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Oh genderfluid color sans how I love you.
He probably uses “genderfluid” more as a descriptive term than an identity term, however. If he did more looking around online for a more fitting label, he’d probably settle on fluidflux/gernderfluidfux to describe how his gender identity is influenced by the souls a bit more accurately most days, which is basically shifts in gender identity and varying intensity in various gender identities. But Color is rarely online anyway, and he and the souls are okay with the chosen label and have settled on it.
I think he and the souls collectively settled on he/they, because most of them are some form of nonbinary or at least don’t mind, can barely even remember the names they had when they were alive, or understand the need to avoid external confusion and conflict.
There definitely is probably a few girls, she/hers (and possibly xeno or just no pronouns?) or fem leaning souls around—and color very likely is willing to make some compromises in the presentation throughout the day, such as wearing heels or putting on some makeup—and the souls comprise with the he/they pronouns because color is still present and those are the ones he prefers, even if it can be a little uncomfortable to be referred by either somedays.
It’s hard for everyone to be fully in agreement with something most days, but if they want to make it, they have to comprise on something and present as something unified. I guess you could say it’s like they’re building their singlet-sona.
In private, colors probably willing to comprise with the younger souls who want to dress more colorful and bright and things considered “childish” for someone of color’s age.
#that is literally my butch wife.#utmv#sans au#sans aus#genderfluid color#color sans#colour sans#color!sans#othertale sans#othertale#utmv headcanons#utmv hc#undertale au#undertale aus#gay genderfluid asexual color yay or nay#p-did color#plural color#kinda#a think a lot of colors & the souls’ presentation is mostly centered around#trying to find comprise amongst eachother & avoiding external confusion + vulnerability.#the souls are kids and if ppl knew just how heavily they influence color it could put them all in danger.#only those tht the entire collective trusts will know more.
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I will forever maintain that Jason would've been fine and Not a vigilante without Bruce making him Robin
#''bruce never recruited any kids for his mission/war'' falls apart immediately when u consider jason's backstory im ngl#jason todd#my dc posting#his whole character to me is breaking the conventions of the medium#batman#like i hate how ppl treat others like theyre ridiculous when they even dare to critique bruce in any way#i am capable of suspending my disbelief and accepting some things in fiction as okay even if they wouldnt be irl#its the viewers responsibility to meet stories whre theyre at#but its also the story's responsibility to upkeep that yknow?#''child/teen sidekicks are okay n not morally dubious'' okay :D yay :3#then one of them gets brutally murdered by a villain and im like. yeah uhh no. cant do that anymore 👍sorry#''they all became vigilantes on their own bruce couldnt have stopped them'' yall under the impression bruce hates kid heroes n wants them#properly safe n is just doing damage control/harm prevention#when hes more the lines of encouraging them#difference between ''i cant stop u from doing this so ill make it as safe as i can'' and#''im actively going to encourage you to do this dangerous thing''#i have many opinions n im ngl theyre constantly shifting n they depend on a lot#im not gonna hate on lego batman for robin thats a goddamn childrens movie who tf gives a shit#comics are fair game tho. have u seen what gows on in there.#bruce couldve stopped jason from being a vigilante n instead encouraged him is the hill i will fucking die on#the victim blaming of jason has Got to stoppp its the worst thing ever#also just to remind everyone. ''a good soldier''.#wow a character blames themselves for the death of their child and to torture themselves they put the words 'good soldier' on their memorial#anyway if you even dare to think abt the implications ure stupid n#like do u hear urself whattt
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has anyone ever pulled on the geminis ribbons in a fight?? like, those things look so dangerous imma be honest. wouldnt they choke them if they get pulled on????
Yeah, no, they are. They're attached to their capes rather than being directly tied around their necks, so pulling on it wouldn't necessarily choke them, but could definitely yank them off their feet... So it's not really the most ideal design for battle...
But they look soooooo pretty. The ribbons twirling around with them lends very well to their fighting style and the way they tend to move. And it's a very iconic look, and easily marketable... Sooooo... it got put on the outfits anyway. It just means that the Gemini have gotten very good at moving in such a way that the ribbons tend to stay close to their bodies and out of their opponent's reach, and have learned how to counteract if they do get grabbed. Just another challenge for them.
#marketing > safety#it LOOKS GOOD they'll manage#this is actually a huge thing once theyre no longer w mama and living w draxum#where theyre training and sparring and shit and hes constantly like :///#stop... no unnecessary twirls or flips... no showy sweeps that leave your side open... no poses...#no ignoring openings and keeping a spar going for longer than it needs to for “the thrill of it”#STOP DOING THINGS THAT ARE ACTIVELY MAKING THE FIGHT HARDER AND MORE DANGEROUS FOR YOURSELVES JUST SO THAT IT LOOKS GOOD#and theyre like ?????? whats the point of fighting if you dont look good????????#most ppl in the nexus probably also know that yanking on the ribbons will definitely put them on mamas BAD SIDE so they often.. elect not t#asks#anon#gemini au
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I've decided. I don't like the HTTYD movie sequels' xenophobia era. I don't think the themes should have gone that way.
#or isolationism or defeatism or segregation or valuing heteroamatonormativity and something uncomfortably close-#-to the Divine Right of Kings (or at least 'might makes right') above and beyond everything else.#I think it really undercut the first movie.#although in some awful way I guess it makes sense that they concluded by framing Hiccup and Toothless' relationship as -#-something bad that fundamentally 'needed' to end#because that relationship was the microcosm of growing out of the Othering and 'us vs them' mentality#and growing into a new era of progress and support and cultural exchange and compassion beyond your in-group#and the sequels no longer believe in any of those things.#I was originally way too lenient to HTTYD2 because I cared about the characters and story and really wanted to like it.#but also because it was an unfinished story and I used to have faith in the third one. before. you know.#I didn't want to believe that the message of HTTYD2 could have actually been that Hiccup should just believe his authorities#when they say that an othered enemy they don't really understand or know much about is just extremely dangerous#and will always go for the kill and cannot be reasoned with and war is the only option.#the narrative punishes Hiccup for NOT taking this for granted MUCH more harshly than HTTYD1 'punished' Stoick for the opposite.#(which isn't a criticism of HTTYD1 which actually treated the characters as well-meaning ppl with their own POVs-#-and actually let them learn and grow and put focus on portraying THAT.)#in the sequels the only ideas that get challenged are Hiccup's progressive push which just gets killed in the third.#so they can return to traditionalism. and this idea that everyone outside of Berk's homogenous in-group is irredeemably evil#(except Eret who kinda just stopped mattering and being his own character)#and because of all these Evil Foreigners. their unchallenged unique in-group just can't have nice things#so they just apply segregation and the dragons should Go Back Where They Came From and the humans stay on their new big rock#that looks like the physical manifestation of isolationism.#what was even the POINT of ANYTHING from the first movie anymore?#httyd criticism#httyd2 criticism#httyd3 criticism#thw criticism#thw negativity#httyd3 negativity#I don't think this is a very thematically coherent trilogy. they did a full 180° against the first movie.
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#i hate when i realize i havent seen a blog name on my dash in a while and i get concerned like#'did they deactivate? or get banned?'#no dumbass. you got blocked.#again.#i dont even know what i did#like its fine to block me yes please use the site as intended#but i enjoyed seeing their content on my dash so like. im sad.#and i cant help adding this to the long list of 'evidence that im a horrible person that ppl merely tolerate'#im too weird and mentally ill for the weird and mentally ill site#cant hold down family or friends or mutuals or followings.#i really was made to go it alone i guess#i could cry more about all that shit but im all cried out for today. i shouldnt have even concern-checked their blog#was already in a shitty state of mind and now im back to a traumatic part of my past again like fuck#i need a fucking break man#im gonna try n sleep today off. it was a disaster for me fron the moment i woke up. even before that. i had nightmares all night.#really hope i can sleep and dream about nothing tonight so i can start over tomorrow and hopefully not get yelled at while i...#...continue to not advocate for my own safety bc doing so would put my other safety in danger lol#i hate it here man i hate being trapped alone and constantly on eggshells irl and online#i dont want to do this ugh#'but at least a flowerpot didnt fall on me in the shower' (didnt get to shower bc of the hell this morning)#delete later / /#personal / /#vent / /#mental illness / /
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one of the funniest lines in baccano is just Ladd going "be careful, there's a dangerous guy on this train" like out of everyone aboard him saying it is so funny to me
#and he is very right#there are many ppl w many things wrong w them aboard this train but there definitely is one guy who's doing a little more lmao#arti talks#also i put “dangerous” bc i watch the french sub so i hear the japanese and have the french traduction but idk how to exactly translate#“il y a un mec qui craint à bord” fdhjk very good line in context idk
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hear me out. Ambrose (derogatory) could have been such a good character if he was *actually old* (no that party city beard ain't fooling me).
Like from the beginning it could have been "I'll show him- threatening a new student before orientation, no less- ACK, oof, my back!"
And YW would have been like "Nah don't worry about it old man, I'll fight that Mall staircase or whoever for you. But first let's get you to bed, you haven't taken your meds today."
Like it could've been such a great dynamic between a guy who's knowledgeable and truly wants to help but is way past his prime, and the young apprentice who has no idea what's going on at any given time but is "yeah this dude will 100% keel over from trying to take on the weight of the spiral if I leave him alone for two seconds so I'll knock some heads for him. I like knocking heads anyway >:D"
First off I absolutely love "Ambrose (derogatory)" I'm gonna get that tattooed on my body /j
AND SO LIKE IM KINDA LIKE 🤔 AT THIS SCENARIO (not you anon your idea is absolutely lovely, just thinkin hard about this) BECAUSE LIKE. OKAY HERE'S MY THOUGHT PROCESS
I guess it would be cool to have a YW who instead seems eager and willing to fulfill the role of the Savior instead of dreading it (and it would give a bit of a different face to their relationship mentor/mentee with Ambrose) buuuuuut like in the case that Ambrose is really too old to deal with things himself, instead of whatever reason he doesn't do things in canon, he could always just like find a capable and prepared adult to deal with the nationwide threat of Malistaire INSTEAD of the new kid who's eager to fight
AND THIS ISNT ME DISSING ON YOU ANON I LOVED YOUR IDEA. Like instead of seeing the YW unhappy and resentful and trudging along doing dangerous stuff it's interesting and cool to see where in an alternate universe the YW immediately takes to being a hero and loves the action and does it FOR Ambrose, not just because he told them to. I think that would be very cute if it like, removed the actual issue that Ambrose is still relying on an ill-prepared child to do his work. Whether in canon where the YW is urged to follow Ambrose after Malistaire, or if Ambrose falters and then the YW rushes in to beat his minions up instead, it's still on the Young Wizard to clean up this very adult mess. If this scenario continues on just like canon, the Wizard still ends up being Bartleby's Scion with a tainted Shadow Soul and heaps and heaps of trauma. It just started out a little differently
I HOPE IM NOT SCARING YOU ANON IM NOT SCOLDING YOU IM JUST ANALYZING THIS (please don't be sad I love you anon ty for sending this). Please feel free to send me more of this if you like because it's really interesting tbh. I really.hope I didn't scare you off with this HASKDNDRLSJSJ this was a great ask
#this is cute really!!!! i appreciate this#i still love “ambrose (derogatory)” though im super serious#i hopw im not rude in this reply HELSJSOSJD sorry if i am i dont mean it#not to be like “hmmm yeah BUT-” whenever someone wanta to share with me im serious. i love other ppls stuff#in this situation the dynamic changes a liiiitke bit where it seems like its more voluntary on the wizard's end#but there's still the underlying issue that its still the wizard's life being put in danger on ambrose's behalf i think#i like in your scenario anon where it seems like ambrose isnt doing this out of his own selfishness-#-but because he literally cant#like its implied that if he werent two coughs away from death he absolutely would stand in the wizards place#i like THAT ambrose. he's still Ambrose (letting a child kill people) but he has less choice in this matter#so like i wonder how he feels then. being too old. does he conaider stepping down so the wizard can be properly cared for?#or does he continue with his role in order to keep the wizard happy by bashing in heads for him? the conundrum#I STILL FEEL GUILTY ANON SORRY IF THIS IS MEAN I LOVE THIS I SWEAR#wizard101#wiz101#w101#asks#anon#merle ambrose
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idk why when or how my dad became weirdly anti-vax & but im glad he wasnt in charge of my medical appointments as a kid bc what if i died of a preventable disease
i hate being sick. Why would i not want vaccines, the thing that drastically decreases my chances of getting sick & also gives me the best chance of recovery if i Do get sick? im not "brainwashed" i have a basic understanding of how vaccines work & i believe in science. its the same philosophy of letting your kid play with other sick kids to make them stronger except Safe bc no ones actually getting sick
like my arm is sore rn. this is the worst side effect ive yet to experience from a vaccination. the alternative is getting meningitis, which sounds like some sort of punishment for being alive. any kind of infection near your Brain & Spinal Cord sounds pretty serious so yknow. Dont Want That. a quick little shot to prevent pain, misery, & tons of medical debt. id rather be "brainwashed" than stuck in a hospital bed wishing there was some way to prevent it
#never going outside doesnt guarantee i wont get sick either. even if i lived in isolation i wouldnt have a 0% chance of ever catching smth#plus some ppl already have to do that BECAUSE they cant get vaccinated bc their immune systems are trash!!!#by getting vaccinated im not only keeping myself safe but reducing the risk for ppl more susceptible to infections#like what if one day i became severely immunocompromised. would my dad get shots so he could be in the same room as me without killing me?#or would he keep brushing it all off & saying its fake? refuse to come visit me? skip the shots & put me in danger?#if only he wasnt stupid 💔#torch chatter#ramble
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Bonus thing bc i didn't have nothing for today's prompt
Cooking (+mother again maybe)
Under the cut bc it's long and messy
#freddy fnafhs#juniper :*3#freddy & fred event week#day 3#extra day#stry for stinky quality. it was made in one sitting#some notes though. if anyones interested. due to some reasons (that i won't go to far into rn) Freddy is prone to ghost situations#specifically possessions. (and with prome i mean it in like a spiders georg way. he gets possessed WAYYY more than the normal folk#so. the ppl who spend more time w him know how to manage them without putting freddy in danger. but freddy suffers memory loss everytime#and no one ever really likes to bring out the ghost suff in the family. so he doesn't know he gets possessed easily
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The new Suicide Squad game is, somewhat unsurprisingly, not being received well by the gaming community. Largely due to its gameplay mechanics. Still, I’d like to address a more obvious aspect; the line up they chose for the playable characters. In this game you can play as Harley Quinn, Deadshot, Captain Boomerang, and King Shark. Three relatively dangerous human beings and an aquatic demigod. The main objective of the game is to kill the Justice League members that have taken over by Brainiac. The League members include Flash, Batman, Green Lantern, and Superman. Out of all them, the only member I think they’d have a chance against is Batman. Harley Quinn is a great character, and a deadly fighter; but she’s not taking out Superman. Especially not a Superman who’s no longer encumbered by morals and doesn’t hesitate to kill. I also don’t see any of them taking out Green Lantern either. I think it’s strange they picked this tier of superheroes for the players to go up against when most players logically know they shouldn’t stand a chance.
#I can’t rightly say that Harley is an A tier villain. yes she’s more dangerous than most ppl expect ->#but she’s not wipe out a city dangerous. I can confidently say she’s a B tier Deadshot and King Shark as well.#honestly only CB is C-List. but even together I wouldn’t say they can realistically put up a fight against the A listers of the JL#I think an evil Fkash could kill them all honestly#Batman regularly beats them without resorting to killing and guns so idk how that’ll turn out any different
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Back to looking through 光渊 on weibo. I'm gonna be insufferable when it airs again <3
#rant#thinking nonstop about how intense it is that fei du has a daddy kink#in fact ALL of fei du/luo wenzhous dynamic AND how it changes is so fascinating#i wrote pages and pages on it (now also on my ao3 as liveblogs)#like... how fei du and luo wenzhou both rely on the other to feel like a villain/hero a normal child/a protector who didnt fail#and also how they HAVE to eventually treat each other as equals instead of on pedestals before they actually can get togethet#but those former roles still inform the kinks they have once they do treat each other equally#like fei du Loving that luo wenzhou scolds and babies him#because luo wenzhou treats him as worthy of love and worthy of kindness. and also would never truly trap him#and so luo wenzhou is a safe place for fei du to indulge in that childishness and be treated like a kid safely#while also knowing lwz sees him as an equal and would stop if fei du asked (once theyre together anyway)#meanwhile luo wenzhou feels validated when fei du obeys him. feels like its proof his judgement is good. that he makes good decisions and i#a good protector (something lwz struggles through his life with is thinking he should be a perfect hero#then failing to protect childten like fei du from abuse. failing to recognize when people will betray him. fear he will fail to save more#ppl and put more ppl in danger).#and so fei du letting luo wenzhou Indulge in caretaking and giving orders. lets luo wenzhou feel like he CAN successfully help#and like his judgements at least at home with fei su ARE good. because fei du is complying#and fei du would only comply if he felt luo wenzhous judgement was sound#so like. domestically their life is kinky as fuck but. not just sex. like they really feel relief at this#daddy dom/bratty sub in general#fei du relieved he can be a brat safely with someone. be scolded and yet be fine. luo wenzhou relieved he can#successfully protect fei du/is being judged as helpful#their whole private domestic life is drenched in the daddy dom/bratty sub thing they got going on#modu#justice in the dark#silent reading
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Why do people think humans killing each other is a bad thing when animals do the same thing and nobody gives a shit? NOW I'M NOT SAYING I AGREE WITH MURDER, IT'S A GENUINE QUESTION. I will explain. (I will be using lions as an example)
The only known predator for lions are other lions. They have no need to kill each other whatsoever. They don't need to in order to survive(technically) and they don't need to in order to get food.
Lions are warm-blooded mammals and they have feelings and they can learn things, just like humans. They learn from mistakes and they adapt. They have even made up their own language through sounds that come out of their mouths, just like humans. I think that this kind of shows that they have thoughts and maybe a conscience.
Knowing this, human beings do not give a damn if animals kill each other, whether it be for food or for sport. So why do people get so upset when humans do the same thing? It just doesn't make very much sense to me.
man i’m just a little guy
#// animal death#// death#// murder#PFMAODHDH#nah but genuinely idk i think it’s like. we can attribute sympathy to humans easier#like we understand ourselves to be like conscious beings and can accept the fact that#idk stripping someone of their life is stripping them of their will u know idk#like in a different but similar way many ppl find the act of killing pets to be worse than killing a cow#bc we humanise animals that are close to us ig and are therefore able to assign sympathy to them#but i mean also many ppl do feel sympathy for a lion that’s been killed for example#i mean many ppl are vegan or vegetarian or even pesketwrian#and on top of that i think the idea stems less from ‘its okay’ and more from ‘we are aware as humans that murders wrong#‘whereas other animals don’t have that consciousness’ u know#and even so we still demonise animals that kill other animals (think zoos put down dangerous animals etc etc)#it’s just most ppl aren’t in the social spheres that talk about that u know#idk man hot take but murder bad FJSKDHSH#also idk if that made any sense i have heat stroke LMFAODJHSSH#lea.txt
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I'm seeing some "oh I watch good omens with my mom/dad and they love it, we bond over it or talk about it" while I'm here on the normal toxic parents side where I tried to show it to my mom but she got bored and if I ever dared to put my dad something that had an inkling of a gay protagonist he would actually kill me (not literally, but I'm safer not knowing what would happen taking into consideration he is rather violent when angry and he is a homophobe, and I'm scared of him), looking at all these anecdotes and wondering how is it possible to be able to have a relaxed innocent conversation with your parents about a gay show you like without it ending in some either homophobic or harmful snide comments.
#Like when I got into kpop my mom used that to tell me I should use make up and be more feminine despite knowing I don't like it#She actually pushed it for months every time I tried to talk to her about the bands I liked#My dad literally calls ppl on the streets gay slurs when they don't fit into his fragile masculinity standards#And really unless I want to put myself in danger I can't say anything about it#Like how are there ppl put there whose parents aren't some shit bags? Like literally???#How is it to be respected or listened to by your parents?? I wouldn't know I've never been there and most likely never will#gomens#good omens
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You must tell 👀
*rubs my little hands together* sorry for taking a bit on answering this! My brain has not been braining lately but your ask couldn't have come at a better time bc Grant has been on the mind as of late and I am hyped at the excuse to infodump abt him- [this is gonna be long I am so sorry-]
now for quick disclaimers for anyone reading this that isnt the asker or me- we're not discussing canon Grant Cohen, we're talking my Grant, this black haired dude, that guy. Another fun disclaimer, I was HEAVILY, inspired by Grant's role/character in abomination for my Grant. Taking time to awknowledge every part of his character or story that was inspired by it would make this 10x longer so if similarities are spotted know its very likely I did that on purpose bc I just really love abomination KJHFSDGKJDHGSD-
Alright with that outta the way I'ma talk a lot abt what happens to Grant in the canon of Showtime to explain what I meant and also maybe a bit of me rambling about aus that explore Grants relationship with Sammy n Joey under a more romantic lens. Should be obvious but spoilers for It's Showtime down below~
So Grant in Showtime after he dies ends up joining the ink demon cult, becoming a lost one and earning the title of The Priest.
When the cult was all together him and Sammy worked together to run it. Sammy used his connection to the ink demon to recieve messages and learn more on how to survive in this new situation and Grant made sure the lost ones acted accordingly. [A role not so far off from the one he was forced to take when the studio started facing troubles before his death] Grant also took the job of dealing with sacrificing souls and sending them back to the dark puddles, which sometimes was members of the following chosen at random and sometimes whatever poor soul found themselves captured by them.
However when Malice rose from the puddles and made a deal with the Projectionist to seize a considerable amount of the studio as theirs, the cult was split up, Sammy and Jack forced to flee to the music department and Grant with the rest of the following being down in the area of Chapter 4. This put Grant in a very bad spot, the lost ones were very shaken by this event and since then Grant worries their faith in him has wavered.
An important thing with the ink demon cult was that it is meant to be a more realistic take on how a cult works. The Ink Demon runs the cult, he is the most powerful figure in it and yet the hardest to contact, so Grant and Sammy are little more than middlemen tasked with keeping things running or else they face the ink demon's wrath. Sammy is sadly very aware that the ink demon is not as benevolent as he or the lost ones would like the believe. Grant likes to think being the Priest will at the very least protect him if things go wrong, but he is sadly mistaken.
Grant is in a very dangerous spot, he knows the lost ones beneath him are getting angsty and worried about just how truthfully safe the cult is or if they should believe in the power of the ink demon. But he also knows if things fall apart the lost ones will come to tear him apart long before they go for the ink demon. Despite him merely being a puppet for their lord. A role Grant is not ready to acknowledge, not because he isn't smart enough to see he is just a pawn, but because he chooses not to think about it, less his paranoia eat him alive yet again... A very important thing to keep in mind with Grants character.
Grant did in fact play this role in life as well however, when things started going wrong in the studio, Joey was very quick to turn away from what was going on and continue asserting everything would be fine. Which while a lie he himself believed was a lie nonetheless. However Grant quickly became his right hand man as people like Thomas and Wally started noticing cracks forming all through out the studio. Staff going missing, the ink changing in the way it behaved and an eerie feeling the machine created in both of them.
Grant despite deep down being smart enough to know things were going poorly, parroted Joey's words, hanging off of them himself and doing whatever he could to shut down any attempts to bring to light the things going wrong. Of course, him and Joey both ended up paying the price for their lies, but so did everyone else around them. But unlike Sammy, Grant barely even seemed shaken to see that, like a conspiracy theorist seeing evidence their theory isn't true only makes them double down harder, Grant only seemed to double down on the idea that if he followed every order he was given. Surely things would turn out better this time.
So that's canon to the story of Showtime, but I do want to take a second to get some AU non canon ideas out of my brain centering around Grant and his relationship to both Joey n Sammy. In canon Grant's only romantic interest is Thomas, his literal husband and there is a lot of interesting conflict there, but I fucking love shipping so of course I have a million aus merely indulging in ships I think would also be interesting to explore in their own contexts. In this case, I'm gonna ramble a bit about Sammy x Grant and Grant x Joey and the interesting things I think there are to explore in their relationships in Showtime.
So you might've noticed that while not literally [as saying the ink demon is Joey in Showtime, while somewhat true, is not the entire truth of the situation and simplifies it quite a bit] Grant did end up following Joey to the grave... And then kept following him beyond it. Something that is objectively~ very queer of him.
There's just something so compelling about the idea of Grant yearning for Joey so much, being so close yet so far as his right hand man but not being brave enough to become his lover eventually drove Grant's love for Joey to become an outright obsession. The idea that Grant's feelings for Joey became so intense from how hard he pushed them down it blinded him from seeing the truth of the situation outside of the way Joey painted it. Then dying and his obsession turning into an outright worship of him.
The idea of Grant settling for just being Joey's favorite lackey, his most loyal pet and knowing that's his role but not caring bc at least it makes him stay by Joey's side. Ohh it's an interesting one to say the least. I even did a few sketches of them u can see-
They are doomed by the narrative to me and have been on my mind a lot lately can ya tell? KJDHSFGKJHDFSGKJHDFGSD
However when it comes to Sammy and Grant, I think there is a lot of interesting potential between them too. After all they share being the Ink Demon's henchmen in all of this and to see them both come to terms with that and try to find comfort in each other is such a fun idea to me.
An au where they both decide to ditch the cult and the ink demon and on their own try to figure out what happened to Joey and how to fix things is very compelling to me. I could see their relationship starting out as doing all these things for each other under the excuse they just need comfort until it starts to turn to actual feelings for each other. Both of them coming to terms with the fact Joey was not in fact a perfect person and maybe didn't even know how bad things were getting deep down himself but also finally letting themselves hold him accountable for the lies he told... It's a very fun healing narrative and very in line with a lot of the themes It's Showtime deals with.
Either way, I just really love what I've done with Grant's character in It's Showtime, he's for sure one of the most fascinating to me and the themes his story explores are ones that are important to the story as a whole and by extension me. Umm this turned out very long but I hope u enjoyed the read! Tysm for the excuse to infodump abt him, I was itching for one as u can see KDJHGKJDHFGKJDHFGSD.
#ramblez#dont think Ill main tag this since its very rambley and contains spoilers for its showtime-#but its okay to reblog n such#esp since I dont care tooooo much for spoiling my own stories#for me my stories should hold up regardless of whether or not youre surprised by what happens in em#but if anyone does care abt spoiling Showtime for themselves if or when I make it an actual fan game/story#do beware of this post KDJHFSGKJFGHJSD#sammy x grant#grant x joey#grammy#death and taxes#Music Multiplied#I think those are the ship names?#mostly for blacklisting reasons on here but if I can feed those crackships at least a little with this rant hey good for them <3#anyways fun tag secrets Ill put some fun trivia abt my grant in here#he uses the tommy gun instead of alice in showtime its joeys gun but he has it after everything goes to crap he mostly only uses it#just to keep norman away from the cult tho just know he is armed and dangerous and feral and unhinged and-#the cages in the chapter 4 area are used by grant as punishment for those who speak out or for people who havent yet come around to#worshipping the ink demon. obviously people in cages take priority as sacrifice options#my grant might struggle from a paranoia disorder I based him more off my own expierences and a bit off of research on ppl with OCD#Im not confident enough in my understanding of OCD to diagnose him with it straight up but he does almost for sure struggle with some sort#of paranoia disorder#anyways thats it tyty for the ask again and sorry for writing#five hundred paragraphs in response-
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"all this foreshadowing abt declan dying and then he didn't even die" well personally i think declan got murdered dead by mstief in greywaren so. actually 2 me he did die. Badly.
#like sorry 2 to say it but also not sorry the declan i know would never do to matthew what he did in gw..#like obviously he has done some shit stuff to matthew (and ronan as well. this to mean ronan did shit stuff irt matthew as well not declan#did shit stuff to ronan. though he very much did and vice versa but like not the point here.) BUT i know he would NEVER strip matthew of his#autonomy like that and NEVER for so long. like i didn't write declan lynch as a character but also i know he wouldn't do that. that's his#baby brother........and i know he feels like matthew robbed him of his youth and his life and whoever he would've grown up to be but HE JUST#WOULD NEVER....i know this....like sorry but that is the most awful fucked up shit to do ever in the entire world. someone depends on you#and looks up to you and trusts you and you take away the thing that keeps them awake??? i'd even say the thing that essentially keeps them#ALIVE bc without a sweetmetal dreams aren't really alive they're just sleeping for eternity which is a kind of death. LIKE......#that just baffles me so much u just have to be soooooo uncaring to do that....like if he just did it in the moment of anger - snatched that#pendant off matthew's neck so he fell asleep and declan wouldn't have to deal with him anymore and then immediately afterwards was like.#what have i done this is so fucked up to do to someone. and put the pendant back on matthew. and apologized prefusely for it. that would#have still not been fine but in bouts of anger ppl do stupid desperate things that negatively affect others and it would've been#considerably less fucked up than it is now. like declan kept that pendant away for UP TO TWO DAYS. he drove the whole way back put ronan#somewhere safe carried matthew out of the car and into the house carried him upstairs into the bedroom and put him in bed went back#downstairs went outside locked the car went back into the house ate showered slept woke up ate breakfast again go through the whole day and#NOT ONCE did he think to himself oh this thing i'm doing is genuinely horrible i can't just take away someone's like. awareness. like that#& went to go 'wake' matthew????? NOT ONCE????? ARE YOU BEING SERIOUS???? NOT ONCE IN THOSE ONE AND A HALF OR TWO OR POSSIBLY MORE DAYS???#also just the whole. turning into his father thing. HARD NO. u mean the same declan who hated his father for very right reasons and hated#what he did to the entire lynch family both while he was alive and after he died the same declan that hated all the trading and buying and#selling dream things business and just that underground market in general (that btw. put the family he had left in life-threatening danger.)#the same declan who hated his father for dreaming a more perfect and loving unconditionally copy of his actual mother (rightfully so.) went#on 2 go into the exact business he always hated w/ a fiery passion?? ur also telling me he invited his father's killer to his wedding? fake.#trc#greywaren#<- needs its own tag bc i'm not putting it in the same category as call down the hawk my beloved call down the hawk.#anyway. that entire essay in the tags can be summarized w/: who declan ended up as & his entire arc is SO shit i hate it sm peace n love 🙏#as i've said before. me: mom can we have declan lynch? mom: no we have declan lynch @ home. declan lynch @ home: declan lynch in greywaren.#<<<<< full experience of reading gw. 2 me. ARGHHHH AOUGH THE POTENTIAL IT HAD THE POTENTIAL IT WASTED... IT'S ACTUALLY SO SAD....
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smokers will be like "im a RESPECTFUL smoker" and then chain smoke 5 feet from someone they know has asthma in a closed garage for 2 hours, ignoring that they're coughing and waving smoke away the whole time.
#sorry you cant smoke respectfully if you're at all near someone who doesnt#unless they personally specifically give you permission#otherwise you ARE forcing ppl to breathe your smoke#i'm just a little pissed off lol. my throat has been killing me for days and ive been sick bc of the damn smoke#i truly feel for the struggle of nicotine addiction#but also it is putting others in danger to smoke around ppl without asking if its ok#a LOT of people have asthma and other issues that smoke is going to fuck up#i dont even HAVE asthma but smoke makes me sick#like man!! sure wish you put down the cigs for a sec so i didnt have to be feverish and unable to function for days#but. no no. surely you chain smoking is more important. Surely.#rot posts
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