ISTFG WHAT IS THIS IT WAS SUNNY ALL DAY AND NOW IT'S FUCKIGN RAINIGN SO HARD I CANT HEAR SHIT IT'S SO WNING AND THERES THUNDER AND ALL THAT SHIT WTFFFFFFF
[Scheduled post] I am melting like the wicked witch of the east because right now mob is out and the finale is out and I am in a fucking recreation center taking a physics final. 🫠🫠🫠
Triumphant edit: I made it out the final alive and and am now melting from finale-induced emotions 🫠🎉🎉
@13nth : "you're gone and you left me. my heart has dissipated."
Xion is not experienced in matters of the heart, still learning to deal with new emotions ; and she didn't like the tightness she felt in her chest. As if her heart was being squeezed and torn into a thousand pieces. The worst part is that Roxas has every right to think that of her. Maybe nothing she says will make him feel better, but mostly, there's nothing Xion can do to fix what she did ( or at least that's what she thinks ). During the days at the Organization, she should have told him. She should have told him that Lea and Isa were hiding things from them at that time — she should have told Roxas the purpose for which she was created by the Organization. She should have told him about her plan and not left Roxas in the dark until the last moment. But if Xion had told him, what would have happened ? She knows Roxas well enough to know that if she had told him what she wanted to do, he wouldn't have let her go along with it ( which is why she didn't tell him ). “ I did what I had to do to stop them. You know that. ” Or at least Xion thinks he knows. She and Roxas never really talked about what happened. Xion felt another tightness in her chest and she couldn't look at him, the voice that came out was weak and shaky. “ I’m so sorry I made you feel that way, I just— I didn’t want that— ” I didn’t want any of that to happen. That’s what Xion was trying to say.
a package has just been delivered to my doorstep (I’m outside rn) with my full govt name and phone number and the senders address wasn’t included in the pics they sent to verify the delivery 😭😭😭