#polymorph angelkin

[akumaii]

Polymorph Divinekin

.・。.・゜★・.・☆・゜・。.

Etymology: polymorph + demonkin

Requested by: anon

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.・。.・゜★・.・☆・゜・。.

(term coined: N/A) (flag made: 09/28/2023)

[your-rutherfurr]

[cosmicvisitor]

fyi there ARE therapists out there you can talk to about being in the alterhuman community. i'm not saying it's common. i just know from personal experience that there is someone out there who will welcome you with open arms, a healthcare professional who genuinely wants to know you - to help you.

if a therapist rolls their eyes and brushes you off, keep fighting. you deserve better.

[onlyhalfdemon]

you don't actually need to know your kintype and what you look like down to the sliver of green in your left eye

it's nice to know. we all want to know ourselves and we want to know why we feel the way we do but

if you don't know

that's okay, too. i don't know. i've thought i was a thousand things. i have been angels and comic book villains and wolves and coyotes and antiheroes and vampires. i move on. i shed my skin.

i finally realized i don't know. and i'm trying not to let it claw at my flesh anymore.

[epikulupu]

✦ ​ ​ ✦ ​ ​ ✦ ​ NONRELIGIOUS POLYMORPH ANGELKIN FLAG ! ╰┈➤ ​ ​ a flag for nonreligious polymorph angelkin. ╰┈➤ ​ ​ requested by anon, coined by us. ​ ✦ ​ ​ ✦ ​ ​ ✦

[alterhumanthings]

An Introduction

My two names are Dhor and Fa'nir. They are the closest I can remember to my deity and angel names respectively.

I am polykin. Deitykin is the one I feel most strongly, and as a deity I was a polymorph, so it's two for one, lol.

I'm also angelkin, dragonkin, cryptidkin, faunkin, caninekin, dollkin, and rabbitkin.

I'm questioning if I am demonkin, incubus/succubuskin, satyrkin, faekin, elfkin, and felinekin.

My kintypes are mostly past-life types, though I feel some of their instincts and have multiple phantom limbs from all of them. I have memories of some, but not all, of my kintypes.

I'm experimenting with pronouns at the moment so they may change, but I'll always be comfortable with he/him. The others I'm experimenting with are ze/zim and fae/faer.

I'm physically in my mid 20s. I'm not good with kids or teens; I'm open to DMs but only if you are at least physically 20, thanks.

DNI: zoophiles, non anti-racists, pedophiles, etc.

This is a sideblog

Feel free to DM me if you'd like to talk, either for fluff reasons or for emotional support; being otherkin can be difficult at times, so we should help each other when we can

[cherryblossomfreak]

PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT

Don't let ANYONE make you feel like shit for your kintype(s). Even if it's "weird." Even if it's "common." Even if they call it "cringe." I don't care if you're a comic book villain (I can relate) or you identify as Jesus Christ himself - identity is a complex thing, and kin or not, we're all trying to figure ourselves out. The people who judge you are just like any bully or abuser. They hurt you because they hate themselves. It's cliche, but it's the truth.

I'm 27 years old now, and I am OVER this shit. In July of 2016, years of mild hallucinations/delusions evolved into full-blown schizophrenia... for years, I was on the fringes of the alterhuman community, but it was during a two-year long psychotic episode that I discovered a number of the kintypes that I continue to identify as today - Sunday, May 23rd of 2021.

The "worst" one? The most "cringe?" I occasionally shift into "Dark Knight Joker." I'm not imagining this or trying to be "cool" - in all seriousness, I experience remarkable personality changes. The way I walk changes. The "voice in my head," the voice of my inner monologue changes... and it doesn't matter what you, me, or anyone else thinks about this fictotype - it is what it is. And if you're dealing with a kintype/fictotype that people want you to be ashamed of, that people laugh at to make themselves feel better - fuck 'em.

I see the videos people share on "cringe" subreddits. They HATE us... from the teen wolfkin wearing fingerless gloves and howling out of pure joy to the 30+ year old angel mourning the loss of their heavenly bodies, still trying to make peace with the human in the mirror... vulcan, fae or otherwise, they're going to mock you - and do you want to know why?

Because we're outcasts, and yet we don't hate themselves like they do. They have killed every last inch of themselves to fit in, and it's still not good enough - they still can't stand to even LOOK at themselves, inside or out... if I've learned only one thing in life, it's that most people died a long, long time ago because they were afraid of being alone... afraid of being hurt. Afraid of being rejected.

Please hold your fucking head up high. I'm Joker. I'm a trickster god/alien named Key who hisses and has floppy ears. I'm a "spirit of death" that loves hoarding pretty rocks and talks like an old crone... I'm a coyote. An angel with eyes adorning my arms, from the back of my hands to my shoulders. Sometimes I'm the Crow, still grieving the suicide of my first love... sometimes I don't know who or what I am - but in those moments I feel ALIVE. I'm not ashamed of myself... and whether you're a teenager taking your first steps or a graymuzzle loved all over this little community, you deserve to LOVE yourself - in spite of everything and everyone.

And know this: I love you, too. Love is a hard thing to come by in a world that treats us like we're a joke, like we deserve their laughter and scorn... all for daring to believe in and be something more than human.

And I pray that one day we feel like ourselves again... I don't know about you, but for me this hurts like hell. Stay strong.

- from "The Vague Diaries"

[sharpenedteeth-burningwings]

I almost always get shifty in the car. There’s just something about it - the speed, the wind, etc - where my brain is just like ‘oop! Ears! Big pointy dog ears! Maybe wings! Maybe wings and a tail that clip through the back of the seat like a video game! Can’t forget the muzzle and the big black dog nose!’

It’s really strange because I pretty much never get phantom shifts, usually just envisage ones, and those aren’t consistent, so I’m just Aware that I Should have these things, but it doesn’t feel like I have them

The polymorph aspect doesn’t help because it means any phantom bits sort of, fade in and out? Does that make sense? Like I’ll have ears, I’ll pin them back in the wind, and there’s a 50-50 shot of whether or not they come back up

It also means that I’m constantly questioning. I first identified as angelkin - wing shifts and feeling trapped in my body, halos and clouds being comforting, longing for a home I can never return to, you know the drill. Then it was angelkin & caninekin - dogs have always felt like family, my hands feeling too long and defined, my nails and teeth never being quite right, tail and ear shifts, my legs feeling wrong because they aren’t digitigrade, etc

As I learned more about myself and about different terms and meanings, I realized that I was having (what at the time were) cameo shifts for all sorts of things. The orange and black patterns of foxes felt Right. My jaw would feel heavy in the way that lion jaws are. My tail would feel distinctly prehensile, or reptilian. But nothing stood out to me as Me the way canines and angels did (and now I know that those don’t feel the same as polymorphs and/or shapeshifters do)

Honestly, I never had an ‘oh, that’s it!’ moment where the term polymorph Clicked. I stumbled upon it Somewhere on tumblr, searched for it, and it felt, not Right, but Me. I don’t really know how to describe it. I don’t remember how I came to identify as nonbinary, but it was similar - I saw the term, I found the definition, and it was Me. There really isn’t anything to compare it to

Any other polymorphs/shapeshifters out there? I feel like there aren’t a lot of us, at least not a lot who are out/realized/on tumblr, but I’d like to chat (or even make friends!) with creatures like me <3

[akumaii]

Polymorph angelkin

requested by: anon

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[clawandhornserver-blog]

Exciting news!

Our staff have reached an exciting decision and would like to share it with everyone: we have decided to open our doors to otherkin of all kinds! You do not have to be monstrous to join us. While our core focus still revolves around us monstrous folk, we have amassed lots of unique individuals with kintypes that spread all across the board; from angelics, celestials and deities, to fictionkin of all sorts, elves, therians, robots, ghosts and more!

We welcome all kinds here, and would like to give an open invitation to anyone who is looking for an otherkin discord server, but doesn’t know where to turn! We would love to have you, and we’re sure you’ll fit right in with our diverse and unique userbase!

If you’re interested in joining us, our application form is here! Go ahead and fill it out, and you’ll receive a friend request from one of our admins and they’ll get you added to the server! As stated before, we are multiple system friendly and welcome anyone who identifies as otherkin or nonhuman in some way!

Come check us out, we’ll be happy to have you! Like before, I encourage you to like and reblog this post to share it with other people who you think will be interested in joining! 

Thank you!

[proteanymph]

i can feel my body changing, i can picture, sense things that are not there. i see a pair of wings growing from my back, i feel the skin of my legs as soft as a dolphin’s, gills on my neck, a tail, like a lemur’s, the paws of a feline, the snout and teeth of a wolf. i look at my hands, my flesh, but it looks just the same. why can’t i shift?

[dailydoseofteahehe]

today im feeling very angel-like. my wings are here and i feel them on my back. i just wanna wrap myself up with blankets and feel like I’m wrapped in my wings. 

[cherryblossomfreak]

As a shapeshifter (the term "soulshifter" may be more accurate), I'm trying to take stock of the various forms my soul takes. Here are the forms I'm aware of so far:

a coyote

an angel named Moshe - very tall, shoulder-length dark hair, with eyes decorating his arms from the backs of his hands to his shoulders. charcoal-black wings

a spirit of death with a wolf skull for a face (with the antlers of a deer) in a black cloak. beneath the cloak is a hunched over skeleton and a beating heart. he sounds like an old crone and is very eccentric, as well as very social

a seven feet tall, white-skinned trickster god. very thin, elongated features, with a bird-like voice. affixed to the top of his head is a very tall, spindly black crown. green hair. a terrible smile. he can go from "silly" to "ancient god" in a split second.

then there's "the root." this is the soul all the other forms spring from and is my so-called "normal self" - but it's not human, either, despite its appearance. has A LOT of dark energy. hisses. threatening posture and movements.

- from "The Vague Diaries"

[cherryblossomfreak]

SHIFTS

aka what the FUCK am I?

hissing in response to a flashback or any kind of humiliating/otherwise traumatic memory or stimuli

in the same situation, curling my fingers into claws and swiping

darkness, reading/watching anything horror-related triggers a mental shift. whatever this being is, it speaks in poetry and frequently uses violent imagery

seeing a "potential threat" - here meaning fictional characters like the Joker (Dark Knight) and Tommy Shelby (Peaky Blinders) on TV - causes compulsive hissing/snarling, rocking back and forth, curling and extending my fingers, shaking my head, grimacing and skulking

certain music and lyrics trigger a similar reaction - nine inch nails in particular

cravings for blood/raw meat

shifts triggered by severe thunderstorms

shifts triggered by playing/interacting with my dog

If ANYONE has any idea what this might be, feel free to message me. NOTE: I do consider myself to be humanoid.

[cherryblossomfreak]

IS THERE ANYBODY OUT THERE?

I mean... if I'm being honest, I'd like to hear from pretty much anyone in the alterhuman community around my age (I'm 27 y.o., but anyone 18+ is fine). I don't have people in the "real world" who I feel comfortable being myself around. I mean... this is it for me. Seriously. I don't have any loved ones who respect me; I learned that at a very young age. Too young.

If your kintype(s)/fictotype(s) include an alien, an angel, a god, a comic book character or any kind of canine... I'd REALLY like to hear from you especially. Love,

Jack... or whatever you want to call me.

- from "The Vague Diaries"

[cherryblossomfreak]

Nothing is certain, really - but when I lay down for the night, I just know I have wings. I don't know what I am. There's not one thing I really relate to. I just feel like

some kind of monster - always shifting

and drawn to light.