#shadowobsidian

[albobeati7]

Hello. I have found you, fellow Martian Mouse lover. I never thought I would find such a glorious treasure, in this year of 2023. And yet we are so blessed. I rain gratitude and adoration upon your head like so many flower petals. May the fires of your inspiration never burn out.

SOB THANK YOU?

I will take this blessing and run with it, thank u Queen

I love these Martian rodents A L O T, so this inspo aint going no where anytime soon

[elsewhereuniversity]

If you follow the scent of cloves and green things, you can sometimes find her, keeping her court in the basement instrument storage. If you bring her an adequate gift (she loves the taste of currants and the smell of river stones), you can request a boon. Choose your words with care (grades are boring to her, and any paper written with her words will end up in a foreign tongue), and never ask to join her court. If you do, she will laugh softly (the dizziness will pass) and reach out a young and gnarled hand to pat your head. "Eternity will never belong to those who were not born to it." And then she will show you why. She will walk you down the decay of time, and the death of stars whose names only she remembers as she sings them to their still burning light in our sky. She will reveal the creep of rot that clings to all life, and how time only gives you an awareness of it's movements, not an escape from it. She will show you the beginning, but you will never know the end. Because it is not for you. Forever is not for mortals. You know that now as the taste of decay sits in your throat. If you are lucky enough to leave her court, you will walk away wise, or you will walk away mad. But you will never walk away unchanged.

x

[stuckylibrary]

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arosetintedem said:

I NEED HELP! I'm looking for a fic and you guys are the best at finding them. So it is a fic where bucky is like put in stark tower i think post -tws. at one point he is in the shower and JARVIS refuses to make the temp too high. He also comunicates that hydra is in SHIELD by using morse code! If you know it lmk!

Anon 1 said:

hi! I’m looking for a fic where Steve is Becca’s roommate and is Bucky’s sex friend, it’s ABO, and Steve is bottom and they go to a link party, Bucky calls Steve kitten and then Steve gets pregnant and beg Bucky to call their kid James ? Steve is diabetic and Bucky is really protective of him because of that. I really can’t find it anymore it’s annoying, thank you c:

Anon 2 said:

Hi, I for the life of me can not remember the name of a fic. It is super similar to Yours to Keep by nonsensicalbelle. The team is captured somewhere and separated from Steve and forced to watch as Steve reveals fears/secrets something along that line until he is then forced to admit he is in love with Bucky. Hopefully this ask is coherent enough. Thanks for any help in advance.

Anon sent in Always Afraid, Always Ashamed* by CaptainDean13 (complete | 11,052 | E) *graphic violence

Anon 3 said:

Hi I'm looking for a fic where Natasha and Tony are listening to a phone conv between Steve and Bucky flirting, then it becomes sexual and Bucky reveals he knew they were listening all along? Also Tony was surprised that steve got into it so easily and I think nat was kinda turned on? Thanks so much!

gayghostkid said:

hey!! i’m looking for a post-WS recovery fic. steve brings bucky in w/ the help of sam and nat. they end up in a safe house of sorts. details i remember: sam hoses bucky down to get him clean. steve and sam are shocked that he actually liked the feeling, describing how blissful he looks. i remember the end few chapters has the quartet living in a firehouse in texas, or another southern state. the chapter titles were similar to maslow’s hierarchy of needs : shelter, food, water, etc. merci!!

shadowobsidian said:

Hello! I'm looking for a fic that I read forever and a half ago. It's a post -winter soldier Stucky story with Bucky coming back to the tower, but still PTSD-y, and unable to really eat because he keeps throwing up and Bruce keeps trying to make him nutrition shakes and smoothies but they don't really help, and then they realize that it's all the chemicals in processed food so the whole tower goes organic and Tony buys a farm. Please help me!

Anon and drjezdzany sent in Thawed Out* by auburnnothenna (auburn), eretria (complete | 159,341 | E) *chose not to warn

Anon 4 said:

I'm looking for this fic where skinny Steve somehow ended up with the winter soldier and post serum Steve is with 1930s Bucky I think time traveling was involved? They were gonna go back to their correct timeline but feelings got involved so they stayed in the wrong time this is badly explained sorry

Anon 5 said:

You know the fic where is centered around the barnes family rebecca was a lesbian and married a gay guy to cover it up Bucky got into college but dropped out because Steve got sick

Anon sent in The History of a Family by boombangbing (complete | 225,954 | M)

slutforchrisevans said:

Hi! I’ve been trying to find this fic for the longest time and I can’t. I don’t remember much of it but it’s pre-serum Steve and before the war. Bucky comes home and he’s super horny because he took some medicine that’s supposed to give you energy i think? Steve is reluctant to do stuff though because bucky isn’t really in the right mind, but he’s not drunk it’s just the medicine. Sorry that was so vague but it’s literally all I remember :((

Anon sent in Up All Night by triedunture (oneshot | 3,598 | M)

idk-idc-idk said:

Hi! I’m looking for a modern AU I read. Steve is still captain america, and (I can’t remember if it’s hydra or shield) heavily controls his life. Bucky is secretly a modern winter soldier, and is sent to do surveillance on Steve. They meet at a boring gala, and Bucky decides to seduce Steve to get an upper hand. Bucky sees how much Steve’s life is controlled and it’s like Steve isn’t even his own person, like they want to bore him into obeying them. Steve switches sides but they come after him

deliveryisdelayed and stevenbirogers sent in Lessons in Normality by relenafanel (complete | 38,002 | E)

Anon 6 said:

Hello! I'm looking for a fic that featured Steve adjusting to the modern world's ideas about gender and sexuality, and him basically rejecting those ideas to be what people today would call genderqueer. I basically remember him wearing skirts and makeup, and it seemed to be heavily influenced by Gay New York by Chauncey.

Anon 7 said:

Hi!! There's this one fic where Bucky's this big mobster guy and Steve's in a gang and is always watching Bucky at this club. They meet up at this hotel and it has like a dom!bucky but top!steve. Thank you!

Anon 8 said:

Hi do you know of a fic where Natasha hires Steve to be an escort for Bucky at his family Christmas get together? I remember Nat was Bucky’s ex and Bucky’s cousin/relative was really homophobic. There was also a scene where Steve was shooting at beer cans and the cousin was impressed. Bucky and Steve ended up getting engaged like a year after. Thanks :)

Anon 9 said:

I read something a while back that I can’t find for the LIFE of me and I was wondering if you could help. Steve gets the serum and it shoots his libido through the roof and it he’s really out of hand and he needs shots and stuff to make his erection go away and bucky is a good friend and helps him out (I think, honestly I can’t remember a lot of details, it’s been a minute since I’ve read it) if you’d help I’d really appreciate it! Thank you!! Have a great day :)

Anon sent in you know I’d quench that thirst* by napricot (complete | 38,027 | E) */others

emilyshay said:

hi hi! i'm looking for a fic that i've read and i CANNOT put my finger on what it is. It has all these elements: - fury wants steve to pick some kind of companion, maybe a submissive of some sort, because he's been going rogue on missions and steve picks bucky out of a lineup because he looks "the worst" and would piss fury off - bucky is really down in he dumps and all he has to his name is his electric can opener  - bucky goes to some sort of intake interview thing, and he steals a lot of food from a buffet until someoen pities him and gives him a bag of food to take home - bucky is in steve's quarters right when he starts "working for" him and cooking for him and stuff, and steve completely ignores him and rejects him and bucky is really upset about it event hough he didn't want to be there - the payment for "working for" steve is getting a full ride to college and also a ton of cash. thank you!!!!

deliveryisdelayed and drjezdzany sent in Heart of Fools* by Claudia_flies (complete | 55,824 | E) *chose not to warn

[eusuntgratie]

Tropes - a/b/o

No | rather not | I dunno | I guess | Sure | Yes | FUCK yes | Oh god you don’t even know |

ABO isn't my favorite just because I don't like the way most of is written, but I do LOVE it sometimes. I'm all about the heatsex; I don't usually like plot-heavy ABO.

here's a couple from my fic doc:

We Fit, You And I (Like The Tree Fits The Forest And Like The Wind Fits The Sky) by shadowobsidian shrinkyclinks/stucky https://archiveofourown.org/works/23070781

Rare Books and Special Collections (orphaned) sterek https://archiveofourown.org/works/5192954

an exaltation of larks by llassah sterek. despite my answer, this one isn't very porny, but it's sweet. https://archiveofourown.org/works/2187450

trope asks | ask me

[ao3feed-stucky]

by Shadowobsidian

Steve's rut is triggered early. Steve's rut is different than other Alpha's. He doesn't want to scare Bucky with it. Bucky is far from scared.

Words: 3718, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Series: Part 2 of We Fit

Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes, Tony Stark, Sam Wilson, Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Barnes Clan - Character, Sarah Rogers, Howling Commandos

Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers

Additional Tags: Mating Cycles/In Heat, Mating Bites, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Alpha Steve Rogers, Omega Bucky Barnes, Dominant Steve Rogers, Non-Serum Steve Rogers/Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes | Shrinkyclinks, Alternate Universe - No Powers

[ao3feed-buckybarnes]

We Fit, You and Me (Like the Valleys Fit the Mountains and the Water Fits the Sea)

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/33BlpYZ

by Shadowobsidian

Steve's rut is triggered early. Steve's rut is different than other Alpha's. He doesn't want to scare Bucky with it. Bucky is far from scared.

Words: 3718, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Series: Part 2 of We Fit

Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes, Tony Stark, Sam Wilson, Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Barnes Clan - Character, Sarah Rogers, Howling Commandos

Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers

Additional Tags: Mating Cycles/In Heat, Mating Bites, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Alpha Steve Rogers, Omega Bucky Barnes, Dominant Steve Rogers, Non-Serum Steve Rogers/Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes | Shrinkyclinks, Alternate Universe - No Powers

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/33BlpYZ

[ao3feed-stevebucky]

We Fit, You And I (Like The Tree Fits The Forest And Like The Wind Fits The Sky)

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/3cH3UZf

by Shadowobsidian

Bucky's heat is imminent and all he wanted was to get supplies and suffer in peace.

Words: 9451, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: M/M

Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes

Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers

Additional Tags: Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Alpha/Omega, Alpha Steve Rogers, Omega Bucky Barnes, Non-Serum Steve Rogers/Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes | Shrinkyclinks, Mating Cycles/In Heat, Dirty Talk, Praise Kink, Scent Marking, Scent Kink, Rimming, 69 (Sex Position), submissive bucky barnes, Dominant Steve Rogers, Bucky Has Body Issues, Steve Thinks He's Hot Like Burning, Consent is Sexy, Virgin bucky barnes, Alternate Universe - Modern: No Powers

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/3cH3UZf

[ao3feed-sterek]

Book Covers

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2FSg7vz

by Shadowobsidian

Derek owns and runs his little bookstore and is content with his life. The Stiles appears and makes him spill his tea.

Words: 1932, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: teen wolf - Fandom

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Derek Hale, Stiles Stilinski, Erica Reyes, Vernon Boyd, Isaac Lahey

Relationships: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Bookstore, Bookstore Owner Derek Hale, Alternate Universe - Coffee Shops & Cafés, Alternate Universe - No Werewolves, First Meetings, Bookworm Derek, Bookworm Stiles, Bonding over coffee and obscure authors, Derek Hale is Bad at Feelings, WIP, Will be Explicit in Later Chapters, Inspired by CustomerServiceWolf, Derek in glasses

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2FSg7vz

[ao3-sterek]

Book Covers

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2FSg7vz

by Shadowobsidian

Derek owns and runs his little bookstore and is content with his life. The Stiles appears and makes him spill his tea.

Words: 1932, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: teen wolf - Fandom

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Derek Hale, Stiles Stilinski, Erica Reyes, Vernon Boyd, Isaac Lahey

Relationships: Derek Hale/Stiles Stilinski

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Bookstore, Bookstore Owner Derek Hale, Alternate Universe - Coffee Shops & Cafés, Alternate Universe - No Werewolves, First Meetings, Bookworm Derek, Bookworm Stiles, Bonding over coffee and obscure authors, Derek Hale is Bad at Feelings, WIP, Will be Explicit in Later Chapters, Inspired by CustomerServiceWolf, Derek in glasses

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2FSg7vz

[howdoyousleep3]

Mama K! I love all of your stuff, your writing is so delicious. I saw your fic list of 5 fics (amazing fics!) you wrote and I saw that you said YTLYTN will be your last fic? I was just wondering about that!

Thank you so much for sharing not only fics with us but fun personal snippets about your life. You are awesome! 💙

Thank you so much, you are so sweet!

You're not the only person who asked me this, but I'll use yours ask to answer questions I've received since you were the first.

I've been feeling myself pull away from fandom quite a bit recently and I'm not sure I'll have the interest to continue writing much after this. And with it being such a big fic, I feel like it's a solid way to end my time in fandom. I might do some sort of send off with my OG pairings before I totally bounce, but I'm not sure. And as @shadowobsidian has told me a few times, I doubt my fandom time will ever totally end; I'm sure I'll pop in or come back to write something every now and then.

Also, I'd really like to pursue self-publishing and writing books instead of fic. So, I'd like to put all my focus into that. 💖

[ao3feed-stucky]

by Shadowobsidian

Steve found Jitterz not long after he woke up, and he fell in love with the little coffee shop. It gave him the sense of normalcy he so desperately needed. One morning, that normalcy is threatened.

Words: 5250, Chapters: 2/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes, Tony Stark, Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Nick Fury, Pepper Potts, Clint Barton, OFC, OMC

Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Coffee Shops & Cafés, Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes, Small Steve Rogers, Non-Serum Steve Rogers/Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes | Shrinkyclinks, but not really, steve is a shit, Steve is THE shit, Plant-Dad Bucky, barista Bucky, War Veteran Bucky Barnes, Self-Esteem Issues, Top Steve Rogers, Bottom Bucky Barnes, Size Difference, Bottom Steve Rogers, Top Bucky Barnes, Switching, Internalized Homophobia

[ao3feed-buckybarnes]

We Fit, You And I (Like The Tree Fits The Forest And Like The Wind Fits The Sky)

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/3cH3UZf

by Shadowobsidian

Bucky's heat is imminent and all he wanted was to get supplies and suffer in peace.

Words: 9451, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: M/M

Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes

Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers

Additional Tags: Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Alpha/Omega, Alpha Steve Rogers, Omega Bucky Barnes, Non-Serum Steve Rogers/Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes | Shrinkyclinks, Mating Cycles/In Heat, Dirty Talk, Praise Kink, Scent Marking, Scent Kink, Rimming, 69 (Sex Position), submissive bucky barnes, Dominant Steve Rogers, Bucky Has Body Issues, Steve Thinks He's Hot Like Burning, Consent is Sexy, Virgin bucky barnes, Alternate Universe - Modern: No Powers

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/3cH3UZf

[howdoyousleep3]

I look up to you so much and the way you share yourself, and the encouragement you give to everyone… it makes me feel warm and cozy. Something that’s been hurting me for a while is I haven’t been able to write. I used to write a few thousand words a week but I haven’t written even a paragraph the last three years. It’s been long enough that whenever I open my laptop to write I’m struck with this overwhelming anxiety that clouds any inspiration I’ve been able to grab.

Do you have any advice for how to get myself out of my head and write again? Or just words of encouragement? It feels like part of me has died.

🥺 Oh, my love! It makes me so happy to hear that I make you feel warm and cozy. That's such a lovely compliment, thank you. 💕

This is something that I've been struggling with too and have only started to come out of since October really. If writing means as much to you as it does to me, I'm so sorry you're going through this. It's such an awful feeling to not be able to do what you once did and loved. I couldn't write anything while I was pregnant and since the girls were born it's been such a challenge to come back to it, so I understand what you're going through.

Advice might be a struggle since it feels like I'm still going through it and almost out of the dry spell, but something that has been so helpful to me is having that support system surrounding you. For me it's this place and my fandom friends. I can't count the number of times @maddiewritesstucky, @slothspaghettiwrites, @christywantspizza, @shadowobsidian, @vilkasdaina, @babyyhoneyydarling, @baseballbatbucky, @ywecanthavenicethingsanymore, and countless others have reminded me that this is only temporary, that I am capable, and that even the smallest bits of writing count for something. I don't know where I would be without them.

Something else that helped me write and get excited again was all the little things that come with writing: playlists, moodboards, pinterest boards, asks, hype posts, headcannons. Those things can convey the same feelings that writing does even when it's hard for me to put words down on paper. It still makes me feel like I'm contributing to my own work.

Sometimes I actually write things down in a journal or just throw three sentences down into a doc. That can help too. Anything that makes me feel like I'm being creatively productive.

I also did some fandom exploring and tried out different types of writing styles to try new things and that was really beneficial.

And reading has been a huge help to me. I've been reading like crazy. I read every day. Something that keeps my brain connected to writing, even when it isn't my own, has kept this part of me alive.

This part of you has not died, no no. This part of you continues to need to be shown grace and patience as it emerges again. I know some days it feels like "oh my gosh, there it is, there's that feeling", and then when you go to write, little to nothing happens, and that can be so frustrating. But finding other ways to help this side of you come out to play until it's ready will surely be beneficial.

You'll find something so worthy of throwing yourself into soon and you'll be so excited to be creative once again and I'm so excited for that to happen for you. Writing and creativity takes so much time and energy. You'll get there, babe. ❤️

[amightyfinepredicament]

ツ

ツ - favorite eye colours?

Ohh interesting one. I have a serious weakness for eyes that are anything but brown, mainly because mine are brown and I find them far too plain and boring. To be more exact, I have a tiny massive preference for blue or green eyes. Umm. Especially on guys ^.^

[ao3feed-stucky]

by Shadowobsidian

Bucky's heat is imminent and all he wanted was to get supplies and suffer in peace.

Words: 9451, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: M/M

Characters: Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes

Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers

Additional Tags: Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Alpha/Omega, Alpha Steve Rogers, Omega Bucky Barnes, Non-Serum Steve Rogers/Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes | Shrinkyclinks, Mating Cycles/In Heat, Dirty Talk, Praise Kink, Scent Marking, Scent Kink, Rimming, 69 (Sex Position), submissive bucky barnes, Dominant Steve Rogers, Bucky Has Body Issues, Steve Thinks He's Hot Like Burning, Consent is Sexy, Virgin bucky barnes, Alternate Universe - Modern: No Powers