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snowyquokka · 1 year ago
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hyung line finds your “fantasy” books
cw: mature themes MDNI, basically just them teasing, gn!reader
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milkteabinniechan · 1 year ago
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♡pink satin - minho
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Bf! Minho solo x afab reader ☕|m.list
warnings: masturbation, pillow fucking, slight angst, slight degradation
Minho was bored. And not just the basic boredom that comes with a dull day. No, Minho was excruciatingly, unapologetically, desperately bored. He stared at the ceiling and contemplated calling you. The fight between the two of you was still fresh and new. New enough that he knew better than to try to contact you. The argument was over something petty. Minho knew he should have already apologized by now, but he was stubborn. Almost as stubborn as you were. 
He drug his hands down over his face and let out an exacerbated sigh. His head fell to the side and he saw your pillow laying next to him. Pink satin pillowcase. Such a princess, he thought. 
Minho took one hand to the pillow and gripped it softly, just how you liked it. He missed you. He missed your smell, he missed your taste. God, he even missed the way you yelled at him. Something about your voice hitched up to a higher tone made the blood rush to his dick every time. 
“You’re turned on by this?! We’re fighting!” you’d say. And Minho would respond with a smug can’t help it, babe.
Which was the truth, he really couldn’t help it. The was you’d look when you’re flustered, your face turning red, biting your lip in frustration. You just looked so goddamn cute, he was powerless against you
Minho turned on his side and continued to stroke the soft satin. The gentle fabric against his fingertips caused a sudden pulse in his boxer shorts. He glanced down at his groin, the back at the pillow next to him. He shrugged and let out a firm what the hell? before propping himself up on his knees, already pulling down his boxer shorts just enough that his semi-hard shaft starting to push its way out. He strongly tugged at the silk lined pillow and positioned it in between his open thighs. He lifted himself up just enough to tuck the pillow halfway beneath him. 
Minho smirked at the sight of your soft, pink pillow underneath his cock and balls. This certainly wasn't his first time grinding onto something smooth and plush like this. This was, however, the first time he had ever used something of yours. What would you think of him? What if you came home right now and saw him in such a predicament? The thought drove him wild. He threw his head back and began to move his hips back and forth at a slow and even pace. Lazily he let his ever-growing cock slide across the supple fabric of the pillow. His tip began to tingle and leak but Minho continued his pace, unhurried.
But soon the listless pace became too much and he could feel the heat from inside urging him to push harder, to go deeper. Minho bucked his hips and sprang into a rutting motion. His body launched into a rhythm that he no longer had control over. His mind was taking a backseat to what his cock wanted to do. His body jerked forward and both his hands gripped the pillow for more leverage. Grunts and groans were bouncing off the walls of the bedroom you shared as Minho began to reach his climax.
Take it. Take it. Yes, like that. Come on, princess, I know you can do it. Take. it. All.
Minho moaned under his breath. The words like a mantra as he persisted, his hips fully rutting and crushing into the mattress now. 
His orgasm poured out of him mercilessly. The pink satin now drenched in the mess he had made. Minho fell back onto the mattress and let out a sigh of relief. He chuckled to himself at how out of control he had gotten over a simple pillow. Then he saw the stained mess he had left.
“I’ll buy them a new one.”
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violetsiren90 · 8 months ago
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today is so depressing and scary and I was wondering if I could request some binnie gurt and comfort with the couple from the light in your eyes? ty in advance and take care ❤‍🩹
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Pairing: Changbin/Reader (gender not mentioned, but this does reference the Light of Your Eyes couple)
Genre: drabble; established relationship; hurt/comfort
Summary: Sometimes everything is wrong...everything but him.
Content warnings: PG for content, but all my work is 18+ (minors, DNI); descriptions of feelings of deep unhappiness; implied dissociation; emotional catharsis; tears; hugs and being HELD 🥺❤
Word Count: ~500
Author's Note: Here you are, Anon! Today is indeed bleak, and I hope this helps even a tiny bit. Please take care of yourself, my friend.
Precious readers and moots: If any of you find yourself feeling hurt, despondent, and unsafe and need someone to turn to, please feel free to message me or send me an ask. Don't let anyone or anything induce you to doubt that you are so incredibly deserving of being seen and held.
You, each and every one of you, are so loved and worthy of it. 🧜💜
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It’s not raining - in fact, there’s not a cloud in the sky. The autumn air is crisp and clear and the leaves hang brightly and decadently on the branches of the trees as you stand at your own front door. You can feel your features tugging downward in dejection, your body aching and shivering with the deep sort of unhappiness that feels like a chill as you hesitate to take your misery over the threshold.
It's not raining, but it should be. Pouring. Thunder rumbling somewhere afar as you stand in the torrent. Then at least it would feel right, and maybe you would feel like you belonged in that body, standing in that place instead of whatever this is - with the sunshine and the calls of the migrating geese.
Your lip trembles and your heart hammers with the adrenaline of anger and pain...
And then you remember.
He’d asked you not to do this to yourself, said that he wanted it. To share it.
So you curse at the sun and the gentle breeze and turn your key in the lock.
“Bin?” You call instantly, desperately, kicking off your shoes and tossing away your bag.
“Bin!” You drop your coat in the hall as your legs carry you with stumbling steps to his home studio.
When you open the door, he’s already halfway out of his chair with his headphones around his neck, dark lovely eyes wide behind his black-rimmed glasses, and when you reach for him he sinks back down and pulls you over his lap.
Strong arms circle your waist as his head tilts against yours where you press your face into the crook of his neck.
One of his hands splays over your back as he rubs it in wide, soothing circles. He doesn’t ask you what’s wrong, that will come later. Right now he holds you.
Some wrongs can’t be righted. Not by you. Life can be terribly unfair. It can be downright cruel. But you can be afraid and angry and confused and sad…and in his arms.
Releasing a breath you hadn’t realized you’d been holding, your tears silently begin to fall.
He kisses into your hair.
His body is sturdy and soft and you breathe in cologne and detergent and the scent of his skin and you feel his chest expand and contract, silently beckoning your own to match its steady pace where you're pressed against him.
His presence washes over you and draws you in - deeper, softer. Safer.
Safe. Held. Of nothing required.
One of your hands slides up to tangle your fingers in the dark curls at the back of his head.
And then you’re not wishing for rain anymore. The warmth and peace feel like they belong to you - to your body, to your soul - even in your grief.
“I love you,” comes his gentle, deep murmur.
Not in placation, but in promise.
When you find your words again you’ll whisper those three in return, as you always do. But until then, and in every moment hideous or lovely thereafter, you’ll reach for Changbin, and he will hold you.
-Fin-
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coupsie-daisies · 11 months ago
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Kinktober '23: Public Sex | Han Jisung
Pairing: Han Jisung x GN!Reader
Genre: Smut (minors DO NOT interact), established relationship
Summary: Jisung invited his partner to a performance of his group, but he wasn't expecting them to dress up for him. Who could blame him for needing them right then and there?
WC: 1.5k
Warnings: public sex, dry humping, ass grinding, cum marking, reader is wearing a skirt. All things considered, it's pretty tame
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This was all Han Jisung's fault, he knew that himself. He was the one with the prettiest partner known to man. He was the one who invited them backstage at the music show that he and the boys were performing at. And it was his fault for being down so astronomically bad that just the sight of them wearing that cute little skirt had him hard in his pants. On stage and everything.
You, on the other hand, were completely innocent in the matter. Sure, you'd worn Jisung's favorite skirt but that was because it went so well with the top you'd gotten for the concert, an outfit meant to match one of his stage fits. It wasn't anything that any other fan wouldn't have done. Even if the skirt was a little short and flashed your ass if you moved too carelessly. And even if you knew that Jeongin had caught a glimpse of your panties on more than one occasion before they went on. No, you had nothing but the purest intentions.
When Jisung came off stage, he was sweaty, hair sticking to his forehead and face flushed from the exertion. You beamed at him, smile so brought and adoring.
"You guys were amazing." You insisted, leaning to kiss him. He melted against your lips, passing his mic off to a staff member and gripping at your hips to pull you closer. You were hyper aware of his members scoffing and teasing him for being obsessed with you, but it was hard to think about that when his tongue was sliding past your lips and pressing against yours, stealing your breath.
"Sungie," You whined against his lips until he finally put a bit of space between you. His eyes were dark, and you could feel his length pressing against you where he pulled your hips towards his. "There's people,"
Your words were barely a whisper, and he nearly pouted. Damn all of these people for being in his way. His members had gone off to their changing room as usual, so it was just staff milling around. He slid his hand into yours, pulling you away, down a hall and around a corner, weaving through halls until you were far enough away that you could only barely hear the bustling of everyone.
Jisung crowded you against the wall, his lips descending onto your neck and latching onto the soft skin. You whined, gripping at his shirt with one hand, and his hair with the other. He sucked on the spot, teeth grazing and pulling at your skin until he was satisfied with the mark blooming there. His. He needed to make sure that was clear.
"What's gotten into you?" You asked, half giggling at his behavior. Your boyfriend was obsessed with you, and you were obsessed with him, it was a mutual exchange for the both of you, but he could - much to your own surprise - generally keep himself in check better than this.
"You look so pretty, baby." He praised, kissing you again, lips hungry and harsh against yours, fast enough that you could barely keep up. His hands slid up your sides, pushing under your shirt and making it ride up your stomach. "Needed to feel you so bad."
You tipped your head back, letting him kiss down your neck, down the heavy dip of your shirt, and then back up again. He took his time, fingers tracing up to push your shirt over your chest. You gasped softly, hand flying up to cover your mouth.
You nudged him back with your elbow, moving to tug your shirt back down.
"There's people, Ji. We'll get caught."
He shook his head, pushing your clothes out of the way until he could latch his mouth over one of your nipples. You squirmed, biting back a moan.
"No they won't, baby. Just gotta keep quiet. Gonna be so fast and then I can take you home. Just need you first, have to have you now." He leaned down, suckling at your nipple again, his hands pressing you firmly against the wall as you writhed under the attention. Then he switched to the other, giving it the same attention until they were both pebbled so pretty and glistening with his spit.
You felt vulnerable, mostly because you were, but you'd be lying if you said that it wasn't doing anything for you. You were aching for his touch, desire burning in the pit of your stomach as he continued to kiss down your stomach. Then he stood up straight, pulling away and using his grip on your hips to turn you around.
He pushed your front against the wall, listening to the whimper you let out when your nipples dragged against the cold wall. He pulled your ass back towards him, flipping your skirt up to expose your panty clad ass. He reached down, kneading the flesh and tugging your panties up until they slid between your cheeks, exposing even more of you to his prying eyes.
"Fucking look at you. All mine." He slapped your ass hard, your knees nearly buckling as you jerked away from it, and the sound feeling loud enough in the quiet corridor to deafen you. You felt another wave of arousal at the knowledge that someone could walk around the corner at any moment to find one of their star idols defiling you like you were nothing right there in the hall.
"Jisung, please," You whined, looking back over your shoulder at him. He pulled his shirt up, exposing his toned stomach and undid his pants. He pushed them down enough to expose his aching cock to the cool air. He hissed, reaching around you and holding out his palm. You obediently spit into it, and then he did the same, using it to slick up his cock with slow, deliberate tugs. You whined, wiggling back at him, and in return he slapped your ass again.
"Calm down, baby, I'm coming." He promised. He crowded closer to you, guiding his length under the soft material of your panties, the length of his dick sliding against your ass, and you hummed in satisfaction. You weren't greedy, after all, you just wanted to feel him, and this had been one of Jisung's favorite ways to get off for as long as the two of you had been together.
He rutted forward, fucking his cock against your ass, your cheeks hugging his length and making him grunt against your shoulder. He knew he needed to be fast, no matter how much the idea turned him on, he wasn't sure he wanted the two of you to be caught in a position like this.
"Sungie," You whined, dragging his hand down your side, pushing it under your skirt to play with you. He listened without hesitation, skilled fingers working you up in perfect time with his frantic thrusts until the both of you were barely hanging in. You twisted around to sloppily press your lips to his, letting your tongues meet and hush the gasping whines that were slipping out between the two of you.
He pulled you closer with a tight grip around your waist, his hips stuttering against your ass and your legs shaking as he unflinchingly drove you to your orgasm. Your fingertips dragged against the wall, clinging to it like a lifeline to keep you from collapsing under his touch. The broken, choked back moan of his name that you let out was too much for Jisung. Before you knew it, he was spilling his load along your ass, soaking your panties in his seed and hissing as he pulled away from you. It was sticky and wet and almost too warm as you came back to your senses, but the knowledge that he had been driven so crazy by you that he'd had to mark you immediately was enough to make you not care about the way it was probably going to soak through your pretty skirt.
"We should go back," You said, turning around to kiss him again. He hummed against your lips, possessive hands pulling at your waist and pinning you against the wall all over again. You gently pushed on his shoulders.
"I have to go home before everyone sees your cum on my ass." You said. "And we have to go before everyone starts wondering where their super ultra famous idol is at."
He blushed at your overly generous praise, but he nodded anyway.
"I'll meet you in the back and we can go home. Knowing you're covered in my cum is gonna make me hard again." He dropped his head against your shoulder, and you giggled, pushing him off of you one more time.
"Go. Tell the boys I said they did great, by the way. Didn't get a chance before you defiled me in the middle of the venue."
He grinned, all too proud of himself for getting you in such a precarious position, and even more proud that at the end of the day, he got to take take you home and do it all over again in the comfort of your shared apartment. Who could really blame him for being whipped over his absolutely perfect partner?
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2baabbies · 11 months ago
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🖤 Holding Back from You (hyunchanlix x reader part 3; stray kids x reader)
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Crossposted under 2Babbies on Ao3 <3
Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4 (WIP)
Pairings: established hyunchanlixreader, established background minsung, slight references to past hyunebini?
Words: 16220
Summary: Holding back from you is never easy for Chan. You and your boyfriends are aware of this fact when Chan suggests switching your dynamic and trying a new kink, hoping it might help him destress. You expect a challenge, but you, Felix, and Hyunjin are happy to try anything if it means helping your overworked boyfriend. (song quote and fic title are from Taylor Swift’s ‘Dress’)
Fluff + Smut + Humour + Slight Angst/Comfort
afab+fem!reader
CWs: nsfw, cringe jokes I’m sorry, insecure/burnt out chan, insults/swearing at each other (but with love), drinking alcohol (it’s wine babes; no dubcon they’re not even drunk), crying during sex, “tough love” treatment (might seem mean idk), gratuitous pet names, uhh this fic ended up being hyunchan focused but felix is loved too I promise 🫶🏻
Smut Tags: pegging, mommy/daddy kink (but like, not who you would expect?), discussing kink/kink exploration, dom/sub dynamics (sub!felix trying to dom, dom!chan trying to sub, soft and mean dom!reader, switch!hyunjin), communication during sex, color system for safewords, teasing, begging, praise, slight degradation, chan and felix are a little bratty, some dumbification, choking and breathplay (chan), virginity roleplay (hyunjin), rough sex/manhandling (chan), anal fingering, overstim, dacryphilia?? (no one’s really getting off on it, chan just needs to cry his feels out), chair sex, aftercare (including hyunlix in the background), cunnilingus, unsafe/unprotected sex (this is fiction, don’t be like these fools)
Taglist: @bookswillfindyouaway @rixenluv
🔞 MINORS DNI 🔞
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‘I’m spilling wine in the bathtub
You kiss my face and we’re both drunk
Everyone thinks that they know us
But they know nothing about
All of this silence and patience, pining in anticipation
My hands are shaking from holding back from you’
The coziness of Chan’s bedroom is unlike anything you have ever experienced. While not quiet, it brings you a certain tranquility that you have never quite been able to capture on your own. The downtime you spend in this room with your boyfriends has turned into little fragments of your own personal Heaven. You look forward to every second you can steal with them between their busy schedules. You are all together now, crammed into Chan’s bed with only the purple lights on the wall to illuminate you. Music is playing in the background, instrumental tracks Chan arranged himself. You recognize some of them as being released songs, and some are still only demos. Waiting for Chan to perfect them and release them to your beloved Stays.
Felix is closest to you, letting you use his chest as a pillow. His brow is furrowed as he reads something on his phone. You could turn your head and easily see his screen, but you are too tired to care. Chan is curled up on his other side, his nose brushing Felix’s shoulder as he mumbles tiredly. His cheek is smushed into the pillow and he is wearing his exhaustion, his face puffier from lack of sleep because of the upcoming album. Hyunjin is spooning him from behind, littering kisses onto his neck and shoulder as they chat drowsily. Their legs are tangled together, and Hyunjin is rubbing soothing circles over Chan’s stomach under his shirt. You are not fully listening to their whispered conversation, but you can see Chan’s playful smile and the slight quirk to Hyunjin’s pouty lips.
Felix speaks and rumbles your ear over his chest, “I don’t know how people only adopt one cat…”
“Stop looking at cats,” Hyunjin orders.
“But this one is named Sprinkle and she has a sister named Cupcake…”
“Baby,” You whisper, “You’re just gonna make yourself sad. You know you can’t adopt a kitten right now.”
“I could…”
Chan chuckles. You hear clattering and shouting in the kitchen as Jisung and Changbin begin to argue over something.
“I don’t think you should subject an animal to our chaos. It’s bad enough y/n has to deal with it.”
Hyunjin raises his head to frown at Chan.
“Are you comparing our girlfriend to a pet?”
“No,” Chan mutters.
“Meow,” You offer.
“She’s certainly as cute as a kitten,” Felix says.
“Am I?”
You flutter your eyelashes and Hyunjin sighs dreamily, nestling back into his spot with Chan.
“Yeah, my kitten,” Felix replies.
“I’ll be your kitten.”
“Discord kitten?”
Felix smirks at you and Hyunjin groans.
“Ugh, you ruined it.”
Chan snorts as you move to straddle Felix’s lap. Small hands come to rest on your back as you nuzzle your noses together.
“Anything for you, daddy.”
“No,” Hyunjin whines, “Don’t enable him.”
Felix tilts his head, his eyes glinting dangerously.
“Anything?”
Chan smacks your bottom, making you squeak and squirm in Felix’s lap.
“Be good, you two.”
“I didn’t do anything,” You whine, pouting at Felix.
Felix hums and squeezes your plush flesh where Chan had hit you.
“Poor kitten, he’s so mean to you.”
He, rather shamelessly, gropes your backside. You huff and reach back to grab his hands, halting his actions.
“Stop feeling me up.”
“You feel so good, though. I should make you my new stress ball.”
“Ugh, that’s the worst thing you’ve ever said!”
You move his hands up your back as they all laugh at your disappointment. You slump forward and Felix pulls you closer. He pecks a chaste kiss to the top of your head, a peace offering after his mischievous behavior. There is a long pause, a heavy silence that falls over the four of you. It is the kind of silence that usually melds into more silence, and leaves you feeling assured that there is nothing left unsaid. Today the silence does not carry on. You hear a sharp inhale from Chan before he quietly begins another conversation.
“I want to do something.”
“Like what?” Hyunjin replies.
“Like… a kink thing.”
“Right now?” Felix questions.
Chan is already flushed, but he quickly dissolves into a flustered mess at the bold assumption.
“N-Not now… Just… sometime soon, maybe…”
“What is it?” You ask.
The amount of kink exploration you and Chan had done together was not entirely extensive, but you thought you knew all of his preferences and aversions. The line for comfort was still vague in your relationships with Felix and Hyunjin though. Sure, you had established your boundaries at the start of sleeping together, but you were lovers now and were exploring uncharted territory. You can see Chan’s hesitation to continue, and his cautious glance at the bedroom door to ensure the others would not hear his soft confession.
“It’s, um… I’ve just been thinking of like… d-daddy kink stuff.”
You smile fondly at the nervous pitch in Chan’s tone. It is understandable why he would hesitate to bring it up; your group had only ever used ‘daddy’ as a joke. It was a bit of a joke to Chan himself, but you are suspecting now there was some truth behind his façade of mocking it.
“Oh?” Felix prompts, instantly intrigued by the suggestion.
Hyunjin nuzzles Chan’s neck and mumbles, “Oh, that’s not so bad. You’re so anxious, I thought you wanted to try something really extreme. Like, a car battery hooked to your nipples or something.”
You burst out laughing at Hyunjin’s chaotic remark and Felix stares at him, bewildered at what he just said. Chan is still in his own head, and still on course to ramble an explanation for himself.
“B-But not like the usual way. Like the opposite way.”
“What do you mean?” Hyunjin asks.
“L-Like, you don’t call me daddy. I call you daddy… o-o-or m-mommy- whatever you prefer… I think i-it might help me destress. But if it sounds like too much it’s fine, I just want to talk about it a bit- we don’t have to do anything.”
There is a pause that makes Chan hide his face in the crook of Felix’s neck. Felix pecks the top of his head while you give him a patient pat on the arm.
“Chan, do you want to bottom?” Felix eventually asks.
You have to laugh at the abruptness of it, and try to stifle it with your hand when Chan nods shyly into his shoulder. Hyunjin tsks and leaves a butterfly kiss on Chan’s shoulder as he murmurs:
“That’s what you’re nervous about? What, you think Felix and I can’t top you?”
“N-No, I just… I’m always domming everyone, so like… I didn’t want you to be disappointed.”
“Oh, Channie,” You coo.
“We wouldn’t be disappointed,” Felix assures, “And we’re happy to switch things up for you. Whoever you need, we want to make you feel good.”
Hyunjin hums in agreement.
“You always do it for us. Felix and I can manage to switch it up for you.”
You pout.
“What about me? Is pegging not on the table?”
Chan snickers and peeks up as you straighten in Felix’s lap and cross your arms. The youngest stares in confusion, only slightly less offended by your outburst than when Hyunjin brought up the car battery. Hyunjin in turn looks mildly perturbed.
“Since when do you peg us?” He asks.
“Since- whenever- I’ve pegged Channie before.”
“When?”
“I don’t know! A while ago!”
“You never peg me!”
“You never asked!”
“Alright, alright,” Felix interrupts, “Let’s put a pin in this. This is about Chan right now. We’ll come back to pegging later.”
Chan is laughing hysterically at you and Hyunjin as you throw your arms up in frustration. Your boyfriend glares softly in retaliation.
“We will be coming back to this,” Hyunjin asserts, “You were saying, Chan?”
Chan rolls onto his back, no longer hiding but still undeniably embarrassed by the conversation.
“Ah… I don’t like asking for what I want… I feel too… needy.”
“Do you know what you want?” You ask.
He shifts.
“Maybe…”
Hyunjin rests his head over Chan’s heart and lets one of his hands slip under the fabric covering his abs once again. Your mind gets sidetracked imagining Chan’s pattering heart, and how hot his flushed skin must be right now.
“You said you needed to destress,” Felix prompts, “Did you want us to treat it like a special occasion? Make it part of a selfcare day, or something?”
Chan strokes Hyunjin’s arm as he considers the option, then he nods hesitantly.
“Yeah, I think so… Um, it would be great if we were alone.”
“We can handle that,” Hyunjin assures, “We’ll make sure we have the house to ourselves.”
“Total privacy,” You reiterate, “No sneaking around. You’ll be able to fully let go.”
Chan swallows as he nods at the promise.
“Right.”
“Anything else, Channie?” Felix invites.
“No… I just want to make sure you’re all okay with it. If it’s too weird we don’t have to do it.”
“I’m into it,” You reply.
“Yeah, I’d be good with trying it,” Felix agrees.
“It’s not too weird, baby. We’re all comfortable, what’s important is that you’re ready to trust us,” Hyunjin says.
“I am… It’s just so hard for me to calm down lately. I-If there’s something you can do to make me relax before we try it, I think it would help a lot.”
“We’ll take care of you, Channie,” You purr, caressing his cheek, “We’ll be gentle with you. You’ll love it, I promise.”
“Thank you…”
“Just let us take care of it,” Hyunjin adds, “You can just sit back and look pretty.”
“Ah… You know that’s not always one of my strengths…”
“You can do it,” Felix insists, “You’ve got the looking pretty part mastered already.”
Chan shakes his head, then whines when Hyunjin tucks his face into his neck and begins littering kisses there.
“Channie you’re so cute, what do you mean?”
“A-Ah, I dunno…”
He squirms from the attention Hyunjin is giving him. Your head perks up as Jisung enters the room.
“Yo, what are you guys doing?”
“Talking about pegging,” You answer nonchalantly.
Felix chokes while Hyunjin stops his assault on Chan’s neck to sit up and point at you.
“We will be talking about it. Prepare yourself.”
“Okay.”
“I’m serious.”
Jisung clicks his tongue.
“Well, alright. Supper is ready, you sexy freaks. Come get it before Bin eats it all.”
Hyunjin leaves one last kiss on Chan’s cheek before scooting off the bed. Chan makes a show of wiping his neck and face clean before the three of you follow your boyfriend out of the room.
It is later that same week that you, Felix, and Hyunjin put your plan into action. Chan is preoccupied in his bedroom, headphones on as he works away at his laptop. You peek in his doorway, noting his comfy sweats and the large black hoodie he threw on before resigning himself to editing his newest tracks. He does not notice you, too immersed in his work, so you find your other boyfriends in Hyunjin’s room and give them a thumbs up.
“He’s very stressed.”
Felix snorts.
“Why did that get a thumbs up?”
“Because this would be the perfect time to help him destress?”
Hyunjin throws a mocking thumbs up.
“Our boyfriend is having a bad time.”
Felix follows suit.
“Our boyfriend has anxiety!”
“Okay, dicks.”
You are still smiling despite their jokes. They meet you in the doorway, and Felix nods down the hall.
“I’ll take care of Han, if you two can get rid of Bin?”
“Can do,” Hyunjin whispers.
He follows your lead to the kitchen, where Changbin is making a snack. Hyunjin quietly leans against the counter, failing to look casual as he poses suavely. You roll your eyes at his shenanigans and clear your throat before speaking up.
“Hey, Bin.”
Changbin looks over his shoulder, assesses Hyunjin’s pose, then nods at you.
“Oh, hey.”
“What are you up to?”
“Just going to eat something then head to the gym for a bit. You?”
You smirk at Hyunjin as he tries to lounge against the counter, and instead accidentally knocks over a metal bowl that loudly clangs when it hits the floor. Changbin slowly turns, his brow gently furrowed as Hyunjin scrambles to tidy it up.
“We’re, uh,” Hyunjin clears his throat, “We’re just gonna hang out here.”
“Oh yeah? Doing what?”
Changbin smiles innocently, but you see a knowing glint in his eyes when Hyunjin blushes at the question.
“You know. Doing something special together.”
“Something sexy?”
Hyunjin sputters.
“Maybe,” You tease.
“And you didn’t invite me?”
You cock your eyebrow up and look at Hyunjin, who falters before responding, “I didn’t know… You’d be into it…”
Changbin rolls his eyes.
“Well, you know, I’m open-minded?”
You giggle as Hyunjin covers his face and Changbin casually begins packing up his snack.
“Well, Bin, why don’t we talk about it sometime? Maybe then we’ll ask you to join us?” You offer.
Changbin keeps his back to you, but you can see the tips of his ears reddening.
“U-Um, it’s okay…”
Hyunjin tilts his head as Changbin finishes and steps past you swiftly, his head lowered to hide his flushed cheeks.
“I’ll, uh, spend some extra time at the gym. Stay out of your way.”
“You may want to catch a movie after that. Just to be safe,” You suggest playfully.
“Ah. Understood.”
Jisung leans in the doorway with his overnight bag as Changbin exits, and calls after him:
“Min’s on his way, if you want a drive. And, you know, somewhere to sleep for the night.”
“Yeah, I’ll be ready in a second.”
Jisung faces you and Hyunjin then shakes his head.
“Sexy freaks.”
“Takes one to know one,” Hyunjin shoots back.
Jisung grins and blows him a kiss before walking away.
Once Changbin and Jisung have left, you and Felix take on the task of separating Chan from his laptop while Hyunjin takes care of other matters. You enter Chan’s room carefully. He is on the floor now, back supported against his bed as he listens to his work. You can see him replaying the track on loop, brow furrowed as he searches for the missing piece. Felix kneels on the bed, drawing Chan’s attention as he feels the shift behind him. He looks over his shoulder and smiles, pulling down his headphones to hear you.
“Hey.”
“Hi, baby,” You greet as you sit beside him.
Felix sits behind him and dances his fingers over his shoulders before finding a troublesome knot and working at it. You caress Chan’s arm and offer him a sympathetic smile as he sighs and slumps in his spot.
“Tired?” Felix asks.
“No… just frustrated…”
You slide your hand over to rub his chest, your gaze softening as his eyebrows pinch.
“Ready for a break?” You suggest.
“Um… maybe a short one.”
He notes the silent agreement that happens when you and Felix lock eyes.
“Ah.”
“Channie,” Felix begins, as you slowly close his laptop and pull it from his lap, “This can wait until tomorrow, yeah?”
“U-Um, m’not sure…”
Felix is still working away his tension, humming softly to himself as he targets a particularly difficult spot. You feign disappointment, tsking in Chan’s ear before you gently catch his lobe between your teeth. He groans, lets you nip behind his jawline and tease his earrings with light flicks of your tongue.
“Please, Channie?”
“Mhm, well…”
You leave his side, hiding his laptop in his dresser drawer as Felix speaks in his ear.
“You deserve a break. Come on, let’s go.”
Chan offers little protest, he knows how futile it is at this point. When he stands you return to his side and take his hands, guiding him to follow you down the hall. Felix follows close behind. He loops his arms around Chan’s middle and pecks the back of his head with each step. You lead Chan to the bathroom, where Hyunjin has been hard at work.
A steamy bubble bath is waiting for Chan when you enter. Hyunjin is changing through playlists on his phone, stuck on making a decision when the three of you enter. He is wearing nothing but a pair of black silk pajama pants, giving you clear view of his muscled upper body and a not so subtle peek at the outline of his cock under the fabric. Chan pauses to drink him in before shyly looking away.
“You didn’t have to do all this… for me…”
“Oh trust, there’s more,” Felix sings.
You tug gently at the bottom of Chan’s sweater and kiss his shoulder.
“Strip down, baby. We have lots planned for you.”
“Oh, I forgot,” Hyunjin curses himself, “Hold on.”
He decides on a playlist and breezes out of the room while Chan pulls off his sweater. He chuckles when Felix snaps the band of his sweats.
“Don’t wait on him. Get to it, please.”
“Wow, bossy.”
“I said please.”
Chan obliges, strips himself down and eases himself into the tub with a giggle when you take his hand and help him in. You kiss the top of his head as Felix undresses, then comes to sit behind him in the water. They settle in and you perch on the edge of the tub to admire them when Hyunjin returns. He holds an open bottle of wine and two nice glasses between his fingers.
“Oh, Jin,” Chan protests, “Don’t waste your good stuff on me.”
Hyunjin gapes.
“It would not be a waste, and I decide what occasions are worth my wine.”
You roll your eyes.
“He means: this moment is special and we thought a glass might mellow you out. But if you don’t want it, or you don’t want us to drink, we can save it for another time.”
Chan chuckles.
“No, wine is good. I’ll have some. It, uh, still feels a bit excessive to bring it out just for me.”
“Just for you,” Felix breathes as he bunches his hair in one hand and reaches the other out to Hyunjin, “You’re adorably humble sometimes, you know, Chris?”
Hyunjin hands him a hair tie then gives you and Chan the two glasses of wine. Chan only blushes and takes a sip to avoid the compliment, while you inspect the maroon liquid sloshing around in your glass.
“Candles,” Hyunjin announces, speaking his thoughts, “It’s time for candles.”
Chan laughs as Hyunjin leaves the room again. You take a sip of your glass then hand it off to Felix, who takes a generous swig before smacking a wet kiss to Chan’s shoulder blade.
“Relax, babe. Lean back a bit. I’ve got you.”
Chan lets out a dramatic little sigh but obeys the order. He lets Felix pull him so his head is resting in his shoulder, and so he sinks more into the water. Felix’s arm wraps tight around his middle. Chan leaves his wine glass on the edge of the tub, and lets himself unwind a little more. You giggle when Felix tilts his head back to take another sip, then nuzzles his nose into Chan’s hair.
“You’re overdue for a good break.”
Chan sighs.
“Seems that way…”
Hyunjin enters the room again with a flourish, dropping a handful of pretty candles on the sink and brandishing a lighter. Chan pinches the bridge of his nose but stifles his complaints. You gather some bubbles from the water and teasingly blow them at Hyunjin. He whips around and flicks the lighter in your direction, three times, until it catches.
“Hey!”
“No,” Chan scolds, “Please, no.”
“We’re supposed to be helping Chan relax,” Felix adds, “What the hell guys?”
“Don’t bring bubbles to a lighter fight,” Hyunjin defends.
“Don’t light your girlfriend on fire,” You argue.
Hyunjin lights the candles and casts a glance at you over his shoulder.
“Aren’t you going to get changed?”
“Oh, right. I just wore it under my pjs.”
Chan’s eyebrow lilts slightly.
“‘It?’”
You stand and pull off your top, revealing the bra of your lingerie set. You grin as you catch their attention, Hyunjin even pauses for a moment to give you an once over before continuing his candle lighting. You shimmy your bottoms off and fluff the skirt as it comes untucked. The black satin set is a one-piece, with lace details along the sides. The top is secured in the front with a large bow of ribbon, and tied around your waist is the silky skirt giving the illusion of a dress. You do a little spin and pose as Chan’s hungry eyes take you in.
“Baby, how long were you hiding that from us?”
“Wasn’t a secret for Jinnie or Lix. Look, we match,” You say, tugging at Hyunjin’s pants and gesturing to your own fabric.
“You do. You look lovely.”
“You like it, baby?”
“I do.”
“Good,” Hyunjin purrs as he sets some of the candles on the corner of the tub, “We got something for you as well.”
Felix interrupts Chan as he opens his mouth:
“Don’t say we shouldn’t have. You deserve it, and it’s a treat for us too.”
Chan smiles wryly and responds, “I’m looking forward to it.”
“Good answer,” Felix whispers.
“Now,” Hyunjin states when he finishes arranging the candles to his liking, “I have some things to finish setting up in my bedroom. I’ll leave you with our darlings to get nice and relaxed, and I’ll come get you when it’s ready. Deal?”
Hyunjin leans down to share a sweet kiss with Chan, who hums in agreement. Hyunjin rests one hand on his chest, then lets it wander up to his shoulder.
“Oh, Channie, you’re still so tense. Why don’t you let Lixie massage that out, hm?”
“Ah, o-okay.”
Hyunjin smiles and takes his leave, turning off the lights as he exits the room. The candles are all that remain to dimly illuminate the space. Felix takes another sip of his wine before handing the glass back to you. You take a seat on the edge of the tub and cross your legs, then prop yourself up with an arm behind you as you watch the two of them. Felix cracks his knuckles and hums in thought as his palms slide over Chan’s shoulders.
“Let’s see, where should I start? What’s sore, baby?”
“Honestly, everywhere is.”
Felix chuckles.
“Oh, well I’ll just start here… and then I’ll make my way everywhere else, hm? Sound good?”
Chan laughs breathlessly and nods.
“Yeah… Thank you.”
“Don’t need to thank me.”
Felix begins his careful but firm massage of Chan’s muscles. He is diligent in the task, only pausing to peck kisses and murmur sweet praises with each knot he works through. Chan’s brow furrows a bit, and he cannot help the little moans and grunts that Felix draws with his deft hands. You leisurely sip your wine and watch them over the glass, locking eyes with Chan as he melts from the attention.
“Drink your wine, honey,” You instruct gently.
Chan’s eyelids flutter and he nods as he picks up the glass and shakily brings it to his lips. You can see his composure cracking as Felix successfully works out the weeks of stress that have literally been weighing on his shoulders. You tilt your head as Chan sighs softly and lets his head fall back on Felix’s shoulder. Felix takes the opportunity to kiss his neck, and smiles into it as Chan groans.
“Feel better?” You ask.
“M’yeah.”
Felix slides his hands around his middle and tentatively squeezes his chest. You giggle as one of his hands slips down to prod at his ribs, while the other cups over his heart.
“Felix.”
“Yes?”
“Stop grabbing me there.”
Felix slides his hands down, but still dances his fingers teasingly over Chan’s sides.
“You don’t like it? You have such pretty tits Chan.”
You wear a satisfied smile when Chan flushes, rosy from his face all the way down his torso where his lower half disappears into the soapy water. He goes to take another sip of his drink and squirms when Felix begins tracing the lines of his abdomen.
“So, so, pretty Channie.”
“Mhm.”
“Don’t you agree?”
Chan looks expectantly at you, but you only cock your eyebrow.
“Answer him, lovely.”
“Oh,” Chan stutters, “U-Uh, I guess. If you think so.”
“Tch, baby,” Felix sighs in Chan’s ear, “You’re so perfect. I just want to hear you say it.”
Felix’s hands begin roaming lower, under the water. Chan’s breath hitches and his legs part on instinct. You can see Felix teasing him, ghosting his touch over his thighs and expertly avoiding Chan’s arousal. Felix continues:
“I want you to say it, Chan. Tell me how pretty you are, then I’ll give you what you want.”
Chan swallows thickly and looks at you. You gaze at him through your eyelashes as you lazily drop one of your hands into the water. You do the same as Felix, groping and lightly scratching the inside of his thigh then doing nothing more. 
“Don’t you want us to touch you, Chan?” You prompt.
Chan inhales deeply and turns his face to the side, unable to look at either of you as he considers the task.
“You’ll… touch… I just have to say it?”
“Just say it,” Felix assures, “And be a good boy. We’ll do whatever you ask.”
“A-Ah, okay,” Chan whispers, “Mh-Mhm, m’pretty…”
You laugh softly.
“Again, baby. Tell us more.”
“Hah… I don’t… Can’t…”
“Sure you can,” Felix teases, “You always say it to us. Certainly, you can say it about yourself?”
Chan shakes his head.
“Mhm…”
“‘Channie is so, so, pretty,’” You purr, “Can you repeat that? Say it nice and loud for us?”
You pat his leg and retract your hand from the water. Chan whimpers and ducks his head, squeezing his eyes shut when you grab his chin and tilt his head up again.
“Ch-Channie’s… S-So pret-ty…”
“Good boy,” You coo.
Chan huffs as Felix’s hands remain unmoving.
“Y-You’re not seriously going to make me say it again?”
Felix grins.
“Of course not, that was perfect.”
“Th-then why-”
“I told you, we’ll do what you ask. I haven’t heard you ask for it.”
“Felix, please, touch me.”
Chan jolts as Felix fulfills his request. His hips buck as Felix strokes his length, making him fill out in his hand. He groans as Felix grabs his hips and pulls him flush against him.
“You like that?”
“M-Mhm.”
You watch the smirk grow on Felix’s face before he whispers, “Yeah? Tell daddy how much you like it.”
“Oh, fuck,” Chan gasps.
His wine glass topples, and you catch it before it can shatter on the porcelain. This does not save the contents from spilling into the tub, red swirling in the soapy water. Chan shudders and watches it through his lashes as Felix kisses up his neck. You set the empty glass aside and sip your wine.
“I’m waiting,” Felix insists.
Chan groans.
“I like it, Lix. Feels good.”
“Hm? Again?”
Chan curses under his breath at the torturous rhythm enveloping his cock.
“Lix- d-daddy- I like it.”
His body quivers when you grab his chin and tilt his head up to face you.
“Spilled your wine, baby.”
“I-I know, m’sorry.”
“It’s okay, I can share.”
You lovingly brush away a stray hair curling against his forehead. You take a mouthful of wine then lean in to kiss Chan. He moans and returns it eagerly, allowing some of the drink to seep from the corner of his lips. You can feel it run down his chin, and catch his wrist when he reaches up to wipe it away. You draw back with a teasing smile as the red drips down his chest.
“You’re making a mess, honey.”
Chan is given no chance to consider his reply. Felix turns his head and licks his chin clean. Chan groans and watches Felix trail messy kisses down his chest to lap up the stray drops.
“Wow,” Hyunjin voices from the doorway, “Are you having fun?”
Chan whimpers as Felix paws at his chest. Hyunjin comes to stand behind you, leaning against the wall as he observes with you. You wordlessly hand him your glass to finish it off while you watch Chan’s reactions. He squirms when Felix laps at his nipple, then arches his back when Felix’s hands settle around his waist instead of jerking him off.
“Please… Pl-ease, Lix…”
Felix chuckles, a little meanly and looks up to study Chan’s fucked out expression.
“Learn some patience, baby.”
Felix threads his fingers in the dampened curls at the base of Chan’s neck and guides him into a kiss. Chan makes another pitiful sound and turns to meet him properly for it, caging Felix between his arms as he follows him up against the wall. For a second, you think he might try to take the lead, but Hyunjin spoils his plans by running a hand over his broad shoulders then pulling him away from Felix. Felix huffs and pinches his tongue between his teeth as he watches Hyunjin lean in to whisper in Chan’s ear.
“I’m sorry to interrupt, baby. It’s time to get out and see what else we have planned for you.”
Chan nods, sits back to give Felix space to get out of the bath. Hyunjin helps Felix out, giving you the opportunity to guide Chan closer to you. He rests his head against your side, then sinks down to nuzzle your thigh as you run your fingers through his hair. You loop your arm over his shoulder and give him a gentle pat.
“Good, baby?”
“Tired… and hard.”
You laugh and slide your hand to his chin to tilt his head up.
“We’ll take care of you. Don’t worry, sweetheart.”
Chan swallows and nods, eyes fluttering as you carefully close your grip around his throat. Felix smirks as he leaves in a towel, and Hyunjin begins the task of blowing out the candles.
“M’so lucky to have you,” Chan confesses, his eyes soft and searching as you gaze down at him in the dim light.
“We’re lucky to have you too, Chan. We wouldn’t have each other without you.”
He blinks slowly, his eyes glassy as your words settle in.
“It’s true,” Hyunjin agrees, “You’ve brought so much love into our lives. You’re amazing, Chan.”
You caress Chan’s cheek as he smiles bashfully.
“M’not… not that amazing…”
“Yes you are,” Hyunjin argues, “And we’re going to show you. Come here.”
Chan laughs as he extends his arms to Hyunjin, who guides him out of the water with a fond smile. He quickly hands him a fluffy towel and uses another to pat him dry. You ease up from your perch, setting Chan’s forgotten wine glass next to Hyunjin’s on the sink counter. When you turn back, Hyunjin and Chan are kissing. Chan’s arms are looped around his back, pulling him closer as their lips melt together. Hyunjin drops the towel he was holding then slides his hands up Chan’s front, before they settle on his broad shoulders. Slowly, they part and Hyunjin sighs. He takes Chan’s face in his hands and confirms his gaze before gently speaking.
“Are you okay? Still good?”
“Mhm, m’good.”
“We can stop whenever you need to, honey. Okay? We can just cuddle or take a break if you get tired.”
Chan nods.
“Thank you. I’ll let you know.”
Hyunjin grins.
“Let’s go, Lix is waiting for us.”
Chan catches your attention before leaving. You meet him for a sweet kiss then pat his bottom gently to usher him into the hall.
Felix is waiting in the bedroom when the three of you enter, playing on his phone. He is lounging in the middle of the bed, wearing the silk button-up that matches Hyunjin’s pants and a pair of boxers. The shirt is big, just barely covers his firm thighs and gives the illusion of nothing underneath when Felix shifts to sit up. He sets his phone aside and smirks when Chan pauses to take him in. You hear his sharp inhale and watch his eyes drink in every sliver of Felix’s skin not covered in the black fabric. Felix has left the top buttons undone to tease you all with a peek at his chest.
You giggle and push Chan toward the bed. He stumbles forward with a grunt, and lets you spin him around before he falls on the edge of the bed. He blinks up at you when you cup his cheeks, then shudders under your gaze. Felix moves in behind him, wraps his arms around his middle and pulls his back to his chest. Felix winks at you then teasingly pecks Chan’s ear.
“Mhm, how are you feeling?”
Chan swallows and responds gruffly.
“G-Good…”
Felix chuckles and lets his hands roam over Chan’s chest. Chan sighs and leans back, fully relaxing into Felix’s embrace. His head falls back into the crook of his arm as Felix cradles him gently and gazes down at him.
“You took so long to come in here. Did ya miss me?”
Chan’s eyes twinkle. In moments like this he would usually grin and respond with a flirty quip that would disarm Felix’s cockiness. This time his lip trembles before he whispers his response.
“Yes…”
Felix smiles and offers a sympathetic hum before kissing Chan’s forehead. Chan’s eyebrows pinch gently and he melts at the gesture. His fingers curl in the silk shirt and he lets his eyes flutter shut, pouting gently as Felix presses more lingering kisses over his face. You watch Hyunjin observe them before retrieving a gift box from beside the bed. You ease onto the bed beside them and rest your hand on Chan’s warm chest, feeling his erratic heartbeat. Chan whimpers when Felix finally kisses him deeply on his lips.
“Missed you too,” Felix murmurs, “My sweetheart.”
Chan takes a shuddery breath when Hyunjin straddles his lap. Felix leans back and lets Chan slump against him. Chan groans gently as Hyunjin leans forward and pecks his lips sweetly. Chan’s hazy eyes glance over the box when Hyunjin breaks away. You can see the protest forming in his mind before Hyunjin gently places his finger over his lips.
“My lovely boy,” Hyunjin purrs.
Chan moans softly and squeezes his eyes shut. He shivers and nods, encouraging Hyunjin to continue. Hyunjin smirks as Chan squirms beneath him in anticipation, and that delicious warmth creeps across his skin. Chan whines when you cup his chin and tease your thumb across his plush bottom lip.
“You’re such a good boy,” You whisper.
Hyunjin hums and grazes his hand against Chan’s cheek as he admires his embarrassed expression.
“Don’t you agree? Chan?”
Chan laughs softly as Felix’s hands begin roaming over his sides.
“Y-Yeah…”
Hyunjin slides his hand down to cup the back of Chan’s neck. His eyes finally flutter open, and his breath catches as your fingers slip through his hair.
“You’re going to be good for us?” Hyunjin continues.
Chan whimpers and jolts at the stimulation of all of your hands on him. He nods, exhaling a shaky breath as Hyunjin begins opening the box. Felix lovingly rubs his hand over Chan’s abs as Hyunjin pulls a black leather choker from the box. Chan shakily inhales as your hand caresses his flushed neck.
“Do you like it?” You ask softly.
Hyunjin takes his time unfastening the loop as Chan collects himself.
“I do…”
“It’s special, just for you,” Hyunjin murmurs.
Chan nods as Hyunjin gently fastens the choker around his neck. The leather connects at the front of the collar with a loose chain and a heart-shaped loop. Hyunjin hooks his finger into that loop with a soft smirk as Chan’s face burns from the attention.
“Suits you,” Felix whispers as he gently scratches his nails over Chan’s bare chest.
Chan makes a soft sound and looks up with loving eyes. Hyunjin pulls slowly, guiding Chan to straighten up as the collar tightens around his neck. Hyunjin teases him with a peck on the forehead and secures the chain between his fingers.
“You’re such a pretty boy,” Hyunjin praises, making Chan’s hips jump beneath him, “So pretty.”
“Yeah,” Chan breathes.
Hyunjin chuckles and keeps Chan in place as he tilts his head up to meet his gaze.
“Remember what I said?”
Chan blinks as he tries to form a response, a little dazed at the pressure around his neck.
“Mhn…”
“I promised to show you how amazing you are. Are you ready?”
“Yes, please.”
“So polite,” Hyunjin coos as he pecks his lips, “So good for mommy.”
Chan hesitates as he registers Hyunjin’s words. You and Felix smirk and move off the bed as Hyunjin grabs Chan’s shoulders and kisses him, shoving him onto the mattress in the process. Chan moans and grabs Hyunjin’s hips as they roll against his. He returns the kiss eagerly and lets out a muffled groan as Hyunjin tugs on the chain. Chan tenses for a few seconds then relaxes, writhing slowly and desperately moaning underneath Hyunjin. Hyunjin pulls back with a sigh as Chan pants heavily. Hyunjin attempts to move in again but pauses when Chan puts his hand on his chest. Hyunjin’s eyes widen and he swallows thickly.
“Are you okay? Was that too much?”
Chan laughs breathlessly.
“N-No- yeah, but- j-just need a second…”
Hyunjin hesitantly brushes a curl out of Chan’s face, visibly worried when Chan grasps his wrist. Chan ducks his flushed face and huffs softly. Hyunjin watches patiently as Chan wipes his free hand over his face, then his face dawns with realization.
“Oh…”
Chan mumbles something, causing you and Felix to gently move in to hear him.
“What was that, Chris?” Felix whispers, voice careful and sweet.
“I… came…”
“Oh,” You echo, grinning at Hyunjin as he suppresses a humble smile.
Chan huffs out a laugh as Felix pats his chest.
“I guess you liked it?”
“I-I wasn’t expecting… him to call himself…”
Hyunjin eases off Chan’s lap and gingerly removes his towel, carefully wiping him clean.
“Mommy?”
Chan shudders and nods. You guide his head to rest on your thigh and run your thumb over the bridge of his nose as he catches his breath. Hyunjin tosses the towel on the bed carelessly and leans back with a sigh, tangling his legs with Chan’s as he looks him over. 
Hyunjin smirks softly and murmurs, “Sorry I’m so sexy.”
“M’sorry…”
Felix frowns and braces his arms on either side of Chan, forcing his gaze.
“Why are you sorry?”
Chan covers his face with his hand, interrupting your soothing touch.
“I don’t know, I’m embarrassed…”
You pull his hand away so Felix can peck his forehead before assuring him.
“Don’t be, baby… You didn’t do anything wrong…”
Hyunjin gently strokes Chan’s leg with a fond smile, watching as Felix pecks kisses down to Chan’s chest and you lovingly trace his jawline. Chan is still flushed from all the attention, and looks up at you with a heavy gaze. You give him a reassuring smile and pet his cheek.
“Why don’t you take a little break?”
“I think that would be best…”
Hyunjin hums in agreement.
“We haven’t been very fair to you, have we? Is it too much attention, baby?”
Chan hums softly, nuzzling his cheek against your lap as Felix sits up.
“He deserves it, though,” Felix assures, smirking as Chan shakes his head, “Don’t worry, Chan. You’re still our good boy.”
Chan laughs shyly.
“Stop…”
You giggle and let him turn to hide his face in your skirt. Felix rubs his back and snuggles closer to him.
“Mhm, but Chris…”
“N-No ‘but Chris’, be good…”
“Daddy doesn’t have to be good.”
“Oh my god…”
“Okay,” You cut in, playfully pushing Felix away, “Don’t overwhelm him. Come here, baby.”
You lead Chan to rest his head in the pillows and tuck him under the blanket, all the while glaring softly at Felix as he smiles smugly and rolls his eyes. You smirk and kiss Chan’s temple as you pat his chest.
“Just relax, baby.”
Chan laughs softly and rubs your arm drowsily.
“I’m very relaxed.”
You turn to face Hyunjin and Felix, noting the shudder that runs through the former when your eyes flick between them. Hyunjin is fidgeting now, anxiously avoiding your gaze. You snap your fingers then beckon Felix closer, which makes him blink in surprise.
“Lix, Hyune and I have something to take care of. Can you cuddle Channie- and be good?”
Hyunjin shudders and watches Felix begrudgingly crawl up beside your boyfriend.
“I’m always good…”
Chan snorts when Felix collapses in his arms and happily nuzzles his neck.
“You’re a little monster,” Chan mumbles, eyelashes fluttering as Felix settles in against him.
“Well, you’re gay.”
Chan wheezes.
“Real mature…”
You pat Felix’s bottom and quip, “Says the one dressed like Winnie the Pooh.”
Chan and Hyunjin cackle as Felix bats you away, then pulls his shirt down to better cover his ass.
“Shut up and put your dick on.”
You giggle and step away from the bed, not without catching the perplexed look on Chan’s face and Hyunjin’s breathless chuckle.
“Oh, so… pegging?” Chan concludes.
Hyunjin flusters and falls forward on the bed, curling into a ball and hiding his face in the blanket.
“Don’t be so casual about it!”
Chan blinks slowly, obviously not expecting Hyunjin’s reaction. He then smirks as Hyunjin rises, cheeks flushed and lips pressed into an anxious frown.
“Are you nervous?”
“N-No…”
“You shouldn’t be, you’re used to taking it-”
“Christopher,” Hyunjin wheezes in warning.
Chan bites his lip to conceal his troublesome smirk. Felix chuckles and snuggles up to Chan, getting comfortable as he watches you retrieve your strap from beside the bed. Chan tucks his arm behind his head and relaxes as his other arm snakes around Felix’s waist. You note Hyunjin quietly gnawing on his lip, and his eyes widen as they meet yours. You raise your eyebrow as you equip your strap, letting your eyes travel shamelessly over Hyunjin’s flushed chest as you lift your skirt to adjust the toy. You smirk as Hyunjin covers his face and falls dramatically to the bed, his arousal very present beneath his pants.
“Baby…”
You hum in response, taking your time fishing lube out of the drawer as Hyunjin flusters.
“You’re so nervous, Hyunjinnie,” Chan coos.
“You’re acting like you’ve never had sex before,” Felix teases.
Hyunjin huffs as he meets their eyes.
“I know I’ve had sex before. I know I’ve bottomed before. But I haven’t done it like this before.”
“Like what?” Felix presses with a mischievous little glint in his eyes.
“Like… with her. It’s different.”
You ease beside Hyunjin on the bed. Slowly, as if sudden movements may startle him away. You lean close with a knowing smirk as he turns to face you with a pout.
“Do you feel like a virgin again, Hyune?”
Hyunjin shudders at your words and makes a mindless sound, something between a moan and a warble of embarrassment. Your lips widen into a grin as you stalk closer, following him as he slowly leans back on his elbows. His eyes flutter as you lean in, close enough that your breath washes over his faltering lips. He gapes for a moment and clears his throat before managing a husky reply.
“I don’t know…”
“I think you do, baby,” You whisper, just loud enough for Felix and Chan to hear as well, “Are you ready for daddy?”
Chan groans and throws his head back. It thunks against the headboard and he splutters curses, disrupting the tension between you and Hyunjin. You both pause to watch him whine, and Felix- while suppressing a laugh- cup Chan’s aching head to his chest. He eventually breaks when Chan dramatically wails and wipes away his tears. Felix kisses his forehead and gently rubs the back of his neck as he cackles.
“Are you okay, babe?” Hyunjin asks with a fond sigh.
Chan whimpers and shakes his head, then mumbles, “Hurts s’much…”
“Do we- should we take a break?” Felix asks.
Hyunjin shrugs and answers, “Chan’s call.”
Chan huffs and melts into Felix’s touch.
“God, my head…”
“I wasn’t gonna say anything, but yeah, it’s been pretty bad lately,” Felix murmurs.
Chan gasps and shoves him down to the bed, making Felix squeal as Chan jostles him.
“What was that?”
“Nothing! Nothing!”
Felix laughs and accepts the barrage of kisses Chan peppers over his face. Hyunjin sighs and throws his hand over his face as he sinks into the bedsheets. You smile patiently and watch him shift his hips.
“I’m embarrassed to still be hard after that joke…”
“Don’t worry,” You assure Hyunjin, “I’m hard too.”
Hyunjin laughs then swats your thigh.
“Yours isn’t real!”
“Yes it is.”
“No, it’s not!”
You straddle his lap, making him lift his hand and blink at you with wide eyes.
“Let’s see what you think after trying it out. You can let me know if it feels real or not.”
Hyunjin lets out a breathy laugh as you brace your hands over his shoulders. His hands grip your hips while his eyes wander down to your chest; they follow the curves of your stomach until they land on the bulge of the toy beneath your skirt. His eyes flick back to yours again and he bites his lip as you tilt your head at him. You both glance up as Felix moans. He is sprawled out on the bed, shirt pulled open just enough so Chan can lap at his exposed nipple. Hyunjin huffs at the sight of Chan’s face buried in Felix’s chest.
“Chaaan,” Felix drawls, “You’re missing- mhmmm- them...”
Chan chuckles and licks along Felix’s sternum.
“I’m keeping an eye on them, don’t worry.”
“You really suck at domming, Lix,” You remark.
“Sh-hah-ut u-up,” Felix barely manages through an airy moan.
Chan meets your gaze as he nips at Felix’s shuddering chest.
“Enjoying the show?” He purrs.
Hyunjin scoffs.
“Stop being a distraction.”
Chan raises his head to stick his tongue out at Hyunjin and you giggle.
“Be good, Channie,” You warn, “It’s your turn after Hyunjin.”
Chan sighs and leans back, letting Felix gently push him off so they can both sit back and watch.
“Try not to concuss yourself this time,” Hyunjin demands.
Chan rolls his eyes and looks at Felix as his finger curls into the ring of his collar. Chan cocks his eyebrow and not so subtly eyes up Felix’s lips.
“Oh, you’re gonna keep me in line now?”
“I’m doing my best,” Felix whines.
“Both of you, behave,” You order.
Chan grumbles and shoves his face into Felix’s chest, who responds with a giggle as he plays with Chan’s collar. You hum softly, drawing Hyunjin’s attention back to you as you drink in the sight of his bulge under your lap. He swallows as you lean down, pressing him against the mattress.
“Still nervous, baby?”
“A little…”
“What’s making you nervous?”
You trace your fingers down his chest, over the lines of his abdomen. You can feel every stutter of his breath in this position. Hyunjin inhales shakily, his eyes lidded as he watches your hand go lower and lower.
“It’s different. New.”
“Scared you won’t like it?”
“N-No, of course not, I just…”
He trails off as your touch pauses at the hem of his pants and you meet his uncertain eyes.
“You can change your mind, I’ll stop.”
Hyunjin swallows and closes his eyes.
“I want this. I know that for sure so… don’t let me convince you otherwise.”
“Look at me, Hyunjin.”
He does. His eyes flutter open and meet your gaze, pupils blown wide as you lean in. You brush away the strands of hair clinging to his clammy skin, then cup his cheek as you lean in for a kiss. He returns it with a quiet moan, lets you press him into the sheets without protest as the kiss deepens. He inhales sharply when your tongue breaches his mouth and lets out a soft grunt as your fingers cup his chin. The kiss becomes messy and uncoordinated as you grind down in his lap, and you slowly part with a satisfied smirk. 
Hyunjin throws his arm over his face and groans. You do little to help him catch his breath as you press your hips down harder. You watch the perspiration collect on his temple and the heat rise in his cheeks as his body writhes beneath yours. He wipes his hand over his face and sobs into it softly as you rut your cocks together.
“Good?”
“Mhh.”
You giggle mischievously as he smiles at you, smitten and flustered.
“I meant it when I asked: do you feel like a virgin again?”
Hyunjin whimpers and shifts, failing to avoid your gaze as you cradle his face.
“Mhm…”
“Don’t go silent on me yet, baby,” You coo, “Answer me. Do you want daddy to fuck you like a virgin?”
Hyunjin releases a slow breath, his eyes rolling with the torturous motion of your hips.
“I want- fuck- yes.”
“Ah, Hyune. You’re so pretty like this.”
You glance up at Chan and Felix as they watch. Chan has Felix pulled into his lap, his nose is nestled in the crook of his shoulder as he observes. Felix fingers are pressed gently between his teeth, easing his anticipation as he watches intently. You return your attention to Hyunjin, carefully reading every reaction he has. You finally bring your hands to the hem of his pants, but not without teasing your touch down his front.
“So pretty. So delicate. Don’t worry, baby, I’ll be gentle.”
Hyunjin chokes and nods, giving you an affirming hum as you lower his pants. You gasp softly when you find he has nothing underneath.
“Hyunjin. No wonder these didn’t hide your boner for shit.”
Hyunjin threads his fingers in his hair and keens when you rut your cocks together, now without a buffer. 
“Mhngh…”
You giggle and tug his bottoms off, leaving him bare beneath you. You slide between his legs then draw his thighs over your hips as he gazes at you with heavy eyes. Your eyes lock as you slide your hands over his hips and up to his sides. He grunts softly when you grasp his sides and frot your strap against his arousal. His back arches before he slumps with a huff.
“Like that?”
“Baby…”
“Yes?”
His head lulls to the side as he shudders.
“Mhh, s’good…”
You hum as you pop open the cap of the lube. Hyunjin gasps when you squeeze his thigh and push his legs open in your lap. You pause to take in the sight of his cock, hot and heavy against his abdomen. You take your time, pouring lube into your palm and warming it between your hands as he squirms and huffs beneath you.
“Still feeling good?” You ask gently.
He nods, watching your hands through his eyelashes as his eyes flutter shut. He lets out a relieved sound when you finally bring your hands to his cock. His hips jump ever so slightly as he chases your touch, and you tsk softly.
“So impatient, baby. Don’t worry, daddy’s gonna take care of you. Wouldn’t want to ruin your first time.”
“More… You’re, hah,” Hyunjin moans then murmurs, “You’re mean…”
“I’m not mean,” You purr as your hands glide over his length, “You don’t know what you’re asking for, honey.”
Your hands roam to prop up his hips and tease the rim of his hole. He mumbles a curse and makes an animalistic sound as two of your fingers penetrate him. Your other hand sneaks back to his cock and he catches your wrist.
“Mhh, m’gonna come. Don’t.”
“Already? You’re really acting like a virgin…”
“Fuck you…”
Hyunjin whines as you withdraw your hands. You roll your eyes and hike your skirt up to expose your length as he kicks out in frustration. You lube the toy up carelessly, ignoring his hiss as some drips on his thighs. He yelps when you grab his wrists and push forward, pinning them above his head as you hover your face over his. He makes a desperate sound as you grind against him, his thighs twitching and his hands flailing at the rough contact.
“Is this what you want, Hyune? Or do you want me to be nice?”
“Mhh, nice,” He mumbles, pouting softly as you pry another moan from his throat.
You release his hands and lean back, sitting on your knees.
“Come here, baby.”
“H-Huh?”
He props himself up and you gesture him closer with two fingers. He hesitates and you huff quietly before cradling his sides and guiding him into your lap. He makes a soft sound of recognition and loops his arms around your shoulders as you help him sit in your lap. He blushes as he becomes more exposed, forced to spread his legs and let you loop your arms around his waist to accommodate the position. Still, he settles in with a soft moan as you gently peck his lips. He leans in eagerly, falling into a gentle rhythm of trading deep kisses until you murmur against his lips.
“Can you be a good boy for me? Hm? Wanna ride daddy?”
He groans and nods. You take the opportunity to return your slicked fingers back to his hole and slowly spread him open. His breath hitches and he silently moans as you prep him. Your lips ghost over his shoulder as his head falls forward to rest in the crook of your neck.
“Nhh…”
“You’re so fucking tight, Hyune…”
He nods, his hips jolting as you work him open.
“Good? Is this how you want it?”
“Hh?”
Hyunjin attempts to look at you, bumps his nose to your chin as you fuck your fingers deeper. You kiss his forehead and smile softly as he shudders.
“How do you want me, baby?”
“Oh,” He gasps, “I-I thought… Imagined we would… Just…”
You chuckle and he dreamily echoes the sound.
“Need to lay down?”
He nods and you gently ease him down on his back, giving him a break as you do so by retracting your hand. His soft pants fill the room as you line up your hips and give him a tender kiss.
“Is this okay?”
He hums and nods.
“I thought we were going to do that… face-down-ass-up thing.”
You snort.
“That’s not very romantic for your first time…”
He laughs.
“Oh right, I’m supposed to be a virgin. I’m having trouble getting into character, I think.”
You sigh wistfully.
“Yeah, you’re an awful virgin. I should’ve known better.”
Hyunjin giggles.
“No, no, I can be a virgin,” He insists playfully, toying with his hair as he continues, “Please be gentle with me?”
“Mhm, I’ll be gentle, sweetheart.”
You both smile into your next kiss, making it more teeth and tongue than a touch between your lips. He cups your cheeks and urges you closer so your chest is pressed against his. His hands absentmindedly trace the lace patterns of your lingerie as you press your cockhead against his entrance. He groans and relaxes with a muttered curse when you push in and bottom out. You tuck your face into his neck, nose at his pulse point as you feel his heart thrum in his chest. You reach down to pull your little silk skirt out of the way and take a moment to enjoy the intimacy. He wraps his arms around your waist and groans as you slowly begin your rhythm.
“Good? Not too much, baby?”
“No,” He murmurs, “S’perfect.”
You kiss his shoulder and caress his hips as you gently rock into him. He sighs and moans, lithe legs twitching each time you bottom out. He lets his head fall back, sweat dripping down his neck as you fuck him into the mattress. He lets out delicious restrained noises as your pace quickens. You draw back just enough to see his face, memorize the sight of him biting his lip and pinching his eyes shut in pleasure. His eyebrows arch and he eventually lets out a shameless moan, giving up on maintaining any composure.
“Fuck. That’s daddy’s boy,” You praise, feeling arousal and pride at the sight of Hyunjin choking out a moan.
“Ha-Hah, uhh, mhnn…”
You watch him with a devilish smile, dissecting every detail of his fucked out expression.
“Can’t talk, lovey?”
“Mh-hh-hard. H-Hard to, hhn, ngh…”
“Is daddy’s dick that good, baby,” You ask with faux sympathy, “Did I fuck my little boy stupid?”
“Yeah-hah…”
“Mhm, look at me.”
He huffs and manages to do as you ask. He moans as you press your forehead to his, then mumbles praise as you tilt your head and lock your lips together. The kiss is deceptively soft compared to the pace you’ve set with your hips, but you credit that to Hyunjin’s inability to focus at the moment. His mouth falls open and you move to pecking his chin and neck. His hips have not stopped moving, desperate to get you deeper. Your fingers clench in his flesh and his thighs tighten around your hips as he tries to meet you for each thrust. Any semblance of cohesive speech has been fucked away, now replaced with breathless pants and gasps.
After some time Hyunjin gives you a sort of warning, although the sound barely varies from his usual sounds of pleasure. You cup his face with one hand, watch it contort as his nails drag down your back, and murmur encouragement as your other hand slides down to his length. He finishes over your fist, making a mess between your fronts as he curses and whines. You giggle and kiss him sweetly as you help him through the lingering waves of pleasure, then you slowly pull out. You brace your hands on the bed and lean over him, staring intently as he heaves and melts into the sheets.
“My bad…”
“Hm?”
His hand clumsily wipes your stomach, smearing his cum over the silky fabric. You giggle, noticing that his bare chest is just as messy.
“It’s okay, baby. You did so well.”
Hyunjin hums.
“I love you so much…”
You share another kiss and you murmur back, “I love you too, Hyune…”
You trace your thumb lazily over Hyunjin’s hip as he lays back with a soft sigh. Your attention is drawn to Felix, sprawled in Chan’s lap and catching his own breath. Chan’s hand slips out of Felix’s boxers, and you snort.
“Felix, did you just-”
“Chan did it,” Felix sulks with a pout, “It’s his fault…”
“You always blame everything on me,” Chan coos, not-so-subtly wiping his hand on Felix’s shirt, “Take some responsibility, Lix…”
Felix whimpers and looks at you with pleading eyes. Hyunjin sighs and shakes his head with teasing disappointment.
“Yongbokkie…”
Chan kisses Felix’s neck as the younger whines and squirms.
“I tried…”
“Somehow, I don’t believe that,” You tease.
Hyunjin’s head lolls as he looks at your boyfriends. Felix shudders and turns, only managing to raise his hands before Chan catches his wrists and pushes him to the mattress. Felix huffs and makes a half-assed attempt at wrenching his wrists free before letting Chan hover over him.
“He’s picking on me…”
“Chan, be good,” You say sternly before letting your voice carry on with a honeyed tone, “Are you ready for your turn?”
Chan nods and shares a lingering kiss with Felix before leaving him to move next to you. You smile at Hyunjin, who drowsily blinks at the two of you as Chan fetches the used towel and swipes it over his chest. Hyunjin hums and his eyes fall shut as he gives you a blissed out smile. You giggle and reach up with pet his cheek.
“You’re so pretty, Hyune. So beautiful like this.”
Hyunjin mumbles a thank-you, either at your compliment or to Chan for trying to clean him. You notice Felix, curled up away from you at the head of the bed and call out to him softly.
“Lix, baby, everything okay?”
He gives you a thumbs up and huffs.
“Chan’s a fucking dick.”
Chan looks offended and throws his hands up with an eye roll.
“I’m sorry, I thought you wanted to come! Silly me for doing you a favor.”
You laugh as Felix, without raising his head, points accusingly in Chan’s direction.
“Manipulator, mansplainer, manwhore. That’s all you are.”
“M’not a mansplainer…”
Hyunjin asks, “You’re not denying the other two?”
You redirect the conversation by giving Felix gentle instructions.
“Lix, can you help Hyune move?”
Felix whines and rolls over, looking exhausted.
“Babe, I’m fighting for my life right now.”
Chan shakes his head and moves instead, chiding Felix as he scoops his arms under Hyunjin’s limp body:
“You’re so dramatic, Felix.”
Felix sticks his tongue out and you smirk, shaking your head fondly.
“Okay, sweetheart. Can you at least throw me a pillow?”
Felix does manage to do this before he slowly rolls himself into a more comfortable position. Chan carries Hyunjin up beside him and helps him settle as you rise from the bed. You stand in the middle of the room, hands on your hips as you look around. You find what you are looking for, a chair, and are briefly distracted as you slide it over beside the bed. Felix whining draws your attention back to them, and you sigh softly as you take in the sight: Chan leaning over Hyunjin and kissing Felix as his hand roams over his lap. Felix squirms and whimpers as Chan cups him through his boxers, while Hyunjin observes them with an amused look. 
You sigh and pick up the pillow, then use it to smack Chan’s bare bottom. Hyunjin laughs as Chan yelps into the kiss with Felix, then turns to glare at you over his shoulder.
“What?”
“Stop torturing Felix and get over here.”
“Ooh,” Hyunjin teases.
Chan leaves Felix’s side and the younger hides his heated face in Hyunjin’s shoulder with a huff.
“I wasn’t torturing him,” Chan defends as he smirks at you, “You’re just jealous. You need my attention that badly, right, babygirl?”
You toss the pillow on the chair then cross your arms with a smirk as Chan comes to sit in front of you on the bed. His face and chest are still flushed, and the kisses left on his neck and lips have made his skin bloom a deep shade of red. You admire the marks as you lean closer to study his cocky smirk.
“Not jealous.”
Chan’s eyelashes flutter and he reaches out to pull you closer. His hands caress and squeeze your sides as you follow his lead and rest your hands on his shoulders. He draws you between his thighs as he swings his legs over the edge of the bed, but you keep your feet firmly planted on the floor.
“No? We’ve barely touched you tonight, sweetheart. You must be getting restless. Let me take care of you.”
You shudder at the offer but bite your lip and shake your head.
“I told you to be good with Felix, and you didn’t listen. Now you’re trying to entice me? You’re not being a very good boy, Channie…”
His eyes flick down, drinking in the way your lingerie cups your breasts as you begin to crawl into his lap. One of his hands slides down to feel your backside and he meanly squeezes the back of your thigh.
“I could take care of you, baby…”
At the same time Chan attempts to guide your thighs around his sides you shove him to the bed. Your nimble fingers catch the heart-shaped loop of his collar and pull it towards you as your palm splays against his chest. Chan groans, his eyes shutting as he pushes against your hand on his chest. He peeks up at you with a smirk, fighting against the force of your hand with ease. He opens his mouth for some snarky quip, clearly intent on turning things around. When he goes to speak you rise up and drive your knee into his chest, knocking the air out of him and successfully pinning him to the bed.
Hyunjin gasps as the bed rocks and you pull the collar tight to restrict Chan’s breathing, more intense than the light play your lovers were experimenting with earlier. Chan’s eyes widen and he wheezes softly, and you notice Felix rising in your periphery. As Chan’s back arches you fall back, straddling his lap and loosening his collar. He takes a deep breath and relaxes with a sigh, blinking rapidly as he stares at the ceiling. You give Felix and Hyunjin a reassuring smile and they relax. Chan is rock hard beneath you, his length grazing the inside of your thigh as you lean forward to find his gaze.
“Channie,” He inhales sharply and looks at you in a daze, “We already promised to take care of you tonight. Be a good boy and listen… to… daddy…”
“Fuck…”
Chan swallows and nods as you slowly pull the collar tight again.
“Now… weren’t you saying something?”
Chan shakes his head and replies in a rough voice, “N-No… No…”
“Are you okay?”
He nods.
“Mhm. Stars.”
“Stars?”
“S-Saw stars for a second…”
You toy with the chain as he shakily pushes himself up.
“Okay… Deep breath, baby.”
He exhales then breathes in, capturing the air that you tore from him moments ago. Your hand rests on his cheek as your other hand slips beneath his collar, gingerly touching his skin.
“You’re not hurt, are you?”
“No,” He pants, “No, baby, that was so good…”
“I just don’t want to be too rough with you.”
He laughs breathlessly and leans closer. You meet him for a kiss and smile against his lips as he guides your hand back to the chain. You secure it in your grip and cup the back of his neck as he murmurs against your lips:
“Please, keep going. Please, baby.”
You hum and kiss his forehead, then feel his shuddery breath wash over your neck before he plants a wet kiss to your collarbone. One of his hands comes to your waist, trying to keep you close as you lean back to look down at him. You are hovering over his lap now, having ended up there when you moved in to check on him. You kiss the top of his head as his hand creeps lower to the tie securing your skirt.
“Want me to fuck you now, Chan? Are you going to be a good boy?”
He moans and nods as he blearily looks up at you. You pull on the chain just a bit, and his eyes lose focus for a second.
“God, Chan, it didn’t take long to put you back in line… You are a manwhore, aren’t you?”
Your words make him fumble, fail to pull your skirt loose as he groans and nuzzles his face into your chest. He presses lazy open-mouth kisses to your breasts, and after a few attempts manages to pull the ribbon open on both the bra and the skirt. The skirt flutters to the floor as he tugs it away, and the fabric that was covering your breasts falls open. You moan softly and push him to lay down, without any resistance this time.
“Answer me.”
“Babe,” He sobs.
You sigh and feign annoyance as you kiss him again, silencing his complaints as you blindly find the lube in the bedsheets beside you. You sit up and tilt your head at him as he swipes his hand through his hair.
“Roll over. I need to prep you.”
Chan groans but listens, rolling onto his stomach after you ease off his lap. You slip your thigh under his, propping up his hips, and begin to wet your fingers. He whines and you roll your eyes before slipping one of your hands beneath him to grip his cock.
“Is this what you wanted?”
He whines again but nods, rutting into your fist as you begin spreading your fingers between his cheeks. You let him whimper and beg into the sheets, and offer him little acknowledgement as you carefully slip your fingers inside his hole. His fingers curl into fists and he buries his face with a broken groan.
“Talk to me, baby.”
His hips jolt as your fingers nudge a sensitive spot and he chokes on his words. You lean over to check his expression, noting the drool wetting the sheets and the way his eyebrows are pinched in desperation. He blinks away his tears as he nuzzles the bed pitifully and you coo softly.
“Give me a color, baby.”
“Gr-Green… Green, ohgodplease…”
You glance over at Felix and Hyunjin, both focused on Chan’s reactions the same as you. You giggle as you spread your fingers and work him gently with your hand.
“I think it’s been too long since we’ve done this, Channie. You can barely keep it together.”
Chan grunts and wipes his face, already a mess from the pleasure. 
“M’fine…”
You pull your hand away and Chan wheezes, not dissimilar to the sound you drew from him earlier.
“You’re on the verge of tears and I’m not even inside you yet.”
Chan just sobs and lets his front melt into the bed.
“Baby…”
“And to think you were making fun of Hyune… He took it much better than you…”
Hyunjin giggles at your comment. You stand from the bed and lightly slap Chan’s ass, making him jump and moan.
“Get up.”
You drip more lube over your fingers and shaft as Chan shakily pushes himself up. He looks at you over his shoulder, eyes lidded with tears gathered in his lashes. His nose is red and his lips are swollen as he again attempts to wipe his face clean. You move to lean against the chair as you watch his pitiful glare.
“Chan, if you can’t get up I’m not fucking you. Stand on your fucking feet and stop being a brat.”
He sniffles and nods as he slides himself to the edge of the bed. You extend your hand to him, giving him some support as he stands on his quivering legs. His cock is standing flush against his abdomen and beginning to weep, despite his orgasm from earlier. He bows his head as he stumbles into your arms and you accept him sweetly, taking your time to wipe away the tears that begin to pour down his cheeks and trickle from under his nose.
“Why are you crying, baby? Did I hurt your feelings?”
Your voice is soft, holding genuine care as you mildly taunt his emotional outburst. You tilt up his chin, forcing him to face you as your thumb continues swiping away his tears. He chokes out a sob and shakes his head.
“Ngh- n-need you- love you,” He mumbles, “M’sorry I’m such a me-ess…”
You shush him gently and guide him closer for a kiss, ignoring the salty taste on your tongue and the dampness that transfers to your face. You hold his cheeks as you trade kisses, give him breaks to sob against your lips before your tongue delves back in to explore his trembling mouth. After one particularly long kiss you pull him into a hug, letting him hide his face in the crook of your neck. His arms close tighter around you immediately, grasping onto you like a lifeline as you sway and rub his back.
“I love you so much, Chan,” He hiccups as you murmur to him sweetly, “So, so much… You work so hard and I’m so proud of you… You deserve everything, my sweet boy… I want to give you everything…”
Chan cries as he pulls back to face you.
“I-I just wa-ant you… I just want…”
You nod your head and watch him patiently as you tuck stray hairs out of his face. He fails to get his words out but you give him an understanding smile.
“I know, baby. It all feels like a lot now, doesn’t it?”
Felix catches your attention by waving a tissue within your reach until you take it. You gingerly dab Chan’s face dry and his hands move up to wipe your face clean. His lower lip trembles as he stares at you, hanging off your next words.
“You’re doing so well. I’m so proud of you. I just need you to keep doing what you’re doing, okay? Hm? Can you keep going for daddy, or do you need a break?”
“Keep going,” Chan croaks.
You smile.
“That’s my boy. We’re almost done, you know? I really want to see you let loose, alright? As soon as you come we’ll be all done. Is that what you want?”
Chan’s eyelashes flutter and for a moment he seems to have forgotten the situation he is in. He leans forward so his forehead touches yours and hums.
“I wanna come…”
“You will, baby,” You kiss him chastely and pet his cheeks, “Look at me. One last question: do you want me to be nice or do you want me to be mean?”
He nuzzles his nose against yours and takes a long time deciding, worrying you that he missed the question in his daze. Eventually he does choose, and seems certain in his answer.
“Mean, rough, please.”
You nod and kiss him again before reassuring, “I love you. Remember the colors, alright? Yellow to slow down, red to stop.”
He nods and replies, “I love you.”
You smile sweetly and gently guide him to turn, pressing your bare chest against his back as you bring him to the chair. You help him brace his hands on the back of it and he takes the hint when you slide your hands to his hips and push him to sit on the cushion. He shivers at your hot breath on the nape of his neck and groans weakly as you help him spread his legs over the sides of the chair. His hips roll slightly, chasing the friction of his cock brushing against the soft pillow. You reach around and slap his abdomen, making him squeal and tighten his thighs around the back of the seat.
“If I catch you doing that again it’ll be your dick, understand?”
He rests his forehead in his arms and whimpers.
“Ye-es…”
Your hand slides over his back, feeling his shoulder blades before you trace your finger down his spine. His breath shudders and you see his thighs squeeze tighter in an attempt to stop himself from thrusting. The chair creaks as you rest your knee on the edge of it and slide it under his thighs, guiding him to arch his back and raise his hips. You look at Felix and Hyunjin, both have sobered up from their orgasms and are watching you and Chan carefully. You lean forward to kiss his shoulder and whisper.
“Are you ready, love?”
“Yes, yea-”
As soon as Chan gives you the go ahead, you pull his hips up and sheath your strap inside him with one motion. He grunts and loses his footing for a second, struggling to adjust to the position as you begin thrusting steadily. He whines and closes his fists tight on the back of the chair as he drops his forehead against it. More desperate sounds of pleasure spill from his lips as you push to the hilt with each thrust.
Hyunjin smirks softly and Felix chuckles before rising from the bed. If Chan notices them begin to move around the room, he is too fucked out to acknowledge it. He just groans and leans over the back of the chair as he lets you set the pace. You grip his thighs tight and use the leverage of your knee on the chair to support your thrusts. His legs wobble, but eventually you feel your pace and his stance are secure enough for you to slide one of your hands up to his cock. He gasps and melts at the feeling, letting his cheek smush into the crook of his arm as his body sags beneath you. You think if your weight was not on the edge of the chair right now it would have tipped already with how limp Chan has become.
You are vaguely aware of your boyfriends, cleaning up the bed and each other, but you are more focused on Chan. His little breathy moans, his cock throbbing in your grasp, and the way his toes are curling against the floor. On one punctuated thrust one of his legs gives out and Chan cries out softly.
“Y-ellow-”
You forget your own rules for a moment and stop completely, making Chan whine and shake his head. You huff softly and pet his side as you lean in to kiss his shoulder.
“What’s wrong, baby? What do you need?”
“Can’t… Can’t stand like this any longer…”
“Okay, lovey,” You purr, “Turn around for me.”
Chan sighs and shakily does so. He leans back in the chair, his head falling back as he attempts to catch his breath. You meet Hyunjn’s gaze as he comes to stand behind Chan with a smile.
“You look so good, Channie.”
Chan laughs breathlessly and groans.
“Hyune,” You ask softly, “Keep the chair steady, please?”
Hyunjin tilts his head and rests his hand on the back of the chair behind Chan’s shoulders.
“Like this?”
“Perfect.”
You pull Chan up by his hips and resume your relentless pace, making him cry out in pleasure and grasp at the chair haphazardly. Hyunjin’s eyes widen and he reaffirms his grip to keep it steady. Chan whines and knocks his head back.
“Mhngh… Fuck…”
Hyunjin chuckles and sweetly kisses his forehead.
“You’re doing so well…”
Chan nods, his face contorting in pleasure as he gets closer to his release. It feels like only seconds have passed when Chan’s back arches and he lets out a desperate groan, tears prickling in his vision from the intensity of his orgasm ripping through him. He pants as his release paints his front, and he gazes at you with a wrecked expression. Your pace slows until you pull out, then you lean in to kiss him gently. He moans and weakly returns it between soft gasps for air. Hyunjin gently rubs Chan’s shoulder and kisses the top of his head.
“There you go…”
Chan’s hands shake as he reaches for you, and he pulls you in again. You laugh softly as he tucks his face into your chest and pulls your arms around his shoulders, before securing his arms around your middle. You oblige even though the position is awkward and smile softly at him.
“Tired, baby?”
He whines and nods, gently nuzzling your chest as you pat his head. Hyunjin steps away as you begin to straighten up and slowly guide Chan to stand. His legs are shaky, but you both make it to the bed. Chan collapses with a sigh, chest heaving as he attempts to recollect himself. You sit beside him, take your time removing his collar, then jump slightly when Felix comes to stand behind you. His hands quickly find the clips fastening your lingerie set and undo them swiftly. You make a little relieved noise as he strips the fabric, soiled with cum and sweat, off your body. Chan watches with a soft smile as you lay down beside him, prop your elbow on the pillow as you gaze sleepily down at him.
Hyunjin returns and makes a soft noise at the scene before him. He crawls onto the bed beside Chan and holds out a bottle of water.
“Drink.”
Chan groans but Hyunjin insists, holding the open bottle to his lips carefully until he is satisfied with the number of small sips Chan drowsily accepts. He passes the bottle to you so you can have a swig as he begins cleaning Chan’s face. Chan’s eyes flutter as Hyunjin dabs under them with a cool cloth, before laying that to cover his eyes and forehead.
“Mh?” Chan mumbles and reaches up to blindly touch the cooling fabric.
You begin stroking your fingers through his hair as Hyunjin moves down his body. He rests his hand on Chan’s chest and informs gently:
“I’m going to clean you up, baby. So if you feel anything, it’s just me.”
Chan murmurs some sort of affirmation and you giggle gently. You drink more water before holding it to his lips again. Chan grasps weakly at your wrist and half-takes it, tipping it slightly to get a drink then giving up and letting you guide the bottle to and from his lips. As you both begin to come down from the moment you notice Hyunjin has dressed himself in clean shorts. He wipes a wet cloth over Chan’s stomach and legs with gentle focus. You blink up dazedly as Felix leans down behind you.
“How do you feel, baby?” 
He brushes his thumb over your cheek dotingly as you begin to register that his question was aimed at you. You let out a long sigh before you reply.
“Being the top is exhausting.”
Hyunjin cackles and Felix smirks as you sink into the bed beside Chan. Chan chuckles softly and lets out a low hum, relaxing at the feeling of Hyunjin coasting the washcloth over his thighs. Felix kisses your temple and sits beside you.
“Now you know how we feel,” He jokes.
“What the fuck are you talking about? You’re a total pillow princess.”
Chan and Hyunjin both laugh at your quip, and when you peek up Felix is glaring down at you with his mouth completely gaped. He then shakes his head and lets the warm cloth he was holding slap unceremoniously on your bare stomach. You giggle mischievously as he begins begrudgingly wiping it over your body. Chan lets out an airy moan and you glance over, noticing that Hyunjin has propped up his legs to clean his behind.
“You okay?” Hyunjin asks.
“Sensitive…” Chan whines.
“I know, babe, but I can’t let you be filthy all night.”
Chan pouts and you lean over to gently peck his lips.
“We’ll only keep turning you into a mess if we’re allowed to clean you up again,” You remind him.
Chan grumbles and twitches slightly as Hyunjin finishes up. Hyunjin slides a clean pair of boxers onto Chan and kisses his stomach as the elastic band snaps against his skin. Chan jumps and groans, reaching down blindly to ruffle Hyunjin’s hair. Hyunjin continues mouthing up his body, giggling softly as Chan sleepily plays with his hair. You smirk at Felix, who is still pouting.
“What?”
“I’m mad at you.”
“Tch,” Hyunjin grins into Chan’s chest and glances at Felix.
“Why, because I speak the truth?”
“I’m not a pillow princess,” Felix whines.
“No,” Chan murmurs, “You’re worse.”
Felix blushes as you and Hyunjin laugh, then he shakes his head.
“And to think: I was going to be nice and go down on you.”
You cock up your eyebrow and lounge with a sleepy grin, watching as Felix straddles your leg.
“Were you?”
“Yes.”
“Aww,” You watch him lean down to brush his lips against your stomach, your breath stuttering as his tongue peeks out to trace over your dewy skin, “Mhm, y-you look like you’re still going to…”
“Mhm, I am,” He mumbles, “But m’not happy about it…”
“Liar,” Hyunjin bites, “You love eating her pussy, you’re getting exactly what you want.”
Felix smirks and sighs into your skin as he slowly kisses lower.
“You make me sound like such a selfish lover…”
You giggle as he presses lingering kisses to the crease of your thigh, then you moan as his tongue flicks gently over your clit. Felix guides your thighs over his shoulders and gently licks and kisses between your folds. You hiss gently and shift your hips, making him look up with wide eyes.
“M’kay?”
You nod and let out a slow breath.
“Hips are sore…”
Felix hums, distracting you with a pleasant vibration against your core as his hands come up to gently massage your thighs. He buries his face between your legs, his nose pressed against your mound as his tongue delves deeper. You moan and let yourself relax, eyes falling on Hyunjin and Chan next to you. Hyunjin has taken the cloth from Chan’s face and is gently pressing it to his neck. Your gaze lingers on the hickies and faint marks left from the collar rubbing against his neck. When your eyes flick up to inspect Chan’s puffy face, he is gazing back at you. He lets out a soft sigh as Hyunjin brings some relief to his sensitive skin, and reaches out to take your hand. Your eyes soften as he brings your knuckles to his lips and presses a light kiss to them.
Hyunjin smiles and continues his routine of caring for Chan. He applies a soothing lotion to his irritated skin and pecks gentle kisses over his forehead. Chan’s eyes fall shut, breaking your trance, and you throw your arm over your face as Felix laps diligently at your sex.
“Felix…”
Felix chuckles and raises his head to ask, “Who’s the pillow princess, now?”
“It’s still you,” Chan answers.
You giggle and Felix quietly resumes eating you out. Hyunjin gently raises your arm to meet your gaze and asks, “Are you okay?”
“Mhm, feels really good…”
Hyunjin chuckles.
“I’m glad. I was asking about your hips.”
Chan puffs out a laugh as you moan lowly.
“Mhn, m’just a little sore…”
“You should’ve stretched before we started. You probably strained yourself.”
You gasp and let out a little whine as you feel your climax approaching.
“Don’t, hah, scold me… M’trying to come…”
“Oh, sorry,” Hyunjin replies sarcastically, “I’m just trying to care for my girlfriend’s wellbeing. I won’t do that anymore.”
You whine again.
“Shut up…”
Chan giggles as Hyunjin gently drops your arm. You watch him through hazy eyes as he licks his fingers, then reaches down to rub your clit. Felix lets out a soft noise of surprise as you buck your hips and keen, suddenly finishing from Hyunjin’s touch. He says nothing as the pads of his fingers gently swirl over your nub, and Felix groans softly as he laps up your release. You gasp as Chan leans over to steal a kiss and your boyfriends gradually cease their actions. Hyunjin leans down to kiss you next, gently petting your stomach as you return his affection slowly.
“Thank you…”
“Oh, you’re welcome, baby,” Hyunjin purrs.
Felix scoffs.
“Stop that. I did all the work.”
Hyunjin smirks and winks at you.
“Feeling better?”
“Mhm…”
“Go away,” Felix whines as he lightly shoves Hyunjin to the other side of the bed.
You laugh as Hyunjin flops over Chan, who lets out a sleepy mumble as his only reaction. Felix braces his arms over you with a glare as you grin dazedly up at him.
“You’re all plotting against me.”
You hum and draw him closer for a messy kiss, which he submits to easily.
“Mhh, thank you, Felix…”
Felix smirks and pecks your nose before replying:
“You’re welcome, love.”
Hyunjin cuddles up next to Chan and nuzzles his neck happily as Felix steps away to grab your pajamas. You roll languidly into Chan’s side and sigh into his chest. His arm slides around your waist and he turns his face to nose gently at your hair. You lightly touch his neck, careful as you prod the marks you left on his skin. Chan exhales slowly then tilts his head to the side to give you better access.
“You did so well today, Chan,” You murmur as you pet his neck, “Good job, baby.”
“Mhh, I should be saying that to you… I didn’t even help you out, or do anything useful…”
“Don’t start,” Hyunjin groans.
He rises to glare softly at your boyfriend, who stares blankly in response.
“You don’t have to take care of us all the time, Chan. Let us take care of you too. And don’t feel guilty about it.”
“I feel selfish…”
“Guess what,” Hyunjin exasperates, “You should! You’re allowed to be selfish! We want you to be selfish. Take whatever you want from us, and let us take care of you.”
Chan falters as Felix silently returns to the bed and helps you get dressed in clean panties and one of Hyunjin’s shirts. You share a knowing look as Chan avoids Hyunjin’s gaze. Hyunjin gently tilts his head so he can face him again.
“Look at me… I’m sorry, but I mean it. We love you and you do so much for us. So, please, don’t talk yourself down.”
Chan swallows.
“It doesn’t feel right.”
“Yeah, because you’ve somehow convinced yourself that you don’t deserve the whole world and more…”
Chan frowns as Hyunjin cups his cheeks, then laughs as Hyunjin begins squeezing his face.
“Just be quiet and let our wife peg you without complaining!”
Felix laughs and you grin, nodding in agreement. Chan whines as Hyunjin continues pinching his cheeks and cutely scolding him. You and Felix settle in, and you hesitate for a moment before speaking up.
“Did you just call me your wife?”
Hyunjin freezes, mid-face squeezing, as he tries to recall his words. He then looks at you, cheeks blazing as he answers.
“And what if I did?”
Your own face heats up and you scoff.
“Isn’t that a little presumptuous? That I’d want to marry you?”
Hyunjin catches the teasing lilt in your voice, meanwhile Chan attempts to remove his hands from his face. The two lightly wrestle their hands as Hyunjin smirks and replies:
“Well, you would obviously choose me. How couldn’t you?”
You gasp and look incredulously at Felix, who rolls his eyes with a grin.
“Yeah, sure- whose arms is she in right now?”
“That doesn’t mean anything,” Hyunjin quickly defends.
You smile at Chan as Hyunjin finally stops grabbing at him, and he gives you a tired smirk. He then winks, and you giggle as he pulls you closer again. Hyunjin settles on top of him with a small huff and mindlessly traces his fingers over Chan’s bicep. Chan lets out a long sigh and for once in what feels like forever, seems to relax. Felix voices this sentiment softly.
“You look tired, Chan.”
“M’tired,” Chan slurs, “Good tired… Gonna sleep for… a week…”
You giggle and catch his satisfied smile.
“Better make it a month… just to be safe.”
Chan hums and lightly squeezes your waist where his hand lays limply over it. Hyunjin gently massages Chan’s arm and props himself up just enough to meet his gaze again. Chan’s eyes have fallen shut as exhaustion finally takes him, but that does not deter Hyunjin from staring at him with the most doting expression.
“Was it good, baby? Did we help you relax?”
“Yeah…”
“Do you feel good?”
Chan swallows and nods gently, but you sense some hesitation. Felix reaches over and gently pats his chest, right over his heart.
“What’s buggin’ you, sweetheart?”
“Mhm…”
Chan pries his eyes open and he stares at Hyunjin, who is watching him with bated breath.
“I don’t know… how to say it…”
“Just say it,” Hyunjin breathes, “We’ll work it out, baby…”
Chan’s eyelids shut again and he grunts softly, clearly fighting sleep.
“Thank you… I love you all so much…”
“Oh, baby… We love you.”
Hyunjin leans in to kiss Chan gently, then watches him as he continues.
“I really… liked it…”
“Kissing?”
“No,” Chan giggles, “The kink stuff…”
“Oh,” Hyunjin laughs then replies, “Anytime. You give us the word and we’ll be there for you… Whenever you need us…”
Felix stretches and yawns then drowsily pats Chan’s arm.
“We’d be happy to visit this again… Whenever you need your daddy, or your mommy…”
Chan groans softly and smiles bashfully.
“Don’t tease…”
“I’m not teasing you! It was sexy…”
You kiss Chan’s shoulder and tell the others, “Let’s let Channie rest, and we can talk about it more later, okay?”
Felix hums in agreement while Hyunjin sweetly traces Chan’s jawline with his thumb. Chan peeks at him then murmurs:
“I liked the kisses too…”
Hyunjin giggles and asks, “Is that your way of asking for more?”
Chan nods and Hyunjin happily obliges, giving pecks to his lips and cheeks as he dozes off. You feel Felix’s arms tighten gently around you, his body molding closer around yours as he settles in to fall asleep. You sigh happily and turn your head to ask him gently.
“You good?”
“Mh-hm…”
You look at Hyunjin, who is still gazing at Chan. He notices your eyes on him and gives you a comforting smile.
“I’m good, too. Go to sleep, my love.”
Felix gingerly massages your hips, soothing the dull ache in your muscles. You let out a soft hum and quickly fall asleep tucked between your boys.
There is a steady thrum in the air when you wake up again, and for a moment you are disoriented. Waking up in Hyunjin’s room opposed to Chan’s throws you off in your sleep drunk state, and you sit up slowly as if your head is being weighed down by the pillow. You quickly find your bearings, feel Chan’s smooth chest when you reach out in the dark. His breathing stutters and he lets out a light snort from the pressure. Your hand slides across the landscape of his stomach until you feel Hyunjin, his body hot and pinned to Chan from the other side. By this point your eyes have adjusted to the dark, and it only takes a little searching of the bed to figure out Felix is not there with you. You huff, slide off the mattress until your feet hit the floor with a soft thud, and shuffle out of the room.
Once in the hall, you register that the ambient sound was someone playing music in the kitchen. It is quiet, so quiet you cannot make out the words until you wander your way to the source of it. Felix is there, chatting softly with Han who is playing music from his phone. Han’s head perks up and he pauses it, causing Felix to turn to you with his bright smile.
“You’re up. Everything alright, love?”
You run your hands over your face and into your hair, then blink slowly at the two boys.
“Mhm. What time is it?”
Han checks on his phone then softly answers, “It’s a little after four…”
“It’s so early…”
They laugh as you trudge in, and Felix quietly welcomes you into his arms as you walk to him. He runs his hand over your back and cups your head as you butt it into his shoulder, then sweetly kisses your temple.
“You should go back to bed, sweetheart.”
“Why are you up?”
“Just chatting… Han and Bin came home and I just happened to be up…”
“Uh, L-Lee Know’s here too,” Han mumbles.
You peek up at him and notice him looking away from you. Your brow furrows gently but you find no time to form a response, being gently led away by Felix as your exhaustion prevails. You walk together, your feet moving so slowly Felix has to pause to accommodate your speed. On the way back to Hyunjin’s room you pass Minho. You try to smile at him, but you can barely open your eyes. He just chuckles and ruffles your hair as you pass.
“Goodnight.”
“G’night…”
You yawn as Felix murmurs goodnight and helps you navigate the darkness. He helps you back into bed and tucks you in before giving you a sweet kiss.
“Do you need anything?”
You shake your head and smile as he presses another kiss to your forehead.
“Okay. I’ll be right back. I love you.”
“I love you too, Lix…”
You watch Felix stumble out of the room and shut the door most of the way behind him. The hallway light flicks on as you listen to him pad down the hall. You yawn and rub your eyes, then blink blearily at the warm light shining in through the crack in the door. For a moment you imagine a shadow lingering in the frame. It looks like it may be Han checking in- looking for Felix? Then, as quickly as your brain begins to register his unmistakable brown locks and wide puppy eyes, he is gone. You stare at the spot, willing the apparition to reappear and quell your curiosity. The light turns off and shortly after Felix returns.
The bed sinks as he sits beside you and you quietly mumble:
“Han…”
“Hm?”
“Han… m’think he wanted you…”
“No, Han’s gone to bed, sweetheart.”
Felix lays beside you and rests his head on your chest. Your hand rises and lands on his head so you can lazily play with his hair. You let your eyes flutter shut as you accept his answer and fall asleep.
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mykoreanlove · 1 year ago
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Can you write the reaction of skz to reader being sexually harassed (only if you are comfortable)?
BTW, I love your stories babies 😘
Hi sunshine, thank you for your request. I don't know the background and I don't need to but I'm hoping you are safe and feeling loved. <3 Also, thank you so much!!
I gave it a try, hope you like it :)
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Chan.
Chan would do his best to hide his overwhelm but it would get to him eventually. He’s an empathetic man – making sure you’re taken care of (physically and mentally) are his priorities, so he would be there for you. He’d listen to you and wipe away your tears, never pressuring you to tell him more than you’re ready for. He would love you even more and admire your strength but at night when you’re lightly snoring on his chest? He’d be lying wide awake trying to understand how something like this could happen. Pondering on existential questions like why would a man do that? Why did this happen to you? How badly are you scarred from that experience and is there anything he could do to help you heal? He’d be pondering on those questions for a while, silently, trying to figure out a way to shield you from all the scum that is waiting on the outside.
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Changbin.
Changbin would be cool about it – listening and consoling you, reassuring you that you are the love of his life, and nothing would ever change that. But internally he’d be cooking. He’d be filled with anger at everyone and everything, hating the world tremendously for hurting you. He’d move into the gym, working out even more to grow stronger for you. He’d accompany you to every appointment, holding your hand and providing safety for you. He’d be checking up on you constantly, getting possessive and controlling in concerning ways. He’d turn into your Siamese twin so you would never have to be in that situation again, not under his watch.
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Minho.
Minho would have a lot of trouble being there for you at first because his emotions would get the best of him. He can be very vindicative, evil even and he wouldn’t hesitate to demolish the motherfucker that did this to you. Minho would even go as far as beating him to mush, you would be the one stopping him from committing murder. To him, it’s more of a thing of revenge and anguish. Minho would drop his emotional turmoil instantly when he’d see the terrified look in your glassy eyes. He’d curse himself for making you fearful, adding to the already existing anxiety you felt all the time. He’d hold you close to his heart, shielding you from everything. But ever since you told him he would analyze everyone, especially men, shooting daggers at them if they’re coming too close to you.
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Hyunjin.
Hyunjin wouldn’t make a big deal out of it, in fact he would drop the topic altogether. Did he drop it from his mind though? Absolutely not. Weeks after you told him about the assault, you found various canvas filled with the darkest colors, depicting the most disturbing sceneries and patterns. Hyunjin would have nightmares ever since you told him, but he wouldn’t know how to express his feelings to you. Instead of sleeping, he’d start painting – giving the nightmares a stage, hoping to get rid of them that way. After a while, he’d start drawing lighter colors and more hopeful styles, portraying the heroic epos you had underwent. He’d be embarrassed when you’d find them; what kind of boyfriend communicates via paintings instead of words? Yet for you, that was more than enough.
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Jisung.
Jisung would cry, he would literally bawl his eyes out. He would not mean to, but he couldn’t handle the torture you had to go through and are still suffering from today. He wished he was the brave boyfriend that you could rely on, instead you were the one consoling him. He’d reminded you of you shortly after it had happened – filled with anger and ambush. Why was life so unfair? Jisung would flee under the covers with you, holding your hand while calming himself down by breathing. He’d trace your knuckles with your fingers and listen to the sounds of the rain against your windows.
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Felix.
Felix would give you the tightest hug known to mankind. Those kinds of hugs that make you gasp for air, so tight that you will see stars after a while. You’d feel his tears on the top of your head, even though he’d try to hide them. Felix would be eternally grateful for you sharing this with him, displaying your vulnerabilities is like a love language to him. He’d kiss you sweetly and whisper the most loving compliments into your ear. He’d be complimenting you on your strength and the way you handled things so gracefully, especially after enduring those horrors. He’d be talking to you about it like a friend would – compassionate and kind. He wouldn’t want you to hide those things or worse, feel small because of them. If any, you were even greater to him.
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Seungmin.
Seungmin would laugh in your face, thinking that you’d be bullshitting him. You know how sometimes both of you take it too far? Yeah, not this time. His face would turn white from shock, eyes as big as the moon as realization hit him that you were indeed sexually assaulted. He’d be tongue-tied for the next minutes, not knowing how to react the right way. You’d see his brain ratter, thinking of ways to be there for you. Finally, he’d blurt out the truth: “I don’t know how to react to this, y/n.” You’d only ask him one question, the only one that mattered to you. “Do you think less of me? Do you think I’m disgusting?” Seungmin would body slam you on the bed, taking your head in between his hands and pledging his undying love for you. “Nothing would make me love you less, baby. Nothing.”
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I.N
I.N would look at you for a while before saying anything. You couldn’t analyze the weird look in his eyes as you told him about your past though. Was it disgust? Confusion? Anger? Turns out I.N would know exactly how you felt, because he had gone through the same thing. He’d be big spooning you for hours, his chin on your shoulder as he’d listen to you recalling your experience. You’d switch positions when it would be his turn, knowing that it’d be easier admitting the shame without facing another. After both of you would be done, you’d be facing each other while holding hands and gazing into each other’s eyes. “I know this sounds strange, but I somehow feel closer to you now, y/n.” Admitting your past to I.N would turn into a very peculiar bonding experience, one that would strengthen your relationship even more.
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channieskies · 2 years ago
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NEON&VELVET,HHJ [PART ONE]
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Pairing: Hwang Hyunjin x AFAB|Reader
Synopsis: Considered one of the most exclusive clubs in Seoul, some place only the elite are privy to. Hyunjin, one of the top members of the club, has a chance meeting with someone from his past.
Genre: [Eventual] Smut, Acquaintances to lovers
Warnings: MINORS DNI! This post contains nsfw material. Please do not interact with it if you are under the age of 18. Do not translate or repost to other sites. ⚠️ NSFW warnings are under the cut.
Word Count: 7,000+ [Reading time: ~32 minutes]
MINORS DNI
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There was no name above the door, just a red, neon, bar of light. Two huge guards were posted out front, and anyone curious enough to try and enter without an invitation might meet their wrath. No one went in without an invitation. There were rumors around town about the people who frequented this place, but no one knew what it really was or how it came to be. Politicians, all types of celebrities, the filthy rich, they all were clientele of this unknown place, but no one was ever lucky enough to catch a glimpse of anyone coming in or going out.
Disclaimer: This story does not reflect the real lives or personalities of Stray Kids. I do not know them personally. This is purely a work of fiction.
NSFW Warnings⚠️: Model!Hyunjin, Dancer!Reader, Mentions of orgies, mentions of bdsm, slight alcohol usage, mentions of being high and drunk (neither of them are actually intoxicated), dry humping, mentions of exhibitionism, slight impact play (just a couple butt smacks, nothing crazy), fingering (not really), Reader is implied to curvier
A.N: Multiple POV changes (usually indicated by a *)
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Chapter One: Sight
He watched as bodies gyrated against others, hands touched bare skin, lips crashed against one another. He sat, legs spread, the first few buttons of his silk shirt undone, his body relaxed against the black, velvet cushions on the couch. 
The energy was electric and contagious, there was nothing like the view from the owner's suite. He could hear the moans and groans of his friend who were scattered around the room. Many of them were indistinguishable from whatever body they were pleasing or being pleased by.
There had been many who propositioned him, but he seemed to turn down every single last attempt. He was looking for something special. What that was, though, he probably couldn’t articulate, but he knew it wasn’t what was being offered. 
Plus, he could get his dick wet anywhere. It didn't need to be here. He closed his eyes, just taking in the atmosphere. He could hear the soft moans of pleasure that were masked under the sensual music being played throughout the club. The room should have reaked pure sex, but the scent being copiously pumped through the ac covered almost all of it.
He wanted to partake, that was his reason for coming here in the first place. But when it came to things of an intimate nature he just couldn’t give himself to anyone. Not when he knew that someone was out there that was made just for him. His perfect partner. His soul mate.
He was a private man, and although this place was not only discrete, but secure, he didn’t want to just fuck anybody. His morals wouldn’t let him go completely wild the way he wanted to. He was a hopelessly hopeless romantic.
A soft sigh escaped his lips as he rubbed his hands over his trousers. He longed to feel the soft touch of a woman, to hear her purr in his ear as he pleasured her. Just the thought had him straining against his pants. 
The music shifted, making him stir. He sat up and the lights changed, the warm hue of the room becoming cold as the light turned down on the stage below. 
Some eyes turned towards the stage, at least the ones that weren’t focused so much on a partner or party. The curtains slid open, revealing a lone pole in the center of the stage. His brow twitched as his interests peaked. 
He had been fortunate to travel the world and experience many things, but one thing he secretly loved was going to burlesque and strip shows, just to see how they varied from place to place.
There was no intro or announcement, the seemingly young woman just sauntered onto the stage, dragging a long, tulle and fur lined robe behind her. He put his hand up, letting the waiter know to bring him another drink, but he didn’t take his eyes off the stage. 
She dropped the robe to reveal the intricately detailed lingerie she had underneath. The nude panels on her panties were trimmed with black lace, the lace garters kept her stockings high. 
He trailed down her legs to notice how her stocking gripped her thighs. The six inch heels she had on her feet, giving her the illusion of legs that went onnfor days. Every single thing was in place, every detail looked perfect on her. He leaned forward in his seat, his elbows now on his knees. His long fingers were clasped together as he leaned his chin on the back of his hands; she had all of his attention now. 
She grabbed the pole and walked around it, a small smile on her face. That smile sparked a small glimpse of  a memory, he had seen this woman before. His brows knit together as he tried his best to figure out where, exactly. There was something that stuck out to him about her, her unwavering confidence. She'd had it since she walked out in stage.
As she started to dance, he started to narrow it down. He had seen a veriation of these moves before. “I can’t believe they got her to come from France for this. Amazing, isn’t she?” The waiter complimented as he sat the drink down in front of the man who seemed to be in awe of the dancer. That's when it dawned on him. 
How could he forget? He had met her once before after her burlesque show in France. It stuck out to him because she wasn’t from there and her French wasn’t that good, to put it kindly. But she was a brilliant preformer. Plus her beauty was unmatched, and he had been in the company of sought-after models at the time. She put them to shame.
He put his drink to his lips as a smile formed. He didn’t think it was possible, she looked even better than she did a few years ago. She had filled out a little more and had a healthy weight and glow on her. She wore the clothes now, they no longer wore her. She stuck out now in the best way possible. She was a star then, but now she was the sun.
He kept his eyes on her, they hadn’t left her since she went on stage. She climbed the pole then pushed her legs out diagonal to it, before splitting them into a ‘v’.  Her mouth was agape, face and body oozing sensuality and confidence. He couldn't look away, even if he wanted to.
*
You could feel the burning stare of someone in the crowd, but that was something you had gotten used to over the years. The thing was, you just couldn’t pinpoint where exactly the stare was coming from.  You held the pole as you rolled your body down, free hand traveling down your torso to settle over your heat.
Looking out over the piles of people having a go at pleasing each other, but most seemed too preoccupied to notice little old you. You continued on with the routine, climbing the pole once again to do an aeriel invert, the pole turning, helping you with your search.
The hairs on your right arm stood up. The stare seemed to be coming from that side of the room. At least someone was paying attention. Sliding down and off the pole, you crawled on the floor towards that side to get a better look, but still couldn’t see anyone who was looking hard enough to where you could feel their eyes on you. 
You shook it off, you didn’t have time to wonder, you were there for work after all. You gave a nod to your manager who stood at the side of the stage, letting her know you were ready for the next prop. Just like that the stage crew was closing the curtain to reset the stage and pull out your next prop.
*
His body went cold, his face stiffened in panic. Was that it? He sighed, sitting back in his seat, disappointed. He was hoping he could see more of her, seeing that it had been a while since he had last been graced by her impeccable stage presence. She was more than okay for a newbie back then. But by the looks of it, she had trained over the last few years. She deserved to be praised for her performance, awarded even.
He ran his fingers through his hair, pushing the few strands that feel out of place, back. He hadn't even noticed how hard he had become, he was distracted. He ran his hand over the bulge in his pants, she was having an effect on him and she hadn’t even done that much. If only he could have seen her up close.
The annoyance had set it. He wanted- no he needed to see more. The room had become dry to him. The girl just a few steps away from him who was enjoying his friend, her moans had become irksome when just a few minutes ago he seemed to enjoy them. He got up, fixing himself to try and hide the very obvious bunching in his trousers.
Just as he was about to go relieve his current affliction, the curtains opened again. He opted to stay standing, making his way towards the large, tinted, picture window that framed the owners suite. He leaned an arm against it as he peered down towards the stage. There she was again, this time in a change of outfit. The lights showered her in their glow, making her encrusted bodice and the copious amounts of body glitter on her sparkle. 
The little flecks of iridescent blue and gold went perfectly with the cream colored corset. Her skirt was made of ostrich feathers and didn’t go any further than the tops of her thighs. She was perched in the center of a glimmering, gold, crescent moon that hung from the catwalk above. It was situated in a pool of aqua blue liquid that also seemed to sparkle a bit too.
Once again he found himself to be entranced by her. Pulled in by her presence. She began by dipping her pointed toes in the liquid, flicking it towards the side of the stage. That same leg pointed out towards the crowd as she turned her body with it. 
When her body faced outwards, she dipped both feet in before kicking her legs into full split, water splashing everywhere. He watched with laser focus, as if trying to commit the routine to memory. 
She splashed back and forth through the water until she was completely soaked. She shed bits of her costume throughout the performance and now she was down to her corset and thong. It was close to the climax of the act, she had few more moves before she could finally retire for the night. 
She sat on the crescent, hands on the pull away part of the corset, sitting mermaid style. She waited a beat before she pulled, exposing her round breasts. Her nipples were covered by pasties made of the same jewels as her corset. 
She dipped her body into the water, and came up slow, her body glistening with what could now be seen as glitter from the water as larger chunks of it rained from the sky. She raised both her hands above her head as she posed, the song ended just on time.
She got a few claps from the ones who just so happened to be paying attention, but the reaction was disheartening to say the least. She kept a smile on, despite feeling a little down that only a handful of people really paid attention. 
Once the curtain closed her hands fell along with her smile. “Good job.” Her manager clapped as she walked up to help her out the pool. She tucked her tablet under her arm as she extended her hand.
“Oh please, Jinee. Save that for the six people who watched. The rest of the room didn’t even know I was there.” The hurt could be heard in her voice as she stepped down. A robe was quickly thrown over her shoulders to aid her in drying off. 
“Six and a half, I saw a guy only half paying attention while he was giving head, if that counts.” The preformer groaned, walking away from the other woman. “I was joking! It was a joke.” Jinee called after her, only for it to fall on deaf ears.
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Chapter Two: Opulent
The hustle and bustle backstage made you stop in your tracks. If it wasn’t for the fact that there was no one who looked remotely like you back there, you would have forgotten you weren't back home in France. “Where are we going again?” 
Jinee perked up, “To the dressing room, then to the owners box. Someone up there was so awed by your performance that they wanted to meet you.” She plastered on a big smile. 
“I was hoping to go back to the hotel-”
Jinee waved you off, “You will, don’t worry. We just need to say a quick ‘hello’, let them praise you for your great show and then we are out of here. Okay?” Jinee nodded hoping it would get the you to go along with her plan. 
“Fine. But I will walk out if we aren’t out of here in thirty.” 
Your manager gave you a thumbs up. “You got it dude.”
Jinee was a liar. As soon as you both got back to the dressing room she handed you the lingerie from earlier and told you to put it on, heels and all. If it wasn’t for the room being the size of a child's shoebox, you were sure you would have fought her right then and there. 
She thankfully gave you time to de-glitter your body and take a shower. You put in you best efforts to stall for time, really dreading having to mingle, keeping up your fake persona after putting on a severely overlooked performance. You reapplied your makeup and blew dry and fixed your hair, leaving it down. You were far too tired to try and tackle that task. At least you'd look the part even if you didn't feel like playing it.
Now you were standing outside the double doors of the Owners suite. The tall wooden doors had ornate gold details all over it, the knobs also had the golden detail on it and looked as if it’d take two hands to open. A large guard stood next to it, stone faced. He towered over you two, but that didn’t scare Jinee one bit. She wasn’t one to scare easily.
She was impatient, tapping her foot, arms crossed over her chest. She just wanted to get this over with. Jinee spoke in Korean to the guard and all he did was simply move to the side and open the door for them. “Enjoy.” He spoke in plain English making the manager scoff and deadpan. 
“Well to hell with my Korean, hm? He made me pull out my rusty skills for him to speak English? Not fair.” She pouted, causing you to chuckle. 
“Your face was priceless though. When that realization hit….” She laughed a little harder, not noticing your words trail off. She nearly bumped into as you stopped abruptly.
The lounge for the owners suite was glamorous. The flooring was a cream color with big black diamonds that had smaller diamonds inside of them. The walls had a matte black wainscoting with little flecks of gold glitter in it. The sofas were a plush, tufted, black velvet, decorated with fluffy cream colored pillows. Larger pillows were strewn across the floor for use if anyone needed them.
There were rounded, gold, and black chandeliers that hung from the ceiling with crystals that seemed to float from the ends. The bar had a golden glow to it, it seemed to be lined with lights that popped off the black surface. Even the shelves that were lined with bottles seemed expensive with its golden accents.
The room reeked of sex, opulence, and hotel grade scenting being pumped into the large space. “Oh sweet baby Jesus…” Jinee grabbed your hand as she tried to contain her very obvious shock. There was an orgy taking place in the middle of the room. But this was nothing like the one outside. There was a girl suspended from the ceiling in the middle of it, spread wide, gagged and bound while countless others ravaged her exposed body. Hands, mouths, other apengades, and tongues everywhere.
This was where you were assuming all of the top stars were.
You looked to your friend in complete and utter shock. Jinee, who was born in the states, was just as shocked about these findings as you were. Though she frequented her parents' home country a lot as a child, her Korean being barely conversational, she could still recognize a few of the faces in the room. “What the actual fuck, Kim Jinee?” Your eyes were wide, even Jinee didn’t know exactly how to respond.
Downstairs seemed tame in comparison.
This was beyond a culture shock, this was something new and entirely different. All you could do was shake your head while trying to back out of the room. But your manager held your hand tightly while shaking her head wildly. “We-we can’t go yet. Let's just meet him and get-” She stopped mid sentence as a hand snaked around her shoulder.
“I’ve never seen you-” The man hiccupped, his breath smelling of alcohol and cigarettes. Jinee looked as if she would vomit. He leaned his full weight on the small girl, lips and tongue already on her neck, her eyes cried out for help. You were frozen in fear for your friend, grip on her hand tightening as you were about to pull her away. You had to escape.
“Leave.” As she was just about to be pulled away from you, an almost light, honeyed voice interrupted. The man seemed to quickly sober up as he bowed quickly, running away as if he had seen a ghost.
You caught your friend as her knees buckled. Jinee was shaking, she had never been approached that aggressively. “Thank you.” You spoke for your friend as she composed herself. He nodded and lifted his hand, it honestly looked as if someone emerged from the shadows. He spoke something to them in hushed Korean tones and they nodded.
“She is going to take your friend and help her calm down.” Before you could protest Jinee was being whisked off by the lady in black, her hand being pulled from your grip. “Wa-” You spoke, but it was too late.
"I'm sorry, but who are you?” Your friend had just been assaulted by bad breath and aggressive, non-consensual behavior, and you were supposed to just let her be? 
“She’ll be taken care of, I promise.”
“I-I’m sorry- but sir, I don’t know you or the person who just took her away. I would like to have my friend back so we can leave as soon as possible, thank you.” You huffed, but it only garnered an open-mouthed smirk from the man, the tip of his tongue jutting out between hip lips.
You were so flustered by the events and environment, that you hadn’t even had a chance to look at the stranger who possibly saved your friend's life. Because whether or not he saved her had still had yet to be determined, in your mind.
“Hyunjin.” He spoke, just loud enough for you to hear. 
“Hyun- what? What is that?” You were desperately looking around to see if anyone else was hiding in the shadows, but it was purposely dark in the room. Self consciously holding yourself, making yourself small as to not be noticed by anyone. One small personal space violation was enough for one night.
“My name, it’s Hyunjin. So, now you know me.” 
You stopped your search to look at him, “Like hell I do. All that means is that I know your name. That's all.” 
His smile grew, “Tell me your name and It’ll make it even.” 
Your eyes were back to wandering the room. They lit up as you spotted her friend who was being given water and a place to sit. “De la Rue. Rosalie De la Rue” You spoke without putting much thought into it. This was work, so why not use your stage name? 
“Your real name.” 
You sighed, ignoring him. “Thank you for your kindness.” That was one of the few things Jinee had taught you to say in Korean, other than a few quick phrases like ‘Where is the bathroom?’, ‘Is this spicy?’ or 'I'm not a prostitute.' Which you needed more often than not.
You were about to leave him standing there when he spoke again, “Didn’t you both come up here for a reason?” You paused at his inquiry, closing your eyes and sighing. Fuck. You thought before turning on your heels. 
“You wouldn’t happen to know who called for us, would you?” The corners of your lips curled up as you tried to smile, despite feeling your agitation beginning to increase.
He nodded, sly smirk curling at the corners of his mouth, that damned tongue poking out once again. “I did.”
Your shoulders slumped ever so lightly before straightening out your posture. You regained your composure and put a smile on your face. Performance mode was activated. “I’m so sorry if I came off as rude, sir. I’m just worried about my friend. You understand, right?” You stepped a little closer to him, placing a hand on his bicep. “It’s nice to meet you Hyunjin.”
You extended your other hand to him, only for him to take it and gently kiss the back of it. "Though it may be a pleasure, this isn't our first encounter… Rosalie." You tilted your head, confusion written all over your face.
"It isn't?" You finally took the chance to study his face, only having  gotten glances before. He looked as if he stepped right out of some josei manga. Almost princely in a way. Too pretty to be real.
His brows were slightly square but curved and tapered at the end, manicured to fit his face perfectly. His eyes initially came off as cold and sharp, but the longer you looked the more you noticed how they sparkled with warmth, giving the impression that underneath it all, he was kind. 
He had a beautifully shaped face, with soft but sharp features. His nose bridge was elevated, something that many people wish they had. His lips were undeniably kissable, pouty and smooth. Perfect. His hair was long and full, it seemed to shine even under the purposely dark lighting of the room.
You'd remember this face if you saw it. "I looked a bit different then. Much skinnier, but my face was fuller, shorter hair…" He trailed off, leaving you to think about it. The image of this lanky model popped into your mind. You met him backstage when you were just apart of an opening act. But it couldn’t be. Could it?
"The model… Chloe's model friend?" 
His lip twitched and pulled into a smirk, "So you do remember." You could hear the relief in his voice.
It all came flooding back to you. "Oh wow you do look…" Your eyes scanned over his body. His chest was out from the buttons he had undone. The thin silver chain on his neck glistened under the dim, amber lighting.
The silk shirt he wore hung slightly at the back and sides while the front was tucked into his pants, despite being slightly unbuttoned at the top and bottom. It had a silky, crocodile-like material, and even in this dim light you could make out the defined abs he had beneath it.
Your eyes traveled down his long legs adorned by black slacks, to his bare ankles, and most notably his Versace derby shoes. You chuckled, he had changed quite a bit from what you could remember. Especially his style. Though his looks had always been striking, he definitely stuck out more now than he did then.
“....Different… “ You nodded, realizing that you’d been staring for way too long. He studied your face, your eyes darted around, looking any way but in his direction. 
“I hope that different is a good different…” 
Your eyes finally settled on his, but you quickly looked away. “Yeah..most.. definitely.”
You swallowed hard, so hard that even with all the sounds that were going around in the room it could still be heard. He leaned in close as if he was going to reveal a secret. His scent encapsulated you, the warm, vanilla and rose scent danced its way into your nostrils. You let out a soft moan, almost incapable of holding it back.
He chuckled lightly, “Don’t be nervous, just pretend like we're old friends.” His voice seemed sweeter than it already was. Like it was drenched in chocolate and honey, and that confused you. Your senses were already in overload from the things going on that surrounded the both of you. From his scent to his attire that fit his perfect body, to the sound of his voice, it was all sending your mind into overdrive. 
“Friends…”
If you knew one thing, you didn’t want any friends that looked like him. That could prove dangerous, for both of you.
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Chapter Three: Expectation
“Old friends, seeing that we met years ago at this point.” He nodded, “Unless, you want to remain strangers.” He tilted his head a bit, hair falling in front of his eyes, a small grin on his face, and that stupid tongue of his making itself known. Since you had gotten here, he hadn’t stopped smiling. Something about your presence kept his lips curled up into a smile
“No, no. I could use a friend.” You looked over in the direction Jinee was in, only to see her chatting it up with some random, shredded, shirtless, actor looking guy. You groaned, rolling your eyes. You were never leaving this place.
“Care to sit? It looks like you will be here for a while.” You nodded only to immediately shake your head no.
You leaned in. It was your turn to tell a secret. “People have sex on these couches.” He laughed out loud, causing a few of those people to look at him strangely.
“They do. But not on the one I was sitting on.” He whispered back, sending chills up your spine. He put his hand out for you to take it, and surprisingly, you did. More out of fear of being swept up in all that was going on.
You both took a seat on the couch he had previously occupied. You scooted close unknowingly, just to avoid the scene that was taking place too close to your feet. His arm was on the back of the sofa, legs spread wide but comfortably.
“I sense that you don’t frequent places like this.”
Heat creeped to your cheeks, “Is it that obvious?”
He nodded, “It’s not a bad thing, so don’t worry. You could be like me, frequenting, but not taking part in anything.” Your brows knit into a frown.
“So you watch, but you don’t play…” You looked around, “Are you a masochist? Because that sounds… and looks like torture.” Your eyes darted towards his crotch, just to dart away just as quickly. You caught a glimpse of the bulge in his pants and immediately felt embarrassed about it.
“Some days it's bad, some days I’m okay. I was okay today until someone decided to perform.” You looked shocked. At least someone liked your performance. That brought your total up to one person.
“You are great on stage. There is a magnetism about you, I couldn’t look away.” You accidentally looked into his eyes as he spoke. They looked like endless pools of dark, rich coffee. Hypnotizing. You felt like you were trapped in the spider's web, and anything he asked you to do, you'd be compelled to do it.
"Thank you.. is that what you wanted us to come up here for?" Your voice was soft, somewhat nervous. He almost couldn't hear you. But the way he stared intently at your lips helped him to decipher quickly what you were saying.
"No, I wanted to see you up close.” His eyes traveled down your body, then back up again. Taking in every curve and dip of your smooth skin. “To see if you were just as beautiful as I remember.” You swallowed hard yet again, tongue darting out to wet your dry lips. “You are. It seemed impossible, but you might be even more captivating now.”
You couldn’t knock the nervous feeling you felt. Your cheeks heated up, and you tried to look away, but it seemed like you were glued in place. You couldn’t run. “Th-thank you.” Your eyes finally peeled away, but they immediately went straight to his crotch once again.
You groaned, shifting uncomfortably in your seat. His voice alone was enough to flood your basement. Him being this complimentary was making things far worse. “Get yourself together, Y/n.”
Your tone was hushed, but his ears perked up at the unknowing admission. “So that’s your name.”
You looked up, not realizing you had said it aloud, “Ah- yeah.” You nodded. You tried your best to keep work and personal life separated. You were Rosalie on stage, and Y/n any other time you weren't working. Which wasn't often these days, you were constantly working.
He couldn’t help the smile on his face. “Y/n.” Your name oozed off his lips like the empitomization of sex. It sounded a lot more erotic than anyone had ever made it sound. “It’s pretty. Fitting.”
You looked away and murmured a big ‘Oh my gosh,’ but turned back to him, trying to make herself seem unphased.
“Thank you. I try to keep up with appearances, so I usually use my stage name in situations like this. But I guess because you're familiar. A friend of a friend of sorts.. I guess it just slipped out…...” You started to ramble, “So yeah, is it hot in here to you?” You reached down to fan yourself with your shirt, forgetting you didn’t have one on. You were sitting here next to this fully clothed man in just your skivvies.
Once again, he waved his hand in the air, and someone appeared, “Ice.” The waitress nodded and quickly went to retrieve what he requested. “Here, let me help.” He leaned in, his scent intoxicating you once more as he gently pulled your hair into a ponytail. He used his free hand to help you fan, not knowing he was the very reason you were hot in the first place.
“That’s sweet of you, thank you.” Your body heated up more from his kind gesture. The waiter came quickly with a cup of ice, handing it to Hyunjin.
“May I?” You seemed apprehensive at first, “I’m just trying to help, I promise.” You took a deep breath and nodded. “Hold this.” He handed you the ponytail of hair he was holding. You regretted the extra long extensions you had gotten.
He put his hand on your shoulder, indicating that he wanted you to turn, you did. He started with your neck, placing a finger where he was going to put it so you wouldn’t be alarmed. The cold ice touched the bare skin of your neck, sending chills down your spine. Your back arched, making you sit up straight, not that you were slouching.
Drips of cool water made their way down your back, getting caught in the lace of your bra. He watched carefully at the way you reacted. They way the little hairs of your neck and arms stood up when your skin came in contact with the frozen cube. The low hums you gave in approval. Even the way you bit your lip to stop any other noises from escaping.
He wondered what you would sound like in the throws of passion. Your little whimpers and moans from your conversation had him on edge. He was trying to keep a cool head about it himself, but you were really making that a hard task for him.
He had become a painter with the frozen water. It was his brush, and you were his canvas. He slid it across your neck, back, and shoulders, watching it quickly melt down your hot skin. He longed to kiss the places he had just touched. A soft hum turned into a moan, his eyes darting to your parted lips. Your eyes were closed as you focused on cooling off.
Your eyes shot open as you felt him blow on your wet skin, yet another moan slipping from your mouth. He fell deaf to the rest of the room. All he could hear was you. Your breaths, moans, whimpers, and even your breathy sighs were all that filled his ears.
The last bit of ice in his hand had all melted away. He traced down your arms with his fingertips, a trail of goosebumps following his every move. “More?” His lips were mere inches from your ear lobe, his voice deep with lust, sounding amplified. You didn’t know what came over you, but you nodded, wanting more of whatever he was willing to give.
He reached for another piece of ice, then pulled you into him. “Let's cool off the front too, yeah?” Your teeth had a tight grip on your bottom lip, and you nodded in agreement to that as well. This block was much bigger. He was thankful for that. Not for his frosty fingertips, but for the fact it would take a little longer to melt.
His fingers wrapped around your neck gently as he leaned your head back on his shoulder. Without a warning, he placed the ice on your collarbone, swiping it from one side and slowly to the other. He watched as the liquid trailed down your buxom bosom and in between the valley of it. Wishing briefly he could be a droplet.
The delicious sound of your moan filled his ears, prompting him to groan in response. He was painfully erect at this point. He needed a release. But that wasn’t going to stop him from making sure you were nice and cool. He had dedicated himself to that task. He once again started to blow on your skin. Watching the way your chest quickly rose and fell.
You sifted, squirming in your seat, pressing your thighs together to get any type of relief you could. You could feel your wetness growing, and it wasn’t from the ice. The stickiness between your legs was making you a tad bit uncomfortable, so you moved a little more to resituate yourself, your hand landing on his muscular thigh.
One would think that by making that mistake, would prompt you to move your hand, but it didn’t. You kept it there, turning your head ever so slightly to look at him through half lidded eyes. He focused on you initially, but his eyes quickly moved to your plump lips, which made him bite down on his own.
“Y/n…” The way he breathed your name made you whimper, “I’m going to kiss you now. Is that okay-” He could barely get the words out before your lips were on his. You turned your body around and pushed his back against the plush fabric, caught between the arm and the back of the sofa.
Your knee landed between his long legs while your other leg was planted on the floor. One of your hands roamed over his chest, that silky material the only border between your and his hard pecs. “Fuck…” He whispered against your lips, his hands moving up to your waist, pulling you down onto his lap.
He wanted to be a gentleman, but everything in him was screaming for him to take you right there on that couch in front of the whole V.I.P. section, including your little friend. But he also didn’t want this to be some flashy one night stand that you’d have and soon forget about. No, he wanted this to be something you’d reflect on fondly.
You straddled his waist, your hands now in what used to be his perfectly coiffed hair. The heat you felt in your core was growing exponentially between the both of you. You pulled back, biting on his bottom lip, eliciting a moan from his lips. You felt drunk, though you hadn’t had a sip of anything but water in the last few hours.
Was it him that had you feeling intoxicated? Or was it the room and the sexually charged atmosphere? You didn’t know. But it was clear that you needed him tonight. Needed to release all that was pint up since you strolled into this out there club.
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Chapter Four: Eyes
You wanted to hear that sound again, the sound of his moan. You settled your hips over his, pressed down, and rolled your hips. Your lips were now on his long, thick neck, kissing and biting, leaving little marks behind.
His hands couldn’t help themselves. They had found their way underneath the straps of your garter belt. He was palming your bottom. He leaned his head back, letting out a loud moan as your hips rolled over his crotch. Any self-restraint he felt was being heavily tested at the moment.
"Damn, I don't think you know how sexy you look when you do that." Hyunjin was a masterpiece in your eyes. There was beauty in everything he did, even moan. Your brow arched as you did it again, just to see if you got a rise out of him. You did. He was reacting to every little thing you did.
It was like an open invitation to nibble on his neck. You leaned in and licked straight down the middle of his neck while your fingers fiddled with the buttons of his shirt. You wanted to see more of him, more of his perfect skin.
His mind felt hazy. He felt as if he had been holding his breath all this time, but he finally got a chance to breathe in your heavenly scent. You smelled of raspberry with hints of warm vanilla. Your skin was the softest thing he had ever felt, even softer than some of the most expensive fabrics. You were hot to the touch, your body warming him up with it.
He captured your lips again, waiting to taste you once more. One hand moved to the back of your head and the other to your hip. He guided your movements, needing the right type of friction. He could feel your dampness through the layers of clothes separating you. You were soaked. He groaned again, thinking about your slickness against him.
Just the thought was sending him into a spiral. Your lips moved back down to his neck, nipping at his ivory skin, your nails dragging down his chest and over his abs. Your hands stopped at the waistband of his slacks, a finger sliding over the upper hem of it. “Y/n… are you sure you want to do this here?” Your pupils were blown out. There was no coming back from how high you felt at the moment. You were completely drunk on him. High on lust.
“As good a place as any, right?” You started to unbutton and unzip his pants, “Plus, does it really look like anyone cares about us?” After your performance, you had been conditioned to think that no one was actually concerned about anything other than receiving or giving pleasure. So why would they care about what you were doing to him or vice versa. It didn’t concern anyone but the two of you.
“You’d be surprised.” He grabbed your hands, making you stop, “Let’s go somewhere private.” There was this concern in his voice that made you more agreeable than you would normally be.
“Fine…. since I want to continue this. But, I need to find Jin-.. '' Your eyes landed on your friend who was pint against the wall, getting it from that guy she was tonguing down at the bar. “Yeah, never mind. Let’s go.” She was already partaking in what you hoped you'd get into soon. No need to spoil her fun.
You slid off his lap and stood up. Normally, you had a policy of not going too far from your friends when they met a random person at the club. Fearful that something would happen to your or one of your friends. It was best to stick together. But Jinee was other wise occupied. Plus, there was something about Hyunjin's presence that made you feel secure. Plus, technically, this wasn’t their first encounter, so it should be fine, right?
You'd try and make sure to text her later to let her know you'd left.
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Deep in the heart of one of the most exclusive buildings in Gangnam was a lounge that held the secrets of many of the most influential, powerful, and richest people in Korea. There, hidden behind billowing gold curtains was a door that led down a pathway and into one of the biggest secrets the building had to offer; the location of the secret high flier club.
Y/n hadn’t fully made it out of the long corridor that connected the club to the vip lounge of the apartment building. No, you and Hyunjinwere too engrossed with one another to make another move. Unless said move had to do with your hands on the other's body.
His hands had once again found their way to your ass. He couldn’t for the life of him figure out why he was so fascinated by it, but he would prematurely say that he loved the way it felt in his hands. He wondered about all the things you liked done to it, if anything at all. He felt a little curious, but he didn’t want to ask, just in case it ruined the mood. He gave it a test smack, watching it jiggle over your shoulder.
You giggled against the skin of his neck. “Having fun?” His cheeks immediately flushed, he quickly hid his shy smile. He had been caught.
He cleared his throat awkwardly, “Do you…. like that?” You pulled back, away from him.
“Like you getting shy or… having my butt smacked?” His cheeks flushed even more with your words.
“Having your bu- " He shook his head, quickly making the correction, "Having your ass smacked.” He had seen plenty of regular butts. You had an ass. Perfect. Full. Perky.
Your lips curled into a smirk, “You want to find out?”
He groaned, pulling you in by your waist. “I do,” He paused, his hands moving right back to where they rested before. “But first, let’s agree to keep this casual. I know you are only here to visit, and I don’t want either of us to get… caught up.” Meaning, he didn’t want to fall for you, just for you to leave and never come back. You nodded in agreement.
“That’s cool with me. Casual it is.” He kissed your lips to seal the deal, grabbing two handfuls of your butt before smacking both cheeks. You giggled once more, “Can we get to this private place you were talking about? It feels like we are being watched down here.” You had a slight fear of close spaces, and though this was a long corridor, it wasn’t very wide, making you super uncomfortable.
He took your hand and pulled you behind him as you made your way out the doors of the connecting pathway and into the apatment buildings exclusive lounge. There were a few people chatting here and there, but no one of them really seemed to pay either of you any attention as you made your way through. He called for an elevator and pressed you against the sparkling, cream, and gold wall as you waited.
It was something about the way he tilted your head up by lifting your chin with his ring clad index finger. Something about the way his plump lips lingered after giving you a soft kiss on the lips. You nearly missed the ding of the elevator. He picked you up, hands gripping the underside of your thighs. You squealed, quickly adapting and wrapping your arms around his neck.
Your back settled against the cool gold-plated walls. He looked away briefly to press the ‘P’ on the elevator. You stared at the glowing button briefly before being pulled back in for a kiss. How could a model afford the penthouse in this very expensive building? You pondered on whether you needed to make a change in careers, but the thoughts dissipated upon feeling his fingers press against the fabric of your underwear.
You let out a delectable moan that coated his ear drums like honey. There were so many nasty thoughts running through his head about what he wanted to do to you, with your consent, of course. Just pressing his appendage against your soaked panties had him willing to get on his knees in the elevator and taste every drop of your sweetness.
He applied a little more pressure, rubbing his thumb in circles over your hardened bud. He looked back to see what floor they were on, and they were approaching their destination quickly. “How are you so damn wet?” His words came out as a growl. He was trying to keep himself under control, but he wanted you bad.
You snaked your hand down and stroked him through his slacks. “Same reason you’ve been like this all night.” He groaned, leaning his head on your shoulder just in time for the elevator to ding again, indicating you had reached his floor.
He let you down and grabbed your hand once again, leading you into the expansive penthouse. You tried not to be shocked about the view, but the place was beautiful. You could see right across the Han river from where you were standing and you were just in the entrance. Your heels clicked on the marble floors of the entry. The floors and walls all shined brightly of the same gold veining through the cream marble. The chandelier reminded you of the ones in the owners lounge, just on a bigger scale.
Truthfully, a lot of the design aspects of this place reminded you of the owner's lounge. Once you were down the three stairs from the foyer, there was an off-white, almost gray carpet with big black triangles in the center. The couches were stark white with black and white pillows over it. The walls were the same color as the carpet, and there were little black and gold details everywhere.
It was honestly on trend with the club, making you wonder just who he was. He noticed the look on your face, “The same person designed my apartment and the club, if that's what you are wondering.”
You chuckled lightly, “I guess my face said it all, huh?”
He turned to you, your hand still in his. “I have a question for you.” You nodded for him to continue. “Where do you want me to fuck you first?”
Read Part Two Here
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A.N: Please reblog or leave a like or comment to let me know how you feel. I'd love a little feedback. Thanks for reading, and I hope you enjoyed it.
[Rewrites, Reposts, and Translations are Prohibited]
Thanks to @infamouskem for all the help and inspiration. If it wasn’t for you, I'd still be stuck on the fluff part, haha 😄
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bangchansspicybuldak · 9 months ago
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Genre: Unrequited Love, Noona-Dongsaeng relationship, Office scenario, Light Angst.
Type: One-shot, Short fanfiction.
Pairing: Yang Jeongin/Reader
Available on: Ao3
User Id: thenightsoftingles
Word count: 2, 765.
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"So to counter attack the bug, they did this complex coding known as–Hey! How rude it is to walk away when Hyung is talking— Innie!"
Jeongin ignores Jisung's blabber, but it shakes you out of your miserable looking blankness.
You turn to look at Jeongin's approaching figure, and his mind traces each way your gaze shifts to his body at length, from shoulder to shoulder, to his face, to his blowing hair, to his peaking chest.
"Noona." 
You still seem to be unaware of his attention towards you, because when your gaze flicks from his lips to his eyes, Jeongin notices the sharp intake of air that you took.
He notices, and he shakes in his body to not react to such confusing signs. How foolish you can be to jump your Noona, Jeongin, his mind scolds him.
He turns and simply sit beside you, cherishing what little touch of warmth he can cease from your closeness.
It took him months to sit beside you, for you to be so comfortable with him. It took him months to have just a fragment of his skin to overlap yours (although he pertains to confess falsely that he hates skin ship). It took him months, at stretch, to feel the sea breeze lightly touching your burning cheeks (was Jeongin the reason, he wonders through his sobriety),  to feel it vanish past your pale skin, and Jeongin appears not to be affected of the blowing wind, and especially, not jealous. None at all.
Yet, he caves in. Digging in. Pawing and seeking an opening— any entrance to bloom within your heart. To peak beneath, to feel comforted that you like him back, just as badly as loves you.
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Turn to me,
just this once.
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miaroseindreamland · 1 year ago
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ALL FOR US
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Pairing: Changbin x reader
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Genre: former lovers. Changbin and Y/N met after months of their break up.
Warnings: Angst, Drama, I cried as fuck so embrace yourself.
Note: Read while listening to this song:
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There you were. He didn't expect to see you at the wedding of his cousin. And not accompanied by your new boyfriend.
He was confused. Hurt. He thought he wouldn't feel pain when he saw you with someone else, but it was a lie. He was happy for you but miserable for himself.
You were smiling with your new boyfriend, the same smile you gave him every time he talked. Changbin bit his lips and gulped when he saw you walking closer.
"Chaeryeong!" You called your mutual friend that was standing near Changbin. "I missed you!"
"Me too!" You hugged your friend. "You are busy lately!" She joked and pointed to your boyfriend, who chuckled with you.
"I'm sorry for taking her away," he joked. "But she was irresistible." He played as he eyed you lovingly, and on that moment Changbin wanted to punch him.
"Ah! Babe, this is Changbin-ssi! Our childhood friend." You pointed as your boyfriend greeted your ex-boyfriend without even knowing he was your ex.
"Nice to meet you." Changbin's voice came out a little trembling.
"You too. And I must say, I'm your fan." Your boyfriend expressed to your ex.
"Oh, thank you. I'm honored! Chaeryeong told me you are a lawyer?"
"Not as exciting as being an idol, but yes, I am."
"Oh, I don't know, idol life isn't as perfect as you think," Chaeryeong chimed in. "Don't you agree, Changbin-ssi?"
"True." Changbin agreed and eyed you, and as if you two could talk telepathically, you knew what was on his mind. In fact, two weeks ago, you called him at 2 am, saying how much you loved him. How much you wished he would fight for you. How much you saw him in your own boyfriend. Were you drunk? Positively. But you did love him.
"Excuse me, I'm going to pick a drink." Chaeryeong said as she walked away while your boyfriend was called by one of your mutual friends, and like life wanted, you were alone, staring into each other's eyes. You cleared your throat and looked at the bride.
"She's beautiful."
"Yes..." He agreed, not taking his eyes off you. "You're stunning."
"Changbin..." You called in an attempt to stop him.
"I'm sorry. I'm happy for you." You looked up to meet his eyes. "Truly. He seems like a great guy. Does he treat you well?" He asked, and you nodded.
"He's a gentleman." You smiled, eyeing your boyfriend who smiled at you while he spoke with an acquaintance.
"So why did you call me?" He asked as you pulled your glance back to Changbin's eyes.
"I was drunk." You said, ashamed. "Can we forget about it?"
"I wish I could." He whispered. "You're in my mind 24 hours a day." He said while looking around the room to avoid your eyes. They were always his weakness. "And how foolish I was for not kissing you more, for not taking you home, for not saying I loved you. I failed to be the person you needed, and that breaks me even more." His eyes finally met yours, and they were filled with unshed tears. Your face mirrored his pain. He pressed his lips together in a futile attempt to resist the pull of your eyes and your sorrow. "I hope he does all the things I didn't." He nodded to himself and walked away, leaving you in shock and wiping your tears away while trying to smile and push the pain away.
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uramakimochi · 8 months ago
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me for the past week and i'm so fucking maddd
STOP👏TAGGING👏XREADER👏IF👏YOU👏USE👏AN👏OC👏NOBODY👏 FUCKING👏ASKED👏FOR👏THAT👏OKAY???
The wrong thing is not the fact that you write a story with an oc, no, that's not the real problem, really.
IT'S JUST THE FACT THAT YOU USE THE WRONG TAG SO YOU HOPE MORE PEOPLE READ YOUR STORY. BUT BELIEVE ME IT'S JUST FUCKING ANNOYING 'CAUSE WE AREN'T ABLE TO FIND THE RIGHT FICS IF YOU KEEP DOING THIS!!!
There are people who like to read more stories with ocs than reader inserts, so use the fucking right tag go reach that community and stop spamming your stories among ours.
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I don't think you get it but, you know, the purpose of fanfics with reader insert is to make the reader imagine her/himself as the mc of the story. The best part of these fics is the fact that EVERYONE can be included in them.
SO WHY THE FUCK DO YOU HAVE TO RUIN THEM BY MAKING THE MC A PERSON THAT LOOKS COMPLETELY DIFFERENT FROM THE READER AND EVEN HAS A NAME THAT IS NOT THEIRS?
Not to be dramatic but i hate y'all.
And the fact that it's always the same fandoms and we all know who we're talking about...
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dreaming-medium · 8 months ago
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Language Barrier
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Pairing: Lee Minho x Reader
Word Count: 7K
Tags: fluff, first meeting, first kiss, strangers to lovers
Summary: When the power goes out while you’re in an ATM vestibule, you come to realize you’re stuck inside until the police come to open the door. But there’s one problem, you don’t speak a lick of Korean, and the man inside doesn’t seem to speak an ounce of English.
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A/N: Please note that sentences that are Italicized are meant to be in Korean and sentences that are regular text are in English.
‘How are you?’ - English
‘I’m fine thank you, and you?’ - Korean
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Luck was not on your side today.
It’s not like you’re an unlucky person as a whole, no, that’s not it. Today was just one of those days that when you say ‘How could this get any worse?’, the universe takes it as a challenge.
Perhaps you should’ve just kept your mouth shut after you spilled coffee on your blouse this morning. But, you’ve always been such a ‘glass-half-full’ sort of person that you tried to take every inconvenience in stride. Everyone has their limit, though.
Before you came here on a business trip, you had heard about the Korean Monsoon season.
Everyone and their mother told you about how much it would pour, how it would feel like the skies suddenly opened up. But, you didn’t take anyone’s warning seriously. You would wave them off with a scoff.
“It’s just rain,” you thought. “How bad could it be?”
You’re eating those words now as you run through the streets in your nice, newly-soaked, professional heels. Your slacks are sticking to your legs, making the fabric ten times heavier. With your bag held over your head, you look around frantically for the bank.
It doesn’t help that it’s close to 10 PM and visibility is already horrible at this time. Yes, you should have gone earlier, but you were distracted!
Where is it? Where is it?
There!
You spot the glass doors and practically sprint up to them, grab the handle, and rip the door open.
A giant sigh of relief comes out of your lips as you step inside the tiny vestibule.
The only other man inside the place jumps a bit at your noise. He glances over his shoulder at you, but immediately turns back to what he’s doing at the ATM. You pay him no mind as you shake the rainwater off of your bag.
It’s after hours at the bank, meaning the only thing open and available is one ATM inside the room between the bank itself and the streets of Seoul.
Soft beeping comes from the ATM as the other man presses a few buttons. There’s an umbrella on the floor at his feet.
After brushing the water off your jacket, you bring your bag in front of you and start fishing out your card. Countless items inside your bag are now completely soaked.
Ugh, there goes all those business cards you collected at the meeting. Most of the ink is bleeding off the cardstock. Maybe, if you try really hard, you can make out the phone numbers on the cards.
Is that a 6 or an 8?
Or maybe the email addresses will be easier to understand. Surely, it just their names and their company’s–
There’s a bright flash of lightning followed immediately by a booming clap of thunder at the same time the lights in the ATM vestibule flicker and go out completely.
You fight the yelp that bubbles in your throat. The man in front of you seems to lose the fight against his reactions and lets out a tiny yip.
His shoulders come up and he seems to bristle like a cat.
“You’re kidding,” you mumble, looking up at the lights. It was almost pitch black inside now, save for the tiny emergency lights that kick on on either side of the glowing Exit sign.
The man lets out a grumble and a sigh.
You look over and see that the ATM has completely shut off. Figures.
The storm must’ve triggered some sort of power outage. Great. Now you’ll have to find some other ATM.
Why, oh why, did the restaurant that your boss wanted to take you to tomorrow morning have to be cash only?
Whatever, there should be a bank a few blocks from here.
Your heels click on the tile as you make your way to the door. When you grab the handle and pull, it doesn’t budge.
There’s a beat.
You try again, really putting your back into it this time.
“Am I stupid or what?” you whisper to yourself, trying the other door and pulling equally as hard.
“They’re not going to open,” the man behind you says. “The fail-safe locks probably kicked in once the power went out. It’s a security measure.”
You turn around and look at him with a blank look on your face. “Oh, ah, um… s-sorry, no… no Korean.”
The man blinks at you. “You don’t speak Korean?”
You blink right back at him. “Um…” All you can do is shake your head with wide eyes and a sympathetic smile. “I’m sorry,” you repeat.
Another series of blinks are exchanged.
“No… Korean?” he asks slowly. His English sounds so unsure.
You nod. “No… no Korean.”
A tiny, exasperated sigh comes from his lips and he looks around, as if anything inside this tiny little room would be able to help him communicate with you. Meanwhile, you turn back to the door and give it another sharp tug to no avail.
“No,” he says firmly, drawing your attention back to him. He motions down to the door handles and then shakes his head.
“No?” you repeat, a bit confused.
“No.”
Honestly, the primitive conversation between the two of you would be somewhat laughable if you didn’t feel frustrated beyond belief.
“Why?” you ask, becoming annoyed. Obviously, he knows something that you don’t.
The man blinks at you and shifts around nervously on his feet. His hands motion around as he tries to conjure up a sentence in English. “N… No. Closed?... Closed.” He nods, saying the word rather confidently.
Yes, you know the door is closed. But, why?
After a second, he sees that whatever he said evidently isn’t good enough, so he points back to the ATM, to the light that is now off due to no power, and then to the locks. You follow his pointing and the cogs in your brain start turning slowly.
“Fail-safe locks,” you state and then finally release the door handles.
“Fail… Fail-safe locks,” he repeats slowly. “Fail-safe locks.”
“Fail-safe locks?” you parrot his Korean back to him and he nods.
A small hum comes from your chest and you take a step back from the door finally. “How long do you think–” you cut yourself off when you look over at him. The man is staring at you, not following a word you’re saying.
Your hand comes up and you brush some wet hair off your forehead and then scratch the back of your head as a nervous tick. There’s no point in even asking the question, he won’t be able to understand anything you’re saying.
If you were in his shoes, you’d probably be a bit annoyed too. But at the same time, he’s already been kinder than most would be in this situation.
He’s locked in an ATM vestibule with someone who doesn’t speak the same language as him– in his own country. He’s been more than kind. Most people would just wave you off and forget trying to communicate at all.
But here he was, talking slowly and making sure you can understand what he’s saying. He’s going so far as to point around the room to make sure you understand.
The man notices you give up and he lets out a tiny sigh, turning to then peer out the glass doors at the streets of Seoul. There’s basically no one out there, everyone has taken shelter from the squall.
“We’ll have to wait until the police come to open the door.” He pats at his pockets, searching for his phone.
Even with how terrible your Korean is, you still pick up on a few words. “Police?” A beat. “Police?”
“Yes,” he answers in English, taking his phone out and tapping the screen a few times before holding it up to his ear. The man continues to look through the glass doors, watching all the different cars drive by, none of them police cars.
You decide to turn around, walking around the tiny room.
All of the lights are off except for the emergency lights. They cast a dull glow through the entirety of the vestibule. There's barely enough light to see from one side of the room to the other.
Rain starts hammering against the glass as the man speaks into his phone. “Yes, hi, hello. I am currently trapped with another woman inside the ATM vestibule of Metrobank Seoul… Namdaemunno… Yes, that one.”
Your ears perk up when he mentions the name of the bank and the address. Ah, he must have called the police. His face pulls into a slightly annoyed look, but he doesn’t speak with a hint of it through the phone, at least, not that you’re really able to tell.
The man says a few more words into the phone before he hangs up with a sigh. He runs a hand through his hair and then down his face in an exasperated fashion before turning to look at you. His mouth opens to say something, but he thinks better of it and he grimaces even more.
Your own features pull into a sympathetic expression and you look away, slightly embarrassed. Should you have learned more of the language before coming here? Absolutely. But at the same time, you didn’t have much time to prepare once you were told you had to travel here for business.
He shuffles from foot to foot and looks around, shoving his hands in his pockets and desperately trying to remember every English class he took in school.
“Police…” he says slowly, thinking through every word he wants to try and say. “Police are… busy.”
“Busy?”
“Yes. Busy. Busy with… car…” He brings both of his hands together and claps and then makes an explosion noise with his hands.
“A car accident?”
He snaps his fingers and points to you, as if you’re a team during a game of charades.
“Car accident,” he says in Korean.
“Car accident,” you repeat and he nods.
Despite the reality of the situation, you smile. The humor in all of this does not escape you. You decide to try and meet him halfway, even with your butchered pronunciation.
“Police… time… long?” Your head cocks to the side and you point to your watch. He shakes his head and shrugs in exaggerated movements.
Scoffing, you roll your eyes. The accident was that bad, huh? No wonder the power went out then, the car must have smashed into electrical lines after that loud clap of thunder. This probably means all of the traffic lights and such are out too.
The police are most likely directing traffic and making sure no one gets injured; two idiots stranded in an ATM vestibule are the least of their concerns. Honestly, you can’t be in a safer place. Well, unless this guy is a murderer, but you haven’t gotten a harsh vibe yet.
You sigh and lean against the wall near the corner across from the ATM. Your body slides down to the floor and you stare straight ahead. It seems like you’re going to be in here for a while then.
The man takes one last look outside the doors before walking in your direction. He leans against the adjacent wall and takes a seat on the floor with you. His shoes almost touch the side of yours. It’s at this time that you let yourself take a moment to really look at him.
He has to be around your age; older than a college graduate but younger than someone settled into their career. Something that definitely doesn’t escape your attention is how… pretty he is. His skin is near perfect and so is his hair. Everything, down to the clothes he’s wearing, is absolutely flawless– and he’s only in sweatpants and a zip-up hoodie!
Next to him, especially in your current drowned rat state, you probably look like something worse than a hot mess. You quickly comb your hair off your forehead once more and pull at your soaking wet clothes sticking to your skin.
The man’s lips purse for a moment and he opens his mouth as if to say something, then promptly stops, opting for a grumble of frustration.
After a moment, an idea flickers through your mind and you hold up one finger to him to say ‘one moment’. You reach down into your pocket for your phone and take it out, tapping at a few screens and bringing up the Translate app.
‘What’s your name?’ you type into the phone and it immediately translates it into Korean below it. You turn your phone around and hold it up to him.
The man looks at you, then your phone, and his eyes light up. If you’re not mistaken, you even see a little bit of relief flash over his features. A tiny smirk pulls at one corner of his lips before he looks back at you.
“Minho,” he answers and motions to you.
“Y/N,” you reply. “Nice to meet you, Minho.” You hold your hand out for a handshake.
Minho looks at your hand and his smirk gets wider before he grabs your hand and shakes it gently. The skin on his palm is so soft. “Nice to meet you, Y/N.”
After shaking his hand, you bring your phone back up to your face and type another sentence into the translate app.
‘I’m very sorry for not knowing Korean, I’m here on business.’
Minho looks at your phone, reading the statement before shaking his head and pulling out his own phone. He types away and then holds it up for you to read.
‘No need to apologize. With my line of work, my English should be better. It’s a very hard language to learn.’
A little laugh huffs from your nose and you nod and type.
‘Try learning Korean.’
Minho laughs with you and his smirk grows into a playful smile. Jesus Christ, this man is gorgeous. He looks down and taps a bit on his phone and then he holds it up to you. With the way his smirk pulls at his lips, it almost reminds you of a devious little cat.
‘I could tell you were a foreigner when you first came into the bank.’
Your eyebrow raises. “Oh, really?”
He’s chuckling when he brings his phone back to type more and then hold it up for you to read.
‘You don’t have an umbrella.’
Laughter leaves your lips when you read that and your head tilts back to rest against the wall. The wetness from your clothes is beginning to seep into your bones. Plus, the feeling of the fabric sticking to your skin is starting to become overstimulating.
But, you try and keep it together. You don’t really have another option at the moment.
You type a message back to Minho.
‘People tried to warn me about the Monsoon Season. As you can see, I didn’t listen.’
He reads your message and sucks his teeth with a smirk. Minho shakes his head and motions to the glass doors, as if to say ‘Look!’.
“I know, I know!” you laugh and look outside at the sheets of rain pouring from the sky. Puddles have turned into small ravines flowing down the sides of the road. Any car that passes by creates a huge splash as they pass through them.
Every once in a while, the sky will light up and thunder will follow it quickly.
Minho laughs with you. “Next time… you listen.” He nudges your leg with his foot.
You look over at him. “I will, trust me.”
A long look is shared between the two of you. There’s this tiny nagging feeling at the back of your mind, it’s that same feeling you get when you see someone in public that you swear you’ve seen before. Maybe he just has one of those faces?
No, you definitely haven’t met him before. You would remember if he was someone you shook hands with in the last few days. A man that gorgeous would never slip under your radar, you’re certain.
Minho stares back at you, eyes flitting about at your soaking wet hair matting to your skin. It looks like his one hand twitches for a moment and then he shifts in his seat.
Back to the app.
The two of you type away on your phones and hold them up at the same time with the exact same question on them.
‘What do you do for work?’
‘What do you do for work?’
Again, the two of you let out little huffs of laughter and he motions to you as if to tell you to go first.
So you do, you type down on your phone a little answer for him.
‘Right now, I’m only the assistant to a CEO for a huge company. Wherever he goes, I go. I write all his contracts; everything he does goes through me first. I’m more of an administrator than an assistant, though.’
Minho reads your answer carefully and then types out a small response with a tiny crease in between his brows.
‘Why do you say ‘right now’?’
A sad smile spreads on your face as you look down at your phone to type out a response.
‘I studied hard and have a Mathematics degree. But no matter where I apply, they say I don’t have enough experience. Back in America, the job market is absolutely horrible. So, I’m stuck.’
Minho’s eyes scan through your message and a frown pulls at his lips. He looks back up at you, meeting your eyes and then back to your phone before he begins to type his own message.
Your silent communication warms your heart a little bit. The glow from his phone lights up his features and you study him carefully. His teeth poke out from his top lip– it’s absolutely adorable.
He seems to think for a long moment before his thumbs fly over his screen.
Rain is coming down in sheets outside the door, it’s the only other sound inside the room besides the light clicking of the haptics on his phone.
You reach back and once more run your fingers through your hair– it seems to be drying now, but not in a good way. The humidity of the rain is apparent in the way it's starting to frizz up.
Minho turns his phone around after a moment of typing.
‘I’ve heard about how hard it is to get a job in America, I’m very sorry it’s so unfair. For what it’s worth, I think there’s nothing wrong with the job you have now. Hard work is hard work no matter if it's an assistant or a scientist.’
His words strike a chord within your heart, they tug at your chest and at the corner of your lips which twitch into a wistful smile on your face.
“Thank you,” you say to him in Korean, looking directly into his eyes. Minho smiles back at you when he hears it.
“You are welcome,” he answers in English.
His smile seems so warm for a stranger. He looks at you as if you’re an old friend, not like a woman, still soaking wet from the rain, sitting on the floor with him inside an ATM vestibule. He’s so genuine.
After a few seconds of just looking at him, you bring your phone up to type once more.
‘Your turn. What do you do?’
Minho stares at your phone for a long time, seemingly reading the sentence over and over again. His bottom lip pulls between his teeth and he seems to weigh something in his mind.
His brown eyes flick to yours, then back to the phone, then back to you again before he looks down at his phone.
You never realized how much just body language alone can convey.
He types slower, his thumbs not moving as quickly as before. Why does he seem so apprehensive?
Eventually, he turns the phone around.
‘I’m an idol.’
“Oh,” you say softly. Your shoulders shrug a bit and you cock your head to the side. “Like a K-pop idol?”
Minho nods in response. “Stray Kids.”
The name rings a bell, it’s just one you’ve heard floating around for a few months now. You think one of your friends is into them, but you can’t remember. She’s into so many different groups, it’s hard to keep track anymore.
You type in your phone.
‘I’ve heard the name before. Weren’t you guys at the MET Gala?’
With a breathy chuckle, he nods. A smile spreads across your face.
‘Wow, I’m trapped in a room with a celebrity then. You know, people write stories like this.’
Your joke definitely lands because he snorts a huff of laughter as you type on your phone a little bit more after that.
‘Don’t worry, I won’t take pictures and post them all over Twitter or anything. This will just be a funny story for me to tell my friends when I get back home to America.’
“Thank you,” Minho says softly with genuine gratitude in his voice. God, you can’t even imagine what it’s like being an idol. There probably wasn’t a single place he felt safe going to anymore. There are always cameras just waiting to take his picture.
‘When do you go back to America?’
‘In a few days. My boss loves to extend his business trips at the last minute. So, I could be here three more days or seven more days. It’s very hard to pack to come on these trips.’
A bittersweet expression settles on his handsome face.
You think for a long moment before typing away at your phone and showing it to him.
‘Have you ever been to New Jersey? That’s the state I’m from.’
Minho’s lips purse as he thinks for a long few moments. Very slowly, he nods, almost unsure. He types in his phone, then thinks for a moment, then types again.
‘I think we’ve been there twice. Is Newark in New Jersey?’
Excitedly, you nod. “Yes, that’s up in North Jersey!” You’re so excited that you forget to type down on your phone. “Oh!” you say with a laugh, looking back down at your phone.
‘Yes, that’s in the northern part of the state, about an hour or so from my hometown. I grew up in the central region, right on the beach. It only takes ten minutes to get to the beach from my house.’
Minho’s smile widens and he looks at you with a slightly envious look in his eyes. You giggle in response.
‘Two other members love the beach, but they’re from Australia.’
‘Australian beaches are probably not that different from American beaches. But I’ve never been to Australia. Have you?’
Minho nods and you see him close his translation app and switch over to his camera roll. His fingers quickly begin scrolling up through the countless amount of photos he has on his phone.
Not wanting to invade his privacy, you look away from his phone and out the doors in the vestibule once more. Not a single soul is walking– or running– along the sidewalks anymore.
Due to the power outage, there’s not even street lights illuminating in the puddles, it’s almost eerie looking. But, surprisingly, you don’t feel uneasy at all. Especially not with Minho sitting at your side.
Said man hums to get your attention, shuffling closer to you, and you look down at his phone. The picture is absolutely gorgeous.
It’s a photo of the beach, you’re assuming in Australia. The red sun is peeking above the horizon and painting the sky a beautiful wash of reds, pinks, and purples, all of the colors melting into one another. The clouds are wispy and glow in the morning sun.
The ocean seems so beautifully blue, even the foam at the crash of the waves is beautiful.
In front of the ocean is a gaggle of boys, it looks like there’s about seven of them. Each of them have bright, beautiful smiles on their faces reaching their eyes.
You’ve never been able to feel joy radiating from a photo like this, it seems to be contagious since you find a smile pulling at your own lips.
“This photo is beautiful,” you whisper, not taking your eyes off of it.
Minho hums, maybe he understood what you said. His thumb moves and he scrolls to the next picture where two of the boys have taken one of the others by his legs and arms and seem to be pretending to toss him into the surf.
A soft giggle comes from your lips and you find yourself leaning towards him a bit to get a better look at the photo. Truly, you didn’t even notice your shoulders brushing against each other, and by his lack of reaction, it seems Minho didn’t either.
“Friends?” you ask him in your choppy Korean.
Minho looks over at you, his face closer to you than before. His eyes widen a bit at your proximity, but he doesn’t back up at all.
“Family,” he corrects you in his soft English.
An even warmer feeling spreads through your chest and you look back down at the photo. They must be his band members, but they just look so much closer than that. It reminds you of all of your friends back home.
Before you can even think twice, you’re opening your own camera roll, scrolling through an endless sea of memories before finding one specific morning you woke up to go watch the sunrise on the beach.
A tiny, awe-struck noise comes from Minho when he looks down at it.
“Sunrise,” you say and then think for a moment. You’re not sure of the Korean you want to say. “Favorite… time.”
He’s so patient when you speak, it absolutely melts your heart. There’s a different air about his softness with you too. He’s not treating you like a child just learning how to speak, no, he’s just being… nice. He’s being sweet and genuine and it speaks volumes about his character.
“Sunrise,” he says in Korean.
“Sunrise,” you repeat, looking up at him. His eyes were already trained on your face by the time you looked up. A tiny dusting of pink covers your cheeks. How long has he been looking at you?
A happy smile spreads over his lips, the edges curl up playfully. He nods. “Sunrise. Sunrise.”
“Sunrise.” Your voice says softly once more before looking back down at your phone.
Swiping through a few more pictures, you show him the boardwalk that runs down the beaches by your house. Everything from shops, to amusement park rides, to lemonade and ice cream stands litter the entirety of the shore.
He points down at the ferris wheel and shakes his head. “No,” he says simply.
“No?” you ask with a laugh. “Why not?”
“No… no high,” he shakes his head and motions his hands around to emphasize his point.
“Best picture,” you giggle holding your hand up in the air to emphasize the height aspect, then you’re swiping to the next picture taken from the top of the ferris wheel. This time, it was sunset. “Sunset.”
“Sunset.” A pause. “My… My… favorite time.”
A soft hum bubbles up in your throat. He loves sunset whereas you love sunrise. How cute.
“Sunset is beautiful,” you say slowly. Your eyes are still on your phone when you swipe to another photo.
“Beautiful,” Minho whispers softly.
Humming, you nod. “Yes, beautiful.”
A soft puff of air comes out of his nose and fans out over your cheek. When did he get this close? You look up at him and almost bump his nose with yours.
Minho’s head flinches back a bit at your sudden movement, but he makes no move to get further away from you.
He sighs softly, his eyes flitting all over your face, taking in every one of your features. “Beautiful,” he murmurs.
Your eyes widen, that pink blush making its way back to your face. You can’t even help the tiny, giddy giggle that bubbles in your throat. You look down shyly, biting your bottom lip.
Tender, gentle fingers lift your chin back up. Truly, you didn’t notice how cold your skin was until his warm touch spread on your skin.
Is this really happening?
A shiver races down your spine and a soft shudder comes out of your lips. Minho’s eyes look down at your lips and then down at your arm where goosebumps begin to raise.
He pulls away gently, making your brows furrow. Did you do something wrong? Maybe you misread his–
He’s shrugging off his hoodie.
Oh, he thinks you're cold.
Before you can even think to tell him you’re okay, he’s pulling your shoulder forward a bit so he can drape it over your back, bundling you up in such a pleasant, soft warmth. With small, fussy movements, he’s closing the hoodie around your body.
Perhaps you didn’t even notice how cold you were until you were suddenly surrounded in a warmth that can be compared to the fuzziest blanket you own. Not to mention the absolutely delightful scent that wafts upwards into your nose from the fabric.
It’s such a clean, cozy, calming scent. It’s like you buried your nose into the Mahogany Teakwood candle at Bath and Body Works.
Your eyes stay trained on his face while he bundles you up tightly. His hands gently grab your arms and rub up and down a few times to create even more warmth.
“Better,” he murmurs, finally looking up to meet your eyes.
How is it that a stranger has wormed himself into your heart like this? His tender gaze makes your soul feel calm, like those pictures of the morning surf under the sunrise.
“Thank you,” you whisper back to him. Your hands come up to grab at the hoodie, curling into the fabric.
Minho smiles back at you, you can see how his smile grows as he watches you relax into his clothing. There’s no space between your shoulders as you rest against adjacent walls, your two bodies have melted into the corner.
There’s a clap of thunder outside, but neither of you move. Your feet shuffle on the floor as you bring your knees closer to your chest. His legs adjust around yours, feeding them under your bent knees and tangling your limbs up further.
It’s so hard to break Minho’s eye contact, but you do it slowly, looking down at your phone and opening up the translate app once more. His soft breathing hits your cheek with every exhale.
‘You’re too nice to a stranger.’
Minho hums, almost in agreement. He picks up his phone and types back.
‘I’m usually not.’
You read the statement and then look at him, your head cocked to the side. Your brows furrow in confusion, but he types more before you can even ask another question.
‘I don’t know why I feel drawn to you.’
The text looks right back at you. Your heart flutters in your chest and you know that your cheeks get redder and redder by the second. Still, you can’t contain the giddy laugh that makes its way past your lips.
You bite the inside of your cheek to try and hide the smile, but it only makes Minho smile wider. His hand slowly comes up towards your cheek. Right before he’s able to make contact, he stops, hovering over your skin and gazing into your eyes.
A silent question is asked through his eyes. It’s a language that you don’t need any sort of app for. An answer is communicated right back.
Soft, tender warmth spreads over your cheek, radiating all throughout your body in the most gentle glow. His thumb caresses over your cheek bone, swiping gentle strokes back and forth.
You feel the same as him, that’s the strange part. There’s something so alluring about him that you just can’t put your finger on it. He’s pulling you in like a magnet and you don’t even want to fight against it.
There’s so many words sitting on the tip of your tongue, but you know that each and every one of them would fall on deaf ears. Nothing that you can say in the moment would make sense to him.
Exhales are shared and mingled together in the minimal space between your faces,
“Beautiful,” he whispers for your ears only. Not like there’s anyone else to hear it except the ATM sitting dormant in the corner of the vestibule. Not even the mice in the walls would have been able to hear his murmur.
Love at first sight was something you always gawked and scoffed at. You always thought that it was such a Hallmark invention, that there was no way you would be able to just look at someone once and immediately fall head over heels for them.
But here you were, sitting on a dirty floor, feeling your heart beating faster and faster in your chest. Letting your face be cradled by a man you didn’t know two hours ago. By the man who patiently worked with you to communicate.
How is this even possible?
You can count on one hand the amount of things you know about one another.
Minho, who is a famous idol in Korea, who loves sunset and hates heights, who has the most expressive brown eyes you’ve ever seen.
Minho, who did whatever he could just to talk to you when he could have just as easily sat in silence on the other side of the vestibule.
His hand slowly drags down your cheek, each finger gliding down your skin towards your jawline to lift under your chin.
Another silent question passes through both of you in the one language you seem to both be fluent in.
Your eyes flick down to his lips and he hears you loud and clear.
Minho leans in slowly, his lips brushing against yours in a featherlight touch. But, despite how soft the kiss is, heat spreads through your body in a grand wave, rushing through your fingertips and into your toes.
The first press is long and sweet, the two of you simply melting into the sensation of being locked together.
He pulls away only for a moment, his eyes gazing down at your lips before he swoops in again, this time his movements a bit quicker.
His hand returns to your cheek, guiding your head to tilt to the side to gain better access to your lips.
A soft sigh leaves your nose and your own hand travels up to grab at his shirt gently, just needing to hold onto him in any way possible.
Minho responds to your sigh, his lips moving a bit faster against yours. Both of your lips part and close, moving like mirror images of one another. Every few kisses, your noses brush against one another, but it doesn’t deter you from your actions at all.
Slowly, your hand travels from his shirt up to his neck, running up the side of his flushed skin. He feels feverish to the touch and it only spurs you on to keep moving. At the contact on his own body, Minho lets out a tiny grunt against your lips, his kisses stutter for a moment but he’s back to kissing you after just a moment.
Up, up, up, your hand travels over his moving jaw, to his cheek, then moving back to thread in his soft, brown trusses of hair. God, everything about him is just so perfect. It’s like you’re combing your fingers through the softest of cotton.
His kisses are getting deeper, little sighs come from both of your mouths as the passion continues on. Minho’s body turns towards yours a bit more, his knees canting up and almost forcing your legs onto his lap.
Tentatively, you feel his tongue poke out from between his lips, licking gently at your lower lip. You don’t even hesitate to give him access to your mouth. A gentle moan claws its way up your throat as his tongue licks into your mouth.
The hand on your cheek grips you a bit tighter, holding your face to his– as if you would want to try and move away from Minho and his addicting kisses.
“I just can’t help it,” he whispers in Korean against your spit, soaked lips before capturing them once more. “I don’t know what you’re doing to me, Y/N.”
All you catch is your name and it sends a shiver down your spine. You don’t even need to know what else he said, his tone says it all. The way it comes out in a breathy exhale is enough to send your mind reeling.
“Please,” you murmur into his mouth before he presses his lips to yours once more with the same amount of passion and need in his actions.
More and more rain hits the glass doors, becoming the only sound that can be heard in the room except for your shared exhales, pants, and breathy moans.
Slowly, the kisses begin to calm down. Minho pulls away for a moment to take a long breath. His thumb moves to brush against your lower lip like a butterfly landing on a flower.
His eyes open just a crack, gazing down at your mouth with a hazy look in his eye. As he slowly catches his breath, he presses his forehead against yours, his fingers brushing along the heated skin on your face.
“Forgive me, I didn’t do things in order,” he whispers. “I should’ve taken you out first.”
Your eyes open and you look at him in confusion. “Hm?”
His jaw clenches before he swallows and he takes another long moment to look over your face, his features soft and welcoming.
There’s some movement as his other hand blindly pats around his lap for his phone. He can’t physically tear himself away from you long enough to even look down.
Another tiny laugh comes from your lips.
Your fingers move out of his hair to come around and gently run over his features, brushing against his jawline, to then trace up to his lips and up the length of his nose, memorizing each and every detail.
Minho melts into your touch, his face moving closer to your touch, seeking you out.
His hand finally finds his phone and he grabs it blindly, flipping it around in his lap and tearing his gaze away from your face to glance down at it.
Thumbs are flying across the screen to type at his translate app. He’s typing so quickly on his phone that you can't help but laugh a bit.
Before he’s able to turn the phone around, there are a few sharp knocks against the glass of the vestibule. The two of you practically jump out of your skin and your heads whip over to the doors.
Red and blue lights are flashing outside and it looks like two police officers are standing outside, peering in at you both. They wave when they see they’ve caught your attention.
Minho looks at the police officers, then to you, then back to the officers, and then back to you once more. His mouth opens and closes a few times and he tries to form a few words but you’re untangling your limbs from one another.
In a moment, you’re both on your feet as the officers work on unlocking the doors from the outside.
Minho gently grabs at your arm and you look down where he’s touching and your heart sinks a little. His eyes look a little questioning and desperate.
“Oh,” you say sadly. You shrug off his jacket, and hand it back to him. Minho’s eyebrows pull together and his lips part. He looks down at the jacket and then up at you.
“No,” he says firmly.
“Are you two alright?” The police officer calls inside in Korean.
“We’re okay,” Minho responds without breaking eye contact with you. He puts a hand on his jacket still dangling over your arm and pushes it back towards you.
“Minho?” you ask, looking at him and then at the officer approaching you both.
“We apologize for the delay, but we knew you two were safe, so we had to prioritize,” the officer says.
You blink at him blankly for a moment before then looking back at Minho.
“She’s a foreigner,” he says to the officer, finally looking away from you. “She doesn’t know Korean.”
“Ah,” the officer responds. “My apologies. You can tell her that she’s free to go.” He nods at the two of you and motions towards the door. You take his hint and slowly begin follow him.
Once again, Minho tugs on your arm and you pause, turning around to look at him. He’s holding his phone up to your face with a pleading look in his eye.
‘Can I please buy you a drink?’
A wide smile spreads across your cheeks and you can’t deny the relief that you feel inside your chest. The moment your lips twitch upwards, Minho immediately mirrors it.
“Yes,” you respond. “I love to go.”
He chuckles at your choppy Korean once more before taking his jacket out of your hands and wrapping you inside it once more. This time, he grabs the hood and pulls it up over your head.
With a satisfied hum, he nods and laces your fingers together.
“Come,” he says confidently.
“Lead way.”
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snowyquokka · 1 year ago
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Just (fucking) friends
fwb!chan x fem!reader
cw: HEAVY smut MDNI, dom!chan/sub!reader, hair pulling, choking (kinda), breeding kink, swearing, mirror sex, unprotected piv *dont be silly, wrap ur willy*, aftercare, uses of baby girl/angel/needy girl, shitty grammar (this isn’t an english essay)
uhh i think thats it
wc: 0.9k
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“Just friends, huh?” Chan murmurs as he wraps his hand in your hair before forcing your head back. You both had gone to a party where a guy was hitting on you. He saw you come in with Chan so he asked if you were dating. You said no, and that you guys were only friends. Chan decided that that was the last straw; he wanted you to call him yours. He just needed to fuck you good enough.
“All your friends fuck you like I do?” you shake your head as he begins sucking and biting your neck. “Use your words pretty girl.” “N-no. Nobody fucks me like you- shit.” You hiss when he bites a little harder than before. You feel his tongue run over the soon to be bruise in order to soothe some of the pain.
“Please,” you whine as Chan pulls back.
“Please what, y/n? You want me to touch you, hm?” he trails his fingers lightly down your stomach until he reaches your heat. “I’m waiting, baby girl. Tell me what you want.” Chan stops his hand right at the waistband of your leggings.
“Fuck, please Chan. I want you,” you plead. He grins cockily before leaning in to kiss you messily.
“Take your clothes off, I want to see your pretty body.” Hastily, you strip completely. He turns you around so you’re facing the mirror and rakes his eyes over every inch of you. No matter how many times he’s seen you, you always seem to mesmerize him.
One of Chan’s hands slides in between your legs while the other holds your hip steadily. “Color?” he whispers in your ear.
“Green,” you nod. With zero hesitation he spreads your lips and thrusts one finger into your cunt.
“Fuck baby, how are you always so tight?” Chan groans softly. You press your back into his chest and roll your hips slowly.
As you grind on his fingers you make sure that your ass rubs against Chan’s bulge earning a grunt from him.
“Ah ah ah, not yet my needy girl.” He stills your hips and adds another finger into your already soaked pussy.
After a third finger is added he can feel you clench around him. “You gonna come baby girl, hm? You’re lucky I’m feeling generous. Go ahead and come, I got you.” His words go straight to your core and you come on his fingers.
He makes eye-contact with you through the mirror and commands you to open your mouth. You obey, allowing Chan to stick his fingers in your mouth. “You taste so fucking sweet, don’t you angel?”
He pulls his shirt over his head and grabs a condom out of his pocket before sliding his pants and boxers down.
“Wait.” You turn to look at him and glance down at the foil in his hand. “No condom. I-“ you cut yourself off as embarrassment flows through you.
“You what, baby. C’mon. Say it,” he throws the condom on the counter.
“I want to feel you. Just you.” You’ve never done it raw with Chan in the 2 months you’ve been fucking. He sure as hell wanted to, but didn’t want to make you uncomfortable by asking. Hearing you request the exact thing he’s fantasized about makes his cock twitch.
“You sure?” you nod in response. “Alright angel, if that’s what you want. But I have a few rules.”
“Anything just please fuck me, Chan.”
“You’re gonna keep your eyes on yourself the entire time. No looking at me, I want you to see how pretty you look while I fuck you dumb. Can you do that for me?” he lines his tip up with your entrance.
With your confirmation he pushes into you harshly, giving you no time to adjust to his size. “Holy shit baby, you feel so good around my dick.” You gasp and instinctively close your eyes but quickly open them back up when Chan wraps his hand around your throat. He doesn’t apply any pressure but does it to warn you.
“Eyes open, baby. You look so fucking gorgeous right now.” He latches his mouth on the sweet spot on your neck as the sound of skin on skin echos throughout the room.
“Gonna mark you all over, baby. Wanna show people who the one filling your pretty little cunt up is.”
“Yes, please Channie. Show them I’m yours.” A low groan escapes from his chest and his thrusts grow sloppier. “Fuck- I’m gonna come.” you moan.
“You want me to fill you up baby girl? You want me to fuck my cum into you?” Chan grabs both of your hips and thrusts into you hard which unravels the knot in the pit of your stomach.
A few moments later Chan’s stuffing you with his seed, not letting any escape.
He leans his forehead against your shoulder blade while you both come down from your highs. He slowly pulls out and kisses your shoulder before moving to clean you up. He carries you into your room and places you gently on the bed so he can find you clothes.
You’re both settled into your bed, legs tangled with one another’s. Chan breaks the silence, “I don’t want to be ‘just your friend’ anymore.” You turn your head to look at him.
“I don’t want you to be just my friend.” You smile and plant a soft yet passionate kiss on his swollen lips.
“God, I love you so fucking much.”
“I love you too.”
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milkteabinniechan · 1 year ago
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bath water | hwang hyunjin
part two
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MINORS DNI 18+ ONLY ☕| m.list
pairing: virgin! hyunjin x afab reader
warnings: oral (f. receiving), some angst, lots of smut, hyunjin is just learning hehe
a/n: this is a continuation of this story. This was a labor of love and I feel personally connected to this so please go easy on me, thank you for reading!
Your phone hadn't buzzed yet. Hadn't rung once. You cleaned your apartment. Twice. You reorganized your closet. You washed your hair. You played loud music. He still hadn't called.
Brrt Brrrrt. Your phone jumped on your desk. Not so gracefully, you leaped to grab it. "Buy one, get one on all hand soap! Now through Sunday." You squeezed your phone in your hand. A goddamn promotion. How evil.
You lay your head on your pillow, slaying arms out wide. Your eyes blur and unfocused, making shapes in the ceiling. You let your eyelids close. Suddenly you were back in that bathtub. Hyunjin's fingers appearing in and out of focus. You could hear the water, you could smell his cologne.
Brrt. Brrrrt. Now you were imagining things. Pretending your phone was ringing. You really were losing it. You glance down at your closed fist, phone inside. The light shone through your fingers. A cute picture of a ferret peeking through, Hyunjin’s contact photo. You shot up from your bed. This was real. 
“Hey…” his voice was low.
“Hey, you…” Your voice was shaking, “what’s up?” attempting to sound casual, you hoped it was convincing enough.
“Not much, just bought some new watercolors, some brushes. They’ve got this great sale going on at…”
Hyunjin continued talking about his day. His voice was chipper, like nothing had happened. He sounded warm, so warm. You clutched your shirt. 
“...what about you?” his voice back in your head. 
“Oh! Not a lot. Just some spring cleaning, ya know.”
Hyunjin paused. “You hate cleaning.” He huffed. You could hear the smirk in his voice. 
The conversation continued like that for a while. A few pleasantries, a few inside jokes. He made you giggle, so hard you would snort, making him laugh too. After a long fit of laughing and funny voices, there was a silence between you. You both sat in it for a moment.
“So…” Hyunjin cleared his throat, “I wanted to ask you something.”
You clutched your shirt again. 
“Do you think I could… paint you again?”
Days later you found yourself at Hyunjin’s apartment again. New plastic sheets on the floor. Neither of you had discussed what happened last time. He just asked to paint. That is all he wanted. You stared down at the plastic. Then up at Hyunjin, taking a deep breath.
“Where do you want me?” you spoke in a clear, confident voice, hands on your hips. A power pose. However, you felt like feathers and cotton candy on the inside, so fragile. 
Hyunjin pulled up some photos on his phone of women with painted stomachs. Beautiful works of art sprawled across skin. Your stomach flipped. Your mouth dried up. 
“Is this okay?” Hyunjin lowered his phone and met his eyes with yours. He had an intensity that shot through you like a bullet. All your feathers and cotton candy would melt away if he stared at you like that for even one more second.
“Of course.” You clasped the hem of your shirt and began to pull up. You expected Hyunjin to turn away, like last time. But he didn’t. He stood right there in front of you and watched. He watched your shirt graze past your stomach, past your breasts, up over your head. Your eyes met his as your shirt fell to the floor. One of your bra straps slipped off your shoulder. Hyunjin reached out and grabbed it, pulling the strap back up.
“Let’s get started.” He turned toward his supplies, unwrapping fresh, unused brushes and paints. You nodded your head and lay flat on your back, plastic crinkling underneath you as you adjusted and moved.
The first brush stroke across your lower abdomen felt exactly as you remembered. The cool paint countered your hot skin. You try your best to steady your breathing, letting out small I’m sorry’s every so often. It was different then the first time, however. Now you could see his face. His eyebrows pressing together in concentration, slightly biting his bottom lip, tilting his head to get the best perspective. You felt heat building in your core as his paintbrush traced lower and lower down your stomach. Your thighs clenched together involuntarily. You willed your body to stop. To not give away the awful, dirty thoughts that were going on inside your mind. You heard Hyunjin clear his throat and set his brush down, maybe to grab a different one. You closed your eyes and tightened your mouth into a thin line. You braced yourself for the soft bristles again, only this time there were no soft bristles. There was skin, fingers dipped softly into watercolor. You would know those fingers anywhere. A thumb ran down your outer thigh, a long streak of paint followed along with it. Then an index finger drew another long, thick line down your thigh. You bit your lip hard, so hard you feared it may bleed. You squeezed your eyes together tightly.
Hold it together. He’s just using a different medium. Don’t get off to this.
Unfortunately, your body was not listening to your brain. Your body wasn’t listening to anything except the feeling of Hyunjin’s fingers against your skin. He ran another paint soaked finger from your knee up to your inner thigh, causing your legs to open in response. You bucked your hips slightly at the sensation of Hyunjin being so close to your core.
“Hyunjinnie…” you moaned softly. A wet spot already forming on your panties.
Hyunjin hooked his paint covered fingers around the hem of your panties, coloring them in purples and blues. He lowered them delicately, exposing just the top of your cunt. He lowered his head and kissed gently, but hungerly. Like that first kiss was going to save him, he bowed his head like praying for a holy light and he had finally found it. 
“I want to taste it.” He spoke deep into your clothed cunt. He wanted to enter the gates of heaven, not just paint the Sistine Chapel.
You lifted your hips and helped pull your panties down the rest of the way, the plastic sheets still crinkling beneath you. Hyunjin grabbed both of your legs simultaneously, bringing them to his chest, so your open, wet cunt was exposed and displayed for him. You watched his eyes, and there it was. That concentrated and intense look that left you vulnerable and unable to move.
He kissed your wet core like the way he used a paint brush. His tongue was innocent at first, giving small licks, waiting for you to open up for him like a flower. The muscle moving like music, so very conscious of every reaction that your body gave him. Then you bloomed for him. You pushed your hips into his face sparingly, not wanting to overwhelm him. This was so new, so fresh. The first push of your hips jarred him slightly, his eyes met yours from between your legs. You could see his smirk again from under your thighs. He drove his face further into you, making you arch your back, the plastic sheet slipping from under your elbows. 
Hyunjin let his eyes roll back as his tongue continued its holy work. Lapping and licking every inch of you. Your lips now swollen at the marvel of his mouth.Your hips were thrusting at a faster speed now, climbing toward your own release. 
“Come inside my mouth.” Hyunjin muffled from inside of you. His breath was hot with each word.
Both of your bodies wet from sweat, you carded your fingers through Hyunjin’s hair and gripped tightly, giving yourself leverage and momentum to ride his tongue harder. The paint on your stomach still wet, dripping down onto the floor. Grinding, grinding, grinding into Hyunjin’s open mouth, you could feel the tense bundle of nerves reaching their climax, you were starting to see stars, you were no longer on this earth, in this solar system, you were something entirely new. 
Your climax held there in the air for a moment. Like you were both floating, just inches off the ground. Paint had spilled everywhere. Hyunijn lifted his head back up, panting and out of breath. Saliva fell from his open mouth, dripping down his swollen lips and chin. He smiles wildly.
“So…” you huffed in between panting breaths, “anywhere else you want to paint me?”
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violetsiren90 · 11 months ago
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Arms Around Me
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(A Light of Your Eyes universe drabble)
Pairing: best friend's younger brother!Changbin x f!Reader
Genre: drabble; established (secret) relationship; smut/fluff/angst
Summary: Three months after you show up on your best friend's doorstep to find her brother instead, Changbin thinks it's time to let Nari know that things have changed.
Content warnings: 18+ (minors, DNI); explicit sexual content; seated cowgirl; intimate sex; eye contact; unprotected vaginal sex; internal ejaculation; cock warming; praise kink - because we all know he has one, okay??; showering together; a little sexy joking; nudity; kissing and embracing; teasing (non sexual); mentions of reader's hair being washed; FLUFF 🥰; some guilt and anxiety; tough conversations; Binnie goes off script (but he's also just the sweetest and realest); Binnie down BAD; a pretty intense argument; cursing in an argumentative context; minor panic attack symptoms and disassociation; crying (hurt/comfort, honestly), emotional intimacy and vulnerability for the win 💕
Word Count: ~5000.
Author's Note: I did NOT expect to drop this today of all days, but here it is nonetheless! You know, just in case you needed any more reason to lose your mind over this man...🤪. It turned out longer and angstier than I initially imagined, but once I started they took over entirely and now we have the second part of their little love story! I apologize in advance for how many times I mentioned Changbin's big buff arms, they are my current Roman Empire, and I will honestly never be normal about how much this guy makes me wanna just bite him.
To anyone who reads, thank you! I hope this story brings you something soft and sweet.
And as always, if no one has told you yet today, please know that you're loved and worthy of love! 🧜‍♀️💜
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“Look at me, beautiful,” Changbin’s breathless voice pleads as your eyes flutter open from where he’s tilted your head back to take you in.
His hand cradles the back of your neck with a tender strength as it lolls against his grip with each roll of his hips where they press up to meet yours. From under heavy lids, you drink him in.
His handsome face, inches from yours, is flushed with his efforts. Thick dark hair clings to his damp brow above hooded eyes that look as desperate as you feel. Your arms are curled around his neck, your soft body flush with his sturdy one where he sits on the edge of the bed wrapped in you. Arms clinging to his shoulders, legs bent at the knee on either side of his hips as he grinds up into where you stretch around the thickness of him. Your quads burn as you raise your hips the few inches you’re still able before letting your ass fall with a slap to his muscular thighs again and again.
He must be close, you think, as you try your best through your fucked out haze to focus on the intensity of his gaze - he always wants them when he comes, your eyes on his. Your lips are parted by a groan as his left hand leaves your waist to splay over your lower abdomen between your bodies, this thumb pressed to your clit. You’re close too.
“Bin…” you whimper softly, and he pulls you to his lips, salty with sweat.
You gasp into his mouth, swallowing each other’s cries as the knot in your core bursts and you come, squeezing around his cock. He follows you over the edge, releasing inside you with a cry as you quiver against him, parted lips still hovering over his own.
You kiss him, sweet and slow and spent, and he flips you onto the bed so his body lays over yours, still inside you though growing soft. His weight presses you into the mattress and you sigh, so utterly at ease, body and soul, when he shields you from the world. His head raises from where it collapsed to your breast and you take his face in your hands as he beams down at you with twinkling dark eyes and his little crooked grin.
“Hi,” you smile up at him, stroking over his full cheeks with your thumbs.
“You came with me again,” he murmurs, still half out of breath. Your lips stretch into a smirk.
“Can’t help it, you’re too good at getting me there,” you answer, leaning up for another kiss before nipping at his plump bottom lip. 
His smile widens and he drops his face to nuzzle his nose into your neck below your ear. 
“I’m too good, huh?” his voice comes in a raspy hum against your skin. You drag your fingers through his damp, curling locks.
“You know you are, Seo Changbin. You know what you do to me,” you chide.
“Say it anyway.”
You smile, your eyes pressing into crescent moons, and you tilt your lips toward his ear.
“You make me feel like nobody else could ever,” you whisper, your mouth ghosting his lobe.
He twitches inside you. You chuckle quietly as you press another kiss to his neck.
“God, I’m so lucky!” you murmur teasingly, but he presses himself up to meet your eyes, not a bit of jest in the ones now gazing down at you.
His beautiful face is grave and lovely as his eyes trace yours with a reverence that only ever seems to grow with time.
“Nah,” he shakes his head, bringing the backs of his fingers to gently drag across your cheek, “I’m the lucky one.”
Your breath catches in your chest.
It’s been three months since you lost a dozen games of Super Smash Bros Brawl and your whole entire heart. Three months of rediscovering yourself in the unfamiliar and beautiful context of deep and sincere adoration. Three months of giddy laughter and quiet vulnerability and the safety of strong, gentle arms.
Three months of heaven.
Three months of Changbin.
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“I have a confession to make,” his voice comes from over your shoulder and the patter of water against the shower floor.
You hum in response, eyes closed as his fingers lather shampoo against your scalp, filling the humid air with the scent of lemongrass and lavender. His other arm is wrapped around your waist, pulling you close so that your bare back leans flush with his chest.
“…I told Chris.”
Your eyes open, droplets clinging to your lashes like dew.
“About us?”
His hand skims up your side and moves to cup your forehand and tilt it back as you feel the warm spray of the showerhead through your tresses. When the suds are gone he turns you around, hands on your hips. He looks like the cat who caught the canary as he nods and smirks, and you can’t help but smile yourself, even as you attempt to harness an expression of disapproval.
“How’d that happen?”
“He basically called me out on it. Said only one thing could make me so stupidly happy.”
“Mind-blowing sex?” you murmur, pressing your slick skin to his.
“You,” he corrects, his eyes glimmering as he leans down to press wet lips to yours. When he pulls away, you consider for a moment.
“You mean…he knew you liked me? Before?”
“You think my best buddy wouldn’t?”
A pang of guilt twists in your stomach at the remark. Your best friend is still very much in the dark about…well, everything where you and her brother were concerned. You chew your bottom lip as he helps you out of the shower. Absently reaching for the towel he holds out, you blink into focus as your hand clutches at air when it’s drawn back out of your reach.
“What…hey, why are you…?” you glance at Changbin, who is now holding the towel over his head, a victorious look on his features as his eyes rove your form.
“I like you naked. Five more minutes!” He whines with a chuckle as you swat his bulging pectoral and snatch the towel cradling his hips to wrap around your own damp body.
“You’re ridiculous,” you grumble with a smirk, but you adore it - how taken he is with every part of you. How he always wants to touch you, hold you, be close to you in any way he can. And how he never shies away from saying just exactly how you make him feel. 
Though, you’ve noticed a shift in that particular respect over the last few weeks.
You watch him rumple the towel over his hair.
Sometimes he holds something back. You can always see it, lingering behind his eyes and at the corners of this mouth. You can feel it on the tips of his fingers and at the end of each sweet kiss. But it’s grown with time, and you feel the weight of it each time his eyes rest on you when he thinks you’re not aware. 
You suppose it’s only natural that there should still be some mystery between you. Even after all the years you’ve known him, these were uncharted waters, and ones you’d strayed into more than a little clandestinely.
Keeping your relationship secret has had its benefits. It’s given you time to grow without the judgements and perceptions of others playing a part in your gentle discovery of one another. It’s also taken the pressure off of things - not having to answer questions from anyone you haven’t even had the chance to ask yourselves. And it was fucking sexy, to be honest, all the sneaking around. Inconvenient at times to be sure, but still deliciously indulgent to the rebel in you both. 
But as you watch him open the mirrored cabinet to grab the toothbrush he keeps in your bathroom your heart skips a beat and you wonder if it’s time the jig is up.
You settle behind him, slipping your arms around his middle and resting the side of your head against his broad back.
“What did Chris have to say? About me and you?” you ask softly.
Changbin spits into the sink.
“He was stoked for us.”
You smile.
“He did ask if Nari knew.”
You sigh.
“I think she should by now,” he says, turning to speak over his shoulder. “I think it’s time.”
You hum into his skin.
“The longer we wait, the harder it’s going to be. A few months of privacy is alright, we’re still in the clear.”
He’s right. You know he is. You press your damp forehead into his back and sigh.
“It’ll be fine,” he says around his toothbrush.
“She’s gonna freak,” you groan.
“She’ll get over it.”
You sincerely fucking hope so. The faucet squeaks shut and he turns, wrapping you in his big arms, to press a minty kiss to your lips.
“Stop fretting, beautiful,” his dark eyes sparkle down at you, “We’re gonna be okay. Nari too.”
Your heart melts as it settles and his mouth seeks yours again. Yeah. You were gonna be just fine.
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You take a deep breath as you ring the bell, and you look down at your feet, shuffling them nervously as you wait for Nari’s door to open. You think back to that night, to Changbin standing on the doorstep with a dish towel over his shoulder. You think of everything that’s changed, and you hope that your best friend can see the beauty in what they’ve become.
You had both wanted to tell Nari yourselves, but you ultimately decided that together would be best. You arranged a hang-out and she suggested dinner at her place. Changbin would show up too, and you’d drop the news after spending some time together.
You raise your eyes.
“Hey, girl!” Nari chimes as the door swings open for you. She’s in joggers and a tank top and she eyes your sundress with an impressed air. “You look cute…” she murmurs as she walks back into the living room and collapses into an armchair. “Oh, and Bin showed up so he’s having dinner with us, alright?”
You nod, swallowing as you dump your purse and sink onto the couch.
“So you feel like Thai or - hey, what’s wrong?” Nari frowns as she looks up from her phone, eyes darting over your face.
Dammit. You shake your head and shoot her a smile. 
“Nothing. Thai sounds great.”
You chew your lip. Your heart is pounding in your chest. You look at Nari. She’s so tiny, but she’s got more fire than anyone you know. You know that whatever happens, this won’t break your bond - nothing could - so why do you feel like you’re about to hurl? You glance over your shoulder, not seeing any sign of Changbin, and you turn back to look at your friend as she scrolls, legs tossed over the arm of her seat.
“Hey, Nari…” 
She hums, not looking up.
“Nari.”
She looks at you and for a moment you just hold her gaze. Things are about to change, and you’re scared - no, you’re terrified - so you just memorize the feeling of the space between you and everything it's been until now. She swings her feet forward and abandons her phone.
“Dude, what’s wrong?” she presses, her pretty features schooled in an expression of concern.
“Look…just know that…” you begin to stammer. And then you hear him.
You usually hear him before you see him. The deep resonance of his voice calling through the house from the garage door. He emerges from the hall, wiping oil stains from his hands with worn cloth. He’s in a white tee shirt and jeans. He’s got a smudge on his cheek. He’s adorable and handsome and you have to stop yourself from running to him.
“Someone just blue torqued your oil cap on, that was all. Next time y—” he catches sight of you on the couch and his eyes go softer and warmer and the smirk on his lips is almost bashful. 
“Hey, beautiful,” he greets you, and your eyes go wide.
“What the fuck?” Nari says, looking up from her phone at her brother as he takes a seat next to you on the couch. 
“Seriously?” you whisper at him in pleading distress, “That’s not how this was supposed to go.”
“What I was saying,” Changbin gives you a reassuring smile and continues, abandoning the rag on his knee to take your hand in his, “Is that whoever changed your oil screwed the cap on too tight.” He’s looking his sister dead in the eye with an air of total placidity and just a hint of defiance.
You whip your head toward your friend, who has frozen where she sits, staring with narrowed eyes at your joined hands.
“Why are you doing that? Stop it.” The tone of her voice seems to offer you one last chance to pull away from him and say what she’s witnessing isn’t what it looks like. What it is.
“What the hell am I looking at right now?” she mutters lowly, her tone just short of acidic.
“We wanted to talk to you…” you press out, not meeting her eyes, “To tell you…”
“We?” she snaps incredulously.
“Hey,” Changbin intercedes, “Let's not lose our heads…”
She stands and scoffs.
“Lose our heads?!” she grits out, “Have you lost your fucking minds?” She blinks, glancing around in disbelief. She looks at you, her face etched with anger and confusion. “He is not the guy you’ve been…” She closes her eyes and takes a deep breath.
You take your shot in the moment of silence that follows.
“It’s not like that, I swear. We didn’t mean for it to happen but—"
“But you got dumped and decided that my brother’s dick was the cure for your sorrows?! Unbelievable.”
“Yah, don’t bring my dick into this!” Changbin protests.
“You are the one that did that, buddy!” she shouts, hands balled into fists.
You barely hear them. You’ve gone mute since her last remark and your ears ring with it. Is that what she thinks of you? Lonely and desperate and selfish? Doubt starts to tighten like a coil in your chest, a little voice you haven’t heard from in a while whispering that she’s right. Your breath starts to come quickly as Changbin and Nari’s voices ring in the air above you.
It isn’t until you feel two strong hands on your shoulders that you realize you’ve spaced out.
“Hey,” he murmurs, brow drawn in concern, “Hey, look at me.”
You blink up at him as your pulse hammers in your ears.
“It’s okay, hey…” he says, pulling you against his chest and you sigh softly. You see Nari for a split second over his shoulder before you shut your eyes, catching her expression waver for a moment as she regards you in his arms.
“This isn’t gonna fly,” Changbin says firmly over his shoulder, and then he pulls you back to meet your eyes. “Let us talk for a second, yeah? Just for a minute. Can you wait in the guest room?” he asks gently.
Your mouth is dry, but you try to answer him.
“I…this is about me too, I…”
“I know,” he interrupts you softly, “But just trust me on this. Just a couple minutes. Okay?”
You nod, and as you back away from him, you glance at Nari. She’s sunk back into her chair and if her body could speak it would tell you to get the fuck out. She’s turned as far away from you as humanly possible without facing the backrest, her hands white-knuckling the arm. You let out a shuddering breath, willing yourself not to let your adrenaline swallow you whole as you head for the guest bed. Silence hangs over the house, your blood still rushing as you click the door shut and sink back against it. After a few moments you hear Nari’s voice. The Seo siblings never did know the definition of the word quiet, and you should move away, you know, but human nature prevails and you tilt your ear against the door.
“My best friend, Bin? Out of everyone in the goddamned world?” she mutters, her voice cold.
“Why is that a bad thing? Shouldn’t you be happy for us?” he insists. “And don’t cut her down like that, you’re gonna hurt her.”
“The truth hurts sometimes.”
“Not like that, it shouldn't.”
You hear her sigh in exasperation.
“We’re family, Bin. We’re part of each other’s lives, for good! When this ends in a fucking dumpster fire what then?”
“That’s not gonna happen.”
“As if you can guarantee that?! Don’t let some schoolboy fantasy ruin—"
“That’s not what this is. I care for her.”
Nari lets out a huff.
“Yeah, so end it then. This isn’t right.”
“No. The only thing that could ever convince me to let her go would be if she wanted to walk away from this,” he counters firmly.
“You know, she might.”
“Stop it.”
“Bin, you don’t know her as well as I do! She just got out of a really serious relationship - they were probably gonna get married. Can you see that happening with you? Marriage? A family? This is a fling for her.”
“No, Nari.”
“A young guy giving her attention when she’s low?” Nari’s voice goes high and tight. “Fuck! I hate this for both of you! It needs to stop before you really hurt each other.”
Changbin is silent for a long moment. When he speaks again, his voice shakes a little, and it makes you want to cry.
“It’s too late for that. If she leaves it will tear my heart out, and you know what? I don’t even care. Because she was dying inside. That asshole was killing her. And she let me hold her. She let me tell her she was beautiful and strong, and she believed me. So even if this has an expiration date for her…fuck, I’ll just be grateful for the rest of my life that she let me be the one to pick her up and put her on her feet.”
The room goes silent as the words that fell from his mouth sink in, and when his voice cuts through the thick of it again, you can hear his wet eyes and drawn brow.
“Nari, I love her.”
Your heart stops in your chest.
“Changbin…” Nari’s voice is softer in its surprise. 
You hear him draw in a long breath and sniff.
“Does she…fuck. Does she feel that way too?” she asks, much more gently.
“If she does, she’ll tell me when she’s ready.”
Another silence stretches between them.
“Shit…” Nari whispers, and you hear her get up and cross the room.
When no one speaks for a long time, you peep through the crack in the door to see your tiny best friend with her arms wrapped around her brother, and his face buried in her shoulder.
And suddenly, they’re twelve years younger, and Nari is crying on your bed - something she never does - telling you that Changbin blames himself for their parents’ divorce. Your ears echo with her worries, after a few drinks one night in grad school, about how her little brother carries a childishness with him because emotionally he never got to be one, always supporting their mother’s cares and then trying to be the man of the house when their father left, mourning that she doesn’t know how to set him free of it. You think back to three months ago on the floor of Nari’s living room where he saw you and held you as you shattered.
You catch your own gaze in the mirror above the bed across the room and you want to smash it to pieces - its reflection just another selfish person indulging in this precious soul’s exhausted strength and resilience while he continues to refuse himself permission to be weak.
Your purse and phone are still in the living room but you don’t care. You slip out and through the garage. You walk. And then you run.
You notice, when you come to a little park a few blocks away that your cheeks are wet. Trudging through the grass and onto the playground, you huddle yourself into the mouth of a tube slide.
You’re not going to hurt him anymore...and maybe Nari's right. Maybe caring for him means it means wounding him one last time.
After crying into your knees for what feels like an eternity, you hear the wood chips crunching under heavy steps.
You look up and see Changbin, hands tucked into the pockets of his jeans as he approaches you. He crouches down in front of you, close enough that his thighs brush your knees where they hook over the edge of the slide, and hands you your phone.
“You took off,” he murmurs, sounding a little wounded. “Don’t leave your phone like that, it’s not safe.”
You pull a hand over your swollen eyes.
“Sorry,” you whisper pathetically.
“Come on,” he tugs you up and out of the slide, but you don’t make it far. You collapse onto the low platform of the jungle gym.
“I…I can’t do this to you,” you choke.
“Do what?” he murmurs, sinking down beside you and pulling you into him.
You sob.
“Nari’s right, Bin. I’m so s-selfish. You’re always everyone’s r-rock, even when you shouldn’t have to be. Always the s-strong one. And I…I’m just dumping all my p-problems on you just like everyone else…I…”
He pulls your face back, hands on either side of your head as he gazes down at you, his brow drawn and his eyes searching your face.
“You think that’s what this is?” he asks in a raspy whisper. His lips curve up at one side and he huffs. “Dumping your problems on me?” He shakes his head. “Do you even realize…”
You blink up at him, sniffing. He draws a deep breath, his eyes flicking skyward before they meet yours again.
“When my dad left, who’d come over after school? Who brought me a candy bar and sat on my desk in my room and drove me crazy while I was trying to sulk over algebra homework every damn day for two straight weeks?” 
Your lips quirk into a ghost of a smile, you’d forgotten about that.
“And then when I graduated,” he continues, “And my family didn’t want me to chase music,” he runs a thumb over your cheek, “Who told me that they believed in me? That if anyone could do it, I could?”
You sigh, and bite your lip to repress another sob as you lean into his touch.
“Who is the prettiest, funniest, kindest woman in the world, who for some reason wants me to hold her and kiss her? Tells me her secrets…makes me feel…” his big strong hands are trembling as they cradle your face, “like I’m already the man I want to be?”
Fat tears are rolling down your cheeks.
“Bin…” you whisper in a desperate plea as you lean up to kiss him.
He presses his lips to yours again and again. 
“You’re not a burden…”
A kiss. 
“…You’re an angel.”
Another.
“You’re…”
“Changbin, I love you.”
His lips are suspended over yours where you whispered the confession, and for a moment he doesn’t move, as if refusing to disrupt the beautiful centimeters of space into which they had been uttered. He pulls back and stares at you, and for once, his eyes don’t sparkle. They crash over you, drowning you in the depths of their unchecked emotion. And you see it, what he’s been holding back - the strength and weakness, courage and fear, joy, sorrow, confidence, insecurity, passion, doubt - all of him, his whole heart, for you. 
“Me too,” he whispers, and you lean up on your knees and crush him in an embrace, bringing his head to your breast.
His arms wrap around your waist as he anchors himself to you, and you hold him.
You hold each other.
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Glancing out of the kitchen window your eyes scan over dirt and cement of the backyard as you sort the last of the glasses into the cupboard. The landscaping of your new condo’s fairly sizable outdoor lot wasn’t much, but you could change that. You mentally schedule a trip to the nursery tomorrow - you’ll take Nari. She’s still warming up to things, but she’s getting there. Two days after the big conversation she’d taken you out for drinks and you’d tearfully hugged it out after a pitcher of margaritas.
You hear footsteps behind you, then a hand slips into your back pocket and lips press themselves below your ear.
“Chris says he’s sorry he couldn’t be back to help out,” Changbin mumbles against your skin.
You hum, moving toward the last box as your boyfriend follows your steps, hand still tucked into your jeans, as if he were a built-in attachment.
“I would have hated for the poor guy to have to use his first weekend back helping us move anyway,” you muse, opening a drawer and to find silverware tossed in a haphazard pile. “Who did this?”
“What?” Changbin looks over your shoulder. “Should it be somewhere else?”
Apparently having a bunch of twenty-something-year-old dudes help you move had its pros and cons. You open the box on the counter and fish out an organizer, handing it to Changbin.
“Chris actually extended his trip,” he says with a smirk, releasing you to stack spoons into one of the plastic slots.
“Oh?”
“Met a girl in the UK. Apparently things are moving kinda fast.”
“Yeah?” you smile over at him, “Good for Chris! What’s he said about her?”
“The usual Romeo stuff. Jisung calls her HP,” he snickers.
“Umm…Hewlett Packard? High priority?” you raise a brow at him, shrugging your shoulders.
“Hot piercings.”
You grin. “Nice.”
“Finished the studio,” he remarks, sliding the organizer into the drawer.
“Yeah?” You break down the cardboard box and toss it onto the stack of others. “Give me the tour!”
He shakes his head, clicking his tongue.
“I don’t think you should be allowed in there.”
“What! Why?” you huff, hands on your hips as Changbin turns and crowds you back against the edge of the sink.
“Because, I’ll never get anything done but you…” he growls, leaning in for a kiss, but you push him back.
“But you said I helped you pass algebra!”
He lets out a hearty laugh.
“I said you cheered me up - I almost failed that class.”
“Seriously?”
He smirks, raising a brow at you.
“Do you have any idea how hard it is to do math while a hot girl is sitting on your desk licking chocolate off her fingers?”
You roll your eyes theatrically.
“So where exactly am I allowed, hm?”
“My bed, for starters,” he quips, hitching onto the rim of the sink.
“Our bed,” you correct him with a grin, weaving your arms around his neck.
“Yeah…” he murmurs dreamily, leaning in to kiss you as your fingers tangle in his hair.
He pulls you off the counter, arms under your thighs, and you giggle into his mouth.
You don’t mind when he carries you these days. You don’t feel like a burden, and not just because he can take it. Because you know you’re holding him as much as he’s holding you - that in each other’s arms you’re safe.
In each other’s arms, you’re strong.
-Fin-
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coupsie-daisies · 1 year ago
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Kinktober '23: Pegging | Seo Changbin
Pairing: Seo Changbin x Reader
Genre: Smut (minors DO NOT interact), established relationship
Summary: You'd do anything to help your boyfriend relax after a long day, and he knows just what to ask of you.
WC: 2.7k
Warnings: Pegging, anal fingering, Reader is called ma'am, Changbin is wearing lingerie, nipple play, praise, cockwarming mentioned at the end
A/N: On god I'm gonna finish my kinktober. Maybe not by this October, but surely by the end of the year. I enjoy them too much to give up
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Your relationship with Changbin was something to be admired, which you chalked up to him being an absolutely amazing person with the kindest heart and sweetest soul of anyone you'd ever met. He was a dream, and he'd say the same thing about you. Your entire relationship was based on reciprocation. Despite having different love languages. You accepted his words of affirmation and gave them right back to him, and he made time in his hectic schedule for the quality one on one time that you craved. You prioritized yourselves and your relationships. Balance.
That balance carried through every aspect of your lives. Chores, date planning, and maybe most importantly your sex life. It wasn't something that anyone would expect from the two of you and your picture perfect relationship, but the two of you liked to experiment with your play. After all, if there was something that you could be doing better, you'd want to find out. Your only goal in the bedroom was to make each other feel safe, loved, and as good as possible.
So it was really just another day when Changbin got home from the studio and found you tidying up the kitchen even though it was getting late. He knew then that you'd stayed up to wait for him, you always tried to no matter how often he told you that it wasn't necessary. He wrapped his arms around you, pressing a few soft kisses to your shoulder.
"Missed you," He muttered, and you smiled, drying your hands off and turning in his arms. You tipped his chin towards you so you could press a chaste kiss to his lips. He melted a little closer to you, breathing you in and letting himself feel you. He was always clingy after a long day, all of his usual energy melting away and leaving just your precious boyfriend, tired and quiet and sweet.
"Missed you too." You tried not to giggle at the ticklish sensation of his lips against your neck, his breath caressing your skin. "There's food in the microwave, did you eat?"
"Not hungry," He said. You could already feel the way he was growing needy for your touch, his teeth dragging over your weak spot and earning him a quiet chuckle, more sigh than laugh. "Wanted you all day, need to feel you so bad."
"Bin," You tried to argue, but his hands were on your waist, sliding under the shirt you were wearing. His fingers were calloused, but so gentle as they stroked your body, working you up slowly but surely. His kisses continued, body caging you against the counter. Up your neck, along your jaw, across your cheek until he finally met your lips. The kiss washed over you, slow but so wholeheartedly desperate. You let his tongue dip into your mouth, savoring the taste of him and his longing.
Your hand wound its way into his hair, tugging lightly until he pulled away, lips already turning pink from working over yours.
"Tell me what you need, Binnie." You said. You watched the tension loosening in his shoulders, the way his eyes seemed to darken even more, going soft as he looks at you. He buried his face in your neck, pressing impossible closer to you until every inch of your front was squished into his.
"Need you to fuck me. Wanna feel good," He muttered, and you hummed, stroking his hair as you held him close.
"Alright baby, I can do that. Go get undressed, I'll be in there in a minute. Just gotta put the food away, okay?" You told him, nudging him away. He whined, pulling you closer. Still, you stayed firm. "Bin, I promise I won't be long. You can pick which strap you wanna take, yeah? Get everything out for me?"
He gave in then, slowly slipping away from you and heading for the bedroom like you said, his exhaustion and reluctance so clear in the way that he carried himself that you almost felt bad sending him away. But it didn't matter, you knew your job was to do what was best for him, and what was best was making sure he had food for later before you fucked him to sleep. So you made quick work of putting it up before you went to find him.
When you reached the bedroom, Changbin was stripped down to just the pretty undergarments that he liked to wear for you, perched on the bed with a few items laid carefully in front of him. You smiled proudly, taking off your pants and joining him on the bed.
"Look at you, such a good listener." You told him, pressing a soft kiss to his lips and running your thumb over the softness of his cheek. "Still want to play?"
He nodded eagerly, looking up at you with the sweetest eyes.
"Good boy." Your hand ran lower, tracing the pretty baby blue strap of the bra he had on, down to where his tits were peeking over the delicate cups. "Did you wear this all day or did you put it on just for me?"
"Had it all day, but I put it on for you," He answered, hands coming to your waist to pull you closer to him, always so needy for the contact. "Wanted to look pretty when I got home."
You swallowed down a groan at his words. So fucking pretty for you, always was like this. You kissed him again, long and messy, before guiding him to lay down.
"My pretty baby. Gonna take such good care of you, just relax." You told him, dipping down to mouth at his collar bone, dragging your tongue along it before moving lower down to the dip between his pecs. He whined, squirming a little before seemingly reminding himself that you'd want him to keep still. He was always so eager to please, to give you exactly what you wanted so you'd give it back in return.
You slid one of the straps off his shoulder, then the other, then you slid a hand under him to unclasp it and slide it off all together, almost regretting the loss of the sight in front of you. But if he wanted you to top him, you knew you'd need him nice and pliant for you, putty in your hands. And there was no better way than this.
You wrapped your mouth around one of his nipples, listening to the way he whimpered. His hands reached for you, scrambling to find a place to touch you. You continued to suckle on the sensitive nub, your tongue tracing circles around it before finally pulling off and switching to the other side. Changbin's breath was coming out shaky. His tits were so much more sensitive than he'd known before meeting you, and you were just as addicted to playing with them as he was to having them toyed with.
"Ma'am, please." He whined. You pulled away from his abused nipple with a soft pop, looking up at him.
"What, sweet boy? What's the matter? Thought you wanted me to take care of you." You said, your hands trailing down the soft muscle of his stomach, feeling the way he tensed and relaxed under your touch and admiring the hard work that he put into his physique. He pouted, eyes growing wet with tears that tugged at your heartstrings.
"Need you inside. Please,"
It was so hard to deny him when he asked so nicely, and after all he dealt with on a daily basis, you couldn't find it in you to deny him. So you nodded, pecking his lips before sitting back.
"Alright baby, let's get you opened up, okay? Gotta be patient with me," You told him. You traced your fingers along the waistband of the pretty pair of panties he'd put on, the same pretty blue lace as the bra. Really it was a shame to take them off when they were fighting to hold his cock in so cutely, but you gave it to him anyway, tugging them down his plush thighs until you could take them off his ankles.
Changbin quickly turned over without even being told to, presenting his ass for you and squishing his cheek against the pillow. It was the easiest for him like this, didn't have to put as much effort into spreading himself open for you to play with him. You kissed his hip before reaching behind you for the bottle of lube he'd gotten out. You used one hand to pop the cap open, the other coming to knead one of his asscheeks, spreading them open and watching the way his hole clenched and unclenched. You dripped a generous amount of lube over the tight hole, earning a tiny gasp from Changbin at the temperature change. Your fingers followed after, spreading the lube and coating your fingers in it before dripping a little more onto them and testing one of your fingertips against his rim.
As always, Changbin was tense, but the feeling of your finger trying to breach his most sensitive spot made his entire body visibly relax, trying to make it a little easier for you. Once your finger started sliding in, it was easier to get him to open up. You worked it in slow, pumping it in and out to the first knuckle, then the second, carefully pressing against his rim to urge his hole wider until you could easily fuck one of your fingers into him.
He wasn't generally very loud, not this early on, but you were left with the pretty sound of his breath hitching, and the rhythmic hums that he let out each time you filled him up. Then you were adding a second and he was keening so pretty that you almost wanted to tease him again. You could see his cock jump, surely leaking the prettiest beads of precum already.
"Feel good, Binnie?" You asked, your free hand running over his hip. He nodded, breathless and pressing back onto your fingers as you scissored them open. You pulled them out, ignoring his huff and the tantalizing wiggle of his ass to add a little more lube. Then you were splitting him open with three fingers and just like that you'd pushed him into a new level of desperation.
"Please, ma'am, need you. Can take it, I promise. 'M open now, please. Fuck me, please." You were so helpless to him when he begged like that. You pulled your hand away, wiping your fingers on a tissue before leaning down to kiss his lower back, nudging him to lay back down, which he did eagerly.
You climbed off the bed, taking your sweet time while situating the strap to your body, feeling his gaze weighing heavily on you. Once it was on, you held your hand out and Changbin obediently leaned forward, lips pursed as he spit into your palm. You murmured gentle praise before stroking the silicon toy and smearing his spit on it, more for show than anything. As you settled between his thick thighs, Changbin spread himself open wide for you, pulling his thighs back and putting himself on display.
You uncapped the lube again, letting it spill onto the toy, some of it dripping onto Changbin's own rock hard dick, making him whine and squirm. He reached down to stroke himself, seeking some level of release, but you knocked his hand away, lining up the toy with his desperate hole.
"Color?" You asked, eyes flickering back up to his face. Getting pegged was always vulnerable for him, especially after a long day, and you weren't going to disregard that easily.
"Green. Just fuck me." He demanded, though it was so whiny that you had a hard time taking him seriously.
You pressed your hips forward, letting the head of the toy press into him and watching the way he tensed, then relaxed, melting into the bed beneath him. Once you saw that wave wash over him, you pressed in deeper, giving slow, shallow thrusts until you were buried inside of him entirely. His face was overtaken with lust, lips parted with the bliss of being full. Your hand wrapped around him, pushing his thigh closer to his stomach and hooking over the top of it to keep him in place. The other wrapped around his weeping cock, smearing the mix of lube and his precum up his length a few times while he adjusted.
Once you were sure that he was ready for you, you pulled out again, then plunged back in, finding your rhythm in slow, steady thrusts until you brushed just right against his prostate. He arched, a pretty whimper slipping out of him, and you were determined to hear it again. You shifted, finding your power in fucking the absolute demigod of a man beneath you absolutely brainless.
Your thrusts got harder, and with each of them the steady stream of desperate praise falling out of his lips jumped and hitched and broke until he was barely coherent. You could tell you were hitting right where he liked it by the way his cock twitched between the two of you, dripping and leaving a pretty puddle against his soft tummy.
"Look how good you're taking me, so perfect wrapped around my dick. You're so perfect, aren't you Changbinnie?" You asked, hand coming between you again to stroke him in time with your thrusts. He nodded, dark waves a mess against the pillow and eyes screwed shut as he tried to cling to his sanity.
"Yes, ma'am. So perfect for you. Good boy, right? Your good boy." He babbled. You leaned down, your lips slotting over his and your tongue dipping into his mouth to taste the saccharine words on his tongue. The new angle has him falling apart, fingers digging against your waist, pulling you impossibly closer. With the way you were pressed, your movement was turning into barely there grinds, digging the tip of your cock against his prostate and trying to messily stroke his dick in time. But despite the awkward position, it was absolutely giving Changbin everything that he needed.
"Close," He warned you, breathless and skin shining with the sheen of sweat he'd worked up. You latched your mouth over his nipple again, giving you a little more room to work. It was another three thrusts, a few tugs of his cock, and a particularly harsh suck before he was sent over the edge, cum leaking out of him down onto your hand. His eyes were shut tight against the tears threatening to fall, face scrunched up as he panted and whined out thanks under you. He always came a lot, even more so when you fucked him through it like this, milking every last drop out of him until it was running down your hand, pooling on his pelvis and dripping along the crook of his thigh.
"That's my good boy, good job." You hummed, bringing your messy hand up for him to lap at until it was all clean, smearing a bit of his cum against his cheek as you did, but he couldn't mind in the least. No, Changbin was on cloud nine, and you were thriving on the steady thrum of pride that came with getting him there.
"Thank you," He murmured against your skin, still suckling at your fingers. You reached up with your free hand, stroking against his cheek. He was so sweet when he got like this, fuzzy and warm from an orgasm and high on the feeling of not having to think.
"Let's get you cleaned up, yeah?" You moved to pull out of him, but his muscular thighs instantly closed around your hips, keeping you close to him as he looked up at you with the sweetest eyes.
"Stay inside. Just a little longer." He asked. You knew that if you did he'd be hard again in no time and begging you to fuck another one out of him. But he was looking at you with the sweetest eyes, and you really weren't capable of saying no to him like that. So you leaned down, pressing a kiss to his lips, then another.
"Alright, sweet prince. I'll stay. But we gotta get you cleaned up before you fall asleep. Promise?"
"Promise,"
You smiled, stroking his sides and pressing close to him with no regards to the mess between you. After all, a mess could be cleaned up, but you'd only have one lifetime with Seo Changbin in your arms.
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🖤 Everybody Wonders (hyunchanlix x reader, skz x reader; part 2)
Crossposted under 2Babbies on Ao3 <3 (also split into 3 parts to make it easier to read)
Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4 (WIP)
Pairings: established relationship bangchan x reader, established hyunlix, exploring/developing hyunchanlix x reader (they’re official now y’all), established background minsung, unmentioned various skz pairings and crushes happening but not important to this fic
Words: 12700
Summary: Everybody wonders what it would be like to love you; except for your boyfriend Chan, and his group members who were lucky enough to have caught your eye (inspired by Gold Rush by Taylor Swift; quote at the beginning is also from this song).
Fluff + Smut + Humour + Slight Angst
afab+fem!reader
CWs: nsfw (obvi!!), one lame religious pun courtesy of minho, swearing and insults as a form of flirting, felix says cunt, insecure hyunjin (a little ittle bit of angst but there’s comfort), slight feminization (malewife, boygirlfriend), drinking alcohol in the background/i.n and jisung are drunk, sexualization/inappropriate jokes courtesy of jisung, minho hits jisung for being a freak
Smut Tags: hot tub sex, unprotected sex, messy sex, chanlix anal, handjobs, fingering, hyunjin eating reader out, teasing, begging, playful/joking sex, dom/sub dynamics (subby hyune, dom chan, kind of switch felix + reader), dacryphilia, intercrural sex, praise, spit, bit of oral fixation, felix boobs in mouth, dirty talk
Taglist: @rylea08
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‘Gleaming, twinkling,
Eyes like sinking
Ships on waters.
So inviting,
I almost jump in.’
The evening wind rushes against you, skimming the water and carrying the salty seabreeze with it. You shiver, the day is fading and you are admiring the last glimmers of light before night falls. There is still some warmth lingering in the sand, but not for much longer. You can feel the cool winds from the sea washing in with each passing moment, and seeping in through your baggy sweater. You shiver again, more out of anticipation than from the cold when you hear footsteps behind you. Your eyes remain trained on the lulling waves as a warm hand comes to rest in the small of your back, then a soft voice speaks in your ear.
“I told you to bring your coat.”
You snort and turn to look at Chan as he drapes his jacket over your shoulders. He is still wearing a thick black sweater, so you let him guide your arms through the sleeves of his jacket and zip you up without protest. He pecks your forehead then chuckles as you shuffle closer and rest your head on his chest. His arms close tight around you and he sways a little as you resume watching the sea.
“S’not that cold,” You mumble, your cheek is pressed against his chest.
“Oh, shush,” You giggle at his teasing words, “You just like to argue.”
“Not true.”
“Hmph.”
He kisses the top of your head then buries his nose there with a hum.
“Sure, babygirl.”
You sigh and shut your eyes, enjoying the sound of the ocean and Chan’s heart under your ear. Your current visit would only be brief, and you are savoring it while it lasts. The boys chose this spot for their break, finally finding time to rest between all their busy schedules. It would not be much of a vacation, but you were still thankful for the time to spend with your boyfriend and close friends.
“Oh my God,” Jisung shrieks in the distance, “I found a crab!”
“Give it to me,” Changbin demands immediately.
“Leave it alone,” Seungmin shouts over the chorus of excited responses, “Put it back! You’re scaring it!”
“Crabs don’t know fear,” Jeongin argues, “The only thing they fear is God!”
“How do you know? This one might be a crustatheist,” Minho’s joke is met with a mix of silence and groans of anguish.
You and Chan laugh together at the chaos as their voices ramp up again. You both turn to watch where your friends are gathered further down the beach. Chan slides one arm around your shoulders and pulls you in before you begin making your way towards them.
Changbin and Minho are squatting near the ground, eyes trained on the sand where a tiny crab is burrowing. Jisung steps behind them anxiously, teeth gritted and fingers curled in distress as Changbin tries to coax the creature onto a flat rock. Jeongin watches with a relaxed smile as Seungmin stands beside him while looking unimpressed.
“He doesn’t want to go on the rock,” Changbin complains.
“Leave him alone,” Seungmin mutters.
Minho roots his fingers in the sand then raises his hand, presenting the crab with a triumphant smirk.
“Got him.”
He holds it up to Jisung, who backpedals and falls gracelessly with a scream. Seungmin rolls his eyes as Changbin and Jeongin move closer to inspect Minho’s catch. Chan lets out a fond huff as Jisung recovers and scrambles over to see as well. Past the group, skipping rocks across the water, stand Felix and Hyunjin. Chan follows as you continue on towards them, arm securely pinning you to his side as a sharp breeze cuts through the otherwise calm air.
Felix notices you first and grins as you come to a stop beside him. Hyunjin’s stone plunks into the water after one skip and he whips around in a huff.
“You almost did it that time,” Felix comforts.
“Almost. Almost he says.”
Chan chuckles and steps away from you to join the game.
“I’ll teach you, Jinnie.”
“I know how to do it.”
Felix shakes his head and you giggle as Chan begins coaching Hyunjin anyway. You move closer and Felix meets you to take his spot at your side. His arms slide around your waist and pull your back to his chest as he rests his chin on your shoulder. You wrap your arms around his and you lean back as you watch your boyfriends. He squeezes you and nestles his face in the side of your neck as Hyunjin fails another attempt. You giggle as Hyunjin sits in the sand and buries his face in his hands. Chan pats his head as he laments his defeat.
“I hate rocks.”
“Rocks aren’t the problem,” Felix quips.
“Yes they are.”
You yelp as Changbin barrels into you and Felix, then throws his arms around the two of you. The three of you erupt into laughter as he spins you then buries his face in your neck. Your instinct is to shy away, but you can only fall further into Felix’s arms. He staggers but finds his balance to support the two of you as Changbin pulls back with a grin. His arms retract only for a moment, then his fingers delve under your layers to target your sides. You collapse and cackle maniacally as he tickles you relentlessly, and Felix tries to keep you on your feet.
“Cha-Changbin! What the He-ell!”
Felix eventually lets you fall so he can rescue you from Changbin’s torment, and you heave in another broken laugh as Felix traps him in a tight hug.
“What the Hell, Changbin,” Chan whines, mimicking your surprised voice.
“Shut up!”
“Changbin, what the Hell,” Hyunjin repeats, adding his own dramatic flair to his performance.
“Ugh, you all suck.”
Felix rests his head on Changbin’s shoulder and snuggles in.
“Hey, I saved you.”
“You’re snuggling with the enemy.”
“I’m not the enemy,” Changbin protests, “And you could never stop our snuggling.”
“I’ll find a way.”
“Get a room!” Jisung taunts from afar.
“What did you say?”
Changbin separates from Felix to chase after his new target, and Jisung sprints away when he realizes this. Chan flops down beside you and lays flat in the sand, his eyes falling shut as you admire him quietly. Felix comes to stand beside him as Hyunjin wanders around you aimlessly.
“Are you alright, Chris?” Felix asks softly.
“I’m perfect, Lix.”
You roll onto your side and prop your head up as Hyunjin takes a seat on the ground. He gently lifts Chan’s head onto his lap and brushes his fingers through his hair.
“Look, you got sand in your hair.”
Chan hums and smiles as Hyunjin sweeps his fingers gently over his cheek. You lay your head in Hyunjin’s lap as well and smile up at him. The wind tousles his locks as golden light shines above him, and he returns your fond gaze. Felix joins last; he sits beside Hyunjin and loops his arms around his waist, then rests his head on his shoulder. You lean up just enough to check where the rest of the group has gone, their voices fading as they wander down the beach, and Felix pats your head when it returns to Hyunjin’s lap.
“It’s so beautiful,” Hyunjin murmurs.
“Yeah,” You agree softly.
Chan opens his eyes and looks up at the sky. The blues and oranges have already begun to melt away into deeper hues and the light has dimmed. You watch his eyes search the clouds before he turns his head to look at you.
“It’s getting late.”
“Mhm,” You nod and let your eyes fall shut, Felix is petting your head in a soothing rhythm, “It’s pretty dark…”
Chan sits up and pauses before suggesting, “It looks like the boys have gone pretty far. Reckon we head back now?”
“Without them?” Felix asks as you sit up and stretch.
“Sure,” Chan answers, “It might be the only chance we get to spend some time together.”
Felix and Hyunjin stare expectantly so you add, “Alone. Just us.”
“Oh,” Hyunjin gasps, “R-Right.”
Felix looks in the distance for any signs of the other members.
“Only if you two want to, of course,” Chan assures, “If you two prefer sneaking around while the others are home, we’re certainly game. You’re pretty cute when you’re trying to keep quiet, Lixie.”
“Shut up,” Felix replies playfully, and his cheeks flare as he stands, “Keep it in your pants, old man.”
“Oh, I need to keep it in my pants? Maybe we’ll just play without you, then.”
“Don’t be a cunt.”
“Wow, don’t be a what?”
“You heard me.”
Chan pulls himself to his feet and grins as Felix runs off towards the beach house. He stalks after him calmly as Felix giggles mischievously and jogs backwards.
“You better apologize.”
“Make me.”
“Oh, I will,” Chan answers as he finally breaks into a run.
Felix yelps in response and scrambles to pick up his speed. Hyunjin laughs softly and stands, extending his hand to help you to your feet as well. He keeps his hand gently locked with yours as you begin following the others. His shoulder presses against yours and the contact makes your stomach flip. You both sneak a look at each other and you smile with anticipation. He looks away, but you still catch the embarrassment heating up his cheeks. You rest your head on his shoulder and give his hand a squeeze as you watch Chan catch Felix and swing him off his feet.
“Thank you for coming out here with us,” Hyunjin whispers, making your head perk up, “I’m really glad you could make it.”
“You don’t need to thank me, Hyunjin. I’m happy to be invited.”
“Sure, but you’d probably prefer just to be with Chan if you could. You’re stuck with all of us too.”
You shake your head.
“I don’t see it that way. I love spending time with all of you. Besides, how I see it is you’re all stuck with me, too.”
You giggle and grin up at him as he smiles shyly.
“I don’t think any of us mind being stuck with you. I know Felix and I don’t. And Chan is always a little better when you’re around.”
“Yeah? I think he does fine without me.”
“No,” He argues gently, “It’s different. You don’t see it like we do. Chan looks so happy when he’s with you.”
You look to where Chan and Felix are embracing ahead of you. Felix is whining as Chan peppers unforgiving kisses over his freckled cheeks.
“He looks happy when he’s with you too.”
Hyunjin huffs gently and pecks your temple. You rub his arm and snuggle against him with a pleased hum.
“Not feeling shy, I see,” You tease.
Hyunjin laughs.
“I-I am…”
“It’s okay, Hyunjin. I know you’re more comfortable when the others aren’t around.”
He ducks his head.
“I’m sorry.”
“You don’t have to be sorry. It’s okay to want some privacy.”
“I know… I-I know they know… I just don’t want to have to explain anything to them.”
“That’s okay, you don’t have to explain it to us either. We already talked about it, right?”
“Right.”
“Hey,” Felix calls, he and Chan have paused to allow you to catch up, “Is everything okay?”
“We’re good, just chatting,” Hyunjin answers.
Felix comes to walk with you, ducking under Hyunjin’s arm and wrapping his arm around his waist. Chan joins at your side, placing his hand on Hyunjin’s back and leaning close so you are wedged between the two of them.
“Lix had a good idea, want to hear it?” Chan purrs.
“Of course,” You reply, still caressing Hyunjin’s arm where your hand is gripping his bicep.
Felix tilts his head to meet your gaze then smirks at Hyunjin.
“There’s a hot tub in the house. I think we should enjoy it while the others are gone.”
“That sounds nice,” Hyunjin agrees.
“I didn’t bring a swimsuit,” You inform.
“Oh, I didn’t either,” Hyunjin realizes.
“Oh, that’s a shame,” Chan coos, “I wonder what we’ll do about that.”
You peer suspiciously as Felix shares a knowing smirk with Chan.
“You didn’t bring one either,” You say to Chan.
“Hm, I wonder if we have another option, then?”
You look at Hyunjin, who is glaring at Felix through the darkening night.
“You two are perverted.”
Felix flusters as the realization dawns on you.
“Skinny dipping? Really you two?”
“You don’t like the idea?” Chan asks.
“I didn’t say that.”
You feel Chan’s arm brush you as he pats Hyunjin’s back.
“What are you thinking, Jin?”
He grimaces as you all turn your attention to him.
“That’s… really dirty.”
“Are you embarrassed, babe,” Felix teases, “Not up for the challenge?”
Hyunjin rolls his eyes.
“No… I’m just worried about the others coming back��”
“They won’t come back for a while,” Chan reasons.
“You and I can do something else, Jin,” You offer, “Watch a movie or something.”
“No… I want to do it.”
“Do you want to?” Felix asks.
“Yes, as long as we’re all comfortable.”
“We’ve all been naked in front of each other before, and quite comfortable last I checked,” Felix teases.
You reach in front of Hyunjin to pinch Felix’s side and he yelps as he catches your wrist. Chan takes advantage of the distraction and presses a kiss to the nape of your neck. You moan as he lingers there, hot breath washing over your skin and raising hairs, then you pull away from Felix to lightly elbow your boyfriend.
“Don’t tease me.”
Chan presses another kiss under your ear and brushes his lips against your jawline. He gently grabs your arm and guides you away from where you are stumbling into Hyunjin.
“Watch where you’re going, babygirl.”
“Shut up.”
Hyunjin tuts and takes his hand from yours to wrap it around your middle.
“Getting flustered?”
“Aw, baby,” Felix interrupts, “You don’t have to be nervous.”
You shrug them off and jog forward as you arrive at the house. You turn around and point your finger in an accusatory stance.
“All of you, behave.”
Felix blinks his eyes innocently as Hyunjin bows his head with a guilty smile. Chan steps up in front of you with a smirk.
“You like it when we’re bad, baby. Then you get to put us in our place.”
He steps past with the keys to unlock the door and you smack his bottom.
“Fuck yeah, I do.”
Felix and Hyunjin laugh as they follow you and Chan into the house. Felix jostles you playfully as you take off your shoes and outside clothes, and you turn to attack him with a hug when you finish. He giggles and pecks your face while wrapping his arms around your waist. You gently capture his chin and guide his lips to yours to share a teasing kiss. He tries to slip his tongue in your mouth and only manages to lap at your lips before you pull away.
“Hah,” His hips press to yours as he murmurs, “You’re so cute.”
Hyunjin comes to stand behind you, his chest pressed against your back as he speaks in your ear.
“I hate to break you two up, but didn’t we have a plan?”
You turn your head and giggle as Felix pecks your neck. 
“Mhm, I don’t remember,” He sighs into your skin, “Refresh my memory?”
Chan is watching you with a lazy smile as he speaks, “Hot tub. Skinny dipping.”
“Ah, right.”
You giggle as Hyunjin physically redirects Felix away from you and down the hall, then you turn to Chan. He moves closer and pecks your cheek before nodding after them.
“Go on, I’ll be right there.”
“What are you doing?”
He holds up his phone and winks.
“Just making sure we get our privacy.”
You raise your eyebrow.
“Alright, don’t keep us waiting.”
“I won’t.”
You take your time undressing in your’s and Chan’s shared room and don a towel before padding down the hall. It seems Felix and Hyunjin have taken their time as well, since you are the first to arrive at the hot tub. It is running in a private room on the bottom floor of the house. You take a seat on the edge and dip your hand in the water. Your head perks up as Felix enters the room in a robe.
“Where did you find a robe?”
He fluffs the collar and does a pose.
“Jealous?”
“Yeah, you should take it off.”
He sputters and unties the belt as he crosses the room.
“Very forward. How’s the water?”
“It’s good, not too hot actually.”
Felix takes a seat next to you and tilts his head as you run your hand over his chest. Your damp fingers dip beneath the fabric and draw it open as you run your hand over his skin. He sucks in a breath as your fingers trace down his sternum and open his robe further. His lips part to let out a shuddery breath and you feel his body shiver under your touch.
“Oh my God,” Your hand pauses on Felix’s abdomen as Hyunjin speaks up from the doorway, “And you two think Chan is the horny one.”
You laugh and run your hand back up Felix’s front. He smirks and leans in to share a heated kiss.
“Can’t help it,” Felix pants against your lips.
“Trust me, I can tell,” Hyunjin assures.
You giggle and indulge Felix with a few more kisses before turning to face Hyunjin. You meet his gaze bravely as you grab the front of Felix’s robe and slide it off his shoulders. Hyunjin’s eyes widen as Felix mouths at your neck and you let his robe drop from your hands. Felix slides his hands under your towel to grasp your thighs as he sucks a hickey into your throat. One hand slides up to pull your towel down as he draws your thigh over his lap. You follow his lead and look over your shoulder at Hyunjin as he watches you straddle his boyfriend.
Chan leans in the doorway and cocks his eyebrow, then looks at Hyunjin where he stands unmoving in front of him. Felix’s hands roam over your bare back and one slides down to grope your ass as you settle in his lap. His cock jumps against your abdomen as he litters more wet kisses over your neck and chest. Your eyes flutter and you hum approval as he leans down to suck at your breasts.
“Enjoying the show?”
Hyunjin gasps and clutches his robe, over his heart, as he turns to Chan with a frustrated sigh. Felix chuckles and raises his head as Chan struts into the room and asks:
“What’s wrong, aren’t you going to join them, Hyune?”
Hyunjin huffs and crosses his arms.
“You first.”
“Gladly.”
Chan finishes crossing the room and drops his towel before easing into the hot tub. He meets your gaze and lounges against the side with his arms spread across the ledge. He nods at Felix and makes a beckoning motion, which you respond with by standing from his lap. Felix whines and pouts up at you as you brace your hands on his chest. You wink and shove him back to be caught in Chan’s waiting arms. Felix makes a surprised sound when he splashes into the water then laughs as Chan pulls him into his lap. Chan nips at his ear and rubs his chest as he melts into his form.
You turn to face Hyunjin, still observing in silence where he stands. His eyes flit over your nude body before he shyly turns away.
“Jinnie,” You sing, “Aren’t you going to join us?”
“Yes…”
“Come in, babe,” Felix urges, Chan is still hungrily mouthing at his neck and shoulder.
You step into the hot tub and sink down with a moan. The water immediately begins to ease your muscles and lull you into a relaxed position. You look at Chan and Felix, who have paused, then turn your head to look at Hyunjin. His fingers fumble with his robe and he avoids meeting your eyes.
“Are you alright, Jinnie?” You ask sweetly.
“I’m fine…”
“Don’t be shy, babe,” Felix begs.
“I can’t strip when you’re all staring at me.”
“Aw, why not?” Chan whines.
You and Felix giggle as Hyunjin glares in response. You turn and cross your arms on the edge of the tub, then rest your chin in your arms. You look up at Hyunjin and smile from where you slouch in the water.
“Hyunjin? Don’t you want to join us?”
He nods and tucks a strand of hair behind his ear, then watches you extend one of your hands.
“Come here, sweetheart. I’ll help you get undressed.”
“O-Okay…”
He comes forward and takes your hand, then gasps as you pull him to sit on the edge of the hot tub. You giggle and rest one hand in his lap, blinking up at him seductively as that hand roams over his clothed crotch. He swallows and tries to muffle a moan with his hand as you palm him lazily through the robe. Your other hand deftly undoes the tie keeping it closed and you smirk up at him. His eyes dart away and he sighs.
“Would you two… stop ogling me?”
“Nope,” Chan replies simply.
“We’re admiring you, love.”
“Don’t look at them,” You demand, turning Hyunjin to face you by cupping his chin, “They’re not the ones touching you, now are they?”
“N-No…”
“Right. So if you want me to keep touching you, you should keep your eyes on me.”
“Damn,” Chan hisses, and Felix shushes him.
Hyunjin’s eyes flutter and he quivers at the demand. He looks away for a second, before taking a deep breath and braving your gaze. Your expression turns ravenous as you caress his chin and run your hand down to his chest.
“Good boy.”
He nods, biting his lip as your hand slips under his robe to touch him directly. Soft groans slip from his lips as you stroke his length. His eyes follow yours through his lashes as you part his robe and let it fall open. He whimpers as you spread his legs and rest your cheek against the inside of his thigh. You look at his cock and drink in the sight of it hard and throbbing from your touch. You look up and tsk when you see his eyes are tightly shut, then draw your hand away. Hyunjin bites his fist to muffle his cry of frustration as his hips jump in desperation for your touch.
“B-Baby, pl-ease,” He hiccups.
“Look at me.”
“I-I’m not going to last…”
He looks down at you, eyes tearing up as your hand brushes the inside of his leg. You rise to stand between his legs and cup his cheeks as he frowns at you.
“Come in, baby. I’ll take care of you.”
“Fuck.”
You giggle and help him slip out of his robe, then slide your arms around his shoulders as he falls into the water with you. His lips slot against yours as you thread your fingers through his hair, and his cock ruts against your thigh. You break the kiss and huff softly.
“Hyunjinnie…”
You gasp as strong hands grab your waist, and Chan pulls you back into his lap. He pecks your shoulder and motions Hyunjin to follow you.
“Come on, Hyune. Be a good boy for her.”
Hyunjin cries out softly and falls into your waiting arms. You kiss his cheek and swipe your thumb over his bottom lip as it quivers.
“Close, baby?”
Felix settles next to you in Chan’s lap, and chuckles as Hyunjin sucks your thumb into his mouth.
“Hyunjin, baby,” Felix groans, “You look so good right now.”
“Stop,” Hyunjin cries.
“Stop what,” Felix breathes, “You’re gorgeous.”
You reach between your bodies and resume stroking Hyunjin, which quiets his embarrassed protests. His face flushes and his eyes tear up as your hand teases his cock beneath the water. Hyunjin muffles his needy sounds by shoving his face into your shoulder and Chan pecks a sweet kiss to the crown of his head. You cup his neck and hold him to you with adoration.
“There you go, Hyune,” Chan praises, “You’re such a good boy.”
Hyunjin nods and thrusts into your hand. Felix finds a place on his shoulder to begin littering little kisses and whispers soft encouragement to you both.
“There you go, feels good, right? Gonna come? Be a good boy and come. You’re treating our Hyune so well, darling. He’s so lucky to have your pretty hands on his cock.”
Chan draws Felix in for a sloppy kiss before they return their attention to you. Felix lovingly pets Hyunjin’s back and kisses his neck where he can reach it. Chan hums into your hair and slides a hand around your waist, between your legs to slip two fingers into your heat. You jerk at the intrusion and knock your head against his chin. Chan grunts and you sputter when he burrows his face in the nape of your neck.
“Ow.”
“Well, don’t just- a-ahh!”
Your hips roll to chase the feeling of Chan’s fingers curling inside you, putting just enough pressure on your sweet spot as his thumb rolls over your clit.
“Don’t what? Hm? Use your words, babygirl.”
“You’re mean,” Hyunjin chastises, the rhythm of your touch breaking from Chan’s distraction, “Hah, too rough with her.”
You warble in agreement as you try to focus on stroking Hyunjin. Chan easily keeps the pace of fingering you as his other hand seizes your wrist. Hyunjin whines and butts his face into your neck as your hand is forced to still.
“I could be a lot meaner,” Chan whispers as he releases his hold on you, “Besides, she’s more than ready for it. Touch her, Lix.”
You resume stroking Hyunjin, his short grunts and breathy moans telling you that he is close. Chan’s fingers leave and Felix’s replace them. Although his are smaller, he makes up for this by immediately delving three of them deep into your heat. You mumble a string of curses into Hyunjin’s hair, clawing your fingers down his back as Felix fingerfucks you steadily.
“Wet and loose. Can’t get enough, can you? Hm?”
You moan and nod dumbly. Chan chuckles and lifts Hyunjin’s chin to look at him.
“And you think I’m the mean one?”
Hyunjin shakes his head as Chan pushes his thumb into his mouth. He swipes it over his tongue and presses it to the inside of his cheek. Hyunjin’s eyes flutter and his mouth opens in a broken moan as he comes from your touch. Felix chuckles, kissing the marks you left on Hyunjin’s back as he retracts his hand from your core. You sigh at the loss of contact and watch the tears slip down Hyunjin’s cheeks as your touch overstimulates him. Slowly, you cease touching him to let him recover from his high. Chan removes his thumb from his mouth and uses the spit-laden appendage to wipe the tears from Hyunjin’s cheeks. He sniffles and leans dazedly into Chan’s touch, cheeks flush and slick.
“Still good, baby?” Chan asks softly, “You with us?”
Hyunjin nods and looks over his shoulder as Felix kisses his cheek.
“You did so well, gorgeous,” He praises.
Hyunjin turns to you and presses a hot kiss to the corner of your lips. You giggle and meet him properly for the second one. He parts his lips and lets you slip your tongue inside for a messy kiss that leaves a string of saliva between your lips when you part. He groans and ducks his head before facing you again.
“I just realized… how gross this is.”
Chan chuckles and tauntingly strokes the inside of your thigh.
“What? Spit?” Felix asks as he wipes your chin clean.
“No… We’re sitting in my… cum.”
“Yeah, that’s pretty gross,” You agree as Chan nibbles your ear.
“Felix, don’t tell me that got you hard,” Hyunjin snaps as Felix laughs into his back.
He looks at you with a salacious grin and props his chin over Hyunjin’s shoulder.
“Listen, babe, just because you’re having post-nut clarity doesn’t mean we have to.”
“You should, you degenerate.”
“Well, you’re welcome to leave-”
“As if.”
You giggle and let Chan maneuver you to lean against the edge of the tub. He settles himself between your legs and traps you against the wall with his arms as he slowly leans in with a greedy stare. You sigh and lean your elbows back on the ledge, offering a challenging smirk as he moves in. Felix snakes his arms around Chan’s middle and blinks at you affectionately as your boyfriend presses his forehead to yours. You giggle and reach up to run your fingers through his hair, then reach past him to cup Felix’s cheek. You tilt your head to the side, away from Chan, to meet Felix’s gaze.
“You’re so pretty, Lix.”
“Thank you.”
Chan sets his jaw and brushes his nose against your cheek.
“Is that how it is?”
You thread your fingers in Felix’s hair and watch his eyes roll when you tug. You turn to face Chan with faux concern as he glares at you softly.
“I’m just worried Lix isn’t getting enough attention, Channie.”
Chan shudders then turns to watch you slide your hand down and wrap it around Felix’s throat. He groans when your grip tentatively tightens and guides him closer, between you and Chan. His eyes flutter open and he shoots Chan a smug look. Chan responds by grabbing the back of Felix’s head and pushing his face into your breasts. You scoff and share a look with Hyunjin, who is lounging against an edge with his elbow propped to hold his head up. He tilts his head to watch Felix suck your nipple between his lips. You moan and drape your arm lazily over his shoulders as he laps his way to your other breast.
“I think he gets plenty of attention,” Chan mumbles.
You laugh and slide your foot against the inside of Chan’s leg. He moves closer to pin Felix between both of you and chuckles at your airy moans. Felix lets out a muffled hum before licking a filthy stripe over your sensitive bud.
“I disagree,” He murmurs, “I’m feeling so neglected.”
Hyunjin speaks up from his spot, “It’s hard to feel bad for you when you have tits in your mouth.”
Felix looks up at you with his round eyes and sighs.
“God gives his hardest battles to his sexiest soldiers.”
“So true, baby,” You coo.
Chan snickers and Hyunjin rolls his eyes as Felix eagerly returns to suckling on your breasts. Chan glances at Hyunjin as needy sounds spill from your lips, and leans back to acknowledge him.
“Feeling left out?”
Hyunjin shakes his head.
“I’m good. I’m enjoying the view from right here.”
You keen as Felix nips the soft underside of your breasts and exhales hotly on your sensitive skin. He kisses lower, giving testing licks as he travels to your stomach. Chan reaches around to clasp Felix’s jaw and pulls him back. Felix’s eyes roll from the pressure on his throat and he grunts as Chan presses his lips to his ear.
“Aren’t you such a good boy for her?”
Felix nods, watching you through his lashes as Chan ghosts his hand down his front. His cock jumps when Chan’s hand slides over his abdomen and pauses there. You sigh and watch impatiently as Felix bucks his hips.
“Chan, please.”
“What’s wrong? You don’t want to be my good boy?”
“I-I do…”
“Not fair,” You whine.
Chan kisses Felix’s neck and chuckles.
“I’m just giving Lixie some attention. Wasn’t that your suggestion?”
You click your tongue and sit up.
“I didn’t say to tease him.”
“But isn’t he so cute like this?”
“Yeah,” You muse as you admire the shuddering of Felix’s toned chest, “He is pretty cute.”
Chan roughly gropes Felix’s inner-thigh and groans as he squirms in his arms.
“Excited, are you?”
“You’re one to talk. Fuck, you’re so fucking hard Chan.”
You giggle as Chan blushes and releases Felix. He drops in front of you and leans into your welcoming embrace with a soft groan. You feel his cock press against you as he kisses you fervently, his arms pulling your bodies tight together as your hands run over his back. 
Chan leans one hand on the ledge beside you and traces a finger slowly down Felix’s spine. He shivers and whimpers into your mouth as Chan’s touch dances over his freckles, drawing invisible constellations as the two of you share lazy kisses. Felix breaks the kiss and you take the opportunity to peck his forehead as Chan traces his spine again. Felix arches his back and groans at the friction of your hips coming together.
“Chris,” He cries, “Wh-What are you-”
Chan teases his fingers over Felix’s hole and slots his cock between the younger’s shaking thighs. You feel the drag of it against the tangle of your legs and bite your lip as you meet Chan’s gaze. He smirks and presses closer, forcing Felix’s chest flush to yours as he moves in. Felix moans and looks down as Chan ruts his cock under his, then looks at you as one of Chan’s hands roam over his chest. You contrast Chan’s sloppy thrusts and slow groping by sweetly tucking Felix’s hair out of his face. He inhales shakily as Chan slips a finger over his hole again.
“God, just put it in,” Felix growls.
You giggle and cup his face as Chan’s hands slide down to his hips.
“Don’t be so hasty, love,” Chan whispers.
“You’re a tease.”
“I just want to make sure you’re wet, darling.”
“We’re in a fucking hot t-UB!”
Felix jerks as Chan spreads his cheeks and spits into his open hole. Felix thrusts again, chasing the friction of his cock against your abdomen, before quivering and collecting himself. Chan spits again then pushes one of his thumbs into Felix’s puckering hole. You moan and roll your hips up for some stimulation as you stroke your thumbs over Felix’s defined cheekbones.
“That’s better,” Chan decides, admiring Felix’s slick hole.
“You’re disgusting,” Felix groans.
Chan fucks himself between his legs and you assist by closing your legs around Felix’s thighs, creating a tighter slit for Chan to slip between. Felix whines as it becomes harder for him to move his hips, and follows Chan as his hand comes around his throat again. Your core pulses from watching Chan hold him up, then he tugs Felix’s hands from your body.
“Arms. Now.”
“Chaaan,” Felix protests, but folds his arms behind his back for Chan to grasp in his other hand.
“See? Was that so hard?”
Felix whimpers as you begin running your hands over his pecs and pressing kisses to his chest. Chan is still lazily grinding between his thighs, frotting their cocks together from behind.
“You’re so pretty, Lix,” Hyunjin compliments, his voice low and ragged.
You drag your lips down Felix’s abs and look up as you place an open-mouthed kiss just below his belly button. Felix fights to look down at you as Chan tilts his head back.
“You want her mouth so bad, huh? Think you deserve it?”
“I do,” Felix argues.
“Oh yeah?”
Chan pauses as you close your hands around both of their cocks and Felix makes a relieved noise. You stroke them slowly and look up with a sigh.
“For the record, I don’t think either of you have done much to ‘deserve’ it. The only thing you’ve been doing is teasing me.”
“A-And what do you think he’s doing to me?” Felix sobs.
Chan chuckles and nuzzles his nose against Felix’s cheek.
“But Felix, you’ve been such a good boy.”
Felix rolls his eyes then makes a choked sound as you squeeze the tip of his cock. He thrusts into your hand and Chan pulls him back.
“Come on…”
“Beautiful,” Hyunjin calls, stealing your attention, “Why don’t you let them play together and I’ll take care of you?”
“No…” Felix pleads as you draw your hands away.
“You’ll be fine,” Hyunjin dismisses as he watches you wade your way over beside him.
Chan chuckles and finally releases his constricting grip on Felix. You let Hyunjin lift you up on the edge of the hot tub as Chan sits across from you. He beckons Felix closer and guides him to sit in his lap as Hyunjin ducks between your legs. You watch him pull your thighs over his shoulders and move in to lick between your folds. You are so pent up from watching the others you fail to suppress the high-pitched sound that he draws from your lips. Felix and Chan are both facing you, admiring you, as Chan hikes one of Felix’s legs over his arm and begins fingering him open. Felix lays like a ragdoll, letting Chan touch him and move him as he pleases as he watches you through half-lidded eyes.
Hyunjin barely swipes his tongue into your heat, choosing instead to focus on lapping at your clit and flicking it around your folds. You are too needy to complain, just sighing and moaning as he latches his lips to your clit and sucks. Chan hurriedly preps Felix and guides himself into his spread hole. Felix makes a wrecked sound as Chan’s fist closes around his leaking cock and he thrusts up to the hilt. Your fingers clench on the edge of the tub and you watch them desperately as your climax approaches. You wiggle and Hyunjin clasps your hips, allowing you to grind your pussy on his lips until you reach your high. You laugh breathlessly and release a series of pitchy moans as he devours you happily, letting you use him until you are satiated. You continue through your orgasm until the overstimulation has you trembling.
Hyunjin reaches up to catch you in his arms as you drop back into the water, still a bit shaky as you come down from your high. Your arousal is smeared on his lips and he licks them clean before kissing you. It is endearing, even when you taste yourself on his tongue and feel him half-hard between your moving bodies, your heart swells at his kiss. You blame Chan and Felix for leaving you untouched, but secretly know there is something special about Hyunjin that is drawing this reaction from you. He cups your cheeks and kisses you, soft and slow, drawing it out as long as he can until you are panting beneath him.
“Baby?”
“Hah,” You respond, dazed as you look up at him, “Yes?”
“Are you okay? You’re shaking, sweetheart.”
Your heart stutters at his tender expression, and you nod quickly to settle his nerves.
“Good, I’m good. Still coming down, that’s all.”
“Alright. Do you need a break?”
“No, n-no. We can just sit here.”
“Alright, baby,” Hyunjin smiles, patient and fond, before pecking your forehead, “Sit with me. Let’s just watch for a bit.”
You follow Hyunjin down to lounge in the water and find your core winding up at how he secures his arm around your shoulder. His movements are slow, hesitant, as he pulls you close and gently caresses your arm with his thumb. He brushes stray hairs from your face and runs his thumb under your jawline with loving attention. You look up and feel safe, warmth pooling in your stomach, when you meet his doting gaze. His serene smile is still there as he glances over at Felix and Chan.
There is something remarkable about Felix’s flexibility, it must come from years of training and dancing. Chan has his leg held up in a way that looks painful, but you trust that if Felix did not want it that way he would have spoken by now. Chan is jerking him off hard, and thrusting up with no control. The scene looks pornographic, and the sounds spilling from Felix’s mouth sound even more so. You can tell he is close from the volume of his desperation.
“Ch-Chan! Chan- Chris- fuck! Please please, oh my God, fuck! Yes, please-”
Hyunjin keeps stroking your arm, pulling you in to snuggle against his chest. You sink down and feel his cheek nestle against the top of your head. Felix groans, loud enough that you would worry about someone else hearing if you were not the only ones in the house. His cum shoots up his front, painting his chest and abdomen with thick streaks as Chan fucks him through his climax. It dribbles down his cock as it falls soft against his stomach, and he groans lowly as Chan keeps fucking him. Chan’s hand has slipped to hold the inside of his thigh, keeping his legs spread by digging his fingers into the tight muscles.
“That’s good, so good, Lix,” Chan praises, “M’gonna keep going, can I cum- cum inside? M’so close, baby.”
“Uh-huh,” Felix mewls, voice airy as Chan fucks another groan out of him, “Inside, yeah…”
“That’s messy,” Hyunjin teases, “You made a mess, Lix.”
“S’good, feels good,” Felix babbles, making you both laugh.
Chan giggles into Felix’s neck and whispers his own mindless stream of groans and praises as he finds his release. He knocks his hips up, pushing himself deeper inside as he cums. Felix twitches as Chan’s cock throbs inside him, and cum begins to spill out of his plugged hole.
“Yeah, yeah Lix, milk it. Fuck, you take it so good.”
Felix nods, eyebrows pinched in pleasure as his mouth falls open.
“Ch-Chan, f-fuck it’s hot. You’re so hot.”
“Yeah? You love it, baby?”
“Yeah…”
Chan kisses his neck sweetly and slowly eases Felix off of him. The younger groans and falls bonelessly into the water, letting Chan in behind him to scoop him into his arms. Chan hums and peppers kisses over his face, neck, then chest as Felix’s head lolls back. Chan giggles and nudges his nose against Felix’s chin.
“Sleepy?”
“Mhm…”
“I fucked you that good?”
“No, not that good.”
Chan punishes Felix with a bite to his jawline and he yelps.
“Brat.”
Felix makes a noise of disagreement as he drowsily meets Chan for a kiss. Chan grumbles something but Felix muffles his words with lazy pecks.
“Now they’re going to make-out for like an hour,” Hyunjin mumbles.
“No,” Felix says, “Not that long…”
“Just until he passes out,” Chan murmurs.
“And then you make-out some more when he wakes up,” You say as their kissing resumes.
“Mhm,” Chan defends, “S’called aftercare. I do it because I care about him.”
“You’re obsessed with me,” Felix jokes, “You act like you’re in love with me or something.”
“Because I am.”
Felix’s eyes widen and his cheeks flush at Chan’s words. His reaction goes unnoticed, but not to you or Hyunjin. He shifts beside you, his fingers twitch as Chan’s hand cups Felix’s neck and pulls him in for another kiss. His eyes flutter shut and he melts into it, not noticing how your hand takes Hyunjin’s under the water or when you look up because you hear his heart pounding in his chest. He meets your gaze and relieves your worries with a smile. He looks unsure, but not upset. There is a glimmer of desire in his eyes when he looks back at Felix and Chan, sharing deft touches and needy kisses.
You giggle and sarcastically muse, “Wow, Chan. Just go ahead and say Felix is your favourite.”
Chan breaks away and looks at you with a soft glare, while Felix whines and nuzzles his cheek.
“I don’t have a favourite.”
“You love us all equally?” Hyunjin clarifies.
At this, Chan hesitates to answer. He shares a look with you then carefully replies:
“Yeah, I love you all. You mean the world to me.”
Felix successfully coaxes Chan into giving him another kiss, and when they pull apart holds Chan’s cheeks to maintain his gaze.
“Don’t be so casual about it.”
Chan chuckles.
“I can’t say I love you?”
“You love me because I take it up the ass for you.”
“That’s not true. I want to fuck you in the ass because I love you. There’s a difference.”
“There’s a difference,” You repeat with an unconvinced lilt.
“So,” Hyunjin concludes, “Felix lets you fuck him in the ass and becomes your favourite. I see how it is.”
You cackle as Chan rolls his eyes and Felix raises his eyebrows.
“Sure. Felix is my favourite. For that reason.”
“That’s okay,” You hum, “Hyunjin is my favourite.”
Hyunjin physically jumps with surprise at your confession and looks at you with disbelief. Felix chortles at his reaction and accepts the kisses Chan meticulously presses to each of his freckles. Your boyfriend is entirely unbothered by your comment, failing to justify Hyunjin’s reaction with even a sideways glance as he stares expectantly at him. Then, he stares at you.
“Why?”
You shrug, feeling drowsy and a little high off the hint of curiosity in Hyunjin’s voice.
“I just like you. I like how you watch out for Channie. I like how you take care of Felix. I like the way you fall in love.”
Hyunjin’s eyes soften at your inviting smile.
“Oh. I love you too.”
“I know.”
Hyunjin splutters as you look back at the others nonchalantly, although you are horribly suppressing your sheepish reaction. You avoid looking at him and pointedly turn away as your cheeks flush and a grin breaks out on your face.
“Baby? Baby, wait, look at me.”
“Can’t.”
“B-But- please?”
You shake your head as Hyunjin’s arms come around you from behind.
“You made her shy, Hyunjin,” Felix comments.
“I’m not shy,” You argue as you let Hyunjin turn you around.
Your breath catches as you watch him. His brows are furrowed with determination and his plush lips are pressed into a tight line. He cups your cheeks and leans in, lips hovering over yours as he chooses the right words.
“Y-You’re not going to say it?”
You grin.
“Say what?”
He looks helplessly at Chan and Felix. 
“Aw, babe,” Chan scolds, “Don’t be so difficult.”
Felix yawns then adds, “He deserves an ‘I love you’, he ate you out.”
“He wanted to do that.”
“You don’t want to say it?” Hyunjin questions.
You sigh and throw your arms around his shoulders.
“Hwang Hyunjin,” He nods, listening intently to your words, “I promise, one-hundred percent, without a doubt, that I love you. And I will say it as many times as you need to hear it.”
“B-But… do you…”
“For the record,” Chan cuts in, “I love you too. I loved you first, actually. She just copied me.”
“I did not copy falling in love with Hyunjin, you bitch.”
Felix’s head is resting on Chan’s chest, held close with one hand while the other points accusingly at you.
“You didn’t like him until I liked him.”
“I didn’t like him until I started dating you, I didn’t even know him.”
“Yeah, so, I win.”
You shake your head then return your attention to Hyunjin.
“What were you going to say, baby?”
“Um… So do you like me- like, love me or… just, you know…”
“Babe,” Felix murmurs, “What do you think?”
Hyunjin looks pained as he considers the options, but you quickly relieve his stress by answering his question.
“I don’t just like you in a ‘friend’ way. I cherish every second I get to spend with you, Hyunjin. I need you and I love you.”
Hyunjin nods.
“Me too. I-I love you, too.”
“I love you too,” Felix offers, “Just so you know.”
You roll your eyes.
“I love you too, Lix.”
“Nice.”
“Noice.”
“Hey.”
Chan chuckles and smiles at you.
“Chan… you’re just alright,” You quip.
“Well, you’re sexy and amazing. See how I didn’t stoop to your level?”
“Chan,” Hyunjin says, “I don’t want to interrupt, but Felix is falling asleep on your chest and I think we should clean him up.”
Chan looks down to Felix drooling on his chest and hums as he gently shakes him.
“So he is. You’re right, but shouldn’t we say ‘I love you’ first?”
Hyunjin nods shyly and Chan glances at you before you move over to take Felix into your arms. He stirs when he falls against you and you scoop some water over his dirty chest. He mutters something, maybe a thank-you, as Chan comes to Hyunjin and pulls him into a kiss. Hyunjin returns it eagerly, allowing Chan to dip him slightly to deepen the kiss. Hyunjin pulls away first, and giggles as Chan pecks all over his face.
“I love you, Chan.”
“I love you too, baby.”
You smile at them as Chan lets Hyunjin straighten again.
Hyunjin and Chan help Felix out of the hot tub and dress him in his robe, before he eventually gives up on standing and Chan has to carry him out of the room. There are two bathrooms in the house. Hyunjin runs a bath for Felix in one of them, while you start a shower in the other. You hear the door open a few minutes into your shower, then Chan’s soft voice shortly after that.
“It’s me, babe.”
“Are you coming in?”
“Yeah, I just had to do something.”
You poke your head out of the shower curtain and smile when you see Chan has brought clean towels and pajamas. His head perks up as he drops his towel and he smirks at you.
“Wow. Couldn’t help yourself? Had to take a peek, you little minx?”
You giggle and push the curtain open as he steps in. You share a quick kiss as he shuts the curtain behind himself and steps under the water with you.
“I want to know where they found robes. How come all we can find is towels.”
“I don’t know, love. I’m sure they’re around somewhere.”
“How is Lix doing?”
“He’s good. Hyunjin’s in the tub with him. He’ll take a nap and go back to being a menace again.”
You nod and giggle as Chan pulls your body to his. Your hands rest on his shoulders and you gaze up at him as you sway under the water.
“You tired?” He asks.
“Kind of, getting there.”
He pecks your forehead.
“Let’s get you cleaned up, babygirl.”
“Channie?”
“Mhm?”
“I love you.”
He smiles, that eye-pinching grin that melts your heart every time.
“I love you more.”
“Impossible.”
“S’not,” He protests with a soft pout, “I do.”
“You’re just gonna have to prove it to me, I guess.”
He chuckles and kisses you, leisurely and chaste.
“No problem. You’re easy to love.”
“Mhm, be quiet,” You complain.
You finish your shower laughing together. Chan steps out first, throws on his towel then takes yours and begins helping you dry off. You throw your arms up and let him pat you down, then squeal when he throws it over your head and squeezes your sides.
“Chan!”
You pull it down with a huff that gets interrupted with a kiss. He smiles against your lips when you lightly hit him with the towel.
“Christopher.”
He giggles.
“Yes?”
“Behave.”
“Mhm, okay.”
He pecks your nose and finishes patting you dry, then gives you your space so you can get dressed. The clothes are your comfy underwear, favourite bedtime shorts, and one of his black hoodies. You pull it on then hold the material up to your nose to inhale his scent. Chan pulls on his boxers then pauses partway through donning his sweatpants to observe you. You smile with your eyes, nose and mouth covered in the soothing material. He finishes getting dressed, having opted to stay shirtless, and tilts his head at you.
“Happy?”
“Mh-hm…”
You shuffle into his arms and he welcomes you with a hug. He buries his nose in your hair and you let the fabric drop as you peck his chest.
“Let’s go, babygirl.”
“Hn?”
You shriek as Chan picks you up by your thighs and brings your legs around his waist. Your arms close tight around his neck and you cry out in protest.
“Chan! Don’t do that!”
He laughs and carries you out of the bathroom, down the hall to the living room. Hyunjin and Felix are already there, lounging on the couch in their matching pajamas as they choose something to watch. Felix is sipping a glass of water, tucked into Hyunjin’s side as he scrolls through the options. Chan drops you on the couch and catches your ankle when you try to kick him.
“I know your tricks, sweetheart.”
Hyunjin makes his decision and watches Felix hold his empty glass out to Chan.
“Chris?”
Chan sighs and takes it, then leaves the room to refill it for him. Felix shoots you a satisfied smirk and you shake your head.
“Get your own malewife.”
“I want yours.”
“I heard that!”
“No you didn’t,” Felix teases, then looks expectantly at Hyunjin.
“Stop looking at me like that.”
Felix pouts.
“You don’t want to be my malewife?”
“Hyunjin is so boygirlfriend, actually,” You murmur.
“Oh yeah, he so is.”
“I don’t know what those words mean but I feel like I should be offended. Stop it.”
Chan returns with a fresh glass of ice water and presses his cold hand to the back of your neck. You curse and twist away from his touch as Felix takes his water and sings:
“Thank you, Chan.”
“You’re welcome, little bastard.”
“I love when couples have pet names,” Hyunjin jokes.
“It’s not a pet name, that’s Lix’s species,” You add.
“I’m not a creature.”
“You act like one,” Chan mutters.
Felix holds his glass out and Chan lets out a long sigh before reluctantly taking it.
“Getting fucked in the ass doesn’t make you incapable of taking care of yourself.”
“Yes it does.”
“Lix is a babygirl, he can’t help it,” You defend.
Felix nods sagely and Hyunjin tsks, before Chan replies:
“If babygirl means spoiled princess, then it definitely suits the two of you,” He pauses, “Three of you.”
Hyunjin ponders then shrugs, yawning instead of trying to muster up an argument against Chan’s logic. Chan sets Felix’s water aside, giving you time to crawl between Hyunjin and Felix and cuddle into a comfortable position. Hyunjin lets you rest your head in his lap, even tucking a throw pillow beneath to better support it. Felix lays somewhat on top of you, partially wedged between you and the couch so he can put his head low on your chest and slot one of his legs between yours. Chan assesses the situation then settles himself on top of you. His head rests on your stomach and he tangles himself around Felix. Felix welcomes him in by wrapping his arms around his shoulders and pecking his forehead.
“You weren’t planning on going anywhere, right?” You ask Hyunjin.
He snorts.
“Not anymore.”
Hyunjin lazes one arm over the back of the couch and lets his other rest on the armrest. Chan tugs a blanket up over himself and Felix and hums contently. Felix shimmies lower and tilts Chan’s head up to give him a kiss. You reach over your head to grab Hyunjin’s hand and bring it to your lips, brushing a sweet peck over his knuckles. He makes a soft sound and smiles down at you, then begins brushing his fingers over your cheek. He carefully traces over your cheekbones, eyelids, down the bridge of your nose. He pauses on your lips, slips his finger between them gently, then moves to your chin and jawline. You watch him intently, then let your attention shift to Chan and Felix where they trade kisses beside you.
“I told you they would start making out again,” You whisper to Hyunjin.
“I’m not surprised.”
“You’re just jealous,” Felix decides.
“Are you jealous?” Chan asks, his voice slurring with exhaustion.
“No,” Hyunjin assures, “I love seeing you two together.”
“Simp,” Felix replies.
You place your hand between their faces and laugh as Felix whines and tries to see Chan around it.
“Baby, please,” Chan begs.
You sigh and move your hand to play with his hair. Hyunjin continues stroking your cheek with his thumb as he turns his attention to the television. Felix reaches up to tug on his shirt.
“Hey, you’re good, right?”
“Why wouldn’t I be good?”
“I mean… You didn’t really believe them earlier.”
Hyunjin looks annoyed as you and Chan both look at him with concern.
“It’s not that I didn’t believe them! I just want to make sure we’re all on the same page.”
“Why wouldn’t we be on the same page?” You ask gently.
“I don’t know… People say things in the moment and…”
“Hyunjin,” Chan says, dozy and a little sternly, “Do you think we didn’t mean it when we said we love you?”
“I know you love me. I just also know how Felix loves me, so I don’t want to assume you mean it the same way.”
“Oh,” You breathe, “You’re afraid we’re not in love with you, right?”
“You don’t have to be…”
“Then what can we do to show you we are?” Chan asks.
Hyunjin falters then Felix speaks up for him:
“Putting a label on this might help? There hasn’t really been much talk of commitment since we started seeing each other’s partners. Maybe… we stop wondering how long this will last and… finally make it official?”
You grin at Felix, his words are clearly thought out but his tone is hesitant. Voice a little shaky, eyes a little watery. Hyunjin lets his hand fall from the back of the couch to rub Felix’s back in soothing circles.
“Alright, let’s make it official,” Chan decides.
“Wha- just like that?” Hyunjin yelps.
You giggle.
“Channie doesn’t fuck around with labels.”
“I don’t. Tell us what you want. Let’s get it all worked out right here.”
Hyunjin swallows and looks at you.
“What… would you call this?”
You blink in surprise then contemplate the question with a quiet hum.
“Well… Chan is my boyfriend, obviously… but I would even call him my soulmate if we’re getting specific with things. And I don’t see why I couldn’t use that word to describe you guys, too.”
“S-Soulmates,” Felix questions, “You really feel like we’re your soulmates?”
Your cheeks heat up and you nod shyly.
“W-Well… If that’s okay? I mean, I guess, to me a soulmate isn’t necessarily a romantic partner. They’re just… someone you need in your life. But I don’t see why we can’t be soulmates and lovers, you know? Or, soulmates and friends if that’s… better, like…”
You feel wetness fall on your cheeks and trail off as you wipe it away. Another drop, and you look up to see Hyunjin crying above you. Your eyes widen and you reach up instinctively, hand resting over his heart as he tries to muffle his sobs into his palm.
“Hyunjin, what’s wrong?”
Felix clambers up when he realizes what is going on, and Chan follows. This gives you the opportunity to sit up, and you slide into Hyunjin’s lap as Felix’s arms come around his shoulders. The position is awkward, but Chan pushes himself in as well. His arms come around Hyunjin’s waist, and Felix leans back just a bit so Hyunjin can tuck his chin over Chan’s shoulder. He cries openly, tears stream down his face before being wiped away by Felix’s delicate hands. Felix pecks his forehead as Chan rubs his back lovingly.
“I-I’m sorry, I-I don’t-” He chokes on his tears between words, “I don’t even believe Felix wants me sometimes. I-I just expected you two would get bored of me soon.”
Chan’s eyebrows pinch and he sighs softly before answering:
“I know what you mean, baby, but trust me: we’re never going to get bored of you. We love you.”
You pet Hyunjin’s hair and nod in agreement as he leans back to look at Chan.
“Y-Yeah?”
“Yes,” Chan exasperates, “Sweetheart, when I said you’re my world I meant it. I love you.”
“Oh,” Hyunjin laughs sadly, “Oh.”
“You’re so foolish, Jinnie,” You murmur as you kiss his cheek, “Silly boy. Thinking we don’t love you and Felix.”
Felix is still teary-eyed, and the tender kiss Chan presses to his cheek does not help.
“We didn’t want to get our hearts hurt,” Felix explains quietly.
“That breaks my heart,” Chan replies, “I don’t know how we could be anymore in love with you. Isn’t it obvious?”
“Except,” You cut in, “For actually putting a name to it.”
“Oh, whatever. I don’t look at anyone else but you three. I let you in bed with the love of my life. You should’ve gotten the hint.”
Hyunjin wipes his tears away and turns to you as you cup his jaw.
“Does that help, Hyunjinnie? Do you know your answer now?”
“Yes… I think we’re soulmates too, and I want us to all be together.”
You share a kiss and giggle when Felix butts his face into Hyunjin’s neck.
“What’s wrong, Lix?” Chan asks softly.
He raises his head, freckled face burning as your attention falls on him.
“I agree but… could we pick something a bit less intense for when we tell the guys? Like, partners, or lovers even?”
“You think ‘lovers’ is less intense?” Hyunjin questions.
“I don’t know…”
“I like it. Lovers is serious, but not as dramatic, and still a little soft,” You decide, “I also like the idea of calling you three my boyfriends.”
“Isn’t that a little… casual?” Hyunjin retorts.
“Calling someone your boyfriend is casual,” Chan remarks in disbelief, then looks at you, “Apparently we are not taking our relationship as seriously as we should be.”
You giggle and Hyunjin rolls his eyes.
“Th-That’s not what I meant… We’re just going to go from being close friends to suddenly… her boyfriends, and that seems like we’re not acknowledging the way our relationship has developed in private. I-I think we’re more serious about each other than… just dating… R-Right?”
“Again, dating is too casual now?”
You hit Chan lightly then turn your attention to Hyunjin and Felix.
“Why don’t we call each other whatever is most comfortable, and if the boys have questions we let them know that we’re taking it day-by-day. But yes, Hyune, we’re serious about this too.”
You make soft noise as Felix leans closer and guides you into a tender kiss. You accept easily, warming at how his hand slides around your waist and his bangs brush against your cheeks. He parts and grins at your blissed out smile.
“Sorry, lovely. I just felt the need to do that right now. Love you.”
“I love you too, Lix.”
Chan smiles, still looking tired, and lets you and Felix pepper chaste kisses to his cheeks.
“You need to rest, Channie?” You ask.
“Yeah, I do,” Chan looks at Hyunjin and gestures for him to hug him again, “Come here, baby.”
Hyunjin falls into his arms with a little sigh and lets Chan comfort him. Felix uses the moment to settle in a sitting position at the other end of the couch, and pats his stomach patiently. Chan takes Hyunjin with him as he falls between Felix’s legs, heads resting on his chest as the two continue sharing little pecks. You smile, throw a blanket over the three of them, then grab your own before curling up on top of your boyfriends’ legs. Chan and Hyunjin both reach down, Chan takes your hand and Hyunjin plays with your hair as you look up to admire them. Felix has one arm around Hyunjin’s shoulders and the other folded behind his head as he watches the two on top of him.
“Ugh, I just realized something,” You whisper.
“Mhm,” Is Chan’s half-conscious reply.
“What, babe,” Hyunjin inquires with Chan’s mouth smushed lazily against his lips.
“I’m going to have to share my sugar daddy.”
They all laugh and Felix answers:
“I like how you decided we would all be mooching off Chan, as opposed to you gaining two more sugar daddies.”
“Ooh wait, I like that better.”
Felix laughs, shaking Chan and Hyunjin with the force of it. Both are exhausted now, and as they succumb to sleep their kisses dissolve into slow brushes of their lips instead of actions with any force behind them. You smile at the way their noses brush, how one will slip back into consciousness enough to kiss the other and receive a delayed peck to reciprocate the action. You look up to meet Felix’s eyes as he mirrors your fond smile. He whispers, but Hyunjin still stirs slightly at the rumble of his voice.
“They fit so well together.”
You hum in agreement.
“Chan thinks the same thing about me and you.”
Felix chuckles.
“Must be true, then.”
Your smile widens as you regard your boyfriends’ one last time. Chan’s cheek is smushed into Felix’s chest, Hyunjin’s breathing has finally slowed, and Felix’s eyes flutter shut as he lets his head fall to the side. You close your eyes and nestle in to fall asleep with them.
The sudden sound of excited voices pulls you awake before the front door even opens. When someone, presumably Minho, manages to win the fight with his keys and push the door open the volume increases exponentially. You groggily sit up and look over the back of the couch, down the hall where you cannot see the others but their voices swim in and out of your hazy senses. You look down; Chan and Hyunjin are in the same position as earlier, asleep and sharing air with little space between their lips. Felix is rubbing the sleep from his eyes and stretching out his arm, no doubt cramped from being tucked under his head.
“You guys here?” Changbin calls out.
“We’re in here, Binnie,” You manage, voice straining from underuse, “We were sleeping.”
You can hear Jeongin and Jisung cackling down the hall, their voices the loudest among the others. You cannot make out what they are saying as they wander somewhere else in the house. Changbin enters the room, still wearing his black puffer jacket. He comes around the couch on Felix’s side and ruffles his hair.
“Cold, Bin?” Felix purrs, his voice deeper with sleep.
“Not really. You look cozy.”
You watch Changbin’s expression as he seems to register the scene before him. You yawn and sit up properly, and notice how Chan’s hands are barely clutching the front of Hyunjin’s pajama shirt. In return, Hyunjin has his arm draped around Chan’s body. Maybe you imagine it, but Changbin’s gaze seems to linger on the proximity of their parted lips before he wanders over to you. He pets your hair, no doubt tousled from sleep and your earlier escapades, and tilts your head up gently to face him.
“Tired, honey?”
You smile.
“A little. Did you guys have fun?”
Changbin nods and drops his hand.
“We walked down the shore, then we went into town and looked around until we found somewhere to hang out. There was a nice restaurant, so we went there and I.N and Han had a couple drinks. Then we walked around some more before we got back here.”
You giggle.
“No wonder they’re being so loud…”
“I can quiet them down for you.”
“No, it’s okay. We’ll wake Chan and Hyune up soon and go to bed.”
“Alright, you just let me know if you need anything, babe. I’m going to my room.”
He passes by Felix again and offers a gentle caress to his cheek.
“Goodnight, Yongbokkie.”
“G’night, Bin,” Felix yawns between farewells, “Sleep tight.”
You offer Changbin a small wave and watch him leave. Your attention piques as Seungmin shuffles in, still dressed in his slacks and a too-big flannel. He looks over the back of the couch with a blank expression.
“Did you have a good night, Min?” Felix asks.
“Mhm.”
He comes around the couch on your side and hesitates at the end. You tuck your legs up, careful not to disturb Chan or Hyunjin, and pat the space next to you.
“You can sit here, Min,” You offer softly.
He drops into the bit of space next to you and leans his head on your shoulder. You throw your blanket over the two of you and tidy his bangs where they have fallen in his eyes.
“Are you okay?”
“Tired…”
“I’m sorry you guys stayed out so long,” You sympathize, “You can sleep here for a while.”
Seungmin nods and nuzzles closer. You look at Felix, who smiles and lets his eyes fall shut. You turn your attention to the television, still playing whatever Hyunjin chose earlier to occupy the silence. Seungmin’s hand finds yours under the blanket and you lace your fingers together. You spend a few minutes watching the show, before your eyelids droop shut. Your head falls against Seungmin’s and he grunts softly, but does not move.
Your peace is interrupted shortly after when you hear poorly concealed giggling, and look over to see Jeongin and Jisung leaning on the back of the couch.
“Hey, you two,” You whisper, peering suspiciously at their troublesome grins, “What is it?”
They share a look and giggle some more before Jeongin answers, “We know what you did.”
You smirk and reply, “What?”
Jeongin laughs then stage whispers, “You had seeeex.”
They both erupt into laughter, startling both Seungmin and Hyunjin to alertness. Seungmin sighs and nuzzles his face into your shoulder as Hyunjin blearily sits up. Felix snickers and soothes Hyunjin gently as he collapses back on top of him with a groan. Chan is surprisingly dead to the world despite the increasing disturbance caused by Jisung and Jeongin.
“Is that all,” You mutter, unimpressed, “That’s what’s so funny.”
Felix chuckles as Jisung leans over the couch and taps Hyunjin’s arm.
“Hey Jinnie, hey Jinnie.”
“What?”
“Look look,” Hyunjin obliges and glares as Jisung insists, “Look.”
“I’m looking.”
Jisung makes a ‘v’ with his fingers and licks his tongue between them, making Jeongin howl at the gesture. Felix groans and Hyunjin slaps Jisung’s arm.
“Stop that, you freak!”
“Yeah? Am I right, though?”
Jisung looks at you and you cock your eyebrow up.
“You’re not wrong.”
Hyunjin covers his face and Felix laughs suddenly, as the boys become frenzied at your admission. Minho enters the room in his pajamas and frowns at Jisung and Jeongin’s shenanigans.
“Ji, are you coming to bed or not?”
“For the love of God,” Seungmin groans, “Please take him. He’s disturbing the peace.”
“Your face disturbs the peace,” Jisung shoots back.
“Wow. How will I ever recover from that one?”
You giggle then jump as Jeongin stumbles over and slaps his hands down on the couch behind you. You tilt your head back to face him, allowing Seungmin to hide his face better in the crook of your neck.
“Enjoying the cuddle pile, puppy?” The youngest teases.
Seungmin scoffs.
“Mind your business.”
“You know,” Jisung teases, “Maybe if you ask nicely, one of them will suck-”
Minho cuffs the back of Jisung’s head before he can finish the sentence, which makes him fall to the floor with a shout. Chan finally awakens and takes in the scene before him: Hyunjin hiding his face in Felix’s chest, you and Seungmin cuddling at his feet, Minho lifting an indignant Jisung off the floor, and Jeongin grinning over it all. Minho successfully hauls his boyfriend to his feet then begins herding him out of the room, patting his bottom along the way.
“Miiiin, that huuurt!”
“You know what else hurts? The consequences of your actions. Stop running your mouth before you regret it.”
Jisung continues to complain as they leave down the hall. Jeongin leans over Seungmin’s shoulder and smirks as he refuses to leave your neck.
“Fuck off.”
“I’m not doing anything,” Jeongin whines.
You reach up and gently shove him away.
“Leave Min alone. Go to bed, drunkard.”
“I don’t want to…”
“Too late,” Chan grumbles, half-asleep, “Leader’s orders. Go to bed.”
Jeongin pouts and makes a point of poking your forehead before leaving.
“Hey! Brat!”
“And drink some water!” Chan yells after him.
“Alright, dad!”
You giggle as Chan eases himself up and scratches his neck. He pats beside him aimlessly and ends up touching Hyunjin’s hip. Hyunjin looks up at his touch, face still flushed with embarrassment. Felix yawns and begins sitting up.
“I think we should go to bed, yeah?”
You pat Seungmin’s chest gently, fingers still curled together under the blanket.
“You sure you’re okay, Minnie?”
He nods.
“Don’t feel great.”
“Were you drinking?” Hyunjin asks.
He shakes his head. Chan rises and brushes Seungmin’s bangs back to press the back of his hand to his forehead. Seungmin flinches then relaxes as Chan ruffles his hair.
“You’re a little warm. Come here.”
You and Seungmin pull apart as Chan leads his arms around his shoulders. He slips the younger member into his arms bridal-style and carries his limp body off to his room. 
“Poor, Min,” You murmur.
“I think he’s just tired,” Hyunjin assures.
Felix nods in agreement then says, “I’ll check on him later. He’ll be okay.”
“We should go to bed, love,” Hyunjin suggests as he stands.
You nod then pause to contemplate. Felix leans forward to lightly pinch your cheek, and smirks at your startled expression.
“What are you thinking about, babe?”
“Well- is our bed bigger, or is yours?”
Felix’s smile intensifies and he closes the distance to give you an eager kiss.
“Mhm!”
“S’cute,” He murmurs as he moves into your lap, “My cute baby. Can’t get enough of you.”
You squeal in delight as you and Felix fall down together on the couch.
“You two,” Hyunjin exasperates, “Someone’s going to see you.”
Felix turns his head to look at your, plural, boyfriend.
“Isn’t that the point? So they know she’s mine?”
“Oh,” Chan remarks as he returns to the room, “She’s yours now, is she?”
Felix blushes and smirks down at you.
“Yeah. Right now she is.”
You hum and bump your nose against his shyly.
“I’ll be yours, Lixie. Anytime.”
“How about all night?”
You blush and giggle in response, mind going to putty at his flirtatious gaze.
“I want to sleep tonight,” Hyunjin huffs.
“And I don’t think you can keep it up all night, frankly,” Chan jabs.
“Don’t call me ‘frankly’, my name is Felix.”
The ridiculous joke shocks a laugh out of you and you quickly become breathless as Hyunjin groans and stomps away.
“I’m done.”
“Babe, please! Come back!” Felix pleads.
Chan stands, still and silent as he watches Felix with an intensely disappointed glare. You are still laughing when Hyunjin stomps back.
“You’re lucky you’re cute.”
Felix winks then helps you sit up.
“It wasn’t that funny,” Chan chastises.
“It wasn’t funny at all,” You reply breathlessly, “That’s what makes it hilarious.”
Felix purses his lips.
“It was a little funny…”
Chan leans over the couch and pecks Felix’s cheek.
“Come on. Let’s head to bed, Frankly.”
“Don’t you start,” Hyunjin sighs.
The two stand together, waiting for you and Felix to untangle from each other and stand up from the couch. You all walk to yours and Chan’s bedroom, sharing light touches and warm smiles along the way. When you enter the room, Hyunjin dives onto the bed and yelps when Chan falls on top of him. You laugh and follow Felix as he takes a seat on the bed and leads you to sit in his lap. You gasp as he rolls over, pinning you between him and Hyunjin as he nuzzles his face into your chest.
“Felix…”
He chuckles and looks up with dazzling eyes.
“Yes, lovely?”
“I love you.”
“Oh, I love you too, baby.”
Hyunjin turns to tuck his face into your shoulder and pull your arm over his hip. You laugh and give his bottom a loving pat as Chan squeezes himself into the space under your arm and uses your shoulder to rest his head.
“I love both of you too,” You whisper.
“M’love you too, beautiful,” Chan replies, his face squishing with force as rubs it into his own sweater.
Hyunjin throws an arm over Chan’s shoulders and Felix links their fingers together where they rest between your bodies.
“We love you too,” Hyunjin says, “Both of you. So much.”
Felix hums and sleepily pulls the blanket over all of you, before you drift off to sleep.
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