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this is in every like piece of media ever, where people look at things up in the sky without hats or sunglasses and i'm just like "well i cannot do that without crying"
#every single like. swim team picture or band picture of me is me 3 seconds away from tears and the second the pic was taken#i was probably wiping my eyes#because i have sensitive fucking eyes and cannot see without my transition glasses and a hat#juggling those orbs#forgot that i'm like#showing my screen btw#so mom asked what i'm doing#none of your business mom lmao
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@ifshereturns @hystericfae
#raveartts#tadaaa it's your guy#i can't see inside your head so like. i hope i'm somewhere in the ballpark with this design 😍#i was just thinking 'guy you'd see in an otome game' the whole time#i did end up using your guy from black butler as a ref actually#uhhdhhg sebastian?? i think-#your outfit refs were so pretty and i alas know not how to draw such fancy clothes 😔 tried to get the vibe of it though#atsushi's dumb littol haircut though? THAT i can do 😍#i did spend a weird amount of time deciding what constituted as lavender#like i usually think of it as a light color even though the flower itself is pretty dark blueish#i almost asked you for hex code opinions-#also i could not think of an actual joke so i wa sjust tihnking of angel dust telling alastor his mom is gay sooo
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i don't think you've made a solaris design yet.... but am i allowed to request solaris anyways. or will i get beaten with two billion hammers until i die. for this.
No hammers for you, these asks hold me accountable to actually design the characters...
Filled a double page spread with just her...thus the 'Oops! All Solaris'
On THAT note, +2 sketchbook pages filled, 6/30 completed. I have 2 weeks until my hand in so I gotta pick up the pace. Blimey.
#waugh ty for the ask a lot of this was me getting a feel for her design but...im very fond of it...idk.... it's kinna fun#her shapes are nice..i loosely based her body type on my mom#it also took me a hot MINUTE to figure out what she'd wear then i remembered dungarees exist#I also like her in a jumpsuit kinna thing like prism#i just got silly with her!!! I'm trying to push myself more and more with my art idk if you can tell#like yk I'm trying hard not to fall into skinny and white etc etc eventhough im just getting dtarted with people and such#and yk i have improved and that's crazy to me because i look at stuff i did a month ago and im like hm! im doing better#and that's. awesome#i love it here#also uhh i really like giving characters an eye shape to fit their personality it's fun to me so yeah. permanently lidded eyes for her#she has 2 emotes unlocked/j#but nyeah!!!#[agent moose's art]#ieytd#solaris#commander solaris#tw healed scars#tw scars
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I just want you to know you're one of my favorite artists, especially your depiction of the trinity just being the cutest trio in the world. I think your characters always seem so happy (oddly even grumpy Bruce) and it's infectious. Thanks so much for every piece of art you've ever shared with us!
Thank you so much!! I honestly love sharing my art because with just a few exceptions (like that weirdo on my most recent Wonder Woman drawing) - everyone is just super kind and leave such nice comments in the tags! The reception I've gotten over the years means so much to me
#ask#like ya sometimes I get assholes in my inbox or commenting on my stuff#but they are so few and far between#and even when they do show up - I get an outpouring of support and it just makes me smile#I can't tell you how many times a nice message or tag has given me the motivation to draw#(which I appreciate since I'm still locked in that chronic art block - sigh)#oh and fun fact about the weirdo from this morning:#I read his comments to my mom and she said and I quote#'wow what a dick'#so true bestie (mom)
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#It's my blog and I'll post what I want to#Mariocest#Bowuigi#Do the other's have ships name?#Probably and I don't know them dkgjdfkgjkfd#Mario Movie#I'm working on my Proship April stuff and my mom just texted me asking if I wanna go see the Mario Movie#And IO was like YES???????? CAN WE PLEASE???????#we hate Kris Pratt in this house and I am becoming increasingly unnormal about the Mario movie#And now I'm gonna get to see it on Friday!!!#Broke bitch sees the Mario Movie let's go!!! so hype!!!#I hope Mario and Luigi kiss with tongue fkgjkdfjgkfdg
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Sowing seeds of discontent and disharmony by hanging up on my parents birthday phone call the second my mom asked if I gained weight. Hope that sits badly on their minds while they think about how that's the first call I've engaged with them in 2 months and it was for the dogs birthday. Dad scrambling to text me for my mom that she didn't mean it. Like fuck I told her I've been having a rough month and day. She couldn't keep it to herself that badly. Fucks sake
#was already not in a great place mentally but i entertained the call and was actually feeling okay talking to them giving them an update#she just hits me with that. and I'm not normally sensitive about my weight even when my mom harped on me for gaining some a few years back#i genuinely normally don't care bc I'm happy with myself. but i know ive lost weight because I've been on icu and we don't have time to eat#im so fucking mad and im even more mad I'm crying about it#bc what the fuck#i was actually feeling like momentarily safe talking to them and being vulnerable about working on my next life stages#and she just ruined the call. i wanted to talk to my mom and dad more. i do miss talking to them about some things.#i was happy to get to see my family all together even if it was for the dogs birthday. and people were smiling and shit#and ik theyre gonna say i ruined it by being sensitive but jfc#it was literally the 2nd thing my mom said to me on the call after we sang happy birthday#why couldn't she just shut up. why couldn't she have said anything else. why did i let it bother me so much i hung up#I'm just fucking tired and sad and now feeling even lonlier than ever#i just wanted a nice moment with my family god fucking damn is that too hard to ask for#and im even more angry and sad now that i cant call them back bc my mom will get on me about smth else we were previously talking about#that phone call was supposed to be a neutral zone just for the birthday song. and i was going to ride it out but fucking hell#why didnt i just put up with it so i could have talked to my family#and no calling them back isnt an option. they haven't apologized and it would be an un neutral call#which gives them space to harass me about work and shit
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learned tonight that cheng yi is representation for those of us messy bitches who get needled at by their families for their accent in their 家鄉話
#although rip to cheng yi because i don't think i had it quite so bad as#“好了有一次我说老家话跟我妈还是我妹 说老家话被她们听到了 她以为我是泰国人” 😭😭#hearing actors speak dialect is so fun no matter what though and i'm glad i found clips#cheng yi#ashton originals#language fuckery#sigh i do distinctly remember asking my mom at age 13-15 somewhere in there whether or not my canto sounded 鬼佬#and her answer was yeah a bit#i've gotten SO much better the last few years however and i can hear that#to the point that a lady i briefly talked to last week assumed i was born in hk and moved here when i was younger#(the answer is no but that was flattering thank you)
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does anyone know where "wawa" came from?? i keep saying it!!!!!!!
came up with another silly imaginary utopia... fuzzyworld, which is inhabited by fuzzy caterpillars can turn into fuzzy butterflies and back again whenever they want
#melonposting#wawa...#i know woody says that but i don't know if i got it from him#also yeah i guess i do have echolalia. it's rather funny really#i'm constantly saying 'bug' and 'plum' and 'blimp' and 'puppy' and 'melon' and 'fuzzy' and 'baby' and 'squishy'#<- mainly at home. and i'll make up some weird question like 'what's the biggest plum?' and ask my mom that#right now it's wawa of course#oh and do any of you ever get a word stuck in your head? and it's always some random thing?#the other day i got some random chemical name stuck in my head and i could not remember where i read it from. maybe the back of a shampoo#or it'll be the name of somebody and i'm like... do i know this person...?#it's so strange
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logically i know hacking a 3DS won't be hard and it shouldn't require much but unfortunately ever since my battery bloated i am. Paranoid
#my first 3DS (the one who had a bloated battery) is REALLY old and every time it has a problem i loose 10 years off of my life#its got a bump on the back from the bloated battery. ive opened it back up like 2 times to make sure its ok. UGHHH#the second one is fine but its my only 3DS that can properly play DS games with the bottom touchscreen#my first one registers all touchscreen inputs to the top right corner with DS games#and ive heard that hacking it can cause that problem#so im not sure i wanna hack the second one#AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF i have TERRIBLE luck with electronics!!!!#so like yeah id probably be able to know what im doing but FUCK man im not sure if i wanna risk it#at this point I'm better off asking my mom to help me do this. she's fixed my 3DS before maybe she can help with this#mossball.txt#nintendo 3ds#3ds hacking#3ds homebrew
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i think this was funnier in my head.
#puppy draws#yo-kai watch#katie forester#jibanyan#whisper#whisper ykw#usapyon#hailey anne thomas#as a diagnosed autistic person i can confirm that the autism evaluation results#just being a picture of the autism creature with text saying you have the tism is accurate#i don't even remember how this idea came to me i think i was just overly tired this morning and then this happened#also ignore the fact that i refuse to accept nate as being canon protagonist katie is like way better sorry besties <3#that's like 80% a joke. every main yo-kai watch character is my blorbo and nate is included in that#i just also prefer katie. playing 3 and rewatching the anime + reading the manga did endear me to nate more though#i like how he's average but also totally bisexual. no i will not elaborate#why do my tags always get so derailed. uhhhh back to autism. hailey is so fucking autistic ngl#there's like at least five different instances in 3 of her just completely failing to read the room#she's totally hyperfixated on sailor cuties and next harmeowny#she has adhd vibes too i think but. the tism is very strong#i can't decide my favorite part of this between the “yippee!! you have the tism” image and jibanyan asking what autism is#he doesn't know because he has autism by default through being a cat he didn't need a diagnosis#i feel like all of them are autistic tbh but that's probably just me projecting. i totally gave katie autism in the rewrite though#i wasn't even trying to i just don't know what neurotypicals are like because i got that autistic rizz. and adhd rizz. mostly the adhd#i am definitely also autistic but i think my adhd effects me a lot more in day-to-day life#since i usually just interact with my moms who know i'm autistic and are also both neurodivergent#and people online. most of who are autistic because it's mostly on tumblr and this is the autism website#yo-kai watch more like yo-gay watchtism amirite-#oh also very amused by hailey just poofing into existence in the second picture. as you do
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my father is an olympic gold medalist in the sport of emotionally tormenting women
#bolo speaks#I've had him blocked on everything for the past two years because I was one of the women he terrorizes even when I was still a girl#but I'm only able to do that because *other* women in my family are on the frontlines dealing with him. which I am keenly aware of.#anyway I got a message from my grandma asking if I was mad at her because he'd been saying that I hated her (untrue and bizarre to boot#like just factually a man I haven't been on speaking terms with since I was seventeen has no leg to stand on whatsoever wrt to what I have#going on emotionally or in my relationships. but he's nothing if not adept at digging into people's worst insecurities so I get why she'd#be bothered)#and he has a new girlfriend now who I haven't met but who he treats the way he treated my mother before they separated#going into drunk rages breaking her things degrading her etc. and *her* family encourages her to ignore it because he's got money#and I don't know. I don't know my dad's girlfriend I've never met her but I am intimately aware of just how horribly#he treats every woman in his life. anyway [NAME] if you're reading this GET OUT ‼️#and the worst part is that he is like. a genuine shameless misogynist like he'd go on these crazy rants about#how women are just vaginas and we're all stupid and hysterical anyway so it doesn't matter if me and mom are scared of him#because we're just dumb women. which has naturally torched his bridges with me and every other woman in our family right.#and his takeaway from that is that he's *right* and being put-upon by all these irrational harpies for no valid reason.#my dad voice: are women scared of me because I'm violent and unpredictable? no. it's those stupid bitches that are wrong.
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Any men out there wanna pretend to be my bf to get my parents off my case about marriage? I am so so serious right now.
#my mom gave me a really really lonf lecture and upset me because her and my dad want me to start thinking about settling down ans getting#married. again. cos this comes up all the time. ans I reiterated that i do wanna marry and have kids. i know im 26 years old why do they'#think im also not aware of this??? like i suddenly forgot my own age and have my head in the clouds all the time. and i got so heated cos i#said they only believe in that in theory. in reality neither of them have accepted the idea od my leaving home or the idea of mw being with#a man. and they start freaking out if they even find out i talk to them so to say they want me to get married is so fucking naive#ans when i mentioned this and that they're more than ok w mt brothers talking tp women she said that if i wanted to settle down she could#talk to dad and they could “go about finding someone for me” and I've never been so pissed#i got so upset. why does everyone keep saying this to me. as if anyone my dad knows could ever be a half decent man#and the truth is they don't care if im in a happy marriage they've accepted that i won't be they only care that im gone and saving face in#front of family. that's all. it's always reputation it's always “what will people say?”#not once did love come up. not once did shw even imply that i should marryfor love#or that they hope i love someone and marry them. because they're more happy with the idea of me marrying for the sake of it than#they are at the idea of me finding genuine lovw#im not a fucking broodmare im not here to push out babies for the sake od reputation.#and then i said nor being married isn't the end of the world and she said “it's important that you settle down”#and i said im unwavering in my principles. she can call mw high maintenance like she loves doing but I'm not wavering on the#kind of man i want to be with and when i do marry him i want it to bw genuine. because be loves me and vice versa not because im ticking off#somethin from a damn checklist to appease them. and if being unwavering on my principles means staying unmarried then so be it.#my obligations are to god and myself and that's it#and y'know what??? i am in love with a boy already#and yet they don't care that i wanna be in love at all. no im just a puppet to follow a certain narrative in life live according to evergone#else has and that's it.#im done.#and then she tried to apologise by getting me a slice of cake and that somehow made me feel worse.#i dont want an apology. i want to be heard and actually listened to for once. i want someone to ask what i want. to actually give a shit#and love me cos it's me. not cos im some thing to further an agenda. or some toy or puppet that does your bidding.#is it so much??? to just want to be loved in return? to marry and live according to how i want to?? ans not want anyone to make these#decision's for me?#ruined my whole day.
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I absolutely do not have a green thumb and know nothing about plants but I'm proud of myself for keeping this thing alive and well(?) for two months now :)
#gonna have to ask my mom what it is again lol#all I know is it's pink and it's adorable#plants#do not yell at me for poor plantkeeping lol. I know I know I have no idea what I'm doing lmao#my mom said 'give it a bit of water ehhh every few days or so' sounds good to me!#she gave it to me for my bday and I love it :)#hmm I should probably name it. some ppl name their plants right? hm#I just love my pink plant and my cat mug and my lil crystal snail :)
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sometimes i forget that being depressed isn't normal honestly
#bambi's rambling#i mean like it's normal for me and has been for years#possibly always#like i remember crying myself to sleep and thinking no one loved me at like age five#i just didn't really understand the concept until like. fifteen or sixteen i think#at one point i looked up an online 'are you depressed' quiz#even before my mom put me in therapy cause she was concerned#but it said i had 'mild depression' so i was like oh well that doesn't really count obviously#(the ironic part was that it was the same test that the therapist used to see if i was depressed. so apparently it was legitimate)#but like i dont know how not to be depressed#i know its getting worse lately but like. what do i do about that#i'm so horrendously uncomfortable talking about this kind of thing even in online settings#like there's a 50/50 change imma delete this instead of posting it it's that bad#prolly gonna delete this even if i do post it#how am i supposed to get help when i can't even ask for it. that kinda thing#not like it matters all that much anyway lmao#it's just my brain being stupid like normal#vent#tw vent#tw depression#tw mental illness#cw depression#cw mental health
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Sppspsp, hi there! Idk if this has been asked, but some friends and I were wondering if it would be okay to make a public fan discord for Supercritical? If not I totally get it :D
HOLY COW, I would be beyond honored???????????????????????????
I didn't even know fan discords for fics was a thing!! I actually teared up reading this ask. I'm?? I'm speechless! I never imagined that people would want to make a fan discord for a story I wrote 🥺 I'm like deliriously happy about this 😭😭😭😭😭
Would I be allowed to join 👉👈 or would it be like a fans only kinda space? (Either way is fine!!😂)
#I'm like pacing around my room because I'm so happy about this#This is WILD!!!#Do I call my mom???? Tell her people wanna make a fan discord for my story???#I'm gonna go into lab on monday and be like guess what everyone I have FANS i'm officially Too Cool for y'all 😎#the fame HAS gone to my head thank you for asking
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Most of my sinus infection has cleared up besides the occasional cough and irritated throat but now this ear infection.... everything hurts can I please have a break before I have to go back to work just a day without pain so I can clean up my sicknest without feeling like ass
#i live with my parents but my mom is having a horrible flair up of RA so she's bedbound and can't help me at all and dad is the only one#the only one working atm so he's not doing anything besides that#its just a little frustrating because whenever mom is sick from her flare ups or if dad gets the sniffles im like#I'm like what can i do for you are you comfortable do you need anything can i make you food let me clean up etc#but when i go down for 3 days of being visibly miserable everything i ask is the world#ask dad to pick up my perscription but god forbid i ask him to do any other task on the way home that involves making 2 SEPARATE LOCATIONS#ita fine hes just. idk#plus mom has her RA flare up and idk#it just feels like nobody in this house is particularly sympathetic when im feeling miserable but im ALWAYS sympathetic when they are#the first 2 days i was doing nothing but sleeping or rolling in pain in my room and no one came to check in on me to see how i was doing#then yesterday my mom says shes taking us both into urgent care but leaves without me in the morning when i was too sick to wake up when she#called for me.#she was like I just really was in so much pain and you didnt get up and i wanted to go asap and i called you#anyway so because i was so sick i couldnt wake up i had to drive myself to urgent care which is also fine im a big boy#anyway. circumstances or whatever. im also real salty bc ive felt like shit for like 4 days
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