#saturns adventures in treatment

[genderfluid-and-confuzled]

having a stuffed animal you bring everywhere and everyone knows you by is actually so important

[elysiansparadise]

Sorry, I haven’t seen your Composite Mars Post in Composite master list but then found it! You can ignore my previous ask hahah

Can you tell me about Venus in 9th house in natal chart, please? I’m interested in your opinion about this aspect :3

Sure love, no problem. 😊🤎

Venus in the 9th house

Their beauty is radiant, it lies in the glow of their personality, in the shine of their eyes, their beautiful figure and the hypnotizing smile with which they captivate you. These natives are an ideal combo, since it is not only limited to external beauty, but also their spirit, their way of seeing life, their love for knowledge, their open, inquisitive and fun mentality and their ability to give greater meaning to things no matter how simple they are. They love learning new things, things that are interesting and things that make them leave their comfort zone mentally speaking. They may have a lot of artistic knowledge and can enjoy art in diverse ways. There is a jovial quality in them which expands with the passage of time, looking young no matter the passing of the years. They have the quality of being able to see beauty in things that others do not appreciate, they tend to think outside the box and are not so methodical in their thinking, having a more flexible, open and curious mind. Likewise, they are usually people who deal charmingly with people, their treatment is not frivolous or just cordial, they are warm and very fun with others, which makes them easily appreciated. All these traits make them irresistible and interesting to people. Hips and thighs can be very attractive.

With this placement of Venus, the native is more prone to trips abroad, from which they will deeply enjoy and learn a lot, this can increase once they get married. You may feel attracted to foreign countries and the idea of ​​getting to know other places, cultures and people, and you may also feel attracted to foreign people [must mention that this placement enhances chances of marrying someone from another country]. In addition to the foreign, they are attracted to intelligent and thoughtful personalities who see beyond what seems to be obvious. Great minds inspire them and can teach them many things, things that they value deeply. They are attracted to people with more experience than them [in some cases even people older than them, especially if Saturn is aspecting Venus], to the idea of ​​a loved one teaching them new things. Changing the subject a little, since this is a publishing house, it makes it easier for the native to be successful in publishing something, especially with a foreign public or a lot of support from people from abroad. Can make very successful writers or artists in general.

Love is a huge source of inspiration for them, they have a unique vision of it, nothing superficial, quite the opposite, they look for a deep and significant meaning in the idea of ​​being with the person they love most. They have that quality to put a relieved, genuine and radiant smile on the face of their loved one, the one they fill with happiness, adventures and the best conversations they can have. It is valuable for them to be able to share their most personal opinions and vision of life with the person they are interested in. They love deeply and with intensity but never reaching the point of being unhealthy, love with them is liberating, enjoyable and above all accepting. They have a strong love of freedom, so it is necessary that they have a certain degree of it in their relationships. It is important for you to feel that you and your partner grow together as the relationship progresses. Many of them can give the impression of having high standards in love, since most tend to reject simple ideas of love or things that do not fit what they are looking for, they will always prefer what is meaningful even if they have to wait a little longer. The natives with this placement are the underrated hopeless romantics, since it’s the house of ideals and Venus over there increases the tendency to daydream about romance.

[easternmind]

Lessons in Japanese Game Design #3

From Killer7 to Deadly Premonition, Japanese game creators have intrepidly explored the theme of mental illness in a variety of genres, often in highly stylized form. The title I wish to approach today is a lesser known reference that approached this subject matter with unusual tact and clarity - a memory, if you will, which the collective conscious has long repressed.

Maria Kimi Tachi Ga Umareta Wake (The Reason You Were Born) is a late 1997 adventure game firmly rooted in the visual novel template that earned Chunsoft great repute. It was Break studio's debut, produced over a year and half for both the PlayStation and Saturn systems. It was published by Axela, a company born out of the internal management conflicts and accumulated debt at ASCII, leading to some of its executives teaming up in 1996 to establish a new project centred around software and magazine publishing. The story of this company's origins, alone, would merit a separate post.

Foreseeably, its release was followed by moderate controversy, such that worked mostly in its favour. One of the most polemical moments is found in the introduction scene, with its tasteful yet unvarnished depiction of Maria's suicide attempt, followed by her hospital admission. The imagery and that which it depicts remains as painful to watch today as it did decades ago.

While Maria is the central character, her tragedy and arc merge with that of the actual protagonist, Jun Takano, a fledgeling surgeon who, in the quality of certified psychiatrist, is assigned to provide therapy to the French-Japanese patient the morning after her admittance.

Maria's mental illness component comes to light as the story and therapy sessions progress. The key art consists of photos of women using coloured masks to visually represent the dimensions of her multiple personality disorder.

(Note: the text above is machine translated from the original Japanese game manual.)

Break was denounced for its bid to integrate so serious a derangement as a theme in a juvenile entertainment piece. Their reaction was to highlight the research done to ensure a careful treatment of the subject and sensitization of players via a bespoke message in the manual. In retrospect, the relative popularity of this game at the time was greatly owned to this fleeting controversy, and is believed to have been a crucial factor in the obtention of budget for Maria's far less spirited sequel.

As a work of pure fiction, scenario writer Kirie Fukuda was at liberty to carry the already divisive premise into even more exotic territory by establishing a mysterious yet playful correspondence between Maria's distinct personas and Egyptian deities.

The game's structure is modelled after hirudorama, a Japanese word interchangeably used to describe daytime TV fiction or soap operas; each of its nine chapters lasting nearly thirty minutes, equipped with a plot twist, cliff-hanger ending, and followed by rolling credits.

Perhaps the single most outstanding aspect about this production results from a tireless effort to surpass the standard of authenticity in what pertains facial expressions; particularly those of the multifaceted Maria, often with stilted yet all the more fascinating results.

In this and other regards, the influence of D no Shokutaku and its character, Laura, is clear and unmistakable. Maria's director and studio head at Break, Akira Okada, was an ex-Warp employee who worked as sales director precisely at the time when Eno's game was being developed.

Following a modest success, Break released Maria 2: Jutaikokuchi no Nazo in 99, a not-so-direct sequel which did not command the same attention as the original. The studio created other noteworthy visual novels: Ouma ga Toki and its sequel, as well as the most unusual Saishuu Densha, a paranormal-themed romantic story involving two strangers who meet in a train.

Before closing, it would pay to emphasize that this is an entirely different adventure game from the similarly forgotten MA-RI-A Ningōkan no Noroi, a 1996 3D CG horror adventure designed by Osamu Tezuka's son, Makoto; and scored by Kuniaki Haishima, of Kowloon's Gate and Siren 2 fame.

Nor is it related in any way with the so-called "Maria" episode from the Yarudora visual novel game series, Sampaguita, released in 1997 for the PlayStation by Sugar & Rockets and Production I.G.

[jonathan-samuel-smith]

TW bipolar discussion and nonconsensual kissing, mental health discussion

So about Saturn Girl kissing Jon without his ability to consent to it: I get that she isn't actively deciding to mind control the people around her, but she does have a choice in the matter. Her family wanted her to stay home until she could control her mind control powers, but she didn't want to and left. To me that's like if I noticed I was manic (not hypomanic) and didn't go to the mental hospital... Like I can't control my bipolar but I have the choice to stay away from others when it would harm them. That's not even a good comparison though because my judgement isn't clear enough to consistently do that when I'm manic, whereas she is at baseline and is able to think rationally. I wouldn't blame someone with bipolar because they have no choice, but I'm just saying the obvious choice would be to keep yourself away from others even if it's not fun for you. I feel like I can blame her, because she has a choice.

I do sympathize with her, but I really think she's hurting others disproportionately to the distress she feels stuck at home, and that's not okay.

If you look back on the events with the knowledge that she can't turn off her mind control, you see how manipulative she is, especially to Jon, and she does high-control group tactics: love bombing, isolation, guilt tripping, not letting him have rest alone where he would have time to realize he didn't want this.

I don't like the JonDami narrative that Jon was an asshole for leaving Damian in the past or was running away from his problems, because in my view he was dragged into a cult and I can't blame him for that, especially because he was extremely vulnerable at the time. I also don't believe Jon would have left in the first place if he knew up front that he couldn't bring Damian to at least visit him.

Jon had been in a state of fight or flight for around 6 years (not just talking about the volcano because there was also his verbally abusive grandpa and their deadly adventures and being trapped in space, and then him struggling to survive on the streets and trying to find a way home after he escaped) and the first time he really got a chance to cool down was when he was talking with Damian. He really needs a long break, therapy, and medication because what he went through can't be treated with therapy alone as the stress has chemical effects in the brain that need to be adjusted.

The writers don't care about how Jon should be extremely hypervigilant and defensive and anxious. I guess that's just not brave enough for a superhero, nevermind that leaving the house and getting treatment for these things, learning to trust again, and letting people help you is so much braver than punching guys when you have superpowers. It's natural to fight when your fight or flight is activated in a protective manner, but doing the logical thing when every signal in your body is telling you not to is really damn hard. The only coward is DC for giving Jon trauma and not actually writing a traumatized character.

That all being said, Damian clearly doesn't see how Jon is being manipulated, probably because his head is full of self hatred & doubting & repressed desires to ask Jon to stay, and thinks he needs to go against his abandonment trauma by swinging the pendulum too far in the opposite direction in his speech. With his c-ptsd and abandonment issues I can see him becoming bitter towards Jon for going to the future.

That could make for a really complex fanfiction, don't you think? The conflict coming from their unique life experiences and traumas, and them learning to understand each other like they're always doing. This misunderstanding of intentions born not out of something dumb like hearing the wrong thing or being unclear in language, but from their different points of view.

My jondami au where Jon leaves the legion early is calling me lmao "Isaac we have more problems for you to fix~"

That being said I have no exclusivity to these ideas for writing.

[pearlprincess02]

LENGTH: 37 HR 52 MIN. songs below ↓

sagittarius rising / 1st house:

capricorn mars in 1st house

"green light" - lorde / "bury a friend" - billie eilish / "video games" - lana del rey / "habits (stay high)" - tove lo / "demons" - imagine dragons / "do i wanna know?" - arctic monkeys / "primadonna" - marina / "team" - lorde / "graveyard" - halsey / "somebody else" - the 1975 / "stressed out" - twenty one pilots / "the less i know the better" - tame impala / "gasoline" - halsey / "doin' time" - lana del rey / "viva la vida" - coldplay / "sweater weather" - the neighbourhood / "shake it out" - florence + the machine / "harmony hall" - vampire weekend / "pumped up kicks" - foster the people / "joy" - bastille /

capricorn chiron in 1st house

"young and beautiful" - lana del rey / "flaws" - bastille / "dirty paws" - of monsters and men / "human" - the killers / "liability" - lorde / "recover" - chvrches / "afraid" - the neighbourhood / "everything i wanted" - billie eilish / "eventually" - tame impala / "miracle" - chvrches / "born to die" - lana del rey / "this life" - vampire weekend / "fix you" - coldplay / "to be human" - marina / "idontwannabeyouanymore" - billie eilish / "writer in the dark" - lorde / "colors" - halsey / "movement" - hozier / "glad he's gone" - tove lo / "sit next to me" - foster the people /

sagittarius rising / 1st house

"the sound" - the 1975 / "on top of the world" - imagine dragons / "new americana" - halsey / "exile" - taylor swift (feat. bon iver) / "bad guy" - billie eilish / "you're somebody else" - flora cash / "adventure of a lifetime" - coldplay / "heather" - conan gray / "love me" - the 1975 / "cardigan" - taylor swift / "ocean eyes" - billie eilish / "little talks" - of monsters and men / "good grief" - bastille / "leave a trace" - chvrches / "summertime sadness" - lana del rey / "take me to church" - hozier /  "maniac" - conan gray / "if you're gonna lie" - fletcher / "ship to wreck" - florence + the machine / "mount everest" - labrinth /

aquarius 2nd house:

pisces uranus in 2nd house

"kids" - mgmt / "ho hey" - the lumineers / "midnight city" - m83 / "1901" - birdy / "take a walk" - passion pit / "electricity" - silk city, dua lipa / "digital love" - daft punk / "electric feel" - mgmt / "lisztomania" - phoenix / "tongue tied" - grouplove / "somebody that i used to know" - gotye (feat. kimbra) / "cherry" - lana del rey / "counting stars" - onerepublic / "1901" - phoenix / "i wanna get better" - bleachers / "love me again" - john newman / "dancing on my own" - robyn / "rather be" - clean bandit (feat. jess glynne) / "we found love" - rihanna (feat. calvin harris) / "can't feel my face" - the weeknd / 

aquarius neptune in 2nd house

"wish i knew you" - the revivalists / "young folks" - peter bjorn and john / "saturn" - sleeping at last / "such great heights" - the postal service / "islands" - the xx / "wide eyes" - local natives / "rebellion (lies)" - arcade fire / "silent treatment" - the joy formidable / "heartbeats" - the knife / "disparate youth" - santigold / "time to pretend" - mgmt / "elephant gun" - beirut / "dreaming" - smallpools / "all my friends" - lcd soundsystem / "shelter song" - temples / "sleepyhead" - passion pit / "oblivion" - grimes / "wetsuit" - the vaccines / "take me out" - franz ferdinand / "don't save me" - haim /

aquarius 2nd house

"knife under my pillow" - maggie lindemann / "idfc" - blackbear / "play date" - melanie martinez / "queen of broken hearts" - blackbear / "if we have each other" - alec benjamin / "josslyn" - olivia o'brien / "pretty girl" - maggie lindemann / "i miss you, i'm sorry" - gracie abrams / "dollhouse" - melanie martinez / "must have been the wind" - alec benjamin / "friends go" - maggie lindemann / "hot girl bummer" - blackbear / "cake" - melanie martinez / "let's fall in love for the night" - finneas / "no love" - olivia o'brien / "oh my god" - alec benjamin / "dog days are over" - florence + the machine / "me & ur ghost" - blackbear / "water fountain" - alec benjamin / "just a boy" - olivia o'brien / 

pisces 3rd house:

pisces venus in 3rd house

"ribs" - lorde / "in the aeroplane over the sea" - neutral milk hotel / "everywhere" - fleetwood mac / "toothpaste kisses" - the maccabees / "into my arms" - nick cave & the bad seeds / "budapest" - george ezra / "chasing cars" - snow patrol / "kiss me" - sixpence none the richer / "breathe" - télépopmusik / "unintended" - muse / "cosmic love" - florence + the machine / "atlas hands" - benjamin francis leftwich / "fade into you" - mazzy star / "first day of my life" - bright eyes / "dead sea" - the lumineers / "wicked game" - chris isaak / "lover, you should've come over" - jeff buckley / "skinny love" - bon iver / "hurt somebody" - noah kahan, julia michaels / "swim good" - frank ocean /

pisces 3rd house

"cherry wine" - hozier / "mykonos" - fleet foxes / "northern wind" - city and colour / "beneath your beautiful" - labrinth (feat. emeli sandé) / "let me down slowly" - alec benjamin / "dreams" - fleetwood mac / "how to disappear completely" - radiohead / "holocene" - bon iver / "when the party's over" - billie eilish / "marjorie" - taylor swift / "to build a home" - the cinematic orchestra / "where is my mind?" - pixies / "if u love me" - nessa barrett / "sleeping lessons" - the shins / "holding on" - disclosure (feat. gregory porter) / "breathe me" - sia / "all the stars" - kendrick lamar, sza / "lose yourself to dance" - daft punk (feat. pharrell williams) / "africa" - toto / "take on me" - a-ha / 

aries 4th house:

aries sun in 4th house

"naive" - the kooks / "you only live once" - the strokes / "she's so high" - tal bachman / "my number" - foals / "what you know" - two door cinema club / "shut up and dance" - walk the moon / "animal" - neon trees / "float on" - modest mouse / "riptide" - vance joy / "mr. brightside" - the killers / "feel It still" - portugal. the man / "don't stop me now" - queen / "ready to start" - arcade fire / "the middle" - jimmy eat world / "pompeii" - bastille / "youngblood" - 5 seconds of summer / "castle on the hill" - ed sheeran / "somebody told me" - the killers / "born this way" - lady gaga / "centuries" - fall out boy / 

taurus mercury in 4th house

"yellow" - coldplay / "say something" - a great big world, christina aguilera / "stubborn love" - the lumineers / "landslide" - fleetwood mac / "retrograde" - james blake / "someone like you" - adele / "all i want" - kodaline / "latch" - disclosure (feat. sam smith) / "re: stacks" - bon iver / "latchkey kids" - silversun pickups / "big jet plane" - angus & julia stone / "lost on you" - lp / "wild horses" - the rolling stones / "linger" - the cranberries / "river" - leon bridges / "stolen dance" - milky chance / "stay with me" - sam smith / "lost cause" - beck / "the scientist" - coldplay / "i won't give up" - jason mraz /

taurus lilith in 4th house

"reptilia" - the strokes / "animal" - miike snow / "stylo" - gorillaz (feat. mos def & bobby womack) / "shut up and let me go" - the ting tings / "hunger strike" - temple of the dog / "creep" - radiohead / "cough syrup" - young the giant / "bulls on parade" - rage against the machine / "fader" - the temper trap / "song 2" - blur / "uprising" - muse / "r u mine?" - arctic monkeys / "ways to go" - grouplove / "gold lion" - yeah yeah yeahs / "seven nation army" - the white stripes / "it's time" - imagine dragons / "no one knows" - queens of the stone age / "little talks" - of monsters and men / "fell in love with a girl" - the white stripes / "tyrants" - catfish and the bottlemen /

aries 4th house

"believer" - imagine dragons / "the one " - fletcher / "checkmate" - conan gray / "all for us" - labrinth (feat. zendaya) / "stupid" - tate mcrae / "nightmare" - halsey / "blank space" - taylor swift / "pain" - nessa barrett / "forever" - fletcher / "electric blue" - arcade fire / "mind is a prison" - alec benjamin / "the archer" - taylor swift / "experiment on me" - halsey / "blue jeans" - lana del rey / "titanium" - david guetta (feat. sia) / "happier" - marshmello (feat. bastille) / "the man" - taylor swift / "good life" - onerepublic / "i bet my life" - imagine dragons / "rolling in the deep" - adele /

taurus 5th house:

taurus north node in 5th house

"tighten up" - the black keys / "tongue" - r.e.m. / "lost in my mind" - the head and the heart / "goodbye yellow brick road" - elton john / "something good can work" - two door cinema club / "lover" - taylor swift / "forever" - labrinth / "finally // beautiful stranger" - halsey / "wish you were sober" - conan gray / "love it if we made it" - the 1975 / "cornelia street" - taylor swift / "youth" - daughter / "uptown girl" - billy joel / "this is what you came for" - calvin harris (feat. rihanna) / "don't start now" - dua lipa /  "daylight" - taylor swift / "happy" - pharrell williams / "i gotta feeling" - the black eyed peas / "treasure" - bruno mars / "shake it off" - taylor swift /

gemini part of fortune in 5th house

"style" - taylor swift / "still don't know my name" - labrinth / "dancing with myself" - billy idol / "boom clap" - charli xcx / "a-punk" - vampire weekend / "ain't it fun"  - paramore / "me!" - taylor swift (feat. brendon urie) / "high hopes" - panic! at the disco / "unbelievers"  - vampire weekend / "tennis court" - lorde / "reflections" - misterwives / "still into you" - paramore / "blinding lights" - the weeknd / "out of my league" - fitz and the tantrums / "i wanna dance with somebody (who loves me)" - whitney houston / "helena beat" - foster the people /  "good as hell" - lizzo / "rollercoaster"- bleacher / "victorious" - panic! at the disco / "it's not living (if it's not with you)"  - the 1975 / 

taurus 5th house

"cruel summer" - taylor swift / "love song" - lana del rey / "taro" - alt-j / "i don't want your money" - ed sheeran & h.e.r. / "sugar" - maroon 5 / "uptown funk" - mark ronson (feat. bruno mars) / "wildest dreams" - taylor swift / "golden hour" - kacey musgraves / "isn't she lovely" - stevie wonder / "thinking out loud" - ed sheeran / "cake by the ocean" - dnce / "all of me" - john legend / "don't know why"- norah jones / "september" - earth, wind & fire / "teenage dream" - katy perry / "this will be (an everlasting love)" - natalie cole / "if i ain't got you" - alicia keys / "i'm yours" - jason mraz / "just the way you are" - bruno mars / "put your records on"- corinne bailey rae / 

gemini 6th house:

"fluorescent adolescent" - arctic monkeys / "backseat freestyle" - kendrick lamar / "feel good inc." - gorillaz /  "the edge of glory" - lady gaga / "good 4 u" - olivia rodrigo / "cool kids" - echosmith / "skin" - sabrina carpenter / "mine" - taylor swift / "back to you" - selena gomez /  "the wire" - haim / "issues" - julia michaels /  "death bed (coffee for your head)" - powfu (feat. beabadoobee) / "leave before you love me" - marshmello, jonas brothers / "drivers license" - olivia rodrigo / "youth" - troye sivan / "dance yrself clean" - lcd soundsystem / "cut to the feeling"- carly rae jepsen / "houdini" - foster the people / "just dance"- lady gaga / "how to be a heartbreaker"  - marina and the diamonds / 

gemini 7th house:

gemini saturn in 7th house

"maps" - maroon 5 / "hurt" - johnny cash / "the night we met" - lord huron / "the chain" - fleetwood mac / "gravity" - sara bareilles / "stay" - rihanna (feat. mikky ekko) / "nothing compares 2 u" - sinead o'connor / "maps" - yeah yeah yeahs / "mad world" - gary jules / "hallelujah" - jeff buckley / "holocene" - bon iver / "all too well (10 minute version)" - taylor swift / "say you won't let go" - james arthur / "chandelier" - sia / "a thousand years" - christina perri / "gravity" - john mayer / "bad at love" - halsey / "earned it" - the weeknd / "when i was your man" - bruno mars / "let it go" - james bay / 

gemini 7th house

"one kiss" - calvin harris & dua lipa / "northern downpour" - panic! at the disco / "two weeks" - grizzly bear / "into you" - ariana grande / "shape of you" - ed sheeran / "bubblegum bitch" - marina / "hello"- adele / "i'm not the only one" - sam smith / "stitches"- shawn mendes / "mirrors" - justin timberlake / "ordinary people"- john legend / "something just like this"- the chainsmokers (feat. coldplay) / "we don't talk anymore" - charlie puth (feat. selena gomez) / "new rules" - dua lipa / "slow dancing in a burning room" - john mayer / "love song" - sara bareilles / "jar of hearts" - christina perri / "she will be loved" - maroon 5 / "can't stop the feeling!"- justin timberlake / "physical" - dua lipa /

leo 8th house:

leo jupiter in 8th house

"high enough to carry you over" - chvrches / "my silver lining" - first aid kit / "i bet you look good on the dancefloor" - arctic monkeys / "royals" - lorde / "human" - rag'n'bone man / "gooey" - glass animals / "radioactive" - imagine dragons / "heathens" - twenty one pilots / "dark necessities" - red hot chili peppers / "glory and gore" - lorde / "sex on fire" - kings of leon / "shake me down" - cage the elephant / "electric love" - borns / "breezeblocks" - alt-j / "bohemian rhapsody"  - queen / "reflektor" - arcade fire / "formation" - beyoncé / "starboy" - the weeknd / "dna." - kendrick lamar / "skyfall" - adele / 

leo vertex in 8th house

"livin' on a prayer" - bon jovi / "oblivion" - bastille / "runaway" - aurora / "little lion man" - mumford & sons / "where the streets have no name" - U2 / "heroes" - david bowie / "halo"  - beyoncé / "i will always love you" - whitney houston / "stairway to heaven" - led zeppelin / "born to run" - bruce springsteen / "dream on"- aerosmith / "fighter" - christina aguilera / "gimme shelter" - the rolling stones / "we are the champions"  - queen / "purple rain" - prince / "rocket man" - elton john / "knights of cydonia" - muse / "go your own way" - fleetwood mac / "like a prayer" - madonna / "thriller" - michael jackson /

leo 8th house

"express yourself" - madonna / "superstition"  - stevie wonder / "i'm still standing" - elton john / "let's go crazy" - prince / "billie jean" - michael jackson / "you give love a bad name" - bon jovi / "run the world (girls)" - beyoncé / "bad romance"- lady gaga / "roar"- katy perry / "life on mars?"- david bowie / "gorilla" - bruno mars / "beautiful day" - U2 / "thinkin bout you" - frank ocean / "yellow flicker beat"  - lorde / "talking body" - tove lo / "partition" - beyoncé / "love on the brain"  - rihanna / "magic" - coldplay / "animals" - maroon 5 / "god is a woman"  - ariana grande / 

virgo 9th house:

"oxford comma" - vampire weekend / "all we ever knew" - the head and the heart / "hunger" - florence + the machine / "high and dry" - radiohead / "lost in the light" - bahamas / "the suburbs" - arcade fire / "come away with me" - norah jones / "helplessness blues" - fleet foxes / "i will wait" - mumford & sons / "no such thing" - john mayer / "home" - phillip phillips / "better together"- jack johnson / "paradise"- coldplay / "hey, soul sister" - train / "rivers and roads"  - the head and the heart / "three little birds" - bob marley & the wailers / "brave" - sara bareilles / "bubbly" - colbie caillat / "begin again" - taylor swift / "waiting on the world to change" - john mayer /

libra 10th house:

scorpio moon in 10th house

"gun" - chvrches / "my body" - young the giant / "some nights" - fun. / "deadcrush" - alt-j / "the weekend" - sza / "swimming pools (drank)" - kendrick lamar / "glory box" - portishead / "him & i" - g-eazy & halsey / "waiting game" - banks / "hurt" - nine inch nails / "what kind of man"  - florence + the machine / "elastic heart"  - sia / "ride" - lana del rey / "drowning"- banks / "the hills"- the weeknd / "cellophane" - fka twigs / "all mine" - portishead / "national anthem" - lana del rey / "haunted"  - beyoncé / "diamonds" - rihanna /

libra 10th house

"watermelon sugar" - harry styles / "love on top" - beyoncé / "roads" - portishead / "love story" - taylor swift / "thank u, next" - ariana grande / "thunder" - imagine dragons / "clocks" - coldplay / "too good at goodbyes"- sam smith /"locked out of heaven" - bruno mars / "irreplaceable" - beyoncé / "set fire to the rain" - adele / "sign of the times" - harry styles / "dangerous woman" - ariana grande / "alive"- sia / "paparazzi"  - lady gaga / "delilah"- florence + the machine / "without me" - halsey / "empire state of mind (part II) broken down"- alicia keys / "kill em with kindness" - selena gomez / "sorry not sorry" - demi lovato / 

scorpio 11th house:

"bad blood" - taylor swift (feat. kendrick lamar) / "closer" - the chainsmokers (feat. halsey) /  "dark paradise" - lana del rey / "live in the moment" - portugal. the man / "gemini feed" - banks / "505" - arctic monkeys / "ride"- twenty one pilots / "misery business" - paramore / "7 rings" - ariana grande / "firework" - katy perry / "you should see me in a crown" - billie eilish / "often"- the weeknd / "hands to myself" - selena gomez / "redbone" - childish gambino / "humble." - kendrick lamar / "don't let me down" - the chainsmokers (feat. daya) / "22"- taylor swift / "party in the u.s.a." - miley cyrus / "we are young" - fun. (feat. janelle monáe) / "count on me"  - bruno mars /

sagittarius 12th house:

sagittarius pluto in 12th house

"no one's gonna love you" - band of horses / "sleep forever" - portugal. the man / "obstacles" - syd matters / "bloodstream" - stateless / "take care" - beach house / "oceans" - seafret / "the funeral" - band of horses / "pink + white" - frank ocean / "comfortably numb" - pink floyd / "white winter hymnal"  - fleet foxes / "space song" - beach house / "limit to your love" - james blake / "open" - rhye / "two weeks"- fka twigs / "gold" - chet faker / "jóga"- björk / "myth" - beach house / "everything in its right place"- radiohead / "hoppípolla" - sigur rós / "mystery of love" - sufjan stevens / 

sagittarius 12th house

"a dustland fairytale" - the killers / "visions of gideon" - sufjan stevens / "cannons" - youth lagoon / "bloodbuzz ohio" - the national / "kettering" - the antlers / "buzzcut season" - lorde / "song for zula" - phosphorescent / "flightless bird, american mouth" - iron & wine / "secrets" - the weeknd / "sæglópur"  - sigur rós / "obsessions"  - marina / "feels like we only go backwards" - tame impala / "intro"- the xx / "all i need" - radiohead / "i need my girl"  - the national / "the wilhelm scream"  - james blake / "new slang"  - the shins / "wicked games" - the weeknd / "under the pressure" - the war on drugs / "feel it all around" - washed out / 

(anon ask)

@pearlprincess02

[ultfreakme]

and on our agenda is JonJay. How many times have I told myself not to go under comments on Tumblr, but this time misfortune took me by surprise. It was about Bernard, I decided to go into the comments, which was my main mistake. The author of the post wrote that Jay is worse than Bernard, since he can control the minds of other people (I don’t remember this at all, I know about his ability to pass through walls and any solid objects) and how Jon can meet with him. God, there was no explanation, but if this person meant that Jay forced Jon to fall in love with him by penetrating his mind, then I'm leaving this planet. How blind do you have to be when you read a comic book so as not to read that Jon agreed to help Jay himself, since people needed help. And he didn’t fall in love with him right away either, rather after Jay met the superfamily, like, yes. I’m still It's still killing me that people think Jay is the worst option for Jon, although if you ask my opinion, they couldn't find each other better. Jay literally exposed himself for the sake of Jon, what else do they need for them to believe in his sincerity. By the way, they don’t have any thoughts about the setup from Nicky to Damian. Sorry, but it still really annoys me, like ,how so. I'm still wondering why people love Bernad and Nika more than Jay. Maybe you have an answer, I don't know. (I love them too, but this injustice is killing me)

Anon, I get you so much. I answered something like this before but I love ranting and the Jon Kent tag is filled with Jay hate so I'll do it again. The reason why people hate Jay is:

Racism and Orientalism

People think Jon should've ended up with Damian

He's associated with Jon's age-up

Potential covert biphobia

None of the Jay haters have actually read SOKE. The 'mind control' rumors started spreading and becaus basically 70% of tumblr DC fans haven't actually touched more than 3 issues of the comic books and out of context panels in their lives, they don't know that Jay's NEVER 'seduced' Jon. Which is, by the way, a classic offensive stereotype assigned to Asian characters; that Asian characters, especially ones who are into men are all seducers. This is primarily applied to women but now its being applied with Jay.

It's funny because Jon WAS affected to be attracted by an actual telepathic character; Imra, aka Saturn Girl.

And this is where the biphobia comes in because Saturn Girl dated Jon, it was a disaster fire relationship in a book that mischaracterized both of them.It's implied that Imra accidentally used her powers to make Jon be into her, but NO ONE talks about it because it's a seemingly heterosexual relationship. Also she's a white blond girl. It's far easier to target the sparse Asian rep we get.

Nika and Bernard also don't get as much hate because of this reason. People can talk around it all they want, but they are more loved and accepted because they are white. If either of them were POC, they'd be getting the same treatment.

The DamiJon shippers for some reason got it into their heads that Damian x Jon is going to be a thing and now they're mad that they're headcanons aren't real. Like I can't even be kind about this because these assholes have been nothing but racist, clogging up Jon's tag by not tagging anything right, and have also attacked actual content creators to the point they've had to respond to them to tell them to STOP.

Nothing will get these people to like Jay, because they don't actually care about comics, storytelling, the messages these stories bring, the characters, or anything really. They just care that their headcanon vision of Jon's gone and it isn;t easy to project their "sunshine baby" tropes on Jon anymore since now he's actually got adventures of his own outside of Damian. And those adventures happen to be with his boyfriend Jay.

[alokkhandelwal]

Astrological Views on Achieving Success In Job - Alok Astrology

In the ever-aggressive task market, finding employment can be a frightening challenge. Many individuals face demanding situations and setbacks in their job seek, leading to frustration and sadness. While elements like qualifications, revel in, and networking plays a critical position in securing a process, astrology offers unique insights into the celestial impacts that may affect career prospects. In this blog, we can discover some astrological perspectives on job success and treatments to triumph over boundaries on your professional adventure.

Know about getting Success in Job with Astrology. Get an online astrology consultation by the world-renowned astrologer Mr. Alok Khandelwal.

The Influence of Planets on Career Prospects

In Vedic astrology, the location of planets in one’s start chart may have a great impact on various components of existence, such as profession. The maximum influential planets in determining process prospects are Sun, Moon, Mars, Mercury, Jupiter, Venus, and Saturn. Each planet represents exclusive career fields and impacts specific factors of labor existence.

1- Sun: The Sun signifies authorities’ jobs, management roles, and professions associated with authority, administration, and management.

2- Moon: The Moon governs careers in the healthcare area, hospitality industry, and professions that require emotional intelligence.

3- Mars: Mars represents careers in the army, police, engineering, and other fields requiring courage and resolution.

4- Mercury: Mercury is associated with verbal exchange, commerce, education, and careers in writing, public speaking, and business.

5- Jupiter: Jupiter governs professions in coaching, regulation, finance, and religious leadership.

6- Venus: Venus represents careers in art, amusement, style, luxury, and professions associated with splendor and aesthetics.

7- Saturn: Saturn is related to careers in engineering, creation, mining, and professions requiring discipline and tough paintings.

Combining the influences of these planets, an astrologer can determine the capacity regions of achievement and challenges in a character’s career course. However, it’s far vital to don’t forget that astrology is a guiding tool, and one’s efforts and willpower play a critical role in reaching fulfilment.

Read Also:- Weekly Rashifal from 7th August to 13th August 2023

Remedies for Overcoming Job Hurdles

If you’re dealing with problems in locating a task, do not lose your wish. Astrology affords numerous remedies to bolster favourable planetary influences and conquer obstacles to your professional journey. Here are some remedies which can help improve your activity potentialities:

1- Sun Remedies: To beautify the have an impact on the Sun, worship Lord Surya (the Sun God) and recite the Gayatri Mantra every day.

2- Moon Remedies: Worship Lord Shiva and take a look at Monday fasts to strengthen the Moon’s effective energies.

3- Mars Remedies: Chant the Mangal Beej Mantra and donate crimson lentils on Tuesdays to appease Mars.

4- Mercury Remedies: Recite the Budh Gayatri Mantra and offer inexperienced-colored chocolates to Lord Ganesha on Wednesdays.

5- Jupiter Remedies: Worship Lord Vishnu and recite the Guru Mantra to reinforce Jupiter’s wonderful effect.

6- Venus Remedies: Chant the Shukra Gayatri Mantra and donate white-coloured objects, like sugar or rice, to a younger woman on Fridays.

7- Saturn Remedies: Offer prayers to Lord Hanuman and recite the Shani Beej Mantra to mitigate the negative results of Saturn.

Apart from these planetary treatments, individuals can also are seeking for advantages and guidance from their ancestors by using acting ancestral rituals and imparting meals to the needy. Additionally, everyday meditation and fantastic affirmations can assist build an advantageous attitude and boom self-self assurance within the task seek.

Astrological Timing for Job Search

Astrology now not simplest offers insights into career prospects but additionally helps in figuring out favorable intervals for job search and interviews. The positions of the Sun and Moon within the birth chart at a particular time can imply auspicious moments for job programs and profession-associated selections. During the waxing Moon segment, which is considered favourable for new beginnings, one may additionally revel in better task possibilities and success in interviews.

Furthermore, it’s far critical to avoid the malefic consequences of retrograde planets during activity seek intervals. Retrograde planets can lead to delays and limitations in securing a process. Consulting with a skilled astrologer lets you become aware of the auspicious intervals for a job seek based on your birth chart.

While astrology gives treasured insights into professional prospects, it’s far more important to recollect that it isn’t a substitute for hard work, determination, and non-stop efforts. Finding a task requires patience, adaptability, and a wonderful attitude. Combining astrological steering with honest efforts can drastically enhance your chances of success in the process marketplace.

Remember to live focused, network with professionals in your field, and are seeking for guide from mentors or professional counsellors if needed. Perseverance and a tremendous attitude will certainly lead you to the proper process opportunity and a fulfilling professional direction.

Read Also:- MARS TRANSIT IN VIRGO 2023: IMPACTS ON ALL ZODIAC SIGNS

[alokastrology1]

Astrological Views on Achieving Success In Job

In the ever-aggressive task market, finding employment can be a frightening challenge. Many individuals face demanding situations and setbacks in their job seek, leading to frustration and sadness. While elements like qualifications, revel in, and networking plays a critical position in securing a process, astrology offers unique insights into the celestial impacts that may affect career prospects. In this blog, we can discover some astrological perspectives on job success and treatments to triumph over boundaries on your professional adventure.

Know about getting Success in Job with Astrology. Get an online astrology consultation by the world-renowned astrologer Mr. Alok Khandelwal.

The Influence of Planets on Career Prospects

In Vedic astrology, the location of planets in one’s start chart may have a great impact on various components of existence, such as profession. The maximum influential planets in determining process prospects are Sun, Moon, Mars, Mercury, Jupiter, Venus, and Saturn. Each planet represents exclusive career fields and impacts specific factors of labor existence.

1- Sun: The Sun signifies authorities’ jobs, management roles, and professions associated with authority, administration, and management.

2- Moon: The Moon governs careers in the healthcare area, hospitality industry, and professions that require emotional intelligence.

3- Mars: Mars represents careers in the army, police, engineering, and other fields requiring courage and resolution.

4- Mercury: Mercury is associated with verbal exchange, commerce, education, and careers in writing, public speaking, and business.

5- Jupiter: Jupiter governs professions in coaching, regulation, finance, and religious leadership.

6- Venus: Venus represents careers in art, amusement, style, luxury, and professions associated with splendor and aesthetics.

7- Saturn: Saturn is related to careers in engineering, creation, mining, and professions requiring discipline and tough paintings.

Combining the influences of these planets, an astrologer can determine the capacity regions of achievement and challenges in a character’s career course. However, it’s far vital to don’t forget that astrology is a guiding tool, and one’s efforts and willpower play a critical role in reaching fulfilment.

Read Also:- Weekly Rashifal from 7th August to 13th August 2023

Remedies for Overcoming Job Hurdles

If you’re dealing with problems in locating a task, do not lose your wish. Astrology affords numerous remedies to bolster favourable planetary influences and conquer obstacles to your professional journey. Here are some remedies which can help improve your activity potentialities:

1- Sun Remedies: To beautify the have an impact on the Sun, worship Lord Surya (the Sun God) and recite the Gayatri Mantra every day.

2- Moon Remedies: Worship Lord Shiva and take a look at Monday fasts to strengthen the Moon’s effective energies.

3- Mars Remedies: Chant the Mangal Beej Mantra and donate crimson lentils on Tuesdays to appease Mars.

4- Mercury Remedies: Recite the Budh Gayatri Mantra and offer inexperienced-colored chocolates to Lord Ganesha on Wednesdays.

5- Jupiter Remedies: Worship Lord Vishnu and recite the Guru Mantra to reinforce Jupiter’s wonderful effect.

6- Venus Remedies: Chant the Shukra Gayatri Mantra and donate white-coloured objects, like sugar or rice, to a younger woman on Fridays.

7- Saturn Remedies: Offer prayers to Lord Hanuman and recite the Shani Beej Mantra to mitigate the negative results of Saturn.

Apart from these planetary treatments, individuals can also are seeking for advantages and guidance from their ancestors by using acting ancestral rituals and imparting meals to the needy. Additionally, everyday meditation and fantastic affirmations can assist build an advantageous attitude and boom self-self assurance within the task seek.

Astrological Timing for Job Search

Astrology now not simplest offers insights into career prospects but additionally helps in figuring out favorable intervals for job search and interviews. The positions of the Sun and Moon within the birth chart at a particular time can imply auspicious moments for job programs and profession-associated selections. During the waxing Moon segment, which is considered favourable for new beginnings, one may additionally revel in better task possibilities and success in interviews.

Furthermore, it’s far critical to avoid the malefic consequences of retrograde planets during activity seek intervals. Retrograde planets can lead to delays and limitations in securing a process. Consulting with a skilled astrologer lets you become aware of the auspicious intervals for a job seek based on your birth chart.

While astrology gives treasured insights into professional prospects, it’s far more important to recollect that it isn’t a substitute for hard work, determination, and non-stop efforts. Finding a task requires patience, adaptability, and a wonderful attitude. Combining astrological steering with honest efforts can drastically enhance your chances of success in the process marketplace.

Remember to live focused, network with professionals in your field, and are seeking for guide from mentors or professional counsellors if needed. Perseverance and a tremendous attitude will certainly lead you to the proper process opportunity and a fulfilling professional direction.

Read Also:- MARS TRANSIT IN VIRGO 2023: IMPACTS ON ALL ZODIAC SIGNS

[thatpiscesfish]

hey! if you have time, what would be your opinion on those placements (just recently found out my real birth time lol):

- Sun in Scorpio (10)

- Moon in Leo (7)

- Asc and Venus (12) in Capricorn

- Saturn in 4th

- Jupiter in 5th

- Mars in 9th

- Mercury in 10th

- MC in Scorpio

have a nice day!! ❤

Hi :) so Scorpio sun is deep and powerful. Way more delicate and soft than people realise. Honestly people always portray them as this dark loner but usually they’re so loving and loyal and care a lot. Really sweet and remember important things. Have a strong sense of self and very independent but can be stubborn and controlling.

Sun in the 10th is kinda authoritative or at least demands respect from others. Very powerful but in a subtle way that doesn't really get much attention. Can be in the background but when they get confident, everyone notices. Works hard and likes to have goals and be ambitious. Has high standards and demands success from themselves and those around them.

Leo moon is stubborn when it comes to their emotions. May not feel emotions as deeply as the water moons or at least doesn't get consumed in them as much, but their emotions stay with them for a while. Actually takes time for them to move on, but once they've decided they don't go back. Fixed moons in general are prone to hold grudges so this can happen as well. Childlike and craves fun and someone that'll let them be themselves.

Moon in the 7th is emotionally affected by their relationships and personal interactions. Their friends, romantic partners, business partners can affect their moods with what they say/how they act. Can be easily affected by these people's opinions and treatment of them. May seek validation or take a while to form an identity. But very good at making people feel at ease/special.

Capricorn rising comes off very serious and mature. Obviously they have a different side to them but they only show that to people they trust and think will be there long term. Doesn't reveal things easily and very aware of how they come across/act.

Capricorn venus, from my experience, isn't that against PDA or flings lol. I knew a guy with this and he was definitely a player that had no problem with PDA. I think this is common of cardinal venuses in general. But I think with Capricorn venus, when they do decide to commit, it's over, that's it, no more fucking around. But also, might be attracted to practical, mature, ambitious people. Could have a very clean, classy style. Into clothes that look chic and smart.

Venus in the 12th is so amazing but also very frustrating. I honestly don't think there's a more beautiful house placement for venus. It just reminds me of like a period drama with Keira Knightly lol. Aesthetically stunning but also very tragic and haunting. Can be prone to falling for people from afar and not making their feelings known. Secret admirers. Long distance relationships. Falling in love with someone's soul before even processing their physical features. Might meet people volunteering, at religious places etc.

Saturn in the 4th could show a restrictive childhood/family. One that had strict parents or conservative ones. May have been a traditional family or at least a family with clear rules. Not too much freedom or affection even. Things could have been more business like than personal.

Jupiter in the 5th shows someone who really enjoys hobbies, going out, having fun. Obviously a lot of people enjoy these, but these could be things you actively seek out. Fun and charming to be around. Could be a bit impulsive and into non-committal romances. Playful and not taking things too seriously. Could have luck when it comes to dating.

Mars in the 9th is active and could be naturally athletic. Very ambitious and takes risks. Into travelling and going to places where they can have an adventure. Places that test your limits and get you out of your comfort zone. Could be a little argumentative or stubborn about their beliefs. A bit of a temper but forgets easily.

Mercury in the 10th could be known for their intelligence, even from a young age. Or at least respected for their brain. Could be consulted often about different subjects cause people are curious about their opinions or what they would do. Able to multitask and might have a career that involves communication or collaboration. Has a concise way of speaking.

Scorpio MC comes off serious and mysterious. Secretive about their life and carefully curates what they wanna show you. Attracts people easily. Could be loved or hated, no in between. Might work as a doctor, psychologist, accountant, detective, psychic, anything to do with the mind tbh.

A lot of fixed energy and some cardinal as well. Someone that takes things seriously but can also let go when they feel it's the right time. Thank you and I hope you have a nice day too!

[monkvyasaa]

Chiron astrology

What does Chiron suggest in astrology? Chiron, in current astrology, represents our central wounds and the manner in which we're capable of healing them.

Chiron is referred to as after a Greek healer, philosopher, and instructor who, ironically, couldn’t heal himself and is represented with the aid of using the manner of a key, emphasizing the significance of unlocking this minor planet’s important lessons.

Our Chiron placement is our thriller strength in plenty of ways. We gain expertise as we conflict with pain, which we're capable of then bypass immediately to others like a mystical salve.

Chiron usually spends eight years in a single zodiac sign. (However, as quickly as in Saturn’s orbit, he can fly through a single check-in in a whole lot less than a year.) It means a whole lot to him whether or not he now needs outpatient surgical treatment or a prolonged course of therapy.

Because it takes Chiron approximately 40–9 years to adventure through all 12 zodiac signs, every person experiences their 50th birthday.

At this point, our central wounds may additionally resurface for every other round of therapy, especially if we've gone through or were given previously avoided deeper self-examination. If we've “completed our work,” we may be called in to control roles with the purpose of allowing us to spread our expertise and use our healing talents at this time.

How to calculate your Chiron sign. Determine your Chiron sign by looking at which Chiron was modified at your birth. Find your birthday, then preserve Chiron’s and feature an effect in your maximum internal wounds and greatest healing gifts.

Chiron in Aries (or 1st House): Wounds: anger control, low self-esteem, aloofness and isolationism, cutthroat competition style, needing to be first or refusing to participate, comparing and despairing are all wounds.

Healing Gifts: empowering people to encompass their uniqueness, channelling anger into revolutionary expression, fearless individuality, and demonstrating independence

Chiron in Taurus (or second house): Wounds: Stubborn resistance to (and fear of) change, following the institution in preference to developing your very personal values and beliefs, dependency on comforts along with consuming and drinking, materialism and financial difficulties.

Healing Gifts: Creating tranquil environments, astute financial planning, keeping down the fort press sooner or later of turbulent times, very last calm withinside the face of adversity, realistic magic, and teaching/modelling traditional expertise

Chiron in Gemini (or 1/3 House): Wounds: Fear of being alone (without a “Twin”), approval-seeking, aggravating chatter or gossip dependency, consistent pivoting that makes finishing what you start impossible, anxiety about being judged, sibling rivalry

Play-based learning, verbal exchange arts, cooperation and mediation, wit and humour as a connection tool, setting people at ease, inclusivity

Chiron in Cancer (or the 4th House): Wounds: Hoarding belongings and money, emotional consumption, xenophobia and “stranger danger,” and personal family dysfunction (possibly with the mother).

Healing Gifts: Creating a community steady haven, empowering women, nutritional expertise/nourishing with food, and realistic financial planning

Chiron in Leo (or 5th House): Wounds: Need for validation, setting on a faux front, drama and intensity dependence, romance/love dependency

Empowering others through actual self-expression, playfulness, and healthful hedonism is similar to using the arts to uplift and spread a pleasant message.

Chiron in Virgo (or the 6th House): Perfectionism that is crippling, people-pleasing, distorted self-image (body image), anxiety about exclusive people’s judgments, being overly critical of others, hypochondria

Healing Gifts: Creating structures to assist people in improving their lives (from home corporation to wellness), appearing as a repository of realistic expertise, and producing empowering media.

Chiron in Libra (or the 7th House): Wounds: Inability to determine relationships, paralysing indecision, romanticising, seeking to stress peace at any cost, and trouble completing relationships.

promoting peaceful verbal exchange and harmonious compromises; diplomacy; developing splendour and heart-organizing experiences, and appearing as Cupid’s messenger

Chiron in Scorpio (or the 8th House): Wounds: Power struggles, jealousy and obsession, trouble leaving horrible relationships

Soul-deep sexual healing; alchemy (turning “trash” into treasure); and assisting people through excessive lifestyle transitions, such as births, deaths, and exclusive changes.

Chiron in Sagittarius (or 9th House): Wounds: Fanatical or zealous beliefs, disruptive nomadic tendencies, aggressive or tactless verbal exchange style, and chasing the “high” of the next big thing are all examples of fanatical or zealous beliefs.

Compassionately revealing higher truths, promoting variety and inclusivity, producing conscious media, and the usage of laughter as medicine are healing gifts.

Chiron in Capricorn (or 10th House): Wounds: Obsessive ambition, reliance on one’s career as an escape, obsession with gaining fame and approval, and personal family dysfunction (possibly showing up as daddy issues).

Leadership that is level-headed, environmentally conscious, and uses belongings to provide for everyone.

Chiron in Aquarius (or the 11th House): Wounds: Destructive rebellion, clinical emotional detachment, and the selection to “in the form of”

Healing Gifts: Social justice/activism, cultivating utopian businesses and a sharing monetary device every day online and offline, and promoting idealism.

Chiron in Pisces (or the 12th House): Wounds: Escapism, denial/now not residing in reality, fear of setting boundaries

Healing Gifts: assisting people in letting pass of proscribing beliefs, religious and esoteric control, psychic talents, assisting people in residing out their fantasies

The bottom line: Chiron is the wounded healer of the zodiac. We can study masses approximately ourselves, our centre wounds, and the manner to conquer them in a way that blesses the area thru a manner of connecting with the strength of this planet.

[elminx]

Energy Update: September 2021

Happy September!

Numerologically, September is a 5 universal month [9 (September) + 5 (2021) = 14 = 1+4 = 5] in a 5 universal year. In numerology, the number 5 represents the pivotal moment in the middle of it all. It holds the vastness of all futures – both good and ill. 5 represents freedom and adventure. A 5 month is, in general, a time to tap in and go with the flow – it’s not a time to make your lists and check them twice; instead, it’s a time to think big and say “yes”. We’ve been sitting in 5 energy all year so this may feel like a bit of a homecoming for some or very nerve-wracking for others. This will have a lot to do with your own personality and comfortability with 5 energy.

Astrologically, the month of September is a mismatch for our 5 universal energy. We spend most of the month in Virgo season and may have to spend quite a bit of time putting in the work to catch up on things that we fell behind on during summer vacation. Whether it’s back to school or back to work, Virgo season always has a feeling of settling into your routines again or perhaps finding a new and more healthful routine.

The Setup

The Sun is in Virgo for most of the month, Mercury spends the entirety of the month in Libra, Venus finishes her stint in Libra and moves ahead into Scorpio, and Mars enters Libra at the midway point in the month. As our planets transit through Virgo, they are squaring off with the lunar nodes, trining retrograde Uranus in Taurus and Pluto in Capricorn, and opposing retrograde Neptune in Pisces. As they transit Libra, they are reactivating our Saturn-Uranus square through a trine to Saturn, trine to retrograde Jupiter, and opposing retrograde Chiron in Aries. Venus whose the head of our pack will be squaring off with Saturn and opposing Uranus once she enters Scorpio.

We are still under the effect of our Saturn in Aquarius square to Uranus in Taurus – this is our Unstoppable Force meets immovable object energy that is in effect throughout the rest of the year.

Additionally, we are deep into retrograde season with all of our outer and transpersonal planets in retrograde. Mercury will join these planets later this month for its third retrograde of the year in the sign of Libra.

For a sneak peek of October: Mercury, Jupiter, Saturn, and Pluto all station direct from 10/6-10/18 – this is the Green Light you’ve been waiting for. Now we just need to get there.

The Nitty Gritty

September is filled with contradictory vibes and may feel like a roller coaster. One day you may feel invincible and full of the highest highs but it is worth keeping in mind all month that what goes up must come down. We are all subject to gravity – plan accordingly. In particular, the first and third weeks of the month look fairly rocky while the third and fourth weeks have promise and moments of sweetness. This is a month to tidy up – to work smarter rather than harder. To pair down your responsibilities and make sure you are maintaining healthy boundaries around work, play, and excess.

The 5 energy may give the impression that it’s go time but it’s really not. Not yet. We will have six planets and Chiron retrograde by the end of the month which is always an indication that our energy is best expressed in an inward fashion.

Two of our personal planets (Venus and Mars) change signs this month which will personalize the energy with some emphasis on the relationships in our lives. While Mars is in Libra, we may be called to balance out the relationship energy we share with our others in some way – early on Mars will make an opposition to our wounded healer Chiron in Aries – there is pain to go through to get to the other side. Venus in Scorpio can be harsh and unyielding but also deep and seductive. These two energies do not sit well together, Venus may try to control (especially with emotions – using toxic tactics like the silent treatment or double binds) while Mars just wants everybody to find peace and get along. The more space you can give your others, the better off you will be.

Relationships may be especially tense around the new moon in Virgo on 9/5-9/6 as Venus in Libra squares of with retrograde Pluto in Capricorn while Mars in Virgo makes a trine. This year is all about transformations – first, we need to transform internally, but then this transformation needs to ripple outward and into our realities. There may be some break-ups and breakdowns during this time – it is likely that some long-term partners (Capricorn rules marriage, let’s not forget) are starting to realize that their connection has run its course.

In a year when it feels like we need to hold onto everything (influenced by our long-term Saturn-Uranus square in the fixed signs), this may feel catastrophic. Uranus in Taurus has a big lesson for us now: nothing lasts forever and retrograde Pluto in Capricorn is reinforcing this lesson. Now is the time to release what you have outgrown. It will likely feel very uncomfortable this month to continue to wear your mostly shed skin. As you navigate this energy, make the choices that are best suited for who you would most like to be, and you alone.

Herein lies the secret to navigating this month and really the energy of all of 2021: give up the illusion that you can control or “help” other people, and instead work controlling and “helping” yourself. As Anne Lamott says “Help is just the sunny side of control.” We are being pushed by our Saturn-Uranus square towards an ever-deepening understanding of this lesson and, since Virgo is a sign concerned with service and helping others, this will be especially accentuated as our sun transits the sign of the virgin. The lesson may come due on 9/14 as our Sun in Virgo opposed retrograde Neptune in Pisces – this is a day to give up the illusion (Neptune in Pisces) that we can control (Sun in Virgo) our Others.

Especially right now, our Others may be on an internal journey that is impossible for us to reach or understand. We’ve all had to make hard decisions and recalculations since the beginning of 2020 – beware of following your Others to a place that feels uncomfortable to be AND most especially of demanding your Others follow you to a place that feels uncomfortable for them. Be especially aware of projection and the illusionary stories that you tell yourself – especially as we approach our full moon in Pisces on 9/20 that is conjunct Neptune retrograde. As we enter our month to finally get shit done in October, we want to do so with our eyes wide open. See things as they really are, not as you would like them to be.

The entirety of September and October will be overshadowed by our Mercury retrograde in Libra cycle. Mercury enters its shadow on 9/6, officially retrogrades 9/27, stations direct again on 10/28, and doesn’t exit its post-shadow until November. The standard Mercury retrograde things apply: get your car fixed before the retrograde (change your oil, too!), double-check your work, save often, and watch out for miscommunication and upsets involving technology and travel. Because Mercury Chthonia is transversing backward through the Venus-ruled sign of Libra, this is another indication that this time will be spent re-thinking, re-imagining, re-editing things that have to do within our most personal relationships.

Mercury Chthonia’s path spans from 10° to 25° of Libra which means that it will trine retrograde Jupiter, just barely miss an exact trine with retrograde Saturn, square retrograde Pluto, and opposed retrograde Chiron not once but thrice through its retrograde journey. This will likely be the densest retrograde cycle of the year but potentially the most rewarding. If the message seems murky and unclear, write out your experiences for review after Mercury stations direct – you may find that there were hints of your lesson that you were too “in it” to see.

The lower energy of Libra is prone to emotional entanglements and codependency so it’s likely we will be revisiting these themes in our own lives during this time. Watch out for where you are not allowing your Others to differentiate or be themselves. Watch out for where you are stifling yourself to please your Others as well. Chiron in Aries is always a lesson in putting on your own mask first BEFORE you step up help an/Other put their mask on. Again, see above about maintaining strong boundaries this month – do less but make what you do count for more.

Balance truly is the way through this month but it may be hard to find. Practice your very best self-care and make sure that when you say “yes” to things, you really mean it. This is a month that could easier run away from you if you’re checking out on yourself or trying to do all of the things with no hand on the brake petal. Breath and put one foot in front of the other – slow and steady will get you to the finish line. Once our planets station direct in October, we will be able to move faster.

Below, I’ve broken down the important daily aspects of the month. Please keep in mind that the days listed are just the days that these aspects go exact in EST – strong aspects can be felt anywhere from 2-7 days (or more!) in advance of their completion and for a number of days afterward. I have bolded the most important aspects.

The Aspects

9/2 – Mars in Virgo opposed Neptune retrograde in Pisces, Moon in Cancer square Venus in Libra – this could spell relationship troubles. Mars is off in daydream land while Venus is feeling triggered. Lie low and try not to put undue pressure on your Others during these transits.

9/3 – Mercury in Libra trine N. Node in Gemini – watch out for Ah-Ha moments and signs that show you a way forward on this day.

9/4 – Moon in Leo squares retrograde Uranus in Taurus – here we see one of our four monthly days where the moon reactivates our Saturn-Uranus square. Lie low. Stay aware. Caution.

9/5 – Mercury in Libra trine retrograde Saturn in Aquarius – the energy is volatile – expect breakdowns and breakthroughs especially involving communication about long term things

9/6 – New moon at 14° Virgo, Mercury enters their shadow, Venus in Libra trine Jupiter retrograde in Aquarius, Venus in Libra square Pluto retrograde in Capricorn, Mars in Virgo trine Pluto retrograde in Capricorn – Pluto’s influence on this new moon (through both Venus and Mars) is unmistakeable – something has got to transform. With both and Venus and Mars involved, it may be a change within your relationships. Remember to reach for balance (Venus in Libra) and compromise if it is available.

9/7 – Sun in Virgo trine retrograde Uranus in Taurus – expect (and embrace) the unexpected during this time. What you hold onto too tightly may break. Stay away from the illusion of control during this time.

9/8 – Moon conjunct Mercury in Libra, Moon in Libra trine retrograde Saturn in Aquarius, Moon and Mercury opposed retrograde Chiron in Aries – this is an air grand trine which means that we are supporting in learning something during this transit. This re-activates our Saturn-Uranus square and Chiron – the lesson is likely to be heavy. Avoid using your emotions as a copout to understanding.

9/10 – Venus enters Scorpio, Moon in Scorpio square retrograde Saturn in Aquarius – this is our first hint as to what it is going to feel like to revisit our Saturn-Uranus square during Scorpio season. Take note.

9/13 – Moon in Sagittarius square retrograde Neptune in Pisces – something may be revealed today and it may feel like a major setback. Pivot your attention and focus on things that you CAN change.

9/14 – Sun in Virgo opposed retrograde Neptune in Pisces, Mars enters Libra – a repeat on 9/13 – you may not have all of the information. All that glitters is not gold. Watch out for “helper” behavior that isn’t helpful and victim/savior complexes.

9/16 – Moon conjunct retrograde Saturn in Aquarius – this is another of our four lunar activation points to our Saturn-Uranus square. Make sure the weight of the responsibility you are carrying is actually yours.

9/17 – Sun in Virgo trine retrograde Pluto in Capricorn, Venus in Scorpio square Saturn retrograde in Aquarius – in a month that begs for transformation, this is one of our powerhouse days – level up. Change may be uncomfortable but it will be even more uncomfortable to stay in your too-tight skin. Watch out for the control through emotional manipulation because this again activates our Saturn-Uranus square and Uranus is not having any of that shit.

9/20 – Full moon at 28° Pisces, Moon conjunct retrograde Neptune, Mercury in Libra trine Jupiter retrograde in Aquarius, Mars in Libra trine N. Node in Gemini – where are you going? do you have a path forward? Things may seem foggy and immutable at this time. Watch out for your boundaries and projection. The Mercury-Jupiter trine repeats during Mercury retrograde on 10/3.

9/22 – The Sun enters Libra, Mercury in Libra square retrograde Pluto in Capricorn, Venus in Scorpio opposed retrograde Uranus in Taurus – Happy Autumnal Equinox! The seasons are shifting but there’s a metric fuckton of tension in the air. Tamper down the emotional volatility – not everything needs to be a struggle. Tap into the Libra ideal of peace and balance for all. The Mercury-Pluto square repeats during Mercury retrograde on 10/01.

9/24 – Moon conjunct retrograde Uranus in Taurus, Moon in Taurus opposed Venus in

Scorpio – there’s a lesson here in letting go of control. This reactivates our Saturn-Uranus square…again. Step away from the Venus in Scorpio impulse for revenge.

9/25 – Mars in Libra trine retrograde Saturn in Aquarius – this is a good day to put in the work.

9/26 – Moon in Gemini trine Sun and Mars in Libra and retrograde Saturn in Aquarius. – another air grand trine. Show up for your own life – what you focus on grows.

9/27 – Mercury retrograde at 25° Libra – go slow. check your work. save often. Mercury retrograde 3-4x every year since this is normal Astrological Weather but still important to pay attention to. In the sign of Libra, Mercury will likely help you to rebalance something about your relationships.

9/29 – Sun in Libra trine Saturn retrograde in Aquarius, Venus in Scorpio trine retrograde Neptune in Pisces – you may want to work but it’s likely that your head will be in the clouds. Watch out for emotional dysregulation. The Sun activates our Saturn-Uranus square so caution would be advised.

9/30 – Moon in Cancer square Mercury retrograde in Libra, Moon in Cancer opposed retrograde Pluto in Capricorn, Venus in Scorpio square retrograde Jupiter in Aquarius – go slow, emotions are high. Misunderstandings will have a lasting impact during this time.

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~RANDOM ASTROLOGICAL OBSERVATIONS~

*please note that i don’t view these generalizations as a catch-all or judge someone based solely on their natal chart. these observations are just from what i’ve seen and i am writing this post for fun and also to educate those who are interested in astrology! thank you xx*

-air signs (gemini, libra, aquarius): the men are usually a bit more on the feminine side, energy-wise, and the women are a little more masculine in essence.

-any positive mars-pluto aspect (conjunction, trine, sextile) (or simply having mars in scorpio) is extremely attractive and sexually magnetic.

-i’ve noticed that people with their moon in pisces tend to be easily morphed, used, strung along, and manipulated by others. this is because they are inherently trusting and in many cases lack a strong sense of self. they want a steady outlet for their overwhelmingly strong emotions, and subconsciously they look for something to identify with...even if it’s toxic.

-any prominent aquarius placement can cause the person to seem intriguingly detached and elusive, which some astrologers call “distant glamour”. this aquarian energy is very cerebral, and is most comfortable with mental pursuits as opposed to emotional ones. i’ve also noticed that people with prominent aquarius energy attract very emotional people, and this disconnect fuels attraction and tension. but, in the end, oftentimes aquarians end up breaking lots of hearts without meaning to due to this detached, analytical, and magnetically distant nature.

-fire rising signs (aries, leo, sagittarius) are, in my opinion, the most attractive (especially aries rising).

-prominent lilith placements (aspecting inner planets, sun, ascendant or midheaven) are known to create dark, hypnotic sexual appeal, but from what i’ve seen, that’s not all it does: women with lots of lilith energy/aspects are often hated by other women and viewed as a threat of some sort. often, even if she is sweet and well-meaning inside, a lilithian woman very often comes off as disruptive and illicits negative reactions from people. this pattern combined with her startling sexual appeal sends her mixed messages about her self-worth, and as a result she often feels confused and pained inside.

-libra men are devastatingly captivating, due to their effortless charm and their ability to relate to women on what could be referred to as a “feminine level”. these men are chill and “lowkey”. they don’t mean to make a spectacle of themselves; they just naturally radiate magnetism, resulting in receiving lots of attention. this combined with the libran love of praise and compliments may evolve into a problem for the libra man: he must learn to be aware of his effect on others and use it carefully, rather than basking in the attention...even if it means he doesn’t have as much rambunctious fun in the end.

-when i’ve been attracted to girls, they almost always are capricorns with moons in scorpio! it’s something about the closed-off yet feminine energy of capricorn, which makes you want to naturally learn more about them. this is heightened when you can sense the intensity and, perhaps sensuality, (provided by the scorpio moon) lurking beneath their somewhat cold exterior. it is endlessly fascinating to talk to and get to know these women; they seem too magical to be a real, mundane human. as a result, they attract restless types looking for a new code to crack.

-any adverse mars-pluto or mars-saturn aspect (square, opposition) can, to put it simply, make someone shockingly mean when angered, or just in general. the sheer force and passion of mars combined with the destructive intensity of pluto can cloud someone’s judgement and prompt them to commit life-altering decisions in the heat of the moment without considering the future consequences. on the other hand, the previously mentioned sheer force and passion of mars in friction with saturn’s restrictive, cynical and disciplinarian energy can make the native excessively cold and prone to giving the “silent treatment”...and as a parent, can be overly strict and firm with punishments and rules.

-venus in libra tends to be more interested in the idea of romance than sex. they are turned on by gentle caresses, candlelight dinners and beautiful settings as opposed to the more primal side of the spectrum. if not given proper anticipation or trust within their partner, venuisan-librans can even be repulsed by the mechanics of sex.

-prominent chiron placements can give a great sense of self-deprecating, cynical humor to the native. think of the modern “gen z” and “millenial” types on social media: outlandish, ironically over-sharing, and shamelessly relatable. this is because chiron is “the wounded healer”, using its own pain to bestow healing and/or positivity onto others who share their struggles.

-geminis get a bad reputation and are hated among astrological hoes (due to their two-faced nature and witty insults) but hear me out: geminis are some of the most self-aware people i have ever met, due to their natural ability to read social situations and gouge other peoples’ under-the-radar reactions to them. they often struggle with their own self-image and wonder how to project it outwards into the world because they overthink so much of the time. their brains are so quick, moving a mile a minute, due to their sheer intelligence that often screws them over in the end. when you truly get to know a gemini, you’ll find that most times, they genuinely care about others, and they’ll use their detail-oriented nature to subtly make you happy in more ways than you could’ve imagined!

-sun in the 5th house can make someone restless and feel generally bored and perhaps unsatisfied. this is because the 5th house rules pleasure, creativity, adventure, social life, art, partying...you know, all that good stuff. the sun represents “you” (your overall identity), so if your sun is in the 5th house, chances are you live to have fun. you don’t feel stimulated and fulfilled unless you have constant novelty flitting around you, and as a result, everyday life can feel slow and humdrum. this placement combined with prominent cancer placements creates conflicting needs for routine and security but also fun, variety, and consistent change. yikes.

-mercury in virgo, especially in men, comes across as charmingly anxious. when talking to a mercurian-virgo, you may often feel like you have the upper hand in the conversation, denoting a playful energy to the dynamic. these people are easy to become attracted to, as they feed the egos of those who like to be dominant and in control.

*a note: planetary placements are usually thought to just represent parts of oneself, but can also be viewed differently: planetary placements can also represent prominent figures in your life. for example, i just discussed adverse mars-saturn aspects. saturn is known to be a “father figure” in astrology, so perhaps someone with a difficult mars-saturn placement deals with rage and friction between them and their father. you can apply this to other placements as well! (mother placements include the moon and sometimes venus. father placements include saturn and sometimes mars. lover placements include venus {feminine} and mars {masculine}. mercury placements can reveal lots about a person’s children.) remember, astrology is highly subjective and should be used as a tool for insight. you are not doomed to your placements! you just have to make the best of the traits that come naturally to you and the situations you are prone to landing in. you can ask me questions and i’ll try my best to answer them!*

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[ofcloudsandstars]

Hey, dear! I've missed seeing you on my dash, how are you doing? What would you say your summer has been like? Sending lots of love and good vibes!

Ahhh this is so kind! I hope you have been well too. I am working on September’s forecast but I have been a bit slow since I am tired with some stuff going on. I am working on a sacred geometry virtual gallery for the plant alchemist mentor so I have been dizzy with motion sickness throwing this gallery together before the full moon haha. 

Last week I just got back from the most insane adventure that I may probably get around to writing another endlessly long post about haha. (editing this post, it turns out that THIS has become the endlessly long post about it haha so I am having a read more added). CW: sex details. It may be TMI but I added a warning before lol 

  Anyway I was having this mutual attraction with this italian guy I met through work who ALSO has a venus in Scorpio like me. We were going to go on a date but the world succumbed to The Plague. He returned to Puglia to be with his family as he quit the company and his apartment so he can just chill and live for free while he figures stuff out, but he was flirting with me through text all throughout lockdown and begging me to visit him when it was safer to travel so I was like: Oh yeah?!?!?! And I booked a 5 day long first date/vacation to Puglia to be with him lmaoo. Venus in Scorpio is intense as hell but we just be like that. My close aries witch friend moved to Southern Italy with her BF too for the time being so I was like ok if stuff goes south she can come save me but this guy like took me FARRR AWAY on the southern coast like 3 hours from her omg. He booked beautiful places like old medieval stone villas (omg one place had a wooden four poster bed, a stone fireplace with a cauldron and a huge color-changing hot tub jacuzzi next to the bed lmaoooo) and we ate endless seafood and went to the beach everyday. Only set back is we were NOT SEXUALLY COMPATIBLE at ALL and it’s really sad cause yeah I got his star chart and over analyzed it before going over there but sometimes I doubt myself like ohh not everyone is their starchart to a T, like you should give people a chance. But he was  e x a c t l y  like his star chart.

First he has A LOT of trines like a lot of fire energy which is great. He’s super passionate, but the trines means he is too chill and positive which is nice but it means he has little motivation to do anything. (Think when there are great trine transits happening, it’s FANTASTIC for doing magic and manifesting things but those days the energy is so chill and harmonious you don’t even want to do anything and they can easily pass you by.) Meanwhile my chart?? It’s fucking SQUARES ALL DAY BABEY like Squares, Oppositions and more Squares. I have something called the grand cross on my fucking chart lmao. So that means I overthink, I can get stressed easily, my life soundtrack is just this long anxiety ridden drum and base background music as I fucking parkour through endless obstacles of racism, sexism, gender identity, fleeing the states cause it’s becoming a totalitarian government, learning a bunch of european languages and skills in case I gotta flee england next, thinking about the future, thinking about my actions in the present, thinking about how I can learn from the wounds of my past, lmao everything is thought about at least 1000 times. I also have a lot of Saturn energy my chart is Saturn dominant so there is a lot of planning, structure and organizing to me. Meanwhile since he is hosting he never has a plan and is always ‘go with the flow’ so sometimes it makes me nervous cause the first place he booked was some GHETTO sex motel that looked like sex traffic was happening in there and I was in the middle of no where with him and I was nervous like praying to the Spirits of Nature and Venus to help me work this out haha. But it was ok. 

His life is so easy cause he’s like a handsome italian man with a mom that wants him to live at home with her until he finds a wife to mommy him. He never has to do any house work or really any work at all cause his parents will support him cause that’s normal in Italy. Honestly if I got with him I would never get that same treatment I would also be hauling ass in the background to cater to him and our kids until the day I die. He also doesn’t really understand what it’s like to be of a group of people ostracized by society. He is a hot cishet white man and has a whole community of good friends and a mom to support him with whatever he does.

He’s also like really traditional and was raised Christian. I told him I was a witch and he was like ohhhhhhhmyGOddddddd and thought it was fucking weird haha and I was like: YOU NEVER NOTICED ME AND ROXANNE (my aries witch friend who moved to Italy who literally wears massive metal pentagrams everyday) ARE WITCHES?! And he was like: I do not know about this haha. 

Lastly about his starchart which worried me when I first reviewed it is that our natal mars are at a square. I mean I have had sex with someone’s Mars in Aries before and it was great but his sex?? Was TERRIBLEEEE!!!!!!!!! TERRIBLEEEEEEEE OHHHH MY GOD. I am going to add a CW for some sex details in case you want to scroll but like: 

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My Mars is in Cancer so I do like it to be sensual and cuddly with some oral action but he was like so terrible and disgusting and I feel like he probably only slept with girls in his country who may have been traditional like him and never said anything to him cause I am like I dunno how you got away with this for so long having terrible sex like this. Like so grabby and aggressive it fucking hurts like he would have left bruises and I hate that shit like sex is supposed to feel good!! I don’t mind if you grab my ass cause it’s just sacks of fat lol but my boobs have shit in them like glands you can’t be grabbing that!! And sorry this may be TMI but like I’d communicate with him all the spots I’d like him to go to cause they are the most sensitive ones and he’d just ATTACK THEM like some type of police dog sniffing hidden cocaine I am like BITCH CALM DOWN I literally would have to stop him so many times so he wouldn’t hurt me. And he once said: Oh but I like that (being aggressive in bed) and that annoyed me so much I was like: Oh so if you like aggression do you want me to grab and twist your balls in the same way? And he was like: no. lol 

And then his kissing was tErrible. He wouldn’t even start out sensual he would literally just shove his whole tongue in my mouth and it’d be slimy and terrible and tastes like the ash from the weed he’s always smoking and once during sex I bent down to make out with him and he literally just stuck his tongue out in preparation I paused like: NO!!! Like omg he got me so heated I am so heated just typing this lmao. I am also really sensitive with like sensory things and have misophonia so sometimes if certain stimulations are stimulating me the wrong way I get more put off than the usual person and sex is so intimate like every time he grabbed a sensitive part of me I wanted to slap him the fuck back haha. The funniest part though is when I’d give up on him trying to pleasure me (everything was terrible, the fingering was like someone who is in a rush to get the elevator and is jamming the button impatiently; the actual fucking was like.. off beat?? And he could NEVER LAST; he gave me head once but that was interesting I felt like he was trying to karate chop my clit with his tongue lmao I was like please stop omg) I was like fine ok just lie down and I will give you head and we can get this over with.. And when I gave him head for the first time he did not moan or anything he would just say: Mamma Mia!!; and FUCKING HELL it would kill the mood but also I couldn’t concentrate cause I’d be fucking laughing just choking on him laughing like I could NOT. 

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Anyway I am always wary of sex with Mars in Aries people but this experience is going to make me avoid them and have trust issues haha. Anyway I got a lovely free vacation in a beautiful region with incredible food. His friends were nice though my Italian is really terrible and nonexistent (omg also speaking about communication, he forgot most of his english so it was a challenge speaking to him haha). We were both wild as hell to do this even though we didn’t really know each other but whatever that’s the Scorpio in Venus. And in a perfect Scorpio fashion we may never see each other ever again because he may not return to London, I mean we pretty much fell out of infatuation with each other cause of the terrible sex chemistry and the only reason I have to return to that region of Italy is to see my witch friend there but there is a chance she is going to move to London again and she lives in a different city from him lol. 

So yeah I have been quiet over here but this is my current life. If you want to look at the gallery I am working on it’s in it’s rough draft form but you can find it here! 

https://www.artsteps.com/view/5f4946b290389d2f7d705e86

[psychicmedium14]

Your 2020 December Horoscope

December is the twelfth and final month of the year in the Julian and Gregorian Calendar. It is also the last of seven months to have a length of 31 days. Will the last month of 2020 bring happiness or even more chaos?

♈

Aries:

Your definition of 'relief' could involve Saturn and Jupiter no longer influencing your career. Both will target friendships and your involvement with groups. They'll also bring a new level of focus to cherished hopes, dreams, and wishes for the next twelve months - and beyond. Social restrictions won't deter you from forming and strengthening networks on every level. That's where the most inspiring opportunities can be found from this month - and for the next few years!

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Taurus:

Saturn and Jupiter bring a wave of change to transform how your professional world appears currently. For the next few years, Saturn will push you to take your career more seriously by shouldering more responsibility. For the next twelve months, Jupiter will encourage growth and 'thinking bigger.' That 'top rung of the career ladder' is about to appear more within reach. All that's needed is a consistent effort and positive approach. This month, you can begin both.

♊

Gemini:

Prepare for your mind to open in new and potentially thrilling ways. Saturn and Jupiter bring new ways of thinking, spiritually and educationally. You may have never experienced before the 'mind-broadening' process that will affect you for the next few years. Any teacher or mentor you need to embark upon a learning curve will be available. If you thought your religious or philosophical beliefs were solid, then you could start to think differently about both, too!

♋

Cancer:

It's your financial picture that receives special, significant focus from this month - and beyond. Saturn and Jupiter target money that comes your way disconnected from earnings. The planet of reward and the planet of luck and optimism will be integral to bringing new levels of financial security and stability. In time, it's possible that what gets underway from this month and over the next few years could replace your earnings rather than support them.

♌

Leo:

If you've wondered how to improve your love life or a relationship, then the universe has plans to step in. Saturn will strengthen the foundations of relationships for the next few years, and possibly in both love and business. You also have Jupiter bringing a more expansive, adventurous approach to one-to-one relating – and a Solar Eclipse affecting true love on December 14. This offers a powerful fresh start to one special connection - or maybe one waiting in the wings!

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Virgo:

How long has it been since you woke each morning, loving what your working day was about to bring? If you don't already see shifts occurring on the work front, then coming events will make these clear. Saturn and Jupiter target daily routines, service to others, and health for the next twelve months and beyond. For every tough lesson learned, inspiring growth and opportunities will be on offer. A sense of work-related purpose is about to be discovered - or revived.

♎

Libra:

Although your love life receives special focus this month, you probably won't ignore a shift occurring with your career. This is likely to culminate with the Full Moon on the 29th. It acts as a spotlight, shining directly on you to make professional progress. But Full Moons are as much about endings as they are beginnings. If a current role no longer offers professional pizzazz, then pursuing something more satisfying - or less stressful - could be more than a possibility.

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Scorpio:

Strong focus is about to be given to your emotional foundations. Saturn and Jupiter have far-reaching plans to strengthen your home and family world. Saturn's three-year influence will solidify anything flimsy with current domestic foundations. If all's fine there, it may be with family members or relatives where a profound learning curve commences. For the next year, you'll likely appreciate the open-mindedness and optimism Jupiter offers to smoothen this process.

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Sagittarius:

The effort and sacrifices made in the past few years to strengthen your financial stability are about to pay dividends! A wave of relief enters your world from this month as Saturn shifts its disciplinary focus from your earnings to how you communicate and learn. Jupiter supports this by opening your mind to pursue new educational interests and learning curves, too. You've learned enough money-related lessons since 2017. Accept the pleasurable respite coming your way.

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Capricorn:

This month's celebrations are even more awesome due to Saturn departing your sign. Since 2017, the ringed planet has brought restrictions and harsh lessons. From this month and until 2023, it targets your earnings. More restrictions and lessons await - but so too do rewards. You also have Jupiter departing your sign after a year's visit. But it will provide the optimism and open-mindedness needed to boost your income. You'll like what that does to your confidence, too!

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Aquarius:

Take a good look at your life now because a wave of change is coming. Saturn enters your sign on the 17th for three years. This puts you in the driver's seat of your life and helps you steer its direction. Expect to learn valuable lessons along the way, too. Jupiter also enters your sign, on the 19th. This offers 'star treatment' where luck and mind-expanding opportunities are concerned. A memorable year of personal growth awaits, and it commences this month! Lucky you!

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Pisces:

Saturn brings a new level of reality and lessons regarding fears, insecurities, and healing. This relates to all that doesn't take a physical form, such as dreams, secrets, and emotions. Be prepared to look deep within yourself. Clarity will replace what you've seen idealistically. This is also supported by Jupiter, enhancing psychic and spiritual development. As for your career, a Solar Eclipse on the 14th marks a turning point. A well-deserved spotlight is well and truly on you!