im depressed about not doing things. when i have something to do i want to kill myself
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Constantly thinking about that tik tok where Sadie was asked to pick between Lumax and Elmax, and how she went to Lumax, and then almost immediately ran to Elmax.
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OK SO
i just made myself a huge like masterlist p much in discord with all my fics in it. i’ll need to put tumblr stuff in it too later but THE HOPE IS. that since i will be able to easily scroll through all of it. (google docs mobile is hell and i usually write on my phone) i will actually be able to SEE ALL MY FICS. and not forget about what i am working on.
i’m also keeping track now of what i currently want to work towards and what i have in my inbox over here. before i was kinda just checking every so often and then forgetting and then checking and then forgetting etc
WITH ANY LUCK. this will mean more consistent posting. i CANNOT promise anything because i am a human and thus flawed. BUT I WOULD LIKE TO GO BACK TO WRITING MORE.
i have five twstober prompts left to write and eight requests in my inbox and then i will open requests again. i will NOT be hosting any request EVENTS for the near future - twstober will be the only event i am planning on regularly participating in. i would like to instead focus more on my full fics and my ocs as they bring me very much joy. please ask me about my ocs i will love you forever /platonic. i will also add something to my request rules for asks about ocs because i will take any and all excuses to talk about them
CHEERS I HOPE THIS WORKS BROS. I NEED TO GET A WHITEBOARD OR SMTH FOR A REMINDER IN MY PHYSICAL SURROUNDINGS TOO FOR MY BRAIN
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I am two eyes in a head
Above a body, separated by a layer of stratus clouds
Like powder
I like it
I don’t exist
I am not seen
As two eyes in a head
I am here, but not someone else’s there
When my consciousness rests along the tips of my ears and I feel my pupils contract
When I ask them to
There is no one else
But I swear the painting in front of me must be breathing and moulding movement with its colors
I greet it with my eyes closed
Every breath keeps me here suspended in the sky
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I’ve laid down on a particularly comfortable bench on campus.
Pros: comfy bench. Back pain went away. Sleepy. Good for nap?
Cons: my left leg has gone numb and i cannot pull myself up
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Noah sleepwalking and waking up in the middle of the road or standing by the stove with his hand above the open flame
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really funny that every website is in an arms race to make itself as bad as possible and immediately someone makes a firefox extension to fix it
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When their entire relationship is toxic, but they're both so fucked up that it's actually the best case scenario, because subjecting anybody else to either of them would be a human rights violation.
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Came back wrong this, came back monstrous that
What if they came back loving? What if they came back in love. What if the necromancy worked and you cheated death and it's everything you've ever wanted, but now they love you in a way they never did before and you cannot know if that is because they finally know the lengths you are willing to go for them, or because something in this deathless magic bound their soul to yours to guide them home and it left them no. choice.
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I decided that reels and shorts were taking too much of my time so I sent them to the void
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