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frodo-of-the-nine-fingers · 2 months

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went back to dino blanket and got a whole [5] stitches done before calling it quits 👍

#but hey ill do more tomorrow probably this is a good sign it's been literal weeks since i touched it #i hurt my arm doing it improperly the first time and not taking enough breaks so i stopped which was Good except i never picked it up again #lmao and i need it for [redacted] soon!!#im so so so tempted not to secure the stitches on the back with anything because it's really confusing but i also dont want too #and even if they did come loose they're not like structural and i could just redo them and it's for a kid so they probably wont care so #i do want to test how they hold up in the washer/dryer and i was thinking about making some placemats w this too and i can embroider on one #of those to test that in a similar semi quilted thing idk what im doing

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reginrokkr · 4 months

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Sometimes I think about the Remurian period and how Remus deemed all those tribes belonging to the unified civilization as no less than some brutes that needed to be evangelized and that these people people actually fought back. This also makes me think that those who later (if it wasn't already) on would found Khaenri'ah were already doing that by the time Sal Vindagnyr was wrecked by the sapphire nail first and later by the gods and wonder what it is they saw they didn't like in order to go like fuck this, we're outta here.

#◟༺✦༻◞ what lays behind the mantle of faux stars ┊ooc.┊#don't mind me #just some thoughts #as I'm revisiting the Remuria lore with a friend #tomorrow is the day I have the partial #and after that I'll be more free for the rest of the week tbh #my activity will probably pick up again by the weekend #and I'm excited to see the livestream!#please make D.ain drop in 4.5 #or maybe 4.6 which is when I think there will be another expansion #related to Fontaine 😔

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born-to-lose · 2 months

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God I miss this bar, I wanna go back so bad

#but first i'll acclimatize to the kindergarten where i'm starting my internship tomorrow #and then when they don't have a big event where it will be packed i'll visit them to see if they missed me and because of the withdrawal #once i start school in september (for three years) i'll have enough to do so i won't be able to work there anyway #same with this internship. but maybe afterwards in summer i could offer to work again or at least come in on busy days #we'll see what i'll do in summers while studying but i'll probably go for some student job or summer camps or something like that #idk about the time after those three years but depending on where and how much i work then i could pick up bartending again #apparently other people who have worked there took a break for school/main job and then came back #if not i can still go there way more frequently or try dj-ing like some other regulars #this kindergarten seems great but they're moving to another place in the county next year which is really shitty to get to from where i live #both with public transport and by car :// which is why i'm saying depending on where i work in three years #some kindergartens/schools etc are only hiring part time so in that case i would probably work some hours at the bar but if full time not #mel talks

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milkweedman · 2 years

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Terrible rushed picture on the way to work this morning but look at this bag i crocheted for my not-really-boss-but-she-is-in-charge-of-many-things-but-not-me-specifically-as-far-as-i-can-tell. She was super excited by all my bags i kept bringing and always complimented them and said she wished we had time for me to teach her to crochet, and i am just so unused to the relentlessly nice compliments that i ended up crocheting her a bag. You cant really see it but it has a white base as well. And its the closest i could get to rainbow colors (she is, as far as i can tell, the type of Ally TM who puts rainbows on everything), so it seemed a safe color scheme. Anyway when i gave it to her today she was speechless for a few seconds and then started punching the air

So, seems like a successful gift

#shes great #i feel like if id known her when i was a teenager i would have decided she was my mom lol #as it is im just generally delighted by her #crochet #grocery bag #rest of my day was unbelievably bad and tomorrow will probably be worse but this was a high point #also got to paint a little plate ! i did strawberries on it #dont know how itll turn out until its fired and it might be a while till i get it back sadly #but it was really nice #im trying to focus on the nice parts of my day bc if i dont manage to unclench my jaw soon i think i might break a tooth #couldnt sleep last night either bc i could not get any of my muscles to relax. to an insane degree #anyway. strawberry plate. and it has little hearts on it and i painted the rim to kind of look like rays of sun in the sky #i havent really done any non textile or musical art in years but the stuff ive tossed together for kids in arts and crafts #has been surprisingly good and fun and made me want to pick up painting or drawing again #havent yet bc horribly busy but my last day is tomorrow. so

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this-should-do · 1 year

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god maybe if i hadmt spent 7 hours of my life on martinson college i mkghtve gotten my lil freehoun fic in near publishable condition

#its so cute #a lil tenderness of the prerescas variety #but no #i spemt hours of my life looking for a fictional school that probably nevsr fucking existed becuz randy decided to jist make a mae up #for barneys school instead of looking uo an actusl college #just like he made up an entire military base #i unders tsmd making up a military base BUT A FUCKING COLLEGE OF WHICH BARNEY SPENT 2 FUCKING YEARS AT???#UR GONNA MAKE THST UP RANDY??? FOR WHAT REASON #And look at me im gonna pick the search up again tomorrow smh #iwillspeakincessantly

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take-ya-to-the-ghey-bar · 5 months

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{ya girl is still a bit too preoccupied to really be around here much atm, but-- i've just gotta pop in to mention that me and Micchan are having a time watching the current rizz based shenanigans on dash~}

#{|dash commentary|}#{|ooc notes transition—|}#i'm still visiting with friends for a while~ and probably will be till a lil bit after the 13th--#and while i might have more chances to hop on here in the coming week or so--#seeing as the main friend who's been stuck home with me finally picked up work again after leaving his last job--#given that tomorrow is my birthday-- we might off doing smth for that lol #and after that-- well we'll just have to see when i've got the time/juice to pop back in here X'D #i do have plenty of things in my drafts now tho-- so i might trickle out some aesthetic posts and such soon~#and thanks to any of you lovelies who read my tag ramble lol

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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#ay ay ay. now that the soul crushing project is done ive elected to spend the week managing data #which is decidedly more chill than what ive been doing for the last month but also isnt not doing anything and it isnt getting stuff done #for when i have to move. so thats annoying. and ive been drawing again at least but i can feel the escalation in my controlling behavior #so its now very frustrating trying to draw anything. coloring is gonna take a million years rip.#also suddenly everyone wants to b social rn? like tomorrow my boss is organizing a thing with an old lab mate and this weekend a #collaborator is having a retirement party. and next week my lab mates wanna do a trivia night. and i kno that i should go to these things.#and i will try but i really dont want to go to any of it. mostly for driving reasons but also im a husk of a person rn. but the more #devastating thing is that uh next week one of the kids i grew up with is getting married to a rich girl lol. and like we werent that close #bc i was and am such an asocial freak but after the wedding my parents r picking up their new camper and camping their way across the #country with my sisters. and im sure someone probably told me the dates of these things at some point but if u tell me dates i will #instantly forget them. so thats. ya kno. happening over basically the next 2 weeks while i have to kill myself over measurements for a #different study i dont care abt. and like. its fine. ill see them mid may for a different planned trip. it just makes me kinda sad #a product of living halfway across the country i guess. im just inherently more disconnected to everyone. i would suspect thsts semi #intentional subconsciously. u cant b upset abt not being able to connect with ppl if you create enough physical distance that u never see #them in the 1st place. u cant misunderstand me if i make myself absent and unknowable. idk. i was explaining to my mum that i didnt realize #the timeline and she was like. understandable whatever u wanna do! and idk y that upsets me so much. i guess its just that i dont want to b #doing this. its causing me pain but dont kno how to articulate it in a way that makes sense. whatever. my mouth hurts. my lips r so chapped #that the irritation is spread past my lip line. probably doesnt help thst i keep rubbing at it lol. anyway things r still annoying #less soul crushing thsn last week but still frustrating #unrelated

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fooltofancy · 1 year

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gonna curl up in a stupid little ball w fields of asphodel (beloved) and try to sleep, the piles of things looming can goddamn wait.

#.... until i wake up in the inevitable four hours.#gonna make a list and goddamnit gonna do the things on the list #today is finish in progress comm day + finish black mage leveling when im done w that (two accomplishments but one is a trick)#laundry and laundry and laundry tomorrow #dentist wednesay and hopefully last comm if i can get a sketch out tonight #balls have to cook sometime today too #thursday rest day probably wrists will be angery #.... not gonna plan as far as friday but probably laundry again. comforter needs to go to the Big Laundry Machines and i dont wanna #weekend have to figure out how to put gas in my car so i can meet carrie and pick up the stupid fucking cat tree i sent to mn #need to schedule like 45 minutes in here to cry #mundanity etc im so tired everything hurts #oh wednesday also fill out this stupid bullshit for new endocrinologist ive filled out twenty times in the last year #medical histories my beloathed #they should have this anyway gonna mutiny #ok gn

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bugsmoocher · 7 months

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mmaster hcief

#personal! ok idk why but i am in such a bad fucking mood after realizing that yet another year has passed where my father hasnt like.#really ??? cared ??? i dont know man my parents are taking me out to eat but i didnt get a text or a call or anything #like man i know im not the one thats ur blood child but come on i remember yours and wish you every year :(#my mom only really remembered when i showed up and jokingly was like “ey next time you see me ill be a whole year older”#this week has sucked so bad brother i hope it wont set the tone for the next year LKHL:D:FLGHK #happy birthday more like KILL YOURSELF INSTANTLY POTION #god only like my friends and two family members remembered im realizing. fuuuuuuuuuck. not even the people i live with minus my fiance #i only exist to these people when its time to talk behind somebodys back brother #maybe i drive my car into a tree tomorrow ^_^ in theory itd be good for me but at the end of the day if these people didnt care when i went #to the fucking mental ward for plotting to kill myself i doubt theyd care if i bled out in a ditch either #they never called or visited they just picked me up and told me to never do that shit again #maybe i should have Not been born...............!#ermmm #personal #vent #i guess. idk. just so if people have those tags blocked itll get filtered or whatever #i probably shouldnt just throw this out into the wild but i dont want to directly bother anybody i know rn idk.

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sysig · 7 months

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Requestober is closed for the season! Thanks to everyone who participated ♥

#Requestober #Eyyyy we got almost every slot this year! Very cool! :D #There's still today's and tomorrow's on the horizon - working on today's rn instead of sleeping/being offline lol #Thank you again for such a nice turnout :D It was so fun to work on so many reqs of my own characters ahh <3 #Big appreciate y'alls energy and love this season thank you thank you :)#Also since I'm not sure where else to mention it lol: The sketch roundups may be a little bit #I'd love to have them out on Nov 1st but we'll see! Don't be surprised if they're out the 2nd or 3rd #And then I'll probably be taking a short break til around my birthday :) I'mma try to have something celebratory tho lol #And then I'll be picking back up with the usual doodles I think! I've certainly got a backlog just a matter of polishing 'em off lol #Busy busy busy how did I do this last year lol ♪#Thanks again for such a fun season :)

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merthurians-prat-and-idiot · 10 months

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Just watched the first two episodes! Had to stop myself from watching a third!! So good so far!!

#i want to savour it & my brain gets muddled if i watch too many so two it id #-is #no spoilers but really good so far!!!#good omens #good omens 2 #ill probably pick it up again tomorrow #go #go2 #gos2 #merthurians prat and idiot

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authorwithissues · 11 months

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Looks like it's time to graduate from a student bank account to an adult bank account

#awi #personal #over a month ago there was fraud on my parents account #they caught it sorted it its all good #except #my ability to pay external bills keeps getting blocked #i call. i wait in the hold line 45 minutes. i explain my issue and the rep says huh that weird let me put you on hold while i check with #my supervisor. except im not put on hold. im booted back to the main menu #i get back in the hold line. another 30 minutes. i get a different person. i explain. they havent seen it before. theyre checking with #their supervisor. i am booted back to the main menu. i lose my compusure perhaps a lot #next day i call again. i explain. i say BEFORE YOU PUT ME ON HOLD TO CHECK WITH YOUR SUPERVISOR please know that if i appear to have hung #up I Did Not. Please Call Me Back. i am booted back to the main menu. i hang up and wait for the call back. they do not call back #i call. i wait in line 20+ minutes. i explain. they havent seen it before but hey try xyz. okay. i hang up to try xyz. it doesnt work.#i call. the hold line is over 30 minutes again. i give up #next day i call. wait in line 20+ minutes. havent seen that before. try abc? okay. i hang up to try abc. it doesnt work. i cry.#i tell my parents im fuckin losing it. its probably related to that fraud. are you guys having this issue???? no were paying ours just fine.#okay so fuck me in particular #i call. i wait in line 20+ minutes. they wont talk to me. im not the primary account holder. i say ive been talking to people for weeks.#they say not sure why but they can only talk to the primary account holder. i text my mom. i show her the error im getting. she says lets #go to the bank in person. i say okay. its too late today but we can go tomorrow. i will pick you up tomorrow mom. she says okay #i message her in the morning to silence. let me know when youre up! silence. fuck i drive over shes still asleep and theyre closing in an #hour.i drag her to the fuckin bank. wait in line. teller hasnt seen this before. asks his supervisor. she says oh i know exactly what that #is! but i cant fix it. call this number. i sit in the lobby and call the number. theyre closed. okay. i tell my mom i will call tomorrow but #if theyll only talk to the primary then youll need to call. i call. they wont talk to me. i text my mom. they close at 3 you need to call #silence. at 330 she texts that theyre closed. tomorrows a holiday. i remind her in person to call tomorrow. today i remind her again to call #i dont hear from her so at 4 i ask what the bank said. she says they closed at 3. she didnt call #im going to drive off a fuckin cliff #the bank will be open a little while after i get off work but ill be hella late to feed my cat. might just have to feed her late because im #an inch from losing my shit and i will take the ability to Pay My Fucking Bills over the covenience of the joint family account

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bloggirl8842 · 8 months

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My psych says I don’t like my mom or my ex because they make me vulnerable but I think it’s because they are/were both serial boundary violators. Well serial boundary violators sounds serious but I mean they are just good kind people who would not leave me alone when i ask(ed)

#i mean so am i so i dont exactly blame them but like. my mom doesnt knock used to hold me down and epilate my body doesnt take no for an #answer ever on anything unless youre MEAN to her and i dont mean anything serious i mean she asked me to go to the store with her to pick #out paint for her walls i said no she asked again i said no she asked again i said no so she went on her own and facetimed me so id help her #pick. my ex had a similar thing where if i was like hey lets not talk tomorrow im burnt out hed be like okay and then the next day early #morning he’d send a good morning text and then several more throughout the day and then we’d call at the end of the night #people do who not let you fucking breathe. i hate it. if i saw my mom less often id probably like her but her so much as sitting next to me #on the couch will have me tense and pissed. she also takes glee in hating things i like and its not a conscious or serious thing but its #really weird. ive done the same for her since i was little i dont know who did it first. like ok we’re moving our new place had wallpaper in #my room i wanted to keep it she wanted to remove it she agreed to keep it and then made plans to remove it bc she was going to get rid of it #at some point later on anyway for the house’s value or something. they removed it recently and she showed me a vid of the place and when she #gets to my room shes like hehehe its goneee like girl what the fuck is going on with you. she wouldnt let me change the decoration of my #room as a child it had to be the way she liked it. even my body had to be the way she liked it dude the epilation thing shed laugh as i #cried (in a shirt and underwear man) bc i was finally hairless. my ex was nowhere near that bad but again ZERO breathing room and whenever #id try to take some hed be like ‘’i just worry that if you take this space you’ll come back and break up with me’’ uh. yeah with that #attitude the breakup’s coming either way. he’s a good guy though just 24 and a man (both sad afflictions) he’ll shape up. or not. idk im no #t invested #he did listen to a lot of what i said just not the basic things of ‘’leave me the fuck alone sometimes’m #im annoyed that my therapist framed this as a me issue but shes right when it comes to me having trouble w vulnerability and i should just #clarify my pov here so she can change her assessment #my ex leaves me alone now. he does a great job at it i thiiink hes moved on which im happy about #i dont know if id ever want to be friends again though idk if either of us can do that #i cant. rn #i understand why he wanted so much from me though. i get it

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fingertipsmp3 · 1 year

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I love waking up to a text from the assistant manager telling me someone I worked with yesterday is poorly (with what girl??? Is he contagious?????) and asking if I can pick up a shift today or tomorrow

#i ended up saying i can’t do today because… i can’t. who is going to take care of mabel??#i can’t foist a blockheaded terrier on anybody with such short notice. and anyway i don’t want to #i’m fully booked up today with dog walks and reading a cosy thriller. it’s gonna be the whole day ideally #but i accepted a 9-5 tomorrow 🙃🙃#it’s fine like.. i’ll be okay. i just was really looking forward to y’know. not having to pretend to be a functional human being that day #i kind of hope she finds someone better in between now and her seeing my message. or that sick coworker in question makes a very fast #recovery. i mean i hope that anyway. i like him. but like…#8 hours of pretending to be a person. and then i have to do it again on friday. whyyyyyy #like i don’t think anyone appreciates or realises how much it takes out of you to have to smile and be polite with people who are being #terrible to you sometimes; while you’ve been on your feet all day and your body is aching and you’ve been doing heavy lifting #and maybe you’ve been scalded or burnt at some point or cut your hand and man there’s just so many things that can go wrong at my job #i get covered in something at least once per shift. milk; coffee; soapy water; mixture of the three…..#and i’ve just realised i don’t even have enough shit for lunches this week because i assumed i’d only be doing 3 shifts #so i ate all my snacks and only left enough stuff for 3 lunches #i’m probably just going to buy lunch there tomorrow. which’ll cost me like. nearly an hour’s wages. which is why i don’t do it. 🙃🙃🙃#fuck it. i can just suck it up and pick out a sandwich and some crisps or something; write my name on them and put them in the fridge #it’s just annoying!! like i’ll be fine but i’m just not mentally prepared for unexpectedly having to work lol #personal

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theroseapothecary · 2 years

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my immune system is apparently f u c k e d because i am sick once again that's literally every week for the past 4 weeks where i've had something i feel so shitty

#personal log #and not once did i call in sick which i know is probably a contributing factor but i just can't right now #so once again i will take a test every day just to make sure it's not covid #jfc #i feel so shitty and i'm going out for breakfast with a friend tomorrow #i would cancel but i've already canceled on her twice in the past 3 weeks bc of me being ill #i can't do it again #also i need to go to uni anyways to pick up some books that have been held back for me until thursday

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shcherbatskya · 2 years

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alright goodnight i hope you all have fun at the mcr. i love you, sleep well eventually.

#be so glad im done tv blogging! i’ll pick it up tomorrow again probably but you know. you get a break.#samael speaks

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