#prob delete later

[loseractivities]

wont u be my prommm queeennn

[yellowyani]

HOGAN AFK JOURNEY IM GONNA THROW UP YOU CANT JUST SAY THAT.

[minni-bunni]

[rafole]

love all? // loverboy

[greghatecrimes]

the human brain wasn't meant to handle news/events on the scale that we get fed breaking news and oh boy i can feel it. every day a new horror and i want to curl up in a corner of my closet and scream. how are we supposed to function. how am i supposed to stop thinking about it

[amidtheglitz]

i have…a job interview…tomorrow 😬😵‍💫🫡

[hesawifebeaterdanusethegun]

Thinking about deleting my writing here and on AO3. I probably won't but I just need to vent a little bit. It's hard to want to share things that I sometimes work weeks or even months on and have nobody else seem to enjoy it. It honestly makes me feel like giving up because apparently I'm not good enough for anyone. Like how many people are reading my stories anyway? And how many can't be bothered to click one button to at least acknowledge they read it? It's shitty behavior and I'm sick of being judged against professional authors for shit I write on my own time and that I share FOR FREE.

I think a lot of you forget that an actual person wrote this shit you're reading, and probably worked hard on it. A little acknowledgement for the time and effort isn't too much to ask. I'm not a content mill for GIFs and fics, I'm a whole human being behind this keyboard and too many people forget that.

I'm sorry if I sound like a whiny bitch but I'm just in a mood tonight.

[idiotsinkdaisies]

my dream for the 911 on abc season eight episode eight Wannabes is very simple:

i want eddie diaz to buy himself a plane ticket to el paso after realizing that he needs to get his son. and i want buck to drive him to the airport in a scene that is a direct parallel to the finale of s1 where abby leaves

[randomball123]

woawwww people being nice to me on tumblr is so weird!!! Cause…I’m used to my in real life friends wanting to kill me and always insulting and cursing at me…lol

[primus-why]

Xenomorph incubating inside a Cybertronian would be kinda funny cuz

The baby is comparatively tiny. The bites to some of their fuel lines hurt about the same as a paper cut or needle prick at worst, or at best are just damn itchy like a scab nearly healed. Xenomorphs are pests but not like... the end of the world/your life.

Any nearby human companions would flip the fuck out/piss themselves. The Cybertronians would be confused until a medic points out that while the Xenomorph can't chew through their plating, they can absolutely decimate a soft fleshy body.

Movie night to hammer the point home! Keep those things away from your humans!

[ohbandera]

personal stuff under cut

Disconnecting my worth as a person from my ability to draw has had the unsurprising effect of me not drawing a whole lot at all these days.

It's really freeing. I'll probably draw again at some point but like. Idk man. Been going on a lot of hikes lately & enjoying game dev. Been working on my book, am 40K words in. Really proud of it so far.

The rate at which you are subconsciously pushed to make art to """keep up""" just kills it entirely for me. My most interesting work was in highschool when I spent like 3-4 weeks on one painting. I look at my 2020-2024 portfolio and see lots of meaningless junk that I shat out in under 24 hours so I could get to the next thing. I'm not a content farm, and I regret ever treating myself like one. My art sucks ass when I dont like. Spend time on it.

I remember a time where all I ever wanted was to draw for a living. Draw every single day. Do nothing else. Now all I want is to do anything but that. Turning your passions into a career isn't /always/ the right call. Its better to create something that is yours and work an unrelated 9-5 than have no will to create at all.

I look at some of my favorite art by others and you can tell its like, one of a few works the artist made that year. They put thought and love and expertise into it. It took /time./ I used to see the speed at which I drew as a thing to be proud of. Now I realize it's something that prevented me from creating meaningfully.

When I do get the urge to draw, its paired with an itchy paranoia to "POST! POST IT RN! POST IT AT THE RIGHT TIME OF DAY! WAKE UP EARLY TO REBLOG IT SO THE MORNING CROWD SEES"

Man fuck that. Going to spend time with my loved ones and learn more skills. The mountains were snowy and quiet today. I saw a hawk kill a squirrel. The jays were bright blue against the grey sky. There is more to life than Making And Posting Images.

[twisted-wonderland-but-gayer]

I am answering this ask like this to prevent any potential harassment towards anyone

Don't wanna seem aggressive but idk abt the "Malleus has to marry a woman to continue the bloodline" in a fantasy magic setting or even in fanfic. Esp in a Disney game where you can wish on a star for a kid or love each other so much a Bio baby can appear. There's magic bullshittery going on too so you can make one. Also if any if the twst dudes do get a gf I don't get why people can't just pretend she doesn't exist or be poly? Maybe make a dramatic divorce fic?? Idk.

I do agree with you anon, a small minority makes everyone look bad (if I'm understanding this correctly)

Its the number one thing I hate abt the TWST Fandom or fandoms with this sort of premise in general. There's always this weird minority that ends up being the most vocal, especially as younger people are discovering Fandom but that's another story.

Usually the best thing to do to make your fandom experience the best is to block ppl you don't like and ignore stuff you don't like. It's what I do and I've been having a great time. Something something community fridge.

Glad u kinda brought this up cause I have a mini rant of my own that's related as someone who's been in fandom/fanfic for a while ll put under a read more— just noting my experiences and stuff I've noticed. I hope this doesn't come out wrong cause I worded stuff incorrectly.

This is not to attack or shame anyone. Don't be weird. Don't harrass anyone. If you don't agree that's fine. Just don't be assholes. This is just my experience as a male insert writer. This is very incoherent and all over the place l'm tired.

l esp notice this in self-ship x readers from my years of running different masc/male reader blogs. No one wins in situations like these. I have seen people ask other people online to not draw/ship their Mc with their fave because they ship their Mc with the same character and all. They get really upset and toxic over it too.

Here's some other stuff I've seen:

WIw/bisexuals/ect are made fun of for wanting fem characters and chances are these fem characters will be torn apart by some of the toxic ones in the Fandom.

People with male yuus are sometimes attacked because "they're not gay!" Or are think Yuus roles more feminine or are accused of misogyny

Female Yuus get in the way of the yaois or have to be a certain way or in the test fandom they have to be boys cause everyone at NRC is a boy.

Most x readers are Female (not afab which is different) so a lot of trans/masc ppl are left out and a lot of fem readers being tagged as x gn or x male

Male x Readers don't take off as well and chances are the author will sorta quit for that reason- it's hard to want to continue writing if no one cares abt it and it can just be in your head

Ive see a lot of F/M writers sometimes feeling like they have to apologize for writing such things.

A good chunk of x readers also end up very y/n in nature with the "weak perfect messy bun" thing and that's totally fine but a lot of the time it's not very x reader. (That being said dont be an asshole to the writer cause its not your cup of tea. Just ignore it. Community fridge.)

I personally try to make sure I make Yuu completely androgynous and give warnings about if Yuu is more muscular, has hair, is tall, ect.

It's also why I tend to write stronger-personalied Yuus or those that are taller/buffer in appearance. This doesn't make me better than people who write y/ns, shyer readers or fem readers but I have been compared and said that I write MCs 'better" when that "better" is just preference. Don't gotta tear the others down you know?

It's why l've been doing mainly gn or masc gn because I notice a lot of fem x readers tend to not include personalities that I personally prefer/imagine with my ocs and all that I see more in male x reader fics and I notice that all sorts of people want more of that

I've even gotten fem readers send asks abt it I the past on this blog abt this too

Not to mention the off aggression of Masc Aligned DNI!! For female writer inserts or Fem Alligned DNI! In very toxic or ignorant ways like Women can't like male x male cause fetishing and all that.

I do agree with your points anon, but I have seen this stuff before. I have received death threats on previous blogs for writing male and trans readers. I have had people tell me that I am misogynistic for not writing fem. This isn't even including AroAce ppl in fandom esp those who actually like smut or romance fic or those who want something besides it.

I also don't think that all women or people in general want their f/o to always be 100% available. (It prob just came off more strongly worded in the post than intended) I don't think that most would truly care aside from a "aw man", and I think that if it truly does distress someone, fandom may not be for them and they may need to take a break from it. I also don't like how us vs them it is. It's not a women issue, it's an immaturity/toxicity issue. It's just a small part of the Fandom that are the loudest and the absolute worst and you should block them and be done.

I like making spaces for masc/trans/gay/disabled readers since we're not often repped in fic, but this doesn't mean I think I'm better or that I hate fem insert writers. I follow many and they're wonderful people that are also safe spaces.

The only people I blame for harassment, are the harrassers. No one else. It's a slippery slope to rope everyone into a specific category just because of a small minority and I'm not interested in that waterside.

Idk if this is making any sense but I hope I got one point across.

[pathologicalreid]

have you ever written a fanfiction that triggered you so severely for something you hadn't even considered would be a trigger for you????? going through something hahaha

[br0wni3xx]

Never commenting on Pinterest again. I got told to kms

[nudibro]

my. god. artblock has me in a chokehold-

i am alive, just battling with a demon

the demon being artblock

>:[

[l1ndblum]