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eggmeralda · 3 months

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the only person I can talk to right now is my sister but I can't talk to her about any of the feelings right now bc she's about to go on holiday with her friends and I don't want to ruin her time by giving her thoughts about her suicidal sister or anything

I have no idea how to talk to anyone, I could never message one of my irl friends for a chat bc I'm all platonically repressed and it's "not my vibes" to do that and never has been. I wish I was one of those people who could say "I love you" to my friends and hug them but I've never been that type of person

I feel more and more invisible everyday on here it feels like I'm shadowbanned except apparently I'm not(?) unless everyone's blacklisted my url without blocking me which. tbf if I was following me I'd do that too bc I wouldn't want my dash to be depressing. maybe if I reblog 9 million pictures of golden retrievers it'll change things

once again the only thing keeping me alive is that my mum dad and sister would be sad and I'd feel guilty for that even beyond the grave, and also I'm so inactive in my own life that I'd be too indecisive to even end anything

#idk what the point of this post is either way i should go from here for a bit bc it'll at least be one less thing on my mind #and i'll probably come back after like a week bc i can never escape tumblr unfortunately #been here for 10 years there's no escape #but yeah #tbh i'll probably be fine in a few weeks i think this is just a june thing lol #i always get like this in june august and october idk why #but anywayyyyyyyyy #i can't be bothered to say words #bye for now i'll come back when i'm better #or if i get a new hyperfixation. or a job. or something exciting happens. or if i meet a cool dog. which is something exciting #okay stop talking #ramble

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ikyw-t · 2 years

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hm realizing that this year marks a decade of me writing my own songs and how im actually for real for real going to finally post some music online this year... which is mostly very exciting bc i have nothing to lose.

but then also i can't help but think of two separate occasions when i was 14 or 15 and went to an open mic night with my twin sister and one of her friends and when she found out i had signed up to sing + play a couple of songs she literally left the coffee shop and walked all the way down the block rather than have to endure 10 minutes of my singing which.... feels almost comically overdramatic and atrocious but mostly just still makes me feel pretty shite lmao .... esp when i remember how when i had first started writing i would try to show her all of my writing which believe it or not she was also never once supportive about... lol anyway. just twin things ig!

#lol the real point of this post is that it's only taken me a decade to finally post some acoustic songs on the internet!#and she's probably why #she hasnt lived here since march and honestly it's much better this way #2022 was my villan era apparently bc i realized that she's actually always been just as mean and unsupportive of me all our lives #and starting in high school would tell me for like 8 years straight that she doesnt respect me at all and yet #would still constantly ask me for favors. which i did. bc im a kindhearted person and i have a small family #and i genuinely thought she would come around if i just kept being nice.. but she just never has lol #but anywayyyyyyyyy #sorry i dont think about her much nowadays and when i do it just makes me very upset #lol... probably cause it took me like 8 years to realize that shes just always gonna be like this #no matter how many favors i do her or how nice i am or how often i show interest in any of her hobbies when she has never done the same #lol ok ok rant over lol #i grilled salmon burgers so im gonna go have dinner now 😌 love and peace lmao

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shiresome · 1 month

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AUUUUUUUUUUUUGH redoing mk lineups vs redoing my eddie one

#i just think hes cute #i dont know which mk ones ill do firsttt #either the bd3 or rain and tanya and mileena im sure #if you have a preference or a character send it to me #ive had a random resurgence of mk motivation #ANYWAYYYYYYYYY #dc #the riddler #edward nygma #this lineup will be done soon and HOPEFULLLLLYYYY ill do an mk one #unless mister freeze takes over #fanart

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jadenvargen · 2 years

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random fanart for my own gdamn fic bc i lost my mind over and out

#eli sunday #daniel plainview #mary sunday #ruth sunday #hw plainview #twbb #there will be blood #myart #henry plainview #its liek the first part of a bigger story ive found it extremely therapeutic to write. but like. help #daniel is only in the 1st and last parts tho rip this aint about him. even tho it is also about him... elis gay journey in tha big city baby #anywayyyyyyyyy

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curioscurio · 6 months

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Not that I expected anything different but episode 12 of Dungeon Meshi was SOOOO GOOOOOOD the BATH SCENE the SENSHI COCKSHOT and marcilles DARK MAGICS all of it just made for an incredible episode it did NOT dissapoint

#dungeon meshi spoilers #for the anime onlys #also fun little foreshadowing but also spoilers #when kensuke shakes and flies off the table after fallin gets close #laios 12 seconds later : yeah my sword seemed useful because it REACTS and MOVES when MONSTERS are close #ANYWAYYYYYYYYY all the littke details also were so good

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peskyfirefly · 3 months

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dedicated to @feitanporter 🖤 happy birthday bestie!

bonus:

[ image added in mica's honor ]

#jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjkedit #useradrienne #my edit #i love taking panels and quotes out of context #thats right these were things they said. technically........#i was originally gonna caption this jjk hotties for my thottie but....sometimes i should not write down the things that i think #and also i shouldnt be calling u a thottie im so sorry #ANYWAYYYYYYYYY #happy birthday to the bestest girl on earth i love u bestie im making u lactose free cake and sending it to u rn #and also making u birthday soup with lembas bread. whatever birthday soup would be idk #thank u for being so kind and fun and nice and sweet #and thank u for blessing us with ur gifs. ur so cool and talented and im so happy whenever i see u in my notifs aaaaa #(also dont mind me..might post that sukuna one separately...)#manga coloring

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heartstringsduet · 5 months

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Happy Wednesday. 💞 Thanks for tagging me last Sunday and yesterday. My brain is still trying to compure anything in general but I'm excited to read them and your snippets if you want to share today. I hope you're all ready for some spice of the next First Aid chapter. thanks for tagging me @carlos-in-glasses

“Don’t you mean ‘make love to you’?” Carlos teases and means all the same. From the last hour together, he had imagined taking their time in the warmth of TK’s bed, continuing with sweetness clogging both of their throats.

“No, I meant fuck me,” TK says under a breath. His eyes go wide like he surprises himself with how demanding he sounded. “But we don’t have to. Whatever you-”

Carlos surges forward then to stop TK before he can propose to go along with anything but what he actually wants.

“Fuck you where? Right here?” He asks against the shell of TK’s ear. “Do you want me to drive you against the kitchen island? Make you come on the countertop?” His hand slides into the wide leg of TK’s shorts and roughly massages the soft skin of his thighs. TK's breathing picks up. “Tell me exactly what you want me to do to you.”

Pupils wides, TK stares at him with unmatched hunger. He releases his cherry bitten lips and closes them. There is something on the tip of his tongue that he doesn’t seem able to form into words.

“I want to hear anything you fantasize about,” Carlos encourages again, then licks up the tendon of his neck.

TK shivers. “I want you… to rip off my clothes and suck me.”

“Here?”

“Right here. Nice and slow.”

Caros’ cock pulses. His hips move of their own volition, driving his his filling cock into the cabinets to get friction, even at the cost of pain. “What else?”

TK hesitates then says, “Drive your long fingers into me.” He fists Carlos’ shirt. “One by one, until I’m full of you.”

“And?”

“And make me take them until I beg you to fuck me into the counter.”

It’s not how Carlos thought today would go, not like he longs for gentleness himself right now but he still finds his blood boiling at knowing TK trusts him enough to ask for what he really wants.

Instead it's reminiscent of the first few times they hooked up, back when they barely knew each other and filth came at no detriment. Carlos grabs TK’s healthy foot dangling down beside his body and brings it between his own legs. TK immediately understands, raising his leg so the shin rests against Carlos’ bulge. Carlos gives a tentative buck, in a way that makes him see stars. TK moans too, attuned to him.

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tongues--and--teeth · 6 months