🫵 you.
🏁- if not at the same time, who started pining first? how long until it became mutual (if ever)?
🛏️- did you two ever have a "there's only one bed" moment?
💭- who daydreamed about the other more often? what did they think about most?
ough thankyou elliot for asking vague ones so i can indulge...... (these two have been plaguing my brain All Day . queerplatonically)
🏁 - not to sound a little self absorbed but i do think it was shawn for sure. i have in depth feelings abt shawns feelings for the ppl around him but i wanna wait til im further into the show to say anything but uh !! he had a lil crush on me for a bit but after i was like "bro im aroace" he backed off and the feelings developed more into how he felt abt gus (didnt know anything abt qprs yet, just thought it was ~best friend vibes~; also hed had feelings for gus for literal Years and just kind of assumed thats what they were) so he just kinda sat back and let the feelings fester (he skipped a lot between thinking they Were romantic and trying to give me space so he didnt make me uncomfy/things w gus weird and those aforementioned ~best friend vibes~) until it grew to full on pining for both me And gus.
paragraph break woag. um after that it was me, i realized i had queerplatonic crushes on them both about a couple months later ?? also i just assumed that gus and shawn were in a qpr already cuz of how they acted fghdkjfg so it was just like "ok cool. should i ask if they need a third or would that be weird. im gonna say weird and just sit here and Pine"
gus. hrm. i think he definitely liked shawn for a little while and were gonna pretend i can name a certain time in the show to back this up. maybe they both nearly died and the experience awakened something in him idk. he pined for him a little but not w me (i still dont have the details of how we all started the relationship but i think i bring up qprs and theyre both like "huh??? thats. is that what this is???" so he only starts liking me like that After we start being together (we didnt think to just. share shawn. we were just like "ok were all together now. the three of us. wahoo"))
🛏️ - not particularly cuz theres not rlly a bed in the office (unless there is. once again 10 episodes in sdfhjg) ?? But there are all nighters and naptimes w the one couch . usually for naps well just sleep at our desks but sometimes u just gotta stretch out n lay down yknow and if somebodys already there then oh well!! shawn has woken up multiple times to both me And gus passed out nearly on top of him (and vice versa ofc but shawn looks the coziest. i lay on him on purpose)
💭 - tbh prolly me a teehee :]c shawn and gus are usually too busy working to daydream while i just sit at my desk thinking abt them rescuing me from something or other... or just what it would be like to hug them .
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I love the dynamic of the First and the Last Dragonborn. Of the deep desire from both parties to exist at the same time as one another: the only two people in the world who understand what it's like. Of how doomed they are, of how their birthright is blessing and curse in equal measure. I love the idea of the Last, who accepted their fate and duty and performed it when the First refused, for once rejecting fate in hopes of keeping the First.
I love the idea of the two being so hopelessly in love. A love that would never be healthy or gentle but instead matches the verocity and all consuming, possessive nature of their shared dragon souls.
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Hello passin by !!! i cant decide what to send for ur ask game so FREE WILD CARD !!! whichever u wanna talk abt
YIPPEE thanks for sending an ask!! im gonna talk about chick hicks ^_^
strawberry: before getting together, how did your F/O realize they had a crush on you? How did they act around you once they realized they were head over heels?
one day me and chick were just hanging out and i laughed really hard at one of his jokes (it wasnt even that funny) and he realized "oh god no. i kinda want this guy to be in my life. forever"
for a bit after that he acted super awkwardly. hes used to being a heartthrob/heartbreaker and yearning felt really weird to him
lemon sorbet: does your F/O get jealous easily?
yes but he also hits on tons of other ppl. hes a tiny bit of a "hypocrite" but honestly? i act the same way LOL
matcha: what kind of gifts does your F/O give you? Are they always buying you little presents or do they invest only in larger items for birthdays or holidays?
he frequently buys me small but significant/expensive gifts. i dont ask for stuff that much but he IMMEDIATELY buys something for me the moment i mention it. but he still also splurges on birthday gifts for me :D
earlier in our relationship he bought me a LOT of "flashy" gifts like luxury accessories and flowers since he was trying to sweep me off my feet
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Also guys i fuckign missed my one year of playing enstars because i'm a fucking idiot . so. happy late one years to me (jun 21!!!) AND happy 1 year to the day i binged the entire anime in the span of like. one night an dthen two hours the next day (jun 26/27) this is what started me on what is now a year long and counting spiral . i would get emotionally but its 10 am im not awake enough to have emotions yet
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forever haunted by the fact someone thought/might think that the tag i use tp save stuff to show my friends &/or qpps is a tag to organize ship art 😭
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f/o list updates
matt got kicked off the f/o list. sorry matt but season two damaged me beyond repair
new qpps - river song, jamie mccrimmon,
new platonic f/o - jack harkness
yes i still have doctor who brain rot
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