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pinkniz · 1 year

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This is from a drawing I made of Heng Yue getting clapped by Freddy but Im posting the sfw part here bc it looks very pretty

#dislyte #she's KNOT gonna like this #heng yue dislyte #i am fucking crazy but i am free #my art

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samssims · 10 months

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Invite.

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#ts4 #Sims 4 #NSB #Not So Berry Legacy #Not So Berry #NSB Gen 2 #Sims 4 gameplay #Diana has invited Ada and Addie to her wedding #She and Alex's dad are going to tie the knot officially #And Ada is like oh yeah I love weddings....when she does not #But she made a new friend so she's gonna keep her

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airborneice · 9 months

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if there’s one thing I humbly, desperately request from season 3 when it drops it’s that they give us a solid number for how many years have passed since the movie so I can start editing baby Mattie into the bg of the scenes >:)

#like this isn’t The Reason I’m excited abt the timeskip but cmon #according to the silly timeline in my head #she would probably be around during the events of s3 and I cannot wait to twist my brain in knots figuring #out how that’s gonna work #Hilda goes on at least one s3 adventure w mattie chilling in her backpack I’m manifesting it now #Mattie #not art #i need a ramble tag #hilda ocs tag

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backwardblackbyrd · 11 months

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can we get a little noise for the dress

#okay okay one got this at the thrift stroe but 3 bucks love that #two im going to get those. like fishnets that are essentially just. netting bc the holes are big? yea black for my legs #instead of the tights i have on now #aND a red bandana but ties like. boy scout style #with the knot in the front? yea #love this dress gonna be so annoying about it im sorry #she/he/they #me #my face

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neverendingford · 3 months

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#tag talk #anytime my friends point out that something I say is good advice or express that they see me as aspirational I'm always just like....#wtf how am I am example to look up to I'm just an idiot bumbling his way through life trying to avoid hitting her head on cabinet corners #honestly it's mostly just seeing mistakes others have made and going “I will not make those mistakes. I will make weirder mistakes than that #like. it feels a little like the “I'm eighty years old I'm done with putting up with everyone's bullshit” except it's #it's “I didn't kill myself so I'm not gonna put up with bullshit anymore”#like. I chose life. I'm not about to half-ass that decision. I'm not gonna walk back that decision. I'm not going to flinch away from it.#that fuckin... “what do we have to fear but fear itself” quote or whatever. like.. I died. you think anything else is gonna scare me?#if I'm going to be stuck here on this planet you bet your ass I'm gonna make the most of it. I'm not gonna be embarrassed. no shame.#we're all living here until we die and the things that matter are your own life and then the people around you.#I'm not going to miss out on a chance to find community and connection just because I'm afraid. I'm done being afraid.#though... I have been feeling shrimp emotions for the past two weeks and my stomach has tied itself up in knots over it.#I'm so detached because I'm afraid of feeling my emotions too strongly. so letting go and experiencing emotions is a lot for me.#and agghfffgghh I'm going to make it through this I'm going to make it through this but damn it's really rough #allowing yourself to get close to someone again after solidifying your position as unassailable is so hard.#especially because I've gotten so used to shielding the emotions of other people. hard to be honest when your honesty will hurt them #it's wild being around someone who's not wildly insecure because I can be genuine and honest and not worry about what I say hurting her.#I could say “I'm leaving in a year do you still want to date?” and trust that she would actually think it through and give a reliable answer #like. I can handle just my emotions because she's able to handle hers.#being in mental health spaces for so long I'm not used to interacting with emotionally stable people lmaooo #do you think I'm emotionally stable? I don't think I am. but then I meet other people who are wildly more unstable than I am and hmmm #like. sui wasn't an emotional choice it was a cost benefit analysis. I get emotionally unstable sure. but I contain myself until it's over.#I know enough to not be impulsive because I recognize impulsive behavior in others and thus in myself as well.#so like. I'm unstable but I'm not externally unstable. I know how to isolate when I'm in a wounded lashing out state.#anyway I've been processing so many emotions this past week because I'm wildly out of practice with allowing myself emotional honesty #instead of just bricking myself up behind my defensive apathy. I want to hold onto this. I want to continue to channel these emotions.#I want to be unafraid to tell people when I love them #though with her it's more of a Nerevarine situation. you are not someone I love but rather someone who might become that.#like. I haven't known her long enough to really say I love. but I very much think if things continue how they are I will be confident in it #and not even romantic love per se. I have some old friends who I genuinely love. several siblings who I love. most people I know I do not.

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pepprs · 1 year

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beaver gnawing on wood noises

#purrs #delete later #this is gonna be a bad / hard post and i’ll have to delete it. like it feels like in making it im invoking cosmic forces to show me karma or #idk like being an ingrate or whatever. but sometimes i find myself on social media rabbitholes looking at instagram pages of.. women who #like really genuinely appear to be good moms to their kids. and love them for who they are and don’t try to make them anything different.#and who celebrate their quirks and stuff. and even share interests with them at the bare minimum. and it just makes me want to sob. like the #knot in my throat. i shouldn’t do it bc i just hurt myself but it’s like. im so lucky i have a mom and that she provides for me. and i know #there are valid reasons for that being all she can do. but also why can’t she… idk.why can’t she ummm love me. or celebrate me. or find #magic in me. or at the very least accept my humanness and be open to me like giving her feedback on stuff. even tonight at this panel this o #one woman was like yeah my two daughters call me on stuff and im like you’re right. if i called my mom on stuff (and i do) she would give me #the silent treatment (and she has) or eviscerate me (and she has). and people in my work life and on here call me endearing and say all #these things. but it’s like none of it can fill up the absolute aching pulsing void that is… my mom. my mom!!!!! is just a person i live #with anr resent most of the time. who has hurt me so badly. and i could have had a mom who like. let me sing and didn’t mock me for it.#and who came in and said goodnight to me and my sister instead of leaving us to o ur own devices because we’re twins and we had each other.#and 14 years ago today was the day that fully cemented in that she could not be that kind of mom and would never be. and i know she tried so #hard and i know she has been hurt and is still hurting. but i just want to scream. like everyone deserves a mom who loves them for who they #are and shit. and how fucking unfair is it that.. like it sounds so selfish and entitled. b it how fucking unfair is it that i got a mom who #im afraid of and then there are people like fucking… m*lissa err*co and sh*ron wh*atley (those are just the famous ones) who by all #appearances seem to be like.. not only loving but open. seeing their children as human and magic all at once. instead of a war prize and a #symbol of their own hardships or whatever. like it’s just so fucking unfair. i hate that this is the way things are for me and that it will #never change and that if it ever does i have to be the one to change it or i have to heal from it and let go of it. like FUCK that! i want #love from my mom! FUCK the fact that she can’t give it to me!!! she has to!!!!!! but she won’t. idk. delete post <3 #like so genuinely i should not be even typing these words bc god is gonna smite me now lol. but my heart is howling #and the shitty thing is i don’t think i’ll be able to be that kind of mom if i ever become one bc of how badly all of this has hurt me. and #bc of all that i don’t even think i want to become a mom anymore bc i don’t want to be the reason a child feels this way or grows up to.

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abandonmutt · 3 months

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Just thinking

#I’m good at balancing enough to feel like. pleasant normally. but fuck I hate being reminded of just how deep my disordered thinking goes #I rly don’t know how I’m gonna like. heal in the long term #like obviously I’m gonna try but like #I am so desperately adverse to receiving more than very minimal help from anyone #and half the time I don’t even know what would help #the fucking knots I tie myself into are so convoluted and impossible that I kinda feel it’s better for me to just handle it #I don’t know how to be helped. I barely know how to be cared about. I fear that nobody will be able to handle whatever it’s gonna take #to break through all of that shit #like fuck man I don’t even remember how to cry about shit #I probably still need to cry over my moms stroke but it feels stupid now bc she’s fine #i don’t know what to do about that #I never thought I was a self hating kinda guy I thought I was pretty self neutral #but literally the bare minimum opening for shame or for feeling like I’m failing can snag me #even if it’s completely irrational #ugh.

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hollyhomburg · 2 years

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i want the m/c to be fucked so dumb she can’t talk <3

you �� me 🤝 the pack (this ask)

#soon though #soon she's gonna get all on joonie's big cock and not even be able to take it like #when i tell you that i just imagine her getting it inside and instantly cumming #trembling near sobbing with how good it is #and then joonie just waiting until she's calmed down enough for him to start fucking into her #let alone if he ever knotted her #she'd probably pass out

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seancamerons · 7 months

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i'm not letting anyone ever make me feel bad about me, my choices, things and people i love/care about, hobbies whatever, ever. respect me, or (kindly), kick bricks🧱 i'm just done with that "letting things happen" or niceties if you're not nice to me or others. you gonna disrespect me, i won't respect you and i just won't talk to you. life is too short to be a mean person. i don't wanna be a pushover. i'm not gonna let people make me feel bad anymore no matter who they are. i cried my last tear over that stuff. not gonna be hostile, or mean but assertive, because it's a new era and i want positivity. i want good things, i like my peace and anyone who threatens me with that i don't want around me. it's just bs. 💩 i don't want any negativity, so if you're gonna be mean or whatever do not interact w/ this.

#personal #ugh #i literally cried myself to sleep with my stomach in knots over this shit #like my bfs aunt is so mean #she's been saying these little things and she's really getting to me #all week long giving me shit about everything i do #i'm so thankful for my boyfriends family and i love them all but she i can't with #its a good thing she lives 3000 miles away regularly #his mom was so upset when my bf and i were discussing things last night bc the aunt has a habit of doing this stuff #and she didn't know it was as bad as it was between her sister and me #so all this is spurred by her #and like generally #his grandma was mad too bc i have literally done nothing to this woman #and i'm newly moving in and i'm overwhelmed and chaotic these days with that #i'm tryna stay positive #i'm a lil nervous bc they're gonna have a convo with her #and let her know that she's being a lot rn and i'm like afraid of her #i also don't wanna make her madder than she is already #if she's even mad or its just how she is #idk the whole thing #but it really hurt me bc i looked forward to meeting her and then when i did we do not jive #i thought we would #never meet your heroes kids

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sluttyten · 1 year

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Now I sit in my room anxiously for the next hour and a half waiting for tickets to go on sale, and then I drive anxiously across town too

#like fuck I’m nervous and I need to eat something but I’m nervous and that makes it difficult #also I fucking hate making plans with people that I don’t know all that well 😭😭 like yeah I know them at work but not outside of work #and also going places I’ve never been before?? to do things that I don’t do?? the social anxiety has my belly in knots #and then….. I have to show my parents that I pierced my nose and I think that’s my biggest fear about all of this #number one fear actually: not getting tickets #number two fear: me coming home with my nose pierced and having to tell them #I just got home from work and saw my dad was home and was like oh shit bc when I leave I’m gonna have to offer an explanation #but like once I have the tickets purchased then like 🤷🏻‍♀️ what’s my mom gonna do tell me that we’re not going #also like everyone keeps telling me I’m a grown ass adult and I can make these decisions myself #I wonder if everyone at work could see how nervous I was and how increasingly throughout the day I’ve been getting like more nervous and #more quiet but like I feel like it’s equal parts ticket sale anxiety and doing something out of the ordinary that my parents might not #approve of while I live under their roof and all that #but on the bright side my dad just left to go do something so maybe he won’t be back before I leave and I’ll just be like hey I’m leaving #um and I’m getting my nose pierced but I’ll be back soon!!#also though like a source of my anxiety right now is that I have to go pick up one of the people I’m going with and I’ve never been alone #with him not that I mean that in a bad way just an anxious way like I’m awkward as fuck #and the other girl who was maybe going with us didn’t work with us today and she seemed a lil hesitant about it and then I texted her about #what time I’m planning on going and she hasn’t responded but I’m pretty sure she read it #anyway I’m literally like buzzing with anxiety right now over getting tickets first and foremost #ALSO I’m supposed to be getting something from Amazon today and it’s not here yet plus I’m waiting on a trade to get here and I just want #it all to just be here

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kirishwima · 1 year

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had the night shift from hell and it just. wont stop going

#i paged for a consult and im terrified the doc is gonna be mad i called him for smth not that serious #esp since its an attending not a junior doc or smth #but i honestly said i have zero expertise on this matter and need an expert opinion to resume this pts treatment 😭#doc sounded rly nice on the phone i hope he wont be mad #then i need to transfer another patient to another dpt in another city #which is a long procedure of arguing w doctors for available beds #and whilst my attending did most of the job ill need to confirm it today and schedule the transfer #and i *could* be an asshole and leave it all for the next shifts resident to do since we should switch in like 30min #but i wouldnt feel right doing so 🥲#plus the on call attending's my good friend and she personally asked me to do this so i should #sighhhhh my stomachs a knot #meanwhile i keep checking on transfer pts sats bc they need constant monitoring #i barely slept a wink last night i kept going from one pt to another #not fandom related #burrito talks #delete later

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theyarebothgunshot · 2 years

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i looked EXTREMELY bisexual today, y'all would've been proud <3

#wish i could share a picture but unfortunately it just doesnt slap as hard when i censor my face and i do not want my face on this blog shdf #anyways i wore a flowery hawaiian shirt and tied a knot in the middle #and nobody complimented me on it. for shame. my family has no taste sfhsfh #my cousin turned 21 and she wanted me to go out with her sdhfsh #i told her i need more time to mentally prepare for that and also i am too old to go out in a completely different city #but as luck would have it. she is going out in MY city next week and our other cousin (same age as her) also lives near me sooo dshfsh #we are probably gonna go out then #she is also the only person (besides my mom) in my family who knows i am bi #and i am pretty sure she is queer as well #and she was like 'this is gonna be SO good' shfhsf on the one hand i am scared i am gonna do something foolish #on the other hand fuck it she is really cool and why not have some fun #to be continued i guess lmao

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mesafox · 2 months

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im starting to really narrow down what i want for my angora breeding project- my end goal is to have rabbits which produce good fiber, are happy to live with other rabbits, good personality when dealing with people, confident around dogs and cats and eventually to breed them to be docile enough that i can keep intact males together without worries of fighting.

sokka (grey) is definitely not going to be bred as her fiber quality isnt great, i was waiting until she was two in hopes that it would get better but it has not lol, she is also very timid around people

Katara (cream) has really beautiful fiber and ive always been able to get usable fiber from her even when she was young, her personality leaves a bit to be desired as she is quite timid with people but i might breed her once or twice to see if the babies get her better qualities

thunder (dark grey, shaved) has a really wonderful personality with people and she’s wonderful with the other rabbits, im really hoping that the matting was purely neglect related and not because she has lower quality fiber because if so shes going to be a perfect rabbit for my project

my only hard no would be a rabbit which isnt able to interact positively with other rabbits in which case id spay her and sell her as an indoor/only rabbit as i dont think its ethical to keep rabbits outdoors if they are solo

#eevee is also in the picture but she is not a part of my breeding project seeing as she is a rex #and she has a pretty terrible personality lmaoo i would not breed her #sokka has a few knots and matts but not enough to be uncomfortable #im gonna harvest the fiber from katara and sokka today but sokkas fiber is likely gonna be mostly unuseable #sokka angora #katara angora #thunder #eevee rex #angora rabbits #english angoras #fiber rabbits #fiber arts #theyre enclosure is super dirty but the snow just melted so this weekend or next ill get all the poop out to use as fertilizer lol #angora breeding project

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just-late-roman-republic-things · 6 months

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So was anyone gonna tell me the Greek navy still has a fully functional trireme?

Her name is Olympias! She was built in 1987 and can sail up to 9 knots (17 km) per hour!

Olympias weighs 47 tonnes, but is remarkably agile, able to make a 180 degree turn within one minute. Everything but the bracing ropes was constructed of the same materials as in ancient Greece. (They used steel instead of hemp rope for cost reasons.)

Experiments with Olympias have helped us understand the capabilities of warships from ancient Greek and Roman times. Triremes like her were built for speed, maneuverability, and aggressive ramming. (Her beak alone weighs 200 kg.) It appears that many of the seamanship feats described by Thucydides were indeed possible!

Olympias is now an exhibit at Naval Tradition Park in Palaio Faliro, Athens, Greece. She's usually dry docked these days, but I've found a couple videos of her at sea!

Edit: Initially got her top speed wrong, sorry. It is now corrected!

#bring back ships with eyes and snoots please #but you don't want to get booped by this snoot!#pointy girl!!#trireme #ships #jlrrt speaks #art

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water-in-the-wind · 5 months

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How do you function when you get RSV and then Covid and have to spend Christmas alone and the symptoms are lasting longer this time around including insomnia and then your mom gets in a car accident and almost dies several times and after a week is still not out of the woods like. When it rains it fucking pours.

#rsv #covid #car accident #when it rains it pours #i would just like to enjoy a single day please #just one day where i’m not sick or stressed out of my mind or worried my mom is gonna die before we can reconcile from all the past shit #she was in surgery nye/nyd because her spleen was bleeding and after a few hours all i could think was that she wasn’t gonna make it #and i’m still dealing with the prolonged symptoms of covid and the insomnia is really getting to me #i fell asleep around 5:45am #woke up every half hour #stayed up after waking up at 8am bc my stomach was in knots thanks to anxiety #and i just #somebody sedate me #please just sedate me so i can get some fucking sleep

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bvlletproof-heart · 5 months

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I find it very funny when people are like "I'm sorry to ask you.... but can you do my hair?"

And I'm like OH NO! You want me to do something I LOVE doing?? And it's nothing I have to do for a paycheck anymore?? How dare you ask for me to have fun!!

I love it though. I appreciate the respect but sometimes they ask me like their asking me to clean their home.

#within reason #i had this one girl... who treated me like an on call stylist??#she would call me and ask to get a massive knot out of a friends hair #or send me like a novel on what her friend needed to do to from blonde to brown #and when i was like “here's how you do it”#she like questioned me #about the filling process #and i was like #bro #thats necessary or its gonna look muddy or wash right out #anyway #i love doing hair #just doing it for a living was hard bc the pay was never consistent.

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