#please just ignore this

[there-is-just-me-myself-and-i]

I freaking hate misunderstandings...🙈 Emotionally stuck between feeling like I am the worst person on earth and also so freaking disappointed in how those two people (who should know better) think I am...

[texas-bbq-pringles]

me at 3:45 am trying to convince myself i haven't done something to make everyone hate me and my anxiety's probably just playing with me bc i'm tired

[lillylvjy]

Guys if I say so myself-

I look kinda hot today.

[vvitchy-succubus]

Sad. Lonely. Briefly hung out with a group of mom friends at the pool. They were nice and let my baby play with theirs and their toys. It's a bummer seeing other moms have a village and all I've got is my mom to help watch him just when I'm at work. The rest of the time I'm pretty much alone. I've never been good a making or keeping friends. People just don't like me long term. It's probably the autism and there isn't really much I can do about that. But it's hard, not having a real village or even female friends. It seems nice, having other women around, just to do life together.

[emo-boys-kissing]

i stim by spanking men

[nixii-sabre]

I wish I could tell you how sorry I am to hear what you did. How all of this went down. But this was your fault. Nobody but yours. I want to deny it, every time I make a piece of art or put on fun clothes or do something I want to share with you- the realization that I cant is fucking unbearable. The realization that you didnt love me and you never did.

To say i didnt know would be foolish. I denied it almost as much as I do now, but deep down i knew it was over. I knew something like this would happen. and it did.

I want to say fuck you, I want to tell you to kill yourself, i want to tell you to burn in hell but something inside of me still cares. It shouldn’t care, not after everything- but it does and I can’t stop it.

I couldn’t stop any of this. It was over before it even started and I couldn’t see it, blinded by my lasting love from another. Finding more and more about you by someone else is painful. Finding out what you thought of me is worse.

[4letteraroace]

What you have to understand about me is that I cannot enjoy things normally. I always get too emotionally invested immediately.

And so when I say I love her, I mean it. I love her with all my heart. I loved her from the first time I saw her character art and the first time I heard her speak.

And it hurts so much to pretend that I can love and enjoy normally when talking to you. When it took so much effort to convince you to even listen to this podcast. And you care more about the mechanics and the gameplay than the story and the characters and the players, which is what I am invested in.

And I cried when she died. It was brief, sure. But she is my everything. And it hurt so badly to imagine a world without her.

And it drives me crazy that you say that you’re just gonna drop this now. Yes campaign one is over but don’t you care?? Don’t you care about the fact that there will be more?? More of these players, more of their voices, and humor.

And then you laugh at me when I tell you that you’re hurting my feelings. Listen, I get that your brain doesn’t rotate the same thing around a million times without tiring like mine does. I understand that this has become a waste of time for you. But fucking hell if a rejection of this interest doesn’t feel like a rejection of me personally.

[unclefungusthegoat]

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[yourlocalcreativeproblem]

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[imnotgrimimjustagrumpyreaper]

I'm really just starting to think I can't do this anymore.

[nessieartss]

Another sibling au featuring megumi (they finally met and sukuna already made yuuji cringed)

Also happy new year!

Part 1 | Part 3

[strawb3rry-shark]

god i hate myself i just want to curl up and go to bed and maybe never wake up

[autistic-earth-genasi]

Tw: self harm

I’m spiraling again. Everything’s getting worse and worse like it did before but this time there is no end. There’s no running away. I’ve hit rock bottom twice in my life already and I’m only 24. And now I’m barreling toward it again. I don’t know how many more times I can survive this. I’m so close to getting help I can almost taste it but the last few barriers feel like too much and I don’t know if I can push through them. Whenever I self harmed in the past I did it in ways that never left marks because I was afraid of being caught. But now I wonder what the psychiatrist would say if I showed him cuts and scars on my arms. Would he send me to the therapist I need then? Or would he insist on the lie that there’s nothing he can do and send me back to some idiot that looks at me like a deer in the headlights when I tell them the mildest of things that goes on in my head. I cannot go through another therapist that doesn’t understand me. I can’t deal with another person gently, smugly telling me that everyone feels anxious sometimes. I’m so angry and frustrated and I don’t really even want to hurt myself anymore. I want to hurt them. I want them to feel the torment I feel every single day and then maybe they would do something. I’m so tired. I wonder what it would take to break the skin on my arms. What would it feel like?

[pendragcnly]

i wanna die but i'm scared. and to keep on living is just as scary.

[toastthewolfie]

vent post, feel free to ignore.

I hate how my friends are just consistently mean to me, like I get it, I’m an idiot, I get that I’m a fuckup, you don’t need to consistently remind me, I know it’s their sense of humor and it’s probably not fair for me to be upset when I know this but it’s fucking exhausting and it’s getting to a point where I just…don’t wanna try in this relationship anymore, I’m exhausted, tired, and stressed and this has stopped being a friendship and more of a chore for me to speak to them but they’re the only friends I have right now and are probably the only people keeping me from being a social recluse.

I know I should tell them but I doubt they would even change, one of them might but I’m not banking on it. I swear, the only reason I haven’t deleted the app we chat on is because we’re working on a webcomic together, I know this sounds mean and rude but I’m just losing the ability to just suck it up and move on while accepting it’s not personal.

[nouverx]

Pov the cannibal overlords are judging your outfit (or discussing how they're going to cook you tonight, your choice 👀)

Based on very cool outfits for them I saw on twitter! Here's Alastor and here's Rosie