Title: Shatter me with hope
Pairing: Daryl x female reader
Summary: After being in love with Daryl for as long as you've known him and him being completely clueless to the fact, your jealousy finally gets the better of you when he and the new girl are inseparable.
Setting: Alexandria.
Warnings: 18+ / Death of a walker by stabbing / reader is super jealous / Angst / Smut / breast groping / Oral (m and f receiving) / face riding / cum swallow / p in v sex / cream pie / sub! Daryl / dom! Reader / slight choking if you squint but not really / Daryl being the sweetest ever / Daryl being super insecure/
Word Count: 7.5k
Prompts: "It ain't like that, we're just friends." and "It don't matter, she don't see me like that."
A/N: Well…this one took on a life of it’s own, so sorry it’s taken me so long. And I could only use two of the three prompts you asked for ,as i just couldn’t make the other one fit. Hope you enjoy and thank you for requesting @graveyard-stray
Stop looking. You scold yourself. Just stop looking at them. Forcing your eyes away from the sight you were currently fixated on and up from the porch steps to retreat into your shared house. It did no good sitting here staring at the two of them, you knew that and yet here you were, torturing yourself…and for what?
All it did was encourage the rock in the pit of your stomach to sink further down, while your throat burned from the bile threatening to rise up.
Closing the front door behind you and collapsing against it, a shaky sigh escapes you.
Why can’t it be you?
What’s so special about her?
What does she have that you don't?
Your tormented mind swam with so many questions you felt like you were drowning in them, unable to breathe against the weight of words and the feelings behind them.
Since that new girl arrived at Alexandria, her and Daryl had been inseparable. Jodie. Even her name made your blood boil in your veins, feeling every drop of it as it raced molton hot through your body and setting a fire within you. She follows him around everywhere, laughing at things he says, smiling up at him and batting her lashes, touching him. Every time you see her hand connect with his body somewhere you have to fight the urge to charge and tackle her to the ground.
Hearing laughter, snapping you out of the image of the two of them behind your eyes and immediately heading over to the kitchen window, peeking through the net curtains like a typical suburban neighbour.
Who are you? When did you become this person? Jealous. The word turns your stomach, even to think it.
How could you be jealous? The simple answer is, you can't, not really, not when that person isn't yours to begin with; never has been and never will be.
Watching as she plays with her hair while smirking up at him all the while visualising punching that smug look off her face. She was the exact opposite of you, in looks and in personality and that just made it easier for you to hate her.
Maybe that wasn't fair, you hadn't even given her the chance to get to know her but if you were being honest, did you want to?
She didn't seem like someone you would have ever gotten along with before the world went to shit, so why now?
Scoffing out loud as you turn your back to the flirtation happening outside, only to be face to face with Carol.
Your heart jolts and your body jumps an inch off the ground.
"Whatcha looking at?" She asks, balancing on her tiptoes, attempting to look past you and at the scene in the streets occupying your attention.
"Nothing." you answer quickly, too quickly.
Her eyes drift back to you with a knowing look. "You should tell him." She says simply, shrugging her shoulders.
Frowning, your eyes dart between hers wildly, panic building up inside you. She can't mean what you think she does?
"Tell who what, exactly?" your attempt to remain calm fumbles as your voice wavers; betraying you.
She shakes her head, "when are you going to stop lying to yourself, y/n?" then heads over to the kitchen cupboards and begins pulling ingredients out, placing them on the counter in front of her. "The sooner you tell Daryl how you feel about him, the happier you'll both be."
Both. Why both? What did she mean by that?
And how could she know your feelings for him?
Oh god, was it that obvious? Perhaps, you had not been playing it as cool as you thought. If she knew, who else did? That thought alone made your cheeks prickle, as an uncomfortable heat spread over your entire body, making the room feel stuffy and your clothes feel tight.
You need some air. You need to be outside, away from this conversation and away from Carol and her sympathetic glances. You walk to the door and twist the door handle–
"You can't run forever y/n, someone will end up getting hurt." Carol's voice sounds behind you, chasing you and making it harder to breathe.
You didn't turn to look at her; you couldn't. Pulling the door open and racing down the porch steps, you didn't know where you were going and if you were honest, you didn't care, you just wanted to be as far from here as you could be.
Thankfully, you still had your knives and gun strapped to you as your legs powered you towards the gate.
In your peripheral vision, you were aware of Daryl and Jodie, knowing that in about 15 seconds you would have to pass them. Daryl would probably ask you something, or worse, come with you and when you were this anxious you couldn't imagine anything worse.
You decide to avoid eye contact with them at all costs, opting to stare out Rosita who was on watch duty, willing her to look your way so you wouldn't have to stop. Luck was on your side as her eyes drift to you and instantly you gesture for her to open the gate. Thankfully, she does so quickly, seeming to recognise your urgency.
"Y/n?"
You hear his voice and your stride falters slightly. Your heart and body expose you, attempting to pull you towards him but you stay firm and continue to push your feet forward.
Your eyes don't falter on that opening in the fence, the road beyond it surrounded by woods, all of it inviting you. Even the walkers call to you, pleading for you to drive your knife into their skulls.
Just as you pass the threshold he calls out again, this time it's louder; brash and sharp. "Hey, Y/n!"
Your cheeks flush from embarrassment, you are ignoring him in a very public manner, something you would never usually do.
Feeling eyes on you from every angle, you were thankful your back was to them all, as you broke off through the trees. Legs lurching you forward, running as soon as you are clear. The fierce pounding of your heart vibrates through your chest and with each puff; each breathy gasp only pushes you further. The feeling of air pumping in and out of your lungs helps you to focus.
Maybe Carol's right, maybe you should just tell Daryl how you feel, for your own sanity.
But…what if…what if he doesn't reciprocate your feelings?
Then it becomes a tale of unrequited love, with pity smiles and tear stained pillows, filling your own house with awkward glances and polite conversation.
Your feet slow on their own, picturing a miserable household, affecting everyone and making your family uncomfortable. You couldn't be that selfish…and yet, you couldn't keep doing this to yourself. The world has ended, it's miserable enough, without you torturing yourself intentionally.
You deserve to be happy one way or another, with or without Daryl.
What you do know, is that you need space away from him and his little girlfriend.
Maggie's face appears in your mind and an idea hits you like a bolt of lightning. Hilltop. Maggie runs it now, you could stay there for a bit, your family would understand and you're sure she could use the help.
You were already set on your decision when footsteps behind you have you spinning, with your knife raised and coming down fast ready to plunge into the nearest skull.
Your arm stops midway however and it takes you a few seconds to realise there's a hand holding onto it, blocking you and keeping it at bay. It's the cobalt blue eyes you recognise the moment they connect with yours.
Daryl stands in front of you, mere centimetres from your face, your bodies so close to touching.
You had almost killed him, almost stabbed him yourself with the blade and yet, all you can think about is the fact he's never been this close before. His scent swirls around you, obscuring your mind and trapping your senses. Tobacco, earth and leather, so primal you can't deny the way your heart pounds violently, knocking against your chest as if trying to break out of its cage and go to him itself.
The heat radiating from him makes you want to move in even closer and wrap your arms around him, never letting him go. Even as you stand, both of you breathing fast and heavy, his mouth parted and breath fanning across your face, drawing you in, pleading for your lips to touch his.
You swallow loudly and he slowly lowers your arm, his eyes searching yours for answers, seeming desperate.
"What's goin' on?" He asks, breaking the deafening silence surrounding you both.
You think of all the ways you can tell him of your decision to go to Hilltop and yet none of them leave your mouth. Your jaw opens, then closes, and still nothing.
"Y/n," his stern voice snaps you out of your trance and commands your attention. His face softens, "yer used ta talk ta me?"
The pleading in his voice as well as his eyes, has your vision blurry behind the sea of emotions threatening to crash against the shoreline.
"If there's sumthin' wrong," he pauses, eyes flickering between yours, "yer can talk ta me."
The worry he clearly has for you makes you feel awful for not being able to tell him the truth. What kind of friend are you?
The dam bursts as a tear trickles down your cheek, the air hitting it and leaving a cold trail down your heated face.
His hand comes up almost instinctively, gently wiping it away with his thumb. Unconsciously you lean into his touch, the action; uncharacteristic for him and you revel in just how right it feels before your body freezes. A moment of realisation into what you are doing and you quickly move away, turning your back to him and swiping roughly at your cheeks, a too late attempt at hiding your emotion.
"I-I can't…" you whisper.
You hear the leaves rustle under his feet as you sense him closing the distance between you.
"Whatever it is, we can figure it out. Let me help yer." His voice is almost as quiet as yours, as if scared you'll run again.
You're tired. Exhausted. Tired of not feeling good enough, comparing yourself, doubting yourself, feeling like absolute shit all the time. You can't do it anymore. This furious pit of jealousy that boils away low inside you, a constant reminder of what you want more than anything but can't have. And yet, here he stands with you, begging to help but you can't bring yourself to be honest for fear of not just rejection, but of everything changing.
You turn, facing him again. "I think I'm going to stay at Hilltop for a while,"
You watch his eyes widen slightly before he looks off into the trees, confusion taking over and a frown marring his brow.
"I need some space…" you can't bring yourself to tell him that even being with him right now feels like you're being stabbed in the heart repeatedly, "...from Alexandria."
He nods, chewing his lip as he mulls over your words. "Ok. I'll come with you."
Your chest grows unbearably tight, as if he's wrapped his bare hands around your heart, squeezing it for fun.
You let out a laugh, feeling like you might scream if you don't. "And how's your little girlfriend going to feel about that?" Your voice sounds ugly and bitter, you don't recognise it but it’s your mouth that moves as the sharp words slice through the air..
His narrowed eyes stay unblinking on your face. "It ain't like that, we're just friends."
If your blood wasn't boiling at the mere thought of her, you would have laughed at how serious his face remained. "You're both inseparable lately, I don't see you without her?" You try to refrain from the bite in your tone but unsuccessfully.
He scoffs, "It dun matter, she dun see me like that."
Now that gets your attention. "Oh, but if she did then you'd be with her, right?"
He looks away from your burning gaze, uncomfortable by the turn in the conversation and seeming unsure how to respond before he shrugs and says, "not thought 'bout it."
You laugh, physically unable to hold it in any longer. "Come on, that is such bullshit!" You're pacing now, hands raking through your hair in frustration. You just want to hear it from him, then maybe you can think about beginning to put yourself back together.
"Don't act like you haven't noticed her, the way she follows you around like a lost puppy, smiling and batting her lashes at you. She's a walking cliche."
Your face feels hot and your stomach turns threatening to erupt if you hear the words you're waiting for.
Letting out a sigh, he sits on a fallen tree laid out on the ground next to you, swinging one leg over it as he places his crossbow against it. "Come on." He gestures to the empty space on the bark next to him.
You shake your head, too wired and needing to keep your legs moving, ready to run from the truth you know you're about to hear.
"Please." He asks.
You can't resist him, not when he's sitting there so open and vulnerable, eyes unguarded for once. But he's tense, you can see it in the way his muscles flex as he moves and the way he's pulling at the skin around his fingernails. Dread fills you. It's time. You need to hear this.
Joining him, you quickly lower yourself next to him, wanting to get this over with. Your knees touch his, such a simple touch and yet your skin feels like it’s aflame.
"Is this why you're so upset with me?" He asks, taking you completely off guard.
You aren't upset with him. You are upset but it’s not his fault, he hasn't done anything wrong. You can't help who you like and in this world, you need to grab what you want with both hands before someone else does. You wish you'd taken that advice months ago.
"What?"
"I know it's me who's upset yer." He bites his bottom lip, holding it between his teeth. If you didn't know any better it looked as if it was trembling. "Is it ‘cause I've been with Jodie so much?"
He'd hit the nail on the head, but it wasn't that simple, you couldn't answer that honestly without confessing everything else.
"Rick asked me to show her how things work 'round here," he began explaining quickly, pulling at the skin around his fingernails, "she wants ta learn how ta hunt so she can take care of herself." He rambles on, peering at you through his messy hair, gauging your reaction and scooting towards you on the branch. "M'sorry, if I made yer feel like we weren't friends anymore." He whispers.
You can't help the escape of another tear rolling down your face. The fact he's apologising just made this all so much worse.
"You don't have to say sorry to me, Daryl. You haven't done anything wrong." You can't even look at him now, knowing the sad, pitiful look on his face would only shatter your heart further..
"I have if I’ve made yer sad." He gently wipes the tear with the back of his fingers, caressing the length of your cheek. It sends shivers through you, your skin rippling goosebumps over your entire body.
"I need you to be honest with me." You steel yourself, sitting up straighter, staring him down. "Just tell me the truth. Do you want to be with her?” You pause for a moment and take a deep breath before continuing, “You deserve to be happy more than anyone and I mean that." Your voice is barely a whisper, almost as if it's the breeze sighing through the leaves in the trees.
"I dun want her." He says it so matter-of-factly it stuns you.
"Then why's she still hanging onto you like a lapdog." You say snidely, unable to keep your face from twisting in disgust as you can see her clearly under your eyelids. Hope threatens to bloom inside your chest and re-grow the flowers that have recently died but you can't allow it, you can't allow yourself to think there's a possibility.
"I dun give a damn why, I'm doing a job, that's all." He places his hand on top of yours hesitantly. It takes everything you have not to hold onto it.
"’when that jobs done," he continues, "it'll be yer and me again."
'You and me' for such small words, they have such big meaning. The frustration boils up inside you, feeling overwhelming. The gentle touches, the way his eyes follow you as you stand up from the tree trunk, the way he ran out into the woods to check on you, all of these things were making it impossible not to love him. And you hated it.
"What does that even mean? You and me." You turn to find him having followed you, standing inches from your face. Your breath catches in your throat as your heart beats so hard you're sure he can hear it.
"What do yer want it ta mean?" He asks shyly, trying to keep his eyes on yours but as his cheeks flush pink he looks down to his feet.
Why does he look so embarrassed? You can't help but reach out and touch his tinged cheeks, fingertips brushing gently against his skin as you try to fathom what's wrong.
"Don't do that?" You say softly.
"Do what?" He asks, glancing up at you briefly before avoiding your eyes once again.
"Answer a question with a question." You push the hair back and away from his eyes and watch as he squirms slightly at the action. His face exposed and beautiful; just the way it's intended.
"Y-yer wanna know why I dun want Jodie?" He stutters, taking your hand from his face and wrapping his fingers around it. "'cause I-I want…someone else."
You swallow the scream you feel almost choking you, praying to a god you no longer believe in that he's going to say what you want him to say. What you need him to say.
"Who?" is all you can muster, the sound almost getting lost in the deafening pounding of your heart in your ears.
"Yer really dun know?" His hand still holds yours, both your palms sweaty and hot. Beneath your touch you can feel him tremble in your grasp.
"Not a clue." You rasp, your throat suddenly dry as he moves towards you, closing the already small gap between your bodies. A loud gulp disturbs the tense silence and you're not sure who it came from. His tongue darts out to wet his lips and your gaze can't help but follow it.
"Tell me." You whisper, trying to prolong this moment of closeness with him, for fear of what he's about to say. Don't hope. Don't hope, you repeat in your mind, for it is a dangerous thing.
He wavers for a moment and you see doubt across his features for a split second before it's gone, concealed and determination takes over instead. He releases your hand, the cool air hitting your damp palm, before both of his are slowly reaching up and lightly land on either side of your face.
"I've always wanted yer."
Your heart goes quiet for a moment, everything around you silent and still. Almost as if the world has stopped for a second time. Maybe you've finally gone mad. Blinking, you try to clear the scene in front of you but when your eyes open he's still there, staring at you with those ocean blues, drawing you in like always and you conclude this is all actually happening.
“If yer dun want this then-”
You pull him to you and crash your lips to his. Your hands gripping his waistcoat so tight they’re already beginning to ache but you can’t release him, not when you’re so overwhelmed with the taste of him; tobacco and something so deliciously Daryl it sets a fire deep inside you, burning for more. His lips explore yours hungrily with just as much fervour as yours and the way his mouth feels against yours is undeniably right.
Licking a stripe along his bottom lip he obliges you, letting you in and your tongues dance messily with each other, moving to their own love song of your quiet moans and heavy breaths.
You don’t realise you’ve been moving until your back hits a tree trunk, the bark digging into your skin. Your hands find their way into his hair, grabbing and pulling him closer still.
His hands move hesitantly down your sides and to the back of your thighs, sending a shiver up your spine and an ache right at your core. Feeling his grip tighten on the skin at the back of your legs before he swiftly pulls them up and around his waist. Tightening the hold you have on him, praying that he doesn’t release you anytime soon.
When his hands slide up your front, you can feel him shaking even as he cups your breasts and gently kneads them. Moaning his name, his hands quickly withdraw and he holds them up in surrender.
“M’sorry.” He says pulling his mouth away from yours with worried eyes.
“Don’t say sorry and please don’t stop, Daryl.” you plead, the desperation making your groin hot and throb with need. “Touch me, anywhere you want to.”
His lips slam into yours again as he groans into your mouth. Closing your eyes and losing yourself in the feel of his mouth once more, waiting impatiently for his touch. His fingers linger at your hips and suddenly you hear your knife scratching its way out of your sheath.
Pulling away, your eyes travel straight to it just in time to see Daryl take it and throw it into the head of a walker only a few feet away. Your legs make their way back to solid ground as you spot the small horde or walkers heading right to you. He grabs his crossbow and swings it over his shoulder while pulling your knife out of the walkers head, using his boot for anchorage. You return it to its place as he grabs your hand, pulling you back in the direction of home.
“Come on, let’s get outta here.” He calls, as you both pick up the pace, feet slamming into the ground as you go.
As soon as the road leading to the gateway of Alexandria comes into view you both slow down. Spotting Rosita still up at her post and suddenly feeling very self conscious of your hand in his, you gently pull yours from its grasp. He doesn’t stop his stride but looks over at you.
“Yer having second thoughts?” He questions, like it’s supposed to be a joke but you can see the worry in his eyes before he looks back down at his boots.
Second thoughts about him? Not a chance, but you aren’t sure what his boundaries are with public affection.
“Definitely not. It’s just been a long time since I’ve done…” you gesture between the two of you, “...this. I feel like I don’t know what I’m doing.” You admit sheepishly.
“If you dun know, then I sure as shit dun.” He glances over at you, a smirk pulling at one side of his mouth before his face falls serious again. “What is…” this time he gestures between you, “...this?”
Your legs falter slightly and you almost stumble but he catches you by the elbow to keep you from falling.
“You dun have t’answer that now.” He shrugs as if it’s not a big deal but you can tell it is by the way the muscles across his back and shoulders are bulging with tension.
“All I know is, I want you.” You stop walking and he turns back to you. “And I want everyone to know it.”
He steps to you, closing the distance, hands coming up to cup your face again before bringing his lips to yours and kissing you so softly you forget you’re outside with the possibility of walkers nearby. “M’already yours.” he whispers against your mouth.
Both your heads snap up when you hear screaming, only to see some members of your family standing up at the watch post cheering at you; Rick, Carol, Rosita, Michonne, they all whistle and hoot at you.
Your face feels as if it’s been set alight and as you start walking again Daryl coughs awkwardly at your side.
“So…yer wanna show her who I belong ta?”
A laugh bubbles up inside you as you shove him out of pure shock at his words and his sudden boldness, although his cheeks are still stained pink.
“How can I resist?” You respond, taking his hand in yours and marching right through the gates to the continuing cheers of your friends.
Feeling almost euphoric as you head through the streets of your home and up to your shared house. You let him lead the way and as he does, he walks right past Jodie, not giving her a second glance, you however can not resist the smug smile that teases your mouth as she looks away turning her nose up at the two of you before stalking off and away from you both. Seems like someone’s finally got the message.
You rush forward, over taking him, feeling an urgency bubble up inside you, eager to have him all to yourself in all the ways you've thought about when you're alone at night.
As soon as your front door closes behind you both, you're pulling him down the stairs to his basement room. Pushing open the door and seeing his bed all made up neatly, the reality of what you're about to do sets in. Stomach flipping wildly as the throbbing of your core seems to match the nervous pounding of your heart.
Daryl kicks the door shut with his foot and locks it, before leaning his crossbow up against the wall by the bed. He's the one who closes the distance and his lips are on yours again, softer this time and not as needy but instead loving and sensual.
He pauses, pulling his mouth away from yours.
"Are yer sure about this? We dun have ta do nuthin' if ya dun want." He says, clasping your hands in each of his, bringing one up to his lips and pressing them to the back of your hand.
Your heart swells at the delicate touch. He is yours, finally, and now you could show him how much you've longed for him.
"I've never been more sure of anyone or anything."
He chews his lip anxiously. “Alrigh’, but if ya change ya mind at any point, just tell me.”
His insecurities are kicking in and it’s breaking your heart to witness. You’re determined to reassure him, you need him to know how much you want him.
You capture his face with both hands. “Daryl, I’m not going to change my mind.”
He’s no longer looking at you, just worrying his bottom lip with his teeth and nodding but you can tell he’s not believing the words you’re saying.
You push his leather vest down off his shoulders, “I want you to listen to me, Daryl.” Your fingertips begin at the buttons on his shirt as you watch his adam's apple bob up and down with a nervous swallow. “I have waited for this moment for as long as I have known you,” pushing the shirt off and down his arms, your eyes drift the length of his body, the sight making your core throb with desire. “I have thought about this many times.” Your fingers tease at the button of his jeans, fingertips peeking in between the fabric. “If you don’t want to do this however, I can wait. I will wait as long as you need.”
He shakes his head and whispers to the ground, “I dun want ya ta stop.”
Placing a finger under his chin and lifting his face to look at you, “then let me show you how much I fucking love you.”
His eyes pop slightly before his face returns to the hesitant, fretful image once again. “Dun say that if ya dun mean it.”
Frustration flickers inside you but you bite it down, wanting to shake him but understanding that he can’t help this feeling and all you can do is try to dispel his fears.
Gently, you push his chest and guide him to the bed until he’s seated on the edge.
You begin undoing the buttons of your own shirt, until the swell of your breast is revealed right in front of his face. He looks up and groans at the sight, his hands coming up to peel off your shirt before it’s even registering he’s doing it. His palms glide up your sides but hesitate before moving any higher. Softly, you grab his hands and place them on your breasts and he can’t help but massage them as you watch him close his eyes, relishing the feeling.
Your fingers move into his hair, combing it back off his face so you can bask in his beauty.
His large hand finds your back, fingers spread out as he pulls you to him. His lips find the skin of your breasts and leave a trail of light kisses. His facial hair tickles but you're too wound up to laugh. He looks up at your, finding some confidence, and you have to clench your legs together just to provide you some relief from the hunger in his eyes, blowing his pupils wide.
All you can think about is where his lips are going. When they reach one of your nipples, you gasp as he suddenly sucks one softly into his warm mouth, toying with the sensitive bud by slowly circling his tongue around it.
You moan as you find yourself leaning into the action, pushing yourself further between his legs. His fingers find their way to your jeans, undoing them and pulling them down. As his kisses descend to your stomach, he guides your legs, one at a time, out of your trousers, stopping with his lips pressed to your inner thigh. Your heart pounds violently from him being so close to the area that craves him the most. Your needy cunt painfully aching with desire.
This man is going to drive you crazy.
But this is supposed to be about him.
Lowering yourself to your knees and bringing your fingers back to the button of his waistband, flicking it open and pulling down the zipper. The sound of it seems to echo in the heavy silence of the room.
As you pull his jeans down along with his boxers, he lifts himself off the bed briefly to enable you. His erection hits his stomach with a thud and you relish the sight, burning it into your memories. Peppering feather light kisses along his thighs, watching as he fidgets desperately underneath you, hips bucking up involuntarily. The sharp intake of breath as you lick a stripe up his shaft has you squeezing your legs together again in another attempt to ease the unbearable throbbing.
“Fuck, y/n.” he whispers.
Biting down the smirk you feel by instead, plunging your open mouth onto his hard cock. Enjoying the fact he can't seem to catch his breath between the lewd sounds escaping him, as you bob your head up and down on him, your tongue tracing unrelenting patterns along his length.
His hands find their way into your hair, smoothing it back and holding it in a loose ponytail.
You take him into you until he hits the back of your throat, squeezing your thumb in your fist; holding your gag reflex at bay. A few more times and saliva is running down the length of him and pooling on the bed covers underneath. Bringing your other hand up and using it to follow your mouth, sliding up and down on his spit covered shaft.
“Shit, y/n, I ain’t gonna last.” he gasps out.
The feeling of pride swells in your stomach knowing you are doing this to him. Glancing up, his face contorted in pleasure is something you could look for the rest of your life and never get bored.
“I wanna taste you.” you say, before diving straight back onto him.
He thrusts up to match your movements, your throat starting to feel bruised from the endless knocking of his tip on the sensitive skin there but you couldn’t bring yourself to care, too eager to give him his release. His groans become louder as his motions grow sloppy, you knew he was close, you could quite literally taste the salty pre-cum begging to be unleashed.
“M’gonna cum.” He pants out, as you feel his release shoot inside you, hot and fast, swallowing every rope he paints the inside of your mouth with. All the while he watches, holding your face while his thumb traces along your jaw.
Releasing him from you and sinking back on your heels watching his afterglow relax his mind and hopefully, his body, you feel as if you’re in a dream. Nothing could be more perfect than it is right now.
He doesn’t need long before his hand is reaching for yours, pulling you up and onto him, moving your legs to straddle his lap.
“Don’t you need a minute?” You ask, amused.
“Nah, I’ve been wantin’ to make yer mine for long enough, I ain’t wasting no more time.”
His hand goes to the back of your head, sliding his fingers into your hair and pulls you down to him, lips meeting and joining in a passionate dance.
He gently pulls your mouths apart, looking up at you with soft adoration as he tucks a strand of hair behind your ears.
"I wanna make sure yer know how I feel 'bout yer."
"And do you know how I feel about you?" You ask, holding either side of his face.
He nods slowly, "I think so."
"I need you to know it, Daryl." You stare into his eyes, as if willing it into him. "I love you; always have and that is never going to change."
He shuts his eyes. "Can yer tell me that again?"
You lean against his ear and whisper. "I love you." As your lips move down to his jaw, peppering kisses down his throat and sucking the skin there leaving pretty purple marks for all to see.
You feel his erection against your buttocks and grab it gently, lining him up with your slick entryway.
"I love you." You repeat as you slide yourself onto him, earning a hiss from his lips.
You cry out at the sensation of all of him inside you, stretching you out in such a delicious way. He groans against your chest, teeth softly grazing the flesh of your breast and causing you to clench around him. He jolts at that. “Shit. Woman, yer gonna kill me, yer feel so fuckin’ good.”
The fact he’s so vocal only turns you on more as you slowly start to move your hips, rocking them back and forth. His hands are everywhere all at once, he cannot seem to keep them in one place long, as if he wants to feel every inch of your body and burn it into his memory. You are definitely not complaining.
Grabbing hold of the back of his neck to give you anchorage, you lean your other hand back on one of his legs to keep you steady as you pick up your rhythm. Relishing in the moans you’re pulling from him, watching him fall apart beneath you, no longer the serious, stern, in control Daryl everyone else saw. He’s now a submissive, passionate, writhing mess underneath you and you have never felt more powerful and beautiful than you do right now.
His hands slide up to your breasts, gripping them harshly and bringing his lips down to one, enveloping your nipple and sucking it hard making your pussy clench around him again. He growls with teeth now holding the hard bud in place.
God, you wanted him to bite you and yet you didn’t.
You wanted hard and rough but slow and sweet all at once. You wanted everything right now and it was making you crazy.
Letting your head fall back as his lips make their way up your neck, sending tingles down your body and making your toes curl. Your stomach tightens, the pull of your orgasm already nearing, as the vulgar sound of his cock sliding in and out of your wet pussy fills the room.
His hand gently pushes the back of your head to his, crashing his lips against you again, while he grabs your hips and guides your movements, angling up inside you and every time he hits that sensitive spot, it ticks down to your release.
You let your eyes close as you chase the sensation, feeling yourself clenching around him ready to snap.
“Look at me.” His gruff voice sounds into the quiet. You obey, eyes fixed on him.
One of his hands slides to your rear, squeezing the flesh and using it to help you move, his other hand cups your face, stroking your cheek. The pure adoration and love in his eyes has you coming undone, your cunt spasming around him as lightning bolts of pleasure erupt in your body, an explosion of the love you have for him.
Trying to stay focused and keeping your eyes unwavering proves to be difficult as they roll back into your head briefly. When your pleasure filled brain realises your eyes go right back to him, his stare intense and mouth open as he watches you.
Your movements slow as you begin to come down, pussy gripping him tight, not ready to let him go. Your thundering heart feeling as if it’s about to gallop away straight into the clouds. You did not want this feeling to end.
He gently turns you and lays you on the bed, slowly sliding out of you as he does. Not that it cushions the blow of how empty you feel without him inside you.
Feeling his lips on your foot, he trails them down to your toes before sucking them into his mouth, his tongue exploring the crevices between them and sending a bolt of pleasure straight to your core.
Your pussy begins to throb again and you can’t resist your hand coming down and rubbing slow circles on your clit. He kneels up, bringing your foot with him, unmoving from his mouth. His strong erection glistens wet in the dim light of the room, covered in your orgasm and it twitches as he watches your actions.
His mouth travels up your leg, lips feather light and barely touching your skin as he tucks your leg over his shoulder. His trail continues up the inside of your thigh, your breathing erratic and fast as the anticipation knots your belly. The image of this man in between your legs, was long awaited and almost too much to bear.
His eyes fixed on yours is something you definitely weren't used to from him and you couldn’t bring yourself to look away, not to admire his body or watch as his tongue delves deep into you.
A lengthy, loud moan fills the room as his tongue swirls inside your entryway and you realise the sound is coming from you. He moans against you, the vibration making your toes curl and legs tighten around him. When he moves your hand away from yourself and licks a stripe up to your painfully swollen clit you cry out. Pleasure ripples through your body, making you shiver uncontrollably as his actions pick up pace, tongue relentlessly circling the sensitive bud.
Your second orgasm builds rapidly, legs clasped against either side of his face. He pushes them down with his big hands and you struggle against his strength to no avail. When he smirks up at you, you almost lose it. You had never seen him look so sexy.
Stomach tighter than ever as he now sucks on your bundle of nerves. You can hardly breathe but you begin to grind up against his face, chasing your end. He clearly likes it by the groan you hear and the fact you can feel him thrusting into the mattress. Your hands finding anchorage in his hair pulling him even harder against you.
“Oh, yes Daryl, I-.” Your legs start to ache but you can’t stop, not when you're on the edge of the precipice and about to fall in. He picks up his pace even more and it is enough to send you unravelling, pussy clenching around nothing as you ride out your high, quite literally against his face.
As you come down, your mind cloudy with thick fog, Daryl crawls up your body. That second orgasm, although powerful, did nothing to extinguish your want for him. As your hands automatically wrap around his muscular back and your thighs around his waist, pinning him to you. He slides into you effortlessly with his rock hard cock, grunting through gritted teeth as he bottoms out in you. You pull him down to you, licking your arousal from his mouth, the taste turning you on further.
He’s panting above you, pupils blown out with want as his hips begin to move. His pace is fast and his thrusts heavy, you know neither of you can restrain yourselves by the soft, sweet approach this time and neither of you will last long either.
Using your heels to push him in harder and faster still, as he slams into you, cock rubbing that sweet spot inside. Your pussy squelches as he moves and the sound fills the room, making it known just how much he is pleasing you.
A hand grips the head board and he uses it to push himself deeper into you, while the other goes to your throat, fingers pressing delicately into your jaw and steering you to look at him. You feel yourself tremble under his touch, completely at his will, with just the heaviness of his hand on you causing your back to arch off the bed.
“Daryl,” You gasp.
“M’right here.” He replies through ragged breaths, desperately chasing your high as well as his own.
His ferocity has the bed knocking against the wall and with each bump your insides coil tighter and tighter.
You’re on the edge again but your body isn’t ready yet, it needs more.
“Daryl, you feel so fucking good inside me.”
“Better than yer thought?” he replies through gritted teeth.
You nod, mouth open with a silent moan. “I’ve thought about you fucking me a lot.��
His focus returns to your face.
“You ever thought about fucking me?” You ask, almost pleading.
“Fuck, yes.”
You can’t help but smile as pride fills your chest. “Would you touch yourself while you think about me?”
The man is as deep inside you as anyone could go and yet, he has the cheek to blush.
“Tell me.” You whine, as you bring your hips up to match his movements. “Please.”
“Yea, I do,” he says quietly.
You let out a moan, picturing him with his cock in his hand chasing his release while thinking such crude things about you. You feel yourself tighten around him, almost falling into the abyss. “What would you think about?” your fingers digging into his back, desperate for your third orgasm. “Tell me.”
“Fucking yer bent over my motorcycle, while you scream my name.”
As he spoke the words you climax around him so forcefully it’s like your greedy cunt is trying to milk him.
“Fuck, y/n.” he says attempting to pull out of you but as you’re still spasming around him, you can’t bare the thought of him not inside you while you ride it out and so you push him further inside you with your heels. Seconds later you feel his warm seed fill you as he groans your name into your ear.
He collapses onto the bed beside you, both of you breathing hard and heavy attempting to recover from your unexpected show of confession. Leaning over, wrapping an arm around your waist and pulling you close, your back flush against his chest.
“What yer say to tomorrow someone else goes on the run and we stay here, in bed?” he places light kisses on your shoulder, “and I can have yer all ta myself.”
Smiling, you turn in his grasp and face him, tucking his hair behind his ear. “I have a much better idea…” looking up, giving him a mischievous grin. “Why don’t we go out somewhere and you can bend me over your motorcycle.”
His face flushes a deep pink hue but nods, eyes lighting up. You press your lips against his as you feel yourself being pulled under by sleep, exhaustion finally taking over and when you pull away the last thing you remember is how safe you feel in his arms. Until he whispers, “I love yer too, you know.”
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