#rly sucks that i dont have any irl friends lol

[creaturecravings]

I hate that I don't have energy for consistent close friendships :( or even rly distant friendships. Ever since I entered my perpetual autism burnout, every interaction is just too much mental energy than I can spare.

Overthinking what the other person really means, overthinking my reply, wondering if it'll come across how I intend, worrying it didn't make sense, worrying it was weird, rejection sensitive dysphoria when their reply is slightly different than I hoped.

I just!!!! I am lonely and tired

[oceanselevenism]

I've seen that most of the stories on ao3 about them are mostly canon-compliant (and I don't have anything against that tbh) but I was wondering if you have any aus that you think could fit them or that you'd like to see?

omg i have SO MANY aus!! (it got Very Long so its under a cut)

- college au! danny gets kicked out (hes on full scholarship and does Thiefly Things to cover his expenses so hes not endangered just fairly fucked up abt it) (does it count as kicked out if u only live w ur dad three months a year) in freshman year, he befriends rusty (1 year below him) in sophomore year, debbie also befriends rusty (she and danny dont talk much but shes 2 yrs below him at the same college), and when reuben comes calling for a job he thinks debbie has a boyfriend (thanks to debbie telling her dad that she does) so she fake dates rusty. who ends up joining the job. and danny is Very Jealous

- snl ripoff au! danny and rusty are the weekend-update-adjacent anchors and they get gay. i Would have this take place in la (reuben is taking A Risk producing a late night sketch comedy show on the west coast but the 11/12/however fuckin many are fantastic cast members so even though they lose revenue from the other timezones not watching as much as they watch snl or whatever, they still make BANK... but danny and rusty getting gay throws the equilibrium out of whack) BUT la sucks DICK so its happening in new york. also this way u get Ocean Sibling Banter (debbie and lou are the anchors for The Actual Weekend Update and when debbie/lou get together and also when danny/rusty get together there are so many ‘just switch out the blondes/brunettes nobody will be able to tell and we won’t have hr down our necks’ jokes)

- au where the caldwells, abt to go deep undercover on a Huge Fucking Case, have to give up custody of 6 year old linus to tess and danny. the case stretches on for twelve years and linus grows up w tess and danny (who get divorced like right after they adopt him bc tess finds out abt dannys Thiefly Activities-- he confesses to her bc he doesnt rly want to predispose the kid to said thiefly activities) and also isabel (she and rusty break up like Right Before tess and dannys wedding and its very funny; she then goes on to marry tess) parenting him (rusty isnt as much in the picture bc he doesnt feel bad at all abt stealing and tess doesnt want linus to pick up that mentality also rusty Feels Things abt danny)! then when linus is like 18 or 19 danny disappears (tess and isabel think its Thiefly Activities again and arent concerned, just disappointed, but linus is very concerned for his dad-slash-stepdad-slash-sort-of-uncle) and he tracks down rusty so they can find danny. they roadtrip across america and eventually catch up to danny, who is helping the caldwells, and the five of them take down whatever gang the caldwells were chasing. linus now has 6 parents

- au based on this post where some archaeologist finds a bunch of dannys [french person voice] Love Lettairs 2 rusty and so obviously the logical course of action is to rob the museum (which happens to be the museum that tess is curating. funny how things work out) without telling his team What Theyre Stealing. they successfully pull off the heist but turns out the letters were not among the items they stole!! danny is getting desperate. as a last-ditch attempt he calls tess and asks her to let them rob the museum. shes like Why The Fuck Would I Do That. he explains and she begrudgingly agrees. danny and livingston go break into the museum Again but rusty tails them bc dannys been acting Weird and he finds out abt the letters bc livingston sweats more whenever he tells a lie. they live happily ever after (literally, theyre immortal) the end. also even though dannys a werewolf the 11 all call him the new jersey devil (its not his fault that legend came to be ok!! he was very drunk!!)

- childhood friends au!! danny and rusty were best buds as very young kids and then the oceans had to move. flash forward 2 present day where danny and debbie r robbing a museum (theyre building a flower shop over the vault and tunneling in, the dudes in brazil who came up w it are very very clever) and guess which two people are the assistant curators (is that even a title?). guess. ill tell u its tess and rusty! danny recognizes rusty, rusty ‘does not recognize’ danny (which is valid. look at photos of child george clooney and tell me you would recognize him). the 11 demand that they use this to their advantage and so danny and rusty Sort Of Date while the rest set up for the robbery, and danny feels really bad abt it so on the day of (after everyone has gotten away, ofc, he might be a lovesick bitch but hes not a snitch) he confesses and rustys like lmao i was onto u from the start. what kind of a name is [insert alias here] anyway. then they go live a life of crime and its great

- @sanduschism came up w a fantastic au where danny pickpockets rusty and feels bad so he sends the wallet back and they strike up a Correspondence

- HOSPITAL AU!!! danny and rusty r er techs while theyre doing med school and nobody knows how they juggle their shifts w school but also rusty can do a tracheotomy in like 5 seconds and danny can tell when a person needs an mri before they even list their symptoms so nobody questions it and nobody splits them up Ever. when they eventually become surgeons, danny does cardio and rusty does neuro, and whenever they have to work together not only do they never have to say what theyre doing, they don't even have What Do U Want To Cook For Dinner convos fully out loud. tess is head nurse... she makes so many excel spreadsheets... they are ALL color coded. isabel is head er doc and nobody dares to halfass things on her watch. reuben is head hospital admin, saul is chief surgeon, basher is head of the burn unit, the malloys r the HUNKIEST nurses in town, frank does plastic surgery/ent (every patient loves him bc he is just So Calm), livingston is The IT Guy, yen does like orthopedics or physical therapy, and linus is their fav resident who they all lovingly tease 24/7. the ocean sibs r both Cardio Gods and each dominate their respective coasts. debbie is an nyc doctor and if she sees a mass gen doctor its on SIGHT. the few surgeries that she and danny collab on go so fast that the med students in the gallery Cannot tell whats happening. lou is also a plastic surgeon and she and frank r best buds. linus requests time off like 6 months in advance Every Time and everyone hates it bc then They have to be on call but he doesnt realize his Extreme Overachieverness is causing so much strife. whenever tess and danny get in an argument she colorcodes his rounds spreadsheet to be the most neon shit youve ever seen. can you tell i never fully progressed past my greys anatomy phase this one is like 93489302 lines long

- superpower au where rusty has midas touch and danny has corrosive touch and when theyre too young to have control over their powers (abilities develop throughout adolescence and the user gains control at the end of adolescence) they accidentally brush hands and are terrified they just killed each other but turns out their powers like. cancel out. so until they reach like 21 or 22 and can touch things without fucking them UP they just. hold hands all the time. bc otherwise they have to wear gloves to prevent Accidents and both of them “hate gloves” (and also love holding hands. gayasses)

- uhhh hallmark au where danny is a crime fiction writer out on some beach north of ocean city nj and rusty is his fancy nyc editor. everyone else is a thief including debbie who is just Very weirded out that her brother, who robbed boston’s institute of contemporary art at age 22 and got away with it, has decided to spend the rest of his life churning out books. he is very critically acclaimed and about half of the 11 are buds with him and use his published books as heist inspo. the other ~half of the 11 are buds with rusty, and they tell him if danny’s heists are feasible or not (they always are. scarily so.) anyway rusty and isabel break up 12 days before xmas and danny and tess break up 8 days before hanukkah so dannys heading to debbie’s place in upstate new york to mope for the holidays when A BLIZZARD HITS and he gets stranded in midtown. and he and rusty are buds but like. Email Buds. they dont hang out irl and therefore they dont let their Totally Bud-Like Feelings mess up their professional relationship. but danny is stranded and its hanukkah and he ends up crashing at rustys place for the duration of the blizzard. and then rusty ends up coming to debbies place for the rest of the holidays. and then they kiss on new years eve and debbie kicks them out bc theyre being gross

- And More! thanks for the ask, anon! sorry it got so long lol i just have Many Thoughts

[dolciume]

i miss my dad. i want to write it every day every second every hour. it would not solve the grief, and it would not calm me.

the only thing i want, most of all, is to be held by someone who loves me. a romantic partner, sure, but a friend too, would soothe me. someone who really loves me for me, and nothing else. is that hard to ask for?

i admitted to two friends i felt that way, but its friend A and B again. not reliable due to their own circumstances.

friend A, who is my best friend, i dont know. i love him and he’ll always be one of my best friends.. but i feel like friend H has been my dearest IRL through all of this, and ruru as always, has been there for me... even when H and ruru go through their own hardships, they always check on me, and love me... i dont “rank” A lower or anything, i love him so dearly, but he is more immature than me right now... it’s hard, but i won’t give up on our love just because i’m more mature at the moment..

besides, it’s always me who knows how to be a good friend... my only good quality is that im a good friend, loyal till the bitter end if needed...

my manager reminded me of my ex best friend that like, it’s okay to be as angry as i am. and as disgusted as i am!!

i have intense emotions... i need to write from now on... i need to express myself more... if not here, then where?

i would hate to lose any of precious mutuals, not for the numbers but the people i blog with every day, who we don’t exchange words but acknowledge one another through our posts... but if i don’t be myself, then why bother? why have a personal blog hidden from people in my real life? i need to be myself!!!

i need to try. if i lose people here it would suck but.. i also block 100% liberally. even if someone has been a mutual across all blogs for YEARS, i still will hardblock if i see something  i dislike/really bad take.

like for example. mutual i had a rly long time, insisted kink at pride.. don’t get me wrong, i 100% see it’s relevance and american lgbt historical importance (idk about other countries) -- but pride is no longer just with adults. it doesn’t change that modern pride in 2022 includes children -- there is no excuse for unconsented sexual expression around children. yes, for adult only events and someone brings their child? that’s 100% on the parent. it’s not the child’s fault ever in any case of COURSE, but yeah, at pride that doesnt specify adults only? like, sorry, but EXTREME sexual expression in an event that includes children in age or capacity is freakish and unforgivable behavior.

that’s all for this entry, my lunch break is now lol

[chemicalbrew]

Getting to know me? welp that’s gr8

(tagged by @botwriter, ty for remembering me)

i’m not gonna tag 20 ppl but i will tag some! @monado-purge @thepapermage @zapfishes @vorborscht @ohmyswirls

THE LAST: 1. Drink: black tea 2. Phone call: My mom 3. Text message: uhhh, some guy i dunno who asked for some zelda stuff... shady 4. Song you listened to: this awesome remix. srsly i’ve been kinda obsessed with this album for the past few weeks, pls listen to the whole thing 5. Time you cried: i can’t recall that!! nice! (one day a few weeks ago i thought abt botw a lot and that made me feel Things like it always does but that totally doesn’t count) HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: No, I haven’t even dated anyone once lmao 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: No 8. Been cheated on: No 9. Lost someone special: Yes, my grandfathers... 10. Been depressed : no! when i see these kinds of questions i think back to the times when i threw huuuge tantrums a lot as a kid but that’s very, very different and I understand that now 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: separately? yes. together? no lol LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: purple, blue, burgundy IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: nah i don’t rly think so

16. Fallen out of love: Nope

17. Laughed until you cried: Yeah

18. Found out someone was talking about you: why would anyone talk abt me i ain’t special 

19. Met someone who changed you : no

20. Found out who your friends are: They’ve stayed the same for years (also there’s not a lot of them)

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: i don’t use it lmao

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: again, i don’t use it, but in more general terms i’d say i know irl like 30% of ppl i’ve interacted with online

23. Do you have any pets: yes, and i’d like to take this spot to say that my cat is great and i love it v much

24. Do you want to change your name: Used to, not anymore

25. What did you do for your last Birthday: probably celebrated in a sushi bar oops

26. What time did you wake up: ~14:00. i do that every day these days, i can’t help it

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: whoop whoop, jamming out to my fav songs in my bed lmao

28. Name something you can’t wait for: ? unfortunately i can’t name anything bc my life is pretty boring rn

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: ~20 mins ago, she’s right next door!

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: Money

31. What are you listening to right now: see question 4, it’s that catchy to me

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no, we don’t have anyone named like that over here

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: there’s nothing to anger me right now so i’ll just say... Mario Kart! haha

34. Most visited website: either tumblr or youtube i have no idea tbh

35. Mole/s: three on my left arm forming a triangle, one of gigantic size on my left hand and probably plenty others

36. Mark/s: at least three scars on my legs due to my disabilities

37. Childhood dream: To be a DJ lmao

38. Hair color: Chestnut

39. Long or short hair: Mid-length

40. Do you have a crush on someone: other than fictional characters? no

41. What do you like about yourself: the way i sing and my music taste haha

42. Piercings: i dont think earrings count so no

43. Blood type: hell if i know tbh

44. Nickname: some ppl call me zelda bc of an age-old nick i use on almost every website so i’ll leave u with that

45. Relationship status: too young to be in one, just young enough to read about one

46. Zodiac: Scorpio

47. Pronouns: She/Her

48. Favorite TV Show(s): well i don’t watch them much but i used to watch The Middle a lot. pls don’t do that it’s honestly not that great

49. Tattoos: none

50. Right or left hand: Right-handed

51. Surgery: too many to list everything. also it’s been a long time so i can’t remember much other than how it sucked

52. Hair dyed in different color: no! (not yet maybe who knows)

53. Sport: something impossible

55. Vacation: Egypt, Turkey, Sochi. pretty bland but still cool i think

56. Pair of trainers: none ― i physically cannot wear them MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: sour strawberries 58. Drinking: Nothing 59. I’m about to: answer more of these questions 61. Waiting for: my dad to come home?.. 62. Want: to read something interesting 63. Get married: dunno if i will and i don’t care much 64. Career: i don’t like to think abt it but maybe a programmer or a translator

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: both 66. Lips or eyes: eyes 67. Shorter or taller: doesn’t matter 68. Older or younger: same age 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: arms 71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive 72. Hook up or relationship: relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a Stranger: nope 75. Drank hard liquor: a little. a few times. 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: yes, but not for long. i did break my glasses tho 77. Turned someone down: yeah 78. Sex on the first date: nope 79. Broken someone’s heart: no 80. Had your heart broken: no 81. Been arrested: no 82. Cried when someone died: no, i never do 83. Fallen for a friend: nope DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: not really 85. Miracles: i hope for them tbh 86. Love at first sight: maybe? 87. Santa Claus: nah 88. Kiss on the first date: could happen or not, idc

OTHER: 90. Current best friend name: i dunno how to transcribe it dang it 91. Eye color: brown 92. Favorite movie: i guess i don’t have one anymore, i’m not a movie person. i’d rather read or play a video game :p

[apokine]

Anna told me to do the whole thing so here we are I guess

How did you choose your name? IDK I just wanted to still have a name that wasn’t like ~weird~ but still unique 

What gives you the most dysphoria? (Acknowledging that not all trans people experience dysphoria) even tho I got my tiddies removed i still feel kinda weird abt my chest if i’m not wearing a top lol…also a weird one but lipstick

Do you have more physical dysphoria or more social dysphoria? social maybe? it’s just sort of there all the time so

What do you do to perform self-care when you’re feeling dysphoric? what i always do when im feelin down - EAT LOTS OF FOOD

What was the first time you suspected you were transgender? uhhh i think the first time i suspected it as a like TANGIBLE THOUGHT was this one time when i was out w/ friends and had to go to the bathroom and i absolutely had an epiphany in the bathroom that i wasn’t a girl hahahahaha

When did you realize you were transgender? idk how this is different from the last one and i dont rly remember when it was that i like officially stopped thinking of myself as a girl

What is your favorite part of being transgender? other trans ppl probably. stay awesome, trans peeps

How would you explain your gender identity to others? mostly genderless, but i fluctuate around

How did you come out? If you didn’t come out, why do you stay in the closet? Or what happened when you were outed? im out w/ family/friends, who all found out in diff ways i guess? some ppl i just told, i also wrote stuff on tumblr & fb about it

What have your experiences with packing or wearing breast forms been? no experience with either lol 

What are your experiences with binding or tucking? binding sucked haha i defo wore my binder way more than i should have and got that Big Back Pain so i eventually mostly stopped and then got my bops chopped off

Do you pass? nahhh (is it even possible to pass as nonbinary??? question for another day)

What (if any) steps do you want to take to medically transition? got top surgery, idk abt hormones cuz i dont see myself as transmasc and am not interested in looking Very Masculine but i would like to look Less Feminine

How long have you been out? uhhhhhhh year a half maybe???????

What labels have you used before you’ve settled on your current set? none, tho i wouldnt say i’m particularly ‘settled’ haha

Have you ever experienced transphobia? sure have

What do you do when you have to go to the bathroom in public? usually the women’s restroom, sometimes mens if it is more convenient

How does your family feel about your trans identity? mixed reviews lol, some of my family is super supportive, some of them are like “why are you doing this” etc

Would you ever go stealth, and if you are stealth, why do you choose to be stealth? i mean i guess i’m stealth at work bc i worry abt my job

What do you wish you could have shared with your younger self about being trans? i wish that younger me just knew there were options i suppose

Why do you use the pronouns you use? I use they/them bc she/he felt too gendered for me and neopronouns just sound too strange to me personally. I respect and admire anybody that uses neopronouns bc those ppl are paving the way for future generations to have more options that are normalized tho. I just can’t do it myself cuz I have a big fear of standing out which is totally at odds with like everything I wanna be lol

Do your neurodivergencies affect your gender? i dont think so but who fuckin knows

What’s your biggest trans-related fear? NOBODY’S EVER GONNA LOVE ME

What medical, social, or personal steps have you already taken to start your transition? i feel like this has already been covered by previous questions

What do you wish cis people understood? that my gender isnt anybody’s business!! who cares!! 

What impact has being trans affected your life? idk honestly. dont know where to even begin trying to measure that

What do you do to validate yourself? well sometimes i like to argue with strangers on the internet 

How do you feel about trans representation in media? i love the increasing representation in the media and it makes me very happy to see being trans normalized and validated, but obviously there still just isnt enough good representation

Who is your favorite trans celebrity? angel haze maybe

Who is the transgender person who has influenced you the most? hmmm well i think that trans people i know irl are the ones who have given me the most courage. when i see other people come out or change their name or use they/them pronouns or WHATEVER i’m like “wow if they can do it i can too”.

How are you involved with the trans community, IRL or online? i wouldnt say im really involved w the community in any way aside from just being present here on tungle dot com

How do you see yourself identifying and presenting in 5 years? pretty much the same

What trans issue are you most passionate about? affordable & accessible healthcare!!! 

What advice would you give to other trans people, or what message would you like to share with them? hey buddy i did it (am doing it?) and so can you

How do you feel your gender interacts with your race, disability, class, weight, etc. from the perspective of intersectionality? i feel like skinny white androgynous ppl are the ‘default’ nonbinary ppl which sucks. i esp feel the weight thing bc i feel like it really prevents me from being seen the way i want to be seen. on the class front, i feel fortunate that can afford surgery and whatever else i need

What, if any, is the difference between your gender identity and your gender expression? i feel like my gender expression is super feminine to other people. but to me i feel like my expression is pretty much aligned w/ my identity  

Do you feel more masculine, feminine, or neither? neither

What is your sexual and romantic orientation, and what are your thoughts on it? sexual - idk i think i need somebody to figure it out and tell me. don’t really feel like labeling it right now, but sex is just not big for me. romantic - panromantic cuz i just like everybody. somehow much easier to figure out than my sexual orientation

Is your ideal partner also trans, or do you not have a preference? no preference tho if theyre cis they better not be a douchebag about it

How did/do you manage waiting to transition? honestly i’m a huge procrastinator LOLLL. as long as i keep telling myself ‘haha yeah it’ll happen eventually’ i’m just like ‘cool so i dont have to do it NOW…’ as long as i have the knowledge that it WILL happen im like..i can wait. If I think abt the possibility that it might not happen I freak the fuck out…for a bit I thought it might not be possible for me to get top surgery (due to medical issues) and I was in panic mode.

What is the place (blog, website, forum, IRL space) you get most of your info on being trans or on trans related things? idk i guess i learned a lot on tumbles

Do you interact with other trans people IRL? not super often, i mostly know trans ppl that are just like acquaintances or casual friends. our interaction is limited to liking each others instagram or facebook posts lol

Are you involved in any trans-related activism? nah tho i think it’d be cool

Free space! Answer any question you want, or make up your own question to answer. i refuse to make up my own question 

[chickenfetus]

5 things tag yey

ahhh so i was tagged by the lovely @pastelminhyuks than u ,,,, this seems v interesting

5 Things You’ll Find in my Bag

packet tissues bc my nose in the morning is just lovely

my keys ive been locked out Too Many Times before

the only time i bring a bag out is for school so,,, my pencil case

and file

thats literally all i bring to school lmao i guess my phone + earphones too when school starts my bag is empty a lot bc i dont like to carry heavy shit

5 Things You’ll Find in my Bedroom

i sleep w/ someone and its not rly my room so ill just put what u can find at the place im always at the most (the study) so uhh, we have a bottle of water (1 litre)

a mini trash can bc tissues and snack wrappers

a whole space dedicated to random i have that i stuffed into various containers (it includes: notes, gacha balls, my 3ds games and more)

art materials like copic markers and colour pencils

and?? my cup bc where else would i pour my water into

5 Things I Always Wanted to do in Life

die

do well for my national exams because if i dont then its all over

not procrastinate lol

write a fic and post it,,,,,, one day

travel like falen,, with my friends,,,, who arent rly. friends

5 Things I’m Currently Into

drinking water

fucikign idol games

coughng bc my body loves me

daiya

loving all my mutuals (friends)

5 Things on my To-Do List

homewokr

clear at least one expert song on bang dream bc thats taking forever

finish rewatching/watching all the anime i never finished

start reading the hq manga (i clicked on one chap and didnt even make it past the first page)

loving all my mutuals (friends) 

5 Things People May Not Know About Me

ok so this MIGHt be similar to falen’s but i have a habit (?) of like picking up other people’s habits (?? how do u phrase hM) so for example: someone says ‘omg….’ a lot in text if i keep talking to them/keep seeing it ill start to type like that too heh,,, this goes for any personality traits too and it applies to both real and fictional people so basically i act like a non existent character sometimes yes (example 2: lance w/ his finger guns)

i have a problem with pda??? but only when i see my irl friends doing it/?? bc im fine with shit i see online ??? as long as my friends arent the ones being gross im usually chill? idk it just grosses me out lmfao

my attention span is BAd idk if its my ‘attention span’ or smth else but sometimes i find it difficult to keep up with a certain anime or book whcih kills me bc i want to read/watch it but!! i jsut lack the interest?? motivation to do it angry face thats why i stopped rewatching daiya and its hard for me to rewatch certain anime?? god i need 2 not be like this yike 

adding on to no.3 i get into lil phases?? so i was sUepr into being a lance lover tm but then ?? i just ??? stopped?? i still love lance? but i just dont get that excited anymore????? same goes 2 other characters?/ i guess its normal?? to start losing interest in something thats ended already?? but ya…. wyd me… basically i jsut? have a deep interest in smth but will eventually get bored of it which sUCks bc its hard to even keep up with unfinished chaptered fics even tho the plot is good

im p sure this is a normal thing but i cant text one person for more than a year like talking irl? thats fine i can do that but if its online its impossible to keep talking regularly because ill (or the other person) lose interest (again) and just stop??/ replying?? and one month later we dont ever text again and sometimes im glad that i dont have to reply anymore but it just hit me that i dont rly hav a close friend?? although it doesnt rly bother me bc it kinda sounds.,, exhausting and troublesome having to communicate so much lol thats why i like sending asks over using the IM system since it feels less like ur texting the person yknwo

falne tgank u 4 taggging me always ur a tru bro…….. not taggig anyone but idk who would b interested man,, 

[pixiesticksie]

3, 5, 6, 9, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 19, 22, 27, 29, 30, 31, 33, 34, 35, 36, 38, 40, 42, 43, 44, 53, 55, 56, 57 (only if ur comfy!!), 59, 60, 63, 65, 66, 67, 68, 69, 71, 72 (only if ur comfy!!), 74, 87, 91, 94, 99, 102, 108, 111, 114, 119, 129, 131, 134, 137, 138, 139, 142, 143, 145, 148, 149, 150, 154, 155, 156, 157, 167, 168 ((i tried sending this once but i dont think it sent)) ((sorry for all the questions i was just rly curious!!

Oh my gosh. I’ve got my work cut out for me. Thank you though omg

3: Do you have a favorite clothing style? 

Does pyjamas constantly count? Or, or, the boyfriend clothes that Yoongi wears.

5: What three things/people do you think of most each day:

@/savejin2k16 @/kasperquinn @/backseatofthetourbus probably.

6: If you had a warning label, what would yours say?

Caution; short and clingy

9: Are you ticklish?

I’m extremely ticklish. Like,, tickle me and I laugh so hard I cry. I’m so ticklish. Everywhere.

11: What’s your sexuality?

Pansexual~

12: Do you prefer tea, coffee, or cocoa?

Oh my gosh. I love all three. But my favourites are probably coffee, then tea, then cocoa

13: Are you a cat or dog person?

I have two dogs and a cat and I literally go up to every animal I meet and I pat their heads and tell them they look nice today. I’m just an animal person

14: Would you rather be a vampire, elf, or merperson?

MERPERSON I HAVE AN OBSESSION WITH THE LITTLE MERMAID MY ROOM IS DECORATED WITH THE LITTLE MERMAID I ONCE DYED MY HAIR ARIEL RED I LOVE MERMAIDS

15: Do you have a favorite Youtuber? 

jacksfilms. but of course I love love love markiplier, dan and phil, ryan higa, etc.

19: Do you believe in ghosts/spirits?

I do! Always. c:

22: Pet peeves?

Never bite into an apple around me or I swear to god I will rip your teeth out

27: Any phobias or fears?

Heights, spiders, not being able to breathe, losing loved ones

29: Do you believe in reincarnation?

I’d like to~ I don’t know if I fully do, but I really love the idea!!

30: Favorite movie?

...The Little Mermaid

31: Do you get scared easily?

Yes actually lol. Jumpscares and stuff, especially irl. But omg I love horror and gore

33: Blog rate? [You’ll rate the blog of the one who’s asking.]

12/10

34: What is a color that calms you?

Light and rich purples

35: Where would you like to travel and/or live?

Daegu, South Korea or Seoul, SK. Ireland. Canada. Those types of places.

36: Where were you born?

In a lil old town that I live near now. US is all I’m giving you~

38: Introvert or extrovert?

Ambivert!

40: Hugs or kisses?

BOTH. ALL. AHHH.

42: Who is someone you love deeply?

@/savejin2k16 @/kasperquinn @/backseatofthetourbus... also Min Yoongi

43: Any piercings you want?

Nose and more ear piercings. I only have 5 piercings now on my ears.

44: Do you like tattoos and piercings?

I love them. So much. I’m planning on some for myself.

53: How are you feeling right now?

Sleepy as hell

55: When did you feel happiest?

When I first got into BTS and started biasing Min Yoongi...

56: Something that calms you down?

Min Yoongi...

57: Have any mental disorders? [Only ask this if you know the user doesn’t mind!]

I have pretty severe diagnosed anxiety, like a lot of different kinds. I have diagnosed clinical ocd, diagnosed depression, and diagnosed ptsd. I take medication for them though!

59: What three words describe you the most?

short, smiley, inlovewithminyoongi

60: Do you believe in evolution?

Of course?? whoops sorry catholics I grew up as one of you but no thanks

63: Favorite kind of person:

Lets me be my weird ass self and loves me for it

65: Name three of your favorite blogs.

... @/savejin2k16 @/kasperquinn @/backseatofthetourbus

66: Favorite emoticon:

purple heart!! and the whale with the little water comin out of its blowhole

67: Favorite meme:

what in tarnation and me me big boy

68: What is your MBTI personality type?

Mediator? (INFP-T)? I’ve never actually heard of this before!

69: What is your star sign?

Aquarius!!

71: What outfit out of all your clothes do you like to wear the most?

My band t-shirts and combat boots and jeans with a beanie tbh

72: Post a selfie or two?

Maybe..? If anyone really wants to see me

74: What is one random but interesting fact about yourself?

I’m very...short. and holy shit I love gore

87: Do your socks always match?

They never match

91: If a flower could aesthetically represent you, what kind would it be?

Cherry blossoms!! I’m planning a sakura tree tattoo!

92: A store you hate?

Umm... This CVS near my house. Specifically that one.

99: Someone you look up to:

Min Yoongi lol

102: Where do you live?

The USA! freedom! (it sucks here omf)

108: Something you get paranoid about?

People secretly hating me but pretending they like me

111: A question you hate being asked?

“Have you even tried to get rid of your acne?” Yes. For fucking years now. Get off.

114: Do you prefer cloudy or sunny days?

I like sunny days that aren’t too bright. but cloudy days if I go for a walk/run

119: Favorite thing about a person:

Being cute because everyone is cute tell everyone theyre cute they like it

129: What would you want written on your tombstone?

...Well, fuck.

131: What is something you love but also hate about yourself?

I obsess over things easily. I love it because it makes me happy but I don’t like the way it annoys others, so I try and keep it contained

134: Do you like roller coasters?

NO OMG NO YOU CANT THEYRE SO HIGH AHHHHHHH

137: Do you believe in karma?

Not really? Kinda? But I’m not focused on it. Like if its real its real idk

138: On a scale of 1-10, how attractive would you say you are?

I’ll go with a solid 5 or 6. But I know @/savejin2k16 would say more

139: What nicknames do you have/have had?

Oh gosh, okay, um... Hann, Ami, Amity, Hann Hann, Pip, Bunny, Bun, Teddy Bear, Bear, fluff, smol one, red, Ariel, cheeky, monkey, sunshine, mochi, etc, etc, etc... I respond to them all still

142: Would you say you are a good or bad influence to others?

if im being honest im pretty much a ball of sunshine who never judges anyone and wants everyone happy. take that as you will

143: Do you prefer giving or receiving gifts/help?

Giving!! Ahh! It makes me feel so good! Please come to me if you need help, I love it!!

145: How many languages do you speak fluently?

Fluently? Um.. English, obviously. I’m almost fluent in Spanish, and I’m learning Korean

148: Favorite physical thing about yourself: 

My eyes! They’re grey and shine a light blue in the light and dark, rich blue in other lights

149: Favorite thing about your personality:

How excited I get over little things. It’s genuine. “Ami, there’s a bunny over-” “*breaks down into tears* BUNNIES ARE SO PRECIOUS I HAVE TO TELL IT THAT IT’S DOING ITS BEST WHERE IS IT”

150: Name three people you would like to talk to right now in person.

@/savejin2k16 @/kasperquinn @/backseatofthetourbus ....ANDYOONGI

154: Do you like to kiss others’ foreheads or hands for platonic reasons?

Of course. I’m very touchy feely and if my friends are sad, I say “comforting forehead kiss?” and they nod and I’ll give them a little forehead kiss and pat their cheek and tell them they’re doing a good job

155: Do you like to play with others’ hair?

Mhm!! It’s fun. And I love when people play with mine too! It always makes me sleepy.

156: What embarrasses you?

My voice, my bad acne, my tum. Those things.

157: Something that makes you nervous/anxious:

People talking about me or secretly hating me. And when I can’t check on my friends!! I need to know they’re okay and happy :c

167: Do you really care how the universe and world was created?

I think I’d like to know! But I’m not overly focused on it. c:

168: Do you like to wear makeup?

I do! It’s nice, and I like how my eyes look with eyeliner, it brings them out. I’m also irish so I’m naturally very rosy and blushy and I like the even skin tone I get from makeup. Also, the acne. But it’s only on rare occasions I actually wear it, since I’m pretty bad at it and I’m just comfortable without it

Wah.. that took so long oml