24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

sitting behind my computer

25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

My face

26. What do you do when you wake up?

think about life and lay there for 30 mins

27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

darker. Im an marshmellow now

28. Who are you most comfortable around?

My older youngest brother

29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

Ye, suprisingly

30. Do you ever want to get married?

Probaly yes

31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?

I think it has to say ‘‘Is’‘, so yeah, it is

32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

Intresting question- I dont keep in touch with the new celebrities so idk. 

33. Spell your name with your chin.

oh god- Ill just use my nickname ppl know me as, not my real one:

RfdIkVERf     -  River

34. Do you play sports? What sports?

I have worse condition then an snail

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

without tv. Dont watch it. Also you have youtube

36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

Ye. I like someone now but I am to afraid to tell them

37. What do you say during awkward silences?

Nothing

38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

Likes gaming, horror, memes, and is overal an nice guy to talk to

39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

Outside? You want me dead?

40. What do you want to do after high school?

Probaly go into game design

41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

Depends on what they done

42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

Im being myself

43. Do you smile at strangers?

If I try to smile I look like I am dissapointed in them or angry

44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

outer space. 

45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

Remembering I have youtube vids to watch and I have books to read

46. What are you paranoid about?

the things I dont know

47. Have you ever been high?

Nope

48. Have you ever been drunk?

Nah

49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

Yeah. So I aint going to tell it

50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

Black

51. Ever wished you were someone else?

Yeah, constantly

52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

My face

53. Favourite makeup brand?

I dont do makeup

54. Favourite store?

Dont go to stores

55. Favourite blog?

Cant think of anything on the top of my head. Too many

56. Favourite colour?

Purple or black

57. Favourite food? 

Brocoli or something unhealthy like hamburgers

58. Last thing you ate?

chocolate cereal

59. First thing you ate this morning?

chocolate cereal

60. Ever won a competition? For what?

Yeah. Won a playback competition in 4th grade of elementary

61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

Never been

62. Been arrested? For what?

Im too much of an pussy to do something to get myself arrested

63. Ever been in love? 

Of course

64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

Mk. It all started when I was an baby and my mom kissed me on the head

65. Are you hungry right now?

Just ate

66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

Dont have tumblr friends, (Or real friends)

67. Facebook or Twitter?

Twitter

68. Twitter or Tumblr?

Tumblr

69. Are you watching tv right now?

Nope

70. Names of your bestfriends? 

I guess I only have one, Roksana. 

71. Craving something? What?

Chocolate milk

72. What colour are your towels?

blue

72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

around 4

73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

Yeah

74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

over 100 probaly

75. Favourite animal?

Bears or cats

76. What colour is your underwear?

Light pink- dont judge me goddamnit

77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

Chocolate

78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

Chocolate

79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

white with pink and black hearts. Stfu

80. What colour pants?

same as shirt, Im in pyjama

81. Favourite tv show?

Tanked

82. Favourite movie?

UhHHhh Osomatsu san the movie probaly, not sure yet.

83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

Never seen both but I think I like Mean Girls from what ive seen and heard

84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

Mean Girls.

85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

Uhhhh- hard to pick favorites

86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

random, but Dory

87. First person you talked to today?

My older middle brother

88. Last person you talked to today?

Its morning-

89. Name a person you hate?

Alexia

90. Name a person you love?

Roksana

91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

100% 24/7 yes

92. In a fight with someone?

Have been.

93. How many sweatpants do you have?

around 3

94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

7

95. Last movie you watched?

uhhhhhhhh-- shit I dont watch movies

96. Favourite actress?

dont have one

97. Favourite actor?

dont have one

98. Do you tan a lot?

Eh

99. Have any pets?

ye

100. How are you feeling?

could be better, could be worse

101. Do you type fast?

ye

102. Do you regret anything from your past?

of course I do

103. Can you spell well?

Depends if Im rushing: not

104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

Ye

105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

Probaly once

106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

Yeah

107. Have you ever been on a horse?

Mhm

108. What should you be doing?

Getting ready to go meet someone

109. Is something irritating you right now?

Nah

110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

Nada

111. Do you have trust issues?

Isnt this question asked before?

112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

Mom

113. What was your childhood nickname?

Never had one

114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

Yeah

115. Do you play the Wii?

Used to

116. Are you listening to music right now?

Nope

117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

Never tried it

118. Do you like Chinese food?

Kinda

119. Favourite book?

Warrior Cats

120. Are you afraid of the dark?

Pretty spoopy shit

121. Are you mean?

I dunno

122. Is cheating ever okay?

Nope

123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

Waste of time when they are going to be dirty again by the next day

124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Never thought of it.

125. Do you believe in true love?

Probaly not

126. Are you currently bored?

YEah

127. What makes you happy?

Spending time with myself

128. Would you change your name?

Mhm

129. What your zodiac sign?

Libra

130. Do you like subway?

Never tried it

131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

Think about life and what to do

132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

This has been asked before

133. Favourite lyrics right now?

Blue from Heathers

134. Can you count to one million?

Yeah but I aint gonna try

135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

Alot, hard to pick one

136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

Open

137. How tall are you?

around 5′7

138. Curly or Straight hair?

Straight

139. Brunette or Blonde?

Blonde

140. Summer or Winter?

Winter

141. Night or Day?

Night

142. Favourite month?

January

143. Are you a vegetarian?

Nope

144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

Dark

145. Tea or Coffee?

Neither

146. Was today a good day?

Dont know yet, only morning

147. Mars or Snickers?

Mars

148. What’s your favourite quote?

‘‘Bruh’‘ i think not sure

149. Do you believe in ghosts?

Ye

150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

dont have an book next to me

I like to answer these ok dont judge-

[deeeelightfuldee]

How would you react if your celebrity crush came to your door? id have to figure out who my celebrity crush is first.

Has your mom/dad ever walked in on you kissing or anything more with someone? uhhhhh once when i was a teen i think my mom saw me kissing someone lol. nothing more than that.

Are there any musical instruments in the room you're in? Nope.

Are there any in your house at all? a keyboard.

What electronics are in your room? (DVD player, CD player, etc) laptop, tv, google hub, switch, phone

Do you have a box anywhere with special items you'll to keep forever in it? yes

Do you have cordless phones in your house or not? not anymore sadly. 

Are there any keyboards in your house that aren't being use? we have an old wireless one in the kids toy boxes and they freaking LOVE it Do you know who Draco Malfoy is? it sounds familiar. i think its someone on HP but honestly idk ive never seen it

If you had to, would you rather dye your hair red or black? black

Do you have any pictures of yourself on your bedroom walls? i have one like cartoon version of me as a bobs burgers character with benny and miller with me lol. thats it

Does your dad collect anything? tbh i have no clue. 

Do you like all the new Disney movies like Wall-e more then the old cartoon ones, like Snow White and the Lion King? some of the old ones were really dark and creepy to me. i prefer the newer ones mostly.

Do you ever press flowers into books so they'll flatten all nicely? i have many times before but not lately.

If you had a chance to marry Mason Musso, would you? no clue who that is

Are the socks you're wearing your favorite color? What about your shirt? the socks are white so thats a great color. my shirt is white heathered i love it. 

What's better, a desktop or laptop? Explain. laptop is great for convenience but i miss the way a desktop is like an official place.. i know that makes no sense. but theres something romantic about logging out and being separated from the compute rather than it following you about.

Describe the worst day of your life. probably my rape

Describe the happiest day of your life. hm. probably when my first nephew was born. it just altered my whole existence. 

Do you know what 'elaborate' means? Yes.

What about evidently? Yes.

What's the most you'll pay for a pair of shoes? currently 2 dollars. i would love to be able to get a new pair of gym shoes but those are so expensive.

Do you prefer kisses on the nose, cheek or forehead? cheek, then forehead. nose eh.

How many people do you know in your english class? n/a

Have you ever stolen a question from another survey while making one? I don’t make surveys. < same

What can a guy do to prove he's a gentleman? oh man. dont pressure anything. open doors. make sure shes comfortable and safe. be patient. dont raise your voice. dont be quick to anger. my secret all-time favorite instant love is when a man stands as a female approaches/leaves the table. ooooof. 

Is age just a number? considering the ages i have dated i would say yes but i also am creeped out by dating younger so maybe not.

Is there someone who makes your stomach feel weak? not anymore.

Do your parents still hide chocolate eggs around on Easter for you? they never did. i seriously want all of the hershey eggs possible for easter but its really not appropriate for me to ask for that.

What do you typically do on Easter Day? we usually host family over for a nice big meal.

Does it annoy you when people say the wrong form? The wrong form? wrong form of what

The person you have a crush on is drunk and goes to kiss you and you know they don't realize what they're doing, but do you kiss anyways? if someone is tipsy and knew what they were doing, sure. but if they are totally drunk and unaware that they’re doing something then no. thats taking advantage

Do you prefer new questions in surveys or the typical name, age, etc? ones where you get to go into detail is preferred

Are you embarrassed to tell people your weight? i wouldn’t tell anyone my weight. im not happy with my size.

Is there anyone you literally need to exist? My mom.

Do you know what the difference between 'your' and 'you're' is? Yes i do and i am a stickler for it

If it's snowing, is Christmas extra special? thats my favorite kind of christmas 

Do you know what AFV stands for? the show 

Do you think 30$ for a pair of jeans is cheap? anything beyond 5 dollars is expensive for me right now

Do you have any special plans for spring break? no such thing for me.

Think of any one of your friends'. What is their mom's name? joanne

What is their favorite movie and TV show? movie: something borrowed. tv show: schitts creek.

When is the last time you two hung out one on one? like 3 weeks ago

Have you ever exchanged presents with this person? yes Have your parents ever told you a frightening lie about something so you wouldn't do it? uhhhhh no not really. 

Name a very well known bar in your town. holsteins

Would you have a career you can't stand if you made a lot of money? probably not, honestly.

Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt to say goodbye? YEAH. yeah. definitely.

Do you think it's stupid when people have x's in their username? honestly that was the SIGN of a hot person when i was growing up lol. i never had one AHAH

What would you prefer to get from a guy/girl: flowers, a hand written poem, a picture he drew of you, or a nice night out? literally all are great. 

What does your hotmail username mean? as far as i can recall i think my hotmail username was hiprincessdi23 lol

Root beer or orange soda? orange soda. i am not a root beer girl.

Do questions about sex in surveys make you uncomfortable? not at all.

Do you any shirts with any kind of images of food on them? What? i have a bobs burger shirt which has a burger on it

Do ever have days when you feel really ugly? yes

If the last person you spoke to on AIM/MSN kissed you,what would you do? it wouldn’t be appropriate considering the circumstances lol.

Do you remember why you made the last mistake you did? its something small that i consider a mistake that no one else does. i thought it would bring around some clairty to a conversation but it did not.

Do you plan on seeing the Hannah Montanna movie? no

Did you check how many calories the last thing you ate had? no

If you were interviewed for your best talent, what would that talent be? remaining positive. 

Do you know the chicken dance? are there people who do not?

If you asked your mom to describe you, what do you think she'd say? funny, smart, caring, kind, helpful. 

If a random person asked how old you are, would you tell them? probably. idk why people are so weird about telling their age.

What are you looking forward to? ummmm hm. not much of anything at the moment.

Do you ever wish you had a different family? i love my family but i do really, really, really wish i had a dad.

Different friends? i miss being exceptionally close to someone but eventually. 

Do you ever have days when you just want to stay in bed all day long? lately yes. its hard not to when im super sick.

Is turkey the best part about the holidays? PSH no. 

[lilymunster]

Do all of the questions on the 150 question ask post!!

Holy shit, it's like you knew I was procrastinating going to sleepHere we go: 1. Who was the last person you held hands with? One of my patients! 2. Are you outgoing or shy?Outgoing. 3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?My coworkers!4. Are you easy to get along with?I think I am. 5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?Don't really have a crush but I'm usually the mom friend when I go out 6. What kind of people are you attracted to?People with good senses of humour and good hair. 7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? No. 8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?Uhhhhh one of my favorite coworkers who i haven't seen in over a week 9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?Lmfao no I'm very open about it10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?Oh jeez. Denisse? Probably? 11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?"Its a killer recipe" re: banana bread12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?A. Sit next to me - foster the people B. Feelings - Hayley kiyoko C. Shameless- the weeknd D. Palm dreams- hayley kiyoko (I mean duh I have a tattoo with lyrics from this song) E. IV. Sweatpants- childish gambino 13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?Oh my god yessss14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?Absolutely15. What good thing happened this summer?Last summer? The first day of pride was the highlight of my summer 16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?Probably. 17. Do you think there is life on other planets? Yes, there has to be18. Do you still talk to your first crush?Lol no 19. Do you like bubble baths?Do bath bombs count? I love bath bombs20. Do you like your neighbors?Not really21. What are you bad habits?Not moisturizing everyday, not cleaning out my car22. Where would you like to travel?Mexico, Switzerland, Germany, Japan, Thailand... honestly everywhere23. Do you have trust issues?Yes as in I trust too easily24. Favorite part of your daily routine?Make up!25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?Uhhhh double chin tbh26. What do you do when you wake up?Wish I was still asleep27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?Darker, I need a tan28. Who are you most comfortable around?Izzy, denisse 29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?No but I can take a hint lol 30. Do you ever want to get married?Not really at this point31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?Barely32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?Hooo boy honestly too many to name33. Spell your name with your chin.Didn't even work a little bit34. Do you play sports? What sports?Fuck no35. Would you rather live without TV or music?Without tv.36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? Yeah I was in the closest for 6 years bud37. What do you say during awkward silences?I just try to leave if possible38. Describe your dream girl/guy?Dream girl would be taller than me... a soft, comforting body.. a warm smile.. always down for adventure.. 39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?Target. I sold my soul to target40. What do you want to do after high school?Omfg I'm 22 I graduate college next year41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?Sometimes. I'm willing to do so42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?I'm dissociating probably lol43. Do you smile at strangers?Yes it's the customer service/ nurse in me44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?Space45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?I've made it this far. No point in giving up now46. What are you paranoid about?That my friends actually hate me47. Have you ever been high?On accident. 48. Have you ever been drunk?Pfffff yes 49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?Eh, I guess? 50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?Grey51. Ever wished you were someone else?Lol all the time52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?That I don't think before I speak. 53. Favourite makeup brand? Becca54. Favourite store?Target55. Favourite blog?Uhhhhh56. Favourite colour?Peach57. Favourite food?Pasta58. Last thing you ate?Berries + whipped cream and chocolate59. First thing you ate this morning?Toast with cream cheese + cucumbers60. Ever won a competition? For what?I won a Hannah Montana drawing contest from tiger beat magazine when I was 1061. Been suspended/expelled? For what?Lol in class suspension yes. For hitting someone in the eye with a paper airplane on accident. Still embarrassed about that one62. Been arrested? For what?No. 63. Ever been in love? Yes. 64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?It was with a boy nicknamed ducky when I was 13 and he was 15. I had had a tooth pulled earlier that day so my mouth was still numb. It was in a tree in a park. 65. Are you hungry right now?I'm always hungry 66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?No I don't really talk to anyone on here67. Facebook or Twitter?Facebook68. Twitter or Tumblr?Tumblr69. Are you watching tv right now?Yes, the great british baking show70. Names of your bestfriends?Izzy, sera, Lena 71. Craving something? What?To be fucked? 72. What colour are your towels? Blue72. How many pillows do you sleep with?2 minimum73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?Yes, a penguin pillow pet74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?Too many75. Favourite animal?Sloths 76. What colour is your underwear?Grey and purple77. Chocolate or Vanilla?vanilla78. Favourite ice cream flavour?Lavender79. What colour shirt are you wearing?Grey80. What colour pants?Black81. Favourite tv show?Golden girls82. Favourite movie?The grand Budapest hotel83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?Mean girls. 84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? Mean girls. 85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? Janice. 86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?The stoner turtle87. First person you talked to today?Denisse 88. Last person you talked to today?Kanyon89. Name a person you hate?Kylie 90. Name a person you love?Izzy91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?Lol yes92. In a fight with someone?Nope93. How many sweatpants do you have?Only one pair94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?Like 1095. Last movie you watched?Uhhhhhh "please stand by"96. Favourite actress?Stephanie beatriz 😍97. Favourite actor?Uhhh Ryan Reynolds 98. Do you tan a lot?No99. Have any pets?Yes, one cat 100. How are you feeling?Shitty, I have a cold 101. Do you type fast?Yes102. Do you regret anything from your past?Hahahahahahhaa so many fucking things 103. Can you spell well?Yes 104. Do you miss anyone from your past?Lol yes 105. Ever been to a bonfire party?Nope106. Ever broken someone’s heart?Yes 107. Have you ever been on a horse?Yes108. What should you be doing?Sleeping. 109. Is something irritating you right now?Yeah the fact that I can't breathe out of my left nostril 110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?🙃111. Do you have trust issues?Again, yes112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?My supervisor becuz I had a fucking panic attack at work 113. What was your childhood nickname?Lil 114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?Yes115. Do you play the Wii?No I had one in middle school tho 116. Are you listening to music right now?No117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?Yes118. Do you like Chinese food?Yessss119. Favourite book?The great Gatsby 120. Are you afraid of the dark?Yes121. Are you mean?Apparently I'm mean to customers but idk122. Is cheating ever okay?No123. Can you keep white shoes clean?No idk how people do it 124. Do you believe in love at first sight?Yes125. Do you believe in true love?Yes126. Are you currently bored?Duh I'm on Tumblr 127. What makes you happy?People. Good booze. Good food. 128. Would you change your name?No.129. What your zodiac sign?Aries 130. Do you like subway?Eh.131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?"Sorry pal you know you're barking up the wrong tree"132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?See above 133. Favourite lyrics right now?"I'm sorry to interrupt it's just I'm constantly on the cusp of trying to kiss you- but I don't know if you feel the same way I do"134. Can you count to one million?No135. Dumbest lie you ever told?Too many to name 136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?Closed137. How tall are you?5'3138. Curly or Straight hair?I have straight hair, wavy is my favorite 139. Brunette or Blonde?Brunette 140. Summer or Winter?Summer 141. Night or Day?Night 142. Favourite month?July143. Are you a vegetarian?No but I've been thinking about it 144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?Dark 145. Tea or Coffee?Coffee146. Was today a good day?It was mediocre 147. Mars or Snickers?Mars. 148. What’s your favourite quote?"Eat ass, suck a dick, and sell drugs" lmfao I don't know this is just what came to mind first because I'm obsessed with John mulaney 149. Do you believe in ghosts?Yes I do. 150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?It's literally completely blank The first line on the next page is "Asepsis is the absence of illness-producing micro-organisms." It's a fundamentals of nursing book Hope y'all enjoy lmfao

[we-are-the-sickness]

All of the pretty crystal q's!!!

angel aura quartz: when there’s rainy weather, how do you spend your day? indoors or outdoors?usually w music and cleaning!

astrophyllite: when people come to you for help, what do they usually want help with?o dood everything like I’ve given help and advice with everything.u need help fixing ur dish washer? its me. u need help mourning ur dead brother? me. u need help making food? me.

bustamite: what are you looking forward to in the coming months?O BOI SO MY GF IN JUNE AND I MIGHT GO SEE AEROSMITH W ALI IN MAY SO THERE IS A FEW THINGS

celestite: what is the most impressive thing you know how to do?Uhhhhh idk i know how to do quite a few things idk which is more impressive

dolomite: who never fails to make you laugh? how do they make you laugh?o fuc my gf of but piss squad @gematria-is-a-killing-name @lunar-leviathans and @tootentichitach for sure

fairy quartz: what are some of the small things that make your day better?talking to piss squad and sharkawd squad AND OFC @fall-of-hearts

galena: what is something you think everyone should do at least once in their lives?make something. put creative love and energy into something with ur whole heart even if people might think its dumb

heulandite: what’s your morning routine?wake up drank stand up drank passout drankno but srsly i jst wake up read some shit and clean my face and maybe get som coffee

honey calcite: how do you express your love/affection towards someone (can be friend, lover, family, or crush)?POORLY BUT USUALLY WITH MEMES AND ANY WAY I CAN MAKE THEM LAUGH

iolite: what is something that a ton of people are obsessed with but you just don’t get the point of?certain past Tumblr users probably

kunzite: if money weren’t an issue, what hobby would you pick up?A L L O F T H E M

lazulite: what are some things you’ve had to unlearn? did unlearning them help you grow as a person?this sounds so stupid but truly giving a shit. like yeah i give a little shit but i care so much less than i used tomilky quartz: what’s a topic that fills you with excitement and joy? could you talk about it for hours?o shit so many obvs current faves always

rainbow fluorite: how different was your life one year ago? did it change for the better or worse?ive gained better friends and a stable relationship even if theres been shitty shit in my family life if i took that out (which is like 90 % of my life) its gotten better

rose quartz: how do you feel about small, intimate gestures like kisses on the forehead, hand brushing against the cheek, etc?o fuk yea dude

selenite: what’s the most heartwarming thing you’ve ever seen?animals caring for their sick heartbroken owners

wonderstone: where is the most interesting place you’ve been? would you ever go back?maui!!! yes!!! definitely

zoisite: how are you feeling? what did you do today?physically im in lots of pain but emotionally im better then i have been incredibly! i spent the day playing my favorite Genesis songs over the sound system and going thro books and organizing my bathroom stuff

thank u!!!!! i love these

[rockformed]

1-100 for that ask thing. Cuz fuck you

JESUS CHRIST WILLim putting this under a read more fuck you too

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? 

soundcloud!! 

is your room messy or clean?

always messy, last time it was clean was when we first moved in lmao

what color are your eyes?

very dark brown

do you like your name? why?

i do!! cause it means “helper”!! and i love to help vv

what is your relationship status?

single as fuck, ive never been in a relationship ;;

describe your personality in 3 words or less

shy, creative, and passive

what color hair do you have?

natural redhead babeyyyy

what kind of car do you drive? color?

i dont drive ;;

where do you shop?

usually i get my clothes from a place called torrid, they sell plus sized stuff!! but i get all my t-shirts from redbubble and thinkgeek! 

how would you describe your style?

all over the place lmao, messy

favorite social media account

tumblr is m fav just cause the site works the way i think it should, in chronological order 

what size bed do you have?

double

any siblings?

yep!! 2 step brothers, 1 half brother and 1 half sister 

if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?

a small cabin on a riverside with self-sustainability. i just dont wanna have to worry about stuff and be left to myself in a cute little cabin!!

favorite snapchat filter?

THE TIGER FACEMASK ONE

favorite makeup brand(s)

dont wear makeup :p

how many times a week do you shower?

i uhhhhh try to shower once every day but i have a hard time remembering a lot ;;

favorite tv show?

atm i dont have one, i dont really watch tv! im excited for the return of steven universe tho 

shoe size?

8 womens

how tall are you?

5′3″ last time i checked!!

sandals or sneakers?

SNEAKERS, i hate sandals :(

do you go to the gym?

used to every day, stopped cause we moved away from my gym and i have no way to get there :(

describe your dream date

oh gosh, i dont really know, something chill where i could get to know the person a bit, maybe lunch at a cute airy restaurant vv

how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment?

i have misc change and a 15 dollar red lobster gift card lol

what color socks are you wearing?

im not wearing any!!

how many pillows do you sleep with?

3, and many stuffed animals :3

do you have a job? what do you do?

i do commissions, but i dont have a 9-5 “job” yet

how many friends do you have?

oh gosh, uuummmm 2 really good ones, maybe 7 others?? im probably forgetting ;;

whats the worst thing you have ever done?

when i was 5 i stole a harmonica from a cracker barrel and swore on the bible that the woman at the counter let me have it ;;;;; it haunts me everyday for real

whats your favorite candle scent?

i dont have a specific, but i love sweet scented candles, and holiday ones :p

3 favorite boy names

Ben, Oliver, and Andrew 

3 favorite girl names

Lily, Genevieve, and Lorelei

favorite actor?

Robin Williams %100 forever

favorite actress?

amy adams

who is your celebrity crush?

Chris Pratt i guess??? i dont pay too much attention to that stuff :p

favorite movie?

ever, is wreck it ralph, atm is beauty and the beast (not the remake)

do you read a lot? whats your favorite book?

i dont read too much anymore, but my favorite book(s) is the Doll People by Ann M. Martin.

money or brains?

brains if by brains you include personality

do you have a nickname? what is it?

a lot of people on here call me Rock, but i dont have a real life nickname!!

how many times have you been to the hospital?

one, when i was born lmao 

top 10 favorite songs

GOD fuck umm, Overwhelming by Jon Bellion, Fiddle and the Drum by Perfect Circle, 24 Karat Magic by Bruno Mars, Ticker Tape by Gorillaz, Separate Ways by Journey, I Believe in a Thing Called Love by The Darkness, Beautiful Girls by Sean Kingston (i know, i know), Kill Your Heroes by AWOLNATION, Clocks by Coldplay, and Hide and Seek by Imogen Heap.

do you take any medications daily?

nope!!

what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc)

soft vv cause i drink so much fuckin water lmao

what is your biggest fear?

uhhh my loved ones dying and not knowing if i’d be okay if they did??

how many kids do you want?

NONE 

whats your go to hair style?

natural i guess, i dont really do up my hair :0

what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc)

ideally, id love one of those micro-houses and to travel the country with my house, but if that doesnt work out id like a shotgun style! 

who is your role model?

Robin Williams, again :p

what was the last compliment you received?

“i love the way you color” was the last one!!

what was the last text you sent?

“my feet are gonna fall the fuck off” sent to my mom sjhdfjhdjfs

how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real?

i didnt grow up believing in santa, my mom always just wrote her name on my presents! 

what is your dream car?

a tucker, even tho thats very VERY unlikely lmao 

opinion on smoking?

dont do it 

do you go to college?

no, but i want to!! 

what is your dream job?

character/concept designer for a film or game studio

would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs?

rural!!

do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels?

no >:(

do you have freckles?

lots on my arms, none on my face anymore :p

do you smile for pictures?

yep!! i have a bad sameface problem lmao

how many pictures do you have on your phone?

100+, my phone doesnt tell me an exact number

have you ever peed in the woods?

yep, once when i was younger i got locked out of my house on the way home from school so i had to pee in the woods behind our house and wait for my mom to get home 

do you still watch cartoons?

yeah, its the only thing i really watch lol

do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds?

Wendys, but Mcdonalds has better fries

Favorite dipping sauce?

sweet BBQ

what do you wear to bed?

sweatpants and a t-shirt!

have you ever won a spelling bee?

no, but i one a book fair contest once!

what are your hobbies?

drawing, singing, music in general, video games, and seeing how long i can stay up without passing out lmao

can you draw?

i like to think so

do you play an instrument?

flute, but i think ive forgotten how by now

what was the last concert you saw?

i havent seen any, but im going to see one next week!!

tea or coffee?

neither, unless we’re talking sweet tea lmao

Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts?

AMERICA RUNS ON DUNKIN YOU FOOL

do you want to get married?

yes, id like to!! but if the person i end up with doesnt want to im cool with that!

what is your crush’s first and last initial?

im not answering this fkdjgghjdhf

are you going to change your last name when you get married?

depends on the other persons last name and if they wanna change theirs!!

what color looks best on you?

green!

do you miss anyone right now?

yeah, a friend of mine and my dad :(

do you sleep with your door open or closed?

closed and locked lol

do you believe in ghosts?

somewhat

what is your biggest pet peeve? 

when people are rude or self-absorbed ://

last person you called`

my mom

favorite ice cream flavor?

cookie dough!!

regular oreos or golden oreos?

regular (put them in the fridge first, they’re better cold!!)

chocolate or rainbow sprinkles?

i hate sprinkles :p tastes like paste 

what shirt are you wearing?

a fallout t-shirt!

what is your phone background?

cinderella’s castle, a pick that i took last time i went to magic kingdom!!

are you outgoing or shy?

shy :3c

do you like it when people play with your hair?

yeah!! but only if i know them fkhgdfg

do you like your neighbors?

some of them, our neighbor to our right is really nice but past that we have two trump supporters and on the left we have a couple thats really really mean lmao

do you wash your face? at night? in the morning?

in the morning!!

have you ever been high?

nope 

have you ever been drunk?

nope 

last thing you ate?

 a subway sandwich!!

favorite lyrics right now

???

summer or winter?

WINTER PLS

day or night?

Day, specifially mornings :o

dark, milk, or white chocolate?

milk!!

favorite month?

december :)

what is your zodiac sign

cancer!!!

who was the last person you cried in front of?

uhhhh my therapist lmao

FUCK YOU WILL THIS TOOK ME AN HOUR

[bbhsthighs]

if you could ship any of your mutuals with members of exo who would you ship with who?

whomever sent this 2 everyone and then to Me.... whyd u want me to die like this im so bad at these jfhsffg

disclaimer bc my soft ass always feels bad leaving people out :( but i ship all of my mutuals n followers w their bias ok i love u all pls dont hate me !!

minseok: look....... the only person i trust 2 keep minseoks tiny Spicy ass in line is @callmeminseok :/ she saved my Life during exordium so i kno she can put him in his place whenever he gets too wild n flashes a tiddie or two plus she rly loves him a lotto :( i lov Real Exo M(inseok) hours w aislinn 

yixing: @yiffxing bc gabby is rly the most beautiful person ive ever seen w my own Undeserving eyes?? like uhhhhh? zyx doesnt deserve her?? plus shes The Sweetest n would give him all of the love he needs :’( shes also secretly Spicy😛 her dickxing posts speak Volumes !!

@ilovezyxsomuch bc uh firstable her url and secondable she told me she was divorcing me if i didnt put her for zyx :/// im jk she rly loves yixing w her whole entire heart :( she has ‘worlds best xingmi’ tattooed onto her ass, trust me ive seen it 

baekhyun: @bbhsavocado !!! pricilla rly loves this menace with all of her little snek heart :’( she may seem soft in her tags but shes also a Freak just like her man himself 😛 call me baby in the streets, call me monster in the sheets otp 

also @rosybbh and @ilovebbhsomuch :(( any time i see bbh love on my dash its from them, they rly love him soooo sososo much bbh really sang love love love.mp3 about these Angels :’(

jongdae: @9209-21 me and syl dont talk much but she rly loves jongdae So Much??? like i feel like i love him 20000000x more when shes on my dash bc shes really is so full of Love n Support for her man :’( jongdae deserves no one less !!

nini: we all kno i love my nini bear and also my leila bear @kjonginswife !!! leila is rly the sweetest and softest baby she’d take The Best care of him 🤧 a soft angel for another, softer angel!!

@chanyeolcide bc ren Loves jongin deep down in her cold, black heart, and underneath all of her pcy memorabilia, is a small but beautiful throne where jongin sits 

suho: @kokojunmyeon bc i kno amber loves our smol bunny man w all of her soft heart :’( i lov her,,, she love junman... it Works 

ksoo: honestly @chansoosluv is the source of all things ksoo on my dash like.... she rly loves that tiny beautiful man That Much that shes always yellin abt him!! i wish i loved bbh even a Fourth as much as she loves ksoo its rly the most beautiful thing ?? him and arii are Beautiful singers i cant wait for them 2 drop their album together and blast my untalented ass directly to the Sun

chanyeol: @kokochanyeol bc iz really............... loves this meme man..,., shes rly Out There being a brony 4 him and i think thats beautiful 

sehun: shes prob gonna tell me to choke for this but @mydearsehun !! tanisha is In Love with the eggman himself, sehun, even if she refuses to admit it ! they rly have the same personality and theyd roast each other every second of every day but u know what? a couple that Roasts together, stays together 

[gho2ty]

((your muse is so good! he's doing great and he's trying to be positive despite everything that's happened to him. he's very original but still recognisable from canon. he's funny and creative and passionate and just so good I can't even articulate!!! I've been following his progression for years and he's been so strong throughout the whole thing im so proud 👍 thankyou for bringing him into existence you're doing great))

YEARS you say??? my goodness im impressed and flattered!! its so wild to me trying to imagine many who have been around for so long and havent yet gotten tired of him hahah.

and thank you!! again i have to say im so glad he still retains his ‘sollux captor’-ness because while ive added…A Lot to his character i havent ever really wanted to pull away from canon entirely and make him an oc as a lot of people have done? like, i have nothing against that, i just dont feel like its right for gho2ty? he depends a lot on alternia for how he is, its like why a good 80% of his personality formed the way it is? haha, which, yknow, ill admit isnt seen as much in canon, but sollux never got enough screentime!! i needed to give him more life! and by life i mean Suffering and Backstory.

it actually warms my heart a lot hearing someone mention him being positive about the whole thing and working hard? because its.. very debatable? about if hes actually doing good or not and if you could actually call his continued existence an effort or not. which! i personally say it very very much is? and the fact that its seen as kinda debatable is a very realistic and painful part of mental illness because hes never doing GOOD hes never really functioning still, but hes.. existing. and he allows himself little moments of happiness and thankfulness and isnt that pretty good in itself?

you didnt sign up for one of my huge ramblings and im gonna try to stop myself here but uhhhHH YEAH THANKS FOR LOVING G2…….I LOVE HIM TOO..