#selfship yandere

[huntinglove]

💚 ¡¡Feliz cumpleaños, cariño!! 🍰

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[bornofhumanhate]

Shout out to anyone who ignores some of the more awful things their villain F/O has done.

Shout out to anyone who has their villain F/O adore them even though in canon/fanon they’re awful to everyone.

Shout out to anyone who embraces everything about their villain F/O, even if they’re absolutely heinous.

Shout out to anyone who has their villain F/O also be awful to them.

It’s okay if you’re not comfortable with some things your F/O has done, and it’s okay if you embrace your F/O and support all their rights and wrongs. You’re valid.

[5eraphim]

who do u think is the biggest brat tamer? my money is on sniper but i feel like if you tried hard enough u could get engie to snap 🫢

It's interesting you suggest Engie first because, in my opinion, he's in the top three of characters who come to mind right away when I think "brat tamer," but for some reason I would bet Administrator and Solly are more intense tamers than Engie.

Characters: Soldier 🦅, Administrator 🕷️, and Engineer 🦫 (Team Fortress 2)

Word Count: 1.3k

Rating: M (MINORS DO NOT INTERACT, GO PLAY OUTSIDE)

Content Warnings: yandere, unhealthy relationships, humiliation, brat taming, slight dumb-ification, edging/denial, roleplay, gender neutral reader

MASTER LIST

TIP JAR

Soldier

In general, Solly is remarkably impatient and has little tolerance for being teased; once he's frustrated, it doesn't take much more than that until he snaps and decides to put you in your place right then and there.

Part of what makes dominating you such a turn-on for him is his pride in his physically imposing stature. It's cute, in a way, to see someone like you trying to disobey the likes of him. Solly is taller than average and abundant in bulky muscle, in addition to his generous amount of adipose. Nothing turns Solly on more than getting to use that against you.

Solly's always kept a close eye on you, and you've got another thing coming if you think he doesn't notice you slacking off during tainting, it's like you're practically asking him to go over to call you out in front of everyone, and he's more than happy to oblige. Though this is nothing compared to what he'll do to you once he gets you alone.

Just because he's off the battlefield, it doesn't mean he's ready to put away his trusty riding crop quite yet.

It's such a power trip for Solly to watch you go from mouthy, rebellious, and resilient to whimpering and begging for mercy; drool trickling down your chin, eyes glazed over as he stretches you out with his fingers or as he spreads your thighs as far apart as possible before pounding you relentlessly into the bed.

Refuses to give you a moment's rest until you've verbally apologized, sworn it will never happen again, and/or tell him whatever else he needs to hear to be convinced you've learned your lesson. Solly's also got a soft spot for listening to you call him "Sir," so you'd better be ready to do that as well.

As overly intense and overbearing as he can be in the moment, Solly's quite good at winding down responsibly with you after all the excitement. He'll tell you how proud he is of you, how strong you are to have endured all that, and will help clean up with you. While Solly can get cruel and even sadistic sometimes, he's not entirely unfair. Nor is he the type to leave you high and dry.

Administrator

She's always had a secret fondness for the "rebellious types."

Not because she wants to see you get away with acting out or mouthing off to her, but the more stubborn the brat, all the more satisfying to watch them fall.

There's something about watching some newbie with a little too much confidence try to get away with giving her attitude that really gets her going. It's cute watching you walk around like you're any better than the rest of the other people working under her. Helen knows it's only a matter of time before that little mouth of yours gets you in trouble, and she can't wait to be the one to put you in your place.

Likely, you won't even know when she decides it's time to humble you. Maybe you were just a little too messy on a mission or made some thoughtless comment to the press, foolishly thinking you had the choice to leave the mercenary business whenever you wanted, subtly implying a lack of control on her part- Something she refused to let go unpunished.

Admin is easily the most intense and uncompromising of all the doms in TF2, and if you try to act out around her or assume she'll offer you any kind of slack just because she thinks you're bangable, you would be sorely mistaken.

When she finally gets you alone in her bedroom, expect not only to be edged into oblivion but denial as well. 

Admin will leave bruises all over your waist, hips, thighs, whatever she can get her hands on, as she forces you to take her strap, fucking you down while refusing to let you come. She wants to see how painfully overstimulated you can get while remaining completely unsatisfied as you beg for mercy, knowing it won't change a thing.

Aside from all that, she loves to draw blood with her long fake nails as she drags them over your naked body.

Admin is relentless when she wants you to suffer, and she won't let up until you've been reduced to a miserable, wet little pulp. Helen takes immense pleasure in seeing the look on your face at the end of the night after you've endured hours of torture. Seeing how exhausted and delirious you look, knowing whatever rebellion you once had has been thoroughly extinguished. While you can do nothing but whine and flinch at her every move.

Don't expect any special treatment at the end of all this either. You're sleeping on your own tonight, without so much as a kiss goodnight. Helen knows what she's doing is cruel, but as far as she's concerned, you brought all this on yourself. (Also, considering how much she gets off on her own cruelty, it's not like acknowledging her maliciousness would change anything.)

Engie

Unlike the other two, while Engie absolutely gets off on being a brat tamer, it takes a lot more to bring out this side of him. Not because he's a pushover, not at all; it's more a matter of protecting his "nice guy" reputation.

In general, he's rather generous in bed. He is a Southern gentleman, after all, but when he's in the mood to inflict a bit of punishment, he's an entirely different person.

While he would try to remain mellow and appear unaffected around others, taking any back-talk or misbehavior from you with good humor, it's all because he's trying his best to suppress his anger, forcing himself to wait until he knows how to punish you before acting. 

Most of the time, he's capable of maintaining control until the two of you are alone at night, where he knows there's almost no chance of you getting interrupted; much unlike the other two, he's not into public humiliation, much less being the one to enforce it. Though if he's feeling a little extra dirty, he likes the idea of forcing you to cockwarm for him while he finishes up his daily work in his shop. (Engie likes the concept of spitefully humbling you for having the audacity to come between him and his work.)

He's not quite as into the physical pain aspect of brat taming. What he likes much more is witnessing you lose your mind pinned under him on your shared bed, going cock-drunk while he continues to pound into you. Slightly into the idea of a pleasure-induced mind break. As you go from confident, almost arrogant, and defiant, and fucking you into brainlessly submissive brainless whore. Babbling mindlessly and unable to resist him, even if you tried.

"Aw honey, you ain't lookin' so good down there. Did you ask for something? Need to take a break? No... nothin'? Guess I gotta keep goin' then."

Will offer mercy in the fakest, most condescending voice. He intends to prolong your suffering as much as possible, far longer than he ought. But the longer he looks at you like this, his mindless little doll flushed with need, clenching against him, the harder it is for Engie to call it quits.

When he does settle down, he'll get you cleared up and put you right to bed or walk through your nightly routine until he's ready to tuck you into bed. As much as he gets off through the act of dicking you down until you learn how to behave, Engie also gets off on your compliance and how dependent you can be on him to take care of you. While you had your fun playing independant, Engie knows you don't have a prayer of ever truly escaping him, not when he knows exactly how to break you until you're feeding from the palm of his hand.

[abyssmal-skies]

Thinking about preening Sunday's wings... and him playing with your hair,

On a yandere note, him fixing your hair in eleborate hairstyles, tugging harsly to keep everything in place, because every strand has to be perfect, not one out of order.

It tugs at the scalp, painful, yet nothing can be done. You just have to sit there like a doll as he styles it however he sees fit.

[canineluvz]

yandere f/o who breaks into your house to make sure youre safe and sound at night. youre strong and independent, sure, but they have to make sure their beloved got home alright. maybe its for their own sake of mind more than yours but there’s something so comforting to them when the see you sleeping peacefully in your sleep. they cant help but leave a gentle kiss on your head while theyre there.

[the-bar-sinister]

Imagine your villainous F/O using their body to pin you with your belly against the wall.

They overwhelm and overshadow you from behind, reaching one arm around your chest and shoulders and cupping your chin for a moment before they press their fingers into your mouth.

Maybe you taste blood on them.

[huntinglove]

Imagine your yandere F/O...

💚 Giving you plushies with hidden cameras or microphones in them. They know exactly what to get you, since they've been playing close attention to your tastes. Your favorite animal, with your favorite colors, it sits right on your nightstand, where your F/O can watch and/or hear you clear as day!

🍓 Tracking your location whenever you're away from one another. Maybe they snuck a tag into your backpack, or maybe they managed to add a secret app to your phone, but either way they'll be keeping an eye on your every move. They'll always make sure to look out for your safety, especially when you're by yourself!

💚 Silently ruining the lives of any people who cross you. To your F/O, rudeness and cruelty are simply unacceptable and must be dealt with right away. Maybe they'll end up expelled from their college, maybe they'll get fired, maybe they'll "slip" while walking down the stairs... There's infinite possibilities, but rest assured, your F/O is more than happy to take the trash out for you!

🍓 Taking the time to learn all about your interests. They pay attention to everything you say and they'll make sure to look into it so you'll have plenty of things to talk about when the time comes! They have your favorite song memorized, they know many quites from your favorite movies and shows, and they even know what your favorite fanfics are!

💚 Keeping notes about your routine, information and behaviors. Your allergies, phobias, all your favorite things, everything you hate, any medication you need to take, they have it all written down and memorized. Your F/O loves every single detail about you and they want to make sure they'll be able to care for you correctly!

🍓 Finding ways to insert themselves into your routine. Maybe they'll get a job on your favorite restaurant or store, sometimes they'll sit beside you on the bus or train, maybe they'll bump into you on the street and help you pick up anything you might have dropped... Your F/O is very flexible, especially when it comes to getting your attention!

💚 They'll always find a way to be closer to you, whether you know it or not. Your F/O's love for you is unconditional and limitless, they'll always be right by your side, through thick and thin, ready to smother you in their adoration and obsession!

[al-selfships]

[bornofhumanhate]

Comship selfship Imagine

Imagine your yandere older sibling F/O being protective of you. They won’t let anyone touch you or even look at you. It might seem like they’re being possessive, but they assure you it’s only because they love you and know what’s best for you.

[proselfship-imagine-hub]

imagine your yandere F/O showing you their scrapbook full of pictures they took of you from a distance, the oldest of them dating back years

maybe they doodle hearts around the photos and make silly little notes. maybe everything is precisely and neatly categorized with the dates, time, and location all notedm maybe they do a mix of those things

does it scare you, does it charm you?

doesn't matter either, really, because you belong to your F/O, their scrapbook is just further proof of it. after all, who else could ever be as dedicated?

[dreamy-selfships]

been thinking about us... 🖤

[zhongrin]

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part 8/8 of ⎡∞ / 𝟔 𝟎 𝟎 𝟎 ⁺⎦, a zhongli 2023 birthday event

© zhongrin | 2024  ✼  no repost・translations・plagiarism of any kind・ai data mining. rebloggers get a free cup of tea ♡

𖧷 tags ┈ selfship (zhongrin, small hint of zhongwrinth), 3rd person pov from zhongli's side, fluff, bittersweet (like almost all the other chapters are lol), slight soft yandere-ish, slight genshin's canon lore references

𖧷 a/n ┈ happy new year my dear patrons! starting off this year strong with some super indulgent selfship piece :> technically, it can be read as x fem!reader, but you'll find that it was not meant to be one. you'll find a lot of hidden selfship lores in this, and it's very very very self-indulgent and personal (which is why i don't have the usual x reader tags), so keep that in mind and be respectful, please 🙏🏻 you have been warned!

𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒻𝓊𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒𝓃𝓊 ❬ masterlist ❭ 𐫱 𝓂𝑒𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓅 ❬ taglist ❭

𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 was an intricacy he had been continuously studying over the course of more than six thousand years and counting now.

and still, with every year that passed, he realized there were many sides of love he had not discovered nor experienced himself. things like—

how the peals of someone’s laughter could be comparable to the most melodious bird’s singing, and in its contraposition, how the saddened frown from a beloved person when he forgot an important date due to the many anniversaries which had accumulated over the past few millennia, could cut deeper than the sharpest blades forged by the most proficient masters of the blacksmiths.

how, despite the many losses and reunions he had experienced, he would still have the same nightmare that had been regularly plaguing him from a few millennia back: the vision of her bloodied shell, the rage bubbling from the deepest of his heart. how the mountains tore and the seabed shifted, the anguish as cold as the lifeless body within his hold and as silent as her unmoving crimson-stained lips, the pain hundredfold as he buried her with his own hands in some desolate place ridden by war and placed a single yellow hibiscus as a meagre offering.

how the scent of the sea used to be relatively bearable despite the reflexive scrunch of his nose, and even so, he found himself increasingly becoming averse to them - especially when the scent paired with the minty frost of snezhnaya or the chalky, wintery air of dragonspine.

how, those old times ago, his closest friends had betted on the day he would use his proficiency and skills in the advanced adepti arts to do menial tasks out of love, and though at that time, morax had scoffed and laughed right in front of their face... look at him now, gladly using the ability to maintain adeptal realms to expand his beloved’s teashop or facilitate her travels between the nations of teyvat.

𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒… such an infinitely complex and neverending, yet beautiful affair.

“happy birthday, rex lapis.”

“happy birthday, morax.”

“happy birthday, zhongli.”

“happy birthday, xiànɡ ɡonɡ!”

love tasted like a sweet kiss with a touch of fragrant osmanthus and the bitterness of coffee. love took the form of a bashful and imperfect smile in full bloom against rosy cheeks. love was the way her silken hair felt against his calloused fingers as he tied his treasured golden hair clip around the midnight-colored strands, following her 'coincidental' oversight to bring her own. love was heard in fond wishes and silent gratitudes whispered into the seas of stars, amongst the soft rolls of waves caressing the shores of the harbor of their retirement home.

perhaps his darling won’t be by his side next year. perhaps she would, in a different form than what she was now. perhaps…. he would not survive this year.

but what did it matter?

for even as calamity befell aria, sonnet, and canon, the corpse of a moon still continued its sovereignty in a fixed orbit to encircle teyvat, unchanging — and so he believed the two lovers’ fates would intertwine once again; for she was destined to be his, for he oathed to be bound to her beyond a mortal expiry;

until their souls reunited in a place not even the heavenly principles could reach,

until no more engraved rings could fit in her fingers,

until teyvat's bedrock crumbled into dust.

“the day the rite of parting is recompensed, wife of mine… i promise our 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 will be sealed eternal.”

a contract sealed in souls, befitting of his goetic namesake. this might as well be the most selfish contract he has ever sealed with his blood — yet could one still call him a devil when his victim was most willing?

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[huntinglove]

🍓 A wonderful way to end a first date! 💚

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[xxthefairywitchxx]

Take a moment to imagine confessing to your yandere f/o like this, and watching them turn to dust on the spot

"Greedy. You make me so greedy. I don't want just bits of you, just parts…I want all of you. Every bit, every part. All mine, for me to love. Forever. That…That is what I want. All of you, mine. Every part…All the pretty, all the clever, all the funny, all the good…All the ugly, all the dim, all the dull, all the bad…Every single part of you, no matter how you feel about them, is mine, and I love all of them. They're all mine and I won't share with anyone…You're mine."

[crisp-redfield]

Imagine that you wake up late one night to find yourself bound and tied down to your bed. As you try to figure out what’s going on, you find your villainous F/O sitting on the edge of your bed.

They lean down and put a finger against your lips. Smiling, they tell you that they’ve got big plans for you tonight…

[proselfship-imagine-hub]

imagine your F/O who comes off as nothing but wonderful, good-hearted, who honestly seems like an angel, being utterly obsessed and so possessive over you to the point of murder

they seem so kind, but they have and will kill for you, for your sole attention, again

you're theirs, and theirs alone

the blood on their hands runs thick, and they regret none of it. as far as they are concerned, everyone killed deserved it. how dare they smile at you, how dare they talk to you—they can't risk anyone ever stealing you away from them! it had to be done!

and they'll make sure you never find out about this side of them. to you, they'll be the kindest sole alive, perfect, charming, almost angelic in their understanding

it would do them any good to have to steal you and lock you away too soon after all, they want you to love them on your own

they'll be patient, do what needs to be done, and smile softly all while waiting for the day you love them back