#some lighthearted vent

[ghost-of-a-system]

"system joy" comic from an OSDD-1b system

i'm sorry if there is any noticeable art style changes throughout the comic. it was worked on across several days, and usually our comics are completed within one. our comic style isn't always 100% consistent depending on who is fronting or co-fronting :') but we tried to keep it similar enough so that it hopefully wouldn't be too disorienting.

[pastadoughie]

in the club crying sobbing wailing screaming

[furies-inthe-mirror]

did you know: it fucking hurts?

[nonokoko13]

Ok so today I found out Nanbaka ended some time ago so I spoiled myself and man, the ending was so rushed and angst for no reason and overall disappointing??? The author threw very important lore info and a plot twist that felt all out of the blue near the ending... I love angst but when it is well written, and this was not. Their friendship was real, even if prior to the series start wasn't I know what I read was real friendship and this ending ruins for me one of the main themes of this show.

I don't post a lot about this series because I started it before I even had Tumblr but Nanbaka was everything to me back then. Even after I was forced to move on because the english translation stopped and finding all chapters fan translated was very difficult I'd find myself thinking about these characters sometimes and I almost dare to say that it was a comfort series. Not being able to keep reading it without going through a Odyssey was already upsetting but the ending? What in the actual fuck is that. Is not even the fact it was a sad ending what bothers me the most, it's that it was sad and felt bad written or without proper building 🙁

This literally summaries my opinion regarding what happened to the main group:

Now I feel bad? Bad like when you receive bad news irl? Like I've received a punch in the stomach or a betrayal from a dear old friend

If spy x family or yuu & grim (including all of their friends in twst) separate in the end I'm losing all hope of being happy and relaxing with this trope without fearing the chance of getting backstabbed again forever

God please let them stick together or I'm going to make you the same thing you have done with me

[angeltism]

"drama" this "[x] is so annoying" that ok what about editblr positivity . loving and appreciating the edits others make for other people to use at no cost other than some credit . "[name] is so annoying" how about who's style do you like the most . how about who's your go to to request from because you appreciate and admire their style and personality . what about that

[rebelcliche-archive2]

surprise surprise- another ooc post from me!! lol- anyway, i’ve gained quite a few followers, and very little interaction from most. because of this, i think i’ll be clearing out some followers. it’s nothing personal, but if i feel like i’m just a number for a person’s follower count, and/or feel like they actually don’t have any interest in writing with nancy, i’ll softblock. i also don’t want people treating nancy like she’s just a muse you can write with for shipping or smutting but to be ignored otherwise when you get bored.

i’ve said as much on my pinned post, but i like to be able to chat (extensively) ooc to plot stuff for our muses (unless it’s a random starter call or meme) but i won’t be able to see much of a future for our muses if we can’t chat about them and plot. i also absolutely refuse to be someone you go to be a placeholder to be replaced by someone better at a later date because i grow attached to dynamics and refuse to be treated so poorly just bc someone has found a newer, shinier person to write with. nancy gets treated like shit enough as it is and i’m too old to tolerate fickle rp partners.

all this to say, yes, i know i come across as a hardass, and no, you do not have to tolerate it or engage with me, but i want to feel comfortable on my own blog and not have to look at people on my dash who aren’t interested in me or my muse.

anyway, that’s all! that’s for tuning in to bitchy post #464829194! until next time!

[starredwrites]

i think my current struggle with Getting Back Into Writing is that i keep wanting to write gritty dystopia-type stories when my current mental state Absolutely Cannot Handle That

[oddball-in-the-scarf]

all these queer kids arguing about whether this label or that flag is problematic in whatever way and keep getting themselves in twist over other people's identities for how ‘valid’ they are...

Meanwhile I live in the UK

[angeltrapz]

due to circumstances I will Not be writing that vent fic first (gotta think of my mental health over the catharsis of posting) but when I get over this minor writers block you Will be getting klapollys & wrightworths and maybe lana/iris (AND lanamia bc im thinking abt them)

[k0kichiimagines]

pmsing is HELL ive had multiple full on shaking sobbing breakdowns over the tinest things like it just hits me at all at once im angry for no reason and im going to be in a horrific depressive episode until my period, i hate late periods because it just means it lasts longer, i feel like im going insane going feral hate it here

[the-jukebox-system]

to whatever part of the body thought it would be a good idea to mix restless leg syndrome with tourette's: what the FUCK were you thinking

i mean, maybe on some degree they could cancel out each other a bit?? but NO they feed off each other and symptoms worsen because the other condition is always there!!

[slippery-minghus]

ough. just more or less laid a boundary with my best friend and it feels really bittersweet. good because i did it instead of taking the passive route that would make me uncomfortable, but bad because i don't want to hurt their feelings... but good again bc maybe if i start having better boundaries with them, they'll realize there's some stakes to continuing the shit they're doing..?

[angelboybreakdowns]

they should make a thing of where like ppl instantly understand your boundaries without you having to explain them. bc like how are you supposed to say ‘i hate almost all feminine terms but i like one singular one thats almost identical to one of the ones i hate but only when its coming from ppl i trust are using it in the way i like it used but thats purely a Vibes Thing so theres actually no way to know whether ill be ok with it before you say it you just have to wait and see whether i correct you’ without ppl looking at you funny

[teacupofdrpepper]

I’ve come to the realization that the thing I’ve said I wanted to do for a career for about two years now is something I might not actually want to do, because I’m scared i am not smart enough to go after it and mainly I’m scared that I’ll go after it, succeed and be utterly miserable, because life is miserable and being surrounded by people who are miserable will probably make you miserable, I’ve been miserable my whole life because everyone around me is miserable and I think maybe I’m chasing that because being miserable and dealing with miserableness is all I know how to do and I’m good at it but I don’t know what else there is to do.

This has just been on my mind and it’s the only thing I can think about and everyone tells me oh you have so much time! I’m [age] and still don’t know what I’m doing with my life! And that does nothing but make me feel worse, I feel brushed off, I want answers I don’t want to feel alone and swept away by someone who at the end of the day doesn’t care and that’s Fine people aren’t obligated to care about me or what happens to me it’s just, lonesome I guess.

[ensinful]

screaming into a pillow lol

[sooptea]