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Dazai and Chuuya separated with prompt 11*
ʚїɞ Separate! Dazai Osamu, Nakahara Chuuya x Gn!Reader
ʚїɞ Keep in mind English is not my first language, so you may find mistakes!
ʚїɞ word count: 1975
ʚїɞ The event
ʚїɞ Tw’s: None! Just pure fluff, is not specified
ʚїɞ Hope you two won't mind me merging these two asks <3
ʚїɞ Prompt 11: "I never really celebrated Christmas before"
ʚїɞ This took way too long ;-; It's also the longest thing I have written I think, we're also gonna ignore that Christmas in Japan is like valentines for the sake of this post
ཐིཋྀ He doesn't know whether telling you he never really celebrated Christmas was a good idea or not
ཐིཋྀ On one side, he doesn't mind the fact that he did not since he never really saw anything special about it, but on another hand, you're excited about it and he doesn't wanna make you sad by saying he won't celebrate.
ཐིཋྀ Well, he did make you kind of sad when he told you he never really celebrated it, and that the closest he has been to that were the times when he and Chuuya would give each other gifts under a small Christmas tree that wasn't bigger only because they didn't feel like taking it out of Chuuya's apartment in a month.
ཐིཋྀ You managed to get Fukuzawa to make the annual Christmas party the agency has every year a non-skippable event, so Dazai had to come to it this year (The agency has a Christmas party every year but it's more of a ‘you come if you want’, and Dazai didn't bother showing up on any social event that wasn't mandatory)
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Dazai didn't know what to think when he got told that he had to come to the Christmas party this year.
”Alright guys, see ya next week!”
“What do you mean? We're seeing each other on Saturday.”
“Huh? Kunikida-kun, you know I won't be at the party as per usual so-”
“Yes, you will be there this year.”
“And how are you so sure of that?”
“Don't think you won, it's mandatory this year, so yes, I will see you on Saturday, Dazai.”
“HUH?!”
He was happy that he at least didn't need to really improvise with the present. Every year there's a lottery on who buys who a present, Dazai was in it every year even if he wasn't at the parties. The presents were mandatory unlike the party, you just needed to leave the present under the tree so it could be given to the person you got, Dazai always found his present in front of his door on that day he will deny the smile he gets at that for the rest of his life.
He got Ranpo this year, and as classic as that was, sweets were the best present for that guy's sweet tooth, and he knew the shorter detective wouldn't complain. What he didn’t know was why Fukuzawa made the social event a must-attend this year. At the past parties, he was perfectly fine not to show up as long as he left the present before the gathering, which he did every year, so why was this year any different?
He got to the agency building shortly after and walked up the stairs, wanting to get the whole socializing thing over with for the day already. He normally wouldn’t mind being at the party that much, but it was a problem this year since it meant he couldn’t be spending the time with you until he was let out. He tried to get Fukuzawa to agree to let you come since you don’t work at the agency and the whole event is for the workers (and otherwise you're gonna be alone until he comes back), but surprisingly for the brunette, the older man didn’t agree to it as the younger one expected, he did agree to let Dazai leave earlier than the rest though.
Naturally, he was the last person to arrive.
“You sorry-waste of good bandages! Where the hell have you been?!”
“Oh? I was just spending my time with my sweet s/o! Something you don’t have at the moment, ku-ni-ki-da-kun~”
“That’s it! You’re going out the window!”
“Already?!”
“Kunikida-san no!”
Atsushi tried to save him and for once succeeded, he’s gotta buy the younger boy some tea on rice soon with his partner's money but who’s to say that?
When he first opened the door to the office, everything looked the same as it did every other year for the most part, and as expected, that’s why he absolutely did not expect the door to the agency to open half an hour into the party. He knew that everyone who was meant to be there was present already, from the main agency members to clerks who didn’t have anyone to spend Christmas with.
So he couldn’t exactly comprehend what was happening when his dear Belladonna appeared at the agency’s entrance.
“Bella! What are you doing here? Not that I’m complaining at seeing your pretty face but I got told you can’t come.”
“And you believed that Fukuzawa-san wouldn’t let me come?”
“...Now that you mention it… it was dumb of me to think that Boss wouldn’t let you come here...”
“At least the surprise was a success.”
“What?!”
That’s when he realized everything. The party being mandatory? You got Fukuzawa to do that. The fact that he couldn’t stay home even tho he has a significant other? Your fault. The party having more decorations done than in other years? You, once again.
“You’re cruel, bella.”
“Why?”
“I thought I wouldn’t be able to spend the day with you :(“
“Oh, love, I’m sorry for that.”
“You’re gonna have to make up for it.”
“Is getting you 5 presents not enough?”
“Not at all! I’m demanding you to add cuddles and kisses to the present bundle, darlin’.”
Why were you laughing when he was serious!? He wanted his daily kisses and the whole affection package! The brunette also had to figure out why you bought five presents for him instead of one, but that’s for later.
“Hey, lovebirds! It’s time to open the presents!”
“Yeah! Ranpo-san is, quite literally, being physically restrained from opening his present…”
On second thought, maybe he actually had missed out on some fun opportunities to tease his friends by not attending the previous parties.
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His question on whether telling you about everything was a good idea or not? Let's just say he got his answer to his questions after that day ;)
ཐིཋྀ He didn't realize that telling you about how he never celebrated not only because of his past before the sheep, then the whole sheep organization where they just had no way of celebrating it in the slums with their situation, so the only times he did were those few with Dazai under a small Christmas tree, would make you sad😭
ཐིཋྀ Of course, there was the Christmas party that the Port Mafia throws a few days before Christmas every year, but it isn’t really celebrating it in Chuuya’s eyes.
ཐིཋྀ Since Dazai left the only Christmas thing he did (besides the PM party) was exchange presents with Kouyou and the Akutagawa’s with a small dinner at someone’s place, even though none of them decorated their place for that.
ཐིཋྀ He thought it’s gonna stay at that, the only difference being that you joined them this year… turned out he was wrong. Very wrong.
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His place was decorated all over once December came (you did way more than you normally do for Christmas just to make his place colorful), but he didn't regret saying yes when you asked if you could do that, because for once his home gave the vibes of Christmas.
Christmas lights, an actual Christmas tree, not like the one he had till 18, small decorations around the house like some garden dwarfs or gnomes that had Christmas outfits, table or dresser decorations (was that a miniature reindeer on the table in front of the TV?) or other small decorations. It brought a smile to the ginger’s face every time he came home for the whole month.
His plans went downhill when he asked others about the annual dinner. Kouyou was being sent to Europe for a few days, to maybe even 2 weeks, and the Akutagawa siblings had things to do as well. Gin has been assigned multiple missions close to each other and in different cities, making it so she wouldn't be able to be at home for the entirety of Christmas, while Ryuunosuke had not only missions but his training intensified for some reason. Chuuya was sure that something happened to Mori lately and now he’s taking it out on his subordinates.
That’s exactly why he didn’t expect to come back home just to see the trio he always spends Christmas with at his house. All three of them, Kouyou, Ryuu, and Gin told him that they were assigned missions on Christmas and unfortunately wouldn't be able to have dinner that day, that the nearest date they could, would be a few days after Christmas. Yet, they were at his house, the siblings sitting at his kitchen island-
“Do you think that my idea was good?”
“Absolutely not.”
“Ryuu I’m asking for an actual answer.”
“And I’m answering honestly.”
-while his sister figure and his beloved s/o were making goddamn cookies he’s ignoring they were his favourites.
“I’m really not sure about that last ingredient, dear.”
“Trust me Kouyou-san, I always add it.”
“And it tastes good?”
“You always compliment my cookies, no?”
“Very well, I shall allow my worries to fade away.”
“What’s with the sudden Shakespearean wording?”
“I just felt like it.”
As if he wasn’t surprised enough, there were more people. Tachihara whom he wasn’t the closest with, only exchanged some words here and there, could be seen trying to eat one of the cookies fresh out of the oven (Chuuya tried not to laugh when he let out a silent scream due to his tongue being burnt).
“Are you alright?”
“No, it hurts :(“
“You kill people and you want to cry over a slightly burnt tongue?”
“Shut up Gin, it really hurts!”
He has absolutely no idea how you got Elise in here without Mori in the house he was like 95% sure the older man was hiding somewhere in a closet.
“What is it, Elise?”
“I was about to steal a cookie but then I saw Tachihara and decided I won’t.”
“Good decision.”
He could see Hirotsu making tea on the side, the man had been at one of the trio’s dinners before so the old man wasn’t a big surprise-
“May I ask if you guys have any green tea?”
“Yeah, we have some in the cabinet on the far left, middle shelf.” “Thank you- Oh it’s my favorite brand of green tea.”
-And WAS THAT VERLAINE?! He was so confused about how you got the guy out of the PM basement
“Is the tea that good if it’s your favorite?”
“Yes, I have tried many brands yet none of them have come even close to beating this one.” “Hmm… could you make me one cup of it? I would like to try it.” “Of course, no problem.”
“CHUUYA!”
And then he was noticed.
He really didn’t mind the surprise as much as the others thought, it was a nice one.
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“We’re sorry for lying Chuuya-san!”
“I was forced into it.”
“No, you were not.”
“I really don’t mind, you two.”
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“I hope the cookies came out well, [Name] had let me do most of the baking so I’m hoping that I didn’t do anything wrong.”
“It was your first time baking this recipe, it’s normal to do something wrong, Ane-san.”
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“How’s the tongue?”
“You saw that?!”
“Yeah… So?”
“... It still hurts.”
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“What are you doing here, midget?”
“I made a deal with [Name]. They let me be here with all of you and in exchange I get Rintaro to give you a day off.”
“Oh.”
He was already making plans in his head for that.
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“You like green tea?”
“Yes, I do, Hirotsu-san”
“We shall have tea-drinking meetings.”
“I already have them with Ane-san.”
“I don’t care, Chuuya-san”
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“Didn’t know you knew that world outside of the basement existed.”
“Shut, you little shit.”
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“Chuu, you’re smiling.”
“No, I’m not!”
And yes, he’s gonna deny the smile that appeared on his face forever.
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#please don't flop i love this one#now to make masterlist for the event#which I will do later bcs I don't feel like doing it rn#bsd x reader#bsd x gender neutral reader#bsd x y/n#bsd x you#x reader#dazai x reader#chuuya x reader#chuuya x you#chuuya x y/n#dazai x you#dazai x y/n#gender neautral reader#bsd#bungo stray dogs#now for mentioned ones#im sorry if you wanted it to be actual them x reader#tachihara x reader#hirotsu bsd#kouyou x reader#elise bsd#akutagawa x reader
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No. 25: “You’re not delivering a perfect body to the grave.”
Storm | Buried Alive
This part really struck me, and I wanted to draw it! Luffy is just trying to protect his little family, and while the Lapins nearly got them killed, he still helps pull one out of the snow....because he recognizes they're trying to protect their family too. And I love that ;v;
BASICALLY A PANEL REDRAW here's the panel
#whumptober#whumptober 2023#no.25#storm#buried alive#my art#isa don't look#one piece#op#monkey d. luffy#cat burglar nami#black leg Sanji#lapins#drum island arc#I liked this arc alot it checked off alot of fave whump tropes for me HJSLKDJHFKJDS#Luffy is very protective and love him literally scruffing Sanji to climb a cliff#also Chopper made me cry several times#FABULOUS arc love it very much have some SNOW#cycle of kindness and all that#Luffy walking through snow in flip flops and shorts still kills me boy PLEASE
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Claudia Black as Aeryn Sun in every episode of FARSCAPE
#farscape#aeryn sun#farscape gifs#claudia black#claudia black gifs#aeryn sun gifs#my gifs#when I say making this gifset nearly killed both me and my laptop#a true labour of love#im planning to do one for crichton too#but i need to give my eyes a rest first#please dear god don't let this gifset flop#this took a grand total of 19 and a half hours#nine hours spent selecting and capturing footage#and ten and a half hours actually making the gifs#but i'd do anything for the love of my life#i was contemplating doing an x files one of these for scully and mulder but scully's would be 2 1/2 times longer#and like...i don't have the time or energy for that#but i will do a crichton one at some point
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Harrison Ford as Cullen Tindall in The Virginian – "The Modoc Kid" (5x19) [1967]
#harrison ford#harrisonfordedit#hfordedit#the virginian#mine#i confess i expected less from him in this episode#even more so when it comes to the first credited role of his career#i was very surprised#the sixth gif#i just love when he drinks milk 🤤😋#and#the seventh gif#little did he know that the act of pointing the finger at someone would become one of his trademarks in his filmography#at that time he was already a wild and dangerous man omfg#baby boy baby#please don't let this flop
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It's kind of disheartening to me how the common fanon portrayal of Xander and David's dynamic is usually boiled down to Xander being a 'simp' (for lack of a better word) with a one-sided adoration and idolization of David. Especially after the latter's heel turn in CH2-11. And I say that because one of the most important facets of their dynamic to me is the fact that David also very much idolizes Xander just as much, if not more then Xander idolizes him. David believes the world cannot change, we know this. But I think an aspect of his philosophy that I think goes severely overlooked is just how badly he wants to not believe that. He wants to believe that the world can change, and more specifically, that people can change. This aspect of himself can be seen in many parts of his character. I'll most likely touch on this in a later post, but it's most likely part of why he devised his plan to share the secrets. It's very likely the reason he became a motivational speaker, and it plays a massive part in his two closest relationships during the killing game, Arei and Xander. But today, we're talking about Xander. David looks up to Xander. Incredibly so. Xander is everything that he wants to be.
David: You wanted to make Nico feel comfortable, even though you wouldn't necessarily get anything out of it.
Someone who is unconditionally kind to others with no ulterior deceitful motive, just for the sake of being kind to others.
David: You're always full of energy and bravery to achieve your goals, no matter what they are. Yet at the same time, you're a compassionate person who takes the time to help others.
Someone who strives for hope and change, and will never back down until he has it.
David: I have trouble believing that Xander would be the kind of person to commit murder.
An unquestionable Good Person.
That is why he pushes back so hard when Teruko accuses Xander of attempting to kill her. He refused to acknowledge the possibility that Xander, for all of his good qualities, might've been a much more deceitful person than he was letting on.
Because quite frankly, even though the two of them agreed to treat each other to treat each other less as role models and more as friends, if you ask me: I don't think David ever stopped seeing Xander as his role model. I mean, why would he? Like I said before, Xander is everything David wants to be, everything David so badly wishes he could be but has it etched into his brain that he is incapable of such. Xander is a light in his dark chasm of cynicism, a glimmer of hope. That maybe, just maybe...
Xander: Enough with these idols or role models, okay? Let's just be friends. David: I... David: I'd love that. Thank you.
Things could change.
Teruko: Earlier at lunch, Xander had asked for me to meet him in the computer lab, claiming that he wanted to tell me about some plan he had to confront the mastermind. Teruko: We both met up there after dinner, where he tried to murder me instead by stabbing me with the kitchen knife. David: Xander tried to kill you? I find that hard to believe.
And then the light starts flickering. I've mentioned it before in this post, but one of David's biggest flaws in his mindset is that it causes him to view people, including himself, in a nuance-less binary lens of black and white.
David: People who are born lazy, useless and stupid will stay that way until they die. If you were able to "improve" yourself into a better person, then it only means you were a better person to begin with.
You are either a good person, or a lazy, useless, stupid piece of shit. In simpler terms, you are either born a good person or you are born a bad person, and whichever you are born with will become your identity until the day you are in a casket. That is what David believes. Up until now, Xander was strictly placed into the slot of "good person". Not just that, but practically the opposite of what David deems as a "lazy, useless, and stupid" person. He himself has described Xander as someone who is full of energy and will do anything to achieve his goals, someone who takes the time to help others, and a compassionate and generally emotionally intelligent person. That is who Xander Matthews is to David. But now that he is being given evidence of a more potentially malicious side to Xander, the pitfalls of a firm black-and-white mindset rear their head and repeatedly bludgeon David in his own.
David: It's possible that those bloodstains are Xander's, not yours.
(he's reaching so fucking hard here and he fucking knows it, god I hate him. /pos)
David: Are you saying that Xander is a killer? I find that difficult to believe.
Teruko: -But I believe that the origin of the DVD is not from the culprit, but rather, from that person (SELECT: Xander) Teruko: It was most likely Xander. David: Xander... He planned something that manipulative?
David's monochrome mentality (Riproducer reference completely intended) makes it so that he cannot even fathom the idea that Xander, someone he previously marked off as not just a good person but the good person, is even capable of hurting someone, of being cruel enough to intentionally trigger someone just for his murder plan, to murder someone in general. If his feelings towards Min are anything to go by...
David: Something as horrible as this murder, as horrible as this class trial-- David: How dare you! You killed Xander, and you were perfectly willing to kill everyone else here to escape!
David: At that time, watching Min, I kept thinking... David: ... David: How utterly pathetic she was!
That would certainly bring Xander to the category of lazy, useless, stupid bastards. But David has already put Xander into the category of a "good person". So what else is he meant to do other than defend and deflect anything suggesting otherwise? David doesn't want to believe that that glimmer of hope that Xander gave him was just a lie, that hope that things could change, that he could change. So he defends it. He clings to it. He doesn't want to let go. But here's the funny thing about David. Despite his black-and-white mindset, despite the fact that he does believe good people exist, he will always be, first and foremost: A cynical bitch. Point being: I think David, deep down, knew full well that Teruko was most likely telling the truth. Like, I joked about it earlier, but do you really think he believed the lack-luster argument that completely ignored evidence that he could gleam by just looking at the crime scene? I think he was just reaching for anything at that point to try and prove himself wrong. But it's no use, the light continues to flicker. David's denial of Xander's cruelty is quiet to none, but it's clear he is still clinging desperately onto the positive image of Xander he used to have, seeing as he does not show nearly as much animosity (verbally anyway) towards Xander then he does towards Min, despite the fact that Xander also seemed more than willing to kill the rest of the class to escape. It's breaking. But after Min's execution, it's clear that it all hits him at once.
David: I... I've seen enough. There's no point in keeping my hopes up anymore. David: We are all certainly going to die here.
David Chiem left the courtroom that day with his hopes snuffed out, nothing left within him other than the cruel reminder of something he already knew:
If something is important, then
It'll break and disappear.
#i love dissecting david chiem like a frog#please don't let this flop this took me ages.#reblogs would be heavily appreciated#{🍀It is an equal failing to trust everybody and to trust no one at all. and to trust no one at all.🌟}#~💫 a constellation!💫~#danganronpa despair time#drdt#david chiem#drdt david#xander matthews#drdt xander
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alex turner as paintings of women
the birth of venus - william-adolphe bouguereau (1879) // venus of urbino - tiziano vecellio (1538) // mary magdalene in the cave - jules joseph lefebvre (1876) // ophelia - john everett millais (1851-52) // crying girl on the sofa - peter knudsen (1919)
#..........part one?#i procrastinated working on my wip to make this#it'd been on my mind for too long and that recent pic of him (1st one) just made me so clinically insane with the Resemblance TM that i just#had to finally make this post. yknow#don't let this flop please okay love you xx#alex turner#arctic monkeys#art#my posts
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a stump-o-matic for every album: take this to your grave ⟡ from under the cork tree ⟡ infinity on high ⟡ so much (for) stardust ıı (2023)
reblogs always welcome ❤︎ please do not repost elsewhere, thank you ❤︎
#oh please don't let this flop like the first one <3#things i make#digital art#art by 2w1m#fall out boy#patrick stump#take this to your grave#from under the cork tree#infinity on high#so much (for) stardust#tttyg#futct#ioh#smfs#spent a couple weeks working on these an i'm in love with them!!#the tttyg and ioh ones are my favorites ❤︎❤︎#but i really do like the cork tree one as well. stardust got some sparkle and deeper shading which it feels nice 😌
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actually i've been thinking about this A LOT lately and i really need to know...
#don't get me wrong i think the setlist is incredible and i wouldn't change a thing about it tbh#however#i'm truly surprised with some of the choices#those are just some of the songs i would MAYBE CONSIDER adding to the setlist#i wanna know what's your opinion and please don't let it flop#i'd love to hear your thoughts so pls reblog if you want to share your opinion#and remember this is just my personal list#please don't hate me for putting saturday here dhhdhdhdh#twenty one pilots#clancy tour#polls
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Guys let's make moodboards again 🥺
#remember when we did the orbs colours and the crayons ones?#that was so fun 😭#i love making moodboards like. yes let me rearrange a bunch of pretty pictures with a highly specific theme#jpeg legos#let's hear some ideas guys. cmon. fellow tumblr colleagues. we're having a meeting right now#(like any good project manager i am dipping briefly to go to the hardware + grocery store)#(don't let this flop please)#(or do whatever it's fine *kicking an invisible rock*)
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Never ask an An Shiraishi fan (tumbrl user shiraishi-kanade specifically) about their opinions on An Shiraishi's alt hairstyles unless you're mentally prepared
#jay rambles.txt#for being such a pretty character An sure has no good hairstyles#like her wedding one is decent if that#her short hair is just kinda meh. nice idea bad execution it clips through everything#the rest of them? hoo boy#a swing and a miss every single time keep flopping babygirl love you for that#yes I'm including WTWG hairstyle in this one. I am not sorry she doesn't even look like herself with that#it looks nice on a card. it looks really nice on a card. it looks like Not An on the actual model#the reviews are in and they are not favourable please never give her a lim card ever again sega you clearly don't know what you're doing#she's my favourite so I'm allowed to bully her#jay pjsk critical.txt
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guys real question, what did you think of the tokrev ending? i'm low-key begging for opinions rn🙏. also, what ship do you hate that everyone loves and what ship do you love that everyone hates? you can answer both or one of these questions.
#i don't wanna start discourse but i just need to know if i'm the unreasonable one#i can argue a case without it turning into a fight so i would love a civil conversation please#i can also respect people's opinions without shitting on them and calling people stupid like i feel like that's a bit unnecessary#and it can be on anon! i doubt anyone's gonna reply to this because i don't get that many asks but if you do#maybe use something to identify you like an emoji#i ask for asks then i panic when i get them😭#if this post flops i'll delete it by the end of the day and you guys will pretend it didn't happen 🚶♀️#it's around 10am for me rn so ig if no one asks by 10pm i'ma just accept failure and be humiliated#tokyo revengers#tokyo revengers ending#tokrev#tokyo rev#tokyo revengers manga
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JANE AND PATRICK. JDSJJDJEJJE
#theyre so cutee#Patrick didn't turned out how i wanted:(#i love it sm#please don't flop#bowers gang#it movie#patrick hockstetter#it oc#henry bowers#it 2017#victor criss#belch huggins#it headcanons#it stephen king#itmovie#it fanart#it chapter one#the bowers gang#patrick hockstetter fanart#patjane
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i love it when shit happens in my life that dredges up old wounds and coincidentally im re-experiencing the media i intrinsically link it to cause then i get to remember exactly why i love it and find it so meaningful all over again. there's a fucking reason ill always say Berserk [& RGU] both came into my life at a perfect fucking time and holy shit they fucking resonated with me so hard and as much as life can suck ass and lovvves kicking me in the balls when ive just recovered from last time i a least get to remember how & why i love something so much.
#thebirdspeaks#ive been trying to make a coherent post about Berserk and specifically the duality of Casca and Guts as victims post eclipse#because there are issues but also it resonates so well with me regardless#i cant word it pretty but i think its something about Casca and Guts both being victims and responding in opposite ways#and because they are so tightly linked you can almost see them as one victim experiencing the duality of victimhood#as an internal struggle made into two separate people#i flip flop between who i relate to more in relation to my own trauma#and there is plenty to criticize with the writing choices around Casca dont get me wrong#but as much as people criticize her mind breaking and turning into a shell of herself that needs constant help as something entirely negati#i sure as fuck was not given that space and care to be broken#its very nuanced but i think so few people write victims sympathetically that as much as turning into a mess can appear overdone#being cared for and given space and help and being allowed to be a burden is a powerful thing#and i find the expectation to be strong in the face of what you went though is much more common and damaging to me#anyway as many issues as i have i think Casca being allowed to be a victim as much a she was is why i love Berserk so much and while i thin#it could be better if some things were changed#but im not sure if it would have hit as hard and meant as much to me when i was wobbling between mindless rage and want for revenge#and just being broken and tired and weak and scared#reading Guts protect Casca like he did#showed me that that part of me could protect and is better off channeling the mindless rage into protecting whats important to me and what#needs it#letting me demand protection and love and sympathy for my weakest self in my darkest hours#i know im far from objective & my opinions are not universal#but the fact Casca is allowed to be a victim so fully and not just a hashtag girlboss who struggles her way out#well i wouldn't call Guts a girlboss but actually i think that's why it worked.#because between the two they cover the two ends of the common depictions of victimhood: forced to stay strong and allowed to be weak#anyway im about to hit tag limit i love you f you read this far and if you think this is horseshit then please don't say#if you think im right and sexy about it pile the love on meee<3
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hello um can someone please explain to me how a tumblr sleepover works because i wanna host one soon but whenever i try and look it up i see boobies and i don't want to see boobies
#bingoboingobongo.com#ghost x reader#call of duty#ghost fluff#ghost cod#sleepover#idk man like i tried doing one earlier and she flopped big time#idk man i just don't get it#like i want that super engaged community vibe but idk maybe i dont have enough followers for it but idk i thought i had a lot of followers#and i mean yeah im getting a lot more of engagement in my asks but like guys you can ask me more stuff#like quick and easy little thoughts#please i love answering questions
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#please don't be mean im just a small queer 😭😭#you can reblog this if you want i legit want opinions cause i couldnt find anything that resonated with me and i don't know if i'm crossing#a boundary#poll#i love polls#if you saw one of my posts flopping no you didn't 😌
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So there was this JANKY AS HECK animatic that I was planning on making much nicer buuuuuuut life got in the way so currently it's gathering dust on my flash drive
It was a portal pals thing about the movie
Uhhhhhhhhhghh it's so janky why did I ever post this...
I was trying so desperately to just get the gist of the storyboards down while traveling so it looks so bad AGH but oh my gosh if it doesn't kill me in the feels —
Anyways here's half of it (because Tumblr is stoopid and can't do the whole thing so I guess only half of me will be embarrassed haha)
Gawd i hate this gawd i love it
(The song is "Fix You" by Cody Fry)
Part 1
#janky#gawd this is so awful#i love it tho#it actually makes me cry#this songs breaks me every time#i gotta find a way to finish this and make it look nice#i don't have the animation program i made this on currently#my subscription ended and it's too expensive#i'll definitely get it back when i have better funds but for now#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#tutant meenage neetle teetles#rottmnt fanart#rottmnt mikey#rottmnt leo#portal pals#tide pod duo#baja blast#rottmnt animatic#janky animatic#animatic#animation#animator#please im gonna cry if anybody says absolutely anything about this#i kinda want it to flop so no one else sees it#hide the janky art away#Spotify
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