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I saw your request were open maybe a part 3 to pop!
Where spiderplush and M/N are spending time together and Miguel tagging along with them and while Miguel and spiderplush are near M/N they act like father and son dual but when he leave they fight each other behind readers back.
Also, I love your work. I've been contemplating sending in a request cause i get nervous. I also love the theme you went for your blog
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Pop!: He’s just a baby!
Miguel O’Hara x M!Reader

[Pop Masterlist]
Warnings: Fluff, cursing, crack, y/n is lowkey those type of parent’s that let their child act any way they want and don���t gaf😭
Summary: You and Miguel were originally supposed to go on an date at the mall but didn’t want to watch Spider plush after the whole society mayhem, so the reader takes Spider plush on their date, and shit goes down
Quote: “Or maybe judging. Just a little. Nothing personal, just… I think that guy thinks you’re unwell.”
A/n: Guess who’s finally back from the dead and better than ever?!(It’s a pride month miracle!!)😼 I will seriously try to be a lot more active. I’ve learned a lot more about writing and I hope that you guys enjoy my new style of writing :)
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You had the whole day planned, a trip to the mall, picking out some clothes, maybe grabbing those ridiculously priced mozzarella sticks with your lunch. Mostly, you just wanted some father-and-son bonding time, even if the “son” was a sentient plushie from another universe. You were just adjusting the straps on Spider-Plush’s tiny stroller when Miguel stepped out of his office, looking a little stunned.
“What are you doing?” he asked, eyeing the stroller and the plush in your hands.
“Getting ready,” you said with a grin.
“For what?”
“Me and Spider-Plush are going to the mall. Father and son day.”
Miguel blinked like he wasn’t sure he heard right. “You’re taking him to the mall?”
“Yeah, why not?”
“Oh hell no. He already caused a full-on disaster at HQ. And now you want to bring him out in public?”
You raised an eyebrow. “What did he do other than being soft and adorable?”
Miguel snorted. “He hacked LYLA, launched a fire extinguisher at Hobie, and locked Pavitr in a room full of tax documents.”
You blinked. “I thought that was a training drill?”
“That’s what they told you,” Miguel said, voice sharper now. “Because he threatened them. Made the whole Spider Society swear on their lives to keep quiet.”
You frowned, looking down at Spider-Plush, who blinked innocently and gave a tiny wave. “Did you threaten the entire team to protect your image?” you asked. Spider-Plush tilted his head. You smiled. “He says no.”
Miguel looked like he might explode. “I’m coming with you.”
“Nope. Not after last time.”
“I’ll behave.”
“You tried to send him back to his universe.”
“I panicked!”
“No.”
Miguel sighed, then switched to full puppy eyes, his voice soft and low. “Mi amor… Please? Let me come. You shop, I watch him. Just one chance.”
You narrowed your eyes, but he kept the look, head tilted, lips slightly pouty, and you groaned. “Ugh. Fine. But you two have to make peace before we set foot in that mall. No fights in the food court.”
“Deal.”
You handed over Spider-Plush like a judge passing sentence. “No sarcasm. No stress. If I see one thread out of place, you’re sleeping on the couch. Again.”
Miguel flinched. “Crystal clear.”
You pointed toward the bedroom. “Five minutes.”
Behind the closed door, Miguel crouched down, holding Spider-Plush at eye level. “Alright, you little demon. Let’s get this straight.” He rattled off the chaos, the hacking, the fire extinguisher, the locked rooms. Spider-Plush pulled a crayon from nowhere and drew a big red X over a stick figure Miguel on the wall. Miguel groaned but softened his voice. “Y/N thinks I’m crazy because of you. You made the entire Spider Society your personal PR team. If you mess this up today, he’ll think I’m the problem again.”
Spider-Plush scribbled on a sticky note and slapped it on Miguel’s forehead. It read: “Stop being jealous :)”
Miguel ripped it off, scoffing. “I am not jealous.”
Spider-Plush grinned and held out his plush arms for a hug.
Miguel sighed, shaking his head. “Fine. Truce. We pretend to get along in front of him. But the second he looks away, it’s war.”
Spider-Plush nodded, and Miguel stood up, cradling him reluctantly. “Little shit…”
The bedroom door creaked open and Miguel stepped out holding Spider-Plush close. You raised an eyebrow. “So… you two talked?”
Miguel’s voice was flat but calm. “Yep. Heartfelt conversation. We’re bonded now.”
Spider-Plush let out a dramatic squeak and snuggled into Miguel like he’d found his favorite person.
Your eyes lit up. “Aww, you finally called him our son!”
Miguel opened his eyes just a crack during the kiss you pressed to him. Over your shoulder, Spider-Plush glared at Miguel with pure disgust. Miguel smirked and pulled you deeper into the kiss. After what felt like forever, Spider-Plush tugged at your pants.
“Oh, right. To the mall!” you said, tucking him into his tiny red stroller and swinging out the door.
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The mall’s glass doors slid open with a cheerful ding, and the first thing you saw was the indoor play area, bright colors, screaming kids, plastic jungle gyms. It was chaos incarnate. You beamed like it was paradise.
“This is perfect,” you said, already pushing the little stroller forward. Spider-Plush sat proudly in it, wearing his hoodie that you hand-crocheted and clutching a juice pouch like he owned the place.
Miguel, following reluctantly, adjusted his jacket like he was walking into a war zone. “We’re really starting at the play place?”
You nodded enthusiastically. “Of course. Spider-Plush deserves some fun.”
Miguel muttered something under his breath in Spanish but didn’t press it. You’d already popped open the stroller’s latch and were gently lifting Spider-Plush out like he was your actual child.
“Go wild, champ,” you whispered proudly, setting him down on the soft foam floor of the play area.
And Spider-Plush took that very literally.
He darted into the chaos like a bullet, climbing up the netting, flipping over padded blocks, smacking the oversized building bricks out of a toddler’s hands and striking a pose like he’d won a battle. A parent gasped. A little boy started crying.
You? Absolutely beaming. Miguel? Watching with the quiet panic of a man realizing he was definitely going to get banned from another public place.
He cleared his throat. “Hey, babe… maybe we skip the play area? Hit that boutique you like?”
You didn’t even look at him. “He’s bonding with his environment. It’s important.”
Another kid tried to approach Spider-Plush. He growled. The kid screamed and ran back to their mom.
Miguel leaned closer, lowering his voice. “People are staring.”
“They’re admiring,” you said confidently.
A mall worker peeked around the corner, spotted Spider-Plush scaling the play structure like a tiny vigilante, and immediately turned back the way they came.
Miguel coughed. “Or maybe judging. Just a little. Nothing personal, just… I think that guy thinks you’re unwell.”
You gave him a warning glare. “Do not ruin this for me.”
Miguel raised his hands in surrender. “Wouldn’t dream of it.”
Spider-Plush launched himself from the slide, landing in a foam pit and sinking like a little plush meteor.
You giggled. “Look at him go. That’s my boy.”
Miguel watched a mom grab her child’s hand and drag them away from the area entirely. He pinched the bridge of his nose and sighed. “Can we at least move to a store? Just for a bit? You know, to buy him a… leash or something.”
You shot him a ‘don’t test my patience right now’ look.
Miguel gave you the weakest smile he could manage. “Okay, okay. Not a leash. A tiny hat? A matching outfit?”
You raised an eyebrow.
“I’ll let you pick.”
You gasped so dramatically it made a few heads turn. “Say no more!”
You gently scooped Spider-Plush up from the foam pit and carefully strapped him into his little red stroller. “Alright, let’s find you some cute clothes, baby!”
Miguel watched you with a mix of relief and nervousness as you wheeled the stroller toward the boutique. You practically bounced with excitement, already eyeing tiny hats and jackets inside.
Miguel stayed just outside, rubbing his temples, trying to keep calm. Then his eyes darted down to the stroller.
Empty. Spider-Plush was gone.
Miguel’s breath hitched. His eyes widened. Panic started to creep in. “Oh no. Oh no, no, no…”
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NaNo day 28
....okay instead of time loop, I ended up starting part 2 of the hunter au.
Whoops?
I swear I meant to work on the other story, but the word wars started and I panicked because I couldn't figure out the next scene, so I rushed back to hunter au to continue the idea I was already going with.
Follows pretty much directly after part 1!
Fang Duobing didn’t believe in ghosts.
He wasn’t the type of person to read into the supernatural— mythical creatures around the corner hiding from the eyes of society, or magic secretly existing on the fringes to spark the imagination of children and the downtrodden. He wasn’t particularly interested in ghost stories, either, although that could be due to him not having the life experience to feel a need for those stories.
But he had encountered people, while travelling with Li Lianhua, who adamantly believed. Who insisted they were haunted, or that children lost years ago were trying to convey a message.
Each and every time that happened, Fang Duobing had to piece together clues that would eventually disappoint those people. (It tended to be coincidences, or neighbours with a grudge, or even their own failing mental health playing tricks on them.)
Dungeons were one thing! Strange and supernatural events happened within those otherworldly pocket dimensions, and he wasn’t going to question how that made sense.
But in the real world, there were rules. Gravity made things fall down. Physics existed. Time was straightforward. Everything followed the cycle of life. Two plus two equals four, and that sort of thing.
Or it would, if it weren’t for the fact that Li Lianhua was yelling at him at the same time that Li Lianhua was lying in a coma on the hospital bed.
“Foolish, childish move!” Li Lianhua fumed, looking like he was ready to whack Fang Duobing over the head with something as he used to when he was frustrated. Except there was nothing for him to grab, and for the fact that he was—
Fang Duobing could see through him.
He stared blankly, slack-jawed, even as the door burst open and He Xiaohui charged in ready for battle at the sound of her son in distress.
“What is it?” She demanded, and she had a sword at her side of all things, ready to cut someone down. “What’s wrong?”
He couldn’t muster up the words, instead gaping at her and then back at Li Lianhua, and then at Li Lianhua and oh no, Fang Duobing was going crazy, wasn’t he? He felt too young to be going crazy, but maybe that’s just how schizophrenia started, with seeing things that couldn’t possibly be there even though he knew it was crazy for him to be seeing those things.
He pointed a finger at the ghostly apparition of Li Lianhua, sitting on the edge of the bed, looking irritated, and asked his mother, “Do you see— see—?”
“Don’t point at me.” Li Lianhua told him. “Rude.”
He Xiaohui, who scanned the entire room for any signs of threats only to come up with nothing, gave her son a strange look. “See what?”
Okay, so she definitely didn’t see what Fang Duobing was now considering to be his… well, maybe this was what people meant by having a voice of reason. Surely, if he had a ghostly version of Li Lianhua there yelling at him, it was a manifestation of that nagging feeling of doing something he wasn’t supposed to be doing, right?
People had that. He’s heard about it. He’s never heard anyone describe it as a ghost or even that they might be able to see a person, rather than imagining what they would say, but it wasn’t like he researched extensively on the subject.
“I think I’m going crazy,” he said to his mother, still feeling a state of shock.
The tension in her shoulders melted away, and she said, “Oh, Xiaobao… I told you not to stay in this room all day. You just need some food and sleep, that’s all. Come, come,” and she was manoeuvring him out of the uncomfortable chair, twisting her other wrist in a movement like sheathing her sword, and suddenly that object was gone. Back in her inventory, Fang Duobing thought numbly.
He stared at the ghostly figure of Li Lianhua the entire time.
“You should listen to her,” Li Lianhua said. “When’s the last time you ate? You look like you’re ready to fall over at any moment.”
“I’m going crazy,” Fang Duobing confirmed, and his mother ushered him out of the room with gently shushing noises, dragging him along the hallways and upstairs back to the living space and then the kitchens.
“I’ve gone crazy.” Fang Duobing affirmed when she heated a bowl of leftovers for him, the scent of wanton soup and steamed eggs wafting to him. He was staring over the table, where Li Lianhua seemed to have followed them. Except he couldn’t have, because he was downstairs where he was supposed to be safe, because he was vulnerable and there were people looking for him.
“You haven’t,” his mother countered, and then hugged his head and pressed a kiss atop his hair when he didn’t respond. “But you’ve been through a traumatic event. Eat. And then shower and take a nap. Things will feel better after that.”
She left once more after ensuring he was alright and not going to fall face first into the soup, although she took a few more seconds to stroke at his hair and send him worried looks.
The apparition of Li Lianhua was calmly sitting in a chair opposite him, dressed in the same clothes as the day in the dungeon, although noticeably cleaner and neater and with his hair back in its usual low bun. He was giving Fang Duobing a judging look.
It made him sweat.
“So,” Li Lianhua started calmly. “Jinyuan Alliance, then?”
“You heard that?” Fang Duobing demanded, but then hunched over and lowered his voice. “You were there the entire time?”
Li Lianhua gestured to the food and told him, “Eat,” and Fang Duobing reluctantly picked up the bowl to sip at the soup, still staring at Li Lianhua for answers the entire time.
“I wasn’t really aware until you took that out of your pocket.” Li Lianhua said, nodding toward where Fang Duobing still had the sphere pressed into his palm uncomfortably while holding onto his soup bowl. “So no, you’re not going crazy. It’s an effect of the item.”
That made Fang Duobing slump into his chair in relief. That made far more sense! Dungeon items sure were strange, and who said it couldn’t alter someone’s perception of reality? Maybe Fang Duobing was hallucinating all of this because he felt bad. Maybe the stone was helping him do that.
“From the expression on your face, you just thought of something dumb,” Li Lianhua told him. “Stop.”
“You can’t tell me to stop, you’re a figment of my imagination.”
“A figment of—” Li Lianhua narrowed his eyes. “And what makes you convinced of this?”
Fang Duobing brought up the small pearlescent orb. “The easiest explanation is that this thing causes hallucinations? Maybe it causes people to see someone they— well, either way, you’re supposed to be in a coma. I can test it later. See what xiao-yi sees.”
“A hallucination. A figment of your imagination.” Li Lianhua echoed him, and crossed his arms. “You’re very sure of yourself, aren’t you?”
“I’m not going crazy,” Fang Duobing reassured himself. “This is just an effect of the item.”
“Take out your phone.” Li Lianhua demanded, and although Fang Duobing was reluctant at first (why was he listening to a hallucination? But then again, it was a hallucination of Li Lianhua, so he probably had some weird point to make), he did so. “Unlock it. Now go to a news site. Go on, go ahead. I know you read those in the mornings.”
Fang Duobing (quite reluctantly) went onto Weibo just to spite him.
“Okay, now turn the phone toward me so you can’t see it. Scroll down.” After a second, Li Lianhua started reading the names of current top shows and celebrity gossip, along with titles of blogs that were recently updated.
When he stopped reading, Fang Duobing turned the phone back toward himself.
…That was everything on the screen, word for word.
He stared incredulously.
Then he went to a random number generator and set it up between one to a million. He flipped the phone over, finger already on the generate button.
Half a dozen different numbers in the tens and hundred thousands later, his theory of Li Lianhua being a hallucination brought about by the item was shot down entirely.
“Are you actually this orb?” Fang Duobing asked. “Did we bring a dungeon boss back by accident?”
This time, Li Lianhua did attempt to swap him over the head, although the feeling was barely like a light breeze, enough that Fang Duobing could have figured it was his imagination reacting only because he saw what Li Lianhua was doing. Instead, the hand seemed to go through him and both of them looked unsettled by it.
“Fang Duobing,” Li Lianhua told him seriously. “Maybe you really have gone crazy.”
…Alright, so that was definitely Li Lianhua’s usual snark rather than a dungeon boss.
“I don’t understand,” Fang Duobing exclaimed. “You’re down there and you’re… up here? Like an out of body experience? Is this why you’re not waking up? Because your spirit is just roaming around, not going back?”
He perked up. “Will you wake up if we go down there?”
Now, Li Lianhua’s nearly translucent figure (and wow, it really did look like some movie special effect) slumped his shoulders. “That didn’t work. You just saw— I can’t interact with anything. That includes myself.”
“And this?” Fang Duobing asked, thrusting out the orb between his fingers. “Can you interact with this? What if this was touching your body?”
“You’re touching it, and if I could have hit you, I would have.” Li Lianhua told him dryly.
Fair point.
“We should try it anyway.”
They went back down where Fang Duobing attempted various methods of having Li Lianhua’s physical body hold the orb, pressing it against his cool palm with his own assistance and also without his own assistance, but nothing seemed to work.
“I can still see you even when I’m not touching that thing.” Fang Duobing observed.
“Well,” Li Lianhua shoved his hands into his hoodie pocket. “It’s your item, isn’t it? It was your drop, and in your inventory. I only touched it last before we left the dungeon.”
Fang Duobing jolted. Was that what happened? Back then, the orb had been so much bigger and black like an abyss, and felt like it was fused against his skin, refusing to let go.
“You said things from the Black can’t be brought out of the dungeon.” Fang Duobing recalled, his words slow as his brow furrowed. “You haven’t explained that.”
The ghostly figure shrugged. “It’s exactly what it is. Every dungeon boss has a heart that contains the darkness you saw. Every time you kill one, it… explodes outward, in a way. It tries to latch on to something else. Once it fails, the dungeon starts to fall apart. There were people who obtained drops from the Black before, but those items can’t leave the dungeon. The only way it does is if it’s… changed.”
“You changed it?” Fang Duobing asked.
Li Lianhua grimaced, shifting. “So it seems.”
It sounded like he hadn’t meant to.
“If you changed it, then it should be yours instead. This orb should belong to you, not me.”
The man gave him a withering glance. “And what would I do with it, the way I am now?”
That… alright, so he had a point. But that brought up another thing he wanted to ask about.
“Li Lianhua,” Fang Duobing addressed, only to feel strange about the name in his mouth for a moment, knowing who he actually was. “My aunt said… there might be a curse? Did you feel it? How do we break it?”
At that, the ghost was quiet for a long moment, still as he gazed away. “It’s nothing you have to worry about. I didn’t get cursed in the last dungeon.”
The answer sounded evasive, yet Fang Duobing knew enough to understand that if he pressed harder, it was likely Li Lianhua would switch to deliberately lying instead. It didn’t matter, because Fang Duobing would find out what was going on with him, and he would eventually get better and then he would wake up again.
The thought made him feel better, and Fang Duobing waved the orb in front of the ghostly Li Lianhua’s face smugly.
“Okay.” He said. “Guess you can’t run away this time.”
Li Lianhua’s previous forced nonchalance and apathy turned into a look of mortification.
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Fang Duobing eventually went back to finish eating the cold food, take that shower, and then threw himself down for the nap his mother wanted for him, until the next thing he knew it was already the next day and the nap had become full on passing out for more than twelve hours. He woke only because he was used to waking at a certain hour, glancing around his room blearily for a long time wondering why his alarm hadn’t gone off before he realised his phone was finally dead.
“Xiaobao,” his father greeted him as he stumbled down the stairs toward their dining room. Fang Zeshi was already dressed for work, nursing the last of his tea as he read the papers. “How are you feeling? Your mother told us not to disturb you when you didn’t come down for dinner.”
“I overslept,” Fang Duobing mumbled, pulling out a chair so he could collapse into it, head in his arms on the table. He was still in the pyjamas he had as a teenager, and was nursing the headache of someone who slept too much at once.
“You need the rest,” his father said gently. There was a rustling on the newspaper before his father continued, deceptively calm, “You should get dressed before your fiancée gets here.”
That made Fang Duobing jerk up in panic. “What? Why is she coming over!”
“To check up on you, of course. She has been very patient in waiting for a message from you. One that you didn’t give, I might add, so your mother and I had to reassure her that you not only survived the attack, but were doing well. We informed her that your phone was taken from you, and it would be unwise to interfere in the investigation the Hunters had. Although you could have responded to her messages this morning.”
“Can’t, phone’s dead,” Fang Duobing announced, and then pushed himself back up out of the chair, suddenly completely awake. “And I have— uh. A prior appointment! Things to do. Too busy to meet her, sorry, I have to run—”
“She’s a nice girl and you can’t avoid her forever,” Li Lianhua scolded from where he was standing over Fang Zeshi’s shoulder to read the paper as well. It was just like him to prefer reading physical newspapers rather than just scrolling through a phone like everyone else did.
“You’re such an old man,” Fang Duobing complained, and then cringed back when his father glared. “I mean! No, not you, I just. I’ve really got to go. Tell Qing’er not to wait for me, I’m sure she has better things to do today—”
Before his father could respond, Fang Duobing already made his escape, skidding across the hall to leave out the back before thinking better of it and racing up the stairs again to get dressed for the day before he left.
(He also clipped on an old bluetooth earpiece when Li Lianhua commented on Fang Duobing confusing people if they spoke to each other.)
“Poor princess Zhaoling,” Li Lianhua mused as Fang Duobing climbed into his car, making a quick getaway. “She deserves better than how you treat her.”
“Then she should get someone better,” Fang Duobing murmured back, eyes on the road rather than where Li Lianhua was sitting in the passenger seat, head resting on a palm as he leaned against the door to gaze out the window. “Besides, I never agreed to this arrangement. In fact, I said no but then my parents said yes to her father. Just because we’re kind-of friends—”
“Kind of,” Li Lianhua mocked.
“I shouldn’t have told you about her.” Fang Duobing muttered, face heating. He couldn’t be held responsible for the random information he tended to blurt out about himself when drunk! So what if they happened to be in the same group chat as kids? They attended the same school too, but Fang Duobing never really interacted with her there since she was several years under him. He used to think she was a cute, mouthy kid until he realised she was the girl his parents wanted him to marry.
In the end, she ended up being far more filial than he was, demuring to the arranged marriage with a determination to get to know him better despite the fact that they had been rather distant as children. The more Fang Duobing attempted to run away, it seems, the more she was determined to run after him.
He thinks that soon she might get herself in some sort of trouble for it, being as bullheaded as she was (a trait he used to admire until it was aimed at him), but it wasn’t like he was going to stay!
It was several streets before Li Lianhua aimed a suspicious look toward him.
“...Where are we going?”
“Baichuan Court.” Fang Duobing answered breezily. He wasn’t going to head back to his (temporary) apartment, especially if Qing’er was looking for him! That would be the first place she would look, and if he was unlucky enough, then his family would gladly give her the key as well.
Besides him, Li Lianhua radiated displeasure. He had never gone anywhere near the group that emerged from the remains of Sigu Sect, and now Fang Duobing was starting to realise why.
“Relax,” he said. “It’s not like anyone else can see you. But the Jinyuan Alliance is looking for you, and even if my aunt is investigating this matter, without priority it’ll take her days to get to the bottom of things, if at all. Baichuan Court is the foremost authority on Hunters and the Sects, and if I claim to be in the middle of things, then I should be entitled to information that pertains to me, right?”
“You’re up to something,” Li Lianhua accused, but he sounded resigned.
Fang Duobing grinned.
“I just need a bit of your help.”
#NaNoWriMo#mlc nano 2023#or maybe it was just because I decided to finish reading ORV finally since I stopped around ch300#so I opened up the document... and then NOPED out of it again#6500 pages. i don't. i don't remember where i was.#that is too many pages#would I have to reread an arc before as well?#like it's been a year and a half at least I don't remember half of it
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Summary: You made a lot mistakes in your new job, but do you regret them? Nope, not a bit. But who can blame you for it? If you wouldn't have done them, you never would have met this pretty boy.
Remember: German Grammar is a lot different then English grammar. I apologize for any mistakes.
Pairing: Francis Mosses (doppelganger) x gn! Reader
(A/N): I usually write for mha, but this men dominates my fyp on TikTok and I can't stop grinning like an idiot about all this fanarts. My men is just too attractive for his own good. Nevertheless, Tumblr has too few fanfictions for him, so I had to do it myself. Still, I am not that proud about how it turned out. It certainly sounded better in my head, but I don't care. One shitty fanficion is better than none.
Art by @asteriscks on TikTok
This game is not mine, but Ignacio Alvarado. I also used phrases from the game.
Mistakes? Yes, but no regrets.

It's been a week since you started working for D.D.D as a doorman.
You can remember your first day so well, it could have been yesterday.
Well... probably because your life is constantly at stake.
_
It started with a mistake that you ended up here. It was completely unexpected since you always made sure, that you sent your rent to the right account.
Surely no one can blame you for a small typo, right?
Well, your landlord, who kept pounding on your door until you woke up, surely did.
"What?" you asked, annoyed, as you opened the door.
"When do you plan to finally pay your bill? The date has already been overdue for two weeks!" he complains.
What?
"Sorry, but I've already transferred my money to you."
"Well, I didn't get anything. Do you still have the receipt for the transfer?"
"No..."
You already knew what that meant: double payment.
"Look, today, I'll transfer it to your account again, okay? If it doesn't work this time, it's not my fault."
You were about to close the door, but your landlord had other plans when he held the door open with his foot.
"No no no. You will give me the money now. I don’t trust you. Why would you transfer it to me today, when it should have happened two weeks ago. You will give it to me now."
Your eyes widened.
Now?
"But I don't have that much money in my hand? Who's got that?"
"Then I'll have to kick you out for now. But don't worry, no one is going to buy an apartment here anytime soon, so you can move right back in as soon as you give me the money."
Staring stunned at his smiling face you could have sworn you were about to hit him.
"The keys?"
With watery eyes, you grabbed your keys, placed them in his outstretched hand, and frowned.
What kind of person had such sharp fingernails as he does?
You were sure that he could definitely have stabbed someone with them.
Thank God, I didn't hit him.
"When do you plan to give me the money? I've heard that all banks closed today. Some kind of holiday among them, I've heard."
What!?
How were you going to get through the day today? You intentionally left everything in your apartment since you were so sure that you could have given the money to your landlord in a matter of minutes.
"You’re telling me this now!?"
"If you had paid, you wouldn’t need to know."
That filthy bastard.
No matter how angry you were at that moment, your panic was overweighting.
What were you going to do now?
Shit.
"Man, I really wouldn't want to be in your situation...", the landlord murmured.
Fuck the nails- This guy deserves a punch.
Just as you raised your fist, he speaks again.
"But maybe we can agree on something.
Then you stopped.
"The D.D.D., which is responsible for the safety of all residents in this area, is looking for doormans. Ours has recently...quitted, which is why we are urgently looking for one. They pay three times the amount of your rent in a week. If you take the job, I can overlook your sloppiness this time."
Three times your rent? In a week? And for what? To sit there and check a few documents. You'd be crazy not to take the offer!
"Okay. I'll do it. Where can I apply?"
"Don't worry, I'll sort it out for you. Tomorrow, you can start”
_
Looking back, it should have been clear to you that something was wrong. Starting with the sudden his sudden threat, the fingernails and this stupid story about the holiday of the banks.
Maybe it was just because you were too panicked at that moment to think rationally.
But let’s be true here: when are you thinking rationally? If you did, you would certainly have quitted after your first day.
_
"Welcome and congratulations on your new job."
After watching the short video, a man in the yellow suit came to your window. You are so shocked that you can’t even answer.
I'm going to die today!
After all, you know it yourself: you're too gullible for the job. There's no chance you'll unmask a doppelganger who copies someone well.
“As you could see on the introductory film, your job is to verify the entry of the neighbors of your building. Each day there will be a list of individuals who will request entry to the building. It is possible that there are individuals who request entry and aren’t on the list. In which case you will mark on the checklist that they are not on the list and proceed to question the individual. Also, you must verify that the ID and the entry reqest are correct and have the respective D.D.D. logo. Don’t forget to also check the expiration on the IDs. Remember it’s Febuary 1955."
Your gaze wanders to the note that was stuck to the wall.
Arnold Schmicht F02 – 01
Anastacha Mikaelys F02 – 04
Robertsky Peachman F01 – 02
Steven Rudboys F03 – 03
Mia Stone F03 – 01
Rafttellyn Cappuccin F03 – 04
Admittedly, you don't know any of your neighbors, neither by character nor really by sight. You were never the type to care about your neighbors.
"I wish you good luck."
C’mon Reader, be like Henry…
But better.
The first inhabitant was Mia Stone and you already started to sweat.
"Good evening."
Was she real? Was she a doppelganger?
With shaky hands, you reached for her ID and entry pass, only to find that everything was fine. She was also on today's list and her appearance doesn't show any deviations either, right?
Just to be sure, you looked into the folder that described her appearance:
Long hair
Small round nose
She has freckles
...
...
...
Freckles?
Your eyes wandered again to the woman in front of you, who was waiting patiently behind the window.
You narrowed your eyes a little and leaned forward to get a better view of her.
No matter how long you stared at her, you didn't see them, her freckles.
"You look different...", you murmur after a while.
"What's wrong with my appearance? I think everything is fine with my appearance."
Her photo on her ID and Entry Pass both have no freckles.
Perhaps a mistake on the part of the D.D.D.?
You're about to press the green button, but then you see her grinning slightly out of the corner of your eye.
Shit.
She almost had you. You're really not made for this job.
Your hand slammed hard against the red button, causing the siren to blare and the metal window to crash down.
"3312," you murmur to yourself.
"You have contacted the D.D.D.. A group of agents has been sent to your building. Please wait for the cleaning protocol to run."
Cleaning protocol?
What happens to those who were cleaned? They certainly won't be killed, will they?
What if they will?
What if your judgment was wrong?
What if...
Your thoughts were interrupted as the siren fell silent and the metal window went up, only to reveal the yellow man.
"Cleaning protocol completed. You can continue your job."
It took a while until someone finally came again.
This time, your heart was pounding faster. Significantly faster. And this time, you can't even say for sure that it's all out of fear.
Milkman...
You definitely can't deny it: he's probably one of the most attractive men you've ever seen.
You don't even have to look at today's checklist to tell he's not on it – a face like his would have caught your eye right away.
"Francis Mosses, huh?" you murmured to yourself as you looked at his ID. "You're not on today's list."
"I’m not on today’s list because I had to leave due to an emergency."
Long nose
Thin chin
Tired eyes
Short hair
Wears a hat
It all fit. The only thing left now was a call.
Just as you began to spin the wheel of the phone, he said, "You're new here, aren't you? I've never seen you here before."
"Yes, today is my first day."
"Must be hard, huh? I've heard that more and more doppelgangers are appearing and they are becoming more and more error-free. It would be a shame if such a pretty face as yours were to disappear forever."
Your cheeks turn red and suddenly you feel shyer than you actually are.
"B-But your job has to be hard as well. I didn't think that being a milkman would rob you so much sleep."
Francis smiles a little. So little that you almost didn't see it at all.
"It's not. I just stay up for a very long time. If you like, I can bring you some milk sometime. It's refreshing, calms the nerves."
You bite your lip slightly when you have to refrain from a question.
What milk do you mean exactly?
My God, why were you just such a sucker for handsome men?
"I'd be delighted, Francis."
You talked to him for a while and you quickly forgot that you were actually going to call someone.
"I'd like to talk to you more, but I don't want to stop you from your work. I'll see you tomorrow, right, Reader?"
And you quickly forgot that you never told him your name.
You pressed the green button.
_
"Shh," whispered the voice of Francis next to your ear.
It was your third day, your third time to change shift.
Well, it usually would have been.
Your vision and mouth were blocked by the bloody hands of the doppelganger who claimed to be Francis.
He had killed the doorman, that should have taken over your shift.
You had to admit, that you were more than inconsiderate. After all, you didn't ask for his entry pass, nor the reason why he wasn't on today's list.
"I'll let you go now, yeah? No wrong move, okay?"
He laughed softly as he released his hands from you and turned your chair, so you were facing him.
"We don't want to hurt you, do we, Reader?"
The sentence shouldn't have given you hope, because after all, you were more than sure that you were going to die one way or another.
Maybe you should have shown a little resistance. For your honor, but....
Oh?
He is so close to you that you can practically feel his body heat. Or was it your own? Your face, despite your situation, was burning.
Even though he said he was letting you go, his hands ran over your body and you couldn't deny that it did something to you.
Were you so shameful?
"Actually, I wanted to wait, but I couldn't take it anymore. I've been patient long enough, haven't I? It was so much work for me, to let you get this job."
You didn't know what to say. Honestly, you didn't know if you would even be able to answer him.
His breath touched your throat as he spoke, "I think I deserve this, don't I? What do you say, Reader? Do I deserve my reward?”
If you were going to die anyway, why not enjoy the last few minutes?
Regardless of whether he was a doppelganger, he had lived up to his title as "Mlikman" that night.
_
"You killed the real Francis Mosses?" you asked the next day.
Francis grins, almost so much so that his real form was threatening to show itself.
"Yes, of course. What would have happened if he had come before me? You would have sent the D.D.D. after me."
Well, he had a point, huh?
No matter how wrong it was, you were glad it didn't come to that.
You didn't know the real Francis Mosses. That's probably why his death was so insignificant to you.
"Have you killed more people?"
"Just more doppelgangers you let through."
Your eyes widened.
You were so sure you caught them all. The false success was the reason why you didn't quit…well, it was one of the reasons.
"How many have I let through?"
Francis just continues to wear his smirk as he gives you a kiss on the forehead.
"Don't rack your pretty head over it, okay?"
You just nod, smiling.
"Are you going to kill others...?
You don't know why you added your next question. Probably because you wanted to feel special.
"Would you kill for me?"
"Hooooonn"
When you turn your gaze to his face, two white pupils stared at you and his grin is inhumanly wide and black.
You don't know if it's joyful or sadistic, but it definitely made you feel special.
_
Looking back, you made more than a few mistakes.
But honestly?
You don't regret a single one of them. After all, all of them have led to an all-too-familiar knock on your window.
When you look up, he waves, the milkman.
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Theories & Heartstrings | k.m.g
Chapter 1: Love at First Collision
Summary: As a writer with a mildly cynical take on love, you’ve always believed people have a “type”—a pattern they never stray from when it comes to dating. And Kim Mingyu? He’s the textbook definition of someone who wouldn’t go for someone like you, nor would you go for him. But you test your theory when a fateful run-in with your charming neighbour sparks an unexpected attraction.
The plan? Go on dates with him and count how many it takes before your heart gets involved—if it ever does. But Mingyu is unpredictable, effortlessly breaking down your carefully constructed walls with every smile, every late-night conversation, every moment that feels too easy to be just an experiment.
The real problem? Secrets never stay secrets for long. And when Mingyu finds out the truth behind your so-called theory, will it prove you right, or that love doesn’t follow the rules you thought it did?
☆ 18+ minors dni |☀︎fluff | ☁︎ angst | ♕smut
Word Count: 18,732 words im sorry i couldnt stop yapping
Pairings: Neighbor! Mingyu x Journalist! Female Reader
Genre/Trope(s)/AU(s): Neighbours AU! Fake Dating AU! (but only one is fake dating. It’ll make sense when you read it, lol). Non-Idol AU!.
Content Warnings: mentions of blood (nothing graphic), wonwoo is also yn's housemate, but they have a mildly flirty relationship. joshua cares too much about plants. strong language and mentions of food and alcohol. Y/N is pretty confused, quite lost in general about her feelings, and very much in denial. quite a bit of arguing, no one here is good with their emotions. Y/N will be very annoying here. I apologise, but the girl has trust issues. they go back and forth, I’m very sorry. she’s feeling insecure, but nothing too intense (she got sad because of alcohol). Smut Warnings: protected sex (sadly this happens once in the first chapter, and that’s it lol), oral (m & f receiving) big dick! Mingyu, because duh! Sex toy usage (using it on y/n and it’s a vibrator, it’s red if that helps?), multiple orgasms, overstimulation. Lots of spicy moments with a ton of teasing. Shower sex. Author's Note 1: I'd be remiss if I didn't thank the lovely people who helped beta this monster of a story. thank you @lovetaroandtaemin @nebulousbrainsoup @strxwberry-skiess for your patience time and love thank you guys so much!! Author's Note 2: welp here it is guys my last fic, ever, but good news, this is only chapter 1! Series Masterlist
“I am not picking up your tree, Joshua.” You held the phone to your ear, exasperated, as your best friend whined like a child on the other end.
“Y/N, please. First of all, she’s a plant, not a tree! Second, that plant is my baby. She can keep everything else in the breakup, but she’s not getting Lydia!”
You blinked. “You named a tree?”
“She’s a bonsai,” Joshua sniffled, voice wobbling with heartbreak. “And my bitch of an ex left her out on the front step to die. Lydia’s gonna freeze, Y/N.”
You sighed. “You’ve really lost it.”
“Nope. I gave her a human name on purpose. So now you feel guilty abandoning her.”
You groaned. “You’re emotionally manipulating me with a bonsai.”
Joshua smirked through the phone. “And it’s working, isn’t it?”
“Fine,” you grumbled. “But I swear to God, if I have to hear about Julie one more time—”
“Nope! Just Lydia,” he said quickly. “Please rescue my plant baby. I love you, bye!”
The call ended before you could protest again. You let out another sigh, tossed your phone on the desk, and returned to your open document.
Writing had always been your dream—getting to pour your thoughts into something tangible, something that made people feel. You’d started at your company writing fluffy lifestyle pieces—“Make Your Apartment Your Sanctuary,” and “7 Houseplants That Won’t Die Instantly”—but lately, you'd taken control.
Now you led the Lifestyle and Well-Being column, tackling everything from relationship advice to self-love, and yes, even that viral review on the best adult toys on the market. The one that made your editor blush and your DMs explode.
You smiled faintly at the memory. You were making people feel seen—and that meant something.
“Done for the day?” Your boss asked, pausing by your desk.
“Yeah, you need me to stay late?”
“Nope. Just wanted to say—your latest article? Stellar.”
You beamed. “Thanks.” With a wave goodbye, you packed up and headed out—ready to play plant savior.
“Damn, she is cold,” you muttered, spotting the sad-looking bonsai on Julie’s icy doorstep. You scooped Lydia up like a wounded pet and drove her straight back to your apartment.
~~
“Shua?” you called as you stepped inside.
“Lydia!” he gasped dramatically, leaping from the couch.
You blinked. “You greeted the plant before me?”
“And?” he said, completely unapologetic.
“I rescued it for you!”
“Can I water my girl first and hug you after?” he asked sweetly.
You laughed, tossing your bag onto the sofa. “Fine.” Ten minutes later, Joshua returned from the kitchen, Lydia perched happily on the windowsill and a bottle of wine in hand.
“She’s adjusting well to her new home,” he declared, pouring you both glasses. “And hydrated.”
“How nice,” you deadpanned. “Jealous of a plant now.”
“Oh, don’t pout. I’d hydrate you too, but unlike Lydia, the last time I sprayed you with the hose, you got mad.”
You snorted. “Why the hell is her name Lydia anyway?”
“She looked like one.”
You raised a brow. “Okay, then what do I look like?”
Joshua smirked. “Horny.”
You glared. “I will drown your bonsai in wine.”
He grinned. “C’mon, your last article must’ve left you a little pent up.”
“Shut up,” you said, throwing back your drink.
By the time the wine bottle was empty, you were curled into Joshua’s side on the couch, the warmth of alcohol and his comfort loosening your guard.
“Seriously though,” you murmured. “Why’d she dump you?”
He gave a bitter chuckle. “Said I was too nice.”
You blinked slowly. “Wait? How is that an issue?”
He smiled. “You’re drunk.”
“You always do that,” you muttered, suddenly pulling away.
“Do what?”
“Assume I’m just a drunken mess.”
“Well, right now you kind of are. And... you’re really close.”
You recoiled further. “Right. Wouldn’t want to make you uncomfortable.”
“Come on, I didn’t mean it like that,” he groaned.
You didn’t answer. You just grabbed your phone instead.
Joshua sighed. “Okay, I’m going to bed. See you in the morning.”
You poured yourself another glass—your third—just in time for Wonwoo, your other housemate, to walk through the door.
You were sprawled on the couch, one leg dangling over the edge, a half-empty wine glass resting when Wonwoo walked in, looking devastatingly handsome in his work attire.
He was wearing a crisp white shirt, sleeves rolled up to his elbows, showcasing his toned forearms, and a pair of perfectly tailored black trousers. His tie was slightly loosened, and his hair was slightly tousled like he’d run his fingers through it a few too many times. You couldn’t help but stare, your wine-hazed mind fixating on how effortlessly attractive he looked.
“Wow,” you murmured, not realising you’d said it out loud until Wonwoo’s eyes flickered over to you, a small, amused smile appearing on his lips.
“Did you just... wow me?” he asked, shutting the door behind him and shrugging off his coat.
You didn’t even have the decency to feel embarrassed. Instead, you just giggled and nodded, lifting your wine glass in a mock toast. “You look outstanding, Woo. Like, unfairly good.”
He arched a brow, walking into the living room and leaning against the arm of the couch, towering over you. “Have you been drinking alone?”
You waved your hand dismissively. “I started with Joshua, and then he got all snippy. But thankfully, you’re here now looking like a model from a GQ spread. Seriously, do you just walk around looking like that?”
Wonwoo chuckled, the sound low and almost too attractive for your mildly intoxicated state. “It’s called having a job, Y/N. You should try it sometime.”
You scoffed, pretending to be offended. “I have a job! I just... don’t have to wear a suit for it. Or look that good doing it.”
He gave you one of those half-smiles that made your heart thump. “You look pretty good right now. Maybe it’s just the wine talking.”
You narrowed your eyes at him, poking his arm lightly. “Are you flirting with me? Or just being nice because I’m a little tipsy?”
He glanced at your wine glass, then at you, eyes softening. “A little of both, maybe.”
That made you giggle again, and you scooted over, patting the empty spot next to you. “Sit. You’ve been working all day. You deserve to relax.”
Wonwoo hesitated, but eventually lowered himself onto the couch, his shoulder brushing yours as he leaned back. You could smell his cologne now, something warm and woodsy that made your stomach do a little flip.
“So,” he said gently, “what’s with the sad eyes? It’s Friday.”
“Joshua’s pissed at me, I think.”
Wonwoo nodded. “He’s not the best with drunk people.”
You pouted. “So you think I’m drunk too.”
“I think you’re not sober,” he teased, pulling you easily into his lap.
“You’re really pretty, you know,” you mumbled.
Wonwoo glanced at you, one brow raised, clearly fighting a smile. “You’re definitely drunk.”
“Am not,” you argued, sticking your tongue out. “I’m just being honest. You don’t get to be this attractive and not know it.”
He finally gave in to a full smile, one that made your heart flutter. “You really don’t hold back when you’re tipsy, do you?”
You shrugged, taking another sip. “Life’s too short to hold back. And you’re too pretty to not be told so.”
Wonwoo shook his head, but there was a fondness in his gaze that made you feel oddly comfortable. You let the silence fall between you, not awkward, just... nice.
He glanced down at your empty glass and gently took it from your hand, setting it on the coffee table. “Maybe that’s enough for tonight.”
You pouted but didn’t argue. Instead, you leaned against his shoulder, feeling the warmth of his body seep into yours. “You’re really comfy too,” you mumbled.
He chuckled softly, his hand coming up to rest on your shoulder, almost as if it was second nature. “You’re a lot clingier when you’ve had a few drinks.”
You hummed in agreement, not really caring to defend yourself. “It’s because you’re nice to cling to.”
You smiled. “So you’re back home early on a Friday night, what happened, no hot date?”
“Nah, my job and its demands make it difficult to date, what about you? You wrote a very spicy article, did that not get you at least a few contenders to try out the toys in your article?”
You sighed. “ Shut up, and plus, I crave intimacy, not just a one-night stand.”
He paused. “Interesting.”
“Shh, let me sleep,” you mumbled as you curled more into his chest.
Wonwoo didn’t push you away, just let you rest against him, and you could have sworn you felt his thumb gently brush over your shoulder. Your heart beat a little faster, and you couldn’t help but smile, too comfortable to care about anything else at that moment.
As the show on TV changed to something else, Wonwoo sighed, seemingly more relaxed now that he’d settled in. “You’re lucky I don’t mind being your drunk pillow.”
You grinned, snuggling closer. “You secretly love it.”
He didn’t reply, but the soft chuckle that rumbled through his chest was answer enough.
You blinked. “Sure.”
~~ The next morning, you walked into a plant shop, hopeful that obnoxiously expensive and ornate plant would make up for the snippy exchange you and Joshua had last night. The bell above the door jingled as you approached the counter, pointing to a tiny bonsai in the window. “For a friend,” you said. “He likes plants?” The older man smiled. “He named his.” The man chuckled, gently wrapping the pot. “Plants are like people. They need the right love to thrive.” “Yeah,” you murmured. “Thanks.” ~~ You were returning back to the apartment, and you took a sudden turn–then froze.
“Oh, shit—” you yelped as the tiny bonsai smashed into someone’s face.
“FUCK,” he yelled, hands flying to his nose.
“Oh my god, I—your face—your plant! I’m so sorry!”
The man looked up, wincing. “You could have broken my nose. And you’re worried about the plant?”
“Do you live here?” You asked, noticing how he was standing outside the apartment door opposite yours, ignoring the blood.
“What?”
“I mean—can I help? Do you have ice?”
He blinked. “Yeah. Come in.”
Inside, he handed you his keys, too dazed to care.
“You’re very trusting,” you muttered, digging through his freezer.
“You already injured me. What more could you do?”
You found an ice pack and vodka, held up both. “You want comfort or numbness?”
“I’ll take both,” he mumbled, sitting down.
You pressed the pack to his nose. “What’s your name?”
“Kim Mingyu.”
“I’m Y/N.”
He cracked a pained smile. “So this is how you meet people? Assault first, names later?”
You laughed. “Only when I’m feeling flirty.”
“Cute,” he said, gently taking the ice pack from your hand.
You stared at the barely bleeding gash. “You’ll survive.”
“See this scar?” he pointed to one above his brow. “My sister gave me that. I can handle one pot-wielding girl.”
The soft hum of the city buzzed faintly through the windows as you sat on Mingyu’s couch, nervously picking at a stray thread on your sweater. Mingyu plopped down next to you, a little too close, but you didn’t mind. His shoulder brushed against yours as he leaned back, stretching his long legs out.
“So,” Mingyu said, flashing you a charming smile. “Now that I’ve lured you into my lair, I guess I should actually get to know you.”
You snorted, rolling your eyes. “Yeah? You planning to interrogate me?”
He shrugged, eyes sparkling with mischief. “Maybe. Gotta make sure my neighbor isn’t secretly plotting my demise. Or maybe I’m just trying to figure out why you always look like you’re on a mission when you leave the building.”
You bit back a laugh, raising an eyebrow. “Oh, you mean when I’m rushing to meet deadlines and not running a secret spy operation?”
Mingyu grinned. “Exactly. So what’s with all the late-night typing sessions? What do you do?”
You hesitated for a moment. “I’m a writer. Lifestyle pieces mostly. A bit of everything — fashion, travel, relationships. It’s kind of like... whatever my editor thinks people are obsessed with that week.”
Mingyu raised his eyebrows, clearly impressed. “That sounds pretty cool. So you just... write about life?”
“Pretty much,” you said, relaxing into the couch. “Sometimes it’s advice columns, sometimes it’s think pieces. Occasionally, it’s lists of the top ten sex toys to spice up your love life.”
Mingyu choked on his drink, coughing as his cheeks flushed. “Wait... that was you?”
You frowned in confusion. “What?”
He cleared his throat, looking a little embarrassed but unable to hide his smirk. “I, uh... I might have read that article. Thought the writing was... bold.”
You couldn’t help but laugh. “Bold, huh? Didn’t think that piece would be your go-to read.”
Mingyu grinned sheepishly. “It wasn’t exactly on my list, but it popped up. It was one of those late-night ‘am I missing out on something’ moments.”
You couldn’t stop your cheeks from heating up. “I didn’t peg you as the type to read lifestyle blogs.”
“I didn’t peg myself as one either,” he admitted. “But the writing was clever. Funny. Made it sound... approachable. I should’ve known it was you.”
You snorted. “Should I take that as a compliment?”
“Absolutely,” he said, giving you a soft, lopsided smile. “You made it sound... less intimidating.”
You tucked a strand of hair behind your ear, trying to ignore the way your stomach flipped. “Well, I do aim to please.”
Mingyu hummed thoughtfully. “And here I thought I was the one trying to impress you.”
“Oh, really?” you teased, leaning closer. “How’s that working out for you?”
He chuckled, eyes flickering to your lips for just a moment. “Jury’s still out. But I’m definitely intrigued.”
Your pulse quickened at his words, but you tried to play it cool. “What about you? What’s your thing?”
Mingyu gestured casually to the wall behind you, where a few framed photographs hung. You turned around, realizing you hadn’t noticed them before.
“They’re yours?” You asked, genuinely surprised.
He nodded, a bit shy now. “Yeah. I’m a photographer. Mostly freelance, but I’ve done some shows and a few magazine spreads. I guess I’m always chasing light and moments... like that one.” He pointed to a picture of a bustling street at sunset, the sky bleeding shades of pink and orange over the cityscape.
“It’s beautiful,” you murmured, stepping closer to look. “You really captured the way the city feels alive.”
Mingyu’s lips curved into a soft smile. “That’s the goal. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn’t.”
You glanced back at him, raising a brow. “So, you just wander around looking for the perfect shot?”
He nodded, leaning back comfortably. “Pretty much. Sometimes it’s places. Sometimes it’s people. Anything that feels... real.”
You felt a little flutter in your chest at his words. “That’s kind of poetic.”
Mingyu smiled, a little bashful. “Didn’t mean to get all deep on you.”
You waved him off. “No, I like it. You’ve got this... thoughtful way of looking at things.”
He gave a little shrug, eyes twinkling with that familiar mischief. “Maybe I just know how to make things sound good. Photographer skills.”
You laughed. “And here I thought writers were the ones who spun stories.”
He leaned in just a bit, his voice low and playful. “Maybe we’re not so different after all.”
You met his gaze, your heart racing. “Guess we’ll have to see.”
Mingyu smirked, his fingers lightly brushing yours where they rested on the couch. “I’m looking forward to it.”
“So...” Mingyu leaned in, cocking his head. “If it’s not weird to ask, did you test all those toys out yourself or get reviews from others?” Your eyes widened. “A bit of both.”
“Interesting.”
“I guess you and your significant other can maybe test it out, and I can get more real-time feedback,” you suggested awkwardly, not knowing how to continue the conversation.
He laughed. “Y/N, if I had a significant other, I wouldn’t be sitting here, very turned on, icing my face.”
You swallowed and laughed awkwardly.
An hour had passed, and you were still seated on Mingyu’s couch, the casual conversation flowing easily between you two. The warmth of his apartment wrapped around you, made cozier by the soft lighting that glowed from the corner lamp. Mingyu had moved closer at some point during your chat, and you couldn’t help but notice how his knee brushed against yours every now and then.
“So, let me get this straight,” Mingyu said, his smile widening as he leaned back, resting his arm along the back of the couch.
“You’ve managed to convince an entire city that they need to buy seven different types of pillows just to sleep better?”
You laughed, shrugging. “What can I say? The perfect sleep experience is an art. Plus, people like to feel a bit pampered. Who doesn’t love the idea of sinking into a mountain of plush pillows?”
“Fair point,” he conceded, his eyes sparkling with amusement. “You make it sound so luxurious, I almost feel bad for my one sad, flat pillow.”
You raised a brow. “Oh, that’s unacceptable. I think I have a new mission: upgrade your pillow situation.”
Mingyu chuckled, his fingers brushing lightly against your shoulder as he reached for his drink on the coffee table. The simple touch sent a jolt of awareness through you, but you kept your expression calm.
“What about you?” You asked, trying to steer the focus away from how his touch made your skin tingle. “Aside from photography, what do you do when you’re not charming people with your art?”
Mingyu’s lips quirked up. “I cook. A lot. It’s therapeutic. Plus, I’m kind of a food snob.”
Your eyes lit up with intrigue. “You cook? Like, actual meals? Or are we talking ramen and scrambled eggs?”
He scoffed playfully. “Ramen? Please. I can make homemade pasta from scratch. You’d be impressed.”
“That’s a bold statement. I might have to hold you to it.”
He grinned, eyes glinting with a bit of challenge. “I’d love to prove it. But only if you promise to be an honest critic.”
You hummed, leaning in just slightly. “I’m always honest. Sometimes a little too honest.”
His eyes traced your features, lingering a little longer on your lips before darting back to your gaze. “I don’t mind honesty. It’s refreshing.”
A comfortable silence settled between you, and you couldn’t help but notice how Mingyu’s hand had inched closer, resting on the back of the couch just behind your shoulder. The proximity made your pulse quicken, and you weren’t sure if it was the way his voice dropped a little lower or the way his eyes softened when he looked at you.
“So,” he said softly, voice almost a murmur, “would you ever do a part two for that sex toy article? ”
You rolled your eyes, laughing softly. “Why, do you have any suggestions?”
Mingyu raised his hands in mock surrender, but there was a teasing glint in his eyes. “Maybe; would you listen to them?”
You smirked. “Maybe; I am a very open-minded person,”
His eyes flickered down to your lips, and this time, he didn’t look away. Mingyu leaned in just a fraction, testing the waters. “Oh? I think I’d like to get to know you better.”
Your breath caught at the implication, your heart thudding against your ribs. Mingyu’s hand moved from the back of the couch to gently brush your cheek, thumb tracing a light, comforting path along your jaw.
“Is this okay?” He whispered, his eyes searching yours for any sign of hesitation.
You nodded slowly, your voice just as soft. “Yeah... It’s okay.”
He smiled, his lips curving into something almost relieved, before he closed the small distance between you. The kiss was gentle at first, his lips brushing against yours in a tentative, careful way. When you responded, pressing closer, he deepened the kiss slightly, his other hand moving to your waist.
The world seemed to melt away, and all you could feel was the warmth of his touch, the way his lips moved with yours like he’d been waiting to do this for a long time.
When you finally pulled back, just enough to catch your breath, Mingyu rested his forehead against yours, his thumb still caressing your cheek.
“Worth the wait,” he murmured, his voice rough and sincere.
You couldn’t help but smile, feeling more at ease than you had in a long time. “Definitely.”
“I guess I’m happy you almost broke my nose,” he murmured, leaning in slightly.
You let out a soft gasp when he kissed you again, making you melt against him.
“I want to hear that sound again,” he whispered, making you giggle, and you grinned, and he took it as a sign to further things.
He picked you up easily and carried you to his bedroom and onto his bed, settling you onto his lap like you belonged there. His lips never stopped moving against yours, each kiss more heated, more desperate.
When he finally pulled away, both of you were panting.
“Can I touch you?” He asked, voice lower, rougher now.
You nodded eagerly, lips parted, skin already flushed.
“Good girl,” he whispered.
A moan escaped before you could stop it.
Mingyu raised an eyebrow, that smug smirk creeping back. “Ooh. Praise kink. Duly noted.”
His hands slid up your sides, under your dress, fingertips skating along your skin like he was unwrapping a gift.
“Can I?” He asked again, but this time, he was already tugging at the fabric.
“Please just do something,” you said, practically squirming in his lap, need pulsing through you like a heartbeat.
He laughed softly — a dark, delicious sound. “You’re adorable when you beg.”
Your dress slipped over your head and onto the floor in one swift motion.
“No bra?” He asked, amused.
“Didn’t feel like it matched the vibe,” you replied with a lazy shrug.
“Big fan of that choice,” he said, palming your breasts in his large hands, thumbs circling your nipples until they hardened under his touch. His mouth followed, warm and wet, kissing and sucking until you were arching into him.
Then his hand drifted lower.
“I don’t think you’ll be needing these either,” he muttered, fingers brushing over the damp heat between your legs.
You let out a soft gasp, legs parting instinctively. “Can I feel you?” He asked again, voice a low rumble against your throat.
“Please,” you breathed, nearly trembling with how badly you needed him.
He slipped your underwear down slowly, teasing you, drawing this out like he enjoyed how desperate you were.
“Been a while?” He murmured, fingers sliding between your folds, making you jolt.
“Way too long,” you confessed, barely managing to speak.
He groaned. “Fuck, I want to taste you so badly, but some beautiful disaster smashed me in the face with a plant tonight.”
“There’s always next time,” you managed to say, breath hitching as he continued to tease your entrance with maddening patience.
“Oh? There’s going to be a next time?” He asked, cocky now.
“Depends if this time’s good,” you teased back.
He grinned, eyes dark. “Oh, sweetheart... it’ll be better than good.”
He lifted you off his lap, laid you gently on the bed like you were something breakable. You watched him undress — slow, purposeful — revealing long lines of muscle and the kind of body that made your mouth water.
When his boxers hit the floor, you let out an involuntary, “Fuck.”
“You keep flattering me; I might forget we’re not in love yet,” he joked, grabbing a condom from the drawer and rolling it on.
“Mingyu,” you moaned, writhing on the sheets, “please, I just need to feel you inside me.”
He froze, eyes wide.
“Won’t it hurt if I don’t—”
“Dude,” you cut in, voice raw. “I’ve been in a dry spell so long I’m practically a desert. Just fuck me.”
He blinked. “Did you just ‘dude’ me while begging for dick?”
“Yes, and your boner better survive it,” you shot back.
He laughed — hard — but that laugh turned into a groan as he lined himself up and slowly pushed inside you.
Your body arched like a live wire had touched it.
“Fucking hell,” he gritted out. “You’re so tight.”
You gasped, fingers digging into the sheets as he bottomed out.
He started moving — slow, deep thrusts that had you babbling nonsense within seconds. One of his hands slid between you, fingers finding your clit and rubbing just the right way.
“I can’t... I’m gonna—” you whimpered, already spiraling.
“Let go. Come on, baby. I’ve got you,” he murmured.
And that was it.
You came hard, shaking, crying out as your body clenched around him. A few rough thrusts later, Mingyu groaned, burying himself deep as he spilled into the condom.
He collapsed on top of you, his face pressed to your chest, both of you struggling to catch your breath.
Eventually, he rolled to the side, pulling you with him.
“Wow,” you whispered.
“I know,” he said, still panting.
“You’re amazing. Thank you.”
He looked over at you, one brow raised. “Are you... thanking me for sex?”
“I mean, yeah? That was better than therapy.”
He laughed, brushing a strand of hair off your face. “I still owe you one. My hands and tongue haven’t even had their turn yet.”
Your eyes widened.
“Unless this was a one-time ‘itch to scratch’ situation?” He added, voice quiet now.
You smiled, slow and wicked. “I think we can definitely make it happen again.”
He kissed your shoulder. “Just... next time, maybe don’t lead with blunt force trauma.”
You grinned. And said,“No promises.”
“I should get going,” you murmured, reluctantly sitting up and scanning the room for your scattered dignity — aka your dress and underwear.
Mingyu nodded, leaning back on his elbows as he watched you move. “Yeah. I mean... this wasn’t exactly how I imagined meeting my neighbors, but I’m not complaining.”
You grinned as he tossed your underwear to you with a lazy smirk and handed you your dress like it was some ceremonial robe.
“How do I look?” You asked, smoothing your hair and tugging the dress into place.
“Stunning,” he said, eyes dragging over you with no shame. “But also, like you just got thoroughly fucked.”
You groaned, covering your face. “Great. Just the look I was going for.”
“Hey, it’s just a few steps across the hall. Embrace the walk of pride,” he teased.
You paused, glancing at the door. “Should I help you finish unpacking? You still have boxes everywhere.” He shook his head. “Nah. Go get rid of that plant for your housemates before you break another part of me.”
You gave him a soft smile. “Oh that’s a good idea, I have a weapon in my hand.”
Mingyu reached for your wrist and pulled you into a kiss — slow, sweet, and way too tender for a one-night stand. It left you blinking when he pulled away.
“What was that for?” You asked, voice barely above a whisper.
He shrugged, brushing your hair behind your ear. “You had that look — like you were overthinking everything. Just wanted to remind you I’m not a dick.”
You bit your lip, smiling. “No... just a guy with a really nice one.”
He laughed, low and raspy, and you forced yourself to peel away before you crawled right back into bed with him.
“See you,” you said, pausing at the door for just a second longer than necessary.
You slipped out, gathered your things with whatever grace you had left, and padded barefoot across the hall to your own apartment — slightly sore, definitely smug, and still tasting him on your lips.
“Oh my God, you’re alive!” Joshua gasped, immediately pulling you into a hug. Then he squinted, nose crinkling. “Wait—why are you sweaty?”
Wonwoo raised an eyebrow, lounging by the counter. “Your dress is on backwards.”
You groaned, tugging at the fabric. “Okay, you nosy bitches, can I at least shower first?”
Joshua tilted his head like a puppy. “So… who’d you fuck?”
You glared at him, cheeks heating. “Our new neighbor. And for the record, I accidentally smashed a bonsai into his face first.”
Joshua blinked. “Why did you have a bonsai?”
You shrugged. “Felt bad. Thought a peace plant might help.” His expression softened. “We’re good, really. But damn. You broke his face, and he broke your back? That’s some poetic symmetry.”
You groaned again, stalking toward the bathroom. “I need a shower. Don’t go anywhere—I’ll be back with way too many details.”
Both men nodded eagerly, already settling in like a live show was coming
~~ You were halfway into post-shower bliss, freshly changed and just barely reclaiming some dignity when there was a soft knock at your bedroom door.
“Can I come in?” You heard Wonwoo’s voice ask.
You glanced up and smiled. “Yeah, come in.” You patted the empty spot on the bed beside you.
“Did I disturb you?” He asked, motioning toward your open laptop and mess of notes.
“Not really. Just I was brainstorming, earlier,”
Wonwoo settled beside you, his presence warm and familiar. “Maybe write about your latest hookup?” He teased with a slight edge in his voice.
You narrowed your eyes. “Okay, what’s with that tone?”
He shrugged. “I thought you’d want to maybe ask me instead? Weren’t we sort of flirting last night? I don’t just pull everyone onto my lap. But I guess the hot neighbour is who you prefer? What if he’d been a serial killer?”
Your lips twitched into a smile. “I literally knocked him out with a plant. Pretty sure he wasn’t in a position to hurt me.”
Wonwoo flopped back on your bed, arms spread wide. “So that’s it? He read your article, got turned on, and you jumped his bones?”
You snapped your laptop closed and sighed. “Why are you sounding so judgmental?”
He rolled his head toward you. “I was just worried, okay? What if he was a creep?”
You softened a little, scooting closer. “He’s not. He’s nice. Chill.”
Wonwoo nodded. “Okay. So... was he good?”
You laughed. “He's, um... big.”
One of Wonwoo’s eyebrows arched. “That’s not a skill, Y/N. Did he use his hands? Or, you know, go down on you?”
You gave him a pointed look. “His nose was still swollen from my plant assault. He was doing me a favor, not trying to win Olympic gold in oral.”
Wonwoo crossed his arms, unimpressed. “What, were his hands broken too?”
You huffed. “Look, I was desperate. Dry spell hell. He solved the problem. Can you stop interrogating me?”
Your eyes narrowed. “Besides, why do you care who I hook up with?”
Wonwoo sighed, running a hand through his hair. “Since it’s some random guy who lives next door, and you’re acting like you’ve known him forever. You can’t just trust people like that, Y/N.”
You scoffed. “He’s not a random guy. He’s a new neighbor. It’s not like I’m inviting a complete stranger into my life.”
“He kind of is a stranger,” Wonwoo argued, stepping closer. “You don’t know what he’s like, what his deal is. You’re smarter than this. You shouldn’t just let someone into your life because they’re charming or whatever.”
You crossed your arms defensively. “Why do you even care? It’s not like it affects you.”
His jaw clenched, and his eyes softened just a little. “Because I don’t want you to get hurt. You always rush into things, thinking it’s all fun and games. Not everyone’s going to be what they seem.”
You rolled your eyes. “You sound like a dad, Woo.”
Wonwoo’s face flushed slightly, and he exhaled sharply. “I’m serious. Just... be careful. I’m just looking out for you.”
You softened a bit at his concern, realizing he was only trying to protect you. “I appreciate it, really. But I can take care of myself. I’m not a kid.”
His expression was a mix of frustration and something else — something intense that you couldn’t quite place. Before you could think about it too much, he took a step closer, his hand lifting like he was going to cup your cheek, but he hesitated, fingers hovering near your jaw.
You felt your breath hitch, your eyes flicking from his hand to his eyes. “Wonwoo...”
His gaze dipped to your lips, and for a moment, the air between you grew thick with unspoken tension. It felt like everything slowed down, and your pulse raced at the thought of him closing the distance.
But just as he seemed to make up his mind, his phone rang, cutting through the charged atmosphere like a knife. Wonwoo cursed softly, stepping back and fishing his phone from his pocket.
“Yeah?” he answered, his voice suddenly tight. He glanced at you, eyes regretful. “I... I have to take this. Work.”
You swallowed hard, nodding, trying to act unaffected. “Right. Go ahead.”
He hesitated for a beat longer before nodding and walking out of the room to take the call. You stayed rooted to the spot, heart pounding, wondering just what would have happened if that phone hadn’t interrupted.
You flopped back on the bed, groaning into your pillow. Not only were you aroused, you were annoyed. You knew if you stayed here, you'd either break out one of your new toys or spiral into another pity party.
You grabbed your laptop, shoved it in your bag, and got dressed. A café. That was the move. Coffee, background chatter, and maybe a splash of wine. Anything to reset your brain. ~~ You were halfway through your first glass when a familiar voice cut through your concentration.
“This seat taken?”
You looked up. Mingyu. Those eyes.
“Uh... no,” you said, blinking. “I mean—yeah, sit. Please.”
He chuckled. “You can say no if it’s weird. I won’t cry. Promise.”
You shook your head. “It’s fine. Have a seat.”
He settled in beside you, pulling out his own laptop like it was the most casual thing in the world. You tried to focus. You really did. “Y/N?” He asked suddenly. “Hm?” “Do you hate your laptop?” You blinked. “No? Why?” He sipped his drink and gestured to your keyboard. “Because it sounds like you’re trying to kill it.” You stared at your fingers. “Seriously?” “I mean, you’re not typing—you’re committing keyboard homicide.” You sighed. “I’m just wound up.” “Want to talk about it?” You glanced at him, then nodded. “My housemate got nosy about us. Asked a bunch of judgmental questions. Then offered to do what you didn’t do, and right when he’s about to kiss me... boom. Call. He leaves. I’m left... frustrated.” Mingyu tilted his head. “What I didn’t do?” You swallowed. “Like... go down on me. Use your hands.” Mingyu leaned in slightly, voice dropping. “Ah. That.” “My nose was a mess that night,” he explained. “And if I’m going down on someone, I want to enjoy it. I don’t want to half-ass it through a sinus headache.” You nodded slowly. “It wasn’t a complaint. It just—he made it sound like you were reluctant.” “Well, he doesn’t know me; I am never reluctant. Just injured with a bonsai.” “Well then, let me get this straight.” You leaned back with a smirk. “You’re annoyed because you were offered ‘better’ sex, didn’t get it, and now you’re taking it out on your poor laptop?” Mingyu blinked at you, and then you gave a slow nod. “More or less.” You grinned, and he took a step closer. “Lucky for you, I don’t tend to get phone calls mid-orgasm. Want me to help… ease that frustration?” Your breath caught. “I’m still writing.” “How many words?” You pouted. “Five. Just the title.” “Exactly.” He flashed a grin. “You’re wound up. Let me help.” “Give me like 1 hour more. I’m sure I can write,” you insisted, making Mingyu grin as he leaned back on the chair and played on his phone, with a knowing smirk, almost as if he knew you would not be able to get any work done now, considering how tightly wound up you were.
~~ “You’re not writing anything, are you?” Mingyu tilted his head at your laptop screen, clearly unimpressed. “I’m trying,” you muttered, snapping the laptop shut. “But it’s like my brain’s been replaced with mashed potatoes.” “Then come with me.” “To where?” “We’re going pub crawling. It’ll help you unwind.” You blinked. “It’s three in the afternoon.” He shrugged. “Perfect time to study the science of types. Dating, attraction, weird flirting tactics—there’s no better place than a pub.” “So this is pure science?” “Exactly,” he said. You groaned but grabbed your bag anyway. “Fine. But if we get sloppy drunk, I’m blaming you.” Mingyu grinned and offered you his hand. “Deal.”
~~ “Okay, she’s definitely into him,” Mingyu whispered over the rim of his pint, leaning toward you at the crowded corner booth. You peeked over at the couple across the bar. “How can you tell?” “She’s playing with her straw. That’s peak first-flirt body language. But watch—he’s not making eye contact.” “He’s staring at her chest,” you confirmed, rolling your eyes. “Typical.” Mingyu chuckled. “He’s either nervous or an idiot.” “Or both.” You sipped your wine and leaned back against the leather seat, your shoulder brushing his. Neither of you moved away. The buzz in your veins wasn’t just from the alcohol—it was from him. “You’re good at this people-watching thing,” you said. “Like, weirdly good.” “I’m a photographer. I notice things.” “You should’ve warned me you were charming.”
“I did,” he said, nudging your thigh under the table. “You just didn’t believe me.” You fought a smile and looked away. “What else do you notice?” “Right now?” He murmured, his voice low and smooth. “You’re tipsy. And you’re wondering what happens next.” You turned to him slowly. “What does happen next?” Mingyu grinned. “We go back to mine. Pizza, movie... whatever else comes naturally.” You raised a brow. “Smooth.” “Just honest.” And somehow, you found yourself in a cab minutes later, curled up against his side, letting yourself lean in just a little too close. The city lights passed in blurs, and you weren’t sure if it was the wine or Mingyu’s hand on your thigh making you feel weightless. “Are you always this cuddly when you drink?” Mingyu's voice was soft against your ear as he helped you out of the cab. His hand stayed on your lower back, steady and warm as you made your way up the building steps. “I’m not drunk,” you mumbled, swaying just slightly. “You’re not not drunk,” he teased, nudging you playfully with his shoulder. “Shut up,” you said, but you were already laughing. “And for the record, I’m always this cuddly. Alcohol just makes me more velcro-like.” Mingyu smiled as he unlocked the door to his apartment, ushering you inside. “Welcome to my humble, semi-furnished, testosterone-fueled abode.” “I thought you said your roommates moved in?” “They did. You’ll meet them—eventually.” He kicked off his shoes and walked ahead of you toward the kitchen. You hovered awkwardly in the living room, suddenly very aware of how intimate this was. Mingyu in his home. You in his space. “Water?” He called from the kitchen. “Please.” You accepted the glass he handed you, your fingers brushing his. The contact sent a small spark down your spine. “So...” he said, settling onto the couch and patting the cushion next to him. “Wanna tell me how many words you wrote today?” You narrowed your eyes at him as you sat down. “Why are you like this?” “Charming? Helpful? Irresistible?” “Insufferable,” you corrected, even though a smile tugged at your lips. “Still better than mashed potatoes for brains.” “Low blow.” He nudged you again, and you nearly spilled your water from how close you were suddenly sitting. His thigh pressed into yours—and that’s when it hit you. His thigh. Solid. Warm.
Unmoving. And then he flexed it. You choked slightly. Mingyu looked amused. “What?”
“Stop doing that,” you hissed. “Doing what?”
“That thing with your leg.”
“Oh?” He leaned in, grinning. “You mean this?”
He flexed again, and you tried not to squirm.
“You’re evil,” you muttered.
“You’re the one sitting on my thigh.”
Your mouth opened. Closed. “I’m not sitting—” “You are,” he said, eyes locked on yours. “And I think you like it.”
You swallowed hard, heat curling low in your stomach. “Shut up.”
“I could make you feel better, you know.”
You turned toward him slowly. “I didn’t say I was feeling bad.”
“Then let me make you feel even better.”
His hand moved gently to your hip.
“You sure?” he asked, gaze sincere, voice quieter now.
You nodded, breath catching.
Mingyu smiled, pulled you fully into his lap—and the rest of your thoughts disappeared.
“Besides, I want to taste you,” Mingyu murmured, his breath warm against your skin. “Say something?” You nodded, breath catching. “Yes.”
Mingyu smirked. “Good girl.”
You whimpered. “Oh no, praise kink. Dangerous game.” He grinned at you, full of teasing and promise, and led you back to his bedroom. You followed without question.
“Hey, nice,” you said, looking around his space. “You got the place set up.”
“Yeah,” Mingyu said, casually kicking off his shoes. “I had help from someone, but we ended up fucking, so—she wasn’t that helpful.”
You shot him a glare. “Charming.”
“Sit.”
You did. He peeled off his hoodie in one fluid motion, revealing his bare chest.
“You just walk around looking like that?”
“Problem?”
“None,” you said, blinking hard. “Just—wow.”
“Tell me what you like. Move my head, stop me if it’s too much, too fast—just say the word.”
You nodded as he leaned in and kissed you, slow and teasing. You pulled back.
“Wait.”
Mingyu raised a brow, but you stood and started undressing.
“Stop,” he said. “Let me.”
You sat back, breath uneven. He knelt in front of you, his fingers working the clasp of your bra. The straps fell like they were made to. He tossed the fabric aside before wrapping his lips around your nipple, warm tongue flicking against the sensitive skin. His other hand massaged your other breast in perfect sync. You whimpered as he switched sides, giving both equal attention, his lips dragging heat from your skin.
“Oh, I love those sounds,” he murmured against your chest, lips brushing your sternum.
He hooked his fingers into your panties and slid them down, tossing them somewhere across the room.
“If I can’t find those later, I’m blaming you. They were one of my favorites.”
“You’ll survive,” he said, just before he kissed your clit.
Your hips bucked.
“Right there?”
You nodded, breathless.
He smirked against you, arms wrapping around your thighs to hold you still. You weren’t going anywhere—not when he was just getting started.
He traced slow, deliberate circles over your clit with his tongue. Unwavering. Steady.
“You’re good at this,” you moaned.
“Also... was that my name in cursive on your clit?” You asked breathlessly.
“Maybe.”
Mingyu didn’t let up—his tongue kept working you through every shaky gasp. You came hard, trembling in his grip. He didn’t stop. Not even when you cried out, not even when you begged. He sucked on your clit like it was oxygen. You came again, legs twitching, hand buried in his hair.
When he finally pulled back, you were wrecked—back slouched into the cushions, breathing heavy.
“So?”
“Amazing,” you whispered, blinking up at the ceiling.
You turned toward him, your fingers drifting to the button of his jeans. “You don’t have to,” he said.
“I know,” you replied. “I want to.”
He helped you slide them down, then hissed as you palmed his cock through his boxers.
“Don’t tease me,” he said, voice ragged. “Noted.”
You pulled him free and tried not to moan at the sight. He was thick, flushed, and already leaking. You licked his tip and smiled when his hips jerked forward.
“Fuck,” he muttered as you took him deeper. What you couldn’t fit, you made up for with your hand.
When you started massaging his balls, he gasped. “Shit. Shit. Baby, I’m gonna—”
You didn’t stop.
He groaned loudly, head falling back, fingers gripping the sofa as he spilled into your mouth. You swallowed every drop, letting your tongue tease his tip one last time.
Mingyu collapsed back into the cushions, chest heaving. “That was... wow.”
You smiled, cheeks flushed and body warm, still glowing from the attention he’d given you minutes ago. He looked at you, all awe and affection. “You know,” he said, voice still breathless, “I should’ve invited you over way sooner.”
You were laughing, but the second you finished laughing, suddenly the afterglow of your orgasm had dimmed, and you were painfully aware of how naked you were.
“Hey… you okay?” Mingyu’s voice was quiet, and your eyes flicked to him as you instinctively grabbed the nearest pillow and hugged it to your bare chest. “I’m fine,” you said quickly, hoping your shyness wasn’t obvious. “Oh.” Mingyu stood, then paused. “Wait.” He turned the lights off, casting the room in soft shadows. “I can’t see much now, but I’ll just—”
He handed you his shirt blindly. “Here. You can use this.” “Thanks,” you murmured, slipping it on fast and clinging to the extra bit of coverage. The lights flicked back on, and Mingyu gave you a reassuring smile. “You can relax. I wasn’t trying to get you out of it again.” You gave a breathy laugh, still a little too self-conscious to meet his gaze.
“It was fun,” he added casually. “I mean... not that I’m saying we should do it again. Unless you want to. But not because I expect—shit, this is coming out wrong.”
You tilted your head at him. “You think?” “I’m just saying, I wasn’t expecting anything,” he backtracked. “You’re beautiful. And I’m not... trying to mess with your head or anything.” “Thanks for the orgasms,” you said dryly, tugging your jeans on. Mingyu flinched, clearly caught off guard. “Okay. That’s fair. I deserved that.” You bent down to grab your shirt and looked up at him with a narrowed stare. “Right. Because you’re so emotionally competent.” “I never claimed to be,” he said, his voice tight now. “Look, we barely know each other. It was just sex. You don’t have to get all weird about it.” You stood up, heart thudding now—not from embarrassment, but from frustration. “I’m not weird about it. But you are clearly trying to backpedal hard enough to twist your ankle.” “Okay, fine,” he snapped, raising his hands. “I’ll go. I’m sorry for bothering you.” He rolled his eyes as he walked out. You didn’t stop him. Not when you were that close to tearing up. You didn’t know why it suddenly affected you; you knew you had some slight issues with confidence and doubted yourself quite a bit; you just didn’t expect to get like that during a casual hook-up. ~~ You slammed the door behind him, then stormed into your own apartment. “Y/N?” Joshua looked up from the couch. “Not now,” you muttered, brushing past him and heading straight for your bedroom. You could still hear Mingyu’s voice echoing in your head. “It was just sex.” Fucking idiot. You paced for a moment before throwing yourself down on the bed. The knock at your door came less than five minutes later. You cracked it open to see Mingyu standing sheepishly, holding a paper bag. “I had to think of an excuse,” he said, offering it. “Your bra’s in here.” You sighed and took the bag from him. “You came back for my bra?” “I didn’t want to leave things like that, Bambi eyes let me in, I didn’t catch his name,” he admitted. “That’s Joshua; he let you in.” Mingyu glanced around. “Can I sit?” You pointed to the bed, and he eased down onto the edge. “Why did you come back?” “I’m shit at this. At saying things right. I always talk like an idiot when I’m... nervous.” You blinked. “You’re nervous?” Mingyu shrugged. “You make me nervous.” For a second, you just stared at him. Then, you said, “Stay.” He looked up. “What?” You crossed your arms. “Stay. Talk. Don’t leave again acting like we both didn’t enjoy that and like we don’t enjoy spending time with each other.” He exhaled a long breath, then nodded. “For what it’s worth,” Mingyu said, voice suddenly softer, “you have nothing to be shy about.”
You held his gaze for a beat, then gave a small smile. “Look, we started this all in the wrong order. You wanted to be friends…”
“Friends,” Mingyu repeated, eyes flicking around the room before landing on a small red object.
“Is that what I think it is?”
You groaned. “Oh my god, can you not—”
“A vibrator?” he grinned, walking over to grab it. “In plain sight?”
“Give it back.”
“Or…” he smirked, turning it over in his hand. “I could show you how sorry I am?”
Your mouth went dry. “What happened to ‘just friends’?”
“We can start that tomorrow.”
That was all the warning you got before he was on you, kissing you like he meant it. You tugged him closer by his shirt, falling back onto the bed as he slipped his hand down and popped the button of your jeans. You kicked them off along with your panties. His knuckles grazed your slick folds.
“You’re still soaked,” he said against your lips, eyes flicking down your body like you were art.
He pulled your shirt over your head.
“Beautiful,” he murmured.
You smiled softly as he began kissing his way down, slow and reverent.
He turned the vibrator on and dragged it gently along your folds. “Shit,” you hissed, hips jerking as the cold metal touched your clit.
Without warning, he pushed two fingers inside you, curling just right as the vibrator buzzed against your swollen clit. The sensation was overwhelming—fast and dizzying, his fingers moving steadily, the toy pressed right where it needed to be.
“Fuck, fuck, fuck,” you whimpered, digging your nails into the sheets.
“Good girl,” Mingyu whispered. “You take my fingers so well.”
Your body trembled, your thighs starting to shake as the pleasure built.
You whimpered, eyes squeezing shut. “Please don’t stop.”
“Oh, I won’t,” Mingyu smirked, kissing the inside of your thigh as you fell apart on his hand.
He pulled his fingers out and raised them to his lips, sucking them clean with a satisfied hum.
“So… friends?”
You were still panting. “Yeah. Friends.” “Uh-huh.” He grinned. “Need help with that?” He nodded toward the very visible bulge in his pants.
You sat up slowly. “No thanks. That’s not what friends are for.”
“I’m saying no,” he said dramatically, “but it’s not my cock’s decision. He says yes.”
You giggled, giving his thigh a light slap.
Mingyu leaned in and kissed your forehead. “See you later, friend.”
You nodded, still dazed.
“Oh—by the way,” he added as he reached the door, “my housemates get back this weekend. We’re throwing a party. Chill night, drinks, people meeting people. Bring your housemates if you’re free?” You smiled, still trying to catch your breath.
“See you around, Gyu.”
He winked and closed the door behind him. ~~ Later that evening, you emerged from your bedroom to find Joshua smirking at you over a mug of tea. “What?” You asked, suspicious. He raised his eyebrows. “You moan loudly.” Your jaw dropped. “I was trying to keep it down!” “Yeah, no. Wonwoo thought you were a wounded animal at first.” You gasped, mortified. “I don’t moan that loudly.” Joshua gave you a pitying look. “You don’t think you do, but when you suppress it, it comes out like a dying banshee.” You groaned and dropped your head onto the counter. “Wait, did... Wonwoo hear?” Joshua nodded slowly, sipping his tea. “He might have been concerned for your well-being.” You rolled your eyes. “Great. Just great.” “So,” he said, voice light, “you and hot plant guy...?” “Friends,” you interrupted quickly. “We decided to just be friends.” Joshua arched a brow. “After that performance?” “It’s complicated. We don’t know each other well enough not to accidentally hurt each other.” Joshua tilted his head. “Wise.”
You sighed, pulling out your phone. “Still, I need to talk to Wonwoo.” “To apologise? You know you don’t owe him one; you do whatever you want and whoever you want.” “I don’t owe him an apology, but I could at least apologise for the noise,” you said. “But... yeah. Kinda feels like the decent thing to do.” You hovered outside Wonwoo’s door before knocking gently and peeking in. “Wonwoo?” He looked up from his book. “Yeah?” You gulped. He was in grey sweats and a white shirt, lounging like some kind of soft-focus fantasy. “You’re drooling,” he said with a smirk. You groaned and walked inside, flopping onto the bed beside him. “I came to say sorry.” He shut the book, raising an eyebrow. “For what? Your gorgeous moaning? If anything, I should apologize for interrupting it with my concern.” You hid your face behind your hands. “You’re unbearable.” “Relax. You don’t owe me an apology. We’re not dating.” “Still. It wasn’t to get back at you or anything. I was just... left very frustrated.” Wonwoo chuckled. “That was entirely my fault. Work called.” You tilted your head, your eyes softening. “Mingyu and I agreed to just be friends. No feelings. No strings. Which... honestly? Sounds like the safest plan.” He looked at you for a beat. “And what about me?” “I know you,” you said softly. “You wouldn’t hurt me.” Wonwoo didn’t respond. He just reached forward, tugging you until you were curled up against his chest.
“You left me horny,” you whispered, teasing. “I know. I’m sorry. You deserved better.” There was a long pause before he added, “So… you two are done?” You nodded. “Yeah.” “Then,” he said, his hand brushing lightly at the strap of your top, “What if I just, you know, carry on from what happened earlier? I did get rudely interrupted with a phone call, and I believe I owe you a kiss.” You laughed. “Oh, yes you do.” Wonwoo smirked. “Only if he can see how gorgeous you look right now.” You leaned in, your lips close to his. “Can you do something?” “Patience is a virtue,” he whispered. “It’s not one of mine.” He grinned. “Very true.” And then his lips were on yours—soft, slow, deliberate. When he finally pulled away, you were breathless. “I’ve got an article to finish,” you said reluctantly. “We’re good?” He asked. “We’re good.” You smiled, standing up. He smiled at you lazily, and you practically skipped back to your room.
~~ The next afternoon, you were in your local cafe, still stuck with the same five words you typed out yesterday on your laptop. However, you were laser-focused and attempting to write a new sentence about emotional risk versus reward when a voice interrupted you. “What is a ‘type,’ and why do we stick to it?” You nearly jumped out of your skin. “Mingyu! A warning would be nice!” He grinned as he slid into the seat across from you at the café table. “But you’re so jumpy—it’s adorable.” “Oh, please. Just sit, why don’t you.”
“I intend to,” he said, already making himself at home.
“So what brings you here? Stalking me?”
“I could ask you the same. Who sits in my usual spot with a laptop and sulks?”
“Writer’s block,” you admitted, closing your screen.
“Want to fix that?”
You narrowed your eyes. “How?”
Mingyu grinned. “We grab a drink and talk about our dumbest hook-ups.” ~~ The bar was buzzing with low chatter and clinking glasses as you and Mingyu sat across from each other in a cosy booth, the soft amber glow from the hanging lights making his eyes look even warmer. You were on your third cocktail of the afternoon, feeling just the right amount of tipsy to start leaning into the silly side of the conversation.
Mingyu was nursing a beer, his cheeks slightly flushed from the alcohol, or maybe it was just the comfortable atmosphere. You twirled your straw around in your glass before looking up at him with a playful grin.
“So, since we’re already a few drinks in,” you began, leaning forward conspiratorially, “I propose we play a game.”
Mingyu arched a brow, his lips twitching into a smile. “What kind of game?”
You took a sip of your drink before answering. “We trade stories. Dumb hookups, silly dates – basically all the weird romantic escapades that made us question humanity.”
Mingyu chuckled, taking a swig of his beer. “Alright, I’m game. But only if you go first.”
You mock-pouted. “Why me first?”
“Because you suggested it, and I’m curious,” he shot back, smirking.
Rolling your eyes, you thought back to your dating history, settling on one that still made you cringe. “Fine. So, there was this one guy I met on a dating app – let’s call him Jay. We went to this fancy rooftop bar, and I’m thinking, ‘Okay, this could be good.’ About thirty minutes in, he starts telling me about his extensive Funko Pop collection. Like, I mean... hundreds. And he insisted on showing me every single one through a photo album on his phone. At one point, he even teared up while talking about a limited edition Batman figure.”
Mingyu snorted into his beer, trying not to choke from laughing. “No way.”
“Yes way! And it got worse. At the end of the night, he asked me if I wanted to ‘meet them’ at his apartment. Like, not him – them.” You groaned, shaking your head at the memory. “I made some excuse about needing to water my plants and just bolted.”
Mingyu was practically wheezing at that point, wiping a tear from the corner of his eye. “You dated a Funko Pop guy. I’m never letting you live this down.”
You pointed at him. “Your turn, Mr. Judgy.”
He composed himself, taking a deep breath. “Alright. I went out with this girl from college once. Really pretty, seemed really cool. We went to a casual pizza place, and everything was great... until the food arrived. She took one bite, looked at me dead in the eyes, and said, ‘I think I might be a vampire.’”
You blinked, waiting for him to laugh, but he just stared at you, completely serious.
“Wait, what?” You finally said.
“Yeah,” Mingyu continued, leaning back against the booth. “She told me that eating anything but red meat made her feel sick, and she’s been craving ‘blood’ lately. She asked me if I’d ever wanted to bite someone, just to know what it tasted like.”
You couldn’t contain your laughter, practically folding over in the booth. “You’re lying.”
“I swear!” Mingyu said, holding up his hands defensively. “She kept making weird comments about how pale I was and how ‘good my veins looked.’ I never got out of a restaurant faster in my life.”
You wiped at your eyes, still giggling. “Okay, you win. That’s worse than the Funko Pop guy.”
Mingyu grinned, obviously pleased. “Yeah, I still get chills thinking about it.”
You leaned back, feeling a little more relaxed now that the conversation had taken a lighthearted turn. The music in the bar changed to something more upbeat, and you tapped your fingers against your glass.
“So, what about the serious ones?” Mingyu asked, his tone shifting slightly.
You paused, your smile faltering just a little. “You mean serious relationships?”
He nodded. “Yeah. You don’t have to answer if you don’t want to. Just... curious.”
You took a deep breath. “I was with someone for about a year and a half. Thought it was going somewhere real, you know? Turns out he was cheating on me for months. Found out through his phone – he was so careless; he didn’t even bother deleting the texts.”
Mingyu’s playful expression faded, his brows knitting together in concern. “That’s awful. I’m sorry.”
You shrugged, forcing a small smile. “It sucked at the time. Felt like my whole self-worth got thrown out the window. But I learned from it. Learned how to be a little more careful with my heart.”
He reached across the table, placing his hand over yours. The warmth of his touch grounded you, and you glanced up to see him giving you a small, reassuring smile.
“You didn’t deserve that. No one does,” he said softly.
You squeezed his hand back. “Thanks. I guess I’m still trying to figure out how to trust people again.”
Mingyu hesitated for a moment before speaking, “I guess I’ll have to be very careful then.”
You met his eyes, suddenly feeling a little exposed but in a good way, and giving him a soft smile not sure how to answer him.
You took a second and then spoke. “And you? Any serious relationships?”
Mingyu hesitated, looking thoughtful. “There was one. A few years ago. We were together for almost two years, but we just... drifted apart. I guess I realized we were more comfortable than in love. It hurt, but it made me realize I don’t want to settle for just comfort. I want something real.”
You felt your heart soften at his honesty. “Yeah. I get that.”
The conversation hung between you, both of you wrapped in the honesty of the moment. The vulnerability, the ease of being real with each other – it made your stomach flip in a way you hadn’t felt in a long time.
Mingyu took a sip of his beer, his hand still holding yours, and you couldn’t help but think that maybe, just maybe, this could be the kind of real you both wanted. ~~ By the time you both left the bar, you were walking arm-in-arm. Your heels clicked against the pavement, your head light with wine and conversation. “Okay, I’ll admit,” you said, “this was fun.” “More than writing five words and calling it an article title?” You smacked his arm. “Rude but true.” “Come on,” he said, flagging down a cab. “My place. Pizza and Finding Nemo?” “Nemo?” “It’s a classic.” “Big baby.” “Don’t hate on soft men,” he said as the cab pulled up. “We cry, but we cuddle like champs.” You laughed all the way into the taxi. ~~ “Here you go,” Mingyu said, handing you a soft black shirt.
“Thanks.” You stood up to change without thinking, but froze mid-movement when you realized he was still watching you.
“Whoa—wow maybe warn a guy, I almost got blinded by your beauty?” His eyes were wide.
You paused, suddenly self-conscious. “Sorry, I just figured… I mean, you’ve seen everything before.”
“I’m not complaining,” he said, stepping toward you. “It’s a fantastic view.”
You smiled sheepishly as you peeled off your shirt. Mingyu took it gently from your hands and set it on the bed, his gaze still lingering but soft. When you moved to take off your jeans, he helped again—quiet, respectful, but definitely appreciating every second.
“Need another shirt?” He asked, catching your hesitation.
“No, I just… I’m wearing a very uncomfy bra.” “Then don’t,” he replied simply. You raised a brow at him. “Want to help me get it off?” His grin widened. “Weren’t we just trying this whole ‘friends’ thing?”
“Yeah,” you said, stepping closer, “and friends help each other.”
He didn’t need further convincing. His hands slid around your waist, pulling you into him. “That they do,” he murmured against your skin. His fingers moved up your back, undoing your bra clasp with practiced ease. The straps slipped from your shoulders like silk.
“Do you want me to fold this nicely with the rest of your clothes?” He teased, voice low and amused.
“Don’t push it,” you smirked.
“You’re cold,” he said, fingers grazing over your hardened nipples.
“Am not,” you muttered.
“Then are you turned on?”
You raised a brow. “And if I say no?”
“I’d find out anyway,” he murmured. “One finger, and I could prove it.”
You didn’t respond, just held his gaze.
Mingyu took that as permission. His hand slipped down your stomach, easing into your panties until a long finger slid inside you.
“You’re soaked,” he whispered.
You gasped as his finger curled just right. “Do you want to cum?”
You nodded quickly, eyes fluttering shut as his thumb found your clit.
He pulled his finger out with a sinful smirk. “Good. Then get on the bed.”
You climbed back onto his bed, legs slightly shaky. Mingyu knelt between your thighs and dragged your panties down in one smooth motion. His hands pressed your thighs open as he lowered his mouth to your core.
“Fuck,” you gasped when his tongue flicked your clit.
“Mingyu, wait—”
He immediately looked up, concern flashing in his eyes. “Too much?”
You shook your head, already lifting your leg to press against the hard line of his bulge. “No. I just—need you.”
His pupils darkened instantly. “You sure?”
You nodded. “Please fuck me.”
He made quick work of his belt and shirt, tossing them aside. “If I don’t eat you out, Wonwoo’s going to call me a selfish asshole.”
You groaned, laughing breathlessly. “Screw that. Just get in me.”
Mingyu climbed onto the bed, lined himself up with your entrance, and paused.
“Wait—condoms?”
“I have an implant.”
His eyes flicked to yours. “You sure?”
You nodded. “Mingyu. Please.”
“At least you said please,” he grinned, and then he pushed into you with a low groan.
You clung to his back, nails digging in slightly as he started thrusting. His rhythm was perfect—controlled, deep, toe-curling.
His fingers found your clit mid-thrust, rubbing in time with each snap of his hips. You clenched around him, moaning as your orgasm washed over you.
“Fuck,” he groaned, lowering himself to kiss you, forehead to forehead. “Can I—”
“Yes,” you breathed.
He groaned as he came, hips stuttering as he spilled into you. Your head lolled back, your entire body melting into the mattress.
“Amazing?” He asked softly.
“Stupid amazing,” you replied, still catching your breath.
“Get your pizza first! Your dick won’t fall off!”
You both froze at the shout. You blinked. “Who’s that?”
“One of my housemates, Seungcheol” Mingyu sighed. He quickly threw on his boxers and padded toward the door.
“Want to say hi?” “I’m naked.”
Mingyu grinned. “Well I’m half naked, just listen for the dramatics.”
You heard Seungcheol immediately yell, “Just boxers? Really? Why are you always half naked?”
You snorted, deciding to hop in the shower. After a quick rinse, you pulled on Mingyu’s shirt—it hung on you like a dress—and checked yourself in the mirror. Good enough.
You couldn’t stop smiling. “I’m going to grab some water, is that okay?” You asked Mingyu when he came back to his bedroom.
“Of course!” ~~ “Hi,” said a friendly voice as you padded into the hallway in Mingyu’s shirt.
You froze. A new stranger stood leaning against the kitchen counter, smiling at you. “You must be Y/N.”
You blinked. “I—uh. Hi.”
“I’m Seokmin,” he said, holding out his hand. “I’m one of three housemates here.”
You shook it, already feeling incredibly flustered. “Mingyu,” he called down the hallway, “have you heard of a shirt?” You groaned. Mingyu appeared behind you, still shirtless, holding two slices of pizza. “I have, but I’m sweaty.” “Fine, fine,” Seokmin waved him off. “Take care, kids. Use protection!” You turned around and buried your face in Mingyu’s chest. “Sorry about him,” he muttered.
“It’s fine,” you said, muffled. Back in his room, you both settled in with greasy pizza and fresh sheets. “I hope you don’t mind that I showered,” you said. “You smell like me,” he replied with a smirk. “I’m keeping the shirt.” “Figured.” A pause. “You’re beautiful,” he said, quieter this time. You looked over at him. “I mean it,” he added. “Not in a creepy way. Just... in case no one’s told you recently.” Your stomach fluttered. You smiled, leaning into his shoulder as the movie started to play. ~~ Sometime between the second pizza slice and the end credits of Nemo, you found yourself stretched out beside Mingyu, your body limp, skin still tingling from his touch. He propped himself up on one elbow, brushing damp hair from your cheek. “We okay?” You blinked up at him, surprised by the question. “Yeah. Why?” He sighed. “Just... you’re hard to read sometimes.” “You mean emotionally?” He nodded. “I’ve been told,” you said softly. “Hey, its not a bad thing, just means I got to work harder.” He leaned in and kissed your forehead, his action making you swoon. “Hey,” he said a moment later. “I meant it. About you being my type.” You scoffed. “You don’t even know me.” “I know enough to want to keep knowing you.” You swallowed. “Okay,” you said. He grinned, pulling you closer. “Movie round two? Or round two in a very different sense?” You smacked his chest, laughing. “Movie first.” But even as you said it, your fingers were already trailing lower.~~ When you woke up the next morning, Mingyu was already in the kitchen, humming along to a playlist and flipping pancakes. You walked in wearing nothing but his shirt. He looked up, spatula still in hand. “Hi, gorgeous.” You smiled sleepily. “Hi.” He pointed toward the coffee he’d already made. “Caffeine. And carbs.” You padded over and tiptoed to reach up and kiss his cheek. “Are you trying to spoil me?” “Nope,” he said, flipping another pancake. “Just bribing you to stay longer.” You took a sip of the coffee. “Bribery’s working.” He grinned. ~~ “New shirt?” Wonwoo’s voice made you jump as you stepped into the living room.
You turned slowly, adjusting the hem of your oversized shirt. “Yes?” He raised a brow. “Is it clean?” “It’s Mingyu’s.”
“Ah,” Wonwoo said, voice flat.
You squirmed a little under his stare.
“Didn’t realise you two were still...” he trailed off, but the tone said enough.
You sighed. “We’re not anything. Just... two adults with no self-control and shared pizza.”
He let out a breath, his arms crossed. “Right.” “You’re mad.” “I’m not.” “You are.” Wonwoo didn’t answer.
“Fine,” you said, heading toward the kitchen. “Be grumpy.”
“I’m not grumpy,” he said, following. “I just, whatever.”
“Wonwoo, don’t be like that.”
“I’m just saying, kissing me, and then sleeping with Mingyu, won’t that give both of us mixed signals?” You blinked. “Maybe, but he doesn’t know.” Silence. Wonwoo sighed. “Well, that can’t end well.”
You dropped your arms to your sides. “This is exhausting, I don’t want to fight with you.”
“Then, don’t play both sides. Look, even if it’s early on, you and Mingyu have bonded quickly, and maybe it’s not such a bad thing. Besides, you want intimacy, and I’m not in a space in my life where I can give you exactly what you need to give you that.” The words hit like a slap, and your mouth opened, then shut. You turned away before he could see how much it stung.
~~ Later that evening, you sat on the rooftop of your apartment building, wrapped in Mingyu’s hoodie, a wine bottle tucked between your knees. The city sparkled in the distance, alive and unaware. “You okay?” Mingyu asked softly, stepping onto the rooftop. You nodded without turning around. “I’m great. Just airing out my emotional baggage.” He sat beside you, letting his thigh brush yours. “Want to talk about it?” “Nope.” “Want me to distract you?” You turned to face him. “You think distraction fixes everything?” “No,” Mingyu replied, smiling faintly. “But I’m really good at it.” You laughed. It was small, but it cracked through the ache in your chest. “I just got into an argument with Wonwoo,” you said quietly. “Why?” You sighed and began to speak. “I guess just an overprotective roommate,” you said, not wanting to tell Mingyu everything just yet. Mingyu tilted his head, studying you. “Oh, maybe he’s just looking out for you but going about it in the wrong way.” Your chest tightened. “Yeah, I guess so.” “How’s this, anytime you feel blue, you can come over to mine, and talk? I can promise pancakes and zero judgment.” You smiled, leaning your head against his shoulder.
“Thank you, I really appreciate it.” Mingyu rested his chin on your hair. “Anytime.” ~~ A week passed. You wrote your article. He read three books. You shared meals, shared beds, shared soft smiles across busy rooms. But something was shifting. It wasn’t just about sex anymore; you two spent more time together, talked about more personal things, shared funny anecdotes, and sometimes you both would just cuddle, even if there was no sex. And that terrified you. ~~ “Y/N,” Wonwoo said one evening as you passed each other in the kitchen. “Can we talk?” You froze. “Now?” He nodded. “If you’re not too busy with Mingyu.” The words were laced with something—resentment? Pain? You leaned against the counter. “Uh..no I’m not. Look, I don’t want to keep fighting you on this. Besides, like you said, you can’t give me what I need, and all we did was just flirt and kiss once.” “I know, and believe me, I’m not mad at how we behaved with one another, but I’m worried. What if he hurts you?” “He won’t. I’ve been spending more time with him, and he’s just the sweetest.” Wonwoo met your eyes. “He better be. ” You swallowed. “He is.” A beat of silence. “Do you like him?” He asked. You blinked. “What? Of course I do, he’s such a sweet guy.” “No. Do you like him? In the sense that, do you have feelings for him?” You hesitated too long. “That’s what I thought,” he said quietly, walking away. You didn’t sleep that night. You kept thinking about the way Mingyu looked when he was reading in bed, or how he always remembered to bring you a drink without asking. The way he listened. The way he kissed you was like he was trying to memorise your soul. And the worst part? You were starting to fall for him. And that scared the life out of you. ~~ “You look like shit.” Joshua didn’t even glance up from his cereal when he said it. “Good morning to you, too,” you mumbled, grabbing a mug from the cupboard. He raised an eyebrow. “Rough night?” You poured coffee and took a long sip before answering. “Didn’t sleep much.” “Because of Mingyu? Or because of Wonwoo?” You froze, mug halfway to your lips. Joshua looked up now, spoon suspended midair. “You think I don’t notice things? Come on, Y/N. You’re not subtle.” You sighed. “It’s complicated.” He scoffed. “Love triangles usually are.” “It’s not a triangle.” “Sure. Just a very... emotionally charged V.” “Wonwoo and I spoke, and we cleared the air, okay?” You added, already tired from the conversation. Joshua grinned. “I know, I was eavesdropping when you guys were chatting.” You rolled your eyes at him. “Of course.”
“So what will you do about your very real feelings for Mingyu?” ~~ “Hey.” Mingyu’s voice was soft when he called you later that afternoon. “You okay?” You hesitated. “Yeah. Just tired.” There was silence on the other end, but you could hear the way he breathed—measured and patient, waiting for you to say more. “I had a weird talk with Wonwoo,” you said finally. “What kind of weird?” “He asked me if I liked you.” A pause. “What did you say?” “I didn’t.” Another pause. “Do you?” “I... don’t know.” You heard Mingyu let out a slow breath. “Okay.” “That’s all you’re going to say?” “I’m not going to force you into anything.” You swallowed. “But what if this—whatever this is—ruins things? Between all of us.” “Then let it,” he said quietly. “If we’re all pretending to be fine, nobody actually is.”
~~ Later that week, Seokmin knocked gently on your apartment door. “Hey, sorry, uh... weird question. Have you seen Mingyu?” You blinked. “No? Not today.” He nodded slowly. “He’s been... off.” You closed your laptop. “Off how?” Seokmin scratched the back of his neck. “Quiet. Moodier than usual. Like he’s trying to disappear.” Your chest tightened. “Thanks for telling me. I’m heading out later; maybe I’ll run into him where he usually hangs out?” Seokmin smiled, “Thank you. You really do know him quite well. I appreciate it.” You found him at the park. Curled up on a bench, camera in hand, lenses strewn beside him like offerings. He didn’t even look up when you approached. “You’ve gone full tortured artist,” you said, forcing a smile. Mingyu clicked the shutter. “It’s quieter out here.” You sat beside him. “You didn’t answer my texts.” “I didn’t know what to say.” You smiled softly at him, “Just be honest.” He glanced over. “I want you. But I don’t want to be the one holding you back from figuring things out.” “You’re not holding me back.” “But you’re still stuck.”
You exhaled. “Yeah. I am.”
“Then say that. Don’t kiss me and pretend everything’s fine.”
You looked away. “I’m scared, okay? This... feels like it could be something real. And if it ends, I don’t know how to walk away from that.”
Mingyu’s voice dropped. “Then don’t.”
You blinked at him.
“Don’t walk away.”
You stayed on that bench until the sun dipped below the skyline.
You talked about everything and nothing. About the time he dyed his hair orange in college. About your first heartbreak. About the stupid article you were writing on “types” and how maybe Mingyu didn’t fit yours but kept checking every box anyway.
By the time you got home, your fingers were intertwined with his, and neither of you wanted to let go.
“Y/N?” Wonwoo’s voice caught you at the door.
Wonwoo’s eyes dropped to your hands interlaced with Mingyu. “I see you two are fine?”
You opened your mouth. Closed it again.
“Interesting,” he said.
“Wonwoo, what are you—”
“Don’t worry,” he interrupted. Then, smiling, he said. “It’s fine, just be safe, you guys.”
You gave him a small smile, “Shut up.” ~~ That night, as you lay in Mingyu’s bed with your head on his chest, you couldn’t sleep. The silence between you was heavy, like it was holding its breath. “Mingyu?” “Hmm?” “If this ends badly... I don’t think I’ll survive it.” He kissed your forehead gently. “Then we make sure it doesn’t.”
~~ “You’re late.” Joshua said as you entered the apartment, arms crossed, eyes narrowed. “I didn’t realise I had a curfew,” you muttered, brushing past him into the apartment. “You said you were coming home after dinner.” You kicked off your shoes. “I changed my mind.” Joshua followed you into the kitchen. “So you spent the night at Mingyu’s again?” You grabbed a glass of water. “Can we not do this right now?” Joshua scoffed. “You said this was a casual thing.” “It was.” “And now?” You didn’t answer. He let out a bitter laugh. “So that’s a yes.” “Shua, I’m not asking for your permission—” “No,” he snapped, “but I am your friend. And watching you sleepwalk into something that’s going to rip you apart isn’t easy.” Your chest tightened. “You don’t know that.” “I know you. And I’ve seen how you get when you fall for someone.” You set your glass down a little too hard. “He’s not like the others.” “Maybe not. But you are someone who falls head over heels and more when you like someone, and I’m scared that one tiny misstep on his part will break you.” You didn’t text Mingyu that night. Or the next morning. Or the one after that. You needed space to think. To breathe. To figure out why everything felt like it was unravelling—when on the surface, things had never been more... perfect. So why did you feel so off?
~~ Three days later, Mingyu showed up at your door. “You avoiding me?” He asked, not bothering with hello. You stared at him. “I just needed time.” “Without telling me?” “I didn’t think I needed to give you a heads-up every time I took a breath.” Mingyu’s jaw flexed. “That’s not what this is about, and you know it.” You crossed your arms. “Then what is this about, Mingyu?” “You’re pulling away.” You stayed silent. Mingyu stepped closer. “You said this was real. That you wanted it.” “I did.” “And now?” You opened your mouth, then shut it because you didn’t know. Not really. Mingyu’s voice cracked. “You can’t keep doing this. Wanting me when it’s convenient. Pretending nothing’s changed.” “I’m scared, okay?” You snapped. “I don’t know how to do this. I don’t know how to be all-in without ruining everything.” His eyes softened for a moment. “So ruin it with me. Together.” You blinked, stunned. But before you could say anything, Wonwoo appeared behind you. “Hey, just checking—” He froze when he saw Mingyu. His expression shifted, cold and unreadable. “Oh. It’s you.” Mingyu’s eyes narrowed. “Nice to see you too.” You rubbed your temples. “Not now, please.” Wonwoo looked at you. “I’ll be in my room. Let me know if you want to talk. Or if you’re done letting him talk at you.” “Wow,” Mingyu muttered. “What’s his deal?” You turned on him. “Don’t.” “Don’t what? Point out the obvious?” “He’s trying to stand up for me.” “Right, and what am I doing? I’m just trying to get you to stand up for yourself, too.” You swallowed hard. “You should go.” Mingyu blinked. “What?” “I need space.” He didn’t move. Didn’t breathe. “Mingyu—” He stepped back, something shuttering in his face. “Right. Got it.” And just like that, he walked out. You shut the door and collapsed against it. Your chest ached in that specific, aching way that only happens when you push away something you want because you’re terrified you’ll destroy it. An hour later, your phone buzzed. Mingyu: I won’t chase you. But I’m not going anywhere either. You stared at the screen, heart thudding. Because that was the problem. He wasn’t going anywhere. And maybe that scared you more than anything. ~~ “You haven’t said anything in ten minutes,” Joshua pointed out, glancing at you from the other end of the couch.
“I’m thinking,” you replied, eyes fixed on the paused movie screen, not actually watching. He raised an eyebrow. “Dangerous territory.” You threw a popcorn kernel at him. “Ha-ha.” “Still no Mingyu?” “Nope.” “And that’s... good or bad?” You let out a long breath. “Confusing.” Joshua nodded slowly. “That tracks.” You finally looked at him. “Do you think I’m the problem?” He tilted his head. “Define ‘problem.’” “Do not make this worse.” He laughed under his breath. “Okay, look. You’ve had shit luck with relationships. You guard yourself. You get in your head. And yeah, sometimes you push people away before they can leave.” You blinked. “Damn. Don’t hold back.” “I’m just saying,” Joshua said, a little softer now. “Mingyu seems like the first guy who’s actually trying to stay. That scares the hell out of you, doesn’t it?” You didn’t answer. Later that night, you found yourself scrolling through photos. Pictures Mingyu had taken—blurry ones from the pub crawl, snapshots of street lights and half-smiles and candid moments. One of you laughing into a glass of wine. You hadn’t even known he’d taken that one. There was something about the way he saw the world. The way he saw you. Like he was already memorising you before he had the right to. Your heart ached.
~~ You couldn’t stop pacing. It had been a whole day since the fight, and your chest still felt tight. You hated fighting with Mingyu — it felt unnatural like the world was slightly off balance. You weren’t even sure how it had escalated so quickly.
One moment you were just trying to be honest, saying you needed some space to process everything that had happened between you two. The next, Mingyu was snapping, clearly frustrated, saying it felt like every time you took a step forward, you took two steps back.
Now, you were standing in your living room, debating whether to go over and knock on his door. Joshua had already given you a pep talk, telling you to just be honest with Mingyu, but it still felt like walking into a lion’s den. You weren’t even sure what you’d say.
“Screw it,” you mumbled to yourself, throwing on an oversized hoodie and making your way to his door before you could second-guess yourself again.
You hesitated for a second before giving three firm knocks. You heard some rustling on the other side, and then the door opened, revealing a tired-looking Mingyu. His hair was tousled, and he was in a plain white tee and sweats, but his expression was guarded.
“What do you want?” He asked, his tone sharper than usual.
You swallowed hard, feeling your resolve falter. “Can I come in?”
He hesitated, eyes scanning your face, before he finally stepped aside and let you in. You walked to the living room, standing awkwardly by the couch while Mingyu stayed by the door, arms crossed over his chest. The silence stretched uncomfortably.
“Mingyu,” you started softly, twisting your fingers together. “I hate fighting with you.”
He huffed, looking away. “Yeah, well, I hate feeling like I’m being pushed away every time things start getting good.”
You bit your lip, gathering your thoughts. “That’s not what I was trying to do. I wasn’t trying to push you away.”
“Then what the hell was it?” He snapped, finally turning to look at you, his eyes a mixture of hurt and frustration. “You do all these things that make me feel like this could be something, then the next day you’re saying you need space? I don’t get it. Am I supposed to just keep guessing how you feel?”
You took a deep breath and moved closer, but kept a little distance. “I... I got overwhelmed. I thought that if I took a step back, I’d be able to figure out what I was feeling without dragging you into my mess.”
Mingyu looked at you incredulously. “You are such a hypocrite, you know that? You keep telling me to be honest with how I feel, to just say it when I’m upset or happy or whatever. And then you get overwhelmed and decide to push me away instead of telling me what’s going on in your head.”
The guilt gnawed at your stomach, and you looked down. “I know. You’re right. I’m... I’m scared.”
“Of what?” Mingyu’s voice softened, but he didn’t move closer.
“Of how much I like you. Of how much this means to me. Because if this goes wrong... it’s gonna hurt. A lot,” you whispered, tears stinging your eyes.
Mingyu sighed deeply, rubbing his face with one hand. “You’re not the only one who’s scared, you know. I’m terrified of screwing this up too. But you don’t see me trying to put distance between us every time things get intense.”
You sniffled, wiping at your eyes. “I’m sorry. I just... I didn’t know how to handle it. I never thought I’d care about someone this much again. I just panicked.”
Mingyu finally moved, taking a step toward you. “You can’t keep doing that. You can’t keep pulling back every time you get scared. I can’t take it. I’m all in with you, but I need you to meet me halfway. I can’t keep feeling like I’m chasing after you while you’re running in the opposite direction.”
You nodded, stepping closer until you were right in front of him. “You’re right. I know you are. I’m sorry I keep doing that. I just... I’m scared of losing you, so I keep pushing you away before you can leave on your own.”
Mingyu’s expression softened, and he uncrossed his arms, his hands hovering uncertainly before he cupped your face. “I’m not leaving. Okay? I’m not. You’re stuck with me.”
A small, shaky laugh escaped you, and you leaned into his touch. “I don’t want you to leave.”
He brushed his thumb over your cheek, wiping away a stray tear. “Then stop making it so hard to stay,” he whispered, his voice softer now, more tender.
You nodded, covering his hands with yours. “I’m sorry. I’ll do better. I promise.”
His lips quirked into a small smile, and without another word, he leaned down and pressed a gentle, almost hesitant kiss to your lips. You melted into it, your hands sliding up to his shoulders as his fingers curled into your hair. The kiss was slow, tender, like he was reassuring himself that you were really there, that you weren’t going anywhere.
When you pulled back, you couldn’t help but smile up at him, and Mingyu sighed, pressing his forehead to yours. “You’re really exhausting sometimes, you know that?”
You let out a soft laugh, nodding. “Yeah. But I’m worth it, right?”
He chuckled, finally wrapping his arms around your waist and pulling you close. “Yeah. You are. Just... stop running, okay?”
You buried your face in his chest, feeling his heartbeat under your cheek. “Okay. I’m done running.”
He pressed a kiss to the top of your head, his hold tightening around you. “Good. Because I’m not letting you go.”
You looked up at him, and this time you kissed him first, letting your lips linger on his, soft and unhurried. Mingyu hummed contentedly, his hands sliding up your back. The tension melted away, and for the first time in what felt like forever, everything felt right again.~~
The next morning, after showering at Mingyu’s apartment and changing, you kissed Mingyu several times, before you left his place, and walked across the hall into your apartment to find Joshua seated at the kitchen counter with a bowl of cereal and the look. “You smell like sex and regret,” he said, casually spooning cereal into his mouth. “Morning to you, too.” “Is that Mingyu’s shirt?” You ignored him, heading toward your room. “You know,” he called after you, “I’ve been holding off on the ‘told you so,’ but I’m getting real close to breaking.” You stuck your head out. “Don’t.” Joshua raised both hands. “Just don’t get in too deep if you’re not willing to commit to him. It’ll hurt you both if that happens.” You stared at him. “What if I already am?” He frowned, setting down his spoon. “Then I hope any potential heartache is worth it.” ~~ That afternoon, you curled up on the sofa with your laptop. Article deadline looming. Blank document open. Brain, fried. It wasn’t until Mingyu texted that something sparked: Mingyu: What’s your favourite love story? You stared at the screen. You: Fictional? Mingyu: No. Real. You: Mine hasn’t been written yet. Mingyu: What if we wrote it together? Your chest did that stupid fluttering thing again. Like your heart had gone off-script. You smiled. You: Bold of you to assume you’d make the final draft. Mingyu: You keep rewriting the intro, babe. I’m just trying to stay on the page. You bit your lip, closing the chat. And just like that, your fingers flew across the keyboard. Because suddenly, you had something to say. ~~ Two days later, you knocked on Mingyu’s door with with snacks in attempt to bribe him to edit your lastest draft.
He opened it with sleepy eyes and messy hair, wearing a hoodie that had no business looking that good. “Morning beautiful,” he greeted with a warm smile. You smiled, and held up a USB. “I wrote a my final draft of my most recent article, do you want to help me edit?” Final draft. No red pen needed.”
“Is that why you have snacks?” He asked already smiling. You grinned “Maybe.” “Well in that case, get in here, Hemingway,” he teased, stepping aside to let you in. You watched him read it from across the room. He didn’t say anything for a long time. Just kept scrolling, eyes focused, mouth slightly parted.
When he finished, he looked up. “That last line… ‘a spark can form the most unusual of places and encounters’.” You tilted your head. “Too much?” He shook his head. “No. It’s perfect.” You smiled softly. “It’s about you.” “I figured,” he said, walking over, “but it still wrecked me.” You leaned against the counter. “Good. That’s what great writing does.” He stepped closer. “So, does this mean you’ll fight for us?” “I think so.” He grinned. “Good, that’s all I can ask for.” “I think you already are.” And as he kissed you—slow, deliberate, familiar in all the right ways—you let the weight fall from your shoulders. Because maybe this wasn’t the start of a love story. Maybe it was the chapter where things stopped being a fantasy… ...and finally started feeling real. ~~ “You’ve been quiet all evening.” You glanced up from your wine glass. Mingyu was stretched out on the other side of the couch, hoodie sleeves bunched around his forearms, watching you with careful eyes. “I’m thinking.” “That’s dangerous,” he teased, but his smile didn’t quite reach his eyes. “Want to talk about it?” “I don’t know how.” He nodded like he understood—but you could tell it still stung. You shifted in your seat. “What are we doing?” Mingyu blinked. “What do you mean?” “This thing. Us. It’s not just sex anymore.” “No, it’s not.” “And we’re not exactly friends either.” “I’m okay with not having a label,” he said. “Are you?” You looked down at your glass. “I want to be.” “But you’re not.” “I’m scared that if I name it, I’ll ruin it.” Mingyu sat up slowly. “You think love ruins things?” “I think people do.” That hit harder than you intended, and you both knew it. Later, when he kissed you, it was slow and sweet, like he was trying to remind you it didn’t have to be scary. You kissed him back with everything you had. And maybe that was the problem. Because giving someone everything? It meant they had the power to break you. ~~ The following day, the tension hadn’t left. You both pretended it had. You made breakfast. He teased you for burning the eggs. You laughed too loudly. He smiled too easily. But the silence between the sentences was deafening. When he finally left, the apartment felt too quiet. And when Joshua came home, he took one look at you and sighed. “Okay. Spill.” You sank onto the sofa. “I think I’m falling for him.” Joshua’s eyes widened; he never thought you’d admit it so quickly, but he didn’t interrupt. “And I don’t know if I’m ready.” He sat beside you, unusually serious. “Then don’t rush it. But don’t run from it either.” “I’m not running.” “You’re limping away at full speed.” You groaned. “God, you’re annoying when you’re right.” He smiled and bumped his shoulder against yours. “I only pull it out when necessary.” ~~ It was one of those quiet evenings, the kind where the city seemed to take a collective breath. You were on your way back from the grocery store, bags in hand, when you spotted Mingyu standing just outside your apartment building. At first, the sight of him made you smile – he was leaning against the railing, his broad shoulders relaxed, his profile illuminated by the soft glow of the street lamp.
But then you noticed he wasn’t alone.
A girl stood in front of him, long hair cascading over her shoulders, wearing a fitted leather jacket and heels that clicked against the pavement. She was laughing at something he said, her hand brushing his arm lightly. Your steps faltered, and you instinctively took a step back, ducking behind the edge of the building.
Your heart clenched, a weird mix of confusion and something dangerously close to jealousy settling in your chest. You couldn’t help but feel stupid – why did it bother you so much to see him with someone else? It wasn’t like you had a claim on him. But there was something about how effortlessly beautiful she looked, how easily she made him laugh, that made your stomach twist uncomfortably.
A million questions ran through your mind. Did he know her from work? Was she just a friend? Or worse, an ex? You couldn’t help but notice how naturally he smiled at her, the way he leaned down to hear her better, his hand brushing back his hair the way he did when he was feeling a little self-conscious. You felt like a complete idiot, rooted to the spot, irrationally annoyed at how close they seemed.
You peeked around the corner, just enough to see her lean in a bit closer, her hand lingering on his arm. Mingyu seemed a little uncomfortable, glancing down at her hand before giving her a polite smile. They exchanged a few more words that you couldn’t quite hear, and then she waved, heading off down the sidewalk.
You waited until she was out of sight before stepping back out, trying to act natural. You kept your gaze on the ground as you made your way to the entrance, but of course, Mingyu spotted you instantly.
“Hey!” He called out, jogging over to you.
You forced a smile, not quite meeting his eyes. “Hey.”
He seemed to hesitate, studying your face. “What’s up? You okay?”
“Yeah, just tired,” you mumbled, shifting the grocery bag to your other hand.
Mingyu frowned, stepping closer. “Are you sure? You seem... off.”
You forced yourself to meet his gaze, offering a small smile that felt too tight. “Yeah, just a long day.”
He didn’t look convinced. “Here, let me help.” Before you could protest, he took one of the bags from your hand, his fingers brushing yours. The familiar warmth made your heart ache, and you bit your lip to keep your expression neutral.
As you walked inside, you couldn’t help but feel silly for feeling so... possessive. You weren’t even sure why it hit you so hard. Sure, Mingyu had been flirty with you, and you had shared some intense moments, but did that really mean he wasn’t allowed to have other girls around?
Your mind kept replaying the way the girl leaned into him, her bright, carefree laugh, and the way Mingyu didn’t immediately step away. You hated how insecure it made you feel, and even more so how your mood had completely flipped.
When you reached your apartment, Mingyu put the bags on the kitchen counter and turned to you, concern etched into his features. “You’re incredibly cute when you’re grumpy, but I must still ask, why did you storm off when I called your name?” Mingyu stood in your doorway, his tone curious.
“I didn’t think you’d notice.”
“Of course I noticed.”
You crossed your arms, heart thudding. “You seemed busy.”
Mingyu scoffed. “What does that mean?”
“You were laughing. With some girl.”
“Seokmin’s cousin?”
You looked away. “Does it matter?”
“It does when you weaponise jealousy against me.”
Silence stretched between you like a taut wire ready to snap.
“I wasn’t trying to hurt you,” you whispered.
“But you did.”
You met his eyes. “So did you.”
He sighed, stepping back. “We were supposed to be honest. About what we wanted. About how we felt.”
“You said we didn’t need labels.”
“I didn’t think that meant lying to ourselves.”
Your voice cracked. “I wasn’t lying.”
“No?” He said, eyes searching yours. “Then tell me you don’t care about me.”
You blinked.
Tell him.
Say it.
But you couldn’t.
Because it wasn’t true.
And silence was the loudest answer of all. ~~ You didn’t speak for a week. No texts. No knocks on the door. No laughter through the walls.
It was excruciating. Even Joshua stopped teasing you.
“You okay?” Joshua asked one night, quietly.
You nodded. He didn’t press.
You sat at your laptop, staring at the blinking cursor. You hadn’t written a single word since the argument with Mingyu. It was as if you had lost your muse.
Worse—you might’ve lost him too. ~~ Another three days passed. You were walking home, umbrella flipping inside out in the wind, when you saw it: A plant. Sitting on your doorstep. A bonsai.
With a tiny note taped to the pot.
“Joshua told me you don’t like when plants have human names, but Lydia 2.0 says she misses you. -M”
You stared at it. Then you cried. Not a pretty, cinematic cry. A real one. Messy. Gutting. Cathartic. Because it wasn’t about the plant. It was about the space he left—and how much of you still lived in it. You knocked on his door the next day. No answer. You knocked again. Then again.
Finally, the door opened. Mingyu stood there, in a hoodie and sweatpants, eyes tired, expression guarded.
You held up the note. “You’re still annoying, you know that?”
“Glad to know I still have that effect.”
You exhaled. “Can we talk?”
He stepped aside. You both sat on the floor. No pretence. No distance. Just you two, knees touching.
“I miss you,” you admitted.
Mingyu nodded. “I missed you, too.”
“I panicked,” you confessed. “I didn’t know how to handle what I was feeling, and I ran. I always run.”
“And I push,” he said. “When I want something, I push hard for it.”
You looked at him. “This thing between us... it’s not just physical anymore.”
“No,” he said softly. “It’s not.”
You reached for his hand. “So what now?”
He didn’t hesitate. “Now, we start over. No rules. No games. Just us.”
You bit your lip. “And if I mess up again?”
“Then I’ll remind you why you chose me the first time.”
You laughed through your tears. “You’re really good at that, you know?”
Mingyu smiled, leaning forward until your foreheads touched.
“Let’s just take it slow,” you whispered.
He nodded. “Slow sounds perfect.”
And in the quiet of his apartment, with your hand in his and hope blooming in the wreckage. You realised this wasn’t a new chapter. This was the real beginning. ~~ “So, what’s the plan for the housewarming?”
Mingyu’s voice drifted through the doorway as you padded into his kitchen, still half-asleep in your oversized T-shirt, hair sticking up in odd angles. You squinted at him, blinking the sleep out of your eyes.
“What housewarming?” You mumbled, fumbling for your mug and the coffee pot.
Mingyu gave you a lopsided grin. “The one I said we should do this some time next weekend? Seokmin and Seungcheol hyung are finally settled in. So I was planning to invite some of our friends, it’d be a nice way for everyone to see the new place, and we can also invite your housemates too?”
You took a long sip of coffee, the caffeine finally beginning to wake you up. “Oh. Yeah, sounds good. Just drinks and stuff?”
“Yeah, keep it chill—drinks, music, maybe a game or two if Seokmin gets bored enough,” Mingyu replied, leaning back against the counter with that casual confidence of his.
You raised an eyebrow. “You know Seokmin’s going to demand karaoke. Are you prepared for that chaos?”
Mingyu snorted. “I’m mentally preparing. I’ll make sure we have enough soju to tolerate his high notes.”
You laughed, shaking your head. “Sounds like a solid plan. Who’s handling the drinks and snacks?”
He gave you a thoughtful look. “I’ll handle the drinks, you take care of the snacks? That way I don’t accidentally buy a bunch of instant ramen and call it party food.”
You chuckled, nudging him lightly with your elbow. “Yeah, that’s probably a good idea. I’ll make a list. You’ll just have to carry all the bags.”
Mingyu smirked. “That’s what I’m here for—manual labor and looking pretty.”
You rolled your eyes, but couldn’t help the fond smile tugging at your lips. “You do one of those things better than the other.”
He made a face. “Wow, that’s harsh. I’ll have you know, I can carry all the groceries in one trip.”
“Sure, Hercules,” you teased, pouring yourself another cup of coffee. “Are you inviting everyone from the building or just the usual crowd?”
“Just the usual. Maybe a few others from the floor if Seokmin gets carried away. You know how he is—an introverted social butterfly in a chaotic package,” Mingyu replied, shaking his head fondly.
You hummed in agreement. “I’ll handle the playlist then. Can’t trust you to not play EDM the whole night.”
Mingyu put a hand to his chest, feigning offense. “I have taste, okay? Just because I like a good bass drop doesn’t mean I can’t appreciate your acoustic love songs.”
You rolled your eyes. “I swear, if I hear one remix of a ballad, I’m kicking you out of your own party.”
He laughed, giving you a soft look. “Deal. I’ll keep it classy. Promise.”
As you both continued planning, Mingyu pulled out his phone, showing you a few decoration ideas. You couldn’t help but notice how excited he seemed about hosting—how he wanted everything to be perfect. It was endearing, really.
“So, we’ll get some fairy lights, right?” Mingyu asked, scrolling through a list of supplies.
You nodded. “Definitely. Maybe some cute string lights too, for the balcony. And I’ll put together a few cocktail recipes—something easy for people to mix themselves.”
Mingyu grinned. “You know, we make a pretty good team.”
You smiled, feeling a flutter in your chest. “Yeah, we do.”
He leaned closer, his eyes crinkling at the corners. “Just make sure you save a dance for me, alright? Even if Seokmin’s singing ‘I Want It That Way’ at the top of his lungs.”
You snorted. “I’ll consider it—if you promise to at least try not to drink every cocktail I make.”
Mingyu chuckled, brushing a stray strand of hair out of your face. “No promises. Your drinks are dangerously good.”
You gave him a soft smile, warmth spreading through you at his touch. As the two of you continued planning, you couldn’t help but think that this housewarming wasn’t just about the new place—it was about starting something new between the two of you, too.
~~ You were sitting on the living room couch, scrolling through your phone when you heard the front door open. Wonwoo stepped inside, holding a takeout bag, his shoulders looking a little less tense than usual after a long day at work. You looked up and gave him a small smile as he kicked off his shoes.
“Long day?” You asked, setting your phone down.
Wonwoo nodded, letting out a quiet sigh. “Yeah. Presentation ran over time, and then the client had about a thousand questions.”
You gestured for him to sit next to you, and he plopped down on the couch, stretching his legs out. “Well, I’ve got some news that might cheer you up,” you said, a hint of excitement in your voice.
Wonwoo raised an eyebrow, smirking. “What now? You won the lottery or something?”
“Better,” you grinned. “There’s a party this weekend. Mingyu and his roommates are hosting a housewarming.”
Wonwoo gave you a skeptical look. “A party? At Mingyu’s place?”
“Yep,” you confirmed. “Seokmin and Cheol are finally settled in, and Mingyu thought it’d be a good idea to invite everyone over. Drinks, music, probably some weird games if Seokmin has anything to say about it.”
Wonwoo snorted, shaking his head. “Sounds chaotic. But it could be fun.”
You nodded. “Exactly. Plus, it’s a good way to get to know everyone better. I already told Mingyu we’d be there.”
He gave you a sideways glance. “You sure about that? Joshua’s been swamped lately. Don’t know if he’ll be up for it.”
You mock pouted at him. “Come on Wonwoo, please?” “Fine, against my better judgement, fine.”
Wonwoo took a breathe and gave you scrutinising look. “So... what’s the deal with you and Mingyu?”
Your smile faltered slightly. “What do you mean?”
He crossed his arms, clearly not letting this go. “I mean, you’re now planning a party together? Isn’t that something incredibly couple like? Are you two a thing now or what?”
You hesitated, not sure how to put it into words. “We’re... figuring things out. It’s not really labeled or anything.”
Wonwoo’s eyes narrowed, clearly not satisfied with that answer. “You sure you’re not rushing into something? You haven’t really known him that long.”
You bristled slightly. “It’s not like that. We’re just spending time together, seeing where it goes.”
“Spending time, huh? You know that’s how people get feelings right?” Wonwoo said cautiously.
You frowned. “I’m not some lovesick idiot, you know. I know how to take care of myself.” Wonwoo raised his hands in surrender. “Hey, I’m just looking out for you. I’ve you get hurt and cry over idiots, I don’t want crying over yet another guy.”
Your stomach twisted at his words, a tiny seed of doubt planting itself despite your best efforts to ignore it. “Mingyu’s not like that, he’s kind, warm and compassionate.”
Wonwoo gave you a half-smile. “You sure not love sick?”
You didn’t know how to respond, so you just nodded. Wonwoo gave your shoulder a reassuring squeeze before heading to his room.
Left alone with your thoughts, frustration bubbled under your skin. You didn’t want to doubt Mingyu, but Wonwoo’s words kept bouncing around your head. To dispel the tension, you found yourself cleaning the living room with more force than necessary, wiping down the coffee table and fluffing the pillows like they’d personally offended you.
After vacuuming the floor and reorganizing the bookshelf twice, you stopped to catch your breath, realizing how ridiculous you were being. You were annoyed—not just with Wonwoo, but with yourself for letting his words get to you. You couldn’t help it. Mingyu made you feel safe, seen and cared for, and Wonwoo’s word sowed a seed of worry in your mind.
The sound of a knock at the door pulled you out of your thoughts. You opened it, and there stood Mingyu, leaning against the frame with a casual smile.
“Hey, the apartment door was open,” he greeted, his voice soft.
“Hey,” you replied, trying to muster a smile.
Mingyu’s eyes roamed the room, noticing the freshly cleaned space. “Wow. Did you go on a cleaning spree?”
You shrugged. “Just needed to do something to clear my head.”
He gave you a curious look, his smile fading a bit. “Something on your mind?”
You bit your lip, debating whether to bring up what Wonwoo said. “Just... thinking about stuff.”
Mingyu stepped closer, his hand reaching out to tuck a loose strand of hair behind your ear. “If you need to talk, I’m here.”
Your heart squeezed at the simple, sincere gesture. You leaned into his touch, letting out a long breath. “It’s nothing, really. Just overthinking, I guess.”
He cupped your cheek gently, his thumb brushing your skin. “You sure? I don’t like seeing you stressed.”
You nodded, leaning into his touch. “I’m fine. Just... needed a distraction.”
Mingyu’s lips quirked up in a gentle smile. “I’m good at distractions.”
You couldn’t help but laugh, the tension easing from your shoulders. Mingyu’s presence had a way of making the chaos in your mind feel a little quieter.
“Stay?” You whispered.
He leaned in, his forehead resting against yours. “Always.”
You let out a small sigh of relief, and without thinking, you closed the distance between your lips, kissing him softly. Mingyu responded immediately, his hands slipping to your waist, pulling you closer. The kiss was slow, unhurried—like he was taking his time to reassure you that he wasn’t going anywhere.
When you finally pulled back, Mingyu gave you a soft smile, brushing his nose against yours. “Feel better?”
You smiled, your heart fluttering in your chest. “Yeah. A lot better.”
Mingyu pressed a lingering kiss to your forehead before pulling you into a warm hug. You closed your eyes, letting the comfort of his embrace push away the doubts that had threatened to take over.
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"my hero" - m.v.
pairing: social worker!reader x max verstappen
word count: idek tbh (i’m posting this on my lunch break hehe)
warnings: tooth-rotting fluff, max in bf mode, long distance couple, cursing here and there, mentions of mental health, mentions of mental health disorders, mentions of physical health, yada, yada, yada
a/n: i know i said i was working on requests but this idea would not leave my brain all day. i couldn't stop thinking about it so i had to write it. (it's def a little self-indulgent) i hope y'all enjoy!



"ah! there you are. i can see you now!""
a giggle bubbles up in your throat, your lips forming a wide smile, "hi baby, how are you?"
he shrugs, the image distorted for about a millisecond. he comes into frame once again, slightly pixelated. however, you can make out the sleepy grin plastered across his face, and the twinkle in his eye as he looks into the camera.
max verstappen, three time world driver’s champion, is on facetime with you, donned in nothing but a black cotton tee and his boxers. you can tell from the background that he’s in his motorhome, settled in his room.
his hair is a disheveled mess, sticking up haphazardly. he more than likely just got out of the shower, as the fabric of the tee clung to his toned frame. underneath his eyes were two faint circles, the skin slightly puffy.
yet, here he was, calling you at god knew what hour just to hear the sound of your voice.
"tired. very fucking tired."
"i can imagine so," you nod, typing along at your laptop, "what time is it there?"
he hums, leaning over his phone, "it's about eleven thirty?"
"max!" your eyes widen, "you need to get some sleep. it's qualifying tomorrow!"
"and?" he counters, arching a brow, "i wanted to hear how your day went. from your messages, it seemed like it was quite eventful."
"i'm just wrapping up my notes now," you exhale, your shoulders slumping slightly, "it was a long day."
"i can imagine my baby," he coos, settling underneath the covers, "tell me all about it."
"i can assure you being a case worker is not nearly as riveting as a formula one driver," you snort, shaking your head, "you go first."
"nope," he was not budging, his attention still fixated solely on you, "tell me about your day, and then i'll share about mine. it's only fair."
"well," you wrinkle your nose, glancing over the open document on your laptop screen, "my day started with one of my clients experiencing a small crisis. she was without food so she called me, asking if i could take her to the nearest pantry. while i was with her, another client of mine called asking if i could transport him to his appointment.
i probably could have, but he reached out to me only fifteen minutes before his appointment time. i received my new staffing form today. i have a couple of clients who are in need of housing so i had to make some calls to some local agencies."
"and how did that go?" you can't help but feel heat flourishing into your cheeks at the intrigue laced in his tone, "were you able to make some progress?"
"not really," you inhale sharply, "housing is really difficult to find right now. it's sort of like when your tires are giving out, but you need them to last a few more laps. you have to remain hopeful so that you can keep pushing."
“i like that analogy,” he fights a yawn, but continues regardless, “that’s a good one. i’m going to use that.”
“as long as you credit me,” you muse, clicking your mousepad as you finalize your note, “how was practice today?”
“so-so,” he chirps, “i missed you a lot today. thought about you nearly every second of the practice session. you’re flying out next week, right?”
you nod, shutting your laptop, “yes. i’ll be leaving wednesday evening and catching a late flight. hopefully when i land, there will be this insanely handsome dutch man waiting for me.”
“is that right?” max’s dimples appear, causing your heart to skip a beat, “i’m hoping that my good luck charm arrives safe and sound. i can’t wait to see her.”
“counting down the minutes are we?”
“you have no idea,” carefully, he plucks his phone from his makeshift stand, bringing you closer into the bed with him, “will you stay on till i fall asleep?”
at his request, there’s a tug at your heart. fuck, if only you were with him. then he would have been able to lay on you until he dozed off. his head would have been snuggled into uour collabone, your hands tangled in his hair, playing with it as his chest steadily rose and fell.
if only you were there. if only you were an influencer or a model. if only you could take work with you, dropping everything to fly all over the world. if only you weren’t separated by time zones, where you had to carefully coordinate facetime calls.
if only you weren’t long distance, then maybe you wouldn’t feel like this.
if only.
“hey,” max’s voice is merely a whisper, “are you okay?”
your lower lip trembles, tears welling up, threatening to spill over. there’s a choking sound, as you attempt to suppress a sob.
yet, it was too late. they were streaming down your cheeks now, your hands instinctively shielding your face.
“baby,” max murmurs, “what’s going on?”
“this shit sucks,” you shake your head, the words strained, “i hate that i’m not with you right now. i hate that we’re long distance. i hate that i have to stay here and—“
“but your clients need you,” his tone is delicate, “you’re the one person they can count on when everything else is going to shit. they need you like i need you. i can tell you had a long day baby, but i’m here. i’m here for you, no matter what.”
“i-i love you,” you manage to sputter out, wiping your cheeks, “i love you, max.”
“and i love you more than you’ll ever know,” in the frame, a pillow is held against his chest, “i’m even cuddling this pillow right now pretending that it’s you.”
“i can’t believe you fell in love with some plain girl from the states,” you sigh, resting your head against the couch cushion, “out of everyone in the world, you happened to fall in love with me.”
“you’re not just any girl from the states,” for a moment, you’re shocked at the firmness in his tone, “you’re my girl. it takes someone special to do what you do. you’re my hero baby. i aspire to be as strong as you.”
“i love you,” the corners of your lips curl into a quaint smile, “am i really your hero?”
“of course,” it doesn’t even take him a second to respond, “like i said, you’re the strongest person i know. you inspire me.”
“i can’t wait to see you,” you murmur, taking note of the way his eyes were drooping, “i’ll stay on till you sleep, my love. it seems like you need it.”
“hey,” one eye opens, barely a slit, “i know this shit sucks right now, but we’ll make it. okay? one day you’ll get to come home to me and tell me all about your day rather than calling. it’ll be worth it. i promise.”
“i hope so. i love you, maxie. sleep well, my love. i’ll be there before you know it.”
“try to have a good evening,” you could barely make out the statement, as he was beginning to doze off, “just end the call when i’m asleep. i’ll message you in the morning.”
“i’ll be here,” opening your laptop, you prop it against the screen, “goodnight, maxie.”
“night, night, baby.”
as sleep takes a hold of the dutch driver, you remain on the call, opening youtube. cautiously, you click on one of your favorite videos. it’s a montage of all of max’s wins, starting from the 2016 spanish grand prix.
the video begins to play, the volume carefully adjusted so that it doesn’t wake him.
as your gaze shifts to your phone once again, you can’t help but hear his words ringing in your ears.
one day this would all be worth it.
and one day, max verstappen would be able to be with his hero.
every single day for the rest of his life.
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neighbour!kuroo who is sweating, thinking he's being so obvious pointing out all the flaws of the many apartment viewings that were booked for today.
the floorboards? looking moldy. electricity outlet? too badly placed for any proper interior design. no balcony. no door between kitchen and the rest of the flat. nope, no, nothing is good enough.
kuroo tries not to think that you didn't belong anywhere but with him at his place, even though his bathroom didn't have a window. only a vent that starts up way too loudly when he leaves the light on and takes so long to power down again.
neighbour!kuroo who drills the real estate agent like his life was on the line, asking for proof and physical evidence of everything the agent claims to say.
who gives out any bullshit excuse when you turn to him, eyebrow raised at the third agent that flips through his documents, trying to answer kuroo's detailled question about the insulation and the pipe laying.
who tries to hide a scowl when you placate the agent and tell him you don't care much about it, because he knows that he is being a big pain in the ass, but he can't let go of you.
even though you ask for it.
neighbour!kuroo who secretly pumps his fist into the air when the last interview didn't go the way you liked, because now he's secured you in his viccinity for another little while.
who feels guilty that the unconscious pout on your lips makes him happy, that the way you kick rocks away as you made your way down the street only makes him want to offer up his own home even more.
he catches up to you with his hands jammed into his pockets, pretending like he's not so painfully relieved to have you walk beside him again. the kind of relief that feels like coming up for air after holding his breath through every open house, every polite smile you gave to people showing you a future that doesn't include him.
"it's not that bad," he says, casually, like he didn't verbally decimate the poor real estate agent for mentioning laminate floors without acclimating them first.
you send him a glance, half-pout, half-unimpressed; the barest tug at the corner of your mouth, "you told the guy that the walls looked structurally insecure. at best, even."
he shrugs, eyes bright with mischief even though his stomach is knotted, "i'm just trying to save you from becoming one of those little piglets with their house all blown off. from that one story."
a laugh escapes you, and it was short, unexpected, the kind that makes his pulse stutter. the bustling of the streets accompany you down the blocks, knowing full well work is waiting on him to return to, but he kind of really doesn't want to. he wants nothing more than to stay here. in this moment. with you. not in a way that was his, still maybe halfway out the door, but still here.
neighbour!kuroo who can't help but blurt out, "you know you could just crash at mine a little longer, right?" like it hasn't been burning a hole in his throat the whole day. "i mean, until you find something you really like, of course."
despite the city being so very loud, he is met with silence, and his shirt feels a little too warm. he scratches at his collar. weird. he did check the weather report today, and it isn't supposed to be hot enough for him to start sweating like that—
then, with the same lightness he used, "only if you keep buying that cereal brand."
kuroo thinks his heart may grow wings and fly, hopeful and panicked all at once. he wants too much, too soon, maybe always has done so, and he tries to catch all the butterflies escaping, shove them deep down.
neighbour!kuroo who knows it's just temporary, that you still want your own place that's yours, and you're allowed to want that. but something deep inside him is happy that for now, he's able to walk you home.
and for now, that's enough.
pt. 1 | pt. 2 | pt. 3 | pt. 4 | pt. 5
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⌜Between Deadlines and Desires⌝
꒰ PAIRING ꒱ colleague!Sangyeon x fem!reader (corporate world; colleague!au) ꒰ SYNOPSIS ꒱ sangyeon really admires you from afar and respects you. but what happens after you get disrespected at work? ꒰ WORD COUNT ꒱ 7.9k words ꒰ TW ꒱ 18+, reader and Sangyeon are both overworked, reader gets humiliated by her asshole of a boss, the big boss is a misogynist, sex in a public setting (at work), oral (both receiving), fingering, p in v, protected sex (from me, I know, shocking, right?), multiple orgasms (for reader), facial, fluffy end? ꒰ NOTE ꒱ it was supposed to be self-indulged (yeah, the humiliation happened to me but not the rest lol) but since my colleague is now an ass, it's just a basic colleague!au fic! Enjoy!! (I'm gonna ignore the fact that i focused on the wrong colleague at my work since the beginning I'm so dumb) ꒰ REQUESTED ꒱ nope!
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The atmosphere at work was quiet, your tall building staring down at the long queue of commuters stuck in traffic for the past two hours. The only sounds disturbing the silence of your floor were your fingers tiredly typing on the keyboard and the scattered manly voices in the conference room on the other end of the corridor, a meeting dragging on well beyond the originally scheduled end time.
Downing the rest of your now cold cup of coffee, you stood up, heels clicking on the floor as you walked past the conference room, the voice of your colleague and your boss mixing with some unfamiliar ones in a heated discussion.
You sighed, the bright red numbers of the digital clock on the wall showing 21:09, reinforcing the exhaustion in your limbs. You tried your best to relieve your eyes from constantly staring at your computer screen without smudging your mascara, which was not easy. You defeatedly shook your head from side to side as you heard your boss arguing with a client for the nth time tonight, his voice suddenly becoming louder as the conference room’s door swung open.
“Yeah, I’ll look if we have it in the archives room,” you recognised the stressed voice of Sangyeon, your colleague, as he closed the door behind him and walked in the opposite direction of the break room.
Once the dishwasher was loaded, you took the same direction as him, ready to return to your desk to clock out and go home. Your shoes clicked again on the tile flooring, the cold light of the archives room spilling into one of the many sinuous corridors that composed the building.
Peeking inside the room, you noticed Sangyeon’s broad back clad in a tight white shirt, his muscles tensing even more as he was rummaging through a binder for some documents.
“Where the fuck is that document,” you heard him mumble, his head snapping to the side as you knocked on the wooden door, your gesture startling him.
“Do you need help with something?” you kindly asked, slowly making your way towards him.
“Y/N? Why are you still here?” he blinked, a file in his hand.
“I had some contracts to proofread and some international clients to call. Do you need help?”
“Yeah, sort of. Do you know if we ever made our American clients sign a new contract last year? I can’t find it,” you quickly looked at the name of the client on the file that he was carrying and nodded.
“I think we did. But that’s not the right binder. You’re looking through the accounting one, you should look through the administrative one,” turning around, Sangyeon watched you crouch down to get the right binder, his eyes remaining a second too long on your ass, your curves enhanced by your tight pencil skirt.
Setting down the binder in front of you, Sangyeon’s figure towering over your shoulder, eyes trying to read the documents you were rapidly skimming through, your hands abruptly stopping and opening the folder once you found what you were looking for.
“Here, it should be that one,” you mumbled and handed him the confidential document with a smile.
“You’re a lifesaver Y/N, I hope you know that,” he pointed a gentle finger in your direction as he walked backwards, a smile decorating his lips as he went back inside the conference room.
Feeling nice enough to help your poor, stressed colleague, you gathered all the papers he got out of the binder and put them back in their initial spots before locking the archives room.
You had just finished cleaning your desk and prepared your to-do list for the next day when you heard your boss thanking the clients, the voices slowly going to the elevators before disappearing. A frown appeared as you heard the coffee machine in the break room run again.
“Don’t you think it’s a little late to drink another coffee? You’re going to have a heart attack at this rate,” you rested your handbag on the kitchen counter, your remark startling Sangyeon as his drained gaze was fixated on the black liquid dropping into his cup.
“You’re going to give me a heart attack if you keep appearing behind or next to me so suddenly,” he managed to joke and you giggle, a small smile appearing on your face.
His gaze dropped a second on your pretty mouth before going back to look you straight in the eyes.
“Thank you for your help, by the way,” he mumbled, playing with the spoon he had in hand.
“It’s fine, I thought I could help since they were my clients before he arrived and changed everything.”
A new boss meant a restructuring of the different clients and cases between colleagues. Your boss thought you weren’t efficient enough to deal with those people, so he decided to give you some other clients to deal with and let Sangyeon take care of everything.
“I don’t know why he gave them to me,” he stated, dropping a spoonful of sugar in his coffee, “they keep complaining and want you to be in charge again.”
“You should tell them that you are competent enough to take care of their files and will do your best to fulfil the assigned tasks,” you simply shrugged, feeling a rush of pride in your chest at how the clients wanted you instead of Sangyeon as a professional.
“You should really stop with this and maybe go home to wind down,” you pointed at the coffee he had almost finished drinking since you started talking, “it’s not good for you to consume this much caffeine and stay behind this late.”
He shrugged, taking his last sip.
“I don’t have anyone or anything waiting for me at home so it’s better if I just work as much as I can,” you shook your head at his words and patted your blazer, realising that you had forgotten your phone on its charging station on your desk.
“Well I’m exhausted, so I’m going home. See you tomorrow ?” you suggested with a smile, and he nodded, mumbling a small ‘good night’ as his eyes followed the way your hips swayed as you made your way to the elevators.
Your colleague sat back down at his desk, his now empty cup in hand. He stared at the document in front of him, his mind filled with the pretty smiles that you gave him and how tight your skirt was around your ass and hips.
He groaned, shifting in his office seat as heat rushed down his pants. You were so nice and pretty, always ready to help anyone with a smile on your face, your intelligence and patience striking him.
His heart hammered hard in his chest, not knowing if it was because of the desire he felt for you or the 9 cups of coffee he had throughout the day.
The poor man was stressed, to say the least. Every employee was overworked in the office, but your boss being the misogynist king he is, thought that men could handle the pressure better and gave them all the important clients that were once managed by female colleagues.
Genius move, right?
Sangyeon sighed deeply.
Right now, if a genie granted him three wishes, one of them would be to lay on your couch, his face pressed against your chest as your hands would caress his back and massage his head to help him relax. He craved to feel your steady heartbeat against his cheek, your sweet fragrance and fruity shower gel invading his nostrils.
He sighed in contentment at the thought, abruptly shaking his head and slapping his cheeks, trying to get himself out of this lustful reverie.
“Focus, bro,” he mumbled to himself.
He was at work, it was not the time nor the place to have those kinds of thoughts.
Sangyeon tried everything to get you out of his mind, but it was impossible; when he would start reading the contract, he would think of how, a few hours prior, you offered him your help in a heartbeat, your bright smile shone in only his direction and how you were concerned about his unhealthy caffeine consumption. He loved the attention, more than he was willing to admit, but it felt so inappropriate to crush on his own colleague.
Yet, Sangyeon couldn’t get you out of his head. He was always attentively listening when you were giving him advice, presenting things in meetings, and always here to help when you were carrying boxes of paper to restock your printer or heavy binders to a meeting. Always thanking him with a bright smile or complimenting him on his strength and generosity.
He cursed himself as his dick was now painfully hard in his pants, urging him to let it free. Sangyeon deeply sighed, pondering whether what he was about to do was a good idea.
“Fuck it,” he mumbled to himself and unbuckled his belt, dragging his office pants and boxers to the middle of his thigh, his dick finally springing free from the restraining undergarments. He deeply exhaled when his hand wrapped around his length, resting his head on his chair and closing his eyes. It twitched in his hold as he gave it a tight squeeze, grunting and hissing at the feeling.
Sangyeon thickly swallowed the embarrassment that pumped through his veins at how fast you appeared in his mind. He pursed his lips to stifle a moan, a very vivid image of you on your knees in front of him, looking up at him through your lashes as you teased the leaking tip of his cock.
“Fuck… Y/N,” he embarrassingly muttered your name in a staggered breath, his rushed hand not faltering in its fast strokes.
He adjusted himself in his seat, lowering the right armrest with his free hand to rest in a more comfortable position to keep his little business going.
Precum was oozing from the tip, giving Sangyeon an easier glide up and down his shaft. The pace he set was now agonisingly slow, mimicking the rhythm that you would probably use if you were sucking him off.
The images were really vibrant in his mind, he knew that he was about to come like he never did before. No matter the porn movie he watched or the ex-girlfriend he fucked in the past, they would probably never give him such a strong orgasm as the mere idea of you, on your knees, with his cock in your pretty mouth, would.
“Oh my god,” Sangyeon's voice was breathy, his face twisting in pleasure as his hips bucked in the air, his fist picking up the pace, squeezing his length as if it were your hand.
He swallowed thickly, preventing himself from moaning your name a second time. He was so aroused by his thoughts, yet ashamed of them, never having thought of a colleague this way.
“Y/N… keep going, I’m gonna cum,” he mumbled under his breath, his words sending warmth to his cock.
He wanted to cum so bad, but his exhausted brain was not enough for him to orgasm. Sangyeon had automatically switched to the same usual rhythm he uses when he touches himself at home and always needed long minutes before reaching his high.
That’s when he closed his eyes, again, and stopped his movement for a brief second. His mind focused on your voice, your smile, how sweet you sound when you say his name, how that time you touched his arm as you laughed at his dumb joke…
… how pretty you would look with your legs on his shoulders, your hands gripping his biceps, prettily moaning his name as he would sliding his cock in and out of you?
It was as if his imagination had gathered just enough strength to send him the dirtiest thought he could ever imagine to cum. His cock twitched hard in his hold, a warm wave of relief washing over him as he came all over his hand and shirt, not fast enough to move it upward to avoid staining it. He swore and groaned your name, body twitching in overstimulation when the images lingered in his mind, the thought of painting your face with his seeds close to make him cum a second time in a matter of seconds.
Sangyeon cursed himself for being such a horny idiot, ashamed of the whole situation when he realised the mess he created; the sleeve and bottom part of his shirt were stained with droplets of cum, sprinkled too high for him to be able to tuck and hide it in his pants or under his blazer.
He rushed to the bathroom, washed his hands and grabbed some toilet paper in an attempt to clean the stains on his clothes. He grumbled in annoyance when the stains only grew bigger, giving up and rushing back to his desk. What would have happened if his boss had forgotten something or worse, you witnessed him fantasizing about getting his way with you?
Fortunately, he found the spare t-shirt he kept in case he wanted to go for a run with other colleagues. He put it on, tossed his dirty shirt in his bag and clocked out, driving home with your face in his mind.
The next day, you decided to come to work around 9am, wanting to compensate for the fact that you stayed behind late last night. You waved at Sangyeon with a cute smile when you saw him already sitting at his desk, clearly oblivious to what happened in his office after you had left.
The early birds were already drinking a cup of coffee in the break room when you entered to make yourself a cup of tea. Greeting all of them and chatting with some, Sangyeon appeared right after you, trying to talk to you, but you didn’t notice it.
You slightly frowned when you heard a deep, masculine voice and loud clapping, Sangyeon’s face twisting in discomfort.
“Look how finally decided to show up! Goldilocks, aka Y/N!” your boss exclaimed, rubbing his hands together, a vicious smile decorating his face.
You didn’t like where this was going. At all.
Since Sangyeon was standing between the two of you, your boss stepped to the side to stare at you. The break room went dead silent, some hiding their laughs by sipping on their beverage while others were as surprised as you were.
“Yes?” you calmly replied, dropping your tea bag in your cup.
“Do you think that 9am is a normal time to come to work ?”
“Well, yes, after last nig-“
“Listen,” he cut you, voice becoming menacing, “I don’t care at what time you went home. It could be 6pm or midnight, I do not care. What matters to me is that you play Goldilocks and wake up whenever you want to, just because you feel like it or you’re “tired”. Everyone is tired and overworked, it’s normal in our field, but I have a business to run, okay? We are not here – especially not my lovely Anastasia at the front desk – to take your stupid little phone calls from your stupid little clients when you are not here because you’re playing Sleeping Beauty. Do you understand the words that are coming out of my mouth, or do I need to repeat myself?” he asked, his condescending tone making your blood boil.
“Understood.” You muttered through gritted teeth, hand clutching on your tea cup, resisting the urge to throw the boiling liquid at his face in front of everyone.
This new boss was one particular character. He loved to humiliate people, especially women as if it turned him on. He was only sweet with Anastasia from the front desk, you wondered with your other female colleagues if it was her breast implants that were draining the kindness out of his cock him that he no longer had sympathy for the rest of the women in the office.
You exited the break room as he sat down at a table, acting as if he didn’t just humiliate one of his employees in front of the rest of the floor. Heart hammering in your chest and cheeks on fire, the tears were threatening to spill out of your eyes, but you managed to keep them in for the rest of the day, despite the constant appearances of your boss in your office.
His words: he wanted to make sure that Goldilocks hadn’t fallen asleep on her desk, and if she was working properly.
Wonderful. The day was going to be long.
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5:30pm was the time you wanted to leave to go to the gym for a workout to wind down.
“Y/N? I’m glad you are still there,” your boss said as he invited himself next to you at your desk. You deeply breathed in and stood up, gathering some documents you were working on before putting them in a folder.
“Well, make it quick, I was about to leave. I have a private appointment to attend,” you lied, putting the folder away in your drawer.
“Not so fast,” he said, preventing you from taking your purse, “I need you to proofread this contract before our meeting tomorrow.”
“I don’t have a meeting tomorrow with you,” you spat, knowing your calendar per heart.
“Well, Monica wasn’t feeling so well this afternoon, so she went home and texted me that she forgot to do it. You’re efficient Y/N, I need this done before tomorrow, okay?” he patted you on the shoulder and you took a step back, wanting to defend yourself, but he had already put the file on your desk with such force that you knew that you would be in big trouble if you didn’t do it.
When he closed the door, your eyes turned glossy, your hand frantically searching your purse for a tissue. Your eyes overflooded, your mascara running down your cheeks as you muted your sobs as best as possible. You didn’t want to attract pity from your colleagues as they walked by.
Sadly for you, Sangyeon happened to pass by and saw through the glass that you were crying. He knocked and softly opened the wooden door, head peeking through.
“Are you okay Y/N?” he asked, his gentle tone making your tears double despite your desperate attempts at keeping them in.
“Yeah, I am,” you lied, wiping your tears with your wet tissue, and throwing it in the trash to take another one as it was already drenched and covered in mascara.
“Don’t lie to me,” Sangyeon rested his binder on your desk, noticing the new file in front of you.
“Is it because of the boss?” you nodded and breathed in, sniffing before entering your password to unlock your computer, again.
“It’s starting to become too much,” you muttered, voice wavering because of the sobs that threatened to escape your mouth, “I can’t stand him and his unfairness anymore.”
“I understand,” you shook your head.
“No, you don’t,” you retorted, making Sangyeon frown. “You don’t understand, he will never treat you like this because you’re a man,” your hand shook as you clicked on some icons on your computer, trying your best to ignore Sangyeon’s pitiful eyes looking at you, “I’m not an inflatable doll with fake implants and Botox lips that laughs at his not-funny jokes, so he hates me and treats me like this.”
Silence filled your office, Sangyeon awkwardly cleared his throat.
“I don’t think it’s because of this,” he argued, and you looked up at him, eyes sending daggers as you stood up.
“Oh yeah? What is it, then?” you questioned, crossing your arms on your chest.
Sangyeon had to force himself not to get distracted by your breasts – that he found perfect, by the way, not fake like Anastasia’s or Monica’s –, resting his hand on the tall chest of drawers behind you.
“If you are here to tell me that it is because of female sensitivity and my hormones, you can go-”
“Y/N, no,” Sangyeon interrupted you by shaking his head, amused by the silliness of your words, “I don’t think it has to do with your appearance or the fact that you are a woman,” he stopped for a second, “I think he sees you as a threat.”
“A threat?” you confusedly retorted, surprised by his words, “how?”
“I mean, yeah! You are an intelligent, clever, quick-thinking woman. You know so much about the firm, the clients, their habits and our strategies. He still doesn’t know all of this despite him being our boss for more than a year now.”
“Well, if he stopped swooning over Anastasia and Monica, maybe he would know all of this as well!” you exclaimed, frustrated, and Sangyeon smiled, a hand gently rubbing your shoulder as a sign of comfort.
“You know damn well that it’s absolutely not his priority,” he whispered and you heavily sighed, shaking your head from side to side, “maybe he’s trying to push your buttons to make you quit, so you no longer put him in the shade.”
“Well, it’s kind of working,” you mumbled, voice wavering, feeling the tears gather again in your eyes.
“Hey, hey, don’t think like that,” Sangyeon took a step closer, grabbing your face between his hands, the gesture startling you, yet you didn’t step away. His palms were gentle and soft, loving how – despite their warmth – they managed to cool down your burning cheeks.
“He’s not worthy of your tears, do you know that? He doesn’t care if you cry because of him, the only thing that matters to him is if Anastasia will suck his dick at lunch.”
You giggled and his face broke into a smile, proud of his joke, his thumb wiping a strand tear that managed to fall from your eye while laughing.
“I like it better when you smile,” he mumbled and you felt your cheeks heating up, looking down as he took a step back, already missing his hands on your face.
“Come on,” he grabbed his binder again, gesturing to you with the head to follow him, “let’s grab a coffee before tackling this case, okay?”
While you walked back to your desk after having said coffee with your colleague, Sangyeon sat at his, not believing that he managed to touch you without getting a boner. When he saw you cry out of exhaustion behind your computer, he was tempted to drop everything and go fist his boss’ collar to give him a piece of his mind about how he treated you, but he thought it was better – for the two of you – to check on you.
When Sangyeon’s head peeked again through the doorframe a few hours later, you were about halfway done, struggling with the little work Monica had done over the months for this client.
“How is it going?” he asked, and you huffed, taking your head between your hands. The clock was closed to reach 9pm and you were nowhere near to go home.
“Monica barely did anything. Even if I stayed the whole night, I would not be able to fully proofread it. Important documents are missing, I don’t know who she called, or to whom she sent emails, it’s just a lost cause,” you desperately mumbled, Sangyeon entered your office before closing the door behind him.
Your desk lamp was killing your eyes as you showed Sangyeon some data on your computer, hoping he would come up with a solution that you were too tired to think of. His hand was resting on your desk, the other on your chair, close to your shoulder.
“Sadly you’re right, it’s a lost cause,” he crossed his arms on his broad chest, negatively shaking his head. You sighed and saved your progress, standing up. Being exhausted and on heels was not a good combo, making you lose your balance.
Sangyeon was quick to catch your forearm, preventing you from falling.
“Thank you,” you cleared your throat and straightened your shirt, blinking a few times, “you’re quite reactive at 9pm after a whole working day,” you joked, and he smiled.
“That’s probably all the coffees I drink,” he joked back, his fingers still gently yet securely wrapped around your wrist.
Your eyes lingered on your shared physical touch, slowly looking up at your colleague. He remained silent, his eyes falling to your lips for a brief second before coming back to your eyes.
Hesitant, Sangyeon brought his free hand to your face, replacing a strand of hair behind your ear. The gesture warmed up your body, feeling the goosebumps on the forearm he was still holding.
You were positively responding to his touch.
And he loved it.
Much to your dismay, he retracted his hand, and you looked to the side, his palms now on your shoulders. You had to stifle a moan and prevent your eyes from rolling at the back of your head when Sangyeon positioned himself behind you, his thumbs pressing on the tight knots between your shoulder blades. Inhaling deeply, enjoying the relief, your head lolled to the side and rested against his chest.
You were letting your guard down, an amazing opportunity for Sangyeon to step in.
You audibly gasped and grabbed his hand when you felt his warm lips on the side of your neck, gently kissing and nipping on the skin.
“Sangyeon,” you breathed, fingers flying to his hair, the tension on your shoulders slowly subsiding.
“Mh?” he hummed, too busy kissing your neck to answer you properly. The mere whisper of his name was enough to send electricity through his veins.
“What are you doing? What if someone passes by?” you worriedly asked, dropping your hand from his hair as realisation suddenly hit you.
A bit of self-control would be nice, Y/N. You were at work, damn it, not in a private setting.
“We’re alone in the office, don’t worry,” he mumbled against your warm skin, humming the remaining scent of your perfume, “the janitor already left, you don’t have to worry about anything.”
His voice was low, reassuring, making you give in. Sangyeon wrapped his arm around your waist, pushing your back flush against his chest as he continued to kiss your neck gently.
But his actions had riled you to the point that you could no longer content yourself with only neck kisses and a back hug. You needed more of him, his attentive and caring attitude did little to nothing to tame the growing crush that you had on him since he started at the firm.
Turning around in his hold, you grabbed his face and pressed your lips on his in a fierce kiss. Sangyeon hummed in surprise against your kiss but immediately gave in, his hands resting on your hips, drawing circles with his thumbs on your skirt. Your hands explored his broad, clad back, getting wetter at how well you could feel his muscles under the fabric.
“I need you,” you managed to mumble as you pulled away, Sangyeon’s hand travelling from your hips to your neck at your words, pulling you into another kiss that was way more intense and rushed than the previous one.
Tongues fought for dominance, teeth clashed and collided against one another, hands became adventurous, and the atmosphere suddenly changed in your office as you let desire and need replace the despair and exhaustion you both felt.
Sangyeon’s hands came back to your lower back, gently tucking away the shirt from your skirt, sneaking under the fabric to feel your warm skin. You could tell that he wanted more, so you took one of his hands in yours and made it land on your ass, feeling Sangyeon smile into the kiss and give it a harsh slap. The sting was delicious, making you whine and bite his lower lip when he did it again.
“You don’t know how long I’ve waited to get this close to you,” Sangyeon pulled away, his warm breath hitting your lips, his fingers unzipping the back of your pencil skirt.
“Are you serious? I never thought a guy like you would be interested in me,” you admitted, unbuttoning his office shirt.
“I mean, how could I not be? You’re gorgeous, intelligent, so nice and always so damn helpful,” he effortlessly sat you on your desk, your heels falling from your feet in the process, punctuating each compliment with a kiss, slowly making his way to the valley of your breasts.
“Have you seen our female colleagues? I wouldn’t even be surprised if I got picked last,” you mumbled and Sangyeon scoffed, slapping the side of your hip, close to your ass.
“Enough with the negative self-talk,” he grunted, his arms on either side of you to look at you deep in the eyes. “Now, will the prettiest girl in this office let me remove her shirt to show her how enough and how beautiful she is to me?” you couldn’t help but giggle, face warming up at his silly request.
Sangyeon wasted no time and undid your shirt buttons, taking in the sight of your breasts covered in a beautiful, white lace bra.
“Gorgeous,” he mumbled, pressing a soft kiss to the top of your breast, shivers exploding in your chest. You were ready to unclasp it, but Sangyeon stopped you, wanting to admire them a few seconds more before allowing you to drop your bra on your keyboard.
The imprint of his hard cock was apparent in his office pants, your hand reaching to touch it as he was caressing your chest. Sangyeon moaned, mouth diving to suck on one of your nipples, his other hand playing with the other, teasing and squeezing the soft flesh.
“Sangyeon please, don’t stop,” you breathed, spreading your legs to invite him in, which he immediately did, your core pressed flush against his lower abdomen. You whined and fisted his hair, keeping him close as you felt his dick press against your stomach, Sangyeon grunting against your nipple at your tug.
“You have such pretty breasts,” he mumbled, his tongue giving your nipples one last flicker before his mouth went lower. You whined as you felt warmth pool in your panties, Sangyeon busy grabbing your legs and spreading them apart.
“That’s it, baby,” he muttered, taking your body in, “spread them nice and wide for me.”
Once he was kissing the lace of your underwear, he looked up, silently asking for your consent to go further. You took a deep breath and nodded, suddenly acknowledging what was happening.
You were going to fuck your colleague.
Were you scared? No. Impatient? Hell yes. Excited? More than anyone could imagine.
Your boss and his stupid to-proofread contract were long forgotten, Sangyeon’s hands and mouth doing wonders to get your head off of everything. It was even more effective than a workout session at the gym.
The tearing of your tights got you out of your thoughts, watching Sangyeon smirk as he toyed with your undergarments, pressing a digit on the wet patch as he kissed the inner part of your thighs.
“I can’t believe you are already this wet for me and I barely did anything,” you embarrassingly looked away, and he pulled the damp panties to the side, taking in how beautiful your pussy was.
“So pretty,” he mumbled and you clenched around nothing at his praise, Sangyeon’s hands wrapping around your thighs as he wasted no time and dove his tongue between your folds.
“Sangyeon!” you exclaimed, a hand flying to your mouth at how loudly you yelled his name. Sangyeon was chuckling between your legs, loving how sensitive you were for him.
Your hand flew to his hair as you moaned out his name, feeling his tongue reaching parts between your folds that you never knew existed. His nose teased your clit, making your heart hammer in your chest faster. He was so good at eating you out, that you started to wonder if he had lots of experience to be this good.
Sangyeon’s tongue prevented you from wandering too deep in your thoughts as it focused on your most sensitive parts, making you cry out his name when you felt two fingers tease your glistering slit.
“Please Sangyeon,” you begged and he hummed against your pussy, gently inserting two fingers inside you. The stretch felt so good, his digits searching for your sweet spot each time he rutted them inside you. After a few strokes, when he realised that he had found it – thanks to a strangled moan falling from your pretty lips –, he focused on it like he was on a mission.
“Do I make you feel good, my pretty girl?” he asked from between your legs, his warm breath hitting your folds, his fingers still going in and out of you as he teasingly licked your clit.
“Y-Yeah, fuck!” you cried in a high-pitched moan, Sangyeon maintaining eye contact as the squelching sound of your pussy filled the silence, your hips bucking up against his mouth as his cock hardened at your helplessness.
Removing his digits for a short moment, you whined from the emptiness. You heard a zip but paid no mind to it, too lost in your own pleasure to care.
Sangyeon, now on his knees in front of you, had reached for his cock in his pants, stroking his shaft with his hand coated in your juices, your moans only increasing the lust he felt for you.
“Fuck Sangyeon, I’m so close,” you mumbled, hands gripping the edge of the desk, a foot resting on your desk while your other leg was resting on his shoulder, granting him more access to your core.
“Cum for me, baby. I wanna see how beautiful you look coming on my tongue,” he whispered while kissing the top of your pussy, right above your clit, before diving back to make you cum. He abandoned his hard cock to trigger your g-spot again, your cries indicating to him that you were close to reaching your high.
And it didn’t disappoint. In a loud cry of his name, your orgasm washed over you like a tidal wave. Your core squeezed his fingers, barely letting him move them inside you and your legs shook around him, your face contorting in pleasure as you fisted his hair, keeping him close to your pussy. He lapped at your juices like a starved man, his fingers teasing your clit to make you fully ride your orgasm.
“Sangyeon,” you moaned out of breath as he proudly looked at his glistening fingers. Your nipples hardened at the sight of a satisfied Sangyeon licking his digits with a smile as if he had just finished eating a tasteful dessert.
“You’re so pretty when you cum, you know that?” he asked while helping you sit up as you had laid down on your desk while orgasming, letting you finish unbuttoning his shirt and push it off his broad shoulders.
He kissed your lips, letting you taste yourself as your tongues waltzed together, your arms wrapping around his neck, caressing his shoulders as you were still weak from your orgasm.
“And you look so handsome when you’re eating me out, you know that?” you imitated him and he smiled, his mouth parting against yours in a breathy sigh as you reached for his cock in between your bodies.
It was even better than he had imagined the day before. It felt different than his hand, he even dared to say it felt way better. You used your two hands to stroke his shaft, one of them sometimes teasing his balls.
While looking at him, you gently spat into your palm before bringing it to his cock, Sangyeon throwing his head back at the sight.
“It feels so good, Y/N, keep going please,” you smiled, blushing at his praise, loving how handsome he looked and how hot he sounded while grunting and bucking his hips in your hand. The tip of his cock was angry, red, precum leaking from the tip as it mixed with your spit.
You quickened your pace just to tease him, only for Sangyeon to grab your wrist to slow you down.
“Stop, stop darling, I wanna last,” he chuckled before kissing you, pulling you to him. Your breasts were pressed flush against his chest, loving how warm his skin felt against your hard nipples.
“Do we have condoms?” he mumbled against your lips, and you thought about it for a second, quickly getting your sanitary pouch from your purse.
“We can still get one in Anastasias’ drawer if this one is expired,” you mumbled as Sangyeon studied it, ripping it open once he saw it was still up to date.
“No need,” Sangyeon smirked and rolled it down his shaft, throwing the wrapping next to your bra as your core clenched around the sight of his member.
Leaning on your elbows, you watched him and smiled, admiring the view his broad shoulders and abs were offering you. He did the same with you, checking your breasts and pretty face out while stroking his cock.
“I think we both like what we see, right?” you giggled, and he nodded, leaning forward to kiss you on the lips, to which you immediately responded. His cock rested against your stomach, your heart skipping a beat at how big he was.
Slightly pulling away, Sangyeon rested his forehead against yours, tapping and sliding his cock a few times against your wet core, a prominent vein deliciously grazing against your clit. You whimpered at the jolts of electricity it sent in your body, your fingers clutching his shoulders as he slowly pushed himself inside of you.
“Oh my god baby, you’re so tight,” he grunted, capturing your bottom lip between his teeth as you tried to keep looking deep in his brown orbits, but to no avail.
He was about halfway in, the stretch making you throw your head back, arms weakening under the weight of the pleasure Sangyeon was giving you. You moaned out his name, feeling full as his hips rested against your thighs.
Both out of breath at the new sensation, he gently grabbed you by the throat to press his lips against yours, your hands flying to his hair to prevent you from falling back on your desk.
“You’re so big,” you groaned and he smirked, two of his digits pushing your lips apart to let your tongue coat them in spit before bringing them down where your bodies met, teasing your clit in sharp circles.
“Shit, you feel so good, Y/N,” he muttered, getting lost in the warmth your pussy was engulfing his cock bit by bit till he was flushed against you.
“Move, please,” he obliged, sliding his cock in and out of you at a steady pace. Your breasts bounced at each thrust, Sangyeon’s mouth diving to litter them with love bites.
Your moans filled your closed office, your nails scratching the skin of his shoulders as Sangyeon’s mouth continued its assault on your breasts. He picked up the pace, hand still steady around your throat to prevent you from squirming too much, making sure you stared into his eyes. High-pitched moans of his name fell from your lips, brows furrowing in pleasure as his dick brushed nonstop against all the spots that made you see stars, the reduction of oxygen increasing your blissful state.
“Does that feel good, Y/N?” he breathlessly asked, his hands leaving your throat to travel up and down your body, mouth vividly kissing every inch of your skin. You whined, head clouded with the feeling of his dick throbbing into you, addictingly rubbing against your soft walls that wanted to trap him forever.
He wouldn’t mind, though.
“Fuck, yeah it does,” you managed to mutter, your words being cut by the noises of Sangyeon’s hips harshly colliding against your thighs.
Sangyeon looked down, his dick twitching at how it disappeared inside your core. He enjoyed the sight, rubbing circles on your clit. The little whimpers of pleasure you were trying to stifle only encouraged him to keep going, wanting to hear again how pretty you sounded when you cum.
He briefly stilled inside you, grabbing one of your legs and lifting it on his shoulder, kissing your tight-covered ankle. The new angle allowed him to reach deeper and further into you, his free hand grabbing you by the back of your head to prevent you from falling as your nails dug dents into the skin of his forearms you were clutching onto in utter pleasure.
“Sangyeon, please,” you begged in a cry, eyes imploring god knows what. He kissed your lips to silence you, hand gently stroking your cheek. “I’m so close,” you whispered when he pulled away, chest deeply heaving as Sangyeon picked up the pace.
Your body started feeling hot, indicating that you were closer to your release. Sangyeon felt you clench hard around his cock, giving him the signal as well, your moans increasing in volume as his hand came back in contact with your clit, rubbing it and gently slapping it to bring you closer to your peak.
“Come for me beautiful, let it all go around me,” he mumbled against your lips before capturing them in a quick kiss, his thrusts intensifying in sharpness, the new pace sending you over the edge in a loud scream of pleasure. His name and profanities fell off your lips as your legs shook, Sangyeon now gently sliding his cock in and out of you, enjoying with a smile the beautiful sight that it was to see you cum around him.
When you came back to your senses, still sensitive from your intense orgasm, you felt a mouth kissing the warm skin from one collarbone to another, warm hands on your hips.
“You’re so beautiful when you cum, Y/N,” he breathed against your chest, your hand pushing some strands of hair away from his eyes.
“You already said that,” you giggled, and he chuckled, gently biting your earlobe, and making you squeal.
“I know, I just can’t get enough of it,” he whispered, pressing his lips to yours in a delicate kiss.
You got lost in the kiss for a brief moment, before realising something.
“Did you cum?” you questioned, hand resting on his cheek.
“It’s okay, you needed it more than-“
You sat up and kissed him, seizing the opportunity of him being distracted with your kiss to push him into your office chair, dropping to your knees.
Your tights did little to no job of shielding your knees from the cold tile flooring, but you didn’t care. You had orgasmed twice in one night, the least you could do was lend him a hand – or your mouth – to help him reach his peak as well.
When Sangyeon looked down, he almost came just by seeing you on your knees in front of him. In a swift motion, you ripped away the condom from his hard length, your hand at the base of it while you kissed your way up to the tip.
“Y/N, please don’t tease me,” Sangyeon gripped the armrests, and you smiled, your mouth wrapping around his cock, your tongue curling slowly around it, taking him in as best as you could.
Spit rolled down his length, your hand stroking what couldn’t fit in your mouth. His hips bucked, making you gag, your colleague whispering a soft apology as you pulled away, a string of saliva linking your pretty lips to his cock, thumb pressing on the prominent vein wrapped around his length.
You looked up at him with lustful eyes, hollowing your cheeks, teasing the slit and sucking around the tip like you would do with a lollipop, making Sangyeon shudder in pleasure.
Without warning, your mouth swallowed his cock, feeling his tip hit the back of your throat and its weight on your tongue, his balls heavy in your palm. You stroked the wrinkly skin, earning a low grunt from Sangyeon as you kept on bobbing your head up and down.
“Oh yeah, Y/N, keep going. You're really good at this- fuck!” Sangyeon whispered, his fantasy slowly becoming a reality. His face distorted in pleasure looked down, your eyes meeting as you kept pleasuring him. He threw his head back, his hands landing in your hair as he gathered it in a messy ponytail, wanting to keep seeing your pretty face as you sucked him off.
Your jaw started hurting, like your knees, but you kept going, wanting to satisfy him as best as he satisfied you. He would never tell you, but just the fact that you let him kiss you and touch would have already been enough for him. But now, Sangyeon was not going to complain to have his dick deep in your mouth, just like he had imagined it the night before.
The moans you let out while he was fucking you came back to his mind, adding another source of pleasure to your mouth wrapped around his cock. He felt his high coming and you did too, his girthy length in your mouth slightly increasing, urging you to pick up the pace.
“Y/N, keep going, ohhh fuck, I’m gonna cum, fuck!” he warned, and you pulled away, wrapping your hand around it, keeping the same steady pace.
Sangyeon swiftly removed your hand to stroke himself, his other free hand grabbing your chin to prevent you from moving. You drew your tongue out and that was the last straw; thick, white ropes of cum landed on your face and dropped to your chest in the following second, your name escaping from Sangyeon’s lips in heavy sighs.
Getting back on your feet, you smiled at him, sitting on his lap. He slightly shuddered as your core grazed against his still-sensitive cock, his chest heaving at the force of his release.
“Thank you,” you timidly mumbled and he smiled, capturing your lips in a gentle kiss.
The lust had died down, the atmosphere now becoming soft and quiet, the stillness of the night engulfing you in a warm hug.
“You don’t have to thank me for nothing,” he mumbled, wrapping an arm around you as he slid the chair closer to your desk, grabbing a few tissues to clean your chest and chin.
“I could thank you for plenty-“
“You don’t have to. I did it because I like you, okay?” Sangyeon mumbled and it was your turn to smile, goosebumps rising on your skin as he kissed your collarbone.
“Let’s call in sick tomorrow,” he proposed, and you gasped, ready to protest, “I wanna take you out properly.”
“But the meeting-”
“Fuck the boss and his fucking meeting. He can deal with the work on his own,” Sangyeon grunted, looking at you with tender eyes as you tamed the strands of his hair that you tugged on.
“I’m scared that he will humiliate me again because I didn’t do the work he asked me for,” you confessed, taking a deep breath. Sangyeon’s hands cupped your face, forcing you to look at him.
“He'll hear from me if he makes another inappropriate comment to you in front of everyone. Let me drive you home now,” he answered, kissing your lips before letting you slide off his lap to get dressed.
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Yan-Poll #31
[Continuation of Poll #24]
"I'm home!"
Your captor's voice sounded unusually chipper after a long day at work. Taking a sip from your cup of tea, you barely hummed in acknowledgment, despite knowing that the peace and quiet you had enjoyed reading your book would be over now. Now, it was time for the usual song and dance, where they'd do their best to make you show them any kind of affection and attention while you simply tried to ignore them without pushing your luck.
The shuffling in the hallway went on for a while as they took off their coat, but instead of coming to see you right away, you heard their footsteps reach an abrupt stop—and you could guess why. You had left everything like it was before for them to find. The computer on standby, the lights in your captor's office out, and the door slightly ajar. It was only a question of who-staged-it-better, and whose suspicions would be confirmed in the end.
"Have you been to my office?" they asked, standing in the doorway to the living room. You barely looked up from your book despite already having lost the sentences you read last and just pretending to be busy.
"Hm? Oh, I saw you left the door open, but I thought you just forgot to lock it, so I left it that way."
Feeling their body move behind you, you tried your best to stay nonchalant and uninterested. However, the tension affected you, causing your pulse to rise and your body to cramp up. You took another sip of your cup, watching their expressionless face in the reflection of your drink. Your captor's weight leaned onto the backrest, shifting you slightly backward, but even so, you pretended not to care. Not even their hand brushing through your hair, playing with the ends, and rubbing them between their fingers made you falter.
"So you didn't go in?"
"Nope," you replied, popping the p deliberately. "What's for dinner?"
"Weren't you curious at all?"
"Should I? I thought it was an office. The last thing I want to waste time on is papers and documents. How about we order some of those fried vegetables we had last week? I am craving the garlic dip they came with."
"If I go up to the computer, I won't find any signs of you tampering with it?"
Taking a deep breath, you let it out slowly, trying to sound annoyed and disappointed in your captor that he'd keep accusing you. The truth was, you needed a few extra seconds to think carefully about what you were about to say. Because you had gone there. You unlocked the computer, even though you decided not to continue using it at the last second, and locked it again immediately.
Technically, there should be no evidence that you were on it. Unless your captor burst out his detective set to find your fingerprints, they wouldn't know you touched the PC. You only barely listened when they told you about their job. Still, you knew they didn't work in a tech-savvy field. You doubted they had much experience with which they could detect you logging in and out of their computer very quickly.
Still, telling the truth before they found out what you did could grant you some mercy... or it would result in punishment regardless of whether they found out or not. But not telling them, only to fall for the trap, seemed just as dangerous. You contemplated, seconds passing by. There was not much you could do other than decide right there and then.
(Reasoning and discussions welcome! ♥)
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five more minutes? | goo kim x reader

summary: goo's been working all day, and you want to cure your boredom. so he gets an unexpected deadline extension — five cozy minutes in your arms.
author's note: okay ignore the incorrect grammar this is my first post (likes and comments r greatly appreciated :3) | masterlist
Papers stacked and files piling up, Goo had been locked in his home office since morning, focused on a project for work. You knew better than to disturb him when he was deep in the zone, but the day had stretched on long enough without his warm presence.
And, to be honest, you were getting just a little bored.
You walked down the hallway and saw the door to his office was slightly ajar, a sliver of light spilling into the dim corridor. Peeking through, you caught sight of him. Goo was seated at his desk, posture slightly slouched as he concentrated on the two monitors in front of him. His usual neat, blonde hair was a bit messy—no doubt from him running his fingers through it in frustration—and a very noticeable frown on his face. The cold cup of coffee you've placed on the side of his desk sat beside his keyboard, long forgotten, and a notebook with hastily scribbled notes lay open on the desk.
He looked… focused. And tired. Goo was working from the wee hours of the morning and it was time for dinner.
You decided then and there that he could use a break.
Carefully pushing the door open, you slipped inside. He didn’t notice at first, too engrossed in whatever document he was editing. You sneaked up behind him, resting your hands on the back of his chair.
“Hey,” you said, leaning down slightly so your voice was closer to his ear. "You good?"
Goo jumped a little, his head snapping around to look at you. His surprise melted into a soft smile as soon as he realized it was you.
“Hey,” he said, his voice warm despite the exhaustion lacing it. “Didn’t hear you come in.”
“Obviously,” you replied with a smirk. “How long have you been at this?”
He glanced at the clock on his monitor, then winced. “Uh… a while?”
You raised an eyebrow. “More like all day. Have you even eaten anything?”
“I had coffee.” he said defensively, gesturing to the mug on his desk.
“Goo.” you said, your tone half-scolding, half-amused. “Coffee doesn’t count as food. And that's the third cup you've gotten. Plus it's cold already.”
He sighed, leaning back in his chair and rubbing the bridge of his nose. “I know, I know. I just have so much to get done, and the deadline’s really near…”
You reached out, gently tugging his hand away from his face. “Okay, I get that. But you’re not going to do your best work if you’re running on fumes. Come on, take a break with me. Just for a little while.”
Goo hesitated, his eyes flicking back to his screen. “I don’t know…”
“Please?” you asked, softening your voice. You leaned forward slightly, your hands brushing against his where they rested on the armrests. “For me?”
That did it. Goo sighed again, but this time it was accompanied by a small smug grin. “Fine. But just for a little while. Smiling widely, you stood up and held out your hand. “Deal.”
He took your hand, letting you pull him out of his chair. As soon as he was standing, you tugged him toward the comfy couch in the corner of his office, a furniture you've made him to set up for brainstorming...
...or, more often, napping.
You plopped down first, patting the spot beside you. Goo followed, settling in with a small groan as he stretched his arms over his head.
“So,” he said, his voice lighter now. “What’s the plan? You’re not dragging me out of work just to sit in silence, are you?” He looked at you with his eyebrows raised, awaiting an answer.
“Nope!” you said, quickly pulling a blanket from the back of the couch and draping it over both of you. “The plan is to cuddle. That’s it. No talking about work, no stress. Just you, me, and this blanket.”
Goo stared at you with his mouth agape, thinking how the hell you summoned a blanket out of nowhere. But he just laughed.
"I should've known."
He wrapped an arm around your shoulders, pulling you closer. You rested your head against his chest, listening to the steady beat of his heart as he relaxed against you. For a moment, the two of you just sat there, letting the quiet calm of the room wash over you.
“You know,” Goo said after a while, his voice soft, “I think I needed this more than I realized.”
You tilted your head to look up at him, grinning. “Told you.”
Knowing Goo and his arrogant ass, he rolled his eyes but didn’t argue, his hand moving to wrap you around his arms. “Thanks for looking out for me. Even when I’m being a stubborn idiot.”
“You’re not an idiot,” you said, poking him lightly in the side. “Just a workaholic. Luckily, you have me to keep you in check.”
“Lucky indeed,” he murmured, pressing a soft kiss to the top of your head.
The two of you stayed like that for a while, the warmth of his embrace making you feel like you were exactly where you were meant to be.
Eventually, Goo sighed. “Alright, I should probably get back to work soon.”
“Aww, thats not fair.” you said, tightening your grip around him. “Five more minutes?”
Hesitating, he chuckled, his fingers brushing against your hair. “Five more minutes,” he agreed.
#lookism#lookism x reader#goo lookism#kim joongoo#lookism joongoo#ay4tou#goo kim#lookism fic#man i love goo
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hii mixolya!! i love your fics sm, they’re always so sweet and comforting 💓 so i kinda had an idea and wanted to drop it here if that’s okay hehe 😅
a chigiri x reader where he sees the reader get mad for the first time ever 👀 like she’s super hardworking, always calm and gentle, top of her class, always smiling even when things go wrong… but then boom! group project disaster. one lazy teammate shows up last minute, didn’t do anything, tries to act chill and reader just SNAPS 😭 like full-on rage, absolute fury. chigiri’s across the room watching, jaw dropped, lowkey terrified but also stunned cause he’s never seen her like that. after the presentation, he comes over to try and comfort her, calming her down 🥺
also ngl your writing lives in my head rent-free 😭💗 it’s so warm and soft like a hug after a long day. just wanna say thank you for sharing your stories with us! please don’t forget to rest and treat yourself too—you deserve all the soft moments 💕😘
ᓚᘏᗢ — hyoma chigiri: crashing out !
synopsis: you're always calm and collected. but when a lazy groupmate tries to take credit for your work, chigiri watches you explode for the first time.
hyoma chigiri x reader ⭑ fluff / ok idk what to say + likes & reblogs are appreciated <3
note: thank you for your kind words !! <3
you weren't someone who lost it. hyoma knew that. in fact, it was one of the things that made him fall for you. you were always so steady, you could smile through even the most frustrating group projects or canceled plans without breaking stride. you were warmth and grace and razor-sharp intelligence wrapped into one polished, polite package.
so when he sat in the back row of your shared public speaking class and saw your jaw clench for the first time ever, he straightened in his seat. and when kenji, the leech of your group, strode to the front with his iced coffee, five minutes late, zero shame on his face, hyoma got a weird feeling in his chest.
still, you presented like usual, your voice was calm and controlled. your portion was flawless, like always. the rest of your team spoke, stumbling through the slides you'd clearly prepared on their behalf. and then kenji stepped up, hands in his hoodie pockets.
"so yeah, i gues, like... we wanted to show how group collaboration can be stressful but rewarding y'know?" he said, not looking at the class, let alone the slides. "we really pulled it off last minute. like, i even stayed up till, what- 2 a.m.? yeah-"
you didn't move, but hyoma caught it, the way your shoulders tightened and your grip on the remote whitened your knuckles.
kenji grinned. "shoutout to y/n, she's kind of intense with this stuff, but like, i guess it paid off, huh?"
and that was it. you turned slowly, smile gone. "pardon?"
the whole class went quiet, kenji blinked. "uh... what?"
"you didn't show up to a single meeting," you said, voice sharp and cold. "you ghosted our group chat for three weeks. you didn't open the document. you didn't send a single email."
kenji let out a little laugh. "chill. i'm here now."
"oh! you're here now?" you echoed, voice rising. "congrats on gracing us with your presence. what do you want, a medal? you skipped the slides five seconds ago and gave a ted talk about 'grinding' while the rest of us did everything."
someone in the back gasped. kenji looked around like you were joking. you weren't. "you didn't contribute, didn't even try. and now you're standing here trying to pretend you had something to do with this project? nope. not happening."
chigiri sat frozen, eyes wide. he'd seen you frustrated before, tiny sighs and quiet frowns, but this? not once since you got together. and oddly enough? his heart was pounding. not in fear, but in awe. you looked glorious.
"sit down, kenji," you finished, calm again but chillingly final. "you're not answering the q&a." kenji opened his mouth, you didn't even look at him.
he sat.
when the teacher finally spoke, something about "strong delivery" and "passionate engagement", the class gave polite applause. you kept your chin high as you walked off stage and sat beside chigiri. you stared straight ahead, but then..
"oh my God," you whispered, burying your face in your hands. "hyoma, i snapped. i yelled. i yelled in class. i'm gonna cry-"
chigiri blinked. "you're crying because you yelled?"
"i don't yell!" you groaned. "that's like, my whole thing! i never yelled!"
he chuckled softly and reached for your hand, interlacing your fingers under the desk. "honestly?"
you peeked at him through your fingers.
"that was kinda hot." your jaw dropped. "what?"
"i mean, you looked really annoyed. like you were the final boss or something."
you stared. "that is not what i was going for."
chigiri shrugged, leaning in to press a kiss to your temple. "well, maybe next time he'll think twice. you were amazing."
you groaned again, dropping your head to the desk. "this is so humiliating."
"i'm dating someone who could destroy someone's ego with a five-sentence monologue. that's not humiliating, that's a flex."
#mixolya!#chigiri hyoma x reader#chigiri hyoma#chigiri#hyoma chigiri x reader#chigiri hxoms#chigiri hyoma imagines#hyoma chigiri imagines#bllk x reader#bllk imagines#chigiri hyoma fluff#hyoma chigiri fluff
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Doctor who? Chapter II
So I tried to get the story going by writing this second chapter. Let me know if you like it - should I give out a third? xx
Alexia.
Barcelona feminí played a league match on Friday, which meant a whole weekend off of work! No training, no game, no analysis - just time to reenergize and spend some time apart from football.
Alexia just got out of her freshly washed, now sparkling Cupra on this beautiful Saturday afternoon. Loaded with with two big bags of groceries she stumbled towards the elevator as her phone blew up. No hand free, she let the call go to voice mail, intending to call back later. Then, a ping and another. She figured someone wanting to reach her urgently, which is why she sped up towards her apartment. Finally indoors, she set her purchases down on the counter and fidgeted out her phone, snatching a look to the displayed name on her screen: Alba. Aye, this girl, she thought, rolling her eyes. Her little sister probably having a breakdown because of some fashion incident once again.
She snitched a deliciously looking strawberry out of a bag and pressed Alba's contact in order to give her a call back.
"Oye, is the world tearing apart again because you don't know what to wear to dinner tonight? You can c..." - "Ale, you have to come to Vall d’Hebron, now - Paula and I are almost there already”, the younger girl screamed into the phone, obviously agitated.
“Alba, cálmate! What hap…” - “Mamí cut herself very deeply, she's been taken by the paramedics we called!" Alexia continued hearing just a blurred mix of words from this point on, but mostly her little sister breaking into tears. Her mind went into auto-mode. She grabbed her keys and almost raced back to her car, throwing a "I need 10 minutes" towards Alba. This is exactly what she hated the most, her family not being okay, them needing of help. Not knowing, what she’ll have to expect in the hospital, she drove towards them, probably breaking more than only one of the countless traffic regulations in Barcelona.
Noelle. 4 pm - finally Noelle felt at least halfway satisfied - seemingly all of her tasks finished. Instructions were typed in, protocols signed off, all patients were taken care of for now and triage looked quite empty for a Saturday. Only some minor injuries left to be cleaned and bandaged, but for heavens sake, the late shift could do something as well (if they felt like showing up, which has not been the case by now). Noelle was about to give her fellow first year resident a wake up call, when the doors for patient intake by the paramedical services opened and they rolled in a friendly looking lady, obviously terrified of everything that was happening around her, though.
Sue, the head nurse, took her in gently and with a single view, she convinced Noelle to stay longer and take care of this new patient, aiming to not let her wait in fear longer than necessary. Knowing that the young resident was one of the most competent and empathetic members of the newbies at Vall d’Hebron, she already learned to trust her and to let her work first before she called in any help of the attending doctors.
Noelle didn't catch the woman's name at first, but neared the stretcher just in time to pick up the information about the occurring injury.
"... suffered a quite deep cut into her left palm. Relatives called us because they could not stop the bleeding. The patient suffered from mild circulatory problems, bp low at 88/64, pulse at 124. She mentioned a stinging pain of 7/10" The paramedic explained calmly.
Already having a plan for a proper evaluation and measures of treatment in her mind , Noelle pointed to an empty treatment room, signing the documents for transport. "I'll be there in a sec" she shot towards her nursing staff. “Any allergies or history of medications?” she asked the paramedics. “Nope, good health, only allergic to the poison of wasps.” - "Are there any relatives here with her?" - "Not yet but, the daughter and niece drove behind us and another daughter should arrive asap as well" - "okay, thank you guys"!
The need to finally call it a day was completely forgotten, when the young doctor entered the room, where the new patient has been rolled into.
"Hi ma'am. My name is doctor Reyes, I'm one of the residents here in the ED. How may I address you?" "Eli Segura." Segura. As in PUTELLAS-SEGURA? (Obviously, Noelle had done some research about the very steamy encounter the other night) No, that could not by any chance be true - this cannot be the mother of a superstar, she happened to be VERY close to in a freakin’ night club a couple of weeks ago - just her head playing games…
Noelle refocused quickly and started prepping a little table for a proper examination of the wounded hand. Wrapping off the compression from Eli's hand slowly, she tried to clam the older woman down.
"So, Mrs. Segura, I’m about to take a closer look and figure out, what we have to take care of. Would you mind telling me what happened?"
"We were prepping family dinner, my daughters and some close family where about to come in tonight - I hate, that now everybody doesn’t get to have a proper dinner because of this!”
Almost hysterical, the older woman made very clear, that she feared being a burden and that she hated the fact of causing her family trouble.
“Hey, hey, hey - accidents happen, Mrs. Segura. I am very sure, that your loved ones don’t mind a sandwich for dinner, as long as you all come together tonight!” Noelle hummed relaxed.
Witnessing this gentle and genuine approach of calming the patient down, Sue smiled lightly, valuing Noelle even more for her big heart. What she didn’t know yet - Noelle was absolutely aware of how important loyalty and understanding in a family was, because her past wasn’t as generous enough to bless her with an intact family herself…
“You’re incredibly sweet, Dr. Reyes, but I still hate this situation!” Eli slightly laughed out with a couple of blinking tears left on her cheeks.
“Well, I was about to cut fish filets when I slipped with the knife and hit the palm with the blade. I struggled keeping still and accidentally pulled the blade out. Bleeding started immediately - You should see our kitchen. We tried applying pressure, but it wouldn’t stop and we called for help."
Searching for her doctor's eyes, Eli was still feared of a more severe injury. “How bad is it, can you tell me what will happen please?"
Noelle took a concentrated look at the wound, let Eli make some more movements with her fingers in order to assess whether there were any injuries of muscles or nerves. She was quite satisfied with the range of motion but noticed a slight loss of sensation, which she was sure, needed to be assessed further.
"Alright, so the cut looks clean, I'm fine with what I see regarding the range of motion of your fingers. I'll talk to my boss and return with a plan about how to proceed? In the meantime, I'll prep some pain killers and a bit of fluid to make you feel a bit better okay?"
"Sounds okay, gracias, thank you for the effort. Would you mind finding out, if my daughters are already here?"
With a quick nod, Sue walked towards the waiting area to check, leaving Eli to calm down a bit and adjust to the exhausting situation.
Alexia. "This is crazy, what’s taking so long in there?!" Alexia was agitated, pacing around in the waiting area of the ER after having calmed down Alba for a ridiculously long period of time. "Cálmate Ale, they will get us in eventually. They can only do their jobs and there are probably a lot of patients, it's the weekend after all!" her cousin tried to mediate.
Then, finally: "Are there the family of Mrs. Eli Segura?" A calm and nice voice asked into the hall.
"Sí, yes, we're here. We are her daughters and niece. Is she okay, is she being treated already? We have her insurance information a.. and..." "Alright alright, calm down please, she's doing okay and I'd like to take you to see her." A very friendly nurse reached out for Alexia’s Arm and took the three women in, directing them towards a more closed up area with single treatment rooms. “Doctor's seen her already and they are making a plan for treatment currently. But she’s doing well so far, no need to be scared!"
Eli was incredibly happy to see her girls, trying vehemently to assure them she’ll be out of the hospital in no time.
Alexia just took a short glimpse of the covered wound, feeling how a slight nausea crept up in her stomach. A lot of people, well actually almost everyone thought of her as the tough leader, who feared nothing, but secretly, she had a very big problem with too much blood.
She kept speculating about possible scenarios regarding her mother’s treatment, but at least managed to not catch any more sight of the red liquid, which satisfied her for now. A couple of minutes ran by and the family didn't even notice the excitement of the staff, because after all, Alexia Putellas herself was right there. Everyone kept glancing and arguing about whether to ask for a selfie or not, but lastly they remained professional and gave space to family.
Noelle. "Damn, where are they?! One of the residents is MIA and apparently Juvi (the attending on call) is not reachable either - I'm not even on duty anymore and I literally cannot order an MRI by myself, I need it co-signed when there is only a suspected injury", Noelle grumbled, insecure about what she should do.
"Maybe you can call ahead and tell radiology, that the attending will sign off later - we cannot leave them waiting with an open wound any longer" Sue tried to advice. "Exactly. Screw the system, I'm taking her to MRI and excuse myself later, if I'm wrong." With that she turned, convinced of her ability to make great diagnostics and therefore, the need for the expensive method of assessment.
Eli spotted her doctor from afar, alerting her family, that she'll probably be treated now. "Girls, this is Dr. Reyes, she took me in earlier."
Alexia slowly looked up from her phone, and almost dropped it instantly. Was she hallucinating now? Such kind of coincident - this was ridiculous. It was HER. The woman from the club, she lost herself into that night. The woman she kept thinking about over the last few weeks. She looked stunning. Wearing dark blue scrubs, her white coat and grey Adidas campus shoes, she displayed a perfect style (even though it’s only obligat work clothing). Only little of her perfectly toned body and tanned skin was displayed, but Alexia saw every tiny bit right through her imaginary eye - remembering Noelle's warm body close to her instantly.
Right through her extraordinary exterior the young doctor looked tired though, her dark curly hair up in a messy bun, steel blue eyes not very shiny and her posture suggested her being on her feet for several hours already, which made Alexia feel a little worried about the young woman. Nevertheless, her lips (her very, very kissable lips) were still smiling and she seemed confident about what she was about to say about her patient.
"Hi there, I'm Noelle Reyes, the resident on call. I am so sorry to interrupt, but I just got a spot for an MRI, so I'll have to take Mrs. Segura before I explain anything further. It's, uh, pretty crowded outside, so you guys can stay in here to wait, if you like. Probably much more comfortable for you", Noelle suggested glancing in Alexia's direction. This time, she was fully aware of who was standing in front of her.
And with that, the young doctor rolled out with Alexia’s mom, leaving a stunned superstar and her family behind.
Alexia.
"Ale? Alexia! What is wrong with you? I'm talking to you!" With a nudge from her younger sister Alexia snapped out of her trance. Was this real? Had she really just seen the woman she thought she'd never see again in her life? Paula, being a little more sharp as the completely overwhelmed Alba, smirked and had exactly noticed, why her cousin was so far far away just moments ago.
Noelle.
Rolling through the now quieter halls, farther away from the ED, Noelle’s mind kept racing. She never believed to have a slight chance of meeting Alexia again. All she had was her memories of that beautiful and strong woman being so close to her that night. The heat between them, light touches and freakin’ seductive words against her neck that night still made her melt.
But now, she was responsible for a patient, for Alexia Putellas’ mom and there was absolutely no room for personal feelings now.
This inner fight struck the young doctor heavily, when the radiologist brought her back to reality only a couple of moments later. “What’s going on in your cave (the ER)? I Could not reach Juvi either and you’re supposed to be at home by now, Noei! Seems like the chief really isn’t able to generate proper working conditions...”
“Oh don’t ask - I’ve been working nonstop since I’ve started here, never leaving in time, because there is so much to be taken care of… But never mind, let’s focus on lovely Mrs. Segura here”, Noelle continued with a genuine smile.
“She came in with a pretty deep cut to her palm. Bleeding has stopped now and range of motions seems good, but I noticed her lack of sensibility of the thumb and pointer. Let’s check the nerves, just to be sure we don’t miss any injuries.”
Alexia.
Meanwhile, the ER was filling up rapidly again. After all, it was a Saturday evening, people becoming exuberant, willing to let off the steam from the forgone week. Injuries or intoxications seemed standard for those kind of nights.
Alexia and her family however, had calmed down, and were now patiently waiting for Eli to return from radiology. “I need a soda, anyone else?” And with that, Alba was out of sight, leaving Paula alone with her older cousin.
“Soo…What was that look you shot at the doctor earlier, Ale?”
“What are you talking about?”
“Come on, I get that she’s pretty hot, you can admit you liked the view, I’m not gonna judge”, Paula teased.
Happy about the fact, that she could hide the former encounter with the attractive doctor, Alexia formed a sharp answer in her head. “Listen, I…”
In that moment a chatting Alba returned with their mom in a wheelchair, looking happy and confident about some good news for the injured woman.
“We’re back, finally!” Alba shot towards the two waiting women.
While Paula was already hugging her aunt to comfort her, Alexia caught herself checking the room for any sign of Noelle. Inside, she was going crazy, helpless even. She could not let this woman slip out of her life again. Not without at least trying getting to know her properly!
While they were helping Eli to climb on another stretcher, a nurse got into the room quietly, preparing some bandages. "Is this okay, Mrs Segura? We figured, it would be a lot more comfortable for you to be lying down while suturing?" the nurse asked empathetically. "Sí, this is fine, thank you." Eli answered still tensed about the findings after the MRI. Another nurse entered opening a suture kit and advising the three visitors to step aside a little. "You guys can stay in the room, but on the right side please, a little farther away from the wound. The environment has to stay sterile.
Then, finally, as if Karma meant to reward Alexia’s patience, SHE slipped in, even more beautiful than before. Her shiny hair now properly in a braid. Noelle had put the white coat away, her upper body being displayed a lot better now. Alexia noticed her arms. Trained, tanned, perfect. There was nothing but a warm feeling creeping through Alexia's body (replaying the very real memories of those arms wrapping around the footballer’s neck the other night in her head).
Being pulled out of yet another daydream, Alexia noticed the doctor preparing to work on her mom. “I’m so sorry - I know, you’ve been waiting a while, it’s another crazy Saturday I guess. Anyways, I have only good news from now on!" Noelle took her time, trying to explain everything properly.
"Due to a little abnormality concerning sensation in your fingers, I thought about a possible nerve injury, which is why we performed the MRI.” Pointing on a tiny lesion an the tablet screen, Noelle continued: “Right here, the radial nerve seems to have picked up a small cut. Nothing too bad, but it's good we know. We're gonna have to provide a little stability to the anatomy of the hand now in order to let it heal properly. This is why I will stich up the wound and we'll apply a splint." Looking at Eli, she added: "You're gonna have to wear it for about 4-6 weeks but you can still use your hand and perform little movement with your fingers - all together, you're just going to be a little slower for a couple of weeks, alright?" With Eli nodding more or less happy, Noelle smiled wide, knowing she had done everything correctly.
Getting to work, Noelle could feel eyes on herself, not her extremly talented surgical hands, but her as a person. She could feel Alexia’s excitement and admiration across the room. Secretly enjoying this a little too much, she felt warm and happy and very satisfied about this grueling day. However, she was not at all expecting someone in the room being very, very vulnerable, when it came to blood...
Noelle proceeded suturing slowly and accurately, glancing over to the blonde woman across from her. At first she noticed Alexia's eyes widen, when a slid of blood escaped the wound. "You okay over there?", she asked concerned.
Alba and Paula turned to see what has caused the doctor's concern, when Alexia already started fainting!
"Shit" - escaped form Noelle's lips - "Sue, Paolo? Can you stabilize her quickly, I'm about done here".
Never letting half an eye off Alexia, she cut the last thread. Strapping off her sterile gloves and almost running around the stretcher, she crouched down to a still unconscious athlete. "Would you apply the padding, please", she delegated at Sue.
Slowly flickering her eyes open, Alexia had no clue what just happened. She noticed Noelle and some guy trying to wake her up and tried fighting against the buzzing in her ears. "Hey, there you are. Thought I lost you", Noelle joked with an adorable smile. "You'll be fine, just a short syncope. Have you hit anything, any pain?" While Alba and her cousin were already at Eli's side again, Alexia stood up from the floor, being supported by some very strong arms. Still a bit dizzy, she followed Noelle out of the room, towards an adorable lounge, which served as retreat for the staff members. "Here, you probably did not drink any water since you arrived, didn't you?" Noelle offered a cold bottle, smiling shyly, a little uncomfortable even.
Alexia was just as uncomfortable in that delicate situation, answering nervously: "Gracias. Wow, I'm sorry - didn't mean to cause you even more stress - but there was so much blood - I coudn't ..."
"All good, I'm not the one to judge, I'm the one to help! Drink, please, it'll help you feel better!"
The room was so silent, it was almost spooky, neither of the two women knew what to say, when Alexia decided to make a first move: "Soo, you're a doctor? Could have mentioned that before", she said, winking over to the brunette. "Yeah, I am, sometimes wishing I chose another professional education though". The air in the room changed. Calmer, more comfortable, both of them realizing, that the other one weren't mad, only happy to see each other again. "Listen, ..." Noelle started, "I wanted to ..." - "Hey, everything alright? You just need to sign off the report and lock out the pain meds, Mrs. Segura is ready to go home otherwise!" Sue blurted out, visibly amused about the two women nervously circling around each other.
With a sigh, the young doctor got up from her spot on the couch and slowly moved towards the door - back into the wild, the stress, the distance between her and Alexia.
But after all, this was her place of work, her future. No room for personal feelings.
A couple of minutes later the group of women found themselves ready to leave, to finally get home after this crazy afternoon.
"Thank you so much, Dr. Reyes! We felt very well taken care of here." With that, the group left the main counter, including a bashed Alexia, who seemed to have lost more than her consciousness during their stay at the hospital.
"Ay, mierda - I left the pills at the counter", Paula shouted as they have almost reached the parking lot. "Ale, your the athlete, go back and get them, will you?"
Eli and her youngest daughter simply had no idea what this scene was about, but a very mischievous smirk on Paula's lips suggested, that the medication was left on a very big purpose!
Grumbling to herself, Alexia got back inside the ER. All eyes present landed on the footballer. "So sorry", she began - "we left the medication for my mom. Some pain killers." "Looking for these?" a very much liked voice appeared behind Alexia. "Here, you're mom's going to need them." Alexia took the box, her hand brushing Noelle’s very faintly. "Gracias," she smiled looking directly into the doctor's eyes.
"Reyes!" - a deep voice shouted - "Get over here, what's with this MRI, you cannot just easily sign for this in your position!
Startled, Noelle directed one last smile to Alexia and hurried in the direction of the agitated voice.
Her mind racing, Alexia left hesitantly. She really thought about going back, waiting to meet the beautiful doctor after she finally could call it a day. But a silent obligation to her mom, to her family drew her out, towards the car.
Absentmindedly, she looked at the box of pills, trying to figure out what substance she even got. She stopped moving, visually stunned. She looked at 9 digits in a very cruel handwriting. Accompanied by a simple but very clear note: loved meeting you again. -N.
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I've just finished reading your response for the first time,
First off, thank you very much for the GIF and Video, as well as the explanations. I can definitely work with this.
I've downloaded and installed FireAlpaca for myself so I can start comparing what I'm seeing vs what is supposed to happen.
Immediately, Something stood out as weird to me: You're selecting multiple tools at once. That's... not supposed to happen. I tried it myself, Opened like 20 tabs and just started throwing colours at each canvas. This doesn't happen for me At all.
So I'm gonna give you some more instructions. (Tl:Dr for the instructions at the bottom, just above my little rant)
Backing Up your Brushes
FIRST let's make sure you don't lose all of your beloved brushes. from what I'm about to suggest.
in FA, I want you to go to Help > Open Config Folder
That will lead to a folder that, for me, looks like this
Keep in mind that it could look different for you, I have a fresh install with no cool special brushes. (also I can't draw to save my life)
Now simply Ctrl+A (select all) and copy it to another folder. go to like... Documents or Downloads or something, Make a folder called "Brushes Backup" and Paste all of it in there.
Alright, now to the actual thing I want you to do.
2. and 3. Uninstall and Reinstall FireAlpaca
There is some weird glitch I cannot Reproduce. So Just Reinstall FireAlpaca. this is the reason I wanted you to back up your brushes. Deleting the program and reinstalling will nuke all of the settings you use, so by copying the Config folder, you can easily reinstate your settings.
4. Testing
After you have reinstalled the program, I want you to open it, and mess around for however long you think it will take to trigger the glitch. (which sounded like only a few minutes) and see if something happens.
If not: Great!
If yes: You might want to reach out to https://firealpaca.com/report/ and fill out a bug report, and tell them that you have no way of reproducing the bug. (although I really think reinstalling will work)
5. Reinstating your brushes
Now, after you've made sure that FireAlpaca works, only then do I want you to Open the config folder again and put your brushes back. (simply close FireAlpaca after you've opened the folder, delete everything that's in it, and then copy everything from your "Backup Folder" into the config folder. )
6. Testing Part 2: Electric boogaloo
Then if you re-open FireAlpaca I want you to once again mess around a little and pay attention. Because the Bug might come back.
If it DOES come back, It might be one of your settings/brushes that is causing it. Which in that case I unfortunately have to suggest starting over with your brushes.
To recap: I'm asking you to:
Back up your brushes
Uninstall FireAlpaca
Reinstall FireAlpaca
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--- Rant Below ---
I have no clue what's happening to your program. This looks like some bug in the code that just causes FA to say "Nope" and stop responding to the side bar.
This acutally reminds me of a bug I've been encountering in Unity where the program refuses to open one of the UI pages in the Program's settings, which just completely shuts me out of the settings for one of the input libraries. Funnily enough it actually printed an error in my console, and the error was thrown so incredibly deep into compiled code that I was pretty sure I was reading Unity Source Code at that point.
I still don't know what's happening. Luckily I have Other People to interact with that settings page for me.
(This ask is in response to this post)
So once again I took sometime to test all this out, but unfortunately it didn't take me very long to come back with bad news.
So this is exactly what I did in this order:
I went to my config folder and copied everything into a new folder I created in my Documents tab. Then I went to my settings > apps > FireAlpaca and uninstalled. I then went to the official website and reinstalled it.
I opened up what should have been a fresh FireAlpaca and found this,
The red numbers are brushes that I have adjusted/used. And the "Fire roller (multiple colors)" and "twisted ribbon" are brushes that didn't come with FireAlpaca by default. I downloaded them afterwards from their little brush shop. For some reason FireAplaca remembered my brushes..
And of course, FireAlpaca was still breaking in the way that I've described in your last ask.
So I thought "Okay, I don't care if I lose my brushes and settings. I just want FireAlpaca to work." So I deleted that copied folder from Documents that I made, I unpinned FireAlpaca from my taskbar and deleted the desktop shortcut too just to he extra safe I guess..? Then I went to settings > apps > FireAlpaca and hit uninstall. Then went back to the website, reinstalled the latest version and wouldn't you know it,
All the exact same brushes, in the same order with the same settings. And FireAlpaca continued to break the same way.
So now I'm wondering if I did something wrong.. why does FireAlpaca keep remembering my settings? Did I do the uninstall process wrong? I wondered if that cache thing might be holding data or something? I've heard about that before. But with the help of a friend recently I cleared my Google Chrome and Laptop's caches. And FireAplaca didn't change at all and I didn't lose any of my settings. So that cant help me here..
I wonder if somehow my pen could be a problem? I've dropped it on the hard floor 100s of times. Could it be contributing? And what did I do wrong in this process for FireAlpaca to remember all my brush settings?
If anyone has any advice I would love to hear it <:(( Please and thank you very much 🙏🙏🙏
#my response#long post#I am starting to assume that FireAlpaca is just bugging out in this update#but I cant confirm that yet if I cant seem to download a fresh FireAplaca#It KEEPS REMEMBERING MY BRUSHES 😭#And I'm quick to assume I obviously did something wrong but I don't know what <:(((
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“Good moring~!” Pearl started as she crossed the DHP parking lot with a pep in her step. It was a beautiful day, she had been up since the crack of dawn riding around the Server on Donkey (who is a mule) to deliver all sorts of letters and parcels. While Tango and Etho were still busy getting the entire mailing system online, she was happy to deliver more by hand.
Recently, the DHP had gotten an influx in mail having to be delivered to them and Pearl had made friends with the somewhat grumpy clerk that was sometimes maybe around. Today he was, for which Pearl was happy because that meant she could give him the mail personally instead of trying to get it into the building by shoving it under the broken door. The office was still under construction, so Pearl could forgive them for not even having a small mailbox.
“We’re closed,” Grian said. He was lounging outside, sitting against the white wall of the building and taking in the sun that crested just over the trees. He looked like he could use a bit more of that sun, but not everybody was as blessed as Pearl to have the best job in the world as a Postmaster and be outside all the time.
“Oh, I’m just delivering the mail,” Pearl answered cheerfully as she dug into her postbag. Everything was perfectly organized so it didn’t take long for her to grab out a stack with at least ten letters bundled together. “There you go, mister Grian, it’s always such a pleasure coming out here!”
When Grian didn’t take the bundle Pearl handed out to him, she just but the them carefully on the pavement next to him. He looked at them like they had said something foul to him, which he wouldn’t know until he actually opened them. Then, Grian looked up again to Pearl and a frown appeared on his face.
“Why are you still here?” he asked, rather rudely.
“It’s just that we barely have the chance to properly have a chat,” Pearl simply explained. “I’m not actually sure if the mailing system will be operational this far out, so I might have to keep coming here myself. Isn’t that great?”
“You really don’t have to,” Grian argued weakly, as he grabbed a paper cup with a steaming liquid from his side and set it to his lips to take a little sip. He pulled a face as if he didn’t much like the beverage, but didn’t say anything about it.
“Oh, don’t worry about it, it’s my job and I do it with pleasure,” Pearl assured him with a smile. “Isn’t it just great how a job can be a calling?”
“Can’t say I share that sentiment,” Grian sighed. He had to squint against the light of the sun to look at Pearl. “Look, if there is anything you want from me you’re going to have to come back when we’re opened.”
“Oh, no, don’t you worry your little cotton socks,” Pearl answered, waving her hand. “That is the beauty of mail, you can tend to it whenever you have the time! You can do it first thing when you open again, some work to look forward to!”
Grian opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something but ended up just shaking his head slowly. He must’ve had a rather bad night of sleep to be in such a mellow mood, Pearl assumed. She couldn’t imagine moping around at her job like this, it was way to wonderful to waste a day with a bad mood.
“So… do you have any mail to send?” she continued when Grian wasn’t pushing his conversation forward. “Any replies you need to send out from the letters I’ve brought you last week?”
“Haven’t gotten to them yet,” Grian answered dryly. “We were closed.”
“Oh,” Pearl was caught of guard by that but regrouped quickly. “Well, just know that you can count on the Hermit Post & Co to deliver anything you need. I can even deliver important documents if you want, with signed handover and everything. I’ll give it my extra secure, personal attention.”
“Great,” Grian answered with a sigh. “Don’t you have more mail to deliver? I was kind of in the middle of something.”
He took another sip from his drink, which seemed to be the ‘something’ he was in the middle of doing.
“Nope,” Pearl answered cheerful, shifting to sit next to Grian with her face turned towards the sun. “But I can enjoy this wonderful sunlight together with you. Isn’t that great?”
“… I don’t get paid enough for this.”
#they are giving 'has had this job for 10 years' vs 'new hire' energy#you have to agree with me that this is how DHP!Grian and Postmaster!Pearl would interact with each other#right?#hermitfic#hermitcraft#hermitcraft season 10#grian#pearlescentmoon#DHP
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Heya love,
Thank you for taking my request! I hardly think you can ever disappoint!
So, Autumn Court is a rather traditional court, and we know how discriminating against females it is.
Picture Rhys and the IC being invited to Autumn for whatever reason may it be. There, he decides to wander through the grounds. Somewhere in a secured area within the forest, he finds a female sitting by herself—too gentle and demure to belong to Autumn.
She’s shy in her discourse and neglects to tell him who she is. Eris pops up suddenly and pries the female away from him in a manner that’s too protective and possessive to be friendly.
Later on, Rhys realizes that this young female is Beron’s only, and youngest daughter. Secluded from prying eyes, Beron has made sure no one knew who she is until he was ready to marry her off.
But when Rhys finds out, and the mating bond snaps for him, he’s ready to fight for her. Going as far as to ask for Eris’ help, who happens to be extremely close and protective of his baby sister.
I hope that was clear enough and not at all confusing. Take your time with it, love! And feel free to change any detail you deem necessary.
Thanks again🩷
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Thank you so much🤩💕I love it so much that the story started to play in my head on its own and continued even in the dream. Hopefully, you'll like it
Moon princess
Word count: 9600+ (oops)
Warnings: mentions of Beron, court machinations, swear words, but no fights and no blood this time
I'm thinking about writing another part where they are slowly getting to know each other. Which I originaly wanted to add into this one, but tumblr stopped cooperating somewhere around 5k words in, messes up with saved text and takes forever to respond. Message is clear, I guess I have again too many WIPs in drafts. It happens all the time 🙄 Dividers by @tsunami-of-tears
Rhysand threw the pen on the desk and sighing leaned back in his big leather chair. Since early morning he was sitting in the office, writing letters, reading reports and sorting out complaints according to the urgency. It was already past lunchtime, but he didn't get even half through all the documents. He needed some distraction at least for few minutes.
In the very nick of time, the doors flew open and Cassian casually strode in, a massive sandwich in one hand, a piece of paper in the other one. He held only the corner of it between index finger and thumb, glaring at it as if someone had used it as a tissue.
"So.. What are we going to do with the invitation?" he asked with a full mouth.
"What invitation?" Rhys looked up, tired. This was hardly the kind of distraction he wished for.
"This one," general waved the paper. He flopped down to the chair on the opposite side of the desk. "From the Autumn Court."
Rhysand frowned. "I got invitation?" he asked with feigned calm.
"Yup," Cassian took another bite from his sandwich, a bit of dressing dripped on his shirt, but he didn't seem to even notice it. Rhys' mouth twitched.
"Oh, really? And remind me, when exactly did I get it?"
"Few weeks ago. Helion also got one. He wants to know what we assume about it and whether we will accept or no. He's still waiting for the answer by the way."
Rhysand raised brows at him. "So you wrote to Helion."
"Nope, he wrote to you right after getting it."
That was the last drop. Closing eyes, he pinched the bridge of his nose and sighed deeply. "I think that we already talked about this at least a million times before, Cass. You can't take my mail, open it, read it and then keep it in your room."
Cassian threw up his hands and the dressing and slice of tomato flew out of the sandwich, landing on Rhys' expensive carpet. Rhysand eyed the stain, blood boiling in his veins.
"I don't do anything like that, bro! You know me. Plus, I don't remember that we've ever talked about such rule."
"That isn't rule I made up. It's called postal secret and privacy. Now bring all my mail! Immediately!"
"Fine, fine," Cassian fumed and rolled his eyes, but at last he stood up, throwing the invitation on the desk and left.
When the doors closed behind him, Rhys flicked his wrist and stain from the carpet disappeared. Then he reached for the invitation and cursed because it was smeared with dressing, too. Rhys licked his dirty fingers, commendably humming and wiped the rest of the dirt with tissue. His stomach loudly rumbled, reminding him that he should head out for some food soon.
He unfolded the paper, quickly scanning the text. Beron was inviting him and his family to a week of festivities on the occasion of a significant announcement. There wasn't written anything else, no more details. Rhysand sighed heavily, drumming with the fingers. His brain coils were working at full speed.
'Significant announcement'
What could it be? Considering that it was Beron, it couldn't be anything good. Because of Cassian, they had last two days left to prepare. He needed to know at least what to expect, so he could work up some plan later.
Azriel?
Claws of his power knocked on Azriel's mental shields. He answered right away, letting him in.
What?
Where are you now? Are you busy?
I'm preparing for the mission we talked about yesterday.
Rhysand considered it for moment, biting on his lower lip. Forget that thing for now or entrust it to someone else. This is urgent.
Azriel answered without hesitation. Fine. Are you in your office?
Rhysand loved how pragmatic Shadowsinger was. No questions. All he needed to hear to drop current job was that it was urgent. He didn't question him. Yes.
I'll be there in a minute.
When Az arrived, half hidden in his shadows as usual, he showed him the invitation and explained the situation. Azriel actually laughed when he heard how Cassian came, asking what was the plan. After that, he immediately disappeared in his shadows, heading to contact the spies they had in Autumn Court.
As expected, Azriel returned shorty before they were supposed to leave for the party. His spies didn't know much, only that Beron was secretly planning something big, the wards around his castle were strengthened and that the frequency of the correspondence between him and Spring Court increased in last two months. There was no time to contact spies in Spring whether they knew something more. Azriel planned to use the time they would spend in the Forest House to spy on Beron and learn more.
It was decided that only Rhys, Az and Cass would go. He didn't even try to ask Mor because he already knew the answer. However, he asked Amren and she clearly refused. She literally said that she would rather give up all her jewellery than listen to a single word of that old, pathetic excuse of a male.
Rhysand winnowed them to the Autumn Court close to the borders of the High Lord's estate. As soon as the world around them stilled, the brisk smell of autumn hit their noses. At gates, a dozen of soldiers stood on guard, armed to the teeth. They eyed them suspiciously, but let them pass. The three of them exchanged look as they stepped in, feeling the strong pressure.
"Putting up so strong wards and then inviting guests, one would think that your High Lord is planning something evil or he got himself a gem of size of his head," Rhys purred, but none of the soldiers even as much as blinked. Pursing lips he nodded. "Sharp guys. I wonder if they would stay still even if we started cutting off their limbs."
"I'm sure they would scream like females," Cassian grinned, folding arms on his chest.
"Are you trying to terrorise our guards, Rhysand?" a sly, bored voice spoke from somewhere behind them. They slowly turned around, arrogant as ever.
"Eris," Rhysand flashed his best cocky smile and shoved hands into pockets. "We are just merely testing them. Since when are heirs on the duty to come to the gates and welcome guests?"
"Ever since the so-called guests are mutts from Night Court," he snarled back, picking non-existent dirt from under fingernails.
Azriel was as always calm and composed, avoiding any attention, but Cassian was his opposite. He straightened up to his full height, squaring his shoulders and gritting teeth. "It's a good custom for the host to respect the guests, especially if they were invited, not to insult them. In Autumn, good manners seem not to be taught though."
Eris didn't react, only scoffed. He turned on the heel and started to walk towards the castle surrounded by reds and yellows. He showed them to their chambers connected by private sitting room, briefly informing them about the time of the evening party and that someone would come to show them the way later.
With a free access to the castle, Azriel didn't waste a minute and as soon as Eris left, he disappeared into the shadows to snoop around.
The party took place in a fancy ballroom. Rhys snorted at the sight of pure opulence, shoving hands into his pockets. Everything in this huge room was made of white marble with gold details, including a high vault ceiling. It was so polished that it looked like a mirror.
Autumn aristocracy and several of the High Lords were already here, so Rhys made a show of checking his appearance, keeping his mask of ruthless arrogance.
He had to admit that Beron knew how to show off his wealth. Massive golden chandeliers hung from the ceiling, flooding room with bright light. In the vases next to each marble pillar around the perimeter of the room were big bouquets of flowers made out of gold and copper. The start of the party was planned for the sunset, so the whole room looked like made of gold. Amren would love this for sure.
Rhysand wouldn't let it show on his face, but inside he felt sick. It was overdone and suffocating. And he wasn't the only one who felt that way. Cassian was openly showing his disgust, Azriel scanned the surrounding from under his frowning brows, arms crossed on his chest.
"Finally some friendly faces and my favourite ones," a rich playful voice boomed on their left. Azriel rolled his eyes, not bothering to even look at the coming person and murmuring something about the need of a strong drink, he left. Rhysand with a cocky smile turned in time to see Helion, the High Lord of Day Court, giving a hug to Cassian.
"Good to see you, friend," he purred.
Helion hooked a muscular arm around his shoulders and winked. "What do you say about the host's taste?" he pointed with his chin to the ballroom, speaking lowly only for his ears.
"I say you must feel like home here," Rhys snorted.
Helion pursed his full lips, thinking about it. "Not really. But the drinks are good here," he swirled the golden liquid in his glass and waved them, already heading to the crowd. "I hope to see you later in the privacy of your room, so we can catch up."
Rhysand gave him just nod and his eyes turned to the dais in the same moment as High Lord of Autumn with his wife and sons appeared. Rhysand tried to keep his face emotionless as his eyes fell to the Lady of Autumn. He hated to see the visibly mistreated female, something about her reminding him of his late mother even though unlike Lady of Autumn she was strong and wild and didn't let his father to treat her badly. Maybe it was the motherly vibes they both shared.
He rather averted his gaze to the gathered crowd and half listening to Beron's speech, let his powers lurk around, looking for any useful information he could get from these people. His violet-blue eyes searched for Tamlin, the High Lord of Spring, between the High Lords. Maybe if he played it off well, he could find out more about the business Autumn and Spring were cooking up, but his golden hair and tall figure were nowhere to be seen.
Meanwhile, Beron finished his boring speech with a promise of the big announcement on the end of this week of festivities. Rhysand despised the idea of waiting for the whole week. He needed to know what was going on in order the prepare for it, eventually come up with plan to sabotage it. The sooner he knew, the better.
He tried to find Azriel's mind in the crowd to give him orders, but with satisfaction he realized that Shadowsinger wasn't anywhere nearby, most likely already snooping around High Lord's quarters where he intended to send him. That male was a real workaholic.
As the evening progressed, Rhysand got even more bored. Chat with other invited High Lords led to nothing as none of them wanted to discuss anything of real importance at place where they could be easily heard by wrong persons. Cassian was cleaning plates, Azriel was who-knows-where and even Eris seemed to slip out to the night.
In need of fresh, cool air he moved to the terrace and then down to the gardens, looking for a quiet, dark corner where he could blow out the steam. The sounds of party slowly grew distant, number of guests on an evening stroll decreased. Rhysand didn't want to be disturbed, so he walked more deeper into the dark gardens. Thinking that he found the secluded place he needed, he looked around, noticing guards pacing on the edge where gardens turned into a forest. That piqued his interest. What could possibly be worth of guarding in the forest?
He merged with the night, getting pass the guards unnoticed. It was too easy and thus it was no fun. He hoped for at least a small hitch to make tonight interesting. Hopefully, whatever was hidden there, would be worth of the effort and provide him with some sort of excitement.
He dragged through the forest looking right and left, searching for something that didn't fit in. After half an hour he was ready to call it off, marking it as a great waste of time, when he noticed a soft light behind the thick bush. Carefully stalking closer, he stayed hidden in the darkness of autumn forest and took a look around.
There, hidden behind bushes and trees, spread out a clearing bathing in the cool silver light of full moon and in the middle of that on a fallen tree trunk sat the most beautiful creature he'd ever seen. Her petite figure with soft features and porcelain skin glowed in the night. Dark brown silky hair fell in waves to her tiny waist. Dressed up in light, white dress that reflected the moonlight, surrounded by hundreds of fireflies, the small female looked like being of another world. Devouring that fragile beauty, he suddenly remembered the bedtime story mother used to tell him, his most favourite one. How could he forget it?
The story was about Moon Princess who spent her entire life, night after night watching Fae live, dance, laugh and love. Her desire to spend at least one day with them and experience the same things they did, grew so strong that she got sick, slowly fading away. When her father, Moon King, learnt about her desire, he decided to grant her her wish in order to save life of his only daughter. And so Moon Princess descended from the moon to the clearing in the deep forest, instantly feeling better.
At that time, young prince happened to be in the forest on his way back home, witnessing her descent. He immediately fell in love with her and took her to his castle. Gradually, she fell in love with the prince, but when the month her father granted her was coming to its end, she became sad and again fell ill. Her father couldn't stand to see his daughter suffer so much and allowed her to stay with her prince. After some time they got married, had a lot of children and grew old together.
When Rhys was younger, he dreamt about finding his own Moon Princess and having his happily ever after with her. Seeing this gentle creature in the woods now, he felt like he was witness of descent of Moon Princess he waited for. She took the air from his lungs and captivated his heart. Before he knew what he was doing, he stepped out from the shadows. Not wanting to scare her off, he cleared his throat, making as much noise as possible on his way to the fallen trunk.
Despite his efforts, she winced, covering lips like petal of rose flower with her delicate hands with elegant long fingers. Her doe eyes of colour of deepest sea gazed up at him. Recovering from the initial shock, she blushed, readying to run away.
"Don't! Please, stay. I mean no harm," he raised both of his hands, trying to calm her down. She was like a frightened animal. Rhysand assumed it would be for the best if he introduced himself.
"I'm Rhysand and I'm guest of the High Lord of Autumn. I was just on a walk when I noticed you sitting here alone. Are you lost?"
She shook her head, avoiding his gaze.
"What Court are you from? I happen to know all High Lords. I can help you get to the right one."
"I'm.. from here," she spoke shyly, her voice sounded to him like the sweetest melody. He swallowed hard, his palms sweating. What was wrong with him? He was feared High Lord who had more lovers in his life than he could count, yet he felt like inexperienced youngling.
"Can.. can I sit down here with you?" he asked out of breath.
How pathetic, Rhysand, he scolded himself. You finally found female of your dreams and you behave like total idiot. Bravo! She will certainly fall for you and agree to meet you again. You need to come with something better than this.
She bit on her lower lip, considering it, but at last she nodded, moving as far from him as she could. Rhys put on his most dazzling and kindest smile and sat down next to her. She blushed even more.
"The moon tonight is beautiful, isn't it?"
"Yes, my lord, I suppose it is."
Rhysand snorted. "I'm not your lord. Please, call me Rhysand or just Rhys if you want. How should I call you?"
Female nervously fidgeted her fingers. "I think I should go." She was about to stand up.
Rhys' hand shot up instinctively, his fingers firmly but gently wrapped around her wrist. Mother above, she was so small and fragile like a porcelain doll. "Please, stay. I understand. No names."
She weakly twisted her wrist in his grasp and he let her go. She sat back down and Rhys sighed with relief, licking his lips. He wanted to make her speak more, yearning to listen to her voice from now until the end of his life.
"Do you come out here often?"
"I'm not allowed to go out much," she whispered hardly audibly, her shoulders slumped.
"How so?" Rhys asked with concern, his gaze again roaming over her petite body. However, he didn't get the answer.
Eris emerged from between the trees, his features twisted in anger.
"What are you doing here?" he hissed and taking female's hand yanked her to his chest. He looked her up and down, checking her for any injury quite roughly.
"Hey! Stop treating her like that! You are hurting her, asshole," Rhysand couldn't stop himself, his mask naturally slid down to its place and he was again fearsome High Lord. He stood up baring his teeth, ready to fight him off if necessary. He wouldn't mind to even kill him to protect this Moon Princess, as he decided to call her until she told him her name, and maybe even after that.
Female's eyes widened at him, but she didn't dare to say a word.
"How did you get here, Rhysand?! This is a private place where guests aren't allowed. If anything, the fact that guards stand at entrance to the forest, should make it more than clear."
"And you," he turned to the female. "What did you do here with this bastard? Why didn't you immediately leave when he appeared? If he finds out what happened here, we both will have a serious problem! Do you even understand that?"
"I'm so sorry. I wanted to leave, but.." she mumbled, cringing, her face pale.
"But what?! Return to your room! Now!"
"I don't know and don't even care who she is to you, but I won't allow you to talk like that with her," Rhys grabbed front of Eris's shirt, staring him down. He was only a few inches taller than the Autumn heir, though the effect was the same.
Female gaped at him in shock, but as soon as Eris let go of her arm, she backed few steps, then turned around and ran away. Rhys wanted to ran after her to make sure she wasn't hurt, but he banned himself to even move. His outburst was bad enough, giving out too much.
They stared at each other, heaving.
"Back off, Rhysand!" Eris snarled lowly.
"No!" he growled back. "Who is she?"
"That's none of your business," Eris glared at him, unmoved.
"Now when I met her, it is my business. I won't just stand by and watch someone hurt females for absolutely no reason."
Pushing him away, Eris burst into fit of laughter. "Good joke, Rhysand, really. Maybe you should clean up your own yard before you start poking your nose into other people's affairs." With that he left, heading in the same direction as the female.
Rhys just stood there, taken aback, gazing after his receding back. He didn't want to admit it, but Eris was right. There was still too much to improve in his Court, but that didn't mean Eris had any right to point it out. In this regard, Autumn wasn't any better than Night.
Later that night Rhysand was pacing in their sitting room, while Azriel and Cassian watched him from couch with concern.
"Don't you want to finally tell us where you disappeared?" Cassian groaned, sipping his drink.
"Did you find anything out?" Azriel added. Ever since he returned he was frowning, angry that he not only couldn't find anything useful, but also that Beron's office and chambers were so warded that he wouldn't be able to get in even if he had a whole month for it.
"Nothing like that," Rhysand growled. The thought of the female and her scared gaze where eating him up. He needed to see her, to make sure she was all right. But where to look for her? Then his gaze fell to his brother, half hidden in his shadows. If anyone was able to find her, then only he.
"Fine, so listen up," he groaned. While still pacing back and forth, he told them everything about his encounter with her and described every detail he remembered.
Azriel listened him attentively, nodding at last. "I will look for her while spying around. But I have to warn you - don't keep high hopes. There's an entire part of castle where I nor my spies couldn't infiltrate no matter how many times we tried it. And we work on that for years. If she is held captive in this castle, they can keep her there."
Rhysand sighed and ran hand through his hair. Eris knew her, but he wouldn't tell him anything. Could she be his lover? Or some secret fiancée? Wife? Or she belonged to another Vanserra? Just imagining that such fragile, young female was here to satisfy Beron's needs made him feel sick.
He needed to calm down, to do something to change the flow of thoughts, so he stepped to the bar and poured a glass of whiskey. He emptied the glass in one gulp, the liquor burning his throat. He grimaced and poured himself another glass. He sat down.
Cassian and Azriel started to discuss something, but he couldn't focus on their words even if he wanted. He could still see her in front of him, surrounded by silver moonlight, beautiful and so unearthly. He was only snapped out of the memory when Cassian put his big hand on his knee.
"Stop it," he muttered in amusement. "It's nerve-wracking when you nonstop tap your foot. Even Azriel here is getting nervous because of you."
"I don't-"
"You do," Azriel nodded, corners of his mouth twitching. With raised brow he looked at Cassian. "What do you think? Finally?"
"Finally," general agreed.
Rhys was confused. "Finally what?" he snapped.
"You are in love," Cassian howled with laughter and Azriel joined him shortly.
"I'm not in love. I'm just worried," Rhysand retorted, crossing hands on his chest and almost tipped the drink on his expensive shirt.
"And now he's even blushing like an innocent schoolgirl," Cassian was laughing so hard that tears were rolling down his cheeks.
"What's so funny?" Helion appeared on the threshold, light smile playing on his lips.
"Nothing. They are just two bored idiots," Rhysand groaned. Helion was the last person he wanted to find out about his encounter. High Lord of Day was the worst gossiper in entire Prythian.
"Oh, c'mon. I want to laugh, too. I'm bored here. This is the worst Court to be in."
"Because you would like to make out with a certain lady who is out of your reach?" Rhysand grinned. This lifted his spirit a bit.
Helion groaned, flopping onto other couch. "Don't even remind me of that matter."
To that Cassian started to laugh even harder.
Helion frowned at him. "Is he okay?" Rhysand only shook his head.
"Two lovesick birds," Cassian tried to calm down, Azriel next to him was massaging his hurting cheeks. He hadn't laughed so much in ages.
Helion watched them with wolfish grin and shiny eyes. "Idiots or no, I'd love to see them worn out in my bed anyway."
Azriel stopped smiling immediately, the idea had never been to his taste. Cassian just shrugged. "Maybe some other time, but thanks," he playfully winked at Lord of Day who obscenely ran teeth over his lower lip.
"I'm already waiting for the day."
Rhysand cleared his throat, grinning. "So.. Did you come for something specific or just to make obscene proposal to my brothers?"
"Actually, yes," Helion smiled, still undressing his long-term targets with eyes. "I and other High Lords are worried. You certainly already heard about something going on between Autumn and Spring."
"Sure, I did."
"I didn't see Tamlin at party tonight. I have quite bad feeling about this."
"Me too, friend," Rhysand swirled the golden liquor in the glass. "Me too."
"I guess that you don't have more detailed information on this matter that you could share with me."
"Unfortunately, I know just as much as you and the others. Azriel here is trying to find out something while we are here and his spies are snooping around in Spring, but we haven't heard anything new from them, have we?" He turned to Shadowsinger who only shook his head.
"But if you find out something, you will share it with us, right?"
"Of course I will. I can imagine only one scenario in which Beron is after the access to the Wall and human lands. We both know very well what it would mean."
"Do you think that Tamlin would allow such thing?" Cassian asked seriously.
"We can only hope that he has enough common sense to not allow it," Rhysand emptied his second glass.
The room fell into a heavy silence.
The week of festivities passed quickly. Beron prepared all kinds of activities to keep his guests entertained. Rhysand had stopped counting the number of hunts, competitions and banquets he absolved right after the first day.
Azriel spent most of the time in the shadows, spying all around the castle, following Beron like hound, but there were no news about the female nor the plans Lord of Autumn had.
Rhys started to have very bad feeling about this all and grew nervous with every passing day in dark. He kept his eyes on Eris who was obviously ignoring him, hoping he would make a mistake and take him to the female. However, Eris, the cunning fox, after the first ball never left the room, participating on every event from the beginning to the very end.
When it was finally time for the last ball, Rhysand was so nervous and irritated that even his brothers were avoiding the conversation with him. And he wasn't the only one. All gathered High Lords seemed to have enough of this shit show and masquerade, waiting only for the big announcement.
That evening, the atmosphere in the ballroom was suffocating, none of the Lords bothered to tune off their powers anymore. When Beron with his family appeared on the dais, five pairs of hostile eyes gazed at him from the crowd, waiting.
Thank you for coming and blah blah blah, Rhysand didn't really listen that old asshole, not until Tamlin appeared on the dais next to Beron who announced that they were intending to make an alliance together. Tamlin seemed to be taken aback to see everyone and to hear that they spent the whole week here, so apparently he wasn't invited for the shit show nor Beron bothered to notify him about the recent events.
"And to confirm my good intentions, my only daughter, Selene, will marry Tamlin," Beron declared.
The wave of shock ran through the crowd. As it seemed, even Autumn aristocracy didn't know about the existence of the mentioned daughter. High Lords looked at each other. Their worst fears had come true. Beron was after free access to the Wall.
However, right at that moment, it was the last thing Rhysand cared about. The doors behind Beron again opened and from the dark of the hallway a small figure emerged. Dressed in dress of moonlight colour with dark brown waves styled into a complicated hairstyle, his Moon Princess walked into the room. She looked up and their eyes locked. Exactly as that night in the forest, her beauty took all the air from his lungs, but it wasn't the only thing that happened at that moment.
Something inside him broke, the crack so loud everyone in the room had to hear it. And in that hole in the middle of his chest, a shimmering gold thread formed, blooming like a flower. The thread shot out, bridging over the entire room. Gently touching his Moon Princess, it wrapped around her and bound their souls together.
Rhysand watched it all with wide eyes and slightly opened mouth. As understanding hit him, he wavered and took a small step back, shocked. Beron's daughter was his mate. The Mother had a strange sense of humor, but in certain way it made sense. The feeling he had when he saw her on the clearing, the pull, the need to make sure she was safe. Of course she was his mate.
"What's going on?" Azriel, always the most attentive, as the only one noticed his moment of weakness.
Rhys couldn't take eyes off of her, barely managing to force his lungs to work again. "She's.. she's my.." He didn't need to finish the sentence.
Azriel's eyes also widened, jumping between him and the female. Even Cassian who overheard them, gaped at him.
"Are you sure?" Rhysand gave him a look and Azriel shook his head. "Of course, you are. Whatever you decide to do now, you can count on me," he said darkly, tendrils of shadows dancing around him.
"And on me," Cassian pat him on the back.
After the shocking announcement, the party was naturally over or at least for High Lords certainly, as they all left right away.
Helion stopped briefly at the doors of their chambers with grave expression to tell them that all the High Lords agreed that the wedding must not take place. For some reason they expected that the Night Court would take care of that, but they were ready to assist them if needed.
Honestly, Rhysand didn't remember much from what had happened after the bond snapped for him, not even how he got back home and to his bed. He lay there in the dark, unable to sleep, all the satin sheets suddenly too scratchy and insufferably hot. His mind was nonstop returning to the only thought - he had a mate and she needed his help.
He tried to analyse the moment when it snapped for him. He was curious whether she felt it too. Though, no matter how many times he replayed the scene in his head, he couldn't find a proof she felt it. Her eyes were sad, her expression shy and guarded. She walked into the room, stopped at Tamlin's side and accepted his waiting hand without a single wobble. She was shivering like leaf in the cold breeze, but all for the different reasons. At dawn he finally came to conclusion that she didn't know about the bond.
He kicked off the blanket and changed. He was determined to solve this problem as soon as possible. He wouldn't leave his mate in hands of any other male.
The Town House was completely silent when he ran down the stairs taking two at a time. The wedding was supposed to take place on the day of the autumnal equinox. That left him only a month to solve this. He didn't have much time and had to start right away. He rushed into his office, almost breaking the doors, and took a sheet of paper and a pen. Quickly he scratched letter and without reading it again sent it. He waited for the reply whole day, without leaving his office. He didn't even eat nor sleep. When there was no answer, next morning he wrote another letter.
Nobody came asking him what to do. His family already knew where they were needed the most. Azriel took all his spies and dividing them into two groups, he sent one group to Spring, the other one under his lead headed to Autumn.
Cassian collected all information and maps they had of the Forest House and looking for places where wedding could take place, he began preparing plans from kidnapping the bride before the ceremony to snatching her from groom's hands before they could say their yes.
Amren shut herself up in her apartment, searching old books with ancient magic for the ways how to break through wards.
For Mor, this was hard. She couldn't be much of help in this case, so she took it upon herself to take care of her cousin and made sure that he ate three times a day, took shower and tried to rest. She gladly accepted the role of an emotional support, listening to all his worries and self-loathing whenever he was in mood to talk.
On the fifth day when there was still no answer, Rhysand decided that he wouldn't wait any longer. He only had a limited amount of time and it was inexorably running out.
Without invitation he winnowed to the clearing near Tamlin's manor in Spring. As expected, it took only mere seconds and Tamlin appeared in his beast form, ready to turn the intruder into shreds. When he saw Rhysand waiting for him, he slowed down.
"What are you doing here?" he growled angrily. "I thought that not sending a reply is quite a clear answer."
"So you read the letters. I need to speak with you. You are doing enormous mistake-"
"That is not your business!"
"The problem is that it is my business. It's all High Lords' business, for the fuck's sake! You are going to open for Beron a way to the Wall!"
Tamlin snorted. "No, I'm not. I would do no such thing!"
"But yes, you are. Why else would Beron want to make an alliance with Spring?!"
"I can assure you that he won't get to the Wall."
"You are wrong and you know it. Whatever is going on, it won't take long and he will get what he wants."
Tamlin just gazed at him, muscles in his jaw ticking.
"What is it what you need so much that you are willing to work even with that old bastard, Tam?"
The beast's gaze wavered, but he wouldn't give in so easily.
"Tam, talk to me. We used to be friends and damn good friends. If it is a help you are looking for, I'll send you any kind of help. Do you need more soldier? You can have them. Money? Bride? Skilled officials to help you rule the Court? You can have it all, you just need to tell me. But don't go into alliance with Beron.."
Tamlin seemed to consider his offer. "I-.. I have tied hands.. I'm trying, but I shouldn't have been ruler.. I'm not built for state affairs. Everything is falling apart and now.. my advisers gave me an ultimatum.. They ask for heir otherwise they will leave me alone in this mess.."
Rhysand blinked in surprise at sudden honesty. With Tamlin, they had a lot of bad blood standing between them like a wall. Ever since Rhys' mother and sister were killed and he and his father killed Tamlin's family in return, they had hardly spoken. This was definitely progress or so he thought.
"I don't need your help, Rhysand," Tamlin murmured, "return to your Court before I make you." Tamlin pivoted, heading back into the forest.
Rhysand planned to solve this without mentioning Selene and the bond, but now there was no other way. Tamlin didn't want to listen and wouldn't accept his offer. This was the last thing that could change his mind.
"You can't marry her!" he called after Lord of Spring.
The beast stopped and looked back at him. "Why can't I?"
"Because.. she is mine."
Tamlin snorted, again moving.
"She's my mate." Rhys only whispered it, but the sweet spring breeze carried the words to his former friend. The beast halted in the middle of the step and fully turned to him. He searched him for any hint of lie, but when he found none, the emerald eyes widened.
"It snapped for me the moment she stepped into the ballroom and our eyes met. I think she doesn't know though," Rhysand continued quietly, hoping he would understand and cancel the wedding. All he needed, was more time to find a way to get her out of Autumn. He didn't ask for anything more. She didn't need to find out right away that he was her mate. He would be completely fine with only a friendship as long as he knew where she was and that she was safe.
Tamlin's eyes narrowed and darkened, one corner of his mouth lifted in a half grin. "Don't worry," he said lowly. "I'll take good care of her. She will have anything she wants and I will protect her. I promise you."
"But will she be happy? Without her mate?"
"If she doesn't know about that, I see no reason why she shouldn't be. One can't mourn something they don't even know that exists."
"Tamlin, you don't understand-"
"But I do understand," he interrupted him. "See you at the wedding. Or rather not. Now we don't want to try our luck, do we."
"Tamlin!"
"Get lost!"
Rhysand fought against the magic of wards that after the dismissal was forcing him to leave. He wasn't done here yet. However, not even a High Lord could stay in other Court if the Lord there expelled them. Unwillingly he winnowed back to his house.
He stood in the middle of his office, heaving heavily. Tears gathered in his eyes. He ran hand through his dark hair and then dragged it down his face. He looked around, searching for something that could ground him, finding nothing. He fell to his knees and yelled so loud that walls shook.
In a blink of eye Cassian appeared at his side and clumsily held him, checking him for injuries. He seemed to be relieved to find none.
"He refused," Rhys sobbed. "I told him and he refused.."
"I'm so sorry, Rhys," Cass spoke kindly. "But.. We will solve this. Don't worry. We all will do our best to get her out of there."
Next week Rhysand's mood was switching between being furious, coldly calculating and falling into depression. At the end of the week, Azriel returned and whole Inner Circle gathered to share all facts they knew and come with some solution. As far as they knew, Selene lived in warded part of the castle where only family members and chosen maids could enter. Azriel spent the whole two weeks trying to break in but to no avail. Amren also had no luck with her research. Wards were a complicated ancient magic and to break through so strong ones, they would need a very powerful and dangerous magical object like Cauldron that was lost for centuries and they didn't have time to look for it anyway.
Rhys only sat there, gloomy, listening. He was again falling into depression.
"What if we got help from the inside?" Cassian suggested, looking around the table.
"From Vanserras?" Azriel looked up. His hazel eyes lit up with idea and he turned to Rhys. "I think that it's quite good idea."
"Thanks," Cassian grinned.
"And who would you ask for help?" Mor rolled eyes. "Beron? His wife? Or his rogue sons?"
Azriel didn't pay any attention to her insults and continued. "I think that the heir would be willing to help us if we convinced him."
Rhysand finally looked up, frowning. "He told me that he doesn't want to see me anywhere near her."
"Exactly! Don't you see it? Who let her out during the party when Beron was too busy to notice it? Eris. Who was out there protecting her? Eris. Who is often visiting the warded quarters despite having chambers in a completely different part of the castle? The answer is again Eris. I'll bet that he goes there only to visit her. Several times a day actually."
"Why should he want to help us to kidnap her?" Rhys shook his head.
"Because he cares for her," Azriel answered simply, tilting head to the side in disbelieve that Rhysand didn't get it yet. "I heard that he isn't thrilled for the coming wedding."
Rhysand clenched hands into fists, thinking. During the last two weeks they had tried everything and nothing worked, even Tamlin laughed him out. There was nothing else they could do except of waiting until the wedding day and then try one of the risky plans Cassian had prepared for that case.
At last, he nodded. "Fine then. Can you deliver message to him?"
Azriel smiled. "Gladly. If you write it right now, he can get it tonight."
Two days later, Rhysand winnowed to the river bend on the border of his Court and hid into the shadows under the trees, waiting. He didn't have high expectations, he was avoiding the hope so as not to be disappointed in the end. The time ticked by while he watched flowing river, but in his mind he saw only her, his Moon Princess bathing in the silver moonlight with shiny big eyes and soft smile on her lips. He could keep watching her lovely profile forever. If that was all he was allowed in this lifetime, he would die a happy male.
Thirty minutes later another male winnowed to the same bend of the river, his red hair looked like blazing flames in the setting sun. He eyed the empty river bank and nearby tree line with arrogant, bored expression. He crossed hands on his chest, glaring into the waters.
Rhysand stepped from his hideaway, casually walking with hands in the pockets to the place where the other male waited at. "I already started to think that you won't come," he tried his usual cocky tone, but even to him it sounded fake.
"You are the one who wanted to meet up at this.. where are we actually?" Eris raised a brow, disgusted.
Rhysand shrugged. "Just old campsite. Nobody is coming here anymore, not after what happened here. Old story. The most important is that we can talk here without being overheard."
Eris clasped hands behind his back. "So? What is so urgent? I'm busy with wedding preparations as you know."
"That's the reason why I need to speak with you." Rhys swallowed hard. He was preparing for this discussion ever since Azriel left with his letter in the pocket. Despite everything he decided to be honest for once instead of making up lies. "That wedding must not take place."
Eris raised brows at him. "Why?"
"Because..," he tried to say it aloud, but couldn't, "it can't happen."
"Good try, but I don't have time for this. So if you don't have any good reason for this, I'm leaving." He pivoted.
"She's my mate."
"What?!" Eris turned back to him so fast that he almost slipped on the stones.
"You heard me. Selene, your sister, is my mate."
Eris just gaped at him, eyes wide, but at least he wasn't about to leave anymore.
"The wedding is the biggest mistake. I don't think she knows about the bond, but she won't be happy. You have to help me stop it."
Eris's mask slipped down for a moment and Rhysand noticed pain hidden beneath. "I can't. It's too late."
"It isn't. They aren't wed yet, there's still time."
"And what do you expect me to do? Do you want me to go to my father and tell him: hey, forget about the alliance with Spring, her mate resides on the other side of Prythian? That would 100% work."
Rhys rolled eyes. "No, just help me get her out of there. If there is no bride, there won't be wedding nor alliance. This will solve all the problems at once and nobody gets hurt."
Eris snorted. "And what about her? What will happen to my sister?"
"She can live here, in my Court. I'll protect her, give her home and take good care of her. You will be welcome to come visit her anytime you want."
Eris shook head in disbelieve. "You will keep her at your side like some sustained lover? No, in such case she's better in Spring with Tamlin. I saw them talking together and he was really kind and respectful to her. That's what she deserves, Rhysand. The respect. There might be no love between them yet, but it can change in the future. He will provide her with the same things you are offering, but he will make her his wife."
Horrified, Rhysand took a step back. "Lover? What? Don't put words into my mouth. She doesn't know about the bond and I won't push her into relationship with me. If she wishes so, we will be friends. She decides what we will be, not me. But if the bond snaps for her and she accepts it, I'll more than gladly marry her right away. In my Court, she will have freedom she never had and in marriage we will be equal. In everything."
He gave him a doubtful look, laughing. "Equal? Mother's tits! I won't believe such empty promises."
"These are no empty promises, I'm serious. Can you see me laughing? I'll make even a bargain with you. If she agrees to marry me, she will be my equal. I'll make her a High Lady."
"There is no such thing as High Lady." Eris stuck out chin, narrowing eyes.
"Then she will be the first one. Do you want to bet?"
"No, but I want that bargain."
"Fine," Rhys smiled for the first time since he learnt that his Moon Princess is doomed to marry another male. "So, what do you want in exchange for your help?"
Eris tilted head to the side, pressing lips into thin line. "Help for help. When the time comes, you will help me get rid of my father."
"We have a deal." After wording their vows, smell of magic filled the air and a small tattoo appeared on their bodies.
"Great that you agreed so easily. I was ready to get down on my knees if necessary," Rhysand grinned.
"That sounds like a lot of fun. Especially, in this awful state you are in. I think I'm going to change my mind."
"Good you can't," Lord of Night patted his shoulder with new tattoo.
Eris barked with laughter.
"Now tell me, just out of curiosity, is Selene really your sister or just half sister? It doesn't really matter to me, I'm asking because-"
"She looks so different?" Eris finished the sentence with fox grin. "She is my sister. Frankly, she looks like clone of father's great grand mother. I would show you her picture, but.."
"No need. I believe you."
Eris raised his brows doubtfully.
"How exactly do you imagine her abduction to take place? If your spymaster can so easily get into my chamber, I'd say you don't need me."
"Believe me when I say that we already tried to get to her. Unfortunately, not even my brilliant spymaster can get through your father's wards. That's why we need your help."
"I see. I'm relieved to hear there are wards that can stop you and your people."
"If we weren't in such time crunch, we would find way in for sure. But we don't have so much time now," he winked. "All I need from you is to get her out of the wards inside the castle. It really doesn't matter whether you take her to your room or to that clearing, as long as she will be somewhere where we can get to her."
Next hour or so they spent discussing the details of the abduction, so the both sides knew the exact meeting place, time and what to do. When Eris left, Rhysand return back home, feeling much better. In good mood he shared the plan with Cassian and Azriel who would go into the action with him. Now he just needed to wait for message from Eris. If he hadn't seen with his own two eyes how much young heir cared for his sister, he would doubt his intentions. This all was possible only thanks to the exceptionally strong sibling love and overprotectiveness. In moments like this Rhys thought about his own baby sister. What would it be like if she was still here?
Days were passing one after another without any news from the Autumn heir until finally four days before the wedding a small piece of paper appeared on Rhysand's desk. He opened it and skimmed a neatly written short message.
Cassian! Azriel! he called in his mind.
Ever since he made the deal, they were staying in their rooms in the Town House instead of the House of Wind, just in case they would need to quickly move on. It took them only a minute to get to his office. As soon as they appeared on threshold, he happily waved the paper in the air.
"Get ready! We leave an hour after sunset."
Exactly one hour after sunset Rhysand winnowed the three of them to the Autumn Court's borders, the rest of the way they had to fly to avoid being detected by the magic of the wards that Eris inconspicuously lifted for several minutes.
Thankfully, wards around the Forest House weren't so hard to get through and Azriel could safely get them in without any help. Under the cover of night, Rhysand led them through the grounds to the clearing where they were supposed to meet with Eris and Selene. They slipped past the patrol on their way, unnoticed. Just to make sure they weren't walking into a trap, they silently landed in the forest and went on foot the rest of the way. Hidden in the dark shadows under the trees, they waited.
Ten minutes later, Eris appeared on the clearing dimly lit by the waxing moon. And he wasn't alone. Holding his hand, a small figure walked behind him.
"Be careful here," Eris kindly warned his sister and she smiled in answer.
When they stopped in the middle of the clearing, Selene looked up on the moon, bathing in the silver light. With her long hair down and in the snow white dress, she was stunning. Meanwhile, Eris intently gazed into the night, his body tense. Rhys nodded to his brothers and moved forward. They assumed she would be less frightened if he went first. He let the dry twig to crack under his boot on purpose, notifying them of his arrival.
Both siblings turned in the same time. Tension in Eris's shoulders melted away, replaced by sadness. Selene seemed to recognize him and shyly hid behind her brother.
The males nodded in greeting. "Everything okay?"
"Nobody saw us."
"And Beron?"
"Some kind of troubles with goods for wedding in the port."
Selene watched their quiet exchange calmly from behind the brother's back, curiously peeking at Lord of Night. She didn't seem to be surprised by the turn of events at all.
Rhys nodded at last and leaning to the side to get a better view, he smiled at her.
"Hey there," he said so softy he surprised even himself. "Do you remember me?"
"Yes, my lord," Selene answered shyly and hid even more into brother's shadow.
Rhysand huffed in amusement. "I thought we already had this conversation, darling. Only Rhys for you."
Eris winced at the way he addressed his sister, but didn't say a word. Instead he took his sister's hand and pulled her from behind him. "It's okay, dear. He's here to take you.. to safety."
She looked up at him with her big bright eyes, waiting. "I'm sorry, Sel," Eris continued, "I can't let you marry Tamlin. I genuinely think that he would be a good husband to you, but you wouldn't be happy with him. That's why you have to.." He couldn't finish the sentence, his voice failed him. Rhys noticed the tears in his eyes and decided to ignore them for now. He understood how hard this must be for him.
"So you allow me to leave with my mate?" Her silent question made them both gape at her in shock. Eris recovered as first and smiled sadly. He reached into the pocket between the words and pulled out a bigger bag.
"I- I packed you some clothes for the start.. and a couple of your favourite things.."
"You know about the bond?" Rhysand's heart stuttered. He didn't expect that.
She met his gaze for a second and quickly shied away, blushing fiercely. "Since the night we met here," she took her brother's sleeve between fingers and stepped closer to him, partly hiding behind him.
Rhysand was so happy that he couldn't find words. He had so many questions that he didn't know where to start. Cassian and Azriel quietly approached them and Selene's eyes widened with fear.
"That's okay, they won't hurt anyone. They are my friends who came to help me get you safely to my Court," Rhys held out hands, explaining. "This is Cassian, General of my armies, and this is Azriel, Spymaster. They are big, clumsy and quite grumpy, but both are very kind-hearted, I assure you. We grew up together like brothers."
When introduced, Cassian grinned widely and waved at her, while Azriel put hand on his chest and slightly bowed.
Eris scoffed, rolling eyes.
"It's time. We should go before someone notices she's gone," Azriel murmured lowly. He was right. It was too risky to stay here for too long.
Rhysand cleared his throat nervously and offered her hand. "Can we?"
She looked up at her brother questioningly. Eris's jaw tightened as he turned to face her. At first he only held her hands, suppressing his feelings, but then he broke and pulled her into a hug. He whispered her something in the ear and tried to wipe his tears away stealthily while pretending to clean some dirt from her shoulder.
They parted and Selene walked over to Rhys' group, her cheeks wet.
Eris sadly watched as Rhysand gently picked her up and handed her bag to Azriel. "Everything is going to be fine. He will take good care of you.. I'll visit you soon," he looked at Rhys who nodded in agreement.
"Anytime you want."
"Oh, and take this," Eris reached into his pocket and handed her a blank sheet of paper. She turned it in fingers, confused. "It's enchanted. If you want to talk with me, just write on the paper and it will teleport to me. When I answer, it will return. If there would be any trouble with it.." His eyes moved to Lord of Night.
"I'll gladly help you with it or you can write a letter and Azriel will deliver it for you."
The mentioned one nodded in agreement and opened the bag so she could put it in.
"I'll miss you, brother," she sobbed.
"I already miss you. Stay safe." Eris stepped away, hardly keeping his tears back. He put on his cool mask of heir, but his amber eyes were giving him away.
"Thank you," Rhysand swallowed hard, hardly suppressing his own emotions. "When you are ready, let me know. I owe you for this. And don't worry. She will be safe and well cared of. I'll write you when we arrive."
Eris only nodded, fists clenched at his sides and retreated a few steps to give them enough space. Rhysand summoned his wings and carefully took off followed by his brothers. Selene watched Eris until trees obscured her view. Then she wiped her tears and rested head on his shoulder. It took him by surprise and for a moment he forgot how to use the wings.
"Sorry," he apologised for the shock and she hummed in answer. He exhaled shakily, again feeling like a youngling on the first date. "A-are you scared? Of flying?"
"No," she whispered between sobs.
Rhys tugged her closer to his body, gently rubbing her shoulder with thumb. "I know it's kind of scary for you. You don't know me nor my family, but I promise I'll do anything to make you happy. And the bond.. I won't pressure you. It's up to you-"
"I want the bond," she said firmly, interrupting him. "I saw that we will be happy."
"You did?" Rhysand raised a brow. Eris probably failed to mention that his baby sister was a seer.
"Sometimes I see little flashes of my future. I knew that you will come for me."
He huffed. "Of course you did. You are the Moon Princess after all."
"Who's Moon Princess?" She seemed to calm down at last and stopped crying, but she stayed hidden in the crook of his neck.
"Well, she's someone my mother used to tell me a story about. Do you want to hear it?"
She nodded and so Rhys started quietly whispering the story into her ear while they were sliding through the peaceful night sky, heading to their own 'happily ever after'.
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The Devil I Know ❖
... a series (ch 2)
au!Matt Murdock x fem OC!reader - a slow burn series following everyone's favorite Hell's Kitchen lawyer.
Summary: Bella interviews for an associate position at Nelson & Murdock and the tension between her and Matt is at a high.
Word Count: 2,000
Warnings: 18+ for following series, fluff, mild swearing, enemies to lovers, Foggy :(
READ CHAPTER 1 HERE!
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CHAPTER TWO | The Interview
My heart was beating a hundred miles a minute.
When Mr. Murdock accepted my plea for an interview yesterday, I was totally confident in my decision to ask him for one. Now, I was second guessing every decision I’d ever made. I absolutely hated interviews, and by the way the past few have gone for me, I was dreading another. Especially with the insufferable Matt Murdock.
As I stepped out of the cab and walked down 44th, I realized that I’d never really been in Hell’s Kitchen. Sure, I’ve driven through it a few times, but I wouldn’t be caught dead here after dark. Especially with everything that's been going on here lately. The neighborhood had always gotten a bad wrap, but the people of The Kitchen had been through a rough stretch this past year. Shootouts, explosions, murders… you name it. The reign of a certain drug lord had taken a toll on the community, and it was apparent in every exhausted face that passed. These people had become collateral for a much larger underground corruption. Even just walking down the street I could feel an eerie sense that something was not right here.
I reached the front door of the little building on the corner and made my way up the rickety steps. I passed by rooms until I reached a door that read “Nelson & Murdock”. Taking a deep breath, I walked in.
There was no one at the front desk, but I could hear someone moving around in the back office. My heart sped again at the sound of footsteps heading towards me. I had never considered what Matt would be like outside of class.
A young man with blonde, shoulder-length hair and full cheeks came into the room. A twinge of disappointment hit me for some reason, but was instantly melted by the man’s rosy smile.
“Hi! Come on in!”. He ushered me further into the room and took my briefcase. “You must be Ms. Walker. I’m Foggy Nelson. I’m named after the sign out front,” he chuckled.
I laughed and started to feel more at ease. “You can call me Bella. It’s so nice to meet you, Mr. Nelson–”
“It’s Foggy. I feel old enough living in this town.” I reached out to shake his hand and he took mine with both of his. “Come on, let’s talk about you.”
I followed him in the back office, which had boxes stacked to the ceiling and documents covering the table. Foggy sighed and ran his hands through his hair, “Sorry it’s such a mess in here. We’ve been getting more and more cases every day and don’t like to turn anyone away.” He brushed some papers aside and plopped down in front of me.
“So I gotta know. What’s Matt like as a professor?” he asked.
“Oh, he’s uh, really great,” I said in a strained voice. “I’ve learned a lot from his lectures.” At least that part wasn’t a lie.
Foggy raised an eyebrow. “He’s an arrogant grump, isn’t he?”
“No! No, of course not!” I spluttered. “I really respect him and you both–”
“Don’t worry, I’m just joking,” he chuckled, “I love the guy, but I know he’s at least a little rough around the edges.”
“Something like that,” I admitted with a little smirk. I took a breath and tried to sound as casual as possible. “So, is Mr. Murdock out today?”
“Nope. He was supposed to be here for your interview but is apparently running late, which is typical.”
At that moment, we heard the front door open and hurried footsteps. “Speak of the devil,” Foggy said under his breath, laughing to himself.
Matt Murdoch was somehow even more handsome out in the real world, and it pissed me off. As he stood in the doorway in his sharp navy suit and signature red-tinted glasses, adrenaline started to flood my system again. I needed to prove myself to someone who was almost never impressed.
“Miss Walker, I am so sorry. I got caught up in some other business,” Matt said, pulling up a chair and sitting next to Foggy. I didn’t miss the meaningful look that passed between them. I also didn’t miss the way Matt’s hair was slightly rumpled compared to its usually clean cut look. Interesting.
I mustered up the friendliest smile I could. “That’s okay, I haven’t been here long. And I just wanted to thank you so much for agreeing to meet with me. I really appreciate the chance to interview with you both.”
“How could I say no after how much you liked my class?”, Matt replied, a hint of a smirk on his lips. “Foggy, Isabella here was my most attentive student. Always paying attention in class, never getting distracted like her classmates.” I knew he was talking about the fact that I played Solitaire for maybe fifty-percent of his lectures. Somehow, he had figured it out and called me on it when I talked to him yesterday. Matt was playing with me, and in front of Foggy, too. Was he even planning on giving me a fair shot?
“Okay?...”, said Foggy awkwardly, not sure what to make of such an odd statement. I was starting to see red.
I sat taller in my seat. “I truly loved your class, Mr. Murdock. You really know how to engage a class.” Sarcasm dripped off of every word, but I quickly changed the subject. “I brought my resume and transcripts for you to review,” I said, handing Foggy a stack of papers. He flipped through them, eyebrows raising.
“Damn, Bella. You did way better than Matt and I ever could in law school.” He grinned at Matt. “You sure you should be teaching her?”
Matt’s jaw ticked and a rush of satisfaction ran through me. He cleared his throat. “You’re right Foggy, she is incredibly bright. Very quick witted,” he admitted in a sincere tone. What was he playing at?
“Thank you, Mr. Murdock,” I said, hating the way I blushed at his presumably sarcastic compliment.
Matt took off his glasses and set them down in front of him. He leaned forward towards me, and even though I knew he couldn’t see me, I felt like my whole being was being scanned.
Luckily, Foggy broke the silence. “So, uh… Tell us a little about yourself, outside of the straight A’s and quick wits.”
I was about to launch into my well-rehearsed elevator pitch when a knock and a small voice came from the entryway. Foggy jolted up, relieved for a reason to get out of the room. “I’m sorry, let me see what this lady wants. You two keep going, I’ll be back,” he said, practically running out and shutting the door behind him.
Now it was just Matt and I, tension taught across the table.
“How soon can you take The Bar?” he asked abruptly.
“I’m registered to take it next week, the day after graduation.”
“Good, you can start then.”
I blinked. “What?”
“Obviously you can’t practice until you have your results but we can assume you’ll more than pass. You can be our acting paralegal until then.”
I was confused. Did he just offer me the job? Without even interviewing me?
“Aren’t you going to ask me any questions?”, I said slowly, not wanting to ruin my chance but needing answers nonetheless.
“I already know everything I need to know, Isabella.”
I bit back my instinct to tell him not to call me that, but instead asked “What do you mean?”
Matt pulled a thick binder from his briefcase and tossed it in front of me. It landed with a thump. We both looked down at one of my thesis essays from his class. “Wilson Fisk: The Devil of New York”.
He gestured to the binder. “Most of your classmates wrote about old cases, the classic ones we all study in every law textbook. Some didn’t even hand their’s in. But you,” he shook his head in disbelief, “You wrote a 60 page paper on the patterns you noticed in the crimes and civil cases against Wilson Fisk.”
“And?” I challenged.
Matt dragged the binder towards him and flipped through the pages until he found the sentence he was looking for. “Fisk has benefited from a corrupt justice system that has only fueled his economic and cultural crimes against the people of New York.”
“I’ll say it again. And?”
The morality of Wilson Fisk had been debated for a long time in the city. Some believed him to be a titan of industry, a renowned ‘businessman’ who boosted the economy. Others knew the truth; Fisk was a notorious crime lord running illegal drug rings, extorting local businesses and killing anyone who stood against him. I was willing to bet most of my privileged classmates admired the man.
Matt sat back in his chair, his focus never seeming to leave me. “Fisk is a dangerous man, and not many people would put that into words. Especially an upper-eastsider like you.”
I took a deep, slow breath. “I may not live in Hell’s Kitchen, Mr. Murdock, but Fisk’s influence affects the entire city. Even rich, privileged, upper-east side girls like me.” I leaned forward and got dangerously quiet. “I promise you. There is a lot, a lot, you don’t know about me.”
We sat in silence for a few moments as my heart pounded in my chest. For once, Matt seemed to not have a response. He opened and closed his mouth a few times. “I–”
“I’m so sorry, guys!” Foggy exclaimed, rushing back in. “There was a woman looking for representation and I wanted to take her information down.”
Matt stood up, smiling broadly. “We were just wrapping up, Foggy. I told Ms. Walker that we would love for her to join our team.”
I rose slowly, infuriated at how easily Matt could turn on the charm. He extended his hand to me.
“Thank you so much. I can’t wait to get started,” I said, reaching out to shake it. Adrenaline rushed through me again as he closed his fingers around mine. His hand was rough and calloused in a way you wouldn’t expect a lawyer’s to be. He squeezed it gently and I pulled away quickly as a shiver went down my spine. Shit.
I turned to Foggy and shook his hand, too. “It was so great to meet you both.”
“Awesome! We’re so happy to have you,” Foggy smiled. “I promise Matt will be a better boss than teacher.”
Matt laughed. A real genuine laugh. I could tell that he was at ease here with Foggy. He cleared his throat and said, “Let me walk you out.”
I said my goodbyes to Foggy and left the room with Matt behind me. He placed a hand lightly on my back as he led me to the door. It was a ghost of a touch. His hand was high enough to be appropriate, but it still did something to my head. I told myself it was just the excitement of having won the job.
He reached around me to open the door, his broad chest brushing my shoulder.
“Well, Mr. Murdock, I’ll see you in a few weeks.”
“We’re colleagues now. Call me Matt.”
“Okay, Matt.”
He smirked at that and said in a low voice, “It’s a good thing I’m not your professor anymore.”
“Why do you say that?”
He put his hand back on my shoulder and guided me out the door. “Have a nice night, Bella.”
I blushed and blindly made my way down the hallway as he closed the door behind me. I wondered what his words meant, knowing that I was in for a ride at Nelson & Murdock.
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CHAPTER THREE COMING SOON!
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Mashblogging (11x05 "Who Knew")
I watched 11x05 "Who Knew" tonight, and I thought "Sons & Bowlers" was my cause of death, but NOPE, just put this episode on my tombstone, GOODBYE.
I love how (while not exactly intentional, and there are obviously a lot of other episodes that are important along the way) there is a clear and explicit throughline across SEVEN SEASONS in how Hawkeye relates to other people, from 4x19 "Hawkeye" through "Where There's a Will" and "Sons & Bowlers" straight into this episode. (No coincidence, I'm sure, that the last three are all by the same set of writers.)
I complained about 4x19 "Hawkeye" over on DW, because he spends the entire episode talking nonstop and yet somehow manages to say absolutely nothing personal - it's mostly just rambling about medical terminology and girls he dated in college. I guess I would've expected talking about his friends, or revealing a little more of his internality, or something?
But the more I saw of him as a character, the easier it was to see it in context: Hawkeye simply doesn't talk about anything personal, even with people he'll never see again; it's a pure reflex even when he's concussed and rambling, as of that point in the show.
Then in "Where There's a Will" several seasons later, Hawkeye, fearing he's going to die at in shelling at the front, keeps himself sane and focused through the hell he's in by thinking about the people he loves, and says goodbye to them by writing out his will. It's an unspoken "I love you" but in a fairly oblique way, though he gets perhaps more personal than he ever has before in the show, praising their individual qualities and telling them what he likes best about them and choosing appropriate gifts (his main personal comfort object goes to Charles, Margaret gets something to remind her to laugh because that's what he loves best about her, Potter gets something sentimental from his childhood that reminds him of his dad, etc).
Of course, they don't even know; he's writing a document to be read after he's dead, and he never actually uses the word "love" even once. They only way they'll ever hear any of this is if he dies, and since he doesn't, they'l never hear it.
"Sons & Bowlers" has Hawkeye as probably the softest and most open that we've ever seen him in the entire show, plus Hawkeye explicitly talking about saying "I love you" and how he can say the words but he doesn't know how to really tell his dad that he loves him (and Charles gives him the nudge for how to do that, and he does do that).
And then we come finally to "Who Knew," where Hawkeye, who has spent eleven seasons deflecting and avoiding emotional conversations, admits openly that he does this and he knows that he does this.
"I'm a lot like Millie. I'm not shy ... I cover up my feelings with jokes. I don't tell the people that I care about the most, the most important thing I can tell them - that I do care."
... and just straight up tells his friends that he loves them in so many words.
"I love every one of you."
And I love how just as in "Where There's a Will" where it's clear that the order of people in the will is non-random, there's a definite progression here in the people he names. It's almost in order of closeness but not quite - Potter is first because of rank and also the specific nature of the relationship they have (in terms of emotions I'd put him right before Margaret, but I agree that he needs to go first), but then it's a steady emotional escalation (though you could easily swap Margaret and Charles, they work equally well in either order).
I also love that it's a sort of escalation of complexity, because Mulcahy and Klinger were always easy, Margaret and Charles were a hard-won love, and BJ is just and has always been BJ.
And the distinct way that he says the last three names!
Margaret is incredibly soft and gentle, the way he just whispers her name.
Charles is soft too, but also just kind of like "You didn't know I loved you? Well, now you do."
(Charles: I CAME OUT TO ATTEND THE FUNERAL OF SOMEONE I DON'T KNOW OR CARE ABOUT, I DIDN'T EXPECT TO BE ATTACKED LIKE THIS.)
and then he just grins at BJ.
And those last three are the ones he finally tears up on.
PROTECT HIM. T___T
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