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#sobbing in the corner of my room
fairydrowning · 8 months
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Grief is the only proof that I love and I love well. Love and grief are actually intertwined with each other and as "Akif Kichloo" once wrote, "the opposite of grief is not laughter or happiness or joy. It is love. It is love. It is love."
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canvasism · 2 months
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I can't draw anymore ARGH ART BLOCK ART BLOCK ARTBL- I want a new style again (I'm not sane)
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edwardbonnets · 8 months
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#he can't even LOOK at aziraphale ohhhhh i am chewing on rocks
because the moment he does, he completely falls apart. the love he feels is so strong that it literally overwhelms him :)))))))
MONY. MONY PLEASE I AM UNWELL AND THIS IS ONLY MAKING ME EVEN MORE UNWELL I AM SOBBING
oh god now i'm thinking about how they SHOW crowley looking at aziraphale right before, from outside the window, and the way crowley looks when aziraphale doesn't know that he's looking
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vs. crowley having to confront his feelings and look aziraphale in the eye
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and he CAN'T because his whole life he's been gazing at aziraphale from a distance, with literal and metaphorical sunglasses on to shield his true feelings—im a MESS
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Quietly coming back to add to the silver haired-lilac eyed-Lucerys agenda.
Aemond and Lucerys are married off to each other to mend the family’s relationships. Both enter the marriage absolutely despising their situation, Aemond more so than Lucerys. (Because let’s be real, this was the same boy who maimed him) But right after the birth of their first child, the two manage to fall in love with each other. Aemond becomes extremely putty to those dark curls and soulful brown eyes. Now the most hilarious part of this is after every birth of their child, a portion of Lucerys’ hair turns silver and his eyes become lighter. By the birth of their sixth child, Lucerys’ hair is more silver than brown and his eyes are nearly the same shade as his mother’s. If you ask anyone, he looks like a carbon copy of the Queen Rhaenyra.
Everyone would have thought Aemond would be pleased, seeing as Lucerys was finally starting to look like an “actual” Targaryen but to their surprise his reaction is the exact opposite.
Cue Aemond running around in panic and threatening the maesters to treat his poor husband because his precious dark brown curls are losing their colour and so help him, he will burn Westeros to the ground if he can no longer gaze upon those big brown eyes of his.
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livingproofoftbd · 8 months
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why is being alive currently required of me after dream just directly indirectly admitted to being in a loving relationship with his best friend and called it a "random concept" i might pass out
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Him playing the it’s not living riff over the ending of medicine. Do not fucking talk to me rn I am in emotional distress
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Don’t mind me, just absolutely bawling my eyes out over the fact that Dustin tells Max that no one except Eddie was even only nice to him and Mike when they got to high school…..
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youchangedmedestiel · 5 months
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Today is a day when I feel like crying about those two idiots in love.
Today is also a day when I have my period.
(Jensen saying Dean's biggest regret is that he couldn't save Cas doesn't help AT ALL)
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bluehoodiewoozi · 3 months
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sometimes I stance up like an awkward little autist and just stand there vibrating in my room like an owl that’s been threatened and is trying to make itself look bigger
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nomaishuttle · 8 months
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the way i balance staying true to my tumblrina nature while also having a job and bills and rent is that at work while cleaning a room ill think of something id like to post and then repeat it over and over in my head and refine it until it sounds right and then i either post it as soon as i get a second to Or i forget it bc i think of anew post to make. and they always get 0 notes but its ok
#not a lot to post abt in a retirement home. its like yep this room is exactly the same as it was last week and the week before as well.#2day we mughtve had a missing resident idk. i also fink i saw her like 2 seconds b4 she went missing so im sure they found her#i was just sitting in the lunch room Seething and Coping ( iwas 40 minutes behind and had just found out i had an extra room on top of that#btw i didnt get out until 4:30. my shift ends at 330 but my ride leaves at 4 and due to The crisis my boss said i can stay clocked in until#4 so that i can do liberty and get overtime et cetera. whats hard is sometimes when i say et cetera i want you to read it as et cetera but#other times i want you to read it as E.T. cetera. but what can you do.#anyways where was i. right i was in the lunchroom oh also my ride didnt leave without me bc marians my bestie. anyways. i was in the break#room idk why i keep calling it the lunchroom im not a highschooler. its a breakroom we just sometimes eat lunch in there when im not outsid#or hiding in Closet <3333333333#aaaanyways what was i talking abt. a good thing abt desktop tumblr is that i can read through all the tags so far#mobile its like a whole debacle basically. idr how but its like. whatever ider what i was talking about hold on#oh right. so i was in the break room and there was a nurse in there and on the walkie (they all have walkies. brenda also has one) i heard#someone go Sooo 245 wasnt in her room and she wasnt in the cafeteria :worried: im gonna look around 2nd but keep an eye out..#and then like a minute later that nurse got up and quickly left idk if she got a different message bc i was listening to starstruck by sorr#and trying to figure out how expensive (indian restaurant) is. the answer is very ughhh i just wanted butter chicken and garlic naan and#rice and that wouldve been THIRTY DOLLARSSS :sobbed: it is very very good food though#i caint get it anyway my check hasnt come in. Tee be honest i might go ahead and order it anyway once my check does come in i rly rly want#butter chicken rn. if in being honest.#also the nurse was playing like a kids cooking channel youtube video rly loudly and the guy in it was obnoxious and i was having such a bad#day i was just sitting there hunched over in a corner forehead against the counter it was diree guys.#the way i made 'yeah i overheard on one of the nurses walkies that they couldnt find a resident for a couple minutes' into a 10 paragraph#debacle. this is what i mean when i say i have to be a tumblrina do you know how dire it would be if i had a social life and went outside#somebody would be like hey how has your day been! and id make it into a 15 hour long historical reenactment. lord
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raedear · 11 months
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Assumption: you give off cool vibes because you have good fashion sense but you're also a bit awkward. You also fully support Scottish independence
*twirls hair* you think I have good fashion sense? 🥺
kidding kidding (mostly) thank you nonnie this is PAINFULLY accurate. I don't think being as awkward as I am precludes me from being cool (at times my extreme awkwardness has in fact been read as Too Cool For Here instead of what it actually was, which was crushing imposter syndrome and fear) but it certainly doesn't help.
Cut me and I bleed blue SCOTLAND FOREVER GET FUCKED ENGLAND
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leefl00f · 7 months
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grr…grr…grah..! >:(
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How do you guys even draw the silly murder bots in such a cool way and yet I’m still struggling?!/j
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lilyflxwers · 8 months
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desperately don’t want to go into therapy bc i got a bit too silly last session
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bibliphale · 9 months
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daily reminder that despite angels being war - driven creatures , aziraphale was always the odd one out , especially when it came to violence. he has never once harmed another living thing , including any fallen angels during the first battle against heaven & hell. even wielding his flaming sword , he never once used it on anyone. he is a pacifist , through & through.
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hunsa-jars · 11 months
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I hope the person who made the Golden Hour Mr Krabs and Plankton cover knows I haven't known peace since I stumbled upon it
#context:#last week i was vibing with my sister and younger brother in my younger brother's room#they were watching baseball and they just wanted me to be there so i did whatever#was scrolling through youtube recommends and i stumbled upon the fnaf 1 song covered by a frank sinatra ai#i don't know i was so morbidly curious i didn't bother looking for my headphones and just started listening to it#just a the beginning because there's no way it will actually sound good#but wow. oh wow what#the mouse was flabbergasted#THEN the next thing i found was an it's been so long freddie mercury cover#and that led to me and my sibs going down the ai cover rabbit hole#somehow we ended up in the spongebob corner of this thing and there were so many actually really good plankton covers??#then we just looked for mr crabs and plankton duet songs#and then we found golden hour#GOD THAT COVER#i genuinely love that song and listen to it often#my sister was familiar with it but never listened to fully and my brother didn't know what it was#i was SOBBING#LAUGHING AND CRYING AND CHOKING#it's been so long since i laughed that hard it felt like i was hit by a truck i swear#it was an experience#and the menaces of my dear sibs loved it#for days they wanted to listen to it together i was fighting for my life 💀#it didn't ruin the original song for me thank goodness but djdjfjfjfj help#(highlights of that night were the My Way and Toxicity and Savior plankton covers)#(the most devastating part of that night was my sister confessing that she never heard of the fnaf 1 song like 😭)#random squeak
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