#send positive vibes

[winglesswriter]

I'm spending the first night in the new place and my cat is nowhere to be found. Rationally I know she found some cranny to hide in because there's no way she could leave the apartment, but my anxiety is going overboard and telling me she's gone

[cannatrashed]

Hiii guys

If anyone has been wondering where I’ve been, I have been growing a human 💕

29 weeks as of this last Thursday.

[witches-unruly-heart]

Please send good vibes, and keep me in your thoughts as I enter the last two weeks of Hell--I mean bachelor thesis writing 😅

[bihansthot]

I’ve had an awful cough on and off since over a year now and my doctor has tried multiple things to treat it and nothing is helping. The next step is to see a lung specialist, yay more doctor’s appointments, I also have to call the liver specialist back tomorrow since they never got back to me about setting up an appointment. I have so much going on medically right now and ironically none of it is my heart for a change. I do have to see my cardiologist in a month but as far as I can tell my PET scan went fine so hopefully it will be an easy appointment. I need to get bloodwork next week, I’m hoping my levels will be better this time. I’m also supposed to drive down to fucking South Carolina to visit my partner’s family and then down to Florida to see mine because my older brother is so worried about my nephews not spending enough time with me and in his defense I haven’t seen them since they were in diapers and they’re 8 and 10 now but it’s like someone in my family finally realized I have a limited time to life and is wigging out now. I’m also really bitter about it because literally a week after we get back is my 40th birthday, yeah that’s right I’m that old. I really wanted to have a wild and fun birthday maybe go to Las Vegas finally or go see my besties in Atlanta but no, financially we can’t afford two trips so I have to give up my celebration for family time just like I had to give up celebrating my 25th heart transplant anniversary for the same reason. I’m so tired of feeling like I don’t deserve to celebrate anything, I’m so sick for feeling like my milestones aren’t worth anything. 40 is huge for someone who’s doctors have told their Mother to hug their little girl one last time because she isn’t going to survive the night, the week, the operation, to 1, to 5, to 10 to 15 to 20 etc. but I fucking did. I am six weeks from 40, something no one thought I would do and I can’t celebrate how I want. I’m trying not to sound entitled or self centered but I deserve to celebrate my milestones too. I’m so stressed, I’m stressed about my health, about Ani’s health, about my weight, the trip, my birthday ugh I just need a break. I won’t get one though the trip will be stress filled and miserable as I’m the most awkward person around kids ever, I hate the beach, I hate Florida, I hate the way my mother acts. Fat me is never good enough for her and she never lets me forget it and no one ever defends me or sticks up for me. I just get to let her whittle down my self worth while I try not to upset her further. *sigh* I just want a good night’s sleep but that hasn’t happened in a while. Sorry if I seem quiet or distant lately especially on discord, I have a lot on my plate right now and I’m not quite sure how to handle it all.

[hideandgosneeze]

Non snz post, but apologies for being silent lately. I haven't been feeling well (nothing gross just sore throat, some sneezes and loads of coughing), and had to go to the er a few days ago cause of something else happening. It's been one thing after another. I'm recovering, but ngl... I'm such a baby when I'm sick, and I don't want anyone seeing me like this, so I just immediately hide in the shadows 🙈

[mortimerlatrice]

I just wrote over 4k of KinnPorsche high school AU in a discord chat. Help.

[gh0stlycryptic]

i have a job interview today and i really need it

[breakingthewordcages]

Shit. Tried to cry out my stress by listening to sad songs, but instead of feeling relief I started feeling like I was going to drown. Now I can't stop crying.

[clownjuiceart]

Good morning Mutuals, I feel very stressed, please pray for Siamese cat to greet me today

I also try drawing one and it was bad, not my day :(

[xx-babyyyblue-xx]

I don’t like feeling like I have to choose between my partner or my sexuality and my parents. I don’t want to lose anyone but it shouldn’t be this hard. It makes me hate myself and my thoughts get incredibly toxic. I don’t know what to do honestly

[whatislovevavy]

Hello love, I'm hope your day is going well, so here is some Glen Powell, aka Jake "Hangman" Seresin of photos of him. 👨🏼😍😍😍🥰☺️🫡

Hey girlie pop 💗 I had a bit of a rough start today, kinda a straw that broke the camel's back situation.

I got to paint after I had a good cry so that was nice and I just finished chapter 6 of Learning from the Best :) so that should be up in a few hours after I get up :)

Thanks for the pics/gifs 😍 it's so unfair how attractive he is, like goddamn 😭

How has your day been ?

[drmothmaam]

Sitting here alone until they show up to tear my world apart.

[crochetclaire]

Interview day, only positive vibes today, manifesting getting the role, I will give it my absolute best - please send all your positive energy 🍀

[bihansthot]

I’m still depressed and sad over a shitty man who treated me like shit and used me. Being a woman is dumb, emotions are dumb. I wish I was over this already.

[deliciousangelfestival]

Send to 10 other bloggers you think are wonderful. Keep this going to make someone smile! Add a heart so we know how long the chain's been going!

💜💚💙💙💛💜💚

-Zombie

Thank you so much @thezombieprostitute . You made my day..🥰❤️❤️❤️

[psychic-enemy-dragon]

Dear god or whatever is out there. Please send her all the guardian angels she needs and make sure that she feels safe, loved and appreciated. Bcs I want her to feel like that and she deserves so much positive things. Especially when times are hard. Please send health and good things to her family and loved ones too. It's gonna be a hard and stressful month and I just want her to get through it. I love her and care about her so fucking much.