#so this is a song about being high. lmao

[usabun-tl]

Chilico — PELICAN FANCLUB

English+Romaji Translation

麻の匂い 風景が赤く なんだか視界が優雅ね

asa no nioi fuukei ga akaku nandaka shikai ga yuuga ne

The smell of flower

Reddening scenery

It's an elegant view, somehow

白と黒 輪郭が崩れるから 名前を呼ぶ

shiro to kuro rinkaku ga kuzureru kara namae wo yobu

Black and white

Your silhouette falters

So I call your name

顔の糸が曖昧だ まるで君が人のようにね

kao no ito ga aimai da maru de kimi ga hito no you ni ne

The threads on your face are blurred

It almost looks like you've become a person

ソーダ水賽が投げられた 許さない

soodasui sai ga nagerareta yurusanai

The seltzer water dice have been cast

I won't give in

純粋に思うことが出来ないけれど信じていたい

junsui ni omou koto ga dekinai keredo shinjiteitai

Even though I don't truly believe, I want to

良くない欲がよくわからない

yokunai yoku ga yoku wakaranai

I really don't understand how desire can be a bad thing

終わりがない始まりもない

owari ga nai hajimari mo nai

There's no end and no beginning either

純粋に思うことが出来ないけれど信じていたい

junsui ni omou koto ga dekinai keredo shinjiteitai

Even though I don't truly believe, I want to

良くない欲がよくわからない

yokunai yoku ga yoku wakaranai

I really don't understand how desire can be a bad thing

おかしい すべてが幻みたいだ

okashii subete ga maboroshi mitai da

It's strange

Everything seems like an illusion

誰かの何かで見た

dareka no nanika de mita

I caught a glimpse through something that did not belong to me

こんな生き物だっけ

konna ikimono dakke

Was I always a being like this?

不思議そうに見ている

fushigi sou ni miteiru

Staring curiously

怪しくて気味が悪い

ayashikute kimi ga warui

An uneasy ominous feeling

誰かの何かで見た

dareka no nanika de mita

I caught a glimpse through something that did not belong to me

こんな生き物だっけ

konna ikimono dakke

Was I always a being like this?

不思議そうに見ている

fushigi sou ni miteiru

Staring back curiously

怪しくて気味が悪い

ayashikute kimi ga warui

An uneasy ominous feeling

純粋に思うことが出来ないけれど信じていたい

junsui ni omou koto ga dekinai keredo shinjiteitai

Even though I don't truly believe, I want to

良くない欲がよくわからない

yokunai yoku ga yoku wakaranai

I really don't understand how desire can be a bad thing

終わりがない始まりもない

owari ga nai hajimaru mo nai

There's no end and no beginning either

純粋に思うことが出来ないけれど信じていたい

junsui ni omou koto ga dekinai keredo shinjiteitai

Even though I don't truly believe, I want to

良くない欲がよくわからない

yokunai yoku ga yoku wakaranai

I really don't understand how desire can be a bad thing

おかしい すべてが幻みたいだ

okashii subete ga maboroshi mitai da

It's strange

Everything seems like an illusion

[screwpinecaprice]

They won the lottery and inspired by Mr. Greg, they spent it all in one day by committing identity fraud.

Idk I took a second job and my brain is so fried right now. 😭

[expectiations]

Thinking of how "left me like a book on a shelf" is from River's POV and therefore does not mean it is the entirety of the story much like how "the Doctor does not and has never loved me" was uttered from a River who was grieving.

Like the Doctor could have spent a long time putting the TARDIS in stationary orbit around the Library. The Doctor could have puttered about with the Library from years before it was shut down to ensure that everything would go smoothly while doing his best not to change a single thing. And on days when it is too hard, he just stares at the Library from his perch on the TARDIS door. Waiting, hoping, thinking. Trying to find a way out for her. For them.

And he does!

He finds a hundred ways to get her out of the data core. But...something always goes wrong. It's somehow never good enough. She's back, but she's not entirely there.

So he scratches it out, slaps himself, and tries again.

And again.

And again.

But his plans always fail.

But they don't. Not really. His plans could work. Could have worked. His beloved Sexy would help him. She'd always help him when it comes to her Water. But he was too scared. Too frightened of failure. Because one single mistake. One. Single. Mistake. And she's gone. He can never get her back. Forever.

So he runs. And runs. And runs. Until centuries has gone by and companion come and gone. Until he met a younger, more alive version of her. And then they had Darillium. And oh the joys of wonderful joys, what a night that was.

But things end. Even for him. They had to part ways again. Had to say goodbye. So he tries again. Picks up what his previous self had shelved. He tries. Oh how he tries.

But still. That fear exists. Is it worth it? Can he finally accomplish what he'd started a literal lifetime ago?

(He doesn't.)

Off on another lifetime with a new body. He's a...she now? Oh and shorter! Wow. That's new! I wonder what Ri–

On the rare moments she allows herself to succumb to sleep she goes to their his her study. She takes a moment to take everything in. It's unrecognizable now – the study that once was theirs filled with warmth and laughter and-

Every single space was taken. Covered by plans of plans of plans spanning...two...lifetimes now. Sexy still kept it just as it was the last time he she had been in there.

Their His Her favorite throw was still where it was – on their his her favorite corner of their his her favorite couch.

Nothing had changed but everything had changed.

She curled up and buried her face hoping it would still smell of her (It did. They never knew how it worked but somehow her smell still lingered anyway. They thought they were hallucinating at first but other people had been able to smell it too. Sometimes they forget but Sexy also lost her too).

She was a he again. The same face they had four lifetimes ago. The same face who was the first to keep the memory of their meeting.

But wh- what? Why? How? Is this it? Is this the body that finally brings her back home? A fitting act really. He put her in there and so he'll also put her out of there.

But... she wasn't there. Nothing was there. Nothing but chunks of debris and ashes and smelted...somethings.

When he blinked his eyes open (when had he closed them?), Donna's worried face greeted him. He blinked again and blinked. Nothing changed. Everything has changed. He had waited for far too long. He had made her wait for far. too. long. He feared of failing her but now he actually has failed her.

Everything was bland now. Was it just him or is everything a bit...on the side of grey? Donna looks at him like he might break. (He won't. He's a Time Lord. Time Lords don't break.) Even Sylvia had taken to treating him a bit more kindly.

He goes off alone with Sexy. His return to the Noble-Temple (Temple-Noble) household becomes fewer and further in between. One day he finds himself in Venice. Wonderful Venice. His Pond and her Roman (who wasn't yet a Roman) had gone here. There were vampires. And running and –

River?

No silly. River wasn't there.

He blinked. And blinked again. Made sure the sky was blue and the clouds still fluffy white. But was that his leather jacket that just whizzed by past him? Wait. Hold on. That was... Was that? Oh no. It wasn't. It couldn't be. Did they? No. They couldn't have.

But of course, apparently they did. Because that was actually his leather jacket wearing self that just passed by him again(?) tugging along his very-much-not-dead wife along running from... Hold on. Why are they running? What- Who's shooting at her?!

[vimbry]

it's sad how many reviews and stuff around tmbg seem to centre linnell as the sole dark and creepy writer of the band, never really crediting flansburgh too. do "hide away folk family," "dirt bike," "rabid child," "black ops," "cloisonné" mean nothing to them, smh.

[wavesoutbeingtossed]

Remember back in the fall during the SNL episode when they did the Sportscenter skit about Taylor and Travis and had the line about Joever where they were basically like “leave Joe alone, it was a deeply meaningful and special relationship” and I was like “see they’re all grownups and moving on, no need to rehash this anymore” and now we’re a fortnight (ha) away from an album likely about to blow the lid off what kind of shit was really happening 🥴

You ever think Taylor heard the skit that night and was like “ew no” lol I’M KIDDING but also not

[br1ghtestlight]

also thinking about my tinimmy au (??) where jimmy jr moves out of seymour's bay after high school and becomes a super famous boyband dancer and he's like a huge celebrity but he moves back to seymour's bay (not sure why maybe due to a mental health crisis or addiction) and ends up reconnecting w/ tina. and like they've known each other since forever and tina really knows and deeply understands jimmy jr and doesn't idolize him in the way a lot of other people around town do or want to use him for his fame

she never really got over jimmy jr romantically but she's always supported him and wished for his success because before anything he's her FRIEND and she still loves him. they end up in a relationship of sorts but obviouely it's complicated for a lot of reasons w/ the paparazzi following them around and writing about their relationship. but jimmy jr is still this kid that tina has been friends with since kindergarten and she loves him and she knows that he needs her

she's the first person in a long time to really see him as a Person (which is ironic considering how much tina idolized him when they were younger)

zeke would probably also be involved with this story in some way im just not 100% sure how he'd fit into all of this. most of the wagstaff kids would probably stay in seymour's bay (zeke and tina will ALWAYS be jimmy jr's biggest fans no matter how famous he gets)

[therevengeoffrankenstein]

openly weeping at the idea of someone genuinely hating soul punk.

[michi-chelle]

“but i fear that they already got all the best parts of me” goes so hard

[rosicheeks]

oh yes you were at court! i forgot that was at the start of that post lmao. i've been to court twice when i was super young for drinking underage and then smoking lool it was so boring and long and shit but thankfully you were just there for moral support, i hope it wasen't such a bad thing your friend had to deal with! I remember seeing you post about moving but i forget if it was TO or AWAY from your parents but that clears it up. I totally get you on that though, i'm living at home right now and i feel kind of similar about not feeling comfortable in your own home. Its a bit different for me, but similar enough. Hell my stepdad even sleeps in the living room too! hes always done that so ive always felt like i had to be on eggshells when night time hit. I used to sneak smoking in the backyard back in the day myself, i got caught once when i was in highschool he made me throw all my pieces out which sucked big time. ahhh i love that, art! you should totally show more stuff on here too, at least if you're comfortable and its not stuff you'd wanna sell, i would absolutely love to see any of it 🖤i've dabbled in writing poems and things i planned to make songs, although only recently. I've always wanted to be a musician but my attempts at learning guitar over the years have never ended up lasting long and i try to learn singing but i just dont really think i can. plus i was always afraid of self expression so i never wrote until a few years ago. i still do, because music is so important to me (which is why i did pick 🎤!) and it makes me so happy but yeah. i have 2 shows im headed to in a few months even so im so excited 🥰my day though has been so boring, i mostly played video games and watched youtube videos. watched another episode of a show i've been watching called Silo, which i absolutely love. im so surprised you had room in your tags still after myself lmao, but i do that same thing i always talk in the tags! also i'm giving you tons of hugs and kisses 😘🥰 - 🎤

Hi hi hi ☺️ how are you doing lovely? 🥰

[crehador]

MOMOKI MY GUY GO TO THE HOSPITAL RIGHT NOW

[unproduciblesmackdown]

in the power of Noticing Things The Xth Time Around the instrumentals-imitative "doot. doot. doot. dooWAH" vocals that kick in during the second verse of centerfold? superlative

[ikyw-t]

hm realizing that this year marks a decade of me writing my own songs and how im actually for real for real going to finally post some music online this year... which is mostly very exciting bc i have nothing to lose.

but then also i can't help but think of two separate occasions when i was 14 or 15 and went to an open mic night with my twin sister and one of her friends and when she found out i had signed up to sing + play a couple of songs she literally left the coffee shop and walked all the way down the block rather than have to endure 10 minutes of my singing which.... feels almost comically overdramatic and atrocious but mostly just still makes me feel pretty shite lmao .... esp when i remember how when i had first started writing i would try to show her all of my writing which believe it or not she was also never once supportive about... lol anyway. just twin things ig!

[grapecaseschoices]

sicko edition

hurt&comfort/codependency/monsterfucking/sun&moon imagery/lord&vassel dynamics/accidental vouyerism

stop making love to me while i'm trying to fuck you/generational trauma

their love language is gaslighting

unreliable narrator

From this trope sorter page that @laufire did and I just HAD to check out wereraw

[iwasntplanningonlikingkpop]

My Top 10 K-Pop Songs of 2022

If you're curious about my top 10 non-k-pop songs of 2022 check them out here!!!

RUN2U By Stayc

Forever 1 By Girl's Generation

After Like By Ive

Heart Burn By Sunmi

Chiquita By Rocket Punch

Antifragile By Le Sserafim

Attention By NewJeans

Copycat By Apink Chobom

Eye To Eye By Limelight

Higher By Fifty Fifty

English Release Honorable Mention: Pom Pom By Rocking Doll

I'm tagging: @shyirefly @backtodaydreams @beomieotter @thatadorkablegirl @hinataek @prettywordsyouleft @aigoo-exo @arzehh @orbityyxy also anyone else who sees this im also tagging you! and of course none of you have to do this but it would be nice if you did!!!

[orcelito]

real talk, fang is sooooooooo close to realizing his big fat crush on the paladin. i think he just needs a moment to Think & then he'll get there, bc there really is a lot going on rn lol

in other news, i got TWO successful counterspells. i also got hit a bunch, dropped down to ONE hp (literally just 1), healed myself, got hit some more, currently pinned against a pillar with a lizard guy biting at me

fang, barely hanging onto life, pressed against a pillar by a lizard guy that's trying to bite him while the paladin (his big fat crush) is next to them trying to keep Fang from dying too, & fang quips, "Wow, buy a guy dinner first." & the dude replied, "I don't take dinner to dinner." & Fang, bloodied as all hell and bleeding from his Ears from all the psychic damage, laughingly replies, "Ooh, kinky."

again, when his crush is literally right next to him & trying to keep him alive. reportedly tho, she found it funny

[coridallasmultipass]

Tales from an obnoxious ex-teen in the mid-late 2000s: I live in an area that gets a lot of tourists because my small hometown is themed like a European village (in rural-ass California). This was annoying as fuck to little metalhead me who has nothing better to do than walk around the touristy area of town and cause mild mischief (nothing illegal, we weren't jerks) because there is nothing for teens to do here. (There still is nothing for teens to do here.) Cue me and some friends, all dressed in full metalhead (me) and scenekid (friend) getup, walking around town shouting along to the lyrics of "Chop Suey!" while sharing ear buds and making it everyone's business, doing the absolute most cringe shit ever like making a sawing motion over our wrist at the word 'suicide' and acting out the words, and dropping to our knees, like we're performing Shakespeare or some shit before getting up and headbanging again, all in public with people walking around having a normal day.