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abookishdreamer · 2 years
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Character Intro: Aceso (Kingdom of Ichor)
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Nicknames- Cheeky by her mother
Strawberry by her aunt
Age- 8 (immortal)
Location- Kos, Olympius
Personality- She's a shy sweet observant girl who likes making new discoveries.
She has the standard abilities of a goddess except shapeshifting. As the goddess of healing, her other abilities include having an innate knowledge of medicines & illnesses, limited vitakinesis (can heal minor cuts & wounds), being able to cure a person of the common cold and flu, and can induce a high fever in someone if she feels threatened or as an offensive attack.
She gives off the faint scent of a mixture of eucalyptus oil & menthol.
Aceso lives with her mom Epione (goddess of soothing pain) and older brother Telesphorus (Rusty) (god of rehabilitation) in the state of Kos. In addition to the many pets they own, Aceso has a few of her own- several goldfish named Splash, Bubbles, Sushi, Guppy, Clementine, Swimmy, & Copper. There's also two salamanders named Flippy and Lucy.
Go-to drinks for her include water, lemonade, coconut water, orange juice, and homemade cold brew cucumber-watermelon iced tea that her mom makes. She also likes the apple‐lychee splash from The Roasted Bean.
She's currently on break from school. Aceso is a third grader at an esteemed school in New Olympus. Other godly kids include the fourth grader Xenia (goddess of hospitality), other third graders Hebe (goddess of youth), Caerus (god of opportunity & luck), Paidia (goddess of play & amusement), Myrízei (god of smell & gases), and Prophasis (goddess of excuses), as well as the fifth graders Ersa (goddess of morning dew), Aidos (goddess of shame, modesty, humility, & respect), Eulabeia (goddess of caution), Melete (goddess of thought & meditation), and Calleis (goddess of allurement). Her two best friends are Physis (goddess of nature) & Mneme (goddess of remembrance)The three of them love hanging out during and after school. They always look forward to sleepovers at each other's houses.
Her favorite subject at school is definitely science. She handled the dissection of a frog with ease & is looking forward to the class trip to the Athens Botanical Gardens when school's back in session.
Aceso will start off her mornings with a cold glass of soy milk, a few pretzel sticks, a cup of homemade blueberry applesauce, & a sandwich made with wheat bread, banana slices, and extra crunchy almond butter. She'll also go for a bowl of Earthly Harvest's Fruitful O's cereal.
In the pantheon (aside from her mom), she admires Eudaimonia (goddess of happiness), Demeter (goddess of the harvest & agriculture), and Elpis (goddess of hope). Aceso finds Gaia (goddess of the earth) intimidating. Aceso has also gotten close with one of her mom's friends Paean (goddess of physicians) and a great medical goddess on par with her father. There are talks for Aceso to be potentially mentored by Nymphe (goddess of self-care), another good friend of her mother's.
Her favorite sandwich from The Bread Box is the avocado grilled cheese (on sourdough bread).
Aceso loves her family. She doesn't fully understand the state of her parents' marriage, but she does spend time with her father Asclepius (god of medicine) during the weekend. They stay inside his rented cottage mostly except during the early morning where they'll ride their bikes through the neighborhood. She likes snuggling up to her mom in her bed where Epione will massage her scalp. She plays video games with Rusty & appreciates him for helping out with her homework and teaching her how to swim. Aceso adores her older sister Panacea (goddess of universal remedy). When she visits her in Arcadia, the two of them will go canoeing and camp out in the backyard. They'll also make homemade oatmeal face masks & give each other mani-pedis! Aceso also has a good relationship with her aunt Aegle (goddess of good health). When she visits, she'll help her aunt make her famous homemade peanut butter banana soymilk ice cream and they'll also check out the science museum!Unfortunately, she's not as close with her other older sisters Iaso (goddess of cures & remedies) and Hygieia (goddess of hygiene & cleanliness) despite them having picked her up from school many times.
Some of her favorite treats include Panacea's homemade garlic cauliflower chips, her mom's frozen vanilla yogurt pops, pineapple flavored gummy bears, & the banana nut muffins from Hollyhock's Bakery.
Aceso also likes Panacea's boyfriend Podalirius. She likes when he places her on her shoulders! And she's also been enjoying learning how to surf from him.
Some of her favorite meals include her mom's chicken noodle soup, loaded baked sweet potatoes (added with tofu, black beans, & shredded mozzarella cheese), soft shell chicken lime tacos, oven fried fish n' chips, and broccoli cheddar soup.
In her free time Aceso loves being outdoors. Whether it's jumping in puddles after a rainstorm, swimming, riding her bike or scooter, jump rope, football (soccer), and flying her kite. She also enjoys sewing, drawing, & making paper figurines.
"Sometimes, the best cure is a hug."
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All about me!
My actual name: Ivanna
My preferred nicknames: Evie, Dedde, and Deedz, your friendly watermelon aunt! (AO3 is Mrs.Watermelon993, so there’s the nick name.)
My ethnicity: Latina (I’m Colombian), I also come from the Watermelandia.
My favortite animal: Giraffes
My favorite flavor: Mint with chocolate (A combination made in Heaven)
Two things about me:
I’m actually a biscuit 
I’m a very shy person 
Yo hablo Español and English fluently. Je parle un peu français mais je ne sais pas beaucoup
My hobbies include:
Reading, writing, getting anxious for writing and not writing, never actually finishing half my stories, randomly going into hiatuses because I got unmotivated or sad, watching youtube, making fannart and fanfics, feeling down because I have self-steem issues and tell myself I am not good enough, making self-depricating jokes because I don’t like to take myself quite seriously.
I identify my Hogwarts’ house as : Slytherin!
Combined house is: Slytherpuff 
My favorite ships oven are the ones that people hate the most and made me look like a crazy person
I’m a cat person but I like doggos as well. 
I do like to do fannart but post it on rare occasions.
My DA, Tumblr, and AO3 accounts have different names because having a single name is just quite boring for me. 
My favorite movies are mostly animated classics, from independent animation studious, thrillers, maybe horror movies, and fun comedies (I’ll say between light-hearted and kind of obscure)
I have a tendency to write a lot.
I like to analyze characters.
I’m an introvert and I get really overwhelmed if I try to interact once with someone but it is all worth it for me.
I like to reblog things that I like or find quite funny. I’m not very active in many of my accounts due to personal time and not really being into fandoms, but I often like to occasionally post things about characters or things I love.
I’m also the creator of probably quite a controversial ship in the EOA community, but I just found that stupid idea of a younger me increasing and meeting people who like it as well as quite awesome. No worries, I love to have an open mind and talk to others with kindness.
About this blog:
Hello Jello, my fellow Jellybeans and Watermelorians! This is your watermelon aunt speaking. It doesn’t matter your age, where you're from, or even your orientation, what you identify as or like. I’m here to be your big, little sister, friend, or your watermelon aunt! Whatever you need (Don’t take it too literal plz) I’m here to help!
I love to meet other people and have conversations and joke around the things we like. I try to be open-minded as possible, so take this place to just hang around, seek for some comfort, or just joke around about silly things. I’m all for not taking yourself seriously at times, but also be willing to help those who need you the most. Love and kindness can make the world a better place, so I think we should spread it around!
I got a couple of rules though:
1. Hate, harassment, and bullying will not be tolerated here. This and my other accounts (DA and AO3. Lost my FF due to my email not working) are a safe and open space for other people to feel safe and have fun. 
2. Try to keep it as friendly as possible for others. I’m ok if you got a little high rated ideas, or things (as long as is not NSFW pictures. Sorry babies) but there can be people who can be quite sensitive to this.
3. Have fun! I love to do and learn about new things or fandoms. Feel free to give me the weirdest questions or prompts, I love doing weird stuff from time to time!
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marshmallow-phd · 4 years
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Healing Touch
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Part of The Untamed - EXO Wolf Universe
Genre: Wolf!AU
Pairing: Yixing x Reader
Summary: Medical school abroad was the last line on your to-do list before starting the rest of your life. Everything was going according to plan. Everything, that is, until tragedy strikes your campus. In the wake of a professor’s untimely death, you’re partnered with the cute boy with a breathtaking smile in the newly combined labs. You find yourself unable to resist the dimples and shy glances, but his life is here with no plans of leaving. Will you continue on as planned or will you accept the hand that Fate had dealt you?
Part: 1 I 2 I 3 I 4 I 5 I 6 I 7 I 8 I 9 I 10 I Final
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The smell had not changed in all the years that you used to call this place home. Pinecone potpourri mixed with traditional cooking spices and a hint of citrus from the constant dusting. Your aunt had always been a bit eccentric, a bit off beat. It had made being raised by her both adventurous and anxiety-inducing.
In the privacy of your home, her random dance parties and unfiltered way of speaking made you laugh. But when you were in public and she was pretending to be a mannequin in a window display, you ran away to the food court to hide behind a cup of boba. The explanation was always the same no matter what antics she was pulling: she wanted to break you out of your shell. It seemed like a lost cause. You were comfortable in your shell. It protected you and kept you warm.
“I don’t see how you expect to go trialing off to a place you’ve never been before,” your aunt had complained when you first told her about applying to the far away college.
“They’re two entirely different situations,” you had argued. “I can go to class and go back home without any issues.” These days there was your phone if you ever got lost or in need of food but didn’t want to leave the comfort of your apartment. Modern conveniences only enabled your shut-in ways.
“But what about, you know, friends?” She looked at you over her stylish, cat-eye glasses that she had no use for with her perfect vision.
“I have those,” you insisted. So, you might not have had a best friend, but you had people that you occasionally hung out with and collaborated on. Then there was Victoria and Amber from high school. You still spoke to them regularly, despite them going to different colleges out of the area. Your aunt didn’t realize that not everyone needed multiple circles of friends to bounce between.
Pushing her glasses back up her nose, your aunt pouted. “I just worry about you, that’s all. You still don’t like getting into cars, especially by yourself, and if you happen to be studying late….”
“I don’t mind taking the bus.” A bit of a stretch. You did mind but would still take it if the situation were dire enough. Walking was good exercise. And better for the environment. Someone had to look out for the little bunnies.
“Alright,” your aunt huffed as she sipped on her now lukewarm tea. “It is your life. I’m just a spectator of it.”
“At least you have premium seating,” you teased.
That had made your aunt laugh. She was back to her more carefree self.
“Is that my favorite niece?”
“No, it’s your least favorite nephew.”
Your aunt poked her head out of the hallway, the edge of her pink fuzzy robe telling you that she was getting ready to go out.
That was the exchange the two of you always had when you came to visit. The first time around, you had rolled your eyes and given the sarcastic answer for the cliché greeting. As your mother and aunt were the only siblings in their family and your father was the single offspring from his parents, there were no other nieces or nephews to put above or below you.
Without prompt, your aunt passed through the living room and onto the kitchen. When she came back, she had two wine glasses filled with bubble pink liquid. After handing you the lesser filled glass, she sat down on the couch while you opted for the loveseat, letting your purse drop to the hardwood floor by your feet. Your aunt leaned back on the arm rest with one elbow as she sipped on the wine. “It’s watermelon,” she informed you when you hadn’t taken a drink. “Try it.”
Shaking your head, you did as she asked. Oh, no. It was delicious. That was dangerous. You took another, larger swig before putting the glass down on the coffee table.
Growing up, you’d felt bad for your aunt. Sometimes you still did, though not as much after her many lectures as to why you shouldn’t.
She’d always been the carefree one. As a marketing consultant, she was constantly flying all over the globe, having adventures in between work meetings and bringing those experiences back to you in the form of expensive souvenirs. When your parents volunteered to go help a poorer nation with their health crisis, your aunt was quick to lend her babysitting services. It was only supposed to be temporary, after all. Then tragedy struck
Your parents never came back and suddenly your aunt was now your permanent guardian. The carefree spirit took it in stride. She shifted her strategy to more web-based conferences until you were in high school and able to be on your own for longer periods of time. She never turned into your mother; she never wanted to. For that, you were even more thankful. She was still the spontaneous, forever young aunt that you had always known. That stability in her personality was exactly what you needed. Too much had changed in your world on a dime, the less that was altered the better.
“What prompted this little visit?” she asked, a curious half smile on her lips.
You shrugged. “I hadn’t seen you in a while, so I thought I’d stop by and say hi. It looks like you’re getting ready to go out, though.”
Your aunt waved her hand limply. “Not for a few hours. Besides, anything can wait for you.”
Shifting in your seat, you smiled at the affection she had for you. “I finally heard from the university,” you told her.
Her eyebrows shot up. “You did? They finally decided to stop dangling the carrot and just give it to you, did they?”
“Not exactly,” you cringed. “They said they wanted to see how this semester went and then they would let me know.”
Your aunts face fell into a scowl as if something awful smelling had made its way into her nose. “What sense does that make?”
You shrugged. “I don’t know. But at least it’s not an outright no.”
Clicking her tongue, your aunt leaned forward so she was now balancing her elbows on her knees. “You know, there are still other options. Closer options.”
“I know,” you said with a monotone voice. “But Plan A is my focus. I’ll look to other options if that falls through.”
That knowing look you were all too familiar with formed on her face. A long, reminiscing sigh blew out from her lungs. “You are so much like your mother. It’s scary sometimes.”
You never knew how to respond when she said things like that. Should you be happy at the comparison? Sad because your mother wasn’t here to tell you herself? You were a child when your parents passed away. You remembered vague moments, birthday parties and movie nights. But when you’re that young, you don’t get a good idea of your parents’ personalities. You don’t learn what they like or don’t like, how they act in crowds versus a small group of people. You have to rely on the memories of those left behind.
You stayed at your aunt’s house for another hour or so, talking to her about her latest clients and nights out with the girls. You told her how your days were going and how you were adjusting to the new routine with the combined class. The news of Yixing sat on the tip of your tongue, but you couldn’t bring yourself to mention him. Her reaction would have been too predictable.  She’d ask when the two of you were going to go out and when you explained that it wasn’t like that, she would ask why not. For that, you didn’t have an answer.
While you wanted to say that the two of you were just friends, it didn’t feel like the truth.
You saw more of Yixing than of anyone else, including Ran. He would walk you to class multiple times a day and the two of you would talk. Not about anything too deep. You weren’t at that level yet. He was funny and charming, never speaking a word that wasn’t kind. You learned that he lived in farmhouse in the woods with eight other people, all men. He swore it was never too crowded and that he actually enjoyed the company. He got lonely easily.
He also told you about how he took a few years off of college to figure out what he wanted to do. You’d asked him how he came to the path of becoming a doctor. He said he simply wanted to do something that would help people. He thought about opening a low-income clinic once he had his degree. Suddenly your heart was pumping under your sternum. When he asked why you went pre-med, you gave a shrug and said your parents and left it at that. These conversations were usually nice and lighthearted, you didn’t want to be the downer.
Yes, spending time with Yixing was nice, the highlight of your day, sometimes. But he also felt like a secret. One that you should keep to yourself for now. Good things didn’t always last. You wanted to see if this was a long-term investment for him before you invited anyone else in.
The next day, you needed some fresh air, so you decided to take a walk in the nature center on the edge of town. Although the woods would be a no-go area since they still hadn’t caught the animal terrorizing the area, the center would be full of people and should be quite safe. It couldn’t really be considered part of the woods given the infrastructure and the observation building, could it? Deciding to go anyway, you packed your bag with a few notes, snacks, and a water bottle. As your hand landed on the doorknob to leave, your eyes fell on the jacket lying on the back of the couch.
You hadn’t worn the comforting fabric since that day. The weather had been nice and putting it on would have seemed a bit obnoxious in your eyes. But this morning the weatherman had mentioned a chilly breeze. It wouldn’t hurt.
Arms through their designated holes, you left the apartment and started the walk to the outskirts of town. It wasn’t too far of a walk, maybe thirty, forty minutes at the most. You thanked yourself for wearing the jacket. A “chilly breeze” was an understatement. A few families and couples were dotted among the trails of the nature center that wound near and over the small creek. You passed by them all until you came to a spot that was deserted. Resting your legs, you sat on a bench with your back to the trees. The sun was shining up above. The only noise seemed to come from the rustling leaves and trickling creek. It was peaceful, just what you needed.
With your bag beside you, you took out a piece of paper with yesterday’s notes and started to review them. Some of the words were smudged and the edges were already crinkling, but you could make most of it out. The paper flopped in the wind. You thought you had a good enough grip on it, but a gust of air proved you wrong.
The paper went flying over your head and straight for the trees. Panic made you jump up, slinging your bag over your shoulder as you ran after it. The wind – now relentless – was enough to keep the paper continuously out of your reach.
It finally came to a stop when it caught on a tree root sticking out in the ground. You snatched the paper up and stuffed it into the bag to keep it from running away again. Straightening up again, your eyes settled on the horizon.
Then you screamed.
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Yixing’s eyes snapped open.
He was no longer a wolf. He was human again. Sitting up, he brushed off the leaves from his arms. What time was it? Was it even the same day? He’d blacked out again. At this point, it was almost routine. His only consolation prize being the fact that he was alone. He still needed to figure out what was happening to him. He wasn’t ready to take this to his brothers. There was enough to worry about at the moment.
Getting on his feet, Yixing headed in the direction of where his things were stored. In order to avoid the others wanting to run with him, he’d entered the forest from a different area, storing his things in a bush to get back to later. He flicked his jeans to get the dirt off before pulling them on and then stuffing his feet in his shoes.
A piercing cry for cut through the air.
The hair on the back of Yixing’s neck stood up.
“Help! Somebody help!”
It was your voice.
He gasped. Then he took off. If anything happened to you-
Yixing skidded to a stop when he saw you kneeling in the grass. A body was laying in front of you, the clothes ripped and stained dark. It was lying face down, but Yixing could tell that it was a man and that he’d been attacked.
“(Y/n), what happened?”
You stared at him with wide, confused eyes. “Yixing? What are you doing here?”
He ignored your question, more worried about your own wellbeing. “What happened?” he repeated.
You shook your head as you dropped your eyes to the man lying on the ground. “I don’t know. I just found him like this. He’s still breathing but I’m not strong enough to move him.”
Yixing analyzed the situation. His car was only on the other side of the trees. The man was still alive. From Yixing’s point of view, he could make it, but they needed to act fast. Slipping his arms under the man while careful not to move him too much, he picked the man up and motioned with his head for you to follow.
He said nothing and you asked no questions as the tree line broke. Yixing scanned the parking lot of the nature center until he found his car. He rushed to the vehicle with a few glances over his shoulder to make sure you were keeping up with him.
“(y/n)?”
“Yeah?” You were huffing. Had he been running? He’d tried to go at a pace that you could keep up with.
“In my front right pocket are my keys. Can you fish them out and unlock the doors?”
You nodded. Yixing could feel your fingers trembling as they slipped into the denim opening. The shaking was even more obvious once the keys were free, the house and car keys clinking together as you searched for the fob to unlock the doors. Without prompt, you opened the back door to allow Yixing to slip the man into the bench seat. He told you to get in the front. You tossed him the keys and the two of you rushed to the hospital.
A pair of doctors rushed out of the automatic doors as soon as the car pulled into the emergency entrance.
“We found him in the woods,” Yixing explained. The doctors quickly examined the man as two more nurses came out with a stretcher.
“I think that animal attacked him,” you added.
Yixing’s eyes flickered over to you with worry. The doctors nodded in acknowledgement then helped the nurses move the man to the stretcher. The two of you followed closely but were forced to stay behind in the waiting room. Yixing sat next to you in the uncomfortable plastic chairs that were connected to the wall.
“You never answered the question.”
Yixing frowned. “What question?”
You turned to look at him with your eyebrows furrowed, making him want to reach out and smooth the creases they created. “What you were doing out in the woods.”
Yixing stiffened. He pressed his foot into the tile floor to keep it from bouncing. “I was… hiking.”
“Without a shirt?”
He looked down. Crap. He hadn’t even realized that he wasn’t finished getting dressed before he took off. “I get warm easily.”
Your eyes narrowed suspiciously. Yixing fought to keep his face neutral. It was a pathetic excuse, he knew it. But you didn’t call him out on it. Instead, you leaned forward, unzipping the polyester bomber that was easily recognizable as his own, taking it off, and holding it out to him.
“I’m fine,” Yixing said, ignoring the jacket.
“You really should put it on. I heard the front desk call the cops. They’ll be here soon, and it’ll look suspicious. What would you tell them the reason was for you not having a shirt?”
A cheeky answer came to mind. Yixing bit down to hold it back, even if it would have caused your face to heat up in an adorable fashion. The instinct of making sure his mate was okay was almost too great to ignore. You were the one who needed to stay warm, stay protected. But you had a valid point. And you were inside, out of the wind. So, he accepted the jacket and ran the zipper almost up to his neck to hide the lack of shirt underneath.
The police arrived about twenty minutes later. They separated you, making him anxious. Over the next hour or so, Yixing gave his side of the story to the officer. They took him at his word that he was strolling through the woods. The doctors had already informed the officers that the wounds were clearly animal made. While severe, they weren’t life threatening. That gave Yixing a small amount of relief.
“Would you two like to see him?” one of the nurses asked another hour later. You nodded eagerly. Yixing stayed a bit behind as the nurse led you through the halls to a large room that held several beds separated by plastic curtains.
The man was awake. Black stitches covered his arms. Three claw marks ran down the left cheek. From what Yixing knew of the other victims, this guy was lucky. He was talking to a nurse when he looked to see who his visitors were. As soon as his eyes landed on Yixing, the heart monitor spiked and his breathing quickened.
“Hey, it’s okay, these are the people who found you,” the nurse said to try and calm him down.
“Oh.” The man’s heart rate started to slow again. Each breath was deeper until they were back to normal. “I’m sorry.”
“How are you feeling?” you asked, taking a step forward. Yixing fought the urge to put himself between you and the man you’d rescued. He was probably harmless, but he had also been through a traumatic situation.
The man nodded. “I’m… alive, at least. Thank you.”
You gave a small smile. “I’m glad I came along when I did. Did you,” you bit your bottom lip nervously, “happen to see what attacked you?”
Yixing held his breath.
“It was a large gray wolf,” the man answered. “Huge. Like a mutated one you would see in the movies. He came from nowhere, knocked me down. I thought I was going to end up like the others as he clawed at me. Then he was gone.”
Yixing’s fist tightened at his side, his throat constricting. He forced down a swallow. He couldn’t panic. Not here.
You frowned. “I wonder what scared him off.”
“Maybe you did?” Yixing said with a slight tease. It was more to keep his own mental state calm than for the benefit of everyone else.
“I’m not that frightening.”
“Whatever it was,” the man shook his head, “I’m thankful.”
“He should really rest now,” the nurse said sternly. Yixing nodded in agreement and, after the goodbyes were given, led you away.
Once outside of the hospital, Yixing stopped you. “I can take you home.”
“That’s okay,” you countered, “I can walk.”
He didn’t like that one bit. Besides, he really needed you by his side right now. “Where do you live?”
“In an apartment near campus.”
No way. “That’s nearly halfway across the city. I can take you. It’s not a big deal.”
You shifted form foot to foot, refusing to meet his eye. “I don’t… really like cars.”
“You made it here alright.”
“That’s because I was too worried about him to think about it. The adrenaline blocked everything out.”
“I’m a safe driver, I promise.”
“I believe you. I just-” You blew air out between your lips, which ended in a growl. It was actually kind of cute. Yixing pushed back a grin. It wasn’t appropriate right now. “My parents were killed in a car crash, so they kind of freak me out.” You sucked in your lips as if you hadn’t meant to reveal that vital information.
Oh. That explained… a lot actually. At least, in terms of what you had been holding back from him. He never wanted to push, but he felt better knowing more about you.
“I understand,” he said sympathetically. “Can I walk you home then? I can come back for my car later.”
You shook your head. “That’s ridiculous.”
“Maybe so. But I need to make sure that you get home safe.”
You weighed his alternative for a minute or so. Yixing kept his patience. He refused to push you farther than you were willing to go. He just needed to see you walk safely into your building and then he would be okay until he saw you again.
“Okay,” you sighed. “You can drive me home.” He could have leapt with joy.
Yixing waited for you to get in the car before sliding behind the wheel himself. The death grip you had on the side handle didn’t escape his notice. He made sure to slow down easily and to take each turn with care. The only words you spoke were to give him directions. It wasn’t until the car was in park outside of your building did you finally relax.
“Thank you,” you told him in a strained voice.
“Any time.”
“I’m sorry if I was a little dramatic. I—” the growl of your empty stomach interrupted your speech. You groaned from embarrassment. Yixing couldn’t help his laugh.
Knock, knock, knock.
Leaning over and looking through the passenger window of his car was a strange girl Yixing had never seen before. He rolled down the window barely enough to be able hear what she was saying.
“How the hell did you get (y/n) into a car?” the girl gasped. You visibly cringed in the seat, sinking down a few inches.
Yixing blinked, unsure of how to respond. “Um, I—”
“Yixing, this is my roommate, Ran,” you interrupted, saving him. “Ran, this is Yixing. We have class together.”
“Oh!” The inclination behind her exclamation was more than obvious. And Yixing didn’t object to it. “I just ordered pizza and I know (y/n) usually gets hungry around this time. Do you want to join us?”
You flashed your roommate a panicked look, but Yixing couldn’t resist the opportunity. “That sounds great.” He caught you flinching, so he added, “As long as (y/n)’s okay with it.”
“Yeah,” you relented. “It’s the least I could do. For the ride.” You flashed an annoyed glare at Ran before getting out of the vehicle.
Yixing shouldn’t be this elated as he nearly sprung from the driver’s seat. He walked around the car slowly and let you and Ran lead the way, in case you changed your mind. You didn’t, thankfully, and Yixing walked up to your door with anticipation so great that he almost was able to forget what the man had said back at the hospital.
Almost.
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ncityislove · 5 years
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His Worst Nightmare
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➳ Pairing: Demon!Jisung x Reader
➳ Genre: Angst, Demon AU
➳ Word Count: 9.2k
➳ Warnings: mention of murder and blood but no actual death
Requested? Nah.
You wake up in a pitch-black room, the smell of something burning, stinging your nose. You let out a choked cough, attempting to sit up, only to realize you can't. Your chest is tied down to a table, along with your arms and legs with buckled straps. Fear runs through your veins as you call out for help.
You don't know where you are but the room must be humongous for the way your voice echoes, your screech bouncing around the room for what must've been over a minute until it comes back to you. That's when a singular lightbulb hanging over your head comes on and a boy standing to your left comes into view. You scream again and he hushes you with a finger to his lips.
The light is dim so you can only see his silhouette. How long he had been standing there, you didn't know, but all you could feel was the shrill voice in the back of your brain telling you to run away from him. You're breathing loudly now, the cold metal of the table contrasting with the warmth of your skin. The smell is stronger. You finally recognize the scent as burning flesh.
You stir on the table, screaming and calling for someone—anyone—but the boy puts a hot hand on your shoulder, silencing you. You don't know how he did it, but your voice is gone, your limbs frozen. He leans into the light and you can finally see his face.
He's handsome, his jaw chiseled with small eyes that would've been charming if it wasn't for the alarming blood-red pupils that stare down at you. His lips curve into a wicked smile, his pointed teeth white and pearly as his tongue slid over them quickly.
"Wake up," he whispers.
You shoot up in your bed with a gasp. Your heart thuds in your chest as you try to stop the stream of tears pouring out of your tear ducts. You had to remind yourself that he wasn't real, your breaths coming out uneven.
You've had the same nightmare every night for the past month, leaving you on edge and restless. The bags under your eyes have bags. You put a clammy hand to your forehead, the skin hot to the touch, only reminding you of the burning temperature of the room in your dream.
You don't know why you were having nightmares and why of all things it was always the same boy every night. It never went any further than that bone-chilling smile except once, two or three weeks ago, when his jaws opened the size to fit 3 large watermelons, blood dribbling down his chin. You woke up screaming that time, causing your parents to rush in to check on you.
You get up to make a cup of coffee, deciding against going back to sleep. Caffeine has been your kindest friend for the past few weeks. Unfortunately, you couldn't stay awake forever and eventually, you'd drift off, finding yourself strapped to that table again.
You groggily padded across the kitchen floor, grabbing your favorite mug from the drying rack and pouring yourself the largest cup of coffee possible.
-
The computer cafe you were currently sitting in was emptier than usual, which slightly lifted your spirits. The icing of your half-eaten cupcake was starting to become too sweet so you get up to dispose it in the garbage at the ordering counter.
Your legs feel weak as you walk, your entire body suffering from the lack of proper rest. You feel the world sink in when you blink occasionally, dozing off over and over. This won't do. You get into line to grab another coffee.
You're sitting back at your computer, nose hidden in your oversized coffee mug, when a tall figure shadows over you, their presence strikingly familiar to you—so familiar that when they touched your shoulder, you didn't even flinch.
"Excuse me?," said the young boy.
You turn around, your blood suddenly running cold. The face you've dreamed of every night for the past month—the face that was so terrifyingly beautiful that his image was permanently ingrained into your mind. The slope of his nose those his slanted eyes—it was him! There was no mistaking it.
His lips curl into an awkward frown, his eyebrows lifting slightly at the way your eyes pop out at him.
"A-are you okay?"
You shake your head side to side as you abruptly stand up, gathering your things with trembling hands. You had to go home. You were hallucinating now. You had to be. But why did he seem so real? You were going insane.
"Hey!" he calls out, his hand reaching out to stop you, and you do flinch this time although he never actually makes physical contact with you.
"I just came over here to tell you that you missed the trash can," he points to the bin that you threw your cupcake away at—or at least you thought you did. You look at him, noticing the pastel pink uniform and his name tag.
"Oh," you manage to say. "I-I'm sorry, I'll pick it up. It's just—I thought you were someone...I mean you look so much like him."
He looks confused as he struggles to put together your words, as he simply got annoyed with you trashing his workplace with your unfinished food.
"Jisung," you read his name tag aloud. "Jisung, how long have you been working here?"
"About two weeks," he shrugs.
You nod. It still doesn't make sense that he had the exact same face as your torturer—the same voice too!  You struggle to maintain eye contact with him, expecting the red pupils to make an appearance any minute. But he seemed like a completely different person. He was kind of awkward, shy almost. He wore his hair differently, his eyebrows barely visible under the blonde locks that covered his forehead, unlike the perfect middle part you were used to. That way you could see his eyes clearly when he watched you writhe in fear, that ever so wicked smile would appear when you tried to scream.
You swallowed thickly as you apologize again, making your way to pick up your cupcake when his voice stops you.
"Who is it by the way? Who do I look like?"
You freeze, the tone of his voice alarming as if he knew something. Or maybe it was all in your head. You turn slightly to face him, his head cocked curiously at you, his hands shoved in his pockets.
"Some guy I know. He's an awful person...if you can even call him that," you say and then you turn around not caring to see his reaction, quickly cleaning up your mess before squabbling out of there.
-
You don't visit the cafe again. It's been three days since then and you've still been getting the same nightmare except for the new addition of Jisung's cheap name tag. You weren't even sure if they were the same person but all of it seemed impossible either way. How could you dream of someone you haven't met? And if it truly was him that tortured you in your sleep, was he that evil creature in real life too?
You begin to cry. You just wanted it to stop. You hide your face in your bookbag as you wait in the cold.  The firm cemented steps offer your bottom no comfort as tears dampen the collar of your shirt. You had fainted in class from exhaustion and now the nurse was sending you home early.
As if you weren't already embarrassed enough a group of people walked passed you during your meltdown—no doubt ogling at your crumpled figure. One of them stops and heads back towards your direction. You cringe, waiting for them to walk past again except they don't. They stop right next to you. You really didn't want to be bothered right now—wasn't it obvious? You kept your head down, hoping if you didn't acknowledge the person they would go away. Maybe it was working. They're backing away now. Thank god—
"Uh, hey, are you alright?"
You squeeze your eyelids shut as a string of curses run through your mind. You give a curt nod of your head, your face still nuzzled into your bookbag.
"I remember you," the voice pauses. "You're not crying because you missed the trash can again are you?"
You slowly sit up to look at him, tears still streaming down your swollen cheeks. It was him. He found you again. This couldn't be a coincidence.
"Bad joke?" he awkwardly chuckled.
"You don't go here," you state.
He was caught off guard by your response. He gives you a once over before sliding off his plum purple puffer jacket and placing it over your shoulders. Your eyes widen at the warmth that envelopes you. The jacket was nearly scorching but barely just warm enough to where it wasn't uncomfortable.
"My cousin goes here. Me and my parents are picking him up for my aunt as a favor."
You nodded not really believing him. "So you're skipping school to come with your parents?"
Jisung took the question as an invitation to sit next to you. "No, of course not. I'm homeschooled."
You frowned. It angered you his words made sense when every cell in your body told you he was lying.
"You wanna talk about why you were crying?"
You shake your head, looking back at your book bag as a strong gust of wind blew your hair wildly in your face. You shiver, closing the jacket tighter around you.
"Aren't you cold?" you ask.
He just shrugs, flicking the hair out of his eyes with a tilt of his head. "That guy I remind you of, you must not like him very much, huh?"
"Hate his guts," you grumbled.
"Whatever he did to you must've been bad because you treat me like I'm gonna bite your head off any second."
You look back at him with the toughest expression you could muster. "Who's to say you won't? What if you are the same person?"
"And what if I'm not?" he interjects. "What if I'm just me?"
"What are you trying to say?"
Jisung stares at you for a beat and you swear you see a flicker in his eye. "I'm not who you think I am. That's all."
He gets up and walks away just as your mom arrives. You stare at his back as he walks through the glass double doors, not even taking a second glance back.
Later that afternoon, you're stuck on the couch with your mother hovering over you. She's currently on the phone with the doctor while you're swamped in blankets with a wet towel on your forehead that's slightly blocking off your vision. She's frantic, making up symptoms you don't have as she paces around the living room space.
You huff, trying to think of a way to get out of this situation. You sit up, removing the cloth from your forehead only for your mother to force you back down with an icy glare.
"Yes, we'll be there at 10:30 sharp," she writes the time down on a notepad.
"Yes, thank you so much...okay...bye."
"Mom," you call out as soon as she hangs up. "I gotta return my friend's jacket."
"You're not going anywhere in this state," she puts her hands on her hips.
You flop back on the couch dramatically. "But I told him I'd give it to him today," you lie.
"I think he'll understand," she says walking into the kitchen.
There was no way you could stay here another moment without getting answers. What did he mean earlier? You knew he was trying to convince you of something, but what?
"And what if I'm not?" he interjects. "What if I'm just me?"
Did he know about your dreams? Your head was beginning to ache and you weren't sure if it was because you were going to faint again or if your brain was starting to hurt from overthinking.
"I'm not who you think I am. That's all."
You double-check to see if your mom is paying attention before grabbing the jacket and your shoes, tip-toeing out of the front door. You hop on your bike and pedal like there's no tomorrow down the street to the computer cafe.
The ride feels longer than usual, the streets cold and barren. The grey sky threatened rain but as if someone were looking out for you from above, the heavy puffy clouds held out a little longer. You nearly get hit by a red pick up truck in your haste, gaining you a middle finger as he zoomed by angrily.
Out of breath and slightly dizzy, you step into the cafe, your eyes peeled for a familiar head of blonde hair. You're red in the face, bent over your knees as tears sting your eyes. You don't see him. He's not here.
The door opens behind you and you're too emotional to move out of the way. Whoever it was would just have to squeeze by.
"Oh, thanks, my jacket," Jisung says, standing beside you now.
You stand up straight, almost smiling in relief. Jisung was still dressed in his casual clothes; his shift must not have started until now. Suddenly you feel foolish for being so melodramatic. Here you were, your eyes still glossy and your cheeks still glowing a faint red from the cold ride and the wind whipping your hair against your face when it all seemed so dumb. Why were you here? To confront a boy you hardly knew about your nightmares? To accuse him of the impossible? You had everything you wanted to say planned out perfectly, imagining the weight that would lift off your shoulders ever since he left you at school but now, finally face to face, all those words died at your tongue.
You look at Jisung and stick your arm out, the jacket dangling in your hand. Jisung smiles brightly at you before taking it, the corner of his lips turning downward as he examines your face. He looks somewhat hesitant to bring it up but he does anyway.
"Is whatever was bothering you earlier still upsetting you?"
You nod, biting your lip.
"I was hoping leaving you my jacket would cheer you up somehow," he chuckled, his eyes thoughtful. "It was stupid."
"It did cheer me up in a way," you start. "It reminded me of something...but I'm ready to tell you what's wrong now."
The whites of Jisung's eyes became more visible as he looked at you, his lips parted slightly. He leans in closer, ready to hear what you have to say.
"Can we step outside for a minute?"
"Uhh," he glances at his watch. "Yeah, sure."
You walk out first, hearing his soft footsteps follow behind you. The sky is even darker now, even though you were only inside for a moment, the smell of rain in the air. The wind was strong, blowing the trees wildly.
You kept your back to him. "I've seen you before."
Jisung is silent for a moment. "You mean the guy who looks like me?"
"No," you correct him. "I've seen you before. You are the guy who looks like you. Aren't you? Except you act different."
"Huh? I just met you...how would I..." he trails off.
You turn around, tears threatening to spill over. You weren't afraid of him now, only in your sleep you were but for some reason, as you spoke, your heart thudded in your chest. You didn't feel in danger when you were with this Jisung. The Jisung that kindly asks you to pick up your trash and gives you his jacket in the cold. But the jacket...it was more than a kind gesture...something wasn't right about it.
"Why was your jacket so hot?"
His eyes fell low before looking back at you. "You and I meeting was fate, you know that?"
You frown. "What?"
"If you've seen me before then we must've met in your dreams correct?"
You take a step back. "How did you—"
"How did I know? It would take me forever to explain. But you're special, __."
A white flash illuminates Jisung's face, a loud crack of thunder echoing around you causing you to jump.
Jisung starts to laugh madly. Terror runs through your body as you start to regret coming here at all.
"What are you?" you ask, your voice shaking in fear.
Jisung smirks at you. "You know what I am, baby."
There's another crash of thunder and you nearly hop an inch out of your shoes. Jisung starts to laugh at you again.
"Are you going to kill me?"
He puckers his lips at you with a tilt of his head. "No. Why would I do that?"
"Isn't that what you do," you tutt, your throat tight. "In my dreams, you were always about to kill me."
"That's...no, I'm not like that," he clenched his fists at the statement.
"But you think it's funny to torture me? I haven't slept in over a month because of you."
"A month? No, that's not right. What happened in those dreams?"
A drop of water hits the top of your head but you ignore it. "Like you wouldn't know!" you answer, your brows furious and angry as you look up at your torturer.
"I have no control over your dreams. Can you tell me about them, please?"
"Nightmares," you correct. "Call them what they are. Don't act coy with me. Don't lie. If you're going to kill me then just do it already."
"I don't kill anymore!" his eyes flash red.
You gasp, you're blood running cold at the terrifyingly familiar image. You run away. You make it to your bike but before you can hop on, a hot hand grabs your arm, yanking your body off onto the damp pavement.
"Don't you run away from me!!" Jisung looks angry and maybe a little hurt by your actions but you don't care. You just want to get out of here.
"Just leave me alone, okay!" you get up to run away again but he lifts you again with one strong arm, his hand wrapped tightly around your throat. Your eyes bulge out of your head when you realize you can't breathe.
"You're pissing me off now. I don't want to hurt you but it's the only way to make you listen."
You struggle against him, your fingers clawing at his hand while he seems entirely unaffected. His nostrils are flaring, the pointy teeth now visible as he glares at you with those blood-red eyes.
"I don't control your dreams. The only person who can control your dreams is you. I only met you a week ago so stop accusing me of something not even I can do." And with that, he drops you.
You fall on the sidewalk, gasping and coughing. Your butt hurts from landing on it so roughly and your left arm stings, probably a cut from the fall but you don't check. You can't bring yourself to look away from him.
"What do you want from me?"
"Well, I can't tell you now," he scoffs. "I don't trust you."
A fat tear escapes your eye, adrenaline rushing through your veins as you try to make sense of reality. "Who the hell would believe me even if I told anyone??"
"There are those who believe we exist. Mostly the looneys of the church but I can't have you going around exposing me. Then I'd have to kill them all and I don't want to do that again. I'm reformed now."
Again?
"You said you're not who I thought you were. If you're not him then who are you?"
A gentle ring of thunder fills the thick air as it starts to rain. It's cold and uncomfortable but neither of you makes an effort to go back inside.
"I'm not a killer. That is, only if you don't make me out to be."
How could he say that when you could see the fangs that could tear your body in half. How could he say that when he almost killed you just now?
"You've killed people before," your voice waivers even though you will it not to. "You're a murderer. That's what your kind does to humans. Kill."
"Say it. Say what I am." Jisung crouches to your level. "C'mon. Say it."
Your body's shaking from how close he's gotten. You say nothing as he waits for you to respond. You remain silent.
He leans into your ear and whispers, "Either you say it on your own or I'll make you say it."
You let out a weak noise, turning your head away as he tucks your thick wet hair behind your ear.
"Demon," you wail, as tears blur your vision.
Jisung smiles triumphantly, pressing his warm lips to your forehead. Your body shrivels away from him as you scream, a fist landing on his hard chest. He takes your hand in his, keeping it on his chest, sliding your hand to the left and you feel something. Something that doesn't make sense. It's a heartbeat. It was a little faster than a normal one but it was still a heartbeat.
You look at him in shock, your mouth rendered speechless.
"I'm late for my shift," he gets up. "I'll see you soon. But remember what I said. You control your own dreams."
Jisung wraps his jacket around you once more with the obvious intent on having you return it again tomorrow. His eyes fade back to brown as he sends you one last smile and the awkward and kind Jisung is back almost as if he never left. He walks back inside the cafe, leaving you alone in the rain, shivering, wet, and traumatized.
-
A slightly chubby waitress decked out in tattoos with blue hair brings out your steak, medium rare, with a side of lightly salted fries as per Jisung's request. His order was something French that you couldn't pronounce, nor identify, but smelled heavenly, your mouth watering for the order that was not your own.
Jisung checks his expensive watch. "They're late. As usual."
"Hmm?" you snap your eyes away from his meal. "Who is?"
"We're here!" A beautiful older couple makes their way to your table.
"Mom! Dad! It only took you fifteen years," Jisung remarks as he leans in to give them a hug.
"It was your father, love. He got hung up with the gentleman at the sports club."
"Ah! It was business! You know how that sort of thing goes."
They both sit in their seats across from you, picking up their menus. His mother's hair is combed back neatly, her youthful skin glowing as she smiles pleasantly at you. His father is dressed rather casually, wearing khaki shorts and a baby pink polo but the giant rock on his pinky finger told you of his financial status.
"Oh my," says his mother. "And you, my darling, how are you? I've heard so much about you."
His father hums. "Ah yes, you're a special one aren't you? Haven't had a human dine with us in decades."
"Special? How am I special?" you ask, taking a French fry.
"Jisung, haven't you told her?" his father takes a sip of his sparkling water.
"Tell me what?" you look to Jisung.
The temperature in the room starts to rise and you break out into a sweat, fanning yourself with a napkin.
"Why would I tell her what she already knows?" Jisung answers, taking a spoonful of his soup.
You give him an odd look which he ignores and you decide to bite your tongue. A certain glimmer around Mrs. Park's neck catches your eye and you can't look away, like it was a magnet, drawing your eyes to it, willing you not to look away.
"Mrs. Park? That's a lovely necklace your wearing," you say marveling at the shiny red cut of the mysterious diamond. "May I ask what stone that is?"
Her lips curve a little, the pointed bones of her teeth peeking through. "That's a family secret. One that you'll know soon, my dear."
The waitress returns, notepad in hand, asking what the two would like to order.
Mrs. and Mr. Park smile sweetly at the young girl, giving her a long once over. "Yes, we'd like to have you for dinner."
She drops her pen from her notepad. "Excuse me?"
Mr. Park jumps up and snaps the poor girl's neck like a twig, catching her limp body as it falls forward. You scream in horror.
"Christ," Jisung rolls his eyes.
Mrs. Park rips her head off, dropping it carelessly to the ground with a thud. The restaurant is unbearably hot, and you're sweating through your lengthy dress. Your mouth is gaping as you helplessly watch them tear the woman to shreds picking off the meat on her bones and tear the flesh with their teeth. You look around to see everyone carrying on normally as if someone didn't just get ruthlessly murdered.
You can't pry your eyes away as they continue to feast on her carcass, blood dripping down their chins, red splatters tarnishing their clothes. Mrs. Park looks at you, that same smile from earlier still there but now it holds something dark behind it. Her eyes were that crimson red that you'd seen so many times. She crawls onto the table making her way towards you, and you scoot back falling out of your chair.
"I'm not who you think I am," she whispers.
"Wha-what?" you stumble backward.
"I'm not who you think I am. I'm not who you think I am. I'm not..." she turns over on her back, her arm laying on your food, giggling wildly.
"You control your dreams, __" Jisung says standing up.
You look at him, bewildered.
"This is your dream. Control it."
A whack of thunder shakes the ground, yanking you out of your dream. Your heartbeat is irregular as you stumble out of your bed. Startled, you jump out of bed, pulling on your shoes and jacket, grabbing Jisung's coat along the way.
You left the house in haste, going to the only place you could think of. You needed to talk to him. Whether he'd show up or not was a chance you were willing to take.
You pedaled your bike down the cold, empty streets with the thought of Jisung on your mind. You were confused but you felt like you knew everything at the same time. It was so strange but you couldn't remember the last time anything felt normal.
The cafe was closed. The door was locked, obviously, so you let out a gust of air as you sat down against it. It was nearly 3 am and you left the house alone, loitering around some dumb computer cafe. What had your life come to? You don't even hang out with your friends anymore. You barely even speak to your family these days.
"Jisung!" you yell.
It was only a guess that he would show up. Maybe he'd hear you from wherever he was or maybe you could summon him? It sounded dumb but it made sense at the time.
You yelled his name once more, the desperation in your voice evident but still, nothing.
"Jisung, please," you whisper, your head falling into your lap.
Just as you're about to give up and go home, a blast of heat blows against your back in the strikingly cold morning. You gasp at the sound of the door unlocking behind you, jumping up to meet the boy you came to see.
Your eyes drank in his familiar face and dark clothes. "You came."
"Didn't you ask me to?" he tilts his head, giving you a sideways smirk that you never saw before. "Oh, Jisung! Oh, Jisung, please!" he mocks you and you frown.
"You need to loosen up a bit," Jisung clicks his tongue. "I don't think I've ever even seen you smile."
"I don't do that much these days."
"I see. Come in," he opens the door wider and you follow him into the warm cafe.
It's dimmer than usual, only half of the lights had been turned on and the absence of music almost made you uncomfortable. Jisung sat down at a random table and you cautiously sit across him. It feels as if he's examining every inch of your skin, his eyes slowly dragging over your face to the bottom of your torso where the table blocks his vision. It makes you antsy. You try to ignore the feeling.
"You heard me calling. How'd you do that?"
Jisung drums his fingers on the table in thought, "I don't really know. I've never been summoned before. I just heard you so I came."
"But how'd you get here so fast? Where'd you come from? Your home? Where do you live?"
He scoffs, rolling his eyes. "Now, why would I tell you all that? I don't trust you."
You sigh, chewing your bottom lip—a motion you caught his eyes following.
"Well...what can you tell me? I deserve some answers, don't you think?"
He laughs at that. "You don't deserve anything, human. I owe you nothing."
You press your lips together in annoyance. If he didn't want to tell you anything then why'd he show up? He seemed to have some interest in you by the way he keeps toying with you. You can't figure him out. He's hot then he's cold. One minute he's shy and sweet then the next he's rude and angry. But sometimes he was a mix of both, like right now. A happy medium of kind and a touch of asshole. But at least he wasn't going to kill you. You were sure of that. You couldn't explain why but ever since you had that nightmare this morning you had this feeling that he didn't want to hurt you—which was illogical of course—because he did, in fact, hurt you. You had the bruises to prove it. Your neck was covered in black and blue bruises with a distinct outline of five large fingers.
"I had another dream," you start and Jisung raises a brow at you. "I trust you. I don't know why but I have this feeling that I can't get rid of that you won't hurt me."
He frowns for a bit before he begins to chuckle. "My suspicions were true."
"What do you mean?"
"You want to know why you've been having those dreams?"
You nod frantically, bracing yourself for what he was about to tell you, but nothing could prepare you for the words that were about to leave his lips.
"You're destined to become my slave."
-
You come to on a leather couch in an unfamiliar room. It was a living room. A large one at that. You sit up, your head feeling heavy and full of fluff. Your shoes are sat neatly to the side of the couch along with your jacket. Standing up on sore legs, you stretch before looking around in what you could only assume was Jisung's house.
It's very...empty. Like it had been barely lived in. Almost as if no one lived here at all. The kitchen's beautiful, large and spacious with fancy looking cupboards. You walked down a long dark hall passing an extravagant dining room with a table that looked like it was a mile long and a chandelier that was so humongous it must've weighed more than your immediate family all together.
You hear the sound of water as you approach a room on your right, pushing open the door left slightly ajar. Jisung is staring right at you as if he knew you were coming. The bathwater is running and he's sitting on the toilet seat with a tub of bath salts in his hands.
"Morning, sunshine," he smiles cheekily at you.
You step into the steamy room, eying him with a groggy pout. "What the hell happened?"
He scoffs. "Of course you don't remember. I told you that you're my slave and you didn't handle it well."
You almost lose your balance, grabbing the counter just in time. "Pardon??"
Jisung rolls his eyes. "I made you a bath. You look like hell so I'll leave you to it," he gets up patting his jeans.
You didn't notice his change of clothes until now. Just how long had you been there?
"Hold on, I have a question. Several actually—"
"I'll be back in a bit," he stalks off closing the door behind him.
You open the door to call after him but he's nowhere to be found. It was like he disappeared into thin air. It wouldn't surprise you if he actually did. You return to the bathroom and disrobe, deciding you might as well. You couldn't remember the last time you took a bath. Must've been years. You pause at the mirror and nearly jumped out of your skin when you saw how awful you looked. Jisung did not lie when he said you looked like hell. There were dark circles around your eyes and you looked pale, on top of that your hair was a frizzy mess. You finger-combed your hair to the best of your ability before giving up and sinking into the warm bath Jisung had drawn for you.
You let your mind reel as you sat in the tub, your knees tucked into your chest. Nothing made sense anymore. Oh, how you longed to go back to the life you had where the only thing you had to worry about was struggling with your math homework. If Jisung was telling the truth, then your life would never be the same. There had to be a way out of this, right? Maybe this is your punishment for something horrible you did but what? The worst thing you'd ever done was steal a couple of lipglosses from Target and that was two years ago. Or maybe it's because you lied to your mom about passing your Spanish test last month? You regretted it but it still seemed too small of a thing to be punished so greatly for. No matter how hard you picked your brain you couldn't come to a conclusion in any reality where you deserved this. You just wished you could get some answers soon. What would you tell your parents? Your friends? Would you have to leave them all behind? Did you have to do evil things now?
No, he said he changed. He wasn't like that. At least you hoped he wasn't. The scary thing is that you couldn't find it in yourself to care if he did make you do evil things. Just yesterday you would rather kill yourself than to do Jisung's evil bidding. You didn't like that you didn't mind it. You didn't like that nothing added up. You couldn't understand why in the world all of this had to happen to you. You didn't know where you were, how long you've been gone or what was going to happen to you. It all felt like a never-ending bad dream.
After you washed up and dried yourself, you sat idly on the toilet as the water drained from the bathtub. You felt a little better now that you were clean but you could feel the foreshadowing of an oncoming headache from the stress.
There was a gentle knock on the door, shaking you out of your pity party and you get up to open it. Jisung is in different clothing once again, wearing a hoodie and baggy dark jeans.
You stay there for three long days. You don't speak much in that time, but you feel like you know him a bit better. He wasn't as scary as you thought. After spending seventy-two hours together, you feel more at ease in his presence. He refused to discuss your circumstances and you never ask to go home. The thought never crosses your mind after the first day and you almost forget about your life at home completely. Instead, you spend all your time observing Jisung. You watch him cook and clean, sew and paint. He's perfected almost a million hobbies.   He doesn't acknowledge your existence as you watch, only bothering to speak to ask what you wanted to eat or if you were tired and wanted a bath. Contrary to your earlier thoughts, he never ordered you around. He left you to wander around on your own, doing as you pleased. Whether that be to read a book from his collection, watch a movie or watch him.    On the third morning, you're up early, sitting cross-legged in the bed of Jisung's guest bedroom. After taking a shower, you were stuffing your face with a bowl of oatmeal Jisung had so expertly prepared.
"You ready to go home? School should be starting soon."
Home. Your mother. Oh, shit.
"What time is it?" you tuck your damp hair behind your ears.
"Five thirty-seven."
Your eyebrows knit together as he tosses your uniform at you and you catch it.
"Hurry up," and with that, the door is shut in your face.
It only took you about a minute to change and then you were scampering down the hall to the living room where Jisung was waiting patiently, sitting as still as stone.
"Good then. Let's go."
"Wait," you grab his sleeve and Jisung stares down at your hand as if it were alien.
"Can you please tell me what's going on now? I'm going insane here."
He sighs before motioning for you to sit down. You quickly oblige, plopping down on the couch and he sits opposite of you.
"Sometimes, there are certain circumstances where a demon who does their job very well would be rewarded by Satan by being gifted their very own human slave.
"It's very rare actually, and Satan stopped doing it centuries ago bc it led to us being discovered. Then he had to "handle" it so I'm not sure why he gifted you to me. Does that answer all your questions?"
You give him a pointed look. He sighs.
"I don't know what to tell you. I don't know what's going on either; I don't even work anymore."
"What do you mean you don't work?"
"I'm retired. I don't like causing harm to humans and Satan let me settle down up here."
"Satan sounds awfully nice..." you frown a bit.
Jisung rolls his eyes slightly. "Oh, believe me. He isn't. Satan lives up to his name just fine. He let me go under special circumstances."
"So you're special?"
"Yep."
You folded your arms over your chest. "How so?"
"My parents and I were really good at doing what we do. The best actually. For centuries we were the apple of Lucifer's eyes. I mean, we got the best treatment, luxury lifestyle, the other demons didn't dare mess with us. It was almost like...heaven."
You purse your lips, feeling uncomfortable with the comparison to heaven.
"One day, I met a human I was assigned to and she was different than any human I'd ever seen. I was supposed to influence her to sin but I just couldn't no matter how hard I tried. This human was the purest of any kind I'd met and she was so young. The young ones are supposed to be the most malleable but she always resisted. She was good.
I realized something then. I thought, maybe not all humans don't deserve to go to hell. Some do. Some don't. And without the influence of us, a lot of them would go to heaven. After doing it for so long, I started to feel guilty. I've never been human. I was born like this. I never experienced a human life but I wanted to. So I asked to retire."
You were sure your eyes were bulging out of your head but you were too shocked to try to change your expression. "And he just let you go? Just like that?"
"Yeah. Satan wasn't happy. He thought it was stupid, which, it might be a little. A demon can't live like a human. He claimed after a few decades I'd see humans for what they really were and then I'd be back."
"So, then Satan made me your slave to try to convince you to come back?"
"I'm not sure," he flicks a strand of hair out of his eyes. "But Lucifer doesn't do anything without a purpose. I'm sure we'll find out soon."
"Will you go back?"
"I don't want to but if I have to then I will. It's what I was created for."
"Oh," you were lost on what to say next.
"Are you ready to go back home?" He stands up, holding a hand out to you.
You're about to take it when the doorbell rings. Jisung looks frigid. Was that fear in his eyes?
"My parents are here."
"Huh? Why?" The scenes of your dream flash in your mind. The headless waitress and blood gushing everywhere. If they were anything like the dream version of them then you were dead meat.
"I don't know. They're not nice people, __," he warns.
"Should I run? Or hide?"
"There's no point; they'd find you. Just sit still and don't say a word."
Jisung walks to the door, opening it to reveal two faces you've seen before. His mother didn't look pleased to see her son but his father pulled him in for a quick hug, patting him on the back.
"Well, are you going to invite us in? We knocked this time. Just like you asked," his mom says with a hint of annoyance.
Jisung steps back to let them inside and it's like an alarm goes off in their heads because as soon as they step one foot inside, their heads snap to find you sitting on the couch.
"Oh...you have company," his father says in confusion.
"Jisung, what is this?" His mom looks at you in disgust.
"Mom, Dad, this is __. We were just on our way out, actually. So, this is a bad time."
His mom shoots him daggers with her eyes. "You aren't going anywhere we just got here. Jisung, where are your manners?"
Jisung stands there, looking defeated as he mumbles an apology.
"Hello, there! I'm Mrs. Park," she extends a hand out to you. You look at Jisung before getting up to shake it.
"Mr. Park," his dad shakes your hand next. Their hands are just as hot as Jisung's. You shuffle back to your spot on the couch.
"Is this your friend, Jisung?" Mrs. Park asks, looking you up and down.
"She's my slave, mother."
His parents look at each other in shock, smiles of joy creeping across their faces.
"Lucifer gifted you a slave?" Mrs. Park practically jitters with excitement.
"Yes, mother."
"Son, that's amazing! You have to come back now!"
Jisung clenches his fists at his sides. "I'm not coming back. Not now. Not ever."
"Don't be silly, Jisung. It would be extremely disrespectful not to after receiving such a gift. He stopped gifting slaves centuries ago," Mrs. Park snaps.
"Mom, I made my decision."
"You foolish boy. You're an embarrassment to us all. We've been forced into hiding ever since you left. We're the laughing stock of the underworld because you decided to go soft and ruin the reputation we worked so hard to build. Two centuries of hard work down the drain."
"Mother—"
"Don't you understand? This isn't a gift it's a warning. You've been gone too long, Jisung. He wants you back. You've had your fun living your little fantasy; now it's time to come back to reality."
"Son, please," Mr. Park sits down next to you. "Listen to your mom."
"I...no. No, I'm staying here," says Jisung.
"You're so selfish! He won't just punish you he'll punish us all! Me and your father will be extinguished right along with you. My dearest son, please use the common sense I gave you and come back to us. I've missed you. We were a great team."
Jisung looks torn as he looks at you then back to his parents. "I have to get going."
"Jisung," Mr. park barks.
"Please leave," Jisung opens the door for them.
"You're going to get us all killed," Mrs. Park snarls as she nudges her husband to get up. "Close the damn door, Jisung. We're leaving."
Jisung closes it, his back falling against the wall.
"We're not done talking about this," his mother declares before looking at you one last time, the corner of her lips turned downwards. You think your eyes are playing tricks on you as the couple dissipate right in front of you, fading into a silhouette and then finally nothing. They're gone.
Jisung opens the door again. "Come on."
   The ride to your house is silent and too quick if you were being honest. Jisung lives fairly close to your house although in a much better neighborhood for someone who's living off of minimum wage.
   You're still a bit shaken up but much calmer than before. Once you enter the house, you find the lights off. Your mom was still asleep. You thank god as you creep to your room as quietly as possible. When you open the door, however, your mom is sitting on your bed holding a book in her hands. Was that your diary?
"Y/n, just where have you been all night?"
You deflect her question. "Why do you have my diary?"
"This is my house and my rules. I am your mother for Christ's sake; I have the right to know what's going on in my daughter's life and if you won't let me in, damn it, I'll find out my own way."
"That's a complete invasion of my privacy!"
She looks taken aback at your brazen comment. "Raise your voice at me one more time—I dare you! You were out with that boy from the computer cafe, weren't you?"
"What? No! My friend, Deana broke up with her boyfriend and it was an emergency. I had to go talk to her."
She narrows her eyes. "Don't you lie to me."
"I swear it! It's true," your bottom lip trembled as you held back tears.
You wanted to tell the truth but you couldn't. Jisung wouldn't like that very much and quite frankly, you were simply terrified of what his parents might do to you more than your angry mother. Would she believe you anyway? You didn't have any proof. She'd probably lock you up in some psych ward hundreds of miles away from here at the first mention of demons. Or maybe she'd just think you were lying. Her face was red with fury but you can tell by the slight quiver in her voice she was more worried about your safety than anything.
"I know somethings going on," she rests her hands on her knees. "You've been having sleepless nights and you don't go out as much anymore. And now there's some boy who comes out of nowhere and you're running out to meet him when you've got a fever. You scared me half to death and I just let it slide but now you're sneaking out and coming back three days later at six in the morning?
"No ma'am. This is not how I run my household. You know that. I mean is it me? Did I do something to make you wanna push me away?"
Your throat aches as you choke back tears. "No, mom, it's not that at all. I just have to solve this on my own."
She looks heartbroken but nods nimbly. "But you'll come to me if you can't figure it out on your own?"
"I promise."
"Good," she stands up. "We're leaving in ten minutes so hurry up and get dressed. Oh yeah, and you're grounded."
You couldn't say you didn't see that coming.
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When you get home from school, your mother's in the living room. She usually doesn't get off of work for another two hours but it wasn't that hard to think of the reason why she was home so early. She asks about school and you say whatever it takes to end the conversation as soon as possible so you can go to your room. You lock the door behind you when you're finally alone, changing into more comfortable clothes. You make sure your mom's still downstairs before you whisper Jisung's name and a warmth envelops your body from the tip of your tongue down to your toes. He appears before you in seconds, wearing his work uniform. He doesn't look at you at first, inspecting the interior of your room before making himself comfortable on your bed.
"Your mom didn't seem too happy about this morning," he sighs.
"How did you know that?" you ask and for some reason, you think, you might be better off not knowing.
"You and I are connected now. I can see you whenever I want. I can...feel you."
You gulp. You didn't like the thought of him checking up on you whenever he wanted. And what's worse is that if you ever tried to run, he could find you.
"Right...well I have a question."
"Oh, you're just full of those, aren't you?"
You roll your eyes. "If you go back to working for Satan...would he allow you to let me go?"
Jisung's face hardens. You could feel the warmth in the room grow.
"Why would you ask me that? Do you know what you'd be asking me to do?"
"I'm sorry," the words leave your mouth at lightning speed. It's odd. You didn't want to say them but you did.
"Am I really so awful you'd rather send me away to do the devils bidding than to be stuck with me?"
"No, not at all," you say this on your own this time. It should worry you how true it was. You truly didn't mind his company. It took some time to separate the man from your dreams to the one in reality but once you did, you saw the good in him—once you overlooked all the sarcasm, of course.
"Don't get offended, please. That's not what I'm trying to do here," you approach him. "I just want my life back."
There's a flicker of emotion in his eyes. He sighs. "I suppose, you're right. It's selfish of me to impose on your life when you didn't ask for any of this. I'll take my problems elsewhere and leave you be."
You're surprised at how quickly he gave you what you wanted. You expected to have to squeal your way out of it. It was so easy you almost felt bad for asking.
"There won't be any consequences? He won't get mad if you leave me alone?"
"I'm not sure what he'll do. Just as I can see you, he can see me," he pauses. "Whatever the outcome, I'll handle it."
He stands up and you stand up with him.
"Is it weird that I'm going to miss you?"
His eyebrows fly up and he almost looks embarrassed. "Uh, I'm sure that's just a side effect of being my slave."
"I see," you look down feeling awkward. "Can I get a hug?"
You can tell he's uncomfortable with the request but he opens his arms for you anyway. You hate how attached you've become in the last twelve hours. You hardly knew the man and after meeting his parents you shouldn't be standing anywhere near him. But you still felt a pull towards him and you weren't so sure if it was a side effect. Maybe you were crazy—actually, scratch that, you were definitely crazy—but you actually kind of liked Jisung. He protected you from his parents and was willing to take whatever the devil was going to throw at him. So you lay your head on his chest and the heat is already scorching your skin. The fast rhythm of his heartbeat almost rocks you as his hands wrap around your shoulders and you stand there for a moment. He was a little stiff but you could tell he was trying his best. When you let go, his face is different. He's smiling at you and there's this gleam in his eyes that you'd never seen before. Then there's something pulling you towards him, an unexplainable compulsion to kiss him. He doesn't move as you lean in to peck your lips on his warm ones. It's like his limbs are frozen and for the first time in his life, he doesn't know what to do. He's never encountered someone like you before. Someone so beautiful and smart. You were the only person that could ever make him feel anything other than complete misery and he was so sad to let you go. He didn't want to let you go and he didn't have to. You were his slave, after all. But you had asked him to and he couldn't find it in him to deny you. Finally, his instincts kick in and his eyes close as he kisses you back. It's the most intimate kiss you've ever had and you find your hands pulling his shirt to pull him closer to you, wanting more but suddenly he's gone. You look around your room to find it empty. He left. He left you. Just like you asked.
"Jisung?" your voice breaks as you call out. "Jisung??"
Your door bursts open causing you to flinch.
"Hey, what do you feel like for dinner?" your mom walks in. "Sweetie, what's wrong?"
   You try to stop the tears from falling but you fail as you burst into sobs. Your mom runs over and hugs you, begging for you to tell her what's going on but you can't. You can't tell anyone. No one could ever know.
-
   You think about Jisung every day for the next two years. How could you not? His face was branded into your mind, his voice a never-fading memory. You like to think he was okay. That whatever battles he had to face with his creator went successfully. You hoped he was free and happy. You imagine he watches over you from time to time, just to see how you've grown and what you were up to.    For some time, he's everywhere you look. You'd see a flash of blonde and go running to catch him, no matter where you were. In the end, you never caught him. It was always your mind playing tricks on you. Your friends and family grew concerned but those concerns faded away as the spottings did. Every hot summer day reminded you of him. Even the heaters in the winter made you think of him. He was always in the back of your brain.    After a while, it felt like it was all one big fever dream. The only reminder that it was real was the poorly written entries of your old diary. That, and one other thing.    One day, you come home to find a necklace on your bed, the glowing red stone flaring up the memory of the matching one his mother wore. He was alive. He hadn't forgotten about you. The smile that adorned your lips was big enough to give one the impression it was a gift from your lover. You vowed to wear it every day, thanking Jisung aloud, and you swear you feel his presence in the room for a moment, a rush of heat flowing into your bedroom and then it's gone.
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omnivorousshipper · 4 years
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Headcanon: Samantha is terrifyingly good at mimicking people’s voices. It started out with her being told she sounded like her father (ahem, thanks a lot Locke), but then when Deckard moves in she asks him to teach her how to replicate accents. Now she can copy almost any voice pattern she wants, which is a hit with her little cousins (Baby Brian, Jack and May (Kimi too if you want)) but scary for the adults.
This is a really fun headcanon!! Sam would be so mischievous with this and torment her dad and other adults all day long 😂 And she would take full advantage of Deckard's teachings
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"Hey guys, could you start cleaning up? Dinner's about to start." Brian called over to the group of kids, who all pouted at him
Sam was sitting with the other kids, with Baby Brian on her lap and Kimiko sitting next to her. Both Jack and May were sitting across from her
"But, dad! Can't we keep playing a few more minutes?" Jack begged
"Sorry, buddy. But we need to clean up and then eat." Brian said, with a note of finality in his voice. He gave them all one more firm look and walked away
"This isn't fair!" May whined
"But it's time to clean up and you have to listen to me." Sam said, perfectly imitating Brian's voice
Kimiko started giggling like crazy, while Jack and May gapped at her with awe. Baby Brian joined in with Kimiko's laughter and started babbling
"How do you do that?" Jack asked, eyes wide
Sam shrugged
"It's pretty easy for me. Especially since Deck taught me some stuff."
"Can uncle Deck teach us, too?" May asked far too excited
"Probably." Sam nodded
"Yeah, uncle Deck loves us, so he'll do anything for us." Kimiko smiled widely. "Can you do uncle Dom too, Sammy?"
"Oh, he's easy!"
Brian was bringing out the watermelon Mia had cut up when he heard Dom's voice drift over to him
"If you don't start moving your asses, I'm going to be giving someone a whoppin!"
Brian's eyebrows went up. He'd never heard Dom talk to the kids like that. Quickly putting the bowl down, Brain rushed over to the group of kids
And didn't see Dom anywhere close to them
What?
"Do Aunt Let next!" Kimiko cheered and the other kids threw their agreement in as well
"Ok, give me a second." Sam laughed and had a thoughtful look on her face. When she spoke next, she sounded just like Letty. "I swear to god, guys, don't make have to tattle to your parents about this."
Baby Brian let out a screech of amusement and clapped
"Momma!"
The other kids laughed, and tried their own, much less impressive impressions of the adults in their lives
Shaking his head, Brain sent them a wiry smile. Walking over to them, he called out
"I know it's fun to make fun of your parents, but I still need you to clean up."
All the kids cut off their laughter and looked at him with guilty expressions
"Yes, dad."
"Yes, uncle Brian."
The kids said in unison and started to stand
Nodding in approval, Brian looked at Sam
"Very impressive." He smiled at her and received a shy smile back. "Make sure not to show the other adults if you want to use it for pranks."
Sending her a wink, Brian turned away and hoped she lived up to her training the Shaws no doubt were giving her
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I hope you enjoyed friend!
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“The rest of your life” Are you independent or dependent? Both, but definitely more dependent. Even more so these past few years.
If you could put your life into a category, where would it go? I feel like this would be easier to answer if you gave a list of categories. I don’t know what kind of insight you’re looking for. <<< Yeah, I have no idea how to answer this.
How many animals do you have? I have one doggo. <3
Are you popular? Nope. Never was and that’s perfectly fine.
What time were you born? Around 430PM.
Have you had any candy this week? Nope.
Are you more afraid of tornadoes or hurricanes? I’ve never experienced either one, but they both sound terrifying.
Do you like those nerd glasses? I don’t know what “nerd glasses” you’re referring to.
Have you ever been in a fist fight? Nope. Or any kind of physical fight.
What color is your house? Beige.
When was the last time you saw a rainbow? Hmm. I don’t remember.
Have you ever ate a crayon? Nope.
Ever rode in a helicopter? Yes, after my accident I had to be flown to another hospital.
Do you like rabbits? Sure.
Do you like mushrooms? Nope.
“It’s like you step into the room and just press play” What was the last movie you cried at? On Halloween I rewatched It Chapter 2 and the ending always gets me in the feels with what happens to Eddie, when it shows the loser’s club as kids and then adults, and the letter from Stanley.
What ice cream flavor best describes your personality? Vanilla cause I’m plain and simple and “innocent”, ha.
Would you rather work for a small or large company? I don’t know.
Where's your favorite place to buy clothes? Boxlunch and Hot Topic.
How many languages do you speak? Just one fluently. I can speak some Spanish, though. 
What was the worst movie you've ever seen? Hm. There’s been several wtf movies, but I don’t know what I’d say was the worst. I don’t feel like thinking much about it.
What video game have you played the most? Mario bro games and most recently Animal Crossing: New Horizons. I’ve been playing that just about everyday for a lot of this year.
What was your favorite TV show as a child? Nick Jr shows, Playhouse Disney shows, Arthur, The Big Comfy Couch, Tiny Toon Adventures, Animaniacs, Bobby’s World, some Cartoon Network cartoons, and Saturday morning cartoons like Recess and Pepperann.
What's your favorite sport? None.
If you were given a brand new yacht, what would you name it? I have no idea. 
Do you believe there’s life on other planets? Not in the form of ugly green creatures with odd shaped heads.
What was the worst place you ever traveled to? Hm. I haven’t been anywhere I didn’t really like.
What is one thing you’re really bad at? Life.
Do you believe in angels? Yes.
Would you rather be a famous actor or musician? Neither.
“where have you been all my life?” If you could have invented one thing, what would it have been? I don’t know.
What's your favorite exercise workout? I don’t have one. I don’t exercise :X
What's your favorite thing to do? Some things I like to do include surveys, reading, watching YouTube, scrolling through Tumblr, and checking my social medias.
What did you do for your 17th birthday? I’m sure dinner with family. Probably invited my aunts and cousins over.
Does your local Wal Mart have benches in them to rest? Yeah.
Was your favorite stuffed animal really a teddy bear growing up? I got more into stuffed animals as I got older to be honest when I started collecting giraffe stuffed animals.
If your house was haunted, what would you do? Uhh I don’t know.
Are you crazy in love currently? No.
Are you good at swimming? No, I can’t swim.
What's worse: Slow internet or slow walkers? Slow internet is suuuuper frustrating.
What is the rudest thing a guy has ever done to you? Use me and play me.
Do you sleep with the sheets tucked in or out? Out.
What do you do to fall asleep faster? I don’t have much say when I fall asleep, but to try and help with that I listen to ASMR.
Do you carry a bottle of water wherever you go? No.
Ae you afraid that one day you might get cancer? It is something I’m afraid of. I’m someone who tends to think it’s always a possibility whenever something is wrong or I’m really sick.
“Letters to Juliet” Are you a fast or slow walker? I’m a fast wheeler.
Do you usually have to wear a belt with your pants? I never wear a belt.
Does it bother you when people's underwear hangs out? Kinda cause as someone in a wheelchair I’m at the level of a lot of people’s behinds lol and yeah, I don’t particularly want to see their underwear. Even worse if their ass is hanging out.
Are you usually the person to try new things with your hair? No.
When's your birthday? July 28th.
Do you own a bobble-head toy? Yes.
What color was the towel you used to dry off with today after a shower? I haven’t showered yet today.
Has anyone ever walked you home? Yeah.
Have you ever liked someone and they were taken? Yes.
When was the last time you went fishing? I’ve only tried it once, briefly. It wasn’t my thing.
True or false: You've read the book Lord of the Flies? True.
Have you heard of the band Yellowcard? Yep. 
Have you ever seen the show Teen Wolf? I never got into it.
Do you have any quotes, lyrics etc on your walls? No. Are you a fan of Star Wars? Yes. I finally caught up on season 2 of The Mandalorian so far last night.
“Our parents never let us cross the street, but we did it anyway” Has anyone ever told you that you have nice hair? Yes.
What brand of camera do you own? I use my iPhone XR.
Is there something you're not looking forward to? My next doctor appointment.
Have you ever read the book Thirteen Reasons Why? Yep, back when I was in high school.
Do you wear white pants? No. I avoid wearing white cause I’m a slob haha.
When was the last time you were really angry? My doctor pisses me off. I don’t know why it’s so hard to get a call back regarding some lab results. I call and they say they’re waiting for the doctor to look over them and they’ll call me back to let me know but ugh it’s been taking days.
Have you ever made a 3 pointer in a basketball game? I’ve never participated in a basketball game.
Do you think you look better with your hair up or down? Down, but I always throw it up because it’s easier to deal with. I don’t have the energy or motivation to style or do anything with it.
Do you warm up before you hardcore exercise? I don’t hardcore exercise. Or exercise at all.
Do you want a pair of Converse shoes? Not currently.
Are you more of a studs or hoops type of person when it comes to earrings? Studs.
How many shirts do you have of your favorite band? Two.
Turn on the TV. What channel are you on? It’s already on, it’s currently on The Hallmark Channel. 
Have you ever wore a tie before? No.
What did you have for breakfast this morning? I haven’t ate anything yet today, it’s only 5:28AM.
“For the Krusty Krab” Are you good at art? Nope, not at all.
How many times have you read your favorite book? I don’t reread books, actually. 
Name one thing that you really hate. My health.
Have you ever tried walking on stilts? No. That would be impossible for me.
Is there a war that you find interesting? I’ve read the most about the Civil War and Abraham Lincoln. Especially for one of my community college history classes because the professor was a big Lincoln buff and I did a paper on Lincoln and the war.
Would you rather live in the city or country? City.
Do you think $7 is too much for a movie ticket? $7 is okay, but our movie tickets are more than that.
Would you like to be a newscast person? No. Fun fact: I was one of the newscasters on my elementary school’s news program when I was in the 7th grade, though. I enjoyed it, it was fun. It was nerve wracking, too, cause I went to a k-8th grade school and the news program played in every single grade/classroom. 
Do you like word searches, coloring or crosswords better? I enjoy word searches and coloring.
Close your eyes and press a random key on the keyboard. j
How many William’s do you know? I don’t know any.
What time did you wake up this morning? It’s 5:34AM, I haven’t gone to bed yet.
Do you enjoy crutches? I’ve never used them, but does anyone actually enjoy them? They’re beneficial and necessary for some, so it’s great that they exist, but I don’t know if anyone actually enjoys them.
What's better: Snapple or Arizona tea? I used to love Arizona teas when I was a teenager. The green tea and the watermelon flavors were my favorite.
Make a word out of the word: Dinosaur. Sound.
“she said I love this song, I’ve heard it before” When you were younger, did you play with legos? Yeah.
Do you like Trix cereal? Yes. I haven’t had it in several years, though.
Do you get nervous easily? Yesss.
How long is your Facebook password? Uh, I’m not sharing that.
Do you like the movie Mean Girls? Yes.
How do you want your wedding to be? I don’t plan on getting married.
Have you seen the movie or show Catfish? Both. I love the tv show.
Do you hate it when you arrive to something early? No, I hate when I arrive to something late.
Have you ever been on Omegle? Yes.
Are you still in love with one of your exes? Nope. I moved on years ago.
Do you think it's attractive when guys wear beanies? It can be, sure.
What's something that makes you feel shy in public? Being in crowded places is one.
Do you like the shows on MTV? I like Catfish and the Teen Mom shows.
If you could go back and relive one day, what day? Hm. I’d have to really think about that if it was just one day.
What's one word you hate to be called? Sensitive. I know I am, but I hate being told “I’m too sensitive.” Plus sometimes it’s like, “no, maybe you’re just mean?” 
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nataliedanovelist · 4 years
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(I did not draw this, my friend, @missinspi, drew this for me) (https://www.deviantart.com/missinspi)
Wanna read fics with this OC in it?
For a fic close to canon Gravity Falls (season 3?), read this.
For an AU about Stan and Ford getting a new neighbor at seven-years-old, read this.
Miscellaneous Oc Asks
@cityandking created a (relatively short) list of random, weird, hopefully interesting OC asks. Feel free to specify a character or just send a couple of questions, and then share it around!
What six CD’s would your OC keep in their car? Is it just a taste/preference thing, or do any of them have particular significance? I can’t think of any particular CDs, but as far as artists go... Ray Charles, Stevie Wonder, Queen (or in the Gravity Falls world, the band called King), ACDC, a disk full of instrumental piano music, and a Dolly Parton CD her friend Madeline Ingrid probably gave her.
What does your OC smell like? What does your OC wish they smelled like? Coconut butter, japanese cherry-blossom perfume, and occasionally disinfectant (she works at a hospital). She tried every hard to smell nice, as most women do, and if she feels like work is ruining that, she might use her favorite “stress relief” lotion to help overpower the smells of rubber gloves and baby spit up.
How aesthetically-oriented is your OC in their clothing? Their living space? Their general presentation? If their look™ is mismatched, is that on purpose? Hephzie has a plain, easy-to-follow fashion sense: blue-jeans with t-shirts for casual events, jeans with blouses for nicer days, and occasionally a sweater for the winter. She also has a small love for boys’ clothes; she won’t shy away from mens’ t-shirts or button-ups if they feel nice and look OK. Her living space is relatively tidy (having grown up with grandparents who needed clean floors to avoid falling) but she’s not a clean freak. Her living space is very artsy and mitch-match, having friends all over the world and she loves learning about different cultures. She might have a rug from India by her bed, but a quilt from Ireland on her bed and a small statue from Hawaii on her dresser. With a bunch of hand-me-downs and mis-match tastes, her overall aesthetic is old and comfort.
What one word would you use to describe your OC’s vibe? Chill.
What’s one mundane thing that would throw them off-kilter? Why? Nuclear families. She grew up with her Grandma and Grandpa on her mother’s side. She never knew her father and her mother abandoned her at a hospital, not even waiting to see what would happen to Hephzie. So Hephzie values family very much, but she sees no reason why blood should be the most important factor in the definition in “family”. The idea of a “normal” family, one with two parents who are married and in love, siblings, and occasionally cousins and aunts and uncles, is like a dream to her. It’s nice, but not for her.
What kind of AU is your OC best suited to? What kind of AU would be the worst? Is there any AU that would be, objectively, just really funny? Hephzie is in 2 AUs: one pretty close to canon Gravity Falls, and one in which she grows up as neighbors to Stan and Ford. Both AUs are very interesting and I love seeing how she responds to each scenario, but I think the more “tragic” of the two is the canon-like one. I’ve toyed with an AU of her becoming a singer and I can see it going either two ways: either she crumbles under the pressure and gets into drugs and overdoses, or she flourishes and uses her money and power for good, like feeding the hungry and helping the homeless find homes.
If your OC could pick a different name, title, or pseudonym for themself, what would they pick? Why? Have they ever been given an alternate name/title, and how do they feel about it? Well, her birth name is Alicia-Sarah Hephzibah Fisher Cece, but she HATES the name Alicia-Sarah and only goes by Hephzibah/Hephzie. In one AU, she legally “fixes” her name.
If your OC were playing D&D, what would their race and class be? What backstory tragedy™ would they give their character? Does that reflect their own life in any way? Be honest. Okay, because a certain extra-special person in her life loves D,D, & More D, she plays, too. She’s an woodland elf, a healer, and has very little interest in her character, but she likes the storytelling and the praise she gets if she manages to heal a wizard with pointy-ears and fluffy brown hair named Rokuro the Righteous.
Star Wars or Star Trek? A certain boyfriend of hers likes Star Trek better, but she likes Star Wars better. It’s been a bitter rival since the beginning of time.
If your OC is from a fantasy world, where in the real world would they come from? If your OC is from our world, which fantasy world would they most want to live in? Bonus: Would you ever write/RP them in that world? Hephzie grew up on Irish folktales (her grandmother’s family is from there), so she would love to meet færies and see magic and meet a selkie. Screw being a mermaid, she wanted to be a selkie! And... no, don’t expect a fic about this.
What plant, animal, and color does your OC feel like today? A Venus Flytrap, a mongoose, and the color dark-green. It’s been a rough day but she’s keeping a level head.
If your OC were a superhero, how flashy would their costume be? Also, what would their superpower be? Does this go with their costume at all, or are they all about fashion? #Can’tFightCrimeIfYouAin’tCute Well... in the canon-like AU, she’s kinda a superhero already, so... think something like a knight’s armor on the arms and legs with a maroon cape. Power would be healing, but she can also fight hella well with a sword and bow-and-arrows. And she’s never cared about looking good, she just wants to survive the war...
Does your OC thrift? Buy designer? Where would they shop irl? GOODWILL FOR THE WIN!!! She and her friends called it “treasure hunting” in high-school and it stuck. She loves it, and when a certain somebody came out with a song about it, she was livid (even if she was fifty-something years old).
Is your OC superstitious? If so, what superstitions do they believe? If not, what do they think of superstitious people? She’s constantly around the supernatural and abnormal... and loves it. She thrives off of what is different. So, superstitious?... Hm, she isn’t paranoid or afraid; she welcomes it with open arms.
Is your OC religious? Do they want to be? Have they ever been at some time in the past? How complicated is their relationships with worship/the gods/the church/etc? Her grandparents took her to church growing up and she loved the music. Her grandmother was the choir director and her grandfather played the piano, and she had “the voice of an angel”, so she happily sang in church, but she kinda stopped going to church when she went to college, but if you ask her she’ll tell you she’s a Christian. She says it just makes sense to believe in a god; there’s too much that science can’t explain. She also likes studying Buddhism, Islam, and Judaism to learn more about other people and cultures.
Hardwood, tile, or carpet? Hardwood. But she will NEVER say no to a fluffy rug.
What’s their go-to parlor trick? Are they actually that good at it, or do they just enjoy it? Do people tell them they’re good, even if they aren’t? How do they handle criticism? I can’t really think of a good parlor trick. She has a lot of talents she keeps on the down, like singing and stand-up comedy (don’t ask). On another note, she takes criticism overall pretty well.
If your OC could request one boon from a god, what would it be? The extermination of a certain three-sided demon.
Favorite comfort food? Do they enjoy junk food or are they more of a foodie? Can they cook? What’s their favorite thing to cook? OREOS are HERS! DON’T TOUCH THEM UNLESS YOU WANNA LOSE A HAND! She also secretly loves watermelon (doesn’t like to tell people this) and her comfort food is either hot tea or hot chocolate. Something to warm her hands. And no, she can’t cook; she burns everything. EXCEPT, she can brew coffee and she’s a pretty good barista (was one during college).
Any major theme(s) or conflict(s) in your OC’s life? How have they dealt with that? Are they aware of it, or do they ignore it? Did you design them with such theme(s)/conflict(s) in mind, or did they evolve naturally? Loyalty is a huge one for her. I think so many people have forgotten what it means to be a true friend and what real loyalty looks like. You’re willing to go far and wide for the people you care about because you want to, because you get fulfillment out of doing the right thing. Hephzie will have your back, no matter what. She doesn’t care what race, background, gender, sexuality, religion, she doesn’t give a shit. If you’ve got her, you’ve got a loyal friend. IOne thing she struggled with - and is only semi-aware of it - is loneliness. She finds it suffocating. It’s slight PTSD from losing so much in her life, and she’s not terribly clingy, but she’ll wallow about it and sink into depression if she feels abandoned or alone. She NEEDS that reassurance that she is not a freak and not alone and that SOMEONE would care if one day she was gone. This evolved naturally when shaping her backstory and realising it needed to have realistic consequences.
If they could steal one major piece of art with no consequences, what would it be and why? Bonus: how would they pull off the heist? Anything Bob Ross. Loves that guy. And she’d probably just recrute Stan to help her with either blackmail or her “Please, for me?” line.
Now it’s YOUR turn!
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camillemontespan · 5 years
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the history of us [drake x camille] [part six: 30th july - daddy daughter date]
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Part Five  here if you want to catch up.
Warnings: Extreme fluff. Angst. Sexual undertones. Angst. Alcohol abuse. Angst. Don’t say I didn’t warn you. 
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Drake slumped down on the sofa after Camille had left. He could still taste her watermelon lipbalm on his lips. He could still smell her Chanel perfume which cloaked the house. If he closed his eyes, he could just pretend she was here.
Drake picked up the diary. He was going to finish it as soon as he could. He couldn't take another second without her.
30th July 2023
Samantha has arranged for Drake and Lily to attend the new live action film premiere of Tangled. We haven't told Lily yet but you can bet she's going to be so excited.
Samantha thinks it will be good PR for Drake to show he's a good dad. He already is but some of the public need convincing, which gives me actual pain. Like a really deep pain in my chest. How anyone could say he's a terrible father is beyond me.
Drake smiled at the diary entry. The Tangled premiere had been brilliant. It was quality time with Lily and that's what mattered.
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Lily burst into tears when she was told she would be seeing Tangled. At first, Drake and Camille sat her down, trying to cuddle her to see if she was okay. They genuinely thought she was upset.
'Honey are you upset?' Camille asked softly. She looked at Drake who shrugged, as confused as she was.
Lily shook her head and rubbed her eyes harshly. 'Will Flynn be there?' she asked quietly.
Drake read over the invitation. The actor who was playing Flynn would definitely be there.
'He will be, baby,' he told her. 'You might get to meet him.'
Lily's eyes bulged. Her parents waited with bated breath, unsure if more floods of tears was going to come.
Instead she clapped her hands to her mouth and shrieked, 'I get to meet Flynn!'
Camille realised her tears had been tears of shock and happiness. Thank God.
Lily grabbed her hand. 'Mommy, I need my starry dress.'
Camille burst out laughing while Drake groaned. His daughter was so in love with Flynn and even though he was fictional, it still made Drake nervous that Lily got crushes. He didn't want to be that stereotypical dad who vetted her future boyfriends but the idea of interrogating future partners while casually holding a rifle was starting to look like a good idea.
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The following night was the premiere. Camille helped Lily get ready, helping her button up her silver satin dress with silver stars embroidered on the skirt. Lily had chosen it specially, as she was obsessed with stars and she paired it with black tights that also glittered. On her feet she wore silver sparkly Mary Jane shoes.
As Camille pulled Lily's hair up into a ballerina bun, she studied her daughter in the mirror. She was a mini Camille - it was so strange to have a four year old doppelganger. Lily had the same eyes, skin tone, pixie nose and rosebud mouth. The one thing she had inherited from Drake was his smirk, utilised when she had done something naughty and she knew it.
Lily snuggled up into Camille and sniffed her neck. 'You smell pretty, Mommy.'
Camille smiled. 'That's my perfume.'
Lily closed her eyes and inhaled some more. Gently, Camille stood up and went to her vanity, picking up the Chanel bottle. 'Come on, hold out your wrists,' she said. Lily obediently held out her wrists and Camille sprayed a tiny amount of perfume on the inside of her wrists. 'There, now you can smell like me.'
Lily grinned and studied herself in the mirror.
'You look like an angel!' Camille told her, smiling. Lily beamed with delight. She awkwardly lifted her arm which was still in its cast. 'Do you think Flynn will sign my arm?'
'If you ask super nicely, I think he will,' Camille reassured her. Lily jumped up and down, unable to contain her excitement. Camille had to hold her still so she could fix another kirby grip in her bun.
Camille took Lily downstairs to where Drake was waiting in the living room with Geoffrey. Drake's eyes roamed up the staircase to watch his wife and daughter walk down the stairs. He was wearing a suit. Camille smiled, thinking this felt like a prom date.
'Well you look beautiful!' Drake cried.
'You're the belle of the ball,' Geoffrey told her, giving her a wink.
Lily grinned and twirled around, showing off her outfit.
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The cinema was full of media and screaming fans. Drake held Lily's hand as they made their way up the red carpet. As they passed, Drake overheard choruses of 'she looks adorable!' and 'awwww!'
They had to pose for photos which Lily loved. She had none of Drake's awkwardness and all of Camille's easy charm. She waved and twirled. Drake couldn’t help thinking, ‘What have I raised?’
Eventually, he managed to drag her away from the cameras. They had been given a box seat  on the balcony in the cinema so it was their own private space and Drake made sure he bought popcorn for Lily to snack on. He placed a booster seat on her chair so she could see over the balcony wall. Lily looked down at the audience below, her eyes like saucers. This was a whole new experience for her; they rarely went to the cinema and now she had her own balcony to sit on! 
Drake took out his phone. ‘Hey, Lily, come take a photo with me so we can send it to mommy.’ 
Lily sat on his lap and Drake positioned the phone camera to take a selfie. ‘Hmm say... Pascal?’ Drake suggested.
‘PASCAL!’ Lily cried, grinning at the camera. Drake smiled and took the picture. He then sent it to Camille, writing, ‘She’s having the best time.’ 
The lights went down and Lily hopped up and down in her seat. She was going to see a live action Flynn. A human Flynn. Not a cartoon Flynn; ACTUAL FLYNN.
Be still her beating heart.
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Lily had been entranced watching the film. She never made a sound except a little squeak when Pascal came on the screen or when Flynn tried out his best smoulder on Rapunzel. Drake looked at her and chuckled when the credits came up; she had her hands clasped tightly to her chest, as if she had just witnessed the most amazing thing in the world. 
Drake carried her back down to the foyer of the cinema. The press stopped him at the red carpet to ask what Lily thought of the film. 
‘It was amazing!’ Lily shrieked. The cameras flashed and Drake kept holding her on his hip. 
‘Where is Camille?’ a journalist asked. 
‘She’s having a late meeting with the other Duchesses of Cordonia,’ Drake explained. ‘They got something big planned. So tonight is mine and Lily’s daddy-daughter date, isn’t that right Lils?’
Lily nodded enthusiastically. ‘Daddy daughter date!
The cameras flashed more pictures of them. 
Lily eyes suddenly widened. 
‘Daddy, Flynn’s behind you.’
Drake turned to see the actor who played Flynn wandering up to them. The actor smiled at Drake and Lily, bowing to him. 
‘Thank you for attending our premiere, Duke Walker,’ he greeted him. 
‘It was a great adaptation,’ Drake told him. ‘Lily loved it, didn’t you babe?’
Lily was gawping at the actor. 
The actor grinned at her. ‘Hey there, pretty lady!’
‘H-Hi..’ Lily whispered. She had suddenly gone shy. 
‘I’m so glad they finally got me in to do the film properly,’ he told her. ‘Like, my nose is right in this! I told Rapunzel that I can do all the smoulders I want!’
Drake realised the actor was pretending to be Flynn. From the look on Lily’s face, she believed Flynn had come to life.  
‘I love your dress,’ the actor/Flynn  continued. ‘You’re so sparkly. You know who likes sparkles? Pascal.’
‘Pascal?!’ Lily cried, finally breaking out of her shyness. 
‘Yuh huh. He loves sparkling things. He’s always trying to steal Rapunzel’s jewels.’ 
‘I love sparkly things too,’ Lily said, her voice growing more confident as she chattered away. ‘My mommy has so many sparkling things and so does my Aunt Olivia, she had these red things that are so shiny and she lets me wear them and I feel like a princess.’ 
‘You’re just adorable, aren’t you?’ actor/Flynn said. He looked at her arm and frowned. ‘What happened to your arm?’
‘I fell out of the tree.’
‘Ah. Were you having an adventure?’
‘Yes!’
Drake stepped forward and quietly said, ‘Do you mind signing her cast? I think she’d love it.’
‘Say no more!’ the actor/Flynn told him, grinning. He took out a pen. ‘Lily, can I sign your arm?’
Lily nodded and stared as he wrote on her cast.  Get better soon, Lily! Flynn Rider (Eugene) x
The actor’s publicist came up to him. ‘You gotta go for an interview.’ 
The actor shook Drake’s hand and ruffled Lily’s hair. ‘See you later, champ.’ 
He left them. Lily stared after him, watching him go. 
‘I love him..’ she whispered. 
Drake looked down to stare at her face. ‘Okay, we’re taking you home, right now.’ 
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Samantha covered Drake’s desk with magazines and newspapers. 
‘I am so fucking good,’ she said. 
Camille and Drake studied the articles. ‘Oh my..’ Camille murmured. 
The newspapers were full of pictures of Drake and Lily at the premiere the previous night. They were all positive; how happy Lily had been, how Drake had described their night as a ‘daddy daughter date’. 
It had been ‘heartwarming to watch,’ said Cordonia Focus. 
You can see how much he loves her - Trend. 
She looked like a little angel as she held her father’s hand up the red carpet - Cordonian Herald. 
Samantha then turned on her iPad. ‘And without further ado, look at the online stuff!’
Drake paled. 
Drake Walker is the DILF we didn’t know we needed - Buzzfeed. 
Drake Walker being a dad has made us thirsty - Cosmopolitan
17 pictures of Drake Walker topless because why wouldn’t you want to see that? (and he’s our Torso of the Week!) - Heat
Can we just talk about the sudden  Daddy hotness that is Drake Walker? - Eleganza
‘Where the fuck did they get photos of me topless?’ Drake whispered. Samantha shrugged. ‘You go on holiday, Drake. Paparazzi follow you there too.’
‘What the hell is Torso of the Week?’ he asked. 
Camille looked ready to explain, seeing the panic in his eyes, but Samantha interrupted. ‘Heat is a British magazine,’ she drawled, ‘and every issue they have a feature called Torso of the Week. Well done, it’s a great achievement.’
Drake blinked. ‘I’m in magazines in the fucking UK?’
‘Relax!’ Samantha sighed. ‘Look, you’re only in this issue. Next week, it could be Hugh Jackman. This will die down.’
Drake stared at the articles on the screen. He felt like an idiot. Like a joke. All he wanted was for people to take him seriously as a father and now his bare torso was on the internet for all to see. And he was Torso of the Week in the UK apparently.
Samantha left soon after. Camille was watching Drake, his eyebrows furrowed as he scrolled through the articles. She placed her hand on his, stopping him from moving the computer mouse. 
‘Drake, talk to me.’
She could read him so well. 
He sighed. ‘I just wanted people to see me for the dad I am. I know Samantha was planning to make me a DILF but I didn’t realise it would happen so quickly and I didn’t know that this is what would happen. I look like a joke.’ 
Camille turned him around to face her. ‘You are not a joke,’ she said fiercely. ‘You are Drake Walker-’
‘Yeah, Drake Walker, the DILF Buzzfeed didn’t know it needed,’ Drake said bitterly. 
Camille clenched his hands. ‘You are Drake Walker, you are my husband and Lily’s father. That’s so much more important. I’m sorry you feel embarrassed about those topless photos, I’ve been there; do you know how many bikini photos are of me on the internet? You honestly just have to ignore it. I know you’ve tried your hardest to make sure we aren’t photographed in private but sometimes, these photos get out.’
Drake looked down at the floor. ‘I just want to be taken seriously.’
‘I take you seriously,’ Camille told him. ‘Our friends take you seriously. Drake, you’re brilliant. You are not a joke and believe me, once these silly articles die down, that’s when the real newspapers will stand up and write about how incredible a father you are. You just have to ride it out.’ 
‘What if that takes a while?’ he asked quietly.
‘You’ve got me there with you,’ Camille whispered. 
He looked into her eyes now. She had so much faith in him. How did he get so lucky? 
Their lips met. Drake pulled her in close, his hands wrapping around her back. Camille groaned and ran her hands under his shirt. 
‘Get those abs out for me then, Walker,’ she teased. Drake chuckled and pulled his shirt off, throwing it to the floor. 
‘Lily’s not gonna come in here, is she? he asked suddenly, alert. Camille shook her head.
‘She’s watching Tangled on repeat. I think she’s on her fourth watch.’ 
Drake laughed and pulled Camille towards him, settling down on his chair. She sank down on his lap and nipped his lower lip with her teeth. 
‘Now, imagine if it was the photos I have of you on my phone that were published,’ Camille whispered in his ear. ‘You would be DILF of the century.’ 
Drake blushed and pulled her in to give her a deep kiss. ‘Only you get to see those,’ he murmured. Camille reached down and stroked his crotch, smiling as his jeans tightened. 
‘Lucky me,’ she said, before unbuckling his belt. 
How did Drake get so lucky?
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Afterwards, Camille went upstairs to see Lily. Drake stayed at his desk and scrolled through more of the articles. He kept trying to remember Camille’s reassurances but he still felt so embarrassed.
Drake was a private person. Having pictures of him in the ocean was not private. Pictures of him and his daughter on the internet was not private. 
He reached out and grabbed his bottle of whiskey. He took a deep gulp; he didn’t even bother to pour it into a glass. 
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Drake looked through the box to study some of the photographs Camille had put in the box. There were loads. In the age of Facebook photo albums, Camille preferred to be old school. She took photos on her camera and had them printed so she could keep them forever. 
He came across the selfie of him and Lily at the premiere. They both looked so happy in it. Lily was sat on his lap, a cheesy grin on her face. What had he done to ruin his relationship with his daughter? She had idolised him. He adored her. What had he done?
Drake sniffled. He was sick of crying. Clearing his throat, he rubbed his eyes fiercely and put the photo back in the pile. Enough of that.
He felt alone. Sad and alone. Somehow, even though reading Camille’s diary was painful, he felt like she was talking to him. By reading her words, he could hear her voice in his head and he could pretend she was there. It was somewhat comforting.
He opened the diary again and turned to the next page. 
31st July 2023
I am so angry with myself. I’m angry with Drake, but more so with myself.  I didn’t realise it had gotten to this point. I cancelled my meeting because Drake is so much more important. I just want to understand him and help but I feel like his walls are being built back up.  I wish he knew that I was here if he needed to talk; in fact, he does know that because I’ve told him so.  I guess I just wish he would listen to me. 
I’m scared if the walls go back up, I won’t be able to bring them back down. 
Drake paled when he read the next entry. All happy thoughts of Lily at the premiere and Camille in his arms dissipated to this unhappy memory of the next day. 
He had been a fucking idiot.
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More news articles had cropped up about Drake. But now, Lily was involved too. Everyone had been admiring her dress and now the dress had sold out. 
Articles about how cute she is were published. 
Articles about her potential future were written. 
Drake hadn’t asked for Lily to be written about. This wasn’t okay. He and Camille were trying to raise her to have as normal a childhood as possible and having her splashed in newspapers, magazines and online blogs was not a normal childhood. 
Camille was getting ready for her meeting with Liam, Olivia, Hana, Penelope and Kiara. The Duchesses were in talks to launch a campaign to promote women’s equality in the workplace; Cordonia was still old fashioned when it came to that topic and Kiara had been trying to get into a diplomatic relations role for years. She had the skills and intelligence to do it. Her gender held her back.
When Kiara had told Camille, Camille decided enough was enough. She rallied the other Duchesses and they approached the King to see if he could help. 
The meetings were taking up a significant part of Camille’s working life now and she loved it. She wanted to make a difference and improve the lives of Cordonian women. 
Drake was in the kitchen. He was drinking a large cup of coffee with a double measure of whiskey mixed in. He needed the drink after seeing more of the articles. He needed to take the pressure off. He needed to slow down. He needed to not think too much about it. 
‘Right, I’m heading off,’ Camille said, shrugging her trench coat on. ‘Lily’s in her room playing dress up, that will keep her entertained for a few hours. Make sure she has some vegetables for lunch?’
Drake smiled. ‘Sure, babe.’
Camille eyed his coffee and then looked at her watch. ‘Gah, I don’t have time for breakfast which is annoying, my Skype call with Bertrand took longer than expected.’ 
She rushed over to Drake to kiss his cheek. ‘Ugh, I need coffee,’ she said. Reaching out, she took the cup. 
‘No, Camille-’
She took a sip of the coffee.
Drake could see the confusion on her face turn into shock. She stared at him, her chest rising and falling. 
‘Drake.. since when do you drink your coffee Irish?’
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anachronisims · 5 years
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The Green Eyes Family Founders
Rubati & Tammuz
(more stats + backstory below the cut)
Rubati
Knowledge/Family (LTW: Max 7 Skills)
Career: Shaman
Traits: Shy, Bookworm, Perfectionist, Irresistible
TS2 Personality: Neat - 3 / Outgoing - 0 / Active - 4 / Playful - 0 / Nice - 8
Genetics: Eyes - Forest / Hair - Brown / Skin - 0.55 Sunshine Beach / Height - 5′10″ (Stretch 1.015)
Tammuz
Knowledge/Fortune (LTW: Become Hippocrates)
Career: Medicine
Traits: Nurturing, Good Sense of Humor, Artistic, Workaholic
TS2 Personality:  Neat - 6 / Outgoing - 6 / Active - 6 / Playful - 5 / Nice - 8
Genetics: Eyes - Forest / Hair - Black / Skin - 0.66 Watermelon Olive / Height - 5′8″ (Stretch 0.985)
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Rubati and Tammuz are both the youngest children of the youngest children of the youngest children of the founders of the village of Waheh, a long-established but overcrowded settlement.  Their parents arranged their pairing and offered to help them build a tiny mud starter hut.  However, seeing no opportunities ahead of them in Waheh but praying for rain enough to keep a kitchen garden alive, they grabbed each other’s hands and took off for literal greener pastures.  
Along the trek, Rubati became very shy and withdrawn as in each new village they passed through, men leered at her irresistible face and threatened to take Tammuz’s life and steal her for themselves.  She was also passionate about learning as much as possible about each new environment they encountered, and began to tell herself stories about all the various spirits of the world that must be constantly battling for dominion, to create such variety.  She entertained Tammuz with these stories as they walked, and suspects that if she shares them with others, they may start to believe them, too!  If only she can summon the confidence to do so, that is.
Tammuz cares deeply for Rubati, and his nurturing, creative nature acts as a soothing balm for her sad psyche.  Incidentally, he also learned to make some real soothing balms from his mother and aunts, and has decided to devote his entire life to the art of healing.  
Now that they have settled in Meraki - a place where everyone is new, just like them, these two kind souls may finally be able to flourish.  Each is keeping a secret from the other, though, a secret each fears could destroy their new life: both are attracted to Sims of their own sex much more than Sims of the other, a lust that was strictly forbidden in their homeland and thus, never spoken of...
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out-of-the-embers · 5 years
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Lily Trevelyan
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Main story: Uneven Odds - A month long series of prompts following Lily after her magic manifests and is taken to the Circle of Ostwick. 
Basics
Full name: Lily Elisabeta Trevelyan Race: Human Age: 26 Gender: Female Class: Fire Mage Sexuality: Demisexual/Bisexual Family: Nicholas and Edith Trevelyan (parents, deceased in canon), Raphael Trevelyan (cousin, basically her brother), Ediam and Norah Trevelyan (estranged aunt and uncle) Catherine Trevelyan (estranged cousin). Ethnicity: Free Marcher/Antivan
Physical Appearance
Weight: 175 lbs Height: 5′8 Body build: Curvy and soft, becomes slightly muscular later on Eye color: Light brown Hair color: Dark brown, almost black Skin tone: Light medium/olive
Favorites
Color: Light blue, dark red Smells: Wet dirt, rain, mint, elderflower, vanilla Food: She loves sweet things, specifically cherry tarts. Fruit: Cherries, watermelon, lemon Drinks: Mint tea, lemon water Alcoholic drinks: She doesn’t drink much, but she’ll have wine or ale if the occasion calls for it. Hobbies: Reading, gardening, geology
Traits
Extremely skilled at: Enchantment, making potions, gardening, fire magic Extremely unskilled at: Making small talk, communicating her feelings, spirit magic, certain social situations Positive personality traits: Loyal, caring, protective, affectionate, trustworthy, compassionate, persistent Negative personality traits: Stubborn, impatient, cold demeanor, can have a bad temper, shy, insecure, withdrawn
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munchyn · 5 years
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Blue Eyes| Daniel x Reader Chapter 13- Suspense
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A/N: Doesn't Daniel look adorable in this picture. I just want to hug him. Sweet boi.
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Corbyn POV
"Daniel?" I ask as I open the door. "Are you okay?" I heard a muffled reply come from under a pillow.
"I hate myself," he says, more clearly now. "I feel so stupid." I sat on his bed as I pulled the pillow away from him.  "She probably doesn't even want this. I embarrassed her in front of the whole fandom."
"Don't think like that Daniel," I said. I rubbed my hand up and down his back. "Don't worry. She just said she needed time."
[One week later]
Y/n POV
I opened up my chat with Y/f/n on my phone.
Y: Hi Y/f/n
F: Finally! How's LA?
Y: LA's great Did you see the What Am I premiere?
F: OMG YEAH!!! I DID! Did you say yes?
Y: No
F: WHAT!?! YOU SAID NO?!
Y: No
F: okay, now I'm just confused
Y: I need your advice. I feel like it's not been long enough.
F: SAY YES YOU SHIT HEAD!!! IT'S BEEN LIKE, WHAT? FOUR MONTHS?!? Go to his house, get in there. Talk with him in person and say yes!
Y: Thank you Y/f/n
I turned my phone off and sighed. Then I got another text from Y/f/n.
F: By the way... Half of the limelights are either in Daniels lane or ship you with him. Either way, the whole fandom is dying.
I smiled as I read her text. Finally. A laugh after what happened last week. I laid back on the bed. First thing tomorrow, I was going to see Daniel.
[Next morning]
I woke up and got dressed. I put on my tattered jeans and a black tank top. Over that I put a hoodie with a banana drawn on the front. I put on my Nike airs. I grabbed my phone and earphones before going downstairs.
"Good morning A/n," I say as I grab an apple to eat on the way to the boys' house. "I'm gonna go out." My aunt waved me goodbye as I walked out the door and down the street. On my way to Daniel I stopped at Starbucks, getting a mango passion tea with whipped cream.
"Hello Mateo," I greet my latino friend. "How are you doing?" He told me he'd seen the What Am I premiere. Somehow, the whole world had seen the premiere. Talk about pressure. "Oh, uh," I said. "I'm actually on my way to see Daniel."
"I trust you will make the right choices Y/n," he says. Then he leans over the counter to whisper in my ear,  "I do ship you two though." He leaned back with a smile. "No pressure."
I payed him and then went on my way to Why Don't We's house. I felt my heart rate increase as I got closer and closer. How was I supposed to say this? We hadn't talked to each other in a week. I was now standing at the door. I rang the doorbell and waited for someone to welcome me in.
When I was about to ring again, the door opened. There I saw Corbyn. His hair was messy and he was wearing a fluffy robe looking jacket. His brows furrowed as he looked down at me. "Y/n?" I looked down in shame. They all probably hated me right now.
"Hi Corbyn," I said barely above a whisper. I looked up to see him. "Could I see Daniel?" His eyes widened in realization and he quickly nodded.
"Yeah sure," he said giving me space to walk in. "Come in." I walked in and looked around. It was a big house. Before Corbyn could tell me anything else, I felt something tackling me in a hug. When they pulled away I saw the youngest band member. His smile was wide and his cheeks rosy as ever.
"Y/n! It's been such a long time," he said excited. I heard Corbyn mumble something under his breath as he walked to some other place in the house. When he saw how serious I looked, he finally realized what was going on. "Ohh, you're here to see Daniel." I nodded with a small smile.
He took me into the living room. Where both Jonah and Jack were sitting on the couch. "I swear he was here a moment ago."
I stood there awkwardly until Jonah waved at me hello. Easing up my anxiety a bit. I smiled at him. Hopefully he knew how hard this decision was for me. Especially when I had told him how terrified I was of loving someone.
I shifted my weight from foot to foot. I stayed there standing until I head footsteps from upstairs. I turned to see Daniel. "Hi," I said shyly. "How are you?" Daniel just made a gesture for me to follow him upstairs. I did as he wished and went up the stairs. When I walked into his room I was shocked to see how neet it was. I don't know why, but I never took Daniel as an organised person.
When we were both alone in his room he shut the door and hugged me. He hugged me tight lik he would die if he wasn't with me. He had bags under his eyes and his hair was a mess. He wrapped my legs around his waist like I was a koala. He moved towards the bed and laid us both down. Hugged him tightly, not realizing how much I'd missed him in just one week.
Missed the feel of his hair brushing agains the skin of my neck. The intensity of his blue eyes, the way he could be so shy and so gorgeous at the same time. I missed him so much it hurt. And it had only been a week.
"Daniel I-" I started but was cut off by Daniels lips on mine. My eyes flew wide in surprise. In a matter of milliseconds I responded by kissing back softly. I took deep breaths when he pulled away. "Daniel, I'm so sorry I did this to you."
"It's okay Y/n," tries to reassure me.
"No," I say. "I ignored you for a whole week. I treated you like shit. Someone doesn't just do that to someone who just asked them to be their girlfriend. I need to say sorry because it will keep making that painful hole in my stomach deeper and deeper. I can't bear to keep living knowing I have hurt you." I was running out of breath. "I'm here to tell you that I would gladly be your girlfriend. And that I was a jerk for not saying yes right away."
I took deep breaths. Daniels face was blank for a moment and my heart dropped. Did he not want me anymore? Then a huge smile broke out on his face. He buried his head into the crook of my neck. He's so warm.
I felt him pepper kisses along my neck, causing me to giggle. I ran my fingers along his hair, pulling him away from my neck. I looked at him with the most serious face I could muster. "That tickles Apple."
Daniel smirked evily. "Did you just call me apple?" he said, mocking me when I teased him about calling me watermelon. I rolled my eyes.
"I meant it as in the Apple of my Eye, but whatever," I say with a huff.
"Whatever you say baby girl," he says and pulls me impossibly closer to him. "Watermelon."
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A/N: WOE TWO CHAPTERS IN A DAY! IS THIS THE ACOPALYPSE?
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sawyersick · 5 years
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1 through 69 because you gotta twin with me
OMG ASDFGHJKL
aight here goes bitchez
1. are you religious?
nahh but my parents sent me to church camp when I was in elementary school??? For the cheap childcare I guess???
2. what animal do you think you’re most like?
I haven’t thought about this much but I think a field mouse!!
3. how do you take your coffee?
never……………………… I hate coffee
4. how old were you when you had your first kiss?
my mom’s bosses son forced himself on me when we were 6 lol so I don’t count that……….. so 15 i guess (according to my friend, if there’s no hormones it doesn’t count lol)
5. museum date or aquarium date?
AQUARIUM AQUARIUM AQUARIUM
6. do you have any tattoos or piercings? do you want more?
Just my ears are pierced and I have a whale (badly) tattooed on my hip I’ll post pix if you want but its pretty uggo
I want another whale on the other side so I’ll be symmetrical and a triangle hand tat….. maybe an eyeball tat (a tattoo of an eyeball…. not one on my eye lol)? I’m not really interested in anymore piercings tho
7. favorite fruits?
strawberries!!!
8. favorite vegetables?
when I was 12 I ate so many carrots my skin turned orange and my mom thought I had jaundice
also I heckin love mushrooms
9. i’ll only date you if _____. (fill in the blank)
I’ll only date you if you treat me with respect :(
10. do you cry a lot?
yeah lol at least twice a month minimum
11. who are your closest friends?
I don’t really have any? I’ve felt distant from my irl friends lately so idk probably just demo
12. have you ever been a part of a protest or a march?
I did the walk out for gun violence
13. do you play any video games?
helllllls yeah but I usually only play 3/ds
14. did you ever have an emo or scene phase?
yes and I think I’m still in it rip
15. what color is most of your wardrobe?
I think I wear a lot of blue! and black and white too i guess…… I’m trying to add more reds tho
16. what do you like to do for fun?
I bake and sew and draw! and listen to music
17. what is your biggest fear?
body horror tw for this one rip
being abandoned, being forced to do horrifically gross/unclean stuff, getting my eyes gouged out, getting the bones in my hands broken, getting acid poured on my face, the people around me dying, being forced to eat live slugs, getting my skin peeled off with a knife
18. name a subject you know a lot about.
whales/the ocean in general and baking!! and the band Liily
19. favorite fictional characters?
hm idk? Link and Zelda from LoZ, Clover and Snake and Aoi from 999, rhyme from TWEWY, Maka and Soul from Soul Eater, Storm from the Xmen, Ariel from the Little Mermaid, Chun Li, the Kagamines, Rilakkuma
idk I just thought about characters I have merch for
20. do you read a lot? what are your favorite books?
I used to??? Haven’t had the time for it in a while though and I’ve been reading a lot of how-to books as of late….. I really liked the Legend trilogy though
21. how would you describe your style?
art style and fashion style would both be classified as “cute but tries to be edgy” I think
22. did you have a favorite stuffed animal when you were little? do you still own it?
Yes!! a pastel elephant with a rattle in it named Elephant (very creative I know) He’s in my stuff somewhere now and this question reminded me to go find him again
23. what’s something most people love that you hate?
hmmm…. sports? mustard? airpods???? idk
24. do you think you’re a good singer?
actually yes? I wanna be in a band but I’m lowkey afraid of singing in front of people I know but have no problem doing it in front of an audience of strangers hmu if you’re in the SF bay area I’ve written 6 punk songs
25. who do you live with?
my parents and cat
26. favorite desserts?
ice cream, anything with chocolate or whipped cream, creme brulee, lemon tarts
I’m not too picky though lol
27. what is the best decision you’ve made in your life so far?
realizing that I can actually do mostly whatever I want and most things have fewer consequences than I think
also cutting people out of my life that emotionally exhaust me
28. favorite makeup brands?
uhhhh whatever’s cheap and doesn’t make my eyes burn ig urban decay is good when I can afford it
29. favorite clothing stores/brands?
Goodwill??? I used to shop at f21 but I try not to anymore
30. what was your first job?
working at a lake teaching windsurfing and sailing and I still work there
31. do you take a lot of naps?
n o  I absolutely  h a t e  taking naps and try to avoid them
32. what is your favorite part about your body?
hmm I have pretty good hair i think and sometimes my eyes? I have huge (genetic) eyebags tho which gets me down
33. are you more dominant or more submissive?
In day to day life I guess I’m more dominant??? like I make decisions when nobody else wants to :0 also idk intimately since iM aN aDuLt vIrGiN and pretty sex repulsed but probably sub 
34. are you more outgoing or more shy?
outgoing but sometimes it makes me annoying
35. how tall are you?
short…………………………. 4′8/143 cm
36. what is your body type?
uhh hourglass????? maybe pear I got them Thunder Thighs according to the guy who got kicked out of drama club for peeping in the girls changing room
37. favorite flower?
calendula, sunflowers, lavender and dianthus!!
38. favorite planet?
Neptune??????????????????
39. what do you want to dress up as for halloween this year?
I wanna be the bride of frankentstein but in a shiro lolita coordinate to make her look ~fancy~ or the Nancy part of Sid and Nancy if I’m in a relationship by that time
40. do you prefer to date people the same age as you, younger, or older?
Ideally the same age and I’m wary of dating anyone more than 2 years younger or older than me but I’m more willing to date older than younger
41. describe the person you’re in love with/have a crush on in great detail.
yall know who it is already but
in a band, dark hair, kinda tall, very fashionable, coincidentally happens to be the same racial mix as me, good at art, very humble, really sweet, lives in SoCal, has a hand tattoo of milk and “aye yah” on his arm, paints his nails orange, wears a lot of rings, gets freckles in the summer, prefers vanilla over chocolate, ties his shoes the cool way
42. who is your biggest inspiration?
idk at the moment? I like to draw from many inspirations
43. do you have any kinks?
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44. do you own any pets?
one (1) very loving cat
45. which celebrity do people say you look the most like?
……………………….. myself
I literally had to google mixed race celebrities and STILL none look like me lol
46. do you like sports?
not really except I weirdly like baseball
47. have you ever seen a broadway musical?
Yes!! I won tickets to On Your Feet and Charlie and The Chocolate Factory
I also won Hamilton tickets but saw it in SF yall should download the app
48. what is your favorite kind of food?
noodles!!
49. would you rather be a fairy or a mermaid?
MERMAID actually I have a mermaid tail too so
50. what is your instagram?
@wishwhale :)
51. glossy lips or matte lips?
glossy by default because I have chronically dry skin/lips so matte lips are sooooooooooooooo uncomfy but it looks good on other people lol
52. do you like cherry, grape, blue raspberry, watermelon, or green apple jolly ranchers the best?
grape because im weird
53. what are your best personality traits?
I’d like to think that I’m kind and sometimes funny
54. what is your ethnicity?
asian/white
55. what different hair colors have you had?
brown and brown with pink that was supposed to be purple
56. favorite disney princess?
Ariel! bc mermaid
57. favorite album of 2017?
Humanz by Gorillaz  or Deep Dream by Daddy Issues I guess
I was weirdly obsessed with Feel Your Feelings Fool when it came out but I’m not really into it anymore though
58. have you ever had braces?
nah
59. favorite holiday?
Halloween! Because dressing up is fun
60. post a selfie.
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how do I make this smaller anyways I don’t normally wear this much makeup but I’m going to a small show tonight
61. are you a good swimmer?
Yes!! I swim once a week at my local pool
62. do you wear jewelry?
I used to wear a lot………. like multiple necklaces and bracelets and rings daily but now I wear my ring every day and a necklace/earrings if I remember
63. can you play any instruments?
I’m learning guitar!!
64. do you have any siblings?
short answer is no but you can dm me for the long answer
65. are your grandparents still alive? how old are they?
just my maternal grandmother and she is almost 90! My paternal grandmother lived to 102 so I’m hoping for those good genes though (I think she would have lived longer because my family suspects elder abuse by my weird aunt)
66. who knows the most about you?
hmm probably Demo or Emily
67. are you a more quiet person or do you talk a lot?
I! Never! Shut! Up!
68. what advice would you give to your 13 year old self?
shut the fuck up you stupid bitch you arent cool
69. how many pillows do you sleep on?
two
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backbendersokka · 5 years
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the new one you reblogged.. can i... can i say 1-50 barring the ones that need my input?
cat you are KILLING me
1. who was the last person you sent a text to?
aghfasdah cat lmao
2. who was the last person you said ‘I love you’ to?
cat again ajhfdghasfd
3. favourite type of weather?
warm but with a breeze or a little rain
4. what’s your zodiac sign? do you relate to it?
cancer and YEAH KINDA
5. showers or baths?
i love a good bath but i don't have the time 
6. favourite movie? (outside of mcu)
Bumblebee and Front Cover
7. favourite colour?
GREEN and maybe light blue 
8. person your closest to in your family?
my sister even tho shes a bitch 1 like=1 prayer
9. last movie you watched?
Bumblebeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
10. show you’re currently binging?
none but the last one i binged was Lucifer
11. what’s your lockscreen?
a photo of me and my friend dressed up for my country’s version of Halloween
12. f*ck, marry, kill (pick three people)
fuck lucifer, marry mazikeen, kill chloe  (aka my favourite characters from lucifer)
13. opinion on...
trump succ you guys should impeach him like peasants would overthrow their terrible disgusting king
14. a celebrity you hate?
don't think I have one
15. a celebrity you love?
Rdj bitch this is a tony stark stan blog do you expect anything else
16. a character you relate to the most?
uhhhhhhhhhhhh, noone??? idk
17. someone you’re looking forward to seeing?
my best friend Dora
18. what does the last text you sent say?
‘I KNOW HON ILY TOO’ at cat
19. do you believe in true love?
meh
20. have you ever been in love?
nah
21. if your ex texted you now how would you react?
you couldn't live with your own failure and where did that bring you? back to me
also whats up lucas long lime no see 
22. baths or showers?
already answered
23. summer or winter?
summer
24. favourite memory from this year? (so far)
hanging out with my friend Niki shes very cool  
25. favourite food?
NOODLES
26. put your music on shuffle and say the line you like most in the song
BULL RIDIN’ AND BOOBIES COWBOY HAT FROM GUCCI WRANGLER ON MY BOOTY
27. last book you read?
im currently reading ‘the five kingdoms’
28. can you sleep if there’s noise?
ya
29. bad habits?
adopting internet humor irl
30. one regret you have?
being born
31. one bad thing that happened that worked out in the end?
fighting with some bitvh i hate
32. earliest memory?
my sister breaking my bottle when i was a baby on a porch in corfu
33. what do you want to do when you leave school?
make MONEY 
34. what’s stressing you out right now?
nothing this hoe is chill 
35. ever been drunk or high?
no i hate alcohol and drugs arent that common when you hang around with the right people
36. favourite type of clothing?
jean shorts
37. most expensive thing you’ve ever bought?
70 euro earrings but technically the money were my aunt’s
38. give me a song and I’ll tell you who it reminds me of (character or real person)
(pumpkins scream in the dead of night) young tony stark cuz he a rebellious hoe  
39. who do you miss right now?
no one being alone is nice
40. have any siblings? are you close to them?
my sister and were close
41. tumblr friends or irl friends?
they have their pros and cons but i must say irl friends have a LOT more drama than tumblr friends take that as you will
42. do you want kids?
maybe adopting not really a fan of pushing a watermelon-sized object out of my v-gg
43. do you want to get married?
sure idgaf
44. describe your dream girl/boy
dream girl: think Megan Rapinoe, Miley Cyrus and Anna Fang from mortal engines
dream boy: agfgafdsasjaf bicep 
45. one place you’d love to visit?
London
46. what’s on your bucket list?
sky diving
47. are you outgoing or shy?
a very weird mix of both
48. one piece of advice you live by?
i have two actually
(1) if it can be solved dw about it
(2) if you won't care in 5 years don't care now
49. how tall are you?
5′2
50. anything you want to ask!(why does professor membrane suck)
his shoes are wack
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crystalxfrost · 3 years
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Mirror to Salvation
I don't like looking at myself in the mirror because I've never really liked how I look. I've had low self esteem my whole life, so I actively avoid my reflection most of the time. I could use expensive makeup or name brand cosmetics to "fix" my appearance, but I've never really had anybody to show me how to use those things and was always too shy to ask, so I don't bother trying; I'm positive that whatever I try to use will only make me look like a clown anyway. So when I need to get ready to go out, I usually just pull a brush through my hair and throw it back in a braid or a ponytail and bam! I'm ready.
The only time I ever look in the mirror is the occasional three-second scan for missed random dirt or leftover dippy eggs from breakfast. However, I am extremely familiar with my reflection and my person, having spent so much time alone with it over the years, so it was something of a mighty shock when in the course of getting ready to go pick up my friend Nathan from the library down at the Square, I lifted my eyes to my mirror and saw a complete stranger in perfect mirror image of my own pose and gesture.
I blinked hard, then squeezed my eyes shut tightly and shook my head to make sure I wasn't crazy or seeing things, then opened my eyes, expecting to see my own boring reflection again. But no, the strange woman was still there in my mirror, just staring at me.I leaned forward, now both afraid and intrigued. The woman was stunningly beautiful in comparison to myself: long curly blonde hair sat perched like a golden waterfall over the shoulders of a tall slender porcelain-skinned woman with large sapphire-blue eyes. She was dressed in a black business suit and carried a small blue purse over her shoulder. I'd seen her everywhere. I'd seen her nowhere.
As I leaned closer, forgetting myself in more than a little bewilderment mixed with fear at the sight of this woman there in the mirror where my own reflection should be, something large and fast swung into view from beyond the right edge of the mirror and smashed against the side of the blonde woman's head. I shrieked and jumped back in horror as her head simply disintegrated into a bloody mass of pulp and raw flesh as whatever that thing had been blew her head right off her shoulders. Blood, lots of it and packed with bits of brain matter and fragments of skull, splashed up against the mirror and I cowered, screaming, eyes screwed tightly shut, fully expecting the wave to bathe me in its disgusting carryings. But no warm wave came.
Shaking and still cringing with the extent of my stress, I looked up at the mirror and slowly rose from the floor where I'd been sitting, praying that whatever horrific thing had just happened was now gone from my view. To my surprise, I was greeted once more by my bright blue myopic eyes behind their plastic blue Walmart frames and my messy un-perfect totally REAL hair attached to my own very real head. And never had I been happier to see my own face.
I would have stayed to muse more over the horrible thing I'd just seen, but I was pulled from my walking daymare when my watch beeped. I glanced at my watch and swore loudly to myself; if I didn't leave now, I'd be late. I paused briefly for one last cautious look in the mirror as I threw on my jacket and sighed in relief when all I saw was my own boring reflection. Sparing no more time for musings, I grabbed my keys and was out the door.The drive through the city to the Square was a lengthy one, my attentions now no longer on the horror my mirror had just shown me, but on the asshole drivers and cranky I-hate-Mondayers in a rush to cut me off on their way to whatever hated job they catered to. Thankfully, at this time on a Monday, the Square was mostly deserted with plenty of ideal parking, so I quickly selected a spot and pulled my Cadillac in.
The Square, which sat in the very center of town, was overshadowed by the city's historically monolithic public library. It was a wide open smoothly paved expanse that boasted its own walking path, multiple benches under artistically shaded canopies, and a huge lighted marble sculpture of a knight brandishing a wicked sceptre. This sculpture was normally very impressive, but this time it was surrounded by scaffolding. The talk was that a large crack had surfaced in the narrowest part of the sceptre's handle due to age and the city had been tasked with its repair, yet no workers could be seen anywhere amidst the crowds of people that bustled across the Square going about their days.
It was under this huge sculpture that I normally met Nathan, usually Wednesdays and Fridays since on those days, he let his 17-year-old sister Natalie borrow his car for driving class. This spot had been our designated meeting place for quite some time now and we both knew it well, had spent many a fine day as children playing on and about the feet of the massive statue.
As I stood there under the shadow of the statue, the sunlight disappeared briefly as ominous clouds covered the sun, and I shivered, the hairs on the back of my neck standing at attention. I couldn't shake the ominous feeling of doom that had crept into my mind and nested there. To take my mind off the oppressive notion of impending death, I decided to watch the people instead.
During times of incredible boredom, of which there tended to be many, I liked to watch the denizens of my city walk past and create life scenarios based on their appearances. Here was a rather stout pissed-off looking gentleman in a stiff three-piece suit; he was a farmer by trade but just came from the funeral of his great-great-aunt Bertha in his only good suit that he hated and the old bitch didn't leave him shit in her will. There was a windblown woman with wild hair and a tired expression in jeans and a thick sweater; she'd spent her only day off this week shopping for food so she could feed her three starving cretins and gluttonous bossy husband to keep them quiet while she cleaned. And here was a tall slender blonde woman in a very expensive black business suit talking hurriedly on her cell phone, her small blue purse swinging back and forth as she rushed along on her way.
Wait a second...
The vision my mirror had shown me slammed back into my thoughts, and I panicked as the vision hit me a second time. I looked around wildly, trying to keep the woman in my view and watching for any wayward objects. I watched her bustle right past me even as a deafening crack ripped the silence. Time seemed to slow down as I automatically craned my neck up to gawk at the orb in the king's sceptre that even now was falling, the crack had given way after all this time and the huge marble ball was falling from the sceptre.
I watched as the ball, suspended only by a few thin strong cables in case of this very thing, dropped fast out of the sky, caught at the last second and came swinging down like a wrecking ball, and with something like dulled horror, I realized that the ball would clap the woman directly in the side of the head...just like in my vision. I struggled to reach her, shouting, and just as she turned around, I tackled her to the ground. Her mouth, which had likely been poised to yell at me for interrupting her important phone call, froze in a solid O as the huge marble ball swung safely over us on its cables through the exact spot where her head would have been, mere feet from where we now lay, me panting with fear and exertion and her with fear and the steadily growing realization that I had just saved her life.We stood up, awkwardly brushing off our hair and clothes. She just gaped at me then. "You...you saved my life. That ball would have..."
"It would have smashed your fucking head like a sledgehammer on a watermelon," I snapped, reeling at the unexpected viciousness of my words but finding myself unable to stop. "Maybe next time you should get off your fucking phone and watch where you're going!" Then I spun on my heel and stalked away without a single glance back, much to her shock.
Back at my own home, after dropping Nathan back off at his house, I closed myself in my bedroom and bawled my eyes out in loud unbroken unhindered sobs, the day finally taking its toll on me. I was upset over the statue finally breaking after all these years, exhausted and sore from tackling the woman to the ground, and sorry as hell for the way I had spoken to her after I'd saved her life. I chalked it up to stress I'd never before encountered until a new thought pushed its way through all the rest like a fresh spring daisy: my mirror, my plain old thrift store mirror that I'd had for years, had shown me a life to save. Maybe I could save someone else, bring some form of purpose to my boring little existence.
From then on, every single day I was given a new life to save, a true vision of gore or other means of death always preceding the encounter. They always turned up wherever I happened be no matter where that was; I never had to actively seek out these people. Hell, I didn't even have to know their names. I saved a suave business man from a drug deal gone wrong, a single mother of four kids from an armed robbery, a black woman from drowning at the local pool. And every time, my mirror showed me the way.
Soon I became something of a local celebrity. When asked how I knew about these deaths and how I knew to be there at the right time, I always answered with the truth, that I saw it in my mirror. The rumors began to swirl that I was psychic, that I could see the future, that I was a witch...that I could stop death. All the big talk shows wanted me to discuss my experiences on air with them, one after another. People now recognized me as a person, and for quite a good deed too.
Weeks came and went, then months. I received hundreds of thousands of fan letters from those who wanted me to predict their deaths, dozens of phone calls from alleged directors and producers who saw potential in my weird abilities for the next big prime time or big screen. I never answered any of them; my mirror only showed me who it wanted me to. And still I continued to save life after life, every day one more unknowing soul my responsibility. I took every challenge, all against the better judgment of my own aching and battered body. And I never once realized that this enormous responsibility was killing me slowly.It came to a head one morning, several years later, after another long night where I'd saved a whole family from their burning house, everyone but the fucking dog. I stood in my bedroom in front of my mirror, eyes closed, feeling emotionally and physically drained, my body resisting every movement with a sharp outcry of pain. I barely even felt the thing I now held in my hand; my mind didn't quite fully register the weight of it.
I wearily opened my eyes, expecting to see yet another perfect stranger in my mirror, but this time I only saw myself. I saw my exhausted eyes, the grays at my temple, the lines that aged my face, and all at once the tears began leaking down my cheeks as I realized that quite simply, I was tired...tired of being responsible for other people, tired of pushing myself so hard...tired of being tired. All this attention, fame...I'd never wanted this.
As I gazed back at my reflection, I smiled in spite of my tears as I watched my reflection raise the gun to its head and pull the trigger. My only thought as my arm echoed the motion of my reflection's was that out of all the lives I'd saved, how ironic that the only life I couldn't save was my own.
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toomanysurveys9 · 6 years
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Do you want an Everlasting Gobstopper? no. i don’t really like those kinds of candies. Would you rather drink alone or with friends? if i’m going to drink, it’s better with friends. however, i think i’m pretty well over that stage. Do you like joining phone calls together and having a group conversation? i hate talking on the phone so no. my brother did that once with him, my mom, and me, and it was enough to stress me out.. Do you have too much time on your hands? i sometimes have more time on my hands than other times, depending on wy. but i don’t think i’d say too much. he keeps me pretty well busy. Have you ever been a featured member here on Bzoink? i was never a member on there.
Do you think it’s normal to judge others? yeah. it’s a very human thing to do. i try not to let my initial judgements keep me from getting to know people though.
Where is your favorite place to shop for food? it’s not my favorite place, but it’s close and cheaper than martin’s... walmart. What is your favorite smell? baby shampoo and body wash. watermelon lemonade scent from bath and body works. lilacs. What is your favorite taste? pretty much anything made by my mom or my dad. What is your favorite thing to dream about? my kids.. .when it’s not bad dreams.
Are you afraid of the dark? not really. it’s kind of preferred. Do shiny things attract your attention? yeah, i guess so. Do you know any HTML? not really, no. i was never taught and never felt the need to teach myself. Are you intelligent for your age? i would say i’m pretty average. Have you ever thought about hurting someone? yeah.. not that i ever would intentionally. i don’t really like hurting people. Do you have a quick temper? not usually, but my hormones occasionally get the best of me. Do you have a favorite song? you’re gonna be by reba mcentire is maybe one. Why is it your favorite? makes me think of my babies, although ellie isn’t here yet.
Have you ever sang in front of a bunch of people? i have. quite a few times. which is pretty crazy for me. i don’t think i could anymore. my anxiety seems to be getting worse and worse. What’s your favorite horror flim? hmm. i’m not sure. Do you like watching chick flicks? i occasionally get the need to watch some romantic comedies, so yeah. you can say i like them. Do you still dress up for Halloween? not really, but i might some years. my family and husband might make me this year since i’ll be SUPER pregnant (like three days away from my due date). Do you sing in the shower? if i have music playing. Is your glass half-empty or half-full? depends on the day. haha. today i would probably say full. Are you arrogant? i wouldn’t use that word to describe myself, no. i don’t think anyone that knows me would... Do you thank people for helping you? of course. sometimes too much. Are you thankful for the things you have in life? extremely. Are you constantly putting yourself down? kind of, yes. Have you ever been cheated on? yeah. at the beginning of jake and mine’s relationship in high school. his ex kissed him and he kissed her back. as far as i know, that was the only time... Do you have freckles? not many. What is your natural hair color? a medium shade of brown. Do you make a lot of typos? not generally. Can you play any instruments? i know basics of the piano. Do you have any hidden talents? nope. nothing comes to mind. Are you good at scavenger hunts? i’m not sure about good, but i used to love them. Do you like to meet new people? it makes me very, very anxious, so it’s not my favorite. i need to meet some new people though... make some friends. Are you shy? i am very shy. What does music mean to you? i mean. it sometimes helps me to feel better. Have you ever seen a zebra up close? at the zoo. that’s about it. Do you take your anger out on others? not usually, but it has been known to happen from time to time. Are you any good at acting? ohhhh no. Do you like open spaces or closed spaces more? probably open ones. closed ones can be... nerve wracking. Do you believe that people can change? if they want to, sure. What do you think the most useful invention is? i’m happy we have smart phones, although they also cause a lot of trouble. Do you freak out if you see blood? depends whose blood and why they’re bleeding i guess. What is your goal in life? i just want to be the best mom to my kids that i can be. Can you cook? if i have a recipe, yes. Are you in high school? i am not. i graduated high school in 2012 and college in 2016. When is your birthday? september first. Do you like to celebrate good times? well, sure. What do you want to be remembered as? i don’t know. i guess a good mom, daughter, wife, etc. Can you swim? i can. i’m not a fish like jacob is, but i’m not horrible. Do you think you are intelligent? probably average. Can you keep up a conversation with someone? depends on the person, but sometimes. What is your favorite children’s book? there’s a few cute ones i read to wyatt from time to time.. i also don’t know if you count things like the harry potter books as children’s books. Do you like to take walks? i do. but i rarely go on walks. What do you do to get rid of stress? i don’t really. it just kind of builds up.
Are you always in the middle of drama? i try not to be but jacob’s aunt gail likes to start shit with me every few months for the last year... since everything happened with michelle. she decided today would be a good day to do it this time. Do you think game shows are rigged? some, yes. Do you like going to Amusement parks? i do! i haven’t been to one in so long though! Do you treat your parents with respect? yes. i try to always. How many posters do you own? none.
Is art a passion of yours? nope. Do you think before you speak? usually i think too much and it gets awkward.
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accidentalharrie · 4 years
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I’m also an aunt with no kids and, I must admit, I don’t really “get” kids. Anyway, I showed my nephew, who is just shy of 4, my record player because I thought he might find it interesting (again, I’m not good with kids). He really enjoyed Harry but told me that I need to get “good music”: paw patrol.
Aw, my nephew would love to examine a record player (and try to take it apart). My smallest niecelette and nephew refuse to indulge any Harry songs but try Watermelon Sugar with your nephew - tons of my friends’ kiddos love the song, even after I explain its origins to their parents. 
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