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The rage.
It’s fucking real.
I hate you.
I hate you because you made me love you.
And all I know how to do is love you.
That’s it.
Breath in.
I love you.
Breath out.
I hate you.
I hate that all I can do is love you.
#dark writing#bpd life#emo aesthetic#actually bpd#original poem#bpd things#bpd feels#sin of lust#poetry#spilled lust#seductive suffering#suffocation#suffering#greif#tw grief#grief journey#grief poetry#dark grunge#dealing with grief#grief#grieving#grunge#breath of the wild#living with borderline#bpd splitting#bpd vent#bpd thoughts#take a bite 🍑#bipolar mania#bpd problems
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@wolfeign cont. from here
"I—uh.." Annie freezes, mouth opening and closing in shock, cheeks burning a bright red in embarassment as she stares at him. She quickly ducks her head, her hair falling over her face as tears well up in her eyes.
Her body turns quickly to hide her quickly reddening face, and puffy eyes as she moves her hands upwards to rub away the fast forming tears before they can make their way down her face. "Shit—"
"You don't have to be such an ass, god forbid a girl gets hungry." Her head tilts back, frantically blinking upwards as if to clear dust out of her eyes to cover up the fact that she's seconds away from full blown tears, though her voice doesn't cover up as much.
"Whatever, it's fine." She rubs at her eyes once more, breathing a sigh of relief as she doesn't feel anymore tears incoming. "Let's just get a move on. I want to get home sooner rather than later."
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so i completely dodged bed sharing on purpose in this fic because of various reasons, but it has brought up a secondary, interesting concept:
sqq in lbh's bed, alone, because binghe went to sleep somewhere else to allow sqq to recuperate: why isn't binghe here. this is his bed. like im here but why isnt binghe also here. not that i want to sleep with him. but he should be here right, considering its his bed?
#ren writes#svsss#bingqiu#dream au#binghe is suffering he wants to share a bed with shizun SO bad#but it is not part of his elaborate seduction plan to sleep with shizun yet
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no lube, no protection, all night, all day, from the kitchen floor to the toilet seat, from the dining table to the bedroom, from the bathroom sink to the shower, from the front porch to the balcony, vertically, horizontally, quadratic, exponential, logarithmic, while I gasp for air, scream and see the light, missionary, cowgirl, reverse cowgirl, doggy, backwards, sideways, upside down, on the floor, in the bed, on the couch, on a chair, being carried against the wall, outside, in a train, on a plane, in the car, on a motorcycle, the the bed of a truck, on a trampoline, in a bounce house, in the pool, bent over, in the basement, against the window, have the most toe curling, back arching, leg shaking, dick throbbing, fist clenching, ear ringing, mouth drooling, ass clenching, nose sniffling, eye watering, eye rolling, hip thrusting, earthquaking, sheet gripping, knuckles cracking, jaw dropping, hair pulling, teeth jitterbug, mind blogging, soul snatching, overstimulating, vile, sloppy,moan inducing, heart wrenching, spine tingling, back breaking, atrocious,gushy, creamy, beastly, lip biting, gravity defying, nail biting, sweaty, feet kicking, mind blowing, body shivering, orgasmic, bone breaking, world ending, black hole creating, universe destroying, devious, scrumptious, amazing, delightful, delectable, unbelievable, body numbing, bark worthy, can't walk, head nodding, soul evaporating, volcano erupting, sweat rolling, voice cracking, trembling, sheets soaked, hair drenched, flabbergasting, lip locking, skin peeling, eyelash removing, eye widening, pussy popping, nail scratching, back cuts, spectacular, brain cell desolving, hair ripping, show stopping, magnificent, unique, extraordinary, slendid, phenomenal, mouth foaming, heavenly, awakening, devils tango ever bro could cause a nuclear bomb inside me and I'd still ride.
#Idk if I posted it but I can’t be bothered to check#suffering#i need him#Arlene you lucky girl#or any person that just stood next to him tbf#alan alda#aldaposting#the seduction of joe tynan#seduction of joe tynan#he’s so lana del rey#mash#mash 4077#mashposting#m*a*s*h 4077#mashblogging#m*a*s*h#hawkeye pierce#edit#hawkeye
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andraste’s herald has just gone off into the fade for eternity to help soothe the blight so you know the world would add that story on to her divine mantle to deify her
but I can imagine the southern chantry spin it in a “our herald has ascended just like andraste” way while the imperial chantry tells it as “the false herald has been tricked and trapped in the heavens by the dread wolf just like her supposed gods” 😭
#solavellan arent divorced anymore so I have to find new ways to make them suffer#solas having to look on through the fade as stories are told of him seducing and trapping lavellan#and it takes a long time for him to think otherwise through his guilt of her following him there#maybe he gets a new title from the dalish: the god of seduction#🥲#solavellan#veilguard spoilers#datv spoilers
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Demonstrating techniques (hopefully to be used on Bi'an)
#please does anyone else here suffer from the same brainrot.#everyone imagines the second prince as a seductive babygirl and im like. him and the guards are all just so fantastically odd and awkward af#in their own ways#i love them#li chengze#fan wujiu#xie bi'an#joy of life 2#joy of life#李承泽#范无救#谢必安#庆余年2#庆余年#doodles
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Valentines' personality test ! : 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐃𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐀𝐑𝐘, 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐋 𝐎𝐍𝐄. 𝐋.𝐔𝐂𝐈𝐅𝐄𝐑.
#;valentines test#;headcanons#headcanons#;dash games#dash games#;l.ucifer#'good listener' oh boy definitely-#he's like;; if you had a very very scandalmonger neighbor that glues his ear to ur wall to listen to all ur problems so ZAP!! he can-#slide in like the lil snake he is and offer his services to fix ur life! (aka depend on him and erode ur soul to give him more power) ahem#he is overprotective but in a selfish manner; everything about him is for him and his own benefits#he is 'protecting' you so you don't fall into 'falsehoods' (again this is convenient for him because he relies on humans needing him)#he is keeping you because he needs to suck the life out of u as if u were his own personal lil capri sun#because as he's been yeeted from heaven; he's lost a vast majority of his powers so even though he HATES humanity#he is cursed to have to rely on them in order to gain a minimum of the power he once held#which will never be what it once was and that drives him insane and frotting at the mouth#he does have a soothing voice! it's inviting; its warm; its comforting; its seductive; its tempting#it's like an enchantment; it lures you in#on a lighter note; i imagine u hold his hand and#suddenly u start feeling.... weak???#u look at ur reflection and realize HE'S BEEN SUCKING THE VITALITY OUT OF U#now u look liek that one dried spongebob spine#'why the frown? spill it. i am all ears' such a l.uci thing to say#doing this one for u l.alo; ur request has been answered yes#also he has harassed the cupid too and bullied it to give him treasures of humans#to which he will melt into garbage-looking pile of blob and consume it#ah yes..... suffering...
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Me staring at test results: It makes so much sense for her, but if I don't specify or elaborate, then we end up with the fanon take. Ugh, how do I easily explain that if you look at the word 'sex' through a much more old-fashioned lens instead of the modern one, that you'll get a vastly different picture of it?
/takes angycat.png typing to my tags
#[ ooc. ] don't try to make it logical or edit your soul according to the fashion. rather; follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly.#[ post-it. ] in a way; you are poetry material. you are full of cloudy subtleties I am willing to spend a lifetime figuring out.#[ i'm so tired. i need to write a post on this or something. and somehow add it to my pinned. in some way. ]#[ 'sex' and 'seduction' are /not/ wrong in my opinion. HOWEVER-- they are /very wrong/ if we go by modern labels and perception. ]#[ god the horror of writing a muse that is so interlaced in a modern world; setting and culture but seems to /ooze/ something archaic. ]#[ this level of refinement isn't of our times in my opinion. these things that she loves aren't commonly loved nowadays. ]#[ there's so much about her that is old-fashioned to me and it's so in my face. and yet fanon doesn't see it. ]#[ i can't believe i'm an old millennial who's screaming boomer or older things. ]#[ but like can we acknowledge that sex in today's age isn't the same as it used to be? not /always/ but more generally so. ]#[ can we acknowledge that /seduction/ didn't always mean what people see it to mean now? ]#[ can we acknowledge that the FEMME FETALE TROPE HAS CHANGED /LEAGUES/ since the 2000s? ]#[ which is my biggest beef actually. and maybe all of my frustration plays into this most. it's that the femme fatale now is sexualized. ]#[ while that is /not/ what the femme fatale used to be. kafka plays into the old school femme fatale so well. film noir days. ]#[ i had this same struggle on yelan where they make VERY OBVIOUS draws to it by her music in her trailer. god; the jazz. ]#[ but kafka suffers from this so very much as well to a point where i don't dare to call her a femme fatale because then it's fanon. ]#[ the fanon i hate so much. ]#[ but just uuuughhhh. UGHHH. it's so much to explain. ]
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SMLUFFY OR NOT SMLUFFY MEPHISTEA????
THAT IS THE QUESTION.
I CANNOT CHOOSE FOR THE LIFE OF ME.
AND I ALSO KINDA WANTED TO DRAW SOME *SUGGESTIVE* CAMBION!JACOB AND CLERIC!DOROTHEA SMLUFFING TOGETHER IN CANIA NGL
BUT I ALSO NEED MY MEPHISTEA.
fml brain, DECIDE ALREADY.
#Nemo babbles#Ship: Jottie#Ship:Mephistea#I need to practice anatomy anyway so I might very well take the chance and draw some smluff#BUT CANNOT CHOOSE A PAIRING FML#on one side#MY POWER COUPLE#THE ARCHDEVIL AND HIS CONSORT#ON THE OTHER#THE CAMBION AND HIS VIRTUOUS(O) CLERIC#´seduction and corruption´ is still a strong thread for both of ships to be honest#BUT I CANNOT CHOOSE#*suffers in ADHD*
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oh shit….elizabeth davidson was his patient……
agh… edie … hes the reason why she killed herself :( he dismissed her trauma because hes always on that damn oedipus complex :(
#which is a real thing he did ! he spoke to women suffering from hysteria and deduced that many were suffering from trauma because of abuse#from their fathers and developed seduction theory—this was essentially a study of what we now know is ptsd. and then he abandoned the study#and started his infantile psychosexual stuff which. :(#incheresting and very sucky#wolfi gets murdoch'ed
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I place my hand on my chest.
Still beating.
I brush my fingers along my lips.
Still breathing.
I look to the sky.
I still see.
So why does it feel like I’m dead since I last seen you.
#dark writing#emo aesthetic#bpd life#original poem#actually bpd#poetry#bpd things#bpd feels#sin of lust#spilled lust#vampirecore#vampire aesthetic#lost#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff#depressing life#sorry for being depressing#depressing shit#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#bpd splitting#bpd stuff#forbidden romance#forbidden love#forbidden fruit#sad quotes#secret love#love affairs#seductive suffering#bd/sm little
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(from draconxs - what a meme to send anything for the first time here on huh?) 𝐒𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐇 𝐎𝐑 𝐏𝐀𝐒𝐒 Kaido's looking at him with 'we're smashing or I'M smashing' energy
@draconxs sent : 𝐒𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐇 𝐎𝐑 𝐏𝐀𝐒𝐒 Kaido's looking at him with 'we're smashing or I'M smashing' energy
❝ Oh . . . . threatening me with a good time ? FUCKING SMASH SMASH SMASH SMASH [REDACTED REDACTED] ME ❞
#Is it really a surprise if I'm playing with your mind? ༺ Answered.#misery loves whatever i tell it to ༺ interactions.#mun is a huge kaido appreciator so#[seductive bending over]#through suffering they come to love me. ༺ ic#dash memes.
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what if the hetero author does it in a distinctly un-hetero way though?
really hilarious and unsexy when hetero romantasy authors refer to love interests as males and females. you sound like david attenborough narrating a special documentary on two turtles humping in the mud
#context: an attempted seduction of man 1 by the woman speaking so that man 2 (in love with man 1) undergoes unspeakable suffering <3#rote#fitzloved#the pale woman revels in her femaleness to remind the fool of his inadequacy - the fool could be everything fitz loved except always a woma#anyways I KNOW y'all find genderfuckery sexy (though it is more implied in this extract)#sorry for imposing my blorbos op but I was rotating this extract in my mind and then stumbled upon this post#fool's fate
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one of my fav genres of fucked up yaoi is dubcon stress-inducing poly
#no one is happy everyone suffers and the sex is so hot yippe!!!!!!#i think ive read some others like this but im not sure#ntr triangle and immoral sandwich dont count imo cuz its not really poly in the sense that they dont have a dating arrangement#idk if wat i just said makes sense fndbsnsn#text :P#ALSO WAIT wth i just realized the covers are so similar#w the mc sandwiched in the middle of the other 2 guys and 2 of them are sharing/taking a seductive(?) bite out of smt sweet#dubcon/noncon in the source#edit WAIT AGAIN THATS A C()NDOM why the Fuck did i think thta was chocolate????!!!! ok whatever#the shape of us bl#choco strawberry vanilla
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@quilna LYING IS A LOVE LANGUAGE MENTION GET YO ASS OVER HERE RIGHT NAAAOOOWWWWWW
Sketches!!!
So siren lanyon have been haunting my sketchbook


I think siren lanyon with epic backing music came from lying is a love langue a really good The Glass Scientists fanfic.
Also here some random doodles I did on the very same sketchbook




Also the rest of these sketch are lying is a love langue related teehee, can you tell I really like this fanfic, hehehee
#I SAW THE EPIC REFERENCE#AND IMMEDIATELY SCREECHED AAAAAAAAA LIKE WAIT I KNOW THIS I KNOW#LLL MY LOVE MY LIFE MY SAVIOR AAAAAAHFSJRHF#he's so SEDUCTIVE I'd let him take the suffering from me#the glass scientists#lying is a love language
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Im taking it day by fucking day.
Minute by fucking minute.
Second by ever lasting second.
I keep going, I keep fighting.
The battle I may never win but I didn’t give up.
So why the fuck did you?
How could you so easily take for granted the lifetime we promised each other.
How could you die while I’m stuck breathing?
You selfish monster, or is that me?
#dark writing#bpd life#emo aesthetic#actually bpd#original poem#bpd things#poetry#bpd feels#seductive suffering#tw depressing stuff#tw death#tw grief#grief journey#grief poetry#dark grunge#dealing with grief#grieving#grief#dying inside#suic1de#addiction#dark aesthetic#bpd splitting#bpd vent#bipolar mania#manic depression#all consuming love#loss#alone with my thoughts#i miss him
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