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flickeringflame216 · 1 year

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why is nausea my body's response of choice to literally every strong emotion

#sad? nauseous #angry? nauseous #anxious? nauseous #tired? nauseous #really happy? NAUSEOUS #why #anyway dw I am happy and excited rn but yeah also nauseous #I need to eat dinner because I barely had lunch but also I Can't

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lipt-97 · 9 months

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came back just to post these. okay bye

#gbf #belifaa #did you get triple zero (summon)? the sanfaa scissoring summon? SSS? i sierotixed it. It was awesome. Everythung in gbf is going right for #e except for the fact that i had to sieroticket it but its alright. just the notion of so much lucilius is just enough to put me back on my #feet again it’s almsot unreal how much lucilius-centric stuff theyve pushed out the past few months. his GBVSR debut. his summon.#Omg when I saw the gbfes fashion show i was a few seconds behind zen and she told me “You wont believe this” and I was like “WHAT? BELIEVE #WHAT? WHAT? WHAYT DO YOU MEAN” and the official lucilius cosplayer walked out in his robes it felt unreal unreal like it was seeing my onl #dreams come true after years and years of being like Theres no way they’d do that. There’s no way they’d make a cosplay for lucilius in his #robes because hes in his void outfit forever. BUT THEY DID…..AND THERE WAS BLOOD UNDER HIS SKIN….AND HIS LIPS WERE GLOSSED…AND HE HAD A LIT #LE BIT OF TAREME AND TSURIME (TARIME) ACTION ON HIS EYES AND EVERYTIME HE WALKED HIS ROBES KIND OF FLUTTERED AS HE SHUFFLED ALONG I HAD TO #SIT ON THE BATHROOM FLOOR lay down on the bathroom floor and I almpst puked from how nauseous it made me i was OVERJOYED BEYOND MY PHYSICAL #LIMITATIONS OF HAPPINESS . I WAS SO HAPPY. THIS YEAR HAS BEEN UTTERLY MISERABLE FOR ME AND I HAVE NOT BEEN THIS DEPRESSED SINCE HIGH SCHOOL #BUT SEEING LUCILIUS like this genuinely blew me off my socks . I don’t know if i should be 100% thankful because I’ve been trying to figure #out how to balance my emotional state with the media i consume but #I think i really needed it. thank you lucilius for ending my 2023

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jkpng · 5 months

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day 135/547 of missing jungkook

#jk #jungkook #buny #said i would yap abt this live and here it is #ik when i was watching it live i said to smone like. the mood is weirdly melancholic but now hes talking abt food and instantly its lighter #but since then i kinda forgot that the first half of that live is like. SUCH AN ODD VIBE #and i rewatched unprepared for it 😭 and got emotional #like idk. like the vibe is DAMP. its heavy not necessarily sad but it was Heavy #and hes talking abt not sleeping well lately and waxing poetic abt he can come here when he feels unstable and it feels safe n comforting #and like. mentioning he feels nauseous and one song looped for like 20 mins and sitting in the fucking dark just pondering silently #like bro ARE U GOOD????? its giving Me whenever im horribly depressed 😭#like ik u cant really tell someones feelings from their face esp if u dont know them but he just seemed. troubled #and i was watching it like Bro why are u on a livestream sitting in the dark staring at me w big wet eyes ARE U OK…….#and then he starts talking abt food and my eyes literally got wet bc he just. immediately brightened #and got talkative again #and i cant explain idk it made me emotional like. wuh hes happy telling us abt his noodle recipe….wuh……#and i had to tap out idk ill watch the rest later. IDK IDKKKKKKK im just fond. whatever

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frockism · 2 months

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who wants to be the gumball watterson to my darwin watterson? (Im lonely as fuck)

#im so nauseous rn gang #I ate too much. feeling like caseoh!! /j #(I love Caseoh btw)#anyway. erm #yeah im also kinda sad and also angry and tired but im also like really happy?? HELP #anyway. someone be the gumball to my darwin. hey #I could use an anais too #tawog #the amazing world of gumball #darwin watterson #gumball watterson

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fandumbass · 3 months

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hey

this post isn't very good news, and I'm sorry about that. My condition has been fluctuating in this past week and I fear it's taking a turn down again. On top of that, I've been trying to catch up with medical bills and dealing with the associated paperwork. Behind the scenes, fic editing has slowed down to a near halt because a lot of the fic ended up having to be rewritten last second. We're almost at arc 2 (this first arc isn't very big) and I have very little written for it; that is to say, I would've had to take a hiatus anyway to try building back up a buffer for it.

Since it was going to happen anyway (regardless of it happening now or later) I've decided to take a (hopefully small, god willing) hiatus now instead to focus on my health and the responsibilities I've been putting off, on top of editing the rest of arc 1 and building that buffer back up. I don't know exactly when fic posting will start up again, but I can only express that I don't want to be away for too long. I'll still be around for messages, and I'll try to post status updates as they come in (those will probably become the new weekly/biweekly posts instead of fic posts until I have enough fic to start posting regularly again).

#ANtics #important #i'm. not really happy at all that it's come to this but as i'm typing this my hands shake i feel nauseous and i keep getting hot flashes #ok the author curse is real. goddamn #i thought things were going back to normal and then they like... didnt. so hopefully some time away to focus on being niceys to myself-#in between insurance+hospital phone calls will actually allow things to return to normal... hopefully.#idealistically i don't see myself being away for longer than a month or two but you better believe i'm going to be doing everything i can-#to come back sooner so uh. cue hiatus. check back in a few weeks probably for a status update #and please please remember to drink water. it's summer now and it'll probably be the hottest one on record

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jup1tersparx · 2 months

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time for america’s favourite game: does my stomach hurt because i’m anxious or because of an unrelated health problem 🤩🤩🤩🤩

#mother jokingly pestered me to show her what i was drawing; now im so anxious i feel nauseous #(am drawing a really basic portrait that im pretty happy with)#things are wrong with me :D!#jupiter talks

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opens-up-4-nobody · 9 months

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#shout out to my nana for saying my dad spends money like water #my dad who struggles with the idea of spending money bc of obsessive compilation thoughts but is making an effort #bc whats the point of saving up all your life just to die. nana? my dad whose wife is literally dying of cancer and is beginning to circle #the drain so hes deciding he wants to start spending his retirement money now while shes still alive. u old witch. Jesus christ. my mum #isnt gonna live forever. shes getting her bladder removed in February i think. imo ill just b happy if she lives past the end of my 5year #program. like holy fuck. i mean. its not really nanas fault. she probably has 0cd and probably has 0cpd. but like this is y u wanna try to #get better. so you dont grow into a miserable old fuck whose family hates u bc ur awful and killing ur husband thru ur illness. just saying #as someone whose can see their own behaviors mirrored in her. this is y i cant go on like this lol #hopefully i hit my rock bottom last year. ugh. i just wish i could sleep. when im not super depressed i cant seem to get a normal amount of #sleep and im exhausted all afternoon. im awake at night and early in the morning. it makes me nauseous too. insomnia i guess #but ive always slept rather little. maybe it was compulsive and now im just old and cant take it #hate it. wish it would stop but at least i dont feel like dying anymore i guess. im guessing the meds r exacerbating thr sleep issues if not #causing it. ugh symptom management i guess #unrelated

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mysecret-hideout · 3 months

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#my roommate asked me to take her car and fill up her gas tank so she wouldn’t be late for classes #i did ofc because i enjoy helping others out #her car smelled of something familiar that i could not put my finger on #part of it was comforting but also made me nauseous at the same time #when i got back to the house i realized it was because she had black ice air fresheners in her car #i was shocked because there was a point in my life where all i used was black ice air fresheners because they reminded me of you #they were comforting to me back then #not anymore #i feel incredibly proud and happy that i no longer see you in the same light as i did back then #there was a time when I’d reach for you regardless of circumstances #now I’d rather cut off my fucking hand before ever reaching for you again #here’s to happier times and a happier life without you in it 🍻#my rambles #i love when i receive revelations that i really am over you bec there was a time when i thought i never would be #now the idea of you makes me sick to my stomach and if that isn’t confirmation idk what is #as my bestie once said: you are sooooo fucking far in my past that you will never be in my future #normally i wouldn’t post about something like this but i felt called to today #cheers to moving on 🥰♥️#i am feeling incredibly grateful to god for protecting me from you and removing you from my life indefinitely

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crookedkingdom · 1 year

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i am going to be so abnormal about good omens season 2

#go2 #good omens #this is the first thing thats genuinely made me feel more than like. a second of happiness in the last year #literally exactly what i need is a fussy angel and grumpy demon being in love and cozy and solving a weird mystery for 6 episodes #im so hopeful it wont really involve any sibling/parent-child dynamics #which will make it the only piece of media ive tried to consume in the last year that doesnt make me physically nauseous and very upset #text

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hobisexually · 5 months

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long winded rant in the tags coming that’s partly about weight but in a very unfiltered sad way so if that triggers you do Not read on

#on holiday I was like oHHHHH this is what living in the moment is! What listening to your body is! what not worrying about how you look is #but doing what makes you happy #and then …… I came home and got sent the pictures #+ my friend being. unintentionally fatphobic as fuck #while hurtful as fuck too #and it’s all just been piling up too since I got home because I’ve been having a lot of conversations and seeing a lot of people that #confront me with who I used to be and who I am now and how I’m really not happy with that #and it feels like it’s not gonna get better #like I’m destined to be in a job I like but isn’t what I want because I’m not capable enough and I’ll never know what romantic requited love #feels like. I’ll never cure my vaginismus I’ll never be able to let someone in or they won’t want me this is just it for me #and SOMEHOW the way I look has become the ultimate culmination of all those things?#my face is suddenly a woman in her thirties face #I keep gaining weight despite not even eating all that much because FUCKING PCOS makes it impossible #my hair in my face grew back. my stomach is hairy and that plus the added beer belly just makes it look like I’m a 50 year old man #I am soooooooo tired of the dysphoria #and the way pcos ruins fucking everything because I can restrict calories all I want and move all I want but will it help ? No !#and of the fact that it impacts the way I feel about myself so much because I’m convinced now I’ll never find anyone #should have tried harder when I was 21 because that was the only time in my life I reasonably fit society’s standards like That was my shot #I’ve been taking supplements everyone says will help but I’m not sure I noticed anything in the past six months and I can’t take berberine #because it fucks with my heart medication. which. That too. I have that too #and I’m in pain! All the time now! ALL THE TIME so I can’t even work out to keep the weight stable because guess what ?#just after a normal day at the office I come home and have to lie down because everhthing hurts so much !#today I got an impromptu massage in an attempt to feel better but it didn’t fix shit and I had to buy clothes for kings day after #and I didn’t try them on just quickly grabbed some orange shit to try on at home and at what I saw in the mirror I genuinely got nauseous #I just don’t know who that is in the mirror but it’s not me and I can’t accept it. I’ve been trying so hard but I can’t #it genuinely makes me so sad and I keep telling myself that a reduction will help in feeling more like myself and it will help with the pain #but what if it doesn’t? what if my pain doesn’t go away after af all and my stomach just juts out and I feel like a gremlin all the time #what then. what the fuck do we do then. also I’m so fucking scared of that surgery anyway that I don’t fucking want to do it anymore #I want so many things and all of them feel out of reach and I know my own brain is my worst enemy and it’s not rooted in anything real but.#Isn’t it? really — isn’t it???????

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pyrriax · 5 months

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hi everyone remind me to never look at deviantart again

#haunted ecosystem #probably jsut take this post at face value tags are if youre really curious 👍#i was trying to find something. immediately got blasted with a person who i did not want confirmation was out of prison is out #if im weird the next few days this has been an un-fun experience 👍i just wanted to look for some furry bases ok not. dread.#i just wanted to work on beest & saturn </3 #actually feel nauseous ah this is going to be fun im going to go. draw things. do something. i need to get rid of this dread #why did he fucking follow my new account there? why? didnt he get enough? didnt he fucking get enough god i.#sorry chat im feeling things and if i remember this later i'll probably delete these tags but i need to just put this somewhere #im not a kid anymore i can handle this i shouldnt be this scared but fuck i am. maybe it wasnt just paranoia! joy joy joy oh joy!#tomorrow will be better tomorrow i'll forget about this and i'll move on like i never saw it and i'll continue being happy #i have people that love and care about me and that i talk to every day i have people that i trust and know i can rely on #i don't have to be scared anymore i don't need to worry i'll be fine and that has to be true because things are better now

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wizardnuke · 2 years

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watching yr younger family get to do things u weren't allowed to do/be treated more kindly than u ever were like. i love you i'd kill to be you i would never want to be you you're never gonna understand. i'm the reason why you get to do that. it's not fair. i hate your parents and my parents too. i love them too. i hate you too. it's not fair. i love you i love you i'm so happy for you i love you i resent you and everyone else involved in all of this. i love you i love you on purpose i am going to love you. you are only ever going to be loved.

#this is fine to rb if u want to. shared experience #i got all the abuse and did all the pushing back so that those kids don't have to i fucking guess. happy to be here.#really glad i got to set the record straight so these kids aren't ever gonna have to go thru what i went through. i love them #i am Nauseous rn #i fought like HELL. for me. not for them. why didn't i get that. that's not fair

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gmanweatherreport · 10 months

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Ocs awedomeee

Btw i used google translate for dr peppers dialogue so idk if it's accurate but ts supposed to say something like 'is that your fagottini(pasta) boyfriend? Well you should watch Star Wars The Empire Implodes with me im bored'

#formatting like its supposed to be a full comic but i dont think i would have the endurance to actually do that #jiynt only knows a beginner level of itallian #this takes place in like 2005 ish he hadnt visited that side of the family in like six years and he had freetime #happy email is alove univers #sorry i thought very far into this still image #i have another comic but its a big lore drop #just adding f sharp cause im awkward about posting just a single drawing #ocs #art created by me #oh yeah god i was looking at my notebooks with these guys from 2021 i wass going to get nauseous oh my god #not the art quality really just their personalities huhggahjj

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widowshill · 11 months

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hods viewing in summary

#spongebob diner booth.jpg #➤ ooc. ┊ she’s nauseous，she’s hysterical，and she’s exhausted.#i love them so much. i simply.#if i had a serious critique it would be that i didnt think stokes really needed to be there – i would have rather had julia embodying the #double scientist / vampire expert to her fullest (much as i love thayer david it took away some of her Edge)#the less serious critique um WHY the fuck didn't roger bite anyone. also why did jeff get the kill instead of liz.#let liz stoddard kill for her fucking family you cowards #also seeing them happy at the party – with other friends ! society ! – brought me so much (brief) joy. doomed obviously doomed but.#AND THE SWIMMING POOL.

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zombiesama · 1 year

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i feel a very different kind of sick right now and I'm a lil scared about it but I know if I say anything to my mom I'll pretty much just get a shrug like what is she supposed to do about it which is fair considering she also has covid rn

#im shaky and nauseous and dizzy just sitting down #rice rambles #god really said happy birthday :) feel miserable

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meowmeowmessi · 2 years

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if argentina really did buy FIFA can they at least divulge the fact to us supporters so we don't perform blood sacrifices and die a thousand painful deaths as we await the final please and thank you

#like do u really think we'd constantly be on the verge of suffering a heart attack before and during each argie match #if they'd really bought FIFA?? please im literally keeling over from sheer nerves rn #i was calm like about an hour ago but the fact that this is messi's last wc match is sinking in again and i feel so nauseous..#i believe in all of them but 2014 just keeps flashing in front of my eyes and i just. can't #whatever happens tonight i certainly won't be looking at football the same way i used to that's for sure #messi's journey deserves a happy ending #wc 2022 #argentina nt #argentina vs france

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