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wafsspie · 11 months ago
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Rekindling a friendship (bad quality :( sorry!!)
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saltyowlets · 2 months ago
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Vivienne is not pro-templar as many would think. She is just using the resources she has in hand in order to work with a system that would rather throw her and the rest of the mages into an inescapable pit. Vivienne's insistence of using the templars is indicative of her awareness of the dangers of magic but she has made it clear that as much as magic serves man, templars serves mages as protectors. She does not trust templars as much as the average mage but knows that there is no easy solution to the weak Veil and the lack of protection the mage rebellion has brought upon other Circle mages. Vivienne does not hate or look down upon other mages as her efforts are clearly to support the mages if she is made Divine. Additionally, her quest was initially supposed to be about collecting phylacteries in order to keep mages safe from templars and mage hunters. She cares about mages enough to chain the templars and if you have a good relationship with her, allow the College to exist.
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saturnniidae · 1 year ago
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People give Valka a lot of shit which makes me sad bc her flaws are what make her interesting, and I LOVE thinking about her character.
Like, Have we considered how she had Hiccup at 20 and was married before that? Have we considered that, though she was in love with Stoick, marrying the Chief (or soon-to-be-chief) is a lot of responsibility? Have we considered how young 20 is and Hiccup takes after her in so many ways, not feeling ready for responsibility or wanting to settle down could be one of them? Have we considered she deliberately didn't come back because she maybe felt she wasn't ready to be a mother? Have we considered she loves Hiccup and Stoick so dearly but needed to live her own life? Have we considered how bittersweet the reunion really was because she realized she missed her chance to actually be a mother and how much the guilt of not coming back must've weighed on her?
I LOVE YOU VALKA HTTYD!!!!!!!
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qoldenskies · 3 months ago
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What character from SU do you think Donnie (can be from any au or just the canon show :3) would relate to/kin ? I’m curious .. you can say what you think the other turtles would be too if you want !! YAP!! YAP TO US!!
not only is donnie peridot-coded but he also would ABSOLUTELY kin the shit out of her from the moment he sees her. like cmon she is intended to be autistic. her complete lack of gem abilities, and donnie's aversion to mystic powers for the majority of the show (because he doesnt understand them!!). her feelings of physical inadequacy because she's short! he would get drawn in by the aura-farming and appeal of a more technologically-inclined character and then get hit with SHE JUST LIKE ME FR FUUCCKKKKK. i think before peridot is introduced he would relate the most to pearl though
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soupmanspeaks · 18 days ago
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rip post bite reaper!Michael, you would probably comfort a dying bird on the side of the road
#fnaf#the soup speaks#michael afton#five nights at freddy’s#IABD AU#sorry I know I keep talking about him he just makes me very ill#boy who had no care for the life around him now sees the intrinsic value of the life of everything after he lost someone close to him#ofc that switch didnt happen in a day buuuuuut i feel like....a good week after the bite hed start to umm#be less careless with the lives of people around him#CRYING “omfg JEREMY YOURE GONNA GET HURT!!”#“Mike I just-”#“JEREMY FITZGERALD WEAR YOUR SEATBELT RIGHT NEOWWWWWW” /j#im kidding IM KIDDINGGG#I think hed have a complicated relationship with bunnies lol#sees them as disposable outlets for frustration then poor helpless critters then symbols of evil and then animals just trying to live#see as DEATH i feel like he understands that all life needs to end but he especially dislikes MURDER#because it means the person didnt live to their FULLEST yk#so to say when the killings happen in SB he wouldn't blame Vanessa for any of it but like hed pinch his nose bridge and solemnly sigh 😭😭#sees this kinda stuff happen everyday but like it hits harder when it happens in Hurricane--let ALONE Freddy's locations 😭😭#Vanessa would bake apology cookies tho and all will be forgiven#I imagine Michael gives her the old Afton house to live in and while giving directions as Freddy (via fazwatch)#its funny to imagine him going “yeah that sidewalk? I keeled over there and got promoted lmao.....okay now take a left-” /j#I feel like girl would ask him the REAL questions /j#“so like. do you KILL people...or are they already dead when on your rosterrr”#“well saying 'I kill people' is both wrong and makes me feel like my fathah. so. I don't KILL people.”#I feel like she would be a liiiiitle silly with it lowkey--not to say she doesnt take death seriously! she obviously does!#but like I feel like she'd walk into ongoing traffic just to see how far she could push things /j/j/j#you know that one mulan scene with the grandma and the cricket? yeahhhhh /j#crying you think girl would summon him just to kill a rat or something that found its way in her house#“Vanessa you couldnt just have--was there really NO ONE ELSE to take care of the rat??”
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gudakdalee · 4 months ago
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(just started s5 e1 of Miss Scarlet and the Duke)
and im surprised they brought in another young hotshot as inspector??!
I dont know whether I'm more surprised I didn't see it coming OR surprised they introduced a new potential.... "romantic" rival so quickly??
Which also begs the question, IS he supposed to be a romantic interest??
I think given Eliza's character traits and her professional pursuits and dynamics with any Scotland Yard worker, it feels like it should be unlikely, but I'm not sure whether that's just me being incredulous and teensy bit unwilling to let go of william lol. Still, it feels odd to "move on" so quickly, and I'm hoping showrunners will let Eliza be herself for some time without pressures to have to link up some man.
It's been refreshing (as an ace person) to see the focus of the writing on her hijinks and adventures, and while I enjoy a romance as much as an fanfic-reading fan, keeping her romantic life as second fiddle is what sets MSATD apart for me. (second fiddle in the best way)
Bc there's still romantic tension and banter and EEE glances, so I LOVE that, but I also love being confronted with a woman who pursues, struggles, loses, adapts, but doesn't compromise her professional passion (and seeing all the consequences from that).
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childofthestone · 6 months ago
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hot take ooh ouchie but solavellan is not half as tragic as soladash would have been
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moeblob · 2 years ago
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for my fake mmo plot here take my beloved two grown men and their online daughter who doesnt have tact (they try to teach her how to be nice online and unfortunately it's not going super well)
Mister Delta - a mage in game who really enjoys PvP and is a high ranker. He's a teacher irl and his last name is Change so he made a stupid chemistry joke for a username.
Lord Kappa - wanted to be King Kappa but it was taken so he's just vibing with a different honorific. Is a chef irl. Has a very big crush on Delta.
Little Lambda - the actual teenager (like baby teen, 13/14 or something) who doesn't really have friends in school. Mostly interacts with her dad irl who calls her "little lamb" and when she realized it was taken online, she googled "words that start with lamb" and went with lambda with no further research. Has zero online etiquette but she's working on it..... kinda.
(her apology was "I'm sorry that you're gay and didn't want people to know" and so Kappa was like "great thank you for this apology." and now he's like WELP my crush knows I'm gay now but we're online so it's fine and nothing will come from this and it's fine)
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gritsandbrits · 7 months ago
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Arcane has shown me that everyone has become so obsessed with "girlbosses are bad/femininity is counterculture" they forgot that feminine women are capable of doing terrible things & have the privilege of being defended while never extending that same grace to butch women even when they're victims.
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theladyfae · 9 months ago
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i think human nature/family of blood is a really good two parter in how it manages to show how full of shit ten is 🫶
#look . i LOVE ten . esp whatevers going on w him in s3 he's horrible and i like that#but just !! martha :(#its so incredibly unfair to martha he doesnt unleash his wrath on the Family he chooses to hide instead and okay yeah fair#and sure u can say the tardis chose the setting and time period for them to hide in but like#did that not filter in to his calculations he went through all that turned himself human put his friendship with martha to the test in#the worst way possible. knowing she wouldn't let herself leave him even if he was Abhorrent towards her (and he was) because#of her duty to the universe and beyond and whatever . to blend in and keep the Family off their tails#and she's put in a demeaning position and degraded and even he doesn't seem to care much for her but she still hangs on#and then in the end its like its all for naught. all that pain and suffering martha went through being the only one w her wits about her#he had the capacity to deal w the threat the whole time he had the ability to dole out a horrible punishment he could definitely#have dealt with them a different way than that too .#and instead in his quest to be the bigger person he ends up putting martha through the horrors and then#does the same with the Family anyway ! i dont think he can ever tell her how harshly he dealt with them#surely this isnt an original thought im just thinking Way too much about blue moon by niki#he Does care more about being good than being good to her specifically !! and its so upsetting theyre so volatile i miss them#its more complicated than that sure but at the same time. it sort of isnt .#anyway martha jones my love my life u deserved at least a billion apologies alongside the thanks like god . whats wrong w him#oh and also he wants to move on without properly talking about it . act as if it never happened#like girl be fucking considerate for ONCE she just went through a personal hell for you !!! how insanely lonely she must of been#i dont believe martha ever let him just brush past it w no acknowledgement like yes i think she definitely didnt want to discuss the#accidental confession but i Do think she would sit him down to finally get him to Accept he cant just take her wherever in the past#if he's not ready to look out for her . its a vital conversation i think they need to have otherwise martha would just walk out there#not even love could make her stay through that its been established already she has the strength to try walk away#and also to try and but through his bullshit and demand answers . and here more than ever she deserves his acknowledgement and he Knows it
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jrueships · 11 months ago
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guess whos not going in at all this week, actually
#MY MANAGER EMAILED LIKE 2 HOURS B4 I HAD TO GO IN#she finally changed my schedule (1 day) to the night shift today#(i emailed her to be safe just kinda casually reaffirming im going in at the new time & then asking if any other shifts wanted 2 be changed#bcs that sounds great to me whstever option she goes with#she ignored that question & i get a new email from her asking if i completed a training. lets called it DOC#basically a long time ago she said 'i will send you DOC instructions soon' .. a few days pass and i get three 50 paged packets#one is called NAVIGATING DOC#im like oh ok cool that must be the DOC training shes talking abt bcs the other 2 packets were abt various trainings#NAH BRUH. APPARENTLY THE DAY IM SUPPOSED TO GO IN. SHE MESSAGES ME SOME ENTIRELY ALIEN PROGRAM#and is like 'u completed this right? cus if u didnt u cant come in today.'#LIKE?? MAYBE I WOULDA IF U SENT THE SHIT#but it's also like. dam i shouldve emailed prompting her to send what she said she would n clarifying BUT FUCK#WHY DO I GOTTA?? IM NOT THE MANAGER#she literally told me the name of the program rn thru email so i type it in and see like four hour long modules to complete#mind u i aint never even been informed a WHISPER abt this new program. nothings even labeled DOC TRAINING#but my struggle is. was i notified this?? and i just didnt see??? was i supposed to clarify with her what the DOC training was exactly??#the only thing ive heard abt doc training b4 this is 'i need to send u DOC training soon' in EMAIL. so i expected an alert#abt THE DOC TRAINING... in an EMAIL notification. WHAT THE HELL IS THIS#idk man#i dont even care bro like im busy as hell & the work is just to build clinic hours so i dont care abt the money factor#it's just like. can we get this first day jitters thing over with already?? im so over this bro#yaddayadda i emailed her an apology n ill be on that ASAP shit. but i did let her know i am basically justnnow seeing this site#n if there was any email or notif that couldve/tried to inform me of its existence 2 pls let me know / figure out how to find it#so the issue doesnt occur again & i dont have to keep botherinher which im so srry of bcs med is stress n shes just trying to get by#but still bro im a lil miffed bcs she probably thinks im stupid now and now im wondering if i AM#bcs WDYM ONLINE MODULES. AINT NOBODY SAID SH IT EVEN ABT THE EXISTENCE OF THEM!!! i wouldve pressed harder 4 clarification#if i knew it was an ONLINE MODULE i had to look out for on some randomass site i didnt even know the name of until now#instead of the EMAIL UVE BEEN 'COMMUNICATING' WITH ME ON#ARREGHHHHHHHH IM NOT STUPID. I SWEAR IM NOT STUPID FUCCK MY BAKA LIFE
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bbael · 3 days ago
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Thinking how much of it is inevitable and you're never ready but all your bonds and relationships have an expiration date and one day it will be the last
#its just how it is but its especially painful being aware its closer and anytime now. how do you cope with grief while things didnt happen#yet. and how do you pretend theres still time to enjoy with someone you know will be gone and that it wont be tainted by that awareness#i genuinely believe people are kept the most alive in memory. i remember my grandmother more vividly than i experienced her the last year#we spent together. i dream of her every now and then and the conversations are more vivid than the last time we spoke when she apologized#to me about having to stay at her home and look out for her for a bit after surgery#i don't know how to stop thinking about it. i wish i was one of those ridiculously strong persons that can withstand being around someone#who isnt quite there because they love them. even if i was there and able to go i know i probably wouldnt be able to for long#im too sensitive and it makes me think im selfish and i will regret one day and that i don't love enough but i dont have it in me#and then i cant get things out of my head no matter how hard i try#wish i could say my ocd doesnt let me or whatever excuse but i do really believe in experience all your emotions to the fullest even grief#and pain. its just different thinking it and doing it more so when you're not talking abstractly and a very real person who saw you grow up#and who you watched degrade while being unable to do anything#and ive lost so many loved relatives and people close to me slready this year...
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somatosensors · 2 months ago
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my hater moment about marvel designs is that female superheroes are overwhelmingly young. and also other things but thats a big one.
#txt#extremely rambly and disorganized thoughts ahead. apologies.#maybe i should not be speaking on this since my favourite superhero medias are ones that are satirical of superheros#ie the watchmen & the tick. particularly because i have problems w superheroes as a whole#in that theyre either used to reinforce a national image or promote punitive & reactionary measures against crime#my only exception is batman beyond <3 <3 <3#so fair warning this is coming from someone who has a lot of problems with superheroes. particularly marvel#but i'm just of the opinion that a lot of marvel designs are just... not good...#the emma frost rivals design is really bad ok. Sorry. they dont need three blonde women with white suits and blue accents.#do u know how many times i confused dagger w invisiwoman. and now Shes here too.#but aside from a gameplay perspective. none of her elements look Good to me. she doesnt read as high fashion. the bob looks dumb sorry#and i am tired of the continued objectification of women in superhero media. like the thigh and breast jiggle physics for emma frost.#or how 95% of the women have the same face and body.#and they all look like they're in their 20s. but the men get to look old.#btw if i'm to be a bigger hater outside of just rivals its that i have seen One emma frost design i actually like.#i have very particular tastes about character design. and i'm aware i'm picky. but#superhero designs leaning more into making sure they're read as superheroes as opposed to reading as The Character kind of pisses me off#for some i think it really works. like spiderman. but others i wish theyd be a little more creative#and not just try to reinforce to the audience that This is a superhero!#like i hate captain america as a concept but some of his designs are dumb as fuck too. why is the supersoldier wearing spandex#why are some of the looks for the high fashion superhero so Boring. why does the weather goddess just wear a basic suit and cape.#anyways. this is all to say i believe that emma frost should be an old drag queen or some other sort of diva in her 50s.
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vamppvania · 2 years ago
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They're still toxic Yuri btw. They couldn't be together in any universe because their mutual obsession would cause them both to make harmful sacrifices for the other. It wasn't necessarily healthy but it was everything. There's no regrets because what matters is that love was there. It was always there. Everything stays but it's still changing.
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cosmobrain00 · 1 year ago
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wanna talk about your ocs some moreee? (plsplsplsplsplsplspls)
DO I. vibrating at incredibly high frequencies rn what better place to start than once again w the yarrow siblings bc WOW. THEY DRIVE ME NUTS!! like. for example ive been thinking of bella again more recently n feel incredibly sick ovr it all, ik I briefly mentioned sm stuff abt her before BUT? shes actually the eldest sister of all time guys n let me explain:
where to even begin. she was the first of her parent's eventual "failures", while being graced w gen love n kindness at first from them they quickly grew "tired" of her n she could never understand why. one day they were indulging her whims, pinching her cheeks n letting her come everywhere w them, n the next she was tugging at her mother's skirt hem n her fathers hand asking to be picked up n they only tiredly looked at her this time n told her to "stop being fussy" n that was that. when she heard they were having another kid it felt like she was being "replaced" n her chest hurt so bad and her eyes welled up n she ended up running to her room n slamming the door n crying into her pillow bc she just wanted her parents back n knew that now she'd really never get to have them again. when her baby brother was finally born tho, her mother made her hold him n at first bella only frowned sullenly down at him bc really- this is what they were replacing her with? but something inexplicable softened inside of her against her will when he softly smacked his little fist against her chest n ended up snuggling closer to her, n she ended up walking around the house simply carrying him for a while until he fell asleep so her mom could rest. when they eventually realized there was something wrong w myer- that being his near inability to see pretty much anything- suddenly he wasnt their cute kid anymore he was something that was "too much work" bc of this, n so what do they do? they pawn him off on bella of course, n u can guess how well that goes over. not only have they replaced her but now they've turned her into myers sole caretaker pretty much bc theyre gone so much of the time (AT AGE 8 MIND YOU.) once, bella shut the door in myers face n told him to go away, only to open it hours later n see him sitting right outside fiddling w the carpet in the dark. she felt so guilty tht she started crying n hugged him close n said she was sorry over n over. like she really felt like he “took” her parents love at first, but now? it feels like he's simply in the same boat as her n she has no choice but to step up for him bc if not her then who else. tht doesnt mean she still didnt struggle w him, far from it in fact, but while she has these mixed emotions, she also knows that despite myer not being able to see her much, whenever he hears her voice its enough to bring him running from the opposite end of the house to her n that means something to her. AND I HAVENT EVEN GOTTEN TO KEITH N LORELEI YET THE FUCK OF IT ALLLLL. when bella once AGAIN hears tht her mom is having another kid, TWINS this time she nearly loses it because she simply doesnt understand why both her n myer arent good enough n why theyve been discarded. when keith n lorelei arrive ofc its only a matter of time bf theyre all but pushed onto bella to take care of, n shes so so tired at this point but she simply steels herself n accepts bc she wont allow them to be abandoned. keith is a sullen little brat who's too angry so much of the time but she understands bc shes like that too deep down still. lorelei nearly never sleeps n her n keith cause so much trouble tgt but shes also the one to hug bellas leg n tell her she loves her no matter if they just fought or not. n bella may feel bitter but she'll still read them the books she found at the dump at night n listen to them all n let them pull on her apron n whine when shes trying to make things n like. they annoy her so much she wishes her parents never had them she doesnt know how to live without them now she'd do anything to protect her broken little family she wouldnt know what to do if she lost any of them, n all of these feelings just explode when the draft comes n her parents abandon them all n now its officially her turn to be the head of their fam. do not even get me started on bella being the one to go to the war in place of myer either bc I will not stop SOMEBODY SEDATE MEEEEE
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theha1rarch · 11 months ago
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@starsweepers liked for a starter!
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"okay, kiddo." steve started, an almost serious look on his face. he holds up two little bottles, nail polish - the sparkly kind to be exact. "what're we thinking for the nails tonight? pink or purple?" and by 'the nails' he meant his own of course. he had no qualms about walking around with sparkly pink or purple nails, especially if it made dawn happy. "and y'know what? we can do yours with the other color so we can be matching."
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