love as pre-emptive grieving - grief as love spilling over
credits:
quote from howl's moving castle, love will tear us apart by joy division, clocks by coldplay, pentiment, skeleton song by kate nash, all i want by kodaline, pentiment again, pulaski OR pulaski at night by andrew bird (either song, they both fit this mood :) ), pentiment again again, quote by jamie anderson, anatomy of a hug by luna lu, skeleton song by kate nash again, and finally, pentiment again again again
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I'm so.... I'm just.... Italy!Joe is just....
Imagine running your fingers through his hair, kissing him deep, tasting him on your tongue, taking and swallowing every moan he makes, knowing those are your moans, you earned them, you caused them, they are yours and yours alone. his taste is yours. the warmth of his body flush against yours is all that matters. his hair is soft, you twirl your fingers around him. the scruff of his growing beard tickling but causing a shiver to run through you. he is yours, yours, yours and he is perfect.
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Look at these lyrics oh my god?
I feel your breath upon my neck
A soft caress as cold as death
I didn't know you well back then
I blame it all on luck and bane
Your blood like wine
I wanted in
But darling, get me drunk and make me feel
It's not my fault
I'm not to blame
These ain't my sins
I broke my chains
There's more to do
And I still want to live.
I feel your breath
Upon my neck
A soft caress
As cold as death
I feel your heart
Beat in my soul
Our futures bound
Our bodies known
Your blood like wine
I wanted in
Oh darling get me drunk and bite me
It's not my fault
I'm not to blame
These ain't my sins
I broke my chains
There's more to do
If I can only live
I can't go yet
Don't let me die
I'll never stop
Until I'm done
But just tonight
Maybe I'll rest in peace
I feel your breath
Upon my neck
A soft caress
As cold as death
I hear your heart
Beat in my soul
Our endings bound
Our bodies known
I can't go yet
Don't let me die
I want to live
My only one
There's more to do
If we can only live
The clock won't stop
And this is what we get
(lyrics source x)
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so like my tally hall has kind of died down so uh welcome I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME aglsgosbosohsivskvs they’re working on a new album right i want it so bad I have become as excited for this band as I was for tallyhall and I am so normal about the RAZZMATAZZ album soooo normal I’m making characters and story based of the music and even like a music video if I ever learn how to edit and animate aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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One of the most memorable interactions was Saturday. Into our booth strolls a small family, tempted by free samples of freshly brewed tea. We chatter and give them the spiel, that the tea is character merch and we’re a cozy health-based app called Forage Friends.
The young girl zeroes in on our pride pins.
“They have my pin!” She says excitedly. “They have my flag!”
The dad blinks. He is surprised, but also calm and positive when he sees it’s the lesbian flag. “Oh. That’s… different from what you told me.”
“That was months ago, dad.” And she rolls her eyes. Definitely a teenager.
I turn to him and say, “Yeah, dad.” And we share a little laugh about it.
He says, “No, it’s great. That’s amazing, honey. It was just news to me.”
“Well, I guess I just decided to stop lying to myself. About liking guys. Like right now.”
A little lesbian just came out to her dad and he was super cool about it.
I’m standing there in my tie-dye mask and my cheery blue apron pouring tea and making small talk and I’m trying really hard not to cry or compare it to my experience, the fire & brimstone, the disgust, the conditional acceptance as long as I never bring it up.
So as this beautiful bonding is going on, the girl’s even younger brother turns his gaze around. He’s in a snorlax hoodie and bored and wants to go look at the swords across the hall. But on the other side of our booth….
“WHY DO PEOPLE DRAW THAT?” He asks loudly, and we all turn to our neighboring booth.
Our neighbors were extremely lovely people. Every time we had a break we would talk, and we became good friends over the weekend. They kept apologizing that their booth was next to ours and we kept repeating that it was totally fine. Their booth was great. I even bought their merchandise.
The thing that was so contentious, that they felt the need to apologize for, was that they were selling explicit titty hentai stickers of popular characters. They were censored with little yellow R18 labels but the content was very clear.
So back to the family: I freeze and immediately go somewhere else to let dad handle this question. With adult customers I’ve been loud and positive about our neighbors. (“Man, how has it been boothing next to them?” It’s been great! They bring a lot of foot traffic and they’re kind and wonderful professional neighbors. If anything it’s a fun juxtaposition. We believe in artistic freedom. I bought a sticker too!)
But this is a kid, it’s not my place to explain anything…. But I was extremely curious about what this chill dad would say.
“Well,” dad says with a long measured silence between each word. “Sometimes people are horny.”
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