Emms, 28 yo, she/her. I ship Destiel and THAT will never change. Since I watched Supernatural I'm not the same anymore. You'll witness me rambling about Destiel (and Cockles sometimes). I discovered that I love writing, so here's my AO3 account: https://archiveofourown.org/users/youchangedmedestiel
You're telling me that with all the crazy shit Misha said this week-end, Destiel is still not trending yet? Where are you, guys?
Don't tell me you're living your life like normal people right now!
It's time to fucking scream about the bi hunter man and the gay angel being so in love it makes us all sick. It's time to fucking raise your hopes up for that revival we are waiting for.
Come scream with me! AAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!! Let's make those two idiots in love trending again.
The mood came over me to rewatch early JenMish and I thought I'd share. Maybe some people haven't seen these yet. Or maybe they have but haven't look at these older videos in a while.
Some fandom history:
Jibcon 1 (2010) didn't have a JenMish panel. Jibcon 1 did have Misha crashing the J2 panel, featuring the JenMish nonsense of Misha trolling Jensen and Jensen trolling Misha about personal space. Jared and Misha hugged like normal people.
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Jibcon 2 (2011) was the convention with the first JenMish panel. Along with much panel crashing as a bonus.
Jensen crashing Misha's panel. With Jensen comparing Misha to a teddy bear:
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Another video of Jensen crashing Misha's panel, and Misha returning to crash Jensen's panel:
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The first ever JenMish panel on Sunday at Jibcon 2. Featuring the When Harry Met Sally Script reading. Also...watch all the way to the end, to see what they did during the spn script auction, you won't be sorry.
Jensen calling Jensen "Meesh" will never not make me smile.
I was finally able to watch the panel with Jensen and Rob at JIB14. I loved it so much. I laughed so hard, they are really funny together. I want to see more of them on panels together.
Some crazy shit has been said. People really asked good questions and I'm kissing them on the forehead for that. I learned that Jensen was responsible for Dean's coach outfit. He said that they thought about doing an european tour if that's ever possible. Oh man, how I wish it could be. I'd love to see him sing live. Please, please. Let's this be happening!
And then the talk about how he searched in himself to build Dean's character at the beginning (referring to episode 1x03 Dead in the Water), this is crazy. He says this:
Are you telling me that his love for Dean is what makes Dean full of love like he is? Because if it is, then that's... that's just... well it makes me want to scream my lungs out through an open window.
Eventually I start running in the right direction:
And finally:
Before it's too late. Before the moment is gone. Before the vibe left the brain.
My last idea: Dean is dancing and singing in the library, knowing everybody is out somewhere else. At first he is shy and then he goes wild but by then Cas walks in on him and falls in love all over again.
Having returned to the spn fandom so late, it sometimes feels incredibly lonely. I feel like lots of people have their servers, GCs, and homies they’ve known for years.
The love I get for my fics and my art is amazing and its what fuels my creative soul. I could not be more grateful enough for it, I just wish I had a spn buddy or group of friends to scream to on the daily basis.