#she is one of the kindest and nicest souls I know

[northsoulss]

I don’t know if you request are still open but imagine Elisa de Almeida with S/O that’s really pretty but has a resting B face, always look tired or about to say something rude BUT she has the kindest soul, she always has a nice attitude, and is basically unable so say rude things to son because she’ll feel bad. ( my friend is like this she literally is the nicest human I’ve ever met)

softie - elisa de almeida

(a/n : hi anon! thanks for the request! this is actually my first request so i hope i did it justice! xoxo)

all your life, you have been told that you looked like a bitch by those who don’t know you very well. it did affect you when you were younger, not understanding why people thought of you that way even though you never acted like one. eventually, as you grew up, you stopped caring and instead, you started to embrace it.

you stopped trying to smile more, to look more “friendly”. you started to relax your face, and occasionally get thrown judgmental stares by the general public when you are out and about. especially since you play football, word spreads fast that psg is housing a cold-hearted striker.

that’s what you were known as. “cold”. your friends know better though. they know you were fearlessly loyal, and literally the nicest, and sweetest person alive.

you were known to be powerful and ruthless on the pitch, not taking shit from anyone. however, what the media and the fans didn’t see were the fond smiles shown to your teammates after each game, the gentle acts of services that you always provided; helping your teammates get coffee, being the first the volunteer when people needed help with something. too bad the fans didn’t see you that way.

the day rumours did start to spread like wild fire that you were dating the well known charismatic defender marked the start of your reputation crashing down. there were comments from fans like, “oh my god, how do they even work?”, and you gotta admit that sometimes it does hurt.

whenever you post your usual content on instagram and elisa comments on it with her usual “❤️”, your comment section gets real messy.

it’s easy to say that people just didn’t get why or how you two worked. you, the ruthless, cold-hearted woman, dating elisa, who was charming and bubbly, and to say the least, very smiley.

however, a few months ago, sakina posted on her instagram story a video of elisa just talking, but there you were in the background, staring with a love sick smile. needless to say, you thought the unsolicited comments would start to dial down now that your fans have seen the other side of you, but that was not the case.

“hi baby!” your voice sounds out from the hallway, sitting down to untie your shoes when you feel elisa looming over you. you look up at her with an awkward smile, seeing her with an amused smile with hands on her hips.

“hi.?” you are now confused, and elisa only laughs, taking out her phone and typing something before showing it to you. it was an edit of you, which you were shocked that she watched.

“you watch edits of me baby?” you question, brow raised trying to see her reaction, but she only shakes her head, pointing at the caption instead.

“has our fierce striker turned soft.? what?” you read out, face scrunched up into a frown as you start looking through the comment section. aside from the usual thirsty comments, one in particular caught your eye.

“oh i knew she was a big softie.. what the hell do you mean you knew?!” you practically yell at her phone, utterly shocked. you watch the edit again to see what they meant and you saw it. the clip of you staring at elisa, with eyes practically forming hearts with a fond grin.

“so.. not so cold anymore eh?” she takes the phone back and leans down so that her nose touches yours. she stares into your eyes with her piercing gaze, and you immediately shove her away, obviously flustered. you mumble a “no..” under your breath, trying to continue with what you were doing before elisa interrupted you.

“well, softie. i think things are about to get alot more interesting at our next match.” she hoists you up from the hallway bench and kisses you, lips searingly hot. you only kiss back with just as much energy, groaning when she presses you against the wall. at least now people know you aren’t just some bitch.

©️northsoulss 2023, all rights reserved.

[xxxdegenerate]

You're in need of something to write?!

I HAVE SOMETHING (if you want, that is)

Luffy. Ok? Luffy with an female reader who is nothing but kind, funny, gentle and an absolute sweetheart, like, she shares her food with him, joins in on play, is there for everyone, helping stuff-you get the Deal.

Everyone believes she can't get mad. Like they never seen her mad. That is until the Marines makes fun of her weak friends or laugh at them she can AND WILL take down an entire fleet of Marines, no matter how strong 🤣

HOLY SHIT okay bet 🥴 this will be interesting

Luffy X Reader

❥note ;; its late! but i really wanted to do this!

❥tw ;; reader will go ape shit, fighting, cursing. // not proofread

You were the nicest out of the straw hats. The kindest soul, never did anything to piss off anyone. You didn’t necessarily like to fight, but if it was needed it was needed.

You took care of everyone. Nami always joked about how you’re the ‘mother’ of the group. You were there to help in the kitchen with Sanji, or even Chopper on the clinic. You watered Nami’s tangerines whenever she was stressed about the other straw hats. Or running around with Usopp and his weird inventions. You get gist.

Although, particularly with Luffy. You were extra soft and patient. He was crazy in your eyes, but that didn’t stop him from melting your heart. You shared food with him, just to see his eyes light up and the corner of his mouth to turn upwards. Even when Sanji told him to stop sneaking food, you would secretly take some and give it to him later that day.

No one wanted to ever harm you, knowing if Luffy was pissed it would be the end for them. You went along with his shenanigans, being there for him whenever you could. Even though he didn’t show it often, he could get stressed. But a nice nap on the side of the boat in the sun together always fixed it!

Now, being BEYOND nice had its perks. But what if you snapped?

It was a warm day on the sunny. Everyone sat around in peaceful silence; despite Usopp, chopper, and Luffy running around. And Nami yelling at them to be quiet. It was peaceful.

Before a marine ship decided to pop up and ruin that.

You were in the middle of it all. Having a heated yelling battle with the marine captain was not fun. You were started to get heated at all of the insults that were said. And you don’t know why.

“You need to calm down lady! All of your friends are pirates! And so are you! Just a bunch of lowlifes.” The captain yelled over at you.

“Why don’t you shut your mouth!” You were attempting to cross over towards the other ship. Not having any devil fruit or any particular qualities, it was rather difficult.

“Your captain is a loser! A fake! He won’t get anywhere!” Luffy, occupied with another member did not hear this. You fumed. The rest of the crew were struggling. Usopp was running out of ideas, and Chopper was hiding behind Zoro.

“My captain happens to be the best out there!” Using your hands to cup over your mouth and shout back. Tears welting up in your eyes. You were frustrated.

“Wahh wahh little girl! That’s why he can’t even beat my strongest member! The whole crew is. nothing but weak!“ Noticing Luffy, who was just laughing and having fun, had no affect to this. So why did you care so damn much?

“What’s it to you? You don’t know any of us!” You glared at the man across from you, you wanted to just wipe that smug smirk off of his lips.

“Why don’t you come over here and do something about it?” Your heart was pumping. You climbed the ropes and landed on the opposite ship. “Y/n! Watch out!”

Luffy had called out to you. You whip your head around and see him toppled over by a marine guard. Oof that’s got to hurt.

You knew he was capable of taking care of himself so you turn back. You had someone to deal with.

You begin to trek towards the captain who held up his hands in a fighting position. Suddenly another marine came over and interrupted your fight. You bellowed. “Get off of me prick!” You punched the guy and he went skidding across the ship.

“So feisty. Are you mad I’m bullying your crew? Your weak weak friends.” You turned towards the guy. He was laughing. Oh how you wanted to slam his face into the floorboards. You run at him with all of your might. He dodged. “Ooiii! Y/n!” You heard from above.

You look up and see Luffy fly past you and into a wall. “See he can’t even do anything right.” The marine captain laughed in your face.

You snapped.

Something inside of you broke. Maybe it was from being nice all of the time, but you had so much hate in you. Your chest burned with rage. You ran at the captain, throwing the various marines that ran at you, overboard.

The other crew members watched in awe. They have never seen you this angry. Nor have they seen you ever really fight this hard. You caused explosions! Throwing whatever was in your way.

“Don’t. Say. That. About. Luffy.” You punched the captain repeatedly in the face. “Y/n!” A giggly voice said, pulling you out of the rage that consumed you.

“Luffy?” He smiled and waved at you. Distracting you.

The captain had picked you up and threw you overboard. You closed your eyes and braced for impact when you were suddenly pulled the opposite way.

“AHHH!”

You opened your eyes and noticed you were pulled against Luffys chest. He smiled widely at you as the two of you swung back towards your own ship. You wrapped your arms around him. “Luffy! I’m not finished!” You huffed. Trying to get out of his grip, not caring if you fall again.

He said nothing as you held on. He knew you were mad, he heard what was said, but didn’t think much of it, or why you even got so mad. “Luffy! Let me at that bitch of a man!!” Despite your protests he held on tight before setting you down next to Zoro, and going back to beat the rest up.

After the fight, you were still mad. You sat in the clinic in silence. Chopper took notice of this and decided to question. “You were very reckless out there today Y/n.” He started wrapping a bandage around your arm.

“Yeah.” You said coldly before softening after seeing Choppers face. “I just don’t want you guys to get hurt..or for people to say mean things..” Chopper hugged you tightly.

The door creaks open and Luffy walked in. Chopper excuses himself out seeing Luffys serious expression. Sitting next to you on the bed the two of you sat in silence before he suddenly embraced you. “Luffy?” Your face lit up with shock. “Are you okay? Are you hurt?” You tried to look at him to inspect.

He grabs your shoulders, holding you still and looks into your eyes. You were scared, he never was this serious. He looked worried..?

“Luffy..?”

“Don’t. Don’t ever do that again. Don’t ever get hurt again.” Luffy didn’t know the feeling in his chest he felt earlier on. When he brought you towards Zoro. His whole chest pounded in a anxious fear. After speaking to Nami about it, he came to you right away.

“Please.”

You hugged him once again, wrapping your arms around his waist and shoving your face in his chest. “You need to be careful too. You may be super strong, but but you can still get hurt!” You scolded. “You can’t just make me worry! Everyone calls you weak and i don’t like that because you aren’t!”

He laughs, breaking you out of your rant. His smile is back. “I promise!” You knew he meant it. But you also knew that he wouldn’t be at the same time. He was reckless. That’s who he was. He would protect everyone. Including you.

[theghoulboysblog]

isn’t it actually insane how the things people say stick with you forever? like, you would not think that words mean as much as they do.

i was once told by one of my long time friends that she would prefer me to talk too much than not at all and whenever i’m insecure about how much i’m talking, i think about that.

i was once told by a friend that my personality was so sweet i was personally gonna have them in dentures and that i show people love and kindness they often lack in day to day life and i don’t think there has been a single day where i haven’t thought about those sentences. and the fact that those words were said by a person i think so highly of, who has influenced my life so much? insane.

one of my friends once said i had so much love in my little heart and that i was a gem of a human and everytime i am sad i remind myself of that and smile. what high praise from one of the nicest, kindest people i’ve ever had the pleasure of knowing and loving.

one of my friends once asked why i have the kindest soul ever and when i feel like a failure i think “well, at least one of the most lovely, loving, friendly people i know thinks i am kind and that is the greatest thing ever.”

i don’t mean to be a sappy loser on main here but wow :,)

[winterchimez]

describe your moots as tbz members <33

hiya anon 👋🏻 im so sorry it took me the longest time to reply to your ask cs me needed to do some ✨thinking✨ on this shdjd but here it goes!

@stealanity as sangyeon

our mother our unnie!!! matty just takes care of all of us so well (i mean the entire deoboyznet might just be her kids by now) and she’s super sweet always making sure we’re doing great & safe & healthy 🥹

@flwoie & @hanniluvi as jacob

no cs these two have literally been nothing but the sweetest ever to me ever since we became moots 🥹 you both have been with me from the very beginning of my writing journey and i def wouldn’t be where im at now without you guys 😭 im always so so grateful to you both truly 🤧💕

@wuahae as younghoon

idk abt yall but cat just screams hoonie vibes to me. despite being really sweet she’s also so so cute and pretty irl!!! and we all know hoonie is the sweetest and one of the darn good looking guys ever 😩

@daisyvisions as hyunjae

ahhh my fav sangyeon stan!!! daisy is just so outgoing and friendly like hyunjae is, and ofc ✨ahem✨ as wild as hyunjae can be 🤪 she’s always sending me some sangyeon ✨GOOD FOOD✨ (with some hyunjae at the side cs we both sangmil girlies 😩) thanks for always feeding my delusions ig 🤧🫶🏻

@juyeonszn as juyeon

fawn is literally just the sweetest and nicest ever!!! and her writing?? OMG. PURE TALENT JUST LIKE JUYO HIMSELF 😤 yall should def check out her works if you haven’t PERIODT ✨ and i look forward to having more convos with you 😉💕

@sungbeam as kevin/changmin

ah there’s my fiery elmo twin!!! 🔥 i mean there’s literally NOTHING this girl can’t do, from making such high quality banners to dropping i dare say THE BEST fics you’ll ever find here we love a talented queen ✨ and also she’s always spitting some random facts and memes and that’s exactly like kevin on weverse/bubble lmao

putting in a sprinkle of changmin just cs. changmin spits fire and she does that to me all the time 😔

@heemingyu as chanhee

sana is just as savage as chanhee is LMAO ive became a joke for her to the point she practically LIVES for my reaction whenever she sends me ✨ahem✨ daddy sangyeon content 😔 (but she can be as sweet and caring as chanhee does so some bonus points ig :p)

@invuwrld as changmin

mona has unfortunately became besties with sana in terms of sending me daddy sangyeon content bcs lemme tell you they’re literally partners-in-crime when it comes to b*llying moi 😔 (i mean the large amount of sangyeon in her album is for me so 😔😔) hence they’re literally just kyunew. i said what i said 😤 (but at the end of the day i go back to loving and protecting mona cs im a very responsible unnie 🤧)

@cupidjyu & @zzoguri as haknyeon

hakkie is the sweetest little bean & literally my comfort person ever & that’s exactly yumi & moni!! yumi is just the sweetest and cutest lil 妹妹 and there’s nothing i wanna do then to give her cuddles and protect her at all cost 💖 and ofc moni. bless your kindest soul ever cs you’re always just so so nice to me :(((( and ofc i bawled my eyes out reading moni’s changmin fic cs i was going through things at that time and i literally spammed moni’s dms telling how much it has helped me loads 🥹 so yes im eternally grateful for that & thank you for listening to my story too 🤧 (which btw yall should check out the fic if you haven’t!!!)

@justalildumpling as sunwoo

my emotional support buddy j!!! 💪 yknow how sunwoo’s the type where you’d just feel so comfortable starting a convo with even tho you’ve just met? j is literally that and im so so glad we hit off so well!! tbh ive seen you on my dash a lot & im more than thrilled when we became moots 😭 and cs we’re both delusional so we can become besties and get our phd from the delulu boy himself 😔 (i’ll forever remember our lipstick convo lmao 💄)

@i520cm as eric

ah the maknae of all maknaes. lmao ipah is just as outgoing as eric is, and she literally pops into the gc and drops some random ass topic which makes everyone laugh their asses off most of the time 🤣 and umm… ipah does overshare sometimes but its good we love that energy and poor kiddo is always being bullied LMAO its ok your kakak’s got your back always 😭😭😭🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

[stedesbonnets]

hi lets show some love for our mutuals. tag your favorite mutuals and tell them why you love them

thank you anon! this is so much fun. you've created such a nice, loving atmosphere in the fandom today! <3

obviously i'm gonna start with @theosrose my beloved. i am eternally grateful for their friendship. they are the nicest, sweetest, kindest and funniest person i have ever met. they just get me so much and i can be myself when i'm around them, i don't have to worry about anything. i can't thank them enough for always reading my fics and supporting me in so many other ways, and i can only hope the feeling is mutual. if there is one thing this site has given me that i'n grateful for, it's them

(meme fully intended) i have only known @aroacefrenchie for like, 2 months, but if anything happened to her--well, i wouldn't kill anyone, but the bottom line is that jums has become one of my favorite people on this site. so kind and soo funny, i love our conversations, i could talk with her for hours and never get bored. i'm really grateful for our friendship and i'm so glad being stem students brought us together <33

@xoxoemynn marianne is the kindest and sweetest soul i've ever encountered. seeing her on the dash just makes me smile. incredible writer, and i trust her opinion dearly. love you bestie!!

@blakbonnet i think everyone will agree that meow is one of the coolest people in the fandom, but very accepting and very friendly. i remember not having lots of friends in the fandom, and being welcomed by her was so very kind, i still don't take it for granted. i love our conversations, discussions, theory sharing, skincare talk, just everything.

@wecanbepirates this list cannot be complete without sarah!! her kindness always brings a smile to my face. she is so uplifting, with such welcoming and joyful aura. i always get so happy when i see her on the dash 💖💖💖

@asneakyfox has the absolute best metas, they just take anything i lowkey pick on and write it all down in such a beautiful, accurate way. like i am always standing up clapping whenever i read one of their posts, just WOW

@jellybeanium124 nina my jewutual!! always, always makes me laugh. it is honestly so nice to have another jew in the fandom, it really makes me feel not alone. like, i know there is someone who will understand me. i'm really happy to know you 💖💖💖

love you all!!!

[im-not-a-monster]

I've been watching a Quarry playthru and the game is. interesting. but more importantly the comments on the video are all making it out like this story is clear cut and it's kinda making me crazy

like. why would you assume that Travis is telling the truth? what do we know about him. he's a dirty cop who uses his position to cover up his family's multiple murders. he lies to the other characters constantly even tho it's literally to his own detriment. from the slur he uses against the sideshow folks I can only assume he's also a huge racist.

so why would I believe that Silas was actually, genuinely being mistreated by his mother.

like. he's a werewolf. he's in a cage because he's a werewolf. there's no mention of if it was a full moon the night Caleb and Kaylee decided to spring him, and I can only guess if as the progenitor of the werewolves he was capable of transforming at will maybe? i mean he is the dog boy, so who knows. but he bites Caleb during the attack, so before his mother's ghost could be hypothetically cursing them all. so he was already a werewolf.

like "Kaylee was the nicest kindest soul" who told her brother to set fire to an enormously fast burning substance next to a bunch of gas powered circus cars ????? we see multiple explosions in the flashback. she and Caleb could certainly have believed they had good intentions, but also... their family seems to have a ton of power in town? why not call the authorities if you really believe the kid is being mistreated? like, circus freaks are Performers, if he was really acting feral I can only assume he was acting or it was the full moon that night and he was feeling effects.

like I'm sure this is just the writing team not thinking about it, but this game is set during modern times, they all have cell phones. traveling sideshow still exist! they're registered with labor bureaus and stuff even. the ones I've read about are run by the freaks even.

I just... don't buy it. it sounds too much like covering up, which is what Travis has been doing the whole game.

and then there's Silas -- Travis says there are sightings of him but DOESNT say there are attacks, because presumably they went to check out these sightings hoping to find him. if there were werewolves there wouldn't he have mentioned it? so Silas has been on the run from a bunch of people who want to murder him for 6 years, and they're upset that he wants revenge on them for murdering his mother and everyone he probably ever knew?

like. at best. Kaylee and Caleb genuinely thought they were doing the right thing. but they also decided they were going to be the Big Heroes and in the process everyone in the sideshow died. which is uh. murder right? when you arson a place and every dies? like the death was accidental but they set the fire on purpose.

that's not even touching the fact that Caleb and Kaylee are just??? out in the woods doing whatever as werewolves the whole night??? Chris is locked up but Laura kills Kaylee at the camp-- how the hell did she get there? and the hikers they killed before that? they clearly were not being very careful. at least Chris's "lock myself in the basement" plan seemed to be moderately working before Laura and max unfortunately screwed it up

idk I'm all over the place I just don't buy that Eliza was Evil so the Hacketts didn't deserve any of it. it sounds like more justification from Travis, like that'll excuse all the people who died because of them doing whatever they wanted.

[thasorns-archive]

zeyy baby i just wanna apologize because i reblogged from that user who reposted your set and i really shouldve been more careful and checked but i was a bit out of it and i saw it on my dash but yeah i recognized ur coloring as well.. im sorry that someone did that it really makes me soo mad and i still dont get why ppl repost when the reblog button is right there...yikes... but i really hope u have a lovely weekend like u deserve and im sending u 1000 hugs!!!

Omg aliii you pure kind soul!!! You didn’t have to come to my ask because of this 🥺 this is so sweet and truly kind of you!! Oh wow didn’t expect that!! Ahdlfkandld you don’t need to explain yourself! Everything’s okay love! What’s most disheartening of it all is how many hours it takes to make those gifs, I remember sitting like 6 hours on a quote set sometimes and every content creator knows what I’m talking about and seeing your work just get reposted in the end it’s truly saddening and discouraging! And I’m really not the one who likes to put their watermark on sets but seeing smth like this. Yeah. I can understand why some content creators do it. Anyway I just hope it get taken down completely and by that I mean the whole blog because I am not the only one who she stole from so! Anyway, I hope you have a wonderful weekend showered with all the love you can get, the happiness, the kindness, the calmness, the positivity, all the smiles and laughter! I love you! 🌸💛💕

[imagines-about-celebs]

Hiya!

Please can I request a Joseph Quinn x reader fic where they fall in love on the set of stranger things

Love on Set [Joe Quinn x Reader]

A/N: So happy I got this. It was actually so fun to write, and I hope you like it. Joe seems like such a sweetheart and also quite goofy.

You remember the day you had received the call about joining Stranger Things 4. It was definitely one of your favourite shows and it was such an honour to be casted in the latest season. You were set to play the love interest to a character named Eddie Munson, misunderstood “freak” of Hawkins. You knew you would have so much fun and couldn’t wait to meet everyone on your first day.

It has roughly been a few weeks since filming had started, and you had already become such good friends with almost everyone. You had grown close to one particular person, Joseph Quinn. You and joe had practically become tied at the hip. Maybe it was the scenes you had to film together or maybe the fact that your characters fall in love, you weren’t really sure how your friendship with him became so close, not that you were complaining. He was one the nicest, kindest souls you had ever met, and you both always had a good laugh together.

While sitting in hair and makeup, you started to talk with Amy the hair stylist about which scenes you were filming today. She began to tease you a bit, “excited to be kissing Joe today” she made a kissy face towards you. you giggled “Come on now, it’s just work.” Amy shook her head, “you know, I definitely think he might have a thing for you”. It was your turn to shake your head. There was no way he could be crushing on you. You sit there, lost in thought about whether that could be true or not. Amy snaps her fingers to grab your attention. “Hey, you good?” you look at her with doe eyes. She smiles wide “you like him, don’t you?”  you got out of the chair to stretch your legs, an excuse to try to hide the blush forming on your face. “NO... I was just trying to remember if I read all my lies.” You knew she wouldn’t accept the lie. Then you hear a knock at the door. “Come in” Amy yells. In walks Joe and you suddenly started to feel butterflies in your stomach. He smiles at Amy and then at you, letting his eyes linger; fully taking in your appearance. You started to feel a little shy in his gaze. “Morning how are we?” he asks the both of you. “Morning, we’re good, aren’t we Y/N?” she elbows you softly, breaking your train of thought. “Uhm yeah, we’re good?” You’re not sure why you all of sudden feel nervous around him. You notice Joe laugh softly at your response. He sits down in the chair ready to be done.

“So how was your night?” you ask Joe, trying to seem normal. “Great, felt good to be able to finally get some good sleep.” He gives you a smile, you didn’t realise until now your feelings for him were this strong. Amy could see the tension between the two of you starting to bubble in the trailer, so she decided to excuse herself. “I just have to run to the makeup trailer really quick.” She leaves quickly, shooting you a look to say that you should definitely make a move. As she slams the door, you turn back to Joe who was watching you in the mirror. “So…” you both said at the same time. “Oh sorry, you go” you say to him, hoping he actually had something to say to cover the fact that you had no idea what to say. “Oh, I was just going to say, that you look beautiful today.” He complemented you. He would complement you almost everyday on set but this time it just felt different, like maybe there was some truth to Amy’s words. You give him a shy smile. You sit in the chair next to him. You decide to be a little playful with him, to see if you could crack him a bit about his feelings. “So, I heard a rumour that you have a crush on someone on set.” He shoots you a look, but you can’t really tell what it means. Is he nervous? “Well, did whoever tell you this rumour who it was?” you shake your head, maybe Amy was right. “So, it’s true? You gotta tell me who it is.” You try to act like your normal self, pushing any nervousness aside. “Well, she’s beautiful, kind and really smart. I always have a good time on set with her. She’s one of the funniest people I know and hopefully she’ll say yes to maybe being my girlfriend. I feel like we’ve had quite a few dates already without really realising it.” He gives you another nervous look. You look into his beautiful brown eyes, hoping he’ll reveal that it’s you he’s talking about. “I think she would be honoured to be your girlfriend if you asked her. I’m sure she would know how lucky she is.” He gets up and grabs you by the hand, pulling you to stand in front of him. You start to feel nervous yourself, he really was talking about you, and you definitely would be lying if you said you didn’t have feelings for him too. “So, would that be a yes then?” he gives you a hopeful look. Instead of answering, you decide to answer by leaning in. He notices your action and closes the gap between the two of you. You had kissed Joe many times while filming but this kiss just felt different, it felt like the cliché fireworks and sparks you hear people talk about. After a few seconds, you both pull apart. “Definitely a yes.” You finally put into words, seeing him start to smile wide. He gives you another kiss. You could tell he felt better finally telling you, as did you. You felt like a weight had been lifted and you no longer had to hide your true feelings. You got to finally call this gorgeous man yours.

[tirednerd2012]

Jonathan hating himself and thinking everything would be better if he had never been born versus Will thinking the entire world of him and thinking his big brother is the best thing to ever happen makes me sad. Also Will hating himself and wishing he had never been born versus how much Jonathan loves him and thinks he's everything good in the world.

I feel like it's easy to acknowledge how much Will struggles with who he is and how he may not like himself and struggles with thoughts about how he shouldn't exist, but people don't do that with Jonathan as much. Both brothers struggle with themselves but think the world of each other.

Jonathan has anxiety and depression. He had responsibilities handed to him at a young age that he shouldn't have had to begin with. He blames himself for everything that happened to Will and his entire motivation has always been to keep Will safe. He doesn't seem to value his life the way he does those around him and he always chooses to save everyone else instead. He thinks he's like his father, which is the root of the problem with him and Nancy in season 4. Jonathan never says anything good about himself or seems to think he's worth anything. He distances himself from everyone (exceptions being Will and Nancy, and she took awhile, he doesn't go to Joyce with his problems). He doesn't tell them when he's struggling and he does act like he's alone. Jonathan struggles a lot with mental health and he does seem to think those around him would be better if he was gone.

But then Will thinks the world of him. Jonathan's his best friend, his one constant for as long as he could remember. Jonathan protected Will from everything he could and never made him feel less than for being different. He probably thinks Jonathan is the bravest person for standing up to Lonnie. Strong enough to protect him from his father's words and possibly his father's hits. He thinks Jonathan is the nicest, kindest, most gentle person ever. He loves his big brother more than anything in the world and would do anything for Jonathan to see himself the way Will sees him.

And Will struggles with himself so much. He feels unwanted by those around him (minus Jonathan, Joyce and maybe El). He hates things about himself (once again, I know that script is fake but also Will shows a lot of signs of someone who hates who they are). He calls himself a mistake. He's been through so much and he's so tired.

But Jonathan loves him so much. He thinks Will is the bravest, strongest, kindest soul to ever walk this earth and he never wants to see Will change for anyone. He would walk through hellfire for his little brother and even though he feels like Lonnie sometimes, he would sooner cut off his own arm before raising a hand to Will. He wants to shield Will from the world, but at the same time, his brother has been through the worst of it. And Jonathan is willing to do anything to be there for him, to let Will know that he's not alone and he's loved, no matter what.

Both brothers do seem to hate themselves in my opinion, but they love each other so much. I bet the other just wishes his brother would view himself the way he sees him.

[moonshotsx]

They don't compare to you. No one does." Lady Camden x Angeria (with maybe jasco as background or side characters) pls xxx

my first camgeria yay! 🥺 (ofc i'm gonna add me some jasco, you know me too well lol)

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Angeria didn't say a word as she let Camden pour the tea, her usual upbeat demeanor was missing and the redhead couldn't help but notice.

Camden reached to hold her hand, gently swiping her thumb on the back of it, "Care to tell me what got you upset, my love?"

The brunette shook her head, "It's honestly just so stupid"

"It's clearly not if it got you feeling like this," Camden reasoned, tilting her head to take a better look at her girlfriend, "You know you can tell me anything, Angie"

"Some girls at work... I overheard them talk about me and... let's just say they weren't saying the nicest things," she let out, avoiding to look at Camden in the eyes, "I usually brush it off but I thought I had made friends with them, you know?"

"Angie," the redhead brought her hand up to cup Angeria's cheek, wiping off the lone tear that stained her cheek, "They are just jealous of you, my love. They are mad they don't compare to you. No one does," she said truthfully, making the brunette look at her.

"You think so?"

"I absolutely do!" Camden couldn't believe how could Angeria question herself for even a moment, "You're so smart," she started as she got closer to her girlfriend, "You have the kindest soul paired with the most blindly gorgeous smile. And don't get me started talking about your beauty because I'm sure words wouldn't be enough to describe it"

Angeria found herself smiling at the rant Camden had gone off, feeling so lucky to have found someone who could appreciate her for what she was, "I love you, you know that?"

Camden smiled back, "And I love you too," she replied, leaning in for a soft gentle kiss.

But as their lips were about to touch, the apartment's door swung open.

Jasmine was lifted up, her legs wrapped around Bosco as they kissed, too much in their own world to notice they weren't alone in the apartment.

Angeria and Camden watched in stunned silence as the duo made its way to Jasmine's room, losing clothes on the way there before the door was closed shut by Bosco's foot.

It took a moment for them to speak, finding the situation quite hilarious.

"Well, I guess the Seattle trip was indeed successful," Camden commented, getting a chuckle out of Angeria.

"It does seem so," she added just as very recognizable sounds started to be heard from Jasmine's bedroom, "I think we should take this as our hint to go on our own little date, what do you think, Cam?"

"What a brilliant idea, Angie!"

[desafia]

ok, you wanted the gay, you get the gay. you're probably the person i talk to the most now, and i feel like i've gotten to know you really well. meaning i can say with utmost certainty that you are one of the nicest, kindest, most generous and loving people i know. you're always there to listen, you make me laugh literally every day, and you have created one of the most stunning and intricate ideas i've ever seen. so much so that i thought tantalus was a canon show. magnolia is in my top favorite ocs, she's written incredibly and the idea around her is so creative. i'm glad to have you as my pal. gay shit over.

ash i have treasured this lil note almost as much as i treasure you.  🖤  you are truly such a beautiful,  wonderful soul.  there are not enough words to express how much i value your friendship and even more the absolute joy it brings me getting to write with you.  it’s rare to find people who you can click with so perfectly that no matter the blog or fandom,  no matter the obscure muse or niche oc,  you can just make magic together.  and you are one of those special people who make it possible to turn every dynamic to pure gold.  i love you and i’m so glad to have you in my life.  thank u for the gay it really made my day / @huntcriminals

[theshylittleelfgirl]

Whew! this idea has been in my noggin for a while now and i finally had the brain power to actually write it! Horaaay for BIG BRAIN! If you liked this story please be sure to leave a comment to let me know if i should continue it or if you liked it, There's going to be some spelling errors i pray that you forgive that! It is awfully late here and my brain is fried right now lol 

I added a little bit more to the story not much, It was really bothering me so i fixed it! Part 2 will be coming soon :D

Enjoy!❤

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I was sitting in Levi's office reading a book on his couch, I have finished my daily routine, I decided to spend my free time with levi.

But that short fucker was To busy doing paperwork.

We haven't had sex in like a year....A Year!

I was always trying to get him in the mood, running my fingers up his sides in the morning trying to make my intentions clearer, but apparently he got all huffy and said 'Quit pestering me brat, I'm trying to sleep here.' and then he would roll back on his side facing away from me.

'What a rude shithead' i huffed.

Then an idea popped in my head, it was getting pretty late maybe just maybe we can have sex and fall asleep cuddling, It would usually help the both of us relax after a long day.

"Hey levi?" i said in an innocent voice.

"What?" he said irritated he looked up at me briefly then back down at his paperwork.

I strutted over to him standing behind his chair massaging his shoulders unbuttoning the top of his shirt ghosting my fingers over his collarbone. "I'm going to get ready for bed, why don't you join me?" i whispered seductively into his ear. "Maybe i can show you how flexible i've become." i nipped his earlobe.

"No, I can't leave this paperwork you go ahead and lay down." his face remained stoic not phased in the slightest.

I growled and stood in front of his desk slamming my hands down but not getting his attention what so ever "All you ever do is paperwork levi! i get its part of your job but fuck! we haven't had sex in a year, A Fucking Year Levi! i've tried everything to get your attention but you continuously refuse my advances, What do i have to do? Write "Fuck Me" on my forehead to get your attention?" i panted after my rant my face red with anger.

He finally looked at me for the first time this night his icy glare pierced through me like a dagger. "If all you want to do is spread your legs then your not fit to be in the scouts, You want to be fucked so bad? then go find someone else to do the job, I got priorities to attend to and you aren't one of them, Now shut the fuck up and leave me the hell alone!" he snarls when he was met with silence only then did he realize he fucked up, "Y/n, I-i.." he couldn't muster up the courage to apologize for his shitty words.

Hair fell in front of my eyes "If that's what you really think of me then i think our relationship is officially over Captain, I won't bother you ever again." i went into 'our' room grabbing a bag i began stuffing my belongings toiletries,clothes,drawings into said bag. He heard the dresser jores being opened and closed 'Shit! she's going to leave! do something moron!' he jumped out of his chair rushing into the room and saw me packing my things. "Y/n, baby, Wait please i didn't mean what i said i swear, I'm just stressed that's all." he tried placing a hand on my shoulder i shrugged it off. "Don't." i said darkly "Don't fucking touch me." once my things were packed i swung my bag on my shoulder walking right past him not sparing him a glance.

I reached the door i felt him grab my arm i halted my movements. "Please don't do this." he begged.

I ripped my arm out of his grip "I hope your paperwork can keep you warm at night, Captain, because i won't be anymore, Asshole." i opened the door slowly shutting it not wanting to wake up the other soldiers.

I walked the dark halls trying to find hanji's room 'I should of brought a lantern with me.' once i knew i was far enough away from levi's room i slid down a wall it was only then that his words started to sink in 'Asshole...what a fuckin asshole! Mikasa warned me about him why didn't i listen to her? god i'm so stupid.' i laid my bag beside me hugging my knee's to my chest i sighed 'I tried so hard to see his side on things, To understand his pain what he went through, Understanding how he was about as romantic as a cactus, His cleaning obsession's, I tried so hard for him.' I buried my face in my knee's silent tears fell down my face.

I began to sob 'Why would he say something so fucking cruel?!' hugging my knee's tighter i began to shake.

"Y/n?" he deep masculine voice echoed in the halls.

I looked up to see a bright orange light illuminate a tall manly figure then i looked up to their face.

"Erwin?" my voice cracked

"Y/n, What happened? your eyes are almost swollen shut." he kneeled in front of me.

"Levi he....he." tears began to pour from my eyes. "He hates me, He thinks i'm some kind of whore who will spread her legs openly for any man, He told me i wasn't fit for the scouts, that i'm basically a burden on him." i sobbed into my hands shaking even harder.

Erwin sighs "Levi has always had a sharp tongue sometimes he doesn't think things through clearly." he looked to your side and noticed a bag. "You have no where to sleep, Why don't you come into my office and you can take my bed i'll take the couch, How does that sound?" he gently placed a hand on your shoulder.

I looked up at him tears still falling from my eyes. "I'm not going to kick you out of your own room Erwin, i wouldn't feel right doing that to you." you looked away embarrassed that the commander saw you in this state, but he's seen me like this countless times he and i were friends after all we would share our burdens over a glass of whiskey once in a while.

He took my small hands into his calloused ones and squeezed them reassuringly "I have no problem with sleeping on the couch, I hardly ever use the bed anyways, So you wouldn't be taking anything away from me." he smiled gently.

I looked into his calm ocean eyes i hesitated for a minute but nodded "Okay, i will if it's truly no problem." sighing knowing there was no arguing with him.

"Its settled then, Lets get you to bed, You must be exhausted." He let go of my hands and stood up he lent his hand to me, I took it and he helped me stand noticing my tear stained cheeks he reached into his pants pocket and pulled out a handkerchief he offered it to me.

I took it from him and gently began dabbing the soft fabric on my eyes and cheeks, I offered it back to him and he held up his hand "Keep it, You need it more then i do, Besides i have a million of those things in my dresser." he chuckled picking up the lantern.

A small smile formed on my lips i nodded stuffing the handkerchief into my pocket.

"Shall we then? you'll catch your death in this cold hallway." he inclined his head in the direction of his room/office.

I reached down and grabbed my bag off of the floor slinging it over my shoulder once more.

"Lets go." i simply said erwin began walking down the dark hallways if it wasn't for his lantern lighting the way i would of been lost forever in these damnable stone hallways.

"If you don't mind me asking, Why was he being so harsh this time? not that i'm excusing those awful untrue things he said." eyes glued to the steps in front of him.

I looked away from his back my voice deeply saddens. "I just wanted him to come to bed and relax with me, I'm sorry if this is to much info but we always made love and then we would cuddle afterwards whenever he was stressed and he was extremely stressed tonight, so i offered to help him relax and that's when he..." i choked down my sob breathing rapidly.

"E-erwin do you think he's...?" i couldn't finish the words 'Would he stoop so low that he would cheat on me? Am i not enough for him anymore? does he take me for a woman who would sleep around with other men? Why would he say those horrible things to me? What have i done wrong other then try to love him flaws and all?' a million thoughts ran through my mind, i felt a weight on my head i looked up to see erwin looking at me sadly he ruffled my hair.

"No, Levi is definitely not the type to run around, He really loves you y/n, I bet he feels absolutely awful for what he said and i imagine he's beating himself up over it, Levi is a tough person to get along with but you have dedicated your heart and soul to him, He wouldn't throw that away just for some random woman, Not only are you the bravest most loyal soldier your the most kindest caring person as well, That's a rare thing in these times, He's lucky to have someone like you y/n." he took his hand away so he could look into my eyes.

I began to tear up again. "His words cut me deep erwin, I don't know when or if i'll ever forgive him, his hurtful words are still fresh in my mind, But i do appreciate what you said to me, That's probably the nicest thing i have heard in a while." i smiled through the tears.

He nods. "Its going to take some time for you to heal and that's completely understandable, You are more then welcome to stay in my room for as long as you want to, But if you ever feel uncomfortable, Hanji isn't that far from where i am, She would more then welcome you to stay, Just be prepared to be interrogated she doesn't give up easily." he sighs

"I'm fully aware." I giggled a little taking the handkerchief dabbing my eyes again.

He smiled and began walking again i followed him looking back into the dark hallway wondering what he's doing right now, i sighed directing my head towards the back of the commander.

Unbeknownst to you, Levi lingered behind one of the archways (is that what they call it? its 3am give me a break lol) listening in on yours and erwins chat.

He clenched his hands into a tight fist knuckles whitening. "I fucked up, Now eyebrows is going to take her away from me, I'm such a fool." he ran his fingers through his hair.

"I have to fix this, No, I Need to fix this, But how? i'm clearly shit at my words." he sighed

"Maybe hanji can help?" he started to feel hopeful, he was either desperate or crazy to even consider help from the mad scientist, Definitely crazy.

With his mind made up, He pushed off the archway(?) looking at that orange light fade away into the darkness once more he turned away and began walking back to his room.

"Please don't give up on me y/n." he pleaded.

To Be Continued.

[buckybarnesthehotshot]

have you ever heard the song tryin to love you by jason aldean? it’s angsty as hell and i was wondering if you could do a request with that song. idk if you do songfics but if you do, could you please do one with bucky where the reader is trying to love him and he doesn’t believe her, so he ignores her and goes on a mission but when he comes back a few months later she’s dating someone else. it would be so amazing! thank you in advance.

trying to love you (bucky barnes x reader)

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summary: y/n gets tired of trying to love bucky

word count: 1472

warnings: swearing, arguing, angst i guess, bucky’s an asshole in this, and this is not proofread.

A/N: hiiii i haven’t heard the song before this request but i loved writing this omg and i am so sorry it took me a while to get to this request

       Bucky and y/n had a complicated relationship—if you could even call it that. y/n, as much as Bucky wouldn’t admit it, was the light of Bucky’s life. Hell, she was the light of the Avengers. She was great and she was the nicest person on the team. She was a fresh breath of innocence and kindness bestowed upon the team by Nick Fury.

       That’s what alarmed Bucky so much when she decided she wanted to get closer to him; when she tried befriending him. Why would someone so innocent, so bright, want him? Why would she want to associate herself with his blood-stained and darkened soul?

       “Bucky, I made cookies earlier and decided that maybe you want some. So, tell me, do you?” y/n smiled, walking into Bucky’s room. With an annoyed groan, he faced her, an impatient look on his face.

       “No, I don’t. Maybe if you’d stop assuming things and did something worthwhile with your time like training, you’d end up with some improvement in your technique when it comes to your abilities on the field,” Bucky rolled his eyes, pushing the plate of cookies away from himself, accidentally pushing the plate of warm cookies onto the floor.

        “Jeez, you could’ve said no,” y/n muttered, picking the cookies off the carpeted floor, her eyes filling with tears as the batch of cookies she’d just baked went to waste. Bucky, however, didn’t seem to understand why she’d been picking the cookies off the ground.

       “y/n, didn’t your parents ever teach you not to eat food of the floor? God, even your manners are out of place here,” Bucky shook his head in disapproval, trying to hold back his instinct to help y/n pick the cookies off the floor.

       “Sorry, I-I just didn’t want to leave a mess,” y/n bowed her head down, ashamed at how he’d been berating her as her voice broke. Compared to everyone else on the team, something about Bucky drew her closer to him; made him crave his approval. She just wanted to be enough for him. She just wanted him to love her the same way she loved him.

       If she could turn her feelings of with a press of a button, she would have done in without thinking twice. By the gods of Asgard, love was a feeling that had her floating on air. A feeling that filled her with joy. But damn, loving Bucky Barnes was hard. Even after everything he’d put her through, she still found herself trying to love him.

       The moment she’d picked off all the cookies from the floor, she headed into the corner of his room where his trash bin was, and dropped the plate of cookies into the bin, her eyes glossing over with tears. Bucky wanted to make his way across the room and apologize, but he couldn’t bring himself to do so.

       ‘It’s all an act,’ he’d told himself every time he found himself wanting to comfort y/n. He just knew that past that goody-two-shoes act, something was just too shady about y/n and her façade.

       y/n, ignoring the tears welling up in her eyes, bolted out his room as fast as her legs could take her, into her bedroom—which unfortunately for her—right across from Bucky’s, slamming the door shut behind her.

       She leaned against the wood of the door, sobbing her eyes out as she chastised herself yet again for what she’d just done. Silly her, she should have known better than to be nice to a man as cruel as Bucky. But damn it, she didn’t want to hurt Bucky. Not even after everything he’d put her through.

       Unbeknownst to her, Bucky could hear every sob that tore through her body. It was one of the curses of having enhanced hearing. He somehow convinced himself that it was all a trick; that she was taking advantage of his enhanced hearing with her fake sobs.

       Little did he know, y/n, as she sobbed, was already thinking up ways she could make it up to Bucky, unable to scratch the look of annoyance on his face from her brain. She felt as though she was wrong for trying to do something nice for Bucky. She felt as though she was the one suffocating him.

       To Bucky’s relief, her sobs quieted down and with a sigh, she headed to her bed, telling herself she’d apologize to Bucky the day after that.

       Little did she know, he had to leave extremely early that morning for an undercover mission. One he knew would take a while to accomplish as rushing the mission could put so much on the line.

       Ignoring the pain in his heart when he boarded the quinjet without saying his goodbyes to her. Why would he, though? It wasn’t like she was anyone to him, right?

       “Nat, do you know where Bucky is?” y/n questioned, skipping into the kitchen, seeing Nat sipping on a mug of dark coffee. Nat’s tired green eyes widened in shock at the realization that y/n didn’t know. Yesterday, she’d just assumed y/n baked Bucky a batch of cookies as a way to say goodbye and she broke down in tears knowing she wouldn’t see him in a while. Well, this was definitely one hell of a wrong assumption.

       “Did you forget? He went on that undercover mission earlier today,” Natasha explained, her brows furrowing at the sight of the confusion on y/n’s face.

       “Did I forget? Nat, I didn’t even now!” y/n exclaimed, her eyes welling up with tears. Of course, he wouldn’t tell her. It’s not like she was somebody to him based off the way he’d been repeatedly treating her.

        “Wait, for reals? I really thought he would’ve told you about this mission. I mean seriously, he cares about you. I don’t know how caring about someone works, but I’m pretty sure that if you care about someone, you’d let them know before going to a mission for a couple months!” Nat gasped, wrapping her arms around y/n.

       “Well, he doesn’t care about me. I’ll just have to deal with that, I guess,” y/n chuckled sadly, sobbing into Natasha’s shoulder. Finally, she was able to admit it to herself and someone; Bucky didn’t care about her. There was no point in trying to love him.

       That was the first step for her to finally get over him. She knew that the distance—after she’d thought about it for quite a while—would work in her favor. She didn’t have to try getting Bucky to love her back if he wasn’t there.

       Meanwhile, while working undercover in a luxury hotel in Malta with a handful of SHIELD agents, Bucky found himself laying in bed, unable to sleep, realizing there was no way y/n could have faked those sobs he’d heard from her room the day before he left.

       It was there he realized that he broke her. y/n, the kindest most innocent person he knew, broke down into tears because of him. He’d never seen or heard her cry before that point. Not even during the times she’d been injured while she was out on the field. He fucked up and he knew he had to make it up to her when he got back.

       Those two months, while working on the mission, his thoughts occasionally wandered off to those of y/n. He found himself wondering if she’s missed him or if she’d found someone new. Her smile was the first thing he imagined in the morning, her laugh the last thought on his head before drifting off to sleep; dreams of her filling his head.  

       He’d thought distancing himself from y/n was going to get him to forget the instinct to gravitate closer to her, but it did the exact opposite. He found himself craving for y/n’s presence while he was away.

       That was probably why it stung when he got off the quinjet, a swarm of clapping SHIELD agents surrounding them as he and the SHIELD team got off the aircraft. There were at least a hundred agents surrounding them in the hangar, but none of them were y/n.

       He moved through the multiple floors and rooms of the compound in search for y/n. His mind was finally put at ease the moment he heard it; her beautiful giggle coming from the lounge area of the compound.

       He got closer and closer to y/n before his eyes widened at the sight in front of him; y/n was watching a movie as she usually did on weekends. The only difference was she was now cuddling up to Steve’s side.

       He was too late. She was finally tired of trying to love him and moved on to someone they both knew could return the same love she gave. Though it pained him, that man just wasn’t him.

FOREVER TAGS: @spatium-viatorem​​ / @sxphiiwrld​​ / @strangersstranger​​ / @nerdy-bookworm-1998​ / @cutie1365​ / @valeriiaaass / @adorkably / @whatinthyworld

MARVEL TAGS: @captainamerica-is-bae​

BUCKY TAGS: @missmidnightxo​ / @tinymalscoffee / @howliebucky /

[honeybomb4thebear]

“The Lord Who Obeys Me”

Setting: Non-Despair AU, after graduation (characters are +18)

Gundham’s fem-dom S/O who is in love with him and also likes to praise and tease him a lot decides that it’s time to give the boy what he deserves- so she takes his virginity.

Female Reader x Gundham Tanaka

Genre: n//fw, sm/t

Gundham's hot and flushed face did excite Y/N quite a bit. He seemed to be struggling super hard- but seemingly not as hard as he was down there. Deciding to tease him, Y/N grinded against his crotch slightly; making Gundham let out a muffled breath. This made Y/N giggle, which drove Gundham even more crazy; making him buckle up to her, albeit his face still very much red. "Are you playing games with me, woman?" Y/N nodded then looked at his lips, while biting her bottom lip. "Y-you dare to challenge me, huh? I, G-Gundham Tanaka, will not lose to a dirty feeling that is l-lust-" His words were cut with a groan caused by Y/N's hand on his crotch, stroking his manhood slowly. "Are you sure about that?" Y/N teased, making the breeder even more of a blushing mess. With a mischevious grin, the H/C haired girl looked at her boyfriend, who seemed to be barely containing himself from jumping on her. She wanted to push his limits even more. She wanted to see his submissive face even more. So she hopped off of his lap and got on her knees. While her hands were still tracing his erected penis, she said something that she knew that would drive him completely crazy: "Let me pleasure you, my lord." Even though he was shivering because of her words, Gundham tried to look cool and composed as always: "D...Do what you will, you... You... Succubus..." With his permission, Y/N leaned into his cock and unzipped his pants. She obviously wouldn't expect Gundham to not wear any underwear, so was taken aback by his huge dick that almost hit her face. After his secret was revealed, Gundham couldn't help getting embarrassed. This didn't seem to bother her, though, it even seemed like she was pleasantly surprsied. "Oh, I didn't know that," Y/N said, while staring at Gundham's penis with a contented smile, "so you don't wear any underwear?" "Of course I do!" Gundham protested, "you just... Can't see it..." "Hmm," Y/N's innocent smile turned into a more devilish one, "so... You can't feel it directly when I do... This?" Without a warning, Y/N started to plant kisses on Gundham's manhood, one after another. She couldn't help giggling when she heard Gundham moan a bit. "You are so pure, aren't you," she teased. "Me? I-I am.... Supreme Overlord of Ice, not... anything like..." "Your persona is quite ironic you know? You are maybe the nicest person I know, no, you ARE the nicest person I know. Yet you act like you are some sort of villain," she said, while stroking his cock and watching him get more hot and bothered as she talked, "but maybe... You aren't that pure after all. I mean, look at how hard you are!" she laughed. "Whose fault is that..." Gundham murmured, "you are too powerful, Succubus of the Dark Forests. Even a powerful being such as I cannot help surrendering to your incredible power... You just know how to seduce me, with that... Sweet mouth of yours." "Only my mouth? Is that it? Or did you specifically said my mouth because you really want me to use it right now?" "...I want you to use it." Y/N grinned at his helpless expression once more. "What do you want me to do with it?" "S...suck..." "Please be more clear, my lord." "I want you to suck it..." "Suck what?" Even though he was still very much embarrassed, Gundham buckled up to her lips. "...My m-manhood." "Good boy- I mean... Whatever you wish for, my lord," she said, right before taking all of his cock in her mouth. Gundham moaned at the sensation, it was the first-ever blowjob he was receiving and he didn't expect that it would feel this good.. He had to hold himself back from face-fucking her, he didn't want to choke her because damn- he was huge. Soon enough (right after managing to control her breathing), Y/N started to bob her head slowly. She was slow enough to torture Gundham who was dripping with pre-cum already. "Y/N... Haah... Q-quicker for me... Please... Ah..." Y/N put her hands on Gundham's inner thighs and started to rub them to pleasure him more. She still didn't pick up the pace, though. She was still slow and steady. "Y-Y/N... Why must you torture me like that? If you keep your pace this low, I will not be able to control mysel-" Sensing the danger, with an erotic pop, Y/N pulled her head back and grinned at him. "Maybe I like it this way?" Gundham frowned a bit in frustration. "...Such a wicked soul... As expected from Succubus of the Dark Forests, I suppose." "I am wicked, huh? I guess I am. I have a hard time controlling myself when I see you like this, you know, helpless and completely at my mercy. So I apologize... But, you know," Y/N said, before standing up and lifting up her skirt, revealing her panties which were getting darker in color as it went down, right at where her pussy was. "I am so, so turned on right now." Dazed and tongue tied, Gundham looked at her underwear, his mouth agape and his breathing quickened. He couldn't even deny her words of him being "completely at her mercy", he was basically speechless now. "Oh? You are interested?" Y/N teased, once again. Gundham closed his mouth and nodded silently. "That's nice," she said, pulling her underwear down, showcasing her pussy to him. "Come to me, Gundham," she then extended a condom to him. Gundham gulped, then wrapped the condom around his manhood. He then walked over to Y/N, suddenly putting his hand behind her head and slamming her onto wall. "Oh my," Y/N said with a surprised expression. "Guess I pushed your limits too much..." "Yes, indeed you did, my queen," he said, before lifting her leg slowly and planting kisses on her knee and inner thighs, making her gasp in pleasure. "Ah... It's alright, I don't mind-ah!" Suddenly, Gundham's dick was inside Y/N. Y/N was wrapping around him real tight, almost like pulling him in, wanting to taste every single bit of him. She wanted all of him. And he wanted all of her. "Tight, hm?" "Haah... I can't help it... I think you are the hottest person to ever exist..." Even in this position, Y/N didn't give up on her dominance and once again managed to make Gundham blush hard, causing him to bury his head on the crook of her neck. As he started to pump into her, he didn't have much patience- she teased him too much. So even when he tried to slow down, he just couldn't- his hips went on faster and faster, their moans mixing together as they held onto each other. "I love you," Gundham whispered, his head still on the crook of her neck, sending her slight vibrations with his deep voice. "Gundham... I love you too... I really do... You are the best..." He blushed once more, yet was more confident this time: "Yes, I am. I am the best for you, my queen. Exactly like how you are the one and only for me." "I am yours... And you are mine..." Y/N said, her arms wrapping Gundham's body tighter. "Indeed... I am..." Suddenly, Gundham pulled Y/N to the nearby couch, making her sit on his lap while he still thrusts deeply into her. Y/N being the Y/N she is, also rode him with her shameless expression and loud moans. "You... Wanted me to ride you, didn't you?" No answer, only both of their moans mixed together. "Well, I don't mind it... It was my original intention anyways, but I thought you would like to be on top..." Gundham averted his eyes. "You like being topped, don't you? Maybe you are more submissive than I had initially thought after all!" "Y/N..." "You like the attention, don't you," Y/N  was barely able to talk right now, the more she talked, the more her words got more and more breathy. "Ahh, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay, really..." she said, hugging him while still riding him, "I like giving you attention... Because I... Love... Ah, fuck!" With that, she let out a long and loud moan, her back arched and her head swung back. She has reached her climax. What a sight that was to be seen! Seeing her all messed up for him and him only was too much for Gundham that was already been tortured by Y/N for a while now. Gundham has never been turned on that much before, so it was only natural that he came with a loud grunt right away. They stayed in each others' arms for a while like that. Then Y/N got up from his lap, and unwrapped the now filled-with-semen condom of his, throwing it to the nearby trash can. "T...Thank you," Gundham said, his chest still visibly going up and down. "For what," Y/N asked with a tired smile. Gundham's expression turned into one that seemed distant and... Painful. Y/N's heart ached a bit. "Why the long face?" she asked, visibly worried. "I do not recall anyone calling me such words as 'gentle' or 'nice' before. Even though I am exactly the opposite of such descriptions, you... Are kind to me. It is you that is gentle, my dear." "It's upsetting to hear you say that, Gundham. The things I had said, I meant every single word of them. I do think you are the kindest person I have ever known," she held his hand and gazed lovingly into his aloof eyes. "You are the kindest, coolest and well- most evil person I have ever known." She had finally managed to get a little smug snort out of him. "Your words contradict each other, you are aware of that, yes?" "Yes I am. Now, come on, let's go shower, okay?"

Please excuse my grammar mistakes, if there is any, for English is not my first language. Also, I don’t write smut often, so I apologize if I made you cringe.

[lanefm]

“𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭’𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞, 𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐦? 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐲— 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮’𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞?”

"lane king, twenty years old, child prodigy of the visual and performing arts department.” kidding. well, partially. “bisexual, biromantic i guess ? gender has never deterred my romantic inclinations,” she admitted. “i’m much more attracted to a person’s soul and heart than their physical appearance. and i suppose i identify as a cis woman, though i’ve candidly never given my identity that much thought.”

“𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐚𝐠𝐞? 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐚𝐟𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧, 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐯𝐢𝐜𝐞, 𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐠𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐬, 𝐪𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐡𝐲𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡.”

a good question. she was incredibly affectionate with her friends, but that was often where the affection started and ended. there was something about romantic inclinations that got the petite blonde in her head. “quality time, for sure,” she admitted with a bright grin. “i really value the people in my life sharing their time with me.” of the things she valued in her life, the idyllic moments shared with those she loved were amongst the greatest.

“𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭’𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐠𝐢𝐟𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐢𝐯𝐞?”

a tough question, considering the fact that lane was a resident softie. she deeply cherished any gifts given to her, keeping the mementos and tokens of other people’s love. “i..” god, what was the best or most meaningful gift she could receive? “something that shows i’m loved and they understand me. you know, the real me. not just what they think i’d like but something they know i’d love.”

“𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭’𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐚 𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐧𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭’𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐝𝐨 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮?”

they were really asking the hard-hitters, lane thought to herself. “anything that has to do with my mind, i think. something more than just a superficial ‘oh your outfit is super cute’ or ‘i love your hair,’ you know? something that shows they understand me.” a brief pause, as she contemplated the kindest thing anyone could do for her. “this is so lame, but i really value when people share their time with me. that’s probably the nicest thing anyone could do for me.”

“𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐮𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮?”

her perfect day. “it would have to start well-rested,” she admitted with a sheepish grin. “i’m of no use to anyone if i haven’t slept well. probably start with breakfast in bed with someone i care about, something fun like heart-shaped pancakes and fresh fruit,” she muttered out. “then we’d run out and do an activity or get something to do together, like kayaking or building a piece of furniture or getting a craft to do together. grab lunch, fill up on coffee, cook dinner and dessert together and spend the evening curled up next to one another under the stars.” just being present. that would be her perfect day.

“𝐈𝐟 𝐚 𝐜𝐫𝐲𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐥 𝐛𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟, 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐥𝐬𝐞, 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰?”

the blonde’s jaw dropped, excitement blossoming on her visage. "was the moon landing faked?!” she asked, clearly excited about the prospect of learning the truth of this conspiracy. laughter flooded her lips, lane clearly amused with her own response — though the interviewer seemed much less entertained. her chuckles quieted as she regained her composure. “or something along those lines, i guess. get the real scoop on america’s favorite cryptids.”

“𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐝𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐯𝐚𝐥𝐮𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩?”

"honesty.”

“𝐀𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚 𝐜𝐚𝐭 𝐨𝐫 𝐝𝐨𝐠 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧?”

"how could i ever choose?” lane whined out, pausing and pursing her lips as she contemplated the question. what could she say — she adored both. “i think...” she started with a grin, “...that i’m more like a cat, but they’re both wonderful. i love animals.”

“𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞: “𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐰𝐡𝐨𝐦 𝐈 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐞…”

"my life.” simple. easy. “i mean, i have a great support system — so i don’t feel like i necessarily need more people or someone different,” she expressed with a quiet chuckle. “but i like sharing the quiet moments of my life with people i care about. sharing the truest portions of myself with someone, y’know?”

“𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐜𝐫𝐲 𝐢𝐧 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧? 𝐁𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟?”

her brows furrowed at the question, lane clearly deep in thought. to be candid, she wasn’t quite sure. she cried quite often, so it wasn’t monumental for her to cry — whether it be on her lonesome or with someone else by her side. “i got really worked up at the ending of encanto when i watched it with kasey,” she admitted sheepishly, cheeks fading a bright pink. “and i cry pretty regularly by myself. think i may have stubbed my toe and got a little overwhelmed.”

“𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐩𝐡𝐲𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐜𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮?”

an eyebrow raised at the completion of the question. “like, sex?” she questioned. the interviewer did not seem to be amused by the question, nor did they offer any clarification. “i could do without it, i could do with it. it’s not a deal breaker by any means,” she murmured. of course she found a way to half answer the question. “physical intimacy is.. complicated.”

“𝐀𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐕𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐞’𝐬 𝐃𝐚𝐲?”

a chuckle bubbled forth from the blonde’s pink lips as her brown eyes widened, gaze firm on the interviewer before she looked at them with confusion. “aren’t i always?” she reminded them, a sheepish grin rolling across her pink lips. “but yes, i am.”

[marukrawler]

My sis told me it was going to be her comfort fic when it's done...hi it's the eleven years old and I need to say something. First of all would like to say my name, it's Élise and I want go give you all the biggest thank you in the entire world and here's why. There are many things that make my sis extremely depressed, she is very emotional, she tries to be there for everyone and she tries everyday to see the positive in everything : She compliments everyone, she encourages everyone, she smiles at every one but she never ever got those things in return

Part 2 coming

She never gets compliments, she never gets encouragements, she cried once because it was the first time her friend told her a simple thank you after she helped their depression, that's how much she gets nothing in return of her actions. She cries a lot and she always calls herself a crybaby, don't worry about suicide, she is not suicidal at all, she said : I love life too much for that 😊 and that was her most beautiful smile ever. But a few days ago, she discovered this au of a cartoon she's loved since she was 6 and suddenly she became completely happy and she was so glad you people liked her drawings !! There are many other things that make her sad at the current moment but you guys drastically help her and for that...it is the deepest and sincerest bow I give up. Thank you, with my complete heart for making my sister get drastically.

Truly and sincerely

-Élise

hello élise!

it breaks my heart to hear what your sister’s been going through but i’m so so happy to hear that our au is making her feel considerably better. she sounds like such a kind and pure soul and from our interactions, she definitely came across to me as a very sweet girl. i hope from the bottom of my heart that her mood will continue to improve and she’ll be told all the nicest and kindest words that she clearly deserves and needs to hear.

her art is so creative and nice to look at and i’m immensely grateful that she volunteered to make designs for the characters because they’re amazing and well received!

i never imagined how much of an impact this au could have to some people but i know it’s something a lot of people love to discuss about and once i have the time available, i’ll make sure to make lots of content for it. please let your sister know that we all cherish her and what she’s done for this au and we all hope she’ll recover nicely from her sickness so we can chat with her again in the near future <3