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I'm still so obsessed with Good Omens that everything I try to draw is some how in reference to the show and it's characters... EVEN my sona from a CS I'm a part of!!!
Nothing is safe from my obsession anymore.
#oc#my artwork#digital art#good omens obsessed#send help I'm in too deep#closed species#i don't actually like CS but i love my oc#sketch#digital sketch#crappy artwork
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I feel that during the first coffee date walk through the market, rye has a fraction of a millisecond's kneejerk trauma freakout of '...wait. wait. am I really catching feelings for a rich boy again. with how that went down last time. am I truly that stupid' (once derogatorily referred to quite openly at a party as 'young master anaxas' pet mortalitasi' to which the young master anaxas only grinned and shrugged and STILL you don't break up with his smug controlling ass for good for six more months because you have a desperate bottomless yearning pit where your self respect should go, twice shy lol). and then he actually looks at lucanis standing next to him getting harding spearmint to help with bad dreams and generally being so quietly thoughtful and sweet through the prosaic yet necessary medium of grocery shopping it makes me feel a little unwell to truly contemplate. and rye is like '*the softest fondest eyes anyone has ever turned on anything* ...you know what. I suspect we don't have to worry about that repeating, I think we're probably safe. I am comfortable being this level of stupid. (slowly dawning marital intent even at this stage)'.
(part of the reason rye buys NONE of illario's bullshit at all right from the beginning is that he's basically vaccinated against this exact type of dude after that relationship lol. charming suave guy who in the beginning pays you a lot of lavish attention and takes pains to make you feel special every time you're in a room with him -- but shallowly and mostly, it slowly dawns on you, when there's something he wants from you (and he's often doing it at the expense of someone else, raising you up to put someone else down and you won't believe this... it can turn into a seesaw at a whim. yay). and beneath that there's just a seething pit of resentment and inferiority complexes and bitterness left to fester until he can make it everyone else's problem and that IS going to start to bubble up between the cracks with you too if you stick around for long enough. no thank you been there done that wasted my youth and potential on it and all I got was this lousy shiny set of new emotional intimacy issues haunting me for life! trust me illario I HAVE, as it were, chosen the wrong dellamorte before, which is exactly how I know I didn't this time. go get him lucanis I've got your coffee
hilarious mental image: rye and illario sitting quietly together while everyone else is busy milling about during a cursed dellamorte family dinner (the vibes are so bad. you know the vibes are bad. sitting as still as you can and hoping for calm skies is your best bet without lucanis or teia favourite child privileges to work with) and rye out of the blue gazing thoughtfully into nothing over the edge of his glass with half-lidded eyes to go 'you know. you remind me a lot of my ex. not in a good way' and illario with absolutely no shame and hilariously also something that's the closest he ever gets to real sympathy going 'yeah, I get that a lot'. best talk those two ever had, unironically. their bond leveled up to its final form that day. *soulsborne boss defeated text* MUTUAL UNDERSTANDING REACHED)
#idly trying to decide what nevarran great house rye's shitheel early twenties boyfriend was part of#(possibly as one of the piddliest side branches of that house too b/c between that and the youngest son thing..... bad news)#there would be something especially delicious about him being a van markham of course. adds some Layers#to the baron van markham situation. but maybe that's TOO neat. nobles can just suck as a Class (as they do). I must Contemplate#I do really love the idea I'm going with here that it could be the youngest son of the duke of cumberland (so an anaxas)#(perhaps grandchild? slightly unclear how the numbers work out there we have too little information to go on I think)#who made so much trouble back home in cumberland they basically sent him off to the capital to raise hell over there lol#the classic 'god idk send him off to an aunt and she'll either straighten him out or they'll kill each other#either way he won't be my problem for the duration' move. oh the tribulations of an afterthought of a son no one really needed#(funny headcanon to make that the pentaghasts can't come up with a solid direct heir to king marcus to save his at least#seven-fold resurrected ass. while the duke of cumberland has heirs. maker help him but does he have heirs the house is full of them#where are they all coming from. his wife staring directly into the camera like she's on the office)#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#Lucanis Dellamorte#rook x lucanis#rookanis#illario dellamorte#doing coffee with the crows after the city choice adds quite a bit here lol. among other things it opens the distinct possiblity#that rook has overheard lucanis talk about wyverns in banter and the dagger is a more purposefully chosen thing#much like lucanis' cake choice is dependent on rook's beverage preferences later on. their freaks match#gifts to give your special person to tell them you've done deep research on them but like not in a stalker way#this post went off to places I hadn't expected. but love the rye and illario stuff that turned up here lmao like yeah that feels about righ
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How many probabilities were there that the gay theatre kid who was already in love with Wicked after watching the movie can now only think about that? And that she's now having flashes of a ff she could write about that? Turning her blorbos into lesbian theatre kids?
I know, shocking.
#someone send help I'm already in too deep#i have too many wips#I'm editing a fic rn#i can't#wicked#I'm thinking sakuatsu but i don't known if i can write sakusa properly I'm scared
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i've been promising it for ages, so here are finally some notes on the two iterations of black arms/doom i write for. in this house we ignore the "black doom is an evil space tyrant for the sake of being an evil space tyrant" thing and have fun exploring his motives from different angles
(it's because i had no idea that was even a thing until like a week ago. i've always thought the motivator was Just Food, and i like that significantly more.)
i like to think of eclipse's paternal qualities as something telling to black doom/the species as a whole, at least outside of canon instances. so that's an intentional trend across both.
it's also intentionally implied the alt arms are more or less what aruna's hive could/would have turned out like if he were less traditionally stubborn and foolhardy.
as for their plans and how things ended up:
alt doom started out as generally interested in how humanity might progress. once in contact with gerald, his plan was to trade his DNA for the chaos emeralds as a source of energy for the black comet, as its at-the-time power would have been mostly depleted by the time it circled back around in 50 years. this agreement was doomed to fail; both he and gerald almost immediately realized how badly it could backfire, got paranoid, and mutually planned to destroy each other. the fact humans are good sustenance for the black arms was just a convenient bonus at that point.
given shadow didn't make it past SA2 on this timeline, it left sonic to defeat the black arms. and in sonic fashion, this meant putting them in their place and sending them packing without properly destroying them.
alt doom is not so much one to accept he's been beaten, and more one to re-approach something from a different angle once he realizes his methods were flawed. this leads to him picking up and just going Somewhere Else. he's a scientist too, on some level. he can figure it out. and he does. rather than being all traditional and stubborn, he learns to work with other species, which in turn leads to securing better/more diverse materials, more ethical/convenient food sources, etc. the arms' population booms and advances at breakneck pace from then on. they diversify and spread out. without having to fight for survival, things are chill. it's considered the good end.
aruna's is the bad end. shadow is present on this timeline, and summarily wrecks his entire shit (for good reason).
the trouble with aruna's hive is it was in a constant state of nutritional deficit. they were the multiverse's scavengers, tending to pick planets clean whose populations were already critically low. not for any moral or ethical reason, just that the hive itself was so comparatively small in numbers, they didn't much have a choice.
this led to desperation. he got Tired of it. his last ditch effort to secure some means of easier travel/means to acquire food was to obtain the chaos emeralds. so he struck a deal with gerald, as these things always go.
he comes back 50 years later, finds his son has sided with the humans, and just snaps. just goes absolutely nuclear. if the deal isn't going to be upheld, and shadow sees the black arms as The Enemy, then he's just going to take the emeralds (and by extension the whole planet itself) by force. he's done playing nice. he and his people are starving. have been starving for enough years he's lost count.
this ends with the entire comet being blown up, and that's the last thing he sees as he's falling back to earth.
what all goes on after that point is between nobody but him, the multiverse's worst and, somehow, eventually, a familiar fallen god. (it's going in another aruna-centric post, some day, maybe, i hope.)
there's even still more i could say about how their respective hives operated and how they interacted with them personally, but that also needs to go in another post because this one's already long enough. but oh man is there more to say.
(and a shoutout/direct link to @motobug as always for the mobian design)
#black doom#mobian black doom#shadow the hedgehog#second chance au#semi-modern au#art by sea#i made exactly one too many shitposts about mobian doom and then somehow ended up making him my newest redemption project. oops#don't worry he still gets Bullied (excessively)#but that post became so ooc almost immediately that it's been bothering me ever since#he was originally meant for a throwaway background au but then THAT was made canon so i rerouted into making runa's stuff Also make sense#and now here we are#with still lots and lots and lots of details omitted because i couldn't format it correctly and csp hates processing text#and because i'm sitting on a whole pile of relevant sketches wondering how to format Those/continually adding to them#i'm in too deep (please send help i'm drowning)
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"He's a red flag"
So?
"He's manipulative"
So??
"He'll ruin your life"
That's kinda the whole point of marrying him, so????
"He plays mind games"
So did my mother.
"He's Nico Rosberg!"
Yeah that's the one I want.
#sorry people but all of a sudden I'm way too deep the nico rosberg rabbit hole#i hate him but i love him#I'm having a britney brain rot all of a sudden someone send help please#nico rosberg#erik.txt#text post#erik rants
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the irony of one the first main things established about omori as a character is that he's known for his great memory as if he hasn't lost the entire fucking plot repeatedly for years.

like he has a great memory!! if you don't take into account He's Actually The God Of Repression.
#replaying the game aggaaaiinnnn#now with full appreciation for foreshadowingggg#omori#omori spoilers#raven rambles#.....should probably have like a tag specifically for playing incase people wanna block it lmfao#raven plays omori#fr though he has a great memory until he forgets minor details like he was designed to help sunny forget everything#goddddddd it kinda makes you wonder though how much of it he's aware of#it's implied he still remembers basil after deep well. but I dont know if he's aware he's actively causing everyone else's#memory of him to disappear. like yeah yeah deep well is designed to make him forget too. he set himself up#to make sure sunny never reached blackspace. the loop resets if they fail. if they die#but the whole branch coral dialogue makes it seem like yes. omori is still very aware of basil's existence.#I have a lot of thoughts on deep well.#and especially omori not really realizing he's the one sending basil to blackspace because in past loops it was stranger who confronted him#his guilt of leaving basil is the one thing still tying sunny to the real world. mari is dead. he can't do anything about that except forge#basil is still alive.#as long as he remembers that basil exists#he will keep unknowingly dragging himself back to blackspace. blackspace would stay hidden if stranger wasnt haunting him lmao#he starts the loop by sending him there and then follows through on it by searching for him because he's not yet aware its his own fault#idk it's. aaaaaaaaaaaa#the hug in the true ending is everything to meeeeeee#I have a lot of thoughts about blackspace too but not right nowww thats an essay for much laterrrrr#there's just something about the “deity forgets theyre a deity and rediscovers it later and denies it and forgets again” that kills me#ESPECIALLY WITH THE FUCKING TIME LOOP#and then there's the route additions. he can accept it but he'll try to fight sunny to end it one final time#looooookkkk I'm veryyyy norMALLL ABOUT THIS GAAAAME#hylia and omori remind me of each other in their sort of ignorance of their own power. hylia being the reincarnations of zelda#see it all loops back to just Tropes I Fucking Love#there's a pattern here. do you see the pattern?
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i think i might be a bit overdue for a stress spam so if you see me reblogging a bunch of posts of the same character in a row a little later i'm fine i promise
#yesterday was a rough day. spiraled a bit. today's better tho#i got the windows open doing some cleaning gonne work on kole a bit more i think or vincent or both#winging it as usual lol#but in my spiral i realized it's been a long time since i dug through tags and doing that used to help so worth a shot#been doing some research on grief processing because i'm worried that i'm struggling with it#but in the end i more or less found out i'm plugging along as normal for someone in my situation so hey#not sure i appreciate that it could be 2 years of this or longer oof#tho i do honestly think that once i get an income going and finish the deep clean i'll have an easier time of it#get a chance to properly sit down and just grieve without the ghost of upcoming bills breathing down my neck lol#doing grabby hands at the HR team to send me the 2nd interview info. they said “next week” it's next week i'm getting antsy#i think the issue i'm running into is i need to kinda. rediscover myself and that's really hard to do at my age lol#i've spent my entire life as my mom's carer so now that i'm not that anymore i'm kinda lost to what i am#so i want to try and figure that out a bit too this year
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learning about railway crimes (roundabouts) tonight
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you have a siffrin icon its so over
I'm not getting out of this one. It's been nice knowing y'all
#I'm in so deep already. I'd say send help but i don't think anyone gets out huh#brain is only siffrin. help#eldragon-x#ask#he's my phone background too. i caved earlier and bought the official wallpapers lol
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miss when u actually posted lookbooks and original content ... do u think youll get back to that any time soon ?

Hmmm well I'm doing my best babe, I assure you!!!! Thanks for dropping by though!
#Listen I wrote out a whole response to this then I deleted it and then wrote another response and#deleted that too. Basically the TLDR is I don't make 'content' and I don't owe anyone productivity.#I'm sure this was delivered with good intentions (I hope) but I still can't help but bristle a bit#at the air of entitlement that comes from asking someone when they'll 'get back' to posting the content YOU prefer.#This blog is a hobby and I intend to keep it that way.#I wish I could post more often but I can't. I wish I had the time and drive to crank out lookbooks#and 13000+ word deep dives into lore and pose a full story while also having a whole ass#life outside of simblr but I do not and I can not lol. Please keep in mind that I'm just one person. Just some dude💀#ANYWAY I do have a build dropping tomorrow so hopefully that will do. Please refrain from sending me asks of this nature moving forward! ❤#atfs ask#anon
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The URGE to drop this fic on here before I put it up on Wattpad is THERE. . . But I can't, because it's a crossover with two different fan bases and creative mediums, and I think it would be best for it to stay on Wattpad. . . Or ao3, but that's a last resort because the formatting pre-posting instills unnecessary anxiety within me (I'm a 2015 and beyond Wattpad + Tumblr girlie)
(I'm talking a fic that's OVER 50K words and rapidly approaching 40 chapters in my docs 😭😭😭)
On another note, I hope everyone that sees this has a good day/night — it's 2:22 am and I'm going to bed now
#I'm not even joking — send help#i'm in too deep#WHY DO I DO THIS#I CAN WRITE 37 CHAPTERS OF A FIC IN THREE MONTH'S BUT I CAN'T WRITE A CHAPTER OF MY NOVEL WITHOUT TWO HOURS OF SOBBING AND A SNACK BREAK????#That's it#I'm going to bed now#the fic is hazbin hotel and marvel by the way#hazbin hotel#marvel cinematic universe#the avengers#hazbin hotel x female oc#Lucifer Morningstar hazbin hotel x fem oc
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My first ever DnD campaign (I'm the DM) and I may have gone a bit overboard with roleplay and created an actual deed of ownership for my players 😅

#send help#this was the fourth session#i'm in too deep#dnd#i love this game#dungeons and dragons#dragon of icespire peak#roleplay#dnd 5e#dnd 5e homebrew#homebrew
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I am three volumes deep in wake of waiting for the 4th bone book to come, I decided to make yet another fan oc and I'm calling her Beatrice for right now
But what I came up with right now was she unintentionally wandered into the valley one day and randomly came across a ring but the original wearer of the ring had placed something on it if the ring was ever "stolen", unfortunately Beatrice didn't know of any of that and ended up getting cursed to be dragon from her apparent "greed". So she's stuck with a curse and is wandering around trying to find any way to break it.
#appeared out of thin air#a sweet lil treat#I'm in too deep into bone please send help#I have some other sketches of her but I might post those later
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found the 2001 onmyoji film and I was not prepared for the homoerotic sword to the throat scene that happened near the end of the movie. it wasn't a very long moment but it sure was a lot
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...oh my stars
i don't know if it was intentional, but repetitively referring to bj as "ziggy stardust" in the red riding novels completely foreshadowed bj's death.

#something something the parallels between bj and ziggy both being referenced as imperfect messiahs#and wanting to bring hope to a hellish world (bj consistently sticking his neck out to help uncover yorkshire's corruption)#but ultimately being dragged into the same hate he wanted to stop and destroying himself / being destroyed by the very people who sent him#ie - bj being threatened to send a message by the police and eventually being killed by the police (albeit *sort of* on his own terms)#also maybe something to be said about bowie retiring ziggy partially bc he got too wrapped up in the persona and questioning his sanity#sort of paralleling bj losing his mind (ironically) in the psych ward and heading off to get his revenge on laws (and ultimately jobson).#but that's probably looking way too deep into it.#this meta has almost 0 meaning in the film universe (which is closer to my canon anyway) but. ow. i have emotions.#talking about rr makes me sound insane i'm aware skdflskf but i swear it makes sense.#if there was a fandom for this series i would be popping off.#(again not encouragement to read the novels. watch the films sure. don't read he novels.)#(not unless you're just that obsessed with understanding what the heck was going on in the films like me. they're deeply disturbing.)#(but i did read them bc i DID want to know and now you guys have to live with my crazy ramblings about bj.)#(which may or may not be accurate bc peace leans *a lot* on experiences in '70s-'80s yorkshire which he was alive for. i obv was not lmao)#out of fairy tales [ooc];
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౨ৎ fratboy!gojo had been burning a hole through you with his stare all night. you'd been laughing with some random guy, acting like gojo wasn't even there. besides, the way that dude was looking at you? ew, he though.
you batted your lashes, tilting your head with what you hoped was an innocent smile, up at the stranger. one hand twisted a strand of your hair, the other clutched a half-empty plastic cup — a drink gojo hadn't bothered to get you.
honestly, it was grating on him, having to watch you like that. watching some other guy who was practically drooling over you. so, yeah, in his slightly-messed-up mind, his actions were totally justified.
now, your gaze was fixed upwards again — but this time, it was on him. where it belonged, in his opinion. your lashes were slick with tears, mascara smudged artfully across your cheeks, your hair mussed from his fingers tangling in it.
he'd cornered you in the bathroom, cutting the ridiculously long line and just barging in (scaring the absolute shit out of you without so much as a word). but hey, it was his frat house. his rules.
"j— jesus," he grunted, his eyes rolling back in his head. "you say you're virgin, huh? taking my cock like a damn slut, cherry." your hands were busy too, one sliding up and down his length, the other cradling his heavy balls.
you were practically choking on him, your moans and whimpers swallowed by his thick shaft. at first, he'd actually tried. tried to be gentle, remembering that you'd only he one other time you'd only done this one other time — with him.
but patience had gone out the window fast. now, he was using your face, each thrust of his hips sending the blunt head of his cock slamming against the back of your throat.
gojo thought he'd died and gone to heaven. your mouth was so hot and wet, eagerly engulfing every inch he offered. "you— you're doing s'good," he choked out, his jaw tight. (you might've heard a tooth crack.)
you were gagging, and a part of him was terrified you'd actually throw up, but damn, you were determined. and who was he to stop you? after all, the initial idea had been to take things slow, maybe learn a few new things. this definitely counted as new.
"w— was it worth it?" gojo asks, likely rhetorical. "whoring off to some idiot like that, huh?"
drool slicked your chin, followed by a stream of tears. your cheeks hollowed with each deep stroke, feeling the frantic throb beneath your tongue, the way he strained against your mouth. the pressure built, a dull ache spreading in the back of your throat as he thrust deeper.
you didn't get a warning, just a slight tremor in his grip on your hair before his heavy balls clenched, and he spilled thick, hot seed into your mouth.
it caught you off guard, but what really threw him was the way you swallowed every last drop. every single bit.
his eyes were wide as he helped you stand, watching you brush off your sore knees.
"ch— cherry, you know you didn't have to... i mean, i should've pulled out, i'm sorry—"
you give him a lop-sided grin, "don't be silly. i wanted to."
oh. oh.
gojo might not be your boyfriend, but he sure pressed a soft kiss to your tear-streaked, mascara-smudged cheek like one.
#jjk smut#jujutsu kaisen smut#gojo x reader#gojo x y/n#gojo smut#satoru gojo smut#satoru smut#gojo x you#gojo satoru smut#frat house firsts <3#frat!gojo#cherry!reader
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