hi all :) just a lil psa: could everyone please please rb artists' work? likes don't really get them around, and we rely on reblogs to broadcast them around. it just takes a little bit of time but seriously it really helps.
hate? sex with aventurine
fucking the jealousy out of aventurine
fingering aventurine till he begs
instead of sending flowers come back to me.
pet names during sex with him
size diff with afab! Aven
unrealistic sex with aven
a little gamblin' is fun when you're with me. pt.1✶
dont know if you love me or want me dead. pt.2✶
when you call my name through them there will be no answer. bad ending.✶
and he looks perfect, I don't deserve this. good ending.✶
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➳ Which god should you turn to for solace?
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sunday allowing you fuck him during your mating season ☾
hi, hello, it‘s me: your favorite shifting blogger Evie 😼❤️
ever since your girl Eves has had the time and motivation to focus back on shifting, she has been on fire 👀
I suppose that if you guys are seeing this right here, you have probably read my most liked / reblogged / commented post about my first shifting experience already. And in case you didn‘t …
➡️ G O C R A Z Y R I G H T H E R E ⬅️
This one is going to be as detailed as possible once again, so in case you are one impatient mother-lover: I am sorry <3
🍎 MOMENTS BEFORE 🍎
🔆 I am telling you this time was very different from the first time for one very very important reason: I didn‘t fucking try to shift.
Last time I was actively trying methods and visualizations, I actively tried to keep me in the right mindset and I don‘t want to say I was forcing it, but I was definitely concentrating on shifting.
🔆 Ever since I started embodying the energy/the mindset I was describing in this exact post, I never even methodically tried to initiate shifting. All I ever did was rely on the universe to basically let me meet my DR as soon as it deemed me ready for it.
🔆 However I was following a certain routine for the last week when it came to shifting and I suppose that was very crucial. Each night before falling asleep I would take my melatonin spray and I would very consciously and with clear intent say with each spray I took: „This is my shifting spray, and now I will shift tonight.“ I always take like 4 sprays and then I would lay down to sleep and just imagine one certain scenario tied to my DR and nothing else.
I wasn’t even actively trying to feel every emotion, or sensation like I used to do it when I attempted shifting, I was just playing the scene over in my head and basically just enjoyed the moment for myself.
🔆 Last night tho, I did not take any melatonin and I didn’t even imagine my little scene because i laid down to sleep so late at night I actually forgot to try basically. But since I was so used to my routine and this was so imbedded into my brain my subconscious was very aware of my shifting-intent. Since I was not actively trying to shift, I was not monitoring any feelings or signs or symptoms and everything just happened naturally which is the key here. I did mention in this old ass post, that when you are too aware of you shifting you basically sabotage yourself and keep yourself from shifting.
🍎 THE MOMENT 🍎
🔆 I distinctively remember how I was in the middle of falling asleep, and suddenly I felt like I was floating. And when I say suddenly I mean from one second to the other I suddenly felt like there was no mattress under me anymore, and I was just flying around in the fucking universe or something.
🔆 even if I didn‘t open my eyes somehow everything I saw was a white light swallowing me and everything around me was white
🔆 As weird as this may sound now but I was very aware of the fact that I was between realities in that moment and that I was basically swirling round the universe in order to land in my DR.
🔆 In my imagination my DR-Day starts with me waking up on a bed, because I am in a luxurious hotel in Bali and it‘s my wedding weekend (I‘m having a How-I-met-your-mother-season-9-kind-of-DR) . I always had a very specific hotel room in mind when visualizing me waking up. And even if I wasn’t really conscious of anything I just know I was swirling around trying to do a front flip onto that damn DR-Bed in order to land there.
🔆 I know how fucking idiotic that sounds but you guys need to understand that I am just that weird sometimes, that it is really like me to front flip into a different reality😭
🔆✨ the most interesting part about all of this, is that just like last time where I was feeling myself getting pulled into a different reality, I was able to physically feel all of my flips, just like when you go on a roller coaster and that fucker is turning you upside down a lot and you are starting to get sick. I could literally feel my stomach turning upside down.
🔆✨ before any shifting denying people want to comment on my post that I have psychosis again: I am a legal adult that has lived two decades, I can very much distinct between a dream and physical sensation, I have encountered enough situations in my life that allow me to make a pretty spot on differentiation here. I fucking know I was not dreaming.
🔆 I fucked up a little when I started becoming too aware of what I was doing and accidentally grounded myself in the CR again (like last time goddamn it)
🍎 ADVICES ?🍎
➡️ 📜 ⬅️ this ancient advice is going to be the best one I can give you. (dare to click that old ass looking paper emoji)
Trying to control how all of this goes down, will only drive you insane I promise. Just like the last time, I shifted when I wasn‘t actively in my shifting-mindset. Last time I called that a Mini-shift because well I didn‘t end up really spending time in that other reality but this time I am confident enough to say I shifted. I was experiencing exactly what has proven me again that shifting is not only real, but that it is definitely a feeling you have to get used to.
I am so excited that after my nearly year long shifting break I am not only back, but evidently on the right track and stronger than ever
I Hope this post was able to help y‘all in some way or another, and don‘t be too shy to ask questions ❤️
Um I just found an iphone on the street and some guy is texting it telling me to go to an apartment nearby. Might die but he's kind of hot and I'm feeling wild so
#Has anyone heard from her? I'm a little worried! #UPDATE: my friend texted me to let me know she's fine :)
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it's actually insane how many fans jumin han has considering his dad is literally the chairman of a global conglomerate. do you realise how much money these people have that they could be putting to better use
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op doesn't realise the money is part of the appeal
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the money is why everyone at the top of C&R is also at the top of the 'to eat' list
#i can't even begin to form a response to prev tags #also inb4 you say something like 'j*min will be eating something else iykwim' #moving on!
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if 'lordofthecattower' joins your party block them they'll throw
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Wait that's my friend T-T I know he's not great but it's ok! We all start somewhere!!!
#me and our other friend have been trying to teach him! #i didn't even know he was playing without me lololol
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Remempurr our fundraiser is tomorrow everyone! Please feel free to bring along any well behaved kitties but gentle reminder that they must be kept either within a carrier or on a leash. We would hate any accidents!
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anyone else think that soloist that just debuted looks scarily like the president
#delete later
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It must be so hard for Zen's friends not to hit on him every time he sends them selfies T_T T_T
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Haha you flatter me but I'm mostly friends with guys!
🔁 princesshan reblogged eattherich
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it's actually insane how many fans jumin han has considering his dad is literally the chairman of a global conglomerate. do you realise how much money these people have that they could be putting to better use
🎀 princesshan follow
op doesn't realise the money is part of the appeal
#he's also insanely hot but i digress !! #...and don't quote me on this but his dad could kinda get it too 👀
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we can't decide in the gc so
#league of loneliness of life #lolol
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has anyone heard of "mint eye" I just got handed a flyer for it but it's so vague and I can't find anything online lmao. are they trying to recruit me into a cult or something
#he also gave me some sort of drink(?) but if it's from a cult I don't really want to drink it #mutuals lmk if I should do a taste test
i know rn you're going eep peep, but i love you and you can't escape me <3
UPDATE me and my boyfriend will have our one year anniversary in 4, almost three, days
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(october 4th for reference (us little trans mascs fell in love in october HEHE))
also I'm going to send you an ask
(or if u turn them off tag you in a post)
whenever I finish a movie because I'm watching all of the studio ghibli movies!
I just finished porco rosso <33 Gina my love <33 I love porco rosso it's one of my favorites
rn is pom poko. so silly. so fun. I'll come back when I finish :)
I swear I'm going to send you so many asks you'll be sick of them <3
I love you! have a good eep peep kazuzu, my darling orange blossom <3
never gonna want to escape u anyways my lovely, lovelyy shroom dearest <33
WAAAHHHH WOWOWIOEWOEWIOWOOWWW HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO U TWO !!! this feels like celebrating the coming of two wonderful guardian angels or smth cause i feel so happy WAAAAAHHHHH SHROOM :''D (that reminds me of the song by girl in red !! n i hope u two luvly trans mascs have every joy the world has to give 4 evermore <33 !!!!)
HEHEHE IM GONNA BE LOOKING FORWARD TO THE NEXT ONES U SEND (or tag me in) !!
OOO porco rosso is gonna be added 2 my watchlist along w the others u sent now hehehe !
HJDFSFKSSK I FIND IT SO FUNNY THAT THE ASK IM ANSWERING NOW ABT POM POKO IS LIKE "this movie is so silly (cradles it gently in hands)" THEN THE NEXT U SENT WAS SO DIFFERENT IM
DHSJDSFDSGFDSKDHFDF
WEEEEE IMMA LOOK FORWARD TO THEM ALL THEN !!
I LOVE U TOO !! n i did have a good eep peep (after the pain of stomachs n all ough) shroom, my ever so sweeting guardian angel <33