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#so I’ve got thinking to do for sure
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note to self—googling “is it ok to buy a binder if I’m not trans” may actually mean i have some self reflection to do
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puppetmaster13u · 3 months
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Prompt 211
The figure looked down at Billy. Billy looked up at the figure awkwardly from where he was digging through a trash can. 
“Um… I can explain!” 
Okay he honestly couldn’t, and instead threw a bag at them and booked it like his life depended on it. Which it might! Living in Fawcett meant that there were magical entities everywhere, even if they looked human, and he wasn’t going to get stolen by some fae! 
And they caught him. Great. He’s going to die now or get thrown back into foster care- huh? Food? They’re offering- no no, this is some fae bullshit, isn’t it! … But he’s also hungry, so maybe it’ll be worth it…
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tacit-semantics · 4 months
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You can do whatever you want forever
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tabithatwo · 11 months
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(this is a pls stop blaming juliette lewis for nat’s arc and death post <3)
#regardless of whether you loved the death or hated it YOU CAN STOP BLAMING JULIETTE NOW OKAY??#like even people who liked it overall but had qualms the party line is well I’m sure it was juliette leaving early so that’s why xyz#no! it was not! this was the plan <3 and idc if you hate love or nothing it I just think like making these excuses for things is weird#like do I get why some people might have assumed juliette might have left early sure yes but also idk like PEOPLE ARE FALLIBLE#showrunners are fallible! and that’s OKAY! they’re PEOPLE! and you CAN love every choice they make but jumping through hoops#to find *reasons* for the things you didn’t like is so interesting to me cause like…it’s okay!!! they can do a little thing you didn’t love!#you can even SAY you didn’t love it if you want and that’s okay too! or not! but stop blaming juliette lewis for whatever you didn’t like#also the rest of the article is an interesting read!#now I’ll do conjecture and tell you it is CONJECTURE for sure okay disclaimer#but after reading this article I think it is even possible Juliette’s anger with nats arc was partially BECAUSE she knew her death was soon#like maybe! who knows! not us! but I don’t even know how I became this hardcore juliette defender bc honestly I dosagree w her on a lot lol#but like I’ve seen people say oh she’s difficult and she made them do this and she’s a problem and she always does this#HELLO??? stop blaming women for shit baselessly??#(if you casually wondered if maybe she wanted to leave and didn’t say it like it was fact or use it to pin blame on her for stuff…#…this isn’t directed at you)#but some people got VICIOUS#juliette lewis#natalie scatorccio#yellowjackets
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anna-scribbles · 27 days
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h-how do you ever finish any of your work? genuine question because you seem to be productive despite your agreste syndrome and I need to learn your ways. but also how do you ever finish any of your work
unclear. last night i stayed up and finished a report worth 25% of my grade at about 5am, arrived on time for my 9am lecture, and spent about half of it zoned out while thinking about seventeen year old emilie agreste. and i was one of the most active participants in the class discussion
#in some ways it IS the move to go to grad school right out of undergrad#because your body can still sort of operate like a college kid#i’m on about 3ish hours of sleep rn and this morning it felt SO over but now i’ve eaten something and we’re so back#i also don’t really do caffeine. except sometimes i’ll go get one of those panera death lemonades#i might be able to snag a short nap before work#but anyway about seventeen year old emilie. i was thinking abt how she was in that movie solitude and adrien said she was seventeen#WAIT. NO. HE SAID SHE WAS SEVENTEEN IN THAT PHOTO ON HIS DESKTOP NOT IN THE MOVIE#well. okay whatever i’m gonna tell you what i was thinking about anyway#OKAY i’m back i just checked the wikipedia page and then i watched the end of gorizilla. to make sure i’m not lying. because i’m normal.#anyway i was thinking about the solitude film and how it’s super rare and old and obscure and whatever. and how apparently#emilie wrote it herself and andre produced it#and i’m thinking about how gabe was discovered by audrey and that’s how he got his start in the fashion industry#so now i’m like?? did gabe and emilie first meet on the set of solitude? because gabe was designing costumes or whatever?#and that’s how audrey found him? have people already thought about this??#also i just checked and it doesn’t say emilie’s last name in the credits and also it’s ‘graham films’ with the twin rings logo m#so i’m assuming she’s still emilie graham de vanily at that point#anyway it comes back to seventeen year old emilie because i started imagining seventeen year old runaway emilie having her new life in pari#after escaping her british nobility life#and the first thing she does is write and star in an original movie. of course.#and she meets this repressed bisexual punk upstart costume designer who is so the opposite of everyone she’s ever known#and he’s immediately so unhealthily obsessed with her. which she appreciates.#and then they proceed to have the most toxic doomed evil relationship of all time#also she gets cheated because once gabe gets money he represses himself SO hard that he is now exactly like all the people emilie grew up w#but at least he’s still obsessed with her#this is what i was thinking about during class today. i don’t know how i get anything done either.#ml#anna rambles#asks
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into-the-feniverse · 5 months
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Some more Vashes as Howl Pendragon
(Pssst, you can get them as a sticker pack on Redbubble)
Edit: the stickers got taken down by Redbubble 🙄
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whitmore · 7 months
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really actually kind of enjoy how the big lore moments are sort of quiet on a singular stream (or a small group!) instead of the events solely being the lore; i think there would be this hesitation to develop anything solo if the server reinforced this idea that Big Lore could only happen during scheduled events and days. instead the more narrative-progressing moments (take the baghera hybrid experiments revelation or the philza birdnapping for recent example) are very low-key and almost unhyped up— there’s no expectation for that kind of lore necessarily at the time which makes it more rewarding to experience as a viewer. big fan of how they do the events as player bonding time rather than serious narrative progression because it allows all the players (especially the ones who don’t engage in the rp side that much) to participate and get to know each another more; it’s very neat it’s really smart it’s nicely executed
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mattodore · 5 months
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tagged by @wldestluv-rs and @rottengurlz <3
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OCS as OBSCURE ASSOCIATIONS with Matthias
ANIMAL: wolves / cougars / birds of prey
COLORS: silver / ice blue
MONTH: april… it’s his birth month
SONGS: he has a playlist, but some personal favorites for him are temptation by michelle gurevich, bring me back a dog by iamx, and total depravity by the veils
NUMBER: 9
PLANTS: aconite / thistle / dogwood
SMELLS: saffron / amber / wood / leather / powder (et cetera, et cetera... matthias wears strong cologne so i could go on and on for this one)
GEMSTONE: apatite / hematite / snowflake obsidian
TIME OF DAY: 5-7 am
SEASON: winter
WEATHER: a hail storm—freezing rain that stings the skin and hail that cuts it open
SKY: dawn
PLACES: drowning under the bloodied ice of a frozen lake / walking through a garden atrium with humidity that plasters his clothes to his skin
FOOD: ciasto ze śliwkami
DRINKS: red wine
SEASONINGS: pepper
ELEMENT: water
ASTROLOGICAL SIGNS: aries
MAGICAL POWER: resurrection
WEAPONS: torn knuckles / belt / wire
SOCIAL MEDIA: this is the doesn’t-like-technology guy… there’s seriously zero associations i can come up with here. he’s meant for sending heated love letters and waiting an unbearable fortnight for a response.
MAKEUP PRODUCT: lip stain
CANDY: jawbreaker
METHOD OF LONG DISTANCE TRAVEL: trapped in a casket in a dark hearse / kidnapped and thrown in the back of a trunk
ART STYLE: classical realism / baroque
FEAR: drowning / sleep
MYTHOLOGICAL CREATURE: hellhound
PIECE OF STATIONERY: a heavy paperweight that’s just a chunk of raw stone
THREE EMOJIS: 🐺🩻🩸⏳🍷📖♟️
CELESTIAL BODY: eris
tagging @birdietrait, @hell-dusk, @stinkrascal, @veone, @void-imp, @zohrou, and @rainymoodlet
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doctorsiren · 2 months
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I can’t imagine the number of weird asks you get as a artist. As someone whos learning to draw i both admire and feel sorry for the sheer amount of drawing stuff you do/probably are asked to do. Your art is great, but i hope ur not burning out with all the good stuff you’ve been posting lately from asks n stuff
I have over 1000 asks in my inbox, and there are some weird ones for sure
When it comes to asks for me to draw things, it’s actually pretty nice because hey uh yeah free ideas! But also sometimes there is that pressure, but i’ve learned that hey I don’t need to answer every ask I get and I also don’t need to draw something for every ask y’know?
When I need something to draw to keep me busy for whatever reason, I can just look in my askbox and usually find something, so I’m always grateful for any asks that I get!
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8rujaa · 8 days
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i feel so happy i have the urge to get on my hands and knees and worship something
#i’m emotional because i feel like recently i’ve been actually like genuinely happy#i thought i was going to feel broken forever. i thought i was going to feel like half a person forever#i’ve made so much progress#looking back i don’t know how i got through certain things i really don’t#i was being traumatized while also being severely tortured daily by my body pain#i hadn’t talked to my family or friends in months#i lost my mobility and i lost my independence and i lost everything i worked hard for#i felt like a dog and my nightmares still make sure to remind me how terrible it was#and the healing journey afterwards was somehow even worst because i was reliving it constantly. i feel like i fought so hard for my peace#i know i thought about offing myself multiple times#i don’t know what kept me alive…#i think i stayed for all the wrong reasons/people…. but either way i’m glad i stayed#i’m struggling with letting myself be happy because life has a way of taking everything from you just as you were getting comfortable#and i know bad things can and will happen wether i worry or not so the only thing i can do it try to savor and enjoy these beautiful moment#as best as i can and maybe these moments are what will keep me alive in the future#this year i don’t ‘want’ anything per say…. i just don’t want to lose anything…. like god i don’t ask for anything else…. just don’t take#anything from me that i love please 😭😭😭😭😭#brain vomit
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goldkirk · 4 months
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My five happy things for the day
• paper that has a good feeling texture
• things not feeling like an emergency EVERY second of the day, only part of the time
• the fact that these cheapo stamp ink pads from Walmart a few years ago somehow still have a bit of functioning ink not dried out?
• I’m able to track and retain conversations for longer periods of time again, I’m finally finally finally feeling some progress
• putting on a warm hoodie or coat when feeling chilled
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stardial · 2 months
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i need to learn how to make scabbards.
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starscelly · 5 months
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Harls: “Halloween decorations. Thanksgiving decorations… Christmas decorations.”
Wedge: “You wait ‘till November 1st, dude?”
“How long you have a Christmas tree up for?”
“Like, four months.”
“… Why. Way too long.”
“It’s beautiful! And it’s big and it lights up my living room and it’s good for movies. My wife likes it so I do what she says.”
“There you go. There it is, there’s the answer.”
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kelpiegry-art · 5 months
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I'm becoming addicted to slightly shabby old Hollywood musicals and Anything Goes (1956) in particular really tickles me. Just look at them!!! I think they're so fun :)
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fuckdamn · 4 days
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everytime i’m faced with wild overt misogyny that’s just platformed like it’s nothing i remind myself that people don’t actually have to feel this way about women. men are fully capable of treating women like human beings and viewing them as such. “but socialization but male fantasies but patriatchy speaks through us even when we don’t recognize it” sure but actually regardless there exist men who are fundamentally not raging misogynists and they generally seem happier and better adjusted. misogyny to me isn’t disappointing because “oh i can’t believe Men, as an essentialized category of person, are like this” it’s disappointing because people make the choice to be like this. “it’s my biological imperative as a man to dominate you” okay well it’s my biological imperative as a freaky bitch to dominate you so what now. what biological imperative is making you comment “onlyfans detected opinion rejected” on every picture of any attractive woman. i think i will always be understood by most people as a woman and i’m learning to accept that and trying to like it but misogyny makes me feel very trapped of course. but misogyny is a choice. which means some people make the choice to be misogynistic which is profoundly frustrating. but many other people choose not to be actively misogynistic and i believe anyone could choose not to be actively misogynistic if they wanted. so it’s a whole thing
#lotte.txt#womanhood is a fun thing to participate in with women who do not hate women. otherwise it’s very stifling and starts to not be worth it 4 me#for other girls — cis and trans btw — i think relishing in womanhood still feels worth it even when it’s very difficult and i admire that#but apart from my fashion sense and bloodlust i feel very detached from womanhood as like this primal animate Essence#but i don’t really want to be a man either. i like being a Weird Girl i like being a Hot Weird Girl#i’m more of a Hot Weird Girl than a Hot Weird Boy and i’ve discovered that through trial and error#and calling myself nonbinary/fluid accurately describes my experience in a lot of ways. but i also sometimes feel like the label doesn’t..#serve me? if that makes sense#like i got really into kibbe in 2020 and it was like oh shit i’m a soft dramatic. how cool that there’s something that describes my body#but after a while i got exhausted with kibbe because yeah. by the logic of the system of course i’m a soft dramatic#and i operate with that knowledge in the back of my mind. but also so what. i am aware of the shape of my body now#and now i feel the label has very little left to offer me#like if you’re asking? sure i’m a kibbe soft dramatic. but i don’t hold kibbe’s system as law or view it as crucially important#that is very much how i feel rn about calling myself nonbinary#like if you want me to think about it? yeah i don’t strictly conform to the gender binary#but i don’t believe gender itself is useful for my growth - i don’t hold the institution of the gender binary sacred - why bother#why draw attention to where i exist within the system when i’m tired of defining myself in terms of the system at all. yk#aUghj. anyway
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neotaissong · 2 months
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Via @fanoniscanon @our.moral.imperative
#accusing internet weasels ignorant strays and twitter fingers of anti blackness is one thing....#but bisan and motaz?!?!?#some of the ig personalities in the diaspora#yes#I’ve seen it for sure and saw it evolve once SA entered the chat with the ICJ...#but to accuse those being eradicated those who we’ve parasocial'd and celebrated and channeled our own fear powerlessness and#inaction thru#that’s a madness#fanoniscanon spits 💯 real talk its difficult to hear but TRUE as my grandmoma says the truth hurts#and that’s not to take away from the anti blackness that I’ve witnessed amongst others - viewing the real time genocide#but genocide is genocide and right is right and that is at the forefront of everything for me and we should be doing more#I was saying this morning I wanna come off apps and take a break due to anti blackness i was witnessing and this post brought me back#i hate the internet but i realised it was bringing back stuff from my first girlfriend first love#she was lebanese jordanian and there was much#antiblackness hovering on the edges of my experience not from her or her fam but the wider community an it still irks me just as it hurts t#think on the hate she got from my community...so yeah#its triggering but love is love is love and i thank god for meeting her#and her educating me on palestine and speaking the fire of first love and seeds of what resistance can be#but going back to this post#fanon is right we are children of the empire and i dont believe motaz or bisan are antiblack#and i do believe we have used them in the same way we use each other on these apps and i know its wrong and i know i have to do better#spreading awareness#protesting etc -- i do not require perfect victims and i also believe oppressed people have the right to resistance#i pray for the liberation of palestine everyday and i pray for those doing everything in their power to attain that liberation#cos theyre not gonna get it thru us attached to our phones but us working together#collectively#us calling out the ops and racists zionists and sexists and actually putting in work that can change something and us also pouring into#our own communities like i really need to doubledown on reading about sudan and congo and use my skillset to educate and liberate#thats something i need to do as i finish my projects#but yeah long story short - we need to check ourselves and our privilege and our parasocial vibes and check anti blackness but not
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