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[radioactive-force]

Fase Pendewasaan Pollar 33 Lewat Materi Gahar Terbaru Berjudul ‘Day By Day’

Image: Pollar 33 I Text: Fadly Zakaria.M

Satu nama unit hardcore yang gak asing di kalangan skena musik distorsi Jawa Timur yaitu Pollar 33 akhirnya kembali bersinar dengan memperkenalkan lagu terbarunya berjudul “Day By Day”. Lagu tersebut telah mereka lempar ke publik pada 18 Maret 2023 yang lalu hanya melalui layanan musik digital.

Kelima pemuda yang sudah beranjak melalui fase pendewasaan ini bisa dibilang punya konsistensi dalam pembuatan karya. Meskipun masih mengantongi satu album penuh berjudul Learn from Chaos yang pernah dirilis 2016 silam, namun seiring waktu berjalan mereka melahirkan beberapa lagu lepas seperti Kepalkan Tangan dan Pathway Stay di tahun 2018. Dari semua materi tersebut, Pollar 33 punya benang merah untuk memainkan nafas melodic hardcore yang kuat dan gahar.

Day By Day ditujukan untuk kamu, keluarga, cinta, dan semua yang kamu inginkan. Pollar 33 mengungkapkan bahwa kehidupan ini terkadang tidak selalu membutuhkan sebuah rencana, bahkan hanya butuh bernafas aja sangatlah cukup. Percayalah dan lepaskan semua atas usaha yang kamu berikan selama ini. Tanpa pikir panjang lagi, segera nikmati Day By Day di sini, Bruh!

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[absurdumsid]

OUGFH TY MANN TYSMM i love ur outer i am SOBBING

one more pseudoanswer this time for @dzasterdumpterfire !! just realized the colour for saejun might be a BIT too light pff

Farm! Sans/Saejun belongs to GuinongTale_AU Colour! Sans belongs to superyoumna Space Dust belongs to CopyVerse! Outer/Nebula (its mine now though MWAHAHAH- FOREVER !!)

[xbcrafted-daily]

In light of the new movie, may I suggest spider-xB?

YESYES!!! yes spider-xb be upon ye !!! dont ask how hes a spider and a fish at the same time

[simplegenius042]

Music Monday

Tagging @socially-awkward-skeleton @shallow-gravy @adelaidedrubman @strafethesesinners @strangefable @direwombat @derelictheretic @carlosoliveiraa @g0dspeeed @nightbloodbix @cassietrn @chazz-anova @josephslittledeputy @josephseedismyfather @deputyash @dephellseed @deputy-morgan-malone @trashcatsnark @voidika @vampireninjabunnies-blog @onehornedbeast @minilev @fourlittleseedlings @florbelles @corvosattano @afarcryfrommymain @skoll-sun-eater @softtidesworld @snake-in-the-garden @wrathfulrook @titiagls @inafieldofdaisies @megraen @starsandskies @ladyoriza @la-grosse-patate @thewanderer-000 @cloudofbutterflies92 and @i-am-the-balancing-point

Three songs for Far Cry The Silver Chronicles, A Radioactive Calamity of Love, Bombs & Gore and Life, Despair & Monsters. Also the last song is a song from Season 1 of Hazbin Hotel, which I'm aware isn't fully out yet, so maybe SPOILERS! Avoid the last song if you care enough. Music below:

Nadi Sinclair, a sharpshooter amongst Task Force 141, is forced to go on the run with Soap and Price in the Call To Arms duology after killing Shepard and try their darnedest to put an end to Makarov once and for all (therefore running with the metaphorical wolves after the ultranationalist leader). Though alternatively, this could be after Call To Arms, where she joins up with the Project at Eden's Gate under Alexander Khaos and Jacob Seed's tutelage, where, she literally and figuratively runs with the wolves, away from society's expectations, technology and whatnot. Song below:

"Trick or treat, what would it be? I walk alone, I'm everything My ears can hear and my mouth can speak My spirit talks, I know my soul believes

But we're running out of time (Time, oh) All the echoes in my mind cry There's blood on your lies The sky's open wide There is nowhere for you to hide The hunter's moon is shining

I'm running with the wolves tonight I'm running with the wolves I'm running with the wolves tonight I'm running with the wolves I'm running with the wolves tonight I'm running with the wolves I'm running with the wolves tonight I'm running with the wolves

A gift, a curse, they track and hurt Say can your dream, in nightmares seems A million voices silent screams Where hope is left so incomplete."

"cardigan" is a specific song that makes me think of Ortega "Ore" Brantley's final moments in The House Always On Top, as he stands in a dam that has an active nuclear warhead nearby, injured beyond belief, with one of his father's most dangerous spellcasters, Aggravor, keeping him in one place with nothing more than one hand touching his back, a fatal touch that would soon kill him whenever Aggravor chooses. And Ore reflects with what little time he has left on his loved ones, his companions, friends, family, mother, sister, the innocents killed by Urias under his watch, even the recent loss of Ryder, the Courier's presence being the cause of why he came to Hoover Dam in the first place if only because he saw a slim chance she survived and had to jump to it before it was too late. He thinks over his regret of not killing his father sooner, of being too late to save others, but also his accomplishments, over the fact his sister, and both of their students, had survived, and Ress had evolved far from the arrogant and immaturely entitled girl she started off as. And with that, when Ress finally enters the room, he makes sure to look upon her with pride, and knowing she won't be needing him anymore, verbally passes the torch to her. He has full confidence that she will end their father's blight even when Aggravor ends his life. This song can also be towards Ress as she loses her big brother, the one constant support in her life, the one person never willing to give up on her no matter how much of an ass she made of herself, the one person she thought she would walk the Earth with forever and ever due to their ageless immortality, so she would never be alone. Her big brother who took the roles of teacher, friend and father all in one, always there to guide and support her want for freedom (unlike Urias, who would have used her as a pawn), always there to say "I'll take it from here" whenever she messed up, whenever she needed help fighting. Which must be why Ore's last words, though reassuring, had hurt so much as well. Song below:

"To kiss in cars and downtown bars Was all we needed You drew stars around my scars But now I'm bleeding Cause I knew you stepping on the last train Marked me like a bloodstain, I, I knew you Tried to change the ending, Peter losing Wendy I, I knew you Leaving like a father, running like water When you are young they assume you know nothing But I knew you'd linger, like a tattoo kiss I knew you'd haunt all of my what-ifs The smell of smoke would hang around this long Cause I knew everything when I was young I knew I'd curse you for the longest time Chasing shadows in the grocery line I knew you'd miss me once the thrill expired And you'd be standing in my front porch light And I knew you'd come back to me You'd come back to me. And you'd come back to me. And you'd come back."

In The Thorned Crown of Iron Thrones, much like canon, Aegon II Targaryen isn't a good brother, nor is he a first son to be proud of (as evident by his father's absolute indifference with him and his mother's disappointment), even less a candidate to be a king of all things (sometimes he was thankful it was his half-sister who would sit the Iron Throne, though he knew that meant him and his younger siblings would be put to the sword, which was the only downside). He knew this to be true, everyone knew, even his own grandsire recognized more potential in Aemond even after his younger brother lost his eye. After the funeral of their older cousin Laena, after Aemond lost an eye to their half-sister's children for claiming a dragon which their deceased cousin had ridden on, after the arguments and screaming between everyone on both sides, for justice, for blood, for punishment, for some shred of care from the man who conceived them. And especially after hearing Corvus, the only older sibling that treated Aegon, his brothers, his sister, and his mother with more decency and kindness than their apathetic father and scornful half-sister (despite Corvus conviction to continue helping his adopted sister keep her claim), break down when father revealed the most damning and life-shattering secret about his "adopted" son (thanks Dad), Aegon couldn't handle it. Couldn't handle the shame, disappointment and hopelessness of the situation, so that night, he ran off. He ended up running off into Driftmark's woods, hoping that, maybe if he disappeared, everything would get better, that his half-sister that his father doted on more than Aegon and his siblings, or his younger brother who would do mother and his grandsire proud, or even their recently discovered half-brother, as merciful and decisive as he is (though Aegon highly doubted either father nor grandsire would allow it to happen), would sit the dreadful throne, be the ruler people wanted. Hell, he would even have Cecil to sit the throne, if it meant the self-proclaimed Royce woman would send her father, his terrifying uncle, to the Wall and marry off his siblings to noble houses willing to care for them. Not him. He wished to be forgotten, to curl up and shrink and shrink until he couldn't be seen anymore. He had not intended of coming across an ex-assassin woman who called herself Okkotsu, who had tried to murder his father back in the day and had a special connection with the recently deceased Laena. Nor had he foreseen them connecting with their troubles, through such unorthodox means. Okkotsu may not know what Aegon is exactly going through, but she knows enough to help lift his spirits up... through the power of accepting yourself as a sopping wet sad little meow-meow blorbo? Song below:

[I'm not going to include all the lyrics, just the ones I find matter to these two downtrodden losers. Also LOTS-OH cursing here]

"So things look bad, and you're backs against the wall Your whole existence seems fuckin' hopeless You're feeling filthy as a dive bar bathroom stall Can't face the world sober and dopeless You've lost your way, you think your life is wrecked Well, let me just say you're correct!"

"Wait what?"

"You're a loser, baby A loser, goddamn baby You're a fucked-up little whiny bitch."

"Hey!"

"You're a loser just like me."

...

"This supposed to make me feel better?"

"There was a time I thought that no one could relate To the gruesome ways in which I'm damaged But lettin' walls down, it can sometimes set you straight! We're all living in the same shit sandwich."

...

"I'm a loser, honey A schmoozer and a dummy But at least I know I'm not alone."

"You're a loser."

"Just like me."

...

"I'm trapped and it gets worse with every hour."

"You're a loser, baby."

"A loser, but just maybe if we-"

"Eat shit together, things will end up differently."

"It's time to lose your self-loathin' Excuse yourself, let hope in, baby Play your card, be who you are."

"A loser, just like me."

[57sfinest]

what is the forbidden harry and jean lore

cracking my knuckles before preparing to type the most deranged post in the history of the world

okay so listen. harry and jean are so unbelievably fucked up. their relationship is TERRIBLE for them both. it's toxic, it's abusive, it's deeply codependent and it's also the only thing either of them has.

here's the thing. the partnership starts off fairly normal- yes, harry is a shithead, he's not a good person, but neither is jean and harry doesn't treat him like shit right off the bat. harry starts off on his best behavior, because here's a new guy who's much younger and who he outranks: this is fresh meat, thrown into his enclosure. another can for him to open. someone new to help him bear his burdens until he inevitably throws them away. he's gotta be let in first, though, so he's playing the role of mentor or chill superior officer or whatever until jean relaxes around him and starts to let his guard down. because despite jean's apprehensions- he's heard about gool ol' dick mullen, after all- harry can be funny, kind, and very good at his job. so maybe everyone was wrong- maybe, to him, harry will be good. maybe this partnership will work out. jean finds himself liking harry and caring about him. harry catches onto this, because of course he does, and the backslide begins.

it starts off minor. more hangovers at work, a little speed off the bathroom mirror. but it's fine because they're still getting work done. harry snaps at him a little, but it's just a rough patch. it's okay. they're not just work partners anymore, they're friends. maybe they're more, although they'd never put a name to it. they go to each other's places and they talk and smoke and drink and shoot the shit about anything they can think of: the world, the pale, the cases. it's an easy thing. a dangerous routine. if jean starts drinking more, to match harry- it's fine. at least it's in company. and all the while harry is getting openly worse, getting completely hammered at work, having more outbursts than actual conversations, lashing out at everyone. jean is no longer safe from it. jean no longer abstains from it either. and it's still jean's responsibility as his partner to take care of him, to keep him going. harry does not usually seem to care about reciprocating, but that's not the point. it's jean's job and, unfortunately, he cares. he's not sure what he would do without harry, now. he's not sure what harry would do without *him*.

harry the can-opener realizes what they've become- codependent, inseparable- and starts spiraling rapidly. he has the freedom to, now. jean talks to him about the drinking, and harry tries to kick it, and jean really believes in him. believes in him when he fails, when he tries again a few weeks later. over and over again until harry stops trying. says he wants to get worse. and jean gets it, at first. only at first. he's depressed too, he understands the suicidal thoughts and tendencies, understands how easy it is to get trapped in an addiction. he knows how important his support is to harry's continued survival.

but it's like everything harry does is to hurt him. screams at him and threatens him and leverages anything he can against him, including very personal things he's pried out of him, then shows up at his door with tears in his eyes and a gun in his hand telling jean that he's sorry, he's never going to do it again, he's going to make sure of it. and jean, still raw and angry from their fights, invites him in, takes the gun from his hand and talks him down and drinks with him, because what else is there to do? jean will never lay down and take it, has no interest in being the better person anymore- he knows every little nasty detail of harry's life by now, and he's not shy about digging his nails into harry's scars- but when everything is said and done, when all the punches have been thrown, he's still going to be there. he's going to be around to bandage the knuckles harry just hit him with because this is it. there's nothing else for either of them.

it doesn't matter that harry lies to him- about what he's been doing, how he's feeling, about where their belongings end up or where the money went, about things he did on a case. it doesn't matter that harry provokes the shit out of him until he's screaming himself raw, then lays down and cries about it until *he's* the one apologizing. it doesn't matter that harry only gets worse, and that somehow he's the one blamed for it. every day they rip each other apart because at least that way they can feel something. it's easy to scream at someone knowing they'll scream back, and then come sleep in your bed anyway. neither of them is going to leave except by death, and they both know it.

there's a complete erosion of boundaries between them. luiga himself confirmed their codependency. if something was jean's, it was harry's too, and vice versa. everything was each other's business. there was nothing kept apart between them. harry cracked jean open and gutted him, so jean did the same to him. they understood each other *too* well, so they knew exactly how to hurt each other, and they did just that. and that's the sad part, that they were so completely exposed with one another- it could have been so good for them. harry could have been a better person and so could jean. they might have been able to heal together. but we see jean's ableist hostility towards harry in the ending: jean has lost all patience for harry. there is no sympathy left.

and you wonder: why, now, does jean call it quits? why, after several years of mutual destruction, does jean draw a line in the sand here? well, obviously- he's been rejected. harry told him to fuck off in martinaise, which of course was not new behavior, but usually harry would come back to cry and beg and plead with him not to leave him. and harry's not doing that. harry doesn't even know who he *is*. harry is running around with this guy he barely knows, and he's functional and they're not having screaming matches, and when harry does finally approach him, he just twists the knife right in by insisting this new guy is cooler. he thinks jean is an asshole now, and not in the way he did before where he thought it was fun to fuck with him. jean is nothing to him, in the most thorough and all-consuming way possible. harry doesn't even know his *name*.

so, fine. harry dumped him. harry's not coming back to him, and he's sure as hell not going to put in the work to rebuild that bridge, not when he should have burned it years ago anyway. and if that's how it's going to be, he's got some things to say. he's going to make it hurt for harry as much as it hurts for him. maybe he doesn't believe every single thing he says in the ending, or not fully, but it doesn't matter. he's going to say everything he can to hurt harry because harry is leaving him, and they already failed each other a long time ago.

[dethkrypt]

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adrian shephard

HI ADRIAN SHEPHARD STIMBOARD MAYBE WITH!! THEMES OF GREEN AND SLIME AND GOOP AND RADIOACTIVITY AND ALSO MINECRAFT? -AD (@freaks-at-a-stoplight)

sorry fer the wait!! here it is ^_^

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any gifs not linked were made by me.

[lil-gae-disaster]

I need to get some stuff about spiderman and logistics and shit out of my brain so here we Go

(Disclaimer, I'm not overly educated in the following topics and only have access to the knowledge I was taught in school and my own logical connections, so there may be errors, so don't quote me on anything I'm going to say)

That Spider-Mans Spider was radioactive didn't make sense. At all.

Because:

In the Andrew Garfield movies, the spiders are protected by a door and I can't remember anyone wearing a radioactivity protection suit.

And a radioactive spider would've done more harm than just a few new abilities

I don't really know exactly what the side effects of exposure to Radioactivity are, but definitely nor Superpowers.

Instead, I allow myself to throw a speculation into the room:

The Spider was genetically edited.

Because, again, Garfields Spidermans dad was on the work of a top-secret project that involved those spiders. And, as far as I can remember, the Lizard was his colleague. And how did the Lizard become the Lizard?

He tried to combine human DNA with the DNA of a Lizard to let his limbs regrow.

PLUS, this would also explain the Superpowers more logically

Because the spiders would have to have been genetically edited to produce a serum that makes their DNA compatible with other species' DNA (although this isn't always correspondive, as seen with the Lizard)

And, more specifically, if one were to try to recreate the Spider, the essence the Spider injects into it's victim's body, in that case a human, would have to be able to replace certain parts of the DNA, or find a place to insert itself into the DNA string, of the human DNA and THEN also specified for the test person

This is why I made Novah's aunt a genescientist, because I couldn't comprehend how tf a radioactive spider would've created the same stuff and I needed a logical explanation

@ashlamsms @half-eaten-baguetteee @klick-klaack I think this might interest you

[translightyagami]

the actual thing that becomes “part of your identity” or whatever as a trans person is 1) people just say insane shit to you as though it is fine because you are trans and 2) you have to start judging whether its worth saying “what the hell?” or just going “uh okay” and walking awat.

[dottores]

crying hysterically i have such a good fic idea for post-cataclysm teyvat but i just dont have enough time for another series rn

[itstheinktank]

5YL Atomix! Catch Chapter 12 on December 27th, and catch up on the series here: https://www.theinktank.co/5yearslater

[radioactive-creative-bug]

[radioactive-force]

Pertanyaan Akan Ketakutan Hidup dan Mati Melalui Single Brunobauer ‘Sense’

Image: Brunobauer I Text: Fadly Zakaria.M

Percakapan tentang hidup dan mati terkadang seru untuk sesekali diperbincangkan dengan teman atau kerabat terdekatmu. Di satu sisi lain pun obrolan ini bisa dibicarakan dahulu agar gak terkesan secara tiba-tiba, meskipun gak ada yang tau akan sebuah perpisahan. Tema inilah yang coba diangkat oleh Brunobauer ke dalam lagu terbarunya yang dinamakan “Sense”.

Secara garis besar, Brunobauer banyak mengulas tentang ketakutan akan hidup dan mati. Semuanya berawal dari obrolan intim dari kedua personil Brunobauer, Rizqo dan Indra, yang terkadang dihantui pertanyaan apakah kegunaan mereka di dunia ini sampai berujung ke dalam topik adakah orang-orang yang menangisi kita di saat sudah meninggalkan dunia ini karena selama hidup beranggapan mereka bukan lah orang yang berguna.

Spekulasi tersebut membawa Brunobauer menjadikan ke dalam karya yang dibalut dengan unsur balada punk dan emo circa 2000an. Sense, berawal hanya dirilis eksklusif via TheStoreFront aja, namun akhir Maret mendatang sudah tersedia juga di seluruh gerai layanan musik streaming.

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[k-i-l-l-e-r-b-e-e-6-9]

𝔐𝔲𝔫𝔦𝔠𝔦𝔭𝔞𝔩 𝔚𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔢 - ℜ𝔞𝔡𝔦𝔬𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔳𝔢 𝔉𝔬𝔯𝔠𝔢

[unmotivatedartistry]

MY FACE IS BURNING

[squish--squash]

fuck algorithms collecting personalized data fuck having content perfectly tailored and shoved down our throats fuck platforms making you disable adblockers to access anything fuck algorithms that want to force-fee content to people so much they don't know how to search for things themselves fuck what the internet is trying to become

[thatone-highlighter]

Remembered new imagine dragons dropped today guess whats gonna be on loop for the next day