How do you function when you get RSV and then Covid and have to spend Christmas alone and the symptoms are lasting longer this time around including insomnia and then your mom gets in a car accident and almost dies several times and after a week is still not out of the woods like. When it rains it fucking pours.
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the thing about gortash redemption is he would not want to become a better person. he relishes in what he does already because in a way it's like a childish power fantasy for him come true. yeah what happened in his upbringing is absolutely fucked but instead of turning it around he's instead become just as bad as the people who mistreated him. On purpose. his motivations at their core, for me atleast, have always stemmed from a childish want for the power he lacked as a kid. and he clearly doesn't feel remorse for the fucked up shit he did and continues to do. if you tried to get him to be a good person he'd be kicking and screaming at his feet
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sometimes working together on a thesis is like *she cant do her tasks because she’s busy with following classes I guess there’s really nothing else she does* me: oh its fine I get it I’m busy too sometimes you know if I can help you with anything let me know:)) vs. *I can’t do all my tasks on time bc well i work six days in a week and spend three nights a week doing volunteer work and oh because my thesis partner is apparently once again busy with following classes I guess she dumped all her work on my lap* she: oh you should tell me next time if you’re busy cause these tasks are really important :/ you shouldn’t like let them wait so long
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Hello! List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox of the last ten people that reblogged something from you! Get to know your mutuals and followers :D /nf
not dying
not fainting
not being completely incapacitated while conscious
not not even being able to recognize the person walking me to the nurse
not having the nurse think that you faked ACTUALLY PASSING OUT and nearly puking despite apparently being completely pale and shaking just because if you didn’t get better by the end of school she’d have to stay after with you and god forbid she actually care about the kids she is supposed to protect
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Everyday at 5 in the morning I get so God damn shakey, can't even draw,
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Today I got loaned out to another store and ended up working a twelve hour day with no breaks and a thirty minute lunch so needless to say I will not be volunteering for any other travel assignments regardless of whether they pay me for mileage or not.
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I took double my usual dose of melatonin but I'm still awake. This isn't fair lol
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