I simply must know more about Fiachra. can you share what first drew him to Rufus, and vice versa? What does he like best about Itha and Fraldarius, respectively?
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Ohoho this is a fun one. So for those not in the know: Fiachra was one of Rufus’ lovers and they have a child named Valerius. Due to unfortunate circumstances, the two of them had to leave Itha and now work as members of the Fraldarius staff.
So Rufus and Fiachra met during a diplomatic trip Rufus took to Derdriu in 1150. He had decided to walk around the city on his own late one evening and happened upon Fiachra’s family’s restaurant where he was pretty much the only patron left due to the hour. Being the person he is, Rufus caught Fiachra in conversation over dinner while he began closing up for the night. What drew Rufus to Fiachra was not only the food he was able to cook--and the fact he found Fiachra rather handsome--but also his rather down to earth, candid personality. He could keep up with Rufus in conversation. The trip extended over a few weeks and Rufus found himself coming back to the restaurant if only just to talk to Fiachra more.
Fiachra found himself drawn to Rufus for much the same reason. He liked having a conversation partner that was interested in roughly the same things he was. Rufus was charming and sweet, and seemed not to be too concerned with Fiachra speaking as plainly as he does. Not to mention him paying handsomely and letting Fiachra just talk and explain his food processes. So when Rufus was planning on leaving Derdriu, he extended Fiachra an invitation to come and be his personal chef. His family was really the ones who encouraged him to take the prince up on the offer, since how often does something like that just fall in your lap? Fiachra has thus always made sure that some of his wages are sent home to support his family in Derdriu and even with living in Faerghus he keeps in contact with them.
It was about two years after that before Valerius was born. Fiachra and Rufus kept up a steady friendship before the prince’s advances became something that Fiachra reciprocated. He genuinely fell in love with Rufus getting to know him as a person, and Rufus loved Fiachra’s companionship in his own way.
In terms of what he likes best? Fiachra respects and loves Itha and Fraldarius’ unique landscape. Fraldarius reminds him more of home given it’s closer to Derdriu with a similar ocean climate, and Itha has a completely unique Faerghal charm to it that he can’t say he experiences anywhere else. The Castell and the capital of Itha will always be a second home to him. He got to see both of those things grow under Rufus’ careful hands, and that’s the place where he got to know two people he loved while raising his son.
Fraldarius has a comfort in security and the fact that under Rodrigue the house is very pleasant place to work. The people there really don’t judge him for his past (if they know of the Incident) and it just feels good to be trusted and to be able forge strong connections with the people there. His Grace’s family has also never been shy to let Fiachra test his culinary skills, and that is the fastest way to his heart.
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Connor is one second away from absolutely losing his marbles.
Been brainstorming this for a while and since you gave me a really amazing idea in the discord server i give you: avatar au
I did this game entirely wrong and just used the sentence as inspiration rather than as the first sentence.... And then this fic is 1.1k. so. Yeah.
Anyways! Ficlet under the cut 🥰
For a majority of the years he's spent hiding, Connor has experienced true peace.
The destiny that was preached to him ever since he was old enough to understand the concept of fate and prophecies never quite faded away. Every day, he relives the pain, the guilt, the shame of running away. Initially, Connor traveled the world alone, nearly starving and surviving solely on dedication and foraging. He was incredibly lucky, after two years, to have found solace on Kyoshi island.
It wasn't exactly a place, in Connor's mind, that he would seek out for his hiding. But the Kyoshi warriors offered him protection and their secrecy, along with a home, training, and anything else he could possibly need or ask for. And, well, Connor wasn't exactly in a position to deny their services. So, four years later, he's somehow managed to stay hidden while still keeping himself in decent shape.
While he did run away from his fate, Connor did still believe it would eventually find him. That he still had a duty to avenge the Air nation. What he didn't expect, however, was that it would find him today.
Grocery runs have become pretty standard for Connor in the past year. He travels by foot to the nearest village, picks up anything and everything he or the warriors need, and heads back to their secluded village. No problems have ever found him. The folks in the surrounding village never recognize Connor, and even if they do, they never ask. His privacy is protected on Kyoshi, and that's part of the reason he loves it so much.
That is, until now, when he's on his usual grocery run, and a stranger shoves past him with complete disregard of the bustling streets around them. Normally, Connor would apologize and move on, but this guy stops and addresses him directly.
“Watch where you're going, you flaming hog monkey,” the stranger snaps, his voice aggressive and rough.
Connor opens his mouth to apologize, but he freezes. The man before him stares at him with icy eyes, a vaguely familiar face glaring at him expectantly. Immediately, he's taken back to the day he ran, to the faces of the soldiers who infiltrated his home. The faces of uncaring, soulless puppets of the Fire Nation, wiping out his friends, family, everyone he knew.
He's older, now. He's grown into a rather nice looking young man, and if Connor wasn't haunted by his past, he probably would've never recognized him. But he relives that night over and over again, and he has the faces memorized. This man is no different.
Yeah. Connor is one second away from losing his marbles.
“Well?” The soldier hisses, his face contorting into an intimidating frown. “Are you just going to stand there and look stupid? I have places to be.”
Connor rapidly blinks, trying to tie his thoughts together. What is he supposed to say again? What even instigated this aggressive behaviour? Wow, it's hot outside today. Where the hell are his words? Why does his tongue feel heavy? He's fucked. Oh, spirits, the Fire Nation found him and they're going to torture him for the rest of his life, fuck, what is he supposed to do? He could run. He could easily take this guy out, probably. That is, if he's a regular soldier and not a firebender. If he was, Connor was fucked.
Oh, Spirits, Connor is fucked.
Thankfully, someone else interrupts their awkward encounter and snaps Connor out of his panicked state. Unluckily for Connor, however, it's another soldier. Fuck.
“Could you stop disappearing on me, Leon? It's almost like you really don't wanna be around me,” the second soldier announces with a grin, clapping the first— Leon, he picks up— on the shoulder. He's the same height, with curly hair and a decent build. Yeah, Connor doesn't stand a chance against these two.
“It's because I don't,” Leon retorts, still glaring at Connor, “I'm trying to get this idiot to understand he needs to watch where he's walking.”
Connor swallows hard as the new guy's eyes drift towards him. The three of them sit in silence for one moment, two moments, then three. When a flicker of recognition ignites in the second soldier's eyes, Connor knows it's time to book it.
“Um,” Connor quickly scans the area for the quickest escape route, “I’m really sorry for running into you. I, uh, I really do have to get going, though. Sorry, again.”
Just as Connor goes to scurry away, the second man grabs him by the wrist. He whips around, eyes wide like a deer in headlights. No, no, no, this isn't happening. He can't let this happen. He can't get dragged away when he's finally found peace. Or maybe this is destiny finally catching up to him. Maybe he should give in and let himself be taken, face his fate head on.
But he meets eyes with the second man. His face is kinder, the only lines on his face caused by the grin he currently wears. There's no animosity, no malice, not a hint of nefarious intentions in his body language. That confuses Connor. Shouldn't he know who he is by now? Shouldn't he want him dead?
His question is answered in an instant. The soldier simply smiles apologetically towards him before he speaks. “Don't mind him, he's just cranky from the long boat ride,” he says, making light of the situation, “I'm Matthew, by the way. You seem familiar, do I know you from somewhere by chance?”
And that's Connor's cue to leave. “Thanks, Matthew, but I'm positive you don't,” he quickly stumbles through the sentence, pulling his arm away. “I really do have to go. I'm sorry for running into you again.” He says it as confidently as he can, and then he's walking away as quickly and inconspicuously as he possibly can.
As he walks away, he hears the two of them bickering still. He feels incredibly lucky as he takes the path back the way he came, keeping to the treeline to avoid being followed. There's no way Matthew will go very long without realizing where he recognizes Connor from. He remembers Matthew pretty vividly. He remembers his hesitant face, back then, young as he was. He remembers meeting his eyes, silently begging him to have mercy.
And, well, that night didn't end the way Connor wishes it did. Somehow, though, he feels like what Matthew just did was a semblance of an apology.
He knows he's lucky.
He also knows it's not long before his location is no longer a secret.
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Could we ever have a little something of Jaime dealing with his mental state after his first time with Mr. Torley?
You absolutely can.
SIX MONTHS TO GO
This takes place pretty directly after this chapter (my first Do No Harm chapter ever posted!)
WARNINGS: This is one of my darkest, I think—be careful. Explicit aftermath of noncon, suicidal thoughts, BBU/systematic slavery, dehumanization.
Chapter under the cut:
Jaime lives and dies inside his own contained eternity before Mr. Torley’s movements finally still.
When he rolls off of him—a graceless, callous departure that jostles Jaime’s lifeless form on the mattress—the air in the room feels colder than it did before. His instinct is to curl up against the chill of exposure, but he can’t make his muscles work. Would it even be allowed?
You must always make yourself available, the mantra surfaces, but it’s faint and distant, like an echo across a dark lake.
Jaime is not here. He cannot be here.
“I’m going to shower,” his Keeper says, pulling at his awareness. The bed springs groan under his shifting weight. Jaime flinches when a hand comes down on his thigh. “You can use the guest bathroom to wash up.”
The dismissal is cold. Even now, even after that, the tone sets off alarm bells. Appease. Obey.
He forces himself to move, to sit up. It hurts. It hurts worse than expected, in ways he didn’t know his body was capable of hurting. Some flash of that pain must show on the surface, because Mr. Torley narrows his attention on him again.
“It won’t always hurt, just so you know,” he says, pulling on his robe. “Not like this. The first time is always the toughest.”
Jaime nods, dazed.
Those words. The amusement. The sound of his voice. The mere fact that the man who has raped him is speaking to him at all feels like his skin is being filleted from his muscle. He wants to scream; the urge is so sudden and strong it takes him by surprise. He bites down on his cheek until copper warms his tongue.
He cannot make a sound.
Instinctively, Jaime wraps his arms over his naked stomach and curls forward, trying to cover as much of himself as possible. His keeper smiles at him, like they’re in on the same joke.
“I was in a bit of a hurry, I’ll admit,” he says. “I’m not used to having to wait three days. But we have until Monday, now, before the boys get back. We can take our time.”
Jaime focuses all his concentration on a spot on the wall and tries very, very hard not to let the tears fall. When he is sure he has enough of a grip on his composure, he stands from the bed and plucks his discarded pants from a heap on the carpet.
He has only stepped into the first leg when Mr. Torley chuckles. “Don’t bother,” he says, and it’s clearly not a suggestion. “You’re just going to take them off again. No point in being shy now.”
Grateful to be facing the opposite direction, Jaime squeezes his eyes shut. Don’t cry don’t cry don’t cry.
“Yes, sir.” He forces himself to pick up the pants instead. He clutches them tightly to his chest as he collects his shirt and turns for the doorway. There is a moment of hesitation. Even in his haste to put as much distance between himself and his Keeper, he waits for a proper dismissal.
“Go.” Mr. Torley nods toward the door. “Clean yourself up, but come back here after. You will sleep in my bed on the weekends unless otherwise stated. Understood?”
There is no way to prepare himself for the inevitability of knowing that it will happen again. Likely soon. Likely often.
Please don’t cry don’t cry don’t cry.
“Yes, sir.”
Six months. The reminder rings through his skull like a cracked bell as he makes his way, naked, through the hallway and the den. Six months under this contract. Six months of weekends in this man’s bed.
Jaime suddenly remembers hearing stories. Overheard whispered accounts of Companions who took their lives while under contract. For the first time, he has a clear view of that outlook, and the sudden clarity stuns him.
Panic rocks into him, knocking the air from his lungs. His body goes from an empty husk to a live wire of adrenaline and fear in a heartbeat. He cannot fathom, cannot even allow himself to think about another hand on his skin, and the promise—the threat—of six more months. Of… of—
His mind retreats back to those very first days in the facility; when his entire world was narrowed to a single, locked room. His entire existence compressed into a series of unbearable moments he had to endure. He remembers the numbness that followed the fear like an old friend. He knows now that he is capable of withstanding more than he thought possible.
(But what if he doesn’t want to withstand this?)
Jaime blinks and opens his eyes to the pristine, white tile of the guest room shower. He doesn’t remember turning on the light or stepping over the lip of the tub. Warm water cascades over his face and down his chest, and he doesn’t remember turning the handle. It’s like his body is operating two steps ahead of him. He decided to accept it as a mercy.
When he blinks again, blood is swirling in the water circling the drain, turning it a sickly pale pink. He can feel the slow, warm trickle down the back of his leg. He has to swallow through wave after wave of nausea, fighting to keep from puking up bile.
Six months.
A jolt of pain shoots through him when he slides down the wet, tile wall. He has to shift onto his knees instead.
Six months.
“It won’t always hurt.”
He knows it isn’t true. He knows the physical ache he feels now is not the pain that will follow him.
Jaime spends an incalculable amount of time shaking apart on the shower floor before his training tugs at him. His Keeper told him to return to the bedroom. He doesn’t have time to unravel now. He has six more months to go, and a lifetime after that.
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