#sirius arrives and is like: huh since when do you have a blanket draped over ur couch like that? that wasn't here two weeks ag-

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@croptopjames submission for mr james fleamont potter's birthday<3

2598 words - NSFW - cw: spanking, squirting, dirty talk, lil bit of degradation theyre being nasty idk it escalated

aka feral fucking your husband after seeing him in a shirt that doesn't quite fit like it used to~

“Baby, I’m home,” Regulus shouts after entering the front door, kicking it closed behind him with his foot as he balances the huge ice cream cake precariously on both his hands.

They’ve invited the whole family as per usual, what with their first year with Harry out of the house coming back from uni for his dad’s special day, Sirius and Remus driving down and picking up Effie and Monty on the way. All their friends will come later this week for brunch.

Today it’s just the few of them though and Regulus finds himself with a spring in his step at the thought of all of them together today.

James has taken the day off and Regulus was able to weasel his way into only half a shift today which he nearly missed entirely after the way James had sat down in his lap first thing in the morning and ridden him until he was shaking, cursing and babbling incoherently, all the while his husband was seated on his throne, smiling brightly, happiest man in the world, practically taking the matter of his birthday gift into his own hands.

“Hi love!” comes from somewhere on the higher level of the house.

Regulus brings the cake into the kitchen, shrugging off his jacket and quickly dispensing the celebratory sweet in the freezer before James sees it.

Not a moment after Regulus closes the drawer to grab a bowl of blueberries from the fridge James comes into the kitchen, huffing and cheeks flushed, a presumably heavy box of just…stuff in his arms that he must have gotten from the attic.

“James,” Regulus starts, blinking, “You were supposed to take the day off.”

His husband smacks a content kiss onto his cheek, grinning brightly. His glasses are smudged and sitting crookedly over his nose and Regulus is pretty sure he spotted a bit of spiderwebs in the mess of his hair.

“Ehh,” James makes dismissively, “I still felt restless after I hit the gym this morning once you left.”

He places the box down with a heavy thunk, petting its side like a horse—he’s such a dad, “And we’ve been wanting to get started on these babies after spring cleaning anyway, remember?”

Regulus rolls his eyes, fondness betraying him when the corners of his mouth tug upwards, “Mm, that might be true. Still it’s your birthd—”

Regulus halts.

“Love?” James looks at him inquiringly, hands propped on his hips.

On his very much naked hips. A palm length sliver of skin exposed between the indecently thin and short gym shorts and the—

“James, baby, what are you wearing?”

Oh, Regulus’ mouth is so, so dry.

“Huh?” James looks down at himself, shuffling in place before his head snaps back up to Regulus, “Oh! Yeah I found one of my old shirts from uni.” His husband snickers, giving a little twirl and shaking his hips from side to side like he isn’t currently taking five years off Regulus’ life expectancy.

“You–” Regulus stops again, eyes glued to the small swell of his stomach over the band of the white shorts, the dark hair splattered all over and coiling at the center, carving a path up and downwards. It’s downright indecent. His arms fill out the shirt just how they used to back in uni but with the difference that it’s more fat than muscle now—though Regulus knows well enough from personal experience how strong his husband still is. His pecs are visibly straining the material, the washed out, maroon letters spelling HOGWARTS cracking from the stretch.

Even more so when James leans back on his palms against the dining table, draping himself all prettily against the edge and smiling coyly, blinking doe brown eyes from under long lashes at Regulus as if he didn’t already have him warpped around his finger hook, line and sinker.

“Baby,” Regulus rasps and he barely recognises his own voice.

“Yeah, Reg?” James purrs, tilting his head and exposing the expanse of his neck.

“How long until Harry arrives?”

“An hour or two, depending on traffic,” James responds, voice all husky. Regulus is going to wreck him. Reduce him to a stuttering, squirting mess in the matter of half an hour, take his fucking word for it.

“Good enough,” Regulus grits out and then he crosses the distance in two long strides, already yanking at his tie.

They meet in a mess of parted lips, clicking teeth and tongues nudging, eager as ever, trying to lick into each other’s mouths and taste. Greedy for it, happily swallowing moans and tugging their bodies close. They slot into each other easily, practiced after all these years, decades and Regulus reckons that’s how they somewhat safely find their way onto the couch.

Regulus’ back hits the cushions with a soft oompf, barely time to gasp another breath and reach for his husband before James is straddling his lap, clasping Regulus’ stubbly jaw in warm, calloused palms and pulling him right back into their kiss. They don’t stay there for long with the way James is restlessly shifting on top of him, grinding his crotch right against the bulge in Regulus’ slacks, making them both groan.

At some point Regulus abandons James’ mouth in favor of kissing over the stubble of his cheek and jaw and latch onto his throat while simultaneously trying to get his stupid shirt buttons open. When the takes too long however James seems to grow impatient, batting his hands away and fumbling with them himself while they pant and grunt into each other’s mouths.

Regulus is nipping at James’ lower lip, already swollen and an obscene kiss bitten red and his husband makes a sound. Downright needy and he’s sitting there on top of Regulus, flushed and with that dazed look in his eyes, moaning like a little slut, so Regulus can’t quite help himself when he pulls one hand around and smacks James’ firmly on the bum.

It elicits a gasp, high pitched and followed by a long, drawn out moan and James sinking deeper into his lap, recapturing his mouth and desperately rutting down against where Regulus is hard and already throbbing. It’s a medical miracle, truly, that no matter how many times they’ve had sex, Regulus’ erection is always at its best form for James.

“Mnh,” James makes, their lips parting with a wet smacking noise, “Need you, baby.”

Regulus grunts, fingers digging harshly into the meat of James’ arse, “Slut.”

Just like expected, James whimpers, and so prettily at that. Eyebrows scrunching pitifully and he grinds once more, helplessly, “Please, please.” 

“But of course, sweety,” Regulus relents easily, licking a hot stripe up his neck, along his jawbone and then right across his slack mouth, “Anything for the birthday boy.”

James moans in response, nodding his head frantically.

Regulus nods his head towards the end of the couch where the pillows are piled, “Scoot up.”

His husband does so dutifully and it doesn’t take longer than a second for Regulus to make James lift his hips and rip the sheer piece of nylon off and throw it over his shoulder, not quite surprised yet still horribly taken off guard by the lack of boxer briefs underneath.

Regulus is left with nothing to do but stare at the mess of wet, thick curls and pink fold glistening with James’ slick, spit pooling under his tongue in an instant. He grabs James’ ankles, settling them over his shoulders, trainers still on and letting his hands drive over white tennis socks, hairy shins and strong calves. Digging his thumb in there and relishing in the gasp he elicits from his husband that way, hips twitching with the suspense. Regulus strokes up his boney knees, massages the big muscle of his thighs, the hair tickling his palms softly, all the while letting himself pitch forward, making sure to spill warm breath over where James wants him most right now.

He goes further, letting his hands rake up and over his stomach, rucking the shirt up as he goes and tucking it over the swell of his pecks, exposing him for Regulus to play with.

James is panting, short little puffs of breath, brimming with excitement and barely refraining from whimpering on the way out each time.

Predictably, he breaks once Regulus lazily swirls a tongue around his exposed nipple, holding the eye contact and watching with satisfaction as James’ eyelids flutter. He can’t help but grin, nipping at the hardened nub before he retreats, settling himself comfortably between James’ thighs and without warning diving right in.

James positively screams the moment Regulus closes his lips around his cock, sucking him into his mouth and rolling him around between his lips until the bucking of his hips throws him off. Regulus hoists an arm over James’ hips, belting him down, and wastes no time inserting one finger into James’ searing wetness, sinfully hot inside.

“Ahh yesyes, please more, love, please m-hah—” James babbles, throwing his head back when Regulus drives into him with another finger, crooking them upwards and watching shamelessly as his husband’s precum pools all over his digits before diving back in to lick at his little cock. 

He works them steadily up to each finger until he is four in deep, repeatedly hitting that spot inside of James and sucking and mouthing at the bundle of nerves until James’ noises grow an edge.

“You gonna cum for me, baby?” Regulus asks, muffled between licks, jaw aching slightly.

“Yeah, yeah, gonna– hnng,” James breaks off, screwing his eyes shut when Regulus gives a particularly harsh suck, noises obscenely loud.

He’s fisting the cushions like his life depends on it, white knuckling them in his grip, and it only takes a handful more thrusts and licks before James is shuddering through his first orgasm. Breaths coming quicker until he eventually breaks off into a keen, thighs quivering around Regulus’ head, squeezing at his skull and riding it out, grinding his cunt uncoordinatedly forward into Regulus’ face all the while convulsing around his fingers.

He squeezes in waves of pleasure and it makes Regulus so delirious that he blinks and the next thing he knows is him kneeling against James’ ass, belt undone, slacks shoved down just enough and prodding at his slick, puffy entrance with the head of his cock.

James is staring unblinkingly at the ceiling, mouth agape and pupils so dilated they’ve swallowed most of the beautiful, dark chocolate brown.

“Baby,” Regulus prompts, bending James’ knees towards his ears with a grunt, “Jamie, be a good boy and hold these there for me.” His husband slowly blinks him back into focus, silently obliging and hooking his fingers into the bend of his knees—thank the higher powers James still does yoga once a week.

Regulus leans in, one hand holding him up off the couch, the other fisting around the length of him and smearing it through James’ wetness, “Now are you going to be able to be good and keep yourself wide open for me or are you already fucked too stupid, huh? An old man? Maybe we should postpone it for next year, ay papi, what do you say?”

James whines pathetically, rubbing his head into one of the throw pillows, knotting his black hair up even more before he swallows frantically, “No, Reg, pleaseplease, I can take it. Please, love, I’m gonna be good for you, I prom–Aah—”

Regulus bottoms out in one smooth thrust, vision dotting with black spots at the mind bending heat and vice grip James has on him, already pulsing around him shallowly.

He grants James a moment to get used to being full, slowly rocking his hips back and forth and listening for when his whimpers turn into soft moans, turning needy again, and then he reaches up to grip his chin, “Then take it, slut.”

The pace he picks up into is hard, not too fast but unforgiving and steady, a sure way to drive James crazy. Regulus nips his way along his husband’s chest, nuzzling his nose through chest hair and biting and licking at his dark nipples, tasting salt and sweat, feeling his cock twitch at the taste deep inside his husband.

When Regulus feels himself lose rhythm he hikes James’ legs impossibly higher, draping one of them over his shoulder before he starts spanking him again. The angle is awkward but it’s working, going off of the way James keeps jerking at the stinging contact, clenching around the length of Regulus and working himself into a frenzy, gasping and whimpering and groaning like he’s getting the best cock of his entire life. 

“Touch yourself, baby,” Regulus demands, breath stuttering as he watches a fat tear roll down the side of James’ face, disappearing into the shorter hair at his temple.

Regulus keeps James’ thighs wide and open, rolling his hips with abandon, groaning and panting with every thrust, feeling sweat bead on his forehead and desperately trying not to lose control when James snakes a hand between his legs, frantically circling his cock while Regulus keeps pumping in and out of him.

“If you could only see yourself, baby,” Regulus grits out, “Fucking masterpiece, splayed out for me like this. Obliging my every demand, so fucking good, baby.”

James moans happily, tongue lolling out and without thinking Regulus sticks two of his fingers into his mouth, rubbing over his tongue and feeling the saliva coat them thickly.

“Can you go ahead and cum for me again, Jamie?”

James whines an affirmative around his digits, slurping messily, a trickle of drool trailing down the corner off his mouth.

“Think you’ll be a good boy and squirt all over me, baby? You know how much I love when you cum like that, hm?”

James breath hitches impossibly, eyes threatening to flutter shut as he nods deliriously.

Regulus quickly grabs him by the jaw, “Keep looking at me, James. I know you can do that for me, baby.”

And so he does.

On the next thrust James starts quivering again, fingers working furiously over his cock, mouth falling open around a silent scream and gazing Regulus right in the eyes as he pounds into him and James squirts around him. Spraying everywhere, absolutely in all directions and fucking messy, wetting Regulus’ torso and the couch—Regulus wouldn’t be surprised if the carpet wasn’t unscathed either.

That’s really all Regulus can take before his hips stutter in their pace and he buries himself deep inside James, letting the pulsing of his husband’s orgasm milk him dry as he spills and spills his cum into James for what feels like minutes on end.

At some point James lets his trembling legs back down, crossing his ankles tightly under Regulus’ bum as this one keeps jerking into his husband’s hole.

Once they’re both done Regulus is too exhausted to do anything else but collapse forward into James’ chest which he accepts with a happy hum.

They take a few minutes like this, James slowly coming to and starting to play with the curls at Regulus’ nape and Regulus breathing in the comforting scent of James, raking his short nails up and down the side of his ribcage.

After a while James presses a feebly kiss into the side of Regulus’ head, huffing out a big breath that makes Regulus rise with the motion of his chest before he snickers, “Well, happy fucking birthday to me.”

Regulus chuckles into the crook of James’ neck, dropping a kiss there before lifting and staring into his husband’s droopy eyes, “Yeah, happy fucking birthday to you, baby.”

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Tunnel of Love/// Sirius Black x Reader

A/N: Where have I been?! Good question. I’m back though and I’m sick and trying to get some requests done but I didn’t feel like doing some of them right now so here’s this baby. Enjoy!

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    “So are you and Sirius together or not,” Lily asked. You diverted your eyes down to your paper. 

    “Why? What’ve you heard?” You pretended to write something down but really you were just doodling. 

    “I’ve seen.” You looked up at her and she was smirking. “You two think you're so inconspicuous making out in empty hallways but I use those hallways as shortcuts to class and I’d prefer them shag-free.” Your mouth fell open. 

    “You’re disgusting.” 

   “Yeah, I’m the disgusting one.” 

   “It’s nothing official, okay? We’re just kinda trying to ease into something and see what happens, you know? He seems like he’s serious about it though. He promised no other girls” Lily nodded. 

    “Going in pretty fast if you’re making out in hallw-” You kicked Lily under the table as you saw Marlene coming your way. You didn’t quite want anyone to know yet. 

    Marlene was smiling from ear to ear and both of you took notice. “What’s got you so excited,” Lily asked. 

    “I was just with Sirius.” Lily looked up at you but you just kept staring straight at Marlene. 

    “Were you,”you replied. 

    “Yup.” 

    “What’d you to do,” I asked. 

    “Well, I don’t like to kiss and tell but....we had some fun.” Without even thinking about it you were on your feet and glaring at her. “What’s wrong with you?” 

    “I need to go to the library,” you said coldly. I hurriedly grabbed your books and left. Lily was following you but you didn’t notice until she grabbed your arm.  

    “Hey! Are you okay?” You turned towards her and quickly put on a smile. 

    “Yeah, sure. I don’t know what I expected. It’s Sirius. I just gotta get something out of the library, okay?” Lily looked at you with worry before nodding. She let go of your arm and turned back towards the common room. 

   You tried to get work done but mostly you stared at the pages of the book angrily. You heard the door open but didn’t pay much attention until someone sat down next to you. You didn’t even have to look directly at them to know who it was. 

    “Hey love, where have you been?” Sirius reached for your hand but it was awkward since you didn’t grab back. Sirius gave you a kiss on the cheek and when you didn’t respond he raised an eyebrow. 

    “What’s wrong with you?” 

    “Nothing.” He kissed you just behind the ear and leaned in closer to whisper in your ear. 

    “Come on, tell me what’s wrong.” You tensed up and shifted slightly so that you weren’t as close to him. You turned towards him with a stern face.

    “I’m trying to focus.” Sirius didn't waver. He still had his smirk and he moved in to kiss you. You put one hand on his chest. 

    “No.” He leaned back in his chair and your hand returned to your side. He looked slightly confused.

    “Er...okay. I guess I’ll see you later, good luck with your studying.” He got up without another word and left. 

   “You spent a few more hours in the library just to make sure you wouldn’t run into Sirius on your way back to your room. Finally, you grabbed all of your stuff and left. 

   When you arrived in the common room you saw that you hadn’t exactly managed to escape Sirius. He was sat at one of the chairs facing the entrance but he was fast asleep. You walked up to him just to make sure and sure enough he was snoring lightly.

   You tried to frown at him but he always looked so damn cute while he was sleeping. You sighed and grabbed one of the nearby blankets, draping it across his knees. 

   You walked up the stairs to the girls dorms, excited to be doing so. You were so tired from the last few things you had gone through today that you were ready to sleep. When you opened the door you saw that they were all fast asleep. 

   You dropped your books at the foot of your bed and slid into some pajamas. You were about to crawl into bed when you realized that there was something lying on your bed. It was a box of chocolates with a little note on top. 

   The note read:

I know you’re having a hard time and don’t want to talk about it and that’s alright. I just want you to know I’m here for you. I wanted to give these to you tomorrow but I thought you needed them now. I would’ve given them to you in person but I don’t know if you want to talk to me. I know these are your favourite. Enjoy.

    You looked at the chocolate and of course he was right, they were your favourites. You sat the chocolate on your bedside table and tried to forget about it. 

    The next morning you sat with Lily talking about what you were going to do for the day. 

   “There’s a carnival in town or at least that’s what James told me. I don’t know if we’re allowed to go but James said he and the rest of the boys are going to sneak off.” You just listened to her and nodded. 

    Suddenly, you felt a presence next to you. You turned to see Sirius smiling at you. 

   “Morning.” You had to remind yourself to be cordial with him at the very least. 

   “Good morning.” You turned back to your breakfast.

   “Lily’s already told you about the carnival, huh? You two should come with us.” He said “you two” but he was staring right at you the entire time he talked. You looked over at him and there was something in his eyes. A quiet sort of pleading. 

    “I don’t know, I’ve got to-” Lily grabbed your arm. 

   “Come on, it’ll be tons of fun. You’ve got to come.” You just stared at her. 

    “I seriously have to-”

   “You’ll be it’s just one afternoon.” You really didn't want to but for some reason she seemed insistent. You turned back to Sirius. 

   “Okay, I’ll go, we’re gonna go get dressed.” You pulled Lily out of her seat and out the door. Once you were in the corridor you let go of her. “What the hell was that?” 

   “I think you should go.” You stared at her wide eyed.

   “It’s as if you don’t know why I’m avoiding him.” 

   “Listen, all I’m saying is you should go. Not only are you probably gonna have a lot of fun but you don’t even really know if what Marlene said was true. You two obviously seem really good for each other maybe you should just talk to him.” You began to walk to the dorms and Lily followed. 

   “I talked to him before we started da-” You almost said “before we started dating”. You shook your head and continued. “Before we started hanging out I said “No, games Sirius. I don’t have time for games either be all with me or not at all.” and what does he do? The time for talking is over.” Lily sighed. 

   The rest of the way to the dorm you were both quiet. When you arrived you immediately got to work on your outfit. Skinny jeans and a cute tank. Something you knew Sirius would love. Perfect. He was going to want you and he was going to realize that he couldn’t have you. 

   You looked at yourself in the mirror one more time before turning to Lily. “Let’s go.” 

    When you saw Sirius next he couldn’t keep his eyes off of you but the only thing you could focus on was Marlene sitting next to him, obviously flirting. 

   You all headed out and Sirius tried multiple times to talk to you. You ignored I'm every time and Marlene would start talking again. You wandered around the carnival with the others, occasionally you would shoot looks at Lily because you knew you shouldn’t have came. 

   Despite Marlene hanging on Sirius’ arm and her getting slightly annoyed at Sirius disinterest he kept winning you stuffed toys at little stands. You held them in your arms but still ignored him. He kept trying to speak to you or sneak off somewhere with you but he was getting nowhere. 

   As if by miracle Sirius saw the perfect opportunity to get you alone. He lifted his arm that Marlene had clamped onto and pointed just ahead. “Tunnel of Love. Let’s go.” All of you trudged up to the ride, which luckily had a completely empty line. 

   Sirius was slightly ahead of the group so he got there first. As soon as you got there Sirius made eye contact with you and basically pulled you into one of the little boats. 

   You were about to tell him that you didn’t really want to ride but you doubt he would even listen. Soon the ride got moving and Sirius draped his arm over your shoulder. It was mostly dark and you could just barely see Sirius. 

   He leaned in slightly and you instantly tensed up. He paused. “You’ve been acting weird,” he said. 

   “So have you.” He raised his eyebrow. 

   “No, I haven’t.” Flirting with other girls isn’t weird, you thought.  

   “I haven’t either.” There was silence for a moment. 

   “You look great tonight.” His other hand made it’s way down to your thigh. You ignored him so he just tried again. “Did you like the chocolates?” You were silent. 

   “Okay, you know what?” The arm around your shoulder disappeared as he reached down for his wand. You couldn't see what he was doing but out of nowhere you heard him cast,” Arresto Momentum.”

   The boat lurched forward slightly before stopping completely. You held onto the seat for a moment before slowly turning towards him. “Sirius. What did you just do?” 

   “I stopped the ride.” You took a deep breath and clench your teeth. 

   “And why would you do that?”

  “Because this is the most you’ve talked to me in the last twenty four hours. I’ll start it back when you tell me what’s wrong.” You stared at him, at a loss for words. 

   “Are you an idiot?” 

   “Maybe but if so I’m an idiot that cares about you.” You grabbed your wand and cast lumos. When you finally had a good look at his smug face you got angrier. You were just about to yell at him when you decided against it. 

   You tucked your wand behind your ear and began to take your shoes off. “What are you doing,” Sirius asked. 

   “Leaving.” With your shoes finally off, you climbed over the edge of the boat. You landed in the water with a splash. It wasn't very deep, it went to a little under your knee so it wasn’t that bad except for the fact that it was freezing cold. You started to walk forward and immediately you heard another splash in the water. 

   Sirius scrambled to catch up with you. “Why won’t you just talk to me?” 

   “There’s nothing to talk about.” You continued forward with the only sound being you splashing with each step you took. Sirius had finally stopped trying to talk to you and for the first time that day he was silent. 

   Eventually you reached a bump at the bottom of the ride that you hadn’t been expecting. You feel forward with a loud splash. You could hear Sirius laughing and you turned around to stare at him. 

   “Sorry,” he managed between laughs. “Do you need help?” He held out his hand. You grabbed him and pulled him down forcefully so that he was next to you in the water. 

    He grabbed your arm and pulled you further down so that every inch of you was wet. He got on top of you and pushed the wet hair out of his face. “That wasn’t very nice love,” he said with a smirk. You splashed him in the face. He quickly turned his head so his face wouldn’t get wet. 

    He grabbed your arm. “Very very rude.” He leaned down like he was going in to kiss you. 

   “Stop.” He did as you said and stared at you. “I do not know where your lips have been, you aren’t kissing me.” You realized what you were supposed to be doing and shoved him off so you could get up. You continued. Soon he caught up with you again. 

   “What does that even mean? Of course you know where my lips have been. They’ve been on you.” You turned around to look at him. 

   “Yeah, that’s not what I heard,” you mumbled. 

   “What?” You didn’t say anything. You could feel yourself getting upset. You kept trying to tell yourself not to cry. Sirius grabbed your arm firmly so that you couldn’t walk. “What are you talking about?” You took a deep breath. 

   “Marlene had told me and Lily, well she didn't say word for word but she basically insinuated that you two had kissed. It’s fine really whatever. I know that we weren’t that serious or whatever but I just expected for you to at least tell me that you weren’t that into me. I don’t want to waste my time, okay?” Sirius looked at you silently. Before you could stop him he had his lips on yours. 

   His hand went to your cheek and accidentally knocked your wand out of place. Both of you separated and tried to grab it. Sirius was the first one to reach it. He held it up to you and you could see him perfectly. His eyes had softened somewhat and he looked kinda sad. 

    “I am so very into you. And I am not the least bit interested in Marlene.” He put your wand back behind your ear. “I promise you that I’m telling the complete truth with you and I don’t understand why Marlene did this but she’s a liar.”

    He ran his hand through his hair. “Merlin...I can’t believe you’ve been worried about that. I’m so sorry. Now look at you, you’re shaking.” You hadn’t even noticed but sure enough you were shivering. You crossed your arms acrossed your stomach and tried to control your body. 

   “I’m fine.” Sirius rolled his eyes. Out of nowhere, he picked you up bride-style. He started to carry you back to the boat. You put your arms around his neck and his arms were around you protectively. You were much warmer next to him. 

   Before you knew it you were back on the boat. He dropped you in and you scooted over so he could sit down. He grabbed the leather jacket he had kept in the boat and draped it over your shoulders. He started the ride again and you both leaned back and relaxed. 

    His arm was around your shoulder and he seemed content with just that little bit of contact. But you thought he deserved more. You crawled on top of him with your knees on either side of his thighs. Instinctively, his hands gripped your hips. 

   Your hand slid behind his neck and you used your other hand to grab your wand. You stared into those beautiful grey eyes for a moment. “Nox.” You were back in the dark but you could still barely see the smirk he had. You leaned forward and your lips connected.