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ngl hes kinda gf material
#2x1 spn#sam winchester#sick sad sam#<3#angelrot#i actually had the thought#''i feel kinda like a lesbian for sam'' and then i realized he is actually a guy and it is actually perfectly gay for me to be into him lol#insanity??
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are. are you telling me that if the romanced mage warden dies and alistair is king, he deadass stares greagoir down over her dead body and grants the circle of ferelden its autonomy after ordering it rebuilt somewhere safer. first you have to deliberately leave him behind so he won't die for you and then he does that for you once you're gone, even when you're broken up??? absolute and literal king behaviour of the highest order????? the actions speak louder than words of it all??????? I think I hauve covid
#that's the hottest thing I've ever heard I feel nuts#what an absolute chad alistair continues to be tbh there may be a day when men fail but it will not be when he's here#like I'm very sorry to the blond chantry boy repeat crowd but cullen could & would NEVER!!! they are NOT the same!!!!#dragon age#dragon age origins#alistair theirin#alistair x warden#can u imagine what it must be like to be irving standing there watching this happen. you're free and your kid is dead. congrats#tried to free her from the circle and she's the sacrificial lamb that bought the circle's freedom instead. fuck dude#it does make for a very sad kind of symmetry that every time irving tries to get clever with it he triggers a monkey's paw situation fhdskj#I am replaying the game with my new canon (mistress amell + king alistair to save him from the da:i fade choice lol)#and in doing research I found out about this and had my world rocked. I've never had my warden die before so this is new to me#(my warden isn't dying in this canon to be clear she's going to be the reason no one would dare assassinate king alistair lol#nightmare bae eminance gris behind the throne/loving and supportive partner with a fade connection and a vengeful side#she's going to be like sam vimes tiredly fending off assassins as the watch books go on except she murders a lot more people back)#the way his voice breaks in the version where they were broken up tho... sick and twisted and mean to me specifically
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SAM & EMMA GEN V (2023—) 1x05 “Welcome to the Monster Club”
#gen v#1x05#emma meyer#sam riordan#gen v spoilers#emma x sam#sam x emma#tvedit#the boys#theboysedit#genvedit#tvandfilm#filmtv#mine#*#need them to beat the d**th allegations im so serious#doubt it but let me cook#anyways the sadness in his face when she still doesnt rememeber him IM SO SICK
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Bro the post about after school special and dean doing everything for sam to see him as a cool brother and eventually prefers to just hang out with Sam literally hurts me down to my core. There was rven this moment where the girl dumps him and she's like "the way you are your brother made me think you are very caring etc etc" like GOD. and like, dean IS a cool boy. He is really fun to hang out with. In later seasons he is the one having all the friends while sam's bonding with one weirdo who dies next. Dean is a genuine delight to be around and i really believe that, he could have any friend he wants, he could have any girl to spend time with and he STILL chose to be around his scrawny little nerdy brother. It fucking hurts how much of dean's world sam occupies. Even later on. Sam could tell dean "you are so scared of being alone so you do fucked up things to keep me alive" and like, is it insane that even with every other friend dean has he still would be left with unbearable amount of loneliness when sam is gone?? Even lisa couldnt fill that gap??? He lefit tried to replace sam with cas like two episodes pretending he doesnt even want to be around sam and both times he was eventually was like "ok back to being locked in a room with sammy"
Like i think it's wonderful that dean has all the other bonds and i think people genuinely deeply love dean and want to have him around (I'm one of those people) and still dean would ditch everyone and hang out with SAM. Crazy crazy crazy
#spn#sam&dean#it makes me sad and sick bc dean is so full of love for sam and its fucking ridiculous
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we, as samgirls, do not talk about this enough. i am screaming and crying and bashing my head against the wall and bashing my head against the wall and bashing my head against the wall and bashing my head against the wall and bashing my head against the wall and bashing my head against the wall and bashing my head against the wall and bashing my head against the wall and bashing my head against the wall and bashing my head against the wall
its the shot of the partially open door that gets me
#cw csa#i wish there was a throw away line in this ep like “i dont remember. i used to have nightmares like that all the time”#cuz 1) thats super tragic and sad and so sam#and 2) hello can we foreshadow the demonblood#if i had a nickel for everytime a scene with child sam was framed like this... id have 2 nickels#which isnt a lot but it makes me feel actually crazy and sick
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“I guess I just thought you’d be different. That you might actually listen to me.”
“Why are you even here Alice?”
#AubsArt<3#aubsposts#I am processing my emotions have some angsty sad art that progressively became a tech horror piece#they make me sick#alice dyer#samama khalid#sam khalid#the magnus protocal#the magnus protocal fanart#tmagp#digital art#tma
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The fact that Max takes care of Sam when he's unwell kills me
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I love my girlfriend,,,,
#sam's talky talks#She makes my heart beat all too well#I want to shower her with all the love I can give until she gets sick of me#Which I hope is never#It'd be sad to lose the girl I love so much
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Obsessed with the way my horror sweatshirt is turning out! Added patterned fabric and studs to the edge of the hood :3
#metalhead#emo#diy punk#diy#current wip#art#horror fan#horror#the strangers#the omen#the first omen#the grudge#the black phone#the babadook#sick sad world#texas chainsaw massacre#leatherface#the shining#silence of the lambs#the used#lies for the liars#the grabber#stephen king#Joe hill#the witch#black philip#evil dead#ash vs evil dead#ashy slashy#sam raimi
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👁️Movie Night👁️
#6#The Magnus Protocol#Okay Thursdays are like too hectic days for me so doodles will be posted on Fridays now hahahahha#I’m a teensy bit sad the eps have been getting shorter and shorter as the weeks go on but this one they still delivered#Very concerned (tm) for Sam like buddy everything’s okay here’s a blankie and hot chocolate mwah#Did you think Sam that the response department could Respond to you. Hm????#Maybe don’t mess around with paperwork#Nothing’s better than hearing “welcome to my twisted mind” and “hello all you sick freaks out there” in Jonny Sim’s voice#Very perfect#“I only gave them my name how’d they get my address” YOU SHOULD BE CONCERNED TOM���S TERRORS#YOU JUST BYPASS EVERY RED FLAG#I WONDER IF THE GRAFFITI ON THE THEATRE WAS THE SAME GRAFFITI ON THE MAGNUS INSTITUTE#BC THESE BOTH SEEM LIKE “EYE” DESIRES#“It’s what’s on the inside that counts” DANGER POPCORN ALL POPCORN IS DANGER#…MOVIE NIGHT EVERYONE#Klaus sir if the computer code is German did you write it or are you in the computer beep once for first two times for second#Did Lena brutal pipe murder you#ALICE WHAT DO YOU KNOW DO YOU KNOW WE’RE LISTENING UHHHH NO WE’RE NOT#Also do you like how I made Tom the pupil of an eye shaped panel huh huh#I’m a genius#cool episode
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debating on whether or not to write another grieving mpreg!sam fic where he finds out he’s pregnant the day after deans death
#its been like 3 years and yet here i am.#i genuinely feel like i am at my best when i’m writing grieving tormented sad sam#also thinking abt whether i want it to be a/b/o or not#i’ve never actually dabbled into writing it myself but i love reading it. so many interesting dynamics#like. what if omega!sam finally went off his heat suppressants because he and dean decided they finally wanted to#settle down#and so they’re ‘not trying but if it happens it happens’#and atp sam is like. 38-39 so the likelihood he actually gets pregnant isn’t very high#so they’re just like living peacefully and then dean decides he wants to go on one last hunt for old times sake#one last hunt and then they’ll both settle down for good this time. just relaxing after years of not being able to#also maybe sam has been having a lot of morning sickness that week or like. a few days before but he didn’t rlly attribute it to anything#bcuz he just assumed he wouldn’t actually get pregnant.#and then they go on the hunt. and dean dies. and sam takes a pregnancy test either a day or like. a week after#also alternatively dean goes on the hunt alone but i like the idea of sam having to watch him go before his very eyes#man idk if i want them to be pregnant before because like. then it’d make no sense for them to go on a hunt and take that risk?????#arrrgh
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girl!jack being casually sexually harassed by dean in between threats of violence and this never being brought up beyond a vague sad line from sam about how he should stop treating her like that, would have fit right in with the vibes of late seasons supernatural. terrible things keep happening, and the only energy they can summon up about it is apathy that perpetuates the suffering.
#like what would happen here is that he’d do it whenever she used her powers or showed any sort of competence#kneecap her when she feels capable because *he* feels threatened by that. by her.#and he can feel less threatened if he thinks of her as someone he can fuck#so jack does something sick with her powers and then dean says something like ‘you know you shouldn’t wear a skirt that short. you’re#distracting me and sam.’#crucial that he includes sam there btw. as a way to make jack feel like she’s causing problems for *everyone* not just dean. and because if#sam’s there he’d have to acknowledge how often this goes on and the breadth of it to speak up. and he wont. so instead he’ll just look sad#and tell jack later that dean didnt mean it. but maybe jack should cover up more anyway. for her own good.#spn#jack kline#dean winchester#girl!jack au
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Just imagined a complex animated short about Bloodmoon huntin for ye good ol blood except it was in the perspective of one of the children that get hunted.
I almost made myself cry.
#Like it was a huge punch in the gut#the silly don't feel so silly no morein this context#dca fandom#bloodmoon twins#you just want your mom to be happy again and what happened#sams bloodmoon#sun and moon show bloodmoon#fnaf bloodmoon#like you hear on bbc news that this Infamous red monster has killed 100s of families in poverty and everyone's panicking and trying to#evacuate the city but yall neck deep in poverty so on top of struggling to get food on your plate every night you also gotta somehow find#the money to move and everyone is trying and trying and working themselves until their exausted and stressed and sick and mom is struggling#and sad and dad is struggling and sad while rich people ride their private jets into the sunset and everyone's sad and depressed and crying#because no one deems your lives important because you're poor and you just wondering why mom keeps crying and dad have time to play anymore#and you are just barely grasping any of this you're like 8 and after all that hard work of 80° days and sleepless nights it's to late and#everyone is getting killed except for you because you're small and weaseled your way out of it but not for long because here it comes and#you're run as fast as your little weak legs can go with your heart pound out your chest and you're crying and screaming and your voice is#cracking from screaming but no one hears you or is too scared to save you and just like your parents you lose hope and strength too and you#cant run anymore and you fall to the ground and cry (the ugly cry) and the silly has come to harvest ye good ol blood and you're dead and-
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Didn't get the chance to post about it earlier but, today is Klaus' 11th birthday!!
Happy birthday my evil angel!! Every year I get to have with you is so precious to me. You may be a smelly old man now, but you're my smelly old man. I love you always and forever 💕💋💝
#crazy cat klaus#it anazes me how much time has passed#sometimes I look at klaus and still that adorable 3 month old kitten we saw advertised in the newspaper#other times I can see how much he's matured#his belly fur is all white now. and the fur just above his nose is going gray#I'm so grateful to get to have him with me in his golden years#I've never gotten to keep a cat past the age of 5 before#because at the old apartment we weren't allowed to have cats. and somehow we always got caught with them#around the time they were 3-5 years old and we'd have to surrender them to a shelter#except that one time...my poor precious Peanut. I'll never forgive my family for leaving him in the woods#but Klaus and also Mummas are special cases#especially now that we're in a place where we can have cats and not get in trouble#I'm literally so happy to have him with me#Klaus has been with me since I was 15. a very dark time in my life. he's been with me thru pretty much everything#seeing him age is beautiful. but its also scary#I wish cats lived forever...I know every moment I get to have with him is precious#sometimes I think about the inevitable and it hurts so much to think about. like rn.#I don't wanna rhink about it on his birthday but its hard#he's 11. that's old for a cat. not super old but still#Im p sure Klaus could be considered my soul cat#he isn't the most super cuddly. he doesn't lay on anyone usually. but he shows his affection very well#he's almost always there when Im sad or sick. he's my best friend#I love him so much. and he knows it. and I know he loves me too#happy birthday baby#sam's rants about life
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The adult Benson children use trauma as an aphrodisiac and a manipulation tool to pull their partner into it. In this essay I will-
#general hospital#i had an epiphany#i was forced to watch jex and then i thought about it late at night and sleep deprived#but also think about it guys-#millow got off on chase dying and were sad he would live#jex constantly fucks when someone else is gravely injured or dying#hell joss even tried to get dex to fuck her as a result of krissy's fall and he said no#only for her to then discuss her 'trauma' and THEN they fuck#as sam mccall once said - 'you use other people's pain to get what you want'#am i crazy? yes. am i sick of this show? yes. is my theory grounded in reality? maybe.
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Trass.
hi :)
#am I allowed to ask if u want to overwatch duo#sorry im so sorry I genuinely tbh dont expect u to rly answer this BUT I kinda lowkey asked u on discord like a week ago#if it was ok if I like… idk talked to u and wanted ur time like a lil baby#and I see ur on ovw rn#AND IM NOT GONNA ASK bc I don’t…. feel like I have the right to but……….. good luck out there ok and we’ll#if u wanna duo cough cough im here… aha… taah…. sweats and laughs and throws myself off a cliff#anyways. ANYWAYS. sorry sorry. sorry. ok im. im sorry.#hi#I don’t rly know what to say to u but I just#I want… anything.. idk…….. hi#I really really think im so crazy you know#i just#idk anyways alien was sick it was a fun experience w sam btw and im still drunk tee hee. if u couldnt tell#i rly do like those xenomorph critters idk why but I’ve always thought they’re so cool……..#i mean…. acid blood…. they’re so big… BIG TEEF……… very cool……#hhhh…..hhhhi……… <- not sad not desperate aaahahhaahaaaaaahhahhhhaaaahhahahahhahahahahaha#throws myself off a cliff regardless#beeba my beloved#answered#deedis#ew wait I was asking to duo in a tumblr ask here LOL ok sorry I don’t expect u to answer that tbh I rly don’t#I justttttt#idk#idk I just miss u so kuch I hope that’s okay and im sorry#ugh ur prly not even gonna see this I feel so stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid#I mean u prly will but maybe tomo or in quite a few hours or something or#idk I guess that’s okay#idk. idk#anyways… hi I guess
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