#pulling out my hair

[hannibalzero]

WITH MY WHOLE HEART

Vaderwan au wip. Attempt number 2

(a reminder)

Maybe I'm just overthinking it? Please let me know?

🐰❤️🐰❤️

Anakin put his knife away, looking at the crude little heart with an A + O in the middle of the old oak tree in the emperors courtyard. He looked to the other little boy beside him and gave a smile taking his hand.

“Do you have to go, Anakin?” Obi-Wan lower lip was wobbling as he looked down holding Anakin’s hand tightly, desperately trying not to cry now. “I know its a great honor to be chosen as a page, under my uncle Qui-Gon-Jinn. But I’m going to miss you.” Obi-Wan looked into Anakin’s blue eyes.

“I do, I can’t be a servant forever. Mom needs me, plus when I come back as a knight? We can be together.” Anakin excitedly explained to the other nine year old boy. “Don’t cry Obi, it won’t be that long.” He encouraged.

Obi-Wan wasn’t a crying type of child, he only cried when something was desperately upsetting. “Bu-but, You’ll have to become a Darth knight! So much so that the emperor’s hunting hounds. The most elite of his knights.” Obi-Wan was balling using his long sleeves to wipe his eyes, the way all children did.

Anakin hugged Obi-Wan tightly helping the prince sooth himself.

“Then that’s what I’ll do, I’ll become a sith. Gane my title as a Darth and come back to you.” Anakin pressed their foreheads together. “I promise.” He vowed to the little prince with the copper hair.

Chewing his lip for a moment, Obi-Wan locked eyes with Anakin. “You’re supposed to seal promises with a kiss.” Obi-Wan informed with that know it all prince tone of voice. “I promise that I will wait for you Anakin.” Obi-Wan gave Anakin a simple child like kiss as he ripped a button off his soft green play dress.

A copper button with a running rabbit was place into Anakin’s hand.

“I promise” Anakin held button close to his chest….

That little copper button had been with Anakin, now Darth Vader for seventeen years.

Vader had the button on a thin chain around his neck, the running rabbit that was impressed onto the copper was hardly there. Worn down from years of him wearing the button. It was hard to believe how small the button was, or how big it used to feel in his hand.

He couldn’t bring himself to get rid of the copper, or smith it into something else. Because every time he looked at the little round copper, he would think of the smell of jasmine. Being in the shade of that old oak tree, and the sweet little kiss that he had shared with Prince Obi-Wan Kenobi.

In a way? Vader considered that kiss to be the end of his boyhood.

After that little kiss, life as a knights page started. Magics, saber training, battles, negations, dragon taming, the loss of his right arm, War and glory.

The emperors attention and approval.

Anakin had earned his title as a Darth, one of the three hunting hounds of Emperor Sidious.

His favorite.

Anakin Skywalker was now Darth Vader, rider of excautor the largest of dragons in the empires control.

Vader’s control.

[makeurmoneywhore]

cannot for the life of me stop thinking about how in i never wanted to love you marvin looks at whizzer when he says i never wanted and then when he looks at trina it’s i wanted because he wanted so bad to love trina, to be straight, to deny whatever it was in him that craved more and just be happy in his nuclear family, but he couldn’t, and he didn’t want to love whizzer, he didn’t want to be gay, but he can’t help it, it’s who he is, and he doesn’t want any of it

[yoinkschief]

My Partner: "You should totally watch One Piece ! It's super cool and I think you'd like it because they're all pirates :)" Me: "Meh, I dunno,," My Partner: "If Eddsworld was in One Piece, Edd would be a pirate captain and Tord would be his first mate, and I was thinking for his design he could have a large coat as a way to pay homage to Tord's OG trench coat, and he'll have Edd's jolly rodger as a patch on the back of his jacket so when Tord leaves to make his own pirate crew he tears it off in anger and there's like a noticeable gash in the back of his coat."

Me:

[pathologising]

I want to talk to my bf abt how I am starting to not be able to stand the way his mother treats him but like im just going to come across as a cunt because that's his mommy or whatever ughhh

[autisticdreamdrop]

any autistic out there bite at eat skin?? like not only does bug bites and eats nails, also the skin, pulls out and eats hair :( usually why cause anxiety and stress. our mom tells us just to stop but it's not that easy.. we have to talk about it with therapist more..

[destinedtobeloved]

Takeshi’s personality is so hard for me to understand and it keeps me up at night, trying to figure out how to write him as a character

He’s sarcastic most of the time, emotionless around most, gentle with certain people like Lizzie and even Alice, emotional with Quell, and all of these with Rei and even Ortega sometimes??

I actually want to pull my hair out because I can’t figure out how to write him interacting with people because I actually have no clue

I have a issue with making characters too emotional and I think I’m doing this w Kovacs too and it stresses me out

[cquackity]

i need to write dapduo. i need to write dapduo

[0xochitlsketches0]

Some of my fav boards from 328 drawings. The hard part is over, now for the really hard part, cleaning them up and adding more 😭

[hwanghyunjinenthusiast]

WHAT IS HAPPENING?!??!?!?

[ckygetsjobs]

omg he’s so cute what the hell

[kisskawa]

current state of mind

[hotdrinks]

Me to my landlords, regarding the swamp that appeared in my bathtub two weeks ago: hello landlords, I think I should not have to have a swamp in my bathtub. I only have one bathroom, and it has a bog in it, which I think is not a good thing. Furthermore, there is mold growing on the top of the water (consistency of chocolate ganache) in my bathtub in my bathroom (the only one I have). Please kindly send someone to address this thing which I have been telling you about for ten or more days (hard to remember) (maybe from mold poisoning. I don't know) or give me a place to stay until you remove the biome from my living space please ☺️ if it's no trouble ☺️ thank you!

My landlords and maintenance: stupid little gay boy thinks he's too good for the bog? Little gay bitch idiot boy doesn't relish the sludge? Weak ankles homosexual. Splash around in it for a while why don't you?maybe you'll grow the fuck up.

[insectbitch]

i just think they’re neat

[wolfstrela]

why y'all acting like everything is fine?? i just finished watching a show that became one of my favorites 😩😩😩 how do i move on??

[yumeyleo]

rewatched gotg vol 3

[2nebula]

30!!!! MINUTES!!!!